BELINDA; OR, THE ENTERPRIZING LOVER.
LETTER I. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
WHEN you quitted the smoaky capital, to retire to your delicious residence in Northumberland, you enjoined me, my dear Louisa▪ to become a constant correspondent. The request was so consonant to my inclinations, that I yielded to it with alacrity; but I am not without my apprehensions that you will be wearied with the length and number of my epistles. I slatter myself, however, that our friendship is established on so firm a basis, that you will forgive what you cannot approve, and give me credit for my good intentions, should I trespass with prolixity or impertinence.
[Page 4]You know, my Louisa, all the secrets of my heart. Considering you as my sceond self, I have ever communicated to you the particulars of my thoughts, words, and actions; hitherto, indeed, my life has been unchequered with the vicissitudes of fortune, and hardly furnishes an interesting scene; but I am resolved to be no longer unnoticed in the world—no longer considered as a mere blank in the [...]!
I need not inform you, that I am this day entering into my eighteenth year; and you will, without accusing me of vanity, admit that I am not very defective in person or accomplishments. Do not consider this, my Louisa, as an eulogiu [...] on myself▪ but rather as a reflection on the insensibility of the men; for I have never received a [...]ngle overture from any of the sex: I therefore, am determined, in justice to myself to compel them to pay attention to me: and I dare venture to flatter myself that before many days are expired. I shall behold half a dozen of these lords of the creation, sighing at my feet.
This may appear romantic to you, without further explanation; but my scheme is very practicable, though it may be thought to deviate, in some degree, from the delicacy of my sex. Be that as it may, hazard it I will, regardless of the censures of the [Page 5] world, if my Louisa should but approve the step.
Beauty, like any other mercantile commodity, is become an article of traffic in our daily prints; advertisements indiscriminately announce the bargain and sale of a lady's person, or a bale of silk; and direct the readers whither they are to repair to treat for the affections of a lady, with as little reserve as if she had been a hogshead of sugar, or any other common article of commerce.
Taught, therefore, by example, I intend, to pursue the same mode. The WORLD shall be the vehicle for my advertisement; it is read by all the world, and will probably produce me many suitors. The address I propose, shall be nearly in the following words.
‘A young lady, pretty far advanced in her teens, thus publicly appeals to the young gentlemen of this kingdom. She has not the smallest reason to accuse Nature for not embellishing her person; and Fortune, she admits, has been equally liberal to her. Acquired accomplishments, she also flatters herself, she has a competent share of; and her disposition has generally been thought amiable. Notwithstanding these perfections, which are far from being exaggerated, she has not been [Page 6] asked the material question by any man living. Thus circumstanced, she candidly acknowledges that a state of virginity is so irksome to her, that she would willingly exchange it for a better. Proposals, addressed to Belinda, sealed up, and left at the Bar of the London Coffeehouse, shall be duly attended to, and an interview appointed, if the proposals appear adequate to the lady's expectations.’
Blame me not Louisa, for forming a resolution of this kind; for be assured I shall act with the utmost prudence and decorum in the whole of the business. Never shall Louisa have the least occasion to blush for her affectionate friend,
LETTER II. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
YOU astonish me, my dear Belinda, by the resolution which you have formed. Be not too precipitate in the execution of [Page 7] such a romantic plan! Excuse me, dearest girl, for taking the freedom of a friend.— Suffer me to expostulate a little with you, on the impropriety of exposing your person, to the wanton sneers of a rude rabble; for such will assuredly be the fellows who make application for your fair hand, in consequence of the advertisement. I tremble for the consequences of such a procedure, and conjure you, if you value my friendship, to let the idea perish whilst it is in embryo.
Consider, my Belinda, very few serious applications are made to ladies of your age. I am indeed half a year older than you are, and I should look upon any matrimonial overtures as an insult to my understanding; and rather an attack upon my inexperience, than a justifiable claim to my affections. Your person and talents are sufficient to captivate the richest and most accomplished of the sex; and, in due time, will certainly be attended to. The men are not those indifferent beings you would represent them; but hitherto you have mixed but little with the world; like a recluse, you have passed a few successive years, in pious attendance on an infirm and ancient parent, who is now no more. The finest pictures, when not exhibited, are unknown to the connoisseurs; but where your semblance appears, every man must be an amateur.
[Page 8]You are now emerging from the chamber of sickness and desolation, and will naturally receive and pay visits among the circle of your friends. Chance, my dear, will soon introduce objects worthy of your esteem, who will, doubtless pay their court to such beauty and excellence as belong to my Belinda. Why, therefore, should you have recourse to such expedients as even the deserted and abandoned almost despise?
Consider, my Belinda, how soon a female reputation receives a blemish; and, when once sullied, how difficult, nay how impossible, it is to remove that blemish. A single erroneous step, or a step, even bordering upon error, will, by the censorious public, be magnified into a crime; and my poor, innocent Belinda, by disregarding appearances, being conscious of her own purity and integrity, may incur the calumny of malignant tongues, and lose the most valuable jewel upon earth, a " good name."
I am too young to assume the character of a grave adviser, and you may probably be surprised at so serious a lecture from one who is destitute of grey hairs. Had you requested my opinion respecting the fashion of a ribband, or any other article of dress and the ton, I would have answered you with my usual pleasantry, and you should have [Page 9] found your Louisa as sprightly and frolicksome as ever. Vive la Bagatelle!—But, where your reputation and future happiness in life, are the objects of consideration, my years appear to double upon me, and I think myself as well qualified for a preceptor, as a Seneca, or a Solon.
You have not been accastomed, my dear Belinda, to such epistles as these from your Louisa. Often have you termed me, in the pursuit of our innocent extravagances, your little madcap. Hereafter I suppose you will think me entitled to the appellation of your philosopher. At all times, however, you may rely upon me as your friend.
Lay aside your ridiculous plan, my Belinda, or you will make me miserable. Were I possessed of half your fortune, and a tythe of your perfections, I should think myself entitled to the attentions of the first nobility. Apropos, have you any of the beau monde in your quarter, or do you abound in fox hunters?
LETTER III. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
PARDON me, Louisa, if I condemn you for the severity of your epistle. I have unbosomed my whole soul to you; which I never should have done, had I not been convinced that you entertained the highest opinion of my integrity and honor. Do you suppose, my Louisa, educated as I have been in the school of adversity, (though afterwards, liberally treated by the sickle Goddess) that I should so far forget myself as to hazard my reputation or my honor? No, my dear friend, I wish only to see the world; to trace out the snares which are so industriously laid to entrap the unweary sex▪ and to learn to be upon my guard against the stratagems of seducers.
Either you have flattered me, or you have always entertained a good opinion of my discernment and integrity. You cannot therefore suppose that I should instantly bid adieu to such attendants, without giving them a [Page 11] proper warning, and engage indiscretion and irregularity in my suite. Indeed, Louisa, I am as immaculate as you left me, and am determined to continue unpolluted in thought, word and deed; still, however, I am resolved to have my humour, and to carry my projected plan into immediate execution. I can, without deviating from the rules of decency, receive the letters of those who are candidates for my person, peruse them, and answer them as they deserve; should any of them display evident marks of being the production of gentlemen, I may probably condescend to notice them; but if ignorance or vulgarity are the most prominent features in their epistles, I shall, with contempt, commit them to the flames.
Should I even deign to permit an interview with any of my unknown correspondents, it should be with such as displayed evident traits of honor, and a liberal education. A gentleman is as well known by his stile, as by his deportment; and no impostor can impose himself, in that character, on a woman of the least discernment. With a gentleman, therefore, I have nothing to risque; with such a man, preliminaries my be talked of; and, if the treaty should not happen to be definitive, the negociation is at an end, and no disagreeable consequences can ensue.
[Page 12]Many vulgar epistles I shall most probably receive, deficient even in orthography and common sense; but, you know, my Louisa, I detest pretenders of all kinds. I address my advertisement to gentlemen, and a person who assumes that character, especially in his writings, is sure of being detected.
To be brief, this advertising scheme is a hobbyhorse of mine; and I am sure to gather amusement from it, whatever may be the other consequences. I expect to receive letters from the canaille, as void of decency as of sense, which may afford you and I some little amusement, when there is a dearth of more essential matters. Such epistles, however, shall not survive the observation of the day, but be decently interred, and consigned to perpetual oblivion.
I expect, in a short time, to possess as many letters as a robber of the mail; but I should be much surprised at finding any bank notes inclosed in any of them.
Does the WORLD circulate in Northumberland? If so, you will therein read my address, or, if you please, my ADVERTISEMENT FOR AN HUSBAND.
I hope my extraordinary resolution has not so far lessened me in your esteem, as to deprive me of your correspondence. If my adventure should not procure me an husband, [Page 13] suitable to my wishes and deserts, it will at least furnish entertainment for me and my Louisa. You must not, therefore, throw out any sarcasms upon my conduct; but believe me to be, as you have ever found me, your truly affectionate friend,
LETTER IV. PEREGRINE PESTLE, to BELINDA BLACKET.
YOUR advertisement in the WORLD, has struck me like electricity; but, perhaps, as I am an apothecary, you may consider me as a mere drug, and fit only for an opiate to a lady of your consequence. But, spight of all the poppies in the world, I am awakened by your elegant address. Though I have not seen you, I anticipate the happiness your company will afford. I have not the [Page 14] least scruple but you will make me every grain of allowance upon an occasion of this magnitude. Matrimony, indeed, has been said to be a bitter pill to swallow; but this must have been the assertion of the ignorant, who knew not the ingredients of which that pill was composed. Every man of experience must readily admit that he who exclaims against the honorable state of matrimony, ought to be pulverised. There is not a more excellent electuary, in the whole Materia Medica, than a sufficient quantity of bank stock beat up in a mortar, with a due portion of prudence and good nature to form it into a proper consistence.
You may imagine, Madam, from my language, that I have acted as a surgeon in the navy; in that situation I was employed the whole of the last war; and, I hope, with honor to myself and advantage to the wounded. But▪ by you I am imperceptibly wounded; I feel the stab, though unacquainted with the arm that directed it.
Have pity, therefore, on your humble servant,
LETTER V. MR. HEATHCOTE, to BELINDA BLACKET.
IT is my usual custom to lounge away an hour at a coffeehouse almost every morning; during which time I meet with a variety of amusements in the diurnal prints; but nothing has so far excited my attention as your advertisement, which appeared yesterday in the WORLD. There is such an air of ingenuous can dor in that little composition, that I am induced to think the writer of it is in earnest.
Your address being general, no apology is necessary for troubling you with a few lines. As I purpose to be a candidate for your hand, you will naturally expect that I should give some account of myself, before I can ever hope to be favored with an interview. I shall begin therefore, by giving you a faithful portrait of my person, without exaggeration, either on the side of flattery or caricature. In point of height, I rather exceed the middle size. I am neither lean nor corpulent; and my figure is erect and strait. [Page 16] The whole symmetry of my body will bear investigation, except my legs; they are thought to be somewhat out of proportion, nature having been too profuse in furnishing those regions. My face is of the oval kind, and my nose aquiline; my eyes and eyebrows are truly ebon. It would savour too much of vanity were I to mention the encomiums which have been lavished on them. The small pox has made some ravages upon my countenance, but has not injured it; on the contrary, it has stamped a degree of manliness upon it, which it might otherwise have wanted.
So much for my person! With respect to fortune, I have not much to say; I have a small unincumbered estate, which I let for three hundred pounds per annum, and that is all I am possessed of. I might, indeed, by following the example of my neighbors, almost double that income, by raising my rents among the tenants; but I am happier at seeing them thrive and flourish upon my farms, than any augmentation of my rents can possibly make me.
My father, knowing I had but a scanty fortune to succeed to, bred me to the Bar, to enable me the better to support the character and appearance of a gentleman. But there were unsurmountable obstacles to my distinguishing myself in Westminster Hall; [Page 17] I had too much diffidence, and too much honor in my nature, to make any progress in the courts of law.
Were I possessed of the most shining talents, I never could condescend to prostitute those talents, and plead against my conscience for a fee. If I unjustly detain the property of the fatherless or the widow, and give a lawyer a large fee, his mercenary tongue will move for hours, to varnish my sullied character, or to conceal my villainy; without regarding the distresses of those whom his abilities have robbed of bread.
Not being able therefore to add to my fortune, by exercising my profession; my income would be inadequate to my expenses, were I not to observe the strictest frugality upon all occasions.
Permit me then, Madam, to approach you, and solicit your fair hand; I feel a kind of presentiment that nature has formed us for each other. My little fortune, added to what you possess, will afford independency to both. If you will deign to honor me with an audience, I flatter myself that I shall be able to plead my own cause entirely to your satisfaction.
Should I be so unfortunate as to be thought unworthy of an answer to this epistle, I know not what might be the consequence. Pistols and daggers are alarming [Page 18] things!—I will not tell you, however, that I shall have recourse to either of them; but I should positively be much chagrined to be treated with so much indifference. This is the first love epistle (if it may be so called) that I have ever written; and, should it not be honored with your notice, believe me, Madam, I shall never write another.
P. S. I forgot to mention my age, I am on the verge of my twenty second year.
LETTER VI. PATRICK MAC GREGOR, to BELINDA BLACKET.
IN passing through the WORLD, according to my usual practice every morning before breakfast, I ran my head against [Page 19] your advertisement. Indeed, Madam, you talk like a woman of sense and parts, when you say you are willing to change your state for a better. A man need not be a conjuror to know what you main by a better, for sartainly it is better to be married than not to have a husband.
By the holy Shannon, Madam, I am violently in love with you! for though I have not seen you at all at all, my mind's eye has been looking at every failure belonging to you, and running over all your charms, from the sole of your stocking, to the steeple of your bonnet.
I have no fortune, at present; to spaik of, but I shall have when I come to it; for my father (Heaven rest his soul!) has made a will, and appointed me his sole predecessor when he dies, which I hope will be spaidily, for he is as worthy a craiture as ever stepped upon shoe leather. I think, Madam, I have a right to survive my father, becaise I am told he was born before me. He has got a large sum of money in the Bank and South Sea, and several other freehold estates, which must all come to me; for it is not in his power to laive it to any body else, without altering his will, and that he cannot do, my jewel, becaise I have got a copy of it in my own possession.
He has a grait deal of other terra firma, [Page 20] which must all be mine; particularly a large share in the New River Water Works, and the navigation of the Liffy; besides, he has an annuity of five hundred pounds a year upon his own life, so long as he lives, which you know he cannot keep any longer than he can keep his breath.
You see, Madam, I am not a mere fortune hunter, like some of my countrymen; for my own fortune will be immense, when my father will be so complaisant as to take himself out of this wicked world.
By way of amusing myself till I come to my estate, I play in Covent Garden with a sedan chair, in partnership with another jontleman, who was educated at Dublin College; but, devil burn the new pavement! it is made so aisy and convainient, that people ride upon a hackneycoach, or upon their ten toes, whilst a poor chairman stands like a mere cypher, and is no more regarded than a chairman of a porter club, or of the Eastindia Company.
I hope, Madam, you will not consider my employment as disgraceful, becaise, you know, every one is a gentleman who can keep his carriage as I do.
Pray let me have an express from you, by the penny post, to let me know if you have any regard for me. I think I have said enough to win the affections of any raisonable woman; [Page 21] but if you are unraisonable, the devil go along with you! You say your "virginity is irksome to you;" then who is to be blamed but yourself for keeping it any longer; when a jontleman, like me, is willing to take you for better or for worse?
There is some little disperity in our ages, I must acknowledge; for you are but eighteen, and I am thirty six; but that is a matter not worth making a botheration about, for after we have been married eighteen years, we shall be both of an age.
It is not my intention to desaive any woman, especially one so amiable as yourself; my honor therefore compels me to acknowledge that I am already married to a couple of wives; one of which I left in Crow Street, Dublin, and the other at the Ring's End; but, we were married without ceremony, I left them without ceremony, and am now at liberty to bestow my hand according to my own will and pleasure.
It is very disagreeable for a man to be alone, except he has got company with him; and I am sartain you would find my company more agreeable than to be alone with any body else.
[Page 22]Direct for Patrick MacGregor at the sign of Belzebub the Angel, Octagon Square, St. Giles's.
LETTER VII. THE REVEREND MR. PROBY, to BELINDA.
ACCUSE me not of presumption, Madam, for venturing to trouble you with a few observations on your conduct, respecting your address to the Public, on so interesting and important a subject as matrimony. I cannot think you are in earnest; for a young lady with your figure, fortune, and accomplishments, must demand the admiration and reverence of mankind.
But, whether you are in jest or earnest, let me entreat you, my dear girl, to be strictly upon your guard. Be not entrapped by the seducive wiles of the abandoned libertine, [Page 23] who flatters that he may destroy, and who prides himself upon the victims he has made.
Struck by the consideration of your age and inexperience, I considered it as my duty to remonstrate with you on so alarming a procedure. You will the more readily excuse me, my dear Madam, when I inform you that I am a clergyman; and in that character, conscienciously performing what I could not dispense with, without committing a violence on my feelings. If in this particular, you think I am overacting my part, I kiss the rod of correction, and request your pardon; if, on the contrary, you should commend my vigilance for your safety, I should esteem myself happy.
My humble situation in life precludes me from making you a tender of my hand, or I would immediately have addressed you as a lover; in order to snatch you from the danger which apparently awaits you. I am but a poor curate, and may probably long continue so, having but little interest with those in power; and exaltation in the Church depends wholly upon a man's connexions.
I pretend not to superior talents, or to a more exemplary life, than many of my cloth; but, admitting that my abilities and conduct were in the highest degree meritorious, [Page 24] how little would they avail against the influence of connexions! Obliged to support the character of a gentleman, I am starving upon the paltry pittance of fifty pounds a year; whilst some of the meanest mechanics in this metropolis, acquire double that sum annually; and, with a mixture of pity and contempt, express their sorrow for a poor miserable journeyman parson.
Should you, however, condescend to take compassion on me, and, by honoring me with your hand, lift me from poverty to happiness and independence, how much would you be entitled to my gratitude; and how zealously should I endeavor to deserve a favor so distinguished and so unexpected! But I condemn my arrogance and self delusion, having as great pretensions to a mitre, as to such unparalleled generosity from Belinda.
Pardon me, Madam, even for suggesting so extravagant an idea. Let me observe, however, in mitigation of my presumption, that, though I am indigent, I am unincumbered with debt; no man having a claim upon me for a single shilling, It is possible, Madam, that you may receive applications from men, who, with the appearance of affluence, may be infinitely worse than nothing, and your fortune may be in some [Page 25] degree exhausted to satisfy the demands of his clamorous creditors.
Though these observations, so far as they respect myself, may be ineffectual; yet I hope they will admonish you to be extremely wary and circumspect. Your unsuspecting years may be amused by misrepresentations and specious promises; and you may find, at length, that you have listened, with too credulous an ear, to the protestations of the mercenary or the abandoned.
But how am I deviating from the path I entered upon! When I sat down to write to you, I was actuated by the purest principles, to dissuade you from attending to the proposals of others, and I am imperceptibly drawn in to tender proposals of my own. But should they be honored with your attention, or even excite your curiosity to be further acquainted with them, still I entreat you to examine them with the nicest penetration.
But, lest I should swell my letter to the bulk of a moderate sermon, and deter Belinda from passing through it, I must hasten to a conclusion; but I cannot take my leave of you, Madam, without submissively beseeching you to listen to my own overtures; or, if they should be deemed unworthy of your [Page 26] serious consideration, to be attentive to the cautions suggested by
LETTER VIII. MR. RATTLE, to BELINDA.
'PON honor, Madam, you are a very pretty, delicate, modest lady, to advertise for a bedfellow in such positive and feeling terms! What, because you are turned of seventeen, and suppose yourself capable of being made a mother, you think a moment's time ought not to be lost! Oh, what a forward minx! A little proper correction would be more serviceable to you than a husband.
Have you no affectionate friend, who would undertake to administer such a remedy to a giddy girl! If not I am at your service, and you may command me at any time.
[Page 27]Alas, poor lady! She is afraid of leading [...] in another country; because, forsooth, she thinks herself neglected and forsaken, in not having a man to play with, almost before she has thrown aside her Doll! Mercy on us! That such an infant should think of leaping from her leading strings into the arms of a lover!
The manners of the sexes appear to be inverted; t [...] [...]es are become feminine, and the fema [...] all masculine; the former assume an effeminate delicacy and timidity, and the latter an air of roughness bordering upon heroism. I have seen a blowsy female in a phaeton, whipping, cutting and managing the reins of two pair of horses; and I have seen a male milliner simpering behind the counter, dealing out ribbands, thread, and catgut.
Let me advise you, my dear little Miss in her teens, to return to boarding school, and desire your governess to feed you upon watergruel and lemonade; all animal food you ought carefully to avoid; and a little of the discipline, recommended in the former part of my letter, will be found very salutary.
When you arrive at years of discretion, (which I am afraid will be at a very distant period) you will be convinced that I have acted as your real friend. I have taken the [Page 28] liberty of treating you with that freedom which every child would be entitled [...] from one who is acquainted wiih the world. No man is a greater admirer of the fair sex than I am; and, whilst I exist, I will ever endeavor to be their friend,
LETTER IX. MR. BRISKET, to BELINDA.
IF so be that you will permit me to bid for you, I shall sartainly be very much obliged to you. You must know as how I am a butcher, but I am wholesale, and only deal in carcusses. I am as well known about Leaden all as any man that ever stuck a knife in a bullock, and am as well to do, thouf I say it; but I have my enemies, who throw out a great deal of callummy and [Page 29] slander against me, only because I get up in the world; and when some people sees a man prosper, they grows envious, and all that.
But I does not mind the whole kit of them; not I, believe me. I have got that in my pocket which will stand my friend, when all other friends dezart me.
I once put up to be a common council man of Cheap ward, but it turned out to be a very dear piece of business; and, what was worst of all, I came off second best. I treated the whole ward with buggamy, and claret, and sham pain, to the tune of twenty guineas, besides the calves heads that I sent in to make turtle of; but all this would not do; Mr. Blackgrain, the shoemaker, had got the length of the Alderman's foot, and prevailed on him to make a false return, thouf I had as many hands for me as there was singers for my antigonist.
I thinks, however, I shall come in next St. Thomas's Day; but you know, Madam, that is a long ways off, and who can tell what may happen between this and then! I confess I longs to be a member of the corporation, because as how it make a man spicuous in the world.
I have sarved all parish offices, and am one of the select westry. I dont say all this from wanity, Madam, but only signify as how [Page 30] I am a man of some a count, and not a mere venturer and beggar. Besides, Madam, I am comed of a very good family; for my great grandfather of my mother's side was a large bisket baker in Horseliedown; and great grandmother of my father's side married the first cousin of a capital soapboiler, in Swine Alley, Barnaby Street.
Yes, Madam, I often boastes of my four fathers and four mothers, and all the rest of my ancesturs and predy cessurs. I knows what Mr. Alexander Pope, the great poet, says, upon these occasions.
You perceive, Madam, that I am a man of rudition and reading, and I have a most purdidgeous memory. I ave got all Pope's essay on man by art, and I once repeated the 119th salm for a wager of a lamb's fry, and won it hollow.
I do assure you, Madam, I am a man that knows things, and am up to all the rig of the best of them. It would do your art good, my dear Madam, to hear me, when I talks about history. I knows the crissen name of all the kings and pottintates from William the Concurrer, to George the Third of Greatbritain, [Page 31] France and Ireland, king, defender of the Faith. I have got the hole story of Nanny Bullen at my finger's ends. I can tell you all about Jane Shore and Lord Hasting, and all that; and as how Jane shore was starved to death for want of eating. I can tell you what made the two houses of York and Lancaster so angry with one another, and how they happened to fall together by the ears.
I knows all the purticulars of Betty Canning, Mother Squires, and the Rabit woman; and can entertain you, for an hour together, with the martyrdoms of Smithfield, where I goes every Monday and Friday to buy beasts, and cattle, and sheep. How many good men have been butchered there, by bloody Queen Mary, because they would not be papishes.
In short, Madam. I have a fun of entertainment within myself, and shall never be at a loss for a subject to be guile the tedious hours of a long winter evening. I subscribes to Mr. Lane's circulating library, and studies politics, mathematics, and all other ticks, and I can speak French as thouf I had been a natif of France, and born there. Take this as a sample commong vou po [...]y vou? How do you do! Four be-eng, Je vou remersee. Very well I thank you. You will not find many butchers that have got so much larning as I have; I can ax in French for bread, [Page 32] and beef, and a fine lady, and many other necessaries of life.
Now, Madam, I think I have said enuff of myself to convince you that I am somebody; and that if you reject my purposal, you may meet with a more worser offer before you die.
If so be that I was twenty years youngerer, I should not doubt of capty vating you; but as I am on the rong side of forty, I am not without apprehenshons that you may think me rather too old to be you consart; thouf I can assure you that I am as young as ever I was in my life, in one sense, and have not got a single grey hair about me.
But if I be too old for you, mayhap my son may do; for the boy is a chip of the old block, a chop of the old joint, and as frisky and frolicsome as any young fellow in the precinct. I should be main glad to have you in our family, by hook or by crook; for I am sartain that you are vise and vartuous by your manner of riting.
I never rote so long a letter in my life before, except when I gave an a count of my travels, from Dover to the continent of Calais.
Some evil minded persons, being instigated by the devil, have said as how my trade is savige and unsentimental; but your sue purlative good sense will not be by assed by such narrow prejudices. I never lays wiolent [Page 33] hands on any of my bullocks, sheep, or lambs, having proper executioners to perform that bisness. Like Majesty, I only sign the death warrant. Let me suppli Kate you, Madam, to pay all dew attention to my letter, and to grant me one of the favors I have axed. Let me either claps you in my own arms, or con sign you over to my son. In either case, I shall consider myself,
LETTER X. MR. SALMON, to BELINDA.
YOU would think me an odd fish, Madam, if, after I had perused your sentimental advertisement in the WORLD, I had not thrown in a bait to angle for your affections.
Some crabbed old fellows may perhaps condemn you for casting such a net to catch lovers, and carp at the impropriety of it; [Page 34] and some antiquated dames will perch themselves at the tea table, or any other gossiping place, and flounder on at a violent rate against such a step, as deviating from the line of delicacy, especially when a maid is the object.
Though, Madam, you are but seventeen years of age, it does not necessarily follow that you are but a shrimp. Ladies of your time of life are sometimes as fat as porposes, and sound as roaches. I mean not to convey any indelicate idea respecting your person, but only that I suppose you to be embonpoint. I am not a dab at making love, or I should turn the scales upon the antiquated thornbacks who swim in the strong current of slander, and, when detected, twist about like an eel, to exculpate themselves.
I have only to add, that my natural element is fresh water, that I have never yet been pickled; that I am at all times ready to be served up to you, that I shall be like a fish out of water if you treat me with indifference; and that I am, Madam,
LETTER XI. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
BELIEVE me, my Louisa, I receive as many letters as if I had been in a principal department in the state; and more are incessantly arriving. Lawyers, clergymen, apothecaries, fishmongers and newsmongers, compose a part of my correspondents.
Hitherto I have not any reason to regret the adoption of my scheme. It affords me amusement, keeps me from ennui, and instructs me, in some measure, in the knowledge of the world.
As I expected, I received epistles of various kinds; serious and humorous; whimsical and solemn; sarcastical and ludicrous. An apothecary recommends himself to me as a drug; a lawyer very obligingly offers to partake of my fortune, because he he has too much honesty and honor to support or defend an act of villainy; and a very sententious clergyman advises me to be [Page 36] extremely cautious and circumspect, in a matter of such great importance.
Among the ludicrous letters that have yet come to hand, may be reckoned that of a blundering Hibernian, who declares himself to be a gentleman of large expectations, but chooses to amuse himself with carrying a sedan chair!
Another is from an impertinent puppy, who desires me to return to boarding school. This is the most insolent epistle that I have received. It is evidently the production of some empty coxcomb.
A wealthy butcher, in the true Smithfield style, solicits my hand, either for himself or son, and gives a very curious and entertaining account of himself; and a Mr. Salmon desires to be served up to me, not considering that Lent is just expired.
A fresh packet of letters has this moment arrived, which would take some hours in the perusal; but they shall remain unnoticed by me, till I have discharged my duty to my Louisa.
Had I sufficient leisure, I would copy the letters as I receive them, and transmit those copies to you; but I am sufficiently employed in reading them only. You must therefore wait with patience till you return to London, when you will certainly have a [Page 37] delecious treat in looking over those which I shall recommend to your perusal.
I am really of opinion, my Louisa, that, among my epistolary wooers, I shall be able to make a prudent and judicious choice. One or two, who have already favored me with addresses, seem perfectly qualified to render any reasonable woman happy, if mental qualifications are essential to that end. My fortune is more than sufficient for the sphere of life in which I intend to move; then why should I require an addition to that fortune, or seek for an equivalent in an husband?
A match, upon such a construction, could be but barter for barter; where, like two plodding partners, each may be considered as having brought in his full proportion of the articles in trade, and that neither of them are indebted to each other.
My disposition is of a different, and I flatter myself of a nobler turn. It is a glorious satisfaction to me, to confer favors, without even the desire or expectation of a return! I should be happy in bestowing the means of happiness on a man whom I esteemed, and in receiving those returns of affection which the grateful are ever ready to pay. But, where mercenary marriages are negociated, and shilling for shilling is the stipulation on both sides, the equality of [Page 38] the parties is principally contended for, and a man treats his wife with common decency and respect, from no other motive than because she advanced her share of the capital stock.
Such people, my Louisa, are destitute of sentiment and feeling. There is a pleasure in conferring and receiving favors; but where there are cautious stipulations and every act is performed for a valuable consideration, a generous heart shudders at the idea.
I hope you are, by this time a little better reconciled to my project. As I have found time, notwithstanding I am so much engaged in business, to write you this long epistle, I expect one of the first magnitude from you. Favor me with a description of the country round you, and with some account of your neighbors. Tell me if there are any pretty fellows within a reasonable distance of your mansion; but, above all, be particular in informing me when I may expect the pleasure of seeing you in the metropolis.
LETTER XII. MR. LUCKLESS, to BELINLA.
IF your heart is capable of feeling for the unfortunate, I may flatter myself that you will take compassion on me; or at least, that you will condescend to pay some attention to my disastrous tale.
In my early youth, indeed, nothing material happened to me of a calamitous nature, except the loss of an indulgent father and mother; but ever since I approached manhood, a series of misfortunes have attended me.
At the age of twenty, I succeeded to an estate of fifteen hundred pounds per annum, and upwards of thirty thousand pounds in cash; so affluent a fortune I thought would enable me to adopt a genteel mode of living, without injuring my circumstances.
Having only an antiquated mansion house upon my premises, I ordered a new [Page 40] one to be erected in the modern style, on which I expended seven thousand pounds, and about a fourth part of that sum in the most elegant furniture I could procure; but, before I was in the actual occupation of it, the whole building took fire, and that and the furniture were all consumed to ashes.
Prior to this accident, I had deposited upwards of ten thousand pounds in the hands of a merchant, whom I considered as my banker, and meant to draw on him for cash as I might occasionally want it. He was a director of the Bank, a member of parliament, and a governor of many of the city hospitals. He was said to be immensely rich by all who knew him, and I thought my property as secure as if it had been in the funds; when, guess at my surprize, Madam, the very next day after the flames had levelled my new mansion with the ground, I read my merchant's name in the Gazette, introduced with a whereas; and I have since received a dividend of only two shillings in the pound.
I should have had an equivalent for all these losses, by a twenty thousand pound prize, had I not foolishly parted with my ticket to a neighbor. I had purchased it for myself with a determination to stand the chance of it; but, being then in London, I received a letter from a gentleman in the [Page 41] country, requesting me to purchase him a lottery ticket. Unwilling to quit the company I was then engaged in, to repair to a lottery office, I sent my own ticket to my friend, thinking I could buy another at my convenience; and that ticket was afterwards drawn a prize of twenty thousand pounds.
Certainly I was born under the influence of some unlucky planet; for, not long after this very provoking accident, fortune, in one of her freaks, deprived me of a considerable legacy. A distant relation of mine, thinking his death approaching, gave instructions to an attorney to prepare a will, wherein he had bequeathed me five thousand guineas; the will was engrossed, read and approved; but, just as he was about to sign and execute it, he called for a glass of cold water, and drank it; which immediately threw him into convulsions, and he dropped down dead. By his thus dying intestate, I lost the five thousand guineas, that were intended for me, and the heir at law (who would have been cut off with a shilling, had the will been executed) succeeded to a very large real estate.
Chagrined at such a succession of disappointments, and my ready cash being all exhausted, I applied to an advertising money lender for a present supply; who readily undertook to discount my own notes for [Page 42] any sum I might require, at the moderate and legal interest of five per cent. He observed, however, that it was usual, on such occasions, for the borrower to allow a small premium to him, as agent between the borrower and the lender. To enforce the propriety of his receiving some little reward, he added, that he must guarantee such notes, by endorsing them himself, which rendered him liable to pay the whole sums, provided I did not honor them regularly as they became due; politely observing, at the same time, that he did not imagine he ran the least risque with a gentleman of my seeming probity.
There appeared to be something so plausible and proper in the man's conduct, in this business, that I submitted to his terms, and drew three promissory notes for five hundred pounds each, at two, four, and six months after date, and presented them to him, relying upon his protestations that he would furnish me with cash for them at the hour of two the next day. I waited impatiently for the arrival of that hour; but my plausible Jew never made his appearance; and I never heard of the securities I had given him to negociate, till after the expiration of two months, when I was arrested for five hundred pounds, the amount of the first note that became due.
[Page 43]I remonstrated with the sheriff's officer on the cruelty and injustice of the transaction; who unfeelingly replied, that it was of no consequence to him, nor did he wish to be informed of any of the particulars; he had got a warrant to arrest me, and that was sufficient for him. Without further ceremony, he conducted me to a spunging house, where I was confined till I found means to procure the money to pay the note, and costs of suit.
As the two other notes successively became due, I was treated in the same inhuman manner, and actually paid the whole fifteen hundred pounds, though I had not received a single shilling upon any of the securities.
I consulted lawyers, whether it was possible by any means to evade the payment of them, as it was evident they had been swindled from me; but, as they had passed through several hands, and had been endorsed from one to another for a pretended valuable consideration, they advised me to submit to my present loss, rather than engage in expensive suits, which would probably terminate against me.
In order to raise money to get rid of this infamous business, I was compelled to mortgage my estate, upon which I borrowed ten thousand pounds. The remainder of that sum is now almost consumed.
[Page 44]These, Madam, are a few of the misfortunes which I have experienced; but you may be assured I shall be extremely wary for the future.
If you, Madam, will condescend to notice me, I think I should receive an ample recompense for all the untoward events that have befallen me. My fortune is still considerable, and probably yours may be sufficient to discharge the incumbrance on my estate. That your disposition is amiable, appears evidently in your address, and your person, from your own modest representation of it, is fashioned by the Graces.
Let me intreat you, my dear Madam, to favor me with a line. It will afford infinite satisfaction to
P.S. Having hitherto been so remarkably unfortunate in all my undertakings, I expect a series of successes to balance the account between the blinded Goddess and myself.
LETTER XIII. MR. STANZA, to BELINDA.
YOUR advertisement, Madam, excited my curiosity, and I have presumed to become your correspondent. I cannot, however, boast of any large possessions or expectancies, my estate being all personal, in the strictest sense of the word; for I have only my person that I can call my own. I am ready to settle that on you, Madam, at any time; but, as I cannot say much in commendation of it, I am almost afraid to recommend it to you.
Having no income but the produce of my brain, I may literally be said to live upon my wit. Consequently my table is but indifferently spread. Turtle and capon I know not even the taste of; and instead of a sirloin smoking on my board, a mutton chop, unaccompanied with pickles or other provocatives, frequently constitutes my whole bill of fare.
[Page 46]When I attend my duty in the house of commons—mistake me not, Madam, for I am not a member of that august assembly, but only act in the character of a reporter— every speech delivered by any of the senators of that house, I commit to memory, and serve it up to the public the next morning. Probably, Madam, you may take in the World—That paper is devoted to my productions—The Speeches in Parliament, Memoirs of school boys, the fabrication alluding to crim. con. and all the casualties in that performance, are entirely my own compositions.
Indeed I am thought capital at a casualty, few of my profession presuming to attempt to vie with me in that department. No longer ago than yesterday, I overset a boat under London bridge, by which accident two gentlemen and three ladies were drowned; and to render the shock as great as possible to the reader, I made one of the ladies in the last month of her pregnancy.
On the same day I stole an infant, the only issue of a rich and reputable family, from the arms of the nursery maid, put out its eyes, and sold it to a beggar woman in Whitechapel.
During the drawing of the last lottery, I killed as many pigeons, by throwing them [Page 47] from their horses, as would furnish half a dozen dove houses.
I am thought to be particularly excellent in a murder. A murder of my committing is immediately known by an intelligent reader, because it is always attended with such peculiar circumstances of horror. I am allowed a shilling each for all my murders, whilst others are glad to furnish those articles at only half the price.
Sometimes, when advertisements run short in our paper, I am ordered by the conductor, to make about half a column of scandal, which is one of the easiest tasks in the whole province of literature. I acknowledge, indeed, that I feel some little remorse in fabricating articles of that nature. Were it not in the way of business, it would be a species of cruelty to rob a lady of her reputation, and load the husband's forehead with a pair of imaginary horns, for so trifling a consideration as I usually receive. I have occasioned at least half a dozen separations between husband and wife, by insinuations and oblique charges, when the lady has been as chaste and innocent as Diana.
Do not imagine, Madam, that my abilities are limited to the productions of a diurnal paper. I sometimes associate with the Muses, and pick up a penny in the poetic line. When I have got a few shiners in my pocket, [Page 48] I attempt heroics, and often with success. As my cash diminishes, my genius diminishes of course, and then I can only produce sonnets and other inferior lyric compositions. If my last guinea suffers transmutation, the wings of my imagination are so closely clipped, that I am then fit only for elegy.
Once in my life time, I attempted to write a tragedy, but the managers of the royal theatres thought proper to reject it; sagaciously observing, that it was too deep and affecting. Was there ever so ridiculous a reason assigned for not performing a dramatic piece, of singular excellence? Can any thing be more absurd than to condemn a tragedy for being tragic?
My tragedy was called, " The Incendiary; or, 1780." The plot had some gunpowder in it and a large quantity of hemp. When I came to the denouement in the last act, one of the most awful scenes are represented, that I believe has ever appeared on any stage. No less than three gallowses are exhibited at one view, and sixteen malefactors! pendant from each gallows. Was there ever a more noble spectacle! and how consistent with the solemnity, sublimity and dignity of the tragic Muse?
I fear, Madam, you will think me too prolix; but, when I profess myself a suitor [Page 49] to a lady, it is necessary that I should acquaint her with the reasons on which I build my pretensions to her hand. I wish, Madam, to become your husband; but I should not expect that you would honor me with an answer to this epistle, had I not pointed out a visible method of getting bread for myself and partner.
With your pecuniary aid, I would engage to establish a new morning print upon the most permanent footing. Should such a journal appear, as I am capable of producing, the publications of the day must hide their diminished heads. The World would then be at an end; the Post would be deserted; the Public Advertiser confined to a few private hands; and the Herald become a Pursuivant.
I have some thoughts of taking away one of the gallowses from the catastrophe of my tragedy, and present it a second time to the managers, but I will not give up the other two, to please all the critics in the universe.
Before I conclude, I must beg you to give me an audience; when I will produce such credentials as, I flatter myself, will convince you that I am not wholly unworthy of your attention.
LETTER XIV. EBENEZER PRIMITIVE, to BELINDA.
I BLAME thee much for the step which thou hast taken, and am determined to reprove thee. Thou hast vaunted of thy frail person in terms that do not become thee, and thrown out a bait for carnality to nibble at; but the upright will depise thy blandishments, and consider thee as a lost sheep.
Thou mayst accuse me of impertinence for dictating unto thee, but verily, friend Belinda, thou art sailing in a rough sea, without rudder or compass. Recal thy advertisement, reject the importunities of seducers, and confine thyself to the channel of thy acquaintance. If thou hast merit and money, thou hast nothing to fear. The men naturally cleave unto thy sex, as the point veereth to the north; but thy proceedings savoreth of levity, and thou wilt expose thyself to calumny and insult.
[Page 51]Thy plan of public wooing is reprehensible; but if thou wilt abandon it, and suffer me to treat with thee on principles of regularity and decorum, I will meet thee when and where thou pleasest.
Thou mayest perhaps object to the starchness and singularity of my professed principles but I am not so violently attached to opinion, as to be deaf to thy reasonable objections. If, upon an interview, thou shouldst find me agreeable to thee, and I should also think thee agreeable, my hat should no longer go unbuttoned, but be moulded into any form thou pleasest.
LETTER XV. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
I CONGRATULATE you, my Belinda, on the number and respectability of your suitors, and doubt not but you will manage them with propriety. I crave your pardon for [Page 52] assuming the austere synic in a former letter, and perfectly approve of your whole plan of operations.
Be it known, too, that I have made a conquest since my arrival in this part of the world. The son of an affluent grazier has paid his addresses to me in form, and made me a tender of his heart and hand. He is a good figure, but rustic, rough and unpolished. He is also good natured in the extreme; and, upon the whole, with a little cultivation, would be a valuable acquisition.
He has indeed rather too much of the mauvaise honte, but that sheepishness and timidity will vanish when he mixes a little with the beau monde. His name is Graham. He was solemnly introduced to me as a lover, by a very respectable old gentleman, his father, I received him with respect, but without familiarity, and the conversation, as nearly as I can recollect, was as follows.
'Tis a remarkable fine day, Madam.
Yes, Sir.
We had a fine refreshing shower yesterday, and yet the roads are now incommoded with the dust.
The wind is pretty high, Sir, I think.
Remarkably so, Madam; and yet it would be termed a gentle breeze, by mariners.
They would call it a gale, Sir, I believe.
Probably they might. Pray, Madam, what is it o'clock?
It is time for you to be going, Sir, if you are far from home.
I fear, Madam, my company is troublesome to you.
No, Sir, not in the least.
If I could flatter myself that my presence was not disagreeable to you, the danger of being benighted would not give me the least concern.
You much over rate me, Sir, if you think my company equivalent to such a sacrifice.
Pardon me, Madam; I make a just estimate of the value of my time, when I prefer the moments passed with so amiable a young lady, to all that may be lost or wasted in insignificant pursuits. An hour of your [Page 54] company, though obtained by the sufferings and solicitudes of many months, would be purchased at too cheap a rate.
So courtly a compliment I did not expect at such a distance from the capital. Permit me, however, Sir, to consider it as a compliment; and, even in that light, I think myself obliged to you for your civility.
I am too much of the rustic, Madam, to be guilty of a compliment. Men of polished manners only can manage those weapons with dexterity. Such unfashionable characters as myself, permit the tongue to act in unison with the heart, and are generally so vulgar and ill bred as to speak their real sentiments.
Believe me, Sir, you have seen exhibited an unfavorable picture of polite life; one that has been heightened with caricature. I cannot see any reason why politeness and sincerity may not accompany each other; or that a man cannot have integrity without being a savage.
My rusticity, Madam, I am afraid, has given you the idea of a savage. I would cheerfully submit to that, or any other appellation, to obtain a single look of approbation [Page 55] from Louisa. Permit me, Madam, to salute your hand.
Your advances are somewhat too rapid, Sir. What encouragement have I ever given you, to induce you to suppose that I would admit of such liberties?
I approach you, Madam, with that respectful awe, which is due to a divinity from a mere mortal.
You may remember, Sir, that you enquired about the hour, soon after your arrival. I take the liberty of informing you that it is now somewhat later, than when that question was proposed.
Too well I understand your meaning, Madam: It is but too apparent that my absence would afford you pleasure. My towering hopes are withered in the bud, and distress and misery await me!—Banished from thee, the world will become tasteless, and life a burthen! Happy should I have continued, had you not visited these regions; had I not seen that angelic face, that captivating air, that sweetly engaging countenance and deportment!
Consider the hour, Sir!
You rally me, and indeed too justly, for such an impertinent interrogatory; but your good sense and generosity will pardon the effects of my simplicity. Awed by the presence of so much beauty and perfection, words inadvertently escaped my lips▪ and I am a sincere penitent.
And will sin no more?
Yes, if talking with Louisa be a sin, let me sin on, so I may be forgiven.
I forgive you what is past, but be cautious how you offend in future.—I wish you a good evening, Sir.
Permit me to retort a little, Madam; it is now my turn to echo your own words— "Consider the hour, Madam!"—It certainly is but an early hour. Your wishing me a good evening might be construed a summons for me to depart, by those who were indifferent; but, delighting in your company, I consider it as a French salutation; it is customary in France to salute with those words when company meet to pass the evening together, and not when they separate, in order to retire to rest.
You have travelled, I suppose, Sir.
Not out of my native island, Madam; but I have read the productions of some travellers of veracity, who have visited the continent, and from some of them I have picked up this piece of information; the truth of which is hardly to be doubted.
You seem determined, I perceive, Sir, not to understand the broadest hints I am capable of suggesting.
Nothing but direct, positive, and peremptory terms, respecting my departure, will I presume to understand; and Louisa, I am well convinced, has too much politeness, to adopt such language.
You will, however, permit me to request that you will take your leave.
Yes, Madam, upon certain conditions.
What are those, Sir?
That I may be permitted to visit you again.
On no other terms, will you depart?
On no other terms, Madam.
Agreed!
Let me thank you on my knees—Let me—
Keep your raptures for another opportunity!— Be thankful that your petition has been granted, and begone.
At this moment my enamored swain took a most respectful leave of me, and I retired to my dressing room.
Thus have I given you, as faithfully as my memory will permit, the first dialogue between me and my northern lover. He began his suit with great naivete and simplicity, but gradually improved as he acquired more confidence, and at last acquitted himself very handsomely.
I freely acknowledge to you, Belinda, that he is far from being indifferent to me; and though I affected to wish him gone, by talking of the lateness of the hour, and bidding him good night, I was as desirous of his staying as he could possibly be.
I expect—I am not ashamed to say that I even hope—his second visit will not be long [Page 59] delayed. I feel a partiality in his favor, and apprehend he will find no great difficulty in subduing me.
Appearances, however, must be preserved for a time, and I must affect reserve and indifference to avoid the imputation of forwardness. You are a happy girl, Belinda, in having so many strings to your bow; whilst I, like the almost deserted hen, must lavish all my affection upon a single chicken.
You shall be regularly informed, post after post, of my lover's progress. As his fortune is reported to be immense, my fears are alarmed that my little portion may be thought too inadequate, and, from the remonstrances of mercenary relations, the youth may slip through my fingers. But, if I can read countenances, on his it appears in legible characters, that he is completely done for—nailed! rivetted!
My thoughts are so thoroughly engaged on my new victory, that you must suffer me to postpone the description of the adjacent country, which you so strongly solicited in your last. My swain will probably expect me to accompany him in a few jaunts, which will enable me the better to perform the task you have imposed on me; but our's will be a romantic peregrination, and instead of hunting fossils, antiquities and ores, we shall search after enamelled meadows, laved by the [Page 60] purling stream, and retreat to amaranthine bowers, formed for enraptured lovers.
P. S. The length of this epistle, may justly claim a long one in return.
LETTER XVI. SIR HARRY HATTON, to BELINDA.
BEING a gentleman and a baronet, I take the liberty to become your correspondent. I once had a tolerable good estate, but now have only a scanty annuity, barely sufficient to keep myself above want, and my apparel from being ragged.
But my distresses, thank heaven, shall never attempt me to act dishonorably by false representations. I have a title to bestow, [Page 61] Madam, and a title only. If that should merit your attention, you may command my attendance at a moment's warning; but, if you should not deem that title equivalent to your fortune, our treaty is at an end.
Permit me, however, to observe, that I am not deficient in personal or mental qualifications, and my age does not exceed twenty six. You need not be precipitate in giving me an answer. Take time to deliberate, before you come to a determination. You know, Madam, the respect due, and generalty paid to a title, by the universal consent of mankind, and how respectable the title of my Lady is considered in all companies, and upon all occasions.
You have a fortune without a title, and I am in the actual possession of a title without a fortune. By a union we should both have titles, and an ample independence; both of us would be gifted with preeminence and fortune.
Nor do I consider it as descending from my rank, when I deign to make proposals to a lady of your seeming abilities and penetration.
I have further to observe, for your serious consideration, the probability of the advantage which your posterity may hereafter enjoy, especially the male heirs, lineally descended, [Page 62] as the title of Baronet will belong in hereditary course, to the most distant progeny of the house of Hatton.
It is in your power, Madam, to be Lady Hatton, and your real friends will advise you to embrace so fair an opportunity. But, if you are determined to shut your ears, when honors court you to receive them, I shall expect and request that this epistle may remain unanswered, and that this negociation may continue a profound secret.
My address is "Sir Harry Hatton, Lambeth."
LETTER XVII. MR. ELMAR, to BELINDA.
EXCUSE an undertaker, who, for a moment neglects his deceased friends, to lay himself at the feet of a most amiable young lady. I have a flourishing run of business, which will fully enable me to support a lady [Page 63] in an elegant style. On the very day that you advertisement caught my eye, my wife took a final leave of this sublunary world, and has left me a widower. She was a good wife and merits decent interment. A hearse and six, decorated with plumes▪ and attended by three mourning coaches, shall conduct her to her last home.
How opportunely has she quitted the theatre of life, when so fine an opening presents itself to furnish me with another!
Luckily for me, Madam, we have had a very unhealthy season, and I have driven a roaring trade for these several months past. I have buried many of my best friends, and, if the reigning fever should continue its ravages, I am not without hopes of attending the obsequies of as many more. A young physician in my neighborhood has contributed not a little, to accelerate their departure. That he may live long and prosper is the foremost of my wishes!
There are many advantages, Madam, peculiar to my profession. Elm of an inferior price, as effectually serves for a wooden mansion, as that of the first quality, and the inhabitant never can complain of the architecture. Heirs at law, executors, and legatees, always pay the undertaker's bill, without taxation or grumbling, especially if the deceased cuts up pretty handsomely; [Page 64] and, if he leaves the world as he found it, some pious relative generally undertakes to perform the last service liberally.
Really, Madam, I am in a most excellent line of business, and have had the pleasure and happiness of burying some of the first nobility. I lately was employed to conduct the funeral of one of the most benevolent gentlemen that ever existed; his loss was universally lamented, except by me and his legatees. Had I not been his undertaker, I would have sincerely wished him a longer life!
Probably you may have a friend at Court, who may have interest to procure me the management of a royal funeral. What a flattering prospect for a man in my line of business! for, as the family are numerous, the common course of mortality will frequently create a job for me. Far be it from my thoughts that such melancholy events will give me pleasure, but when a person's time is come▪ Madam, I may as well bury him as any other undertaker.
Should I be so unfortunate as to survive you, Madam, you shall be interred with all the pomp and trappings of my profession. Mutes shall be posted at my door, escutcheones and plumes shall decorate your hearse; and your funeral sermon shall be preached by a doctor in divinity.
[Page 65]As a very tender connexion may possibly take place between us, you may command my services, upon the most moderate terms, if any of your relations should happen to take a trip into the other world. You perceive, Madam, that I have an eye to business upon all occasions; and, though I may not be so happy as to be the object of your choice, I should be proud to be your undertaker.
I dabble a little in the business of an upholsterer, and should you fix on any other person than myself, to be your happy husband, suffer me to furnish the bridal bed, that you may consummate in clover. It shall be embellished with all the art of the profession, and the down, of which it is composed, shall yield to the lightest pressure. On such a bed you may extend yourself, and repose with the highest satisfaction, and you and your consort will think yourselves in elysium.
A sopha, too, will probably be wanted; it being a very necessary and convenient piece of furniture, I have a patent for making them with elastic spings, on the most approved principle. Any commands of yours shall be executed with punctuality and dispatch.
Permit me, Madam, to request an interview. When you see me, you will pronounce [Page 66] me a man of address and parts, or I am miserably mistaken. I have not been accustomed to write long epistles, and must consequently appear to a disadvantage as a correspondent, but you would be convinced should I be honored with a tete a tete, that I am something more than a pretentender to excellence in my several departments. You will also find me a man of the world, and not a stranger to the ton.
All who know me, consider themselves honored with my company; and the heads of the parish invite me to all their convivial meetings; but nothing can so much gratify my ambition as to receive a summons from your fair hand, to attend you, and personally answer for myself.
LETTER XVIII. DR. POTION, to BELINDA.
HITHERTO I have considered a wife as an emetic, and have had a violent aversion even to the name of one; but, with our years, our appetites and dispositions vary, and what is a salutary regimen at one time, opperates like poison at a future period.
Matrimony has been considered, by some practitioners, to be worse than an epilepsy or a catalapsy, as only death can effect a cure; but still there are periodical maniacs who venture upon that state.
Charmed by the stile and matter of your advertisement, I thus presume to examine your fair pulse. In your situation, as the symptoms appear to me, a husband is the remedy I would prescribe to you, but the dose must not be too often repeated—A plurality [Page 68] of husbands, according to the Aphorisms of Dr. Thelypthoras, may bring on a cardialgia.
The husband I would advise to be taken, should be composed of the following ingredients. A manly figure, mixed with the essence of good nature, and a quantum sufficit of understanding. A few grains of volatile tincture of youth, would be an essential improvement.
I am that composition, Madam, and perfectly adapted to the nature of your complaint. If a medicine of this kind should not be speedily administered, the disorder may become violent, and recourse must be had to refrigerents, evacuants, and annodynes. The diet too should be cooling and light; such as whey and vegetables. Bleeding is proper, and should be often repeated, especially if the pulse be strong and quick. Cathartics, such as cremor. tart. with rad. jalap. sal. cathart. amar. tamarind. mann. elect. lenit. with nitre dissolved in whey, &c.
You see, Madam, that I am as well acquainted with the treatment proper for the amorous, as the iliac passion. I ought indeed to understand the science of medicine, having been regular trained to it in all its stages. I served seven years to a farrier, during which time I acquired a perfect knowledge of the structure of a horse, and [Page 69] the most effectual methods of combating the diseases incident to that noble animal.
At the expiration of my apprenticeship, I walked the Hospitals, as it is generally termed, but not as a regular pupil, who pays a valuable consideration for being permitted to attend medical and chirurgical operations. When an opportunity presented itself, I mixed with others, and stole as much knowledge and experience, as would have cost a considerable sum, had I proceeded in the regular mode.—At length, thinking myself fully qualified as a physician, both for man and horse, I deserted the hospitals, and without further ceremony, took a shop in a very respectable neighborhood; put up, in gold letters over the door, Peter Potion, Surgeon and Apothecary; and for some hours in the day, amused myself with thumping the pestle in the mortar. This continual sound of business, together with a fine chemical and galenical exhibition at the window, soon produced some real patients.
Having picked up a few old volumes on medicine and surgery; such as Heister, Astrue, Sharp, Hunter, and Le Dran; I ventured to undertake any case however difficult, and generally by the assistance of those authors, performed a cure or at least gave such medicines as afforded a palliation. To some, however, I fear I gave a passport to the other [Page 70] world; but I have the consolation to think that I exerted my best endeavors, and the best physician could have done no more. The most eminent of the faculty are often obliged to work in the dark, and consequently whether they kill or cure, must depend merely upon accident.
Becoming a little established in business, I conceived an idea of inventing a few nostrums. Being, as I before observed, a regular practitioner, I could not bear to behold a parcel of empiries lolling in their coaches; many of whom had been shoemakers, blacksmiths, or the most menial mechanics; I therefore ushered into the world, with the greatest dispatch imaginable, a Cephalalgi [...], or powder for the headach▪ and a plaister for the destruction of corns. Thus, by laying a tax upon the two extremes of mankind, the head and the feet, I presently found myself in a situation to enable me to imitate the other nostrum mongers, and set up a mo [...] elegant carriage.
Encouraged by a series of successful events, I came to the resolution of purchasing a diploma, and be constituted in reality a doctor in medicine. I applied to the university of A—, and for the moderate sum of fourteen guineas, purchased as complete a diploma for that purpose, as could be obtained [Page 71] at Oxford or Cambridge, by eleven years academical residence.
Possessed of such excellent materials for puffing, I got my diploma translated into English, printed the substance of it on the papers which inclosed my nostrums, and took such other steps to acquaint the world with my real dignity, that I am now considered as one of the first physicians in the metropolis.
I have projected some other general medicines, which will, in a short time, be respectfully presented to the public. Particularly, a lotion to promote dentition; an otalgiac powder for the cure of the earach; and a balsamic tincture for the heartach; the last of which I fear I must have recourse to myself, unless you condescend to notice this epistle, and express a willingness to partake of my good fortune.
I have forgot to observe to you, Madam, that I once had a specific for the gout, which is the only article of mine that has not been attended with success. It happened unluckily that, during the time of my advertising that medicine, I was laid up with a severe arthritic fit. This got wind, and my specific became a mere drug; the public very judiciously observing, that, had I actually possessed an infallible remedy for such an [Page 72] excruciating disorder, I certainly should have found leisure to administer it to myself.
The wisest of us, Madam, are sometimes off their guard; and, in that single instance, I admit that my prudence was not properly displayed.
My chariot waits for me, Madam, or you would have found a tedious correspondent, in
LETTER XIX. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
I CONGRATULATE you, my Louisa, on your new acquisition; and I congratulate the inhabitants in your vicinity▪ on their having a man among them so capable of discerning merit, and so susceptible of the tender passion under its proper influence.
I am pleased at the encomiums you have bestowed on your ingenuous swain; but the [Page 73] choice he has made is a sufficient eulogium on him; a volume of panegyric cannot so effectually display his taste, his understanding, and his discernment, as his taking the earliest opportunity of tendering his hand and heart to my Louisa.
The naivete and simplicity of his manner, on a first interview, are highly characteristic of his sensibility. Who could approach so much excellence, for the first time, without the greatest agitation and perturbation of mind?—None but the ignorant and the indifferent. But, according to your own relation, how rapid were his advances from timidity to a proper degree of confidence, and from confidence to courage. He is indeed a jewel, and requires but little polishing.
I am not displeased, Louisa, that you acknowledge Mr. Graham possesses a little corner of your heart. You admit that he is not indifferent to you; and that you "expect," and even " hope," that his second visit will not be long delayed.
Ah! my dearest girl, you must now be numbered among the wounded.—You must no longer declare yourself impregnable. Happy am I to find, however, that he who inflicted the wound, can administer a cure; from him proceed the poison and the antidote.
I am entirely of your opinion, Louisa, that appearances are to be preserved; for the malignant tongue of slander is ever voluble, [Page 74] and where any action will admit of two constructions, the worst is sure to be adopted.
You doubtless expect a catalogue of those lovers, who have made me a tender of their services since my last. They would make collectively, a most excellent groupe, and furnish great scope for the genius of a Bunbury. The first upon the list is the most ill fated mortal that ever has existed since the days of Adam, and pleads his misfortunes as a kind of claim to my compassion; not considering what the poet has advanced—
But, with all becoming deference to Dr. Young, this observation is more poetical than just. It comes, however, with propriety from the lips of an avaricious father, who recommends a fortunate lover to his daughter, and pointedly exclaims against a suitor whom she approves, merely on account of his misfortunes; though, in other respects, the former is much inferior to the latter.
My next correspondent is really a pleasant fellow. His letter extorted several hearty laughs from me in the perusal of it. He assumes the name of Stanza and mentions several literary productions in which he is an assistant. He ridicules, in a fine vein of [Page 75] humor, the contrivances of the editors of newspapers, to amuse and entertain their readers. His satire on particular manoeuvres is equally just and entertaining, and his projected plan of a new paper, is mentioned with great pleasantry.
A Quaker is the next upon the list, who, after abusing me in the affected style of that ridiculous tribe, clumsily offers to embellish his beaver with a button, rather than not be admitted one of the candidates for my person.
A Baronet, presuming on his title, attacks me with some effrontery; but I shall treat him with the negligence he merits.
An Undertaker next addresses me, who, from his own discription of himself, is certainly an original character. I may, perhaps, condescend to answer his letter, and appoint an interview; but it will be only to afford amusement for the hour.
A Quack Doctor is, to me, a most detestable character; and the epistle which I have received from one of that description, confirms me in the opinion I have always entertained of that baneful fraternity. He has meanly purchased of the mercenary college of A—, a doctor's diploma, the better to enable him to proceed upon his medical farce, and impose upon mankind. It was well said by a certain wag, speaking of that [Page 76] university, that though it was poor now, it would get rich by degrees.
I have this day received a visit from one of my epistolary candidates, in consequence of a permission under my sign manual. It was my clerical suitor, Mr. Proby; and really he appears to be in all respects, a gentleman. Taking example by you my Louisa, I shall relate the conversation that past between us, according to the best of my recollection, by way of dialogue.
I think myself particularly honored, Madam, by the partial selection you have made in my favor, among a multiplicity of suitors who have doubtless troubled you with their addresses. I have to intreat your pardon, Madam, in the first place, for having presumed to arraign your conduct respecting the advertisement.
That your remonstrances proceeded from the best of motives, is not to be doubted; and they came with singular propriety from a gentleman of your cloth. The step I have taken, will be supposed, by many, to be the effect of levity, and deserving of the severest reprehension; but, be assured, Sir, my intention was perfectly inoffensive; and whatever aspersions this conduct of mine may have drawn upon me, I prefer my honor to [Page 77] my life, and would sooner resign the latter, than suffer the former to receive the slightest blemish.
Madam, I believe you. So amiable a countenance proclaims a purity of heart.
You are pleased to compliment me, Sir.
Not in the least, Madam. You have too recently had a sample of my plain dealing, to suppose me an adept in the school of flattery. I speak, Madam, the sentiments of my soul, when I declare to you that I think you one of the loveliest of your sex.
Your are too lavish, Sir, in your encomiums.
It is not in my power, Madam, to express half what I conceive of your person and perfections. Sorry am I to reflect that I have treated so much excellence with opprobrious censures.
You have my free pardon, Sir.
Such generosity, whilst it reflects additional lustre on your conduct, gives me the keener anguish for my offence. Gladly would I wish to expiate, by the attentions [Page 78] and assiduities of a whole life, a crime so wanton and unprovoked.
If I understand you right, Sir, you have not any preferment in the church.
None, Madam.
You are neither a rector, nor a vicar?
An humble curate, Madam, at your service.
I sincerely wish you had a good living.
For your sake, Madam, I wish I had a mitre. I might then venture, with some degree of confidence, to express my affection for you, and solicit a return; but my poverty teaches me humility, and I dare not presume to ask what would infalliably be refused.
Perhaps, Sir, you may be mistaken.
When I consider my situation, I am amazed at my own effrontery, in daring to hint at terms of matrimony with a lady of your fortune and endowments; but as I have proceeded thus far, I will still go farther. Suffer me, therefore, Madam, with [Page 79] the greatest deference and respect, to ask you, if you will permit my future visits? If you refuse to grant my request, which I acknowledge to be an unreasonable one, I must submit to the sentence with resignation —If you hesitate, I will not despair—but, if you comply, I shall deem myself the happiest of mankind.
If chance, at any time, should bring you to this quarter of the town, you are welcome to call at my house, and rest yourself after walking.
My best thanks are due to you, Madam, for such unparalleled generosity.
Such, my Louisa, was the conversation between me and my young sprig of divinity; when, after a few compliments of course, he bowed and took his leave.
He is really a very handsome fellow; and, had he not quite so much gravity and formality, would stand very forward in my esteem. But, like your timid lover, I expect him to improve, and should not wonder at finding him a perfect rattle after he has received two or three audiences.
Should he happen to be the man of my choice, promotion in the church may be obtained for him upon very moderate terms. Other genteel and lucrative employments, [Page 80] are purchased at a more extravagant rate, because they are suitable to every man; but ecclesiastical preferments can be enjoyed only by ecclesiastics.
His having no fortune is not displeasing to me, as I have sufficient of my own. Besides, my uncle is the patron of a living of five hundred a year, and the present incumbent is upwards of eighty. This is no very distant prospect; and I know I can procure it for him without any difficulty.
You requested a long epistle from me, and so far you certainly are gratified; but whether it will contribute to your amusement or information, is a matter which exercises my hopes and fears.
A new comedy has just appeared at Covent Garden theatre. A Baronet's lady confesses herself the author of it; but she has not acquired that reputation from it which she expected. It abounds with indelicate allusions, and double entendres bordering on obscenity. It is to be lamented that the ladies have taken greater latitudes than the men in these particulars; especially those who have figured in the dramatic walk; as Mrs. Behn, Mrs. Centlivre, Mrs. Cowley, &c.
This observation will almost justify the assertion of the poet, that,
[Page 81]I long to be made acquainted with the second conference between you and your northern swain. Suppress not a single syllable, for I feel myself much interested in the success of that negociation.
As the abilities of some senators are rated according to the length of their speeches, why should not epistolary productions be decided on in the same manner? On that principle, I have wrote you a very excellent letter, because it is a very long one.
LETTER XX. LOUISA LENOX, TO BELINDA BLACKET.
YOU encourage me, Belinda, by your encomiums on my lover, to cherish a partiality in his favor. He is indeed a valuable youth, and daily advances in my esteem. Permit me, however, to thank you, in the strongest terms, for your extraordinary compliment, in estimating Mr. Graham's [Page 82] abilities by the judicious choice he had made.
I thank you for the supplemental catalogue of your suitors—What a curious groupe! May you select, from such a medley of characters, a person worthy of you! May your young sprig of divinity, bloom forth, and become a respectable branch!— You certainly have a penchant for him; and, if you can overlook his deficiency of fortune, in other respects he appears to deserve a preference in your esteem.
After entreaties many times repeated, I consented to accompany my swain to his father's house, where elegance and hospitality appeared conspicuous. I was received and entertained like a divinity, and introduced to Mr. Graham's sister, a young lady of most amiable manners, but had been severely treated by that merciless destroyer of fine faces, the small pox. She was perfectly accomplished, sang well, played delicately on the harpsichord, and was inimitably excellent in various kinds of needle work.
After passing a most agreeable day, I was conducted home by my swain, in his phaeton. On my return, we had a tete a tete; when I received further proofs of the sincerity of his professions, and the amiableness of his disposition in the following conversation.
To convince you, my dear Madam, that I am not a mercenary lover, I will not even ask you the amount of your fortune, or whether you have any at all; and to prove the extent of my passion beyond the power of words, I freely and voluntarily offer to make such a settlement on you as you shall desire, consistent with my present possessions, which are indeed very considerable.
But tell me, Sir, what you expect in return for so liberal and generous an offer?
Yourself, Madam.
But should you hereafter alter your opinion, and think you have purchased me at too dear a rate, you will then repent of having taken so inconsiderate a step, and wonder at your folly.
Never, Madam, never. Louisa is too cheaply purchased with all that I am possessed of; which, thank heaven! is a clear two thousand pounds a year. I must ever remain your debtor; for your person and affections overbalance my fortune, to an extent almost infinite.
Would I could entertain so good an opinion of myself.
Your humble opinion of yourself my dear Madam, enhances your perfections.— With a modest diffidence, you seem insensible of your own attractions▪ though they are acknowledged and approved by an admiring world.
Little did I expect, in this remote corner of the world, to have met with so much honor, generosity, and politeness. But virtue is the growth of every clime. Even the sterile regions of the north, have produced a man the most amiable that I have ever seen.
Your approbation of my conduct, Madam, raises me in my own estimation; for, what you approve, cannot be destitute of merit.
But can it be supposed that your venerable father would consent to your bestowing your hand on so improper an object? Can it be possible that he should not object to your union with a woman without a fortune, when there are many in affluence who would think themselves happy to receive your overtures?
My father is no stranger to your person and deserts. The old gentleman is almost [Page 85] as anxious as myself for the alliance. There can be no impediment but of your own creating. Suffer me, therefore, to hope that you will not long delay my happiness.— Your fiat makes me miserable or happy for ever.
I cannot be insensible to so much goodness; but suffer me to deliberate on a matter of such importance.
Deliberation, Madam, appears unnecessary; but your will shall ever be a law to me, as sacred as the statutes of the Medes and Persians, irrevocable!—But, afford me some consolation.—Permit me to hope that you will not abandon me.
You are entitled, Sir, to my best wishes; but be not too precipitate—you have a claim upon my gratitude, I had almost said an interest in my heart—But I cannot prevail upon myself to give you a definitive answer.
May I then hope that you will think favorably of me?
You may do more, Sir—you may expect it.
For the present then, I will be satisfied. But when shall I know farther? Believe me, Madam, I am on the rack. My impatience is not to be expressed.
In a few months you shall know my determination.
Months! Talk not of months, or weeks, my dear Louisa! Tell me how many days I am to continue in suspense.
You shall soon be satisfied.
How soon?
As soon as possible.
Shall it be tomorrow?
That cannot be. Excuse me, Sir, but, were I ever so much inclined to listen to your proposals, delicacy, and even decency, requires a reserved conduct on a treaty of this nature, from a woman who wishes to escape the censures of the world. It is not enough that I am sensible of the rectitude of my own conduct; but even appearances [Page 87] are to be preserved, or it is impossible to avoid calumny.
Your prudence is commendable, my Louisa; but it is rather cruel that I should be so great a sufferer merely for the sake of etiquette.
Let me entreat you to have a little patience —Give me but a month.
Agreed, though it exceeds a year in my calendar.
Now, Sir, let me hope you are satisfied.
I must submit, my Louisa, as it is your pleasure; but I will visit you, as the divine Shakespeare says, "Every day in the hour."
I never shall complain of the length or frequency of your visits.
I thank you for such gracious condescension, and shall exercise the privilege you have honored me with, in its utmost latitude.
[Page 88]Am not I, Belinda, a fortunate girl, to be so eminently distinguished by so valuable a youth! He took his leave of me with as much reluctance, as if a soul was separating from the body; and bade me, adieu with such a grace, that I was [...]mored with him.
You see how impatient and how importunate he is to have the connubial rites performed, which are indissolubly to unite our fates: You see with what difficulty I have obtained a respite of only a single month. I almost wish it had been but for a fortnight; and unfortunately it happens to be one of the longest months in the year, consisting of thirtyone tedious days▪ I wish the alteration of the Calendar had not taken place till now, for I would thankfully have parted with eleven days, and should have thought myself much obliged to the legislature for restoring the Julian method of regulating time.
You may imagine, my dear Belinda, by my raving, that the little winged deity has pointed his arrow at my breast, and has penetrated it at least skin deep. Indeed I feel myself vulnerable, and can no longer boast of my insensibility; which you know, Louisa, I have often done in your presence; but I had not then seen Mr. Graham.
Positively, Belinda, I think I shall be married before you. My spark has no [Page 89] competitor. I have not, like you, a multitude to select from; nor do I wish to procaastinate, for the earth cannot produce a man more worthy of my affections than Mr. Graham.
I must again postpone my description of this country and its inhabitants; which I am sure, your goodnature will readily excuse, when you consider how deeply I have been engaged on my own private concerns. My mind has been so much agitated, as to disqualify me for a mere narrator of common circumstances and events.
But—Mr. Graham is arrived!—I see the dear youth entering at the gate!—Excuse me then, Belinda, for abruptly concluding my epistle—Next to Mr. Graham I prefer my dear Belinda to all the world; and she must pardon me for the exception. I expect the young clergyman to supplant me in the same manner in the affections of Belinda. I wish, however, always to preserve the second place in her esteem; being well convinced that she will, at all times, possess that preference in mine.
Adieu, my dear Belinda—write me long epistles, and write often—communicate to me every particle of intelligence, respecting yourself, and the amiable young man whom you so deservedly esteem. Every thing [Page 90] that concerns Belinda, cannot but [...] [...] esting to her
LETTER XXI. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
YOUR letter, my Louisa, delighted me exceedingly. Happy am I to be informed of your certain prospect of an union with a man, who has every thing to bestow that can constitute real bliss. Youth, an agreeable person, brilliant parts, unaffected case, good nature, and a large estate.
Happy am I also to find that you acknowledge yourself wounded by the shaft of the amorous deity. Your expressing sorrow for the length of the month, clearly points out your situation, and that the arrow has dealt a deadly stroke. Apropos, Louisa—I have contrived a method of lopping off three days, which to a lover as far gone as you are, is a little age.—Suppose [Page 91] you make it a Lunar instead of a Calendar month? Drop a hint of that kind to your much loved swain, and be assured he will take the benefit of it.
Pray, my Louisa, how much do you think you are indebted to me for annihilating three whole days?—But, whenever I can serve or oblige you, the satisfaction it affords me is a sufficient recompense.
But, now to my own affairs—I was in high spirits yesterday, and much disposed to mirth, and therefore, merely pour passar les temps, and enjoy a little diversion, I summoned another of my suitors to appear before me; and when I inform you that it was Mr. Patrick MacGregor, you will probably be surprised; but there was so much laughable absurdity in the letter he was pleased to honor me with, that I expected to have been greatly entertained with his conversation.
His entre was rather more familiar than respectful, and the following dialogue ensued.
Your humble sarvant, Madam: I have not had a wink of sleep all night till ten o'clock this morning, for thinking of the honor you have done me by fixing your mind upon me. I was graitly plaised to find that you was over head and ears in love [Page 92] with me, before you had sat eyes upon my parson?
You are much mistaken, Mr. MacGregor, if you suppose me to be in love with you at present.
Then when will you be in love with me.
I am incapable of answering that question.
Well, only set your time, Madam, and be punctual; and you shall find that I will be in love with you at the same time.
That would be very obliging indeed, Sir.
Fix upon the day, Madam, if you plaise, and you shall find me as punctual and sartain as the weather. I never forgets an appointment, unless it happens to slip my memory. Fix upon the day, Madam, if you plaise.
What think you of the thirty first of February?
That day is a long way off, Madam.
Your observation is extremely just.
When I took the trouble of writing to you, Madam, you must remember if you don't forget, that I told you my father would be very rich when he died, and that all his fortune was to succeed to me, besides several grait estates. Now, as the Undertaker has given him over, and he won't live any longer (like a good craiture as he is) long life to the son of his mother!
I really am shocked at your behavior, Mr. MacGregor. How can you mention the loss of a parent with such seeming unconcern?
If I was dead, like my father, I shold be sorry for it, and cry and weep, and all that —but, by the holy Shannon, a man must be a fool to grieve for being alive, and having the possession of a large estate left him in reversion.
Well, Mr. MacGregor, I would not wish to detain you. You'll remember the thirty first of February?
That I will, Madam, for sartain.
Give me leave to wish you a good day, Mr. MacGregor.
Excuse me, fair lady, for I never take laive till I am gone. I don't like to be turned away, d'ye see, except I go voluntarily. I wish you a good day, too, Madam; but that is no raison why I should not stay to enjoy the pleasure of your company, if it is only out of spite for your wanting me to be gone.
You seem angry, Sir.
I generally am, Madam, when I am displaised. You sent a letter to me to ax me to come and see you, and now you wish me a good day; which is as much to say, in plain English, that my absence is more agreeable to you than the pleasure of my company.
I beg your pardon, Sir if I have inadvertently offended you, and hope you will continue with me as long as you choose.
I'll continue with you longer than I choose, if I like it. By St. Patrick, I think myself very ill used with your botheration!
Be pacified, Mr. MacGregor. On my honor, I had not the least intention to offend you.—Will you be pleased to draw nearer the fire?
Now, Madam, since you are so poltie and all that, every thing past and to come shall be buried in oblivion, and you shall find me a devilish good fellow for the future. Give me laive, Madam, to examine your face and eyes, becaise, you know, I am a candidate for your hand.
You really stare me out of countenance, Mr. MacGregor.
How can I discover your charms without seeing them? By the baird of my mother, you have got the sweetest wrinkle in the upper part of the middle of your forehead, that I ever saw with all my eyes.
You are not very gallant. Mr. MacGregor, to point out a lady's blemishes.
A blemish, do you call it!—a blemish, indeed! No, Madam; belaive me, there are ten hundred or a thousand Cupids, lurking [Page 96] in that charming wrinkle, armed with cutlashes and bludgeons to knock down unwary passengers, open their chests, and steal away their hearts.
A very pretty allegory, Mr. MacGregor! —A very poetical conceit!
You have as good eyes, Madam as ever appeared in a pair of sockets. I like them becaise they do not blaze and sparkle like one of the new patent lamps. Some eyes look at you as if they would ait you up at a mouthful; but give me an eye like your's, that has not so much fire and brimstone in it.
If you are so lavish of your compliments, Mr. MacGregor, I shall entertain too high an opinion of myself. Now you have done with my eyes, what think you of my eyebrows?
They are two very fine eliptical semicircular arches, and the color of them suits me to a hair. They are as regular and as smooth as the down upon the skin of a badger.
How much am am I indebted to you, Mr. MacGregor, for so flattering a description of me!
Excuse me, Madam, for not being able to spaik in commendation of your nose. I like a wide nose that is almost as broad as the face, and as flat as a flounder, such as they wear on the other side of the water in Africa and Guinea. Your's is a little thin narrow bit of a thing, and sticks out like a what-d'ye-call 'em of a sun dial.
Now, Sir, I begin to suppose that you are in earnest; you dealt so much in panegyric before, that I began to doubt of your sincerity: But I am now perfectly satisfied.
Your lips, Madam, have a fine blush upon their cheeks, like vermillion and red ochre. I wish, Madam, you would let me have a taiste of them, by way of sample and speciment.
Not till the day appointed.
Well then, my dair Madam, as I am now resolved to go and laive you immaidiately, I have a grait mind not to stay any longer. So I must put off your teeth and chin till our next merry meeting; when I main to have a touch upon your neck and breast.
[Page 98]Just as he had finished these words, he rose from his seat, bowed, and departed.
Oh! my Louisa, what have I endured in the presence of that Hibernian monster! When I permitted, or rather invited, him to come, I thought he would entertain me a little with his absurdity, and that I could get rid of him at pleasure; but I soon perceived my error, and was so alarmed and shocked at his behavior, that I knew not how to act. At length, by soothing him, and complying, in some respects, with his humor▪ the brute thought proper to depart; and I shall take special care▪ by changing my place of residence, that he never shall be able to pay me a second visit, except on the thirtyfirst day of February, according to my jocular appointment.
This adventure, Louisa, will almost deter me from permitting any of my other candidates to approach me, except the clerical stripling which I have already seen. He is, indeed, a youth of amiable manners and disposition, and one for whom I have conceived a great esteem; as I have already informed you.
But, notwithstanding the insults I received from MacGregor, and the terror I endured lest he should proceed to disagreeable extremities. I am half inclined to give an audience to Mr. Stanza; a character which [Page 99] I mentioned to you in one of my epistles. If I can form any judgment from his letter, he is perfectly inoffensive; and as he appears to know the world, I doubt not but he will be entertaining.
Whether I see Mr. Stanza, or Mr. Proby, or whether I am a party in any other appointment or engagement, every particular worthy of relating, shall be transmitted to you; in return for which I expect to be informed of every thing that concerns you.
LETTER XXII. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
I THANK you, my Belinda, for the three days which you have cut off between me and happiness. As you predicted I gave the hint, and the worthy youth improved it.
[Page 100]I trembled for you, when I perused the dialogue between you and MacGregor, and could perceive, from your cautious and guarded answers to his insolence and absurdity, that you were much terrified. From your description of the fellow in a former letter, I thought him absurd and inoffensive; but it appears, upon trial, that he is a strange mixture of malignity and whim. His sarcasms terrify me, but his absurd oddities divert me. Never suffer him to approach you more.
You must be expeditious, or I shall set you an example, instead of waiting to be a follower. My aunt with whom I have now taken up my residence, and who is my nearest relation now living, highly approves and encourages the proposed match, well knowing that such an alliance would be, in all respects, honorable and advantageous to our family.
Mr. Graham has no idea of my having any fortune; but I mean to surprise him, by presenting it to him on the day that our nuptials are celebrated. I think I need not now inform you how much it is, having, I well remember, already mentioned the sum to you. Instead of three thousand pounds, would it were fifty.
I flatter myself that Mr. Graham will not have made an improper or disadvantageous [Page 101] match, when all expectancies are taken into consideration. My aunt's fortune is very considerable, and I am her next heir; but, what is still of greater consequence, I am her only favorite.
How solid, serious and thoughtful am I grown, since I have formed a resolution of altering my condition. Upon all manner of subjects. I debate with as much formality and seeming sagacity as my aunt, and deliberate on the consequences that may probably ensue in certain situations.
In short, I am ceasing to be girlish, and am willing to put on the woman, in every acceptation of the word. Be not surprised, therefore my Belinda, at the gravity of my future epistles.
I had a most delightful tete a tete, yesterday evening, with my amiable suitor. If possible, he every successive day appears more worthy of my esteem, I had almost said of my warmest affections. The following dialogue, taken verbatim, will fully convince you that my prospect of happiness is beyond my most sanguine expectations.— Heaven grant that it may be realized!
Well, my Louisa, though time moves heavily, it will at length arrive at the happy period! But why so mechanically punctual to the day proposed? Why not appoint [Page 102] an earlier day for removing my anxiety.
You must have been convinced, Mr. Graham, that our affections are reciprocal; you must have discovered, in a thousand instances, that you are not an object of my indifference: Nor would I wish any longer to conceal from you▪ that your unbounded generosity first demanded my gratitude, and gratitude is ripening into a sublimer passion. An affected reserve and coyness, would be difficult for me to assume; nor can I think it departing from decorum to be ingenuous. I acknowledge your triumph over me, and glory in your victory. Vanquished by virtue, I yield without repining.
Amiable girl! On how firm a basis have you established my hopes! I flattered myself▪ even before this kind, this candid declaration, that I was not wholly indifferent to you; but I can now look forward, with a degree of certainty, to the moment which will cement our hearts and fortunes. Suffer me, my dear Louisa, to propose an alteration respecting our lunar agreement. Instead of giving me a definitive answer on that day, as therein covenanted, give me the definitive answer now, and let that day [Page 103] (alas! too distant for my impatience) be fixed on for the solemnization of our nuptials.
How pressing, and how impatient!
Say rather, my Louisa, how deliberate, and how ceremonious!
Permit me to consult my aunt, Sir, before you have my final answer.
To that, my dear, I have not the least objection.
In her you have a strong advocate Mr. Graham. Her advice and solicitations have much accelerated the conclusion of this treaty. It is therefore probable that she would recommend a compliance with your terms, provided I did not throw in a caveat against them.
Which I entreat you not to do.
I will not, on my honor.
Now, my Louisa, I rank myself among the happiest of mankind. From this moment I shall consider our faith as plighted to [Page 104] each other, and that we actually are (ceremony excepted) cemented by the most exalted tie, the union of hearts. I shall make immediate application to some gentlemen of the bar, to prepare a proper settlement for my Louisa, in which blanks shall be left open to be filled up at her discretion; for I detest the idea of stipulating with a woman I adore. She knows the extent of my fortune, and she shall have uncontroled liberty to make such a provision for herself as she shall approve. I have only to add, that nothing will give me more displeasure than to shew an illtimed delicacy upon this occasion. It will imply a doubt that I am not actuated by the most generous principles, and that my liberality is not as unbounded as my love.
But, Sir, it you suppose me actuated by the same principles, and such a supposition would be but doing me justice, I must decline every act that would pronounce a mercenary disposition. If you, to convince me of your affection and generosity, are liberal to excess; my acceptance of such liberality, would betray a want of affection in me, and a sordid ungenerous mind. Besides I have too high an idea of your probity and virtue, to suppose that you can ever submit to act dishonorably, merely because there are [Page 105] not skins of parchment to oblige you to a contrary conduct. In short, Mr. Graham, I cannot prevail upon myself to agree to the humiliating terms which you have offered. I have a spirit as liberal as your own, and, if I have not affluence to enable me to confer favors, I have the generosity to refuse them, when they are presented to me unmerited.
Your arguments, my dearest girl, are too refined. I admire the nobleness of your disposition, and the delicacy of your feelings. But consider how infinitely I am your debtor, and how inadequate my whole fortune is, to make any thing like a compensation for so much beauty and perfection.
I must persist in my resolution to decline your generous offer; therefore let us change the conversation. Have you heard of an anecdote respecting a clergyman of our parish?
Nothing to his disadvantage, I hope!
No, it certainly was to his advantage; for he was a gainer by the transaction. But I shall hereafter pay little attention to his doctrine: Precept, when not supported by [Page 106] example, is a kind of mockery of religion and morality.
But, to the point, my dear Louisa, if you please.
The inhumanity of the tale will shock you.
Should it be a tale of woe, I fear it will produce a sigh from thy sympathetic heart.
This parish, you know, is pretty extensive▪ and as Mr. Norton, our rector, was taking a ride near a remote corner of it, a sudden shower of rain obliged him to seek for shelter; a poor female cottager, seeing his distress, invited him into her humble mansion. He accepted her invitation, seated himself by the fire, and after many earnest entreaties from the poor but hospitable dame partook of a rasher of her bacon. Mr. Norton's horse was, at the same time, conducted to a hovel, rubbed down, and plentifully refreshed with hay and corn. Whilst this reverend clergyman was so cheerfully and generously entertained by the good hostess, he observed, through a window which opened into a little orchard at the back part of the house, a sow attended by several pigs; and the pigs [Page 107] were just of a proper age for the spit: Struck by so tempting an appearance, his reverence asked the honest cottager if the sow and pigs belonged to her? She answered in the affirmative, when he humanely told her he was entitled to one of those pigs and should send his servant for it in the afternoon. The dame pleaded a large family, and the extreme difficulty of providing for it; and concluded with entreating him to forego his claim. The doctor was not to be dissuaded from his purpose, he was peremptory in his demand, and actually sent for the pig as he had threatened.
Inhuman miscreant!
The woman shall not be a lose, she shall be satisfied for her pig, and the story shall be circulated over the adjacent country. To execute such severity, after having received the most generous treatment, is degrading to humanity; and con [...]urable, in a much greater degree, in a man of his sacred function.
I am every day receiving fresh proofs of the purity of your heart, and the amiableness of your disposition. Every occurrence, of whatever nature it may be, draws forth [Page 108] some latent virtue, some hidden excellence.
No sooner had this compliment escaped the lips of my dearest youth, than he affectionately took his leave. Immediately after which, I had recourse to my pen, that I might not delay to communicate to my Belinda, what I knew would afford her satisfaction.
Is not Mr. Graham one of the worthiest of his sex? Can I be blamed for acceding so expeditiously to his terms?—To the former question, I know, you will answer in the affirmative, and to the latter in the negative. It would have been unreasonable to have held out longer.
I think you may, without apprehension of danger, venture to admit Stanza—His pleasantry will divert you, and chace the ennui which your late visitor may have occasioned. Mr. Elmar, the undertaker, would I think, afford you a pleasant hour—he is indeed an original character.
Of Mr. Proby, I expect to hear much, in your next epistle. I wish he had more vivacity than he appears to possess—But it is difficult to determine upon a single interview. Adieu, my Belinda, and believe me ever
LETTER XXIII. MR. VARNISH, to BELINDA.
I WOULD advise you to advertise yourself for sale to the best bidder; you would find it a much better method of disposing of yourself than that which you have adopted. I am a sworn broker and auctioneer, and should be glad to be employed for that purpose. You may be sold by hand, by candle, or by auction, according to your own election. I should be happy to put you up, as I doubt not that you are a good commodity, and will fetch a handsome price. But, to prevent your being knocked down for a mere trifle, we must engage a few puffers.
It will be necessary, however, that, for three or four days previous to the sale, notice should be given in the public prints, [Page 110] that you are to be seen and examined; for it cannot be supposed that any man will bid for a L [...]t, before he has seen and handled it.
It will be equally necessary that a striking description of your person should be printed, and circulated in all the Coffeehouses. I am particularly celebrated for displaying articles to advantage, and for exciting the attention and curiosity of the public. An address, something like the following, would probably have a proper effect—
"To be sold, by inch of candle, at Lloyd's Coffeehouse, a young Lady of character and distinction, free from blemish; and in perfect condition. She moves gracefully, and is fine in figure. Her dam was the lady of a baronet, her grandam a baroness, and her great grandam a countess—Her pedigree in the male line, is equally respectable. She is as beautiful as the Venus de Medicis, as chaste as Lucretia, and as accomplished as Minerva. She is to be taken with all her faults, and five per cent is to be paid down by the purchaser. The remainder on the execution of the conveyance, which will be prepared with all convenient dispatch. She is to be seen and examined three days previous to the sale, which will be particularly announced in all the public prints.
[Page 111]"N. B. The buyer must covenant to support her like a gentlewoman; and make a settlement on her proportioned to her fortune, which is considerable. None but gentlemen of fortune will be deemed competent to become bidders for this valuable lot."
Something similar to the above, with proper variations according to the circumstances, cannot fail of calling forth the attention of the curious, who will probably be anxious to become purchasers.
I shall charge only five per cent commission, including the advertisements and other incidental expences. Terms so very moderate cannot surely be objected to, especially as the estate is only personal.
Being a bachelor, I shall have no objection to treat with you privately for the lot; but if you are determined to have it decided by the candle or the hammer, I trust you will give me the preference. No man shall serve you with greater punctuality, dispatch and integrity.
Should you condescend to honor me with your commands, Madam, you may rely on my obedience. I have a prodigious flow of words, which is essentially serviceable to me in a line of business where so much oratory is required. I can talk for half an hour together, upon nothing; and dwell as long [Page 112] upon the perfections of a pipkin, as on the finest productions of a Raphael or a Titian. A me [...]y mouthed fellow can never make a good auctioneer. Name me any man in the city (no matter for his riches or consequence in life) who can dwell upon a subject like myself, or embellish it with half those flowers of rhetoric which I am master of. But, I hate to be my own panegyrist. It is not vanity, Madam, that induces me to make this flight mention of my superior abilities; but a desire of employing them in the service of so amiable a lady.
When you are exhibited, Madam, at the Coffeehouse, you will be astonished at the fine flourishes which I shall display upon the business. In short, Madam, I shall cram you down the throats of the audience: Pardon the vulgarity of the metaphor, Madam; and suffer the strength of the observation to apologize for its indelicacy.
By this time, Madam, I flatter myself that you will be convinced of my ability to render you essential service; and, believe me, Madam, my inclination shall accompany my ability: But, Madam, as I am just going to mount my pulpit, to dispose of an elegant mansion, with suitable attached and detached offices, situated in a brilliant park, which is delightfully decorated with prolific [Page 113] fishponds, permit me to take my leave of you for the present.
LETTER XXIV. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
PREPARE yourself, Belinda, for a most alarming tale! How uncertain and insecure are the pleasures and blessings of this life!—I, who but a few days ago thought myself the happiest of mortals, and that joy and bliss would constantly await me, have been plunged into the most agonizing and unutterable distress.
On Monday last, Mr. Graham passed the evening with me, and did not depart till it was unusually late. Finding the night advanced beyond his expectation, and unwilling to keep his servants from their rest, instead of walking, he ran home, This exercise [Page 114] being more violent than what he had been accustomed to, a violent perspiration ensued, and after that a swimming in the head. The best medical advice that could be procured in that country, was obtained the next morning. The doctor pronounced the malady a malignant fever, and of that dangerous kind, that he could not flatter the sorrowful attendants; with any hopes of his recovery.
Think, my Belinda, of the shock I must have sustained, on receiving such direful intelligence. I hastened to his assistance, and administered to him all the comfort and consolation in my poor power. Growing worse every succeeding day, he expected a speedy dissolution, which, with tears in his eyes, he lamented, because it would sever him, he said, from his dear Louisa.
My concern for his situation, which was too poignant to be concealed, affected him much. The tenderness of his expressions but added to my affliction. He appeared, if possible, more amiable to me now than ever! But the thought of losing him planted daggers in my breast.
The physician, thinking his recovery not only doubtful, but almost impossible, requested he would settle his affairs. The dear youth, with apparent resignation, gave [Page 115] instructions for his will, which was accordingly prepared and executed.
Permit me to add, my Belinda, that I was the first legatee named in this last testament. He bequeathed me a thousand pounds a year, and a sum of two thousand pounds to be paid me immediately after his decease.
This additional proof of the strength of his attachment to me, quite overcame me; I swooned, and fell senseless on the floor. The alarm occasioned by this accident, struck Mr. Graham like electricity. In spite of the violence of his disease, he rose in his bed, and wanted to come to my assistance, but the attendants prudently withheld him. The exertion both of mind and body on this occasion, produced a crisis to his disease; from that moment, he gradually recovered, and is, now thank heaven! perfectly restored to health.
It may be necessary to observe, that, after my swoon, I was taken from the floor and conveyed to a bed in an adjacent room; nor was it till the afternoon of the next day, that my senses were returned.
But, as soon as reason reassumed her throne, I enquired, with fear and terror, after my dear youth, and had the exalted happiness to be informed, that his recovery had been so rapid, that he was pronounced out of [Page 116] danger. The most enchanting music could not have so delighted my ears, as the heavenly accents which conveyed to me the blessed intelligence!
I ran to the dear idol of my soul to have this vision realized, for I still dreaded that it was all delusion! But, (blessed be the Gods) the joyful news was true. As soon as he beheld me, he greeted me with a benign smile, expressive of the sweetness and complacency of his nature, and of the pleasure he enjoyed in seeing me. I fell on my knees and thanked Heaven for his recovery!
It was a delightful embarrassment that I experienced! Gratitude, affection, joy, alternately were my ruling passions. It almost astonishes me that my poor weak frame could support me under such a variety of transports!
In a few days Mr. Graham's health was perfectly reinstated, and, with it, the rosy hue which embellishes his manly cheek.— Pardon me, my Belinda, if I express myself too warmly upon this interesting business— To be cool and tranquil upon such occasions, would certainly be criminal! I feel myself too much elevated to be a mere narrator. My transition from wretchedness to happiness, was as sudden, as it was unexpected!
[Page 117]But, let me suffer my raptures, for the present, to subside. Remember, my dear Belinda, you are now two epistles in my debt. It is a debt of honor, and I expect to have it immediately discharged; but let it be at two separate payments, by two successive mails.
During my tortures and distress, I hope you, and your man of the gown, have had a second interview. Nothing tragic, I hope, has befallen you, in your extensive line, as a lover—nothing that has given you uneasiness or alarm—for really, my Belinda, your mode of courtship is not without its dangers and inconveniences.
I am this moment going to take and airing with my dear man: The phaeton is waiting for us, therefore, for the present excuse,
LETTER XXV. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
YOU expect from me Louisa, a letter of condolence and congratulation. I am extremely sorry for the sufferings you have endured, and I felicitate you on your relief from those sufferings. Your tender bosom must have been greatly agitated by the various conflicts it has experienced; but I hope the severest trials are past, and that perfect tranquility may be speedily restored; for even the most pleasing passions of the soul, whilst they delight, do injury.
But, my Louisa, your delicate feelings are too susceptible—You have too much sympathising goodness, to taste tranquility when you behold others racked with torture or disappointment.
Notwithstanding the severity of your late sufferings, you rally me, with your usual pleasantry, on my young divine. Rally on, my Louisa! should you mention him in every line, you will not displease me.
[Page 119]More than once or twice since I last wrote to you, have I seen Mr. Proby; and I find him the most agreeable, the most deserving man I ever knew. He has▪ indeed, so firmly rooted himself in my affections, that I fear (or rather hope) he is not to be eradicated.
I abandon the thoughts of all my other correspondents. The grave ones cannot amuse me, nor the ridiculous ones divert me. Indeed, as I hinted to you, I summoned my undertaker to appear before me, but he disappointed my expectations. Instead of finding him a man of wit and whim, as I expected from his epistle, he was a pert, solemn coxcomb, as dull as he was pedantic. Stanzy was humorous and agreeable, and really entertained me much.
At present, however, Mr. Proby wholly occupies my thoughts. His person is elegant, his address pleasing, his character irreproachable; and though he modestly suppressed that circumstance, in the letter he honored me with, he is allied to a family of rank and great respectability.
I flatter myself that he entertains a penchant for me; nay, I am convinced of it. He has even made proposals to me in form, and I listened to them with respect. In short, we seem to be in a regular train, and advancing, step by step, to the hymeneal altar. I wish our proceedings were less [Page 120] gradual, and like yours, hastening to a happy conclusion.
Luckily, the rectory is now vacant of which my uncle has the advowsen; and consequently the right of presentation. I have acquainted that worthy relation of mine, with the overtures I have received from Mr. Proby, but without mentioning the original cause; and he perfectly approves of him, after a minute investigation of his character and connexions. He has even promised, as an addition to my fortune, to present my intended to the living in his disposal, provided an union should take place between us.
This generous offer I have communicated to my reverened swain; which was highly gratifying to him, as it testified my consent, in the most unequivocal terms, to bestow on him my hand.
Still, however, he laments that his situation is so inadequate to mine, and expresses his fears that I should hereafter look on him in the light of an adventurer or fortune hunter. Though I approve of the delicacy of his observations, I endeavor to discourage such suggestions.
I doubt not of his sincerity, when he assures me, as he often does in the most positive terms that he should be happy to become mine, though I did not possess a shilling in [Page 121] the world; not doubting but his endeavors would at least procure a competence and happiness.
He wishes to settle the whole of my fortune, which you know is considerable, upon myself; but I reprobate such an idea; scorning to act a mercenary part with a man of so liberal a disposition, and a man who, I am convinced, loves me for myself alone.
He candidly acknowledges that at present, his chief clerical emoluments arise from a small curacy; and exclusive of that, he has only a fellowship in St. John's college, Oxford, which of course, terminates with his marriage.—But, what of that! He is a gentleman, in its most extensive acceptation, and, with a due estimation of his merits, I think him my superior.
Your opinion, my Louisa, upon a matter of this importance, would be acceptable; and yet, if it did not concur with mine, I believe I should reject it; but, if it should, as I know you would give it me ingenuously, it would afford me infinite satisfaction, and encourage me to proceed. At all events, however, favor me with your sentiments.
Though I am happy at having procured, by my advertisement, one worthy man, I lament that I have exposed myself to the sneers and insults of the malignant and the [Page 122] vulgar. In addition to the catalogue of characters, which I have already given you, an impertinent auctioneer has had the audacity to send me a letter, replete with derision and vulgarity. He impudently offers, his services to fell me by hand, by auction, or by inch of candle. Thank heaven these infamous fellows know nothing of me, but my christian name!
It pleases me exceedingly, my Louisa, that my uncle so well approves of the man of my choice; and he approves of him from a conviction of his deserts. Had there been a blemish in the character or conduct of Mr. Proby, my uncle's penetration would have discovered it; but they have stood the test of the severest examination, and he is pronounced immaculate.
You will perhaps accuse me of incoherency; and indeed, with justice you may accuse me: But indulgencies are allowable to persons in my situation—I had almost said to lovers. Though intent upon one object, they ramble from circumstance to circumstance, that ultimately tend to the same point.
I fear you will think me tedious, my Louisa; but, on so interesting a theme, you must excuse my prolixity. Our cases indeed are somewhat similar, and no difficulty can occur in framing excuses for each other.
[Page 123]In one of your epistles, you mentioned purling streams, enamelled meadows, and amaranthine bowers. From such a specimen of your abilities, as a pastoral writer, I expected soon to have received from you some picturesque description of the enviable state of happy lovers, interchanging vows beneath the fragrant jessamine, or breathing tender tales in a forest of woodbines; whilst the harmony of the feathered choir, as if celebrating the natal day of some neighboring shepherdess, adds dignity and simplicity to the scene.
Are you not surprised, Louisa, that an inhabitant of the metropolis, like myself, pent up within the bills of mortality, should be able to form even a tolerable idea of rural matters? But all lovers delight in pastoral prospects and descriptions.
Mr. Proby is this instant arrived; therefore suffer me to take my leave,
P. S. After having finished this letter, a fresh packet of billetdoux arrived in consequence of the advertisement; but none of them I believe will make me change my resolution respecting Mr. Proby.
LETTER XXVI. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
THE last post conveyed an epistle from Belinda to her friend Louisa; the subsequent mail contains dispatches from the same correspondent, and to the same respected friend.
Wonder not Louisa, that I did not wait till I had received your answer to my last before I imposed another heavy task upon you. I hinted to you in the post script, that another large packet of letters had arrived from my dispersed lovers; but I have some further particulars to mention with regard to my new wooers. Not many of them are inhabitants of London, or its environs; many of them, indeed, reside at a considerable distance from the metropolis, as appears by the place whence they are dated, as well as from the corroborating postmark.
That these billets did not arrive sooner, is easily accounted for: Some days must have elapsed before the newspaper, in which [Page 125] my advertisement appeared, could have been circulated over the distant counties; a further delay must have been required, to enable my rural adorers to pen one of their best epistles; and no inconsiderable time was necessary to convey them from the respective towns and villages, to the grand centre of correspondence and communication.
Upwards of one hundred and fifty proposals have I received by the general post, all franked by the payment of the postage; the revenue will therefore be somewhat enriched in consequence of my singular project.
Had I not proceeded so far with Mr. Proby, I might doubtless have made a prudent choice among these new candidates.—Many of them appear to be comfortably situated, and independent; others candidly and ingenuously state their difficulties, as well as their prospects; but most of them exhibit strong traits of integrity and honor. To enable you to judge of the difference between my London and country correspondents, I have enclosed those dispatches, which seem most to claim attention. Copies of my London declarations of love, you are already in possession of.
LETTER XXVII. HENRY HEATHFIELD, to BELINDA.
ENCOURAGED by your address to the public, I have ventured as an individual of that public to offer you my devoirs.— Supposing you in earnest, I take the liberty of informing you, that I am as willing as yourself to alter my condition.
I flatter myself that you can have no objection to my situation; as I am far removed from poverty, and rather border upon affluence. I have an estate of one hundred and thirty pounds a year, which I keep in my own hands, and manage in the most advantageous manner that I am able. Being my own landlord, my stock or moveables can never be distrained for rent, a circumstance which affords me no inconsiderable consolation.
But, though the soil is my own, as it consists principally of grazing land, some money [Page 127] is necessary to enable me to stock it as it ought to be. If I cannot purchase sheep and cattle to be fattened on that land, the emoluments which I shall derive from it will not support me, and much less a family: I am therefore inclined to think that your money, joined to my estate would place every thing upon a proper footing, and enable us to live comfortably and genteely. Perhaps, however, you may think differently: If you do, I must look out for some other worthy woman, who has got a few hundreds.
Till we agree about pecuniary considerations, I would not wish to have an interview. I am so sensible of the influence of beauty against my strongest resolutions, that all my cautions and stipulations must be exercised during the epistolary treaty.
Having mentioned my possessions, you will perhaps expect some account of my person, and such other particulars as are usually the topics of investigation, previous to an union of hands and fortunes.
I cannot send my picture, as my figure has never been delineated by a Reynolds, a Gainsborough, or any other artist. The following, however, are the genuine outlines of my person, for I never flattered any man: I am rough and unpolished, as you may well imagine, having received my education [Page 128] among the fens in Lincolnshire. I am just now entering my twentyfifth year; am about five feet eight inches in height; and rather thin than corpulent. I have a homely country face, with a dark brown head of hair, unfashioned by the hands of the frizzeur.
To you it may seem extraordinary that I cannot make a proper matrimonial connexion in my own country. Though this observation might naturally occur to many persons, yet in this part of the world it is not applicable; except absolute paupers, here are but two classes of women, the rich and the middling. By the former I am considered as infinitely their inferior, and any overtures of marriage made to any of them, would be pronounced an insult not to be forgiven; though, perhaps, in point of fortune, I am equal with the greater part of them. To the other class, my pride will not suffer me to descend, as I should be unhappy with a woman wholly unaccomplished; I would wish her to possess a cultivated mind.
That you are an object of attraction, I cannot doubt: With a becoming modesty, you acknowledge it. If you think me entitled to your slightest notice, favor we with a line, to which I will render due obedience.
[Page 129]I must do myself the justice to declare, that, though I am a plodding farmer, I have had the education of a gentleman. This information is not given from motives of vanity, but to convince you that an alliance with me will be less a degradation to your family.
LETTER XXVIII. EPHRAIM STEER, to BELINDA.
I HOPE you will not engage yourself before Monday next, as I shall then attend Smithfield market in London. As soon as I have sold my bullocks there, I will meet you at any place you shall please to appoint; [Page 130] and, if you and I can agree upon terms, I will be your chapman.
I never love to haggle over a bargain, but to be off or on, as a body may say, in the twinkling of an eye. If so be as you and I likes one another, why we will compare notes, and if every thing turns out right, well and good: If it does not, there's no harm done. Then you know you may keep your own money in your pocket, and that which I shall take for the beasts will be mine.
If you should happen to have disposed of yourself before I comes to London, pray send a line for me, to be left at the Bear and Ragged Staff Inn, in Smithfield, directed for Ephraim Steer. They knows me there.
LETTER XXIX. PETER TROTEUS, to BELINDA.
ACCEPT of me as a correspondent, in answer to your alluring advertisement. To shew what pretentions I have to a preference in your choice, it may be necessary to mention who and what I am. That task, however, will be attended with some difficulty, as I hardly know who and what I am myself, having been in such a variety of situations, during the short period that I have existed.
Having been pretty liberally educated, I was first apprenticed to a surgeon in the country; but I had too much timidity and tenderness in my disposition to arrive at any degree of eminence in that butcherly business; I therefore quitted it, and engaged in a trade equally sanguinary. My father purchased a pair of colors for me in a marching regiment, and with my scarlet uniform, [Page 132] epaulette, and flaming cockade, I cut a most tremendous figure.
Feeling the consequence of a military character, I sometimes ventured to hector and bluster, among those whom I supposed had not a sufficient share of spirit to call me to an account for my insolent behavior. For a long time I enjoyed the reputation of valor, and was in hopes that no one would ever put my courage to the test. At length, however, I received a formal challenge, from a young gentleman whom I had insulted, and I did not feel myself bold.
I condescended to ask pardon in the most humiliating terms, but my petition was rejected with contempt. What was to be done? I knew myself possessed of a natural mildness of disposition, and could not bear the thoughts of drawing blood from any human creature. I remonstrated with my antagonist, who also bore the king's commission, on the impropriety of exposing two military lives to danger, in consequence of a foolish private quarrel, when there was an appearance of their services being speedily required, to chastise the insolence of the enemies of their country.
These arguments, instead of abating, roused the rage of my challenger; he grew bold, in proportion as I exhibited signs of fear and trepidation.
[Page 133]He threatened to post me for a coward, if I would not meet him at a certain hour in Hyde Park; adding, that I might rely on finding him and his second there at the appointed time.
Not wishing to purchase honor at the risque of my life, I soon came to a resolution how to conduct myself in this business. I knew that, if I refused to fight my man, my military profession was no longer tenable. Instead of meeting the hero and his second, I went to a proper agent to find a purchaser for my commission.
My commission having been bought, I was permitted to dispose of it; but had it been given me, no such indulgence would have been permitted; I must have resigned with infamy.
I was not greatly chagrined at this occurrence. Finding that a man of a forgiving turn of mind, was a despicable character among soldiers, I was determined to enter into a line of life, where a man might dare to be a coward without becoming infamous. My next step was to qualify for the church. A few lessons from an old clergyman, with whom my father was acquainted, enabled me to rub up my Latin and Greek, and I found no great difficulty in getting ordained.
[Page 134]Here I indulged my talent for declamation without control, and without danger of murder or assassination. I declared instant war against Satan and his ministers; and made it, for [...]e time, my whole study to blacken those characters, though they never had offended me. I knew myself perfectly safe, in this kind of scandal and abuse, as I had no apprehensions of a summons to Hyde Park.
My salary as a curate, for I never had either rectory or vicarage, was about equal to the pay I had received as an ensign; and I had some casual extra fees on performing certain ceremonies annexed to my clerical function. I now thought myself happy and independant; but, hearing that many clerical gentlemen had worked themselves into a good fat living by abusing the ministry, I set to work immediately; and, if abuse is worthy of a reward in proportion to its rancor, I ought at least to have had a mitre.
I proved that there was not a man of integrity or understanding in the cabinet; that the bishops had no charity, and the maids of honor no chastity; and that neither our admirals or generals could endure the smell of gunpowder.
Not thinking I had gone far enough to be noticed, I even scandalized a few princes. [Page 135] This indeed occasioned my strictures to be attended to, and I was promoted to—a place in Newgate. An information was moved against me for defamation: I was arraigned for having published a fal [...] scandalous and seditious libel; and though I attempted a justification, and to prove the truth of what I had asserted, I was found guilty; It appeared, indeed, in the course of the trial, that, could I have proved the truth of every syllable which I had advanced, I should have been equally culpable; it being a maxim in law, that "a libel is not the less a libel for being true."
It would not have become me to contend with my judges; therefore, as a means of mitigating damages, I urged the plea of poverty; no man could have see forth such a plea with more propriety than myself, for my little all was distributed in fees among the black gentlemen in Westminster Hall. My whole personal estate (and I had nothing real) did not at that time amount to more than nineteen pence three farthings.
Having proved myself a pauper, by affidavit, I thought I was perfectly secure from having any pecuniary penalties imposed upon me; but when I reflected on the probability of substituting imprisonment for fine, I felt myself a little uneasy. Imagination [Page 136] presented the word NEWGATE before my eyes, in very large legible characters.
I was anxious, however, to be made acquainted with my doom; but, as the usual forms were not [...] be dispensed with, I was for the present ordered to be carefully preserved in the Maison de Force, that due deliberation might be had, in order to proportionate my punishment to my offence.
At a day appointed, I was presented before the solemn tribunal, as a culprit convict, to be made acquainted with the punishment due to my demerits. With great humanity, I was informed, that, previous to the pronouncing of the sentence, I was at liberty to say any thing which I supposed might tend to extenuate my guilt.
Imagining that a real statement of facts might probably answer my purpose, better than a string of improbabilities which I could easily have invented, I related to my judges, "the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth."
"Gentlemen," said I, "I paid my addresses to an amiable young lady, and flattered myself with the appearance of encouragement, so far only as respected herself; but upon application to the lady's father, and answering a few interrogatories concerning my circumstances, I received a positive discharge from his premises; accompanied [Page 137] with a threat of a degrading punishment, if ever I should again presume to mention the subject of love in the presence of his daughter. Finding it impossible to obtain this accomplished female, till I had proved myself her equivalent in point of fortune, and the old gentleman expected guinea for guinea, I resolved to have recourse to my pen, as the most rapid means of acquiring riches.
"I knew a gentleman who wrote himself into an annuity of three hundred pounds, by a little well timed abuse, in a letter addressed to a certain great man. A second epistle, addressed to the same illustrious personage, was threatened in a few days. Some truths or falsehoods were alledged in the first which were not relished by the man in power. The specimen he had given was indeed so highly disapproved, that the author was sought after, found, and rewarded in the manner which I have mentioned.
"It was a kind of negative reward for the services he had rendered, by withholding his satirical lash. He was not expected, in consideration of the annual emolument he received, to be daily varnishing the character of his benefactor, according to the usual practice; it was his silence only that had [Page 138] been purchased, his silence only was required.
"Recollecting the particulars of this business, and with what ease a comfortable independence might be acquired, I commenced scribbler, and produced the pamphlet which, from what at present appears, will turn out much less advantageous to me than I expected.
"Believe me, gentlemen, this is the real fact: I had no malice against any of the persons whom I have vilified. I meant no injury to them: I wished only to benefit myself, and to become an adequate suitor to the lady whose hand I had solicited."
I concluded by observing, that, if I was not thought entitled to a reward, like the fortunate friend I had mentioned, I hoped the court would not think me deserving of further punishment, having been already under lock and key for upwards of seven weeks.
Having, as I supposed, spoken much to the purpose, and excited the compassion of my judges, I expected a sentence of the most lenient kind. One month's imprisonment, and a fine of thirteen shillings and fourpence, was the utmost that I dreaded; but I found myself exceedingly mistaken:—The composition by which I thought to have [Page 139] raised an independance, if not affluence, procured me the following sentence. To be two years imprisoned, to stand twice on the pillory, to pay a fine of six shillings and eightpence, and to find sureties for my good behavior for seven years.
I was struck with astonishment, and indignation, at the apparent severity of this judgment; but I was compelled to be obedient, and to repair immediately to the miserable mansion destined to receive me.
The loss of liberty I could have submitted to with some degree of composure; but the idea of exhibiting my face to the multitude, through an ignominious wooden frame, was insupportable. Is this my reward, exclaimed I, for turning politician? For my attempts to regulate mankind, and point out their duty and defects, I am to have the elevated station of surveyor of the pavements!
After innumerable applications to my friends and relatives, some of whom move in a sphere truly respectable, I obtained a remission of the ignominious part of my sentence; the pillory was therefore removed from my affrighted imagination.
By affected sorrow and contrition, and repeated protestations that I would never more appear in the character of a politician, further indulgences were extended to me: [Page 140] After the expiration of one year, instead of two, I was set at liberty; and even without entering into a recognizance, with surities for my future good "abearing."
Finding myself in the wide world much sooner than I had expected, I had not planned a mode of life which would enable me to procure subsistence: My mind had been so humbled by my sufferings, that I had no ambition beyond that of being enabled to get my bread. The flame of passion, which beauty had raised within my bosom, had become perfectly extinguished. My apparel, like myself, had lost much of its bloom, and I knew the world too well to expect civility and attention in a threadbare coat. Besides, the residence which I had quitted, did not reflect any considerable degree of honor upon its tenants; I could not therefore build any pretentions to commiseration on that account.
I directed my steps from prison, to the house of my sister; a worthy creature, and a person for whom I had much affection and esteem: Our tenderness for each other was indeed reciprocal; for, though she knew me to be eccentric, she knew also that I was rather an oddity than an infamous abandoned calumniator.
So rejoiced was she at my liberation, that, as soon as she beheld me, she threw [Page 141] herself into my arms, and felicitated me heartily on my accession to liberty, regardless of my disgusting appearance. A suit of cloaths of her procuring, clean linen, and every comfortable appendage, enabled me to cast off my wretched covering, in which poverty and filth were too conspicuously portrayed. With my ragged and dirty habiliments. I also shook off a train of attendants, which never fail to be in the suite of wretchedness and misery.
But though I was received with affection and regard by my beloved sister, and might have quartered myself upon her for a long time, before she would even have hinted any disapprobation of my conduct in so doing; I had too much spirit to live upon alms, and resolved speedily to engage in active life.
To my clerical profession it was impossible for me to return: My crime and punishment, and more particularly my sentence, had stamped my character with indeliable infamy, and rendered me unworthy of appearing in an ecclesiastical habit. Could I have had the audacity to reassume the sacred robe, the ordinary would doubtless have stripped me of it with indignity and de [...]adation.
While I was ruminating on these, and other disagreeable circumstances, an overture [Page 142] in one of the public prints particularly arrested my attention: An itinerant company of comedians, at no great distance from the metropolis, wanted a gentleman to engage in their little troupe, a vacancy having been occasioned by the desertion of one of their principal members. Nothing was said about terms; but it was requested that no person would apply who had not a competent knowledge of theatrical concerns, and was able to give satisfaction, both in tragedy and comedy, to a genteel and brilliant audience.
Having always delighted in dramatic poetry, and perfectly remembering the most striking scenes in Shakespear, O [...]way. Congreve, Sheridan, and other celebrated writers, I thought I should soon be capable of appearing in some of the most striking characters; especially as I fortunately possessed a quick as well a retentive memory.
I repaired to Hendon, whither the advertisement directed me, and was ceremoniously introduced to the two managers. After some conversation on this important business, a rehearsal of some passages was required, by way of specimen of my theatric taste and talents. Luckily my endeavo [...] were approved; terms were proposed, and I acceded to them. In consideration of my [Page 143] great merit, (as these dramatic sovereigns expressed themselves) I was to receive seven shillings a week, and to have a clear benefit, at every town or village in which they thought proper to perform.
That no misunderstanding might happen between me and my august masters, I was informed, it was expected that I should find my own clean linen and stockings; but with regard to every thing else, I might depend upon a proper supply from their extensive wardrobe.
Preliminaries being thus adjusted, I entered upon my new duty, and, as I thought, performed wonders. I shone forth in the characters of Lear, Richard the Third, Hamlet, Macbeth. Kitely, Abel Drugger and Marplot. To the audience I gave uncommon satisfaction, and commanded from them bursts of applause, whenever I manifested a nice discrimination of character, and gave evident proofs that I entered into the spirit and meaning of the author.
Thinking I had now got a permanent employment, though not a very lucrative one▪ I found myself somewhat happier than I was in Newgate; but, so uncertain are all human affairs, my merit, in my new profession, was my destruction. The managers, notwithstanding the theatre was crammed every evening on my account, began [Page 144] to look on me with a jealous eye. Their nightly receipts doubly exceeded the sums which they had ever taken, but that was not thought a sufficient recompence for the loss of fame and consequence: They had been accustomed to share the plaudits, as well as the profits of the house; but now their finest acting was disregarded, and I engrossed the whole of the applause.
I now perceived that I was in danger of expulsion from our society. I was so critically situated, that I knew not what steps to pursue. My offence was of so singular a kind, that I could not correct it, without reducing the income of my masters, and exposing myself to ridicule and contempt.
I daily expected a discharge, but my governors were so far actuated by the principles of honor and conscience, that I was first permitted to have a benefit; and that benefit was much more productive than I expected. Believe me, Madam, I received the neat sum of seven pounds, nineteen shillings, and sixpence. So prodigious an accumulation of cash, in one evening, is not extant in the annals of our company.
Early the next morning, my two governors dispatched a messenger to my apartment, to inform me that my attendance on them was expected at a certain hour, which they [Page 145] had appointed. I obeyed the mandate, and was received rather ceremoniously than cordially. Appearing in a subaltern character, I requested to be favored with their commands.
The senior of these two kings of Brentford, after having thrice stroked his chin, deigned to address me thus, "Far be it from us, Mr. Proteus, to complain of the manner of your conducting business; your abilities, as a comedian, are great, very great; they are of the first magnitude. We cannot therefore think of retaining a gentleman of such distinguished talents, in our vagrant troupe. Your efforts cannot fail of placing you at the head of one of the London theatres; and we should act a villainous part to rob you of your deserved emoluments, or to deprive persons of distinction of that satisfaction which your performances cannot fail to give. Permit me to add, Mr. Proteus, that human nature, is human nature; we have all a spice of vanity in our composition, and a man does not like to be totally eclipsed, after having been allowed to shine with some degree of lustre for many years. To be plain with you, Sir, your talents are too splendid for our plain company.—While you continue with us, the audience come only to see and hear you: When you are gone they will, as before, be satisfied [Page 146] with our poor exertions, and sometimes condescend to favor us with their plaudits. I believe, Mr. Proteus, I need not explain myself any farther; your penetration can easily discover my meaning. In short, Sir, it will be for our mutual benefit and satisfaction to separate as soon as possible."
The other manager bowed assent; and I did not oppose my discharge, it was conveyed to me in such flattering terms. The conduct of my masters reminded me of that of the late British Roscius, who, thinking another player superior to him in a few characters, engaged that player at a large salary, to lay him on the shelf, as it is termed. By this step he prevented a formidable opposition at the other house; and he completely prevented it on his own boards, because he was limited to an inferior cast of characters.
My vanity feasted not a little, on the idea of being discarded for having too much merit; and I was the better reconciled to my destiny, as my benefit had lodged a few shiners in my pocket.
After thanking my governors for their civility, and receiving a balance due to me of a few shillings, I took my leave of them, and bade adieu to the wooden theatre of Hendon.
[Page 147]No expense attended my removal; my goods and chattles were all personal, my whole wardrobe being upon my back.
Not thinking so highly of myself, (notwithstanding the flattering circumstances which I have mentioned) as to suppose I was qualified to make my appearance at either of the royal theatres, I took the direct road to Bath. I thought myself, at least, capable of being transplanted into that flourishing theatrical garden.
I remain at present in that city, and expect daily to be incorporated and inrolled with the persons of the drama, who perform alternately there, and at Bristol, another city at the distance of about twelve miles.
Soon after my arrival here, madam, chance threw your advertisement before my eyes. I resolved immediately to become your correspondent, called for pen, ink and paper, and wrote this long epistle, perhaps too severe a trial for your patience.
Though I am a whimsical kind of being madam, I would scorn to impose on any woman. I have given an honest, candid, and ingenuous account of myself; and if, after due consideration, you think I have any claim to your attention, you will probably favor me with a line. If, on the other hand, you should deem me an impertinent puppy, you are at liberty to burn this letter, [Page 148] which cost me upwards of two hours labor, and with it all remembrance of your itinerant correspondent.
You, Madam, are now in full possession of my genuine history. I have not attempted to gloss or misrepresent a single circumstance. It will, however, convince you, Madam, that if misfortunes arrive, I have always my shifts and resources at hand. Should I be ever so much laden with distress, I shall never sink under my burden; being always sure of finding out some expedient to keep me above want. With your ready cash, and my knowledge of the world, we might become an enviable and a happy pair. If you refuse to accept of me as a husband, permit me to subscribe myself,
LETTER XXX. THOMAS APRICE, to BELINDA.
PERMIT a Welchman to be one of your wooers. Though my income is not very considerable, I am a gentleman from my profession. I am a clergyman, and the vicar of a parish. Many years have I been curate, but I am now preferred to a living of ten pounds a year clear of deductions.
Had I continued in the humble sphere of a curate, I should not have had the presumption to address a lady of your fortune; especially with such accomplishments as you seem to possess, if any judgment is to be formed by your elegant little billet in the newspaper.
Besides the living which I possess, I have the prospect of another advancement in the church; an advancement equally honorable [Page 150] and lucrative: It is no less than a prebend, to the amount of four pounds nineteen shillings per annum. With my own income, and the interest of your money, we can afford to make a very respectable figure in this country. Very few could equal us in splendor and magnificence, and hardly any would be able to excel us.
I am a widower almost without incumbrance, being left with only two boys and the same number of girls: So small a family will not, I hope, be considered as any obstacle to our nuptials.
If you should have any objection to coming into Wales, I am not so particularly attached to my native air and soil, as to refuse my assent to any place of residence you may think proper to approve, having it always in my power, for a small annual sum, to procure a curate to perform duty on my living.
As there is a possibility of our not concluding the business, on which we are now treating, I think it fair and equitable for each party to pay half the postage of this letter; I have therefore paid my moiety, and caused the words half post paid to be written on the outside, not doubting but you will advance an equal sum. Should this affair terminate agreeably to my wishes, [Page 151] we shall find no difficulty in adjusting the expences of this correspondence.
If you meet with a more advantageous proposal, than what I now offer, you will doubtless close immediately with that, and reject mine. If you do not, a line directed to the Reverend Mr. Thomas Aprice, at the sign of the Nag's Head, at Dhthwsy [...]y, in the county of Carmarthen, will be sure to find,
LETTER XXXI. THOMAS ALDER, to BELINDA.
THOUGH an inhabitant of a forest, I sometimes get an opportunity of taking a peep at some of the London papers. In [Page 152] one of those I saw your advertisement, and am therefore encouraged to become your correspondent.
I have no great quantity of cows or sheep, but my premises are completely furnished with animals of inferior magnitude; all of which are my own property, when I can catch them. Thousands and tens of thousands compose but a very inconsiderable part of the number of my live stock.
To come to the point at once. Madam, I farm an exetensive rabbit warren, and should think myself very happy if you would condescend to be mistress of it. I find it sufficiently lucrative to enable me to live decently and comfortably; but, with the addition of your money, I could also take a considerable farm, and we might then fare sumptuously.
My house is delightfully situated on a pleasant spot, remarkable for the salubrity of the air. If I could entice you, by any means, into these regions, it should be my study to make you happy; if I cannot, I shall not condemn myself for the attempt, especially if you should be so obliging as to favor me with any kind of answer. In humble expectation I remain,
LETTER XXXII. MR. PLOWDEN, to BELINDA.
YOUR advertisement, madam, has induced me to commence this suit. I much approve of your declaration that you are weary of a single life, and therefore I have a sufficient plea for sending you this rough draft of a letter. If you think proper to put in an answer to it, I hope I shall have no cause to take exceptions to it, but at all events I must crave permission to amend my bill
If you wish to have counsel's opinion how to act in this business, be pleased to draw up your case forthwith. I should be happy to bring this cause to a speedy issue, and the sooner we have a hearing the sooner I may hope to obtain judgment. As I mean to act upon honorable terms, I care not how many witnesses there may be with regard to my proceedings.
Any interrogatories touching my character and circumstances, shall be answered by [Page 154] satisfactory depositions. I defy any man to charge me with having been guilty of an unjust or dishonorable deed, or of any unfair practice: My word is my bond.
I am ready to give any security for my appearance to any card, summons, or other process, which you may think proper to serve me with, how quick soever it may be returnable.
Believe me, Madam, since your ingenuous advertisement first arrested my attention, your dear ideal image has ingrossed the whole of my thoughts and meditations. Imagination has given me a fair copy of your person, and I peruse it frequently.
What a delightful employment should I find it, to draw marriage articles between Belinda and myself? Supremely happy should I be, if she would condescend to come to my chambers, and give me instructions for that purpose. I assure you, Madam▪ I am an earnest solicitor in this action on the case, which is truly special, and hope no proceedings may be quashed for want of form.
P. S. My address is Richard Plowden, Gentleman, Paper Buildings, Temple.
LETTER XXXIII. SOLOMON SHRIVEL, to BELINDA.
I HAVE twice ventured within the pale of matrimony; and am now, for the second time a widower. The connubial state is a happy one: Of this I am so much convinced, that, even at my advanced period of life, I cannot endure the thought of remaining single.
You will be surprised, Madam, at having a man of ninety, among your train of admirers. To that age I am now arrived; and if you are a steady, prudent lady, you will not object to that age. I have got rid of those hoity toity boyish actions which render young men ridiculous; and I have clipped the wings of my extravagance, which formerly conducted me into every species of riot and dissipation.
[Page 156]There is another consideration, Madam, worth attending to, and which will doubtless have its due weight with you, as a woman of discretion. There is not so much danger of having a large family of children, as there might have been, supposing I was sixty or seventy years younger. A dozen or two of children are not to be supported with a trifle, at the rate provisions now are, and therefore they would be an incumbrance to us.
Some inconsiderate women would perhaps object to my age, but what's ninety years! I am but a boy among some of my acquaintance! a mere chicken! If the lady I am thus addressing, has any knowledge of the world, (and I am convinced she has by the terms in which her advertisement is couched) she will take an early opportunity of sending a line to her most humble Servant,
Such, my Louisa, are the epistles which I have lately received, but they are not the whole: They are a few selected from several large budgets or packets; the cream, the quintescence of the whole. Imagine then, my dear girl, what trash the others must have contained!
If the perusal of the transcripts of letters which I have now sent you, should afford [Page 157] you any diversion or amusement, my purpose is answered; I had no other motive for undertaking the task of copying them.
I have the satisfaction of acquainting my Louisa, that the tender negociation between Mr. Proby and myself, seems to advance rapidly, without obstacle or interruption. You and I, my dear friend, are steering for the same haven. May no adverse and tempestuous winds drive us again into the ocean of uncertainty, and dash us against the rocks of disappointment.
I shall impatiently expect an answer to this letter; and surely I have an immediate claim to one epistle, now you are too long ones in arrear. Let me entreat you to give a circumstantial diary of every transaction of importance in your part of the world, since the date of your last. When I say, "every transaction of importance" I mean every transaction of what kind soever; for every thing must be of importance to me, which in the least concerns my Louisa.
Among the billets, which this post conveys to you that from Peter Protius is certainly the foremost in point of literary merit. Whether in jest or earnest, there is something pleasingly whimsical in the character he has given of himself; and he candidly acknowledges, without a blush, that [Page 158] he is an arrant coward. He has ventured, however, to give me a challenge; but were I to accept it, perhaps he would flinch as he did when his military antagonist dared him to the field: In love, as well as war, there are many who pass for daring or blustering heroes, who shew strong symptoms of timidity, when honor calls them upon actual duty.
My lover of ninety might perhaps stand a chance, if he was the only man existing upon earth. His argument on the method of avoiding incumbrances, will not be much attended to. You will think I have no mercy on you, if I do not instantly resign my pen. It will have performed its task for the present, when it has again assured you that I am
LETTER XXXIV. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
MY best thanks are due to you, Belinda, for your very obliging letters; but how am I to make an adequate return! If you expect sheet for sheet, or line for line as you strongly intimate, to whom can I apply for materials? In a remote part of the country, a dearth of incidents is to be expected and I hope my Belinda would not wish me to invent tales, or even to adopt exaggeration upon facts, purely to swell out an epistle.
I have regularly communicated to you our progress in the road to happiness. I can have nothing fresh to impart to you on that business (highly important business to me!) till it is concluded, confirmed, and ratified. That day of accomplishment is not far distant—"Fly swiftly, ye minutes!"
As you have frequently expressed a desire to know the method of killing time, amidst the woods and groves, I think I can convey an idea of it, by relating to you the [Page 160] particulars of a splendid entertainment, to which I was invited as a guest.
Sir Thomas Dighton, just come of age, acquired his father's dignity about three years ago, but could not fully possess his large estate till he attained the age of twentyone years. On Wednesday last he arrived at the period which legally pronounced him Man; and the happy day was ushered in with the ringing of bells, dancing round the maypole, and every rustic method of expressing the most lively demonstrations of joy. Sir Thomas's generosity on this occasion was unbounded. Particular invitations were given to all the genteel families in the environs of his seat, and a general proclamation was circulated, that all his tenants, servants and neighbors, were expected to repair to Dighton Hall, to partake of the festivity of the day: So extensive was his idea of bestowing plenty and good cheer, that peasants and paupers were not excluded!
Auxiliary cooks from the metropolis were engaged upon this joyful occasion; and, that the ears of the company might be feasted with extatic sounds, the best vocal and instrumental performers were procured from the same great capital.
Every luxury of the table was abundantly supplied. Wines of the most expensive [Page 161] kind, were as liberally bestowed as if they were estimated but as water. This was peculiarly the case among the first class of the visitors, who attended. Those who were deemed the second in rank, were entertained in an apartment less magnificent, but their fare was hardly inferior to that which was provided for those who moved in a more elevated sphere of life.
A third class was entertained with almost equal pageantry and profusion; and the last division, far exceeding all the others in point of number, were abundantly supplied with good Old English provender, and fine sparking ale; some of the latter was as aged as the young baronet, whose majority they were celebrating.
The park and gardens received the overflowings of the mansion: Many hundreds of the delighted neighbors regaled themselves el fresco, under the shade of trees and shrubberies▪ the soliage of which became tremulous by the gentle breeze fanning and refreshing the company in the performance of their task; that of quaffing frequent libations to the prosperity of their generous and indulgent host.
Cheerfulness, with her endearing smiles, sat enthroned on every countenance. All was joy, harmony, pleasantry, jocularity and glee. The adjacent country seemed to [Page 162] partake of the general satisfaction; the woods, the copices, the gardens, and the enamelled fields, as if clad in their holiday habiliments, appeared to have been arrayed for the festive purpose, and to have poured forth all their perfume, with their splendid trappings.
The birds, as if intuitively become acquainted with the cause of the grand assemblage, joined in the general harmony, and from every tree and bough issued the vocal warblings of feathered choirists. To complete the scene, the weather kindly contributed; an unclouded sky, a serene temperature of air. refreshed by soft breathing zephyrs, perfected the elysium of Dighton Hall.
This is the general account of occurrences on that auspicious day. I will now endeavor to be circumstantial. I had the honor to be classed among the first rank of visitors, and partook of a most elegant and excellent repast. On this occasion the gentlemen and ladies associated; but, shortly after dinner, etiquette seemed to point out that it was expedient for the latter to retire, a proper apartment having been reserved for that purpose.
The propriety of this step was tacitly acknowleged, hardly a syllable being mentioned, by any of the gentlemen present, which [Page 163] could be construed to oppose our departure. A ceremonious separation took place, and we repaired to the scene which had been provided for us. Our select sisterhood consisted of about thirty members, and for our accommodation and entertainment, a small band of music attended. Madam Mara was the only vocal mercenary; her professional talents were rewarded with that liberality which they justly merited. Many volunteers, however, inlisted in our vocal corps.
A beautiful young lady, of the name of Harcourt▪ sung most divinely. Nothing could be more enchanting than her voice, except the irresistible graces which accompanied it, and the angelic figure which so perfectly accorded with her celestial harmony. All was supernatural and adorable! she seemed in every respect, superior to beings merely terrestial: Were she a man, she should be the god of my idolatry!
After Miss Harcourt had enraptured every auditor and beholder, I was solicited to contribute my vocal mite; I pleaded hard to be excused▪ but, perceiving that rudeness only could exculpate me, I reluctantly complied with the unanimous wishes of our fair society. But oh! what a falling off! I detested my own weak endeavors to please, and condemned my effrontery in presuming [Page 164] to enter the lists with a person so infinitely my superior. I lamented that I did not submit to any censures, rather than contrast the croaking of the raven, with the silver sweetness of the nightingale.
Perhaps, my Belinda, you may be surprised at these observations, knowing that I have hitherto entertained no contemptible opinion of my musical accomplishments, and thinking, as you have flatteringly assured me, that my exertions in that line have been more than tolerable. But I now hang down my head abashed. Miss Harcourt is "the fairest among the fair."—She is "angelic among angels!"—Mediocrity is the utmost excellence that I can ever hope to arrive at.
Madam Mara, as usual▪ gave perfect satisfaction. Miss Dighton▪ sister to Sir Thomas, without much voice, displayed great musical taste, and afforded entertainment. Several other ladies were entitled to applause▪ for their assistance in our little concert, and the moments glided away with great rapidity. At length a promenade was proposed, and agreed to: We repaired to the shrubbery; and, shortly after our arrival there. Sir Thomas Dighton, having obtained leave of absence from the gentlemen, hastened to pay his respects to us.
[Page 165]With unaffected politeness and affability, he severally addressed our little coterie, and thanked us for the honor we had conferred on him by our visit. Some general conversation ensued; after which I was selected from the groupe by Sir Thomas, and conducted to a remote corner of the plantation.
Without much preamble, Sir Thomas made positive professions of attachment to me; said he had long been a silent admirer of my person and perfections; and had now come to a resolution to solicit my hand in form. Whatever might be the amount of my fortune▪ he assured me that he was perfectly indifferent on that score, having more than an ample independance of his own; but if I would condescend to be the mistress of Dighton Hall, as I was already the sovreign possessor of his heart, he should think himself the happiest of mankind; if, on the contrary his suit should be rejected, he should be one of the most miserable of the human race. He concluded with an earnest wish, that, if I did not wholly disapprove of his addresses, I would give out a ray of hope that there might be a possibility of his succeeding, after the usual assiduities essential in so tender a negociation.
I thanked Sir Thomas for his flattering partiality in my favor, and earnestly besought [Page 166] him to seek for a person who had a better claim to the title of Lady Dighton; one whose birth and fortune placed her on a footing with himself. I expatiated on the impropriety of the alliance he proposed, and begged for his own personal honor and emolument, that he would not urge the proposal which he had so inconsiderately made.
He protested that nothing should divert him from his purpose, if I would vouchsafe to hearken to his petition; but, as I was so injenious in framing objections for him, he feared I was averse to the overtures he had made.
I repeated my observations with additional energy; but he still persisted in his resolution▪ if he could be favored with the most distant prospect of being attended to. After many protestations of inviolate attachment▪ if I would condescend to h [...]arken seriously to the dictates of his passion. I told him ingenuously that I was incapable of attending to his tale; that I had not a heart at my disposal; that solemn engagements had been reciprocally made, between me and one whom I preferred to all the world; and that nothing▪ on my part, should cancel those engagements; that I was sensible of the honor which he intended to confer on me; but though he was truly [Page 167] amiable and respectable, and infinitely beyond what my most aspiring notions had ever aimed at, yet I was indispensibly obliged to discourage addresses which could only feed my vanity, without a possibility of altering a tittle of my sacred vow; or to have the least bias on my affections.
He heard me with astonishment and concern. He was so greatly agitated, that he frequently attempted to interrupt me; but finding, at length, that I was peremptory in my resolves, and that it would be equally ungenerous and ungenteel to attempt to argue me into a breach of articles, he barely expressed his sorrow at the intelligence he received▪ and, with a sigh of resiganation, abandoned all prospect of success; declaring that the barriers between him and happiness were insurmountable.
This unexpected overture from a man of rank and fortune, could not but awaken my vanity, and atone▪ in some degree, for the mortification I had received in submitting to be a foil to Miss Harcourt. I began to entertain a more exalted opinion of myself than I had hitherto done; and gave myself credit for attractions of the superior kind, without considering that men are as frequently governed by caprice, as by the influence of beauty and accomplishments.
[Page 168]I must admit, however, that, though I enjoyed the triumph over Sir Thomas, I felt a pang for the disappointment he had sustained. Though I exulted on my power of inflicting wounds▪ I had not a wish that the sufferings and smarts which he endured should be too severe. Had I not been engaged, irrevocably engaged, to a man whom I had every reason to adore, Sir Thomas Dighton's bait would perhaps have been too alluring for me to reject. Let me tell you, my Belinda, a young man just twentyone years of age, with an agreeable person, an immense fortune, and a title, are no despicable ingredients in the matrimonial ragout.
This flattering preference in the opinion of Sir Thomas, in the presence of many beautiful and accomplished females, made my little heart palpitate with joy. It furnished me too with an opportunity of convincing Mr. Graham that I was not merely induced by prospects of advantage to accede to his proposals of matrimony. I shall now take the earliest opportunity of informing him, that I have refused the addresses of Sir Thomas Dighton, infinitely his superior in point of fortune.
Little did the young baronet expect that he should meet with a repulse from a person of small fortune, and perhaps smaller [Page 169] perfections. As soon as he had received the final sentence from my lips, he started another subject of conversation; we intermixed with the throng, and no particular attention, during the remainder of the day, was bestowed by Sir Thomas on your Louisa.
A ball concluded the festivity of the day; and it was not till after the arrival of the succeeding morning, that the well pleased guests could prevail upon themselves to retire from the hospitable mansion.
The length of this letter will sufficiently apologize for my concluding it, without exhausting all my store of materials, which may be required in my next epistle.
Though I have refused the honor intended me▪ it is with pleasure I inform you that I might have been Lady Dighton; and that I am, and ever shall be,
LETTER XXXV. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
IN a former letter, my Louisa, I gave you a long account of my reverend swain, and the methods I intended to pursue to procure a living; but you have been so much engaged on your own affairs, that our little insignificant advances seem hardly entitled to your attention.
I hope Sir Thomas Dighton's civilities will neither prevent nor retard the proposed union between Mr. Graham and my Louisa. A little vanity may be permitted to reside in a female breast, and that little must have been highly gratified by the young baronets ingenuous declaration; but I hope you will remain firm to your first engagement. To prevent even a possibility of wavering, under such tempting circumstances, let me earnestly recommend to you an immediate compliance with Mr. Graham's request; accompany him instantly to the altar.
[Page 171]Pardon me. Louisa, for supposing you capable of infidelity, or breach of vow. I only hint at possibilities, not probabilities. There are persons who, situated as you are, would cancel the most solemn asseverations, and plead the cause as an ample justification of such conduct. But I will venture to pronounce that you are not one of those persons, and that, attached as you are by pure affection to Mr. Graham, no allurements or advantages can warp your inflexible mind.
Your narrative of the proceedings on Sir Thomas's attaining his majority, entertained me much: Your kindness in giving it so circumstantially was very flattering to me, as it convinced me that you did not grudge the time devoted to my gratification.
I hope the enamored baronet will not renew his attack. If he does, my Louisa, be firm and resolute in resisting his pretentions: Convince the world that nothing can make you deviate from the paths of rectitude and honor, and that you still merit the warmest degree of friendship, from
LETTER XXXVI. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
YOU did me injustice, Belinda, to suppose me capable of encouraging the addresses of any man, after the solemn contract between me and Mr. Graham. Believe me, my dear friend, to be seated on a throne I would not deviate in the least from my engagements with that amiable youth.
Your tender concern on supposing me exposed to the most trying temptations, is an additional proof of your esteem for me. I am not therefore displeased at your intimations of fear and apprehension, that I should be unequal to the task which had been imposed upon me.
I shall dwell no longer on this subject, having matters of more importance to relate to you. I am obliged to Sir Thomas Dighton for the honor he intended me; but pursuant to your advice. I have put it out of my power to become Lady Dighton.
[Page 173]I was entertained, Belinda, with a portrait you sent me of your clerical swain, in a former letter, before you favored me with your fresh packet, and I admire your great prudence and generosity, in procuring a living for him. He ought to think himself a very happy fellow, to find a patron in a lover. I mean not to insinuate that he is a a mere mercenary lover, but certainly a good living is a very desirable acquisition. Who would not resign a fellowship, for a beautiful young lady, and a fat benefice?
I admire the generosity, or rather the gratitude, of your "deserving man." as you emphatically call him, when he makes a voluntary offer of settling your whole fortune upon yourself; and your noble and spirited refusal to accept of such conditions, reflects equal honor on yourself.
Your resolution of destroying the letters, which you may happen to receive from future correspondents, I greatly approve.
And now, my Belinda, permit me to acquaint you, that I have exchanged the name of Lenox for that of Graham. Yesterday's sun saw me, with sacred solemnity, initiated into the mysteries of matrimony. The ceremony was attended by the most respectable nobility and gentry in the neighborhood, and a smile of satisfaction appeared on every face.
[Page 174]The husbandman forsook his field, and the shepherd his flock, to join in the festivity of the day, and mix in the procession.— Mr. Graham is the idol of all who know him, from the nobleman to the humble cottager: undissembled joy was therefore testified, by every means that could be contrived, on that auspicious day, which united me to the best of men.
On our return from the altar, we partook of some refreshment at Mr. Graham's house; and▪ after taking and airing, came back to a sumptuous dinner, provided, upon the occasion, for the most respectable of our friends. Another extensive table was spread in the great hall, for those of less opulence, and who moved in an humbler sphere; and a third for the peasantry, and others. Barrels of beer, and plenty of all kinds of provision, were also distributed to the populace without doors.
In the evening we had a ball, which was composed of the first characters in this part of the kingdom, and was remarkably splendid.
Congratulate me, my dear Belinda, on this transcendantly joyful occasion; for, believe me, I am the happiest of my sex!
My situation, in all respects, is realy enviable; the house or which I am now legally constituted the mistress, is an antique but [Page 175] elegant building, and is situated in a paddock, at a proper distance from the road.— Many of the rooms are spacious, and furnished in the modern taste; the others are neat, simple and convenient; the decorations less splendid, though equally pleasing. A pleasure garden of about three acres lies behind the mansion, and is laid out with infinite elegance and judgment. It abounds with variety of the choicest shrubs, fruittrees and flowers, among which are many curious exotics.
Here, in the sweet society of my dear and amiable companion, the hours glide happily away. Like another Eden, our garden appears a paradise to us, whence there is no danger of being driven, as we touch not the forbidden fruit.
A Summerhouse, beautifully constructed, embellishes one corner of the garden; whither we can repair when sultry Phoebus is too powerful, or when a shower of rain renders such retirement necessary. The murmuring of a little rivulet which meanders near this little structure, has a pleasing effect, especially in hot weather.
An orchard, now rich with autumnal fruit, joins to our pleasure garden. It is pleasing to the view, and promises to furnish our table with a luxurious dessert.
[Page 176]Sometimes, to vary the scene, I accompany Mr. Graham in his phaeton (the only carriage he at present possesses) to take the air, and occasionally to visit some hospitable and friendly neighbor.
Not above half a mile from our residence a transparent river runs through the verdant meadows. This stream is often visited by the ladies and gentlemen in our vicinity, for the sole purpose of angling.—I have been many times prevailed on to be one of the party upon these occasions, but I cannot deem that a diversion, which inflicts death or torture on any animal, however insignificant it may appear to us of the human race.
Whilst more innocent amusements are to be found, I shall not in future be easily prevailed on to join fishing parties. But, as I would not affect to be over delicate, I shall decline such engagements, by making any apology that may occur to me.
Indeed, Belinda, home has so many charms for me, that I seldom am induced to quit it. If I have the company of my good man, I have not a wish beyond it; he is all the world to me!
Mr. Graham's sister, whose perfections I have already mentioned to you, shews every attention to me in her power; she is so capital in the musical line, that I have solicited [Page 177] her to become her pupil. She politely thanked me for the horor I proposed to confer on her, and gladly took me under her tutorage. For the short time that I have applied myself to the study of that pleasing science, she flatters me with having made a considerable progress. I hope I shall in time, become a proficient, as I would joyfully embrace every opportunity of rendering myself more worthy of Mr. Graham.
My musical tutoress sometimes accompanies her brother and myself in a rural promenade about the hamlet. In these limited excursions we are saluted with the clumsy bows and courtesies of the inhabitants, who frequently receive small bounties from us, in return for which we have their fervent prayers, articulated in homely but in heartfelt accents.
Such an honest simplicity of manners prevails among our peasantry, so much innocence appears in all their little pleasures and pursuits, as to convey an idea of the harmless shepherds on the Arcadian plains, so much celebrated by our pastoral poets.
A theft or robbery is hardly ever heard of among us. Contented with the scanty but wholesome food which their own industry supplies, they never think of invading [Page 178] the property of others. We might even sleep in security with our doors wide open.
How different is this, my Belinda, from the state of rapine which reigns in the metropolis! Where vice not only lurks in obscure corners, but stalks forth in open daylight, and danger is to be apprehended in your public streets, Even the utmost vigilance of the police cannot protect you from the depredations of the robber and the assassin.
Suffer me to prevail on you to visit these happy regions. You have my earnest invitation to make your abode here, as long as you may find it agreeable; and Mr. Graham, on his part, will exert himself to hinder your departure.
But▪ should you bestow your hand upon Mr. Proby, which appears to me more than probable, I fear you will not be able to comply with my request, as his residence will perhaps be required on the living, to which he is to be presented. Of that you will inform me hereafter.
You ask my opinion on the proposed match between you and the reverend youth whom you so much esteem. My opinion will certainly be acceptable, because it corresponds entirely with your own. Wed him without unnecessary delay! If he is as [Page 179] worthy as you represent him (and I never had any reason to doubt of your veracity) be careful not to lose him. He is a man worth any woman, and his equal may not easily be found.
I wait impatiently for your letter of congratulation on my becoming a bride. I know you will rejoice at my happiness; and, I assure you, if there is a possibility of rendering it more complete, the joyful tidings of your being happily united with the man you love, alone can do it.
Permit me, my Belinda, to affirm, that you will ever have the second place in my esteem, which is all that can be reasonably expected from
LETTER XXXVII. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
I HEARTILY congratulate you, my Louisa, on the celebration of your nuptials May your happiness be proportioned to your deserts! Celestial joys would then await you! You would be beyond the reach of those sorrows and disappointments which usually embitter the cup of life! serving as alloy to those pleasures which must not be permitted to exceed the terrestrial standard.
Again must I entreat your pardon for supposing there was a possibility of your breaking your faith with Mr. Graham; but for those we esteem our fears are alarmed on the most insignificant occurences; the most distant danger gives birth to anxieties; and we censure the gentle breeze, lest it should inflict a cold on the object of our attention.
Frequently, my Louisa, have you enjoined me to furnish you with intelligence from [Page 181] the metropolis, the source of adventure and intelligence; and I have always endeavored to oblige you, as far as the limits of a sheet of paper would allow me. A mysterious affair has lately given rise to much conjecture, and some altercation; but the mystery begins to be unravelled, and the doubts seem to be superseded by stubborn facts.
A young lady, beautiful, nobly allied, and only in her twentysecond year, thought herself neglected by the youths of quality of the other sex, and therefore, if she could not have the satisfaction of procuring an actual wooer, she was determined at least to enjoy the reputation of being wooed: She therefore conjured up a man of quality, no less than the heir apparent of a puissant duke. To give the appearance of reality to the imaginary courtship, she did not confine herself to the bare method of communicating the pleasing tidings by the lips; she produced letters, not only from the supposed enamored swain, but even from the head of the most noble house. Corroborative epistles were also circulated in variety of forms and places; insomuch that the tale was almost universally believed, and a speedy union was expected to have taken place between the young nobleman, who was utterly a stranger to the affair, and the [Page 182] young lady who planned and projected the whole business, and wanted to pass upon the world for a marchioness elect.
Happy, no doubt, at being thought the enviable object of an amiable young nobleman's addresses, she produced many documents to keep afloat the story which she had circulated; well knowing that as soon as the eclaircissement took place her triumph would be at an end.
At length, however, the narrative passed through so many channels of communication, that it found its way to the ears of those who were supposed to be the parties. Wholly unacquainted with every syllable that had been related to them, and the imaginary rise and progress of an hymeneal treaty, they naturally expressed their astonishment at the ingenuity of the fabricator.
A discovery was now made that all the reports, epistles, billets, &c. had been fabricated. The marriage articles which had been signed, the jewels, and the bridal habiliments, were found to have been only in the epistles circulated by the young lady; and all her ideal rank and consequence vanished instantly into air.
Though the fair adventuress knew that it was impossible for her to escape detection in the end, she flattered herself with being somewhat longer in possession of this ideal [Page 183] happiness and splendor; but, as a developement was manifest, she, with infinite address, endeavored to make it appear that she had been imposed on as well as the noble lord; and for a time the public opinion was in equipoise whether she was the imposer, or the object of imposition.
The young lady had many advocates, who endeavored to affix the odium, due to the fabricator of the story, on another quarter. But the charge of delinquency is now generally directed to the heroine of the romance, and she will find it no easy task to get acquitted of the offence for which she is now arraigned before the public.
I wish it may hereafter appear that she is perfectly innocent; or, if not, that she should not incur the detestation of the world, for the exercises of a species of folly which could not be injurious to any one. A beautiful young woman wishes to be noticed; she thinks herself fully entitled to the attentions, and almost to the adorations of young men; she thinks she has so good a claim to their assiduities, that if they neglect their duty, it is but doing justice to her charms to create ideal lovers; that she may at least appear to possess what she has an indubitable claim to.
Perhaps, my Louisa, I may not be perfectly orthodox in the creed of love; but I hope [Page 184] you will admit there is no great impropriety in the argument I have ventured to advance in this business. It would afford me infinite pleasure if the young nobleman, whom the lady thought proper to be in love with, and to make the affection reciprocal, would actually realize the tale, and readily conduct her to the altar. He must be convinced that she has a regard for him, or she would not have selected him for her hero.
I have been thus particular in my little narrative, because it is now the general topic of conversation among the great and little world in our extensive capital.
Though in a former letter I mention my resolution of destroying any future billets that might be addressed to me, I have taken the liberty of reserving a few of them, but they are not very remarkable for their brilliancy. The contents of some of them, however, may probably amuse you. I have transcribed a few of the best of them, and hereby faithfully promise you▪ never more to trouble you with the effusions of any more of my newspaper lovers; they are literally as follow.
LETTER XXXVIII. HARRY HOUNSLOW, to BELINDA BLACKET.
I SAW your advertisement in the World, but business of some importance put it out of my power to pay the attention to it that it merited. To tell you the real truth Madam, I was taken that very day into the hands of the officers of police. Some accusations were made against me in Bow street; and though the charges were not fully substanciated, I was ordered into confinement.
Prisoners of war are sometimes suffered to be at large on their parol, but gentlemen of the road are not thought entitled to such indulgences. I hope, Madam, you will think I have made a sufficient apology for not sooner endeavoring to find you out, and throwing myself at your feet.
My business, Madam, is honorable, but angerous; the late extravagant improvements, [Page 186] particularly in the environs of the metropolis are very disadvantageous to persons of our calling. Formerly a gentleman might collect a few purses on the road, and the danger of detection was so inconsiderable as not to demand a serious reflection; but now so many snares are laid for us, so many illuminations are exhibited, and so many bloodhounds are in pursuit of us, that I have almost come to a resolution of relinquishing my present trade, and engaging in something that may be less lucrative, but may not be attended with any fatal consequences.
Mercy, my dear Madam, is an attribute fit for the gods, and, as the divine Shakespeare affiruis, blesses both the giver and receiver. If you would deign to have mercy upon me Madam, you might relieve me from the crimes and consequences of depredation, preserve me from a premature and ignominious death, and by a life of purity and integrity render me a fit candidate for the realms of blessedness above.
Perhaps, Madam, this may appear to you as a very singular mode of courtship. I am indeed of the same opinion; but as I have pointed out a plan by which you may become entitled to everlasting happiness, I ought to claim a little of your attention. To save a life would afford consolation to a [Page 187] humane breast; to save a soul would gladden that breast exceedingly; but how infinite would be the future rewards for such exemplary pious actions!
I was bred and educated as a gentleman, Madam; from my infancy I was taught to believe and expect, that when I approached the state of manhood, I should have been furnished with a liberal provision for my support, in a mode of life to which I had been accustomed; but before that period arrived, death deprived me of both my parents, and my father, with his last breath, lamented he had nothing to leave me, having broke into the last hundred of his cash, and his acres and houses had been long disposed of.
Entertaining an affectionate esteem for my father, I felt the loss of him as a very great calamity; but losing with him all expectations of an independency, my situation was indeed deplorable. In a word, I was presently made acquainted with my real situation, and that the author of my being, sensible that he had consumed a patrimony which was to have been transmitted to his posterity, literally broke his heart.
Trained to no business, employment, or occupation, to what could I apply myself to procure a maintenance? Drudgery or hard labor I could not prevail on myself to [Page 188] submit to, or to appear in any situation which might be thought degrading to a gentleman. Though educated at an university, I had been too indolent to bestow close attention to the sciences, and therefore only acquired a little smattering in them; a little superficial knowledge which it would be disgraceful for a gentleman to be without.
Destitute of money, resources, or expectations, I was not long in forming a resolution to enlist myself among the cavalry. My credit was not so much impaired by my misfortunes, but I still found I could be entrusted with a horse. A pistol, and some other implements, adapted to the profession in which I was about to engage, were soon procured.
Thus, determined to procure a precarious support, by borrowing a little from the affluent, purely to preserve existence, I set out with great composure in pursuit of my daily bread.
I resolved however, before I entered upon my new calling, never to exercise the least cruelty, or to make use of such menacing language as might create terror in the persons on whom I might make a demand. This resolution I was determined invariably to abide by, whatever might be the consequences. In a lane, leading from Harrow to the Uxbridge road, I made my first essay; I overtook an old gentleman on horseback. [Page 189] and my salutation was an observation on the weather. "'Tis a fine day, sir," said I. "Very fine, indeed," replied the gentleman, of whom I meant to borrow a few pieces.
I told him that distress had induced me to undertake a new business, and therefore if I did not acquit myself with so much adroitness as one who had been longer in practice, I hoped he would make a proper allowance for my inexperience.
The traveller seemed alarmed, but did not perfectly comprehend my meaning. I therefore entreated him to furnish me instantly with what cash he could spare, and I would gladly repay him if fortune should ever put it in my power. I further informed him that any unnecessary delay, on his part, would oblige me to produce a shining assistant from my pocket, which would enforce obedience to my request: I hoped, however, that I should not be compelled to act uncivilly; but that depended on his readiness to administer to my necessities.
The astonished yeoman (for so I supposed him to be) could no longer misunderstand the drift of my business, and with the utmost expedition delivered me his purse; in which, on examination, I found the sum of seven guineas and an half. After politely taking leave of my benefactor, and thanking him for his seasonable supply, we separated▪ [Page 190] the gentleman proceeded on his journey, and I thought it prudent to take a contrary course.
Pleased with the encouragement I had met with on my first attempt, I began to be a little reconciled to my new calling, and meant to return immediately to the capital; having, as I thought, a sufficient quantity of cash to support me for several weeks, and not intending to take the road again till necessity should compel me so to do. I did not become a plunderer to enable me to launch into extravagancies and follies, but to procure a bare subsistance, and to keep me literally from starving.
But while my mind was occupied with these reflections, riding at my ease without apprehensions of danger, I heard the sound of the feet of horses coming furiously behind me; guessing their business with me, I set off full speed, and we had an excellent race for about a mile and an half. At length I was overtaken, and I recognized among my pursuers, the gentleman of whom I had borrowed the yellow shiners.
Luckily for me, I had thrown away the purse; and though the booty I had taken was found upon me, pieces of coin cannot possibly be sworn to, unless they have been previously marked. I had also put on a wig over my hair, which I had carried in [Page 191] my pocket for that purpose. This made so great an alteration in my figure, that my accuser could not positively swear to the identity of my person, but said he believed I was the man who had robbed him of his purse and money.
I was conducted to a place of safety, and the next day exhibited at a public office; where many persons appeared who had experienced recent depredations. After having been minutely surveyed by every one present, none of whom could charge me with any offence, I passed an examination before a magistrate, and, suspicions being very strong against me, was committed to a mansion of security, that I might receive the judgment of my peers at the approaching session.
At the tribunal of Oyer et terminer I appeared, was arraigned, tried, acquitted, and discharged.
Being now perfectly at liberty, madam, I should be happy to receive your commands. If you will permit me to attend you, I flatter myself you will not think contemptuously of me. Except the offence which I have mentioned to you, with all its particulars and consequences, I know not that I have ever violated the laws of morality or society. If you can overlook that single crime, and suffer me to partake of your independence, [Page 192] you will save from perdition, and fill with gratitdue, the bosom of your unfortunate, but not unprincipled servant,
LETTER XXXIX. SIGNIOR SQUALLIT, to BELINDA BLACKET.
I AM a vocal performer at the Opera house, and have a salary equivalent at least to your fortune. I have sung at the courts of Vienna, Berlin and Versailles, and am considered as one of the premier warblers in Europe: If you delight in harmony, Madam, I dare promise to render you one of the happiest of your sex.
Though a foreigner, I have been so long resident in England, that I can speak the language of the country with great purity, and with a proper accent.
[Page 193]There is one circumstance which perhaps ought to be mentioned, in a negociation of this kind; to qualify me for the most extatic vocal strains, a kind of operation was performed on me in my youth, and I sustained a trifling loss; but my powers of voice will more than compensate for a little diminution of person. It would not be acting with candor or propriety to suppress this circumstance, for though it would not be considered as any obstacle by a modest prudent woman, yet some of the sex have an aversion to things which have suffered mutilation.
But I suppose I am now addressing a lady of understanding, who cannot be influenced by such paltry prejudices. If you think you can be happy, Madam, with a man of my discription, a line addressed to Signior Squallit, &c. will be respectfully attended to, by
LETTER XL. PETER BRAY, to BELINDA BLACKET.
I KEEPS a show of wild beastes, and travels from fare to fare all round England, from one end to t'other, and I gets munny like durt. I have got a lion, brought all the way from Africa, and he rores like a nitenguel. I have got a fox, and I be very fond of he. The people calls him a minority fox, but the major part of the people say he is a cunning cub.
I have got a rare sight of munkees, and they chatter away at a strange pace; but they be like some of the folks at Westminster, and don't know what they be chattering about. They be as full of their tricks as a pettifogging atturney, and almost as full of mischief; but I am fain to look sharp ater um.
Among my other wild beastes, I have got a lam with two heads. Though small, it is a very great curosity. I am fond of a lams [Page 195] head, and wish it was the fashun for every lam to wear too heads.
I have a tigur from Ben Gall, and another from Mad Drass, and I have got a tigur woman from the coast of Billingsgate. She is one of the most ferocious beastes in my whole collection. I have got a white black burd, and a black swan; a tabby male cat, and a singing raven. I have got a pig that can play a solow on the German flute, and a bare that can step a minuet with elegance and grace.
But I be the most extraordinest beast of the whole collection, for I be their suvren and keeps um in order. If you should like to be a show woman, you shall command all these beastes, and,
I shall trouble you with no more of the late epistles with which I have been favored, as no more of them are worth transcribing. The highwayman, if I had not been previously engaged, had not much chance of being a successful candidate for my hand; and the Italian squaller would have been rejected with contempt. Peter Bray, though illiterate, possesses a fund of shrewd observation. [Page 196] If their billets have afforded you amusement, the wishes are accomplished of
LETTER XLI. LOUISA LENOX, to BELINDA BLACKET.
YOUR letter, my Belinda, inclosing three of those which you have lately received from your curious correspondents, sufficiently demonstrates that you do not consider any thing as labor, which you undertake to gratify my curiosity, or afford me information or amusement. The long epistle of Harry Hounslow must have taken up many of you precious moments, and could not be a very pleasing task for a person of your imagination. It is a slavish business, at best, merely to transcribe, though the subject may be ever so entertaining.
[Page 197]Happy beyond expression, and wholly engaged in receiving the congratulations of my neighbors, I cannot at present find leisure to keep pace with you in epistolary matters. When I have given audience to all my ceremonious visitors, and submitted to the bridal etiquette, I shall have it in my power to shew that I am not inattentive to my Belinda.
What I have already said will, I hope, be considered as a sufficient apology for so abruptly informing you, that I am, and ever shall be,
LETTER XLII. BELINDA BLACKET, to LOUISA LENOX.
ACCEPT my congratulations, most amiable Louisa, on the celebration of your nuptials! may you, and the fortunate possessor of your hand and heart, be as happy as you deserve [Page 198] to be!—Your recital of the particulars on the festive day of marriage, delighted me exceedingly—it conveys a pleasing idea of northern hospitality, and of the gratitude of individuals, in testifying their joy for the happiness of their benefactor.
You describe, with elegance and precision, the family mansion, and its agreeable appurtenances.
Your observations on the diversion of angling, are such as I should have expected from my Louisa. They do you honor, and are an additional proof that mercy and tenderness, so amiable in a female character, inhabit your benevolent bosom.
Your reason for becoming a pupil to your sister in law, does you infinite credit; and your comparative view of the Northern and Middlesex inhabitants, is too just to be questioned or contradicted.
I thank you for your obliging invitation to your agreeable mansion; but whether I can accept of it, depends wholly upon circumstances.
I have followed your example, my Louisa, and am, like you, become a wife. My hand was given last monday to Mr. Proby; my heart was his long before. Our nuptials were solemnized at St. James's church, and celebrated at the Star▪ and Garter in Richmond; but not with that splendor and parade [Page 199] which was exhibited on your bridal day.
My uncle, and a few select friends of both sexes, assisted at the ceremony, and passed the remainder of the day with us, with that cheerfulness and satisfaction, usually attendant upon such occasions.
Believe me, my Louisa, my happiness is now complete, for I enjoy the full fruition of all my wishes. Mr. Proby is every thing that is amiable, and my uncle has been liberal beyond my expectations.
A few days prior to our marriage, a long contested suit in chancery was determined, in which my worthy man was one of the parties. A decree was made in his favor, which gives him an estate of fifteen hundred pounds a year, besides a considerable sum in the consolidated annuities. This cause has been long pending, the person who had usurped the estate, having taken every measure of delay which the court of chancery would permit.
Added to this, my own fortune is five hundred pounds a year real estate, and ten thousand pounds in cash; exclusive of a bank note, of a thousand pounds value, presented to me by my uncle, on my wedding day; who has also caused Mr. Proby to be inducted to a valuable living.
[Page 200]Thus situated, my Louisa, every thing that is desirable is within my reach. Wedded to the best of men, whose fortune united with my own, readers us independent and even affluent, we may adopt any mode of living consistent with our annual income.
Though Mr. Proby knew of the decree in his favor on the day it was given, he did not communicate that intelligence to me till after dinner on our wedding day. The news was therefore doubly welcome to me; in the first place, it must have proved to my good man, that I did not marry him on the [...]ore of fortune; and in the next, I was pleased at so sudden an unexpected an accession of property.
You and I, my Louisa, owe our obligations to the fates—never were two friends more equally attended to by the blind goddess, than we are!—dare you presume to say, that our merits' have a claim to such distinction?—for my own part, I candidly acknowledge that the project I engaged in, was a ridiculous one, however fortunate the event.
It was solely owing to the caprice of the blind deity that I have been successful; but you, my Louisa, have sufficient merit to entitle you to her best gifts, without creating even a suspicion of partiality.
[Page 201]I am now like a turtle lamenting the loss of my mate. Mr. Proby has been absent from me these three days; his attendance being required in Northamptonshire, on some material business relative to the living he is shortly to possess.
Soon after his return, we have fixed upon a Western tour, but our headquarters are to be at Bath; where we expect to pass our time very agreeably; afterwards we shall revisit the capital, and endeavor to learn from some of the public prints, whether any tolerable handsome mansion is to be sold, which, (if we can find one to our taste) we mean to purchase for a summer residence. We would not wish to have it more than fifteen miles from London, nor, less than ten or eleven.
You must not be surprized, Louisa, if we should accept of your obliging invitation, and pass the next summer with you in the North. The supposed impediment, which you mentioned in your last, cannot hinder Mr. Proby from accompanying me on such a visit; for, having a chaplain's scarf, his residence on his living may be dispensed with.
You draw so delightful a picture of your village and its inhabitants, that I should be anxious to behold so enchanting a spot, even if my Louisa was not there; but, such a [Page 202] magnet as you, must at all times, most powerfully attract me. Suffer me, however, to propose conditions upon this occasion, which I shall rigidly expect to be complied with on your part, that if I pay a visit to my Louisa in the north, she must accompany her Belinda on her return to the south; where, during the inclemency of winter, populous cities are not without their charms. In that dreary season, the country has lost the power of pleasing; grown cheerless by the long absence of the enlivening sun, life cannot be enjoyed in the northern regions, though it may be endured; the trees, stripped of their foilage, present a melancholly prospect; the birds no longer delight the ear with their harmonious notes; the earth ceases to teem with her rich produce and becomes steril; and the face of it often covered with a mantle of snow. The purling steams are arrested and silenced by the chilling influence of the frost, and all nature seems an universal blank.
On the annual return of these gloomy and unpleasant prospects, my Louisa would do well to quit the joyless scene, and direct her steps towards the capital; there a kind of artificial summer is ever to be found, and mirth and festivity chase away the thoughts of unpropitious winter, with all her haggard train. Deign thereof to make [Page 203] my house your residence on these periodical returns, and you may rely on my paying you, as frequent visits when the country is clad in its best attire, when the woods are become vocal by the feathered warblers, and the zephyrs regale the senses with their rich perfumes. Happy shall we be in reciprocally communicating our joys, and in expatiating on the virtues of our good men, who have raised us to an enviable state of uninterrupted happiness.
That our felicity may long continue unimpaired, and that all who merit so blissful a state may enjoy it, is the earnest wish of your