MENSALIA SACRA: OR, MEDITATIONS ON THE Lord's Supper.

WHEREIN The Nature of the Holy Sacra­ment is Explain'd; and the most Weighty Cases of Conscience about it, are resolv'd.

By the Reverend Mr. Francis Crow, late Minister of the Gospel at Clare in Suffolk.

To which is prefixt a brief Account of the Author's LIFE and DEATH.

London, Printed for John Dunton, at the Raven in the Poultry, 1693.

MENSALIA SACRA: OR, Sacramental Exhortations and Preparations.

1. THAT we may not stumble on the Threshold, and miss the Mark, it wi l be needful to understand the proper Ends of this Ordinance of the Lord's Last Sup­per; which are,

  • 1. To commemorate Christ's Death till he come again.
  • 2. To be a solemn renewing of the holy Cove­nant first enter'd into by Baptism, consenting to the Covenant, we are there to renew.
  • 3. To be a living means to exercise and en­crease Grace, by representing the evil of sin, and the infinite love of God in Christ.
  • 4. For a solemn profession of our Faith, love and Obedience.
  • [Page 18]5. For a sign and means of Ʋnity and Com­munion of Saints.

Christ hath appointed their consecrat­ed representations to be in the eye of the Church, in their manner and measure to supply the room of his bodily presence, while he is in heaven. The table in the tabernacle Exod. 25.23, 24. May repre­sent this Table of the Lord, overlaid with pure gold, and a crown of Gold round about it because of Holiness becoming it, and a King sitting at it. At this table should we be asking our own Souls, what our thoughts are of Christ, and what we have for him, that it may be no idle visit you make, or fruitless view you take of him; but let your requests and great ask­ings be ready on the string for more grace to your selves, or true grace to your Relations; what is upon your hearts for your Soul, child, yoke-fellow or son, the Church of God?

Make sure you have grace before you come, if you can: I say if you can, for every worthy communicant cannot pro­fess himself certain of his sincerity: but so far as he can discern, by observing of his own heart, he is truely willing to have Christ and his benefits on the terms that [Page 19]they are offered: i. e. To take Christ in all his offices as King to rule him, as Pro­phet to teach him, and as Priest to pardon and save him.

And next we must be careful to exer­cise grace given. They who have no grace can act none, and therefore mustly by and sit idle here, gazing on an un­known Christ And if any be here who know themselves to be ungodly ones; I think they had best rise and run from their own damnation. Some feed without fear, or remorse for sin; yea perhaps re­solve to keep up some lust they know of. To what end is this ordinance for you? It's a day of Darkness, and no Light.

2. The great voice of this Ordi­nance is, Behold me, Behold me. We are called here to look on a pierced Lord Je­sus. And what shall we see in him? See the maker of all things bowed down un­der the burden of our sins, and weight of Gods wrath. Look on him whom you have pierced and mourn, Look on his wounds and weep. Look on his Love and wonder. Look on his satisfactions and Believe. Look on his Victory and rejoyce. Look on his purchase and con­temn your earthly interests. Here is the best and brightest glass in all the world God gives us to behold his son in, and we [Page 20]may come as near him here as any ordi­nance can bring us.

When you look on the Elements, stay not there, till you ascend, and see him who is invisible. When by faith you come to see him whom your Soul loveth, prostrate thy sinfull Soul, with a holy wondering, that sinfull dust and ashes may draw so near. Study to get the fix­ed eye on him, as loath to take it off, be­ing so well pleased with his beauty and worth. Learn to think the less of other objects after you have seen the Lord. As Mahometans put out their eyes some of them, after they have beheld Mahomets tomb, that they may never defile their eyes with an other sight after so goodly and glorious a one.

The name of the Lord being so emi­nently engraven on all we are about, should strike a dread and holy reverence on all our hearts the day, the table, the supper we are at, are all the Lords; but what if we be not the people of the Lord? truly, if we be not, he bids us not wel­come: and what if we be here and the Lord not with us? Then we had far bet­ter be else where. But how may we know, if we have him present, even his sweet society and blessed company? It's [Page 21]his table we sit at and that is no small honour, for he is a [...]ing; and that is not all, he will sit with us him [...]elf and give us his own company, and we may know it by this; when the King s [...]tteth at his ta­ble, my spikenard sendeth forth the smell thereof, Song 1.12. Whence Obs. 1. Believ­ers w [...]ll observe what others doe not, viz. When Christ is at the table and when not, and it will be empty to them, when he is absent. 2. That Christs own presence must be depended upon both for sensible comfort to believers, and for reviving their graces and making them lively. It's the exalted K [...]ng o [...] glory's own presence that makes his own grace in our hearts livel [...] and savoury. It's our keeping near him, and his condescending to keep near us makes all his gracious work in us to bud and blossom.

3. O the great condescention of God to sinful mortals that when he was invisible, by reason of that infinite distance between the divine nature and ours, he made himself to be seen in the flesh; and now by his ascention, having made his flesh also invisible, by reason of the vast dist­ance between his place and ours, he hath made his flesh in a mystical sence, even to be seen and tasted in the sacrament. O if [Page 22]he hath humbled himself thus far unto our senses, let us not by an odious ingrati­tude humble him lower, even under our feet and trample on this precious blood of the Covenant, by rushing on this so so­lemn and sacred a thing with a careless and unprepared frame, taking no pains to get a broken and holy heart to intertain him with.

To take this sacrament into an earthly dirty heart, is to take this heavenly bread, and throw it into the dirt. O do's any of you think to come hither, and take these holy mysteries into your covetous, proud, lustful unrenewed hearts? It's plainly to resolve upon laying up his richest trea­sures in a noisom Sink; and what an indignity is this? Christ is in heaven himself, and will not enter into any but an heavenly heart here. And he who ex­poseth himself so much to the view of your senses, calleth you to Spiritualise your earthly senses: let that mouth that cateth at this table, never speak vanity nor lies: that hand which is reached out to receive him, be no more a right hand of falshood or injury to any: these eyes which look on your Lord here be no more gazing on Vanity or forbidden objects.

But to raise your hearts above beggarly [Page 23]Elements which you see this day with eyes of flesh; consider this ordinance sig­nifies and seales Christ and his Covenant, with all his rich promises of grace and glory. The body of our blesed Lord is really in heaven, for he is risen and as­cended; but his body is as truely sacra­mentally here, as really in heaven, mak­ing the most clear representation of his death and solemn commemoration of it that the earth bears, or we are capable of in the flesh. If there had been a more proper and better way, we are bound to believe, our Lord would have left it with us. And since this is a token left with us to remember us of his dearest love in dying for us and washing us in his own blood, let us receive and celebrate it with the liveliest affections and the heartiest acceptation we are capable of. Still con­sidering with our selves, that tho' it be good to be here, where much more of Christ is to be seen to day, than many places of the earth can afford; yet, that it's far better to be in heaven, where the vail of our mortality shall be rent, and the vail of this infirm flesh of ours shall be made spiritual and glorious, the shadows of Sacraments fly away, and the glass of all Gospel ordinances be removed as useless, [Page 24]even the pitcher be broken at the foun­tain and the great Riddle of our salvation fairly un [...]olded to us, all clouds and va­pours of sin and darkness dispelled, and patience, and prayers, and o edience we l rewarded. And in a word where a more immediate and princely presence of Christ shall be intimately and constantly enjoy­ed without any o [...]lowing fears of parting.

Now the hope and assurance of all this we come to seal. Trifle not with so sa­cred a thing, but set your heart to the re­ceiving of your Lord here with all his sanctifying, quickning and comforting vertue, which our sinful sinking souls need so much. Now for this end he meets us here to day.

4. Here is the staff of bread, and wine that maketh glad the heart of man. The Communion both of the body and blood of our Lord [...]hrist. Lo, here is both a peace offering for you and an offer of peace to you under heavens broad Seal. How many burdened and weary souls have un­loaded at this port?

O let not weakness so much deterr, as wants drive us hither: for sense of wants and weakness, and unworthiness and wrath, all fit for him, who hath all ful­ness, strength, worth and merit; and who [Page 25]bare the wrath of God for them that flee to him for refuge. And think it not enough to make your appearance here without some fitness for so solemn an action. It is not so incongruous to sport and laugh at your Father's Funeral, as to sit here restless and unconcerned at the commemoration of our blessed Lords death, yea bloody death and bitter passion. Shall we see the head wounded here, and the members have no feeling? That we see the bread broken which represents the breaking of Christs precious body for us, and have no broken hearts? Yea, shall we be called to Contemplate the wrath of his provoked Father, pour'd into his Cup, and drinking the dregs thereof, and crying out under the weight of our Sins, which brake the very rock of our Salva­tion, and made the Stones of the Temple to rend in sunder? Was his Body broken to let out his Blood? And shall not our Souls be broken to let in?

☞ Look well to three things, if you would be worthy Communicants, viz. To have Grace ere you come to exercise Grace here, and to increase it by coming. Now for you that have Grace, but it runs low, and is not lively, as you would have it, to entertain your Lord withal: Know there is smoaking [Page 26]Grace as well as flaming Grace; and Christ will not quench the smoaking flax: and what if he suffer thy Graces to keep low to day, that thy Heart may be lowly for it?

☞ But for them that are at high water, and Spring-tide, let him that standeth take heed lest he fall. Sensible Enjoyments are but slippery things here; Man in his best estate in this Life is altogether vanity: but while the Lord allows them on us, let us be careful to improve them well

☞ But what if all within lies still, and an heavy heart stir not yet for all that is said? Then look unto him that can remove Mountains, and raise the dead. The warm breathings of Heaven must be fetch'd in by believing Prayer, Song 4. ult. And when thou hast called on thy Soul to awake and work, and yet nothing within thy rebelli­ous Soul will obey, then call on him whom Seas and Winds obey. When we cannot fetch Life into our dead Souls, then remem­ber the Prince of Life quickens whom he will.

☞ 5. A sight of sin, and a sight of Christ who suffer'd for it, are our fittest Objects at such a time; and in the sufferings of Christ we see most of sin's evil. The death of all the creatures under the Law for man's sin, was nothing to the death of Christ for it. As [Page 27]God looks on Believers through a dying Christ, and loves them, so let us look on sin through a dying Christ, and hate it.

Thy sin is indeed the Object of God's hatred; but thy misery that comes by it will God pity, and so pardon sin, and shew thee mercy, if thou canst hate thy sin; and in token of thy hatred of it, flee far from it, and cry to God mightily for grace and strength against it.

And if a poor soul hath been labouring last night and this morning for a more humbling sight of sin, than yet hath been granted him, he must never think to see sin so exceeding sinful, as in seeing Christ a sa­crifice for sin; and if it had not been for our sin, all the other enemies would never have slain the Lord of Glory. And when the worst of sin is in Christ's sufferings for it, we must not only make use of Christ as a Glass to see sin in, but as a Physician too to cure it. And when he hath shewed us our sin, we must not go to King Jareb with our wounds; but the same hand which broke us must bind us up. And be your sins what they will, if you can penitently and belie­vingly plead pardon, in the mediation of a broken Redeemer, there will be found Balm enough to cure, and Blood enough to wash, yea drown them all in the depths [Page 28]of divine mercy; tho we must not sin that grace may abound, and go and sin to make work for the Blood of Christ, and go about prophanely to pose his mercy; for tho the Blood of Christ for fulness and efficacy be a Sea, yet for tenderness it's a Sea of Glass, and mingled with fire to burn up our Lusts. We come either to God as a Physician or a Judge: for either we bring Souls full of sores to be cured, or full of sins to be dam­ned.

To meet with Christ and not to part with sin is sad and dreadful: as Christ came into the world to destroy sin, so should we come now to Christ for the same end. O the sin of our natures, that old man, the ill habits, the strong lusts, the ill haunts our hearts have got; venture to set Christ against them all to day. We cannot speak good of Christ but ill of sin too. How sad to see the de­sires of sin obeyed, and the commands of Christ slighted? and yet these are the most common sights we see on earth. O! what pride, self conceit, passion, preju­dice, revenge, wor [...]dlynes, spiritual sloath and slumbering about salvations work is there among us? These we op­pose not as the enemies of our souls: who thinks that a sweet lust is the poison of [Page 29]his soul, the disgrace of our nature, the cause of our unhappiness, bereaves us of true delight, subjects us to Vanity and Satan tyranny, and Gods wrath? We hide and smother sins deformity and damnableness under the mask of pleasing and pitying our selves. O might Christ prevail this day with our hearts to per­swade us to be up and doing even acquit­ting our selves li [...]e men in this matter, to assault our corruptions, like them who are really allarmed from heaven against our mortal enemies. O that ye would resolve to give your selves no rest till you be rid of them Except not against this counsel, by saying that they stick too fast and are too good friends, and the work too hard, and they too strong I answer all hell can put in against mortifying of lusts, with this one word, viz. Where eternal salvation is concerned, there is no excuse to be taken ( Rom. 8.12) It were better to pluck out your ey s, yea bowels, than spare your sins and perish

Be not affraid of hurting your self by parting with sin no, no; could we fall upon our sins and cutt them off, O what free lives might we live? what noble Lords and brave conquerours were we? And for their strength fear it not. Go [Page 30]forth against them in the faith of this Lord you see crucified for them, and in­vites you to partake of the life purchased by the death this ordinance calls us to re­member. It ill becomes us to complain of the strength of this enemy that Christ hath overcome. All sin's strength consists in our cowardice. Fight and ye shall overcome, conquer and ye shall be crowned.

6. If we eat of the sacrifice, let us have faith that we may partake of the Altar and have Christ in it. We may say to you in this sacrament as Philip to the Eunuch in the other, if thou believest with all thine heart, thou mayest, Act. 8.37. At all times we have need of faith, for we must live and walk by faith; but in no step more need than in this: John. 6.56. We cannot eat his flesh unless we dwell in him; now Christ dwelleth in our hearts by faith Eph. 3.17. Faith is the eye to discern the Lords body here, the hand to receive him, the mouth to feed on him. We do neither see, receive, nor feed here without Faith.

Now it's an easier matter to look with a bodily eye on bread and wine, than to behold the slain lamb of God bruised for us. The world think it easy to believe, [Page 31]who never had a true sight of their sins, nor sense of Gods wrath, nor were ever sifted or shaken by Satans temptations, nor troubled with terrours of Conscience, nor acquainted with natural weakness, and Christian infirmities, and our own insufficiency for so much as a right or good thought of God. Is it easy for a proud heart to deny it self in the point of salvation? And wholly to take a Righte­ousness from Christ, heartily submitting to a Gospel salvation in saith and pati­ence? Is it easy to see Christs humiliation and look for exaltation out of it? and to look for pleasure by his pain, Riches by his poverty, strength by his weakness, and life by his death, and a blessing by his curse.

There is a kind of bastard faith is easy to come by, you'll find every where too much of it; but the Faith of Gods elect, peculiar to them, even the spirit of Faith, which purifieth the heart, and worketh by love, and maketh the soul live, is not so common.

Now 1. this faith is never without heart humiliation for sin, even a looking on him whom we have pierced, with a ten­der sense of the dishonour and wounding of him by our Rebellions and Unbelief. [Page 32]O! here the soul sees its baseness, and weeps that so blessed a Redeemer should bleed for the sins of such a wretch and be still so insensible of this love.

2 And then it wonders at infinit mer­cy and mourns more misery and mercy pierce the soul, and make it even exceed in tenderness and tears, to think of abuse­ing such inestimable treasures of grace.

3. And it wonders at the glorious free­dom of love that it should chuse such ob­jects; and this even confounds a sinful soul, and makes it with a holy shame lye down in the dust and open its mouth no more. Ezek 16.63.

4. It renounceth carnal reason and a rebellious will, and now gives up all to him, who hath won its heart, and payed its Ransom and therefore it's called the obedience of faith.

5. It abandons a vain world and tram­ples on all its glory. Psal. 119.96.

6. And now resolves to trust in Christ for all other things, since it sees a suffici­ency in him for saving its soul. 1 Tim. 4.8 Rom. 8.32. Luk. 12.32.

7 I am affraid some come hither to seal a Covenant who never knew to make or keep a Covenant Isa. 19.21. Even to en­ter into a perpetual Covenant with Christ, [Page 33]to be wholly and unreservedly devoted and resigned to him in love and obedi­ence, and who have taken him to be all that the Father have given him to be to the souls of his E [...]ect i. e. Not only to be a high priest to ransom their [...]ouls from sin in hell, and to appear for them before God in heaven; but likewise for their great prophet to [...]each them the w [...]le will of God, and a King to conquer their lusts, even a leader and commander to the people, in all the ways of his revealed will. Now whosoever comes hither short of this, at best the seal is but set to a blanck, and so stands them in no stead; for they receive not Christ and carry none of his benefits with them: yea it's well if it seal not their damnation. And I'm like­wise affraid of another sort that may come hither, who formerly might have covenanted with Christ; but for want of a lively and well exercised faith grow blind and see not astar off, and have for­gotten that they were purged from their old sins; and so turn formal and customa­ry. And readily such Consuetudinaries who follow the drove can give little other account of their coming, but that it's the way other good people go in, and it they should not come, they might be missed by [Page 34]good neighbours; and how could they keep up a name to live, if they cast them­selves out of good company? It's to be feared many such things are with us. But if so, such may eat and drink Judg­ment to themselves, temporal Judgments in stead of spiritual enemies. For such things many were weak, some sick and others fallen asleep in the Church of Corinth. 1. Cor. 11.30. And if such belong to God he will find out the way to awak­en them and not let them sleep the sleep of death, but will shew them wherein they have exceeded and a wake them to their work, out of this Lethargy, either by renewing some terrrors of Conscience, or turning his hand upon them by some torturing tribulation. And there is a third sort I fear may come who are almost well resolved never to come up to the terms of having Christ, because of some belov­ed lust they are so loath to part with: and go away with the young man in the Gospel, sad, from every discovering or­dinance, whereby he finds all must be left to follow Christ if he have treasure in heaven; which his hypocritical heart could never yet comply with; and so finds no sweetness in sacraments nor Sermons, nor never can in this condition, for the [Page 35]consolations of God are small because of some secret thing with him. Job 15.11. But as ever you think to be happy, be advised, whatever it be, hang up that Idol before the sun this day, look but to Christ, and see whither thou durst lay it in the ballance with him, who is yet wooing thee to win t [...]y soul by parting with thy sin. Let it wither under Christs curse for the many good days and far sweeter imbrac­es of a better beloved it hath kept thee from.

8. Such a day will either be one of our best or worst days. It will either further salvation and bring you nearer God, or harden your hearts and heighten your Judgment. A hot summers day ripens the corn, so do these seasons of grace ripen faster than any thing can for Judg­ment, when not improved but abused. Would it not be sad that any of us should be worse at last, than if we had ne­ver been here, nor seen the Lord in these precious ordinances? Neglecters of the great salvation are in a worse condition, than if the new Covenant had never been made; for they must answer not only for breach of Law but abuse of mercy.

Now that this Fea [...]t hurt [...]ou not, you must be careful that you be not unworthy [Page 36]partakers. To eat and drink unworthi­ly is to eat and drink unsuitably. So that the best way to examine this matter is by a due consideration of the nature and use of this ordinance. Here is bread, that calls for hunger: and wine for thirst, and both for strength and refreshing. Here is bread broken, and wine poured out, which calls for a broken heart and pour­ing out of our souls to him whom we pierced and put to pain. Here's consecrat­ed Bread and Wine, come as Consecrated Persons to Consecrated Elements. Here is a Feast, then come as confederated Friends to take a fill. Here is a Seal of a Testa­ment (call'd the Cup of the New Testa­ment in his Blood) come and take a Lega­cy. And as it's full of Mysteries it calls us to come with a Piercing Eye to discern the Lord's [...]ody, and its worth, under the meanness of outward Signs.

Now you see, to come unsuitably, is to come unworthily. And may we not trem­ble to think on the doom of that Guest that came in without the Wedding Gar­ment? and that it is not one or a few that come so, but very many, appears from Matt. 22.11. and 1. v. compared. In the application of that Parable they are said to be many that are called, but sew chosen ones. [Page 37]The King took no exceptions against his guests when he came to view them, be­cause of being poor, halt, or weak but offended with them that refused to come and with them who came without the wedding garment. Many refuse to come, that are utterly careless to be in any con­dition to meet Christ in this ordi­nance, and make nothing of a life time of refusing an offered Christ therein. For which so gross a contempt of his grace how shall many answer? And others come without the wedding garment, and with these he is angry, intimating that many weaknesses he could pass by, pro­vided we make conscience of preparation and putting on the wedding garment, which I take to be a good state in Christ through his righteousness imputed; and a spiritual frame; lamps trimmed and in good fashion for feasting with Christ, minds spiritual and graces active, Repen­tance, faith, hope and love in exercise.

9. I am affraid our familiar and frequent conversing with such sacr [...]d things do's great hurt to carnal hearts, and hardens hypocrits in their sins, and seares their consciences more to obduration. Thus Judas received the sop and Satan entered. Abuseing these sacred, spiritual things [Page 38]with careless and carnal frames, makes way for Satans entering and possessing men more strongly, whereby they be­come twice more the children of wrath than before: For who eat and drink un­worthily eat and drink damnation, i. e. Reprobates thereby bring eternal damnati­on to themselves, and it brings to Gods own, temporal punishments as 1 Cor. 11. Now to prevent this danger beware of Hypoctisy in sacred things. Double dealing here will undo us. I mean a heart and a heart; or a sacrifice without a heart. The work is the Lord's, have you a heart for him? I wish our case be not Je­hu's, who had a great pretended zeal for God, but had no care of his heart in Gods ways. 2. Kings 10.16 31. What sayeth God of this service? did he accept and reward it? No, he avenged it upon his House, Hos 1.4 Tho' he shed blood in Gods cause and quarrel yet he did it not with a right and sound heart. O look to it that you reap not his reward for a rot­ten heart. We say by our coming hither, come and see my zeal: but if the heart be not right with him the blood of Christ will be required at our hand; it's a great guilt to be guilty of the body and blood of Christ. O take care that things be all [Page 39]right in our dealings with Christ and particulary in our sealing Covenants with him, Isa. 61.8. It's a precious promise that in making an everlasting Covenant with them, he will direct their work aright or in truth, and that is, when their heart is directed into the love of God 2. Thes. 3.5. Now may we ask for love in this acti­on: If it have a root now is the season of its putting forth. We may say as the Rul­ers of Israel, spring up O well. Let your love be carried out according to the vast­ness of his loving kindness; that we may love him in our measure, who hath lov­ed us with a love that hath neither bounds nor bottom; let their be some risings of love; some returns of love; an entertain­ment of love in this feast of love.

But when we have said all, it's the Spi­rit that quickens and giveth life, and where its power is wanting, there the word is a dead letter, the Sacraments dead Elements, and we dead creatures: Now since the spirit worketh all in all, grieve not the spirit, resist it not but walk in the spirit, and look to Christ for a heavenly mind, for as Christ is now bodily in hea­ven, so will he not be spiritually and sa­cramentally in any, but a heavenly mind; the doors must be list up, before the King come in.

10. Look on Christ your Passover, Sa­crificed for you, and be humbled 1. That you were worthy to dye. 2. That you live by the death [...]f another. 3. That your sin should Crucisy the Lord of [...]ory. What a humbling sight is it to [...]ee Christ thy Sacrifice fall before the Altar, and laid upon it, and burn, yea, consumed by the Fire of God's wrath for thee? O sigh and say, alas! Was not this for my sake? should not I have lyen there suffering and satisfy­ing for ever, if he had not interposed and bore my Burden? Shall he sweat and bleed for me, and I not grieve for him?

But t [...] make the remembrance of Christ's Death for me, the more affectionate, con­sider first, it was the Death of the hum­blest and worthiest person that ever ap­peared on the Earth, the Son of God, the Lord of Glory, the eternal God, the Heir of all things; on Earth was never his like. Secondly, He was no greater than Good, the innocent and spotless Lamb of God, that Holy thing who knew no sin, and yet he suffered Death. In his Life was no spot, and in his Death was no complaint or mur­muring. This Noble and Just One died for us, was our ransom and attonement. He who knew no sin, made sin, i. e. a sacrifice for ours, our sin imputed to him who had none of [Page 41]his own; our sorrows made his, and by his stripes we are healed. We live by his Death, Gal. 2.20 He is taken, and [...]e [...]ape If ye seek me, let these [...]o their way le [...]n [...]e [...]r he charged on mine Elect: My s [...]ep I lay down my life for, tho they b [...] under a [...]aw condemnation for break­ing of it, yet let them be ac [...]d for my [...]eeping of i [...], par [...]oned on my account, and all their scores reck [...]ned for with me.

Look on the blessed Surety of the Cove­nant, and be hold him obeying and dying for us. For albeit the Law be not now a Co­venant Believers are under: yet the mean­ing is not, that perfect Obedience is not re­quired even of believers; but not being sound in them it's performed by our Surety the Second Adam; for the exchange is only of the person, not of the righteousness. Thus was laid on him the Iniquities of us all; and if it had been laid on us it had sunk us for ever. But that love that deliver'd him up was unparallell'd: Whatever Satan, Sin, Conscience, or the Law charge upon you, shew you here the Lord's Death.

11. Every Sacrament is a Certificate of Christ's Death; and hereby we tell the world, we be­lieve our Lord was cut off out of the Land of the Living. Now to shew forth this death are we come hither; he would not have his Death forgotten; but to remember it, as we often [Page 42]do, without lively affections, is next door to a total forgetting of it. Without an affe­ctionate remembrance of the death of Christ, and a Soul inflamed with love to our Ransomer, we partake not of his body: we may be guil­ty of the body and blood of the Lord, when we put forth polluted hands to take it, and take all with unbroken is hearts. And indeed the sweet of the Pas [...]ver is lost for want of the bitter herbs of godly sorrow for sin that slew the Lord of Glory.

Now let the remembrance of our Lord here, not only affect us, but change us into an­other temper and disposition, to be his, and for him, to conform to him, to carry a way bet­ter thoughts of him, to live a life of remem­bring of him, to give him alone the Glory of so wonderful a work as our Redemption by his death, to love him that hath so loved us, and to hate sin that so offended his Father, and crucified him If we weep not over him we have no fellowship with his sufferings; if we wash not here we have no part in him; if we carry not away a better remembrance of him, we come here but to mock him; if we prefer the World to him, we shew our selves unworthy of him; and if we can go away and live in our sin, we do but seal our own damna­tion by coming hither. What is it to under­take a Pilgrimage to Jerusalem, and to weep a tear over the holy Grave? but to return with [Page 43]a new heart, and another life, is the business.

And to affect you further with this Re­presentation, by his accursed, but blessed death to us, he seals the Testament and confirms a great Legacy to us, that he may not only keep the condemned from going to prison, but settle a Re­venue on the poor and needy, and make them rich for ever, and set them w [...]th Princes, even with the Princes of his people, that had nothing but rags and poverty; and now he lives for ever to see his Legacies bestowed.

12. The Gospel-Proclamation is Christ's Invita­tion, Whosoever is a thirst let him come. Desires are the Soul's hunger after Christ; they are the best sawce: they add a sweetness to the bread of life. A man that [...]ath lost his stomach, and can taste no sweetness in the choicest food, is not fit to sit at this Feast, who hath no desires after Ʋnion and Communion with Christ. He that is the desire of all Nations will be sought after, and found of all that do desire him. Not to desire him is to despise him ( Is 53.2, 3.) and to hide our face from him. Will he disclose his Secrets to them who hide their face from him? If we de­sire him not we shall never enjoy him. The same thing that is the Saints desire now, will be his satisfaction for ever. Let us not think a desire of Christ a light thing: In the Gospel a poor man's hunger is his blessing, Mat. 5.6. in the world it is his misery. God accepts of our ap­petite [Page 44]as much as if we pay'd ready money for his Graces, and their hunger is instea [...] o [...] a price, Is. 55.1 There was never Soul miscar­ried with longing after Grace. O blessed hung­er that ends always in fuln [...]s [...]. The woo [...]e ife of Christian is but a holy desire, saith Austin And the soul desires Christ absent, but t [...]ese desires are raised in the Soul by Christ present We burn with a desire to settle our selves, but mistake the way, and build Castles in the air▪ but the Sum of [...]anctified desires is unutterable groans for the [...]ull application of good things pro­mised, and eager thir [...]ting for a larger commu­nication. and before Christ hath per [...]ected his Grac [...] in the Desires of the Soul, it will find it self so inflamed with them, that if Hell should stand between its Beloved and it, he would wi [...]lingly pass through its very flames to embrace his dear Redeemer. And seeing it is to him we come to seal his Co­venant, by Soul-resignation, let the matter admit of no dispute or de [...]ay, but be dis­patched with all haste and speed ( Ps. 119.60.) (as all spiritual purposes are to be ma­nag'd) but yet le [...] it be done with greatest seriousness and fulness of consent, it being a bargain never to be broken, a covenant never to be forgotten, and doing a thing never to be un­done again.

If the desires after Christ you make this [Page 45]Covenant with, be true, they will make worldly desires, in a good measure, dye, and run low. Sometimes you desire a thing so that all other things are so little, they scarce come into your thoughts for that same thing you love so [...]uch. Such a desire had Christ to redeem us, that even Sufferings were desirable in order to its accomplishment▪ I have a baptism to be baptized with, and how am I straitned till it be accomplished?

13▪ [...]o seal our covenant are we come, even that C [...]venant he ma [...]e with his Christ, the ever­lasting Covenant, the sure and ord [...]red Covenant, wherein lies all our salvation hereafter and all our consolation here. O let our hearts be carried out according to the loving kindness of the Lord shewed in it. Consider all the mercies of this Covenant, and labour to taste in e­very one of them that the Lord is gracious. This is the Salt of the Covenant, without which our Mor [...]el will be unsavoury. There is something in the Covenant better than Salvation, better than Heaven, and that is the Lord our Righteousness, and Jehovah our God. He is not ashamed to be called our God, let not us be a shame, but a praise to him. To have him for your God is to have all in God for your good: and O then let all that is in you be for God.

Christ is here sending us by the hands of [Page 46]his Commissionated Officers the Cluster of Grapes, as the first fruits of the Land of promise, and commanding you to take and eat the Bread of Life. He is reaching unto the thirsty Soul the fruit of the Vine, turning it Sacra­mentally into his Blood bidding you drink it in remembrance of him till he come, and feasting you with his fullest Love, and satisfying you with the pleasure and presence of his glory.

Great and glorious things are so [...]nd here under the plainest dress, that the eye of faith may be most exercised. The glory of their Ordinances under the Law was a stumbling block to them; for they rested in the Cabbi­net, and over-looked the Jewels: The meanness of our Ordinances are so to us; for we look not for the Treasure in earthen Vessels. The Types were rich, and our Memori­als poor; they had finer Spectacles, we better Eyes. If their Tree had more shadow, ours hath more fruit. Christ in commanding us to do this in remembrance of him, builds a Mo­nument of himself before he dies plain and simple to the eye, but firm and lasting, to continue till he come again; and all that is said of him in the Gospel, is here to be seen in this Sacrament. Here may we see him dying and paying our Ransom, the Lamb of God lying bound on the Altar, heated with his Father's wrath. On the Table we have a [Page 47]fair prospect of the Cross with the sacrifice of the Son of God set before us. And let us say, Lord if thou remember our sins, we will remember thy Christ▪ For in remembring his death we must by all means mind that as our sins slew him, so his death conquers sin, and expiates guilt; and this is the food of the sacrifice that our souls must live upon. And if this be rightly apprehend­ed, you see the great benefit by Christ here represented, confirmed and participated. And it's easy to perceive how far they for­sake their own mercies that for the sake of sin come not up to the terms of the covenant. I [...] ye think good, give me my price; it not forbear. Any that come hither thinking to [...]old [...]ast their sins, receive not Christ in the [...]acrament, but Satan recei [...]es them, as he did Ju [...]as after he had received the Sop Such be all these who come not hither to repent of sin, but to c [...]ver it.

14. When we look into our Bibles we f [...]nd the Death and sufferings of Christ represented here, a far greater matter than many make of it, bearing so great a part in the [...]criptures, and making so great a figure there. [...]or we find the sufferings, and satisfaction of Christ the chief thing manifested by the Spirit of God to the Prophets, together with the Glory that should follow thereupon to him, and his redeemed ones, 1 Pet. 1.11. which shews us, their prime study was taken up in this. And this was likewise the end of all the discove­ries [Page 48]of sin, and threatnings of God's wrath in the Law, even to point out the necessi [...]y of his s [...] ­tisfaction, Rom. 10 4. And lastly, the very sub­stance and sign [...]m of all Type [...] a [...]d s [...]cr [...]fi­ces was but to point out the suffering [...] of Christ, and the glorious effects thereof, He [...]. 20.1.

Now no hing we hear of his S [...]ff [...]rings in the World, or see thereof in Sacraments, makes any saving impression up [...]n us, till thereby si [...] b [...]comes exceeding si [...]f [...]l, and Christ exceeding pr [...]cious; among the many things we have seen in the World, and works we have done, wh [...]n shall we be­gin to see sin in its own colour [...] viz. To s [...]e it the only thing that bre [...]ks the Law▪ and so dishonoureth the Law giver, Crucified Christ, Grieves the Spirit, gratifies S [...]an, debaseth human nature, d [...]stracts the world and damos Souls. And yet for all this men cannot hat [...] s [...]n beca [...]s [...] it's o [...]r [...]o k Hel▪ 4.10. O monstrou [...] sinful s [...]lfish [...]ess! that f [...]r all the inconceivabl [...] ev [...]l in sin yet cannot hate it, because it's ours, wh [...]n [...]o t [...]t we should hate it more than all th [...] [...] the whole wo [...]ld.

Now this due sense of S [...]n [...] ex [...]lt Christ, and make him [...]ous, who is the [...]ha and Omega [...]n the bus [...]ss of Rel [...]gi [...]n; without him you c [...]n do nothing, and lok for nothing. It' [...] by h [...]s [...]tre [...]g [...]h [...] mu [...]t w [...]k, and by his Righteous [...]ess you mu [...]t be [...]cc [...]pted Isa. 45.24. For indeed we cannot for sin [Page 49] [...]hink of any mercy till God turn our eye on Christ, in whom he is g [...]acious.

And the end of all we see Christ to be for [...]s, is to oblige us to love and obedience. We have new representations of the favour of God, and grace of Christ daily in these Or­dinances, that our obedience may be new, our hearts and liv [...]s [...]larged, and conse­crated to the service of such a Saviour, who hath Redeemed us with the blood we come here to commemorate. I [...] Faith [...]ake these things real to our minds▪ we shall be affect­ed now and reformed hereafter. If unbelief reign, and we abide under its Power▪ we shall be dead still, and worldly as we were, But look to him for a share of Heavenly Grace to [...]xc [...]te our minds a [...]d thoughts to a Holy Ze [...]l, and higher [...]ctings than we are usually acquainted with in the lower re­gions of our converse.

15. Having given up our names to Christ in Covenant, we are obliged often to renew it, to shew the [...]c [...]rit [...] of our heart, that tho we fa [...]l in many things, yet our heart stands to it, delighting in the Law according to our inward man; to shew that a man does not repent, but his engagement is still pleasant to him, as if it were to do again, a man would do the same thing, if it were every hour; to let the world see there is not a heart drawing back from God; and that the heart [Page 50]that is naturally unstable, may become fixed for God.

And yet, tho this making and renewing Covenants by this Ord [...]nance be so useful, Christ hath not tied him [...]elf to Sacramental Seals, for that Faith that eats and drinks the Blood of Christ without a Sacrament doth save. And that Covenant ( wh [...]s [...]ver believes in Christ shall be saved) passeth the s [...]als ef­fectually to a believer, tho there were ne­ver an occasion of seali [...]g i [...] s [...]cram [...]ntally. Crede & manducasti, B [...]lieve, [...]nd tho [...] h [...]st ea­ten, saith A [...]stin. God needs no Seal to b [...]n [...] him­self, but to secure and settle u [...].

Yet since we are graciously allowed the opportuni [...]y of contempla [...]ing a crucified Saviour here, these two th [...]gs, among many others, ought to be wonder'd at, viz the price and the purchase. And this adds to the wonder of bestowing Heaven on us, that it comes as the reward of our service tho purchased by Christ. All Heaven to them who had little or no­thing on Earth; all Christs [...]lood for them who had nothing of his Spirit or Grace by Nature. O wonder, that a Heaven full of pleasures should be at last the portion of them who have had hearts full of sin, and lives full of blemishes. If a poor Beggar came i [...]to the King's Treasury, and saw all the bags of Gold and Silver, and one should tell him, they are all laid up for you; what would the man think? [Page 51]It would strike him with a strange astonish­ment But wh [...]t are these to Bags that wax not old, and Treasure in Heaven laid up for you, wher of, if we had once a believing sight, would make u [...] for ever think less of earthly riches; nay, you would be ready to go home and throw your bags of Gold and Silver to the Moles, and to the Bats, and say get ye hence ye stumbling-blocks of mine iniquity. But again, wonder at such a price paid for us so worthless; worth nothing, and yet cost him so dear. Good Lord, what do we for him that laid out so much for us? If we have nothing, he needs nothing, yea, he requires nothing but to accept his bounty, and be ravisht with his love. Tho we be utterly unable to pay, being broken debtors, yet let us even be ready to praise, and be thankful debtors. For this very End is this Eucharistical Feast instituted. At this Festival Commemoration let the Founder of the Feast be remembred with praise and honour. And here take we hold of the most solemn occasion, for the most passionate and thank­ful remembrance of that love that gave us so great a gift as Christ, to do and suffer for us. And without this affectionate frame of heart, we now frustrate the very end of the Institution.

16. Here have we the Beloved standing and knocking and putting in for entrance at the door of our hearts, saying, open to me my sister, my love, my dove, my un­defiled [Page 52]one. Here is my divine lasting love that for all her sinful sloath and sleepy temper she was fallen into, yet he never chang [...]th her name, but courts her love with kindest compellations still. But the motive he presteth his acceptance by is melting and convincing above all, open to me, f [...]r my head is filled with dew and my locks with the drops of the night. He begs a place in our hearts by all inconveni­ences he suffered for us. O the dark and dismal night of his undergoing the wrath of his holy Father when our iniquities were laid on him. Thus stands our Lord now knocking and begging our good will and likeing, our Love and fellowship, by all the wounds he received on the Cross for us. Here are we called to behold, they pierced my hands and my feet and shall not this pierce our hardest hearts to see the anguish of his Soul? The rejected and slighted obtestations of a crucified Jesus will rise up aginst many in the day of their distress, that they were besought to mor­tify their lusts and live to God, by every drop of Christs blood shed for them, but they would not hear.

That the requests of a suffering Saviour may have their due influence is this or­dinance appointed, bringing all his pain, shame and sorrow to our remembrance. We see he hath a good mind to be in our [Page 53]eye and thoughts. If you see a Criple lay out his sores, they beg tho' be hold hi [...] peace. And if our suffering saviour this day be unlapping his w [...]d and lay­ing his s [...]res open to view, shall not they beg more powerfully and prevaile? and remember all the wounds of our Lord, he had in the house of his friends.

Now the very great voice of all his wounds are.

1. Repent. Look on me whom you have pierced and mourn.

2: Believe when you see your ransom and sacrifice slain. If Justice say I have enough and am satisfied, why do not we think it enough, even apply it and rest in it? Take peace and content, yea re­joyce in God thro' Jesus Christ by whom you have now received the atonement.

3. The voice of Christs sufferings is, my Son [...]dive me thy heart. If I have loved thee and washed thee in my blood, It's reason I have love again.

4. It says [...] bey and hearken to thy High pri [...]st. Hear him in all he hath to say, he hath de [...]ly bought your obe­dience and attention to all his motions and Instructions Prov. 8.31, [...]2. The force and stren [...]th of that t [...]erefore is ne­ver to be studied and unde [...]ood enough. Get Christs Cross to give your lusts a dead­ly [Page 54]wound, rest not till you see him and feel th m thereby, disabled and miled to his Cross. As for your Darling the world in its profits, pleasures and honour, hear Christ saying, It frowned on me, and will my ransomed smile on it? It was despised and a little thing with me, who knew so well a better, and shall it be great with you? Remember that to take Christ in and put Christ on are the two great Calls of Heaven in the Gospel. And since your suffering Redeemer i [...] taken into heaven (these gates of Glory flew wide open to him at his Ascention) shall he be kept out of our hearts? Are they better than it? No, but there was he better known, and here his own received him not; for they knew him not: nay not only [...]eaven hath received him and therefore so should our hearts, but there hath he entred for us, which also hath its own weight for his entring into our hearts here.

17. Here come we to get more grace and strength to re [...]st the Devil, and stand a­gain [...] his temptations. Now our encour­agements to encounter this enemy of ours, that roaring Lyon. 1. He is spoiled by Je­sus [...]hrist; Col 2.15. 2. More power is implo ed for Believers, than can be a­gainst them, 1. John 4.4. 2 Kings 6.16. 3. Victory o [...]er him is sure and near to Believers, Rom. 16.20.

Qu. But since we must be strong in the Lord, and in the power o [...] his might, if we wou d overcome may we not question with our Selves ( [...]s once the [...]hilistines with Dalilah concerning Sampson wherein lies the great strenth of a Christian? This case Satan studies that he may know how to deal with us.

1. The great strength of a Christian lies in his Covenant Relation to God, and Union with Christ his head for tho weak in our selves, yet a strong head have we in Heaven. The Church is a weak Wo­man, b [...]t hath a Redeemer mi [...]hty to plead her Cause. A Christians strength lies in his Confederated Friendship in Heaven; the improvement of this is the laying out of that strength, Psal. 44 4. Tho Jacob was des [...]itute for outward help yet was he well befriended in Heaven; and the blessed God whom he sought did his business for him against his Brother.

2. In the gracious qualitie [...] brought into the Soul at C [...]nversion▪ without which, in a natural unrenewed State, we are said to be without strength, Rom. 5.6. So that Grace is a new party, or Spiritual Power brought into the Soul for Christ, to oppose sin and appear for God.

3. In Divine Assistances; for every Chri­stian is weak or strong as [...]ssisted, as God [Page 56]girds or loosens us the girdle of his Loins; wherefore we had need to keep in good terms with Christ, that we fall not under his withdrawings of Gracious aids so need­ful, for our Spiritual Warfare.

4. In a careful retaining the impressions of O [...]dinances. O! pray that God [...]ould stamp these glorious apprehe [...]sions of him­self on your minds that you have some­times here) and may not t [...]e in other I­mages to bow down unto Let the impres­sion of these Ordinances of Word and Sa­crament wear off, and you are weak as o­thers. Peter had forgot Christ s work and so forgot himself ( Luke 22.61 and his M ster too. Had Evah's thoughts been in­tent on the word the Lord hath said) and not diverted to sensual Motions, it had been sufficient to put by all the passes Sa­tan could make against her.

O Christians! be first sound that ye may be strong, Job. 17.9. The way of the Lord is strength only to the upright: but the more a Hypocrite does in Reli [...]ion, he is inwardly the weaker. And for your encoura [...]ement, let never a found heart despair of higher measures than [...]ommon attainments [...]or your helps, viz. The love of Christ, and hope of Hea­ven, are greater than your hindrances can be.

18. We say times of Trouble and great [Page 57]Afflictions, are trying times, but I say Sacra­ment seasons ought to be trying times with us. Now in the trying of the truth of Grace we must labour to find out the habitual temper and disposition of hearts, by the quality of their Acts. 1. If they be free and chearful, not constrain'd, or such as we had rather not do, if we could help it, Psal. 119 108. 2. How frequent oppor­tunity offering, Psal. 55.17. 3. Thorough and serious, else they prove neither habit nor disposition, Rom. 12.11. 4. We must try the Soul by the acts, which make after the end as desire and love to God, Christ and Heaven, and this is more than to try our hearts by the Acts that make after the means only.

I know all gracious hearts would fain know their own sincerity, 1 It is willing, if sincere, to know all its sin, Job 13.23. even the worst of its own heart, to c [...]me to the light, that it may be made manifest to its self, yea, had rather a l the World should know it, than its rottenness should be hid from it s [...]lf; it loves the most discovering Ordinances best; but a Hypocrite had rather have a rotten Heart, than be searched and repent. 2. It's willing to part with every sin it knows of it self; when one is more willing to part with a sin, than to keep it, that puts the Soul out of [Page 58]danger by it. 3. And then the best way to know our sincerity in this parting with sin, is by serious indeavours in the use of all appointed means to oppose sin, and carry on the spiritual Warfare against the Body of Death 4. And is obtaining some success and Victory. The Spirit of God repeat, that prom [...]se to all the seven Church­es of Asia ( to him that overcometh 0 [...] [...], vin­centi, every sincere Soul is in the way of overcoming, the honest use of means gives some check to th [...] prevailing of Iniquity; where no Conflicting with sin, there can be no sincerity, and every honest heart will be helped of God to some Victory; and what ever men make now of other Victories, this is that which you will have only cause of triumph in at the last; as Valentinian the Em­perour said on his Death-bed, That of all his Victories, one only comforted him, and that was his overcoming his own naughty heart.

And that we may finish this Tryal we are upon, in examining of our selves if we can find our sins, and be humble [...] for them, and judg our selves with a righteous Judg­ment impartially and severely, we may warrantably partake of the Body and Blood of Chri [...]t in the Sacrament, tho we cannot discover our Grace [...] as we would; For such examination as issues in self-judging, hath the promise of not being judged of the Lord for un­worthy [Page 59]receiving, 1 Cor. 11.28 31. Now our sins, which are the proper ca [...]se of Self judging, are the object of Self-examin­ing, rather than our Graces.

19. Rom 8.3. God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful Flesh▪ Obs. 1. God's sending is a great Mistery. It's the Gran­dure of Earthly Princes that their Subjects send to them; and a wonder if Rebels have access, if they come in the humblest manner; but he sends to us, and sends for us that we may come an [...] be pardoned, come and be saved. 2. He sends his Son, not an Angel, 1 John 4.9. 3. In the flesh he sen [...]s his Son, which is but gross, in the state of Beggar to bring in the Blind and the Lame, Heb. 2.16. 4. In likeness of sinful flesh, (as like a sinner as might be, not to be a sinner, that he might save us from our sins) i e. with infirmities and necessities that attend sinful man, that no eye could descern a difference, Isa. 53 4. As the brazen Serpent was like a Serpent, but had not the Ve­nom of a Serpent. This Incarnation of God is a Subject of the highest Admiration, and fountain of the sweetest Consolation that the World affords. O! the wonder of God's coming down to man to be handled, seen and tasted of us; a contract even for the won­der of Angels, as the welfare of Man. O wonder of wonders! that ever it should be [Page 60]heard in Heaven or on Earth, (Let one of us become Man.) A Redeemer could never have suited our condition only in our Na­ture; as Man, he was too feeble to assure us, and as God only, too high to attract us; so that our Elect and Chosen one, hath a Nature for our Comfort, and a Nature for our Confidence. And now by Christ's In­carnation, a ne [...]rer approach is made un­to us by the Divine Nature, than ever could have entred into the Heart of Man to conceive: Some say the Spiritual Glorifi­ed Body of Christ, is the Medium of the Bea­tificial Vision to Saints and Angels above: That the God-head shines through it, in all its brightness, as the Sun shines through clear Christal. And, lastly, Wonder that two Natures, infinitely distant, should be more intimately united than any thing in the World and yet without confusion. The Flesh of Chri t is the Vail Heb 10.20. alluding to the Temple, where the Vail hid the glory of the Sanct [...]m Sanctorum and gave entrance to it: So [...] we draw near by Christ's Incarnation, w [...]ich rebates the edge of the Divine Glory and Brightness, that Creatures may converse without Terror. Who can behold God out of Christ? And what could we do with a Christ but in our Flesh? How hopeful to [...]o [...]k to a Saviour in our Flesh? This is the sight this Ordi­nance [Page 61]gives us of Christ In our prepara­tions we are chiefly to look to our Selves, to see whether we have a right to Christ, and be fit for him; but in this Action we are chiefly to look to Christ, and as a blind Man cannot look to t [...]e Sun, shine it never so brightly, so cannot we, without Faith, look to Christ. Run your Race with Patience, looking unto Jesus, Heb. 12.1, 2. They who would run well, must keep their Eye to Christ; and indeed man [...] run n [...]t well, they look so little to him: Some look back to the World, they're left behind, with Lot's Wife; others too much to discourage­ments and difficulties, and too little to Christ and his Promises; and some look to sin, and not to Christ. If the wounded Israelites had only lookt to their wounds, and not to the brazen Serpent, they had never been healed. But the Command of Christ is look unto me, and be saved. Quest. What is the well-disposed eye for looking unto Jesus, or rather, Who gets the right look of Jesus in such an Ordinance as this? Ans. 1. A discerning-look, 2 Cor. 3.18. many go forth to Ordi­nances that know not whom they go to see, Whom went ye forth for to see? Matt 11 7. few take up Christ in his Natures, Offices and Excellencies, a King, a Saviour, a Phy­sitian, a Peace-maker, &c.

2. Seek a tender look of Christ, to look [Page 62]upon him whom you have pierced and mourn, Zach. 12.10. Song. 7.4 Seek a heart-melt­ [...]ng look of Christ, such a one as he gave Pe­ter, Luke 22.61.

3. A love look, Song. 4 9. Isa. 17.7. Look upon him till you Love him

4. A transforming look 2 Cor. 3.18. look upon him till you be like him, in some measure here; and long for that perfectly assimilating look, 1 John 3.2.

5. A self-denying and sin-forsaking look of Christ, expressed by going forth and be­holding him, Song 3.11.

6. A stedfast look. Get a believing look of Jesus here, that will make you follow your look when you are gone, so as your blessed Jesus may be more kept in your eye in all your work, in all your way even running your race with patience, looking unto Jesus, as ever you would hold out unto the end, and not be wearied and faint in your mind.

20. Here come we to renew our Cove­nant, and remember Christs Merit, and God's Mercy.

Qu. What is the Covenant we come to renew?

Ans. The same you entred into at Bap­tism; to take God to be your God; to sub­mit your self to his Laws for your Rule of Life, and to his Righteousness for your Salvation; that you will Love him and serve him, and having Sanctified and saved [Page 63]you from the dominion and damnation of sin, you'll still strive against its remainders through his grace and strength in the use of all appointed means.

Qu. How are Covenants to be renewed?

1. We must look what sad breaches have been in this Covenant, since it was last re­newed; how careless we have been of many duties; how unkind to Christ; with how little zeal for his Glory, and hatred of Sin hath he been served?

2. When you have seen your Sore, re­pent and seek pardon, resolve on new o­bedience; if you know of any sin you pur­pose not to forsake, it's certain you come unworthily; and your sin you can never forsake till God shew you cause to hate it; and then no man is willing to abide with what he hates.

3. It ought to humble us deeply, that no bounds (even most sacred) can hold us, and that he is even mindful of his Covenants in giving out the mercies of it, and we so unmindful of performing the Duties of it.

4. We must make and renew Covenants in Judgment ( Hos. 2.19.) with a right understand­ing of the Terms of the Covenant; even Christ and you becoming mutually one anothers in a Marriage Covenant, now no more your own, but his, as bought with a great price: Read ( and understand) the Articles of the [Page 64] New Covenant frequently, for no wise man will Seal an Obligation he knows not the Conditions of.

5. It must be expresly with resolution to break with strange Lovers, [...]osh. [...]4.23. Cords of Vanity, and Bonds of Iniquity must be broken, and if resolution be right, you'll in­stantly set about the Practice of what you intend, you will make haste and not delay, Psal. 119.16.

6. We must bind our selves in the high­est manner to obedience, even under the Curse threatned upon our breaking, as well as expecting the Promise, if we keep it, Neh▪ 10 29. There the Covenant was sworn, and else where written and seal'd, ch. 9.38. See also Isa. 44.5.

7. Renew your Covenant with earnest de­sires to God for Grace to keep it, with humble acknowledgment of our own in­ability for any part of it, knowing that the God we Covenant with must perform the Promise of Grace, before we can perform our promise of Service, Psal. 113.32. Hos. 14.8. John 15.5.

And above all, depend on Christ the surety of the Covenant by Faith, and importunate Prayer▪ that be see all may be made good on both hands; that when he hath, by his good Spirit, helped thee to hearty endeavours and sincere performances, thou mayst see thy [Page 65]self infinitely obliged to his grace and merit for covering the defects of thy best duties, and pardoning all short-comings, Psal. 119.122. Christ is the surety of the Covenant for paying our Debt, and undertaking our Duty.

Q. What are the benefits of renewing Cove­nants? We ought to have them now in our eye.

1. Heart-establishment, and clea [...]ing to God, called the Bo [...]d of the Covenant. Our unstable souls need engagements not to go back. We give up our heart to God intirely here, to perform duty, and avoid sin and snares; and this, by God's blessing, becomes a means of fortifying and fixing the heart.

2. Renewing Covenants are of great use to recover us out of backslidings, after which we are to put forth the same acts again in Co­venant way by closing with Christ, which we acted and put forth at first conversion.

3. It's of great use to revive our declin­ing delight in God. And certainly, if we make a covenant with all our heart as Asa and Israel did, 2 Chr. 15.5. It's almost im­possible not to rejoice in it, considering the great ends and purposes it's made for: and the Noble Person, Christ, that Plant of Re­nown we make it with; a Marriage covenant with the King's Son, a new Wedding-day, in bringing back the Soul from its sinful wan­drings unto its first Husband, with whom it's [Page 66] much better than with any elsewhere.

21. We come hither professing our selves Christ's Disciples, sitting at his Table, as they did that night he was betrayed: whereby we say, we are his sheep who hear his Voice, receive his Grace, and follow him; yea, that we are his Spi­ritual House, to offer up spiritual Sacrifice accep­table to God through Jesus Christ. But yet Grace received had need to be strengthened and quickened, and therefore are we come. Had not Repentance and Humbling work need to be quickned and renewed by considering our sins and miseries? Faith, by Meditat­ing on the Promises; Love, by the sense of his mercies, even his tender-mercies in Christ, we come to taste of to day, and to pay the Tribute of Praise for bestowing such spe­cial favour upon us. O! let us magnify that Mercy, that hath Redeemed us at so dear a rate; that all his humblings were to raise thee to Honour; his Sufferings to keep thee from Perishing.

All this tends to bring home our Hearts to him that hath bought them so dear Now Love hath no such incentive in all the World, as the Cross of Christ; it grows out of it; it lives in it, and we are Crucified by it to all other Lovers that would seduce us from the Loyalty we owe to our own Lord: Alas, what can these silly pretend­ers say? Were they Crucified for us? Hereby [Page 67]perceive we the Love of God (or else we are very Blind) for he hath writ his Love in capital letters on his cross, laying down his Life for us when we were [...]nemies (seek the world over for such Love, and it can­not be found.) Now the very Publicans love those that love them, and will ye be worse? And shall our love be so faint and luke­warm, when his is so flaming and passion­ate? Look up to him that can warm thy heart at his own Table with his sacred Fire.

And now, when Love to your Lord be­gins to revive, think what Lust you har­boured last and this is the time to get above it, yea, to Kill and Crucify it, tho it hath been rampant and raging, hitherto despis­ing all opposition; offer it now as a Sacrifice to him who was a burnt Offering for thee. Shall ever sin, that slew the dear Husband, becomes the Wises Darling? If ever you think of dwelling with Christ, give it a Di­vorce, and that the rather, your Lord hath drawn the Bill with his own hand. ( All ye that Love the Lord, hate evil) Love Christ and hate Sin are the two great lessons this Ordi­nance teacheth. Love Christ that suffered for you, and here sin that flew him. Now here he is who descended, the same also who asended, follow him thither, but while here, look to the Grave where he lay, and then to the higher House he was taken into above; [Page 68]and leave not off looking for him, till he come again.

22. Here are we come to our great Physitian of Souls. And among our many Diseases we had need to seek cure of these two, viz. Christians faint-heartedness in sufferings, and dead-heartedness in Duties. Now a look of Christ would cure both. What is the rea­son Christians faint under Sufferings, but because they mind not their suffering Lord, who endured all so patiently overcame all so powerfully, and hath Sanctified all so comfortably to us? Consider him lest you grow weary and faint in your mind; that is the Remedy prescribed; and so we are dead hearted and formal in Duties, because we consider not Christ that is to come with Salvation at the last. It's his first coming to suffer must sweeten our Sufferings; and his last coming with Salvation that must quicken us to Duties; look more to the recompence of reward for ginding your Loins to the word of God, Isa. 35.3, 4. And that you may meet with something that may do you good a­midst the waverings of an unsetled mind, labour to fix something on thy thoughts that may help to stay thy mind on God; such a principle as this; men cannot make me miserable, not the world make me hap­py; my true misery is my sin bound up, and a hard unbroken Heart for it. My hap­piness [Page 69]is not my thriving in Health and Wealth but my interest in the Covenant, and partaking of the Divine Nature Let thy heart be breathing how happy should I go home, if I might be but more Holy, and live more to the honour of my Lord, and be in some better condition for his, bless­ed Service! Hath not God said, Behold, I will make a new thing on the Earth? How many such new things hath he done on the earth, as to give us all new hearts and new thoughts of the things of God to Day? Our Lord is saving to sinners, Mind your Souls, and make much of my Salvation: Your Souls are precious, and my Salvation is great; and if ever your Souls enjoy my Salvation hereafter, they must be set a longing after it now, Psal. 119.81. Neglect it not for it cost him dear; and if you miss of it, it will cost you dear; For how shall we escape, if we neglect so great Salvation?

23. There be three things that com­mend Christ most unto any viz. His per­sonal excellencies, his usefulness and his love. As for the last, love lies at the bot­tom of the whole work of our Redempti­on. The midst thereof paved with love for the daughters of Jerusalem. Song 3.10.

We have the Father loving his Son for laying down his life for us, Job. 10.17, and and shall not we love him for it? And as the Father loves the Son for this love to [Page 70]us, so he loveth us for loving his Son, John 16.27, the first pleads for our love to the Father in loving the Son for our sake in the undertaking of our Redemption; the other pleads for our love to Christ, since our loving of the Son commends us to the Fathers love. O unheard of wonders of divine love? That as the Father loveth the Elect in Christ, and for Christ, so he should seem to love him for our sake be­ing so forward in our cause to suffer for us and save us from our sins. It's this love, that this ordinance brings to remembrance, you see it is a feast of love and love must keep the feast, or all is nothing [...] for the unparralleled pattern and spring of all love is here represented to the life; believe his love and let him have love again; you may well believe it, for he that loved us so as to lay down his life for us when enemies, how will he delight in us when washed in his blood, and renewed to his likeness? and if Christ have his due he will have love again: And if true love, it longs to see him, and can deny it self to please him, it will desire to know his will and delight to do it. We must prove our love as our Lord did his, John, 14. [...]1. A soul in love with Christ reckons him chiefly wor­thy of his love, endeavours the nearest Union with him, and is still going out af­ter [Page 71]him. Hence spring Langour and melt­ing to enjoy him and receive his impressi­ons, resignment of will to him and a con­cern for his interests.

Love the Lord all his Saints, for he keep­eth their souls. Love him once, and all he saith and doth will be more acceptable to you; and all that you do in love will be pleasing to him. Love him and you will be loath to offend him, [...]esirous to please him and satisfied in his love. Love God and you are sure of love again, Prov. 8.17. Now that you may love him, contemplate his goodness, and see him in the face of Christ, and behold his love in the design of our Redemption, in the person of our Redeemer, in the promises of grace and in all the benefits of R [...]demption. Yea if you would love him, look to the sin he hath pardoned. Luk. 7.47, the spots he hath washed, the Covenant he hath made, the Adoption he hath bestowed, the Hell he hath redeemed you from, the Heaven he hath appointed and prepared for you. And now get some further preparations for him and it too, by loving him better and loathing your selves more. We might all love God more, [...] we could love our selves less. Could holy Mr. Pradford sit and weep at dinner till the [...]rs [...]ll on his trencher, because he could love Christ no more and [Page 72]we sit dry here at his own table with hearts void of Love to him?

24. Here have we our gracious Redeem­er with died garments, glorious in his ap­parel, travelling in the greatness of his strength, staining his raiment with the blood of his enemies and ours, trading the wine press of Gods wrath alone, mighty to save, ready to pardon. This ordinance of the supper [...]ives us the best occasion of airing our selves in the sweet and spaci­ous field of our Lords sufferings, And we cannot be good Christians, if we do not hartily imbrace the opportunities the Gos­pel gives us of calling his Cross to remem­brance. The bent of every believers mind stands this way, else how can we be said to live by the faith of the son of God who gave himself for us? And if we be not led by a natural complacency to converse with a crucified Saviour, how dwelleth the Love of God in us? Or how can we clear an interest in his Death for us? Hath he the heart of a Christian that cares not to meditate on the death of Christ? Did the Apostle bear always about the dying of the Lord in his body and should not we do the same in our hearts?

Now since our great business here is a­bout Christ crucified let us enquire a little what doth the Lord require of us. The [Page 73]sum of all is in three words. Behold me: Receive me and Walk in me. First, observe how that great Gospel-invitation of the Gentiles Isa. 65.1, 15. is doubled. Behold me, Behold me. 1. To shew how serious a suiter Christ is for our souls, 2. to shew our natural aversness from looking unto Christ. 3. To shew how much of a Christians work lies in looking unto Christ. 4. To take in and comprehend all kinds of people and sorts of sinners. 5. To hold out the delectably variety of sweet Sights a soul may have of Christ in his Natures, Person, Offices, and Excel encies and Useful­ness. 6. To teach that tho' the first look of Christ should not please, yet to look again and not to leave looking till we can find something in Christ to a [...]lure us. Secondly Receive me, rest in me and build upon me. Receive him that is come so far to you and suffered so much for you. When I was a­bundantly well with my Father always re­joycing before him, and was daily his de­light, yet my delights were with the sons of men. And down came I to be cloathed with your flesh (a course garment for the Lord of Glory to go in) [...]at in your na­ture I might bear your curse and dy the death you deserved to dy, and to redeem you from that misery you must have groaned under for ever. And should such [Page 74]a Comer not be welcome. Be summon­ing up all the powers of your souls to give him the hastiest Reception.

Lastly, as you have received him so walk in him by a constant depending on him, drawing vertue from him and keeping Communion with him; yea farther we are to walk in Christ as we have received him i. e. with the same freshness of affecti­ons, bent of will, satisfaction in him, and obsequiousness to him, daily repeating that consent and renewing that Covenant we made at first with him. Thus are we to behold him with an eye of faith, receive him with a hand of faith, and walk in him by a life of faith; and so shall we have the blessed end of our faith, the salvation of our souls.

25. The sanctuary of the Lord may be profaned by us when we little think of it. The truest notion of profaneness is a con­tempt of sacred things, Heb. 12.16. Now we shew our contempt of them, not only in keeping far from the things of Christ and salvation, but by setting about them with an ordinary and common frame, careless in preparing to meet our God in them, with a broken heart, becom­ing best an ordinance that sh [...]ws forth a broken Christ for us.

In common providences we cannot know love or hatred by all that is before us. But here is something before us where­by we may see Gods love to our souls and his hatred to our sins. If we could by this Sight be stirred up to hate our vile lusts and love our dear Saviour more, then were we fit guests for the table of the Lord. Let us not look off this precious atton­ment here represented, till our hearts be turned against the sins that put our Lord to all the pain and shame he suffered for them. Let never any of us love our selves till we can heartily loath our selves for sin and then Christ will love us and delight in us. Next to our considering what sights shall we have of Christ, our thoughts should be taken up with what a sight is he like to have of us. We come hither to see Christ. And be sure the King comes in to see his guests, if there be ever a one that wants the wedding garment. The best sight Christ could see of us here, were to see us, as once he saw Nathaniel sitting un­der the fig-tree, an Israelite indeed in whom is no guile. Joh. 1.47.48. Or as once he saw Mary (and so taken with that sight that he points her out for others to see. Luk. 7.44.) weeping for sin and exceeding all the com­pany in shewing love to Christ. As the people would not eat till Samuel the Pro­phet [Page 76]came to bless the sacrifice unto them, 1 Samuel [...].13. We can have no better proof of our High Priest's coming and bles­sing a Sacrament unto us, than to be found with Mary at Christ's Feet in Penitential Tears of Love towards our Pardoning Redeemer. But alas! how dead lye we by the Ark of the Lord as is said of Ʋzzah, 2. Sam. 6.7. whom God struck in his Anger with Death, for a wrong touch of the Ark at a Time? Here was God's severity shewed on a Man who meant well, but gave the Ark a touch that he should not: Now what wonder of God s Patience is it that some remarkable Judgments are not more frequently upon us for our unten­der touching of his most Holy things on Earth? How often take we, and touch we the Bo­dy of Christ with hard Hearts and unclean hands? O! let us lament over our insensible Souls, and say with David, till better prepared, How shall the Ark of the Lord come to me, 2 Sam. 6.9.

26. Luke 23.48. And all the people that came together to that sight, smote their breasts and re­turned. That sight! that strange sight! that sight of Christ on th [...] Cross▪ Bleeding and Dying, such another sight was never seen in the World; Creatures Murdering their Creator; The Church of God, purchased with his own Blood▪ no wonder then all the people returned amazed. They smore their [Page 77]Breasts, O! that it might break our hearts, for that is the heart-affecting sight we come to see this day. O! the Heart-humbling sight of Christs Sufferings; the Son of God suffering for the sin of Man And as the Death of Christ is held out as the most wond rful Object; [...] that sight!) so is it re­commended to us as the most excellent Subject to be Discoursed of, not only as it was the great Subject of the great Apostles Preaching, 1 Cor. 2.2. but as it is the only Subject mentioned of Conference between Christ, Moses and Elias, Luke 9.30, [...]1. A Subject most w [...]rthy of the most excellent persons that can appear on Earth. And our Saviour recommends the sayings of his Suf­ferings to a deeper impression on their Hearts, than all the Miracles he wrought to their amaze­ment who beheld them. Luke 9.43, 44. Now if Wisdom hath furnished her Table with the representation of so rare a thing, yea with the Bread of Life from Heaven, and the Cup of Salvation, even the Cup of the New Testament in Christ's Blood; let not so rich a repast be received as a common thing. Our blessed Lord comes not with an empty offer, but a full-hand and a free-heart to confer all his benefits and purchases; the dispising of which by continued unbelief will be the worlds greatest condemnation. It was charged on the Israelites as the great aggravation of [Page 78]their sin, that they provoked God at the red sea, even at the red sea; the place where their miraculous salvation was wrought: But how will it aggravate our sin to provoke God with a hard unpre­pared heart at the red Sea of his precious blood here represented, by which we are Redeemed. Let us never be friends with our own hearts, till we can love our Savi­our bet er and hate our sin more. If Na­maan when cured of his Leprosy went away resolved to serve no other God but the God of Israel; what should we do whom Christ hath cured of many f [...]r more desperate and dangerous diseases? Labour to be that ground which drinketh in the rain which cometh upon it, and brings forth herbs meet for him that dresseth, and receiveth blessing from God. Heb. 6.7. Now what rain comparable to a showre of Christs blood in a sacrament? Where we either receive great blessing, or are brought nigh unto cursing.

27. The Persians had a Festival day in the year they called Vitiorum interitum, whereon they slew all Serpents and Vene­mous Creatures: And suffered them to swarm till that day of year came about again. It's to be feared some do so at sa­crament times who by some Confessions and formal humblings think to clear old [Page 79]Scores and then go away and take on new ones; but if so such may look the un­clean spirit will return with 7 worse and take a stronger Possession than he had for­merly. And sinners must know their Con­fessions and humblings are hypocritical if one Lust, or known sin be left. As (1 Sam. 16 11.) Samuel said to Jesse, are here all thy Children? So when we leave some sins, Christ says are here all: Jesse answered, There was one more; says Samuel [...]ill that one come I will not sit down. So says Christ as long as there is one be [...]ind I will not sit down with thee, sit where thou wilt. It's dangerous to boast with the moral young Man in the Gospel, I have done this and to­ther thing, and yet one thing be lacking. To have our door lock t up still, to keep Christ and salvation out, as a Covetous heart for the world, a sensual heart for the flesh, a proud heart for the Devil will marr all, cannot be fit for heaven (if the door were open would not go in) where no fuell for such a lust. And therefore let us make a diligent search and take great care ere you come to ransack well all the corners of a deceit­ful heart, and truely repent of all sin, viz. when our sorrow springs from the root, and are affected with the seed of all sin, even our corrupt nature and inclinations: and when we repent of all known sin, on the common account [Page 80]of sin. as contrary to Gods holy Law and Na­ture. And tho the heart be not always affe­cted with a high degree of sorrow inten­sively, yet is Repentance true, if it be ap­pretiative, accounting sin the only thing to be sorrowed for; and it we be displeased with our selves, that the heart is not answerable to our light and convictions, in the exercise of Repentance. And think not that all your sor­row for sin, without Faith in God through Christ, will suffice. The weeping eye must look upon Christ, whom thou hast pierced with thy sin. We must look for all good from him against whom we have sinned, take up our rest in him; and it's faith and hope in God must pu­rify our heart for him, make our soul despise the world, desire heaven, loath self, love the Lord, and venture all on a word of promise, trusting God with all the most dangerous like events of providence, and consequences of duty.

28 Two things had need be minded a­bout this business, viz. to prepare diligently; Take pains with a dull heart, cleanse a pol­luted soul compose a distracted mind. Consi­der so great a presence, and lift up thy heart for a blessing ere thou eat knowing that even the best partake unworthily if his Graces be not excited and exercised. But a­gain, beware of resting on preparations; for ne­ver more unfit than when proud of fitness, like poor children that grow proud of be­ing [Page 81]a little finer than ordinary; but consi­dering how far short of what God requires and Christ deserves, there is cause of hum­bling. Never are we more fit than when hum­bled under and ashamed of unfitness. If ashamed of our selves, we are most like to have a sight of himself, Ezek. 43.11. And at our best there will still be room left for Hezekiah's prayer, 2 Chron. 30.18▪19. The good Lord pardon eve­ry one that prepareth his heart to seek God, the Lord God of his Fathers, tho he be not cleansed according to the purification of the Sanctuary: But beware of abusing God's Grace, in al­lowing or regarding in your heart any sin you seek pardon or with your Lips. Seek to be sanctified wholly, and get of God no less than his own allowance, of a new heart and a new spirit; for God will not put his new wine into your old bottles, nor his precious Liquors into unclean Vessels, but his secret is with them that fear him, and he will shew them his cove­nant. Sensual hearts that savour nothing but of the world, cannot feed here on Christ, and eat of the hidden Manna. For the carnal mind can neither be subject to the Law of God, nor suit the Gospel of Christ.

And here being high set, let us labour to be such as may be well served with the best. Now to perform high duties upon low mo­tives, argues a heart full of flesh. The Noblest Motives to Duties are to be found in God, es­pecially [Page 82]as revealed in Christ. And unto the service of this exalted Lord should we be engag­ing all that is within us; for he is worthy for whom we should do it.

But if any be questioning if so great a Majesty will give man a meeting: But will God in very deed dwell with men? Ye, he will Ta­bern [...]le it with man. And if any come hither sensible of sin and with a broken heart for it, and well resolved to break away from sin, and all that may hinder this happy meeting, he will no [...] fail to meet yo [...], yea, to dwell with you too, Isa. 5 [...].15.

Again, must you meet with him, and cannot be refused this Request, whatever he say you nay in [...] I dare promise such a soul a meeting this day, if with Jacob you can­not be contented to go without him.

And yet again, [...]st thou sh [...]t thy Eyes on all preparations and performances, as Media­tors in the meeting, and fixed them on Christ for merit and mercy, then will he come and commune over the mercy-seat and no where else.

If thou be'st so addicted to his fellowship as no Joy is to those banquets Isa. 64.5. And if strong desires from fervent love can be maintained there is a visit a coming Hos. 6.3. Song. 2.5, 8.

29. The title of this Ordinance of the Lords last supper is the same with some [Page 83] Psalms, To bring to remembrance. Christ is here to be remembred in his death at the best advantage for his love to sinners; and where Faith is best accommodated with an object to feed upon, above what all the earth can afford it. Christ crucified is the great doctrine of the Gospel, and the great sight in this ordinance. Its a dying Christ we come here to remember; which hath something in it beyond all his life in doctrine, miracles and obedience And this memorial is ap­pointed to be kept up of him, till he come again; not that afterward he shall be more forgotten: but that there will then need no such help to remember, when we shall be ever with the Lord and Immediately behold him. But till we come to see him as he is, we can have no better sight of him than thro' the glass of this ordinance we have now at our eye. For here are we under the view of a pierced Lord Jesus, to mourn and rejoyce, to be­lieve and love; for no other ordinance can give so fair an oceasion to exercise a Gospel grace at once, as this does. For here have we matter of mourning in our eye for sin that sacrificed our high priest himself. And no small matter of Joy in God through Jesus Christ by whom we have received the attonement; and then let us look on our suffer­ing Lord and believe in that sacrifice offer­ed for Grace and peace. And love him that [Page 84]hath loved you and washed you in his own blood, so the Capital Graces (in stead of the four Cardinal Ver [...]ues) may all here be most eminently imployed and exerted. And how can we partake but unworthily if we neglect the exercise of graces in and about the Action? And no Wonder then one guilt draw one another, viz. We exercise not Grace in the Action if we neglected to prepare for it be­fore our coming hither. And let no Christi­an think, that our examining for all will serve no at every approach be seeing how it is with faith in Christ, how lively strong and well grown since last occasion of look­ing on your Redeemer in this Ordinance.

30 This is the most solemn memorial of Christ crucified, that his Church on Earth is blessed with. Now it is appointed for remembring of Christ; implies, 1. That for all Christ hath done for us yet his people are apt to forget him [...]. That Christ is careful to help his people's weakness. 3. That there is that in Christ's death which is worthy of a perpetual remembrance. 4. It points out the easy [...]k [...] of Christ, and reasonable service of Christianity, that for all his death and purchase he requires but a thankful remembrance of what he hath done for his Elect. 5. It speaks the de­ [...]ire of Christ to be in his peoples thoughts, and shews how much his de i [...]hts are with the sons of men still 6. It shews forgetters of Christ can be none of his Disciples: and that no frame can fit [Page 85]this ordinance without heart affecting thoughts of our blessed Redeemer. Think never so much of sin and duties and of all other divine truths, if you think not much on your suffering Saviour you answer not the end of this ordinance. 7. That if you can by the help of this ordinance, keep up a due remembrance of Christ here, you shall not need to fear for getting of him hereafter where we shall for ever look this Lamb of God in the face.

Qu. What are we to remember of Christs death in this Ordinance.

Ans. 1. The bitter Agonies and bloody Passions of his Death. How pained, pierced, buffeted reviled, tempted, betrayed, denied, de­serted by his own Desciples, and which is more than all, bruised and forsaken of his Heavenly Father. And who can declare the sufferings that he endur' [...] in his generation?

2. The unspeakable patience with which he suffered all; when his Enemies, like Lions roaring upon him; he, as a Lamb opened not his Mouth When you are afflicted, re­member your Lord, and learn Patience.

3 And how willingly and chearfully did he undergo all. It was written of him, I will delight [...]o do thy will, O God! and that in the work of our Redemption as a Sacrifice for us, as appears from Psal. 40 6, 7, 8. with what wonderful desire did our Blessed Lord run this race that was set before him! enduring the Cross, and despising the shame, for the Joy [Page 86]that was set before him; and this Joy was to save us from Perishing. O! that he should more rejoice in our sufferings, than we in his Salvation.

4. Remember these sufferings were all ex­piatory for our Sin, otherwi [...]e all our re­membrances would want Life For our trans­gressions was he wounded, and the chastisement of our peace was laid on him.

5. Rem [...]mber who it was that suffered all this for us. Who, but the Lord of Glory de­scending from his Throne of Glory and debasing himself to the meanest condition imaginable. O! see what a Throne he stepped from into the lowest posture of sinful likeness, to become our surety, and make satisfaction to justice.

6. Remember the Love that lay at the bottom of all, for nothing but Divine Love and i [...]created Kindness could take us up, and wash us in his preciou [...] Blood, when we lay polluted in our Blood and Go [...]e. Re­member th [...] I [...] more than [...]e.

Q [...]. How sh [...]l C [...]rist's Death be remembr [...]d?

[...]s. 1. [...]nit ntly, with broken, b [...]eed­in [...] Hearts for th sins that P [...]er [...]d h [...].

2. Sinc [...]r [...]ly a [...] reall▪ n [...]t [...] [...]ward appearance [...]nl [...] by [...] at his Table. Many [...] to him [...], that want true [...] him.

3. Affectionately and heartily, with bo [...]ls s [...]ring tow [...]ds your suff [...]ring Saviour, and glor [...]fied [...]tercess [...]r.

4. Most joyfully glorying in nothing but in the Cross of Christ, b [...] which we are recon­ciled to God and mortified to the world.

5. Most thankfully with a praiseful [...]rame of heart, Ps 72.15.

6. Maintain it with some constancy. Be remem­brin [...] Christ not on [...]y till you come hither a­gain, but until the Lord come again to fetch you to himself.

3 [...] As the Lord will more liberally let out his Love in this Ordinance to the broken hearted believer, than in any other; so must the abuser of it by a common carnal frame look for Christ's avenging himself more severely for this abuse than any other. F [...]r, saith Bernard, In hoc sacro non solum aliqua gratia, sed ille in quo omnis gratia. One of Gods greatest grounds of Controversy with his own, I am apt to think, is unworthy and unsuitable sitting down with the Lord at this Ta­ble. The Papists have the Ordinance un­suitable to Institution, and all, as we, have Communicants unsuitable to the Ordinance.

Wherefore, instead of coming hither to meet the Lord, it's to be feared the Lord ma [...] meet some with that [...]rtling questi­on, Friend▪ how cam [...]st thou in hither, not ha­ving the Wedding Garment? which may ei­ther strike the sinner with astonishing si­lence, or (if C [...]nscience speak its own lan­guage) put to this tr [...]mbling answer, H [...]w [Page 88]came I hither? Wretch that I am, I came rush­ing unduly upon so sacred a service, compassing thy Altar with unwashen hands, and an unbroken heart; I was bold to come without any self-exa­mination, humiliation, or pre-meditation of what is before me. I came hither with no more remorse for sin, nor serious thoughts of Christ than I use to have at a common Table. I came as careless and unconcerned about Christ, or my own heart, as if it had been the Table of an Idol, that could neither see nor understand. I came as I use to do about other business▪ with a worldly, carnal▪ cove­tous, proud and sensual heart. Then, bind him hand and foot, and throw him into utter darkness, will be his Doom, and all such impudent bold comers, who discern not the Lord's body, and have no fitness for this spiritual Banquet. For the hipocrite; that looks no higher than to have a Name to live, hath the Serpents curse, even in Sacraments and best duties, not Christ but dust does he eat.

Little do many think what account they have to give of eating and drinking at the Ta­ble of the Lord. Under the Law, Exod 12.4. every man, according to his eating, was to make his account for the Lamb; so much more under the Gospel, at Christ's holy Ta­ble, every soul shall account according to his eating, how, with what frame and fruit he did eat there? There is a greater reckoning on this score than many dream of: It may [Page 89]be said of many eaters here as of those ea­ters in Gen. 41.21. when the Lean Kine had eaten up the Fat ones, it could not be known they had eaten them, being still so ill-favou­red as at the beginning. Alas! can it be seen a while hence by the most discerning eye, that we did eat this day with Christ?

32. Gen. 24 33. And there was meat set be­fore Abraham 's Servant; but he said, I will not eat till I have told mine errand. So hath God set meat before you here, but I think you are all willing to forbear till I have spoken my word, as it is in the Hebrew there. And now all your eyes should be upwards that the great Master of the Feast should direct a right word unto you, even a word upon the Wheels. The word I have to speak at pre­sent is that precious saying of our blessed Saviour concerning himself, Joh. 6.35. I am the bread of life. O to understand and believe this word! That the bread of God is he that cometh down from heaven, and gi [...]eth life unto the world, v. 33. Now the Manna Israel had, was a Type of our heavenly bread, which they gathered not when it first fell; and they wist not what it was, until Moses told them, It was the bread of God given them from heaven; and then they gathered, [...]xod. 16.15, 17. So will no m [...] care to meddle with Christ till they knew him to be bread to their souls, given them from heaven for eternal Life. And every man gather­ed [Page 90]the Manna according to his eating, v. 18. no­thing over or under. So indeed there is no­thing here but for [...]our eating, all is lost you feed not on, your time, your pains, this bread, this wine, the truths you hear, the things you see, the preparatians both you and we make, is all lost, it there be no feeding on this bread of Life. The whole (Apparatus) Action is lost, and all that belongs to it, which comes not up to feeding and refreshing; viz. if Graces be not quickned, Corruptions weakned, hearts warm­ed, minds enlightned, wills renewed, life reform­ed, souls sanctified, and sin pardoned.

But while you hear of eating Christ's flesh and drinking his blood, and making food of Christ in this Ordinance, we must abhor the gross and literal understanding of this, with Ca­pernaits of Old and Papists of late contrary to Christ's true meaning, and his own in­terpretation of believing in him, v 47 and my words are spirit, v. 63. So that all must be understood spiritually, and done in Faith.

Then there is a feeding here by faith on Christ▪ 1. when the soul finds rest in him, as it could never do in self, or any other, now being come to Christ finds rest in him, and sees its saf [...]ty by building on the Rock. 2 when refreshed with the lively hopes of the purcha­sed p [...]sess [...]n: 3 when it receives spiritual strength for service, and his Love girds its loyns: 4 when his sensible presence makes [Page 91] glad the soul: 5. when sights of Christ mortifies the mind to the world; then feeds the Christian by faith on Christ.

33. Christ saith to none, eat and drink and his heart is not with them. Nay this is the bread of him that hath an evil eye, we are forbid to eat of, Prov. 2.3.6, 7. [...]ut our liberal Lord saith, eat and drink abun­dantly▪ O Beloved. Song. 5.1.

Q. What is it to eat and drink abundantly in Gods house, or at Christs table? Ans. Its the same with being filled with the spirit, Eph. 5.18. Q. What is it to be filled with the spirit.

Ans. 1. To be eminent in Grace and ripe for Glory. To be under rich anointings of the spirit, above our fellows, abounding in the fruits of the spirit.

2. A sowing to the spirit, full of spiritual projects and designs. Act 10.38. a forward activity and doing our outmost to advance the Kingdom of God among men.

3. To abound in spiritual thoughts, and be spiritually minded, Psa. 139.17, 18. Magis Dei [...]neminisse debemus quam respirare. Omne tempus, quo de Deo non cogitasti cogita te perdi [...].

4. To be filled with spiritual desires, still breathing after heaven. Psa. 101.2. Rev. 22.27.

5. To be filled with holy zeal and bold­ness for Christ and his cause.

6. To be well furnished with all spiritual [Page 92]abilities for the work and worship of God.

7. To be [...]illed with spiritual Consolation Acts. 9.31. The Joy of the Lord to be our strength. Alas! with what stant measures take most of us up in Religion and the matters of God.

Qu. What are the marks of these fuller mea­sures of eating and drinking abundantly with Christ, or being filled with the spirit?

Ans. 1. A constant drawing, and ever bring­ing our empty buckets to his well to be filled. A Saint that cannot be contented to stand al­ways at the bottom, but teaching forth to get up to the top of the hill, for a fuller view, and getting new discoveries of the holy land, bringing out of his treasures things new and old.

2 When spiritual receivings have great­ly quenched our thirsts after temporal things.

3. When we can rejoyce in our Lords work and find a delight in Gods ways.

4 The well is full when it runs over in praises to God for his communications, Eph. 5.18 19. And in commending Christ unto others, Song. 5.

Qu. What shall we do for fuller measures

Ans. 1. Keep a good Stomack; fervent desires and spiritual hungrings are the best pre­parations for plentiful partakings. Psa. 81.11.

2. Beware of self conceit and creature ful­ness that will hinder being filled with the [Page 93] spirit. God gives more grace to the humble. Jam. 4.6.

3. Be very thankful for measures received, Col. 2.7. We can never abound in Grace but by thanksgiving. Prize a little grace above all Gods gifts, and he will not fail to give you more.

4. Put in for larger measure, and let thy heart tell God that if he will but fill thee with grace and Godliness, you will be con­tent with the less allowance in other things, Joh. 16.24. Song. 2.5.

5. Sue out thy fill out of the promises. Joel. 2.28. Zech. 9.12. Eph. 3.19, 20. And tell God that he put it out there, that it should ly there, but in thy heart.

34. Qu. By what motives may Christians be stirred up to eat and drink abundantly, and to richer participations of the spirit?

Ans. 1. There is no other fill recommended to us but to be filled with the spirit, not with wine or any nature else. Other things are commended to us in a Moderation, to be used soberly and sparingly.

2 Because in these spiritual enjoyments there can be no excess, Surfeiting as in earthly things. Eph. 5.18. Other things may cloy you and you loath them as Ammon did Ta­mar and Solomon his Worldly Vanities But not so with Christ and Grace, rich receiv­ings begets greater hungering after richer and full participations.

3. It's set in opposition to sinful sensuality It is not a light tincture but a double dy of Re [...]igion that will bring down some lusts and ast out some Devils. What shou d be the reason that lust st nds as a Marble pillar again [...] all our partaking of ordinances, but that we eat and drink, but not abandantly? Eph 5.18.

4. [...] best proportions a Christian for his work. He had need feed and gird his loins w [...]ll [...], that hath a great Journey to go. Much gr [...] will fit us for doing more ser­vi [...]. Cor 15 10.

5. [...] becomes a Gospel state, for Christ I come that we might partake more abun­dantly than believers did under the law. Joh. 10.10.

6. Our emptyness reflects dishonour on the Fathers fulness, as if there were not bread enough and to spare in his house. If the servants be seen poor and meanly appareled, they will hardly believe the Master to be rich and bountiful.

7. The more Grace, the more Glory; and they lose m [...]re than the whole World, that lose th [...] least degree o [...] Glory.

8. Lar [...]e receivings would make o [...]r passage at last far more easy and comfortable, 2 Pet. 1.8 11. Acts 7.55. more of the Spirit would better assure us of our Heaven [...]y In­terest, so as to have the witness in our selves. [Page 95]If we live poor, we cannot think to die rich.

9. The more of God in any Creature, he is the more delighted with it, Song 5.1.

10. It conforms us best unto our blessed Head, who received not the Spirit by mea­sure, and all for filling us. If we draw not from his fulness, we make it void as much as we can.

11. We should labour to drink as deep of Grace, and Christ's Cup as we have done of Sin, and the World's, Rom. 5.2.

12. It would be matter of Praise in the Churches of Christ, 1 Cor. 1.5. 2 Cor. 9.11.

35. If Satan should accuse any honest comers as once Joseph accused his Brethren, You are Spies. It were a good Answer, what they made to him, Thy Servants are true men and for Good are we come. I this be our end, it's right in Christ's Eyes, that we come for good to our Souls.

Q. What Arguments may we use with Christ for his feeding and refreshing us [...]e?

A. 1. Say to Christ, as the Aneel to the Prophet, The Journey is too great and there­fore thou must have that thou mayest be refreshed, 1 Kings 19.7. Thou canst not go on thy way without it.

2. It's sights of Christ here that will make Saints go on like Lions against sin and Satan.

3. Hath he not past his promise for feeding his own, yea, to eat and be satisfied, Psal. 22. 6. Psal. 111.5. Prov. 10.3.

4. Hath he not made them worse than Infidels that feed not their own Family?

5. Did he feed the multitude, because he had compassion on their Bodies and wi l he not have compassion on the Souls or his own?

6. Doth he feed young Ravens, and will he starve Believers?

7. Have we not his own invitation to the Feast, and will the Master of the House make it a Fast?

8. Shall we ear of the Tree of Life and hidden Manna in Heaven? Surely he n ver meant to starve such by the way, but allow t [...]m s [...]me cau [...]r: of the first ripe Grapes to refresh them in the Wild [...]rness.

9 May we not plead with our loving Lord thus? Lord I hear thou keepest a good House, having bread enough to spare; give me such a Portion as may commend it unto me, and I will commend it to others.

10. We may say, How many hast thou refreshed of thy poor and needy? Hast not thou said, Whosoever will let him come and Drink freely; upon thy call I come to drink of Wisdom's spiced Wine; of this consecrated Cup, that I may here and hereafter remem­ber thy Love more than Wine.

11. I plead my own necessiti [...]s and wants, where should the poor be filled, and the hungry feed but at the gates of the Rich and Full? If thou hast not enough, send me a­way [Page 97]empty; but I make a Vertue of Ne­cessity. I must live by my Food (as other Creatures do) and is not Christ the food of a hungry Soul?

12. I plead thy Glory for my feeding here, will this commend thy bounty and compassion to send away from thy Fulness, a starving Beggar without supply?

Let us cast an eye on that Miraculous Feast Christ made the Multitude, Luke 9.17. And they did eat and were all filled and the frag­ments gathered up far exceeded the poor provisi­on it was made of. O! but it had Christ's blessing and that made much of a little. And when we are Christ's Guests, we should not only eat, but look to be filled. And gather up the Fragments, incomes and ex­pences of Divine Love and Favour.

Now that we may take this Feast up a­right, it is not a Sacrifice, but a Sacrifical Feast, or Covenant Feast of Peace and Friend­ship; a Feast after a Sacrifice, and by our eat­ing here, is declared our interest in that Sa­crifice of Christ's Flesh, offered to reconcile us to God, even as they under the Law did [...]t of the Sacrifice, and so partake of the Altar, to shew it was theirs that the Priest offered, as if they had been at the Altar with the Priest.

And further, this is a Feast of God's provid­ing, as Abraham to Isaac: God will provide [Page 98]himself a Lamb for a burnt Offering; and therefore was the Sacrifice accepted, because it was of his providing, for known unto him alone it was, what would satisfy his own Justice And str [...]ng [...] it was, that this Sacrificeing of his Son should be a sweet smelling Savour, a more wonderful word was never writ­ten, Eph. 5.2. How dear must our Salvati­on be unto God, that made the greatest Suffer­ings of Christ so pleasing to him, which other wise the Lord would have abhorred▪ Wherever the Sacrifice is said to be a sweet Savour, its [...]aid to be made with Fire, Num. 28. and 20 chapters, shewing that nothing but Christ s Sufferings can Satisfy for our sin, For all the Sacrifices only signified Christ, but could not satisfy God

36. Our proper exercise here, consists of Meditation, Petition and Resolution.

For Meditation; the thoughts of the righ­teous are right; it's no small part of our work to have right and proper thoughts at pre­sent. 1. Think how unworthy I am to appear here, and have place among them that stand by, tho I were not admitted to sit down with my Lord himself. I, who to Natural Corruption, have added such a heap of actual Transgressions; inward enmity, and outward contrariety to God: Ignorance, un­belief, apostasy, despising of grace, and abusing of patience, have so filled up my measure, and [Page 99]made so great a part of my wretched days and unworthy Life. 2. Think how wor­thy and honourable is Christ, to whose holy Table I presume to approach. He who is the Fathers dorling and delight, the light of Hea­ven, and the great Blessing of all Nations; who hath obtained a name above every name, at whose name every knee must bow, and whom the Angels of Heaven all do Worship. He whose Table I am now sitting at on Earth, sits highest in Heaven, at this very moment. 3. Think again how good it is to sit here with a sound Heart, we cannot be better set on Earth: But if a Hypocrite; how ill I am set, having not on a Wedding Garment: I mock God, harden my own heart, heap up wrath, eat and drink damnation by Crucifying the Lord afresh. 4. Think, what is my business here, but to meet the Lord Chri [...]t by his own appointment, that I may get more acquaintance, and grow more in Love with him, and to be more obliged to him, by a new sight of my Re­demption by him, and receiving some Spi­ritual gift. 5. Think what is prosered me here. His Love, his Grace, his Peace, his Pardon, his Covenant and Kingdom. 6 You have never a right thought here, if you think not of a bleeding Christ, a suffering and satisfying Redeemer, hanging on the Cross, and all your sins hanging on him. For what [Page 100]else could ever bring him there; having no sin to suffer for of his own and all pow­er to avoid suffering by any? And think again how he was dealt with on terms of Justice, that we might be dealt with on terms of Mercy. And [...]t which would have been in so many drops of an Eternal Hell to us, was made to meet on him in one great Sea, drinking up Dregs and all O! think, ransomed, Saved Sinner, if Christ had not drunk thy Cup of Wrath to free thee; thou must had such a Cup put to thy head as if brought to a great Sea fill'd with Gall and Wormwood, and Justice say to thee, Now sinner, thou that likedst so well the Cup of sin, [...]o here is the Cup of wrath, drink and never leave Drinking while one drop is left Now see your obligation to Christ, and despise him if you can; And see how sad it had been to be without him.

37. As for Petition and Resolution that be­longs to this purpose in hand.

Q. What Petitions are here to be preferred?

A [...]. For much of Christs gracious and power­ful presence, a clear day without clouds; that he would not hide himself at such a time and disappoint the Expectation of the needy, but so countenance his ow [...] work, as we may com [...]d [...] unto others 2. For a heart humbling look of your dear dying Lord O how should it humble us to see how my sins humbled the Lord of glory! 3. Put [Page 101]in against prevailing Iniquities, and predominant Corruptions, that your jea ous Lord and Husband may give Idols a deadly blow at such a time. 4. For the [...] [...]pirit of Jesus to make Graces lively that [...] [...]pikn [...]rd may send sorth the smell thereof, and the Spices slow out. 5. For growing in all grace▪ that Gods own work in the heart may be s [...]t forward by our waiting on Christ in his so precious appointment. 6. That he would suspend quarrels, yea, [...]move the ground of all, by forgi­ving grace, and send away poor penitents comfor­ted with a sealed sen [...]e of it in their own bosomes. 7. For further manifestations of God's Love, and clearer F [...]dences of an heavenly Interest. 8. For a more fruitful Life of Godliness, to the praise of the g [...]ory of his grace. 9 For Families and Rela­tions, that it might please the Lord to bring ours h [...]me to Christ, make them his by grace, and build them up to glory. 10. For poor Zion, that he would pity her desolations, heal her breaches plead her cause, pardon her sins, help her to improve her mercies, and prepare her y [...]t for greater deliver­ances from Evil, when [...]er gr [...]cious God shall see good to grant them 11. That God would pity the [...]rk corners of the Ear [...] and open the Eyes of bold and blind sinners among us.

Q. What he the Resolutions this solemn occasion should pu [...] pon [...]

1 To love Christ [...]re [...] [...]tly. 2. To remem­ber him more frequently▪ [...] we [...] to re­member him here, th [...] we may forget him when [Page 102]gone. 3 To perform all duties more spiritually. 4. To watch our hearts more narrowly. 5. To walk more tenderly. 6. To follow him more sully. 7. To renounce and deny self more freely. 8 To trust in Christ more intirely. 9. To take his part more boldly. 10. And to keep Covenants more faithfully.

38. Here have we the most amazing Instance of love that ever was given in the world; and when you have travell'd the Ʋniverse over, to seek for Love, here lies the richest and rarest manifestations of Love, that God gave his Son, and Christ gave himself: This is the heighth, depth, length and breadth of the love of God, that passeth knowledge. So great a ransom, so rich a purchase; so great a one become so low to set thee on high, make himself so poor to enrich thee, empty himself to fill thee, and to do all this, yea, God to lay out his All on such unworthy and undeserving ones! others love for some worth, or good quality but God loved us when lying in our blood. Now what [...]an we do less for all this but make heart▪ returns of love again, Love be­ing the very heart of the new creature? and he that hath most love hath most grace, and [...] the best Christian. And to provoke your love to this Beloved, you may assure your selves, [...] he would never have di­ed for you if he had not loved the meanest of you better than the highest Angel in [Page 103]Heaven can love him. And besides, if you can but love him, his love will breed you more delight and hear [...] ravishing pleasure than all the love of creatu [...]es can. Read but that Song of Love between Christ and his Spouse and see the unparallell'd delights of divine love between Christ and his Church.

Well, if you love him, keep his Command­ments, be careful to please him, be tender of his honour, deny your selves for his sake, account all loss to win Christ, thirsting af­ter his communion, longing to be perfectly free from sin, that grieves his good Spirit, and keeping your selves in the love of God, looking, or the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ, unto eternal life. No such motive to love God as studying his love to us; and surely he must love us that sent his Son from his bo­som to fetch us thither.

But why should a little love of creatures affect us so much, and the great [...] God affect us so little? A [...]. Meerly b [...]us. [...]e are [...]ore [...]esh than spirit, and have al [...] [...] s [...]ns [...] then faith. Weak faith makes [...] impressions of all spiritual things; [...] faith, and better rooting, would make [...]ions [...]a [...] more [...]y, Pet. 1.8. Now if we love Christ, we will prize the [...]ast token of his [...]ve before all [...] can give us, [...]nd will thi [...] [...] sight of him.

39. Its recorded of the Qu [...] of [...]beba, [Page 104]that when she had seen the sitting of Solo­mon 's Servants, there was no more spirit in her, 1 King. 10. How much more may this sight of our sitting confound and amaze us? That Christs sinful servants should be set with himself at his Table, considering. 1. That he hath not a higher board on Earth than we sit at now and the Lord himself speak, of stting with us, Soag 1 12 Rev. 3.20 2 That tho it becometh [...]s to stand when the King sitteth, yet this glorious King came not to be mini­stred unto, but to minister to us, to gird himself as a Servant, and mash the feet of his poor dis­ciples. 3. Wonder that we who deserved to lye in Hell should sit so high here 4. And the greatest wonder of all is, that we should be fed at the King's Table with his own flesh (al­lude to Job 31.31.) Job 6. Shepherds use to eat the flesh of their flocks, but here the good Shepherd gave his life for his sheep, and feeds them with his flesh and blood. And wonder also that we sit at peace a midst so many e­nemies that envies our feeding? but it's of the Lords great power [...]nd bounty both that he prepares us a Table in this Waldern [...]ss, and fills our cup in the presence of our enemies.

Now at this sacred so [...]emnity is represented unto us the weightiest things of our. Soul-con­cerns, viz. Our sins and Christs sufferings, we offending and he punished for our offences, something in his Sufferings answering to [Page 105]our sin, we a life of sinning, and he a life of suffering, we a load o [...] sin and he of suffer­ing; as our sin was God's provocation, so is his suffering Gods satisfaction He was ta­ken and we se [...] [...]ree, his death was our re­lease, Josh. 20.6. there was no release nor re­turning in safety for the Man-slayer till the death of the High-Priest. We have been light-hearted in suning but our Surcty groaning and heavy, even unto death for our sin. We con­tracted the debt and he taid the score sor us.

Now charge your Souls with Love, Re­pentance, Faith and Obedience; with love to so friendly an [...]nde [...]taker, who valued no­thing, whatever it cost him, if he might but ransom thy soul and set thee [...]ee [...] [...] p [...]nt [...] ance for those bloody [...]s that ma [...] him sweat and weep. Faith in that blood that made so perfect satisfaction, and is so [...]ull of Vertue to purge thy pe [...]ssured and guil­ty soul: And Obedien [...]e, even a w [...]le Life of graceful Obedience to him that hath re­deemed thy soul from H [...].

40 The upper end of this Holy Table of the Lord, is to get hearess [...] Chrish, at the K [...]s own Elbow when he [...] t [...] [...]t his Table.

Q What sha [...] we do to get this app [...] end?

A. 1 Love [...] an in [...]ing [...]hing. He that Loves most, gets [...]st Christ, John 14.23. And if we Love, God d [...]e [...]eth in us. It was the be oved Discipie that leaned on [Page 106]Christ's Bosom. 2. The farther we keep from sin, the nearer we get to Christ. 3. Faith and Hope in their lively actings bring us near to God. It's said, That by the better hope the Gospel brings in, we draw near to God, Heb. 7.19 It hinders [...]r approaches much to keep off from Christ by estranging unbelief, and keeping the Affairs of our own Soul unsetled. 4 To have Zion much on our Hearts, might bring us nearer some­times, than all our own affairs can; even when Abraham became an Intercessor for So­dom, he drew near; much more we for Zi­on. If the things before us here rightly un­derstood, work not upon us, we may con­clude nothing will, or ever can, that comes from Heaven. If God's good word, and Christ's Seals of Love, left with us, make not Hearts stir towards him, there is no hopes of Life in our case, tho one should be sent from the Dead to Preach and Administer among us. To get the Heart above to God, by his Ordinances blessed of God, is to have part in the first resurrection, that the second Death may have no power over us. Look to it, that ye be none of them to whom Christ will say I never knew you, even when you have pleaded by your eating and drinking in his pre­sence. For many may never come to tast of th [...] Supper of the Great King at last, for all their [...]ting here. And that you may not [Page 107]miss of the blessed Entertainment of that Sup­per take heed that in Sealing Covenants here with the Lord you be truly devoted unto Christ; and see the danger (by Ananias and Saphira) of keeping ba [...]k any thing from God, that is so solemnly once made his; let heart and life be his and for him, since the Lord Jehovah makes himself yours, and all he is, for you. And after you have Co­venanted to be his, let your great care be, to be meet for his Communion, and fruitful for his Service, even to abound in the work of the Lord. And let never your Heart grudg any pains in preparing to meet your God, since one lock of God's reconciled Face by Ch ist Sacrificed for [...]s, will abundant­ly compence all the pains of your Prepa­ration, and charge of Service, Lev. 9.4. where God's gracious appearing to his peo­ple is made their encouragement of costly service.

41. Luke 22.20. This is the New-Testament in my Blood. The Old was the Blood of Beasts; the New is the Blood of God, Acts 20.28. The Church of God purchated with his own Blood. Nothing without Blood can profit us in the New Covenant No remission nor purging and washing without Blood; no con­verse with God, nor access to Heaven without it, Heb. 9.12.10.19. For Christ enters in by his own Blood, or he could make no entry for us. All [Page 108]is done by Blood, but no worse Blood could serve than God's; which shews our loftness and his Love: We lay in our Blood and Filthiness; Christ brings his t [...] wash us (o­ther Blood defiles, this makes white, Rev. 7.14.) O! Precious Blood, and rich love! it's strange that this [...]east of Fat things should in some respect be a Banquet of Blood. We know that in the Treacherous and cruel Worlds Banquets and Feasts of pretended Kindness have been finisned with the Blood of the Guests themselves: but no such thing here; it's the Master of the Feast entertains the Guests with the purchase of his own Blood. Moses's Wife said to him in a pet, A Bloody Husband hast thou been to me, because of the Circumcision; but a Bloody Wife hath the Church been to Christ, by [...]eason of sin Redeeming us from it with his own Blood. Now that Advice, Acts 20.28. be­longs to us, Take heed to the Church of God, purchased with his own Blood Now if the Ministers, the Shepherds, a [...]e to take heed to the Flock, because purchased with [...]hrists Blood, then, 1. Let us take heed to our own Souls, for the same reason, because they we [...]e so dear bought. I ne [...]lect them not, let them not live to sin, be estranged from God, nor guilt lye upon them and drop into Hell at last. 2 Take heed unto the Souls of one another that were purchas­ed [Page 109]with this precious Blood: Do nothing that may tempt them to sin, and think light of Christ. 3. Take heed to this Ordinance, for the Blood of Christ is in it. 4. Take heed to Christ himself for the sake of this Blood shed for your Sins, to pur­chase your Souls. Hear ye him that hath redeemed you, turn not away from follow­ing and hearing him, who, justly might have turned you into H [...]ll for your sins, but hath blessed every one of you in turn­ing you away from your Iniquities, and to take you away into Heaven. Now this great sight of this precious Blood are we come hither to behold in the Glass of this solemn ordinance. Great Solemnities call for great Pre­paration and Observation, especially what is represented, and for what end; come and behold the Works of the Lord, Psal. 46.8. even the glorious work of your Redemption by the Death of Christ: A work greater than that of making the world, yea, the great­est work that ever was done in the World; nay more, one great end of making this goodly Fabrick of Heaven and Earth, was that it might be a stage upon which that glorious work of our Redemption should be Acted; a work wherein Mans happiness lies, wherein Gods attributes are Glorified to the height; and for which, the Church Triumphant shall think Eternities leasure [Page 110]little enough to sing forth their Heavenly Hall [...]llujah's.

42. Many things commend this Ordi­nance of the Supper above all others.

1. It's setled in the Church for all Chri­stians to remember Christ unto the world's end, even till he come again while the Sun and Moon endure, will Christ have the kindest commemoration in this Ordinance. 2. It was that wherein Christ had his last Fellowship with his Church on Earth. Now we please our selves by calling to mind our last meetings with our dear deceased friends; their last words and actions have their special remarks most commonly. [...]et Christ's last entertainment have the best impression. It was this shut up all his sweet converse with his own before his death. 3. Divine Wisdom hach suited this Ordinance to our weakness and capacities, accommodating heavenly things to our outward and natural senses; for as we hear of a Saviour in the Word, so here we see, taste and handle him in the same meat. Mary was forbid to touch our Lord as not ascended, but now this ascended Lord allows us to touch, taste and handle him in those appointed figures of him. 4. It hath the greatest fitness and advantage of awa­king our affections, representing his dearest love in dying and redeeming us, in suffer­ing and satisfying for us. There is nothing [Page 111]to be conversed with in the lower world that may compare with this, to stir up dead hearts to serve a living God. It's by beholding a bleeding dying Christ for us, that we be­come a ready, obedient and zealous people for him, Tit. 2.14. 5. Here have we the best oc­casion for exercising every Grace, Love, Faith, Hope, Patience, Prayer, Praise, forgiving inju­ries and bestowing kindnesses. 6. Herein get we the best advantages against sin, by see­ing what sin cost Christ, and by sealing most solemn Covenants against it. 7. This is all the Picture Christ hath left of himself; no Image or Crucifixes. 8. It offers Christ and conveys him with all his Treasures most expresly, Take eat, take drink. 9. There being so much of Christ in it, and nothing but Christ, shew­ing forth nothing but his Mercy and Grace, his Merit and Fulness, his Love and Pity, his Grace and Righteousness. 10 It's a feasting it with God at a heavenly Table on Earth, where he bids all his children welcome, and gives the best entertainment in the whole world, Rev. 3.20. Song 5.1.

43. Our great business here being to remem­ber Christ, our suffering Saviour and Redeemer, Qu. What in particular are we called to re­member at this Table of the Lord?

A. 1. That love that laid the first Founda­tion-stone of our Redemption by a dying Christ; [Page 112]and let us here praise the Lord from the Fountain of Israel, even for electing Love, chusing us in Christ.

2. Let us remember how the heart of God was set on man's Redemption, who, like one that dearly loves the purchase, says, I'll rather give more than it's worth than go without it. God says, I'll give my All for the redemption of my Elect. Christ says, I'll give my best blood. Shall the Father and the Son be so zealous for my Redemption, and my Soul be so little affected with my own Sal­vation, and my Redeemer's Service?

3. Remember here the difficulty of man's Salvation, none but God could do it, Isa 45.21. It's no easy matter to save a soul: If any o­ther in Heaven or Earth could have done it as well as Christ, it's reasonable to think that God would have spared his dear Son, but such a High Priest became us, and best suited our circumstances, as was separated from the whole creation for divine quali­ties and perfections. I have found a ransom, said God. There was nothing could be thought on to any purpose, by Angels and Men for our relief: Only Divine Wisdom contrived, Divine Love bestowed, and Di­vine Power did effect and execute this whole work, and of all the People there was none with him.

4. Bear in mind how gloriously God's [Page 113]Grace is advanced by our Redemption, and what Honour and Glory redounds to the wise and gracious contriver of it; never such a rent of praise was raised as this brings him in. This is that Glory of praise that is said to be above the Heavens. The Glory of mak­ing and beautifying and enriching of Hea­ven and Earth, is nothing to this Glory that excelleth, of Saving Sinners by such a Saviour.

5. Nor is there any thing more pleasing to god in all the World, than a due Re­membrance of the Death of Christ in this Ordi­nance; which may be gathered from his Displeasure against a Church that did it, but unduly, 1 Cor. 11.

Now all Duty must take its rise from this Principle and Motive of loving God for Christ, and acknowledgments of Di­vine Goodness in giving his Son O!, never think he hath dealth hardly with you in keeping or taking any thing from you, if he hath given you a part in Christ. And this is a point of such Affinity with the Vi­tals of Christianity, and of Graces thriving in the Church of God, that even here should we desire to dwell, viz. To learn and look on all things in Christ, Eph. 4.21. To be taught the truth as it is in Jesus. There is nothing rightly taught or known, but as it is in Jesus. 1. The Types and shadows [Page 114]of things to come, are all opened in Jesus. 2. The Prophesies and Predictions are all accomplished in him How dark are many Prophetical passages of the Old Testament, till they face Christ? and then the Vail is taken away, as Calvin Expounds that of 2 Cor. 3.16. 3. We must see our sin as he did bear it on the Cross, as a most accursed thing, that laid such load on his blessed back. 4. And you must see your Soul in Jesus, as he hath purchased it from Hell with his own Blood. O! then how precious is my Soul, that was so dearly ransomed? 5. See your Selves in Jesus, your new Covenant-state in Christ. You never see your safety nor dignity till in him. 6. And all the great and precious promises of God to you must you see, yea and Amen in Christ, all made to Christ our Head first, and in Jesus unto us. 7. And lastly, You must see your good con­versation in Christ, Pet. 3.1. A [...]l your per­form [...]nces in the re [...]ce to him, and for him and by him, [...] to the Lord Christ, as grateful recor [...] to your Redeemer.

And Christians ought to labour after this feeing all things in Jesus Christ. For, 1. This is to see all thin [...]s in the tr [...]e light, whereb [...] much contu [...]on is cleared, and many shadows fly away. We are bid come to Christ, and he will [...]ive us light, Eph. 5.14. And in his Light, we shall see light. 2. The [Page 115]great Gospel-Command and Invitation is, Behold me, behold me, Isa. 65.1. 3. The Fa­ther is no further pleased than all i [...] seen and done in him. 4. This makes all sweet and easy, when we see all his yoke we bear, and his work we do, and his purchase we shall possess, that is, one so tender of our concerns, as to pay our Debts, and under­go our Curse.

And now shew your selves worthy par­takers by resolving on this, That you'll meddle with nothing in Religion, but in Christ, you'll walk in his Steps, you'll pray in his Name, you'll Suffer for his sake. In a word, you'll to Christ's Cross for all you want; you'll take Life from his Death; Hope from his Resurrection; Pardon from his Merit, and expectation of all good from that Love that parted with Christ: And on these Terms, I am sure Christ is well contented to give you a kind meeting at his Table, and to Seal his everlasting Co­venant with your immortal Souls.

44. Q Why are we generally so little affect­ed with [...]e great concerns of God and our Souls, here represented?

A. I because of Unbelief, which turn­eth all the precious concerns of Salvation to a romanti [...]k Story. The greatest mat­ters you can speak of do no more affect than they are believed, Isa. 53.1. 1 Pet. 2.7.

2. We want a lively sense of our Natu­ral Bondage. Sin and Misery are not laid to Heart, and therefore what signifies Christ and his Sacrifice?

3. God Mammon blinds our Eyes and corrupts our Hearts. The cares, pleasures and profits of this present world seduce many Souls from their Allegiance to Christ, and the care that is due to their Salvation. How are most deceived with the specious appearances and painted Slavery of the world to make us happy enough without Christ? The covetous Pharisees mocked at Christ; and Farms and Business do still excuse worldings from a serious and hear­ty imbracing of Christ's glorious Offers.

Q. What shall we do that we may not betray Christ, and prove false to our Covenant and Pro­fession in times of Tryal?

A. 1. Leave not a root of bitterness be­hind, no beloved Lust unmort fied: this was Judas his bane, the love of the world he kept up under a profession; and this be­trayed him into Satan's hand, and he stuck not to betray his blessed Master into his E­nemies Hands. 2. Rest not on doubtful Evidences of your Heavenly Interest, but get things better cleared between God and your Consciences. It will be a dreadful snare to you, when sufferings come to the loss of Life and Estate, and not be sure of [Page 117]Christ and Heaven. 3. Keep your selves in the Love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal Life. Love, if alive, will be strong at Death, all the floods of Affliction cannot drown it. 4. Keep up a close Communion with God constantly in secret. If you slack in secret Prayer, and wear out of personal acquain­tance with the Fountain, you will wither, and your strength dry up like a Pot-sheard, and your foot soon slide. 5. Let never a day go over your head without actual Faith on some promise, that this may keep you from fainting under discouragements, Ps. 27.13. 6. The most refined formal life­less Religion will not always secure you from being scandals on Earth, and being cursed wretches in Hell eternally.

45. That your minds may not be empty and wandring, doubtful what to fix upon, enquire,

Q. What doth this Ordinance call for.

A. 1. A Crucified Christ calls for Cruci­fied sins. 2. Be saying to thy self, did this Blood satisfy God, and shall it not satisfy me? Why then, O my Soul! do'st not thou rest more intirely in this ransome, and possess more of that rich Legacy his word hath left us, and his Death hath pur­chased? My peace I leave you, my peace I give [Page 118]you, and in me ye shall have peace, and this man shall be the peace. 3. Think whose Body, and what a Body is here represented. The blessed Body of the Son of God that was our Sacrifice broken, bruised, and bleed­ing on the Cross for us. That same body that his Father gave him who needed it not, but for us to receive our buffering in that Body that Devils envy to this day, even that the Human Nature should be assum­ed into a personal Union with the Divine. An honour denied the Angels. That Body that hung on the Cross, a spectacle to men and Angels for shame, pain and a curse due to us. That same Body that was laid in the Grave, and raised up unto Glory God in our Nature, appearing in Heaven for us preparing a place for us, perfuming it with his Glorious Possessions and Presence. 4. Think how due it is I should remem­ber him in my Life, who remembred me so kindly at his Death, especially having made a Law for it in this Ordinance, and making the remembrance no more costly nor painful than you see it this day. He might have sent us a Jerusalem Jou [...]y to the holy Grave, and appointed some costly Offerings there▪ But let us bless our Mer­ciful Lord and Law giver that hath spared us these expences and is content we should remember him in this plain Gospel Simpli­city. [Page 119]5. Think you are now remembring your best and dearest Friend in Heaven or Earth, who loves you be [...], and hath done most for you. Wherefore with what af­fections should he be remembred, and how precious should every thou [...]h [...] of him be to your Souls? Song 1. 4 Psal. 139.17. 6. Think how miserable you had been to eternity if he had not remembred us in our low estate. And what you have deserved that needed such a surety and Sacrifice.

Q. How may we know, if our remembring of Christ in this Ordinance hath been good and right.

A. 1. If we have here a remembrance of the right stamp, we leave not off remem­bring of Christ when we are gone; but the life of a Christian in hearing, reading, me­ditating and praying will be much more a remembring him in his ways than o­thers attain to. 2. We will cause others re­member Christ with us as we can Psal. 45. ult. 3. It will leave a las [...]ing desire of remembring him here again, Psal. 42.2. 4. [...] right, its Virtue will run thro g [...]all our Di [...]ies and Actions till we come again; [...] th [...]ll find is more easy to perform every duty, and [...]bey every precept. As we sind sin that Da­go [...] fall before this Ark of the Lord temp­tations resisted, and services Spiritualized, we may j [...]g of this case. 5. A right re­membrance of Christ will make a Sancti­fied [Page 120] Soul even forget the best and most need­ful things on Earth, to remember him now in Heaven. 6. It will humble thee for for­mer forgetting of him, and stir up a holy hatred against vain thoughts that kept Christ out; a few moments of a Sanctified re­membring thy sweet Saviour here, will send thee away with a sad Heart for thy forget­ing of him days without number.

46. Q. What came we hither to learn at the Table of the Lord?

A. 1. Humility from a meek and lowly, humbled suffering Saviour, Phil. 2.57.2. Patience from this Lamb of God that opened not his Mouth. Learn here to pos­sess your Souls in Patience, and suffer not every trifle to provoke you. 3. And here may we learn to Love where it shines out so gloriously. 4. Self-denial, and a pub­lick Spirit, who not regarding his own ease and pleasure, glorified his Father in Re­deeming us. 5. See here your strong rock, and learn to live by Faith. A sight of a Crucified, Sanctified Saviour should give us confidence, both in Duties and Dangers. In Duties this sight should lift you up above all your doings, when you see what your surety hath done and suffered for you. And in Dangers, your great help to believe he will not let your temporal evil sink you, is his delivering your Souls from eternal Mi­series [Page 121]and Hell and the second Death. 6. We can no where at a better advantage learn with them that are Redeemed from the Earth, the new Song of Promise, than here at such a solemn sight of our Suffering Redeemer.

But that we may learn our Lessons the better, let us be considering where and with whom we are sate. Solomon says, Prov. 23.1. When thou sittest with a Ruler consider what is before thee. It's a great Ruler we sit with, and a great Feast ser before us. Now let us con­sider we sit at the Table of the Lord and we eat the Supper of the Lord. If this be the Table of the Lord what wonderful condescention is this, that I who have sate so long at the Ta­ble of Devils, by feeding my Lusts, and ser­ving Satan, should be advanced to feast it with the Lord of Glory. Even I who deser­ved the lowest place in Hell, should here be sate in the highest place on Earth. Let the thoughts of such wonderful love lead you into his Banqueting-house, and suffer your Souls to be overcome with this Banner of his love, that unparallell'd love that loved you, and washed you in his own blood.

Again, consider it is the Supper of the Lord he setteth us down unto. This is that we eat and drink, even our Lord's Last Supper on Earth. This was the parting-Cup, after which he was not to drink till he drunk it new in the Kingdom of God. For preciousness; Cleopatra's [Page 122]Cup was nothing to this, tho filled with dis­solved Pearls. O the love that lay at the bot­tom to sweeten this Cup to us, tho the bit­terest to him that ever was put to the head of any Mortal; and the more Gall and Wormwood to him, the more Love and Good Will to us for whom he drank it.

This Last Supper on Earth is a Emblem of an after-Supper in Heaven And truly, that large and long sumptuous Supper of the Lamb's preparing above, may make a Saint sit down satisfied with a short Dinner on Earth. Let the Heirs of Glory never grum­ble at a dish of green herbs, the poorest and meanest Morsel, wi [...]h a Cup of cold water, since the finest of the Wheat and Honey out of the Rock, are too low expressions of thy Heavenly Commons a coming.

And for what our blessed Lord allows you here, you have it with the heartiest welcome. Christ sayeth to none of you, Eat and drink, and his heart is not with you. That you are forbid to eat of, for it's the [...]e [...]d of him that hath an evil eye, Prov. 23.6, 7. But this you are commanded to eat; we offer it in his Name; take it in obedience and believe a blessing.

47. My sighing come before my eating, says Job. So must ours do [...]w before we can comfortably eat and drink here; many a sigh and groan the body of death will cost [Page 123]us, many a sad heart for sin. Sigh, saith the Lord to the Prophet, to the breaking of thy Loins, 1. That thou shouldst have been so unhappy as to have hand in cutting off the Messiah, and slaying this Lamb of God; that thy sins nailed him to the Cross and pier­ced his si [...]e, yea, his hands and his feet, woun­ding the Son of God even to death with thy sins. 2. That his Love hath been neglected so long and so much, that the offers of his redeem­ing Grace hath met with so little hearty en­tertainment, that his sufferings for our sins have been so faintly resented, that we have carried so strangely to him that was so deeply concerned for us. 3. That he hath had so little honour by us for whom he hath made so rich a purchase; that we have laid out our selves so sparingly for him that spared not to pour out his blood for us; yea, that we should ever prove treacherous to him that was so true to our Interest. 4. That now we can love him no more when his Banner of Love is so fairly displaved over us in this Ordinance of his own Sup [...]er, this Feast of fat things. Oh that such choice entertainment should meet with so sorry welcome, and such dull affections. That our ordinary food should more refresh us than this heavenly Manna; That we can meet our suffering Lord with so little remorse for sin, and so little delight in his Love. But tho grief preceed, and go be­fore, [Page 124]yet let Joy take its own place, and en­ter his Courts with praise. Let transports of heavenly joy fill our redeemed souls, that ever the glad tidings of the great salvation sounded in our ears, that ever we heard of that great gift of God, Jesus Christ, and that he hath been at any time recommended to our heart with power; that the holy Tri­nity hath so well contrived our Redemption, in that ancient Covenant wherein the Fa­ther gave his Elect to Christ to be redeemed, and the Son most readily undertook the Work, and went through all its steps with such heroick and hearty resolution and good acceptation. Rejoice, O righteous ones, that the Father laid help upon one so mighty, able to answer all his demands, and to pay our debts. Rejoice that Heaven sent to the Earth by so sure a hand, and hath made with us so sure and well-ordered a Covenant in all things we can be concern­ed in for life and Godliness; that the Gates of Paradise (which our sins shut are now so open unto us, that sinners through their High Priest in Heaven have so free and bold access to this exalted Throne of grace. but alas for our bruitish stupidity and unbelief! that have carnal minds much more taken with a vain World, and empty dying comforts, than with all the Treasures of Grace, and Mansions of Glory.

48. This Feast of fat things here present­ed, who can feed upon it? Do we know the entertainment of this Table? Here is re­presented the singular and wonderful love of a dying Saviour: The great Mystery that Angels desire to look into: The Lamb of God Sacrificed for sinners. Can we behold it with dry eyes and dead hearts.

Qu. What impressions should it make upon us and leaves us under

Ans. 1. I'll never give sin a good look again (thro the grace of God) that cost my loving Lord Jesus so dear. 2. I'll despise the love of creatures, never lay it in the ballance with Christs: Whether they smile or frown I'll be little affected. For her's a love puts all love down A love who can comprehend, in It's matchless adventures and transcendent exceedings? 3. My love should be a constant, careful study of some answerable returns of love again. 4. I'll never like my self again Farther than I may be serviceable and suitable to this loving Lord that bled for me.

My members shall all be servants of righte­ousness unto Holiness: my soul shall ever mag­nify the Lord my thoughts shall be captivated unto him. I shall know no Friends, nor E­nemies but his. My prayers shall be to him. My Joy and my delight shall be in him. My faith shall firmly rest in his righteousness and satsfaction my patience shall be imployed [Page 126]to bear his Cross; my heart shall stand ever open to his Calls. The zeal of his house shall eat me up. My life shall be a tran­script of his Laws, and my death a desired dissolution to be with him. In a word the Covenant I now renew with him, at his own holy table, I am willing should be laid against me for Conviction, Accusation and humiliation in all my departings from him.

But knowing that without him I am nothing and can do nothing all my expecta­tion is from him: and amidst my best pur­poses, sensible of my sin and weakness, I do with holy David say, O Lord when wilt thou come unto me, that is, for my assist­ance and help to make good my promises to God? Psa. 101.2. Let my songs of praise be all of him here until I come where I shall be able to tune them higher, than my sin­ful imperfections will now permit.

49. Qu. Have I heavens permission? Yea have I the Masters Invitation to be here?

Ans. Any that are weary of the worlds Vanity and laden with the sense of sin, look­ing out for Health and cure, and come for a Physitian sensible of soul diseases and heart distempers, have Christs own Call to come. Mat. 11.28. 2. If thou durst not come for a World without his Invitation, and that the best encouragement of thy approach is his Calls of Grace, such a sinner may draw near. Mar. [Page 127]10.49. 3. Reconciled Friends are invited to come and eat. Song. 5.1. And we are Gods Friends no further than we keep his command­ments. Job. 15.14. 4. What warm Invitation have you given Christ for coming and blow­ing on your garden to prepare all for him­self, to make way for his inviting you? Com­pare Song. 4 Ult. with ch. 5.1. 5. Solemn humiliation and secret personal examination must go before our Lords allowance to eat and drink here 1. Cor. 11.

Do we come to imploy Christ in the ex­ercise of his offices upon your souls, for grace and mercy to purge and pardon? come ye for favour and forgivness? Do you come for power and virtue to kill your lusts, and coole your affections to a vain world? to draw you that you may run after him? come you for the things of the Kingdom of God, for Righteousness, peace and Joy, the choice entertainments of wisdom's house? Do you com [...] with your Bills in your hand? Black Bills of your own indictment for the red lines of his Cross to blot out? Bills of Grievances to be Redressed? Bills of Wants to be supplied, especially Church-grievances and Soul Grievances; Satan making havock of the one without, and daily inroads upon the other by prevail­ing Temptations, that makes you groan for Heavens Care, and better keeping of you than your own.

Q. Faith being so necessary to right receiving, may they adventure to come, who doubt whether they have true Faith or no?

A. 1. Tho we have not such a full per­swasion as exempts us from all doub [...]g, yet if on a due examination [...]our See [...] our Hearts accuse us not of [...]cri [...] [...] double dealing with God, [...] may [...] ­ture to come, yea, wh [...]n [...] found much dros [...], and can j [...]dg and [...]hor our selves for it in dus [...] and as [...]es, and betake our selves humbly and sincerely to the blood of Christ for Peace and Pardon, w [...] are allow­ed to com [...]. But if any come, [...] [...]hers may not take them for unbe [...]evers, and yet are unwi [...]i [...]; to believe indeed (and wholly give up themselves to be ruled by Gods Laws, and saved by Christs righte­ousness) had better forbear than mock God and drink Damnation to themselves. Hap­py Soul, that can keep a [...]ingle eye on Christ in coming hither, to partake of his Graci­ous Spirit and Merit, himself, and all his blessed benefits; to get Grace and Strength to oppose sin, and serve God better, and to walk more worthy of the Christian Vocation; such comers may come and have Christ's Welcome.

50. In Prov. 31.27. we read of eating the bread of Idleness. And as our painful Redeemer eat no such bread when he was here travelling in the greatness of his strength for us, so must we beware of turning this to eating of the Bread of Idleness, i. e. to be guilty of the want of a diligent and serious examination of heart and way, ere we come hither, and not walking worthy of the [Page 129]profession and priviledg of our appearing here.

Q. What walk will best bec [...]me our being here.

A. 1. A walk of tenderness towards him, who was so tender of us as to say down his Life to save ours. It ill becomes us to yield to any thing dishonourable to him, that hath espoused our best int [...]rests at so dear a rate.

2. A w [...]lk of Holy Communion and Heavenly Fellow­ship with him, that s [...]rs you down here with himself. That the result of Feasting with Christ here may be a Life of Following hard af [...] [...]im; and going away and remembring hi [...] [...] Wi [...]

3. A Life and [...] of F [...]lness, [...]ounding in all the fruits of the Spirit, wh [...]re think we to be filled with the S [...]iri [...], if not her [...]? It's [...] pity when we are gone that it shoul I not be seen [...]re we have been. It's said of the lean King, that when they had [...]en up the s [...]t Kine, it could not be known that they had [...]at [...]n them, they [...]re still [...]ill favoured, Gen. 41.21. I wish there were no such eaters found among us [...] day. [...] we be Marri [...]d to Christ [...] It's meet we bring f [...]r [...]h Fruit unto God.

4. A Life of Faithfulnes [...] in re [...]ing sin. [...]o we sit where we have seen our Lord [...]eding a fresh for our Sins, and shall we ever plead for sin, or listen to Satan any more? Have I seen the Lord w shing me in his own blood, and will I ever wallow again i [...] the mire? O! his never to be forgotten Agony; and his dismal groans in the Garden! The V ne [...]ar and Gall my sin put to! is Head on the Cro [...]! The B [...]ft [...]tings and Spit­tings my sin laid on his s [...]r Face! The cruel Piercings of his blessed Sides, hi [...] Hands and his Feet for my sins! Shall I [...]v [...]r refuse res [...]sting unto Blood striving against Sin. Jerome tells of a Woman that re [...]ll [...]d all tempta­tions with this, I am a Christian, [...], B [...]ptised, and shall [...] sit at his Table, and lift up the heel against him. And now go away resolving to [...]on [...] y [...]urselves no more in the dust of this dirty World, being [...]nce rolled in the precious Garments of yo [...]r [...]lder Brother.

51. Q. If thou wouldst m [...]t with Christ, what is thy business with him?

A. I. I come to pay the [...]ebt of Thankfulness, and to Celebrate his praise in this way of his appointment for Christ's Unspeakable love to my l [...]st Soul, the Ordinance [Page 130]being Eucharistical. 2. As Joseph's Brethren came to Egypt, so for Food am I come to eat and drink abun­dantly, Song. 3.1. 3. I am counselled of Christ to come for all his rich Supplies, Rev. 2.18. And for these very ends an [...] come, for his tried Gold, his whire rai­ment, and his eye S [...]lve, that I may be rich with his Gr [...] ­ces, cloathed wi h his [...]igh [...]en [...]sness, and enlightned by his Spirit to know the [...]hing [...] [...] given [...]e of God. 4. For what end com [...]s the C [...]ld to the Fathers House, the [...]ngry to the Full, the [...], the Bride to the Bridegroom, but to Marr [...] a [...] ma [...]e Merry? Why comes the Prodigal home, but to R [...]pent of his Folly, and to live with his Father in better Fashion? And that thou mayst leave th [...] [...]ling, and like better of thy Fathers House take a promise for it, Jer. 3.19. Thou shalt call me my Father, and shall not turn away from m [...], 5. Wherefore comes the Diseas [...]d to the Phy­siti [...]n, but for health and [...]ase? 6 And wherefore comes the oppressed Subject to the King, but for Relief against his Enemies? I come for help against a hard heart, I come for Power against a strong Lust, a mighty Goliah, that threatens the Life of my Soul. 7. I am weary and heavy laden with sin, and therefore I come for rest and Peace. My sins are my greatest Burden, my ignorance, sloath [...]nd slowness, earthlyness and lukewarmness; the indwelling body of Death pains my Heart, and the guilt of Sin stings my Conscience, and I come for purging and pacifying by Christ. 8. I come for mutual Communi­cation of Love-tokens to give and take. I would have my Faith Confirmed, my Love more Fervent, my Heart more Enlarged, more weaned from Earth, and more set upon Heavenly Glory. I come to condole with Zion, and put in for Songs of Deliverance, and for restoring of a decayed work of God among us, that the right Arm of the Lord may put on strength, and encounter his Ene­mies on their high places, that Christ may be great in these Nations, and the reproach of his People he may take away, and prosper his Gospel in Conquering sin­ners, and converting the Elect.

Q. In what Posture or Condition must we come to Christ.

A. 1. In a praiseful posture must we come to meet our Redeemer. We begin the new Song here that will [Page 131]never be ended in Heaven. 2. As Subjects to pay our ho­mage to our Prince, Psal. 45.11. He is the Lord and Worship him. 3. As Servants to receive their Masters Or­ders and Commands, Psal. 123.2. Lord what wilt thou have me to do? 4. As Schollars to their Masters to be taught. 5. As Children to their Father for a blessing. 6. As Beggars for an Alms, poor and needy, but think upon me 7. As Pa [...]ien [...]s to a Physitian for Health and Cure. Like a Mal [...] [...] [...]ath pleagu [...]y sores needs a Phy­si [...], a [...] as [...]ll as a Pardon.

52. If the quest [...] [...] asked▪ what doest thou here? or how camest [...] hith [...]r? A. The Master calleth come. Q. But h [...]r kno [...] [...] [...]lleth thee? A. 1. I. have exa [...]ed [...] my self, and [...] [...]re allowed to co [...] ▪ 2 [...]ly [...] [...]eth his Call, saying, behold I come a [...]to thee. [...] in my Heart th [...]t I am the [...]erson called [...] from the call, Whosoever will, let him c [...]me and drink of the Water of Life freely. First, A great latitude in [...] [ [...]soever] and why may not I be one among so ma [...]y [...] But 2ly, [ whosoever will] I find he hath made me one of his Willing ones; my Heart is here, and I never went to eat and drink for my outward man more willingly. 3dly. I am called to drink, and truly I find my Soul a thirst, and wants its refreshing [...]ere. 4thly. It's [...]ater of Life that is offered; and it's the same my Soul c [...]mes for, that I may have life, and have it more abundantly. And 5thly, I am called to take it freely, and so do I take it as the sweetest gift of m [...] dear Redeemer, witho [...]t any plea of my own righteousness. But yet, tho call'd, let thy soul say, He that calls, must carry me too, for no man can come, except the Father draw. O! be looking up for Divine draw­ing; for heart [...] will faint and draw back, if Christ draw not [...]ear. Our S [...]v [...]ur said to Peter, come; but if he that called him had not bore him up, he had sunk for all his call. Learn to look to Christ for all, without him we can do no­thing. Law not the great stress on thy coming hither, but on Christ's coming to thee in the Ordinance; for it's our Lords own presence, which is the master-wheel of all spi­ritual M [...]tions. I will come in, that made the Feast. Rev. 3.20. [...]eme [...]ber ( John 11.28.) when Martha told her Sister Mary f [...]retly ( the Master is come) she arose quick­ly [Page 132]and came unto him. All our inward motions to him, depend upon his coming first unto us; and therefore le [...] your heart be saying Come Lord Jesus, come quick­ly, until the day break and the shadows flee away.

We read of a deferred Christian after much sad So [...]l exercise, crying out, he is come, he is come. Q. How may we know he is come? A. 1. How did Elizabeth know that Mary brought Christ in her Womb when she came to see her? but by some inward unusual em [...]ions; thy heart will not be without its own transporting ex­tasies of love and wonder, saving (with Eliz [...]th) Whence is it that the Lord of Glory should come and [...] k on me; and will not fail to [...]ave i [...]superable ties upon thy [...]art to entertain his fell [...]ship, and attend his service.

53. Concerning the Jews hearing of John, our Saviour asked, What went you out for to see? and else where to en­quiring Disciples, come and see. You have been hearing, but now come and see. That will be the sense in Hea­ven that will be most sa [...]fied, when we shall see him as he is: There a Glorified Christ, and here a Cru [...]d one. Here you ma [...] s [...]e the true Is [...] laid on the bl [...]k, and the bloody knife at his throat. H [...]re is the Sca [...] over whose Hea [...] Is [...]ael confessed thei [...] [...], [...]nt into th [...] Wil [...]ness, carring our sin in [...]o a l [...]n [...] of forgerful­n [...]ss, [...]e you s [...]e the Church of God purchased which [...] own [...]. Here your sacrifi [...]d [...] surety payi [...] your de [...]t [...] [...]ou must have been paying to all [...]ni­ty, and [...] d [...]ne paying. Here is the most high Go [...] [...] to [...]ke our blows, our Hea­ve [...] [...] of his H [...]our Healing by his Wound­ing. [...] the [...]nowle [...]g of sin shining forth in God's Holiness and h [...]r [...]d of [...]. For all the threatnings of the Law and [...] of th [...]m on others could never preach it fo [...]th [...]s exce [...]ing of them on Christ hath done. And here new you see the treasure hid in the field. Let none [...] this [...] because brought in earthen Ves­sels. This offers injury to Divine Wisdom and Good­n [...]s, who condescends to make such familiar r [...]pre­s [...]ra [...]ions of our Redemption, adapted to our in­fi [...]es here on earth, who cannot conceive heavenly things but in an earthl [...] manner, and the meaning is, that the excellency may be of God, and not of man. Learn, O Belie­ver, [Page 133]to glory in nothing but in the Cross of Christ, whatever else we glory in, will be our shame another day; and why should we glory in any thing so much, as in that where­by God h [...]th his greatest glory? John 13.31. God's Glo­ry and our happiness center in a Crucified Christ.

Q. What benefit have we by the Cross of Christ?

A. 1. Without it we must [...]ave [...] all that he suf­fered for us. 2. [...]o mercy for u [...] bu [...] th [...] [...] Christ's me­rit, our surety was [...] of strict iustice, that we man [...] be [...] w [...]th on [...] of [...]. 3. Christ be­ing [...]ast i [...]o the F [...]ce of [...] W [...]th [...]ched the [...] [...]mas, th [...] type, being can in [...]o t [...]e raging Sea, [...] the stor [...]; he made his Soul an Offering for sin. No ma [...] [...] me d [...] be, if Christ be the surety. The Ocean c [...] drown a M [...]un [...] [...]ole [...]ll; and yet pres [...]e [...]ot to [...] [...]ecause of eith [...]r mercy or merit; who [...] th [...]ir cond [...]n [...]ion w [...]s or [...] [...]ed of o [...]. [...] [...]ot be [...] plain [...] ma [...]k of [...]pro [...], ha [...] a [...]d ng t [...]e riches of Gods Grace and [...], Jude 4.4. [...]e brings us b [...]k to G [...]d again. After we had b [...]enest out and put away, he hath brought us into favour [...]ith God again. As all we have from God streams through his Flo [...]d, so all we give to God a [...]cends by v [...]r [...] of his M [...]r [...]. 5. I [...] crucifies the World to u, and la [...]s all it g [...]ory in th [...] [...]ust. If I had not this to mor [...]ly my hear [...], I had [...]en as [...]ond of earthly sha­dows as ever deceiv [...]d [...] was.

54. The command of God laid on us leaves us not at liberty wha [...] to do in this matter; for he hath said, eat, and he hath said, drink, yea d [...]ink [...] [...]tly, O beloved! What, the [...] of God. David [...]efused to drink the water that was purchased with the [...] of the lives of three [...] God hath made it our duty to drink the precious [...] f Chr [...]st as an [...]speakable priveledg, and the most wond [...]rful expression of Divine Love.

What shall we [...]ay to this gift of Christ? O wonder of wonders in be [...]owing of him on us!

1. Considering he h [...] [...]hing [...]tter, [...]ay, nothing near so good, his price is a [...]ove ru [...]es, and nothin [...] [...] be compared to him. 2. God [...] Man [...], but here he gives God, even man [...] Creator to him. 3. When he gave Creatures into Adam's [...]nd at first, he gave them [Page 134]to a holy and righteous man▪ but Christ is given to deprav­ed sinful man. 4. To glorify God's grace yet more, he takes occasion from so great an evil as sin to manifest such ex­ceedings of Love. 5. And all this moving from himself and not another. 6. If Angels and Men should busy their thoughts to eternity, they could not imagin any thing greater, nor half so great as this love, that hath glory and Communion in a Heavenly Paradise with God himself for sinners, and all by the Death and Sufferings of Christ his Fathers Darling. Hence see what a liar Satan was th [...]t insinuated God to be an enemy to mans happiness, as if he envied the good fruit forbidden; and yet hath the world seen how dear he was willing to recover man out of his lost condition, even at the amazing expence of the bl [...]od of his beloved Son. O [...]he shooting the arrows of God in­to his Son, rather than into the R [...]bel, is the highest point his Compassion could mount to Could we but [...]nd you away with more hatred of [...]in and more love to your Saviour, the work were done, and the [...]nd of this Or [...] ­nance obtained: But behold another wonder st [...]rts [...]p when we speak of Love. What wonder that God sho [...]d highly and dearly court our Love? 1. Considering it's so imperfect, not as these burning Ser [...]phims, or perfected Saints above. 2. So polluted is our [...]ove, he might hav [...] disdained and refu [...]e [...] to be imbraced, by such a [...]ections as have defiled themselves so much with [...] as [...] [...]dols and sinful Vanities. 3. He comm [...]nd [...]th my love, [...]nd makes it my greatest duty, and become [...]y gr [...]s;t sin when God is [...]light [...]. [...]. He so Am [...]b [...], [...] we so Ugly. [...]. That he should be the first [...]d most [...]si suiter for it.

55. Q. Who have a right t [...] this [...] [...]ce?

A. 1. Holy things are [...]dogs and [...]wi [...]e that [...]llo [...] in the mi [...]e of sin an [...] lu [...]. 2. [...]o [...] [...] [...]ching [...]d s [...]-j [...]dging sinn [...]s, I Cor. 11.28.31. 3. No [...] [...] [...]e [...] ­ry [...] lad [...] s [...]ers that are [...] to p [...]rt [...]ith their [...]. 4. N [...]ne but they who are willing to [...]ke Ch [...] y [...]k [...] on their neck, and s [...]n [...]rely coverant and resign th [...]mselves to Christ for a leader [...]nd command­er. 5. Name but they who desire Christ and Salvation a­bove all the World: that can sell all to purchase the [...]l of Price. Having cleared your right, consider your work and business when about it, viz. Remembring of [Page 135]Christ in his death and sufferings. It's very instructive there­in to compare the memorial of our High Priest for us, Exod. 28. with our Memorial of him here in this Ordinance. Go to particulars thus: v. 9. The Names of Israel were to be engraven, and have a deep impression with Christ; and that on stones, to m [...]ke it more legible, and less subjest to ob­literating. And all for a Memorial, v. 12. And every one with his Name. v. 21. That there may be no suspicion of his for­getting any one of his poor Children. And all their Names must he bear on his he [...]rt, that it m [...]y not be a faint and formal remembrance. But whe [...] shall this memorial of Israel be? but when the High Priest goes in before the Lord; then shall they be on [...]is h [...]art, at his most solemn appearing at the right hand of Majesty on high. Lastly, to consu­mate and perform our blessedness in this Metrorial, it's a perpetual memorial, continually, even to make interces­sion for ever, v. 3. No length of time nor emergent of Providence can possibly wear out, or [...]ut off this happy memorial of us by Christ. Now but think what answera­ble returns you are to make in a hum [...]ble, [...]earty and con­stant r [...]mem [...]r [...]nce of him, who r [...]m [...]mbred us in our low [...]s [...]e here and leaves not off remembring us in his ex [...]lted [...] [...]bove. This memorial, is a memorial of love. Joh. 3.35. The F [...]r [...]h the Son, and hath given all thin [...]s in [...] his hand. Now [...]y your Love by this what can y [...]u intrust him with [...] Th [...]r [...] i [...] great trust in Love, if it be true. Can you [...] [...]ll thi [...] in [...]o his h [...]s. 1. The F [...]ther that [...] [...]im best, i [...]ed him most; and they t [...]t know [...] will word [...]st, P [...]l, 9.10. 2. The F [...]th [...]r trus [...] [...] [...]ith [...] the Souls of his Elect, and durst not [...] with one? 3. He [...] tr [...] to his tr [...]st; [...], Joh. 17.4. which makes our [...] of [...]. 4. Never any Soul in [...]rus [...]d [...] [...]o [...]i [...] hands, [...] [...]de a [...]d acc [...]t th [...]f, [...] to the end, 2 Ti [...] 1.12. 5. [...]v [...] a soul did well at l [...] [...]ut [...]hat [...]as intrulled into his [...]ands, John 3.13. 6. [...]vi [...]g tru [...]ted [...]im [...]ith your Souls, can [...]ot you trust him w [...]t [...] [...]dies a [...] s [...]s [...]on? Now let a S [...]ng of Praise [...] [...]lude this sacred [...], a [...] our bl [...]ss [...]d S [...]iour went before us with his Di [...] in [...]ing a [...] [...]he conclu [...]ion of the S [...]. [...] 30. [...]r up [...] [...]lves to it with Deb [...]ra [...]h, [...]dg. 5.12. saying, awake, awake, O [Page 136]my Soul, and all within me awake, awake, to utter a Song to the Saviour of sinners.

56. Let no Christian think that Conversion and a new state in Christ is enough for your [...]eing here; or that one examination may serve for all. Indeed many come short of this, but as often as you eat, the duty of examining must be repeated, [...]s the word enjoyns, Let [...]t man examin h [...] ­self, and [...]o let him eat; so th [...]t eating at an [...] [...]m [...] without it bee [...]es our sin and [...]ransgresseth th [...]s Scripture Canon. Besides, a vessel of Honour, in resp [...]ct of [...], [...]r [...] and fa­shion, may b [...] fit fo [...] u [...]e; [...]ut in r [...]g [...]rd [...]f [...]ness con­tracted, may not be immediatly [...] for some [...]oole ser­vice [...]ill a new sc [...]uring. Q. But [...]y such pre [...]a [...]ation and examination before Celebr [...]ti [...]n and Participa [...]ion? A. 1. The greatness of the So [...]ema [...] calls for [...]i [...]'s the Table of a great K. and the greatest Festiv [...]l the G [...]p [...]l knows. Let none presume to come to so holy a [...]able wit [...] their com­mon habits. And therefore [...]h [...]t i [...] may be seen [...]hat we make s [...]me account of the Master of [...]he Fea [...]t, and of the food set before us, let us be c [...]reful to grace this Table with a w [...]dding-garment. 2. Without consci [...]n [...]o [...] [...] p [...]ra [...]i­on there is seldom l [...]fe in Cel [...]b [...]ati [...]n, [...] [...]ru [...]s in the Conversation after. 3. N [...]ne are called to [...] without this q [...]alification, 1 Cor. 11.28. an [...] if we come without Christ's Call, we may go without his blessing▪ so that much of the bene [...]it and comfort of Communica [...]ing may depend upon a due preparation for it, Job. 11.13, 14, 15. Ezra 6.21, 22. 4. The danger is g [...]a [...] to come unprepared, and rush rudely unto the Table of th [...] L [...]d, he receives unwor­thily, th [...] comm [...]s unp [...]eparedl [...] it will be a b [...]er bre [...]k-fast to eat and d [...]ink our own damnation b [...] bei [...]g guilty of the B [...]d [...] and Blood of Christ, Matt. 22.12, 13. 5. The [...]d Je­sus hath a very jealous eye upon us at th [...]t action; a [...]d th [...]refore we had need k [...]p a strict watch and j [...]l [...]us eye upon our selves; he comes down how to s [...]e h [...]w the Vine s [...]uri [...]heth, how the Spikenard s n [...]h forth i [...]s smell, and wh [...]ther there be any without his Wedding garment a­mong us. He is come to see his Guests, and if there be but one in his rags, he finds him out, and judgeth him for coming unworthily. 6 None can be so fit to help others in preparing work, as they who are sanctified and prepared themselves first. Sanctify your selves, and prepare your bre­thren, [Page 137]go together in Jos [...]ah's Passo [...]er, 2 Chro. 35. 6. And the Lamb for the Passover w [...] [...] be taken out of the Flock three d [...]ys before it was [...]o be sacrificed, that so the Peo­ple [...]ght [...]e [...]eparing themselves in that ti [...]e, Ex. 12.3.6.

57. Q. [...] must we ex [...]mine our selves in for a right receiving of the Lord's Sufer. [...]. 1. We [...]ust [...]ndue our kno [...]l [...]dg of Spiritual things; [...]m [...]ly, in discerning the Lord [...] [...], i.e. the worth and pr [...]cious [...] of that Sacri­fice, [...] over and lapped up [...]n the El [...]ments of Bread and Wi [...]e. And our kn [...]wled [...] in [...] p [...]in [...]n u [...] be tried 1. Wh [...] it be appropria [...]ng▪ i e. [...]king [...]n i [...]terest in the things k [...]wn, [...]b. 15 27. 2. If [...]retiatin [...] [...] well as approving▪ Rom. [...].18. 3. If p [...]ct [...]cal, [...] order to and pe [...]fected by practice▪ Ps. 119.34. 2. [...] [...]xa­mine our s [...]ns, wh [...]ch is the principal point of our [...]x [...]mi­nation in th [...]s business, 1 Cor. 11.2 [...]. co [...]p. with 31. where we are bid to judg our selves f [...]r our s [...]ns. Esp [...]cially find out what be y [...]ur predominat [...] sins, and whe [...]er you be freed from s [...]ns d [...]inion. 3. We must exa [...]ine our spi­ritual state, whither w [...] b [...] in Chr [...]st; f [...]r o [...]ly in him is God w [...]ll pleased with us. 1. All in Christ through illu­mina [...]ing gr [...]ce h [...]ve got a f [...]ght of sins l [...]athson [...]ness and d [...]nger. 2 To p [...] C [...]st [...]ove [...]ll the worlds dross, Phil. 3.8. [...] Th [...] [...]ve h [...] [...]irit to [...]ll in them▪ 4. They [...]. 5. [...] from Chr [...]st; their li [...]e is [...]d [...]i [...] hi [...], and t [...]ir [...] depend on his ap­pe [...]g, [...]. 3.3. 4. We must [...]e our Graces, 1. If they b [...] true, and [...]o [...] count [...] Co [...]; for this Feast [...]ust not [...] [...]it [...] the [...] of Hypocris [...]e, but with the unleavened bre [...] of [...]nceri [...]y a [...]d trut [...]. 2. Whether Gr [...]ce [...]e strong, and God's work and V [...]ne-yard in a flouris [...]ing and [...]riving con [...]i [...]ion [...]. 5. We must examine our du [...]i [...]s and p [...]for [...]es as [...]o their [...]onstancy, Fer­vency, Communion. 6. And our Conversation, how re­gul [...]r uniform and h [...]v [...]nly.

Q. What Di [...]i [...]n [...] may be given f [...]r pr [...]m ting this great work [...]f self-examination? [...]. 1. [...]et not the search be slight and sup [...]rfici [...], [...] d [...]li [...]ent, [...] and ac [...]urat; as we se [...]rch for E [...] [...] l [...]t u [...] s [...]r [...]h for Sin with such a c [...]r [...]s [...]l dis [...]itio [...]. [...]. 64. [...]. as the righteous Judg will search Jeru [...]a [...]em with Cand [...]es, so let us, Zeph. 1.12. And as David did, Ps. 57.6. 2. Take you he [...]rt in one hand, [Page 138]and your Bible in the other, making God's Word the Test by which all is tried: judg, reject or approve, as the Word does. 3. Be not soon satisfied in the search; and give not over for what you find at first; for the heart is a great deep, but turn in again and see yet greater abomi­nations than these, Ezek. 8. 4. Call in help from Hea­ven for so great and difficult a work, Pf. 139.23. He rests not on the single testimony of his own Conscience, in v. 22. without God's help he seeks not in this matter. 5. In­ure thy self to a greater frequency of the work; custome would make it more easy, and bring us to better skill about it

Be very thankful for any discoveries God graciously makes to you in time, of your selves. For what if God had hid our own hearts from us u [...]t [...]l he had revealed us to all the world. In 1 Cor. 1 [...] 25. we have the Con­vert falling down and worshipping God out of thank­fulness, that the Secrets of his heart were made manifest. Self-searching might prevent dreadful discoveries which God is put to make of us by falling into some soul and scandalous sins, because we were backward to know our selves better in the use of Gods appointed means, 2 Chr. 32.31.

7. Let Memory be active in the search, and be calling to mind old reckonings.

8. Let examination be in order to execution; Rest n [...]t in the discovery, but let seeking to find out Grace and Cor­ruption, be in order to the cherishing the one and destroy­ing of the other. If we examine, let us also judge, pass sentence and execute upon the hidden up Idols of a base heart. The Voice said to Peter, Arise, kill and eat. Tru­ly we must not eat here, unless we arise from our hum­blings and searchings, and kill Lusts and not sp [...]re.

Q. But upon examination, how may we be helped to make a right Judgment of our selves?

Ans. 1. Consult seriously with Conscience, and let it have liberty to speak its own Language; for what m [...]n knows the things of a man, s [...]ve the spirit of a man which is in him? 1 Cor. 2.11. 2. Observe well what Verdi [...]t the Word gives of thy condition, [...]nd discov [...]ry it m [...]kes in its most powerful outgoings, and most spiritual dis­pensings; and let that be well remembred, and made much use of under, after darkness, desertions and Tem­ptations. We must not look that the beams of Divine [Page 139]Light will always with the same lustre and brightness shine. 3. Try not thy self so much by some extraordina­ry motions and good mood after, or at a powerful Ordi­nance, as by the more constant bent of the heart, and con­tinued course of life. 4. Try thy self more by Closet-commu­nion than by publick duties; for what one is in secret that he is indeed. 5. Take the help of faithful Ministers and judicious Christians about thy condition, when it's too hard for thy self. 6. Lean much upon, and leave more than many do to the discovering Spirit of Jesus in the use of all means, whose properly it is to make known the hidden things of God, and of our hearts too.

58. If there be any Soul seeking Christ in this and other of his own Ordinances, and yet meets not with (but complains with the Spouse of seeking) her Beleued, but found him not, Song 3. let such know there be more pro­fessors in a worse than better condition. For 1. She was sen­sible of Christs absence, and knew her own condition, not as they Jer. 2.6.8. 2. She complain'd of it as her present misery, that she went without enjoyment. 3. Under this desertion Love and Desire were active. 4. She called not her Interest into question; [...]o [...] he is her beloved still. 5. She seeks Still, and cannot be are quiet till she find her Belo­ved, and such a seeker cannot be long a finding.

Now the marks of a found Beloved in such an Ordi­nance, are clear in the Churches Practice and Carriage, 1. A care to keep him, v. 4. I would [...] let him go; and that he may abide, she shews her publick Spirit in bring­ing him to her mothers ho [...], and straitly charges, that to provocation may be given him tolegene, v. 5. That if he de­part it may be an act o [...] meer Soveraignty. Now nothing will more readily fur up Christ to be gone than unruly passions, so contrary to a meck Lord Jesus, Isa. 42.2. Un­mortified affections, and unwa [...]ed hearts, when the soul grows secure and careless of such a Guest. 2. A fear to lose Christ accompanies the enjoyment of him, v. 8.

And if you find your beloved here▪ go away with a holy fear in your hearts, left you should not render again according to the benefit bestowed upon you. Let not that Name be written on the sand, that hath wrote yours on his heart. They may go away with much joy in their hearts this day that have made a good and sure bargain with Christ [Page 140]for their Souls. B [...]t you m [...]y eat of this s [...]iritual meat, an [...] drink of this spiritual drink▪ as t [...]e Israelit [...]s did of the Rock that followed them, which was Chri [...]t, and yet God may not be pleased with you, 1 Cor. 10.4, 5. especially if af­ter this eating and drinking [...]here be [...]ound with us a care­less heart, a carnal mind, and [...] fruitless l [...]fe. And whoever be the poor m [...] of whom C [...]ri [...] hath [...]u [...]. [...] this poor man will I look; Now if [...]ou ha [...] [...] this kind and gra [...] lo [...]k, go home an [...] rejoice, [...]nd r [...] in his love; but [...]et re [...]o [...]c [...] with trembling when you consider [...]our sin a [...]d hath that may provoke him to be gone; and [...] you are most fr [...]id even of sinful self an [...] a de [...] [...]rt, trust in him at all times, look unto him, an [...] [...] fea [...] ▪ Ps. 56.3 What time I am afraid I will [...] in t [...]e [...]. What Sweet Experiences do many tre [...] [...] [...]n [...] [...]e [...]ch from Gods speaking at a Serm [...]n, an [...] [...] S [...] [...]? Bu [...] let us by all m [...], beware of goi [...] [...] of sprink­ling at a Sacrament, without i [...]s [...]ing [...] on [...] Co [...] ­sciences, lest it lead back to [...], and b [...]ing us to the King of Ter [...]rs▪ An [...] i [...] [...] Ki [...], sittin [...] with thee at his [ a [...] [...]th mad [...] G [...] li [...]ly, [...]o [...]oy co [...]fort, say of Grace [...] [...]ity [...]s the [...] said [...] [...]nathan, He shall not die▪ for he hath wr [...]ught with G [...]d th [...] day, 1 Sam. 14.45.

5 [...]. 2 Sam 9.3. D [...]vid enquires if there be any yet of the house of Saul, that he m [...] [...]h [...] him the kindness of God, i.e. by an Hebraism, great kindness, or free kindness, as God shews to us who little de [...]rv [...] it, [...] Saul deserved little kindne [...]s at the hands of David. Bu [...] however, by our sit­ting and feasting here, we have had the kindness of the Lord shewed unto us, that ha [...]h provided so comfortable a repast for poor Pilgrim [...] [...]n our Wilderness-condition. It's a Feast of Love and Kindnes [...] to us, and he may reason­ably expect Love again. Love will but please him and ease us. For as Faith makes all things possible, sol [...] makes all easy, 1 Joh. 5.3. Now Love hath its own pecul [...]ar out-goings for God, saying, What shall I do for him that hath [...]one [...] much for me? And love will readily answer its own que­stion, 1. I will do more for him than others, he having done more for me than for many. 2. I will do more for him than for all my dearest friends, and nearest Relations. O that it were so in very deed with us all. 3. I will do no­thing [Page 141]against him to the best of my knowledge, whate­ver it cost me. 4. I will (nay I can) do nothing without him. 5. I will do all for him and eye his glory. And when by his help I have done what I can, it deserves not to be named the same day with his doings for me, and is infi­nitely short of what he deserves, and I owe, and therefore I see I must die in his debt, but will be still doing as I can, and mend what hath been amiss, by learning to love more, and then I cannot but do better; for love is the fulfilling of the whole Law. And Love's inquiries will be, 1. Whither is he gone that I may seek him? 2: How shall I seek him that I may find him? O that I knew where I might find him! that I might come even to his Seat, Job 23.3. 3. And when I have him how shall I keep him? 4, And what shall I do to please him? 5. And that which puts Love most to it, is, how shall I sufficiently praise him, Ps. 106.2. And now let love lean on Christs bosom at this Supper, and think the Master say­ing to thee as Ahasuerus to Esiher at his Feast, What is thy s [...]it, and what wouldst thou have done? What H [...]man to hang? what lust to subdue? what grace to be strengthned? But most may say of such things as David of Saul's Armor, I have not been accustomed to them.

60. Ps. 4.4. Commune with your own heart. Heart-com­muning being so necessary an exercise for Christians at all times, and so suitable to this Ordinance, that requires the indispensable duty of self-examination to fit us for it.

Q. What should we chiefly commune about-with our own heart? 1. About sin and a sinful corrupt state, that shews it self in an ungodly life. about secret sins, pred [...]minant sins, what powerful sway they bear in the soul, or what re­pentings are kindled within you, what relentings or re­newings, and how preferable Grace is to Nature, Luk. 15.17. and how much better God would be to you than all your. Idols and sinful or worldly pleasures, Hos. 2.7. Commune with your heart about unruly passions, Soul-distractions and confusions, disorderly unmortified affe­ctions. 2. About temptations, what res st [...]e you are help­ed to make, what victory is obtain'd, how you strive a­gainst sin, and prosper in the spiritual warfare. 3. What welcome you have yet given Christ it his most gracious offers, what closure with Christ as Lord and Saviour, Ps. 16.2. and how the heart stands affected to him, or stands off [Page 142]from [...]m, as not well contented with him; whether thy [...] hath open'd to him, making a free and full surrender [...]o the Lord of Glory, whose right it is to rule; and if thou hast yet granted the great request of God, My Son, give me thy heart, Jer. 3.22. 4. Be communing with thy heart about its bearing up in Gods service, and what part it acts in reli­gious duties, for fear it should draw back unto perdition: & be often looking up for further renewings and fresh assi­stances, to continue believing to the saving of the Soul. 5. And about the returns that are made, or should be made for re­markable mercies, 2 Chr. 22.25. 6. Ask thy heart, what pre­parations are yet made for Death and Judgment by mortify­ing the mind, and clearing Evidences, an unmortified mind and an un [...]etled conscience, being the chief things that makes us so unwilling to die, be thinking with thy self of­ten about finishing thy work, and what is y [...]t to be done, if thou beest not undone for ever. Ask thy eart, what deep sense thou hast of another world, and what careful preparati­ons there be to g [...]t thither. This work of heart-communing Christians find hard, partly because so little inured to it, partly because it's so spiritual and we so carnal, and be­ [...]use of the sli [...]pery inconstant temper of our Spirits; for what Son of f [...]llen Adam ever served God one half hour without distraction? But let its necessity and profit stir us up to attend it more; for how can we know our hearts without communing with them? and self-ignorance becomes the cause of most sins, and self-acquaintance is made a great part of the wisdom of the just, Prov. 14.8. and spi­ritual profiting is said to come by this, 1 Tim. 4.15. and where it thrives, no doubt becomes more pleasant than was thought of, being one of the Galleries where the King is held, Song 7.5. And how strange a thing that men commune so little with their own hearts, being so near to our selves, and having so many opportunities for it, that we should be so much without, and so little within, when our great business lies with our own hearts?

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