DIVINE CONTEMPLATIONS, AND Spiritual Breathings OF Mr. HENRY DORNEY: Comprised in,

  • I. Practical DISCOURSES.
    • 1. Of the Nature, Means, and Method of Salvation, on Isa. 45. 17.
    • 2. How to find God a Sanctuary in time of Trouble: With the manner of the Author's entring into Co­venant with God, on Rev. 1. 5.
    • 3. Of Union with Christ, on Joh. 17. 23.
    • 4. Of Glorifying God, on 1 Cor. 6. 19, 20.
    • With an Appendix how to pursue a Lawful Thing Lawfully.
  • II. His LETTERS.
  • III. His Last and Dying Speeches and Prayers.

Also an Account of his Life, at the Close of the Preface.

LONDON, Printed by James Rawlins, for John Wright, at the Crown on Ludgate-Hill. 1684.

THE PREFACE.

WHEN we see any extraordi­nary Effect, 'tis usual for us to enquire the Cause; whether it be in things Natural, Arti­ficial, or Moral. Every new Appearance in the Heavens invites us to consider its Reason. Any useful Engine framed by exquisite Art, tempts the Curious to examine its inward Springs and Movements. And when we observe a Person to manage his Province or Affairs succes­fully, we are willing to know the Rules and Mea­sures by which he guides himself. There is the like Tendency in the renewed Soul, when it sees any one of extraordinary Elevation in Religion and Holi­ness, to consider the inward Principles that act them.

The AƲTHOR was observed to be a Person of great Wisdom, and singular Holiness; equally admired and loved by those who knew him. And some who had the happiness to be intimately ac­quainted with him, and have heard with what Clearness and inward Sense he would discourse of [Page] the sublimest things in Religion, have been ready to say what was once said of Christ; Whence hath this Man this Learning? Whence did he derive his Knowledge and Holiness? But the following DISCOƲRSES lay open unto us the inward Springs of them both. It hath been observed that there is nothing more influential upon the Divine Life than a constant and deep Impression of our own Corruption and Impotence, together with a continual Dependance upon the Redeemer's Grace: both which were in an eminent degree visible in him. There is throughout the whole of his Dis­courses an admirable Depression of Sin and Self, with an Exaltation of Christ and Divine Grace, and a believing Admiration of his Person; with a continual living upon him in the Exercises of Faith and Love.

And indeed, there is no true Spring of Holiness but Faith in the Mediator, the Purchaser of all Grace; and the Spirit, the Conveyer of it; from which some having turned away, have made Ship­wrack both of Faith, Holiness, and even of Mo­ral Vertue too. There hath not been, there cannot be any steady and firm Principle of Holiness, but Faith in Christ Jesus; the abundant Efficacy of which upon the Divine Life, the AƲTHOR was a very sensible and full Instance of.

If there be any thing in the following DIS­COƲRSES which may recede from Theologi­cal Accuracy, you must know that he was but a private Person.

The Manner of his Phrase is somewhat peculiar, yet such as he found most proper to express his in­ward Sentiments, and whereas he could (as he said to a Friend) have altered and refined the Phrase, yet he did rather let it alone, writing it only for his own private use; judging too, that as he had his in Meditations a very special Assistance from the Spirit of God, so the words which cloathed them were most genuine, natural, and agreeable to his purpose. And indeed, there is such a lively and sensible Affection in his Style, that nothing else but an intimate feeling and experience of the things themselves could suggest; which doth at the same time equally instruct and move.

In the Discourse of finding God a Sanctuary, he doth in a very express manner enter into Co­venant with God; which may both encourage and direct in the performance of it. Some holy Di­vines in their practical Discourses have advised to this, but there are few who have put it in practice: nay, many have alledged this as the reason of their backwardness to it, the sense that they had of their inability to perform it; and the making it in so solemn a manner, and then transgressing the same, it might but involve them in the greater difficulties of Mind. But the AƲTHOR doth it in that way and manner, as to take off the force of this Objection, which doth much arise from the igno­rance of the nature of the Gospel-Covenant, where­in God calls us to nothing but what he hath promi­sed [Page] his Grace shall enable us to perform. He ad­dresseth himself unto it in a very great sense of his own weakness, and the Riches of Divine Grace; relying on that to enable him to perform the Cove­nant on his part. By which means his entring in­to Covenant was so far from being a Snare to him (of which he was very cautious) as that it be­came a mighty Support to his Faith and Assurance. So that his Sins and Infirmities (which were more discernable to himself than others) did not make him (as he said) to question his Interest in the Covenant; he found that an undue way of proce­dure: but did excite him by a fresh Application of the Blood of Sprinkling, according to the Tenure of that new Covenant, to seek out both their Pardon, and Mortification; there being a Provision of Righteousness and Strength in it, through him who is the Mediator and Head of it.

His LETTERS are but a very few in com­parison of those multitudes that he wrote of the like nature and import, more of which could not be pro­cured. And for Brevity sake, the Preface and Close are sometimes omitted, with what related to Civil Affairs. He had a most earnest desire to do good: So that what was said of Timothy may be well applied to him, That he did naturally care for the Good of Men. And therefore he would both by his Exhortations when present, and his Letters when absent, endeavour to promote the spi­ritual Welfare of those who were blest with his Ac­quaintance.

As to his last and DYING SPEECHES and PRAYERS, they were taken from him without his Observation, by those who were con­stantly with him, and were greatly affected there­with: In which there may be some things a little abrupt, by reason of his great weakness and pains diverting him. But they have in them that deep savour of Religion, and express so powerful a sense of Divine Grace, as 'tis thought they would not be unacceptable to serious Persons.

To conclude, What is here exposed to view was without the AƲTHOR's design, and at the de­sire of Relations and Friends; who being greatly affected therewith, judged it might leave some good Impressions on those who read it: wherein we have an useful Systeme of practical Divinity, written with an inward Sense and Experience, manifest­ing the vigorous and lively actings of Grace, and giving us a clear and distinct Anatomy of his ex­cellent Spirit. How sublimely doth he soar in his Contemplations; viewing Christ both in his Person and Office, with his Ordination to, Fitness for, and Discharge of it? Whence his Faith is main­tained and strengthned, accompanied with a sense of his Guilt and Impotence, which every where he expres­seth, frequently bewailing the Corruption of Nature.

How doth that Faith exert it self in great love to, desires after, and delight in Christ; with an exact and universal Obedience to his commanding Will, and a meek and patient Resignation to his afflicting Will.

The whole of which very clearly manifests his most serious and earnest Concernment about eternal things, and serves to disprove those who believe that Religion is nothing else but a grand piece of Hypocrisie. Such Instances tend to check the grow­ing Infidelity and Atheism of the present Age, wherein Religion is thought to be but an Artifice of State, the Policy of Princes; entertained only by the many, and rejected by the more Intelligent.

It serves also to awaken those that are sincere, to a more vigorous Exercise of Grace: What one hath attained to, others may; the same Principles of Holiness lie open to all.

And that what is said may be more convincing, a CHARACTER of the AƲTHOR is ad­joyned (wherein the efficacy of his Meditations is most sensibly exemplified) drawn up in the Straits of time by a private hand, who was intimately ac­quainted with him throughout his Life; and if in it there be any thing defective, 'tis not to be imputed to him whose CHARACTER it is, but the Im­perfection or Ʋnskilfulness of the Hand that did attempt to draw it; who hath composed it without the Methods of Art, or curious Ornaments of Phrase: But suited it to the plainness of the AƲ ­THOR, expressed both in his Life, and the fol­lowing Composures.

J. H.
T. R.

A PRACTICAL DISCOURSE OF THE Nature, Means and Method OF SALVATION.

Isaiah 45. 17. But Israel shall be saved in the Lord.’

THE poor Dove being sent abroad, and gliding over the great Flood, at last found an Olive Branch, and re­turned to the Ark. In like manner my confused thoughts have soared hither and thither, over the face of that great deep which the first Apostacy drowned Mankind in; and having turned over the Scriptures, hoping thence to receive some news, after such a dreadful Shipwrack; this Scripture comes flying with an Olive Branch in its mouth; (Saved) (in) the Lord; the first word keeps from fainting, till [Page] [...] [Page 1] [...] [Page 2] the next word comes in, and shews the nature of the deliverance, the certainty and the manner of it; the first word like Ahimaaz, says, 2 Sam. 18. 28. All is well, but Cushi declares the matter, and how 'tis accomplished. Salvation plainly asserted, is glad­some news, but lest so weighty a business should be mistaken, and that the understanding might the more be convinced; the means by which 'tis ob­tained, and the hand from whence 'tis procured, is drawn forth ( In the Lord) as delightful a sentence to a sinner, as that which Belshazzar saw was terri­ble to him, that made his Joynts to tremble, but this makes the lame to leap as an Hart; this makes the Wilderness to blossom as a Rose.

( Saved.)

The spirit and sence of this short word ( Saved) Isa. 49. 6. reacheth The meaning of Salvation. far even to the ends of the Earth. It importeth a state of security from the evil of sin, ( Mat. 1. 21.) of Enemies, ( Luk. 1. 71.) of Satan, (2 Tim. 2. 26.) of Hell, Wrath, Con­demnation, (1 Thes. 1. 10.) from the evil of all di­stress in this life, &c. (Gen. 48. 16.) and hereafter, 1 Thes. 1. 10.

It importeth an investiture and possession of all real good in this life, and in that to come, viz. Conversion, Calling, ( Acts 11. 14. 2 Tim. 1. 9.) Ju­stification, Sanctification, Adoption, Strength, Ac­ceptation with God, Blessing, Manifestation of God, Knowledge of the Truth and every good thing that may tend to enable the heirs of life to dispatch their work, quit themselves victorious, and lead them at last to their Fathers house, ( Act. 4. 12. 1 Joh. 1. 9. Jer. 31. 9. Jer. 15. 20. 2 Cor. 6. 2. Psal. 28. 9. Isa. 35. 4. Act. 11. 14. Deut. 33. 29.) the walls whereof are [Page 39] God's part thereby; for discharging of which, he is made a high Priest; and so he procures it, and main­tains it, in the power of a King, and reveals it as a Prophet: all which Offices he was anointed to, and qualified for, in his own Person. And by reason of that Essential Union with the Godhead, in which he stood, the Father delights in, and owns him as Son of Man; and doth every way suit with him, as the Father of such a Son, who is both God and Man. The Spirit also, which proceedeth from the Father and the Son, doth (through the same Union of the Divine Essence) also suit with him, and operate by and through him, as the Spirit of him who is both God and Man in one Person. Hence ariseth the Perfection and absolute Compleatness of the Medi­atorship; I am not alone, (saith Christ) but I and the Father that sent me, Joh. 8. 16. And the comforting Spirit shall receive of mine, and shall shew it unto you, Joh. 16. 14. For the fulness of the Godhead dwelleth in him (bodily,) Col. 2. 9. and joyntly, and carries on the work of Mediatorship; which was personal­ly untertook by the Eternal Son, who is made Ema­nuel. And this answers the Question which Philip made; Shew us the Father. Hast thou not seen me? (saith Christ,) He that hath seen me, (viz. by the eye of Faith, as I really am and ought to be looked upon) hath seen the Father, Joh. 14. 7. Every Acti­on and Revelation of himself, is the Revelation of the Father, Son and Spirit, in the distinguishable working of each Person, and yet united in the same God, who worketh all in all. Christ suffered as the Son of such a Father, and the Father (in this design of Mediatorship) was cloathed with a true Fatherly Relation, to the incarnate suffering Son; and the Eternal Spirit, which proceedeth from the Father [Page 40] and the Son, did put forth his Almighty Essential Vertue, in the offering up of the Body of Christ upon the Cross: Which Union of Father, Son and Spirit, in God our Saviour ( Tit. 2. 13.) appears in Joh. 17. and Heb. 9. 14. So that all the Persons, in the saving of Man, doth (as it were) concenter, and work together in the Person of the Mediator. The Will of the Father, Joh. 4. 34. The Mercy of the Son, Heb. 4. 13, 14. And the Power of the Spi­rit, Heb. 9. 14. and Rom. 1. 4. All which being one in the Divine Essence of God, meet together in the Person of the Son, who is, according to the Eter­nal Decree, God and Man, through his Union with and in the Godhead.

God thus manifested in the Flesh, and, as Father, Son and Spirit, laying the foundation of Mediator­ship in Jesus Christ, the Eternal Son, God and Man, doth also, in and with him, carry it on, as a Father to, and Spirit of him, who is God-man. And for this cause the Gospel is called the Word of Truth; in respect, not only of the Matter of it, but the le­gal Testimony that it receives from these three Wit­nesses, as the Declaration of the Counsel of their own Essential Will and Purpose.

And in regard the Son of God, in the Name and Co-working of Father, Son, and Spirit, under­took the Mediatorship by taking Man's Nature, every mortal person that has the nature of Man, stands alike near to him, in the Dispensation of the Gospel-Call. It puts aside other Mediators: The Angels are Spirits, and have not Humane Nature, in which to mediate for Man: Christ himself is near­er to us than they are; he is Man. The Spirits of Just Men made perfect, cannot mediate for us; for though they are Humane, yet they want living Bo­dies: [Page 41] but Christ has his Humane Body with him; and therefore is nearer to Men, who are cloathed with Flesh. Neither can one mortal Man, mediate as a Mediator 'twixt God and Man, because though he have the Humane Nature in him, yet it is in him personally, and not representing the whole Race of Man; as the pure Nature of Christ, the second Adam, doth: And besides, Mortal Man is but Man; but Christ is both God and Man, that he might lay his hand on both parties, God and Man, to re­concile them together, as they are reconciled in the Person of the Mediator, Col. 1. 19, 20, 21, 22. Pro­mises cannot mediate; for Man has no right to them, but through Christ first. Duties cannot me­diate; because they are loathsome, without a fore­going Interest in Christ. Graces cannot mediate, because they are Fruits of Reconciliation through the Mediator; the Fruit cannot be the cause of the Root from whence they come.

So that as Jesus Christ, in being Mediator, took our Nature ( viz. that Humane Nature that is in every person of Mankind) into immediate Union with the Godhead dwelling in his Person, so this Je­sus Christ, God and Man (in the Relation he bears to the Father and Spirit, and they to him, in their mutual concurrence in this great work of his Media­tion) with him, having sealed and anointed him thereto, that he might compleatly effect it, he is the true immediate Object of a Believer's eye; and he who (renouncing all other names and helps) flies thi­ther, shall be saved by him, Act. 4. 12. He that seeth the Son, and believeth on him, shall have everlasting life. His appearing in the Promises doth make them a Convoy to bring the Soul to him; which would otherwise, be no better Guides, than the Light to a [Page 42] blind Man. His presence in Duties makes them the way and door of approach; which would otherwise be no better Guides (by single gazing on, and using of them) than a Lanthorn in a Man's hand, can be a Guide by gazing on it; and leading himself round about in a Circle, by the light thereof, not minding the way, or the door, to find which, that light was appointed and intended.

The Graces of his Spirit are the Beams of that Ex­cellency that is in his Person, and the Streams which flow from the Fountain, which are subject to Inter­mission, and stoppage, without the constant supply, which they receive from the Sun, and the Foun­tain. And therefore, a Biliever's eye and aim must be tending to an immediate pitching on, and closing with himself, as the proper course and sure way, and only orderly means to find rest and safety to the Soul.

The next thing to be considered is, to enquire, how the Eye of Faith The Aim of Faiths Eye desirous to at­tain its Mark. is to be levelled at, and exercised upon this perfect and glorious Ob­ject, so as to change the Soul, from bearing the bur­then of its own guilt, and to get power against the defiling nature and power of sin; and so to carry on the change, from Glory to Glory, after the Image of Jesus Christ, by the vertue of his Spirit, 2 Cor. 3. 18.

The Dispensation of the Gospel is the Glass; the Glory of the Lord there appearing, is that which Faith fixeth and feedeth upon: it passeth through the Glass, and seizeth upon Jesus Christ, represen­ted therein; and there stays, till it hath enamoured the Soul into the same likeness. The Glory of Christ begets an Image of Glory in the heart of a Believer, of the same nature with its self.

Indeed, there is a transient closing with the Pro­mises, as with a Neighbour, who can tell where the Souls Friend dwelleth; and so do the Ordinan­ces; and so far the Spirit of the Father lodgeth in them, for the help of the diligent seeker, to draw him to Christ. The first motion also of that dili­gent seeking proceedeth from the Father, who work­eth with the Son, by the Spirit, to draw the Soul (in true method) to the Person of the Son, as Me­diator; in whom the Father, Son and Spirit gives the Soul a satisfactory Meeting, Joh. 5. 17. c. 6. 44, 45. and c. 14. 23.

But the Knot of Union, by which the Soul par­takes of the Life and Glory of God, is not perfect­ly knit, till the Soul actually enters into the Fellow­ship of Christ, the Mediator, 1 Cor. 1. 9. and for this very end, serves the preaching of the Gospel, in the Dispensation of it, Col. 1. 28.

The Soul being thus ushered in, treats with, and fixeth on Christ absolutely and immediately, and lays hold on his Personal Worth only, as the Foun­dation of its hope and help. The Soul has gained a great deal of Beauty in Christ's Eye, when once 'tis brought by his Spirit, to leave its own Idols, and forsake its own Country, and to trust singly under the shadow of his Wings, there Blessedness begins; as Boaz said to Ruth, Ruth 2. 12.

And here the Soul closeth with the All-sufficien­cy of the Mediator, pondering the large extent there­of. And whereas the Soul is usually more troubled with the Aggravations of sin, and the Circumstan­ces thereof, than about the sin it self, and about its insincerity and want of feeling remorse, and suffici­ent detestation against sin, in its repentance, and much molested with the stain that Guilt leaves on [Page 44] the Conscience; and finding, that neither remove of Guilt, nor power of Cleansing, nor freedom from its just Accusation, can be got from the Consultati­ons of a [...]ounded Spirit, it falls nakedly on the All­sufficiency of the Mediator; and there it beholds him, as one able to take away all sins, in their whole extent. His Body was given him for that end: and although his own Body was pure, yet it was in the likeness of the flesh of sin, or sinful flesh, and depra­vation of Nature, received from Adam; that as far as any motions of sin, or capacity of sinning is found in Mankind, he did bear the likeness of that State. And so is called the second Adam; not only as one representing the Elect Seed of Grace, but also as being the Superadequate Antidote, to conquer and remove all Poyson that entred upon Mankind by the sin of the first Adam. The Nature of the second Adam is made as perfectly holy, as the first was defiled by sin, and became perfectly sinful, as appears in Rom. 5. And in regard the strength and slaying power of sin lies in the Law, his Humane Nature was made un­der the Law, subjected to the whole Law, as far as it had to do with sinful Man, for this end, that he might redeem them who were under the Law, from being under any condemning or accusing Sentence, or sting of punishment from thence; which he bringeth about by obeying it, & satisfying for the breach there­of, made by sinful Man. Sin is therefore sin, because 'tis against the Law; he therefore is made under the Law, and that to fulfil its Commands, and bear its doom. Though sin be finite in the Transgressor, yet 'tis infi­nite in respect of the Object, the infinite God. But the Obedience and Suffering of Christ, was of an infinite extent in respect of the Person, because 'twas the Act of God-man; and in the Vertue also, because 'twas a [Page 45] contrived Remedy, in the Council of God's Love, to outstretch the injury that was done to the infinite Divine Majesty, by finite Man. Hence it is, that this Remedy carries with it the Terms of Abounding Grace, Rom. 5. 17, 20. and unsearchable Riches, Ephes. 3. 8. The All-sufficiency lies also in this, that 'tis a free Gift, considering that the Gifts of God's Love are infinite, as his Nature is; the thoughts of which do, by Faith, bring in a Foundation for in­finite Justification and Righteousness; and makes way to the rest of the purchased Possession, that lies in the Person of the same Redeemer; the infinite­ness of his Goodness, and Drift in this design, which could never suffer disappointment; the infiniteness of his Wisdom, that could never mistake; the in­finiteness of his Love, that can never cease, nor Power fail.

And since the Nature of the Salvation of God is infinite, it is brought down into the Person of God­man; and from him, into the Ordinances; and so by the Spirit, into the heart of Man; retaining still its infinite Nature. In Jesus Christ, the infinite God is made Flesh, in the Ordinances, he speaks by Man's Voice, in the faith of the heart he dwelleth; car­rying the Soul (by the Operation of his Spirit, to look upon him, and hear his Voice in the steps of his Condescention) to the true enjoyment of him­self.

'Tis comfortable to have the Te­stimony Faith taking a right Method. of a good Conscience, Prov. 15. 15. and power over Corruption, and Soul-disquiet thereby: but I must not begin there. God begins my Righteousness and Freedom in himself, and brings it forth in the Person of Jesus Christ: I must begin it there also; and as it is per­fected [Page 46] in him, I must perfectly suck it thence, con­tinuing perpetually at that Breast, Heb. 10. 14. ne­ver expecting to have it mended, by any thing I could do, though it were the obeying of the whole Law, Gal. 2. 16. for my Obedience is but the Obe­dience of a stained Nature, that has already broken that righteous Law. When Guilt, Defilement and Weakness of a foolish, depraved heart, lies upon me as a lump of Lead, I get nothing by talking with it; as Solomon saith of the Fool, Answer not a fool accor­ding to his folly, lest thou be like him, Prov. 26. 4. for this talking with Guilt and Weakness, draweth my Soul (which is made free indeed by the Son of God) to the likeness of that Guilt and Weakness, and my ju­stified Conscience begins again to lick up the old Vo­mit of Fear and Bondage; but my work is then to cast my self, by naked Reliance on Jesus Christ, who justifieth the Ungodly, Rom. 4. 5. as being com­passed about with the Guard of God's free everlast­ing Justification, in the Person of Jesus Christ; and having the shelter of this Guard, then I may return, and plead with Guilt, and hear the complaints of my heart, and the accusations of my Conscience; and give them Answers, from the fulness of Christ's Atonement: and thus again the Fool (if such a term may be used in this comparison) is answered, lest he should be wise in his own conceit, Prov. 26. 5. I mean, that the Spirit of Bondage, which by the advantage of my own sin, pleads rationally against my Peace, till Faith comes with the Tongue of the Learned, and pleads the Mystery of Free Grace, against the Plea of Reason; and the Righteousness of Christ, and his Holiness, against Sin and Guilt. Nothing pre­vailed against Sampson, till he betrayed the Vow of God that was upon him: so nothing can prevail [Page 47] against the Peace of Justification, till Guilt divide be­tween the Soul, and naked Reliance upon the personal Perfection of Christs Sacrifice and Mediatorship. The Soul that lays his Foundation thus, will not boast in himself, Rom. 3. 27. nor wrong the Visits of God's favourable Countenance by Pride and Wantonness, nor yet despair when Storms arise; because his foundation is upon a Rock, and his safety is not at all any of his own Handy-work. As far as he be­holds this All-sufficiency of Christ's Mediatorship, the eye affects the heart to security and strength, and crumbles all Self-sufficiency to powder, and blows away the Egyptian Locusts of Guilt and Fears, into the Red Sea, and restores Pacification and Quiet to the Conscience; and from this glorious Sanctuary, the Soul comes forth to do the Actions of a new Life, by the vertue of another Spirit, the Spirit of Love, and a sound Mind; and worketh the Works of God in the World, and takes pleasure in obey­ing the Truth; and, if it were possible, it would actually keep the whole Law; in as much as being now eternally knit to Christ's Person by Faith, the Law, by the Spirit of Christ, is written in the heart.

This naked Reliance on Christ's Person, was the great endeavour, and (left to us as) the experience of the Apostles.

A Faith of which nature was exercised eminently by the holy Men of old; Abraham, Rom. 4. 20. Da­vid, Psal. 71. 16. Paul, 1 Cor. 2. 2. and Phil. 3. 8, 9.

There were two foundational Reasons mentioned, why the Soul is wholly to cast it self on the naked personal Merit of Jesus Christ; viz. because he be­gan our Righteousness, and he only perfected the same for ever; and those reasons well weighed, [Page 48] have great strength and motive-vertue in them, to be­get Faith; and besides, 'tis commanded as the absolute Condition of Salvation, Act. 16. 31. Believe, and thou shalt be saved; in opposition to which, Unbe­lief is made (in the dispensation of the Gospel) the reason of dying under the guilt of sin, Joh. 8. 24. For the Gospel doth so perfectly hold out Jesus Christ to be the Propitiation for all the sins of the World (through the value of his Death, and open freeness of the Tender thereof) that the very Hinge of Salvation and Damnation is turned upon the Faith of the heart therein, or Unbelief thereof, as being the most necessary and suitable Requisites, for the sta­ting of the Soul into an actual condition of Life or Death eternally.

Yea, Christ pronounceth forgiveness of sins to the Palsie-man, Luk. 5. 20. upon the meer Account of Believing. And the Apostle Paul declares the Righ­teousness of God to be upon all that believe, with­out making any difference upon any other respect, Rom. 3. 22. This one thing saved the Thief upon the Cross, when he had not opportunity to make Satisfaction for all the Wrongs and Robberies he had done. This makes the Apostle Paul so labori­ous to preserve this Mystery from the least mixture of Legal Righteousness, Gal. 5. 2. Because a Belie­ver's State and Life is wholly by Grace, 1 Cor. 15. 10. which entirely treats with the Faith of a Believer, and not with his Works of Righteousness or Sin: the one cannot help, nor the other hinder; because they are as the Elements of another World, as they are called, Gal. 4. 3. and can neither mend nor hurt that Justification by Jesus Christ, revealed from Heaven to a Believer, no more than Earthly Food can feed a Spirit, or a material Sword wound an Angel. And [Page 49] reason is, because the Person of Christ is the Ark where Righteousness and Pardon is kept, and con­veyed singly, by the Spirit of Grace, to Faith (which is the Acceptance of the same) and so it is sure from any personal qualifications on Man's part to hinder it, where 'tis by the Spirit of Believing accepted, Rom. 4. 16.

This Justification of a sinner by Faith in the Per­sonal Satisfaction and Righteousness of Jesus Christ, is that which lays a firm ground for Assurance of Per­severance; because the guilt of sin is done away, and pardoned, at the first believing on Jesus Christ: and if they be then done away, their guilt cannot really return; for the pardon of sins, and remembring them no more are joyned together, Heb. 8. 12. Nei­ther can sins committed after the Souls Conversion to God, by Faith in Jesus Christ, hazard the final state of such an one; because his person was made accepted at the first closing with Christ by Faith; and Pardon of sins is but the Consequent of the Ac­ceptation of his Person, Ephes. 1. 6. Rev. 1. 5. So that Christ having espoused a sinner to himself by Faith, doth wash him from his filth, and presents him to himself at length without Spot, Ephes. 5. 25, 26, 27. and the person being recieved upon the ac­count of meer Grace, sin has no equal Plea against such an one, because the strength of his Plea must be by the Law; and Grace having supplanted the Accusation of the Law, Joh. 1. 17. the Trial de­pends in another Court, where sin is cast out, Rom. 6. 17. And if sin could not at first hinder the Ac­ceptation of the person, much less can it procure a Dis-acceptation afterwards, Rom. 5. 10. And be­sides, the person of every Convert is considered (in his true Interest through Grace) in the Person of [Page 50] Jesus Christ, in whom all Accusations are fully an­swered.

Faith having got this Foundation, Encouragment, and Rightful Interest in the Remission of Sins, Righ­teousness, Life and Peace, sets it self by Spiritual Exercise, to put the Soul into sure and quiet Pos­session thereof, in a through and direct levelling its eye at the Object, the Person of Jesus Christ: and to that end, it gets the Soul up above the Reasonings of the Old Man, Flesh and Blood, into the Mount of Gospel-reason; and from thence, through the Promises, and demonstration of the Word of Truth by the Spirit, (as through a Prospective-Glass) ga­thers into its eye the lovely view of a compleat Re­deemer; and gazeth upon him, till a Dart strike through the Liver, and the Soul be made like the Chariots of Aminadab, and is both willingly and safely carried into a holy confidence of the truth of what it seeth; and the truth of its own, being com­prehended within the free and liberal reach of the design of God's Free Mercy, in a way of particular Application thereof, and cryeth out, My Lord, and my God.

And O, that my Soul were a little upon the wings of the Spirit, to ascend by Faith into this Mount of God, my Saviour.

Why abide I among the Folds of corrupt Nature to hear the bleating of my own Confusions and Lusts seeing the Sword of the Lord and his Gideon is drawn for my deliverance? Awake, O my Heart; awake, O my Conscience; shake thee from thy Dust; let the Testimony of Faith, and Spirit of Adoption and Freedom, lead my Captivity Captive for ever.

In this glorious Work, Faith seizeth on the Soul, as the Angel did seize upon Lot, and (as it were) tear him out of Sodom, with this blessed advantage; that it makes the Soul willing, in the day of God's Power, to be pulled with violence out of Sodom, out of all its fleshly filth, and fleshly state: it re­joyceth to see the Blood of former Lusts to be sprinkled on all its Raiment: 'Tis wrathful against the Inchantments of Self-Pride, Man's Applause, Car­nal Reason, Earthly Compliances, Fleshly Fears and Distrust: It roars against its Sensual Mind, and Car­nal Consultations, as a Lyon over its Prey. It un­hingeth the Gates of its Captivity, and carrieth them up to the top of the Mount, never to return again. Mighty is this Sampson-Faith, when its Locks of sanctified Convictions, and Manifestation of Grace, are grown up to some happy maturity, it looks fur­ther and further after Christ in every Scripture, it rejoyceth exceedingly to find the free Gift of Christ in such Language as this; I will give thee for a cove­nant of the people, that thou mayest say to the prisoners, Go forth, Isa. 49. 8, 9. Not by works of righteousness which we had done, but according to his mercy he saved us, Tit. 3. 5. I am he that blotteth out thy sins for my own sake, Isa. 43. 25. and will not remember them any more.

But the poor Soul looks down upon the scars of its own vile heart, and daily weaknesses, and cries out; Oh! but what are these Wounds in my heart and hands, these thorns in my sides, these pricks in my eyes?

The Understanding (triumphing through Faith) replies; These are the Memorials of the Wounds with which Christ was wounded in the House of his Friends, when he came to his own, and they re­ceived [Page 52] him not; and when the Sword of Indigna­tion awoke against the Shepherd, one who account­ed it no Robbery to be equal with God; he then saved the Sheep, and after a sore Conflict, slew the Wolf, and gathered again the Poor of the Flock, who were appointed (by the Law of Moses) to the Slaughter. Arise therefore, and be not dismayed at the Witnesses of Christ's Agony, which dwells (for a season) in thy mortal Flesh. The Battel was his, not thine: he mortally wounded the Dragon, and the God of Peace will shortly tread down Sa­tan, and every Spawn of his under your feet. These Enemies are left to prove your Faith, Integrity and Patience, that you might learn Spiritual War, and be renowned by Victory, through the mighty Spi­rit of the Captain of your Salvation.

Then Faith fixeth its eye again upon Jesus Christ through the Word, and beholds him as a Lamb that was slain, and yet risen; and there sees the Grave, where the guilt of Conscience was buried, and ar­gueth it self into Freedom. Guilt is destroyed, and none can raise the Dead but God only: but God will not raise it up, because he destroyed it himself, that he might marry the Justified Soul to himself, out of that Destruction of Guilt and Bondage, in the Person of his own Son, that he might thereby bring forth Life and Immortality to sinners, 2 Tim. 1. 10. Rom. 5. 6. by Faith; and therefore here Faith strives to keep its eye, while hands and feet are working; and by this Compass it steers its Course, towards the Haven of Safety.

But the abundant Grace, and vastness of this Sal­vation, in and through the Person of Jesus Christ, is so great, that my eye is dazled; I am not able to measure the Heavens; I bring my Bucket to hold [Page 53] the Sea, and 'tis drowned in the great Waters. And yet here Faith has a Refuge against Confusion of Mind; viz. when it espies a passive sence in all the Justification and Acceptation of the Gospel, and in all the Fruits thereof; working me up to, and ma­king me to be content with a Conformity, accor­ding to the Measure given me by Jesus Christ. Hence are the words discovering it rendred in a passive sense, Justified, Redeemed, and Saved: and the Action of this is ascribed only to Christ, or God in Christ; who justifieth, redeemeth and saveth. And hence also Faith giveth the Soul Relief against Con­fusion of Mind, about defect of knowledge, by the thought of this; that though I know little, yet I am known perfectly of God, Gal. 4. 9. and though I apprehend little of the great Mystery of this Sal­vation, yet I am apprehended fully by Jesus Christ, Phil. 3. 12. while I receive him by Faith, and am willing to be comprehended, and moulded by his Spirit. It was but a small thing (on Mans part) to touch the Hem of Christ's Garment; yet that being an Act of Reliance on Christ, and subjecting the Soul to him, presently there came in, Health of Bo­dy, and Pardon of Sins, from that comprehending Relation in which Christ stood to such a Soul. The Souls work in Faith (or rather, that to which the Soul is wrought) is a contentedness to receive the Person of Christ by Faith, as the Sum and Title of its Interest, in more than it can be ever able to re­ceive within its own capacity.

The Soul that receives the Person of Christ, by one true closing hint, through Faith, receives a rightful Propriety to every Excellency and Perfection that is in God, laid up in Christ for that end, though the length of that Perfection and Blessing be [Page 54] never fully known. As a Man who buyes a Field (if no Exception in the Laws of that Nation be made) he buyes all the Advantages of that piece of Earth, downwards, to the very Centre of the Earth, and all between that and the Stars, albeit he really minds no more (it may be) than the Grassie Superficies of his Land, till he discovers some other Excellency; Then he minds that also, and owns it, whether it be Mines of Gold or Silver, or whatever is in the nature of the Earth, which was not known when he bought it; because he bought a Right to it, with­out Restriction, to any particular quality in it: So is it with a Soul, that by Faith lays hold on, and re­ceives Christ's Person: it may be, his eye is chiefly on freedom from the guilt of sin; but in taking the Person of Christ, he recieves not only Pardon, but a true Right to whatsoever is in Christ, relating to this Life, and that which is to come; the Heaven of Heavens is not able to contain the utmost of that Inheritance which belongs to a Believer, because it cannot contain God. This Faith discovers, and cries out, My lines are fallen in a fruitful place, I have a goodly heritage.

Faith being thus mounted, it has The Influence of Faith into new O­bedience. many advantages (for 'tis skilful, and therefore victorious:) It has the advantage of discovery, for offence or defence: It has Champion Ground, and a clear Air to breath in; and so is every way furnished for Victory and Success.

And as Faith is thus fitted by means of its station and capacity for discovery, so it lies under the Bond of Obedience, engaged and commanded to accept and drink in the Happiness that lies in Christ.

Faith is eminently both Privilege and Duty: A Privilege, in that it enters on the Possession of the whole Covenant of Grace, and Eternal Life here upon the Earth; and 'tis bound thereto in point of Duty.

The Nature of Duty and Obedience is the better discerned, if we consider the nature of Command­ment. Commandment may be thus understood, ei­ther Primitive, or Superadded. Primitive Com­mandments are such as constitute the Pale between Good and Evil; and are the Demonstrations of Righteousness, the contrary to which is Sin and Un­righteousness, which was originally given to the na­ture of Man in Paradise; and after the Fall, renew­ed in Tables of Stone; to which that relates which the Apostle John speaketh; Where there is no law there is no transgression, for sin is the transgression of the law, 1 Joh. 3. 4. This Law was revived by Moses, for discovery and conviction of Sin and Transgression, Gal. 3. 19. Rom. 7. 7.

The Superadded Commandments are all Exhortati­ons and enforcing Precepts in the Scripture, which re­quire Obedience to the primitive Rules of God's ho­ly Will, which are (as it were) the Emblem of his righteous Nature, manifested to Man. And these two have a different manner of Obligement; The primitive Commandments do oblige from the very Nature of God, and discovery of his Will, in op­position to the defilement of Man by his Apostacy. And these do shew what is the duty which Man ow­eth to his Creator.

The superadded Precepts, by way of Exhortation, or by way of Commanding Charge, do seem rather to oblige, from the apparent Equity of the Will of God manifested, to shew his most holy and righte­ous [Page 56] Nature by; and serveth to apply the heart there­to. The breach of the former is Transgression, the breach of the latter is actual (though impotent) Wil­fulness, and (methinks) is properly that which is cal­led disobedience. Albeit all sin is truly termed dis­obedience, yet this seems to have a foul tincture of a repugnant Will, in disobeying; and so oft as the Command is renewed, this disobedience is the more aggravated and increased.

The same Draft and Model serves to discover what is Obedience, or Disobedience in the new Cre­ation.

In this new World (as it were) of Salvation by Je­sus Christ, the manifestation of Free Grace, in the Doctrine of Christ's Birth, Life, Death, Resurrecti­on, and Ascension, &c. doth make the Treaty between the spotless Purity and Sufficiency of Christ's most holy Nature, and the natural Guilt and lump of Wretchedness, that has over-spread the Nature and Life of sinful Man; which Manifestation of Christ presents it self, in a way of Cure, to defiled Man; and doth (in a primitive way, viz. in the very na­ture of it) require defiled Man to be Healed. There is vertually, in the very manifestation of the Gos­pel, a Command gone forth to lost Man to return, and accept the Salvation that is thus provided and held forth: Besides which, there comes in the next place, a positive Command to believe, 1 Joh. 3. 23. with many invitations, persuasions and directions about it. The not receiving the former is blindness, the not receiving the latter is (more eminently) wil­ful blindness; and both of them wretched impoten­cy, because the Letter of the Gospel it self cannot quicken. The Spirit of this Gospel doth therefore go further, in behalf of the Elect, who were pecu­liarly [Page 57] given to Christ; and presents it self as a quick­ning power in all the parts of it, and as the real ne­cessary, and most effectual Remedy against all man­ner of Guilt: which also is, in the next place, fol­lowed with a Law (in the hand of the Spirit) to re­ceive it by Faith; and this is that quickning vertue, in all invitations and persuasions to receive and apply that glorious Remedy. And this is that two­fold Law which every Convert lies under; viz. the Manifestation it self, and a spiritual requiring Word, commanding the Conscience to receive it, and live thereby, through an actually exercised Faith. For, as God pursued Man's Apostacy and disobedience, through Adam, to death and destruction, so he pur­sueth Man's Remedy, through the Death and Suffi­ciency of the second Adam, to Justification of Life and Salvation. In the former, God said, Man must die; in the latter he saith, Man must and shall live: He himself is the Commander, and the life and strength of his own Commands; in that the second Adam is not only a living Soul (as the first was) but a quickning Spirit, 1 Cor. 15. 45.

This Command from God in the Gospel, to be­lieve, receive, and enjoy Pardon and Righteousness in Jesus Christ, Act. 13. 38, 39. c. 16. 31. 1 Joh. 3. 23. even that Righteousness and Salvation which is laid up in the Person of the Mediator, 2 Cor. 3. 9, 10. for every one who comes for it, Heb. 7. 25. and would enjoy the same, Rev. 22. 17. This Com­mand (I say) necessarily requires Obedience there­to, Rom. 16. 26. This Obedience is exercised in a pure and free receiving Jesus Christ as my only Redeemer; as being bought by him, and being made his. I am not my own, I must not measure my self by my self, but by what he is for me, and to me. When the [Page 58] temptations of Fear, through my personal Guilt, do command me to Despair, I must not obey them, but must obey the Law of Christ, the Law of Faith (as 'tis called, Rom. 3. 22.) when Pride of heart, or Self-ability doth command me to boast, I must not obey it, 1 Cor. 1. 13. but must reply, I am not under the Law of my own Sin, nor of my own Righteous­ness, Rom. 6. 14. Tit. 3. 5. but I am under the Law of my own Lord; which is to receive him, and own his Righteousness as my own; for he is the Lord my Righteousness. When I believe, then I obey; for I am commanded to believe in the Name of the only be­gotten Son of God; when I cast my self on him that fulfilled the whole Law, then I fulfil the whole Law; when I cast my self on his Righteousness, I am (in God's sight) as white as Snow; my sins (in this new state) are rather accounted my diseases, than my faults: for if I am not my own, my sins are not my own; but accounted his, who loved me, and washed me in his Blood.

This Obedience of Faith has the sight of Christ's Fulness, and the Promises of the new Covenant to lean upon; and so it takes its Journy, from Flesh to Spirit, from Weakness to Strength, in the Name of the Lord. And from this Obedience in believing, (which is the highest and mysterious Obedience) proceeds all manner of holiness, as the fruits there­of, which receive their Sap from this Root: this Root makes them to be living Obedience, as Branches from the same Root, Children of the same Parent. The first Subjection is, to the Righteous­ness of Christ's Person, to submit all Fear and Guilt, to the fulness of Pardon and Life that is in him, as the Store-house, and there to enjoy it in the enjoy­ing of him; and then, by the Spirit of Life which [Page 59] is in Christ, the Soul with freedom acts forth an­swerably, in some measure, to such a renewed state, from whence all Actions of Holiness are called the Fruits of Faith, and Fruits of Righteousness, Phil. 1. 11. 2 Cor. 9. 10. Col. 1. 6. 2 Pet. 1. 4, 5, 6, 7, 8.

After my Return from— One of Faiths dark days, and yet deli­vered. I found sore Breaches made upon my Soul; my inward Man had suffered loss, while I travelled up and down, my Soul was violently shaken; the Bands of the wicked one conspired with my wicked heart, and carried away my treacherous Soul; so that my Glo­ry was captivated into the Enemies hand. A Wind from the Wilderness laid me in confusion; the Tempest prevailed, and I suffered Shipwreck; all my own feeble Endeavours, and former Medi­tations gave way, and the raging Sea of filthy and foolish thoughts did beat sore upon me: My Ship (of former Resolutions of heart, and my poor dis­covery of the Salvation of God) was bulged, and ready to sink; yet my heart yerned after the Lord, my Rock. I cried secretly (though confusedly) to my God, and he yet reserved a Plank for my al­most drowned Soul to swim to the Shoar. He has not utterly removed Mercy from me; he has been yet preaching his own Free Grace to my Soul, through a Voice of Thunder and Lightning. Let me yet hear thy Voice, O thou Preserver of Men; let me yet gather up advantage through my loss; help me yet to receive recovering and establishing ver­tue from my strong Hold. While my thoughts were thus working, I endeavoured to get once more into the Sanctuary of God; and there I found, that although I carry about a Hell within me, yet that Hell cannot devour the infinite Covenant of Peace, [Page 60] which God made. My Unbelief and Disobedience cannot make the Faith of God to be of no effect.

I would have lived upon Grace and Strength re­cieved, and I trembled to see those selfish Confi­dences shaken to the Earth; but now (methinks) Christ calls me again from my Father's House, and promiseth me a better Name, than that of Sons and Daughters of my own, a Name in himself, an Off­spring in himself, Psal. 45. 16. Isa. 56. 5. which shall not be cut off. I have had a Sentence of Death in my self, that I might not trust any more in my self, but in God who raised the Dead. I am a dry Tree; but he who was raised from the Dead, is a green Tree, and in him is my Fruit found.

O the Mystery and Power of this Salvation where­with I am saved! O that I might pass (as it were) through the Eye of a Needle, into Christ's Power, and there rest from the days of adversity. And this Rest is glorious, because 'tis uncompounded, it receives no Ingredients from abroad; 'tis singly made up of Christ; and in him alone. Venture, O my Soul, up­on this naked Arm, for 'tis an Arm of Faithfulness and Mercy. This Strength alone is a Fountain of Strength; this is the River whose Streams make glad the City of God. Wilt thou not be undone, O my Soul! that thou mayest be saved? How long wilt thou set up thy Post by the Pillars of that Sal­vation which is wrought in God for thee, and wrought in thee by single Union with God in Jesus Christ? Is not his Arm stronger than thine? Be thou translated by Faith into Divine Strength. Let not thy Wine be mixed with Water. Thy Confi­dences are rejected, make a Voyage to the everlasting Hills, enter into the Mount of God. Thou hast bro­ken both the Tables of the Covenant, and yet the [Page 61] Prince of the same Covenant lives. Wait for the Spirit to draw it over again and again, by the inde­lible Character of his own Finger, who lives to enli­ven thee for ever.

How hard is it to depart from Self, from righte­ous Self, and sinful Self: I am wounded by sinful Self, that I might flee from righteous Self, and sin­ful Self also, and cast Anchor only within the Vale.

I am weary of the instability of the Streams; Oh let me go to the Fountain. When I am saying I shall die in my Nest, my Nest is soon fired about my ears, and turned to ashes. Certainly there is a better Rest than this, and it lieth in trusting Christ, and trusting in him only: I both trust Christ, and trust in Christ, when I believe that he is the Standard of all saving Righteousness communicable to Man; and all my Righteousness and Holiness is but the Reflection of his. I trust in Christ, when I live resignedly at his Feet, to be made holy. And whatsoever composure of heart I do at any time receive, I do not, nor cannot hold it; but 'tis held by him while it remains: and when it withdraws, it lives in the Root for me. I am rea­dy to think, if I had all Graces in my own dispose, I would manage them to the Glory of God; but how can God be glorified more, than in a holy Con­tent, to live at his Allowance? All his design is to allure me, and so to force me out of my self, to live in him, as well as to live by him: he bestows his Grace within doors. I must not take his Graces to my self, to put it to Usury for Increase; but must fetch the Increase, as well as the Principal from him, by Union with him through Jesus Christ: and my work is to rest on his Faithfulness, Wisdom, Wil­lingness, and Readiness to supply me; as if every Grace of the Spirit were fully in my own manage­ment [Page 62] and power to exercise the same. This is the true Life of Faith; this is the way of walking up and down in the Name of the Lord. When I actual­ly acknowledge every Measure of Spiritual Strength to hold its Tenure from Jesus Christ singly and wholly, and rest confidently upon him for it; and that be­cause he hath promised both Grace, Glory, and eve­ry good thing; judging him faithful who hath pro­mised, and owning him thereon for my Inheritance, and my self nothing but what he is for me: Then I may be said to trust Jesus Christ, and to trust in him only. I trust him upon his Word to be All for me, which I would spiritually be; and I trust in him to enjoy the same, through the Faith of my Interest in him, and his abounding Grace and Unction.

This cuts the heart of Self-Pride, spiritual Surfeit­ing, and Slothfulness, when I live every moment at the mercy of another, even Jesus Christ, both for Justifying Righteousness, and every Influence there­of, by the immediate Breathings of his Spirit, accor­ding to his good pleasure; having not the power, so much as to make one Hair white or black: but I must wholly work by his Hands, see by his Eyes, and in his Light behold the Light. What more power­ful Inducement can there be to Self-denial than this? Boasting is excluded, because Christ, in his own Person, and by his own Spirit, doth whatsoever is done for me, or in me. Here lies the Mystery and Labour of Faith, which the meer Notion thereof can never reach unto, so as to improve the same to a self-denying Activity for God, in the paths of God­liness and Travel towards Zion.

There is in our dear Lord Jesus Christ spiritually, not personally communi­cated to Believers. a two-fold Excellency to his Re­deemed, as he is their Portion; [Page 63] His Essential Power, Righteousness, Goodness and Per­fection in the Godhead; and his proper Humane Na­ture personally united thereunto, Col. 2. 9. and neither of these (considered as such) can be communicated unto the Children of Men; his Person cannot be divided, imparted or broken. And there is another Excellency flowing from the former, by way of Influ­ence, and inward Vertue, communicated to the hearts of the Redeemed, by Regeneration, which formeth, reneweth and quickneth the New Man, the new Creature in the Soul.

The first of these, though it cannot (in a strict sense) be communicated, yet it is wholly by Covenant given to the Saints, Isa. 49. 8. So that God, in his vast Essential Infiniteness, is their God; and his ve-Body that was dead, and is now alive, was also gi­ven to the Elect, Isa. 9. 6. and is become theirs by Covenant, and they enjoy it in that Right, though it remains personally to be his own (and not theirs, but) for them to all Eternity; the Excellency of which God and Man, in the Perfection of both Na­tures, is so far reckoned and imputed theirs by Co­venant-Union, and Mystical Ingrafture, as may per­fectly deliver them from all Evil, and fill them with all Righteousness, Purity and Perfection which Crea­ture-capacity can take in for the enjoying of the Glo­ry of God. So that the Person of the Mediator re­mains distinct from the persons of the Redeemed, and are not mixed, but united through the Spirit, in the Covenant, and his Personal Assumption of the Hu­mane Nature, by Faith exercised therein.

Hence it is, that the Interest The Advantages of Christ's being without us personally, and yet spiri­tually in us who believe. which the Saints have in Christ is enjoyable by them singly, through believing: which Enjoyment, [Page 64] through the spiritual Nature of the Union, is as cer­tain, strong and sure as whatsoever they enjoy in their own persons, by sense and feeling, Ephes. 3. 17. Rom. 4. 16.

And thus Christ, as to the Perfection of his Per­son, being without us, and above us; and yet by the Communication of the Spirit, through Faith, made near to us, and dwelling in us, yields much privilege, and unspeakable advantage to a Believer, viz.

1. The Excellency of a Believer's Portion in Christ is hereby more distinctly viewed, the Soul has here­by room to go round about the unspotted Lustre of his Person, and View him from head to foot, as the Church in the Canticles doth, Cant. 5. 10. as the choicest of ten thousands; whereas the Glory of the same Christ, as far as it appears only in the heart by Operation, is much dimmed and sullyed with the defilement that is there, and continual Conflicts; but consider­ing him seperated far away from sin and sinners, Heb. 7. 26. furnished with utmost Perfection and cloathed with Garments of compleat Victory and Beauty in the behalf of his Redeemed. This fills their hearts with joy, and their mouths with singing.

2. He is thereby become also the livelier Object of their Love; for the eye affects the heart, and nourisheth spiritual Enflamedness towards him: Di­stance 'twixt the Soul and so excellent an Object (I say) distance of this sort between the Eye and its Ob­ject, through Propriety in him, enamours the Mind; and withall, it provokes desire towards him, Cant. 6. 11. and makes the Soul of a Believer cry out for more nearness. Come, O my Beloved; this desire quickens expectation to rejoyce in hope, and leaves no room for a loathing, wearisome Fulness in the heart.

3. This objective enjoyment of Christ gives founda­tion for a kindly refuge in him; it rationally leads the inward Man to depart from all other selfs, and run to this objective self, Jesus Christ, through the drawing vertue of spiritual Union with him, Cant. 1. 4. and thus was Christ typed out by the Cities of Refuge.

4. This Enjoyment of Christ by way of Object is also a Fountain of Recovery when the Soul is foiled; it can fetch fresh righteousness, fresh pardon, and be anoin­ted again and again with fresh Oyl, Psal. 92. 10. as David speaks, and seventy seven times a day; yea, every mo­ment, as oft as the heart pants after him.

5. 'Tis also a Fountain of Ease, by pouring out a Complaint into his bosom: 'Tis great refreshment to have a Friend, to whom one may declare ones misery, were it only to receive pity from his hands, Job 16. 14. but in Christ, looked upon by Faith, there is a power as well as pity to help, be the Affli­ction and Burden what it will be, Heb. 5. 2. and how great soever.

6. 'Tis a Fountain also of Confidence: and hence doth the Prophet Micah, in the name of the people of God, argue against the Triumph of the Enemy, Mic. 7. 7, 8. I will look unto the Lord, &c. and there­fore Rejoyce not over me, O my enemy; though I fall, I shall rise again. And Christ himself doth teach his people Confidence by his own Example in the day of his suffering, Isa. 50. 8. Rom. 8. 33, 34. in that his Father was near to justifie him.

7. Christ thus taken up, helps against the solitari­ness of our Journey towards Heaven; a Believer has a friend to talk with by the way, who is a Guide al­so; and therefore great is the loss of that man, who walks alone, and compasseth himself about with his own sparks; if he fall (as Solomon speaks) he has none [Page 66] to raise him up again, Eccles. 4. 10. and thus Christ is held forth as a comfortable Leader and Companion, Isa. 57. 18. Jer. 3. 14. And the Church improves this Privilege, by leaning on her Beloved, as she comes forth out of the Wilderness. This blessed Companion makes way for his peoples safety, in the Fire, and in the Water of Affliction, Dan. 3. 25. Isa. 43. 2.

8. And by this means also Faith has got a true and faithful Witness on the Believers side, to clear off Accusations; and from hence are those expressions used in the Psalms, Plead my cause, Be surety for me, &c. and the often Appeals made to God, who trieth the Heart and Reins, and who standeth up on the side of his people, and on their behalf.

These and infinitely more Privileges do arise to every Believer, from the Interest that he hath in Christ's entire and incommunicable Person, by the Union of Free Govenant and Mystical Ingrafture, and the Communion of Vertue derived from the Person of this Mediator; in which Mystery of Grace he en­joys Christ as the Hand enjoys the Head, yet both of them are distinctly considered in the Body: or as the Eye enjoys the influence and vertue of that very light and heat which is in the very body of the Sun, although the body of the Sun be many thousand Miles distant from that Eye which doth actually enjoy that Sun in the light and heat of its influence; and doth as truly enjoy it, as if it lay in the material Body of the Sun, and in a way of greater advantage, fitted for its capacity and use. So is the Person of Christ enjoyed really and truly with all Privileges relating to Believers, whiles he retains his Personality uncom­municated and undivided to any other; as the very Water of the Fountain is enjoyed in the Streams, and [Page 67] the Sap of the Root enjoyed in the Branches; and yet the Stream is not the Fountain, nor yet the Branches any part of the Root.

The way of the Souls enjoyment Christ's Entrance upon the heart works Renewing there. of Christ in all the Privileges of his Person, and Offices of his Mediator­ship, and in all the Influences of Spi­ritual Unction and Transformation of the heart, into the power and likeness of Jesus Christ, is wrought by the Spirit of Regeneration through Faith; which causeth the Soul to pass over from its self, from all its strength, from all its own carnal hope, fear and selfish care, into the Death, Life, Righteousness and Perfection of the Person of Jesus Christ; and so is enabled to say in truth, I am not mine own: I live; yet no lon­ger I, but Christ liveth in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, viz. by the very Life, and in the very Life of Christ, apprehended, received, enjoyed, and working effectually in me, by Faith in him who loved me, and washed me from my sins in his own blood, Gal. 2. 20. Rev. 1. 5.

This is that translating, renewing, changing and quickning work which the Scripture doth so often mention as the design of the Gospel. And 'tis with reference unto this that Christ is called a Stone of Stumbling, and Rock of Offence: sinful and selfish Nature strives to preserve its life against the killing vertue of the Spirit of Christ in the Gospel preach­ed to the World. This is the reason of so much Carnal Profession and Barrenness in Christianity, when the hearts of Men turn the nature of the Go­spel (which is a Law of Grace, and obeyed only by Faith) into the similitude of the Law of Moses, and make it a matter of Man's working, and subject it [Page 68] to the poor and lame endeavours of unrenewed Man; not remembring, or (at least) not understanding that the Tree must first be made good, before the Fruits can be good. This was meant by the Apostle, when he bewails the Jews; who, though they followed af­ter Righteousness, attained it not, because they sought it not by faith, but (as it were) by the works of the law, Rom. 9. 31, 32. Ever since the Fall of Man, Righ­teousness forsook the created Nature of Man; which is largely shewed, Rom. 3. 10. and is only now in Christ revealed from Heaven, in receiving of whom, by being baptised spiritually into his Death and Life, his Righteousness is enjoyed.

Every Command of the Gospel doth first require Faith, which is the great Commandment, and in the vertue and power thereof requires and works Holiness in all the Fruits of a new Life, by the ver­tue of Jesus Christ, working in every Precept and Command of God in the whole Scriptures, being Gospellized by his Spirit.

And here my heart begins again to groan, while I find so little of this killing, renewing power accom­plishing its work upon me. How far am I from this renewed State? I am weary of the lifeless Notion of the thing. I faint in my sighing, and find no rest. I long for the breath of the Lord, and lament out my Complaint before him. When will the Lord come into his Temple? My flesh trembleth 'twixt hope, fear and desire: I am as a Bottle dried in the Smoak, my heart is pained and in Travel. O pre­server of Men make no tarrying, lest I be like them who go down to the pit. Oh, let Death feed upon me, till the Foundation of Life, Power and Peace be laid in my Soul, and Deliverance come from another place. Droopings are deadly (O my Soul!) do not [Page 69] say, thy Wound is incurable; the Creator of the ends of the Earth doth undertake for thee; he will yet re­veal abundance of Truth and Peace. Come then, O Fountain of Help! and do thine own Will upon me.

How easie is it to say the word ( Renewing) in comparison of the thing really executed and done?

All that can be spoken about it is but words; the Change it self is the thing I long for: my eyes fail, with hoping for the very Salvation of God in this work. Oh, that the Heavens might drop down their Dew! Why are the Influences of the Clouds with-held? Oh, for the sounding of his Bowels who is gone into a far Country, and has promised to re­turn! My musing heart cannot fetch him, but my groaning is before him, and the tears and cries of my Soul is in his sight. O Earth, cover thou not my blood! let the cry of my distress be heard: Anguish is upon my heart, and Oh, let the Season of my Re­demption come!

According to the measure of the power of Christ given to me, I would yet struggle against this Gyant ( unmortified self:) I would rather take a Sling and a Stone in the power of Christ, than all the Weapons of a Carnal Arm and Understanding.

Christ well knew the length of that Petition, Thy Will be done, when he taught his Disciples that Prayer. Could I but pray this Prayer, in the Lati­tude of it, I should think my foot within the threshold of Heaven.

The main Gospel-killing work lies The blessedness of a mortified Ʋnder­standing, and mor­tified Will. in mortifying the Understanding and the Will, into the Wisdom and Domi­nion of the Spirit: and in regard my present Controversie is against my [Page 70] own Carnal Will, I would deal with that first, did not my unmortified Understanding stand in the way.

My unmortified Understanding can easily dally with all the Notions about the Trinity, Law and Gospel, Promises and Covenant, Faith, and every Grace of the Spirit, and every Duty of Godliness, and yet but trifle all the while. The renewed Understand­ing sucks in the lively Evidence of the Mind of God in all those things, and is called the Demonstration of Spirit and Power, 1 Cor. 2. 4. and the very Mind of Christ, 1 Cor. 2. 16. This Mind of Jesus Christ re­presents to Faith, the infinite God wrapped up in every Particle of his Word, and is the Spirit of eve­ry revealed Truth. Hence comes that Expression, You have not so learned Christ, Ephes. 4. 20. A re­newed Understanding is not taught by Words and Sentences, be they what they will, and though ne­ver so good; but by the Mind of God and Christ in them, Ephes. 4. 21. The whole Volumne of the Scriptures is but (as it were) a small hint of the un­measurable Will of God. And this is the reason why the Scriptures, though the words are the same, and not altered, yet do they, by the Spirit, speak variety of Instructions in the Unity of the same Truth, as the Spirit pleaseth to reveal it self there­in; which doth not at all argue defect in the Scri­ptures, but infiniteness in the Mind of Christ therein contained.

This Fulness of the Mind of Christ in the Word is that which makes it divide between the Soul and the Spirit, the Joynts and the Marrow; and is a Dis­cerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart, Heb. 4. 12.

A renewed Understanding makes use of the Word, and all the Expressions therein, but as the [Page 71] Door by which to enter into the whole Vision of God in Jesus Christ, and the Revelation of his Will; and so takes up the Truth truly, in the method in which the infinite God is pleased to condescend.

A renewed Understanding sees the Mystery of Truth to be Substance and Life, through that report of it which words do speak. It converseth with Life through the Conduit of Words, Phrases and Terms: It gives way to the Truth, as it is in Jesus, by believ­ing, and not mangle it with carnal Reason; and so makes way for the renewed Will to give Obedi­ence by believing, doing and suffering the Pleasure and Will of God.

The renewed Will is one with God's Will, in a way of Submission thereto. It lies down broken hearted­ly in the pleasure of God: 'Tis zealous in Obedience, secure in believing, quiet in suffering, because the Will of God reigneth, and cannot be disappointed: It makes the Soul in all things give thanks, and re­joyce evermore: It grieves where the Holy Spirit is grieved, and it delights where God delights. If God say to Abraham, Offer up Isaac, he doth it with joy; Reluctancy is gone, because the Will of God dwells in the renewed Will, and the Consultations of Flesh and Blood are mortified. It grieves for Sin, because it crosseth the revealed Will of God; and yet re­joyceth in Hope, because all things shall work together for good to them that love him.

The renewed Will is always renewing it self by Faith in Christ, and looking into the Law of Liber­ty. It thanks God heartily for Life, Death, Health, Sickness, Success, or Disappointment, in High De­gree, or Low Degree; because 'tis baptized into his Will. And that the nature of this new Creation in the Will may provoke my heart to withdraw from [Page 72] the Servitude of my corrupt Will, I would ponder the nature of it a little further.

The first Parent of the Grace of Adoption by Je­sus Christ was the good pleasure of the Will of God in his Decree, Ephes. 1. 5. and actual Conversion by the Word is the Operation also of the Will of God, Jam. 1. 18. which bringeth forth a Birth in the new Man of the same likeness, Psal. 110. 3. Thy people shall be willing in the day of thy power: and by this the truth of all Obedience is measured, Isa. 1. 19. It is also the first thing the Spirit of God hath in its eye, and which doth (in a way of Acceptation) fill up the defect of all other Service, 2 Cor. 8. 12.

The State of Death in Sin is Captivity to the Will of Satan, and the Flesh: and Subjection to the Will of God is the First-born from the Dead; it first ap­pears, and so goes on as the living Token of true Christianity, and never ceaseth till 'tis filled with the Fulness of God who brought it forth; and so it is the undoing Principle to Flesh and Blood, and captivates Fear, Care and Bondage into the Liberty of Jesus Christ, the Eternal Son of God, and makes Christ and a Believer no longer twain, but one in the Uni­on and Operation of the Spirit, whereby the Domi­nion and sure Protection of God secures the Soul, as the Waters cover the Sea. Here I stick, and here I groan: Alas, alas, for this day of the Lord: Oh, for this day spring from on high, to reveal this light and breath, in the Life of this renewed Understand­ing and Will, from the rolling bowels of his own Grace and Spirit. I am sick; yea, I am sick; my Pen shakes, my heart quivers with desire after this re­newing Work. Give way (O Carnal Mind of Un­belief, Darkness, Sin and Vanity) that my heart may faint away into the bosom of this changing Power of the Spirit of Christ who has redeemed it.

This glorius Work of renewing The use of the Scri­ptures. the Mind is carried on by the eter­nal Word of God, by which he made the World. All Creating Work is effected through the eternal Word, the Son of God, by the eternal Spirit, from the everlasting Father; in which God is all in all. This eternal Word hath declared himself by a word of Faith, Reconciliation and Comfort, contained and expressed in a way suitable to the Capacity of Humane Sense, Reason and Un­derstanding in the Scriptures, that so the incompre­hensible Will of God might look into the heart of Man, through the inlets of natural Sense, and the faculties of a natural Mind, making them subservi­ent in this renewing Change.

Therefore is it made visible to the eye, and recei­vable by the ear, retainable by the memory, and me­ditable by the heart, in the use of the Scriptures; and so doth, in a rational way, by Reproofs, Instructions, Convincements and Comforts, bring forth the new Creature, and hold it in a Spiritual Union and Fel­lowship with the Father, Son and Spirit, through a daily Increase, tending to the last and perfect Fulness, Col. 2. 19. Ephes. 1. 23.

And that Jesus Christ may make this express Word of his effectual to accomplish the design of his love to the Souls of his Redeemed, he guides them by his Spirit to the most advantagious improvement thereof, that not one Jot of his Word may be lost.

The whole Scriptures are the Inspiration of the Spirit of God the Father, and the Son Jesus Christ, Heb. 1. 1. Col. 3. 16. 2 Tim. 3. 16. given to reveal the way of Salvation; which is carried on by a way of History and Doctrine; in both which the State of Mankind is discovered, in reference to its Innocency, [Page 74] Fall and Recovery: The State of Innocency and the Fall comprehended all Mankind in the Persons of Adam and Eve; the State of Recovery respects on­ly a part of Mankind saved out of that universal Loss by Christ, according to the Election of Grace, and therefore he is called the second Adam, Rom. 5. 14. 1 Cor. 15. 45. who infuseth the Gift and Operation of Righteousness to his Seed, as the first Adam had infused the Guilt and enthralling corrupting Power of Sin into his Seed. As the Fall was a perfect Fall, so the Recovery (to the Remnant recovered) is a perfect Recovery, compleated fully in God's Decree before the World was, Ephes. 1. 4. and actually so­lemnized at Christ's Suffering, Col. 2. 15. which be­comes applicable to every individual person of that number by the Spirit of Faith and Holiness, and whereby they are fully and really freed from the mat­ter of Guilt through Union with Christ, albeit the af­flicting sense and fear of Guilt appears (many times) through the weakness of Faith in that Union; and through the incumbring defilement of Sin (in them who are redeemed) holds on a Conflict in the Flesh, till the last Enemy ( viz. Death) be destroyed; and so Mankind stands divided; the Persons of them who only bear the Image of the first Adam (corrupt­ed by the Serpent's Poyson,) and they who bear the Image of the second Adam; and in the latter, every redeemed person carries also a Sub-Division in his own heart for a time, viz. the grand Principle of his renewed State, and the afflicting Stain and Enmi­ty of the first Adam's Nature remaining in the Flesh. And in reference to these two Contraries ( viz. the Good and Bad Persons of Mankind, and the different Principles of Good and Evil) the Scripture doth dis­play all the Threatnings and Comforts, Reproofs [Page 75] and Encouragements, Judgments and Promises, Instru­ctions and Rebukes that are found in that blessed Vo­lume, with manifestations of God's power and goodness to the one, and his power and wrath against the other.

So that whatsoever is spoken of any one person, is spoken of all persons in the same State; and whatso­ever is spoken of any Action or Qualification in any person, is spoken of alike Actions and Qualificati­ons in every person; who is in the same state to the end of the World, even as long as Mankind re­mains, and as far as the Line of each State (whether it be good or bad) reacheth, so far doth every per­son (continuing in that State) bear his proportionable share through the Grave, to Eternity.

When the Spirit of God speaketh any thing in the Word, it first looks through the State in which any person is, and so deals with that particular person accor­ding to the state in which he is, whether it be a state of Sin or Grace, and so acts towards him according to the rules and method of such a state. Hence 'tis that comforts, or afflictions, or teachings, that are one and the same in their own nature, are exceeding different in the end and use which the Spirit makes of them, through the different state of Light or Darkness, Life or Death, in which all men lie. So that by this means the same Word is a savour of Life to one, which is a savour of Death to another.

The general threatnings against Ungodliness con­cerns every particular ungodly Man.

The particular punishment inflicted upon any one ungodly Man, shews what is equally due to the rest of ungodly Men. And although one evil Man may not commit the same wicked Action as another doth, yet he has the Nature, and the same evil State, which is the Root of that Action; and as it [Page 76] brings forth Actions equivolently evil, it is by the Spirit of God equally sentenced to Punishment.

And as in all visible Actions the state of the per­son (in the Scriptures) is first considered, so in all Actions the nature and spirit of that Action (as it holds relation to the state of the person acting) is regarded by the Spirit of God in the Word, before the Action it self, and involves every one within the Guilt of that Action (if it be wicked) or with­in the Blessing of that Action (if it be good) in whom the nature and spirit of such an Action worketh. From this ground Christ calls wicked Anger Mur­ther, and unchast Lustings Adultery, Matth. 5. 21, 28. And from this ground a gracious desire and in­tention has the blessing of a gracious Action, 2 Cor. 8. 12. And when the Action is one and the same, and yet the Spirit and inward Mind of them who execute that Action different, the Action is not ac­counted the same, but different; as in the case of Cain's killing Abel, and Phineas's killing Zimri; it was Murther in the one, and Righteousness in the other. So that Actions may agree, and yet the spi­rit of that Action, in the Actors, not agree: and the spirit of one Action may agree with the spirit of another Action, or the spirit of one that acts may agree in some particular Action with the spirit of another who acts the same thing, and yet the diffe­rence of their grand state disagree; as appears in the case of David's Uncleanness through Lust, and the Sin of his Son Ammon; for the Repentance of the one is recorded, but not of the other.

So that in the use of the Scriptures, we are to consider how far Actions agree, and how far the spi­rit or immediate inward working, which produceth Actions, agrees, and how the grand state of persons [Page 77] do agree, that we may know how to make use of the Reproofs and Punishments, Promises and Re­wards that we find given to others in Scripture.

As concerning the state of Godliness, there is no Godly Man has any peculiar privilege, which is not common to all who are in the same state, because the Covenant is made to them all alike in Jesus Christ; in whom God is become their God, upon the equal terms of Free Grace, and Christ is as well the Head of one Member, as of another; and all the privileges which can flow from such a common re­lation run down rightfully to every person within that relation; viz. Justification, Adoption, Recon­ciliation, Sanctification, Preservation, Instruction, and such like Operations of the Spirit, that issue from that relation, and which tend to a living enjoyment thereof, and the advancing of that state to perfecti­on. All Commands also and Duties bear with them an equal Engagement to every person (alike related) within the state of Covenant-Interest; because those Commands and Duties relate to the same Interest, in which all the people of God are one, Joh. 17. 20. Matth. 28. 20.

So that this Interest in God, which is helpful in one case, is applicable to all alike cases, wherein the Saints, who enjoy that Interest, are concerned: which makes every Promise to have a kind of Infiniteness, as God is infinite. From this Ground, the same Pro­mise that armed Joshua against fear, through the pre­sence and faithfulness of God, Josh. 1. 5. I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee, is used likewise to every Saint, to arm him against Covetousness, and fear of Want, Heb. 13. 5.

And thus the Experience of one Saint becomes advantagious to another, through their mutual In­terest [Page 78] in the same Root of Spiritual Life in Christ, by which they are one with him, and Co-partners each with other of the same Grace. From this Ground there is no Member of Christ that can say, he has not need of anothers help, because the Spirit of God, by which they are united into one Body, conveys its operation through one to another, as it pleaseth him, 1 Cor. 12. 11. which Spirit of God is the new Life of the Weak, as well as of the Strong, as he pleaseth to manifest his Power and Vertue in the one or the other, more or less, by which they are strong or weak; that so they might love, pity and sympathize each with other, being all interested in the same Life, and whereby they are all one Body, and Members one of another, Rom. 12. 5.

Hence it is, that all things spoken in the Scriptures are of true and proper use to every Child of God, as far as their condition agrees with, or stands in need of that Help, Comfort, Counsel, or Reproof mentioned there; which is the scope of the Spirit of God, in all those Promises, Instructions or Reproofs recorded in the Scriptures; as if they, and their parti­cular Cases had been first or only in the eye of God, when that word was spoken, or that instance given, be it what it will. What I say to you (saith Christ, Matth. 13. 37.) I say to all, watch; for whatsoever things were written afore time (to others) were written for our learning (as the Apostle tells the Church of the Romans, Rom. 15. 4, 5.) That we, through pati­ence, and comfort of the same scriptures, might have the same enjoyment and ground of hope as they had, be­ing equally interested in the same God, who by his Spirit breaths Grounds and Influence of the same Grace of Patience and Consolation, as it did to them to whom the Spirit, through the Scripture had for­merly [Page 79] spoken. And thus the same Word being the Inspiration of the Spirit, bloweth where it listeth, and the sound thereof is gone forth into all the World, and the spirit, drift, scope and use of the words of Life, to the end of the Earth, as far as the Spirit which breathed it begets any Soul into the Life of Union with God in Jesus Christ, who is the Eternal Word, and Mind of the Eternal Father; from whom all the Children of Adoption receive their Being and Birth through the Gospel of that only begotten Son of God, spiritually shed abroad into their hearts. So that every one who is Christ's may say, the History of the Scriptures is for me, the Prophets are mine, the Apostles are mine, and all their Prophesies and Preachings, all Promises, Reproofs and Comforts, Counsels, Warnings and Examples, the Gospel un­der Moses his Vail, and as it shines in the Teachings and Miracles of Christ and his Apostles; all things, all persons, Paul, Apollos, Cephas, Life and Death are the Inventory of my Happiness; things past, pre­sent and to come are mine, and for my use and ad­vantage; because the Spirit which worketh in and by all these is mine; and Christ, to whom I come, and whom I serve is mine, and Christ is God's, and his God and Father is mine, because I am his, Heir and Co-heir with him. Let such a privilege cause the Soul to cry out, Breath, O Spirit; open your selves, O blessed Scriptures; and water me with all manner of Teaching: Let mysterious Grace possess my Understanding, powerful Wisdom from God in the Scriptures, make me wise to Salvation: Let Strength and Vertue from on high renew both Spirit, Soul and Body to all power of a spiritual mind, that I may comprehend with all Saints what is the heighth, length, depth and breadth of the love of God in [Page 80] Christ, and be built amongst them upon the Foun­dation of the Apostles and Prophets, Christ himself be­ing my Corner-stone, and his Power enlivening me to every good word and work, through that com­mon Salvation wrought by him, for every Member of his Body; among whom, I also am allowed to claim my share in the Inheritance of Light, through the faith and patience of the Scriptures, and Testi­mony of Jesus, my Lord.

Abraham's Faith was exercised upon the Covenant which God made with him; saying, I will be thy God, and the God of thy seed: which Faith was fur­ther confirmed by the Sign of Circumcision that was added to that Covenant, and tried yet further, by offering up his Son; in all which he had the faith­fulness of God, and his free Grace and Power in his eye, and saw Christ's day a far off therein; although ('tis like) he saw not distinctly the very manner of Christ's coming in the Flesh, and the manner of his Death and Resurrection; yet his faith, in the sub­stance of the Covenant of God's free Grace, and in his wisdom and power to accomplish the same in his own way and time, led him to embrace that Cove­nant (so dispensed, and to that measure discovered) deriving Interest in God to his Soul, and the Righ­teousness of Justification thereby; which the Spirit doth record in the Scriptures to be the same justify­ing Exercise of Faith, which in the fulness of time should, and so did more distinctly put forth its self upon Christ, dead and risen, and upon the power and truth of God therein, to confirm, and actually execute in the Person of Christ the Branches and Method of that Covenant, relating to the taking away Sin, applying Righteousness, and uniting Man to God in the Mystery of Grace and Salvation: and [Page 81] therefore 'tis said, the same Righteousness is now imputed to Believers as was to him, because the na­ture of their Faith, and the substance of the Object of that Faith is one and the same. In the exercise of which they walk in his steps, Rom. 4. 12. and so are justified with believing Abraham, and inherit his Bles­sing, Gal. 3. 9.

And thus the Scriptures, in the spiritual use there­of, do run through all visibly different Dispensati­ons, Administrations, Instances and Cases of the Saints, with one and the same invisible scope, and se­cret tendency, agreeable to the state of Godliness, and relating to all persons within that state, in all times and Ages; and stands answerable to the nature of all future cases and experiences of the Saints; which makes the whole Scriptures which were written aforetime to be of a perpetual present use, from the be­ginning to the end of that Volumne: so said Moses of old, Deut. 4. 2. and so said John many hundred years after, Rev. 22. 18, 19. So that all Scripture is given for a perpetual profit by Doctrine, Reproof, Exhortation and Instruction in Righteousness, in or­der to the perfecting of the Saints, 2 Tim. 3. 16, 17.

And this brings in again the Consideration of the wonderful Condescention of God, who, though he be invisible, yet he doth (in a sort) become visible in the Word: there the Life of God is manifested, even that hidden Life which enlivens the new Man, it exposeth it self to be seen, heard and handled by the thoughts of Worm-like Man, 1 Joh. 1. 1, 2, 3.

God, who was pleased to manifest himself in the Flesh, has carried on a correspondent method in a way suitable to Humanity, ever since the Restoration was promised to the Seed of the Woman. The Spirit brings forth all its special Operations, in the exercise [Page 82] of Man's Nature, Reason, Understanding, Will, Affections and Passions. The Scriptures seem to be­speak nothing (oft-times) but meer Man, whereas that Humane way was only fitted as a Sheath for the Sword of the Spirit to be carried in, through all seve­ral cases that could fall out in Man's condition. God, who brought forth all things out of himself, doth still manage them, and uphold them; for he is the Life. As his Purpose and Power created the Being of all things, so his Providence and Wisdom doth create the continual disposing and ordering of all things; I create Jerusalem a rejoycing, saith the Lord, Isa. 65. 18. And therefore, having created a new thing in the Earth, that a Woman should compass a Man, Jer. 31. 22. he works creatingly in the disco­very and application of that Mystery, and stoops down into all the Sences, Passions and Affections of Humane Nature, and brings forth the Mystery of the new Creation, under the vail and external use of the matter of the first Creation; which runs through the whole History of outward Providences, and through every Branch of Moses's Law, in all the Sa­crifices, every part of the Tabernacle and Temple, and through every Dispensation, and among all the Fa­culties of the rational Soul, as the power of Life striving against Death, and Light against Darkness; which is the scope of what we find spoken to Man, or of; or by Man in the Scriptures: which is spoken, not to shew only what Man's natural thoughts are, but how the Spirit of God works in their thoughts, words and actions, or how the Spirit of Satan natu­rally and sinfully works in them; which is delivered to us by the Spirit of God, sometimes by the Rules of Doctrine and Worship, sometimes by Comforts, Instructions, Exhortations, Reproofs and Threat­nings; [Page 83] and sometimes by Examples and Experi­ences acted upon the persons of Good and Bad, and acting in them.

This Operation of the Spirit of the Father, and the Son, begets all the Convincements, Heart-searchings, Prayers, Groans, Cries, Sighs, Comforts, Encou­ragements and Conquests which we find exercised in the hearts of the people of God, throughout the Scriptures, as in a Glass, shewing the Combat be­twixt the Seed of the Serpent, and the Seed of the Woman; and establishing Faith, and Assurance of the Victory by Jesus Christ, who is the Captain of their Salvation.

And God has recorded these things in this man­ner in the Word, that all the people of God may read the whole of their present State and Work acted in the Scriptures, by the Inspiration of the Spi­rit, which now breaths Workings of a like nature in their hearts. The least Groan cannot be lost, 'tis part of the Lambs War; and therefore there is a Blessing in it. If the infinite Purity, Power and Ho­liness of God did reveal it self only to the Under­standing, it would either distract or confound the Soul, or harden it by a desperate Dispondency; and therefore the infinite Excellency of God des­cends into the Humane Nature of Christ, that it might overshadow, and work in the hearts of the Saints, who are his Mystical Body (by the Spirit in the Scriptures) in the way of an Instinct and new Principle arising from that spiritual Closure made be­twixt him and them in the Gospel.

The rejection of the Gospel, and The Glory of Christs Condescention. despising the Word doth chiefly arise from an aptness to stumble at the Condescention of God; he sees a necessity to bow [Page 84] down lower, to save poor Man, than the Pride of Man's heart knows how to digest; and therefore the broken and contrite ones get most of his compa­ny, Isa. 57. 15. the Soul who loves him, and be­lieves his Condescention, in the design and truth thereof, can never be too low for relief.

The manner of Christ's coming into the Flesh, and the despicableness of his Person, in his Life and Death, seriously considered, and the Ordinances which he blest, and left to us, gives no encourage­ment to the Wisdom of the Flesh. The way of car­nal Wisdom is to do great things by great means, but the Wisdom of God doth great things by small and despicable means, 1 Sam. 16. 7. 2 King. 5. 10, 11. and so confoundeth the Wisdom of the Wise; as the Apostle argues, 1 Cor. 1. from v. 20. forwards. Were the truth of this Mystery of God's Condes­cention truly taken up, it would spoil that repining dejection which torments the Saints about their un­worthiness, and thankfulness would accompany all their Groans towards him: he is as low as the low­est, and their way cannot be hid from him, though he be high and lofty, and the Creator of the ends of the earth, Isa. 40. 27, 28, 29. and 57. 15. The very Kernel of the Gospels Glory lies in the extreamness of his Condescention in the way of saving Man: his design is to exalt his Glory to the highest Heavens, by the unspeakable lowness of his stooping through­out all the day of Grace. He doth, by his Spirit, wait, weep, strive, grieve, sigh, suffer and complain in the hearts of his people; and figuratively, he is said to do such things also himself on their behalf; their weak Faith is mighty through him who works it, and who carries his Lambs in his Arms. His infinite Greatness is not at all the cause of any estranged di­stance [Page 85] betwixt him and Mankind in this day of Grace; but the carnal and unbroken Pride, and fulness of a self-righteous, careless, ignorant, unbelieving heart. He setteth the Solitary in Families, and stoopeth down to deliver them who are sensible of their Chains; but the Rebellious dwelleth in a dry Land, Psal. 68. 6.

Oh, let this Truth visit me, and save me! Here is a Rest indeed (O my confused heart!) he that heard the moan of Ephraim hears thy moan, hears thy confused cries, picks up all thy sighs, and puts them in a Bottle of Remembrance: he createth Jewels for himself, Jer. 31. 18. out of the Dunghill, and rakes them together into his Cabinet. When thou faint­est, he fainteth not. Lie down upon him, view the Travel that he has made in the Person of Christ, and in the Word of his Grace throughout the Scri­ptures, and say, How unsearchable is his Under­standing and Condescention! How wonderfully and fearfully am I made! How undeservedly, how al­mightily, how compleatly, freely and throughly am I called by his Grace, and led along this present Wil­derness by the Right Hand of infinite care, power and condescending compassionate faithfulness? Oh, the depth of the Wisdom and Knowledge of God in the Riches thereof! How unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out? For of him, and through him, and to him are all things; to whom be glory for ever, Rom. 11. 33, and 36.

Albeit God has laid the Founda­tion of Faith never so sure in the God in Jesus Christ the only life and breath of his people, and the advantages thereof. Person of Christ, and so in himself, as it stands revealed in the Scri­ptures; and albeit the Principle of believing be planted in the heart at the first converting Work, and Covenant-closure [Page 86] with Jesus Christ, yet every acting of Faith is still kept in the power of his own Will; and lies lock'd up from any exercise, till he open his hand, and fills the Soul with good things. And this God doth for singular ends, viz.

1. That God might be truly all in all, and all in every part; that his people might both be rich, and yet not able to say, My Goods are increased; that he may appear to be, not only the Author of their life, but of the Breathing of their breath also; and that the whole life of the new Creature might not be at the least distance from the heart of Christ: as the Flame of the Candle cannot live without the Wick, so is it impossible that the Faith, or refreshment of heart, can live one moment without supply of radical Moi­sture descending from the Head, Jesus Christ. Which doth not at all shew the uncertainty of a Believer's state, but rather tends to assure the same, by a fre­quent sending the Soul to God in Christ, by whom it is established.

2. It gives check to all allowed sin, and turning the Grace of God into wantonness, because he will not suffer the refreshment of his Grace to be any where, but where he is himself.

3. And as breathings are tokens of life, so do re­newed influences witness the reality of life, arising from the Union of the Soul with Christ.

4. It also tends to make the Soul watchful against distance from Christ, lest the Breath of Life with­draw, and the Soul faint insensibly, and fall into the Myre of a defiled Mind, and so into sinful Actions, and a wounded Conscience.

5. It leaves no room for sloth, or sleepiness of heart, lest the Locks of Communion with God's in­fluential Presence should be cut, and Strength be [Page 87] gone; for no comfort or strength lives any longer, than by faith it derives vigour from the heart and mind of Christ.

6. It represents Mercy purely, in that it sheweth, that the standing of a Believer is meerly at the good pleasure of God, and doth necessitate the Soul to be a resigned Attendant upon the meer Will of God; and so allures the Soul by a necessary Conquest of Love, not to live to it self, but to the pure Will of him who died, and rose again, and quickens all things. By which Resignment unto Mercy, it rests on the heart of Christ, and all the Fulness of God that is there.

7. It gives ground of hope in sad hours; for, as the Clouds come, so they go; There is hope of a tree, (saith Job, Job 14. 7.) though it be cut down, that it will spring again, through the reviving moisture at the root. And why art thou troubled, saith David to his Soul; I shall yet praise him, Psal. 43. 5. And be­sides,

8. This coming and going of the Spirits influence is as a Fan, which blows and brings forth the lustre of all Graces. Hereby Patience, Waiting, and Hope are ex­ercised, Faith and Love are exercised, and every Grace gets (as it were) a frequent new Birth in the Soul; and the spiritual fondness of the Love is revived, and not suffered to die. Every new Breath of the Spirit is a new Application of the Soul's Ingrafture into Christ, and Demonstration of his Power; and is arrayed afresh, as in the day of its first Espousals.

9. And lastly, It gives assurance of the Resurre­ction of the Body, of which every Resurrection by Faith and Hope (freely visiting the heart, and bring­ing it again to God) is the fore-runner.

Whiles my Meditations are musing and expatia­ting after the invisible God, and would fain com­prehend his way (methinks) I receive a check from Zophar, Job. 11. 7. Canst thou by searching find out God, canst thou by searching find out the Almighty to perfection? It is high as heaven, What canst thou do? Deeper than hell, What canst thou know? Keep with­in the revealed Word, and in the patience and com­fort of the Scriptures; live by hope; No flesh can see God and live. Poor Man would be wise, and see the upshot of all things, but the Vessel of his Understanding cannot hold it. Salvation by Christ has one kind of Rayment here, another kind here­after; here it is a Kingdom of Patience and Hope, but there a Kingdom of Glorious Enjoyment; here is the Earnest, there is the Fulness. When I would look over, and see some glimpses of Canaan, a Jor­dan of difficulty stands in the way. What an Ad­venture is it to go down into the depth of Death, and the last concluding Change? This is the last and great tryal of Faith, to venture all my hope in Eter­nity at one Cast; to expect to find the same God and Christ beyond the great Gulph, who appears on this side by the Spirit of his Grace; to enjoy the same God to Perfection, whose Name I now call upon by Prayer. O that victorious Faith which claspeth about that Love, from which neither Life nor Death, things present nor to come could di­vide! Rom. 8. 38, 39. I may not presumptuously go up into the Mount, but be content a while with Wilderness-work; there remaineth a Rest. Return again (O my Soul) to thy labouring, waiting state, be upon thy Watch, the Morning cometh by and by: be not afraid to have thy Night changed into Day, and all thy Weakness into Perfection; only [Page 89] labour out thy Task, and work out thy Salvation with fear and trembling, in this day of Faith and Hope.

Am I called to work and travel? How shall I un­dergo this Task? Contemplation only is not the work of my twelve hours; and Oh, for freedom of heart and understanding, that I may accomplish my work, my Hirelings day. Alas! (dear Christ) I am willing to work thy works, but would never be out of thy sight: May I not talk with thee, and look upon thy face, and yet work too? The presence of my Christ makes any toil to be perfect freedom.

Methinks I can easier find (in some measure) my work throughout the whole Scriptures (though that requires also the teachings of the Spirit necessarily) than I can know how to compose my heart to keep the Faith of Union and Communion with God fresh; and so to work and labour in the strength of that Fellowship, whatever I do in the World. When I am earnest in Contemplation, I fear I fail in the matter of Action; when I am acting, I fear losing the Marrow of my Communion with my God. Here lies Divine Skill to put both these to­gether, as being of the same nature, and tending to the same end; each of them helping, and not hin­dring one another. And to this end I desire help from on high, to find out my way and method, that I may so run, that I may at length finish my course with joy.

The Spring of all Christian Con­versation How to hold Com­munion with God in worldly business. is Justifying Faith, which cleanseth the Soul, and quickens it at the same time, by Union with Jesus Christ: and as, in the order of Nature, Life is first infused, before any Action of Life can ap­pear; [Page 90] so Faith, being the accepting and digesting ver­tue which receives (in a way of spiritual digesture) Jesus Christ, as the Bread of Life, doth cleanse and save the Soul: which new Life puts forth Actions of its own nature; which Actions do add a Perfe­ction of Growth and Manifestation, but not of Es­sence to that new Life of Justification, Regenerati­on and Reconcilement. All good works of a holy Conversation are the improving of that Life, but neither the cause, nor matter of it; the cause of it is the meer Grace and Favour of God, Ephes. 1. 4, 5, 6. the matter of this Life is the Spirit of Jesus Christ quickning the Soul, through Union with it; and from thence grows Action, as the delightful Exer­cise of the Life of the new Man.

So that my more or less improvement must not question the Essence of this Life; the least Action notes Life as well as the greatest, though the vigour thereof be in a different measure: and if I doubt of Life, I cannot produce it by Action. Leaves will not put life into the Tree; but I am in that case (by Soul-resigning and Self-renouncing Recumbency of heart) to lie down upon Christ, to receive Life from him. All Life lies in the Root, and comes thence by naked believing; whereby God, through Christ, vents his own Life by meer Grace in my Soul, that all Actions of Holiness may be no other than the Life of God working in me.

Now, that the Soul may both enjoy its Commu­nion with God, and also act with vigour the works of Righteousness in an active Conversation, there must be Order and Uniformity in every Action, sui­table to the Spirit of Communion with God: with­out Order there can be no Peace, but Confusion, 1 Cor. 14. 23. and without Uniformity also, arising [Page 91] from the Root of Union that is between the Acti­on and the Spirit of the Actor, there can be no Peace; for Unity breeds Peace, Ephes. 4. 3. by ma­king things different or distinguishable to agree in one, by some common and uniting likeness or other. And because this Uniformity seems naturally to of­fer it self to Consideration, in the first place I would let a few thoughts pass upon it.

In all Christan and morally good Actions (for­bearing to speak of ungodly Actions, which are plainly opposite to the Spirit of Holiness) no Action, though it be in it self materially good, ought to be left to its own swinge, but always ought to move in the hand of the Spirit, as it gives direction by, and suitable to the Word. The natural motion of a Wheel is to run downwards; yet we read, Ezek. 1. 19, 20, 21. that the Spirit of the living Creature being in the Wheels, it guided the Wheels from their natural motion, to the pleasure and Will of the Spirit that was in the Wheels; up or down, hi­ther or thither, as the Spirit moved them: the Spi­rit and the Wheels were made one in motion, by reason of their Union. And even so in all good Actions, spiritually performed, there is a Union betwixt the Principle of Holiness in the new Man, and the outward Action that is done; which forms the Action into a homogeneous suitableness to that in­ward Principle, and prevents discord betwixt the Action and the Principle. Thus it was with Job, when he said, My heart shall not reproach me, Job 27. 6. And hence comes a peaceable Execution of any Actions, when the Principle of Holiness does spirit the Action, and the Action outwardly manifest a justifying Concurrence with the Principle, in and by which it acts, the Action and the Principle ha­ving [Page 92] the same united Tendency to the Will of God.

And as Union and Symphony betwixt a gracious efficient Principle, and a gracious Action renders it a comfortable Service, whatever the work be which is done; so the Order betwixt these two do add a further supply, to carry on a heavenly Conversati­on here on Earth. The goodness of every Action (as to Comfort in the Execution thereof) ariseth from Communion with God, for whom, and to whom that Action and Service is performed.

Although both be the Exercise of the New Man, yet each of them act in their own order; the heart is first under true warmth within, and then the sui­table discoveries do follow, Psal. 39. 3. While I was musing (saith David) the fire burned, and then spake I with my tongue. A good Action loseth its inward beauty, when it keeps not its inside order; it is numbred amongst dead works, and moves but in a ghastly manner, when the Spirit within moves not first; much like to the irrational Actions of a Man, who walks up and down, and talks by some strength of fancy, when he is in a dead sleep all the while. But when the Root of Communion with God bears the Soul forth unto fruitfulness in any Service, that Service is comely, because it springs naturally from a Spirit of Faith in the New Man, and carries along the nature of the New Man in whatsoever is done.

These two being observed, would so carry on the course of Christianity, that in the various affairs of this life, inward Peace would not be broken; there would be readiness at all times to pray, praise and rejoyce. Thus Abraham and Enoch walked with God, and this is the glorious Promise, They shall walk up and down in the name of the Lord, Zach. 10. 12.

All good Actions being thus rooted and ordered, have the Glory of God in their eye, and run forth in way of duty, and carry with them the encou­ragement of Acceptation with God. And although the Actions of such a man may visibly be successless, yet his heart is never wrung with disappointment, because his secret Communion with, and Subjection to the Will of God (being the grand purpose of his heart in all he doth) delivers him into a holy Rest, and maintains an inclination to work still without repining, because he is assured his work is not in vain in the Lord. So far as the Will of God appears, he is quiet with joy, because the pleasure of his work lies in doing God's Will, and not his own. Com­munion with God makes up every Breach with an All-sufficiency: Disappointments do lock him up within the Sanctuary of God, and keeps the Soul at home, in the pure tastes of that Communion with God in which it lives, Psal. 73. 17, 25. in a readi­ness to every good work. His good Actions, though small as a Cup of cold Water, or successless, as Isaiah's preaching seemed to him to be, Isa. 49. 4. yet those works cannot be lost, because Communi­on with God cannot be lost, in the vertue of which, those works were done through Jesus Christ.

But while I am thus travelling The Soul sensible of a cold Fit. through the Consideration of seve­ral P [...]s redounding to a Belie­ver, [...] way of fruitfulness therein, I feel (me­thinks) many cold fits to seize upon me; as it was in the day that Abraham was troubled with the Fowls which fell upon the Carcases which God comman­ded him to divide for confirmation of his Promise, which Abraham drove away till the Sun went down; and when a deep sleep, and horrour of great dark­ness [Page 94] fell upon him, then, even then did a fresh assu­rance of the Covenant break forth upon him, (as Gen. 15. 13.) So while I am pursuing after this Sal­vation of God, I find the Clouds gather about me, I find not the same sensible Entertainment of the Sal­vation of God in my heart as sometimes I have done; my Soul is filled with guilt and weakness, and there­fore am forced to retire back from the pursuing the necessary and practical Meditations about the Con­versation of Godliness for a season, lest I leave an Enemy at my back that is ready to invade me; which Enemy (if it please the Lord to scatter by his Spirit) I shall be more able to attempt the Me­ditations of the works of Holiness, and have fresh Activity to put on the Garments of Fruitfulness, in the Service which I owe to Jesus Christ my Lord, than (methinks) for present I am.

Inward Rejoycing and Peace has been much bruised (for certain days) by weakness, guilt and distraction that has seized on my heart; there it lies like a Mountain of Lead: when my thoughts would turn inwards, I hear nothing but Outcries of Accusation and Guilt possessing my heart; I can find no shelter at home, I am forced to fly abroad for a Lodging, for Company and Food. I am now invited to renew my self a Nest above my own heart, my heart is grown hard, dark and weak, it prevails against my former sense of Divine Presence; and while it is thus filled with the clamours of Death and Confusi­on (methinks) I hear the Spirit and Bridegroom say, Come, arise; this is not your Rest: lanch forth through the Ocean of Free Grace, and let not thy expectation hanker towards thy self; though thy flesh fail, and thy heart fail, yet God is the strength of thy heart, and thy portion for ever. My work is to go [Page 95] forth; and Oh that I could make a fair Escape to him who stands upon the Shoar to receive me, it is not a few Meditations that will do it; it needs a Redeemer's hand to fetch me out, and pull me up.

The delight of the New Man is, The Soul flies out of all manner of selfish help, to Je­sus Christ only. to be under the Government of the Spirit only; and all the Issues of the Spirit flow from the heart of Christ only, by which the heart of a Belie­ver is made new in him. This Newness lies especi­ally in the Spirit of a Believer, which complies with the Spirit of God in the Witness of Adoption, even whiles the contradiction of defiled Nature warreth against it. And upon the single Interest of this Con­sideration, and Union betwixt Christ and the Soul (yielding it self to the renewing of his Spirit) doth Faith go forth, and claim Forrein Aid, viz. the Aid of Jesus Christ, to whom it is united; in Convey­ance of which Aid, Christ first takes the Soul more closely into the vertue of that Union, that every crumb of his help may truly savour of that Relation which is betwixt him and the Soul, through the New Covenant; and gives out no saving and effe­ctual Aid otherwise, than as the Product and Off­spring of that Union: that so Christ may be all in all, as the Treasury and efficient Cause of all Re­lief; and that the Soul, through spiritual Union on­ly, might derive that Relief to it self by Faith: and as the Foundation of the Union lies on free Grace, so the Application thereof, and the abundant help arising thence, is carried on through the method of free Grace only; for Faith can converse with no­thing (in order to the Life of the New Man) but Free Grace only in the Promse.

The very nature of free Promises do present to the Soul, the consideration of all Relief to lie origi­nally in God, and that the Soul is invited thither on­ly to fetch it, and cannot possibly return empty: for the dispensation of which Grace to the Sons of Men, God manifests himself in the Person of the Son, who dwells in Humane Nature, displaying the Evidence of this Grace in the Gospel, and by his Spirit per­suades the believing Soul to accept and improve it.

And the Soul being thus persuaded that his life lies in Christ, upon a free Covenant grounded in God's Decree, established on free Promises, may not stay to ask leave of his guilty heart, whether he be fit to lay hold upon this Deliverance, but must rather consider the freeness of Grace, Pardon and Righteousness, which is in this new and living way, which God hath made, and not Man. If Elijah had poured only on the parched Earth that was under his feet, he could have had no Argument of Moy­sture to arise from thence; but having by faith prayed to him who governed the Clouds, down came Rain, and the Drought vanished.

Guilt of Sin is like a Hedge, or a Wall, that can easily keep the heart in Impenitency and Unbelief; but when Faith, working by Repentance, seizeth on Jesus Christ, it gives Wings to the Soul of a Be­liever to fly up above all those hindrances of natural Guilt and Weakness; and though Sin and Death remain in his Flesh, yet he is got beyond the Capti­vity of the Law of Sin, which can no more keep him from the Freedom wherewith Christ hath made him free, than a Hedge can keep an Eagle from soar­ing up in the Air. The Sap which feeds Guilt is Unbelief; now when the Sap is withdrawn, the Tree dies away by degrees, although it remains in [Page 97] its place for a season: so is it with the Old Man; it combers the heart a while, but Christ at his death gave it such a Wound that will never be cured, till it has (by the Faith and Prayer of every Believer) bled it self to death. When Guilt seems to live most, and so sends a Believer afresh to Christ, then does Guilt die apace, and remains only to keep a Belie­ver's faith in continual exercise, and render Christ precious to the Soul, as cold Weather makes a Fire the more comfortable and pleasant: so that while my Soul holds close to this, that Christ is upon his own terms, Righteousness, Pardon and Life to me, by making me his; and he being mine, my own guilt becomes no longer my own, because I am no longer my own, but his who bought me with his blood; and as guilt is removed, so the fear of fal­ling away is removed, and relief against daily infir­mities provided for. If, being an Enemy, I was reconciled by his Death, much more, being recon­ciled, shall I be daily saved by his Life, Rom. 5. 10.

But whence ariseth this, that I Faith only a relief against daily infir­mity. find it harder to relie on him for power against daily infirmities, than against the power of condemning Guilt? Daily Infirmities are the lesser Enemies; but yet they are present Enemies, and seeming smal­ler in stature than the great bulk of universal Hu­mane Guilt; the Soul of a Christian is apt to step forth against them in his own strength and resoluti­on, and so returns many times with shame; where­as the same Covenant which takes away the stony heart and state of Guilt is that only which gives a heart of flesh, and cleanseth the Soul from all unrigh­teousness. I cannot therefore mortifie one foolish, filthy or distracted thought, without the application [Page 98] of the whole power of the same Christ who has re­moved my great and condemning guilt, and cast it in­to the Sea. I am apt foolishly to think, that my great guilt being removed, I may, in some sort, take my ease, which degenerates more and more into spiri­tual sloth and unthankfulness: but my daily infirmi­ties are like a pricking Bryar, which continually af­flicts me, and lets me know that this is not my Rest, neither will my own hands put away these Bryars; but only the consuming fire of Christ's Spirit setting his Death and Resurrection in Battel Array against them. So that I see, if ever I expect a good hour in this World, or to all Eternity, it must be only, and all over in Jesus Christ. O cursed Nature, O cursed Sloth! that is ever dividing that which a bles­sed Covenant of Grace has joyned together; Jesus Christ and my Soul. All his drift towards me is, that he might be all in all to me. Oh that he would vent himself, and spare not: he that bids me fear not, only believe, is only able to make me believe I often draw near (methinks) to some Resignation to him, with some universal scope, but am quickly gravelled again; yet so much delight remains in the very hope of my Soul towards him, that makes me chuse rather to have my eyes towards him, though with a long look, than to say within my heart, My Beloved will never come: surely he will yet come, and his Reward is with him.

This Resignation to God is so glo­rious in the Nature, Ground, Pro­perties Resignation. and encouraging Privileges of it, that the very glimpse thereof makes my heart light, and even faint for desire to be wholly swal­lowed up and translated (in Spirit, Soul and Body) into the pure Rest, and Crystal Life of God; but the [Page 99] nature of it I can no more express, than a Man's Pensil can draw the Portraicture of a Man's Life, or represent the nature of a Taste; albeit, it may draw the Figure of a Humane Body, or represent the vi­sible Food, in which lies that hidden quality of Life and Taste. But if words may be used about it, I would thus express it:

'Tis an allaying delightful, willing The nature of Re­signation. open-hearted dissolving of all my de­sires, cares and enjoyments of things present and to come, relating to Soul and Body, into the heart, and unlimited disposure of God in Jesus Christ my Lord; with an endless, victorious Security of Con­fidence, Consolation and Peace of heart and Conscience.

The ground of which glorious, active and Soul-quickning Rest is The Ground of it. Jesus Christ the Mediator, who has received his Redeemed to the Glory of God, Rom. 15. 7. He is called their Peace, Mich. 5. 5. their Rest, Isa. 28. 12. their Sufficiency, 2 Cor. 3. 5. Com­fort, 2 Cor. 1. 3. Joy, Psal. 43. 4. and All in all, Col. 3. 11.

In all these respects Jesus Christ becomes the ground and attractive cause of Resignation, as he is God and Man; bringing the Soul, through Union with his Humanity, to God, with whom he is personally united, 1 Pet. 3. 18. into which Union every Belie­ver is received, through the Mystery of his free Grace, Joh. 17. 21. and the Application of this Uni­on to the Soul by Faith, breeds this blessed Resigna­tion; for Christ being thus qualified in his own Per­son, and thus uniting the Soul to himself by his Spi­rit, begets in the heart, through believing, an an­swerable Counterpane of Conformity and Quiet in the Inward Man, which cannot be capable of loss, be­cause [Page 100] the unchangeable God is the Author and unal­terable Cause thereof, nor be obstructed (while Faith holds up its exercise therein;) but runs out into an infiniteness of Satisfaction in all cases; because it is got with the help, and expiating boundless Interest of him who is infinite. It enters in by the Door of his Manhood, to the partaking of whatever he is Heir to; and is made Heir with him of his Conquest, Fulness, Security, Peace and Joy: so that albeit the Flesh may fail, God, being the portion of a Belie­ver, faileth not, but always unchangeably continu­eth in the Mystery of this Union, to be the Foun­dation and effecting Cause of a Believer's Resignati­on to him, as into the hands of a faithful Creator, 1 Pet. 4. 19. Jesus Christ himself is the glorious Model of Resignation; for God, in Christ, resigned up himself to the Nature of Man, Heb. 2. 14. and being the Eternal Son, resigned up himself to the Will of his Father, to be made a Servant; and he who is the Law-giver resigns himself subject to the Law; God over all, blessed for ever, resigns himself to the Curse of the Law; he resigns up the freedom of his own Will to a voluntary Covenant; he un­dertakes (as it were) the encumbrance of a Family, and accounts the cries of many Infants about him no disturbance, but a delight; he resigned up his Body to death, and became of no Reputation, that out of his Dust he might bring many Sons to Glory; he resigned up his heart to bear their sins and sorrows; he hath resigned up whatever he is to be theirs, that they might be his, and be saved, both living and dying, from all wants and fears, through his Resig­nation of himself to stand or fall with them, and from every part of his Resignation, sends forth his Spirit to work Resignation also in them, according [Page 101] to the measure of his own Gift, in every part of his mystical Body, by virtue of that Union to which he hath called them with himself: and herein lies the ground and foundation of a Believer's holy Resigna­tion to God.

As for the Properties of this holy Properties of Re­signation. Resignation, there is a notion of weakness and subjection in the Re­signed, and of Power and Dominion in the Person to whom Resignation is made. There is also an Alie­nation of some proper and private Interest, and a change thereof into the Interest of another. And so it is in the Resignation of the Soul to God. The Soul being sensible of its own inability, bequeaths it self to the Almighty Redeemer, and doth subject it self to the Rules of his Dominion, as the Clay to the hand of the Potter; and so every Nerve of the Soul is loosed, and lies down at the Will and Dis­posure of the Lord, to do as it seemeth good unto him; and so the Soul ceaseth from its own private Interest, and submits it self to the Merit, Mercy and Laws of the Mediator, to be dieted, cloathed and employed by him only, and lives no longer by the Life of his own hand, Isa. 57. 10. Hos. 14. 3. Now he stretcheth forth his hands, and another girds him, and leads him whither his fleshly Rea­son would not; he knows never a step of his way, but as the Word and Spirit guides him, Isa. 42. 16. he dares not say his Sins are his own, nor his Righ­teousness his own, but as Christ, in the Gospel, di­rects and suffers him to think and speak; he can neither accuse nor excuse himself, neither judge nor acquit himself any otherwise than as he who bought him will allow, and give his consent, Numb. 30. 7, 8. because he is now uuder the Dominion and In­terest [Page 102] of another; and is no longer his own, but married to him who was raised from the dead.

Resignation is a free Act, and is managed in the Will, aiming to prevent a greater Evil, or obtain a greater Good; and therefore carries some content and delight with it, and which is so much the more increased, as the Power, Authority and Faithful­ness of the Person resigned to is great and sure; so is it with a Believer's Resignation to God in Jesus Christ: every glimpse of his infinite Power, Truth and Mercy, redounds to the increase of a Believer's refreshment, because he hath a Right therein (by Resignation thereunto) in the Person of Jesus Christ, and it eyes his Person in all the Worth, Perfection and Excellency thereof, in such a way of propriety therein, that it affecteth the heart, and makes way for the influence of that worth to enter upon the Mind and Affections, and so renders it active, ac­cording to the Mind of Christ, and Spirit of the Gospel, to obey, believe and live upon that Mind of Christ, represented to the Understanding; im­proving his Worth by a sanctified Application to every part of the New Man, as a holy Oyl, sinking into every Faculty of the Soul, and naturally incli­ning it to every Exercise of that new State, to which it is begotten and brought forth by a spiritual Resignation.

The blessed Privileges which arise from hence are innumerable, as God, Privileges of Re­signation. to whom the Resignment is made, is unmeasurable and infinite. The Soul of a resigning Believer enters into Purity, Establishment, Protection, Peace, Love, Liberty, Boldness, Satisfaction and Joy in the Holy Spirit, and gains an entrance abundantly into the Kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

As a Stick of Wood cast into the fire, is changed into the property of Purity. that fire, so the casting of the Soul into the Blood of the immaculate Lamb, abides no longer filthy, but spotless, through the price and preciousness of that Blood; the Spirit of which Blood removes the Conscience and private owning of Guilt, and transfers it into the Laver of Christ's Satisfaction, and comes forth cloathed with Pardon, Righteousness and Acceptation in the sight of God, the righteous Judge, who has constituted a Satisfa­ction to himself by such a method, that his Mercy to a Sinner might be an Act of Righteousness to Je­sus Christ the Mediator; and that, by Resignation to Christ, a Believer might enjoy it in enjoying Christ, whose nature is also shed abroad in the heart by the washing of the new Birth, through the Word of his Grace, to mortifie and cleanse the heart, as a Seal of Implantation into the perfect Righteousness and Acceptation of his Person who bought it with his Blood, Gal. 2. 20. 1 Joh. 1. 9.

Which Resignation gives Esta­blishment, by engaging him who Establishment. bears up the Pillars of the Earth to bear a poor sinner's weight, and keep it from reel­ing. Resignation doth incorporate a Believer into the very Rock of Ages; it conveyeth a Sinner through the Word of Free Grace and Power, clean from his own sin, and gives it an Arrival in the very Breast of Christ, where it abides without sin or change, 1 Joh. 3. 6. Though sin remain in the na­tural Man, and dwells with Humane Flesh, through the whole Circuit of the first Adam's state, yet Faith rejoyns the Soul into the second Adam, who is whol­ly pure, as the first Adam is wholly sinful. So that a [Page 104] sinner, in coming to him, resigns himself up from perfect sin, to perfect purity. The Body of Christ, as it is mystically below, remains for a season under the washing of the Word; but as it is mystically married to Christ risen from the Dead, and sitting at the Right Hand of God with him, 'tis pure as the Sun in its brightness, and established for ever above all shaking storms of the lower Region, whe­ther it be Guilt, Change or Danger.

Resignation doth naturally claim Protection, as appears in the case of Protection. the Gibeonites, Josh. 10. 4, 5, 6. Cha­rity and Pity would induce a noble Mind to help the distressed, though there were no propriety of the distressed to move such a noble Mind. It were cruelty to suffer a Neighbour's Ox to lie in the Ditch, with­out some real willingness to help it out; but Resignati­on gives a propriety in the Resigned, to the person to whom the Resignment is made: and therefore Christ owns the cherishing and protection of a resigning Soul up­on the account of Conjugal Propriety, Ephes. 5. 29. No man ever yet hated his own flesh; and not only protecteth, but nourisheth it, viz. as Christ the Church. This Propriety makes every Branch of the Wants, Griefs, Burdens or Dangers that every resigning Be­liever has, to be Christ's Concernment as truly, and as much (for the nature of them) as the Salvation of all the Elect, for which he came into the World, and died. His Salvation reacheth into every Cre­vice of their need, He saveth to the utmost, Heb. 7. 25. which saving Protection stands fitted to a resign­ed Soul, as a curious Key to the Wards of a Lock, and intermits not the least moment from suitable and needful help, Isa. 27. 3. only he manageth it in his own method, which a resigned Soul owns he is satisfied and delighted in.

Hence comes Peace, when the Soul Peace. of a Believer, by Resignment (having viewed the Compass of plentiful Redemption the strength of the Rock that is under him, and the Helmet of Salvation that is over him) saith, Return, O my soul, to thy rest, for God hath dealt bountifully with thee. God hath delivered my life from going down to the pit, and my eyes from tears, and my feet from falling, Psal. 116. 7, 8. I will now lay me down and sleep, for no less than God himself makes me to dwell in safety, Psal. 4. 8. The Peace of Resignation is Christ's Peace, which none can divide from a Believer; it is his Ga­rison, and fortified Security, Col. 3. 15. Joh. 14. 27.

And from hence flows Love to God the Father, Son and Spirit. The Love. Love of the Father in the Son, and by the Spirit, in all the unspeakable discoveries of it, warms the heart into this Resignation unto him, 1 Joh. 4. 19. Christ appearing so amply furnished to conciliate Love, and presenting the Bracelets of his kindness, and declaring his Wealth, Power and Glory of his Kingdom, Psal. 145. 11. as once Abra­ham's Servant did to Rebeccah in behalf of Isaac, he gains the heart of a Believer to forsake former Con­tents, and resign up the utmost Affections to him: The more the Soul resigns, the more doth it love; and the more it loves, the more it doth resign to him. The Love of God shed abroad into the heart by the Spirit, from the heart of Christ, breeds Resignation, and that Resignation still feeds Love; each moving other with a perpetual motion; and so from an endless Prin­ciple of Union with Christ, runs forth to all Eter­nity.

From whence ariseth also a sense Freedom. of perfect Freedom; the Pales of di­stance [Page 106] are broken down, free Access to God in Christ is gained, Mis-apprehensions removed, and Open-heartedness interweaves betwixt Christ and the Soul. The Heir is no longer Servant, but a Son. Esther is brought from the Custody of Hegai, to the King's Palace. The boundless Deity, in all its Purity, Power and Protection, is the Range of a resign­ing Believer. The Law is removed, the Prince of this World is judged and cast out, the former state of Enmity and Bondage is over and gone, and now the Soul dilates it self with full spread into that Free­dom wherewith Christ hath made it free, Joh. 8. 36. Gal. 5. 1.

Which Freedom brings in Bold­ness along with it; the Soul being Boldness. once resigned up to Christ, is no longer a Stranger, but of his Houshold; yea, be­trothed to his Person in Righteousness and Tender Mercy, and is always in his eye. Resignation be­twixt Christ and the Soul being mutually past, Dark­ness is swallowed up of Light, there is no shelter for the Beasts of Prey: no Weapon that is formed against a Believer can prosper, who has resigned him­self to the Former of all things; he may now dwell safely in the Wilderness, and sleep in the Woods: a Lyon-like Courage grows in the Soul from the Lyon of the Tribe of Judah, to whom, by Resignation, it is united.

What now may hinder Satisfacti­on? Why may not the Soul say, I Satisfaction. have enough, my Inheritance is law­fully gotten; neither have I got it with my Sword and Bow, as Jacob got a Portion from the hand of the Amorite, but I have given my self for it. I have resigned my whole self to Christ, and he has resigned [Page 107] his whole self to me. I own and accept his Resig­nation, and he accepts mine. What further re­mains, than that I bid farewel to mine own Pover­ty and Wretchedness, and put on Change of Rai­ment? Why may not I dwell amidst the Flagons, Cant. 2. 5. of his satisfying Presence? I am filled, and my Cup runs over.

And now also, who may hinder a satisfied Soul from Joy? Will not Joy. all the Foundation-work and Walls of this Building bear a Superstructure of Joy in the Holy Spirit? Is not the upshot of this Resignation betwixt Christ and a Believer mutual Joy? He joys over his beloved with singing, Zeph. 3. 17. and her soul rejoyceth in God her Saviour, Luk. 1. 47. As far as any degrees of this Resignation tastes these high Privileges, so doth a relish of Joy grow in the Soul. Resignation brings the Soul into the heart of Christ, who hath triumphed gloriously in rescuing his Spouse, and now rejoyceth over her, as a Bridegroom rejoyceth over the Bride, Isa. 62. 4. and in the day of the gladness of his heart, calls her Hephzibah, My delight is in her: Which Joy begets an Eccho of its own likeness from her again, My delight is in him. And thus the Crown of Joy is placed on the Head of Spiritual Resignment. The Soul cannot re­sign to God without Joy in him, nor rejoyce in him without Resignment: They live in one another, be­cause the Seed and Nature of all spiritual Privileges lies in every Privilege; and the Nature of this Pri­vilege being endless (because God is everlasting) the Crown of Joy can therefore never wither.

And the more this Resignation to God in Christ gets Ground in An Entrance to the purchased Possession the Soul, the more is an Entrance [Page 108] made into the everlasting Kingdom of our Lord Jesus Christ; not as it is a Work done by us, but wrought in us; in which the heart is made to give way, and is made voluntary therein by the Spirit of Grace. Which Work is here carried on through much Contradiction in the Flesh, which strives against it, while the Inward Man in every Believer pants after it, and finds no Rest, but as the Power of this holy Resignation to God in all things pre­vails; till at last it steps over Mortality, and leaves every Obstruction behind perfectly and for ever; and then God is all in all.

Christ enjoying his Spouse without any Reluctan­cy or Unsuitableness in her, and she enjoying her Husband without any Vail upon his Face; she hears his pure Language, and returns pure Language again: Love has its full vent on both sides: the mutual Yerning of Bowels will then be satisfied, the Voice of COME, which sounds from Christ above, and the Believer below, will period it self in one eternal un­separable Meeting. Resignation will then enjoy an uninterrupted Delight. How astonishing is the thought of this? When the thought of it is strained through the weakness of my Faith, conflicting with so much Darkness, and present Treachery of heart, and Self-unworthiness, the Glympses thereof makes me both fear and rejoyce at once, and yet am not able to rejoyce perfectly for fear, nor fear perfectly for hope. O infinite Redeemer! be over and above all my fear and faintness, act like thy self, almigh­tily and freely, that my heart may shout for Joy in the hope of the Glory of God, and the day of re­freshing, which is promised to appear: Even so come, Lord Jesus.

And now, if I might, out of all these Conside­rations, but take home to my own heart a few Chips to kindle mine own Fire, and be really re­signed one Inch nearer to Christ, I should think the Meditations of this day happily given in. What else doth my Soul long for? Some Crumbs of this glorious Banquet, that my Soul may inwardly com­mend the Feast, and say, The Lord hath done great things for me: Yea, Lord, let thy Kingdom come, and thy Will be done. I wait, and cry, Amen, Amen.

How to find God a SANCTƲ ­ARY in time of Trouble: With the manner of the AƲTHOR'S entring into Covenant with God.

PErceiving a dark Cloud, and tempestuous Storm to be rising, and being called to enter into the Chambers of Divine Protection, Isa. 26. 20. and finding it the practise of the Lord's people, Psal. 57. 1. and 143. 9. and Jesus Christ having declared him­self a Shelter from the Storm, Isa. 32. 2. and invi­ting me to enter into his Rest, Matth. 11. 29. I judge it my duty to follow his Voice, and betake my self to the Horns of the Altar; but being hin­dred by my own Guiltiness and Unbelief, am for­ced, either to wander into Desolation of Mind, or else to endeavour to cut my way through the In­cumbrances of my own darkness, by the Sword of the Spirit. If the Lord shall be pleased to favour me, and bless this Attempt, I shall be safe under his Wings. And seeing nothing makes Calamities terrible but Guilt of sin, I judge it my duty to set my main Battery against that Strong Hold: And to that end, having chosen out for my help that blessed Word:

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Rev. 1. 5. He that hath loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood.

Which Scripture yields excellent Relief to that Soul that can mix it with Faith.

The words ( He that hath loved us) do import the Ground of a Sinner's Union with Christ; for such is the nature of Love: and we must be one also with him, before ours can be made his, and his made ours.

And the words ( our sins) and ( his own blood) How Christ's blood doth wash. being compared together, shews, that from Union with him flows a transferring of our sins upon him, and (as it were) mixing them, without any personal stain, with his Blood, and so made his. Our Infection, by his own Will, entred (as it were) by Imputati­on and Burthen, into the Blood of the unspotted Lamb. He suffered himself, who was personally without sin, to be all over laden with the real Im­putation of the loathsome Nature, and absolute Guilt of our sins, and so became sin for us; and yet his Blood remained pure, and himself without sin.

The word Washed alludeth to legal Washings for Purification. He removed our sins from us; ma­king them no longer ours, but his own; as the filth of a Garment is washed, whereby the Garment be­comes clean; so our sins passed away ( Zach. 3. 4.) by Imputation, and burthen of the Curse, into the living Body, and Life-blood of Jesus Christ. And so the Sinner (as the original and principal Malefa­ctor) and Christ as Surety, do stand both of them before God the righteous Judge; and both, in some kind, equally liable to Sentence: for if Christ had [Page 113] not been able to have freed himself from those sins, they would have sunk him and the Sinner too. And herein the Metaphor of washing a Garment comes short of this Mystery; for the filth being gone from the Garment, into the Water, the Garment is there­by actually cleansed, though the Water be never cleansed from the filth that it borrowed of the Gar­ment; because the Water and the Garment are two seperated things: but in this mystical Washing, the Person washed, and the Blood washing, are joyned together in the Union of Christ's Mystical Person; so that if Christ, who is the Surety, miscarry in his work, all they whose hope of Redemption lies only (through Mystical Union) in their Interest in him, must needs perish with him; and if he pre­vail, they are delivered: for this Washing at his Agony and Death was, in some sence, Inchoa­tive, and yet accounted perfect (and was so) as it stood in relation to, and connexion with his Resur­rection, which made him a compleat and perfect Author of Eternal Salvation, Heb. 5. 9.

But how Christ could bear our How a pure Christ was made Sin for us. sins, and be made Sin for us, and yet be personally pure, this is a great wonder; and he must be without sin all the while, else he could not have done away our sins. One Contrary expels another: but he doth it not at a distance, as the Light of the Sun drives away Darkness before it; but he enters (sin­lesly) into the state of our Sin, that we might enter into the state of his Righteousness. He cures not as a Physician, who cures by Medicines, but was him­self touch'd with our infirmities; he was made Sin for us; he espoused not only the punishment of our Sins to himself, but was married also to our Guilt, [Page 114] and to all the dreadful workings of it, so far as that it made him sick and sorrowful, even to the very death. He had the guilt of our delight in sin, with­out any delight in it. He made himself guilty of all our sins, but had none of his own, nor no defilement to his Nature by ours. If one Man be guilty of ano­ther's sin, he is defiled himself, without lessening the defilement of the other Man; because the Guilt is not translated from the one to the other, but ex­tendeth and spreadeth its poysonous nature from the one to the other, and so fills (as it were) both Ves­sels, without any remove of the Guilt: but Christ's Nature being capable of no personal Infection, gives liberty and scope to the Guilt of a Sinner to vent it self wholly into the bottomless and endless Satisfa­ction, Merit and Righteousness of Christ the Me­diator, till the last drop of it be gone, and the Foun­tain dried up, through Union with his spotless Na­ture. Our sins touched him, as to an experimental sence of the filth and burthen of them. He bare our sins in the Body of his Flesh, but that Flesh being per­sonally united to the Godhead, remained pure, and uncapable of any Corruption, through the purity of that personal Union.

But how unexpressibly far he took in the sense and burthen of all sin, and made it his own in the utmost measure, and how infinitely pure he still re­mained, the knowledge of this the Angels desire to look into, and must be reserved, till the Saints come to know, as they are known of him.

Sin dwells in our Nature habitually and actually, but lay upon him by Imputation; and so passively, his Nature bare our sin, but could not act it.

But how should a Sinner come to enjoy Redem­ption from his Sins by a Mediator thus wonderfully qualified, and so admirably sustaining a sinner's guilt?

This is worth the Enquiry; I may not rush into this Mystery. I must be unshod, that I may enter in, and stand upon holy Ground; No man cometh to the Son, but whom the Father draweth. I may get the notion of something about it, but can come to no heart-enjoyment without the Unction of the Spi­rit of Christ to possess, and so to lead me in within the shadow of this Almighty Redeemer. 'Tis wea­risom and barren work to gape towards this Myste­ry by a meer speculative Search; and therefore I would fain make it my design to give away my whole self (in every step of this Enquiry) to Jesus Christ, that I may be taught this mysterious Privi­lege, as the truth is in him, whom thus to know is Eternal Life. And therefore, with a holy fear and tenderness, I desire to wade according to the Scriptures into this Deep, by the Spirit which search­eth the deep things of God.

As a foundation for further search, How to enjoy Christ actually. I find that Christ himself, 1 Cor. 3. 11. and a Conscience purged from guilt by means of his death, Heb. 9. 14, 15. are things enjoyable, and so offered and held forth in the Go­spel. My work in the next place is, to enquire how I may actually enjoy an Interest in so high a privilege.

I am, in the first place (under a sense of my own necessity) to lie down at the Foot of God, and suf­fer Jesus Christ, as crucified and risen again, to march with all his Train into my heart, and take Possession there; and then am to suffer his Spirit (shutting my eyes, and stopping my ears against car­nal [Page 116] Reasonings) to lead me into a willing Resignati­on to this crucified and risen Christ, my Redeemer; which is a spiritual Marriage to his Person. A no­tional Landskip of this state will not serve my turn. O thou, in whom all the Promises are Yea, and Amen, renew a right Spirit within me, and let my very Soul be moulded into the Truth by every Meditation. My Guilt has increased upon me this day; I have lost my Thirst after God, and do find my strength to waste; my Drift is not pure, and am carried away into a withered frame, and my heart cannot return. The sounding of thy Bowels is able to bring me back, and enlighten me with the light of Life. An impure Eye cannot behold thee, nor a surfeit­ed Mind eat of this Manna. My Disease is great, but there is no healing Medicine to be had but in thee, O my Redeemer.

Wouldst thou in earnest (O my Soul!) be cu­red, and effectually enjoy the Redemption of Christ? Then retire thy self only to him, and let thy eye be singly fixed there. Render up thy Guilt to him who has bought it out of thy hands: Withdraw thy sholder from the burthen, and with a loathing of thy self and thy sin, leave it upon Jesus Christ; his Father and thine laid thy Guilt upon him already upon the Cross: and when thou dost by Faith lay thy Guilt upon him, thou dost not crucifie the Son of God afresh; but dost only put to thy Seal, that he is the Lamb of God that taketh away the sins of the World. He bought thy sins to destroy them: he shed his Blood, that thy Guilt might be condemned; and waits upon thee, to bring them forth to him for Execution. 'Tis not a pain, but a pleasure to him, that a Sinner delivers up his sins to him; because the Vengeance he sustained for sins, has fixed a day [Page 117] of Vengeance in his heart against the daily Guilt of his Redeemed; and Revenge is sweet. Whatever Bryars and Thorns are set before him in Battel, he will go through them, and burn them together, Isa. 27. 4. and 63. 5, 6. He sustained the Curse, satis­fied Justice, and returned to his Father with the to­kens of his Conquest; and now attends in the Go­spel upon the Elect, to cause them to shake them­selves from their Dust, and bring forth their Dead (the Slain of the Lord) to the Burial. A Sinner then lays his sins on Christ, when he believes that God the Father laid them upon him. God the Father imposed the burthen, and a Sinner by Faith concurs, and melteth under the sight of Divine Justice, and cries out; Even so, O Father! because it pleased him to bruise him: Even so, O dear Redeemer! because thou lovedst not thy Life to the Death, that thou might­est redeem me by thy own Blood; I leave my sins upon the Sacrifice of thy Flesh, and would crave leave to look upon him whom the Father made an Offering for my sins, and whom I have pierced; and in the view of this costly Redemption, would mourn over him, as a Man mourneth for his only Child.

But yet, that I may improve this mysterious Hap­piness to the more full advantage, I would beg help from the Lord to assist me with a true view of the real Existence of those things which relate to Jesus Christ, and God's Covenant concerning me, and with me in him; and what is the mysterious me­thod and power of the actual exercising of Faith thereupon.

The real Existence of all Gospel­privileges The Gospel is a real thing. is witnessed by the Scri­ptures; which do positively attest, that those things are so and so, as is exprest: But [Page 118] such is the cursed Treachery of my heart, that the custom of reading and hearing those things makes them seem common, and debaseth their Majestick Worth; and so beholding them through a literal and common Estimate, my eye loseth at once their true colour and certainty, which infeebles my Ap­prehensions, as to the lively Belief of their real Exi­stence.

And in order to the curing of this Disease, I am waiting on the God of Light and Truth to breath upon my heart such a quickned frame of Meditation as may humbly and effectually steer my Soul to the Mark which I aim at. Unmortified Invention would be busie to hammer out some Answer to my Query; but alas, 'tis a Physician of no value: For who can reason a blind Man into the use of his sight? He only who brings Life and Immortality to light, is able to make the things that appear not, to be seen.

Hast thou not heard (O my Soul!) that thy true and only welfare lies in things which neither the eye of the Body, nor the natural eye of the Mind can attain to? How self-denyingly then shouldst thou attempt this Search? And therefore, lest thou catch a shadow instead of substance, turn thy self once more (by Prayer) to him who opens the eyes of the Blind, who hath promised he will not give thee a Stone, when thou askest Bread for thy necessity. And then,

First, Consider, To what end dost thou profess that thou believest the Scriptures to be the Word of God, unless also thou puttest to thy Seal, that it is the very Will and Mind of God, exprest in those words of truth? Consider also that

2. The most serious discourse of the people of God about spiritual things (although their hearts are not under an equal degree of spiritual Warmth) do attest, those things are really true. The more spiritually any thing is preached or spoken, it gives the more relishable taste to their inward Man; and though they are of divers Nations, yet they accord in the same main Principles of the new Creature, and the same substantial inward exercise of heart.

3. Observe also with what Radical Uniformity the Opposers of Grace do resist the Convictions of his Spirit. And besides,

4. Doth not thy truest Rest lie in thy nearest Ap­proaches to God in Christ, as thy Centre, towards which thou art restlesly rowling, as the true and real bottom of all thy hope and comfort.

But wouldst thou indeed know that the matters contained in the Word of Christ are real things? Then never read or hear for meer knowledge sake.

Look for some Beams of Christ's Glory and Power in every Verse: Account nothing Know­ledge, but as it is seasoned with some Revelation of the glorious Presence of Christ, and his quickning Spirit. Use no Conference about spiritual Truths, for Conference sake; but still mind the promoting of something for real Edification. Use not Duties for Custom and meer Service sake, but for Approach and nearer Communion with God.

Make no person thy Pattern, more nor less, than as some warmth of the Presence of Christ appears in his Words, Walk and Conversation.

Let thy Recreation be Prayer, suffer not Guilt to wranckle, wash often in the Blood of Christ, do not slightly grieve the Spirit, but pray for the fulfilling of the Promise, that the Spirit shall teach you all things.

Let nothing bar up your way from craving pardon of sin, and hope of relief. And if you thus trade in spiritual things, as real, they will appear more and more to be real, according to the Promise, Joh. 7. 17. If any man do his will, he shall know, &c.

But alas, while I would thus muse my heart into some spiritual Freedom and Activity, I am again dismally invaded; my filthy and vile heart rebels, the Prince of Darkness hath violently broke in up­on me, my Conscience is defiled, and my Peace wounded, my Prayers are heartless, I have turned my self round into a Giddiness; I have lost my Sta­tion, and am bleating up and down like a Lamb in a large place; I got a glimpse of Relief, but can­not fix my eye upon it. But what gain I by so­litary Complaint? I have sinned in the sight of God, Angels and Men, in the sight of my Redeemer, in the sight of my own Conscience; and Oh that I could pour out my Soul as Water before the Lord! It would be a rich Mercy to me to be admitted to tumble at the feet of my Judge, and get so near as Mary did, to wash his feet with Tears, and wipe them with the Hairs of perpetual Resignation to himself, and to his disposal of me; to purge me in what method soever, so I may be clean, and the se­ven Abominations of my heart cast out. I would fain say in faith, I will yet look to thy holy Temple. Blessed be the name of him who is strong, merciful, gracious, and abundant in Pardon. Blessed be that God, that Redeemer, the Lord (although unwor­thy sinful Wretch that I am yet) my Righteousness.

O that God would yet spirit me to enquire into, and taste the Bread which came down from Heaven. I am searching after the real Existence of Christ, and the benefit which flows from Union with him. [Page 121] And I perceive that my peculiar Happiness lies not in this, that these things have real Existence in them­selves, but that I know them to exist, and my self to exist in them, and they in me.

The things themselves are spiritual; I cannot know them naturally, but by the Spirit of Faith; for Flesh cannot see Spirit: In the Mount will the Lord be seen. As far as God shines upon my heart and Ordinances, so far I behold a real worth, and glorious power in them. In his light only I see light, Psal. 36. 9. As far as Grace gets life in my Soul, so far I see the real Excellency of it. As the Life of God opens it self to my heart, so far I live, and know the ravishing comfort of spiritual Life; for with him is the Fountain of Life: when he with­draws his Breath, I do (as it were) return to the Dust; for in him I live and move. I know no worth in any Christian, but as I partake with him in the same Spirit and Life. Divine Commands, Reproofs and Com­forts do so far affect my heart powerfully, as my Soul doth live in him who speaketh them. The de­monstration of spiritual things doth so far appear convincing, as my heart is really transformed by them into the Image of Jesus Christ, my Lord, and my Head. Though I have a renewed Principle of Light and Sight, yet I cannot exercise the Sense of spiritual Sight, till the Son of Righteousness sends forth a Beam to me, by which I may behold in the Reflection of his own Light.

And this binds over my Soul to a necessity of a mortified, believing Resignation to the Author of all Light, Sight and Strength, who is an unchange­able Rock, and his work is perfect: although I am full of Changes, yet this Covenant keeps me from utter falling: my strength and sight is ever decaying, [Page 122] but he renews his Loving-kindness every Morning. O, let the day hasten, in which I may know as I am known, and the shadows of darkness and infir­mity slee away. I might come to a more real view of Jesus Christ, and appropriate him and his benefits nearer to my heart, if I had practically learnt the Exercise of Faith. God has allowed a venturing boldness to Believing, that it may step forth and stand in the breach when all seems to be lost. When Lot is taken, and Ziglag burnt, and all carried away Captive, then can Faith turn the day, and recover the Spoil.

Faith is a distinct Grace, wrought Faith only brings the heart to Christ. freely by the holy Spirit, quickning the heart to assent to, and rest upon the Word of God, upon the account of the Truth of God who spoke it. 'Tis distinct, as Seeing and Hear­ing is distinct from other Senses. 'Tis wrought free­ly by the Spirit, and so no acquired Notion; it quickens through conveying Life from Christ to the heart by Divine Appointment. It assents to, and rests upon the Word, against the Contradiction of Flesh and Blood. It eyes the Truth of God, as the Fountain of its Satisfaction and Success. And so it first unites the heart to Christ, and gives actual Pro­priety in him, and in the Covenant which God made with him before the World was; and conse­quently to all the Blessings contained in the Cove­nant, 2 Tim. 1. 9. Ephes. 1. 3, 4.

As the Gospel offers Christ, Pardon and Life, so Faith takes it freely; not measuring the Ground of accepting it from below, but from above. It sees the Word to be the breathing of God in Jesus Christ, in which all his Attributes are working; and be­holds it (as it were) the audible Voice of God, and [Page 123] the very Mind of Christ. It cannot be satisfied in the weakness of the Letter, but passeth through the Letter immediately to the Person of Jesus Christ, and converseth with God in him. The whole Scri­ptures, in the eye of Faith, is as a pair of Spectacles, through which Faith gets the sight, and closeth with the Promise. It magnifies the Scriptures, Ordi­nances and Sabbaths, as they are the Portal through which to enter into Communion and Converse with God himself. It believes the Scriptures that makes Report of the Will and Pleasure of God, and so pas­seth through them, to the Will, Mind and Name of God himself. Faith visits as a faithful Guide in its Journey, and useth it no farther than a means tending to bring the Soul and God together. The Word reports that Christ is there, his Life, his Strength, his Grace is there, and requires the Soul to enter in and take it; Faith enters in, finds and receives it. Faith having found its Object, and espy­ing the way how to come at it, is quickned by the Spirit, in pure Obedience to God's Command, to attempt some holy Adventures upon the Word; and passeth by all Considerations of Flesh and Blood, as deaf and blind to all things but what the Word speaketh: 'tis resolved to take (as it were) a sence­less Journey to Christ, even upon the Sea; for 'tis contented to feel no Ground but the Promise. It stays not to enquire whether it hath strength enough to walk or no; but looks on the Word of Truth, and considers its need, and so ventures; and by ven­turing, engageth all the Attributes of Jehovah, Fa­ther, Son and Spirit, for its relief. If I perish, I perish. The faithful and true Witness hath said, Fear not, only believe.

Faith, so far as it works, doth Faith doth both possess the Ʋnder­standing, Judgment and Will, and puts them to exercise. persuade the heart of the Truth, Power, Wisdom and Goodness of God that speaketh, and of the true performance of the thing spoken; and is singly of it self, through the overshadowing of the holy Spirit, a principle of ap­propriating to the heart the Truths spoken from the Mouth of an infinitely true, holy and wise God in his Word; and so fixeth a blessed Satisfaction in the heart, through the real Existence of the things spoken, and apprehended by the renewed Under­standing, so far (at least) as they are (by an actual Exercise of Faith) apprehended, Luk. 1. 45. Bles­sed is she who believed, for there shall be a performance of the things told her from the Lord.

The Understanding being renew­ed, The Ʋnderstand­ing exercised. views over the Covenant, as it was made with Christ before all time, Tit. 1. 2. and considers what method God has used, to manifest it in the World: He created the habitable World, and made Man at first righteous, and then permitted him to fall into the Breach of the first Covenant, viz. of Works; whereby he gave entrance and footing to the second Covenant, viz. of Grace, Gen. 3. 15. and carried it along in a holy Line, through the corrupt Race of Mankind before the Flood; he then sweeps away the ungodly World, and preserves the Covenant-line in Noah, and from him, carries it on to Abraham, and kept it on in its course, amidst much Prophaneness and Idolatry that was in the World. He then renewed it more di­stinctly with Abraham, and gave it a more visible Being than ever before that time; and by reason thereof, called Abraham the Father of the Faithful. [Page 125] He confirmed it also to Isaac and Jacob, who are of­tentimes mentioned in the Scriptures as the three grand Witnesses of this Covenant-favour. From thence it descended to the twelve Tribes, represen­ting the elect visible Church. After which, it was brought forth in a Typical Demonstration of Christ, and his managing of all things needful to make that Covenant applicable; which is carried on under the shadows of the Ceremonial Law. The Prophets succeed, asserting this Covenant of Grace, and ex­pounding it. At last Christ comes in Flesh, and seals it with his Blood; and the Apostles are sent sorth, to discover and preach this eternal Purpose of Grace to the wide World, for calling in the Elect. So that the Covenant of Grace, which was made of God in Christ, before the Creation of the World, appears as the main scope of the Scriptures, and issues forth its vertue through all the Promises; Fatherly Commands, Reproofs, Consolations, and the Deliverances which are recorded in Scripture, as the various Streams, Operations, Experiences and Effects of the Covenant of Grace, in and towards the Heirs of Life. It bears the Name of the Old Covenant, during the time while the Passover was in use; and after the Lord's Supper was instituted, it was called the New Covenant; both Old and New are one Covenant of Grace, differing from the Covenant of Works as far as Grace and Works do differ.

The Understanding having peru­sed The exercised Judgment. the Scriptures, and so made its view, and deliberated the matter, digesting it by Meditation and Prayer; the Judg­ment resolves to make Covenant-refuge its Sanctu­ary; and thereupon, forbids the heart to admit the [Page 126] Contradiction of Flesh and Blood; and the reason­ing of Carnal Wisdom and Observation, resolves to determine nothing according to the Flesh, endea­vours to shut up all passages by which Unbelief, carnal Mis-construction and fear were wont to en­ter, and labours to keep open every Port that may admit the naked recourse of the Spirit in the Word, and opens the Windows of the Soul, to take in the Testimony and Evidence of a faithful and merciful God only.

And when this mighty Discovery and Conquest is made, the foundations of Bondage, Terror and Tyranny, which before tormented the Conscience, and enslaved the heart, doth now begin to totter.

The Understanding and Judgment The Will assents. having gone thus far in the Conduct of the Spirit, do attempt effectually the persuading of the Will to accept a new Lord, viz. the Messenger and Prince of the Covenant; him in whom all the Promises are Yea and Amen. San­ctified Conviction begins to sway the Will, as Na­thaniel was moved by Philip to come and see him of whom Moses and the Prophets did write; and as­suies the Conscience, that God is ever mindful of his Covenant, has sealed it with the Blood of his own Son, and has sworn that it shall stand sure, as the Ordinances of Heaven, and that no particle of it shall ever fail; to which the Will assents.

But alas, how doth my Pen (as it were) gash my own Soul, in writing what I cannot heartily, and at full liberty put in practice! Oh that my Understanding and Judgment had thus far (in a powerful Gale of the Spirit) led my Soul forth to the Gates of Free­dom, and thus far brought me within the Bond of the Covenant! How soon would the same mighty [Page 127] Power conquer over my Will, to a holy Security and Rest in believing.

I am (methinks) like Jonah, tum­bling My Soul in a Tem­pest. in the bottom of the Sea; the Bars of an earthly and dark Mind are stopping my way, and am as lifeless (methinks) as if I had no Interest in the Fountain of Saving Health: The Weeds are wrapp'd about my head; I am in the Deep, but cannot cry unto the Lord, as Jonah did.

And what the Lord is teaching me by this unex­pected disappointment, I cannot yet tell; yet not­withstanding, I have hope in him, that I shall yet be rescued from this Captivity, and see his Face again.

I have been searching after all my sins, through the several Ages of my Life, and endeavoured to view the Depravity of my Soul in all the sinful Cir­cumstances of every sin; but I cannot wind my self out: my design was to get thereby to a more sin­cere Closure with Christ; but e're I was aware, I had challenged forth more Enemies than I could well suppress. I thought by aggravating my sins, to have gotten more hunger after Jesus Christ, but (like over-much cold Water) it damped my Sto­mach, and I found Sickness seizing upon me, rather than Hunger; a heartless Stupidity instead of Be­lieving. I concluded I was (in some kind or other) out of my way, or else had not prepared my Sto­mach to keep out the Infection that exhaled from that Body of Death which is within me, as I should have done whiles I was moving the Limbs thereof. The thing I aimed at was quickning. Then I re­membred that word, Luk. 24. 5. Why seek ye the liv­ing among the dead? Come not amongst the Graves [Page 128] without his company who died for sins, and is risen from the Dead. I could not be satisfied about the sincerity of my Repentance; and there I stuck, till at length, I remembred that Christ rose again, as well to give Repentance as Remission of Sins, Act. 5. 31. and 11. 18. so that I can bring no Repentance to him, but I must first get it from him: He is exal­ted to be a Prince and a Saviour, to give Repentance, &c. A Saviour to take away all the defects of my Repentance; a Prince, to overcome all the difficul­ties, and to create in me a sound Mind against the Infirmites of my Repentance, and my halting there­in. Take then (O mighty Prince and Saviour!) this work into thy own hands, and create a right Spi­rit within me.

So that now my gadding Spirit is My Soul returning to its Strong Hold. brought back again, to see that Christ is the Alpha and Omega, the Author and Finisher of whatever doth concern the new Creature. And although he be so, yet how hard is it to venture my Soul and Body, my whole Hope and Care into his hands by faith in his Word! I had need know such an one very well with whom I am to venture my Journey through a Warfaring Life here, and shortly, through Death and Judg­ment too, and so into the Ocean of Eternity. O dear Jesus, who art my Lord and my God, who canst renew my heart, and none else can do it; breath upon me, and say, Receive the Holy Ghost: Cast thy Mantle upon me, and let the Unction of thy Spirit be so shed abroad throughout my whole Soul, that my heart may be entirely thine, thine only, that thy self only may be the Covering of my eyes, instead of all other Objects.

And now what should hinder, but The Soul first im­proves Baptism. that, at length, I should solemnly, in the presence of God the Father, Son and Spirit, and in the presence of all the elect An­gels, pursue the ends of that Covenant which was sealed by Christ's Appointment to me in Baptism; through whose hands soever that Ordinance was ap­pointed and permitted to pass upon me. Was not that a Divine Prophesie which Balaam himself spake, which passed through his Mouth, Numb. 24. 17. There shall come a Star out of Jacob, &c. and can the Ordinance of Christ be made void, through whose hands soever it came, and in what unworthy Robe soever it was drest? Did the sacred Ark lose its ver­tue by being in the Philistines Custody? Did he for­sake it who dwelt between the Cherubims? Was the Mercy-seat forsaken, and become like common Me­tal? Why then should this Ordinance be lost to me, in the substance of it, though (it may be) some hu­mane Scurf was laid upon it? And have I not more reason to hope (through Covenant-Grace) that the Faith and Prayers of my dear Parents (then and since) are in force for a Blessing upon it to me, than the defects of others in the manner of Administrati­on can have to hinder it; especially seeing now I desire humbly to take hold of the Covenant, and with my own consent to say, I agree to the Condes­cension of thy Grace and Love, my dear Lord; I catch hold on thy free Love, and into thy Name, O most holy God, the Father, Son and Spirit, I give my self up through him who confirmed the Covenant, and came by Water and Blood to make it effectual. I believe, Lord help my Unbelief. I reach out my hand through thy Grace, let thy Grace and Power pull me over to thy self, that in the Ark of [Page 130] thy unchangeable Covenant I may be carried above my self, and above a miserably drowned World. Be not absent, O thou who in thy Mercy didst make and impose this Seal of the Covenant, as the Badge of one of thy Family, for me to wear; who also speakest words of Truth and Life, when thou saist, I baptise thee in the Name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost: fulfil thy good Word unto me thy Servant, in which I desire to hope that thou mayest be mine, and I may be thine wholly for ever; that I may serve thee, and glory in thee, with all thy people who are thine own Inheritance.

Do not hang back, O my poor Struggles with Ʋn­belief. heart, whose weakness and incon­stancy have so often bruised my in­ward Man: O Anxious Unbelief, thou tellest me, 'tis a bargain soon made; but how shall it be per­formed? Thou urgest me with difficulties that will arise from the World, from my self, from the Try­als that I may undergo in my Body, my Soul, my Estate; unwonted Tryals. Thou tellest me of the great fits of Darkness, and shameful declining I have had, after much Refreshment, and strong Resoluti­ons to the contrary. Thou tellest me that my Falls will now cost me dearer than ever they did, and the Holy Spirit will be sooner vexed and grieved than before. Thou tellest me, I shall soon be weary of my Yoke, and then my Sins will be of a deeper, and more heart-hardning Die than ever. But re­member, O Soul-destroying Unbelief, I rowl my self upon the Rock of Ages, I deliver my self up to the Covenant of Grace; not to bring strength to it, but to fetch strength from it, and from that word which saith, Sin shall not have Dominion over you; for you are not under the law, but under grace, Rom. 6. 14. [Page 131] And because I am weak, therefore I go to everlast­ing Strength. The more I make infinite Power my Lord and Master, the more is that Divine Power engaged to hold me up, Rom. 14. 4. Let my own Power languish into nothing, so long as I can claim (on the account of Free Grace) undoubted Right to the Arm of God: my own strength never did me good, but deceived me. Dost thou not know, O mis-giving heart, that I am shortly to leave the whole weight of my Soul (in lanching from Morta­lity) upon the same word of Promise which doth now offer strength to wade through difficulties of my present Warfare? And what do I more than step forth to behold the Lord sealing his Covenant and Promise, that he will be my God, and will guide me by his Grace, and afterwards bring me to Glory? To which Covenant, in faith (though with fear and trembling) I desire to give my consent; which (I trust, in some measure of sincerity) I have done.

Neither do thou (O Satan) vaunt, and say to me, as Eliab said to David, 1 Sam. 17. 28. I know the pride of thy heart; I shall yet bring thee down. Know (O thou false Accuser) I go to him who is both able to hold me up, and make me humble too, that I may be more and more abased, and die away from the workings and lustings of Flesh and Blood, into the Power, Grace, Wisdom and Truth of God; to whose Covenant, for that end, by his own Ap­pointment, I declare my consent; and do desire, with a broken and bleeding heart, to bless him, that ever he allowed me to come so near him in this manner.

Though I fall, I shall not fall utterly, I shall be raised up again, because my Redeemer is risen; and he is strong who pleads my Cause.

What is the Volumne of the Scriptures but a di­vine Oeconomy, containing the Laws of Relation be­twixt a God of all Grace, and his chosen; Instituti­ons and Commands of Grace, Threatnings and Re­proofs of Grace, Promises and Betrothings of Grace, and meer Grace? Has not the same God who said, I will betroth thee to me for ever in Righteousness and Judgment, in Loving-kindness and tender Mercies, and in Faithfulness, Hos. 2. 19, 20. said also to me, Thou shalt know the Lord? Has he not said to me, Thy Maker (Father, Son and Spirit) is thy Husband, Isa. 54. 5. even while I am grieved in Spirit, and tos­sed about with the Tempest of my own Confusions? And has he not said, that I shall say, The Lord is my God? Hos. 2. 19, 20. And he will say, I am one of his people, and will not be ashamed to be called my God, Heb. 11. 16. Yea, hath he not said, that I shall say, I am the Lords; and that I shall bear his Name and Sir-name with his Jacob and his Israel; and that I shall even subscribe it with my hand, never to be re­versed? Isa. 44. 5. O Fountain of Life and living Waters, reveal thy self, that I may not go about to marry Flesh and Spirit together; but that I may be spirited as a chaste Virgin, espoused to Christ, and so enter into this glorious, spiritual, Flesh-mor­tifying and mystical Wedlock. Let it not be meer­ly speculative, but real; and influenced with light, life and power from thy heart to mine.

Oh how doth this unwilling heart of mine pull back! What canst thou close with, besides God in Christ, but it will perish; and while it is in thy hand will be a broken Reed, that will make thee fall in leaning upon it? Is not the Covenant of Grace somewhat which God himself hath devised for his own Glory, and thy Establishment? Has he [Page 133] required thee to bind thy self to fear and love him; and hath not he engaged to circumcise thy heart, that thou maist love and fear him? Deut. 30. 6. Jer. 32. 38, 39, 40, 41.

Oh that I could put faith to this Word, till the warmth thereof grew up into a Flame, which many Waters might never quench: and Oh, let my faith­ful God, who has expresly promised by Covenant, to give me one heart and one way (with the rest of them who are Confederates of Grace) that I may fear him for ever for my Good, remember it, and fulfil it (as he hath said) with all his heart, and all his soul. Oh pardon my unbelief, that I do stand so far aloof from putting to my Seal, that God, who cannot lie, will accomplish his word to a tittle.

MY Soul longs to be at some The Soul longs for clear work. more distinct and express Clo­sure with such a God, and would fain reckon before-hand what it will cost me. When I consider that word, 1 Cor. 6. 19, 20. Know you not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost, which is in you; and that you are not your own, for you are bought with a price? And therefore glorifie God in your body, and in your spirit, which is God's. I even faint under the Majesty of such a Covenant of unutterable Grace, which calls me up to such dignity and duty at once: Body and Spirit, which are God's; what a word is this! You are not your own; how far doth this reach! The whole Concernments of my Soul and Body, which are my own, are to be given up to God by Faith and new Obedience, that they may be his, and at my own dispose no longer. Oh a thousand Worlds for a Surrender suitable to this Estate and [Page 134] Calling of God in Christ Jesus! Oh, let the Crea­tor of Israel, my King, fashion the value of this Pearl in every Affection of my Soul, that I may (in his own meaning) sell all to purchase it. Christ Jesus was in earnest when he gave his Body to the Cross, and his very Soul an Offering for my sake: O that I could be in a like seriousness, in giving away my Body and Soul to him again. Strengthen (O Lord) my weak hands, and confirm my feeble knees.

Methinks I hear the voice of my The Soul is invi­ted by Christ. beloved Jesus calling out, Fear not (O anxious Soul) behold it is I, be not asraid; I who am thy Redeemer, am strong; I am mighty to save: and therefore, Hearken, O Daughter, and consider, incline thine ear; forget also thy father's house, and thine own people: Let me be the Object of all thy Affections, rest in my pleasure only and always; so will I, thy King and Husband, greatly desire thy Beauty, and be always trimming thee for my own Society, for I am thy Lord; and thou must wor­ship, and fully rest in, and be devoted to me alone, and to no other.

I consent (dear Christ;) and here And doth consent and engage. I offer my Body and Soul to the Agreement: I give it up (dear and precious Redeemer) I give it up unto thee for ever; in obedience to thy Commands, and relying upon thy Strength. I write it with my own hand, that I will be thine, and for thee, and not for any other; My Beloved is mine, and I am his. Though I am very black, and very polluted, through my natural pollution and daily infirmity; yet, through the sa­vour of thy Ointments (O precious, ever-living, ever-interceding Christ) let me now be a sweet sa­vour [Page 135] in thy Nostrils, and pleasant in thy sight, and in the sight of thine and my Father; and let me be breathed upon, day and night, by the Spirit of the Father and the Son, that I may now go out about thy work with joy, and be led forth by thee with Peace, and renewed Testimonies of thy Help and Presence. Let the Mountains and Hills break forth before me into singing, and all the Trees of the Field clap their hands for joy; Glory be to God on high, on earth peace, because the good Will of God has stooped to such a Worm as I. Instead of the Thorn, now let there be a Firr Tree; instead of the Bryar, a Myrtle Tree; let Righteousness and Conformity to thy Will pro­sper in my Soul, as an everlasting sign of this Cove­nant, that it shall never be cut off, nor broken.

What am I (O Lord of Heaven and Earth) that thou hast brought me hitherto? Stablish thy covenant to thy servant, as the sure mercies of David for ever. And seeing I do now rest in this blessed Covenant, (leaning upon thee, my dearly Beloved) let me ne­ver nourish halting Enquiries after these sacred Vows to the most high God. Let me never devour and destroy this sacred Bond; and so turn this pre­sent and holy design, and inviolable Tie into a Snare. Take this Burthen upon thy Sholders, O Rock of Ages; and let this Covenant and my personal Infir­mity also be perpetually before thy eyes, to make good thy Covenant upon all occasions; and let thy everlasting Arms be always under me, to keep my seet from falling.

To this Covenant with my God, and to these my Supplications, Confessions and Vows in the name of him who hath called me into this Liberty through the Blood of the Mediator, and my dear Redeemer (which I declare to be my Act and Deed, through [Page 136] his Grace never to be reversed) and that it may stand as a Mount and sure Witness all the days of my life, that I have at this time, and this Evening, so­lemnly, and with a sincere aim and full purpose of heart, unfained consent, and joyful satisfaction, laid hold on the Covenant of Grace as my own interest, relying on my Mediator's help and strength to see it all performed, both on behalf of my God and me; and into whose hand I leave it, who knows the meaning of his own Spirit. To this Covenant (I say) viz. the whole substance thereof, and all the expostulations and desires concerning the same; with some faith in, fear of, love to, and hope to­wards him, who alone worketh in me, to will and to do according to his good pleasure: according to that measure which I have received with a trembling joy, I consent, and do cast my self into his Arms, and sub­scribe it with my own hand, never to be revoked.

Henry Dorney.

And seeing this is the accepted The Soul explains its Engagement. time in which God hath heard me, and a day of Salvation in which he hath succoured me, I would yet further put on the Bonds of this glorious Freedom as my Robe for ever; and further declare, that as my God has often re­peated the Kernel of his gracious Covenant, some­times in reference to the time to come, Ezek. 11. 20. and 36. 38. sometimes in reference to the time present, Isa. 43. 3, 5. Ezek. 34. 30. sometimes speak­ing of his people, Jer. 24. 7. and sometimes speak­ing to his people, Jer. 30. 22. in all which he ap­pears as one setting forth his unlimited Purpose of [Page 137] good things, with variety of Illustration, and ground of Assurance to all his Confederate People, leading them forth to a plentiful way of righteous and abun­dant application thereof to themselves, and for their use in all cases for ever. I do also declare that my scope and sense in this my covenanting with God is, that through his strength I will disown all rebellings and repinings against his threatnings, reproofs and chastisements; and that I will disown the stifling of any of his convictions, because they are dispensati­ons of his Grace, and means whereby to partake more and more of his Holiness, Heb. 12. 5, 6, 10. My scope and sence further is, that my heart shall lie open to all the Commands of my God, and that I will own them as my Heritage for ever, Psal. 119. 6, 111. that they shall be my joy, and delight, and love, whatever they require, Psal. 119. 97, 111. and that because they are his good pleasure, and be­cause I account his Rebukes of all sorts, and the Commands of all sorts to be the Representations and Beams of his Righteousness and Holiness, Psal. 119. 75. Jer. 12. 1. 1 Joh. 2. 29. and the very Rays also of the Covenant of his Grace, Psal. 119. 75.

Here is more work for thee, O my blessed Sure­ty! thy Grace must needs uphold me in all parts of my duty, and perfect that which concerneth me: I ground my Promise upon thine, Isa. 25. 4. Joel 3. 16. I had not durst to have promised these things if thou hadst not first promised to do all my Works in me and for me, Isa. 26. 12. Psal. 57. 2. 1 Thes. 5. 24. Put on strength, O Arm of the Lord! let not thy Name be polluted, and my boasting in thee turn to thy Reproach. Remember thou art all my strength and life. For this end I would multiply all the Com­mands of God in my eye, that under my impossibi­lity [Page 138] of Performance (through that contradiction and infirmity that is in my flesh) I might be swayed by the spirit of Faith into the perfection of Strength, and be able to do all things in Christ who strength­neth me, and answereth for me. Of all the thou­sands of God's Commands, he never required me to do any of them with my own Arm, as the Obedi­ence in which he delights; but that I should act in strength every moment received from Christ, and so work my Works in God all the days of my life. Reveal to thy Covenant-servant, O Lord, that strength which thou allowest me, that I may know where it lies, and how to derive it to my self for thy work and service, according to the scope of this Covenant, which, at thy gracious Call, I offer up my self unto. How dost thou necessitate me to thy Yoke, and allure me by a gracious violence of Ne­cessity to delight in having my hands and heart tied with the heart-strings of thy love to thy self in this golden Covenant inextricably, and for ever. Take me, O dearly beloved of my Soul! nearer and near­er to thy self, till all the shadows be gone; that then I may behold thy Face, and be satisfied with thy Image.

Oh, how soon am I now dazled from a pure and diligent watchfulness! how many precious Minutes do slide away from me? Sometimes Food is my Snare, and sometimes Abstinence is so too: some­times Society, and sometimes Retirement puts me behind-hand: All my Composedness is soon dis­composed. Let thy eye be upon me, O my God, according to thy word; and water me every mo­ment, Isa. 27. 3. lest any thing assault and hurt my Soul which thou hast redeemed: and quicken my faith and hope in thy Word for this.

Many a wretched stop do I meet with; pardon me, O my Lord and my God, and renew a Spirit of truth, tenderness, sincerity and rightly seasoned heart for the work I am now upon.

My scope and meaning in giving my hand, and closing with this Covenant of my God is further this, viz. that through his help I will ascribe truth to all the words of his Promises, by believing them, and receiving them, as that which shall be accom­plished; that I will labour to keep the Majesty of the Promiser in my eye, and to preserve the faith and hope of his fulfilling his Word, upon the ac­count of his unsearchable Wisdom and Faithfulness, and not by my uncertain taste, that no Guilt of Sin shall keep me from the Fountain wherein Sinners are to be cleansed; that I will through the Guidance of his Spirit, aspire after a more practical and accu­stomed Exercise in living (the life that I live) by the faith of the Son of God; and resting from my own works, reach after that self-denying Activity which issues from my Union with Christ as my Head. O my Lord, mould my heart into this life; this is the very Pearl that I would willingly sell all to get: What a lovely Comportment would it settle between the Actions of my outward and inward Man? How would it teach my Soul to rule my Bo­dy? How willingly would my Soul and Body then be contradicted, and take pleasure to be thwarted by the Spirit of Christ, when the Crown is settled on the Head of the new Creature, and the Scepter of Government in its hand, acting as in the Throne of Christ, in the vertue of his pure Life, and glori­ous Arm, and every imagination of the heart bowing down before it? Oh, when shall my inward Man be thus cloathed with Glory and Power; looking [Page 140] forth through all my Sences as the Morning, fair as the Moon, and terrible as an Army with Banners? This Gate of Heaven I would aspire towards, through that means of Victory which overcometh the World, the Devil, and an earthly Mind; even through the faith of the Son of God. This is that which I have in my eye, although it be as a Land that is afar off. I faint with desire; stay me, and strengthen me with the Flagons of Hope, O thou who hast suffered me to touch the Skirt of thy Garment, and brought me within the Covenant of his Grace.

When I consider the Soveraignty of God, that he doth whatsoever he will in Heaven and Earth; that sometimes he has deserted his people, as to the powerful Communications of Grace; as it was with David, Peter, and others, in the time of their sin­ful Back-sliding: when I consider these things, I be­gin to stagger about the constant Immutability of God's Purpose, and uninterrupted Good Will which he declares in the Covenant, Heb. 13. 8. Jer. 32. 40. who saith, I will not turn away from them to do them good; and I will put my fear into their hearts, that they shall not depart from me. And therefore, to obviate this heart-fainting mistake, I resolve to nourish the faith of his constant Love and Good Will in his Co­venant, upon the ground of his unchangeable Na­ture, that he is not as a man, that he should lie; nor as the son of man, that he should repent; that nothing can come to pass but what is the effect of his Purpose; that his Covenant is everlasting, and his Purpose of Love therein the same for ever, Jer. 31. 35. and 32. 40, 41. that his Purpose to them whom he calls up to take hold of his Covenant is wholly a Purpose of Love and Grace, 2 Tim. 1. 9. that he complains when a doubting heart makes question of [Page 141] it, Isa. 40. 27. that it is confirmed by the death of the Testator, that the cause of Alienation is remo­ved ( viz. the Guilt of my Sin) by the one com­pleat, and compleating Offering of the Body of Christ, that Christ ever lives to intercede, and is always heard, because the Will of the Father and Son is the same Will, breathing it self forth to the Objects of Grace, by the everlasting Spirit. And therefore, when I seem to be forsaken, I resolve to believe that that desertion is only Physick.

And to enquire what it is that God teacheth me thereby, that so I may see ground, as satisfyingly, to thank him for the gracious frowns of his unchange­able Love, as for his gracious Smiles; and to take the advantage of that season, to crave his Aid more importunately to loath my sinful self, and to revive afresh more purely self-denying Exercises of believ­ing, and resigning to him, fearing his righteous Judg­ments, patiently waiting when the Spirit that I have grieved, will return again with the Manifestation of his gracious Presence to my Soul.

In all these Considerations, Resolutions and Desires in my Covenanting with God, my meaning further is, that I accept of Jesus Christ, as he is the Gift of God, to be the whole Covenant to me, to work Faith, and give the things believed; to work de­sires, and give the things desired; to act for me, and in me, that the Covenant may never fail from me because of my sins and miscarriages, in regard he has satisfied Justice in my stead, and brought me into his everlasting Righteousness, nor I fail from the Covenant through Unbelief, and a languishing view of my own Infirmity; because he is my Strength to labour, Author and Finisher of my Faith, who gave himself to sanctifie me by the Spi­rit [Page 142] of Regeneration, in the Application of his Word to me for quickning; that so Christ may be all in all, to fulfil the Engagement of God to me, and my En­gagement in his Name to God. And seeing that Breaches are like to fall out often on my part, that he would still stand in the Gap, that those Breaches may not obstruct the Good Will and Mercy of God from me, nor harden my heart from him: that so the Grace of the Covenant on God's part in Christ towards me, and on Christ's part for me towards God, may remain in the eye of my Faith inviolable, when the Peace of the Covenant (through my sin­ful diversions and darkness) is interrupted and brui­sed.

And that he would still recover me again into a renewed personal Covenanting with God, that in his Person I may behold eternal and sure Mercies, as the Sun in the Firmament, as the days of Eterni­ty, Psal. 89. 29. And that by his Mediation and Suretyship, applied to me by the effectual working of his Spirit, I may in my own person be drawn un­der his shadow, to recover my Hold-fast, and have my face set towards the Covenant. And that he would still lead me again and again with weeping and supplications to God in him as my resting place; and that he would cause this glorious word to ring as an Alarm in my ears. Return unto me, for I am married unto thee, Jer. 3. 14. I will be, and I am thy King: Where is any other that can comfort thee, or save thee in all thy wandrings? Hos. 13. 10. And that he would cause my bowels to be moved at the voice, and to give answer, It is the voice of my Be­loved; behold I come unto thee, for thou art the Lord my God, Jer. 3. 22.

And that I may now sum up the The Soul enters into more ample and express Cove­nant with God. matter of this my Covenant which God has called me to make, and which, in obedience to his Call, I do heartily resolve in his strength to adhere unto; guard my heart, guard my pen, guard my voice and words, O thou who leadest the Blind to thy self by a way which Nature knows not; but thou knowest thy own way, and knowest how to lead the thoughts of my heart, and words of my pen, and my mouth, that my lips may utter nothing rashly before thee. Thou hast made a Covenant of Grace, and often repeated the terms of the Covenant; and hast said, I shall say, The Lord is my God, Hos. 2. 23. and has recorded the mutual avouching be­tween thee and thy people, Deut. 26. 17, 18. in ex­press words. Yea, Strangers are invited to serve thee, to love thy Name, to be thy Servants, and to lay hold on thy Covenant, Isa. 56. 6. to joyn themselves to thee, and to observe thy Sabbaths and Ordinances of Worship. And when thy people did enter into a Covenant to seek the Lord God of their Fathers with all their heart, and with all their soul, and sware to thee with a loud voice, and rejoyced at the Oath, and sought thee with full desire, thou wast found of them, 2 Chron. 15. 12, 15. And this way have thy Servants appropriated thee to themselves, Psal. 105. 7, 8. and appropriated themselves to thee, Psal. 116. 16, 18. Isa. 63. 16, 19. And thou hast said, These things are written for my learning, Rom. 15. 4. and that I am to imitate and follow them who through faith and patience did inherit the promises; giving my self to thee, 2 Cor. 8. 5. with full purpose of heart, Act. 11. 23. Having this Warrant and Encouragement, I do here bring my Body and Soul, and all that I have [Page 144] and am, to thee as a First-Fruit Offering, and claim­ing Right to thy self, through thy free Grace, being invited thereto, Jer. 3. 4, 19. Hos. 2. 23.

I do declare in thy presence, O The Soul makes Confession of its Faith. most, righteous, holy and gracious God, that (as thou hast declared in thy Word) I do acknowledge I am one of the Posterity of the first Adam, and was in his Loins both when thou madest him pure, bear­ing the Image of Righteousness and Holiness; and when he transgressed thy righteous Command, by eating the Fruit which thou hadst forbidden him to eat; and that I stand before thee guilty of the sin which he then committed, in all the extent, circum­stances and aggravations thereof; and that I am thereby become rightful Heir to all that sinful pol­lution which by him entred in upon all Mankind, and rightful Heir also to all that Curse and Punish­ment which thou denouncedst upon him, when thou saidst, In the day wherein thou eatest thereof thou shalt die; and that I am by this my nature and descent li­able to thy righteous Sentence of Death and Wrath eternally; that I did in that day lose thy favour, and incurred the accursed effects of that loss to my Body and Soul, relating both to my temporal and eternal state.

I do acknowledge that of thy free Grace, and that alone, thou didst speedily make promise of a Re­deemer, which should arise of the Seed of the Wo­man, and be manifested in the Flesh: which accor­dingly thou didst perform, by sending thy only Son into the World, having a Body framed by the power of the Holy Spirit in the Womb of a Virgin, and was born free from all that Hereditary Corruption which the first Parents of Mankind did derive to [Page 145] their Posterity by natural Propagation, who by his voluntary Obedience fulfilled thy whole Law, and by his death did bear the whole Curse and Punish­ment due to me and all elected Mankind, in the Bo­dy of his Flesh. And that being thy eternal Son, the express Image of thy Person, and God blessed for ever, he did fully pay the Debt, and remove the Curse and deserved Punishment from so many which thou hadst in thy eternal Purpose given him to be a Ransom for, and superabundantly recovered thy Image and favour to them again: And that be­ing truly dead, he raised himself by his own Divine Power, and is ascended into the highest Heavens, where he sitteth on the Right Hand of the Majesty on high; appearing always in thy presence as Medi­ator, consisting of the two Natures of God and Man in one Person, continually interceding before thee on the behalf of them whom he redeemed, and ma­king the ends and vertue of his Mediatorship effe­ctual for their good, and on their behalf.

That he hath brought this state of Life and Sal­vation to light by the Gospel contained in the Books of the Old and New Testament, and effectually dis­pensed the same under dark Types and Prophesies till his Incarnation; since which time he hath migh­tily declared himself by his Word and Works: the Father also from Heaven, and the Holy Spirit testifying of him that he is the Saviour of the World, and that believing in him, they who believe shall have life through his Name.

That he has declared himself by chosen Witnes­ses, who conversed with him, and saw his Miracles, that he is the eternal God, and also true Humane Nature in one glorious Person; and has appointed them to testifie that he is the Judge of Quick and [Page 146] Dead, and that whosoever beliveth in him shall receive Remission of Sins, and be justified from all Conscience of Guilt, and interested in a more abun­dant Righteousness, Life and Happiness than was lost before; that he sendeth forth his Spirit to breath a new Life by Faith through the dispensation of this Gospel, whereby he gathers all the Elect into a My­stical true spiritual Union with himself, who is the Door of their Communion with God, and his Communion with them: and having in himself the terms and parts of the Covenant relating to each Party, he has so united them together in a Cove­nant-Bond, that the most righteous God reacheth to them his hand, and proclaims himself theirs; and they reach forth their hands by Faith and Resignati­on, and declare they are wholly his. By which Co­venant-Union they are partakers of God, and all communicable good things in him; and are spirited to give up themselves and all that they have and are, to his dispose in newness of life, and have freedom to come to the Mediator for Teaching, Strength and Purging, through the means appointed by him for that end, as their daily necessity and weakness doth require, for carrying on the true scope, and to an­swer the true end of their Covenant-Relation to God while they live on Earth, and through the Re­surrection of Christ have an assured Pledge of safe Convoy through the Grave, to an eternal and vi­sible Fellowship with him, and unutterable Enjoy­ment of Communion with the Father, Son and Spi­rit, being perfected for ever, suitable to such a state, both in Body and in Soul.

Now, according to this Confes­sion A solemn Covenant with God in the Name of Christ. and Acknowledgment groun­ded upon thy own Word, breathed [Page 147] by thy Spirit, and experienced by all thy chosen people, according to the measure of thy Revelation, and spiritual Application thereof.

I throw my self down before thee, O most holy, righteous, all-powerful, and gracious God; I cast my self before thee as a poor Syrian ready to perish, without any strength at all to extricate my self from the guilt of sin, and its deserved punishment. I once lost thee quite, and had been lost from thee for ever, if thy naked Arm had not brought thy Salvation near, and opened my ear to hear it: And now I do here declare before thee, and before thy holy Angels, that I do accept of, and give up my self and all that is mine, to comply with the design of my Restoration, which thy gracious Wisdom has found out. I do accept of Jesus Christ thy Son, to be my Wisdom, Righteousness, Sanctification and Redemption: I do accept of him only to be my Ac­cess to thy favourable Presence, and to enable me to walk acceptable before thee. I close with thy ap­pointment for laying my sins and all my guiltiness upon him; and do profess, through thy Grace, that I will not hazard thy displeasure by covering my guilt, or bearing it my self, by Unbelief cherished within me. In him I do accept of thy glorious Self to be my God, and all the Attributes of thy glori­ous Nature to be my Portion, and all ready for my relief and advantage. I do accept of the sanctifying Vertue of thy Spirit, and am grieved that I have so often vexed and grieved him by Disobedience and Unbelief: I do own to my self thy free and un­changeable Love in Christ: I do take the whole Scriptures, and acknowledge them to be thy express Will; and all thy gracious Commands, Threatnings and Promises, to be in all things most right, and [Page 148] to be the Issues of thy Wisdom, Holiness, Good­ness and truth, for my Instruction, Purging, Comfort and Establishment in all cases, all days of my life; which I engage in thy strength to adhere unto, as the Rule of my Faith and Conversation. I embrace the Covenant, wherein thou hast promised and sworn to be mine; and that blessing, thou wilt bless me in Christ for thy own sake: And I do here hear­tily, willingly and joyfully, with fear and trembling, offer up my self to thee, and the Belief of thy Word; and do bind my self to thee this day with my whole heart, and in express words to be thine, and to yield my self, mine and all that do concern me, to the good pleasure of thy Will; and that I will attend upon thee, through thy Grace, for Wisdom and Strength to love, fear, serve and obey thee; that I will chuse the things that please thee, and not repine at thy dealings towards me, as if thou hadst forgot­ten at any time to be gracious. I bind my self in the scope and vertue of this holy Covenant with God, to have tender Affections to all thy people who are the joynt Object of thy Love, and to attend upon the Manifestation of the Spirit and Power in thy Ordinances; and, through thy strength, con­tentedly to bear the Cross thou shalt lay upon me, in conformity to the death of Christ; and that thy self and pure Will shall be the supream mark and object of my Affections. And, O my most glorious God, who pitiest the Poor, and such who have no strength, accept this Offering from my hand and heart, and succour thy Servant who, under much reluctancy of Unbelief, doth strive to yield himself to be wholly bound to thee. When I look upon my own strength I loath it, and am astonished at such work as this; but I implore thee, and do profess I do with full de­sire [Page 149] of heart cast my self upon the Wings of thy Power, to be carried above all impediments that shall arise from Satan, from this present evil World, and from the Body of Sin and Death which is with­in me.

O thou who camest in Flesh to purchase me, visit the Soul which thou hast allured to seek and follow thee; and cause the North and South Wind of thy seasonable help to blow upon thy Garden, my Soul, which with delight doth long after thee, in this day of thy Power, to see, and be possessed of, and cloathed with thy Power and Glory. And when­soever I shall walk unsuitably to any of these things (for I am ready to halt) and thou shalt, as an offen­ded Father, be angry with me, and turn away thy face, then behold the Atonement which thou hast set forth for Sinners, and melt my heart before thee, and lead me to the Fountain that is opened for Sin and Uncleanness, and graciously renew thy Covenant with me; and let me know that thou dost graciously ac­cept of this my Free-Will Offering, by vouchsafing thy self to be ready to be found, and by causing me to be established in a daily experience, that this my labour and purpose of heart (though in much infir­mity, yet) in love to thy Name, is not in vain. Let no part of thy Yoke be a burthen to me at any time, but a joy to my heart, because 'tis thy Yoke, and thou hast said, 'tis easie and light, make it so: and now let an Interest be abundantly administred to me, into the Kingdom of my Christ and my God. I profess before thee that I do humbly ex­pect these things from thee ( O faithful God, who canst not lie) as that which thou hast graciously co­venanted to give, Jer. 32. 38, 39, 40, 41. and 31. 33, 34. which Covenant I do this day in thy fear, [Page 150] and in the faith of thy performance, lay hold upon; and in reference to all the difficulties of this present Life, of all sorts, and for needful supply of daily Bread, I accept of thy Promises, and roll my self upon thee, in them, through the Mediator, for Faith, Courage, Patience, Contentedness, Delive­rance and Supply, according to thy Word, Psal. 27. 1, 2, 3, 5. Mich. 7. 7, 8, 9. Heb. 13. 5, 6. Matth. 6. 31, 32. as my need from time to time shall re­quire. And also to be kept from polluting thy Name by sinful and scandalous Miscarriages, and appearance of Evil in the sight of Men, as thou hast promised, Psal. 91. 10, 11, 12. I accept of, and re­lie upon thy infinite Goodness and Truth contained in every Clause of thy Word (though not particu­larly at this time rehearsed) for every good thing for my Soul and Body here and hereafter, as far as ever the purpose of thy Grace extended, when thou saidst, I will be thy God; and that all that Goodness and Truth may follow me all my days, and for ever, Rom. 8. 32. And I willingly offer up my self to thy whole Will, as thou shalt from time to time reveal it in the same word of thy Grace; and do covenant Subjection thereto in thy strength, through the Me­diation of Jesus Christ, and supply of thy Spirit.

And upon thy own Encouragement in thy Pro­mise made to me in that same Covenant which thou madest with my Father Abraham, and sealed it to him and his Seed, that thou wouldst be his God, and the God of his Seed, and caused the Man-child of eight days old to receive the sign of that Covenant in his Flesh; which Blessing thou hast now brought over to me (a Gentile) by Christ, in whom thou saist, Jew and Greek, Male and Female are all one in Christ. I do again offer up my Child (who has been [Page 151] already baptized into thy Name) relying on thee to make good thy Covenant in Christ to her, together with my self, in every Branch thereof, which I have through thy favour and Grace entred into, and spread before thee this day; that she also may have a place in thy House, and partake of all the Privile­ges and Inheritance of thy Chosen.

And now, O Lord God, what shall I say to thee? Who am I? And what is my House, that thou hast brought me hitherto? All Praise be to thy glorious Name, ever-living Jehovah; the Fa­ther, Son and Spirit. Glory be to thee, O Father, who hast begotten me again to a lively Hope; who hast drawn me to Jesus Christ, whom thou delive­redst up for me, to be my Ransom, and hast made me to recieve him, and in him to call thee my re­conciled Father. Glory be to thee, O Eternal Son of the Father; who camest into Flesh, and under­tookest the great Office of Mediatorship between a righteous God and sinful Man, and hast transacted a Covenant of Peace for me, and perfected it in thy own Person by thy Death and Resurrection. And Glory be to thee, O Eternal Spirit of the Father and Son; who hast awakened my ear to hear the joyful sound of Reconciliation to God, through the Blood of the Lamb, which was slain from the begin­ning of the World; who hast been pursuing me, and didst never give over, till thou hadst convinced my heart, and conquered my Will to a willing Sur­render of my self up to, and a laying hold upon the Covenant of Grace, held forth to Sinners in the Volume of thy Book. Now, O Lord God, let all the words of thy Grace be effectually applied, and established to me thy Servant: Pardon all my sins and my failings, and all my unsuitableness of heart, [Page 152] while I have been before thee musing, and taking thy Name and Covenant in my mouth, and writing it with my own hand in thy presence; and as a Fruit of thy Covenant-Grace and Truth, let my approach to thee be accepted and prosper; for which end I have delivered up my self, and all that is mine, with full purpose of heart, according to all that I have said before thee this day; and with an holy Awe of thy Presence in this great Work, in confidence and hope of thy pardoning, succouring and assisting Grace. I lie at the Foot-stool of thy Mercy, and call Heaven and Earth to witness, that I have chosen thee to be my God, and thy Will in all things to be my Inheritance and my delight, and the matter of my pursuance all my days, upon the ground and promise which thou hast said, Hos. 2. 23. I will say to them which were not my people, thou art my peo­ple; and they shall say, Thou art my God. I have said it, and do say it, and do leave this Covenant in the hand of my Mediator, to see it fulfilled to me, and by me, through all the days of my Infirmity and War­fare, till I come to behold his face as he is, and this vile Body of mine be made like to his glorious Body. In reliance on which relief, and blessed hope and help, I cling upon this Covenant of Free Grace; in which I do both take and give as I have said, and do subscribe it irrevocably with my hand.

Henry Dorney.

Do not say (O grumbling Unbe­lief) The Soul chides Ʋnbelief. that these are nothing but compi­led words of Humane Invention: I tell thee, as far as they are only my invention, I do loath [Page 153] them: but the Spirit of God doth witness with my Spirit, that amongst these words there hath been some hunger after God, some awe of his Presence, some love to be his devoted Servant, some prizing of the excellency of a pure Life of Faith, some holy Convictions of the importance and necessity (at least) of such an attempt as this, to bring God and my Soul nearer together.

And therefore, though there is much chaffiness of a dead heart, yet I cannot gratifie my doubts and unbelief so far as to conclude there is no Wheat in the heap; and I refer my self desirously and willing­ly to the heart-knowing Eye of him who has his Fan in his hand, to blow away all the Chaff from my thoughts and words, and to create in me a clean heart, and pure language also, and to gather what there is of secret panting after him into his own Gar­ner, and put my inward groanings after him, how weak and faint soever, into his Bottle: and there­fore I must (and by his help will) praise him for any Crumbs that fall from his Table, and that I have any Stomach to eat them, and any desire after larger Morsels.

My Redeemer is bountiful; his Breasts are full, and will not suffer a hungry Child to draw nothing but Wind. I remember well what he said to the Wo­man of Samaria; If thou knewest the gift of God, and who it is that saith to thee, Give me to drink, thou wouldst have asked of him, and he would have given thee living water. I have asked of him, and have had his favour to wait on him now several days together; and will he return my Bucket altoge­ther empty? This is not his custom. The King­dom of God is like Seed sown, which springs up and grows with an insensible motion, and yet a [Page 154] growing motion, Mark 4. 26, 27. He proceeds in the method of his own Word; in which Word he saith, Seek and ye shall find, for every one that seek­eth findeth; and shall I say, my Seekings are lost? My Way is not hid from God when his Path is hid from me; he hath said, They that wait on the Lord shall renew their strength, which I have obliged my self to do: and therefore, though he humble me to preserve a watchful Appetite, and to prevent some unhealthy Surfeit, which he can discern in my Con­stitution, growing upon me, better than I, yet I know I shall not return ashamed, but be kept in the more wakeful pursuits after him; and while I follow him, I am with him in my desire; and if I desire him, he desires me, and there we meet, Cant. 7. 10.) in the Communion of desires, till the sha­dows flee away. A Sluggard indeed, desireth, and hath not, because his hands refuse to labour, Prov. 21, 25. but a laborious desire after Christ enjoys him in the eye of Faith, and Scripture-evidence, Rev. 21. 6. and 22. 17. Joh. 7. 38. and therefore in the patience and faith of the Scriptures I have hope. And what though some outward disadvantage has been occasi­oned (which yet I know not of) by this Retire­ment to seek him, who knows my Soul loveth him, will not he some way or other repay that loss, and heal that breach? O Lord, pardon, pity and care for him who, in love to thy self, and thy holy Will, desires to seek the Kingdom of God first, &c.

A DISCOURSE of UNION with CHRIST.

Joh. 17. 23. I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one.’

WHen I consider this true Loves Knot, uttered by Christ himself, and the wondrous Union in these three words ( I, Thou and They) declared by Christ, at his passage from Earth to Heaven, as the contrived Counsel of the eternal God, Father, Son and Spirit; and when I find up and down in the Scriptures, that the Elect (when once they are quick­ned by the Spirit into the state of Regeneration) are said to have their Life in God ( Col. 3. 3.) and that God lives in them, dwells in them, and they in him, 2 Cor. 6. 16. 1 Joh. 4. 13. that their works are wrought in God, Joh. 3. 21. that God worketh in them, 1 Cor. 12. 6. that God walks in them, 2 Cor. 6. 16. that they walk with God, and in his Name, Gen. 5. 24. Mic. 4. 5. that Christ speaks in them, and they in him, 2 Cor. 13. 3. and 12. 19. I say, when I consider such like expressions plentifully scattered by the holy Spirit in the Scriptures, I conclude there is some admirable Union betwixt the Father of Glory, [Page 156] and every one of his elect Seed in Christ; which is a Mystery so spiritual, a sacred Palace so secret, that the most exquisite parts of Nature can never enter in, to view it as it is; 'tis new Jerusalem under a Vail, into which Flesh and Blood cannot enter. But seeing Christ has said, To you it is given to know the Mystery of the Kingdom of God, Mark 4. 11. I would humbly wait for the power of the Spirit to transform and fit me, and the manifestation of the Spirit to teach me; that so, enquiring I may enter; and entring, may possess this purchased Possession, at least in the First Fruits and Earnest thereof: and although (me­thinks) I shrivle up before the mysterious heat and lustre of this Gospel; yet being commanded to seek the Lord, and being under a Promise of help, Jer. 31. 9. I wait on God for Strength and Wisdom to attempt this Enquiry; methinks these steps do offer themselves.

The infinitely wise God decreed to make Man­kind, and the visible World to be his Habitation, and the Creatures to serve him.

Man is made in a state of Righteousness, and so stands upon his own legs, and (as it were) in a mo­ment he begins to totter, and falls from that state, into a state of sin and misery; God so permitting it, that his Justice and Mercy might the more be exal­ted: a Remnant of undone Mankind are decreed to Salvation in a way of Mercy. And that the Justice of God against Sin and Sinners may be preserved, and yet the Elect Remnant saved, God himself, in the Person of the eternal Son, assumes the Nature of Mankind into the Union of his Person; and in that Nature pays to his own Justice all the Debt which this elect Remnant, among the rest of fallen Mankind, had involved themselves into; in perform­ing [Page 157] whereof, he unites himself so near to them, and they so near to himself, that what he did for them, was reckoned by Justice it self, accountable to the Behoof and Concernment of each elected person, as much as if every one of them had compleatly satisfi­ed Justice in their own persons; and the Union is so near betwixt him and them, that whereas he is the express Image of the Father, and having all power committed to him, he stamps upon them the Image of God anew, viz. Righteousness and true Ho­liness; which becomes theirs only through Union with him, and do only exist in their existing in him; which existence is wrought by the holy Spirit, form­ing him spiritually in their hearts (as it formed him bodily in the Virgin's Womb) which Formation of Christ in their hearts becomes a mystical, spiritual and true Union betwixt him and them: which same Spirit works Faith in them, that they may be made living Subjects, and suitably capacitated for this mu­tual Union betwixt them also and him. And thus the Lord of Life, having enlivened to himself a liv­ing Spouse, they enjoy each other by an unutterable nearness of spiritual In-dwelling in each other, so near, that the Spirit of God, who manageth the Match, sticks not to say, that the Church, and so every particular person thereof, is a Member of his Body, of his Flesh, and of his Bones; and not only that, but he that is joyned to the Lord, is one Spirit, Ephes. 5. 30. 1 Cor. 6. 15, 17. Hence it comes to pass, that from the very moment that the Soul hath ac­cepted of Jesus Christ, being seized upon to that purpose by the Spirit of Regeneration, proceeding from the Father through the Son, and received by believing; that believing person so effectually visit­ed by the Call of the Gospel, doth now, and never [Page 158] before become a new Man; and though Sins and Temptations, never so many, do batter and bruise, yet his House cannot fall, nor his State be altered, because God himself has laid his Foundation on a Rock, and has drawn the Soul's Consent by believ­ing, to lay it there too, and this Rock is Christ, in whom the Almighty God receives this believing and renewed person into that Union and true real nearness which lies shadowed forth in the Scriptures of Truth, under the terms of Father and Child, 2 Cor. 6. 17, 18. Husband and Wife, Ephes. 5. 25. &c. Vine and Branches; yea, as one Body consisting of Head and Members, and many such like similitudes in the Scriptures to set forth this wonderful Nearness and Union; from whence it followeth, that no Action, State or Condition of such a renewed Person (whe­ther it be inward or outward) is so entirely his own, and of private Concernment to himself alone, as it was before; his sins were more entirely his own damage before; now they wound his Relation, and grieve Christ, Ephes. 4. 30. he sinned before against the Law of God, he now sins in all his miscarriages against Christ also, 1 Cor. 8. 12. and against the Law of his Relation to him, Ezek. 16. 38. he bare his own guilt before with distraction and horrour, now Christ bears it from him before his very eyes, and melts his heart into remorse at the sight of such a spe­ctacle, Zach. 12. 10. Ten thousand Rivers of Oyl could not expiate one Sin before, but now they all pass away as a Cloud driven before the Wind, and efficacy of the one Sacrifice of Christ, to whom, and to which by faith he is united; his sins made him wander still farther and farther from God before, now they are made (contrary to their own nature) to scourge him into the fresh Application of Jesus [Page 159] Christ, by whom he draws near to God, Psal. 89. 30, 31. 1 Pet. 3. 18. in all his Affliction he was alone before, now Christ is his Partner, Isa. 63. 9. Christ is truly touched with his Calamities, Zach. 1. 12. his smart is as the pricking of the Apple of Christ's Eye, Zach. 2. 8.

As for Losses in temporal things, they were be­fore Judgments upon him, they are now gracious Trials of his faith and patience, and means of purg­ing him, and drawing him into a nearer reliance on the Heir of all things: So that his Losses and Cros­ses do not now tend to undo him, but to awaken and transform him, 1 Sam. 30. 6. in the midst of his fears he is not forsaken, 2 Cor. 4. 9. but through this Uni­on with Christ he is still in safe hands, Psal. 27. 1. Isa. 43. 2. Dan. 3. 17, 18, 25.

Temptations of Satan and his fury cannot destroy him, because the Prince of Life, to whom a renew­ed person is united, has cast out the Prince of this World, and tempers his poysonous Temptations into a phisical Potion, curbing noxious humours in order to health, Joh. 12. 31. working the Soul to more Hu­mility, Faith, Prayer and patient Recumbency on God, and Contentment in him, 2 Cor. 12. 7, 8, 9, 10.

The meer civil Actions of such a person, though the same still in themselves, yet in respect of the change of the Agent, they have some different Con­sideration otherwise than they had before. He sets about them with other motives, other dispositions, and other ends than he had before; which appears in that, although the thing be done or spoken never so well to the contentment of others, yet if Christ, to whom this new Creature is united, be not served with singleness of heart therein, this renewed Soul [Page 160] akes as much as if the Action it self had been done never so much amiss. And whence comes this smi­ting of heart, but from this Union with God in Je­sus Christ, 2 Sam. 24. 10. in that the proper sway and tendency of such Convictions do bring the Soul still nearer and nearer to God through Jesus Christ, which gives a spiritual Discovery of the unseen and living Breath and Pulse of this Union? Ezek. 20. 37. And this seems to have relation to that expression used by the Lord to his people of old, The quarrel of my Covenant, Levit. 26. 25. threatning to punish them for their sins, as they were contrary, not on­ly to the Law of Righteousness, but also contrary to the Law of Covenant-Relation.

Yea, all the Labours, Anxieties and solicitous Exigents in the affairs and business of a renewed person, do run along through the Sympathy of Christ, and by reason of this near Union, cannot but be Co­partner therein; and looks to it, that one way or other the incumbrance shall usher in advantage: he condescends to be as one weak with them that are weak, as one troubled with them who are troubled, that he may discipline the Grace, and exercise the Faith of his people; whereby he glides them along into some unavoidable necessity of Resignation of themselves and their Cares into the Arms of his divine Power, and so ripens in them the Application of this Union betwixt him and them in their hearts. And his design being to bring his People, as a chast Virgin, to himself, he aims rather at the carrying on of that drift, than at the answering the natural desires of his people about Ease, or Deliverance any other­wise than as may suit with that end of his, in ma­king of them partakers of his holiness; and whispers secretly into their ear, the Servant is not to be above [Page 161] his Master: I trod the dirty and toilsome way be­fore you, and am treading over again every step of it with you, and in you: you must be conformable to my Death, and shall be conformable to my Re­surrection. Come along with me, and your bur­thens shall not break you, because it cannot break me; your own projects may fail, but in me you are Heirs of Blessing and Deliverance, and shall not go without it, Heb. 6. 15. I will give you rest, Matth. 11. 28. He relieved not his own Body against the Treachery of Judas and the Company that came to apprehend him, although he was the Omnipotent God, and had all Power in his hands, because it sui­ted not with the design of Man's Redemption; and as it fared with that Body of his that was in perso­nal Union with the Godhead, so doth it fare, in some proportion, with each Member of his mysti­cal Body. Their burthens and perplexities do not at all import that his hand is shortned, or that he is really absent, or had forgotten them, no more than his Divine Nature could be separated from the Hu­mane Nature, when the stress of his sorrow made him cry out, My God, my God, Why hast thou for­saken me? As that Union carried him through, so will this Union carry through his Members also.

It being now about three years since, that God was pleased to cast Some Considerati­ons in order to the fresh Application, and Improvement of this Grace of Ʋnion with God in Christ. the aforesaid Meditations into my heart; and since that time, having been for a season a Stranger in a strange Land beyond the Sea, and there passed through a dark Vale of Privation and Distance from those Ordinances, and that Society which I formerly en­joyed; and having there also layen in the Shadow of [Page 162] Death, through a long and lingring Sickness of my Body; and being now, some Months past, returned back to my own Native Country, where the good hand of God (which never left me quite desolate) caused me to review the Solemn Covenant which (through his Grace) I entred into, the 30 th. Decem­ber, 1660. which Covenant being yesterday renew­ed, and having therein solemnly given up my self again to the Lord, and accepted of him in the Ten­ders of his Grace, to be my God and Saviour, and to own him in all the Relations of his condescending Grace and Love, and also to submit willingly to his blessed Yoke, Rule and Will expressed by his Spirit in his Word; I find still much longing in my Soul to know him more inwardly, that I might the more enjoy him, and be the more serviceable to him: and to that purpose, having perused over again the foregoing Meditations concerning the Union between God, and all and every one of his People in Jesus Christ; and my heart assenting to, and being some­what refreshed in those Truths of God, about the nature and advantagious effects of this misterious Union; and considering how greatly the Faith and Improvement of this astonishing Privilege would conduce to carry on the ends of my Covenant with God, and his (for so he persuaded my heart to be­lieve) with me, I thought it necessary to employ a present providential Retirement this 29 th. of Janua­ry, 1663. and so from time to time, as God shall permit and assist me to improve this Gospel-truth, of a Believer's Union with God in Christ, for my Soul's further Nourishment, Strength and Establish­ment, as the principal In-let, both of new Life, and all spiritual Chear, Vigour and Activity.

My Enquiry now, then is, how to set up this Myr­ror so before the eyes of my Mind, that I may by Application thereof, be throughly transformed into the same Image, and to clear the Pipes, that the Life and Spirit of this Union with Christ, and the Father in him, may enter into my Soul, and make me effectually a partaker thereof, live thereby, and act therein.

Breath ( O Almighty Spirit) upon my thoughts, fetch in my heart, and prostrate it at the feet of thy infinite Grace and Power; for Purging, Help and Healing; for Light, Life and Blessing in this most necessary Travel of my Soul. How long shall I view Mysteries of Life, without a suitable living Transformation? When shall the Light of Life ap­pear? When shall Christ be so formed in me, that the Man-child of Power and Glory may be brought forth, ruling and new-forming my poor Soul? Say, Oh say to my Soul, I am come; yea, I am come; not only to make thee to understand, but under­standingly to receive the Mystery of this Union, and to be efficaciously united, and actually live in the Motions and Exercise of this Union-life. So be it, O my God, who art the Spirit of all Grace: So be it.

1. The Son of God emptied him­self, This Ʋnion is pure in its nature. in descending to assume, and be united to the Nature of Man, and therein to the likeness of sinful Flesh; and so works up every adopted Child, through emptying it from all the Wisdom and Strength of the first Adam, and from all the Guilt and Pollution deri­ved thence, to the Participation of Union with him in the Spirit.

No unclean thing can enter in thither: there can be no Union, but under Consideration of perfect Pu­rity, essected by the Law of the Spirit of Life which is in Christ. He took on him our Nature, and was personally united thereto: By which means the sin of our Nature was imputed to his Person, but could never be united to his Person; for he was still sin­less while he bare the likeness of sinful Flesh, Heb. 4. 15. And therefore the real spiritual Union which Believers have with him, is, in the nature of it, pure and sinless: and their persons, as they stand in that Union, without spot, Col. 1, 22. for in that respect they are wholly brought over from the Stock of the first Adam, into the Second, adn return back no more, although the polluted Nature of the first Adam sticks in their flesh till its dissolution and compleat change. And from thence it follows, that the Spirit of Christ, in applying this mystical Union with him, to the Soul, by faith, draws the Soul of a Believer (having sprinkled it from the Conscience of Guilt) into a most quick and lively distaste of all Pollution; and so divides between that which is born of the Flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit; throwing aside the Pollutions of the Flesh, that the Union may be purely made in the Spirit through faith, Gal. 2. 20. for He that is joyned to the Lord is one spi­rit. Hence it is, that while Guilt and sinful Pollu­tion invades the Soul (even of a Believer) the Ap­plication of this Union lies suspended; and during that season, a Believer abides dark and weak: and though he be in a state of Union, yet he cannot have the comfort of it, but is as a strong Man that can­not find his hands.

And now, O my Soul, consider thy own state; consider the Centre of thy happiness, the Call of the [Page 165] Gospel, the privilege and necessity of being trans­planted into the pure Stock of the second Adam; and what thou art to do, in the strength of Free Grace, for entring into, and of being made partaker of this wonderful Privilege, and most secure Rest.

2. This whole Work is wrought It is inconsistent with Ʋnmortified­ness. by the Lord, both in what his eter­nal Purpose of Grace did decree, and was carried on in the Person of Christ for thee, and also in that which he worketh in thee by his Spirit; to make thee actually interest­ed, established, and daily growing up in the Light, Life and Vertue of this Union-state with God in Christ. Thy Nature is dead in sins, thou art whol­ly polluted, and without strength; but the least se­rious Conviction of this, doth import some step of Free Grace towards thee: nourish it, and so rowl all thy Guilt upon the Lamb of God; be laborious, diligent and frequent in this weighty Exercise. There is no seeking this Union with any Idol in the heart, Ezek. 14. 3. for that provoketh to Jealousie: even an im­pure thought may not lodge in this Bed; a dry, earth­ly sapless frame of heart cannot be refreshed there, because this Bed is green, Cant. 1. 16. but such is the Bounty of Free Grace, that (through the Sense and Conviction of this Indisposition of heart) it leads the Soul to Jesus Christ, and sprinkles it with his Blood. (Oh this efficacious Remedy!) and doth wash it again in pure Water, removes away the filthy Garments, gives it Access into the King's Presence. The pure in heart shall see God. But thy innumerable Impuri­ties (O my Soul) and the continual Recursion of Guilt and Darkness, Hypocrisies, loathsome Un­cleannesses, Unmindfulness of God, Back-sliding and impenitent stupifying Fits, are so many, and so often, [Page 166] and many times so captivating this Sincerity, and Strength, and spiritual Taste, that no Balm can be found, nor any thing to help, but the free Bounty and Atonement of him who is Michael thy Prince. And even this is my Case at present. Oh, how little doth my heart relish and digest these things, while I am musing and writing them? I am estranged from inward Converse with God this day, and yet can­not soakingly relent: I mention the Blood of Sprink­ling, without prizing it at its due value. Oh, let the watchful Eye, and tender Heart of him whose Com­passions fail not, consider and visit me. But how­ever, O my Soul, this is thy Work; Let not Evil lodge within thee, be separate, touch no unclean thing, declare thy Chastity by crying out; and then the Promise lies fair and free before thee, I will receive you, 2 Cor. 6. 17. yea, cry out, and thou shalt be re­scued, for thy Redeemer is strong. Here then I must stop, that I may adventure to cast my self before him, who has the Golden Scepter in his hand before I go any further; who knows but that he will reach it forth, and I shall find favour in his sight. I come to thee, O Lord.

3. This Union it self which I 'Tis only and whol­ly of God's Free Grace. would come at and actually live in, is beyond, and (indeed) another thing than the Notion of it: 'Tis the voluntary and delightful Captivity of my Will and Af­fections through the Knowledge of him who has called me to this Glory and Vertue; it is my true Dwelling­place, the very Foundation of my Rest and Repose, the Palace of my Triumph, the very Spring and Rise of Self-abhorring; which makes Self-loathing metalsom and vigorous, by issuing it self into the Soul's Par­ticipation of the Purity, Light and Strength of the [Page 167] Divine Nature, and into a sincere open-hearted Re­signation thereunto. It is begun and carried on whol­ly by the Free Grace of God; it sprang from his elect­ing and predestinating Favour, who worketh it ac­cording to the Counsel of his own Will, Ephes. 1. 4, 10, 11. Rom. 8. 29. 'Tis the scope of his free and gracious Covenant; I will be your God, and you shall be my people. The actual In-stating of my Soul into it, ariseth from the free Call of God, 1 Cor. 1. 9. The overcoming and destroying all difficulties that may obstruct it, is throughly managed in the Person of Christ, who has made both one; and died to bring me to God. As for the Application and Enjoyment of this Union-state, his Prayer, Joh, 17. 21. and Pro­mise, Joh. 14. 20. do stand in force day and night, without ceasing, to obtain it for me, and effect it in me: His Blood has confirmed the Covenant for it, and has put into it the vertue and force of a Will and Testament, which cannot be disannulled, Joh. 17. Luk. 22. 20. compared with 1 Pet. 3. 18. and Heb. 9. 17. and the Manifestation of this is only by his Word and Spirit, proclaiming and testifying this good Will of God to Men, 1 Joh. 3. 24. whereby he doth effectually bring in this Reconciliation, 2 Cor. 5. 8, 9. and effecteth Union thereupon, 1 Cor. 6. 20. Yea are bought with a price; therefore glorifie God in your body, and in your spirit, which are Gods. So that I am wholly God's Workmanship, who has ordain­ed this Union, and created me in Christ for it. I believe; Lord, help my Unbelief. How little do I see! How little do I taste, and applyingly possess this bottomless Privilege, which the glorious An­gels desire to look into!

4. Having considered the Purity Improve then by Meditation. of this Union, and the Inconsisten­cy that is betwixt this Union and Guilt, and unmortified sinful Pollutions, as to the comfortable Application of it; and also the divine Spring, the free Grace and Bounty of God in creating and carrying it on; into which thoughts and consi­derations the God of all Grace is only able to put seasoning and heart-framing force, to make way for the Application of it.

Now, O my Soul, compel thy self to the serious Meditation of it; 1. The Reallity of this Ʋnion. be persuaded the matter is real: It is invisible, but real; wondrous, incomprehensible, but real and true. God has made thy sins thy burthen; his Holiness, and his new Stamp, thy greatest and most deliberate desire. Whence comes this but from the Spirit of Christ, in whom the perfection of Enmity against Sin lies, and in whom all the Treasures of Grace are laid? How comes his Spirit to work an influence of the same nature in thee, but as thou art taken into Union with him, as a Mem­ber of his Body, partaking of the vital Influences of the Head? And seeing the Fulness of the Godhead dwells in him, whose Spirit dwells in thee, Col. 2. 9, 10. and the Divine Nature of the Father, Son and Spirit one and the same, 1 Joh. 5. 7. thou becomest (in a way of Adoption, and according to the created Capacity thou art in) really, at present, an Heir to­gether with Christ, of the Glory of God, and shall rightfully (through free Grace) fully possess that Inheritance. These are mine, saith the Lord, Mal. 3. 17. I am thy God; in me thou shalt be saved, Isa. 45. 7. Thy Maker is thy Husband, Isa. 54. 5. What is this but Union with him?

Now, O my Soul, meditate again. Am I indeed brought in by Christ, to Union with God? Are we no longer two, but one Spirit? Can such a thing be? I do not doubt it, but admire it. What! He that made Heaven and Earth, and all Men upon Earth; he who is the very Life of the whole Crea­tion; he to whom Abraham, Moses and David, and all the Worthies of old prayed, whom they served and adored, who carried them through all Trials; to whose Truth, Wisdom, Love and glorious Power they did bear witness, and do still testifie it to all Ages?

Is he my own God? Is this God really mine? Is it the Word of his own Mouth? I am thy God. How unsearchable is this Union; is he whom Simeon embraced in his Arms, and said, My eyes have seen thy Salvation; is he mine? He who wrought all those Miracles, who healed Diseases, cast out De­vils, forgave Sins on Earth; is he mine? He who had compassion on the Leper, and healed him? He who had compassion on the Multitude, and fed them; who spied out Nathaniel, visited Zacheus, raised the Dead; is he mine? He who preached the Gospel from Heaven; who did bear my Sins in the Gar­den, upon the Cross, in his own Body; who did sweat Blood, and was pierced through for Sins, for Sinners: is he mine! His Satisfaction mine! His Compassion mine! Those tender Bowels mine! Was I then comprized in his Prayer? And is this Joseph yet alive, and his Nature not changed, but glorified to the perfection of Power and Sympathy? Is he mine? and am I indeed his? He who com­forted his Disciples, buried their Sins and Miscarri­ages, and blessed them; immediately at his Ascenti­on, and in the full warmth of his Love, ascended, and sate at the Right Hand of the Majesty on high, where [Page 180] Love never ceaseth; Is this, and none but this the Judge whom I expect? even my Lord, and my God: he whom Paul saw, whom all the Apostles did preach, who converted the Gentiles, has kept. alive the efficacy of his Word to this day; he who is the faithful Witness: is he my own? He who is ex­alted to give Repentance and Remission of Sins; is he mine, to teach, purge, justifie and quicken me? As near as the Head to the Body, the Root to the Tree and Branches; as near and dear as the Hus­band to the Wife; doth he call me his own Flesh and Bones? Doth he live and breath in me, and I in him? Oh, for more Faith, Reverence, Thanks­giving, with all manner of becoming Thoughts, Words and Deeds concerning him, and concerning the reality of such a Privilege. Oh, when shall the Shadows fly away? Be very serious in exercising faith, to represent the truth and reality of this Union-state, that there is such a thing; and in that Exercise di­late your thoughts in an awful, serious, comfortable Reverence, and reverent love of God manifested in the Flesh, to be Emanuel, God with us. Pursue this Meditation till you even make this Union as vi­sible as may be to the eye of your faith.

Consider, the Nature of it is un­changeable; 2. The Nature of this Ʋnion. it was made in God's Decree, before all time, and consti­tuted for Eternity. The Bond is God's Faithfulness, and his Love, which many Waters cannot quench; an indissolvable Marriage, an Ingrasture into the Fulness, Fountain and Perfection of Life: 'Tis the Purchase, Possession and unwithering Inheritance of him who is Yesterday, to day and for ever: 'Tis Union reciprocal; Christ is thine, and thou art his; My Beloved is mine, and I am his. What shall I [Page 181] give thee, saith Christ? Not only a Kingdom, but my self. What shall I render, saith the Soul? Not only my Praises, but my whole self. Possess me, rule me, fill me; take my heart, and give me thine: let thy love be shed into my heart with a ravishing Inundation; and let my love be passionate, pure, and find no Object elsewhere but thee. 'Tis an Union that has distinguishing Excellency in it, a Remnant chosen out of many; between which Remnant and the rest, nothing made the difference but the free Choice of God.

An Union created of Contraries, made up of un­reconciled Parties, who were at-the extreamest En­mity, and now become of the most absolute and pas­sionate Amity; so it is in Christ, and so it is (in the Seed of it) in all the Persons united to him. An Union in which the Party wronged, voluntarily be­gan to love first, 1 Joh. 4. 19. and wooed the offend­ing Party to a Reconcilement. An Union, in all respects, wonderfully made; it issued from that pe­remptory (yet deliberate) Sentence, I will have mer­cy on whom I will have mercy. And what thoughts are sufficient for these things?

The Privileges of this Union are 3. The Privileges of this Ʋnion. all on the Sinner's side; Christ is exalted to give, and Sinners called up to receive. And what must Sinners receive, who are received into this Union? Come in, O my Soul, for thy share, for the Treasury is unspeakably rich. Through this Emanuel-knot of Union, God is not ashamed to be called the God of poor Sinners; only as he changeth their state, he changeth their names: they are now in proper true Appellation, Saints, though sin remains in them; they are belov­ed, who were not beloved; they are Sons and Daugh­ters [Page 182] of God; every one is a Prince by a second Birth; they are took out of Prison, and do sit at the King's Table; their filthy Garments removed away, and are cloathed with white Rayment; they are delivered from the Pit, and return thither no more; they have a goodly Heritage, God himself is their Portion; all the Power, Truth, Wisdom, Goodness and Mercy that ever God made known to and for his People in all Ages, is their Inheritance; all the Promises and Providences which God made and wrought at any time, are for their use, experi­ence, teaching and comfort; all the Directions, Ex­amples and Precepts in the Scripture, and all the Re­proofs and Threatnings there, are for their Learning, Consolation nud Discipline, to purge, strengthen and guard them till the Old Man be quite destroyed, till they arrive beyond Sin, Change and Hazard; their Society is with the Spirit of the Father and the Son, with the Image of Christ in his People, the Mind of Christ in his Word, the Breath, Presence and Blessing of Christ in his Ordinances; their Suffer­ings, Difficulties and Fears have lost their destroying deadly Sting; their Life is Christ in them the Hope of Glory; their End is Peace; their Death is their Gain: however it is for a season with their outward or inward Man, they are never otherwise than the Blessed of the Lord, and Objects of his Delight, Care, Good Will and Protection, Jer. 32. 38, 41. Isa. 27. 3. and after this Life, that unutterable Bles­sedness which they are to enjoy when they shall be ever with the Lord; Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor can any heart to the full understand; much less can my Meditation reach it, or Pen declare it, only I may say, it is an exceeding, EXCELLENT ETERNAL WEIGHT OF GLORY. [Page 183] Consider these Privileges, O my Soul, make the most of them. This prize is in thy hand; be not as a Fool that has no heart; muse the matter, peruse the Scriptures, and muse it again and again: these are not vain glosses, the thing is real, glorious and great: have often and large thoughts of this Union with Christ, let the Application of it dwell upon thee day and night.

And that thou maist come up to 4. Improve this Ʋ ­nion by Exercise. a clearer Vision of this Fountain of Life, and drink aboundantly of the Water thereof, visit it often, pry modestly, reve­rently and seriously into it; not for Curiosity, but for Transformation: 'tis thy Portion, and now (more abstractly than ever) all thy Portion; a Portion that hath seven Portions in it, all Portion in it, Mat. 19. 29. He that by faith overcometh, and wins this Prise, shall inherit all things, Rev. 21. 7. for I (saith the faithful Witness) will be his God, and he shall be my Son. Here is the Union, and the Privilege also Familiarize this Mystery of Union with Christ, by remembring, and having recourse to it in the use of all Ordinances of Worship, in all Christian Duties, in all use of Gifts, in all conditions of Life, and all Seasons, day and night, in the exercise of every Grace. Send up many Ejaculatory Visits. Be upon thy Watch continually. Let this word always ring in your ear, without me (ABSTRACTED from me) you can do nothing, Joh, 15. 5. Beware of cooling, beware of dismay: Remember this Union is grounded on God's eternal unchangeable Love, his faithfulness upholds it, 'tis as the Sun in the Firmament, thou hast but a little time to take hold of it; the ruin of this Union is the only thing which thy Enemies, World, Flesh and Devil aim at. And now, O my [Page 184] precious Soul, rowze up thy self to Exercise; Thy labour shall not be in vain in the Lord.

Use every Ordinance to further this Union. In Ordinances.

In hearing the Word, digest all the 1. Hearing. Matter into these two Heads, as the main ultimate scope of whatever thou hearest; ei­ther removing Obstructions which keep God and thee a sunder, or a Supply of some uniting Power to bring God and thee together. Come to the Word with expectation to meet the Lord himself there; deliver thy SELF to the Word in the hand of God: hear his Voice through Man's Words; account the Physitian of Souls wiser than thy self: lie before him as a meer Patient; refuse no Potion which the Word of Re­conciliation brings: let it not rest in the Understand­ing, but pass along into some real transforming Im­pression on the Will, that it may be won home to God in Christ, the Centre of thy new State. Get within the Scope and Spirit of the matter, for there lies Christ attending to meet thee.

In Reading, Observe, and get in­to the Soul (as it were) of him who 2. Reading. was the Writer (whether Moses, David, Paul, or any other) as if thy self had been the Pen-man, by the Inspiration of the Spirit. Use the Scriptures as if this had been the first day they had been penned, as if thou hadst seen the persons, and hadst been in the place with them, when they spake and wrote it; as if thou hadst seen Christ when he spake, did, and suffered what thou readest; and as if the Scriptures had been sent only to thee, to win and work thee up to a Reconcilement with God.

Labour to see the Wisdom and Goodness of God in the Seals of the 3. Seals. Covenant. Their end is to realize invisible things, to enforce the Obligation and Uni­on between Christ and thee, to the strongest Evi­dence and Application.

By Baptism thou art taken in, and by the Ordinance of the Lord's Supper thou art fed and nowrished up in this Union. There was no other end than this, as the main Union with Christ as the Head, and with his People as the Members of his Body. The vertue is inward: Oh, for more faith and sight in this Mystery.

TOKENS among Men do oblige, and are very for­cible; they carry in them the Mind of the Giver; and the Token being candidly accepted, the Mind of the Giver is accepted; and in that Token there meets Consent and Union betwixt Giver and Re­ciever. They have (as it were) a magnetick force, and a confirming force also, as the experience of such things do shew. Thus it is with those mysterious To­kens between Christ and his People. Muse them, and improve them so.

And as all Ordinances are the Gal­leries of Intercourse between God and 4. Prayer. his People in Christ, so Prayer hath in this Work an Eminency; 'tis the very Intercessi­on of God's own Spirit in them: 'tis the private Re­tirement in which the Soul is brought into the Pre­sence-Chamber, and hath private Conference with Christ, and the Father in him. The very nature of Prayer is a Thirst after the living God, Psal. 63. 1. 'Tis the very breathing of the Soul's Union with God; and the means whereby it is preserved, fortified, carried on and confirmed; and whereby the sweet­ness [Page 186] and nourishing vertue of it (to the Soul) is im­proved, enjoyed and increased. Let thy Prayers then be inward and single hearted; chiefly aiming at, and prizing this Union. And refer all other things (of a remote nature) to the wisdom of him to whom thou art united. Speak to him as one, who is in his bosom; and consider him as thy only Helper, and thy most sure Friend. Come reverently, believingly, with Resignation of thine heart to his, and so creep forwards into an humble intimacy and familiarity with thy God. This Union only begets the true Cry, Abba Father, and nourisheth it.

And if Faith can but enter with all its glorious Train, how would this This Divine Ʋni­on quickned, and stirring in the Soul by faith. Union shine forth? Faith springs from this Union in order of Nature, but in order of time 'tis brought forth with it. There can be no Faith, or any other Grace, till the God of all Grace hath took the Soul into actual Union with himself: and so Faith is the Fruit of this Union. Neither can there be any Uni­on without some exercise of Faith, in which the life of this Union begins to stir; for there can be no Union between God, who is living, and the Soul which by Nature is dead in distance and sin; till Faith, which is the first spark of life in the new Crea­ture, do capacitate the Soul for its Union with God in Christ. The Spirit of this Union (by every spi­ritual means) doth hold out Nourishment for Faith to grow by; and Faith, by those means, settles the Soul more and more in the bosom, warmth and ef­ficaciousness of its Union with Christ, and the Fa­ther in him: In which Interest and Efficaciousness, Faith grows up, and puts the Soul upon high and noble exercise; enables it, and acts it forth to mighty [Page 187] attempts; so that the actual Union of God to, in and with the Soul is the first Principle of its life, and Faith is the first Motion of that life. There can be no Life without some Motion, no natural Motion without some Life; which quality of Motion does more and more declare that there is Life as the cause thereof.

The Soul being made alive to God, Ephes. 2. 1. Rom. 6. 11. lives Apprehending Christ as the primary Means of this Ʋnion. by faith, Gal. 2. 20. Habbak. 2. 4. The Primary Means (in the hand of God's Free Grace) which accomplisheth this Uni­on is Christ, who hath taken the common Nature of Man into Union with his Person; and in that Nature ( the fulness of the Godhead dwelling therein bodily) he doth by his Spirit, breath the Spirit of Life into those, who by the Election of Grace are given to him as his Posterity and therefore (as the ends of the Earth are given to him for a Possession, Psa. 2. 8. so) he is called the Creator of the ends of the Earth, Isa. 40. 28. and Creator of this Peace and Union, Ephes. 2. 16, 17. Isa. 57. 19. and the everlasting Fa­ther also, Isa. 9. 6. by whom (as Mediator) the liv­ing God and the enlivened Soul (which was dead and sinful before) are made one, viz. in the Life and Purity of the Mediator: He reconciles them, removing the Enmity in his own Body on the Cross: He unites, by receiving the Souls and Bodies of the Elect into his own Propriety. They are actually his in their new Creation and Regeneration, Joh. 17. 10. 2 Cor. 5. 17. and being his, they are the Fa­thers also; I in them, and thou in me, and they in us, Joh. 17. 21, 23.

The Secondary Mens is the Word And the Word as the Secundary Means of this Ʋnion. of Reconciliation and Promise, 2 Cor. 5. 19. 2 Pet. 1. 4. and Faith closing with Christ thereby, Gal. 3. 25. Ephes. 1. 13. and all this wrought by the Spirit in a way of quickning and efficacy, Rom. 8. 10, 11. con­veyed into the Soul, and maintained there by Faith, the free Gift of God.

Which Faith being thus born, bred Renders Faith vi­gorous. and spirited, converseth most with this Union in the Discoveries and Application thereof; and by its much Converse there, is capacitated to dart the Rays, Influence and vertue of this Union into all the rest of the Graces of the Spirit; without which influence, no Grace comes up to its true and proper exercise. And in regard the whole Soul is taken into this Union by Faith, and the Body also, through its Union with the Soul, the whole Person is called a Believer; who lives by faith, both in regard of its inward invisible Operation, and also in moulding anew the outward and visible Conversation. So that a Believer both lives by faith, Heb. 10. 38. and walks by faith, 2 Cor. 5. 7. not only in himself, but manifestly to others, by Words, Rom. 1. 12. and Examples, Heb. 13. 7.

Its chief Seat is the Understanding and the Will: Whatever it disco­vers, And prosperous. it calls in the Will to assent to; working up the whole Soul to a Propensity of Resignation to the Power and Soveraignty of every divine Truth; and in particular, to the Enjoyment and Privilege, Government and Laws of this Union­state. And so it sets it self (as a mighty Champion) in the hand of the Lord, to exercise its skill and power in the Soul: And now; Oh, that it might [Page 189] be up, and be doing in my Soul, and so go on and prosper. And Oh! that its Bow may abide in strength, and the arms of its hands made strong through the hands of the mighty God of Jacob; and, under the influence of Divine Grace, be blessed, and made to go on, increase, be enlarged and conquer. Rise up, O Shield and Buckler, O Arm of the Lord; I have waited, and do wait for thy Salvation, O Lord: Leave me not.

A DISCOURSE of GLORIFYING GOD.

1 Cor. 6. 19, 20.

What, know ye not that your Body is the Temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?

For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorifie God in your Body, and in your Spirit, which are God's.

THere are four principal things which this part of Scripture do offer to serious Meditation and Improvement, viz.

1. That a true Christian is not his own.

2. That he is the Lords.

3. That he ought to know his renewed State.

4. That his renewed Constitution does oblige him to promote the Glory of God, and live up thereto in Soul and Body.

Not your own, &c. implies three things, viz.

1. That naturally, a Man is his own Tyrant.

2. That true Christianity is more than speculative: 'tis a real Change of the Man; You are not your own.

3. That it doth mysteriously divide a Man from himself

This real Alteration and mysterious Contrariety is not a natural Change, but spiritual; viz. the Bo­dy, the Soul, the Faculties of the Soul, and the ra­tional Exercise of those Faculties are still the same; and yet a spiritual Change doth affect them all, and passeth upon the whole Man. This spiritual Change begins in the most hidden part of Man, viz. the Mind; and therefore Repentance is called the Change of the Mind, which Change of the Mind doth influence the whole Man. The Mind is said to be changed when the Spirit of God enters in, and exerciseth its Soveraign Dominion of Holiness, against the Usurpation of the Devil and Natural Corruption, which reigned there before: whereby the Mind is con­trolled into a willing Propensity of Subjection to the Authority of the Spirit of God, against the Invasion of Sin, which still retains some Haunt there, as a lurking subdued Enemy (called the Flesh lusting against the Spirit) till it be destroyed utterly at the day of full Redemption.

This Dominion of the Spirit steers the natural Fa­culties of the Soul in their rational Exercise to new Employment, and arrays them thereunto with new Habits. The Understanding has a sublimer Light, the Judgment a better Rule, the Will and Affections a better Object, better Motives, and a better End; viz. Spiritual. So that such a person is now said not to be his own: he is not under that universal Darkness, Pollution and Bondage to Sin which he was conceived and born in at first; that was his own natural state, but he is now rescued from it, and is no longer his own.

1. While he was his own, he taught himself by the Light of fleshly Wisdom, and accounted the Gospel Foolishness, 1 Cor. 1. 23. but now loaths it; [Page 193] and being at a loss, cries, Lord, what wouldst thou have me to do? Act. 9. 6. and as they did who burnt the Books in which they learnt curious Arts before, Act. 19. 19. in which lay no savour of Christ and spiritual Knowledge.

2. While he was his own, he ruled himself by the sight of his eyes, and imagination of his heart, Jer. 7. 27. by the custom and course of the World; but now consults not with Flesh and Blood, Gal. 1. 16. he sees his own Byass is false, and his own Weights too light.

3. Motives of Pleasure, Profit, Honour, do not now draw him: he was lead by his own Concupis­cence, but now he is dead to these; and saith, I have no pleasure in them.

4. He designs not his own things, neither Health, Phil. 2. 30. nor Liberty, Act. 20. 23. nor Ease, 1 Cor. 11. 10. nor Safety, 1 Cor. 15. 13. nor Wealth, Heb. 11. 26. nor Honour, nor Pleasure; as Moses, who refused to be Father of a great Nation, Exod. 32. 10. and Esther, not satisfied with having the honour and delights of being Queen, when God's Honour lay at stake. Yea, he designs not an unworthy pre­servation of his own life, Act. 20. 24.

5. The Spirit of carnal Comforts is gone in such an ones esteem; as Esther could not endure the thoughts of her Peoples Ruin, though she was at the Royal Feast: and to such an one, the tickling comfort of such things affect not, but are as the White of an Egg; yea, the unnecessary Conference of such things is tast­less, as Meat to a sick Man; and all because such an one is not his own any longer.

When a Man is not his own, he stands invested with many privileges: he has hereby a shelter.

1. Against outward Afflictions; they sting not, their profit reacheth farther than their pain, when a Man (as in an extasie) is not his own: therefore Paul rejoyced in them.

2. Persecution on the Outward Man, reach not him who is not his own, who is not at his own home; as it was with David, when Saul's Messen­gers came to kill him, they found him not, but an Image, 1 Sam. 19. 16.

3. He can answer the Accusations of Guilt, I am not my own, and therefore my own Guilt must not stick on me.

4. When Flesh and Blood demands Service, he can reply; I who am not my own, am not Debtor to the Flesh. When Sin doth vex and molest by its pollutions in the Flesh, he can say; What make I here? I am not my own: Let me go hence.

5. When spiritual Pride solicits, he can reply; What I have is not my own.

6. And against carnal Security he can say; I can­not maintain my own Grace, nor restore my self when fallen; and therefore am to work out my Salvation with fear: I am not my own.

7. Against Solicitude about future Events and carking Despondency; I am not at my own dispose, and therefore such Anxieties are to be none of my work.

8. Against the enchanting Comforts of the Flesh and the World it can say, as Barzillai did to David; Can I hear the sound of such Melody? What is such Mu­sick to a dead Man? I am not my own.

But whose am I then? Will such an one say, this Scripture shews, that he who is washed, sanctified and justified, &c. (as vers. 11.) is Gods; viz. by Justification, by Sanctification, he is translated from [Page 195] the Dominion and natural Right of corrupt Self, to be the Lord's in Body and Spirit. As he did bear the corrupted Image of the first Adam, so now he bears the spiritual Image of the Second: he is not in his own propriety, as before he was, but is now in a peculiar gracious propriety to God.

The nature of which may be more distinctly un­derstood by considering these three Particulars, viz.

I. What this Propriety is, and wherein it lies.

II. How it comes to pass, and was effected.

III. How the truth, fulness, entireness, and the ex­cellency of it, is demonstrated and held forth in the Scriptures.

1. 'Tis a Propriety which stands distinguished from the Propriety which God has in that common state of Mankind in the whole Earth, Exod. 19. 5.

2. 'Tis a Propriety which stands in opposition to Estrangement, Ephes. 2. 12, 19. compared with Lev. 24. 22.

3. In opposition to that which is anothers, Hos. 3. 3.

4. In opposition to former Unsuitableness, Ezek. 16. 8. and Enmity; Col. 1. 21.

So that a justified person is peculiarly, intimately, entirely, complacently and fully the Lords.

II. This Propriety came to pass, and was effected,

1. By the free, deliberate, gracious Choice of God; and therefore they are called God's Elect, Rom. 8. 33. which Choice was made with respect to Christ, Ephes. 1. 4.

2. Giving these Elect to Christ, Joh. 17. 6. and so being Christ's they are God's, 1 Cor. 3. 23. Joh. 17. 10.

3. By Christ's Meditation and Advocateship: whereby

1. He takes away all that which necessarily hin­dred the effecting of this Propriety; satisfying the-Justice of God, (and removing out of the way that Pollution and Enmity, which stood between the righteous and holy God, and defiled Sinners) by the price and sprinkling of his own Blood, 1 Cor. 6. 20. Ephes. 2. 13, 14, 15, 16.

2. He sends forth the Gospel, inviting all per­sons to apply to themselves by faith, the vertue and end of his Death, Matth. 16. 15, 16. Act. 13. 38. and that a Covenant is made betwixt God and Sin­ners, and confirmed in his Blood, Heb. 9. 14, 15.

3. He gives faith to apply the same, Act. 14. 27. Ephes. 2. 8. and opening the Understanding to re­ceive it, Luk. 24. 45. Act. 16. 14.

4. He reneweth the heart through his Spirit, and rendreth it suitable and subject to the Laws and state of this Appropriation to God, Ephes. 4. 22, 23, 24. 1 Pet. 1. 2. and from vers. 14. to 19. Ephes. 1. 4.

5. He presents those whom he thus redeemed to his Father, 1 Pet. 3. 18. Col. 1. 22. bequeathing them to him as his own, to be kept from evil, Joh. 17. 11, 15, 25.

6. The Father accepteth of these chosen and re­deemed ones, Ephes. 1. 6. and thereupon saith, These are mine, Mal. 3. 17.

3. The Truth, Fulness, Entireness and Excellency of this Propriety is set forth in the Scriptures by di­vers sorts of Resemblances, which have a most ap­propriating Nature, and endearing influence amongst Men in this World; which are comprehended chief­ly under three Heads.

1. Resemblances which concern the Propriety of Estate.

2. Resemblances which concern a Propriety in things that betoken labour, care and skill in the Proprietor to manage them.

3. Resemblances which concern the Propriety of natural Relations.

1. In Allusion to the Propriety of Estate among Men, the People of God, and so every Regenerate Person is called.

1. The Inheritance of God, Psal. 33. 12. which notes the setled part of an Estate; as in Naboth's Case, 1 King. 21. 3.

2. The Habitation of God, Ephes. 2. 22. noting Constancy of Residence, Joh. 8. 35. The servant abi­deth not in the house for ever, but, &c.

3. The Temple of God, 2 Cor. 6. 16. noting sacred Converse with God, Psal. 27. 4. and divine Pre­sence, Hag. 2. 9. and great, stately Magnificence, Luk. 21. 5. where God is said to dwell and walk, 2 Cor. 6. 16. and reign, Psal. 11. 4.

4. The peculiar Treasure of God, Exod. 19. 5. no­ting the delightful part of an Estate.

5. The Jewels of God, Mal. 3. 17. noting their precious esteem and value.

6. And in general, the Portion of God, Deut. 32. 9. which compriseth the whole ( Luk. 15. 12.) of an Estate.

2. In allusion to the Propriety of Things wherein the skill, labour and care of the Proprietor is em­ployed: and thus a regenerate person is called a Crea­ture which God has formed for himself, Isa. 43. 21. God's Building, 1 Cor. 3. 9. God's Workmanship, Ephes. 2. 10. All which do set out the freeness of God's Grace, and Man's Inability and Impossibility to regenerate himself, or add one Cubit to his own sta­ture. Also,

God's Husbandry, 1 Cor. 3. 9. noting God's mind­fulness, care, and (as it were) laborious hand to­wards his people: and thus they are called his Vine­yard, Jer. 12. 10. noting peculiarness and delight, Isa. 5. 1, 2, &c. And his Garden, Cant. 4. 12. made for retired delight, and familiar use.

3. In allusion to the Propriety of Natural Relations.

1. A Regenerate Person is called the Spouse of Christ, and married unto God, Cant. 4. 12. Isa. 64. 5. noting Love and Familiarity, and affectionate Remembrance.

2. The Son of God, and his Child, Exod. 4. 22. Jer. 31. 20. yea, as a sucking Child, cast on God for relief, Isa. 49. 15, 16. Ezek. 4. &c. shadowing out his tender respect to his people.

3. His Body (in Christ) and so accounted as his Flesh and his Bone, Ephes. 5. 30. and the Apple of his eye; noting his sympathy with his people, Zac. 2. 8

4. To which may be added, that they are his Flock, 1 Pet. 5. 2. Act. 20. 28. noting care of them, provision and security for them.

NOW walk about this City of God, tell the Towers thereof, mark well the Bullwarks, consi­der the Palaces and Excellencies of being in the Propriety of God, who will be the Guide of his People to the death, Psal. 48. 14. and so bring them to Glory, Psal. 73. 24.

HENCE for Trial, whether I am God's: Let me see what Reciprocation this Propriety of God doth work (declaring I am his) by my appropriating him to be mine, Hos. 2. 23. viz.

1. Do I give my consent, and render up my self to be the Lords; and (as it were) subscribe it with my hand, and change my name upon it? Which are the [Page 199] tokens of Confirmation of Consent, and Translati­on of Propriety, Isa. 44. 5. compared with Jer. 32. 10. Gen. 41. 45. Dan. 4. 8. and Change of Condi­tion.

2. Do I comply with God's method in making this Purchase to himself by Jesus Christ, Matth. 17. 5. accounting the Gospel of God declaring Salvation by Christ, worthy of all Acceptation? 1 Tim. 1. 11, 15.

3. Do I put a value on this Propriety to God, owning it with open Profession? Ezra 5. 11. We are the Servants of the living God; and by faith, sheltering under it, Isa. 63. 19. we are thine, &c.

4. Do I improve it humbly, and reverently, and thankfully? 2 Sam. 7. 18. to the end of vers. 24. Who am I, O Lord God? &c. Do I present my self to God as one that is made alive from the Dead, Rom. 6. 13. renouncing all other Defence, Hos. 14. 3. and walking worthy of God, who has called a vile Sinner out of his own pollution, to be of the Houshold of God, 1 Thes. 2. 12. Ephes. 2. 19.

As for the Privileges of them Privileges of this Propriety. who are in the Propriety of an infi­nite glorious God: Who is he that is able to number the Dust thereof, or bring an Ac­count of the Sands of that Sea? The whole Earth is full of that Glory of God which shines upon his People as their Interest, unto which every particu­lar person of that number is entitled. But for the better Access, with good welcome to this glorious Feast, it is needful to see whether the Wedding Gar­ment be on or no; which brings in the third gene­ral Head, viz.

3. That true Christians ought to know their re­newed state, viz. that they are not their own, but [Page 200] Gods; which seem to have these (steps, or rather) parts included in it, viz.

1. A discerning and understanding of the excel­lency of such a state, 1 Cor. 2. 14.

2. An inward persuasion of the possibility of an In­terest in such a state, Isa. 55. 6. Joel 2. 14. And

3. An Exercise of Faith, engaging the heart to lay claim to, be possessed of, and actually enjoy an In­terest therein, 1 Joh. 5. 20. Joh. 20. 28. and alto­gether in Heb. 11. 13.

The Means of this Knowledge are chiefly,

1. The Word and Spirit of God, Joh. 20. 31. and 16. 8, 13, 14. 1 Cor. 2. 12.

2. Prayer, Psal. 143. 8. Prov. 2. 3. Job 34. 32.

3. Serious Deliberation, Meditation and Applicati­on, Psal. 143. 5. 2 Tim. 2. 7. Psal. 104. 34.

The Evidences which do declare a person to be the Lords, are the Ecchoings back of the Soul to him in the warmth of his own Grace and Love, where­in God draws the Soul to own him in a way suitable to his owning of such a person to be his; stamping his own Image there, and giving it life to act in a genuine, true and proportionable method towards God again. Which appears,

1. In that mutual Avouchment mentioned in Deut. 26. 16, 17. according to the Terms of the Covenant of Grace, Jer. 24. 7. and 32. 38. I will give them a heart that they shall know that I am the Lord; and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: and they shall return to me with their whole heart. And this is the Ground of those Expressions in the Scri­ptures, wherein the People of God have ecchoed back their Faith and hope in him, by the same man­ner of Expressions to him, as he useth to them.

1. As God has chosen them, Mark 13. 20. they chuse God, Josh. 24. 15, 22. and the things that please him, Isa. 56. 4.

2. God calls them his Inheritance, Psal. 33. 12. they call him their Inheritance, Psal. 16. 5.

3. God calls them his Habitation, Ephe. 2. 22. they call him their Habitation, and dwelling Place, Psal. 71. 3. and 90. 1. God dwelleth in them, and they in him, 1 Joh. 4. 13.

4. God walks in them, 2 Cor. 6. 16. they walk in his Name, Zac. 10. 12. They walk with God, Gen. 5. 24.

5. They are precious to God, Isa. 43. 4. and the Lord is precious to them, 1 Pet. 2. 7.

6. They are God's portion, Deut. 32. 9. and God is theirs, Lam. 3. 24.

7. God loves them, Psal. 146. 8. they love him, Rom. 8. 28. In these and many other respects they bear the Image of God, and therein do evidence that they are his, and he theirs. Let the heart exa­mine it self whether these Properties of the Image of God be stamped there or no.

2. It appears in complying with God's aim and me­thod in managing that Propriety of his, in which he owns them; he commands, and they obey; Deut. 11. 27. he reprooves, and they take reproof; he threatens, and they fear; he chastiseth, and they accept the punishment of their iniquities; he speaks, and they hear; he promiseth, and they believe: and thus they shew that they are his, and he theirs. Let the heart examine it self whether there be this compliance with the Mind and Will of God, or no, Isa. 55. 3, 4.

3. It appears in answering the duty of that Relation in which they stand to God: They are the Spouse, [Page 202] and he the Husband; they the Children, he the Fa­ther; they the Flock, he the Shepherd; they the Husbandry, he the Husband-man; they the Work­manship, he the Worker; they the Clay, he the Potter: each Relation imports the duty of them who are thus many ways related unto God. All which administers matter for several Queries by way of Trial; whether God be mine, and I am his. If I am his, he must necessarily be mine, according to the tenour of the Covenant. And therefore let me propound some Questions to my own Soul, is­suing from the former Considerations; that I may know that I am mine own no longer, but the Lords; and that he is mine.

For making way to these Queries it is to be con­sidered, that the Scriptures do speak of several states of Mankind in the World.

1. A state of Innocency, Eccles. 7. 29.

2. A state of Sin and Death, Rom. 5. 12.

3. A state of Redemption and Pardon through Grace, Ephes. 1. 7. And thence cometh a state of Renewing and Sanctification, Ephes. 4. 24. and 5. 8. which issueth from Christ's Redemption, Tit. 2. 14. and so lodgeth a Soul in this Propriety of being God's peculiar people, shewing forth his Praises; 1 Pet. 2. 9. and the holy God is not ashamed to be called their God, Heb. 11. 16.

The two first of these relate to all Men univer­sally; but all of them relate to them who arrive at this peculiar Interest in God.

The New Testament speaks but little about the primitive Innocency; only glancing at it by impli­cation under the words of Straying, 1 Pet. 2. 25. Seeking that which was lost, Luk. 19. 10. and alie­nated from the Life of God, Ephes. 4. 18. and such [Page 203] like; and treats chiefly and most directly of the others, viz. Sin, Redemption and Holiness: This is that which the Spirit is promised to convince the World of, Joh. 16. 8. the state of Sin under Unbe­lief, and of Redemption and Righteousness by Christ (crucified and risen) who testified and assured by his going to his Father, that he obtained eternal Re­demption, Heb. 9. 12. and the state of Conquest over the Prince of this World, who works in the Chil­dren of Disobedience; and thereby freedom to serve God in Holiness and Righteousness.

This is set forth in Ephes. 2. the state of Sin and Death in vers. 1, 2, 3, 12. Redemption, vers. 4, 5, 6. and of Holiness, vers. 21, 22. And all briefly put together in Ephes. 5. 8. Sometimes ye were darkness, but now ye are light in the Lord: walk as children of light.

From the Consideration of each of these, there followeth divers Questions for the trying of the state of the Soul, and knowing in what plight it now stands. Indeed the Glory of primitive Innocency is out-shined by the super-abundant Grace and Image of Christ, 1 Cor. 15. 47, 48, 49, as the Glory of the second Temple exceeded the Glory of the first, Hag. 2. 9. yet the losing of that is much to be bewailed, because we did so sinfully lose it. Now then, O my Soul! canst thou take up Ezekiel's Lamentation over Tyrus? Ezek. 27. 12. &c. Thou hast been in Eden, the Garden of God, wast perfect in thy ways, &c. but thine heart was lifted up: and as David mourned for Saul and Jonathan's death, though ac­cess was thereby made for his own Advancement, 2 Sam. 1. 19. &c. The beauty of Israel is fallen; &c. and say, How are the mighty fallen; the Shield of the Mighty vilely cast away? &c. How is the Gold [Page 204] of primitive Innocency become dim? And how is Mankind, that was purer than the Snow, now be­come black as a Coal? as Jeremiah lamented over Je­rusalem, Lam. 4. 1, 7, 8. &c.

I. Canst thou say; Alas, I am become vile, Job 40. 4. In me, that is, in my flesh dwelleth no good thing, no Truth, Wisdom, Righteousness; and thy Nature is only evil, and that continually? Gen. 6. 5.

II. Dost thou consider the nature of thy sinful­ness; and how it doth pollute, weaken, deceive, and enslave thee? viz.

Dost thou know that thou carriest up and down in thy Nature all the Seeds of all Sins; that all the Ido­latry, Superstitions, Blasphemy; all the Murthers, Un­cleanness, Violence, Injuriousness, Hatred, Envy, Cruelty, Falshood, &c. that ever you read of in the Scriptures, or other Histories; or that ever your ears heard, or eyes saw: that the Seed and Spice of it all is in your own heart; that all those black Lists, Rom. 1. 29, to the end, Rom. 3. 11, &c. 1 Cor. 6. 9. Gal. 5. 19, 20, &c. Ephes. 2. 12. and 4. 18, 19. 2 Tim. 3. 2. and such like? Your Nature is in some degree or other tainted with it. And because this may seem harsh and strange,

1. Consider; As far as any Man has the Nature of Adam, he has the Corruption of that Nature; and as far as all are equal in their Descent from Adam, so far are all equal in the Corruption of that Des­cent: all guilty; every mouth must be stopped; Death came upon all, Rom. 3. 19. and 5. 12, 18.

2. Consider, That though Restraining Grace, or Mortifying Grace may curb, weaken, and subdue sinful Corruption, yet it retains its dwelling in the Flesh, Rom. 7. 25. And though the Righteousness of Christ be imputed to the Person, yet the corrupt [Page 205] Nature of that Person has still a Subsistence, till Cor­ruption put on Incorruption; till which time, cor­rupt Nature loseth not its Sinfulness, but its Do­minion, Rom. 7. 24. O wretched man that I am! said Paul. On this account, the state of the Person may be changed, but corrupt Nature still remains.

3. Consider, The natural Seed of every sin is a departure from God, and a violation of his Autho­rity; and therefore he that is guilty of one Sin vio­lates the Authority of God, and has a seminal Guilt of all Sin, Jam. 2. 10, 11. As he who has one true Grace has the Seed of all, because it shews he is uni­ted to Christ, and one with him in Spirit, who is the Fountain of all Grace. So that where-ever we see Sin, we see the Corruption and Pollution of our Nature that dwelleth in us.

Natural Conscience, Education, Constitution, Profession of Religion, Moral Considerations of Fear, Shame, or the like, may curb the working of Cor­ruption in some measure, but cannot extinguish the Pollution of Sin from the heart.

But more particularly, in reference to God. Is there not great Ignorance and Contempt of him? Are not Sins of thoughts more slighted than Sins visible? And is there not more Shame for a small Miscarri­age in the sight of Man, than great Miscarriages in the sight of God? What customary Ignorance of all his Attributes? How little is he the Object of the Heart's Love, Desire, Esteem, and Meditation? Is not the Heart more intent on other things? How little is he the Motive and End of what we do? Is serving and pleasing him the Hearts design in all things? In Worship, is not the Heart formal, cold, and wandring? Are not Convictions stifled, and the Impressions of the Word of God quickly gone? Is [Page 206] there serious Preparation for the Ordinances, and due Meditation afterwards? Is the Heart glad when the Word reproves, as well as when it hears words of comfort?

As for Men: Is not the Course of the World, the Opinion of others, and their Esteem of great value? Are their sins my burthen? Is there not Envy, Ha­tred, want of Sympathy? evil Surmises, &c.

As for my own Soul: Is not my heart rash, vain, inconsiderate; my Understanding dark, my Affe­ctions loose and scattered, and Memory slippery, and all out of order?

Do you not discern the weakning Nature of Sin, that it sucks the strength of the Soul, the deceitful­ness of it; the deadning, blinding, and destructive nature of it, and the perfection of divine Wrath that attends it?

And now doth all this make thee (O my Soul!) cry out, O wretched man that I am; and doth it make thee a burthen to thy self, Job 7. 20. as Job cried out? Dost thou see a bottomless Deceipt and De­solation in thy Nature, as it is in its self corrupted, and by Circumstances aggravated? And being to­tally Refugeless, Dost thou lay the Hope of thy Help upon a mighty Redeemer? If so, thou hast at­tained one Round (at least) of that blessed Ladder which leads thee up to the Fruition of that renewed State, in which thou art God's, and he is thine? Job 33. 23, to 31. 1 King. 8. 38.

III. In laying hold on Christ for Redemption.

1. Do I see I cannot help my self, nor any other Creature help me, Isa. 59. 16. Psal. 49. 7. that none can redeem his Brother, nor give to God a Ransom for him.

2. That Salvation is only of God, Hos. 14. 3. his Arm, &c.

3. That in free Mercy he sent Christ to save, Joh. 3. 16.

4. That Christ undertook this Salvation, Heb. 10. 7. and performed it, Heb. 9. 12.

5. That I am partaker of it by meer faith, Ephes. 2. 8.

6. Do I lay my whole weight upon this Saviour? Isa. 64. 8.

7. Doth my heart account him willing, Isa. 63. 9. able, faithful? 1 Thes. 5. 24.

8. Do I rejoyce in hope, Rom. 5. 2. and praise, Rev. 5. 9. on this account?

IV. Upon this Relief by Christ; Do I yet go farther (as Esther did, to execute the Children of Haman after he was dead) yea, to see the power of the Prince of this World broken in me? What is the temper and employment of a redeemed Soul, in his justified and renewed state? It is to shew forth the vertue of him who hath called us from Dark­ness to Light; from Sin and Bondage, to Freedom, Holiness and Righteousness, Luk. 1. 75. And Oh, that this might be and appear in my Soul. TO THAT END, let my heart suffer, and attend to some Questions concerning this; whereby I may further know that I am the Lords, and not my own.

Do I account Christ only to be the Fountain, and Au­thor of Renewing and Holiness; and so cast my self by Faith on him for it, as well as for Pardon; seeing I cannot think a thought, nor will, nor do any good thing of my self, 2 Cor. 3. 5. Phil. 2. 13. being created in Christ thereto, Ephes. 2. 10. and quickned there­in by him.

Is the Communion of the Father and the Son, in a way of light and leading by his Spirit, the Element I breath in; so that Holiness is my Choice, and sweet delight? Rom. 7. 22. Phil. 3. 10, &c. and 20. Our conversation is in heaven, &c.

Do I make designs against the Old Man, and to che­rish the New, by the lusting of the Spirit against the Flesh; Gal. 5. 17. countermining the devices of Sa­tan, 2 Cor. 2. 11. watching, trying all means ( Phil. 3. 11.) to increase Holiness?

Do I chuse and aim at pleasing God in what I do, as well as do any thing that is good in it self? Isa. 56. 4. Col. 1. 10, 11.

In matters of Worship: Do I aim to converse in­deed with God himself, as having to do with his pre­sence, 2 Cor. 2. 17. acting therein to him? Col. 3. 16, 17.

Do I labour to suck sanctified Light, and real Holi­ness out of the Ordinances, Psal. 36. 8. which is the Fatness of God's House, and tends to make the new Creature flourish? Psal. 92. 13.

Do I bow down and comply with every Word of God; submitting and assenting to its full scope? Psal. 119. 127, 128.

Do I rowl my eye towards God; eyeing his Wisdom, Goodness, Righteousness, and Providence in natural things, 1 Cor. 10. 31. and in things that providenci­ally come to pass? 2 Cor. 7. 6. 2 Tim. 4. 17. Act. 12. 23. This is to walk with God.

Do I plot which way I may advance the Interest of Christ and his Gospel, in the Capacity in which he hath set me, 1 Cor. 9. 15, 19, 23. and to prevent the dis­paragement of it? 1 Pet. 2. 12. Tit. 2. 10.

Do I consider whether I go forward or backward in the Trade of Holiness? Heb. 5. 12. Whether there [Page 209] be growth or not, declining or not? Am I gaining, and reaching forward? Phil. 3. 13. 2 Thes. 1. 3. If so; it shews, my Centre is above.

In these, and such like things, the mutual Relati­on betwixt God and a Regenerate Person do shine forth: They are tokens that God dwelleth there, and he in God. Such an one is in a new State, be­cause he has betook himself to the Laws, Company and Mode of the new Creation, created of God in Christ, translated to a state of Life in God.

Lastly, A Christian's renewed State obliges him to glorifie God in Body and Spirit; and he doth so, viz.

1. WHEN the Soul doth acknowledge God to be that which he is in himself, Rom. 11. 36. Of him, and through him, and to him are all things; to him be Glory for ever and ever, Amen: That he is infinite­ly excellent in his Nature, and in his Works, and in his Soveraignty, 1 Chron. 29. 11, 12, 13.

2. WHEN God is acknowledged to be that which he is to us in Jesus Christ, Exod. 33. 18, 19. and 34. 6, 7. 2 Cor. 4. 6. and glorified through Christ, 1 Cor. 1. 30, 31. 1 Pet. 4. 11.

3. WHEN the Spirit of a Man within him, and the outward Man also (concurring according to his Capacity) do act towards God, in an inward com­plying with, and actual demonstration of the glori­ous Nature, Will, and Grace of God: Which is called a walking worthy of God, 1 Thes. 2. 12. Col. 1. 10. that is to say, conformable to him, as the word ( wor­thy) seems to import; comparing Eph. 4. 1. with Eph. 4. 4. and (as it were) bearing his very Image; and there­by manifesting what God is to us, and what we are to him; viz. that God is ours, and we are his. Now this acting towards God has great variety of Ex­ercise in Believers; for a Believer is the Temple [Page 210] of God, in which his Glory is more excellently dis­played than in all the World besides.

A BELIEVER, by his peculiar nearness to, and interest in God, is capacitated, as a living and active Agent, to glorifie God (1 Pet. 2. 5, 9. Levit. 10. 3.) more than another who is only passive; as Pha­raoh was, Exod. 14. 17. So then, he who is not his own, but the Lords, and the Lord is his; his pro­per Element is, to be glorifying of God in all things, 1 Cor. 10. 31. as appears in these and the like Parti­culars, viz.

1. To reverence and adore the Majesty of God in all his holy Attributes and Works, as Neh. 9. 6. Jer. 32. 17, 18, 19. Dan. 9. 4, &c. and as David, and all the people of God were wont to do.

2. To be abased before God, in the sence of our Disproportionableness and Corruption; as Abra­ham, Gen. 18. 27. Jacob, Gen. 32. 10. Ezra. 9. 15. Dan. 9. 7. did.

3. To justifie God in all his dealings, Job 36. 3. Psal. 51. 4. as Daniel, c. 9. v. 4. with Confession, and imploring his Mercy, Joshua 7. 19. Dan. 9. 18, 19.

4. To honour the Father in the Son, Joh. 5. 23. and through him, 1 Pet. 4. 11.

5. To own God in Christ as the Fountain of eve­ry Grace, 1 Pet. 5. 10. and every good and perfect Gift, Jam. 1. 17. 1 Pet. 4. 11. and the Establisher and Perfecter of it, Matth. 6. 13. Thine is the kingdom, power und glory, Amen.

6. To adore him in his Word, 2 Chron. 20. 18. Isa. 39. 8. Psal. 56. 4. and 119. 106. believing it: To worship him with Reverence, Psal. 86. 6. and 99. 9. and to own him in his people, Gal. 1. 24. Matth. 10. 24. and them for his sake.

7. To abound with the gracious Fruits of Righ­teousness, Joh. 15. 8. Phil. 1. 11. which are by Je­sus Christ to the Praise and Glory of God.

8. To confess Christ before Men, Matth. 10. 33. suffering reproach, 1 Pet. 4. 14. and death for his sake, Joh. 21. 19.

And now, Oh, that God would lead my heart through all these things by an impartial Search, and cause me to compare my present frame of heart and Resolutions with these particular Truths of his own Word, and bring me up to glorifie him in my Body and Spirit, which I trust are his.

Let me yet farther demand of my self a few Que­stions, which relate to the glorifying of God in my Soul, and in my Walk.

1. Is it so with me, that I cannot be quiet; but restless under guilt, and distance from God? Psal. 32. 3, 4, 5. Do I cry, Return, O Lord, Isa. 63. 17. why art thou a Stranger? Jer. 14. 8.

2. Do I hanker after more Heart-impressions of the Knowledge of God? Exod. 33. 18. and 34. 6. ( Shew me thy Glory.)

3. Is the whole Will of God my delight, and his Word my daily Diet? Jer. 15. 16. Job 23. 12.

4. Do I praise ( Psal. 50. 23.) and acknowledge God in daily Providences; Gen. 48. 15. Prov. 3. 6. not repining at his Discipline, Psal. 119. 75. but brought nearer to him by Calamities? Isa. 17. 7.

5. Do I own him so, that the hiding of his face doth darken all other comforts to me, Psal. 77. 2. and his presence support and satisfie in the absence of earthly comforts; Psal. 142. 5. as it was with Da­vid at Ziglag? 1 Sam. 30. 6.

6. Do I so approve my self to God, that the Ap­probation, Esteem, or Praise of Man doth rather vex [Page 212] than please me when my Conscience within me doth smite me? 2 Cor. 10. 18. Rom. 2. 29.

7. In case of guilt and fear, Do I cast my self up­on the boundless Mercy of God, declared in Christ to be pardoned, purged and revived, as a sufficient Remedy? 2 Cor. 12. 9.

8. Do I hanker after pure Communion with God, so that my heart pants out, Oh that my ways were di­rected, &c. Ps. 119. 5. Cant. 8. 1. Oh, Oh? Ps. 38. 9.

THESE and such like workings do testifie that God is the highest Good, and the Centre of Blessedness, and infinitely glorious. And in these spiritual Ope­rations, the Soul doth declare and witness him to be so; and therein do evidence that God is his, and he is Gods, and hereby is highly privileged; God will not take things at the worst with him, Matth. 26. 40, 41. When such an one is at a loss, Mercy will surprize, and Deliverance overtake him, Ezek. 36. 11. when dull, his Ears shall be awakened to hear as the Learned, Isa. 50. 4. he shall be kept night and day, Isa. 27. 3. Christ will trim and dress him by the Word, Ephes. 5. 26. and he will earn towards him, Job 14. 15. and be with him in trouble, Isa. 43. 2, 3, &c. and God will not be ashamed to be called his God, Heb. 11. 16. he will wipe away his Tears, teach him by his Spirit, pardon his Sins, justifie his Person in the Person of Christ, and confess him to be his at the last day; where he shall see his face with joy, Job 33. 26. and ever be with the Lord, 1 Thes. 4. 17.

Happy is the people that is in such a case; yea, Hap­py is the people, happy is every particular person whose God is the Lord, Psal. 144. 15.

AN APPENDIX.

A CONFLICT of Mind.

HOw soon did Peter, James and John forget the glorious Transfiguration, and fell asleep when the Temptation came? How soon is Sight gone, when the Sun is eclipsed? So it is with me. When shall I have skill to discern and resist the beginnings of Decay? How soon doth a Troop of Armed Men break in at an unguarded Gap? I cannot thrust them out again my self; but will rather go to him who hath his Bridle in their Jaws, and can both turn them back, and also lock the Door against them. Oh, that I could lift up a Jehoshaphat's Cry to the Lord of Hosts! Then would the day clear up, and I should yet see my Salvation come, flying upon the Wings of the Wind, and mounted upon the Glouds for my help. I have one hard task to do: but, O thou, to whom nothing is hard! reveal thy Will, and conquer mine. My sore Task and Travel is this; How to retain a close Application of Union with God in Christ, so as that I may prevent the loss of tender Converse, and holy reverential Familiarity [Page 214] and Intercourse with him. An immoderate mind­ing of somewhat, in it self (for ought I can yet see) not unlawful, has been a thorn in my flesh for seve­ral days, which has spent much venom against my inward Man; but I must not succumb to any Ad­versary: there is no safety but in overcoming. Help me throughly, O my God, at this plunge, and thou shalt have the honour of the day. I would fain en­quire into my Soul, how I contracted this Distem­per: and upon enquiry, I find it had such steps as these:

I was withdrawn, I know not how, from the tender sight of Christ: and influences of spiritual Warmth being damp'd, Night came upon me, and I considered it not: my Soul fell asleep, but without any Refreshment: I awaked a little now and then, but Slumber benummed me, that I could not rise up: I would fain cry out for help, but my words were like an Arrow without Feathers, that would not reach the Mark: and all this while an earthly and momentany matter of delight solicited my fancy, aad proffered some pleasure to my mind; and in re­gard I judged it not materially evil, I gave way, till it had eaten into my Soul like a Canker, and began to build its Nest in the very place, which I had lately prepared and devoted for the Entertainment of Christ only. It was restless, and would not yield to Christ's Supremacy in my Affections, but still of­fered some Moon-light Satisfaction to my Mind, in­steed of the withdrawn Beams of the Sun: and when Christ whispered some Conviction into my heart, and made it ake, and raised some small yernings after him, this Glo-worm glistered upon me; and though it had neither light nor heat, yet it would pretend a competent Ballance, instead of the true spiritual [Page 215] light and warmth which I lately had, but now found it was retired at a distance from me, for my trial and exercise. I discerned the Snare, but here­in lay my Strait: My Judgment told me, the matter it self was necessary, and that a moderate diligence might be employed about it; but neither that, nor any thing else must dethrone Christ from the chief Seat in my Affections: but I found it had so twist­ed into my fancy, that I knew not how to use my thoughts about, it with that moderation as would consist, with Christ's supream Government and Sway in my inmost delight and affections. So that, how to divide between the matter it self, and my excessive affection to it; to do the one, and guard against the other; here lies the difficulty.

The matter on which this inordinate fancy fed it self was, something relating to LITERATURE; which I judged, in its own nature, lawful and use­ful. To remedy which distemper, I poured out my complaint before the Lord, and began to muse the following Meditations.

How to pursue a lawful thing lawfully.

Be silent, O clamorous unreasonable Sence! thy Fancy is a poysonous Delectation: the Object of thy Aim is momentary; thy Workings are carnal, proud, impetuous and tyrannous; spawned from the Ser­pent in the day that it said to Eve, Ye shall be as Gods: Thou didst then feed thy Expectation with forbid­den Fruit, thou forsookest Divine Counsel, lost thy Aim; and art ever since crawling upon thy Belly to the Earth, and feeding upon the Dust; there lies something in that first Promise (The Seed of the Wo­man shall break the Serpent's head) to loose me in the [Page 216] inward Man, from the Bonds of thy Captivity. That blessed word began the second Creation, sen­tenced Carnal Sense, and the way of its Reason, and brought in the Draft of a new created State, in which the Image of Christ is renewed upon the Soul; swaying it by spiritual Knowledge and Understand­ing, into a state of Righteousness and Holiness; and has given it Dominion, by a holy Force, and rightful Power, to subject all Humane Sense and Reason, Knowledge, Understanding, and the De­lights thereof, to the Authority and full Command of the Wisdom of the Spirit. And therefore I would wait for some Dew from this Wisdom that is from above, to water and guide me: and by this Conduct I would lay down these Grounds.

The pursuit of a lawful thing is so far sinful to me, as the pursuit thereof doth tend to distract my Prayers and Converse with God, and that which makes the Mind of Christ, in his Word and Godly Conference, unrelishable to me. That which tends to contract and confine my view of the Worth of Christ, my necessity of him, and relation to him. That which hinders me from a penitent and vigo­rous watchfulness and reluctancy, against the defiling nature of my Heart-corruptions. That which wea­kens the exercise of my faith, about the reality of Divine Truths; God's all-seeing Eye, the constant necessity of Holiness in my heart, and in my aim; unlimited and free Resignation to the Will of God, and a hungry expectation of the appearing of Christ, and my own Dissolution. That which offers vio­lence to all or any Christian Duty, which takes off my desire to the Ordinances and profitable use of them, as if the time were lost which is spent in such work. That which cares not for an Exercise of Faith [Page 217] and Prayer for a blessing upon it, and direction and assistance from God in it, doth declare it self so far to be a Work of the Flesh, and not wrought in God. For if I am wholly redeemed, then nothing in me is to be any longer at my natural Command; but my whole self, and all my ways and Concern­ments do come under the Laws of the Spirit of Life which is in Christ. In all which forementioned Particulars, I have found Guilt sliding in upon me with a strong hand.

In the next place, I would consider what civil Actions, Labours, or Studies may be truly accoun­ted lawful, and within that Command and Permis­sion in the fourth Commandment; Six days shalt thou labonr, and do all that thou hast to do; viz. What­soever may conduce to administer any true natural good to the Body, Estate, or Credit of my self or others, which lies included in all the Precepts of the second Table, Exod. 20. 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, &c. Whatsoever may conduce to polish true Reason, and free the discerning faculty of the Mind, from that Captivity, Darkness and Infirmity, contracted by the Fall of our first Parents; which disabled the Understanding, in a great measure, to discern be­tween things truly morally good and evil; without which, the discoursive faculty of the Soul cannot act within it self, or be capable of any impressions for its good from the words of others; the freeing of which would tend much to make way for the en­trance of gracious Convictions where the Word of God is heard, or leave that Soul more wilfully in­excusable: which seems te be hinted in Isa. 44. 18, 19. where the Prophet speaks of the very irrationa­lity of Idol-worship, as that which contradicts the true use even of natural Reason. And in order hereunto, [Page 218] Whatsoever may help Reason in its Exercise; as Conference with, and reading the Labours of such whom God hath fitted, in any measure, for repair­ing the sad Breach made on Humane Nature. And whatsoever may conduce for the help of Memory; as the Art of Reading and Writing: which Art we find justified in the Scriptures, Dan. 9. 2. Deut. 6. 9. Whatsoever may make the Offices of Humanity (as well as Christianity) more communicable; as the knowledge of Tongues: the ordinary learning of which seems to be justified by the extraordinary Gift of Tongues, whereby the Apostles were enabled to dispense the Gospel in the World. Whatsoever also may tend to the understanding of the Letter of the Scriptures; as the Knowledge especially, of the Original Tongues. And whatsoever may facilitate the lawful Employments of Men; as Arithmetick, Navigation, and other Arts and Manufactures; not properly serving the bare Lust, but the true advan­tage, and lawful comfort and conveniency of the ra­tional Creature. Which curious Manufactures and ingenious Arts, were used at the making of the Mo­saical Tabernacle, and Solomon's Temple, in the fitting and adorning of it for that use for which it was in­tended of God.

Having weighed the lawfulness of the forementi­oned Particulars, among which, one of those Cases do (at present, more than the rest) concern my own Consideration, and further Enquiry; and therefore I would next consider how a natural, or civil lawful Action may be done lawfully: so as not to prejudice the inward Man, by grieving the Spirit in the manner of a Man's labour, care, pains, diligence, or study; or in his utmost end and design therein. A right spiritual End in natural and moral Actions lies in these respects:

1. When I serve the Will of God intentionally, in obeying that Law of Nature (as in Eating, Drink­ing, Physick, Cloathing, Sleep) which God has sub­jected me to, 1 Tim. 4. 3, 4. 1 Cor. 10. 31.

2. When I design more Serviceableness to the Will and Glory of God by my Health, Estate, Cre­dit, and Endowment of Mind, than I could attain unto without those Means, Prov. 3. 9.

3. When the Will and Glory of God is so far the Soul of my natural and civil Actions and Designs, that my delight doth not terminate in the thing done or enjoyed; but passing through them, takes up its rest in the enjoying, pleasing, and serving God therein, 1 Chron. 29. 9. For the better regulating the Mind in such Actions and Labours in pursuance of a right End, consider these Rules and Helps. Consider,

1. A Christian Life lies in Union with Christ, and not in any of the things or Enjoyments here below.

2. They are such things and Enjoyments which the Enemies of God may be employed in, and posses­sed of in this World, as well as the Servants of God.

And therefore, that such common work may be done spiritually.

1. Sanctifie it by Prayer, 1 Tim. 4. 5. Ruth. 2. 4.

2. Lean on God by Faith for such Abilities of Bo­dy or Mind as are suitable to such work.

3. Let not the Thoughts be inrodinately devoured in it, and to that end.

4. Force the heart to read and meditate the Scri­ptures with more seriousness and labour for an in­ward value thereof, above any other labour or study.

5. Judge not any useful Labour, Work, or Study to be materially evil, because your inordinate Affe­ction about it is sinful: but rather regulate your de­sires [Page 220] to Moderation, and a right end in what you do.

6. Be contented in the measure of your Attain­ment.

7. View the excellency of God in Christ appearing in all created Skill, Excellency and Worth: Strive to wind up your heart by Creature-Excellencies, in­stantly, to a more actual Enjoyment of them as his Gift only, and so to himself as the Fountain of Per­fection.

Thus have I been wrestling with a Monster bred in my own Bowels; but, O Captain of my Salvati­on, breath Truth, Faith, Vertue and Blessing upon these Meditations; or else all my labour is lost, and my enquiry into my disease spent in vain. Every good and perfect Gift comes down from above, and therefore my eyes are to the Hills, from whence comes my help. Let not the Poor return ashamed of his Hope: I leave my Success upon thy hands who hast redeemed me, O Lord God of Truth.

And seeing a gracious God hath favoured me thus far, to drill me along; sometimes wooing, sometimes reproving, sometimes comforting, and confirming me in the various roulings of my heart in these Meditations, from time to time, I would now lean upon him, to make good all the movings of his Spirit in my heart, and issue forth from himself through Christ, by his Spirit, a sui­table Supply, according as my daily need, and prone­ness to decay doth require; that it may be eviden­ced to my Soul, that these Meditations (how much frailty soever I have been laden with under them) were not meer Humane Labour and Invention; but that the Breath of the Holy Spirit hath been (in some true measure) present. And therefore, O thou who art the God of all my Hope, be pleased to cause all [Page 221] that love to, and desire after pure Union and Fellow­ship with thee in Christ, which hath been at any time working towards thee in any of these Meditations, and at any other time, to be purged from my perso­nal Guilt that cleaves to the best thing which I do: And vouchsafe a Return of my desires from the Throne of Grace. as far as any exercise of Spirit in me hath been acceptable in thy sight, through my dear Redeemer. That whether I sleep or wake, the groanings of thy Spirit may be acceptable before thee day and night; and though my heart be vile, yet let it still be as a Garden watered by thy hand, a Soul which the Lord careth for.

Bring me through the great Waters, that one day I may be utterly and eternally delivered from every evil work, inward and outward, and purely serve, love and glorifie thee; being presented spotless through Christ, among that glorious Host of the Spi­rits of just Men made perfect.

LETTERS.

1638. To D. B. N o 1.

YOur Letter I very gladly received; and 'tis no small delight to me, to see that your eyes are towards Heaven, and your desires to the fear of your Maker. Before I was hopeful, but now I am confident. And being the beautiful Light of the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ hath enlightned your Soul, and purified your Conscience from dead works, to serve the living God: seeing 'tis thus, fear not, only be strong. Be thrifty of your time, exact in your course, spiritual in your aim; bearing about an undaunted Triumph in believing. One thing among the rest, not unneedful; I must advise you, that you set your self to pluck up your Spirits, and be of a lively heart, getting what necessary in­sight into the World you can; that you may the better get within the humours of all people, to un­derstand the better how to carry your self, in what condition of life soever you shall be in, to your own comfort, and the shunning of unnecessary Reproach or Contempt; but contrarily, Credit and Esteem of all, even of them that are without. The Exer­cise [Page 223] of Worldly Wisdom, Policy, Skill, and ut­most Endeavour must be used, albeit not depended on, nor the Corruptions of the World practised. Something I do the rather write this way, as con­ceiving some other Course of Life will befall you ere long than at present you are in; yet still keep close to Almighty God: and whereas others in their Course on Earth, and creditable Conversation here, do sacrifice to their Wits, Boldness, Contrivance, and the like; do you endeavour and pray that you may sacrifice to the Will, Wisdom, and Assistance of God in Heaven, made over to you in the Merits of Christ undoubtedly. The Lord be with us, and grant us unearthly Hearts and Conversations, what­ever may hereafter betide us. There is no Rock like our Rock, no God like our God: to him I commit my self and you, for an everlasting Sup­port.

1639. To D. B. N o 2.

HAving such an opportunity, I could not but write you a few Lines: and all that I have to say is; Cast your self upon God in Jesus Christ: Eat his Flesh, and drink his Bloud: Be with him upon the Cross, be with him ascended into Heaven; by the one to be discharged from the Clamours of the Law, and the Guiltiness of Conscience; by the other to triumph in Assurance of Victory over Sin and Sor­row. This Implanting into the Son is by Faith: this Life of Faith is fed by Meditation of the My­stery, with Prayer, and attentive Reading and Hear­ing, with good Conference with experienced Belie­vers, and Use of the Sacraments. These things I [Page 224] believe your heart doth ponder; but we are bound to put one another in mind. And next, seek and strive in your Service to be laborious, faithful, dis­creet; separate not the Service of Christ from the Service of your Master; serve one in the other; strive mightily to temper them well one with the other; and then, what you put your hand unto, do it with all your might, &c.

1646. To B. J. D N o 3.

I Know you are under great Suffering, and what word of Comfort or Counsel to write to you I know not, only this, that it is of the Lord; as Jo­nah was not to be angry, you are not to be tortured with Grief. That one, that two Gourds are wi­thered together: Morality and Reason do plead for Patience and Content, but your interest in the Ma­ker and Heir of all things may truly argue it much more: He that gave you them at first, has now cal­led them away. The Giver lives, though the Gift be withdrawn. The Comforter is the same, and the substance, though the Comfort be removed, and the Leaves fallen. Haply your thoughts are, Where are they? Whither gone? At rest, or not? Consi­der whose eye saw them before they were formed in the Womb; the everlasting Decree had disposed of them before they were committed to your hands: leave the thought of them to the Lord, whose free Love is like a mighty Deep. And, Oh that the Course which the Lord takes to mind us, that the end of all things is at hand, might powerfully dis­lodge our Hopes, Peace, and Comfort from an Earthly Rest in low transient things, and fix them in [Page 225] him who is the Rock of Ages; which we are called to do upon every hand: I trust that out-stretched Hand of his will do it; that at length we may know no persons according to the Flesh, nor things neither. Then alone in enjoying the Lord, shall you and I en­joy our selves, and the reality of every good thing when the shadows flee away. Is not your Father better than ten Sons, and his teaching Rod than their presence, consider it? Enquire his Will, bless his Name, comfort your poor Wife, and do not charge God follishly. Seek God's Face the more, and let your Conversation mount higher, and then your loss will be repayed, and God will shew you his intent in this. This only, as a Fellow-feeler of your Cross, I present unto you, &c.

1648. To B. J. D. N o 4.

COnsidering mine own weakness, and remembring you are in the same Body; and withall, considering that mutual Communications (by Pen or Speech) is required to help each other, and stir up one another to the relish and practice of Christian Walking, I thought fit (in meer discharge of duty) to represent my present thoughts to you. And that I may de­clare more distinctly the state of my Soul to you, I pass by the general Complainings and Bewailings which oftentimes arise from pretended religious Complement, or carnal Sloth; to a more particular Account.

I find the Reputation of the World doth much beguile me; especially when I have to do with Men neither grosly wicked, nor strictly good. And I find Intimacy with these Men, and in their Actions [Page 226] of Indifferency, do plague my Soul with such cold­ness, driness and guilt, that (methinks) sometimes I part from them, as Tamar from Amnon, full of in­ward shame and disquiet. Let me at any time go out of God's sight to act things, though indifferent in their nature, yet when Conscience calls for any spiritual duty or discourse, methinks 'tis like the voice that came to Adam in the Cool of the Day. I find also a strange influence upon my heart from the ways of coveting any worldly Advantage. Well was this wickedness called Idolatry; for it doth im­portunately draw my ear, and draw my eye and heart from the Lord, to admire and covet after vain Enjoyments; and yet I cannot say that to this day I ever wanted any good thing. This I find to be both a deceiving and unprofitable Lust, spoiling the com­fort of my Soul, and not enriching my Body, nor ever adding one Cubit to my Stature. Nothing doth ever make the thought of any misery miserable to me, but the reflections of a betrayed heart; and they stare upon me, as Delilah did on Sampson when his strength was gone, and the Philistins were upon him; and then my Soul is as weak as Water. But should I go to number up the Deceits that are with­in me, they are innumerable? only 'tis some ease, now and then, to open the Imposthume, as to God, so also to good Men. I know not how far your sense of the same, or other infirmities may oppress you, but I know you wear about with you the same Nature as I do, though, I hope, more enabled to strive against the Stream of Nature than I am: but whatever strength you have, I am sure it comes from above; and indeed I must needs say, and my heart rejoyceth at the mention, that I am not forsaken in this Conflict; my Redeemer is strong, and mine in­firmities [Page 227] are judged already, and shall not afflict me for ever. I am directed to a sure Remedy, Psal. 37. 3, 4, 5. and shall lay it before you (if your disease be mine) viz. to trust in the Lord in well doing only; Delight in the Lord, and commit your way to him: let this Physick have its true work, and the Truth of God is engaged for a Recovery. Some­times I am (as it were) venturing on such a Resign­ment as this Trusting, Delighting, and Committing doth signifie; and (methinks) the very Resolution so to do, as a Beam of God's Power and Love, doth rejoyce my heart in hope. Doubtless it is a heaven­ly Life to give up all our delight, our trust, and commit all our way unto the Lord: and doubtless, that is the way to fight against our Lusts with much advantage, when we are got above them; and in our Resignment to God, have engaged him in the Quarrel. I know the advantage is very great, by some little sparks of it. And I never knew that I got power against one Lust of heart, or evil way, but by being first (as it were) dissolved into the Lord, and then appearing against it in his power. When God and I am made one through Christ, in opposition to my own sins, and am no longer mine own, but his, and my faith acting through this Uni­on; then I must, yea, and I may say, Doth the strength and snares of Temptation vanish at his appearing; And happy is that Soul that appears in no other strength but his. But while I am writing, my heart doth accuse my Pen, for hinting an Enjoyment be­yond what I have. I can only say this; something of this I have already tasted, and more I earnestly hope for, as the only Remedy for a weak, captiva­ted, dismayed heart. I pray, let me hear how it fa­reth with you; that we may in the Lord, help one [Page 228] another, and build up one another in the most holy Faith, &c.

1648. To B. D. N o 5.

THere is no Safety but in God, no Refuge, Rest, or Peace but there; and there it is, and pity it should be elsewhere, that God might still be all in all. We are both in his Arms, shall finish his Work, and not see a day of Vexation longer than the time prefixed us. And in this Confidence we are to do our work, bear our burthens, and not faint. Our Labour will be over, and our Temptations too; Eternal Rest will follow the one, and Incor­ruption the other. Dear Brother, farewel till next Meeting; whether in this World, or that to come; the Will of our Father be done on us, and in us, &c.

1649. To F. D. N o 6.

I Hope there is a Power within you that will never leave purging, healing, convincing, teaching, and delivering of you, till you can say, the Powers, the Employments, the Labours of this present World are the Lords and his Christs; that God is all in all to you and in you. Herein lies our Interest, viz. against all unworthy undervaluings of our Interest, goings forth in our own Strength or Wisdom, Carnal Damps of our Zeal, coolings of our Intimacy with God, cour­tings of the Creature; and so being courted of the Devil in the Creature, till many times our Warmth is gone, our Locks cut, our Strength and Comfort departed together; and then the poor Soul looks [Page 229] upon his Corruption, and all the Engines of his Back-sliding, as Amnon did on his deflowred Sister; Have her out of my sight. Then the Soul lies as weak as any other; in an equal Line to the Men of this World; but God only, who raiseth the Dead for his free Grace, and eternal Covenant of Love, recovers this loss again, restores health to the heart, and makes the Soul say, I was dead, but am alive. That a Vein of Life, and Beam of Light should run through so many Eclipses, and yet live, and not ut­terly be destroyed; this is the work of the Lord, and it is marvellous in our eyes. As there is no Cal­ling in the World that is useful for common Good, but hath its Foundation in the Wisdom, Pity, and Care of God towards his poor Creatures, so I be­lieve the same of yours: and my desire to God for you is, that you may use your Calling only as under his eye, and in the wisdom and fear of the Lord, &c.

1649. To C. A. D. N o 7.

YOur friendly and Christian Lines I received, and do with you rejoyce in the happiness of your nearest Relation. The happiness is the greater, in that your Principles do accord, as well as your Affections; which renders your Condition a more lively Type of the Conjugal Interest betwixt Christ and a Believer. You say, your experience tells you it is good to wait on God: do not forget the same experience in other cases. Abound in spiritual Af­fections to one another as much as you can, and in ingenuous Marriage-Love, and Affections also; but beware of that which is inordinate; remembring that they that marry are to be as if they married not, [Page 230] 1 Cor. 7. 29, &c. It may be you may find new Tem­ptations in your new Condition, and God teaching you thereby: If so, there is still cause of Thankful­ness; for God has many ways, in variety of Trials, to teach, to purge, and comfort. I perceive there is that within you which takes little content in high Speculations without Power: I think it is no small happiness to be preserved from the vain unsavoury Profession of the times, consisting more in Phrase of Words, Humane Wit, and Pride, than Power of Reli­gion. Doubtless, the ancient Path of Sincerity, Hu­mility, Patience, Love, and Fruits of Thankfulness is the best Path for Saints to travel in; waiting on God for more enlarged hearts, and enlightned eyes, both to know and do his Will with the more inte­grity. Ah! the Purity and Spiritualness of the Apostles Writings, and the Sermons of Christ! There is no cavelling, jeering; but Bowels of Tenderness, and awful, sweet Reverence in the things of God. Let your thoughts still fix there; associate with the most Tender and Sincere, and you shall escape the destructive Influence of that (seeming religious) loos­ness and Atheism, which has (I doubt) cankered many a hopeful Professor. As for my own part, I tumble to and fro under Temptations, yet reaping this fruit thereby, to thirst the more after the day of Christ's Appearance, and my Deliverance, &c.

1651. To B. D. N o 8.

I Have as well by others, as by your own hand, understood how the change of Affairs have layen upon you. The Lord, I trust, will bless the pre­sent Suffering to your inward Advantage. The less [Page 231] worldly your Affections were in your Employmen the more I hope the loss is alleviated, and your heart supported. It is good to be industrious, so that the Interest above be as the Oyl to the Wheel of all our Actions. The Lord, in the Interest of his free Love and Presence, is able to weigh down the Scale against never so much appearing trouble: and to that bles­sed Portion and Security I do heartily commend you.

1652. To B. D. N o 9.

GOd has been pleased to put us, and continue us long asunder, and we have had our variety of Troubles, Dangers and Temptations; and in regard we can come no nearer each other, let us speak at a distance. By the view I have made of earthly mat­ters and earthly conditions, I can say with my whole heart, The best Refreshment is vexation of Spirit: and if so, then comes this rebuke; How have I laid out my Money for that which is not Bread? God has delivered me from being a burthen to my Friends, and yet my Body and Soul (Ah, when will it once be!) is not given up as a Sacrifice to him only.

Brother, I perceive so much of the unsearchable pity of the Lord to me, that I know not what to do or say. Oh, that my heart might break into a thou­sand pieces, and be made up again by the Spirit of Renewing! What a misery is it to desire that might live, which is nailed to the Cross, and cruci­fied! Oh, for the Newness of the Spirit, to see the new Creature, that old things might pass away from one end of the Soul unto the other. I tremble at the mention of these words, because the Power is of God; and the dark design of the Lust within me [Page 232] labours to destroy my Interest, ruine my Peace, and make me unserviceable to my God, to whom I am going. Oh, that I could in the power of my dear Saviour, raise my head so high out of the misery that easily besets me, as to peep forth into the fresh Air of a whole Resignment, even of what I have, am, or do expect, unto God through Christ, na­kedly and unreservedly! You are on my heart be­fore the Lord, that you may be saved from your self and World, from your fears, comforts and hopes; that the Kingdom of our dear Lord exalt it self exceedingly in your heart. The Lord himself be your Guide; to whom alone I can adventure to surrender you. I am again returning from my Wives Grave, into—to seek mine own, &c.

1652. To D. H. N o 10.

DEar Sister, I account it my duty to hold up an Intercourse of writing to you, as opportunity and time will permit; as being sensible, in some measure, of the state of your inward Man. My words have no quickning life; the bodily presence of Christ himself could not do it without the Spirit, much less the Pen of a sinful Worm, but I will send you where this Ware is to be sold at a cheap rate, if Complements of Self-preparedness (for I can call it no other) do not hinder, Isa. 55. 1. Buy Wine and Milk without Money: say it over again, without Mo­ney. What, is this the voice of your Beloved; with­out price? Is it indeed without price? How hard is this one Lesson, without price? My Guilt can press me down; but can it press him down who bears up Heaven and Earth? Can my weakness hinder me [Page 233] from lying down? There is nothing more acceptable to him, as for me to lie down upon him; you can never lean too hard upon your well Beloved. No­thing troubles him, but when you lean from him, Cant. 8. 5. This is true Gospel-venture: Hence comes quickning in God's sweet season of God's ma­king. How easie, think you, it were for you to come to Christ if you were without spot? But are you not ashamed to let Christ wash you from all your sins? You are loath to trouble him so far, and yet you can never please him better. The greater the work of his Redemption, the greater is his Glo­ry. This rather wins his heart to you, than render you unpleasing or unwelcome to him; 'Tis his own bewailing Language, Ye will not come to me, &c. If you will look up to the brazen Serpent, you will quickly know Freedom. There is no condition you can be in, but you are well enough, if Christ be with you. That's the reason that neither Water nor Fire, &c. can destroy: he is willing; be you so too. Trust him, and see if any condition whatsoe­ver comes short of Remedy, where Christ is all in all; all for Pardon, all for Purging, all for Advice, Rest and Satisfaction. In a few days yours and my Vail will be gone, and we shall see (and hear who is gone before) what now we desire to believe. I leave you and my little Child to the teaching and blessing of the Lord, &c.

1653. To S. D. H. N o 11.

I should be glad to receive a Letter written from your heart; that Jesus Christ was indeed not on­ly your Portion, but your Joy, and your Companion; [Page 234] he is willing to be so, if you be willing; that is Go­spel-Language and Truth. A dear Friend, such an one as he, doth not love Complements, and unwar­rantable Modesty. See how he takes up Peter, Joh. 13. 8. you may, you ought to be as free and familiar towards him as he is towards you, although with a holy fear and humility. It is a vain device of Satan to think that Holiness, Strength, or Peace can come any other way. I am persuaded, you do think, if some friends you have in the World could do you any good, they would: The same persuasion may much more truly be applied to him that is both able and willing too; only the difficulty is, through pride and darkness, we are, to our own wrong, loath to venture. Let us now and then lift up our hearts for each other, to him who will a few days hence lift up our heads, &c.

1653. To D. H. N o 12.

GOd has hitherto spun out my worldly Being, and continued Life. My main labour (as fast as I can turn other business and thoughts out of doors) is to seek the Lord by spiritual Enquiry: one hour of close Communion with him is better than a thou­sand. A little I taste by Glimpses and Glances of that Taste; but, I bless his Name, I thirst for more. Sometimes my Condition is nothing but almost a very Darkness; but my God doth then rouse up a poor dead heart, and enlighten it again by and by. Oh the Riches of that Goodness that doth so often gird us, when we know not he is so near! Such a Saviour who is a living Pillar of Atonement, and his Nature, through Sufferings, the very Seat of Com­passion [Page 235] for all that come to God by him: our Lord, our Lord Christ; whose Sufferings were not for his own sake, and from whom a longing Soul was ne­ver repulsed. But Oh, methinks sometimes the Wonder is too great to be the Lot of such a poor Wretch; but a better thought again tells me that this is the very differencing mark of Gospel-faith, not to come with a full hand of Righteousness, and flesh­contented Preparedness; but with a hand and heart fully guilty, through the Flesh, of all manner of En­mity and Contradiction against the Spirit and Grace of Christ, and lay such a heart and hand before him, and beg his help to cure that Enmity, and stop the mouth of that Contradiction, and cause the poor Soul by believing, to triumph singly in his Conquest; which doth then most singly appear to the eye of Faith, when a sick Soul lays the whole weight of his Diseases upon Christ, and not touch the bearing of the Guilt of one of them, nor endeavour to ease the Shoulder of Christ by one of his fingers. Christ neither needs nor desires such help at a Sinner's hand: His work is to tread the Wine-press alone; thine and mine (dear Sister) is only to believe, and see his Salvation. Let us not rashly or impatiently put our hand to the Ark, as Uzza did; but leave him the whole honour of his own Cross: only wait humbly and believingly in the use of Prayer, and pondering the Scriptures; for there the Spirit appears, to form the Soul into a safe and Gospel-rest, and create the Image of Christ, and will renew by degrees, accor­ding to the measure of his Grace, such a Soul.

1653. To S. D. H. N o 13.

YOur long, large, and savoury Letter I received; I discern your thirst in those Lines, you are not alone in that Agony. You know that Thirst is a rest­less want of refreshing Liquor; and you know the Pro­mise calls them blessed, although as yet Satisfaction be not given. If a restless desire be a Blessing, why should not God have the honour of that Dispensation? Al­though the refreshing presence of Christ our Bride­groom have not yet entred the Chambers of your sensible Enjoyment, yet Blessed are they that thirst for, &c. Your whole Letter doth argue Thirst, and there­fore you are truly blessed, and therefore you shall be satisfied. I could write many complaining Lines; yea, I can never complain too much of my vile sinful Bo­dy and Mind, but in doing that, I must not blemish the free Grace of God in Christ; yea, I am sorry I have done it too much wrong hitherto. Devils are against it, Flesh and Blood are against it; and shall I do so too? Let me embrace it rather; never mourning from God, but mourning towards him, in hope, above hope. Study that word, Yield not to weariness, nor faintness in mind at no hand; through faith and patience you shall inherit it, as well as the rest of Abraham's Daughters before you. Was not Christ in an Agony? Did not he thirst? Was not even he straitned? And must not you be conformable? I say again; Rejoyce in it, and hold the Hem of his Garment, and you will find by and by the vertue come forth: he is not deaf, he cannot deny himself; he does hear, and the Vision will speak. You do well to pump the Wells of Salvati­on, the Scriptures. The Night will not long last, the Day is coming, the Prince of this World is judg­ed, [Page 237] and thy God reigneth. I shall one day (I doubt not) with thee sing the Song of the Lamb, beyond sin, fear and sorrow. I leave thee to his care and love, which is far beyond mine. I must end, but I leave you to him whose words are Life indeed. Farewel in the Bowels of Christ, to whom I commit you, &c.

1653. To D. H. N o 14.

THe Conveniency of this Opportunity provoketh me to write to you by this Bearer, who has promised to see my Child. I desire that as she grows in capacity, you would be dropping in somewhat of spiritual things for her tender thoughts to feed upon. Though I cannot at this distance see your face, yet I know your Temptations in some part, and your De­liverance; which will in due time appear. 'Tis good to be carried about, and disposed by the hand of the Lord: 'tis a blessed thing, and will one day appear so, to rejoyce in the pleasure of the Lord, let him do with a poor Creature what he will, so he make it more like himself, by unselfing you from carnal desires, and carnal discontents and fears, and transplanting you into the power and joy of believ­ing; accounting really the offer of eternal kindness in Christ more Glory, than any earthly dying comfort: and certainly where the Comforts here can comfort but little, the Crosses here can cross but little; and shortly farewel both. Let your heart plod much on the free Covenant of Grace in Christ, by Prayer and Meditation; and let your sins come into the same Room with you, while you are on that En­quiry. When I am at a dead lift, then sometimes the Spirit of God takes me up (as it were) into the [Page 238] Arms of that Covenant which he made with Christ concerning me, and whosoever is not a wilful Un­believer. And the very glance of that Salvation wrought by the Lord, concerning which I am only to believe, sets me again upon my feet. I have no other task but to be willing in truth to receive it, and I shall have it: and if so, then you and I shall be sure never to want any one good thing. Evil (as Evil from the Lord) cannot befall us. You will then see the favour of God to you in earthly seem­ing Frowns. No such favour as to be dead to sen­sible Comforts, and as a Stranger to earthly carnal Contents, though this be tedious to Flesh and Blood; yet let it more appear that our Rest is not in these things, but in the ever-living God: he is your Teacher, and I leave you to him.

1653. To J. H. N o 15.

I Have received your Letter, and return you thanks for your love. Should I give you a Draft of my Soul, it would pity you to see it: did not the Mer­cy of God prevent, you would find me in the four last Vices mentioned in Rom. 1. but blessed be the Lord, that though there be a Law in my Members warring and tormenting, I have in the Lord a little strength, and do sometimes view deliverance. I have too long had too much content in a Carnal Walking with God, and have been satisfied too much in a Carnal Appearance that way. There is a way to live with God in the World, but it is of his own making; no visible or sensible thing can con­tribute any thing to it: and yet I cannot die to these vain helps. I shall never understand the word ( All) [Page 239] noted in Matth. 22. 37. till the power of the Most High doth bear it in. Ah, when will it once be! Certainly that Grace will one day be very glorious, that hath attended a poor distressed heart, through the uncomfortable sights, and abundant frailties of this corrupt mortal condition. One pure, serious, true, long breathed desire of Christ's appearing gives some deliverance. Oh the Glory of that day, when the real appearing shall be, and all filthy Garments removed, and every filthy smell be for ever remo­ved also! Let us be found among those that wait for Redemption, and wait waking. Truly Brother, we cannot word out one to another, what is the State, Duties, and Privileges of an Interest in a new Life, and hope of Glory. The best means, the best words; yea, the Scriptures (though not so in themselves) are even deceiving to a deceived carnal heart. Such a heart will turn the most spiritual things into Flesh, and so feed upon them to satisfie carnal Fancy. Oh that you and I could start up from fleshly Consulta­tion, and listen quietly, leisurely, and yet greedily, and obediently to the meer dictate of the blessed Spi­rit in his Word. Your opportunity and mine of honouring God in the World is very far spent alrea­dy. I desire that you be not only for God in sea­son, but out of season also. Dear Brother, I thought fit to give you a touch of what my poor heart desires to be wrestling in: I know you mind the same thing; go on therein, and prosper; there is no other way of Peace but this. I am rude; but I had rather write my heart, than my invention. Well Brother, I thank you for your good wishes to my poor Child; I trust the Lord will vouchsafe her truth of Grace, and shed abroad his Mercy and Love into her heart, and make it appear as her tender years will bear [Page 240] and manifest the same. Remember me to my Sister, your Wife, whom I have reason also to honour, for the goodness of God to her, and to you, I trust, in her. I should rejoyce to hear that some others of yours and my poor Friends had the Lord alone for their whole desire and portion: I would rather re­member such in my Prayers, than in my Letter. Re­member my love to your Sister D. who is, I am much assured, more precious in God's eye than in her own. I leave all News to the Bearer, and com­mend the Remembrance of you to the Lord, and re­main, &c.

1654. To S. D. H. N o 16.

YOu see this state here is wavering, unsetled, moving to and fro. 'Tis a wondrous thing to see how the Lord is pleased to raise up one Wave of disquiet after another, to molest the publick Peace, and exercise the pains and patience of his people. It is no Misery, but a Privilege to one that is chosen hence, to be emptied from Vessel to Vessel; and indeed, I scarce know a greater sign of Christ's Con­jugal Love, than by his Providence to render all other things and Conditions here to be unlovely and undesirable: for then the Affections have no where else to centre but in Christ; and that makes them go out strong that way. Albeit my condition speaks much visible Uncertainty, as to this outward Man, yet I find a mighty War within me, against a free and clear Closing with the certain Riches of Glory which is in Christ, in which notwithstanding, I trust I have an Interest, and have recieved some witness thereof, There is a secret joy in the inward [Page 241] part of my Soul, and Refreshment at the Remem­brance of the Promises of the God of Truth, my Rock. Sometimes Hope and Desire brings me near to Christ, and he to me. 'Tis an admirable thing to think how a Soul can at the same time be covered over with its Guilt, and yet be freed, and triumph over the same, as removed in Christ, truly, perfect­ly, and for ever: yet this is the Golpel-Doctrine and Experience. A Body diseased through Sin, yet a Mind towards the Brazen Serpent, a flying to the Horns of the Altar; and that does the work. Oh the Ju­stification through the means of believing (and only plain-hearted believing) is a strange thing, yet not at all difficult where the Anoynting teaches, and the Soul be made free by the Spirit from Carnal Quid­dities and Complements; as the poor believing Wo­man was, who prest to touch the Hem of Christ's Garment, without IFS and ANDS. The Lord di­rect all your Paths, and make you fruitful in Holi­ness through believing, and fear no evil. Fare you well in the Lord for ever.

1654. To S. D. H. N o 17.

MY Remembrance of you in my heart does not, neither ought to bear proportion to my wri­ting. I have reason to esteem you an Heir of Bles­sing, and I would gladly, when I hear you own be­lievingly and thrivingly the God of your Mer­cies; and rejoyce in your joy, as a Member of the same Body of Christ with you. Be eyeing what the Redeemer has done, what the vertue of his Sacri­fice is; not what difficult design he attempted, un­less it be to honour him the more, who has over­come [Page 242] all that we can suppose to have most difficulty in it. I think it is a matchless Mercy to let our sins of all sorts and aggravations be cast on his Cross, with a humble Resignment to him; waiting for Sal­vation and Strength, as a penitent Sinner's Portion through Faith. The Lord be with you, in whom I rest, &c.

1654. To J. F. N o 18.

MY dear Friend, I understand by what I hear, that you are like to stay some time in Eng­land, whilst I am detained here; and in regard I know your main desire is, to serve Jesus Christ in the simplicity of the Gospel, I desire the place of your abode, and the people you labour amongst may be adapted to such a savoury design. I do somewhat doubt that if you are persuaded to some populous Ci­ty, you will be troubled with itching Ears, and find some Temptations more vigorous than in a more private Auditory. Yet I will not disswade you from what the Call of God doth most apparently incline you to; but do desire you may so lanch forth, that the Room of those famous Worthies who are swept away may be supplied, and the Word of Reconcilia­tion held forth, till the Mystery of God be finished. And therefore act with all your might whilst the day lasts, and remember the distracted Condition of your warfaring Friends. Beware of discourage­ments; your work is excellent, your labour short, your infirmities undertaken by Christ, and your Temptations and the Tempter also judged. Yours is a Warfare as well as mine, blessed be the Captain of our Salvation, through whose Blood alone is hope [Page 243] of Conquest. And thus, commending you to the Lord, &c.

1655. To S. D. H. N o 19.

I Trust you find the Word of God faithful, and creating faithfulness also (in the Seed thereof) in your heart. I think this is a true Maxim, One de­liberate unfeigned desire of perfect Righteousness in Christ is the very fruit of the perfect Righteousness of Christ: For who can bring a clean thing out of an unclean, but he alone, by his creating Power and Love? Nourish Faith tenderly and humbly; try the Lord's Will, and your own heart; prize that Faith which puts forward all Grace, which takes away discouragement from Mortification, and makes it as the Gate of Heaven, and Hope of Glory; for the Apostle found it so, and pleads it just so to us, Rom. 6. 5, 6, 7, 8, &c. You have a good Guide; give him the honour solely, to order your heart and way; his voice is heard in the Scripture. Believe not your own heart, or reason against the naked word of Truth. In Cases of Scruple, or discouragement of any sort, give your self the same Counsel, as by the Scriptures you would give to another person in the same Case. The work of Faith is not to make sin no sin; but because of sin, to bring the Soul to the Redeemer; that the more sin it sees, it may the more abhor it, and triumph the more, in that Grace doth super-abound through a Mediator. And here lies the Mystery of Faith; the Lord himself has it, and you and I shall say we have enough.

1655. To D. H. N o 20.

SInce God made your heart pant after that World, in which dwells Immortality and Righteous­ness, did you ever (upon good Grounds) judge any earthly Friend a certain Comfort? If so, then has God, by removing your Sister, and now by remo­ving your Father, witnessed the contrary. If you apprehended them as uncertain, then why are they not sufficiently repayed in the fatherly respect of an unchangeable God? Is it good to be angry with the Lord? Do not study to be more sour and melancho­ly; but how to be more holy, self-denying, and chearful, on the account of a freely tendered Cove­nant; rejoycing that shortly you shall take your Journey, and go visit your Father, your Sister, &c. and all the Saints since the beginning. Never study how to dishonour the nature of the Gospel, by a sul­len carnal pleading of Self-unworthiness. The truth is, Self is not worthy to plead, but Christ is wor­thy to be loved and believed; and that's enough. If he will love me, heal me, purge me, save me, con­vince me, accept me freely, why should I be offen­ded at it; and say, he cannot mean as the Gospel speaks? My sullen heart is never broke, till Almigh­ty Convincement from God break my heart to powder; till that time I play with Melancholy, un­der a kind of vexing delight. I trust God will teach you some good Lesson by this Visitation, that the knowledge of God in Christ, and the knowledge of your heart may be wisely taken in. I earnestly desire this, that all your thoughts be brought over to a sub­jection to the good pleasure of God with delight, viz. in that good pleasure of his, and be thankful for that; yet [Page 245] you have an opportunity to honour him, by saying and thinking all his ways are Mercy and Truth. Though he take to himself your nearest Friends, you do them so much right, as to rejoyce that they reign; though you mourn after your Beloved, and long to leave your self, that you may love him the better. I leave you to him, who can and will do more in his love and pity, than I or any Friend can do. Rejoyce in hope, lift up your head, the days of your Lamentation is almost ended. I remain yours in the fellow-feeling of the same burthen, &c.

1655. To A. C. N o 21.

I Enjoy my health, through the goodness of God, as yet. My Soul has many dry and sapless Sea­sons, many drowsie and fainty Qualms, through the deceipt of heart that lies rooted within; but yet the Lord cries ever and anon in my ear, I am God, and I change not; therefore thou art not consumed. I find it desperately dangerous to set my Reason and Sense in dispute with that which Faith only should take up, viz. Reconcilement upon free Terms. If there be any Sinfulness, or any Aggravation of Sin, which seems to except it self from the Remedy of Christ's Atonement, then certainly the Eye of Faith takes not up its Mark as it should do. If there be any Weak­ness and Darkness, and the Soul think to get over it without a humble Resignation of the Case to Christ for help, it will find the Cure come badly on. A heart which would not have a liberty for sinning, can never engage in a free-hearted Adventure on Christ too far for Pardon and Strength. Christ ne­ver refused any one Sinner that came to him on [Page 246] Earth, unless it were the mocking, treacherous, and spightful Pharisees? and therefore I am bound to believe he hears and accepts every unfeigned Re­quest, though hardness and darkness do afflict. So that I am (with my lamenting after him) to rejoyce also that he is himself the Corner-stone of that work in my heart that yearns after him in a dry Land. I recommend you to the Lord, and rest, &c.

1655. To A. C. N o 22.

I Thought good to send you a few Lines, which while I am writing, serves instead of a Confe­rence; there only wants your Answer to every Sen­tence, and the mutual refreshing of your Voice. I can at a distance guess at your thoughts; I can also take Refreshment in this, that the Arm of the Lord, seen by you, or unseen, yet it holds you, teacheth you, and is always near you. We may not think the unchangeable God doth change as oft as we use to change. Not every Cloud, nor all the Clouds of the Sky are able to hinder the Course of the Sun, because the Sun is above them; and so is the Covenant of our Peace above our Darkness and Weakness. A small matter (if Seasons of Weak­ness and Dulness may be called so) is enough, when Unbelief is cherished, to make as much mischief in the Soul, as a Woolf among a Flock of Sheep. In­deed every Sin is hateful in the sight of God, and a sluggish heart (that is rather prone continually to all that is evil, inwardly and outwardly, than inclined to good) is grievous to the Spirit of God. But this is perpetually the Refuge; that God accounts the Sinfulness of his People their Sickness, not their [Page 247] State; and to purge and cure them, he useth some­times one Means, and sometimes another; witness, Psal. 89. 31, 32, 33, 34. and Isa. 27. 8, 9. But still the Covenant, being wholly of his Contrivement, stands fixed in Heaven; and Jesus Christ, who has both your Nature, as much as if your self were there, and God's Nature too in one Person; to preserve that Covenant in your stead for your good. There is no creature-goodness of any sort soever that pre­fers any person to have an Interest in that Covenant, because he sheweth Mercy to whom he will. And there is nothing essentially needful to give any one a Right to apply this Covenant, but a sense of ne­cessity, and a willingness to accept it, and be sa­ved by it only. As wicked people fancy the way to Heaven so as that they think they can obtain it, and yet desire still to keep their sins in their Bosoms, and cannot hear of parting with them; so many gra­cious people, though beloved of God, cannot ima­gine that Eternal Life, being a Blessing of that great­ness, can be got so easie as by believing only. Or if they grant it is to be had only by Believing, yet they do so much look upon personal Qualifications, by which to try their Faith, that unless it be to such and such a degree, they think they have not Faith. And when they have got the degree they desire, they are as much to seek as before. And all is because God has left no such Qualifications as things that shall give rest to the Soul, for they are but the Garments of Faith. That Soul that is willing Christ should both save him and purge him, shall be saved and purged: and God cannot but account him clean from condemning Guilt. I hope you live in the Study and Consolation of these glad Tidings of Gospel-Peace. I trust also that God has and doth sanctifie [Page 248] all his Dispensations to your heart, that you may be chearful in believing, and fruitful in Holiness, as one who is taught of the Lord: and thus commending you to the Lord, your Rock, I rest yours in Truth and Love, &c.

1655. To B. D. N o 23.

I Hear that the same hand of a good God that car­ried you forth hath brought you home, to visit the Habitations of some Friends, and view the Mo­numents of others deceased; amongst which our Pa­rents, and Sister, and Grandmother of refreshful Memory. How God has dealt with you in that Wilderness of Pits and Snares from whence you came, I know not; but I hope the Prayers of those deceased, in the hand of a living Christ, are at this Hour pleading for you. The God of all Power preach Freedom of Resignment unto him into your heart. I wish there may be more of pure Commu­nion with God in your heart, than my feeble Soul can reach unto. 'Tis rich Bounty from God, if I have never so little truth of desire towards him. But I may mourn out all my moisture, that my hard heart cannot come fully away to him. Oh, for a broken believing heart, the Merchandize there­of is better than the Merchandize of Silver, &c. Such as have listed themselves into that spiritual War­fare, there is no fear of miscarrying, while they keep to their Colours, and are given up to the Lamb's Conduct.

1655. To C. A. D. N o 24.

YOurs of the 25 th of September last I received, and do thank you for your Christian Love and Tenderness therein exprest, and for the Heads of that searching, refreshing Sermon; for indeed, no­thing can be refreshing, but what is searching and convincing. The Vertue and the Excellency of Go­spel-Remedies can never be welcome, nor do their work, till they be permitted to search and over­come; that Truth may break forth to Victory, and there may be healing without Putrefaction at the bottom. And when a poor Soul cannot order his own Distempers, yet then to consent to, and approve of the Soveraignty of the Medicine, and Skill of the Physician. Could I come up to that Truth, Faith, and Resignment, I should then more magnifie that Grace, and be more fruitfully refreshed in the Sal­vation of God. There is a pure Releif in the Go­spel, conveyable only by the Arm, the Spirit of the Lord; but it is oftentimes, in a great measure, spoiled and defiled in a carnal way of Endeavour to receive it. To entertain spiritual Truths in the Spirit, and to be subjected to their Law, and formed over into their Mould, Complexion and Constitution; this I think were Religion indeed. For my own part, I view these things at such a distance, that sometimes I even doubt whether there be any more than Notion left; or if more, what it is that holds up any Connexion betwixt my confused heart and that spiritual Interest. I am carried up and down by him as a lighted Candle in a windy place, and its Flame ever ready almost to flee from the Wick, were it not preserved by the Hollow of his Hand: his Discipline I cannot want [Page 250] and live. And it is refreshment to me that your heart is under a constant pursuit of that Mark, of the Prize of the high Calling. Draw Water still from the Fountain as much as you can. Be a Stran­ger to all Instruments, Means and Helps, while you use them. Know none but God, taste none but him in all the Earth; and remember the gauled Feet of your Fellow-travellers. I received a Letter from Mr. Cr. I pray return the Inclosed to him; his Ad­vice is very savoury. I think indeed, Christ best approves of a holy Latitude for Affection and Com­munion amongst his Members.

1656. To C. A. D. N o 25.

DEar and Christian Friend, yours I received, and am glad that both your self and Wife are in health: I desire in this respect to offer up my share of Praise with you, and to rejoyce for you, that you have a good Will to be trudging forwards. Whether your pace be swift or slow, be sure to fix your eyes as right as you can; and the eye will af­fect the heart, and give Wings for motion. You desire to be naturalized to the whole Will of our heavenly Father; I bless the Lord, I desire the same: and that we may both gain our desires, let us in the Name of the Lord, dig after the Understanding of the Mystery of the Father and the Son, and ponder over and over the Interest which God hath designed the Elect in his only Son, and he in them; and how it is brought about through his Incarnation, and Operation of the Spirit of Holiness; who has made the fruits of his Life, and Death, and Resurrection really ours; so that we may say each of us by Faith, [Page 251] I am crucified, I am risen with Christ; and all the loveliness that is in him, we may with trembling and great joy say, it is our own; because himself is ours: and that will make his Yoke easie, his Will desirable, his Work profitable, and spiritually na­tural to us. I think it would help much to pray, meditate, view, and cast up Accounts often, to watch the Phisiognomy of our Consciences, to make often Appeals to the Mediator, and to the Father through him; and so to keep the Work moving upon the Wheels; and we shall at length get to that blessed Country where Righteousness dwelleth. At thy right hand, saith David, there is fulness, &c.

1656. To A. M. C. N o 26.

I Find in some of my Friends a savoury Taste of Grace, which in this unsavoury Age is no small Mercy. I hope the Mercy of the Lord to your Fa­ther will descend upon all his Off-spring. He or she is happy that can keep his Garments clean, and heart established in the truth and power of Grace, amongst so much prophaneness on the one hand, and giddy, wild, and loose way of Profession on the other hand; some professing Impiety, and others professing a vain Attainment of some Excellency, besides the native Current of the Scriptures, and pure Christianity. The Lord, I trust, will preserve you from the Tempter. I lament the Affliction of my Unkle and Aunt, &c.

1657. To D. H. N o 27.

BE not weary of believing, of praying, of ho­ping, of contending, of rejoycing. Your Inte­rest cannot be broken from Christ by sickness, by disappointments, nor by sins. Read the latter end of the 4 th and 7 th Chapter of the Romans, and the rest also of that Book; and bless God for the My­stery of his Truth, Pity, Love and Condescention therein. Be above Friends, Fears, Guilt, and Droop­ing, in the Name of Jesus Christ; having through his Grace, given up your Name to him: Honour him by accepting him as joyfully as he gives himself. Then praise him most when you think you have least reason, and baffle that ugly thing Unbelief by that Hope and Faith which is commended most by Jesus Christ, when it seems most unreasonable to lowring, faint-hearted, and sick Flesh and Blood. What Sickness so large as a trembling Ague. Re­member, 2 Tim. 1. 6, 7. &c.

1657. To S. D. H. N o 28.

ALthough the Ordinances are most gloriously powerful, yet I find a bad time with my heart since I came hither; but I expect some Lesson from God out of it. The Old Man must be cut in pieces ere it will die; it will not lift up one finger to de­stroy it self, 'tis only Foreign Aid that doth the work: and how to leave all selfish Endeavours, and by Faith to be yielded up to the in-working power of the Spirit of Christ, there is the difficulty. Faith receives all, and doth nothing; and yet the Travel [Page 253] of a Christian is called the Fight of Faith. It fights in beholding the Salvation of God, it fights in leav­ing every burthen on Christ; yea, it then conquers when it is able to subject the Consequence of Guilt, and Endeavours of Renewing, to the only Righte­ousness of Christ, and the Vertue and Spirit of his Cross and Resurrection. Faith is a strong Grace, and free Grace a strange Mystery: 'Tis an Herb that grows where nothing else can grow, it must be alone, it abhors all manner of Aid that Flesh and Blood can give, it undoes a poor Creature in a saving manner: When a poor sinner gets liberty to be most sensibly vile and weak, then Grace triumphs most. Let your Travel be spent in this Enquiry and Subjection to Gospel-method, that Jesus Christ may be all in every thing that you are concerned in, &c.

1657. To B. D. N o 29.

I Find it very unwholsome to the Soul to give way to discouragement or faintness. The Soul goes down the Wind apace, when it says, my hope is lost, I shall one day fall by the hand of the Enemy. Let perfect Resignment be your labour every day, how difficult soever it seems to be; God is able to make your Bow abide in strength, though the Ar­chers from the Enemies Camp may daily molest you. In the Name of Christ beg the Father of Bles­sing to cause you to inherit Jacob's Blessing, till at last you arrive upon the everlasting Hills. Oh, bles­sed be the God of the unchangeable Covenant, and blessed be the Author and Finisher of our Faith. I have an incessant Turmoil with my evil heart; but am, I trust, marching towards Deliverance. God [Page 254] has not as yet turned aside my Prayer, nor his Mercy from me: I am under his Disci­pline, attending Judgment will be brought forth to Victory, and Weakness unto Strength, Light and Truth. Let us not be contented with small degrees of the new Creature, but thankful for the least; and yet thirst day and night for more re­newing Light and Transformation. Remember you are a Soldier, and shall be more than a Conqueror, through him who loveth you. You are a Traveller, and shall pass from strength to strength, till you appear before God in Sion. I perceive you have thoughts about some alteration of your Condition: and Oh that the same Guide which directed Abraham's Ser­vant in the behalf of Isaac, may go before you. I should rejoyce more that you were yoaked with a gracious Mate, than with the richest Estate in Bri­tain, where the Pearl of Grace is wanting. I desire to remember you before the Lord. Be much in Prayer, as I doubt not but you are; and live above your self, and above the World in that Transaction. Grace and Wisdom, and a Religious Stock are ex­cellent Jewels, though cloathed in a mean Dress, Prov. 31. I say no more, but the Lord who is your Refuge, be your Counsellor. And as you mind me of our spiritual Bond, so I desire still to be mind­ful of it; and that we both may incessantly pray for each other. Remember me to Brother Daniel in the Bowels of Jesus Christ. Let him and you com­fort and strengthen one another in the Lord, to whom I commend you; remaining yours on the best account, &c.

1657. To D. H. N o 30.

COuld I be more in the Spirit, I could then write with more freedom: but this I know, that if I and you have our faces towarn Sion, we shall be brought thither at length. Our great work is to cease from our selves, that the Spirit of Jesus Christ our Lord might have liberty to work in us, and for us. I know no such Door to the Mediator as to be resigned over to him, and to be yielded up to the Salvation and Power of Free Grace: 'tis the only wholsome Food and Physick of a Sinner. When the Soul is widened by Resignation to him, and Self-ab­horrency, then his naked Redemption is sweet, wel­come, and a Soul-satisfying Remedy. I oft see a glimmering of this, but my eye is weak; yet such glimmerings tell me, that there, and there only lies the First-fruits, and hope of Glory. I had rather see God do a little in me, and for me, than do much my self; for God's Little is infinite, and my Much is nothing in his sight, for me to be accepted there­by. Therefore is Faith the only Key of all spiritual Treasure which is hid in Christ, and in him only. And by this going out of our selves to him, we are made his; and himself, and his Treasures of Par­don, Righteousness, Wisdom, and Perfection is made ours. Venture your Prayers upon him, though they seem to be cast away, after many days they will return. You can hardly find that ever Christ reproved his Disciples for any thing but Unbelief, or little Faith; or for not suffering Infants or others to come to him. Let all these things teach you and I what is our chief Duty. I leave you to the Lord, remaining yours in truth and love, &c.

1658. To B. D. N o 31.

YOur two last Letters have much refreshed me, because I perceive it is not the Complement of Invention, but the heart-raising Spirit of God has been favourable to you. Be craving still, be thankful still, believe through the Clouds. God has thus appeared, that he may teach you how to live on him when he appears less to Sense: you are Heir always to the same Joy, and infinitely more when under the saddest hours. Expect Trials for every Grace, especially for Faith; Winter follows Summer, but the end will be Victo­ry and Peace; of which you have had, I perceive, a Taste. Covet Christ's Image insatiably, and to be at his dispose universally; and let us bless his Name night and day. I want a heart to bless God enough for his goodness to us; the day hastens in which it will be done perfectly. I am in health of Body labouring under the shameful load of an evil heart; yet in hope of Victory, through him who liveth for ever, to make Intercession for them who desire to come to God through him only. Amongst all business, pub­lick or private, it is good for you and I to be watch­ful, to keep a constant motion upwards: constant Tenderness is a rich Treasury. Grace is that incom­parable Endowment, enough to put a lustre upon every other Requisite. What Alliance is greater than to be allied in the Communion of the Spirit. I perceive God hath favoured you with an Afflicti­on, I hope you shall not go without the Blessing of it. Be more importunate for a Blessing, than anxious about the Loss, or troubling your thoughts about Persons or Instruments, or about future Events; but commit your self and Estate, Body and Soul to [Page 257] God, as unto a faithful Creator, and rejoyce in the hope of a better Resurrection, and groan for nothing but the Body of Sin, till it is groaned out of doors.

1658. To S. D. H. N o 32.

I Am glad to see you strive to get up the Hill, and do take the right way. Go on and prosper, he is near who justifieth you: Though he stands (as it were) behind the Wall, he hears your Request, and all your desire is before him: he himself has under­took the whole. Light is sown for you, the Har­vest is coming: Lift up your Head, your Redem­ption is sure, and your Waters shall not fail. You can never lay too much burthen on Christ; he bears up the Pillars of the Earth, and has already born your burthen: the work is over with him, and shall be over with you too shortly. Yet a little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry. You are not your own Workmanship, but his: he has lifted up his hand to Heaven, and sworn, that Blessing, he will bless you, and shortly tread Satan and every Cor­ruption under your feet. Cling about him, he will not shake you off; your Prayers are heard, your Person is accepted. Be not weary, everlasting Arms are under you, the Battel you are in will prosper. The greatness of his Power is not to amaze you, but to support you; his Righteousness is to justifie you, that you may not fear your Judge, but reverence and love him who has washed you in his own blood: and the business is done already, and now there is no revoking of it. The more difficulties do appear, the more you are to triumph in him who overcame by the Blood of his Cross, and will not leave you [Page 258] shelterless: he can teach you better than I, I leave you to him. I perceive by your Letter that my dear friend, R. M. is dead; or rather now I confi­dently believe, perfectly alive, beyond Sin and Toil. I know you are not wanting towards that poor Child; take her to Heaven as much as you can along with you. Let us pray one for another, and we shall not seek that blessed face of his in vain. I might write much of mine own leanness and unworthiness, and I would I could be more sensible of it, so as to lay my starved Limbs on that free, heart-reviving, heart-renewing Covenant of Grace, confirmed in the Person of a crucified and risen Redeemer, the Foun­tain of Acceptation, Pardon, Life, and Health: In his hands I desire to leave you, and remain, &c.

1658. To S. D. H. N o 33.

I Thought good to send you a Line or two. I am my self, through the goodness of God, in health, and in hope of greater things to the Inner Man than I can yet attain. My Life is a Warfare in all Re­spects; O, blessed be the Lord that is never weary of such a defiled Lump, but holds my Soul in some life to this day, with expectation that he will never leave, till the Wilderness be made a fruitful Field, and the Old Man be utterly destroyed; for strong is he who hath promised, and there shall be a performance to the patient attending on his Word. God doth so order the bringing about of our eternal Rest, that when he has lifted us over all the Mountains and Val­leys of this present Pilgrimage, he may at length be admired in them that believe; and give matter of eternal Praise, when we shall look back, and see [Page 259] how we have escaped the devouring Floods; and by his hand, behold all the present spiritual Enemies lie dead for ever. The Weary shall be refreshed, the longing Soul satisfied, the Captive delivered, and the Scattered be yet gathered, and return to Zion. The Zeal of a faithful and gracious God, and our Redeemer will accomplish this. Be things how they will, yet we are not allowed to say, Our Wound is incurable; but rather say, Salvation is of God, and he will be surpassingly wonderful to them that wait on him. What though the Fig-Tree do not blossom, yet God cannot alter the Word that is gone out of his Mouth; Fear not, for I have redeem­ed thee, Isa. 43. 1, &c. Thou art mine, to revive the spirit of the humble, Isa. 57. 15. He delights to dwell among broken Bones, as his dwelling place; that the Mourners may sing away their grief in God their Saviour. There I leave you; and commending you to the Lord, I rest, &c.

1658. To D. H. N o 34.

SUch is our bodily condition, that we cannot make up these distances, without the intervening of Letters or Friends; but that Communion which, I trust, we have mutually (though under much dark­ness) with the Father and the Son, by the Spirit of Grace, needs no such helps. I trust, our Prayers meet at a shorter Cut, and that we strive together in the same Faith of the Gospel. It may be you find you have much to do to keep your head above wa­ter, I find the same; I bear about the same Body of Death, and find the same Contradiction in my corrupt and confused Nature. One Christian seems [Page 260] to out-run another, till God reveal the mischievous Hell that dwells in our Flesh. Then Paul himself will cry out, O wretched man that I am: and Isaiah, that Evangelical Prophet, be forced to say, All our Righteousness is as filthy Rags. What are our poor glimmerings to the brightness of the Sun of Righte­ousness? Were there not an equal Relief in the Me­diator for the youngest and weakest of the Flock, as well as for them who have long travelled in the Profession of Godliness, the Accoutrements of the most experienced Christians would shrivle up, and wither away; and leave nothing behind in the Soul, but such an Out-cry as those, Who shall dwell with ever­lasting Burnings: but he that dwells in the burning Bush keeps it from consuming. 'Twas only the Like­ness of the Son of Man that made the three Chil­dren in Daniel, walk up and down in the Fire, and yet safe from burning. I will be with you, saith God, in the Fire and Water: his Name is Emanuel, God with us: His Covenant is free, the Purpose of Grace wonderful; his good Will ariseth only from him­self, and will not; cannot change; and therefore the Sons of Jacob are not consumed. We little think oft­times (in our fear and discouragement) how far our weak Prayers reach; they are like an Arrow gone out of our sight, and we (many times) think them lost and forgot; and consider not that every dry Groan and watery Tear is put into the Bottle, and winds up through the ascending vertue of the Me­diation of him who is one with the Father, to the Throne of Acceptation. Let us comfort one ano­ther in this hope, that we may labour, and travel hard, but not faint by the way. I remain yours in the highest Bond, &c.

1658. To S. H. N o 35.

I Am much refreshed that the Lord doth so favou­rably deal with your heart. 'Tis the best News you can write me of your particular, to hear that you are toyling with a bad heart, and hurried to and again by one Wave after another. This may not be accounted bad News, because the straitness of the way to Life consists in such a Warfare. 'Tis good News to hear that a poor Creature, that is not able of her self to think one good thought, should ear­nestly desire to be rid of all sin; and that she might own the Holiness of God's Nature against all Pollu­tion. The Thirsty shall be filled; that's good News, Matth. 5. 6. Always keep these two Supports rea­dy, viz. God is both able, and willing to perfect his work in you to the end. Whatever your Fight be, let your Weapons be Prayer and Faith, and you shall get the day. I leave you to the Lord, and rest, &c.

1658. To B. D. N o 36.

I received the sad News of my deceased Sister; blessed be the Name of him who was dead, and is alive, and will shortly cause the Dead to come forth: that will be a blessed day for all the Re­deemed to visit their precious Kindred. And bles­sed be him who has in any gracious measure watered your heart; let him favourably add this also, viz. That upon all the Glory there be a Defence. This is by my precious Friend, whom God hath mightily re­scued by his Grace. I want nothing but more Com­munion [Page 262] with that God, which you pant after; more Faith, more Truth and Resting upon him, more Sa­tisfaction in him; that I may say, and believe, and sing, God is my Portion. Will he not rend the Hea­vens? Will he not rend these hearts, and appear? That the Mountains of every fear and disquiet may skip like Lambs before the presence of our God. When shall the Promises be Substance, and a faithful com­passionate God be an abundant Salvation? Can the lowring face of an uncertain World, and the things thereof, make the Promise and unchangeable good Will of God of no effect? doth not he whisper through every dark Cloud, and say, Come up hither? The Lord open our ears to Instruction, and let us rejoyce to take our leave of that which will not pro­fit. Every Prayer we make saith, We have chosen an invisible Inheritance. Oh, what a glorious thing is Faith at a desperate pinch! Then is his Throne high and lifted up, when Christ is in profit and loss, in life and death, the hearts advantage, above these lower Ebbings and Flowings. The Lord be with you, &c.

1659. To B. D. N o 37.

IT were a miserable thing for a gracious heart to suffer Crosses, if the Curse were in them: but seeing their Nature is changed, our misery doth not lie in such Dispensations; but our Instructions are therein, though it is hard to say and believe it; and when the Clouds seem to gather thick over ones head, then to claim sheltering, teaching, and purging Power under the Wings of God, and to sing, as Luther was wont, Psal. 46. God is a Refuge for us, Selah: that [Page 263] is a posture some way becoming an Heir of Life and Glory, whose Estate is truly secured beyond Thief or Moth. I am sometimes even amazed to think how short I come of what I seem to be, and of real acknowledging that God, and living in that absolute blessed Covenant which I profess my self a sharer in. And doth not these things require rough Dispensations, inward or outward, to awaken and send a poor Sinner home to that Advocate, who is King, Prophet and Priest, to help? But alas, dry words; my leanness, my leanness: yet strong is he who hath in some part already, and will yet further, one day, totally remove all things that offend. Let us bless him, love him, and honour all his ways. The Lord help you and I to live above the Changes of this lower World. There is a Magnanimity in Faith which overcometh the World, if we could but attain that pitch. The Lord establish our hearts and hopes upon himself, he changes not, and bles­sed be his Name: I leave you with him, and rest, &c.

1659. To D. D. N o 38.

I Know no Refuge but in God; and blessed be his Name, his Name is a strong Tower: this World is but a withering Portion, a bad Prop to lean upon; the Covenant of Grace will make amends for all. I may not complain unless it be against my Unbe­lief; God must have the Glory of all his works, and therefore blessed again and again be his Name; he hath not left his people, whatever the World expect or think, and therefore let us charge our hearts to resist sinful Melancholy: his ways are still [Page 264] Mercy and Truth, and the Children of Zion must, shall, and will rejoyce in their King, a mighty King, their and our Saviour. The Lord is the Pilot of his Church and People; the Vessel may be tost, but cannot miscarry; such honour and privilege have all believing Penitents. The Clouds are thick below, but the Lord rules above; and hath said, It shall be well with the Righteous: And though I am unrigh­teous, yet he who I desire to make the Object of my Faith is perfect, and in his Righteousness I trust mine; there I would cling and rejoyce in the hope of the Glory of God yet to be revealed, &c.

1659. To D. H. N o 39.

SEeing our time here is a Warfare, 'tis a comfort to perceive the Lord's presence with any poor Soul, so as to make it stand out in hope and prayer, while Temptations and Corruptions, like fiery Darts, are flying thick on every side. It never goes despe­rately ill with those that travel towards Zion, and are acquainted with Assaults from Satan, and heart­treachery from themselves, till they begin secretly to whisper Rebellion against the Covenant and Law of God's Grace; and say, There is no help for me in God. David's Excellency lay not so much, that he was freer from Sin and sinful Miscarriages than others; but in this, that he could not endure to say, or hear others say of him, There is no help for him in God, Psal. 71. 11. c. 3. 2. and c. 42. 10. That was the Anchor that made him ride out Storms, and the Rope that drew him up out of many a deep Pit. Let us use the same means with reverence, and yet with freedom. God is a jealous God, and can­not [Page 265] endure to be accounted changeable, Jer. 33. 24, 25. he keeps both ends of the Covenant, and will not give the Glory of any part of that Trust out of his own hands. Every Desire, every Thirst, and Exercise of Resolution or Hope heavenwards, and every Soul and Body-deliverance to such, ariseth from this; viz. that God is faithful, 2 Thes. 3. 3. though our Labour and Prayer ought therein also to be employed, viz. as the means which God has commanded on our part, for a Closing with the ef­ficatious vertue of his Spirit, by believing: where­by the force of Christ's Death and Resurrection be­comes singly applicable to remove Guilt, and con­fer a gracious Conformity to his Nature, and the Law of Righteousness in the Soul. I see you level at the right Mark, and own your Relief from the right place; and why may I not say, You shall yet see greater things than these? &c.

1659. To D. H. N o 40.

THe Lord be praised that you are within such a Covenant, that nothing can befall us for evil, while our eye is truly rolling heaven-ward: yea, within such a Covenant as is confirmed in the Blood of him who is able to turn the heart and eye heaven­ward. That God hath dealt so favourably with your heart, as to tie it to a hungry pursuit after him, is much comfort to my Soul, and matter of praise to his Name. And I account it no small Mercy that my Child is under your care, and both of you un­der God's gracious Wing. When we acquaint one another that every day we live is a day of Battel, and that the Enemy within us doth rage; this is no [Page 266] reason of discouragement, because the Battel is the Lords. I am put every day to fly to the City of Refuge; and I bless the Lord, I never found the Gate quite shut against me; yet I am forced some­times (methinks) to squeeze in. Which difficulty ariseth from my Unbelief, and want of retaining a frame of tender Resignation; not from any straiten­ing in his Bowels, but in my own: but these days of distance are hastening away. I perceive your eye grows dim, the Lord bless the Means for Recove­ry; however be not dismayed, you shall want ne­ver an eye when your Body shall be raised incor­ruptibly; 'tis not long thither: the Redeemer will be seen eye to eye, and then farewel all Imperfe­ctions, &c.

1659. To D. H. N o 41.

I Perceieve B. Cr. hath much trouble through In­disposition of Body, and it is good it should be so, though disquieting to the Flesh; and you have a gracious share I perceive also. In such Cases it will be some help to turn our thoughts from poring up­on the Affliction it self, and endeavour by all means to find out the Lesson which God is teaching there­by; for that is properly and truly our work, in that Christ hath born the Curse for us: he hath taken away the wrathful Penalty, and left only an awa­kening and instructory Nature in all the Afflictions that his People meet with, Isa. 27. 7, 8, 9. and 63. 9. Psal. 89. 30, 31, 32, &c. Oh that we could believe this, and redeem our precious time, to learn the Will of God, and to be fashioned more to his Likeness under earthly fears or bur­thens. [Page 267] As for Betties Recreation, I would have her, amongst other things, learn to sing; that she might use the glorious Ordinance of singing Psalms with the more delight. I must as often as I can, put you in mind, and let us put one another in mind, while we are in this World of Sin and Trouble, that we labour constantly and earnestly to preserve the health of the inward Man. Oh keep a spiritual Palate for right relishing spiritual Food, and to be every day girding on us afresh the long Robe of Christ's Righ­teousness, that we may be suitable to the state we are called to (Communion with the Father himself, and Jesus Christ.) 'Tis a Garment that grows fresher and fresher to us by the wearing. 'Tis a Garment that will never sully, but cleanseth the Soul that wears it. 'Tis defensive against cold fainty Fits, and the best Armour that can be against the Rage of Sin and Satan. 'Tis a glorious Robe, and yet it hath a singular Vertue to make the Soul that wears it humble. The first Garment that the first Adam made, did somewhat hide his Shame, but could not remove his Guilt and Fear; and therefore he ran with it from God. But this Garment of the second Adam has the only Excellency to bring Souls to God; yea, to his very Throne with boldness. He or she that wears this Robe, carries Salvation about with them, and are Objects of delight to the Father, Son and Spirit, and to the blessed Angels, wherever they go, and whatever their Condition here be: and as Job's Friend said, Job 5. 27. so may I; that So it is: hear it, and know it for thy good. I leave you to the Lord, and rest, &c.

1659. To D. H. N o 42.

THe Lord teach us his mind, and loosen us from a present World, and gather our hearts and hopes near to himself. 'Tis one of our invaluable Privileges, that this is not our Rest: God calls aloud, Come up hither: Christ is above, holding the Cove­nant of Grace in his Right Hand, and all his broken­hearted Mourners, and Prisoners of Hope wrapped up in it, as in a Mantle. Dear Sister, all things are safe, because they are in the heart of Christ; and I doubt not but Christ is yours. Spare not to pray, spare not to repent with grief and joy, spare not to relie on the Rock of Ages: 'tis all but the work of a beloved Spouse towards a matchless Husband. Your Work and Labour in the Lord cannot but be ac­cepted: Set your eyes towards the tops of the Moun­tains; your Beloved hastens like a young Roe, and will not be at rest till he has rescued home all his Redeem­ed, the dearly beloved of his Soul amongst which num­ber, I am much assured your Name is entred; such are the Riches of his Grace to such a wretched Sin­ner. And seeing he is resolved to save at such a rate, what Soul-Enemy shall say, What dost thou?

1659. To B. D. N o 43.

AS for your own fears under which you wrestle, it is not the having or wanting earthly Tran­quility that is any proper Character of God's Love or Anger; but the discovering mark of that lies chiefly in the way of our deportment under such Trials, agreeable to the practice of the Saints, re­commended [Page 269] to us in the Scriptures by the Spirit of God. For there is no Temptation can befall us, which has not been (for substance) the Trial of them who have endured and overcome before us: And you are required to remember their faith and patience, and the issue God gave, that you do not succumb or faint; as if God had forsaken the Go­vernment of the World, or changed the nature of the everlasting Covenant, ordered in all things, and sure. I have been labouring to live upon the naked Promises of God, in reference to my outward Con­cernments, as if I were in the want of all things; and do think if I could come at it, it were a glorious Portion. None but exercised Believers can tell tru­ly why the Promises are called rich and precious, and how much lies in that word (RICH IN FAITH) Jam. 2. 5. and what extensive Satisfaction and Glo­ry lies in that word (GOOD) All things shall work together for good to them that love God. You know these things, &c. As fears or outward disappoint­ments abound, fly still a higher pitch; till you re­joyce in manifold Trials, that God counts you wor­thy to be listed among them, who could not be made happy by earthly things, nor miserable in the want of all things; whether Estate, Friends, Health, Credit, or any thing else, whilst they could fly to a higher Rock. The Lord direct you, and make you lanch forth upon the Power, and in the Wisdom, and un­der the Shelter of the Lord: Infinite and abundant is that Shelter. Oh that you and I could, with Lu­ther, sing over all our sins and fears, be they what they will, the 46 th Psalm; God is a refuge for us, a present help in trouble. Here is our comfort, this World is not our Country; a few days will call us hence. The good Lord manage all your Work, and [Page 270] open such a Window from Heaven, that both you and I, and all that seek the Lord may be throughly transformed to a hearty joy, even in divers Tempta­tions; and know the reason, through his Grace, why the blessed Spirit did put that Clause into the holy Scriptures, for our patience and solid Comfort, Jam. 1. 2. We are changeable, no Rest here; and 'tis well it is so; that we might not relish any thing in this World so sweet, as to tempt away our hearts from lovely Canaan, and the desirable Fellowship of Christ, face to face. Oh the day yet hastens, I trust, in which we shall sing away Heart-melancholy for ever, &c.

1659. To B. D. N o 44.

GOd is a strong Refuge; and as you have found it, you will yet find it the more you roll your self, Family, and Estate upon him. He is one that can forgive Sin, and give Christ; and can he not then give all things with him? He can take away a treacherous heart, and make it new. Access for your Prayer is always open; and will not he take away an evil heart of Unbelief, that the Soul and he may meet together. Let us fear and hope, reach forth, and touch the Golden Scepter, and live in his sight. The Vision is true, which Faith in the Word discovers. Oh, happy is the humble Believer; for there shall be a performance of all things promised. Though the Mountains be cast into the midst of the Seas, God is a refuge for us, Selah, &c.

1660. To D. H. N o 45.

I Know it is your care and labour to carry on your Warfare, wherever you are: the end of all things is hastening upon us, and we are hastening to it. Let us read the Word as them that do believe it, and pray over it; for the truth of that will abide, when the present World must vanish, and all the things and persons in it. Nourish the Meditation of Christ's Righteousness imputed to you, and your Sins born by him, as the principal means to make you hearty, spiritual, and useful to others, &c.

1660. To D. D. N o 46.

I am refreshed that you are refreshed in the Lord. Brother, cling there; and be sure the scarlet and white Thread of the Blood and Spirit of Christ will never break (though it be but as it were a Thread) till it hath landed you safely. If I am lifted up, saith Christ, I will draw all men (viz. all Comers to him) to me: and according to the sense of your own words, I would say, Let none of us be discouraged in the toyl and hazard of things temporal. Man liveth not by Bread alone, but by every word of Pro­mise that comes out of God's Mouth. God has us upon the Anvil; but himself only guides the Hammer. A temporal Life is soon over: Yet a little while, and he that shall come will come. Be still digging in the Mine of Wisdom. Be often realizing to your self a departure hence. Improve present Trials for pre­sent use; for that God aims at: and they are as needful (whatever we think) as the Thorn at the [Page 272] Nightingals Breast, to keep him waking. Let us strike in with God's Providences towards us, as Co­workers, that his designs upon us, and in us, may be promoted vigorously, praying and believing against and above every Dispondency; because his Word is strong when we are weak; his good Will is the same, though sometimes unseen; naked Faith ex­alts him; and so his blessed Will be done, &c.

1660. To D. D. N o 47.

WHatever hazards or difficulties you may fear, they are all under the compass of God's absolute dispose; and the same Faith that carries us to rest on him for one thing, in self-denying depen­dance (which at this time God calls upon us, emi­nently and graciously to exercise) the same Faith (having such a God and Christ in its eye) is as ex­tensive, and under promise of Success to all things. All things are possible to him that believeth, Mar. 9. 23. As once Christ said, Remember Lot's Wife; so I would say to you, Remember Lot himself: Ob­serve how infirmly he carried the matter, although his Faith and Obedience was stronger than his Wives in the general; and being sincere, was accepted: yet, although he saw the Wonders of God before his face, and his irresistable Power, in destroying those Cities in that manner, and preserving him, as a Father would preserve a Child; yet he feared to go to the Mountain where God appointed him, lest he perished. And when he was in Zoar, a Town which God told him, he would save for his sake; yet there also he was afraid, and departed thence; as if he had no longer an Interest in the Power of [Page 273] God to save him. And how sadly he fell when he thought he had secured himself in a Cave, the story doth relate. And such like Instances doth the Scri­pture yield in the History of Jacob, David, and others. And because, after every Exercise of Faith, we are apt to enter into a Cave, God doth hold out new Matter for our Exercise; as it were, to keep us in the open Air, to make our Faith hardy and Warlike. God loves not to have his Children crule about the Fire-side, the refuge and sparks of their own kindling; but for their healths sake, enures them to the Weather, that they may be hardy in believing; according as the variety, and difficulty, and hazards do appear, and the imagination of such things start into the Mind. Let us beg of God the practice of our own Letters one to another, and we shall yet see the Salvation of God in that kind as shall be best; even it may be to the outward Man. He that can be contented to venture his Estate, his Safety, his Credit, his Soul, his Body, his Labours, and the Success of them barely upon God; and sit down, and sing a Psalm to his Almighty Mercy, Goodness and Truth: that Man has got a Castle over his head, let the Wind blow which way it will. And herein the blessed God and Giver of Faith will not fail, no more than the Truth of his Nature, and Truth of his Word can change. I would fain be at this practice. However, I must so far commend the way of my God, and justifie the method of his Discipline, both to me and to you; that the Crown of our Profession, and the Glory of a Christian Life, lies in this Life, in this kind of Life of Believing. I do experience so ma­ny Obstructions against clear Dependance and Re­signation to the safe hand of God's Power and Love, [Page 274] and so many aching, contradicting fits of Flesh and Blood, that it would in some sense, grieve me to put any friend that acts only in a carnal Mind, upon such uncouth work as this is. But knowing that you have already started the Game, I would have you pursue merrily to perfect Surrender, and Glo­riation in God. Believe it as bad a place as you are in; God has made it for a season, his School to you; and till God doth some way clear things by his Pro­vidence for your Remove, expect more practical Teaching, and more Shelter under his Wing where you are, than elsewhere; although your company would be to me exceeding desirable, &c.

1660. To J. L. N o 48.

I Am glad you are fitting your self to go through the Storm, rather than to be dejected under it. Nothing is more becoming a Christian, than to make all ready in reference to a Dissolution. I perceive you have lighted upon good Anchor-ground; fix there, and you will be well: I desire to be fixed there with you. 'Tis an ill Choice to part with a Dram of Christ, and Peace of Conscience, for the greatest earthly Furniture. That word, I will never leave you, nor forsake you, is a Vessel that hath carri­ed many a Soul through furious Tempests, and still landed them safe; and the same Vessel holds Tithe still. It was built of good Timber, and it hath a good Pilot always at the Helm; and therefore it is safe venturing there. Certainly the more freely and resignedly we can adventure Soul and Body upon him, with a single heart, purged in the Lamb's Blood, the safer and the more satisfying will our Passage be.

1660. To M. K. N o 49.

I Desire both you and I may so improve all the Providences of God towards us, that we may every day creep nearer to him, in whom alone Par­don, Peace, and Eternal Life is treasured up for them who thirst for it. Among which number I desire you and I may be found, when God shall summon Quick and Dead to receive their Sentence, &c.

1660. To J. N. N o 50.

I Am glad upon any occasion to hear of your wel­fare. I continue at present in this place, waiting the issue of things; which the Lord direct and over­rule to the best. In the midst of all these weighty Providences, and rolling Waves, 'tis good to look well to our Anchor, and to be securing the main. Uncertain Peace, uncertain created Comfort, un­certain Life, do require us to lean but gently upon such things; and to grasp after an Inheritance, a Life, a Portion which fadeth not; a Country where neither Sighs, nor Groans, nor Sins have any place. If great Shakings cannot throughly awake, 'tis a sign the Drowziness is very great, if not deadly. 'Tis good to be very busie, when the Inch of Candle is near at an end. The Lord teach us heartily to im­prove our present Minute, and enter into the Ark before the Flood come, &c.

1660. To M. N. N o 51.

I Having had some opportunity to discern the frame of your heart, and the truth of your Thirst after Jesus Christ, and Resignation up to him, I thought fit, while I was writing to other Friends at N. C. to present you also a Line or two. 'Tis but a little that one Friend can write to another: but where there is a mutual Interest in the same Spirit, there is a Freedom through that Communion, to expatiate large and wide in one anothers joynt Concernments; and to bear a sence of the various Travels of the in­ward Man, and how it is exercised in you who are begotten of the same God and Father, and nourish­ed by the same Spirit in Jesus Christ. And in this respect, one Christian may in some measure read the Condition and Affairs of another in his own Expe­rience, though the manner of Trials may be diffe­rent. The most that I would say to you is this; Labour to satisfie your heart against Guilt, by the personal Righteousness and Worth of Christ, which you are commanded to own, and put on by believ­ing, as a Garment made and appointed of God for your wearing; fixing your eye on his Appointment, and not upon your Unsuitableness; on his Grace, and not at all on your own Worthiness; unless it be to urge you towards him with the more speed and re­solution. This is a Lesson I am every day learning, and I know no shelter like it. The Improvement of the Covenant of Grace in this manner, was to the Prophet David, all his Salvation, and all his desire. This is the Shelter that will keep dry when the Floods come. This will make a Soul out-face Ter­ror, and give an Answer to turmoiling Accusations. [Page 277] This will make the Lame to leap as a Hart, and the Dumb to sing, when Woes do over-spread the Earth. I recommend you to this Sanctuary, &c.

1661. To D. H. N o 52.

I Perceive my Aunt hath had her Weakness re­turned upon her; such is the Constitution of this Clayey Lump: But what a wonder is it, that a Treasure of Grace and eternal Life should ever dwell through all the days of our Sin, Trouble, and Va­nity, in such a Tabernacle; and that the Spirit of Christ, the Spirit of Grace, Holiness, and Glory should never cease striving, in the midst of all that Opposition and course Entertainment on our part; and never give over, till our Sins be utterly and for ever extinguished, and Mortality swallowed up of Life: and so these vile Bodies and polluted Souls made conformable to our Redeemer, and the eternal Com­panions of his Bosom. Let us fix our eye there, and we shall be always projecting for him; and never discontented with our Travel, though we rid but little Ground. Let us prize him, and love him, and all his Rules and Orders; himself in the first place, and all the rest for his sake only: And that makes our work our delight, not our toil and vexation; for there is no want of help, either for Strength or Pardon, or both. He takes Sinners to himself, that he may spend Intimacy of Good Will upon them; and never lets them go quite out of his hands any more. Oh, how little do we know him! How little do we remember that every Conviction we have had, every Groan, every desire of Soul after him, was born first in his heart, and given to us as [Page 278] the new Creatures Food, to ripen it for Glory. We breath towards him in the strength of his own Breath. We may be yet much more winnowed, but cannot be lost, nor our Faith quite fail; because he prays for us as never meer Man did. His Prayers cannot but speed; for the Will of the Father, Son, and Spirit is one Will, for they are one God; and that Will is nothing but good Will to us, who hope in him, and catch hold of his free Covenant­good-Will to Men. I have now lately News out of the North, that my dear Brother D. is departed out of this World. How should these things make us love to be trading for that Country, where all our best Friends go, and not think it much that this World yields so many sorrowful bits; because God never appointed it for our abiding place; but only that we may hear his Voice, and be contracted to him while we are below, in order to the consum­mating the Marriage above. The Lord make us chearfully serious in the business of our day, while it lasteth, to prepare to lanch forth when our Lord shall call. Blessed are they who watch, &c.

1661. To D. A. N o 53.

WHat God speaks in his Word, we may take for our comfort, to carry us through the Myre, till we land beyond Sin and Pain. The Sal­vation of such poor Sinners as you and I, was and is the delight of the blessed Trinity. The Father did in his Grace and Love, elect; the Son delighted to come and do the Father's Will in Redeeming; the Holy Spirit loves to apply it, and therefore is called the Comforter: the Angels rejoyce that good [Page 279] Will from God is come to Men. If God say, you must go to the Top of the Mount, and die, set your face towards him, who has died before you, to bring you through: Fly to the meer Grace and Love of the glorious God that has designed Pardon and Righ­teousness for poor Sinners, for his own sake, in the Person of his own Son. If he say, you must lanch forth; roll upon the Rock of Ages alone. The wea­rier you are of your Sins, the more welcome to a Saviour. The wearier you are of your pains and burthens, the sweeter will be the Bosom of an in­dulgent Father, when you arrive at your Father's House. The whole Race of the Residue of the Re­deemed are your Fellow-travellers. The whole Tri­nity is on your side, the Scriptures on your side, the eternal Covenant of Grace on your side, while you bow your head, and lean only on your beloved Re­deemer. Look up to him, and fear not your passage. I leave you to the Arms of endless Care, Counsel, Comfort, Strength and Pity, &c.

1661. To D. H. N o 54.

OUr work in this World is only to follow after God, under all the Changes and Trials that do accompany an earthly Life: and we have this En­couragement; I will never leave you, nor forsake you. Grace, and the Exercise of it also, comes from God: None can cleanse a foul heart, nor quicken a dead one, but he who raised your and my Redeemer from the dead. And therefore, if my heart be as hard as a Stone, as foul as a Dung-hill, as weak as Wa­ter, and as deceitful, treacherous, and vile as may be; I have no Refuge, but to fly to my most pure, [Page 280] holy Redeemer, to my unchangeable God in Jesus Christ, who is both my Judge and Saviour. He hears the inward panting of his own Spirit, when we can scarce hear the voice of our own Prayers, or scarce know what to make of them. He who cre­ates Light out of Darkness, knows how to work up an Acceptation of us to himself in Christ, when our Persons and Services, as they come from us, are as filthy Rags in our own eyes. We never go down the Wind, till we say in our hearts by Unbelief, The Covenant cannot stand in Heaven, because I have sinned against it on Earth. I am God, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed. Tru­ly Sister, I find very often, I have as much need of pardoning Grace, as ever I needed at first Conver­sion. And I scarce know any thing that states the difference betwixt me and the vilest of Hypocrites, but only this; That God makes my Distempers my Burthen; and in the Riches of his Love, inclines my heart to hanker towards him for help. And for ever blessed be his Name, that doth not suffer us to die away utterly from his Relief. How great is his Goodness! How wealthy and endless is that Store­house of Perfection that is laid up in Christ, for his ransomed and new-born Seed. Get Christ in your eye; and that will affect your heart, &c.

1661. To D. H. N o 55.

TOuching what you write that you have an In­terest in the Mercies I receive, it accords well with that word, 1 Cor. 12. 27. Ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular thereof. And what a mu­tual Interest is that? First Christ's, and then one [Page 281] anothers in him. Something of this Affinity appears in the Contentment of that mutual Society of Chri­stians, but more in the mutual Faith in which they communicate with one another, Rom. 1. 12. The Streams are obvious to our sence; but the Streams would dry up, if the Fountain did not feed them. The more we put on Jesus Christ, the more doth the Morning-Star of Perfection, in that and all other Con­tentment, twinkle upon us. Still honor God so as to lean upon him, and love him, and all the method he takes. Nothing doth so much bring disquiet, as disappointment; and nothing doth so much bring disappointment, as the fixing ones expectation upon Uncertainties. Be ever therefore trimming up your Expectations on things above, where Christ is, and abides for ever. Dissolve into his good Will, and he will never disappoint your Hope, nor suffer you to be at an utter loss. What think you is the very meaning of that place, Hab. 3. 17, 18. Although the Fig-tree shall not blessom, &c. Yet will I rejoyce in the Lord? &c. Doth it not speak out this? viz. That God is the same, his Word the same, when all things fail besides. If I have disquiet or fears, let me en­quire what it is that I fear, and on what Ground; whether about my present, or future State of Body or Soul? And let me not make Questions nor An­swers, but what Scripture doth countenance. I may make use of former Experiences of my own or others, as they bear witness to Divine Writ, in the Scri­ptures; and so be thankful: but I may not make the Experiences of any sort my Rule, nor Guide of my Faith. My meaning is; We are apt to oppose something or other that we find by Observation or Experience, against the Word of the living God; or expound the great and faithful Promises by those [Page 282] Experiences or Observations. As where it is said, Sin shall not have Dominion over you. I will send you the Comforter, and he shall teach you all things. I will satisfie the longing Soul. I will give a new heart. I will circumcise your hearts to love me. The Righteous shall not want any good thing. Their Soul shall not be desolate. No Evil shall come near them. Your Sins, and your Iniquities I will remember no more, and such like; which abounds throughout the Scriptures. We are apt to cast cold Water out of our Experiences and Observations upon those Promises, rather than kindle our Faith at them; and so live by Faith on them. We are apt to say, yea; but I do not find it so: I find Sin prevails against me, my Graces wi­ther, my Conscience clamours, my heart is hard; I pray, and have no Answer; my Condition is di­stressed, and I fear it will be worse. He that said, No Evil shall come near, doth yet suffer his people to be greatly distressed; even so far sometimes as to die under it, and therefore it is not directed to me; or there is not that soveraign Good in it, as the Go­spel seems to proclaim. But I would say as Solomon did, Eccles. 7. 10. Consider wisely concerning this. 'Tis impossible the Oath and Promise of God should fail; the mistake is on our part, considering not the Work of the Lord, and the Operation of his hands. He trieth, rooteth, and teacheth Faith by ways of Op­position; for Christ is always labouring in this Vine­yard. The Father worketh hitherto, and I work, saith he. His great design is to reveal himself, and bap­tize his People into the Spirit of his Death and Re­surrection. He slays Sin by suffering his People sometimes to be, in a sence, slain by it; that they more fully die from their own Power, into his Life, Gal. 2. 19. He brings the Soul to an utter stress, [Page 283] to make it look out, and venture upon him; as the three Leppers, who to flee from Famine, ventured to flee to an Enemies Army. When he would bring his People from sensible Refuges, and from a Man's personal Worth, and inherent Strength, which usu­ally gets in like Rust upon the Soul; he dasheth all that, to teach us, that our Life and every Act of it is the meer Operation of his Grace, who lives, moves, and breaths in his People. How is it pos­sible we should know Patience, but by Sufferings; and the infinite Power and Truth of God in great Deliverances, if the Sun did always shine upon us? This made David say, In very faithfulness thou hast afflicted me: and Paul; I will rejoyce in mine infirmi­ties, or weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Growth of Grace lies chiefly in more and more expertness in owning of, and living nakedly on the Good that is in Christ, as being really mine own; and deriving Good from him by perpetual Motion. Man's Life lies not so much in his Breath, as in his Breathing; so it is with spiritual Life, exercising fresh and fresh Acts of Recourse to Jesus Christ: And by this means the Soul comes at length to be bathed in the Comfort of his Truth and Love by an operating Faith. Let my Condition be what it will, inwardly or outwardly, I am not to be dismayed from running to God, and encouraging my self in him. But my work is to listen out what God re­proves or teacheth thereby; holding this as an un­movable Truth, That his love never fails from his People one moment; and his People are they who in good earnest chuse him for their God; whose very hearts fly and hanker after him; such who come to God by Christ, who design that as their Aim. The whole Scripture doth justifie this plain difference be­tween [Page 284] persons and persons; viz. they who come to the light, and they who hate it, Joh 3. 20, 21. Now I say, My work is never to let my heart question his love to me: If he has made me to hanker after him, and if he loves continually, then there is continually room for Access to him. 'Tis true that he hath suffered his People sometimes to fall grievously; as David and others; and he hid his face upon it: But did we ever read, that he did turn away from the Prayer of the Poor; and while it is nothing else but his own Spirit interceding in them, and Christ for them? 'Tis not imaginable, though he seems not to answer sometimes, yet he loves their voice continually. Faith, viz. an acting out of our own Life, in the Life and spirit of Christ, for all manner of good from God by him, is and was always a conquering successful Grace: In the greatest Surge it gives ei­ther Contentation, or it hastens the opening of the Door for Deliverance; and usually both together, one way or other. 'Tis a sad thing, that when we should be exercising Faith for getting the good of an Affliction, and prying after further Discoveries of God's Truth, Love and Wisdom; and enquiring what the voice of our Father is, and what it means. I say, it is a sad thing that at that time we should spend our thoughts in an unseasonable distrust of an Interest in him. His Rod, his Trials walk up and down among his People, to shew he is their Father, and his Discipline is amongst his Children; and yet we are apt to take the very sign of our Reconcilia­tion, and make it an occasion of our distrust that we are not related to him. This Wisdom comes not from above, but is carnal, sensual, and unworthy of them who have heard the Word of Faith; yea, and accepted it also for many years. 'Tis bad tempt­ing [Page 285] God, and vexing his Spirit in that which pro­voketh him most. But if I think I was not related to him before, let me fly to him in Christ now, and I shall be his, though I was not actually so before; for he casts away no sincere Comer. But I do sup­pose you armed by the Lord to encounter these As­saults, and am persuaded your Faith will grow by every Trial; yea, when 'tis most assaulted, you will be made to expect some good in the Rear; which will make you glorifie God, even in the Fires. Dear Sister, I commend you to the Lord: Christ prays for you, and therefore your faith cannot fail. He will be Eyes to the Blind, Feet to the Lame: He will give Grace and Glory, and no good thing will he with-hold, &c.

1661. To T. N. N o 56.

IN pursuance of my Promise, and also that the mutual Remembrance of each other may be kept alive, I account my self engaged to present you these Lines. 'Tis one comfort that the Lord rules the World; yea, no other but that God to whom the Supplications of his People are always acceptable in Jesus Christ, and that nothing can be perfectly mi­serable to them who are constituted Heirs of Bles­sing, and past away from the Curse through the Curse of Christ. And though the glorious Arm and Truths of God seem to be overwhelmed in the World, yet when God shall appear to vindicate his Name, and cloath himself with Jealousie, what Ob­struction shall hinder his Course, or stop his hand? I know you are not only strugling with difficulties without, as well as I am, but with Enemies within; [Page 286] and truly that is my case also. And I know nothing that keeps me from being overwhelmed but only this, viz. some blinks of the free and eternal un­changeable Bounty of God, who has for his own sake only, pitch'd upon such an unworthy Creature, and caused my Soul to hanker after him. When I am tired out with my own Darkness, Infirmity, Pollu­tion and Unbelief, his good Spirit is pleased sometimes to sway my heart to throw my self, Body and Soul, and all my Sins and Cares upon him through Jesus Christ; and so out of my own Shame and Confusi­on of face, there darts in sometimes a Beam of Re­lief from him, who quickeneth the Dead, and calleth the things that are not as if they were. Could we come off more smoothly to own and catch that Hold upon Jesus Christ which the Word of God's Grace doth invite us to, we might lanch forth, and venture se­curely in the Ark Jesus Christ, when there is not a Foot of dry Ground here below to stand upon. When we cannot pray, then to remember Christ intercedes. When we are all over defiled and confused, to re­member the Mediator is cloathed with our Nature, and that on our behalf, in perfect Purity, and in the same Nature which each of us doth bear. He did conquer over all that which we are as yet conflicting with (in his Name.) That we are esteemed not ac­cording to our present Infirmity, but according to that Perfection to which we are entitled in him who is at God's Right Hand. Could we be more exer­cised in this view and blessed prospect; it would make our dry and dead Limbs recover heat and life; as it was with Jacob when he heard that Joseph was yet alive; Joseph our Brother is yet alive: And all Power is committed into his hands; he has the Keys of Hell and Death, and is himself the Door of Life also. [Page 287] Oh, how unpersuadable are our hearts for the most part, and loath to credit the Word of his Grace and Truth, so far as to resign up our selves, our sins, our burthens of all sorts to the vertue and power of his Atonement and Soveraignty, who has ended all dif­ferences, and brought in an everlasting Righteousness and Good Will, that a righteous God and sinful Man might be reconciled together in him who has ballan­ced the Account exactly; and being gone, has left a Legacy of Blessing and Peace to every Soul that flees to him to feed upon, till the days of full re­freshing appears, and we see him as he is. When I only muse my own weakness, it makes me more weak; while I converse with anxious thoughts, it makes my heart dark, sower and feeble; but Mil­lions of Sins, Cares, Fears, and Disquiets fly before one hearty Closure with Christ, his Power and Grace by Faith. If Christ in the Soul saith I AM HE, whole Troops of Adversaries fall backwards, Difficulties vanish, and desponding Consultations of Unbelief in our Flesh fly as Dust before the Wind; and that because our Redeemer is strong, though we are weak. Methinks sometimes 'tis pity that we should hear so much, read so much spoke or writ, to each other so ordinarily of this certain real Refuge, and yet account it not more real. What a thing is this that Christ hath engaged, that not one of his shall be able to lose what he purchased and bequeathed for them! Such a good Will, and free Grace, that our Sins shall never be able to sin away, no more than they can be able to sin away Christ from the Right Hand of his Father; for were it otherwise, we were undone every moment. Who is it that maintains any Thirst after him that enables poor Dust and Ashes to conflict against all the powers of Darkness; [Page 288] and of weak, sometimes becomes strong? Who is it that maintains any indignation against the Law of our Flesh that is in our Members, but he who hath overcome in his own Person, and will shortly tread down Satan under our feet also, and is hastning the day when the last Enemy shall be destroyed, and every Sigh and Tear removed. Let us comfort our hearts in this, and pray for each other, that we may, as good Soldiers of Jesus Christ, fight this good Fight of Faith, laying hold on Eternal Life; and so sur­mount the Miseries of a present evil World, &c. Pray present my hearty Respects to your Daughter, whose Soul I know is labouring in this Work, &c.

1661. To B. D. N o 57.

THe Lord direct our Course; the Waves will allay, the Calm is coming, our Pilot is skilful, our God unchangeably gracious; he is infinitely pure, and will never leave till our filth be done away, that we may be like him, and bear Likeness to him to all Eternity. Plunge through as well as you can; never say, your hope is lost, and your Judgment is passed over by your God. Our Bot­tom is good, our Redeemer is strong; and there I leave you, &c.

1661. To S. D. N o 58.

THe Lord is yours if you are willing to be his; and I doubt not but that is your desire and aim. Stand up in the midst of all your Dumps and Trials, and venture one Halelujah to him that rides [Page 289] upon the Heavens for your help; yea, in the thick­est of your doubts about Soul or Body, do but cast a wishly eye to him who hath swallowed up all manner of Deaths in Victory, and you shall over­come, and rise above the Waves, because he is ri­sen. It may be you may little think how it chears the heart of Christ to see you sit down and sing a Psalm of Praise for all his Loving-kindnesses in the midst of Worldly Darkness. Measure not spiritual and eternal things by those that are for a moment. Do not wrong the Wisdom of God your Father, by repining against the Instruments and the Events of his Providence. Let your design be how to fortifie each others Faith and Joy, and never ask Counsel of Flesh and Blood in the business. Read over the 46 th Psalm, and make it yours by Meditation and Prayer. Dear Sister, fare you well in the Lord: hasten Hea­venwards; and count all things else but trifles, that you may finish your Course with joy. Let the same Mind be in you as was in Christ, who emptied him­self to do the Will of his Father, for saving such poor Sinners as you and I; when he might have en­joyed all the Glory of the World, he refused it, and wandred up and down despised of Men. Love the Foot-steps of the Captain of your Salvation; and whenever your heart boils up any sinful disquiets, carry your heart and your disquiets to the Lord, and beg of him to judge them, and give you the new heart he promised in Ezek. 36. 26. The good Will, the heart-refreshing Peace, and Comfort of a dear Father, a dear Redeemer, and the dear and blessed Spirit be with you. Blessed he, blessed she that overcomes, and blessed be the Son of God that hath undertaken; we shall overcome in his Victory. Once more farewel; fear not, only believe.

1661. To B. D. N o 59.

I Perceive your Family is still visited. The God of the Spirits of all Flesh knows what Scourges are most suitable for them whom he designs for Glo­ry, Honour, and Eternal Life; among whom I trust, you and your Yoak-fellow are enrolled. There is hope that good lies in the bottom, when the heart is drawn the more to seek, resign up to, and wait pa­tiently for the Salvation of God, to a delightful thought of the Appearance of Christ, and your ga­thering to him; the whole World cannot purchase one quarter of an hours free Access to God. If he draws and drives the heart to himself, let us bless and love him, whatever means he useth to bring it about. I desire to bless the Lord that you are striving to trace the steps of that Faith that believed under hope, above hope: such Faith, such Hope will never return ashamed. I am strugling with the same difficulties, and none can help me but the faith­ful Promiser; who is able to quicken his Word to me, and soaken my heart to mix it with Faith. As you write he has not been a barren Wilderness to you (which is unspeakable Grace) so I have often found; and therefore I have hope, that at length he will perfect the design of favour and pity upon such a poor Worm. Lord help you and me to find Foun­tains in the Valley of Baca, till the last Sourge be over, and every Tear removed. We have no other way now to communicate with each other, but in Prayers and Faith, Affections and Letters. Letters indeed may miscarry, but no earthly Obstruction can hinder the three former: Faith and Prayer flies invisibly, and Christian Affections also. As for my [Page 291] self, the Lord is every day forcing my Soul to look out more after the mysterious privilege of his most absolute free Grace in Christ. There the wearied find Rest, the polluted finds purity, and the dejected find there an Anchor of Hope. Sometimes I am confounded in mine own thoughts, and my Prayers rather shame me than comfort me; then I stand still, and look for the Salvation of God only: He sends his naked Arm out of the thick Cloud, and creates some Beam of Light and Refuge, which makes a Pilgrim sing in a Land of darkness. He seems to be gone sometimes, but returns again. He withdraws, but never bids farewell utterly. He suffers me some­times to tumble in mine own filth, but brings me to the Laver again; to the Fountain opened to the House of David, &c. for Sin and Uncleanness. His unchange­able Purpose and Grace holds its Course as the Sun; and therefore poor Worms are never undone, though never so low. Could I more actually resign up to his Will, and read that Golden Line of his Love that runs within every Providence of his, and in every part of his Discipline, and put my Seal to it, how might I triumph; and say, O Sin, where is thy Sting? O Grave, where is thy Death? He dasheth earthly Comforts, that himself might comfort alone: he suffers Corruption to swell and rage, that he may appear to be the only mighty Redeemer: he glorifies the Excellency of his Word, by forcing the Soul thi­ther for Refuge. Brother, let us be flying into this Ark, his Word endures to a thousand Generations: we have the same God, and no other than what Abra­ham, Isaac, and Jacob; Moses, David, and Paul had. He never left a poor Supplicant, nor will do it; for the Spirit of Supplication is his own Breath; and himself deeply concerned in all the Concernments [Page 292] of his People: they are his, and their Concern­ments his also. Let us muse this Privilege seriously, and glorifie his good Will by Faith and Thankful­ness; and so rejoyce in believing above hope. The Lord be a hiding place to you and me; never yield to let him go: but let us cling fast by Faith and Hope, till he cause Salvation and Light to shine forth out of Obscurity, and Comfort all that mourn. Glo­rifie God by Faith, Patience and Thankfulness; lose not that, and you will be no loser; though the day be dark, the Sun is not down. The times of re­freshing will come to us, and we to them; for our Redeemer lives for ever. I leave you to that God, and remain, &c.

1661. To S. D. N o 60.

THat's the happiest Man or Woman in the World that can truly hear the voice of God in his Rod. That happy profit I press and long for; and that happiness I heartily wish to your self and my Bro­ther; that as God hath made you Partners in Affli­ction, you would endeavour to the utmost to sup­port each others Faith and holy Patience in a stormy day. Afflictions, be they what they will, can ne­ver make you miserable. Nothing makes the Rod tedious, but unwarrantable vexations of Spirit; and in days of trouble, that is the usual Temptation; and there is no such Cure as the naked sight of God's wise disposing hand. If there have been any mis­giving thoughts between you, about future Concern­ments relating to your selves and your Children, as under such Surges you have met withal, our frail­ty is very apt unto; spread that infirmity before the [Page 293] Lord, who is abundant in Pardon, Mercy, and Truth; who can spare the Lives of the rest if he please, and will not suffer the Seed of his Servants to be desolate. All the Scriptures be full of Coun­sel, and infallible grounds of Consolation; yet such is our Carnality, Darkness, and Unbelief many times, that we think the Rock cannot yield Honey: and so we gage things by fleshly and worldly Obser­vation; and are apt secretly to condemn the Wis­dom, Goodness, and Faithfulness of God before we are aware; whereas the only way to find the Pearl of real advantage in the blessed Word, is to lay the heart to the Word by an exercise of Faith; and then roll the Soul upon the Lord, though it seems to be never so much against that Sense and Reason which Flesh and Blood is always dictating to us. Dear Sister, I must confess I travel under a treache­rous heart of mine own, which is ever betraying away my Peace, my Strength, my Faith, and Hope; and that is my daily burthen: but I never come be­fore the Lord with any openness, and unfeigned Re­signation to him for Pardon and Succour in vain. I am somewhat a Partner with you in the Tempta­tions and Waves of a present World, but cannot call it dismal so long as God doth in some measure steer my Course in any sincerity after him. Let us provoke one another to this, and the Storm will be over; the day will break, and the darksome sha­dows will flee away; or we shall flee through, or flee beyond them; for faithful is he that hath pro­mised.

1661. To J. L. N o 61.

IT is good to mind our Interest in Christ seriously, where-ever we are; that when-ever we step out of this World, we may step into a better; in which dwells none but righteous Inhabitants, and righteous things. And were it not for this hope, how mise­rable a life would Christianity be! but one fore­taste of Christ makes a dismal World pleasant. That made Paul and Silas sing in their Bonds, and John to be ravished in the Spirit in the Isle of Patmos: and truly, nothing else can do it. 'Tis our happiness that things which are seen are only temporal, but things unseen are eternal. I oft think of the com­fortable society I had once with you; but the Ker­nel of that which made Society then comfortable lies still safe so long as that Promise holds; Loe, I am with you alway, even to the end of the World. I recommend you into the hands of that precious Friend, and remain, &c.

1661. To D. S. N o 62.

LEt it be your and my study still to derive mor­tifying Power from the Grace and Cross of him who was dead, and is alive: I mean the Lamb who stands before the Throne in the vertue of his own Sacrifice, Rev. 5. 6. perpetually to intercede for effectuating all the ends of his Mediation to them who come to God through him. Our Prayers wing­ed with faith in Christ, and fellow-feeling one of another's troubles, may fly faster than Letters can; and there is no fear of their miscarriage, if once [Page 295] placed by faith in the Mediator's hand. The Lord who dwells in Houses not made with hands, is the Habitation of his People. Let the fulness of all man­ner of Contentment that is on the other side Jordan so warm our hope and faith, that nothing on this side may discompose. And Oh that I could dwell more in the view of him who is lifted up to draw all Men to him; that so these earthly Affections might be transformed, and fetch satiating delight from the place where Christ sits, who is even now our life. I commend you to him; at his Throne let us meet, and make merry in the Author of Con­solation, and our blessed Hope.

1662. To D. H. N o 63.

TRuly Sister, I do sometimes wonder at the sot­tishness of my heart, that can be so affected with the Christian tender Respects of a dear Friend, and yet have no more flames of Affection to the Foun­tain of all Love and Loveliness. Methinks nothing makes any Friend truly excellent in my thoughts but Grace, and the Inhabitation of Christ there. And if a Beam of his Grace creates a delightful Aspect where-ever it pitches, how excellent for Perfection is Jesus Christ himself? Sometimes our hearts are apt to fancy Christ as if he were humoursome, re­vengeful, as if he would make the worst of things, and not the better; sometimes as if he had forgot­ten, were far off, did not hear, were reserved, ex­ceeding ready to take exceptions, and such like: whereas we may go to a poor lump of Clay; where a spark of his Nature dwells, and have sometimes a taste of that Affection that is scarce capable of re­flecting [Page 296] back any such prejudices, or the least shadow of them. And the reason is, because there is a root­ed persuasion of some predominant Principle of Chri­stian, spiritual, and reciprocal Love. O then how seriously should we pray that our hearts might be di­rected into the Love of Christ, and that it may be shed abroad in our hearts. A Christ who loves once, ever, always, and to the full, he loveth: he loved and came; he loved, and died; he loved, and pro­claimed the everlasting Gospel; he loves, and par­dons; he loves, and teaches; he loves, and reproves; he loves, and holds fast for ever; he loves, and saves. When a Soul is sunk as deep as Hell in sin and filth; in love he redeems that Soul, as out of a Jaques; and is not ashamed, nor thinks it much to cleanse it again, because Love constrains him. All his ways (not one excepted) are Mercy and Truth to them that fear him. He has a noble and surmounting Love, not capable of Melancholy, Misprision, or Mistake. He knew all the defects of his Spouse before he betrothed himself to her in loving Kindness, and tender Mer­cies. And he so far abhors the declining of his Love, that the very beholding of any defect there inflames his heart to remove it, that he may present her to himself without spot. When we have any Agony against our sins, doth this come from the Flesh? Is it not pure­ly the Lord's Arm? What shall I say? The Lord reveal himself, that we may purely rejoyce in God our Maker; and cling upon him in the vertue and power of his own unsearchable and endless Grace and Love. I long for other Society than I can have here: few Friends here, and little help; especially as to that Interest in which you and I are most con­cerned: but there is a River that never dries up, and [Page 297] a Counsellor that never fails. I am yet in health; and as to outward freedom, as it was when I came hither first; but not without some daily Exercises: but my chief Adversary lurks within, which God will one day destroy, and all Warfare will be over. Let us pray to him for each other, for it is not in vain.

1662. To B. D. N o 64.

AS for all things that relate to this and the next Life, the Lord help you and I, and all his People, fully to commit our selves into the hands of GOd, in the name and interest of Christ, who is Lord of Quick and Dead: He who hath said In no­thing be careful, Cast your burthen on the Lord, and that All things shall turn for good to them that love him; and he that hath said, I will never leave you, nor for­sake you; certainly he cannot forget his own Word. Oh that we had Faith to believe it. Let the great business of Faith be our work every day and night. I leave you to him who is able to teach, help and save, &c.

1662. To T. N. N o 65.

DEar Sir, However it goes with you, I trust, you have no reason to count your self alone, whilst so good a Friend hath said, I will be with you in the fire, and water. When we are at any plunge, then is a time to act Scripture-Reason, and not worldly Reason; and draw such Conclusions in reference to Soul and Body, as the Wisdom and [Page 298] Truth of God doth teach. The Lord make his Fur­nace to be purifying at this day. Some in one kind, some in another have their various Trials, but the Father of Mercies doth govern the matter; so that at the Close, it shall be well with the Righteous. Let us la­bour with might and main to keep up good thoughts of God, and the glory of our Interest in him. Though the Heaven and Earth do shake, the sense of his Co­venant cannot change; his Son cannot be dethroned, nor the Promises of his Grace and Presence turn in­to the Blood of a dead Man. Clouds may darken the Sun as to us, but they can never diminish the na­tural light of the Sun, nor stop its Course. The Sun is as nigh the Earth when Clouds do interpose, as it was before; and our dear Lord is now as near his afflicted ones, as when the Branch of earthly things was never so green in their hands. Faith, Repen­tance, Love to the Lord Jesus are glorious Orna­ments for a Pilgrim, travelling towards that City that hath Foundations. Sir, I know not how it fares with you, but I doubt not but it goes well: For can any dealings of an infinite wise God, a faithful and gracious Father be amiss; seeing he has promi­sed, and will not fail to give Grace and Glory, and will with-hold no good thing from them that fear him. Let us not deny his Truth by Unbelief, nor his Love by a lowring Dispondency of heart; however the Waves rise and swell, he is above them; and the great Redemption is near.

1662. To B. D. N o 66.

YOur welfare is amongst the chiefest of my de­sires in this World; and if the Afflictive Pro­vidence [Page 299] of God doth still remain, be not dismayed; yea, if it increaseth, let not a disponding heart put the Lie upon any Promise God hath made: he is not a cruel Father, his Bowels are tender, but our mis­giving hearts are they that are apt to plunge us. Had we more dexterity in believing, we might steer a comfortable Course, when all sight of dry Land is out of sight. And such a Faith is God's Gift, who has promised us every good thing. Let us both go to the Creator of the ends of the Earth for Faith, and by Faith wait for more Faith; that we may ride out the Storm, and not be ashamed or wearied out under the Cross. How 'tis with you I know not; but I have much confidence you are in as safe hands, and in the bosom of as tender love as ever did shine upon you in the days of more earthly fulness: and that the gracious Goodness of God, and his unsen­sible Wisdom has ordered this present state of Af­fairs to exercise you withal. One half hours time beyond Mortality will make amends for all; and we are hastening to it; and I trust, at present freely entitled to the unalterable love of God, who will never leave nor forsake to pity and succour the Off­spring of his own Grace. If the Lord favour me with his Counsel, and give me the Shield of his Presence, I shall not be at a loss. I dare not give way to hard thoughts of him, but rather to covet after a greater freedom of Resignation to his sweet pleasure.

1662. To B. D. N o 67.

I Am affected with your trouble, and yet comfor­ted in your faith and comfort. But who makes [Page 300] Rivers run in the Desart, knows how to refresh the dry Ground. When we hear News that our Troubles will one day expire, there is some refreshment with it, and not a little support the while. But Oh, for ever blessed be that glorious Hope, that not only outward Troubles, but Sin also shall be no more; yea, and that while we are striving and toiling un­der a Body of Sin; we are yet stated in the second Adam, brought over from a state of Sin, to a pre­sent state of Righteousness, Acceptation, and Bles­sing. This is the Crown and Conquest of Faith, Hope, and Consolation. All these things will I give; yea, said the Tempter, if thou wilt fall down and wor­ship me. Ah cursed and deceitful Proffer. Let my Portion and yours be found still, and for ever in a crucified risen Christ. If he loved us when he wash­ed us in his own Blood, then no slaying Providen­ces can separate from the same Love: so that we may, musing the matter aright, say, he loved me when he hurried me hither and thither, when he brake my Bones, emptied me from Vessel to Ves­sel, made me as the Mire of the Street. Yet his Blessing once bequeathed, can never be revoked, nor his eternal Love change. Though his Paths are in the Deep, and his Ways and Judgments past finding out, while he maintains in our Souls a Cry after him (which is the voice of his own Spirit in­terceding in us) he hath not forgotten to be gracious, nor caused his Bowels to cease from yearning to­ward us. Sin only makes outward Burthens intollerable. Outward Troubles declare the venom of Sin, and tends to open the ear to instruct us: and so both of them sends the Souls of the Redeemed to the Atonement of Christ's Blood for Healing, and into his Bosom for Refuge. Cer­tainly Brother, his Promises are as good now as they [Page 301] were before the Storm rose upon us; and the Co­venant of Grace, and Love, and Good Will smiles as much as ever, and when the Cloud is blown over and gone, we shall see it. Now to justifie God's truth, and submit to his wise hand; to maintain good and honourable thoughts of him, and all his dealings, when so many things from with­out, and also from within do war against it; this is like the faith of God's Elect, and doth in some blessed measure betoken the knowledge of what God is in himself, and what he is eternally to us, and that the Seed of God remaineth in us. I leave you in his hand, and to strive under your Affairs, as he shall give you Wisdom and Strength. Lord, purge and heal us; he will do it, and all will be well. Let us hold on to pray for each other, for the Vision will speak, &c. Yours to love and live with you in the Lord, &c.

1662. To P. D. N o 68.

I Have no other thing to recommend to you but this; that as you have already found this pre­sent World to be a slippery Foundation, so beware how you lay the whole stress of your Expectation upon it, or the persons in it. A thirsty Man may dream that he drinketh; yet when he awakes he may faint. The drink of a Dream gives not nourish­ment; 'tis only the Water of Life, issuing from the Rock Christ, that is satisfying and healing; He that drinks thereof shall never thirst. Frowns and favours of Men are some of the strongest Engines the Devil has, to shake a Soul from simple and single hearted following of the Lamb: and besides them, the trea­chery [Page 302] of our carnal and unbelieving hearts is ever watching to betray our poor Souls into a dis-relish of the pure paths of Life; dulling the edge of Zeal, and blinding the eye from beholding the Excellency that lies in the Person of Christ crucified and risen, and the excellent Grace that has shone from Heaven for recovering poor Sinners out of the Snare of the De­vil. So that you and I have need to be much attending at the Foot-stool of that Throne where the Lord of Life sways the Scepter of Relief, Mercy, and saving Health for all Comers. Let my Portion be in the Fountain of Life, and not in the broken Cisterns of earthly deceitful Contents. If you would save your self from grieving the good Spirit of God (which I trust, dwells in you) retire your self as much as you can into the Contemplation of such things as may cause the fear and love of God to be and remain with some odoriferous Verdure, and kindly grow in your Soul. And take an ingenious and serious view, whe­ther the Plants of the Lord do flourish, or else are blighted: No less than an infiniteness of Power is requisite to such work; and he only who engageth his heart to it, lieth under the Promise of the Influ­ences of Heaven, to quicken and satisfie him with good things full of Marrow. I have no more, but recommending you to the Lord, to keep you from declining in a declining time; and that you may be preserved from evil, and your Affections be where Christ is. I remain, &c.

1662. To S. H. N o 69.

I Know you yearn after the same Country which I have some hope (through the Riches of that [Page 303] Bounty that has appeared from Heaven to Men) to see; and when the Groans here below are over, to breath forth Blessing, Honour, and Praise to him who, I trust, has loved us both, and washed us in his own Blood; and I have some ground to hope the number there will be one the more for your company. Only spend your love upon him, your delight in him, your desires after him and every part of his Will; as well to carry the Cross as wear the Crown, for both are privileges. When your heart is opprest with sin or trouble, then think, Oh how free is he from sin, who sits Conqueror at the Right Hand of God, as my Advocate, Surety, Redeemer; yea, my principal self; whose I am by his Redem­ption, more than I am mine own. Sins, evil thoughts, Heart-lusts, dispondency of Spirit shall not always teare and torment; for he has judged them in his Flesh upon the Tree, and is risen on our behalf. I could write a Volume, had I words and time, of the terrible Inroads which the Enemy, especially my own corrupt heart, makes upon me; but I doubt not, you know the same Warfare. What remains, but that with Faith, Hope, and Patience we cry out, How long, Lord, holy and true; how long ere the Canaanite be expelled, and these Thorns in our Flesh be consumed for ever? Oh what pure and uninterrupted Communion with Christ will that be, when nei­ther sin within, nor troubles and fears without shall gaul any more; when Melancholy, Doubts and Uu­belief, as a black Cloud, shall be dispelled, and dri­ed up for ever before the sparkling face ef the Sun of Righteousness, solemnizing the Marriage of his Spouse. We have no Oratory that can out-pass what he has already uttered concerning this, and his words are not vain, though ours are many times too too chaffy [Page 304] about these things, the more is the pity it should be so. When he says, Sin shall not have Dominion over you: I will circumcise your hearts to love me: I will re­deem Jacob out of all his trouble: I will be with you, and deliver you, his words are all true; but our little exercise of Faith is either like a weak handed Gripe, or a leaky Vessel; yet our Faith it self is in his keep­ing, and his Intercession is incessant; and therefore it cannot utterly fail. Dear Sister, wait on him, pluck up your Soul to the business; your labour will not be in vain, nor any unfaigned desire after him return disappointed and ashamed. Throw Husband, Child, and self upon him, into his Bosom; and there lodge together by Faith, in the Joy of the Ho­ly Ghost, and so take your rest: I mean a labori­ous, and yet a sweet Rest; for He gives his Beloved Sleep. His own Concernments are mixt in ours; though his own are chief in his eye, yet he can look upon them without beholding ours; for the Cove­nant is made, and the Blood that concerns it is al­ready shed, and fully accepted; the Redemption compleat, and the Lord's portion and delight is his People. So that he (as it were, if I may say (as it were) in so true and real a business) raiseth in him­self an endless delight, by loving his ransomed Seed, and in dressing them according to his own heart, and shedding out a measure of that Love into their hearts also, for carrying on a Spirit of Conjugal Affection in the Souls of his People towards him now; till the shadows slee away, and we come to know him, as we are known of him; and so love him without interruption, as we are loved of him. Is the day near when a thousand fold more of this will really appear than words can utter? For who can speak how much there lies in God's Purpose; yea, in his [Page 305] very heart, to do for them for whom he died, bought so dear, and rescued with so high a hand? Deut. 10. 15. How then should we look out to awaken our faith, and lift up our heads, because our Redeemer is alive and risen, and our safety is in him? Oh that my own heart and yours were more warmed in such a view. I have no more but to recommend you to the Bosom of him who is the God of all Grace, Pi­ty, Power and Consolation. Yours in the hope of this saving Health and Relief, &c.

1663. To E. D. N o 70.

I Received your Letter, though not so well spelled as that I received before; but as bad as it was, a Father can pick out the meaning of his Child; for Love is quick-sighted, and the best Interpreter of words in the World. God is so to me, and teach­eth me the same to you. You wrote, you would fain have a tender heart, such as the Prophet calls a heart of Flesh, but not a fleshly carnal heart. What then must become of the hard heart? Your earthly Father cannot take that away, nor give you the other; but beg of him who made the Promise, and he can and will both give you the one, and do the other also. Be not a stranger to him; I would part with some of your Affection towards me, as far as he allows me, that you might spend it on him. You cannot speak to me but by a Letter, at this distance, but you may to God all hours of the day and night. Read the Scriptures as the Word of him who de­serves all your love and desire; I am contented to have it only at the second hand. Muse over as oft as you can, by what you read and hear, how sinful [Page 306] your Nature is, and loathsome in God's eye; and how wondrous his Goodness is to tell you, he lays that loathsomness of yours on Christ; and he has by his death, brought in eternal Redemption for you. Consider his exceeding love, and the great travel of his Soul, and bitter Agony; that you in prizing and flying to him, may be freed from the dreadful state of a hard and polluted heart: you can­not ask any thing of him to this end (only do it re­verently, and with reliance on him) but he is as wil­ling to give it. You may open all your heat to him: yea, you must do it; for he loves to have you do it, that so your whole heart may be cured, and my Child be found at last among the number of them who sing for ever, Blessing and Honour, Glory and Thanks to him who loved us, and washed us from our Sins in his own Blood. I leave you to his care, &c.

1663. To D. H. N o 71.

I Have not yet found out a way of Employment; but am looking out, and do desire to be looking up; for my advice and help comes from the Hills, as David speaks. Disappointments (as a wise and faith­ful God orders them) are as useful many times as Success: God has not cast me out of his gracious Co­venant, nor my Soul into murmuring discourage­ment; but tells me the Trial of my Faith is better, much better than Gold. However 'tis with my out­ward Man, yet my chiefest Want is not there; and although my sinful and corrupt heart wars strongly against the Spirit, and the new Creature, yet I be­lieve the Spirit, in the Operations of his Grace in the new Creature, will carry the day when all is [Page 307] done; for our Redeemer is strong. I am laden with Darkness, Weakness, corrupt Lusts, Vanity, Dis­trust, unsteady and uneven Walking, deadness and hardness of heart; but I find the Fountain of Mer­cy for cleansing still open, and the Grace, Mercy, and Truth of God in the Covenant unchangeable: and in this stands all my Salvation, all my chiefest desire, 1 Sam. 23. 5. I want nothing but more Faith, more spiritual Light and Furniture, more of Christ's Image, more renewing in the Spirit of my Mind, to have less carnal Carefulness, Luk. 12. 22. and more of the just Man's Life, Hab. 2. 4. Sin makes a Man poor, weak and fearful; the Grace of God, which brings Salvation, makes a Soul rich, strong and con­fident; for the Covenant of Grace and the Promi­ses are more than words. The Treasure is full; and if I could bring my empty Sack in earnest, it would be filled in earnest. I give you a short hint of my Convictions, my Conditions, Travels, and desires; that in the like you may see you are not alone, and that we may strive in Spirit together to­wards the glorious Prize of our high Calling. I commend you to your and my strong Rock, the bles­sed and ever-living God, &c.

1663. To D. H. N o 72.

I Am attending what the Providence of God will direct further to. Now and then some Doors of Providence seem to open themselves a little, but as yet nothing effectually; but the God of Provi­dence, who is the God of all Grace also, rules them, and every thing is and will be most beautiful in its season. He has glorious Lessons to teach me and [Page 308] others, in such a method and Discipline as this is; and knows how, and is able to make me, and the rest who are alike exercised, to learn profit; that's my work at present. Bless God with me, that our Sun is in the Firmament; though Clouds breed dark­ness, his Nature, his Word, Covenant, Mercy, and Truth never fails; and that is enough. Remember that God, even the Eternal Word, came, lived, ful­filled all Righteousness, died, paid our Debts, re­moved away the Curse, and overcame in our Na­ture for us, as our Mediator for us only, not for himself; he needed it not himself. Your nature and mine is as really in Heaven as our persons are on Earth: and that Magazine is open to every desiring and sincerely hankering Soul. Our Redeemer is strong, his heart tender, his words true, his Grace free, and his Love strong as Death; his Compassi­ons never fail. Oh let us love, fear, adore, and be­lieve him; and in him alone lift up our heads. To him I commend you, &c.

1663. To B. D. N o 73.

I Perceive God has struck you off at last from any further hope about that troublesome business, and that you did conceive you should be at London some time this Month. I think there is nothing at this day more remarkably experienced by the People of God, than disappointments in the matters of this present Life; but certainly 'tis not their Doom, but their Physick: neither is the Dispensation wrath, but fa­therly Wisdom, and rich Bounty to all the adopted Seed. He gives his Children bitter Cups, but yet healthful; at least, the issue will prove it so, &c.

1664. To B. D. N o 74.

CLouds and darkness doth grow thicker and thicker; but yet there is some light in the Lord, in the midst of outward darkness. Light is sown, and the Harvest will come. Our God is everlast­ing, and the Covenant of his Love and Truth sure; he is still unchangeably the same in his Grace, what­ever Changes he orders us to pass through, that Pro­mise is the same; You shall not be tempted above what you are able. What God spake to Jacob is every word of it true, for our Faith and Learning, Gen. 28. 15. I am with thee, and will keep thee in all places, &c. Make as much room as you can for your Un­derstanding and Affections to feed on Christ, our daily Bread, for Pardon, Protection, Direction, Purging, Blessing and Comfort: There I leave you, blessing God with you, and for you; that he doth make you cling upon him, and to roll your eye be­yond these uncertain momentany things. Ply that aim and that work still, for the good Will of him that dwelt and dwells in the burning Bush doth not change: in the Fire and in the Water he will be with us, &c.

1664 To W. D. N o 75.

THat you are walking Heavenward is the best News one Christian Friend can hear of ano­ther; I doubt not but that you make that your Journey. You as well as others, have had that word of Christ fulfilled, In the world you shall have trouble: and I hope you have found it as true, that [Page 310] In me (viz. in Christ) you shall have peace. Cer­tainly inward Peace can be had no where else; in him alone that Jewel is to be enjoyed. 'Tis good that things below do frown when they force a Child of God to retreat, and shelter himself in the bosom of him whose Love and good Will is everlasting. We have but one great Care to spend our thoughts most about, viz. To rest with joy in the Will of God; seeking his Glory, endeavouring after more of Christ's Image to be renewed in us; and so with faith and patience to breath after that deliverance that will put an end to sin and trouble. Afflictions are then prosperous, when they are blest with a right instruct­ing and weaning efficacy; and are useful to render the excellency of things not seen more precious and desirable; when they make a Soul to search and pray much, and so wind out of the World, then they are profitable Physick. This is that frame I would be at; and who can help us in this great work, but he that has promised that he will never quench the smoaking Flax, till he hath brought forth Judgment and Righteousness to Victory, &c.

1664. To D. H. N o 76.

THe Lord himself be with you as a Guide. Sometime fair Weather, and sometime foul; we must expect no other a while: at the Evening it will be light; yea, constant, clear Light and Peace, when all these lower Shadows and Clouds are blown over and gone. In the mean while we are sure to have Pardon, Favour, Life, and the blessed Spirit of Life for our relief. Our Prayers herein will be granted, because we have a bountiful and faithful [Page 311] Promise for it, and our Surety ready to make it good. Here we are Soldiers, but shall overcome through the victorious Blood of the Lamb, and his Presence with us through Darkness and Light, through Life and Death; the Issue will be Victory, through him who hath loved us. Oh, let the Children of Zion rejoyce in their King, &c.

1664. To B. J. D. N o 77.

OUr Relation to each other require not only mu­tual Remembrance, but now and then a Line or two to signifie the same. As for News, what­ever I see or hear, I write but little; but would employ my thoughts and time in the best way of improvement that I can. Time runs out apace with both of us; the Redemption of it, in order to Eter­nity, will be found the best Wisdom. What pe­rilous times the last days will bring forth has been told us already, 2 Tim. 3. 1. amongst which a dry heartless form of Godliness instead of sincere power, is marked as the Mode of the last times. Happy is that Soul that shall be enabled to escape those Rocks and Sands, where many are like to split or run aground. If God be pleased to conquer our hearts into an ingenious Resignation to his gracious Will, and wise Providence, and make room enough for his Authority to reign there, we shall be more than Conquerors as to other difficulties. The Truths we have heard concerning Christ, and the way of Life by him being truly realized, and become in good earnest of a transforming Power into our Souls: that, and that only will at length land us on a safe Shoar. Let us search much, pray, and give serious Wel­come [Page 312] to the Spirit of Christ our Head; and the end of our work will be Peace, &c.

1664. To B. D. N o 78.

WE must always cling upon our strong Refuge, our Life, our Peace; present and eternal Blessedness lies in his hand, and under his Covenant and Seal to give forth. You are much upon my thoughts, that you may be kept sincere, and hold the things you have heard and received. Let no­thing dismay you; preserve your Intercourse with Jesus Christ with all watchfulness, he will provide things needful in their best season. Wait on God, creep to Heaven, and God will order these outward things for good well enough. Pray much, as I be­lieve you do; he will be your Sanctuary in a strange Land. I must take my leave, and do leave you to our good God, who has been the God of our Pa­rents, and has had wondrous love to their Seed, blessed be his Name: He is our God, and will be our Guide to the death, and after that also; HALE­LUJAH. The War ripens apace, as 'tis feared; but through fair Weather or foul, our Pilot has en­gaged we shall have a good Landing at last. Our Redeemer is most wise and strong, and therefore we may still lift up our heads in Faith, Hope and Com­fort. I recommend you to the Lord, whose I am persuaded you are, whom you serve, and who will never leave you.

1664. To B. D. N o 79.

I Do not doubt but the same God who has made Communion with himself sweet to you, will ga­ther you under his Wings, and perfect in you the good pleasure of his Will. What a Majestick Pri­vilege is this, that the omnipent God should volun­tarily be in the nearest Covenant with a poor Sin­ner? That Christ, God-man, should be our Priest, our Advocate, and every hour of the day and night alive to make Intercession for all those who come to God through him? What though great and new Temptations come, and sore Tempests arise; he did, doth, and can still say to the Storms, Be ye al­layed, and they all must obey him. Strong is our Re­deemer, and therefore the Floods cannot drown a weather-beaten Vessel; yea, he is both Ship and Pilot, and therefore the Venture cannot miscarry. Who is it that keeps the small Grain, the little spark of Faith alive, but he who made Jonah in the Deep to say, Yet I will look again towards thy holy Temple? Our whole care and burthen lies upon his hands, who bears up the Pillars of the Earth: he lives to give and nourish Faith, and in believing to give Peace. There­fore Sin shall not have utter Dominion, nor Con­demnation find room to enter. He is bringing us through many Waters, to a safe Shoar. The Vi­ctory determined and promised will break forth, be­cause our Head is exalted above all Authority and Power. We may look all manner of Deaths and Damps, all manner of Disappointments, Discoun­tenances, and Difficulties here below in the face, without an apaled heart, and amazing terror; be­cause the Prince of Life and Deliverance has enga­ged [Page 314] his Life, his Crown and Dignity to be the Hope and Strength of his poor Servants. Happy is that Soul that makes him his only and continual Refuge, as I perceive you do; and blessed be his Name for it. Mr. Th. Tr. is dead, &c. and thus rolls away the World, and the things and Lusts thereof, &c. The days of an anxious Pilgrimage are running out. The Lord direct our eyes to that serene and unchangeable state, where sins, fears and Temptations, turmoils and difficulties will cease for ever: to the comfort and Communion of whose gracious Spirit I com­mend you, &c.

1665. To D. H. N o 80.

AS for your Complaints, turn them into Prayer; and make the same Moan to Christ as you do to me: he has not only fellow-feeling, but can suc­cour also. All other Friends can but administer words; but he is not only willing, but able also to succour them that come to him. All that we can do is but to hand over his Relief to one another, therefore tell him all your mind; when you are wea­ry, sit down at the Fountain and drink: never ex­pect Medicine elsewhere. The more you expect from him, the more you get. The more you talk with him, the better you will be acquainted; and he loves such Society. He is not harsh and strange; but as a prudent Father and Husband, full of Bowels; and takes nothing so ill as your standing aloof off. He loves Holiness, and a composed Walk with him; but to the end that he may teach a Soul how to come by it, he leaves that Soul sometimes to darkness, discomposedness, and deadness, that it might be for­ced [Page 315] to know him, and to be exercised in going to himself, as all the Store-house we have; and to be­lieve our Acceptation, our Growth and Fruitfulness to be only in Union and Communion with him by his Spirit. But these things he can teach you best, &c.

1665. To B. J. D. N o 81.

I Do by one or other sometimes hear of your health; which is welcome News to me. Although the years of my life have not reached the number that yours are now at, yet methinks the Lord hath given me a fair Respuit to seek that Pearl, which doth surmount the value of the whole World, and the Lusts thereof, which pass away: but the deceit, pollution, and negligence of my own heart is such, under a too short improvement of time in a day of Grace, under the means thereof, that I may cry out, Where have I been? What have I done all this while? How little have I answered the Gospel-Call? How little have I pried applyingly into the Mystery of Christ? And what miserable Returns have I made to all the bounteous offers of the Gospel that I have read and heard? But yet the Lord hath in some part hinted to my Soul, that he has made with me in Christ an everlasting Covenant. There I de­sire humbly to cling, and there to place all my Ex­pectation, my hope of Acceptation and Salvation, and all my desire. And you that have seen more days than I have done, I intreat you also to give them a serious review. Let neither of us leave our choicest Concernments at uncertainties. Oh, for a rouzing visit from the God of all Grace upon each [Page 316] of our hearts, that may alarm us out of our selves, into the City of Refuge before we are benighted. Let each of us be as much afraid to have any whol­some Conviction die upon us now, as we would be afraid hereafter to be found without our Wedding-Garment. I have little News but that the Plague is greatly increased, and seems to import that Wrath is gone forth. The Lord help us to put our house, our hearts in order, with the utmost zeal and dili­gence. The Alarm from Heaven sounds lowder and lowder, and seems to give more than an uncertain sound: It speaks out divine Wrath most apparent­ly; happy would this City and Land be, if it heard and submitted to the voice of the Rod. Let us look out, and be fitted to meet our Lord. 'Tis pity to let an eternal state be at uncertainties with us, when a temporal life is thus tottering. Such a flying to Christ as is accompanied with a clear Resignation of our Wills wholly to his Will, is the best Prepa­rative for our Change.

1665. To B. J. D. N o 82.

THough there is not often intercourse betwixt us by Letters, yet I can truly say, you are many times upon my heart. The affairs of your precious and never-dying Soul is, as to you, the principal Theam of my anxious and affectionate remembrance of you. I have you in my eye when I do not bodily see you, and in my prayers to him who quickeneth all things, and giveth life and growth to whomsoe­ver he will. Your Convictions, your Temptations, inward and outward, the wiles and power of the Prince of Darkness, which stands against you in Bat­tel [Page 317] Array; your infirmity, the deceitfulness of sin, that will turn and wind, and shift from one corner of the Soul to the other, to preserve it self from be­ing dislodged; the lulling Baits, the powerful Swa­sives, the Threats, Exigences, and Influences of a present evil World; the difficulty, and yet the ne­cessity of that spiritual Warfare, to which you are called, and unto which the promise of Victory is made: these things I say, are in my eye. And then I think there is matter enough for one Brother to remember another, and to cry out; O Lord, who shall raise my Brother into the vigorous exercise of faith with power, into inward and exemplary holi­ness? Who shall bring him into the Rivers of effe­ctual Contrition, and land him on the right Shoar; for he is feeble, unable, and ready to halt in the way? Who shall bring him into the strong City, the Walls whereof are Salvation, and the Habita­tion thereof Purity, Serenity and Peace? Wilt not thou, O God, who alone canst stay the crooked Ser­pent, and say to all obstacles whatsoever, Give way; Let the ransomed of the Lord return; Let the Seed of my Servants, to whom my Promise is made, come and enter into the strong Hold; for I have found a Ransom? Dear Brother, how, and in what frame of heart my Letter will find you, I know not; but God has guided my Pen, to let you know a little, what kind of musings I have in my Jealousie and ten­der Affection towards you. If you be busie in these things already, these Lines may be Spur and Encou­ragement: if otherwise, God can make them a suc­cessful Alarm; though as mine, they are weak, short, and impotent. I live here among the Graves, and do not know but that my decease may be at hand, though at present in good health; and therefore I [Page 318] think meet to let my Arrow fly, as near as I can, to the White of the Mark; for there is no work nor invention in the Grave, there is no Return, no fur­ther opportunity to set the House, the heart in or­der. Though my glaunce may be at random, God can direct it within the Joynts of the Armour: To him I commend it and you. I have sent you a Bill of Mortality. The voice of God crieth to the Ci­ty, to the Country, to you, and to me: the Man of Wisdom, and none else, shall see, and fear his Name, &c.

1665. To E. D. N o 83.

THe greatest thing I desire is, that the presence and blessing of the Lord may be mine and your portion; and that is the best portion which is ob­tained from him by prayer and resignment to his pure Will. How, in reference to me, God has or­dered the things of this World to come and go, you have in some measure seen, that you with me should lay hold upon the most durable substance; that so we may become Heirs of that Peace and that Trea­sure, which the World is neither able to give nor take away. Upon such a Bottom as that, and no other, there is safe swimming by faith through all Changes and difficulties, unto a Condition of Rest, Purity, Peace, and Satisfaction that will never change. I hope Christ has numbred you amongst his Lambs; and if God himself be to you and me a Shephard, we may, in the words of his own Spirit, say, We shall want no good thing. Therefore call much upon him to reveal himself in his Son, unto your heart, and that he would carry and mould your [Page 319] Concernments and mine in his own bosom, and take the whole care and guidance of us into his own hands, and also conform us perfectly to his Will; and then we are beyond hazard, and may be assu­red to be supplied sufficiently; guided by his Grace here, and arrive at Glory hereafter, &c.

1666. To C. M. D. N o 84.

IT hath pleased God to exercise our Family with some considerable Trials, but still that good word of God remains, Light is sown for the Righte­ous, and joy for the upright in heart. We may not therefore faint under his Correction, but rather at­tend the voice of his Rod; and in flying to Christ, say, All things shall work together for good: Which promise is made to them that love him. Let us therefore diligently pry into the Gospel where Christ is to be known, and his excellency is able to contract a holy reverential Love; which is that qua­lification to which the promise is made: which qua­lification also lies in the free Covenant; I will cir­cumcise your hearts to love me, saith the Lord. So that all our welfare lies fully and wholly upon the free Promise and Covenant of God, which we are invi­ted to partake of by faith, which is also his free Gift. Oh, that he would help us to open our mouths wide, that our hearts may be satisfied in a Land of Drought. I am glad to hear your heart steers heavenward, and was therefore the more willing to write you, &c.

1667. To D. H. N o 85.

I Sympathize with your conflicting Soul. I could make more sad Complaints of my self, than it may be would be for your profit; but while you or I can look up, we may be sure our dear Lord looks down. Read the story of Israel's coming out of Egypt, and you will find it like your case and mine; some­times they believed, and by and by utterly distrust­ed their deliverance. Oh, the patience of God ex­ercised, and still wrought for his own sake; remem­bring his Covenant. You may be sure you are be­yond the Notion, so long as you long and pray for the power of Godliness; therefore let every fear send you to Christ afresh, and then you use your fears as God would have you; for the Law and Conviction of Guilt is for that end; as you read in Gal. 3. and the Soul that comes, he will in no wise cast out, but in due time make you see the nature of free Grace, and what the Life of Faith is. Hope still in God; you shall yet see and praise him who is (whatever you think) the health of your Countenance, and your own God. The Lord be your and our Phy­sician in all respects: his Patients are well attended. You are not out of my thoughts, whose health and welfare my Soul desireth. Let all things and Com­motions here below cause us to fix upon that which can never change; to that Rock I commend you. God is gracious, our times are in his hand, and 'tis safe in trusting our selves and our Relations there. Your Prayers, though at a distance, can through Christ, administer help as if you were present; and therefore be not troubled that God has disposed you at a distance at this time: he is most wise; creep [Page 321] into him as near as you can; and be assured, the nearer you creep thither, the better welcome, and the more will your heart be composed. The good hand of the Lord be with you. &c.

1667. To B. D. N o 86.

I Do begin to long after a Line or two more from you, how it stands as to your inward Man; for that part is oft on my heart concerning you. The Lord is favourable to me; I have both the visitati­on of his favourable Frowns and Smiles, and his Frowns are very wholsome, for he never leaves me, nor breaks so much as one Clause of his Covenant; for his mercy endureth for ever. I and my Family are in health; I may say, The Lord is my Shephard, I shall not want any good thing. Our God is a sweet Portion, and Heaven a perfect Rest: let us spring up­wards, and all will be well. Your condition is of­ten, and sometimes solemnly presented by us before the Lord, Who is a God hearing Prayer. 'Tis a comfort to me to think you are in his hands, and that he will assuredly guide you by his Counsel, un­til he has brought you to Glory. I commend you to his care and kindness, &c.

1667. To J. A. N o 87.

I Always perceive your friendly respect to me, for which I return you many thanks. As for the for­mer part of your Letter, there remaineth nothing on my thoughts that needeth any Apology from you; for I never found your Lines any other than [Page 322] the meer proceed of Integrity and entire Affection towards me, and therefore always very acceptable; and the rather because they do not only leave Con­viction upon me, being privy to the burthen of mine own evil heart, I groan under; but are also by way of spur, a good and weighty motive to stir up my Soul to pursue the harder after that Mark which I should, and do daily long to attain unto. Poor Worms as we are may hear and behold one ano­ther sometimes with some moral and affectionate Impressions; but Oh, what an influential Object is Jesus Christ, who when yearningly beheld, trans­forms the Soul into the same likeness; and indeed, the Graces of his Spirit in his People also improved, through the Communication of the head, have great force through that Communication, to quicken one another. All this tends to exalt that Fountain of Life and Grace in Christ, that feeds all the Streams with its own vertue. And blessed be for ever the God of all Grace, that has called you and I into that glorious Fellowship and Communion. To him we may complain, and be pitied; in him we may boast, and can never exceed; there Affection may be in­flamed without danger, for he infinitely surmounts all our love, and all our praises: into whose graci­ous Arms, my dar Friend, I commend you, &c.

1668. To B. D. N o 88.

WE see how uncertain things below are, but our Interest in the unchangeable Covenant of Grace will never fail nor deceive us, that still you may say, the Lord is good, and every thing will work together for good, if we let not go our Confi­dence. [Page 323] The good and gracious God spread his Wing over you, and direct and manage your Concern­ments for you. You are much upon my heart; praying that you may have the presence of God pre­serving and supporting your heart, and ordering your Affairs. I can commend you to him as one whom he is pleased through Christ to own, within the rich, sweet, and precious Covenant of his Grace; and whom he will care for, and never leave, till you are fully freed from every heart-oppressing care. Therefore in the midst of all Cloudy Dispensations, rouse up Faith, and so pass through till you arrive at the Port of true Rest, where the Fore-runner is en­tred for you. There is a Rock which is not capable of Concussion. A believing heart well digesting the 46th Psalm may behold Terrour without dismaying dread: An unchangeable God is still the same Re­fuge, in the midst of all other Changes. To that Rock I commend you.

1668. To C. E. D. N o 89.

I Apprehend it a providential favour of God to me, who gave me an opportunity of seeing my dear Cousin, your Husband, before the Lord removed him hence; that I might have some fresh taste of the frame of his Soul, when he stood upon the brink of Eternity, ready to lanch forth. I know it is an afflicting Providence to you, to be deprived of the Society of so dear a Relation, after you had so long enjoyed the Endearment of each others Affections, and had passed through many afflicting Dispensations together in this Vale of trouble; and had also, I doubt not, many joynt Applications to God, pray­ing [Page 324] together; and according to the ability which God gave, endeavouring to promote each others spi­ritual and everlasting Welfare. But herein there is matter of Consolation, and thankfulness to God; not only that he lent you this choice Comfort through so many years of your Pilgrimage, but that he cau­sed you to see his faithfulness and goodness in carry­ing this your dear Husband through, to the end of his spiritual Warfare; and that God preserved him from staining his Profession in the eyes of the World, and has rendred the remembrance of him precious amongst his People, and fulfilled his Word touching him. Mark the righteous Man, and behold the up­right, &c. And what though he be taken out of our sight for a little time, there is no reason to repine, that the Lord hath seen it good to take him into the Vision and perfect Fruition of himself, among the Blessed (as he hath given us ground to be fully per­suaded) and has now put an end to his troubles and disquiets, has healed his aches, cured his diseases, and removed his pains of Body; translated him from this World, where he is yet pleased to leave you, for a further exercise of your faith and patience. And now what remains, but that you gird up the Loyns of your Mind, to run the remainder of your own Race. And while you are here, in time, breath after the same eternal Rest; rejoycing amidst all Trials, and believing that our faithful and gracious God, who has begun his good Work in your heart, will ne­ver cease till he hath carried you through, and lan­ded you safe, beyond all temptation, sin and sorrow. Into the hands of this gracious God I commend you, &c.

1668. To M. S. N o 90.

I Am loath to omit the giving you a Line or two by my dear Sister, who is this Morning turning over one Leaf more of her wandring Pilgrimage. God is pleased so to order it, that (methinks) I can hear little from any of my dear Friends, but stories of worldly perplexity; and who are they, who are one way or other without their share therein? This Life is like a troublesome Dream; but blessed are they who, when once the Dream is out, and when once they come to awake, shall be satisfied with realities of true Peace and Comfort, in the Foun­tain of Freedom and Goodness. We find our com­forts and expectations here little better than a Bed of Thorns, because this is not the Rest that is de­signed for the People of God: and 'twill be some help to us under this disquieting exercise and condi­tion, to remember that while we are passing through, we are held in the hand of him who has a fellow­feeling of our Case; who did once pass through the difficulties, and drank of the Brook in the way, but now lifts up his head, and so is become the Founda­dation of our Hope; that such poor Wretches as we are shall one day ( through saith and patience) ar­rive where our Fore-runner is entred. Only let us now cling upon him, till we become transformed into his Likeness, and be compleatly dressed with the white Robe of his Righteousness; that in him, and only in him, we may be found without spot. In the mean space let us pray (and abound therein) for our selves and one another, to our gracious God; who will at length perfect that which concerneth us. To him I commend you, &c.

1668. To T. M. P. N o 91.

I Put you both together in my Letter, because I have understood, that you are now no longer two, but one. I was very glad to hear that all your pru­dential Demurs had at last resolved themselves into a Consummation of this long intended Union. My hearty desire for you both is, that the Blessing and Guidance of the Lord may render your mutual So­ciety a real and constant Comfort to each other, and mutual advantage in reference to all Soul-Con­cernments. There is no Condition in this World so desirable, but is attended with Temptations and Trials: and therefore 'tis needful, as you have given your selves to each other; so also that you give up your selves particularly and joyntly, as Yoke-fellows together, unto the sweet Yoak, and belessed Will of our Lord Jesus Christ. One of the greatest Re­semblances that we find in Scripture, whereby the Love of Christ is set forth to Believers, is this state of Marriage: And whatever Content therefore you find in this changed Condition, let it steer your thoughts to that glorious Mystery of Christ's espou­sing our Nature, that we might become partakers of the Image of God in him; and long for that ap­pearing of his, when the full solemnizing of the my­stical Marriage betwixt Christ and his Church will come, and the Union in all degrees be perfected. I commend you to the good hand of the Lord, &c.

1668. To C. M. P. N o 92.

THe Present is to acquaint you that my Cousin J. B. died Tuesday last, and was this Evening buried. God was pleased to order it so, that I had notice of his sickness, till after his death; which was and is a great trouble to me: but I understand Means were not wanting for his Recovery. His Ma­ster much bewails the loss of so faithful a Servant. He had, as I understand, some darkness upon his Spi­rit, till a little before his death; and then uttered (as well as he could) these words; Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, &c. the things which God hath prepared for them that love him: and so died almost immediately; and has left a sweet savour behind him, and a Warning for us his Friends, that we make ready, and be not found unprepared when the like Summons come unto us. We see by daily ex­perience, that Life-time and Health is not in our own keeping; and therefore are concerned to im­prove it well while it continues, &c. The gracious Presence of the Lord be with you, &c.

1668. To E. D. N o 93.

SInce my former, God has been pleased to draw a Cloud upon my poor Family. Tuesday last little Tho. fell sick, and on Wednesday Morning died, and is this day to be buried: a great and suddain stroak, which doth almost overwhelm my dear Wife; who goes up and down lamenting, and of­ten crying out, that she has sinned away her sweet Babe into the Grave. You may see in short, how [Page 328] 'tis with us at present, I need not add more, for I know what tender Love your self did bear to this sweet and heart-taking Infant. Only I desire both you and my dear Sister, and our Friends there to pray for us, that this stroak may be blest to us all, and that my desolate dear Wife may be guided through her present Confusion of Spirit, to the on­ly and right Refuge. I delivered her your Letter, which was very acceptable; and therefore pray write her something again; and I desire my Sister would do the same. 'Tis good to help in time of need: Her heart is much broken, and my Affliction not a little; and I believe it is for some further good that God intends to us both: a few Lines from you, whom I know she doth dearly value, will be very seasonable. No Affliction is at present joyous, but grievous; but afterwards comes the sweet and whol­some Fruit: and this is the Portion of them who take hold of the full and sure Covenant, and the crucifi­ed risen Christ, who dies no more. There is no­thing will so wean Affections hence, and from the mischief of Creature-love, as the Study of Christ; viewing him in the Gospel, pondering his excellent Person, and his glorious Mediatory Office for us; and so pitch the Affections on him, to be inflamed with his Love, in our own Propriety in him. And therefore not only with the Bowels of an Earthly Father, but in the Bowels of Jesus Christ I intreat, and in his Name do charge you to study and muse day and night, the unmeasurable endless Love of God, who sent his Son; the infinite, unwearied, and endless Love of Christ, who came, died, rose again, and lives for ever to be your only Portion; and to make you, even you, a delightful Portion to him; and to render you (through the Blood of [Page 329] Sprinkling, and the Communion and Influence of that one Spirit of the Father and Son) an Object of his Delight; and a Monument of his pardoning Grace, and his purifying Vertue to all Eternity. To him I commend you.

1668. To E. D. N o 94.

BOth my self and my Wife are very sensible of this sore Storm with which the Lord is pleased to exercise your faith and patience at this time. But Christ is in the Vessel, and therefore you cannot pe­rish: in the Fire and in the Water, in every cold and hot fit he is with you, and has a tender sense of every jot of your pain and sickness; tis a Father's Chastisement and Trial: and all his aim is to puri­fie and fit you for an Object of his eternal delight. I know his everlasting Arms are under you: and though the Dispensation be dark, yet he is doing you good with all his heart, according to his Cove­nant, and with all his Soul. He enclined your heart of his own Grace to chuse him, because he chose you first, and will yet chuse you in the Furnace. Throw your self upon him, for nothing shall sepa­rate you from his love in Christ. Christ himself was once sick for your sake, to the very death, and in great darkness; yet always beloved of his Father: and his God and Father is your God and Father; and therefore he will not forsake your Soul in Ad­versity, but make your Bed in your Sickness; for his tender Mercy towards you can never dry up. Resign up your self to him, and be comforted in him; for he who is your own God and Saviour, is Lord both of Life and Death. My heart is melting [Page 330] over you, and yet I am but an earthly Father; all Affection is derived from him; but his Affections, his Love and Pity are infinite. I do remember you, and my poor Wife also; both of us have and do spread your Case before the Lord: and I have abun­dant satisfaction in the Lord, that it is and will be well with you, living or dying; but we earnestly desire, if it be his Will, that you may yet live to shew forth the praises of him upon the Earth, who has done great things for you. For what greater fa­vour can he give a poor Creature, than to make you seek his Face, and to number you amongst his Fol­lowers; which he has given Evidence of (blessed be his Name) already. Be not dejected, but lift up your head and heart to your God and Saviour: Throw all your sins, and cares, and fears upon him, and spare not; for so you honour him, and can ne­ver please him better. He sees you through a Cloud, and delights to do you good; and will never cease, till he open before you the endless Volume of his eternal Love, and so love you into his eternal Rest. Therefore bear up, and be revived; for God himself is with you for a Refuge. To him I leave you, waiting his good pleasure, &c.

1668. To E. D. N o 95.

I received yours of the 10 th Instant October, desi­ring to own the gracious hand of God in this speedy Recovery of yours. When Hezekiah was reprieved from death for a season, tis said, he re­turned not according to the Benefit. Take heed of that; whatever Awakning you have had, endeavour to retain it; and that's the best kind of thankful­ness; [Page 331] and this the Lord will give, if you do often let him know 'tis the real desire of your heart: He satisfieth the longing Soul. Present the same things to him by Faith and Prayer which you mention to me in your Letter, and then you may expect to speed. He can compose and direct your thoughts; for Heart­work is his only to manage. When you put Faith and Prayer to the Word, you make it another thing than it was before in the meer Letter: that's the way to draw Water out of the Wells of Salvation. And thus hum­bly, seriously, and chearfully expect whatever good there lies bequeathed to you in the New Testament, which is your Legacy, &c.

1668. To M. D. N o 96.

BE not discouraged in your Christian Warfare: every one of Christ's Disciples, Male and Fe­male, must be all Souldiers, and we have the Lord of Life for the Captain of our Salvation; who will teach our hands to war, and fingers to fight. He never slumbers: If he seem to slumber, one of your Groans will wake him; for his Bowels are more tender than yours can be to the little Babe. He has taken the work upon him; and though we are weak, he is strong, and will be sure to manage the Trust which the Father hath given him; and will never leave, till he has perfected that which concerns every Lamb of his Flock. Be glad in the Lord; love him, and rest in his Bosom: his Love can never wither. There I leave you, and remain, &c.

1669. To D. H. N o 97.

I Am refreshed in that experience you have had of the good hand of God towards you: and though God has caused you to walk in many rough Paths, as to your outward Condition, yet he still appears a God of all Grace; and doth in these things plainly tell you, that this World is not your Rest; and there­fore you meet with Thorns and Briars here, that you may have the fresher desires maintained in your heart, aspiring upwards. The greatest of earthly Contentments will be of no worth nor use in Hea­ven; neither can they of themselves, any way add to the Comfort or thriving of a spiritual Life here on Earth. The only Life we are allowed to live in this World is the Life of Faith; which grows bet­ter under difficulties, than in a smooth state of Af­fairs in this World. I know no sweeter Entertain­ment that God can give in this World to his poor Children, than that he give often Convincement that the best of this World is too lean Diet for them to feed upon; and so make them take the truer taste of that Marrow and Fatness which in Christ, they are always to live upon; that is no less than God himself, the Fountain of Blessedness, Safety, Peace, Sufficiency, and solid Joy. What can come amiss to that Soul, which Christ undertakes by all things, and through all things, to bring to himself? For this end he died; and this is the great end of every Trial you meet with; and upon this Ground the Spirit saith, Rejoyce when you fall into divers Temptations. All the Glory, Fulness, and Ease of this World is but horrour and distress to a convinced Soul, that looks on God as an Enemy: but nothing can be dis­mayingly [Page 333] sad, when God saith, I am thine; when Infinite saith, I am thine; I who am the Maker of all things, am thy Husband; thy Trials shall not quite overwhelm thee; thy sins shall not ruine thee; Death it self shall not destroy thee. O Death, where is thy Destruction, when God shall say, I will be with thee in the Fire, and in the Water? Thy Person is ac­cepted, thy Prayers (though in thy own eyes with­out any form or comeliness) are sweet, and accepted in Christ, who hath chosen thee, and thou hast cho­sen him. What shall I say? The freeness of God's Grace in Christ, his powerful and most voluntary Love is such, where-ever it darts, that neither Sin nor Devil can stand before it, to hinder a jot of all that good which such a God has promised and un­dertook to perform; and that meerly upon the Ac­count of his own Name, streaming forth through Christ in the Gospel, to such poor impenitent Crea­tures as you and I are. I shall add no more at pre­sent; but committing you to this God, whose you are, whom you serve, and who will never leave nor forsake; but guide you by his Counsel, and support you by his Spirit, till he has brought you to Glory, the perfection and fulness of what you pray and long for, &c.

1669. To M. D. N o 98.

I Have hitherto had some favourable presence of the Lord with me, which I bless him for. Whe­ther the Fig-tree doth blossom or no, yet he is good, and can make it blossom when he please: He that hath given us himself, will not with-hold what is truly good from us. All his Methods are lovely to a believing Eye. Let us soar above, and disown [Page 334] all other Comforts that contradict our Communion with him. The Riches of free Grace, and that bles­sed Interest in Christ doth sparkle sweetliest in a tast­less dark World. I have no greater thing to say to my own Soul or yours than this: Let us chuse God in Christ for our Portion, and exceeding Joy; and then we shall have, not only enough, but our Cup will run over. With my dearest Affections and true Love to your self, and cordial Respects to all other Friends, &c.

1669. To M. D. N o 99.

IT can never go ill, while the Door of Access is by Christ's own hand kept open, to converse with God; and some favour this way he is pleased now and then to grant me. The Concernments of his glorious Name do call for our greatest Solicitude; and though I am now wandring up and down, I de­sire still to bear that more tenderly upon my heart. I hope our Prayers meet every day at the same Throne of Grace: Let that Trade go on, and other things will do well enough. I see serious Persons have weighty thoughts about the present Providen­ces of God towards us. I have you much upon my heart. Feed upon the Grace of the Gospel every day, and pray for me, that I may do so too, &c.

1669. To M. D. N o 100.

MY heart will not suffer my hand to be quiet, unless I take every opportunity to render my self as present with you as I can (methinks) the [Page 335] savour of Christianity in this place, among many I converse with, is like the smell of a field which God hath blessed. Cherish whatever may render the Love of Christ predominant in your heart. I think my heart hath felt the good of yours and others Prayers; and I hope God has begun, by what I hear, to answer his Peoples Prayers for his Church: Oh that he may go on, and fill their Mouths with Praise. I have no more, but my choicest Affections to your dear self, &c.

1669. To B. D. N o 101.

I Have heard by Mr. D. that you have been lately sick, but yet recovering. I doubt not but you always wait and prepare for your Change; and are through Grace, ready for it. We see the mutabili­ty of all Terrene things, but an Interest in an un­changeable Covenant of Grace will not fail nor de­ceive all such as are comprised in it; who may al­ways say, the Lord is good, and every thing will work together for good for us, if we let not go our Confidence. Seeing the Providence of God hath so ordered my Condition, that I must, while Health and Life continue, have my hand in some endeavours for necessary Supply; I am still waiting upon his Blessing in that way which he was pleased to direct me unto; and I may say with Jacob, God hath sed me all my life long, and 'tis safe and comfortable rest­ing on his Arm. I commend your Person and Affairs to our most wise God, to dispose, guide and manage. I know you need much Faith, Wisdom, Patience, and Self-denial to carry you through; but you have a strong Refuge still to flee unto, and be accepted: And there I leave you, &c.

1669. To S. M. N o 102.

AFter much languishing Weakness, the Lord was pleased to remove hence by Death Mr. H. D. much lamented by many. He gave good evidence of his Interest in the unchangeable Covenant before his last Change came; and so left a good savour be­hind him. We have enjoyed much freedom here for some time, but what times we are reserved for, we know not; but our times are in God's hand, who seems to call upon us all, to remember that this World is not our resting place, and therefore we are still to prepare for fresh difficulties; and the hurries and uncertainties here below should be as a Spur in our sides, to our motion towards the Land of Rest, and that purchased and promised Freedom, for which the whole Creation groaneth. Blessed are those dis­quiets that rouze the Soul thither for true Rest and Ease. The Lord help us, among all other business here, to mind Eternity, and be always ready; that whensoever God please to summon us hence by Death, it may not be as an uncomfortable Surprize, &c.

1669. To J. L. N o 103.

I Desire that ancient Affection between us may never die, though distance of Habitation has put us for a long time far asunder. I have lived upon the care of my God hitherto, and may say of him as Jacob did, He has fed me all my life, to this day; and I have his Promise also for the future, and faithful is he that hath promised. Let us both have still a fresh [Page 337] pursuit after the chiefest good, kept alive, and grow­ing more and more in our Souls, &c.

1670. To M. D. N o 104.

I Know I am upon your heart, and in your prayers, as you are in mine. Present my affectionate Re­spects to Mr. Br. and tell him, I desire his serious Remembrance of me before the Lord; and the like I desire of every praying Friend. Be not anxious concerning the present Providence: our times, and every Case of ours, are all in the hands of God: to him let our Requests be made known, and every thought composed in believing on him who hath said, All things shall work together for good to them that love him; as I hope in some measure of truth we do. With utmost Affections to your self, &c. The good hand of the Lord be with you, &c.

1670. To M. D. N o 105.

HOw many experiences doth God give us, day after day, of his Pity and Love? and Oh, that our hearts may be raised up to adore and love him again, which is the principal Thankfulness that we are able to shew. Be careful in nothing; but let Faith and Prayer breath forth every Anxiety of Soul into the wise and gracious dispose of God; and in him centre with a holy recumbent Acquiescence of heart. 'Tis a profitable sweet necessity to be forced upon the naked Arm of God; and that he alone be­comes the Stay, and only Retirement of the Soul, &c. The Grace, Power, Wisdom, and Faithful­ness [Page 338] of God never becomes admired, till we im­prove them in all Cases. This is the Mark I aim at; this is a most secure delightful Pasture to feed in, when the World seems to be a barren Wilderness, and the things thereof wither. I commend you for Health, Comfort, and Preservation to my gracious God; he is our Father, and hath a Fathers heart, and a Fathers care. I hanker after my peculiar Sta­tion, and to be amongst those dear Friends, from whom I am at present separated by distance of place, though not in Affection: I remember them as God enables me, in my daily Addresses, and I know I am remembred by them; and such a privilege is ve­ry great. Let me intreat you, give not way to any despondent Melancholy, but rejoyce always in the Lord; Who is good, and his Mercy endureth for ever. With my utmost and inmost Affections to your self, I leave you in the hands of our faithful God, who lives and loves for ever, &c.

1670. To M. D. N o 106.

I Have acquainted you of the plain state of things: 'tis the Exercise of our gracious Father, to try our faith and patience; on him let us depend: and let me intreat you bear up, and not be dismayed, or suffer your thoughts to be dejected; for God has promised, that in every Temptation he will find a way for our escape: and Faith is then most excellent, where difficulties do most appear: he can easily make rough places a Plain. 'Twill be a great comfort to me, to hear that you are careful in nothing (I mean with a discontented care) but that in all things you make your Requests known by Prayer, with Thanks­giving [Page 339] to God; for that's our work: and to leave our cares upon him, in the use of what means he shall direct. The gracious Face of God in Christ shine upon you, &c.

1670. To M. D. N o 107.

Every day here is tedious to me, only am now and then refreshed among savoury Acquain­tance. I have had some difficulties in my own Spi­rit, under the present Dispensation; but God has given some hints to me, that it shall be for advan­tage. Some Clouds have come, but ever and anon it shines again; which shews that though Darkness be intermixed, yet the Sun is not set, nor Day ut­terly gone; nor will ever cease, till the present Warfare issues into Freedom and Victory: and all through the rich Grace and Faithfulness of God, who delighteth in Mercy, who will abundantly par­don, and save to the uttermost. I have you often in my eye, and the rest of my dear Friends, to whom related in the Fellowship of the Gospel; for all whom, I offer up daily Requests to our God and Fa­ther. Let us pray, believe, hope, and rejoyce in our God, our Rock; He giveth power to the Faint, will revive the Weary, and never turn from them (who wait on him) to do them good. Oh that whenever we meet again, it may be with some advanced degrees of Holiness, and spiritual Light and Life: more faithful, more capacious to take in the Mystery of Christ, more discerning our Union with him, more inward in our Communion, more often in our Con­verse with him; that we may spring upwards with more frequent desires, and improve the Grace of [Page 340] Adoption in a greater height of Filial Obedience; and with more freedom, resolvedness and delight, make Christ our All in all. Surely God aims at this in our Trials, and the Trials of his Church; and I trust, the Zeal of the Lord of Hosts will effect and per­form it. I know my Affairs at home do suffer by my absence, but God knows how to ballance that loss; and therefore, while I am serving his present Pro­vidence, I desire to leave that care upon him, &c. I commend you to the gracious Bosom of our bles­sed God and Father; even to him who is your best Friend and Keeper: and with my choicest Affections I remain, &c.

1670. To P. D. N o 108.

THe best advice which in the first place I would give you, and which I would take my self in all straits is, seriously to consider the deserving cause of trouble, and how far there hath been the least acces­sariness thereunto, and so to spread it penitently be­fore the Lord, imploring the help of his Spirit through Jesus Christ, to give a thorow Turn to him; applying your self heartily and unfeignedly to the Throne of Grace, for the removing away all Guilt; and that Conscience being cleansed through the Blood of Christ, Peace may be made between God and your Soul. And if the Lord shall please thus to incline your heart to him, 'twill be some fore-run­ning Token that he will find a way (for he can best do it) to take off the edge of Mens severity, and turn it, though against the Grain of their own Inte­rest, into pity and kindness, &c.

1670. To B. J. D. N o 109.

THis Afternoon Mr. M. H. was buried at A. B. Church; his Crops attended by many Mini­sters and others to the Grave, and has left a good savour behind him. Let us be also ready, Nesci­mus horam. Time, how short soever, is yet before us; and Oh that you and I may now know and pur­sue the things that belong to our Peace, before our Sun be set, and our feet stumble on the dark Moun­tains. I have no more at present to add, but to re­peat your own words, Sequere Deum; with that of the Apostle, Superna Curate. Perplexity and Un­certainty is some of the best Entertainment which this World can give. 'Tis good fixing on a Rock that never fails; I mean Jesus Christ; which the Lord enable you and I to do, &c.

1671. To B. D. N o 110.

BE assured, you are much upon my heart. 'Tis a refreshment to me that you labour to anchor in good Ground, reposing your heart on him who is the wonderful Counsellor, and also mighty to save. Joseph's God is yet alive, and those ancient Providences do yet speak: he was his God when stript of his party coloured Coat, in the Pit, in Travel, in Prison, un­der false Accusation, and in a strange idolatrous Land, as well as when he was in his Father's House; and this is for our Learning. It is a very dark and Cloudy time with us, but the Name of God is a strong Tower; Safety and Sufficiency is there. It is well you still hold on in Faith and Hope, and are [Page 342] graciously watered from the Fountain, when Streams dry up; the Vision will certainly speak in due sea­son. The best and securest Refuge is above, and there I desire with you to centre. My Daughter presents you her due Respects; and as a token there­of, a Manuscript of her own taking, being the Con­tents of a Sermon lately preached among us, con­taining Matter worthy your Meditation, in order to a holy Rest in God; and desiring it may be some help to you, amidst all your laborious and toilsome Exercise, which we are sensible you lie under; and commending you to the gracious Protection of the Ruler of the whole Earth, the God of Sea and Land; beseeching him to be your Guide continually, and your safe Convoy. I remain, &c.

1671. To J. D. J. N o 111.

WE are heartily desirous of your truest Wel­fare; and whilst you are scanted as to that means of Grace which your Friends enjoy here, peruse the Scriptures, and such good Books as you have with the more seriousness, and enure your self much to Prayer; that the awful remembrance of God's Presence, and the consideration of his Grace tendered in Jesus Christ to Sinners, may be much upon your heart; and this will carry you safely and sweetly through all difficulties, and procure a Bles­sing to your self, and your Affairs, and be the best Foundation of Hope and Comfort when and where­ever the Lord shall period your days: which is my earnest desire and Prayer on your behalf.

1672. To C. J. D. N o 112.

I Must now acquaint you that I received News from the East-Indies, that doth not a little affect me, that God has been pleased to remove my Cou­sin, your dear Husband, out of this World; who finished his days the fifth of September last, and his death lamented by those that knew him. I am sor­ry that this Letter must be the Messenger of those sad Tidings unto you; but God is wise, and we are to submit to his holy Will and Pleasure. It was sur­prizing News to me. The Lord support your heart under this Affliction, and teach you his Will, and pro­vide for you and yours. I cannot enlarge at this pre­sent, for every word I write about it makes my heart to ake; the Lord grant you patience, to whose Care and Teaching I desire to commend you, &c.

1672. To B. J. D. N o 113.

I Am glad to hear that you are in health, which the Lord continue with the Addition of the high­est Blessing. That spiritual Endowment, and that Interest in Christ, that saving and powerful work of Grace, and that activity for God in the ways and power of Godliness, and that exemplary patern of Holiness in your Walk, which can only render long Life a Blessing, and truly make an hour of dissolution sweet, and the consideration of that great day of our Appearance to be pleasant, and upon safe Grounds desirable. That famous and laborious Minister, Mr. Joseph Carrill, your ancient Friend and Compa­nion, [Page 344] is departed this Life, aged about seventy one years; his death greatly lamented by the People of God throughout this City. About the beginning of his Sickness I was with him, and he enquired con­cerning you, as he was wont to do; and perceiving him to be somewhat weak, though he did not then keep his Chamber, I desired him, while he was yet alive, to pray for you; which motion he chearfully and readily embraced. And coming to him again, about three days before his death, found him very weak, and past hope of life; he then told me, as well as I could understand him (for his Speech was low) that he had remembred his Promise to me con­cerning you. I think good to mention this particu­lar passage, to provoke you to all seriousness in re­ference to your own Soul, whose eternal welfare lay so much upon the heart of this Servant of Christ. His Labours were great, his Studies incessant, his Conversation unspotted, his Sincerity, Faith, Zeal, and Wisdom gave a fragrant smell among the Churches and Servants of Christ. His Sickness, though painful, born with patience, and joy in be­lieving; and so he parted from Time to Eternity, under full Sail of desire and joy in the Holy Spirit. He lived his own Sermons: he did at last desire his Friends to forbear speaking to him, that so he might retire himself; which time they perceived he spent in Prayer; oftentimes lifting up his hands a little, and at length his Friends seeing not his hand to move, drew near, and perceived he was silently departed from them, leaving many mournful hearts behind. And now, dear Brother, Oh that this may be an exciting motive to you and I, to redeem the time which the Catterpillers have eaten, that we be not found unready. And if ever you expect to be a [Page 34] Companion again with Mr. Carrill, break off from all such Company which were not his delight. Con­cern your self to make a fresh and through Surren­der to God in your old Age. Beg, I beseech you, beg such a Convincing impartial heart-breaking sight of your sins in Youth and old Age, that may force you to Christ for Refuge, while he may be found; and beg his Spirit, that you may glorifie him on Earth, the few days that yet remain, as signally as ever you have dishonoured him. What a joy will it be to this glorified Saint, Mr. Carrill, at the last day, to see that his Prayers for you have prevailed. Dear Brother, I pray excuse my earnestness in what I have written, It may be you and I may never see each other in this World: you are much upon my heart, I mean as to your eternal Estate; and glad I should be to hear of some eminent Change as to Soul-Concernments, before either I hear of yours, or you hear of my lanching forth into vast Eternity, where there can be no more Changes; and the hour is near, in which the eye that hath seen you, shall see you no more: As the Tree falls, so shall it lie; the eternal Judgment follows Death at the Heels. I can say no more; it must be Divine Power and Grace that must set the Wheels a going, if ever they move. And therefore, whilst I am in this World, I hope I shall not cease to pray for you, whilst you are in this World also; for our Prayers cannot reach beyond the Grave. Dear Brother, farewel; yea, fare better and better, till you fare best of all, &c.

1673. To F. H. N o 114.

I And you are creeping towards our last Change; the thoughts of which can be no farther comfor­table to us, than we have obtained some good hope through Grace, that we are united to Christ, our sins forgiven for his sake, and that we are accepted and beloved of God in him; and all this evidenced to our own hearts, by the witness, and the renew­ing vertue of his own Spirit: all which requires a necessity of being convinced of our own vileness by sin, and that we go out of our selves, and humbly lay hold on Christ by Faith; that when we die and remove from hence (having lived on him, and unto him here) we may live in him, and with him for ever. Our Friends here are generally in health, and none of them without their Cares, in reference to the difficulties that do attend this present State and Pilgrimage; some in one kind, some in another. Oh that God and Christ, and the Riches of his Grace revealed by his Spirit in the Word, may be the more sweet to the Soul. I shall only say, the Lord direct your feet in the Paths of Life, and crown your old Age with a saving Knowledge of Christ, with a through Conviction of your Sin, of Nature and Life, and guide you to him as your only Refuge; to glorifie his Grace while you live, and rest in his Peace when you shall be here no more, &c.

1673. To P. D. N o 115.

I Am glad to understand by your Letter, that your Family is in health, and that the Lord is pleased [Page 347] to keep your eye directed to him in your outward Affairs, with a savoury sense of all the spiritual En­joyments you lie under; longing after suitableness to them, and an increased value of them. Real Thankfulness for them doth much consist in such kind of Affections. The Lord's Promise is to sa­tisfie the longing Soul: To whose favourable Hand, and rich Grace I commend you. Faithful is God who hath called you into the Fellowship of his dear Son, and thereby you have boldness to enter in with­in the Vail, and he hath promised you shall never be cast out; for your Iniquities, he will remember them no more. And though the Cross be somewhat dif­ficult to bear, yet the Reserve at last will fully re­compence all; and therefore lift up your head, for Redemption is coming, &c.

1674. To B. D. N o 116.

I Bless the Lord, I can remember and mention you as one who is interested in that Promise, Jer. 32. 41. I will rejoyce over them, to do them good: and that he will never leave you, till he has perfected that which concerns you, in a way of Grace, Mer­cy, and Love. My great and often Request on your behalf is, above all, that God would preserve you from the Evil of Sin, and from Snares in your daily Walk; that he would sprinkle you with the Blood, with the Merit of Christ's Satisfaction and Righte­ousness; that he would direct your Path, and do all your Works in you, and for you; and cause you to lean strongly and chearfully on the Arm of his Truth and Grace, in reference to all present and future Tri­als; and that you may more than conquer through [Page 348] believing, in every Exigence you do or may meet with; till the Warfare be accomplished, and the days of Trial finished, in the Fruition of perfect Freedom. For my own part, I have reason to bless the Lord, that he has favourably held me up, and carried me along now these many years, since we saw each other, though exercised me with some dif­ficulties, and considerable Losses; yet I hope, and do think, he has some way or other a Reserve of Kindness for me (unworthy me) and mine; for the Earth is the Lords, and the fulness of it. And through this Grace I have in some measure and desire, held on still to chuse him for my Portion, as to things present and eternal. As his time was (writing of one deceased) so your and my times are in the hands of God, who is most wise, and to be adored and submitted to. The days of our anxious Pilgrimage are running out; the Lord direct our eyes to that se­rene unchangeable State, where Sins, Fears, Tem­ptations, Turmoils, and Difficulties will cease for ever: To the Care, Counsel, Comfort, and Com­munion of whose gracious Spirit I commend you.

1674. To T. M. N o 117.

SOme time since I received from you a large, and very savoury Letter, which I do now and then peruse, as a friendly Monitor, and good help for ta­king the better view of mine own heart; and that Letter, together with the Acquaintance I had with you in London, doth cause me the oftner to remem­ber you with delight. I have understood of your Health by several Friends, which I desire, if the Lord please, may continue and prosper; as I am [Page 349] persuaded, through the Influences of the Spirit of Christ, and his unchangeable Love, your Soul pro­spers. To that rich Grace of Christ, and to his blessed Conduct in all your Concerns, I commend you, &c.

1674. To H. W. N o 118.

REmembring that ancient Amity and Respect that was heretofore between my Father and your self, and the continuance thereof for a long time after his Decease, between your self and his Fa­mily; and being not at all conscious to my self, that I have for my own part hitherto merited, much less designed the Suspence of that good Will; but being still heartily desirous of your Welfare, I am, though distant in place, yet as occasion presents, of­ten enquiring how 'tis with you; and understanding that your days are yet drawn forth, and that your Pilgrimage, though under much infirmity of old Age, doth yet continue, I was willing to evidence my real Respects unto you by a Line or two: and as I do not doubt, but that your general aim through­out your days, have been to employ your Talent in the Service of Christ, while strength and time per­mitted; so I earnestly desire, that in the Approaches of a Dissolution, you may find that fulfilled to you, which David prayed for; viz. That the Lord would not leave him in his old Age, when Strength faileth, Psal. 71. 9. The same I desire for you, even that you may now experience the refreshing vertue of all those Gospel-Truths which Christ hath so long in­trusted you with, as his Messenger unto others; that you may have the Merit of his Satisfaction and Righ­teousness [Page 350] applied, for your perfect Absolution from all Sin and Guilt; the Influence and Conduct of his Spirit, to water and steer all your Meditations, thoughts, hopes and desires; the Consolations of his Grace and Love, to sweeten your Travel through the Valley of Death, and give you at last a refresh­ing Arrival at the Throne of eternal Rest; and there harbour you, after all the Incumbrance and War­fare of this present state, in the Fruition of his im­mediate Presence, without spot in Jesus Christ; the Glimpses whereof I heartily desire you may before­hand partake of, as an Earnest of that great, full, and perfect Revelation and Enjoyment, when Time shall be no more. So with my hearty and unfeigned Respects, I remain yours in Truth and true Affe­ction, &c.

1674. To H. W. N o 119.

I Received yours of the 25 th past, which was ex­ceeding welcome to me; and therefore I return you hearty thanks, both for it, and your candid Ac­ceptation of that Token I sent you; being an Indi­cation (such as it was) of the respect and value, which from my very heart, and that deservedly, I bear towards you. Your Letter written, as I see, with an aged feeble hand, I have read over with great Acceptation, and account it to me the same as a precious Balm. I understand that Mr. Oxenb. af­ter a very small time of Sickness, in a few moments space departed this Life: And thus we are dropping away, hastning towards a Dissolution; where the eye that now seeth us, shall see us no more. Bles­sed be that Redeemer, who will not call home any [Page 351] of his peculiar number before he has finished the de­sign of his Grace, and the purpose of his Will by them, and in them. And blessed are those Souls that are, in any saving measure, helped by his Spi­rit to creep out of themselves, into his heart; and in that Union partake of all the Benefits, of his Death and Purchase, both for present Grace, and hope of Glory. In which number I am undoubted­ly persuaded that you are included; and that you lie under the Aspect of that Divine Goodness and Love which will feed the Oyl in your Lamp, and cause your Lamp to be ready trimmed and burning; that so when the Bridegroom comes, and calls you off to Immortality and Life, you may be able to say, Loe I come, for all is ready: Such a readiness the Lord grant also to my poor Soul. To his Grace and Fa­vour, and the Consolation of his Spirit I commit you, and rest, &c.

1674. To E. D. N o 120.

LEt your Consideration feed on the quickning Truths of the Gospel; flying to, and relying on Christ, who is the Arm of the Lord; rejoycing in him who requires you to cast every depressing bur­then from your self, upon him: that is true Gospel-Method, and you shall not be disappointed. Faith­ful is God, who hath called you into the Fellowship of his dear Son, and thereby you have ground of Boldness to enter in within the Vail, and he has promised you shall never be cast out; for your Iniquities, he will remember them no more: and though the Cross be somewhat difficult to bear, yet the Reserve at last will fully recompence all; and therefore lift up your [Page 352] head, for Redemption is coming. We are troubled at the Troubles the Churches meet with in—and elsewhere. 'Tis a sad day when the Word of Salvation comes to be suppressed by Souls that must perish without it: Our business is, chearfully and humbly to prepare for greater Shocks. Nearness to God in Christ is the safest and sweetest Sanctuary.

1675. To E. D. N o 121.

I Have not received any Letter from you for di­vers Weeks, which is not a little afflictive. You are upon our hearts, and we cease not the particular mention of you in our Prayers. Sometimes I fear your Body lies under such extremity that you cannot write; and sometimes I am willing to relieve my thoughts by supposing, if it were so, I might at least, have a Letter from S. H. But though I know not your present Case, yet I know my God and your God has you under his own Love and Care: His great design for his own Glory, and your and my Good, is to instruct us, and lead us into the Life of Resignation, and Dependance singly and fully upon himself: saving Light, Faith, and Truth is the very Lesson he is calling upon me, and drawing me to own; and Oh for some good Proficiency in this Learning: nothing so sweet, nothing so secure, and nothing so compleatly advantagious. I left the La­dy J. this Afternoon, very near, in appearance, to a Dissolution, and A. P. breathing, and waiting for her Change. Happy Souls, who chuse that part that shall never be taken away, but abide through Death, un­to Life in Perfection, &c. I doubt not where you are, but you will have the good Presence of God, [Page 353] that is both a Sun and a Shield; and withal, he will with-hold no good thing from you, seeing he has gi­ven you to his Son, and his Son to you, who will cause you to have an upright scope towards the Law of that blessed Relation; which is the Condition of that Promise. To the Shadow of whose Wing I commend both you and my Sister, longing to hear of her Recovery, if the Lord please; but she is in a Fathers hand, and under her Fathers care and love: in Sickness and Health, living and dying, nothing can come amiss to those that love him, and sell them­selves perfectly away to him; as I am persuaded she has done; and can rejoyce in that blessed Bargain. A Contract made by and through Christ, the faith­ful Witness, and watchful prevalent Advocate; and however outward Dispensations and Providences do work, they will work together for good, because his Love, Mercy, and Truth endureth for ever; where the Eye of his Favour once fixeth, he never takes it off; the tokens of which Favour you have, through his free Grace, had some taste of, that there­by you may be led, and helped to hope perfectly to the end, and humbly rejoyce in the Hope of the Glory of God, in what method soever he is pleased to act in the way of his fatherly Discipline. He is omnipotently, universally, and continually good in himself, and in the Communications of his Good­ness to his People; waiting in him, and trusting in him. To him I commend you daily, and with him I leave you, &c.

1675. To B. D. N o 122.

IN my last I acquainted you of the weakness of my, Daughter Elizabeth, at which time she continued with an intermixing of Revivings now and then, and much refreshment as to the state of her Soul, and things eternal; and in the Doctor's Opinion, in some good hope of Recovery, until the 5 th Instant De­cember, being the Sabbath Day: and then the Do­ctors saw that the Lord had determined otherwise, and that Evening he called her to himself. The loss of whose Company is not only a piercing Affliction to my self, &c. but lamented by divers others, who had experience of that worth which God himself had graciously beautified her Soul with. He is most wise: Oh that he would cause me distinctly to hear his Voice herein, and to improve it to the utmost use he intends it for. It is your own Affliction, that you are by the Providence of God, held there so long, at that distance from us, under so many Trials of your Faith and Patience on every hand; which as the Lord is pleased to help, I am with my weak measure, often presenting before him, that he would bear up your heart, and assist you as he hath hither­to done, to go through the residue of your Exercise in this Pilgrimage. And commending you to his Grace, Strength, Counsel and Blessing, I remain, &c.

1675. To M. D. N o 123.

I Know you are with loving Friends, and in the hands and care of a gracious Father. Endeavour [Page 355] to refresh your Soul in the thoughts of him and his dear Son, and in the Promise that all shall work to­gether for good to you; for he is faithful that pro­mised, and his ways have been and will be Mercy and Truth towards you. Love him, believe him, and be careful in nothing but how to please him, and say, Shall not I drink of the Cup my Father gives, &c. Hitherto the Lord hath kept me, and I want nothing more than his sanctifying and graci­cious Presence with me all along. Travelling work doth greatly disorder my thoughts, as to that savou­ry Composedness which I long for. My poor Soul greatly suffers by the toilsomness of Travel; yet still The Lord is good, and his Mercy endureth for ever.

1676. To J. L. N o 124.

Some years have now passed without the Inter­course of any Letter between us. I should be glad our old Acquaintance might not quite die, while we live and continue here. How 'tis with you I know not; but for my own part, I have and do pass my Pilgrimage here thorow a Thorny Wilderness of Cares, Difficulties and Temptations, all along; and do expect no other, till I leave my sinful Nature, and a dark, defiled World behind me: for I have abundant daily proof that this lower State is not my Rest, but I wait and hope for that Rest which re­maineth. I am stricken in Years, being now in the 64 th Year of my Age; and through the Riches of free Grace (and that alone) sailing towards the end of Time, under the Hope of Eternal Life; and through the Goodness of the Lord, do yet enjoy the Company of my dear and suitable Yoak-fellow, as a [Page 356] Helper and sweet Companion with me in my Voy­age. I had also a gracious Child, my Daughter Eli­zabeth, whom the Lord eminently prepared for him­self, and then translated her hence: and God has left us one little Branch; the Lord grant she may love to tread in the good steps of her Sister, and enter at last into the same Rest. I heartily desire it may eve­ry way go well with you; and that though distance of place hinder our Converse here, yet we may at last see the Face of Christ, and one another, in the perfection of Purity, and fulness of Joy, in a better Country.

1676. To C. S. D. N o 125.

I Understand by Mr. F. that you are all in health; long may it continue, and well may your Time and Health be improved. And as to any Counsel that I am able to give you, 'tis far short of what you do or may receive; not only from the solemn Mi­nistration of the Gospel, by the faithful Dispencers of the Word, but also by those excellent Books, fit for Meditation, Use, and Application; of which I suppose you have many lying by you. Only I would say this; The chiefest part of Religion (that which in Scripture is called the Kingdom of God) lies chief­ly in heart-renewing Power; whereby the Throne and Dominion of Sin is broken with daily Warrings against it, and daily labouring to be free from its Captivity; and to that end there is a necessity of the Conviction of our sinful (yea, damnable) Condition by Nature: and that not only in our own Opinion and Judgment, but in real view, sense, feeling, and inward Operation and Exercise; that so the know­ledge [Page 357] of, and Interest in Christ may appear indispen­sibly necessary, and perfectly desirable, as a Propiti­ation for Sin, and to translate the Soul into the pure Image of himself in this World, as the Fore-runner of an eternal Fruition of all that Blessedness he died to purchase. And upon manifold Considerations, it doth eminently concern you to dig for this Wisdom, as for hid Treasure. You have and may further see what a lean satisfaction it is, that this lower World doth afford; what a Sandy Foundation it is to build our hope, delight, or dependance upon; and how soon every Flower withers. Therefore daily beg of God Light, Truth in the inward part, and saving Wisdom, to be your Principle and Guide, through the residue of Time. Unto his Grace I commend you, and rest, &c.

1677. To C. H. D. N o 126.

I Received your Letter, and delivered that you sent my Brother: both he and I are sensible of the loss of your only Brother. It doth concern you to consider the Voice of God in these Afflictions, one after another; and to improve them so as to make God himself in Christ your only standing Refuge. And certainly, if these things do cause you to turn your eyes directly upon him, and to centre in him alone, you will find him the Husband of the Widow, and Father of the Fatherless. In every trouble our wisest course is, to endeavour to learn what God is pleased to say to our Souls therein; which is to get the hearts of his People more united unto himself by Faith and clear Resignation; for though the things and Persons of this World do wither and fade, yet God himself [Page 358] is the Rock of Ages; and hath promised, The Righ­teous shall not be utterly desolate: for in the Fire and in the Water he will be with them, and never leave or forsake them. And therefore I would desire you to endeavour, rather to improve your Affliction by Faith for spiritual use, than to waste away your thoughts unprofitably through Unbelief, in ponder­ing and dejecting your heart under these outward Trials, though they be great. Therefore read and meditate the Word, where provision of Support is made, to answer all Cases of distress. Spread your Soul often before the Lord; open the bottom of your heart to him. Fly to the Blood of Christ for daily Atonement; and give your self up to him who has said, Cast your burthen on the Lord, and he will sustain you: and then you will see reason at length to say, It was good for me that I was afflicted; and that He or she is blessed whom God afflicts, and teacheth his Law. Unto him I commend you, praying for you, that you and yours may have the gracious Shelter of his Love and Kindness in every Condition.

1678. To M. R. N o 127.

I Received yours of the 14 th Instant, and have been refreshed in reading those savoury Lines which you were pleased to send me. I read them as if you your self had been conversing with me, and my self present with you; and do acknowledge the kindness of God in dropping down a Blessing upon your Soul, in the midst of all the former and latter Exercises, wherewith he has been pleased to try you. This is the privilege of the Afflictions which come from the God of all Grace; viz. That they produce the sa­voury [Page 359] Fruits of a more indeared hankering after him, Dependance on him, Resignation to him, and a ho­ly Longing that his own most wise and good Will may be accomplished. Mr. T. G. has had a little Im­pression made upon him by his Journey, and got Cold, which hath not yet left him; but we have enjoyed him amongst us this day in our praying work, in which your self, and other absent Friends were re­remembred. So commending you to the Lord, and his gracious Support and Conduct, I remain, &c.

1678. To C. E. D. N o 128.

I Often think upon you; and look upon it as a gra­cious dealing of God towards you, not only to prolong your Life to this Age, but also, and chiefly, that he hath crowned your old Age with an unwea­ried Tendency towards a better Life than you or I have ever yet seen, with that Sight which we can­not here be capacious of. I do hear sometimes by one or other, both of your being in the Land of the Living, and that you walk as becomes an aged Dis­ciple of Christ; adorning the Gospel you profess with a Conversation suitable thereunto. The last time I heard from you was by our good Friend Mrs. Stubs, who was here but a few days before her Hus­band, that holy and laborious Minister of Christ, took his leave of her; breathing forth his last fare­wel to this present World: and that Body of Clay in which he had served Christ, for gaining of Souls into his Flock, through a long Tract of years, flou­rishing (I hope prospering) in the great Embassage which the great Shepherd employed him in. His death was much bewailed by many, especially by [Page 360] them that best knew his Worth, as a great loss to the Interest and Cause of Christ, both in City and Country. The Lord in Mercy raise up more Sup­plies of like Sincerity, Diligence, and Faithfulness in the Lord's Vineyard. Dear Cousin, the Lord is pleased to use many ways and means to cause us to make the utmost improvement of Seasons and Op­portunities of Grace, and gives many Motives there­to; amongst which this is one, that the Prophets do not live for ever; and therefore he requires us to make speed, while the day of Grace, and while the time of Life continues; that we may not be found naked and unready, when our Summons from hence by Death shall be sent us. I have not arri­ved to the length of your days, but the effects of old Age are much upon me, and the shadows of the Evening have begun to appear; therefore, as it is always, so especially it is needful for you and I, that are almost at the utmost bounds of our time. to look into, and much to strive after the real and essential parts of Godliness; which lies much in this, viz. To ponder the Corruption of our own Nature, and the Contradiction that it stands in, against the pure Nature of God, and his revealed Will; till we ar­rive at such a Self-Abhorrence, and Dispondence of any Relief which we can derive from whatever we are, or whatever we can do, as of our selves; that we may betake our selves entirely and perfectly to the Grace revealed in Christ; casting our Anchor of Hope there, and there only; flying to the Merits of Christ, and his single Righteousness; in the ver­tue, and under the Covering whereof, to appear be­fore him, when all Flesh shall stand and receive their unalterable Sentence: that then we may have the comfortable Happiness of that good Word, There is [Page 361] no Condemnation to those that are in Christ. I cannot at present add more, only this; Let none of your past or present Troubles, of what kind soever, hinder your re­joycing in your gracious God and Saviour, who hath fed you all your Life long; and will be your God, and your Guide; and (as I am abundantly persuaded) you will find him, according to all that he hath pro­mised, your exceeding great Reward, when the days of Rest and endless Refreshing shall come. I com­mit you to the gracious Guidance of God, and the comfortable Fellowship and Communion of his Ho­ly Spirit. I pray for you, and desire to be remem­bred also by you, in your Prayers unto the God of all Grace; even our own God and Father: Under whose Wing I desire to leave you, and remain, &c.

1681. To C. E. D. N o 129.

GOd has been pleased to continue your Life unto a great length of days; and though your out­ward Man hath been withering (yet, blessed be God, I perceive) your inward Man hath been assisted by his good Spirit hitherto, to make a happy Voyage to the Haven of true Rest. The Lord in Mercy ac­company you through the remaining part of your Voyage, till you enter safely into the Harbour, and be setled in the Mansions which Christ is gone before to prepare for you. I have my self much Infirmity of Body, and am in daily Combat with the Cor­ruption and Vileness of my own heart; from which I hope, through the Riches of free Grace, to be ere long delivered: and I have an abundant hope, as to the same concerning your self. Cast your eye upon the great Mediator, roll your self upon him; for he [Page 362] will never leave you, nor forsake you. One days Communion with God without all Sin, in that Hea­venly Country, will make you full amends for all the difficulties you have passed through in your earth­ly Pilgrimage. And though I am not like to see you in this World, I hope, through the Grace of the ever­lasting Covenant, to see you where there will be nei­ther Sin nor old Age, &c. to molest either you or me any more. Dear Cousin, the Arms of Divine Love, Grace, and Mercy be continually embracing you. I can now add no more; but do commend you into the hands of that God, whose I am persuaded you are, and whom you serve. My affectionate Respects to your self, and all your Relations, and that Seed of God which he hath been pleased to plant in your Neighborhood. I remain, your affectionate Kinsman, and Brother in Christ, &c.

1682. To B. D. N o 130.

I Received yours from Tunbridge Wells, &c. and I think, those who advise you to be as little thought­ful as you can while you drink the Waters, do give you friendly Advice. It may much concur to your health, to be rather chearful, than to be serious in the use of them; for I know you have that matter within you (through the Riches of Grace) to render you chear­ful in the Lord. We must remember our Bodies, as well as our Souls, are redeemed; and the very Body of a Believer is Christ's more than his own; and what you do for the support of the meer Body is acceptable to God, and especially under that Infirmity which you chiefly went thither for. The Lord bless the Means which his Providence hath directed you to, and be always with your Spirit, &c.

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