SOME INSTRVCTIONS FOR A RIGHT COMFORTING AFFLICTED Consciences, with Antidotes against some speciall temptations.
The spirit of a man will sustaine his infirmitie: but a wounded spirit who can beare?
MY Text lies as you see, Alij Scripturae libri, tamet si à Spiritu Sancto dictati per [...]ectissimam sapientiam contineant, & scientiam earum rerum, quas sib [...] proponunt, tamen sapien [...]ia & scientia, qu [...] in illis traditur, ra [...]ò admodùm decerpi & percipi potest, nisi ex mul [...]orum verborum contextu, & continuatâ serie, ita ut, si in secundo, aut tertio, aut etiam quarto versu saepè substiteris, fructum exilem & perexiguum percepturus &c. In hoc autem libro (maximè) cum [...]d cap. 10. perventum fuerit, ex quo, & sequentibus cap. hoc nomen Proverbiorum hic liber, sortitus est) singulis pene versibus, vel versiculis potius absoluta & perfecta doctrina traditur▪ Car [...] in cap. Prov. Iam inde à capite decimo, quae hîc sparsim leguntur Proverbia, recep [...]u [...] est [...]ier Theologos absque Methodo esse, nec perpetuo tenore scripta, ut priora novem, a Salomone. [...]inton Cone ad Clerum. prograd. Doct. Mihi inprimis itá semper placuit, inter singulas sententias cohaerentiam & nexum aliquem frustrà confingi. Sala [...]. in a sacred Cabinet of richest Iewels; I meane the most selected, and wisest Aphorismes, or Proverbs, that ever issued out of mortall braine: Every one of them, for the most part, especially from the tenth Chapter, independant, entire, and absolute in themselues; cleare and manifest by their owne native brightnesse; not needing [Page 2] such reciprocall light, and lustre for each others mutuall discouery, and interpretation. And therefore they are naturally not capable of any coherent Logicall Analysis, and other circumstantiall expositions, ordinarily incident to other parts of Scripture. Whence it is, that this Booke of Proverbs is compared to a great heape of gold rings, rich, and orient, severally; and every one shining with a distinct sense by it selfe: but other contexts of holy Writ, to gould▪chaines so interwoven and enlinked together, that they must upon necessity, for the rendring unto us aright, and fully their severall senses, be illightened and receive mutuall illustration, one from another.
This present Proverbe doth represent unto us the extremest Hell upon earth, the greatest misery, and most un-supportable that can possibly befall a Man in this life; I meane the horror of a guilty and enraged conscience. Which is set out;
First, by the excellency of it's opposite; the invincible ability and mighty strength of that truly stoute and heroicall heart, which is happily upholden with the heavenly refreshing influence of grace, Gods favour and a good conscience: The spirit of a man will sustaine his [...]firmity: Whence take this first note.
Doctr. The spirit of a man furnished with grace, and fortified with the sense of Gods favour, is able to passe thorow the pikes, and conquer all commers.
Reas. 1. For what and why should that man feare or faint, on whose side the mighty Lord of heaven and earth doth stand? If Rom. 8.31. Quis autem non est contra nos? Co [...]ra nos etenim est ips [...] [...]rb [...], tyrannt, populi, [...]ognati, ciues [...]ver [...] contra [...]os se [...]t, tant cognati, abe [...]t ut [...] quenani. ut la sa etiam nobi [...], nolint velint, coronarum sint, innumerotumgue bonorumprocuratores, divina saprentia insidias ilior [...]m ad nostram salutem converteni [...] God be for us who can be against us? Whose mercy to his, is without all stint and limit, like Attribut a Dei sunt ipsa D [...]iessentia, seuipse Deus. himselfe, infinite; so immeasurable, that it reacheth from Psalm 103.17. everlasting to everlasting; so tender that it su [...]passeth incomprehensibly the compassionate meltings [Page 3] of the lovingest Isa. 49.15. mother; and spared not the dearest blood of his onely Rom. 8.32. Sonne. Who hath ever in a readinesse for the recovery of his children out of the most desperate danger, and to rescue them out of the hands of the deadliest enemy; besides his owne omnipotent arme, the least finger whereof can beate the greatest mountaine to powder, and [...]end the hardest rocke in peeces; innumerable hosts of Angels, one of which killed 2. Kings 19 35. an hundred foure score and five thousand in one night; charets of fire, even a thousand charets in the whirlewind; that faire glorious Giant, which with incredible s [...]iftnesse runs post, as it were, thorow the skye, to stand still or r [...]tore; the impetuous current of the raging Sea to recoyle; the merciles slames of the hungry fire, to become a soft and refreshing aire; the [...]placable fury of the most enraged Lions, to couch at first word for his servants sake and safety. Nay if need bee, hee hath Caterpillers and Frogges, Wormes and Lice, even the most impotent and vilest vermi [...]e, to fetch blood, and take downe the heart of the proudest Tyrant upon earth, carry he his head neve [...] so high; to eate out the bowels of the bloodiest Nim [...]od or mightiest Monarch, that weares a crowne upon his head, if hee oppose his people. He hath the very Matth. 27.5. 2. Sam 17 23. See Foxes story of Gods punishment [...] on Persecutors, &c. Acts and Monumen page 2298. &c. hands, and consciences of all that rise up against them, to bring their owne blood upon the [...]r owne heads, and even Hell and extreamest horror upon their hearts in this life. What then so dreadfull a face of present confusions, or fore-imagined formes of future troubles a [...]e able or ought, slavishly to de [...]ect, and terrifie, that holy heart, which with a sweet and safe repose is happily, and everlastingly hid under the Ruth. 2.12. Psalm. 91.4 wings of that mighty God? who for the deliverance of his, can worke:
- 1. By weake meanes, See Iud. 7. 1. Sam. 14. Genes. 14. 1. Sam. 17. Iud. 4.21. and 9.53.
- 2. Without meanes, See 2. Chron. 20. Exod. 14. [Page 4] Iosu. 6. 2. Kings 19. 2. Chron. 14.
- 3. Contrary to meanes, See Dan. 6.22. Ios. 3.16. Dan. 3.25.26. Ionah 2.6. Iosu. 10.12, 13, 14.
2. When the heavenly beames of Gods pleased countenance begin to breake out upon a man, thorow the darke and Hellish mist of his manifold and hainous sinnes, the unquenchable heate of His everlasting love thorow Christ dissolving them into nothing; and fairely shine with a comfortable aspect upon His humbled Soule; ipso facto, as they say, Heaven and Earth▪ and all the Hosts of both are everlastingly reconciled unto him, and become his friends; the stormes and tempests raised by all the powers of Hell are presently calmed for ever doing him any deadly hurt. All the creatures then, pull in their hornes, retire their stings, bite in their poyson, s [...]ib'd, and awed by those divine impressions of their Creators blessed image stamped upon them by the Spirit of grace; and dare no more offer any violence or vexation to him, (except upon particular dispensation for his spirituall good and quickening) then to the Apple of Gods owne eye. Heare the promise from Gods owne mouth: And in that day I will make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field, and with the fowles of Heaven, and with th [...] creeping things of the ground: and I will breake the bow, and the sword, and the battell out of the earth, and will make them to lye downe safely, Hos. 2.18. Nay, they are so farre from charging their seuerall stings upon the Saints, that they will change their very natures, to doe them service. They will rather become an astonishment and horror to the whole Creation, then they be hurt. How often have they suspended and put off their native power, and properties, for the protection and good of Gods people? The very Sea, that most raging and roaring creature, must stay his course and current, to give passage and preservation to a true Israelite: The Starres must fight, and the Sunne stand still for the ayde and [Page 5] advantage of Gods armies. The Lions must leave their savage rage and trade of blood, and become Lambes and loving unto a Daniel. The Crowes will feed an Elijah: The flames of fire must hold in their heate, from burning a Shadrach, Meshach or Abednego: The devouring belly of a dreadfull fish must be turned into a Sanctuary of safty to a Ionah: A popish Furnace heated with the very malice of Hell shall become a bed of doune and Roses to a Thus spake blessed Bainbam in the midst of the fire. O ye Papists behold, ye looke for miracles; and here now you may see a miracle: for in this fire I feele no no more paine, then if I were in a bed of Doune; but it is to me as sweet as a bed of Roses. Acts and Monuments page 1030. Martyr of Iesus: The very dead lines of an ordinary His Maiestie was mooved to interpret and conster the latter sentence in the Letter (alleaged by the Earle of Salisbury) against all ordinary sense and construction in Grammar, as if by these words, For the danger is past as soone as you have burned the Letter, should be closely understood the suddainty and quickenesse of the danger, which should be as quickely performed, and at an end as that paper should be of blazing up in the fire; turning that word of as soone, to the sense of, as quickely. Discourse of the manner of the discovery of a late intended Treason, &c. Heare King Iames his own words. I did upon the instant interpret and apprehend some darke phrases in the Letter contrary to the ordinary grammar construction of them, (and in another sort then I am sure any Diuine or Lawyer in any Vniversitie would have taken them) to be meant of this horrible for me of blowing us up all by Powder. His Maiesties speech in the last Session of Parliament, printed 1605. Letter, must represent to a Royall conceite, a meaning quite contrary to the naturall sense and all Grammaticall construction, before a blessed Parliament be blowne up with Popish Gun-Powder: A brittle A vertuous Gentlewoman in this Land doubting very often of her Salvation, made her case knowne unto a worthy Minister of God; who often counselled her, to take heed of inquiries further then Gods word, and trust assuredly that she might conclude her Salvation out of Gods word, without any further revelations: yet still did the temptation grow upon her, in so much that having a Venice Glasse in her hand, and the selfe-same Minister sitting by her, presently breakes forth into lamentable words; you have often told me, that I must seeke no further then Gods word, but I have bin long without comfort and can endure no longer: Therefore it I must be saved, let this glasse be kept from breaking, and so she threw it against the walls. Here might the Lords hand for this tempting of his Maiestie, have left her to the everlasting woes of her distrustfull heart: yet the Lord that is rich in mercy, having stamped her with the seale of his Election, was content to satisfie the languishing Soule with a miracle: the Glasse rebounds againe, and comes safe unto the ground; which the Minister having gotten into his hands; faith, Oh repent of this sinne, blesse God for his mercy, and never distrust him more of his promise: for now you have His voyce from Heaven in a miracle, telling you plainely of your estate. This was curiositie, and might have brought despaire; yet it was the Lords mercy to remit the fault, and grant extraordinary confirmation of her Faith. Yates. Gods arraignement of Hypocrites, page. 357. Glasse must rebound unbroken from the hardest [Page 6] stone, to helpe to bind up a broken heart, bleeding with griefe, for absence of her Spouse, and wan [...] of the assurance of his love, &c. Nay the divell himselfe, though hee walkes about like a roaring Lion seeking with restlesse rage, and desiring infinitely to devoure the Lords inheritance, yet cannot possibly adde one linke to the chaine, in which by the mercifull and mighty hand of God, he is hampered; nor goe an haires bredth beyond his commission: Though it bee utterly impossible, that that damned Angell should so farre change his divellish nature, as to doe any of Gods chosen, directly, any true good; yet he is everlastingly musled by an Almighty arme, from ever doing them any deadly hurt. He may be suffered sometimes to shake his chaine at them, and roare upon them hideously, to drive them nearer unto God, and fright them from sinne; But he shall never either in this world, or the world to come have his full swinge at them, or fasten his hellish fangs upon their redeemed soules.
3. Besides all that other excellent, compleate, impenetrable armour of proofe mentioned, Ephes. 6. which is able to beate backe victoriously all earthly oppositions, and the very Ordnance of Hell, every one of Gods Favourites is also blessedly furnished with a mighty spirituall Deprecatio, Ecclesiae murus, qui rumpi non possit, munimentum inconcussum, daemonibus quidem formidabile. Chrysost. De orando Deum. lib. 2. Deprecatio, armatura est inexpugnabilis; ac [...]utissimum, nec unquam fallens munimentum, pari facilitate, vel unum repellens militem, vel innumerabilia hostium millia. Ibid. lib. 1 Engine, which is able to batter downe all the Bulwarkes of the Divell, to shake the whole kingdome of darkenesse, and all hellish powers; nay, to offer an holy violence to the very Throne of Tantarum vir [...]um est precatio, ut in hominis potestatem creaturas ad unam omnes, & quod mirêris, ipsum creaturarum Dominum redigat. Sc [...]l [...]. De precat. cap. 29. Non in homines tantum est ista precationis vis, sed etiam in bellua [...], in daemones, in mundi elementa, in coeli sydera, in deum ipsum. Ibid. God himselfe: witnesse, His most mercifull intreating Moses Feriendi licentiam quarit à Mose, qui fecit Mosen. Bern. To let him alone, Exod. 32.10. As though the [Page 7] mediation of a man, could binde as it were, I speake it with lowliest reverence to that highest Maiestie, the hands of his Omnipotency, from doing his people any hurt; and were able to extingvish that unquenchable wrath in the conception, which once on foote would burne unto the lowest Hell, and set on fire the foundations of the Mountain [...]s: I meane that Honos miscendi sermonem cum Deo Angelorum superat maiestatem. De precat. lib. 2. most pretious, and almost, if not altogether omnipotent Grace of Prayer. This great Master of miracles hath wrought from time to time many and very remarkeable wonders both in Heaven and Earth. It made the Sun, that mighty creature, Ios. 10.12, 13. the Prince of all the Lights in Heaven, to stay and stand still upon the suddaine, in the heat of his swiftest course: Ion. 2.1, &c. 10. It landed Ionah safely upon the shore, out of the bellie of the Whale, and bowels of the Sea: Iud. 15.18. It drew refreshing streames out of a dry bone for the saving of Samsons life: It turned the Heaven into brasse for three yeeres and a halfe; Iam. 5.17, 18. and afterward turned the selfe-same brasse into fruitefull clouds, and fountaines of raine: 2. Kings 19.15.35. It killed an hundred fourescore and five thousand of the enemies of Gods people in one night: For the freeing of Elisha from a straite and dangerous siege, 2. Kings 6.17. It filled a mountaine in a moment, as it were, full of Hors [...]s and Charets of [...]ire: It turned the swords of a mighty Army into the Bowells of one another; 2 Chron 20.5, 6, &c. 23 when Iehoshaphat knew not which way to turne himselfe; but was so helpelesse and hopelesse, that he cryed unto the Lord, wee know not what to doe; Acts 12.5.7.10. only our eyes are upon thee! It loosed Peter out of prison, shoke his chaines off from his hands, and made an Iron gate to open of its owne accord: Upon intelligence of the Spanish invasion, a publike Fast was proclaimed and observed, Anno 1588. It e [...]raged and inlarged the English Seas to swallow up the Spanish invincible Armado: And which is none of the least wonders, It brought Prince Charles out of Spaine.
But you instance, may some say, in extraordinary examples of extraordinary men, endowed with [Page 8] an extraordinary spirit.
Yet sure I am, they are registred by the holy Ghost, to represent unto us, and to all generations of the Church to the Worlds end, the Almighty and wonder-working power of Prayer. And I am as sure, that the Petitioners were men [...]. Iam. 5.17 subiect to like passions as we are. Perhaps, if thou be a true-hearted Nathanael, since thy new birth, thou wast never so extraordinarily passionate, as Ionah was, when out of a pang of strange distemper, hee thus answered the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth: Ionah 4 9. I doe well to bee angry even unto death.
Fourthly, Gods Favourite is further furnished with an other spirituall weapon of impregnable temper, and incredible might. I meane Faith, Faith is onely able to performe; fulnesse of ioy, and constancy of content, in the midst of the changes, wanes, eclipses and fuls of all externall things; and that one day, as well as another, throughout the course of a mans life in that latitude & extent, whereof this life is capable. Ward. the very Power, and Arme of God for all true ioy, sound comfort, and light somnesse at the heart-roote in this life. This crowned Emperesse of all those Heavenly graces, that dwell in the Soule of a sanctified man; and which in a right sense may be said vertually to comprehend all the beautie, strength, excellency and power of Christ himselfe; is truely Credenti mundus cum principe diabolo, mors, infernus, peccatum (que) mera ludibria s [...]nt, ut dicere possit cum Paulo, Vbi tuus, ó mors, aculeus? ubi tua, inferne, victoria? 1. Cor 15.55. Habet enim ipse contra omnia haec, quae caeteris [...]orribilia & [...]nsuperabilia sunt, victoriam per Dominum Iesum Christum, in quem credit, cui adh [...]ret & innititur. Naogeor. victorious, and triumphant, 1. Ioh. 5.4 over all the World; Matth. 16 18. over the very gates of Hell, and all the powers of darkenesse; Eph. 6.16. over the Divels fieriest darts; Heb. 11.34. over the devouring flames of the raging fire; Heb. 11.33. over the roaring furie of the most hungry Lions; Heb. 11.37. over the varietie and extremitie of exquisitest tortures, temptations, persecutions, all outward miseries; euen Heb. 11.36. over cruell mockings. It Heb. 11.30. unresistably beares downe, or blowes up the strongest Bulwarkes, and thickest walles; Heb. 11.34. puts to flight the mightiest Armies, and Heb. 11.33. conquers the most invincible Kingdomes. And when all is done, Oh blessed Faith! at the very [Page 9] last, and deadliest lift, Psal. 23.4 Da mihi pulchram iustitiam, da mihi Fidei pulchritudinem. Proc [...]dat in medium, ostendat se oculis cordis, inspiret servorem amatoribus suis: Iam tibi dicitur, Frui me vis? Contemne quicquid te aliud delectat, contemne pro me. E [...]ce contempsis [...]i, Parum est illi — Parum est vt contemnas quicquid te dilectabat, contemne quicquiud te terrebat, contemne carceres, contemne vincula, contemne equuleum, contemne tormenta, contemme mortem, Haec vicisti, me invenisti — Amat, ardet, servet, cal [...]at omnia quae delectant, &c transit: venit ad aspera, horrenda, truculen [...]a, minacia; cal [...]at▪ frangit & transit. August. De verbis Apostoli. Serm. 17. she triumphantly sets her foote upon the necke of the Prince of terrors, I meane death, the last and worst, the end and summe of all feared evills: And even in the middest of those dying and dreadfull pangs, beares a glorious part with Iesus Christ the Conquerour in that sweetest Song of victory, O death, where is thy sting? In a word, it can doe all things. [...] luminum; non [...] luminis. Q. d. Omnis luminis, elementaris, aetherei, spiritualis & coelestis. Par. All things are possible to him that beleeveth.
Fifthly, and lastly; and in a word Grace in its owne nature, being the most glorious Creature of the [...] luminum; non [...] luminis. Q. d. Omnis luminis, elementaris, aetherei, spiritualis & coelestis. Par. Father of li [...]hts, and flowing as it were more immediately and sweetly from his blessed face, is of such a divine invincible, and lightsome temper, and hath such an anti-patheticall vigour and ability, against all spirituall darkenesse and dampes; whether of affliction, temptation, troublesome confusions of the times, the valley of the shadow of death, the Grave, Hell it selfe; that it is ever able, either to dispell it, or dissolve it, or support it selfe strongly and triumphantly even in the midst of it. Suppose a soule beautified with Grace, to be seated, if it were possible, in the very center of that hellish Kingdome, yet would it, by its Heavenly strength, and glory, in despite of all infernall powers keepe off at some distance all the darkenesse, torments and horrour of that damned place. Whence it is, that it is so often in the holy Scriptures compared to light. Now what power and prevalent antipathy our ordinary light doth exercise against his most abhorred Opposite, darkenesse, you well know, and it is elegantly and punctually for my purpose expressed by One in this manner: We see, and prove, saith he, by dayly experience how powerfull and dreadfull a thing the darkenesse of the night is. For when it falleth, it covereth, and muffleth up the face of the whole world. It obscureth, and hideth, the hue, and the fashion of all creatures: It bindeth up all hands, and breaketh off all imployments: [Page 10] The night commeth, saith our Sauiour, wherein we cannot worke. It arresteth, and keepeth captive all living wights, men and beasts, that they must be still, and rest there where it arresteth them: yea it maketh them fearefull, and faint-hearted, full of fancies, and much subiect to frights. It is of all others such a powerfull, and unconquerable Tyrant, as no man is able to withstand. And yet neverthelesse, it is not of that might, that it is able to overwhelme, or to quench the least light in the World. For we see the darken the night is, the clearer the Starres shine: Yea the least candles light, that is lighted, withstandeth the whole night, and not onely suffereth not the darkenesse to cover, or to smoother, and oppresse it, but it giveth light also even in the middest of the darkenesse, and beateth it backe for some space and distance on every side of it: so that which way soever it is borne, or wheresoever it commeth, there must darkenesse depart and give place unto the light; all the power, and the dreadfulnesse of it, cannot helpe or prevaile ought against it. And tho the light be so weake, that it cannot cast light farre about, or drive the darkenesse farre from it, as in the sparke of an hot coale, yet cannot the darknesse cover or conceale, and much lesse quench it; but it giveth light to it selfe alone at least; so that it may be seene a farre off in the darke; and it remaineth unconquered of the darke, tho it cannot helpe other things nor give light unto them. Yea (that which is yet more wonderfull) a rotten shining peece of wood, which h [...]th the faintest light that can be found, yet remaineth invincible of all the power of darkenesse; and the more it is compassed about with darken [...]sse, the clearer light it giveth. So little is darkenesse able to overcome, or k [...]epe downe an [...] light; but that it ruleth and vanquisheth, and expelleth the dark [...]n [...]ss [...], which else overwhelmeth, and [...]areth, and fettereth▪ and putteth all things in feare. Now if this naturall light be so pow [...]full, and so able to prevaile against the darkenesse of [Page 11] the night: why should not that spirituall Light, that Gods Spirit doth kindle, and set up in the hearts of Gods Children, be able to afford them light in darkenesse, and to minister sound ioy and sweete comfort unto them, in the very midst of their heaviest, and most hideous afflictions. Assuredly, it must needes be unconquerably able, with farre greater power, and in an higher proportion. For our visible light doth spring but from a finite and materiall Fountaine, the Sunne, it selfe a creature: but the Spirituall light, I speake of, flowes immediately from the glorious face of the onely true, incomprehensible and eternall [...] 1. Ioh. 2.5. Light, the Sunnes creatour, who dwelleth in the light that no man can approach unto, and is an everlasting well-spring of all Life and Light; which it doth so farre represent and resemble in Divine excellencie, and mightinesse, that it thence receives by a secret and sacred influence, fresh successions still of an infinite triumphant power, and prevailing against all spirituall darkenesses for ever. Suppose all the men that dwell within the compasse of our Hemisphere should addresse themselues with all their wit and weapons, with all their power and policie to keepe backe that universall darkenesse, which is woont to seize upon the face of the earth at the setting of the Sunne; yet by all this strong and combined opposition, they should but beate the ayre: But now, upon the very first approach of that Princely light, but peeping up in the East, it would all [...]ly away in a Lux citò coelum, terras, maria illuminat, & momento temporis sine ullâ comprehensione, relectis surgentis diei splendore regionibus, nostro se circumsundit aspectui. Ambros. H [...]x. Lib. 1. Cap. [...]. moment, and vanish into nothing. Semblablely, if all the understandings upon earth, and all the Angels in Heaven should contribute all their abilities, and excellencies to illighten with cheerefulnesse and ioy, a guilty conscience surprised sometimes with hellish darkenesse and cloudes of horrour upon sight of sinne, and sense of divine wrath; yet all would not doe, they should all the while, but wash a Blackamoore, as they say: but now, let but the least glimpse [Page 12] of the light of Grace shine into that sad and heavy Soule, and it would farre more easily and irresistably chase away the very darkest midnight of any spirituall misery, then the strongest Summers Sunne, the [...]hinnest Mornings mist. Give me, if you will, Iudas his heart, or Spiraes horrour; or a vexed spirit torne and rent in peeces with the raging guilt of both those wofull men; and let that supposed rufull Soule, weary of its hellish burden, and thirsting sincerely for the water of Life, but cast it selfe upon the mercy, truth, and power of the Lord Iesus, so sweetly offering himselfe in that pretious promise, Matth. 11.28. resoluing to take him for an everlasting husband; and ipso facto, as they say, it might be put into a very Heaven upon Earth. For this glorious grace of Faith, the Prince of all spirituall light and lightsomnesse in the truely humbled Soule, thus shed into such a darke and grieved spirit, doth enkindle and set on shining all those Fides est in Christianâ animâ fandamentum omnium virtutum Bern li. De ordine vitae. Stell [...] dixisse virtutes non me poenitet considerantem congru [...]tiam similitudinis Quo modo nempe stellae in n [...]ct [...] lucent, sic vera v [...]rtus, quae saepe in prosperis non apparet, eminet in adversis. —Ergo virtus est sidus, & hom [...] virtutum coelum. Idem super Cont. Serm. 27. gracious heavenly Starres, that are woont to beautifie the hearts of holy men; hope, love, zeale, son-like feare, humility, patience, selfe-deniall, vniversall obedience, fruitfulnesse in all good workes, &c. Which make them [...]. Eph 5.8. light it selfe, to [...]. 1. Ioh 1.7. walke in the light, towards the infinite and [...]. 1. Tim. 6.16. unapproachable light: And therefore they never neede to want lightsomnesse; but have perpetuall pregnant matter of spirituall mirth, and mightinesse of spirit.
The point appeares, and is further prooved by manifest, and manifold experience: David having bin formerly, wofully wasted with great varietie and extremitie of dangers and distresses, was at last plunged into a most desperate perplexity. 1. Sam. 30 6. Which had bin able to have swallowed up into despaire, the manliest vigour of the greatest spirit upon earth, not supported with grace. (The like or a lesse, caused King Saul to fall upon his owne sword;) yet He blessed man, by the power of his spirituall peace, and the [Page 13] beames of Gods pleased face-shining upon his Soule, did patiently, and sweetly comfort Himselfe in the Lord His God; and stood like an impregnable Rocke unshaken with the raging assaults of any tempestuous sourges. He was at this time hunted by Saul like a Par [...]ridge in the Mountaines; cashierd by the Princes of the Philistines as a f [...]llow of suspected fidelity; robd by the Amalekites of His wiues; His sonnes, and His daughters; The Towne, to which He returned for safety, was burnt with fire; And to make his calamity compleate, and most cutting, even His owne men were ready to stone Him: Now in this great distresse upon the first apprehension whereof He wept, as the story saith, untill He had no more power to weepe; yet comming to Himselfe, and recollecting His spirituall forces, His heavy heart ready to sinke and fall asunder in His bosome, did fetch by the hand of faith, comfortably fortified by sense and experience of former fauours, such heavenly strength from Iehova, whom He had made His portion; that thereupon His courage was revived and raised to that height, that He presently pursued his enemies with extraordinary valour and resolution, cut them off quite and recovered all. And David saith the text, was greatly distressed: for the people spake of stoning Him, because the Soule of all the people was grieued, every man for His sonnes, and for His daughters: but David encouraged Himselfe in the Lord his God, &c.
What a bitter Sea of unmatched miseries, did breake out upon blessed Iob, which with a sudden unexpected violence, bearing downe that Hedge of protection, which God had set about Him, (the raines purposely let loose by divine dispensation to Sathans malice in the meane time) did fearefully overflow him to that height and horrour; that He stands registred in Gods Booke as an unparalled Instance of extraordinary sufferings and sorrowes; calamities and conflicts; to all [Page 14] succeeding ages, no Nemo quisquam in ullà Historiâ tot tamque gravibus arumnis simul adobrutus fuisse legitur. Par. story being able to afford the like: The naturall death of one deare childe, strikes sometimes so heavy to a mans heart, that for griefe he growes into a consumption; but all Iobs children, were suddenly taken away at once by a violent stroke: some petty crosse upon his outward state, and cutting off but part of his goods, causes sometimes a couetous worldling to cut Divitijs dediti, non paupertem tantum contrem [...]s [...]un [...], sed etiam quantulumque disp [...]n [...]dium — Mul [...]gitur ex istis etiam a [...]la neum concurrerunt, nequaquam scil [...]cet tantum moerorem ferent [...]s. Chrysost. in Mat [...]h. Hom. 2. his ōwne throate: But Iob was robd of all; so that it is a prove be to this day; As poore as Iob: Many wives are passionate, and peevish in time of prosperity, whose h [...]arts notwithstanding will melt in compassion, and kindenesse, over their husbands, in any kinde of misery; but Iobus ait, Se vxorem obsecrásse per prol [...]m, quam ex illà susceperat. Idautem eam minime commovit. Ostendit igitur id contra naturam esse, & uxorem suam in eo [...] gen [...]umpro [...]disse C [...]lv. Iobs wife, tho dearely intreated, by Her most distressed Husband, even for their childrens sake, the mutuall common pledges of sweetest loue; yet would not come neare Him. My breath, saith He, is strange to my wife though I entreated for the childrens sake of mine owne body, Chap. 19.17. Satan. I confesse, is woont to roare and rage fiercely enough about Gods blessed O [...]es, to doe them all the mischiefe, Hee can possibly; but rarely hath hee so large a reach, and his chaine so lengthned as he had against Iob. The painefull anguish of some one part▪ would not onely deprive a Man, of the pleasure of the worlds Monarchy, if he had it in possession; but also make Him weary of His life. In what a taking then was Iob ▪ who from the sole of his foote, unto his Crowne had no part free from [...]ore b [...]les and Quod fuerit morbigenus▪ incer [...]u [...] est Sunt qui putant elephantiasin, aut lepram fuisse. Sed e [...]sinal [...] est l [...]ge gravius malum fuisse, & quali forfar nunquam quisquam huminum laborarit, Merc Iob 19 12. & 10.16.6.4 horribly i [...]fl [...]med ulcers, exasperated and enraged with the sti [...]ging smart of Satans extremest malice▪ who had power given Him to inflict them God himself frownes many times, and withdrawes beames of His pleased face from the soules of His seruants, to their great griefe, tho for their spirituall good; But seldome doth he set them up for His Marke; hunt them as a fierce Lion; set His terrours in array against them; and command the poyson of his arrowes to drinke up their spirit; [Page 15] as Iob complaines: It is no strange thing, neither should it much moove, but only make us walke more watchfully, to heare men of the world, and drunken Belialls to belch out from their rotten hearts upon the Alebench such base slanders as these. These Professors for all their faire shewes, are certainely all of them notorious Hypocrites. Tho they looke never so demurely, they are not the men they are taken for, &c. But to have a Mans nearest, familiar, understanding Christian friends to charge Him with Hypocrisie, is a most cruell cut to a troubled conscience: And this was Intimi fuerunt Iobi amiet, & familiares ac voluti gregales. Beza. H [...]on dubium, speaking of Iobs friends, quin admiran [...] sapientia viri fuer [...]nt, ut ex eorum disputationibus, quae hoc libro inseruntur, videre est: q [...]ia & insignes probitate & R [...]ligione, ut ex usdem apertum erit. Merc. Iob. case. So thus as [...]ob was singular in the universality of His afflictions, so there was a singularity of bitternesse above ordinary in e [...]very particular a [...]fliction. And what of all this? And yet for all this, this holy man, by the helpe of that pretious Nam & beatus Iob ille, insianteà praemeditatu [...] fuisset, non ita in certamine resulsisset, nisi certè erebrò cogi [...]asset, quâ [...]atione moerorem superaret; d [...]xisset omninò aliquid moestum, cum repentè [...]ysse silios r [...]scisset. Nunc vero [...] praemedi [...]tus, exercitatus (que) fuer [...]t, ut ad omnia ing [...]n [...] animo perstiterit; ad totiu [...] substantiae, & tam m [...]tarum rerum iacturan, ad phorum an arissimum obitum, ad uxoris affe [...]um, ad acerb [...] corporis ulcera, ad iniusta anacorum opprobria, ad ancillarum contemptum at (que) servorum. Chrysost. in Mat. Hom. 34. hoard of grace, which his heavenly heart had treasured up in the time of prosperitie; out of that spirituall strength, which He had gotten into His soule by his former humble acquaintance, and conversation with His God, and knowing full well, that tho all was gone, yet He still possessed Iesus Christ as fully, if not more feeli [...]gly as ever before; He becomes hereupon as rare and admir [...]ble a Patterne of Patience to all posterity; as He was an extraordinary astonishing spe [...]acle of adversitie and woe. Consciousnesse of His fore-spent righteous life, which he peruseth Chap. 31. The clearenesse of a good conscience Chap. 16 19 Behold my witnesse [...] in heaven, and my record is on high: And his invincible faith, Chap. 19.23, 24, 25 Oh that m [...] words were now written, Oh that they were pri [...]ted in a hunke! That they were graven with an Iron pen and lead▪ in the rocke for ever. For I know that my Redeemer liveth &c. chap. 13. Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him; did so strengthen and stay his spirit [Page] with a divine might, that he bore valiantly, and stood upright under the heaviest weight, and greatest variety of extreame afflictions, that ever were laid upon any meere man.
But now on the other side, the tyth nay the tenne hundreth part of Iobs troubles, caused gra [...]elesse Achitophell, to saddle his Asse, get himselfe home, put his houshold in order, and hang himselfe.
So true is that which the blessed Prophet tels us Ier. 17.5. &c. Cursed be the man, that trusteth in man, and maketh flesh his arme, and whose heart departeth from the Lord. For Hee shall be like the heath in the desert, and shall not see when good commeth; but shall inhabite the parched places in the Wildernesse, in a saltland and not inhabited. Blessed is the man that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is. For hee shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her rootes by the river, and shall not see when heate commeth, but her lease shall be greene, and shall not be carefull in the yeere of drought, neither shall cease from yeelding fruite.
This impregnable comfort springing from grace, and a good conscience, even in evill times, did steele the spirit of blessed Luther with such spirituall stoutnesse, and so hardened his fore head against a world, Ezek. 3.9. Quis non putâsset. Luthetū [...]anto cunctorum odio & invidiâ, cui totus penè mundus insidiabatur, etiam ille, cuius pedibus Im [...]cratores olim cogebantur cervices su [...]y ere, non mille mortes o [...]cubiturum? At forsan concitatis turbis vix s [...]perfuit, quo minùs potestas ci [...] esse pot [...]it; Im [...]opertriginta [...]ene annos in ac [...]e perstitit, incolumis à clandestin [...]s vetitioni [...]us, [...]uious Pon [...]ifex tollere solet homines, quos aperto Marte debellare non possit: ac tandem aeger decumbens in lecto, animámque tradens illi, qui de. lit, placidè in Christo o [...]dormivit. Brightman cap. 3. Apocal. Fuit omninò vir magnanimus, qui talia ausus est, quae totu [...] miratur orbis, & qui tot gentibus adversus ipsum conspirantibus unum se opposuit. [...] [...]hronolog. An. Christi. 1546. nay an horrible hell of most reproachfull and raging oppositions, that he became a Spectacle, a Miracle of rarest Christian fortitude, and invincible courage to the whole world, and to all posterity. I am perswaded, that holy truth of God, which hee so gloriously pro [...]est, and that power of godlinesse, which hee so faithfully [Page 17] practised, did infuse into the heart of that Man as much unconquerablenesse of resolution, and fearelesnesse of the face of Man, as ever dwelt in any mortal brest, since the Apostles time. Witnesse amongst the rest, that one extraordinary expression of His imcomparable magnanimity: when his friends were earnest, and eager upon Him, not to venture Himselfe, amongst a number of Perfidious Papists, and bloud-thirsty Tigers; He replied thus: As touching mee, saith He, Fox in the story of Martin Luther, pag. 849. since I am sent for, I am resolved, and certainly determined to enter Wormes in the name of the Lord Iesus Christ; yea tho I knew, there were as many Divells to resist me, as there are tiles to cover the Houses in Wormes. This Man of God did upon the two Pillars of His Heroicall heart, courage and patience, most nobly sustaine the malice and hatred, almost of the whole world. The Divell, and the Pope did concurrently countermine with all their cruelty, and cunning against this victorious Champion of Heaven, and mighty underminer of their darke and damned kingdomes. Almost all the Princes, Priests, and people of Christendome, did breed & breathe out nothing but thoughts of indignation and threats of Death against Him. Millions of lasie, and lustfull Monkes, having like so many pestilent Locusts of the infernall Pit, seizd upon the face of Europe, with their envenomed swarmes, and lying at ease encloistered in Sodomy and bloud, gnashed their teeth at Him with Hellish fury, and like true Frends spet fire in His face. And yet for all this, this holy Saint, (which, I more admire, and prize higher, then the victories of a thousand Caesars, or the most renowned valour of the greatest Alexander) having so many incarnate Divels continually roaring about Him, with open mouth, ready every houre, and enraged with implacable thirst to drinke up His bloud, and swallow Him up quicke; yet I say, enioyed such a triumphant tranquillity of minde, and unshaken presence of spirit, that like a mightie [Page 18] Son of thunder by His constant and powerfull preaching, for the space of nine and twenty yeares, so shooke the pillars of Popery, that I am perswaded the Beast will never stand upon His foure legs any more: And writ eloquently and excellently, almost, if not as many volumes, as Austin did, that great glory of the Christian World in former times. A petty crosse many times will so emasculate, Carmina secessum Scribentis, & o [...]a quaerunt: Me mare, [...] me sera [...]. and weaken, the elevations of the greatest Wit, that His conceite, invention & stile will fall to a farre lower streine, then ordinary; which contentment, & calmnesse, would raise to their highest pitch & possibility. But the terrible earthquake, as it were, of all Europe ▪ and contrary commotions of N [...]w become Anti [...]christian, as [...] A [...]ian. Christendome some, did never a whit dis-animate, or shake the heart of this heavenly man; fitly honoured by the name of a third Elias.
But now Francis Spira on the other side, having out of his I was saith He, excessively [...] of mony, and accordingly [...] to get by [...], corrupting iudg [...]ment by deceite, inventing trickes to d [...]lude Iustice: Good causes I either defended de [...]ceitfully; or [...]ould thē to the adversary perfidiously. [...] causes I maintain'd with all my might. I willingly opposed the knowne truth. And the trust committed unto me, I either betrayed or perverted. Thus did the care of this world, and the deceitfulnesse of [...] the good [...]eede that was formerly [...]owne; so as fearing hee faints and yeelds to the a [...]lurements of this present world. I know the Doctrine of Iustification by Christ, but I denied it and abjur'd it to the end, that I might keepe this fraile life from adversity, and my children from poverty: And now behold how bitter is this life unto me? And God onely knowes, what shall become of this my Family. But surely no go [...]d is like to betide it, but rather daily worse and worse, and such a ruine, as at length, one stone shal [...] not the le [...]t upon another. Nat. Bacon. In the relation of the desperate estate of Francis Spira, in the yeere 1548. I have the originall Relatours of the story; and finde this excellent translation to answere exactly to them. inordinate love to the things of this life, wofully wounded his conscience by that infamous [...] of the blessed Truth, which He formerly professed, became a spectacle of such spirituall misery and woe to the whole world, that there is not any thing left unto the memory of man more remarkeable.
Vpon the very first revise of his recantation, and ser [...]ou [...] consideration in cold bloud what he had done, he acknowledged himselfe utterly undone and for ever. His spirit suddenly smitten with the dreadfull sense of divine wrath for his Apostasie, and split in pieces, as it [Page 19] were, with so grievous a bruise, fainted fearefully, faild him quite, and fell a sunder in his brest like drops of water. Heare some rufull expressions of his desperate state, from his owne mouth: Oh, that I were gone from hence, that some body would let out this weary Soule! I tell you there was never such a Monster as I am; never was man alive a spectacle of such exceeding misery. — I now feele Gods heavy wrath that burnes like the torments of hell within me, and afflicts my soule with pangs un-utterable. Verily desperation is Hell it selfe. — The gnawing worme of unquenchable fire, horrour, confusion, and which is worst of all, desperation it selfe, continually tortures me. And now I count my present estate worse, then if my soule separated from my body were with Iudas, and therefore I desire rather to be there, then thus to live in my body. — The truth is, never had mortall man such experience of Gods anger and hatred against him as I have. — If I could conceive but the [...]east sparke o [...] hope in my heart of a better state hereafter, I would not refuse to endure the most heavy wrath of the great God, yea for 2000. yeeres, so that at length. I might attaine out of misery. — He professed that his pangs were such, as that the damned wights in Hell indure not the like misery: That his state was worse then that of Cain and Iudas, and therefore desired to die. — O that God would let loose his hand from me, and that it were with me now, as in times past, I would scorne the threats of the most cruell Tyrants, beare torments with invincible resolution, and glory in the outward profession of Christ, till I were choaked in the flame, and my body turned into ashes.
Vses. 1. If it be so then, that an heavenly hoard of grace, good conscience, Gods favour &c. happily treasured up while it is called Today, hath the sole, and sacred property, and priviledge, to hold up our hearts, In times of horrour: inabling us in the meane time patiently, and profitably to master all miseries, passe [Page 20] thorow all persecutions, conquer all Commers; and at length by the helpe of God, to pull the very heart, as it were, out of Hell; with confidence, and triumph to looke even death, and the Divell in the face, and to stand with boldnesse, before the terrour of the last Day, like an unmooveable Rock, when the Sonnes and daughters of confusion, who have slept in harvest, and mispent the gratious Day of their visitation, shall intreate the mountaines, and Rockes to fall upon them: I say, it being thus, let every one of us like Sonnes and daughters of wisedome, in this short Sommers Day of our abode upon earth, and in this glorious Sun-shine of the Gospell, and pretious seasons of grace, imploy all meanes, improove all oportunities, to gather in, with all holy greedinesse, and treasure up abundantly much spirituall strength, and lasting comfort against the evill Day. To which, let us be quickned, by such considerations as these:
1. This wise, and happy treasuring up, of heavenly hoards, and comforts of holinesse afore hand, will sweetely mollisie, and allay the bitternesse, and smart, of that heavinesse and sorrow; of those fearefull amazements, and oppressions of spirit, naturally incident to times of trouble, and feare, which ordinarily doe very grievously sting, and strike thorow the hearts of carnall and secure Worldlings, with full rage, and the very slashes, and fore-tastes of Hell. Of all other passions of the Soule, sadnesse, and griefe grates most upon the vitall spirits; dries up soonest the freshest marrow in the bones; and most sensibly suckes out the purest, and refinedst bloud in the heart. All the Obiects of lightsomnesse, and ioy, are drowned in an heauy heart, even as the beauty of a Pearle is dissolved in vineger. Now the onely Cordiall, and Counter-poyson against this dampe of light-heartednesse, and Cut-throate of life, is the secret sweetenesse, and shining pleasure of that One pearls of great price; Math. 13.46. three orient raies whereof, [Page 12] are righteousnesse and peace, Math. 13.46. Rom. 14.17. and ioy in the holy Ghost treasur'd up in the Cabinet of a good conscience. The glory, Math. 13.44. pretiousnesse, and power of which hidden treasure, purchased with the sale of all sinne, doth many times shine faireliest upon the Soule, in the saddest times; inspires for the most part into the hearts of the owners, the greatest courage, and constancy of spirit even in the dayes of adversity, and vexation; inables them to digest, and beare without any great wound▪ or passion those crosses, and cruelties, which would breake the backe, and crush the heart of the stoutest Temporizer. Was there not a great deale of difference thinke you, Isa 38. betwixt the heart of Hezekiah, who had walked before God in truth, and with a perfect heart, when He heard the newes of death from the mouth of the Prophet; Dan. 5. and the heart of Belshazzar, when he saw the hand-writing upon the wall. Giue me a great man, who carries a way, the credit and current of the times; with all bravery, and triumph wallowes, and tumbles himselfe in the glory and pleasures of the present: Throw Him from the transitory top of His heaven upon earth, upon His last bed: present unto His eye at once the terrible pāgs of approaching death; the ragefull malice of the powers of Hell; the crying wounds of His bleding conscience; the griesely fourmes of His innumerable sinnes; His finall farewell with all worldly delights; the pit of fire and brimstone, into which He is ready to fall: And I tell you true, I would not endure an houres horrour of His wofull heart, for His present Paradise to the worlds end. But on the other side, let me be the man, whom the corruptions of the time confine to obscuritie, who mournes in secret for the horrible abominations, and crying sinnes, that raigne amongst us, who thinkes that day best spent, wherein Hee hath gathered most spirituall strength, against that last, and sorest combate; and by the mercies of God, and humble dependance upon [Page 22] His omnipotent arme, I will looke in the face, the cruellest concurrence of all those former terrors, with [...] fidence and peace.
2. Secondly, By this spirituall hoarding of comfortable provision against the Evill day, we may prevent a great deale of impatiency, dependance upon the Arme of flesh, base feares, sinkings of heart; un-manly deiections of spirit, desperate resolutions, and many passionate distempers of such raging and distracted nature, which are woont to seize upon, and surprise, unholy and unprepared hearts, when the Hand of God is heavy upon them. How bravely and Heroically did patient Iob beare and breake thorow, a matchlesse variety and extremity of calamities and conflicts? The softest of whose sufferings would have strucke full cold to the heart of many a Carnalist, and made it to dye within Him like a stone as Nabals did. One of the least, the losse of His goods, I am perswaded, would have caused many covetous worldlings to have laid violent and bloudy hands upon themselues. For instance: Ahitophel, onely because the glory of his state-wisedome was obscur'd, and overtopt at the counsell-Bord, sadled His Asse, gate Him Home, put His houshold in order, and hanged Himselfe. The onely cause of His fainting in the day of disgrace, and dis-acceptation was His false, and rotten heart in matters of religion. While the Crowne sate with security, and safety upon Davids head; He walked with Him as a companion unto the House of God. But when the winde begun to blow a little another way and upon Absoloms side, like a true Temporizer. He followes the blast, and turnes his sailes according to the weather. And therefore His hollow heart, having made the Arme of flesh His Anchor, and a vanishing Blase of honour His chiefest blessednesse, shrinkes at the very first sight, and suspition of a tempest, and sinkes this miserable Man into a Sea of horrour. But now on the contrary: what was the cause, [Page 23] that Iobs heart was not crusht into pieces, under the bitter concurrence of such a world of crosses, of which any one severally was sufficient to have made a Man extreamely miserable? The true reason of His patient resolution, amid so many pressures, was the spirituall riches▪ He had hoarded up in the time of His happines. Amongst which the divinest, and dearest Iewel lay nearest unto His heart, as a counterpoyson, to the venome and sting of the Divels deadliest malice. I meane a sound and strong faith in Iesus Christ, the Lambe slaine from the beginning of the world: which now began to shine the fairest in the darkest Midnight of His miseries; and sweetly to dart out many heavenly sparkles of comfort, and such glorious eiaculations as these: Though he slay me, yet will I trust in Him. Cap. 13.15. And that cap. 19▪ 23, &c. Oh that my words were now written, oh that they were printed in a Booke! That they were graven with an iron pen, and leade, in the rocke for ever. For I know that my Redeemer liveth, &c.
There were two cutting, and cruell circumstances largely insinuated Cap. 29. and 30. which did keenely sharpen the edge, and mightily aggravate the weight of Iobs miseries:
The one was this: He had bin Cap. 29.6. &c. happy. Now as that mans happines is holden the greatest, who hath bin in miserable condition; for He tasteth the double sweete; of remembring his forpassed misery; and enioying his present felicity: Felicem fuisse, miserrimum. So on the contrary; It is the greatest misery, they say, to haue bin happy.
The other was that, which most nettles a generous nature. He being a Man of so great honour and worth; whose rare, and incomparable wisedome, even the Princes and Nobles adored as it were with a secret, and silent admiration, as appeares Cap. 29.9.10. was now contemned of the most contemptible. The children of fooles, and the children of base men; that were viler then the earth, make him their song, and their By-word, cap. [Page 24] 30.8.9. For when true noblenes, and worth is downe, and any one of the Lords Champions dejected, it is ordinary with all those dunghill dispositions, to whom His sincerity was an Eie-sore; His power and authority, a restraint to their lewdnesse; the glory of His vertues, fewell to their envy; to run as a Raven to the fallen Sheepe, to picke out His eyes; I meane, which yet [...]asts of a truly cowardly, and mercilesse constitution, to wound his very wounds, and to vexe his vexations. This was Iobs case.
But what now ministers comfort to Iobs heart, against these corrosiues? Euen consciousnesse of His graces, and integrities treasur'd up, and exercisde in the dayes of His peace. He reckens up fourteene of them, Chap. 31. From consideration hereof, Hee gathers towards the end, this triumphant resolution against the [...]orest of His sufferings: I would even crowne mine head with the bitterest Invective of my greatest adversary: whence it is cleare, that the two potent pillars of Iobs [...]rong, and strange patience, which all generations will admire to the worlds end, were a sound faith, and the sanctified fruits thereof, prepared and practised in the time of his prosperity.
3. Thirdly, by fore-provision of Gods favour, grace, good conscience, and such spirituall store, wee shall be able worthily to grace, and honour our profession; truly to enoble, and winne a great deale of glory, and reputation to the state of Christianity: when the ambitious Rufflers, and boisterous Nimrods of the world shall see and observe, that there is a gratious invisible vigour, and strength of Heaven, which mightily supports the heart of the true Christian in those times of confusion & [...]eare, when theirs shall be like the heart of a woman in her pangs, & fall asunder in their breasts, even like drops of water. That He is as bold as a Lyon, and unmooveable like Mount Zion in the Day of distresse, and visitations of God; when they shall tremble [Page 25] at the shaking of a leafe, & call upon the Mountaines to cover them. That He shall be able then to say with David, Psal. 46.1.2. The Lord is my refuge, and my strength, &c. Therefore will I not feare, th [...] the earth be remooved, and tho the mountaines be carried into the middest of the Sea: But they shall cry, out of the bitternes of their spirits, with the hypocrites, Isai. 33.14. Who among us shall dwell with the devouring fire! Who amongst us shall dwell with everlasting burnings? God is much honoured, and His truth glorified, when it appeares in the face of men, that a poore neglected Christian, or in the worlds language, a precise foole, is able by the power of grace, and influence of his favour, to affront and out-face all the frownings, and malignant aspects of the proud Giants of the world. And he is the Lords noblest Champion, and a Professour of the truest, and heavenliest dye, that holds out in the wetting, and shrinkes not in the Day of adversitie. Chrysostome speakes to the people of Antioch like himselfe, a Man of an invincible spirit, against the tyrannies of his times: Ad pop. Antioch. hom. 2. In this, saith He, should a gracious differ from a gracelesse man, that hee should beare his crosses couragiously; and as it were, with the wings of Faith, outsoare the height of all humane miseries. He should be like a Rocke, being incorporated into Iesus Christ, inexpugnable, and unshaken with the most furious incursions of the waves and stormes of worldly troubles, pressures and persecutions. And blessed bee God, that even here upon earth, in this vale of teares, there is such a visible and vast difference, betwixt a wicked and godly man. The one is like the raging Sea that cannot rest: the other stands fast like a Rocke, which shall never bee remooved. An unregenerate heart is ever restlesse, commonly in these three regards at the least: First, by reason of an endlesse, and unsatisfiable appetite after pleasures, riches, honours, revenge, or what other Darling delight it hath singled out, and made speciall choice of to follow, and feede upon with [Page 26] greatest contentment, and sensuall sweetnesse, God hath iustly put that property, or rather poison into all earthly things doted upon, and desired immoderately, that they shall plague the heart, which so pursues them; by filling it still with a furious and fresh supply of more greedinesse, iealousies, and many miserable discontentments: so that they become unto it, as drinke unto a man in a Dropsie, or burning Fever, serve onely to inflame it with new heate, and fiery additions of insatiable thirst, and i [...]ordinate longings. Secondly, because of the many secret grumblings, and stinging reclamations of a gauled conscience against its present guilty courses, and forbidden pleasures. Thirdly, in respect of a continuall ebullition, as it were, of confused and contrary lusts, out of the empoysoned Fountaine of originall corruption, which fill it with many damnable distractions, and tumultuations of Hell. But now if besides this inward boyling, it bee also tossed with outward troubles, what a miserable Creature is a carnall Man? Euen as the Sea, if besides its internall agitations; by the restlesse motions of estuation, descention, revolution, and reflection; it be also outwardly turmoyl'd with stormes, and tempestuous winds, How ragefull & roaing wil it be? But the other is like a strong unmoveable mountaine, that stands impregnable against the rage of winde and weather. And all the cruell incursions, and ungodly oppositions made against it, either by men, or Divels, are but like so many proud, and swelling waves, which dash themselves against a mighty Rocke. The more boysterously they beate against it, the more are they broken, and turned into a vaine foame and froath. Come, what come will, His heart is still in His breast, and His resolution as high as Heaven. Pestilent then is that Principle of Machiavel, Comm. lib. 2. cap. 2. a Fellow not to bee named, but by way of detestation, and savours rankely of cursed Atheisme. Whereby He teaches in sense and summe; That Heathenish Religion [Page 27] did inspire Her Worthies of Old, with invincible, & victorious spirits: But Christian Religion begets effeminat [...] nesse, deiections and seare. He speakes to this purpose, which to me seemes strange: That such a profound Professour of the depths, or rather diuelishnesse of policy should dote so sottishly. And yet it is no such strange thing: for many times we may observe; that deepest Policy, by the curse of God upon it, for opposition to goodnesse, turnes into extremest folly. And all counsels, and politicke constitutions against Christ, are but the brainelesse infatuations of Ahitophel. For that which this fellow holds there, holds strong contradiction, both to common sense, and a thousand experiences to the contrary. For the first, and in a word, Let the great Master of mischiefe, and of most abhorred atheisticall Such as that hee [...]aught unto Caesar Borgia: To imploy men in mischeivous actions, and afterwards to destroy them, when they have performed the mischiefe. To depresse those whom thou hast grieved; and to destroy those whom thou hast deprest, &c. Principles of State, tell me; whether a reall assurance of a Crowne of life, and endlesse ioyes in another world, be not more powerfull to raise a Mans spirit, to the highest pitch of undaunted noblenesse of spirit, and unconquerable resolution, then a vaine breath of immortall fame amongst miserable men after this life? And in this lies the sinew of His proofe. For the second; Let the Acts of the ancient Iews be indifferētly wayed, from whose magnanimity, in causes of most extreme hazard, those strange and unwonted resolutions have growne, which for all circumstances, saith a great Divine, no people under the roofe of heaven did ever hitherto match. And that which did alwaies animate them, was their meere Religion. And let the Chronicles also, say I, of later times be searched, and wee shall find from time to time, many renowned Worthies to have for ever ennobled the matchlesse and incomparable courage of Christianity with in imitable impressions of valour, and visible transcendency above all humane boldnesse, and affected audacities of the most valiant Pagans. To begin with great Constantine, the first mighty Commander of a Christian Army: with what [Page 28] victorious glory did He confound, & cut off many potent Extinctis quinque Tyrannis Dioclesiano, Maximiano, Maxentio, Maximino, et Licinio tenet monarch [...]m solus Constantinus. Chron. Carion. lib. 3. Heads of Paganisme? Thrice was the whole world most famously fought for: betweene Alexander and Zerxes, Caesar and Pompey, Constantine & Licinius. This last was most Dimicârunt enim in utram partem fieret in [...]linatio; an deinceps toiꝰ orbis pareret Christianis principibus, de [...]t [...]ris E [...]hnicas religiones: un verò pareret Eth [...]icis deleturis Christianos.— Fuit igitur causa longè major, qu [...]m ulli in imperus unquam fuit. Ibid. illustrious, wherein Constantine the Great did mightily conquer, and triumphantly carry all before him; the heroicall and royall spirit of Christianity, trampling victoriously upon the desperate rage of the most furious, foole-hardy Pagan Tyrants. I might here passe on to Theodosius, and his miraculous conquests, and so along, but the disgression would bee too unseasonable. Therefore I leave you for the prosecution of this point, to Anti-Machiavel. Even in later times, wofully plagued under the reigne of Antichrist, with a vast degeneration from primitive purity and power, Christian Religion, tho empoysoned with Popish superstition, yet did so farre inspire it's Warlike Professors with extraordinary spirits, Lib. 2. Theor. 3. that in point of manhood they did wonders, to the astonishment of the whole world, and all succeeding Ages. That Expedition, I confesse was a devise and invention of the Pope, whereby He might come to be in feoffed in the King domes of Christian Princes. So that on His part the project was pestilent. As King Iames hath excellently observed, in his Re [...]onstrance against Perron. pag. 166. For neere the space of two hundred yeeres, shee, meaning Rome, made the force and flowre of the world to fall by millions, in the foolish conqvest of Ierusalem. Forbes upon the Revelat. Chap. 18. The zeale of the Holy Land, was the Popos ordinary colour to con [...]ure the stormes raysed by the Emperours, and in sending them farre off, to have better meanes to compasse their designes at home, without controule. Iohn de Serres in the life of Lewis the ninth. Godfrey of Bulloigne, that famous Warriour, with his followers, conquered in lesse then foure yeeres, all the goodliest Provinces of Asia, and drave out the Turkes. In that dreadfull and cruell conflict in Solomons Temple, as himselfe reports in a letter to Boh [...]mund, King of Antioch, their men, by the great The Historie of the Turkes, pag. 24. Tantum ibi bumanisanguinis fusum, ut caesorum corp [...]ra und [...] sanguiau impellente, [...]atârint, ac stuitârint. Chron. Bucole. pag. 680. slaughter of the enemy stood in blood above the ancles. At that terrible, and bloody battell at Ascalon, as most report, they slew an hundred thousand Infidels, &c. The valour and victories of Hunniades, whose mighty spirit, and incredible courage, for any [Page 29] thing I know, have no parallell in any precedent Story, were so great, and did like a violent tempest, and impetuous torrent so batter and beate downe the enemies of Christ, that Hee was rightly reputed the Appellatus est ful [...] neus terror Turcorum. Fuit enim non modò, ut de dehille Homerus inquit, Achivorum, sed tollus reliquae Europae murus, [...]u [...]us unius virtus & felicitas tyrannorum impetus repressit, velut objecta moles exundans flumen. Car. Lib. 5. Bulwarke of Europe ▪ and thundring terrour of the Turkes; amongst whom His name became so dreadfull, that as the story Hist. of the Turkes, pag. 266. reports, they used the same to feare their crying children withall. Hee fought Vno die quinquies cum Turcis aperto Marte congressus, quinque victorys partis, &c. Car. lib. 5. five times with the Turkes upon one day, and five times foyled and put them to flight: Tur carii viginti millia caesa, ex Vngaris tria circiter millia desiderata sunt. Bonfin. Leoncla [...]. with the losse of three thousand, He killed that valiant Vice [...]oy of Asia, Mesites Bassa, with His sonne, and twenty thousand Turkes moe: Hist. of the Turkes, pag. 270. Etseq. at that famous battell of Vascape, wherein he got the greatest victory that ever any Christian Prince before that time obtained against the Turkish Kings, with fifteene thousand souldiers, He overthrew Abedin Bassa, sent against Him most ragingly, by reason of a late shamefull losse, according to Amuraths instructions, by the slaughter of the Hungarians, to sacrifice unto the Ghosts of their dead friends and companions, with an Army of fourescore thousand fighting men. Scanderbeg also, was such a Mirrour of Manhood, & so terrible to the Turkes, that nine yeares after His death, passing thorow Lyssa where His Body lay buried, they digged up His bones with great devotion; reckoning it in some part of their happines, if they might but see or touch the same: and such as could get any part thereof, were it never so little, caused the same to be set, some in silver, some in gold, to hang about their necks, or weare upon their bodies, thinking the very dead bones of that late invincible Champion would animate their spirits with strange, and extraordinary elevation, and vigour: Tam clari Herois venerati, nobile bustum, Ossaque, mar [...] áque in [...]clum conden [...]ia corpus Abs [...]derant, sibi quisque in partes secta minutas. Tanquam [...] bellica vis & Martius ardo [...] in [...]sset. P [...]u. lovins Ill [...]st. virolm Eglog. lib. 3. pag 381. Besides an admirable variety of other rare exploits, at one time, with the losse of sixty Christians, History of the Turkes, He slew Amesa with thirty as some say, but at [Page 30] least twenty thousand Turks: Na [...]ant [...]. He kild with His owne hand above two thousand enimies: When He entered into sight▪ the Spirit of valour did so work within Him, and the fiercenes of His courage so boyled in His brest, that it was woont to make bloud burst out at [...] tantus fuit [...]. Bucole. Chron. pag 702. His lips▪ and did so steele His Arme, that He cut off many overthwart by the middle. But take notice by the way, a [...] profession of Christian religion inspired these renowned Worthies, with a marchles height of courage, and might of spirit: so the Quò [...] & [...] [...]aim primùm deleri oportet, una seges & materia coriū barbarae tyrannidi [...] [...] ner [...], orsus, & praecidentur, post. quam a Romae nefarijs sceleribus supremâ interne [...] eyis [...] expratus fuerit, ut Apocalypsis planu facit. Brightm. Epist Dedie. mixture with Popish Idolatry did then, and doth to this day unhappily hinder all thorow successe, and constant prevailing against that most mighty, bloud-thirsty Turkish Tyrant, the terrour of Christendome, who drunke with the wine of perpetuall felicity holds all the rest of the world in scorne, and is the greatest, and cruellest scourge of it, that ever the Earth bore. And besides, that the Ex quibus lu [...]e clar [...]us [...]onstet, quinam ex Occidentalibus in causà sum miserrimae [...] ex Turcis Vbi eni [...] r [...]periemus hanc Idololatriam? Equidem Protestantes, ut [...], & reformatae Ecclesiae cultum omnem, venerationem, & sacrum honorem Imaginum ad inferos relegârunt, unde primum venit. Ergo illa, quae se iactat Catholicam Ecclesiam, [...] est Romanus Pontifex, cujus Templa fulgent aureis, argenteis, & aeneis [...] nec lapidearum, & lig [...]earum venerationem respuit: illa, inquam, [...] scripturis, corruptis Patrum testimonijs, entitis miraculis, & [...], fallacijs, I [...]ololatricam imaginum venerationem ad hunc [...] flagello non vult experg [...]s [...]eri. Brightman cap. 9. Apoc. v [...]rs 20. [...] Christianos Principes ad arma, [...] Turcam hortari, quem [...] verò [...] omnes [...]op [...]ae illi praedae sint? [...] ex ammo Praedonem hunc [...] Deos, ex [...] sacrilegum tuam primat [...]m, [...] quidem omnibus s [...]cleribus, [...] momentum quid [...]m [...] peccatis [...] Sed [...] Idem. Ibid. Ex quibus jam [...] donec Rom [...] diruta sit. [...] hoc [...]move [...]ur [...] quam thronus [...] plusigne fuerit, & [...]. Ide [...] in cap. 16. vers. 19. Idolatry [Page 31] of the Romish Church most principally and with speciall curse, blasts, and brings to naught all undertakings of the Christian world against that wicked Empire; the practise also of some pestilent Principles proper to that Man of sin hath plagued the most hopefull enterprises in this kinde. For instance: The king of Hungary, by the helpe of Hunmades, was in a faire course, and forwardnes, to have tamed, and taken downe, nay to have for ever crusht, and confounded the insolency and usurpations of that raging Nimrod; but then comes in the Pope with a beastly tricke and utterly dashes and undoes all. For He, out of His Luciferian pride, by the power or rather poison of that Antichristian cutthroate Position; Of keeping no oath, nor faith, with Infidells, and Hereticks, unhappily undertooke to In conclusion, having much spoken, (meaning Iulian the Cardinall) of the authoritie and power of the great Bishop, He in his name dis-anulled the League whatsoever, by the King made with the Turke, and absolved Him, with the rest whom it might concerne, from the oath they had given and the promises they had made. Historie of the Turkes, pag. 292. absolve Vladis [...]aus the King, & the rest whom it did concerne▪ from that solemne oath for confirmation of a concluded peace, taken of Him, upon the Holy Praestitum est ab utraque parte juramentum; Christianis quidem libro Evangeliorum, Turcis verò codici Alcorani, digitos inter jurandum imponentibus. Chron Bucolc. pag 702. Evangelists; and of Amurath, by His Ambassadors, upon their Turkish Alcaron. Whereupon, they resolutely breake the league; raise a great Army presently, and against their oath, and promise set upon the Turke with periury, and perfidiousnes accompanied with Gods curse, exposed the Christian party to a most horrible overthrow in that Certutum est totos dies, noctésque tres, diu fortunâ ancipiti, sed tanto animorum ardore utrinque, tant òque impetu, ut casorum sangvine campi stagn [...] rint. Car. Lib 5. bloudy battaile of Varna, and cast upon the Profession of Christ, such an aspersion, and shame, that not all the bloud of that rope of Popes, which constitute Antichrist, could ever be able to expiate.
Looke upon the story, and consider what a reproch and inexpiable staine doth rest upon the face of Christian religion, by this wicked Stratagemme of Popish treachery, and that even upon record to all posterity: For Amurath the Turkish Emperour in the heate of [Page 32] the sight, pluckt the writing out of His bosome, wherein the late league was compris'de, and holding it up in his hand, with his eyes cast up to Heaven, said thus: Hist. of the Turkes, pag. 297. Behold thou crucified Christ this is the league thy Christians in thy Name made with Me: which they have without cause violated. Now if Thou be a God, as they say Thou art, and as wee dreame reuenge the wrong now done unto Thy Name and Mee, and shew thy power upon Thy periurious people, who in their deeds deny Thee their God.
2. Secondly. Sith a stocke of grace, and the comforts of a sound conscience, be onely able to crush all crosses, out-face all aduersaries, take the sting out of all sorrowes and sufferings; and serve in the evill Day as a soveraigne Antidote to save the Soule from sinking into the mouth of despaire, and extremest horrour; then three sorts of people here offer themselves to be censured, and are to bee frighted, and fir'd out of their damned security, and cruell case.
1. Those fooles, Sonnes and daughters of confusion and sloth, who having a price in their hands to get wisedome, yet want hearts to lay it out for spirituall provision before hand. They enioy by Gods rare, and extraordinary indulgence, and favour, life, strength, wit, health, and many other outward happinesses; nay the most glorious Day of a gracious visitation, that did ever shine upon Earth; many golden and goodly oportunities, many blessed seasons and sermons to enrich their foules abundantly with all heavenly treasures: and yet they are so farre from spending their abilities, entertaining those mercifull Offers, and apprehending such happy aduantages for their true and eternall good, that they most unworthily, and unthankfully, abuse, mispend, and dis-imploy all their meanes, time and manifold mercies, to serve their own turnes, attaine their sensuall ends, and possesse the Present, with all the carnall contentment they can possibly devise. These vassals of selfe-love, and slaves of lust, are so lull'd upon the lap of pleasure by [Page 33] the Syren songs of Satans solicitors; and so drunke with worldly prosperity, by swimming down the current of these corruptest times with full saile of sensuality and ease, that they fall asleepe, for all the while of the happy Harvest in this life for Inning grace into the Soule under the Sun-shine of the Gospell; wasting their pretious time of gathering spiritual Manna, in grasping gold, clasping about the Arme of flesh, s [...]ruing themselves by all wajes and meanes into high roomes, crowning themselves with Rose-buds, & tumbling voluptuously in the pleasures and glory of this false and flattering world. But alas poore soules, what will they doe in the evill Day! When after the hot gleame of earthly glory, and a short calme & cut ouer the Sea of this world, they are come into the Port of death, to which all windes drive them, and having there let fall that last Anchor, which can never be weighed againe, shall be set in the land of darkenes; the dust whereof is brimstone, and the riuers burning pitch; where they shall meete with whole Armies of tempestuous and fiery plagues, and the envenomed Arrowes of Gods unquenchable anger, shall sticke fast for ever in their Soule & flesh; where they shall never more see the Light, nor the Land of the living, but be drowned in everlasting perdition, in the Lake, even a boyling Sea of fire and brimstone, where they can see no banke, nor feele no bottome. What will these sleepers in Harvest say, when they shall be awaked at that dreadfull Houre out of their golden dreames, and in their hands shall finde nothing; but the iudgement of God growing upon their thoughts as an impetuous storme, death standing before them unresistable, like an armed Man; sin lying at the doore like a bloud-hound, and a guilty conscience knawing at the heart like a Vulture? When they shall lie upon their last Beds, like wild Bulls in a net, as the Prophet speakes, full of the wrath of God; saying, in the morning, would God it were Even: and at Even, would God it were morning, for the [Page 34] feare of their heart, wherewith they shal feare, and for the sight of their eyes, which they shall see. I say in what case will they be then? Then, But my words doe faile mee here, and so doth my conceit. For as none knowes the sweetnesse of the Spouses kisse, but the Soule that receives it; so neither can any one conceive this damned horrour, but He that suffers it. The Lord of Heaven in mercy awake thē in the meane time, with the peircing thunder of His sacred and saving Word, Rev. 14.2. that they may be happily frighted, & fired out of their amased Soule-murdring sloth, before they feele in Hell, those fearefull things, wee so faithfully forewarne them of.
To rouse them out of this cruell carnall security, let them entertaine into their most serious thoughts such considerations as these:
Consider,
1. Why thou camest into this world. There is not so much as one Age past, since Thou layest hid in the loathed state of being nothing. Above fiue thousand yeeres were gone, after the Creation, before there was any newes of Thee at all. And thou mightst never have bin; God had no neede of Thee: He gave Thee a Beeing onely out of His owne meere bounty. Potest Deus facere multa, qua non facit: immò in infinitum ultra omnia, quae unquam facta sint, alia & alia: Idq [...]e non modò secundum individuas rerum rationes, sed etiam secundum specificas, & generi [...]as, atque adeò simpliciter; ut docet Thomas hic Art. 5. Probatur quia ultra quaecunque facta, sunt ali [...] possibilia sine ull [...] fine, &c. Greg. de Valent. Tom. 1. Disp. 7. q. 25. punct. 3. Potentia Dei est infinita tribus modis. 1. Natur [...] suâ, & per se; quia est ipsam et essentia divina. 2. Respectu [...]ctionis, [...] au [...] agere potest. Haec enim actio nunquam est ita valida, & int [...]nsa, quin possit fieri validior & intensior. Nam Deus extrase, nunquam tam potenter agit, quin si velit potentius opera [...] possit. 3. Respectu Objectorum, in quae extenditur, [...] ager [...] potest qu [...] infinita sunt: seu quod idem est, respectu effectuum, quos potes [...] producere. N [...] Deus extra se nunquam tam multa agit, & operatur, quin possit pl [...]ra operari, sivelit. [...] Lib. 1. Theol. Nat. Cap. 13. Infinite millions shall never bee, which might have bin, as well as Thou [...] Gods omnipotency is equally able and active to have prod [...]ced them as Thee: And no parts of that vast Abysse of Nothing, can possibly make any resistance to Almightinesse.
And besides being so, that Thou must needs have a [Page 35] being, there is not any Creature, that ever issued out of the hands of God, but thou mightest haue bin that, either for the kinde, or for the particular. All is One to Him, to make an Angell, or an Ant: To create the brightest Cherub, or the most contemptible Flie: For in every creation, no lesse then Omnipotency must needes bee the Efficient, and no more then Nothing is ever the Obiect. Now what a miraculous mercy was this, that passing by such an Miser ego in quantum deberem diligere Deum meum, qui me fecit, cum non eram? —Non enim eram, & de nihilo fecit me: non arborem, non avem, nec aliquod de animalibu [...] brutis, sed hominem me voluti esse: dedit mihi vivere, sentire, & discernere August. lib. De Contritione cordis. un-numbred variety of incomparably inferiour creatures, He should make Thee an everlasting Soule like an Angell of God, capable of grace, and immortality; of incorporation into Christ, and fruition of Iehova Himselfe blessed for ever? Nay and yet further, tho thou wast to haue the Being of a reasonable creature; yet there was not an houre from the first moment of time unto the worlds end, but God might have allotted that to Thee for thy comming into this world. And therefore Thy time might have bin, within the compasse of all those foure thousand yeares, or there abouts, from the Creation untill the Comming of Christ in the flesh; when as all without the Pale, and Partition-wall, were without the Oracles and Ordinances of God, and all ordinary meanes of salvation: Or since the Gospell revealed, under the raigne of Anti-Christ; And then a thousand to One, thou hadst beene choakt, and for ever perisht in the damned mists of his Devillish Doctrines. What an high honour was this, to have thy birth and abode here upon earth appointed from all eternity in the very best and blesseddest time; upon the fairest Day of peace, and which is infinitely more, in the most glorious Light of Grace, that ever shone from Heaven upon the Children of men? And so of the place; Bee it so, that Thou must needes bee in this golden Age of the Gospell, and gracious Day; yet thy lot of living in the world at this time might have lited (for any part of the earth, might have received [Page 36] Thee, where Thou couldest have set but thy two feete) amongst Turkes, Pagans, Infidels, a whole world to Quid quòd nostris temporibus, vix sexta pars orbis habitabilis Christo nomen dederit? Suffra colleg. pag. 23. Divide the world into sixe parts, and five are not so much as Christian. Burton of Me [...]h [...]ly pag 717. Christendome: Or if thine appearing upon Earth, must necessarily bee within the confines of Christendome; yet Thou mightest have sprung up in the Popish parts of it; or in the scismaticall, or persecuted Places of the true Church in it. It was a very singular favour; That thou shouldest be borne, and bred, and brought up in this little neglected Nooke of the world, yet very illustrious by the presence of Christ in a mighty Ministry; where Thou hast, or mightest have enioyed in many Parts thereof the glorious Gospell of our blessed God, and all saving Truth with much purity and power. Now put all these together; and tell me in cold bloud, and after a sensible and serious ponderation thereupon▪ Doest thou thinke, that all this adoe was about Thee, all this honour done unto Thee, and when all is done, Thou art to doe nothing, but seeke Thy selfe, serve Thine owne turne, and live sensually? Camest Thou out of Nothing into this world to doe iust nothing, but Ne (que) propt [...]r [...]à creati [...], ut ederemus, at (que) biberemus, [...]st (que) [...]eremur, sed ut pla [...] remus Deo, & bonis potiremur [...]uturis. Chrysost. in cap. 6. M [...]. Hom. 23. eate and drinke and sleepe▪ to game; goe in the fashion; and play the good fellow▪ to laugh and be merry, to grow rich and leave tokens of thy pleasure in every place? &c. If any after so much illightning, bee so prodigiously mad, as to continue in such a conceite, I have nothing to say to Him, but leave Him as an everlasting Bedlam, abandon'd to that folly, which wants a name to expresse it. Turne then thy course for shame, nay, as Thou hast any care to be saved, and to see the glory of the new Ierusalem; as Thou desirest to looke the Lord Iesus in the face with comfort at that great Day; as Thou fearest to receive thy portion in Hell-fire with the Devill, and His Angells, even most intolerable and bitter torments for ever and ever; at least in this thy day, in this heate and height of Thy spirituall Harvest, awake out of thy sensuall sleepe, come to thy selfe with the Prodigall; strik [...] [Page 37] upon thy thigh; and for the poore remainder of a few, and evill dayes, addresse thy selfe with resolution, and constancy to pursue the One necessary Thing, and to treasure up much heavenly strength and store against thine ending houre. Get thee under conscionable Meanes, and quickning Ministery, and there gather grace as greedily as the most gryping Vsurer graspeth gould; contend with an holy ambition, as earnestly for the keeping of Gods favour, and an humble familiarity with His heavenly Highnesse by keeping faith and a good conscience, as the proudest Haman for an high Place, and pleased face of an earthly Prince. And why not infinitely more? This was the end, for which thou wast sent into this World; This onely is the way to endlesse blisse, And this alone will helpe us and hold out in the Euill day.
2. That, If a man would sit downe, and call His thoughts together, but for one halfe houre, and consider this seriously: I have but a very little time to live here; It is another place, where I must live thorow all eternity: As I spend this short time, so shall it be with me for ever: I say, if this were thorowly considered, I wonder that any thing should take up the intentions, and thoughts of a Mans heart, but onely to make sure his salvation. The little Point of time, we live in this world, is nothing, to the duration before it, or to the eternitie following it: It is therefore most fit, and best wisedome to spend it, were it ten times longer, in those courses which may make the everlasting time to come, endlesly and un-utterably comfortable unto us. upon the little ynch of time in this life, depends the length and breadth of all eternity in the World to come. As we behave our selves here, we shall fare everlastingly hereafter. And therefore how ought we to ply this moment, and prize that eternity? To decline all entanglement in those inordinate affections to the possessions, and pleasures of the Present, which hinder a fruitfull improovement of it, to the best advantage for the spirituall good of our Soules; Let us be mooved with such reasons as these, which may be collected from the words of a worthy Writer, which run thus with very little variation:
1. If we could afford our selues but so much leasure as to consider, That he which hath most in the world, hath, in respect of the world, nothing in it: and that he which hath the longest time lent him to live in it, hath yet no proportion at all therein, setting it either by that [Page 38] which is past, when we were not; or by that time in which we shall abide for ever: I say, if both, to wit, our proportion in the world, and our time in the world differ not much from that which is nothing; it is not out of any excellency of understanding, saith Hee, but out of depth of folly, say I, that we so much prize the one, which hath (in effect) no being: and so much neglect the other, which hath no ending: coveting the mortall things of the world, as if our Soules were therein immortall, and neglecting those things which are immortall, as if our selues after the world were but mortall.
If it be so, That there is no difference of the time past, in respect of paines, and pleasures, betweene that fellow, which hath wallowed all his life long, in worldly delights; and Him, who hath beene exercised with variety of afflictions and likesome sufferings: what a prodigious madnesse is it, to preferre the sensuall ease of a vaine life, before the sweetest paine of a mortified course? Especially, sith very shortly, the one ends in endlesse paines: and the other in endlesse pleasures. And also in the meane time, that is true; That tho the ayre which compasseth adversity, he very a [...]ure: yet therein wee better discerne God, then in that shining light, which environeth worldly glory; through which, for the clea [...]en [...]sse therof, there is no vanity, which escapeth our sight.2. Let adversity seeme what it will; to happy men, ridiculous, who make themselves merry with other mens miseries; and to those under the crosse, grievous; yet this is true, That for all that is past, to the very instant. the portions remaining are equall to either. For be it, that we have lived many yeeres and (according to Salomon) in thē all, we have reioyced; or be it, that we have measured the same length of time, and therein have ever-more sorrowed: yet looking backe from our present being, we finde both the one and the other, to wit, the joy and the woe sayled out of sight; and death, which doth pursue us, and hold us in chace, from our infancy▪ hath gathered it. Quicquid at at is retrò est, mors tenet. Whatsoever of our age is past, death holds it. So as whosoever he be, to whom Prosperitie hath bin a servant and the Time a friend: let him but take the accompt of his memory▪ (for we haue no other keeper of our pleasures past,) and truely examine, what it hath reserved, either of beauty and youth, or fore-gone delights; what it hath saved, that it might last, of his dearest affections, or of whatever else▪ the joviall Spring-time gave his thoughts contentment, then unvaluable; and he shall finde, that all the art, which his elder yeeres have, can draw no other vapour out of these dissolutions, then heavy, secret, and [Page 39] sad sighs. He shall finde nothing remaining, but those sorrowes, which grow up after our fast-springing youth; [...]vertake it, when it is at a stand; and overtop it utterly, when it begins to wither: in so much as looking backe from the very instant time, and from our now being; the poore, diseased, and captive creature, hath as little sense of all his former miseries, and paines; as he, that is most blest in common opinion, hath of his forepassed pleasures, and delights. For whatsoever is cast behind us, is just Quis illius voluptatis fructus est, quistatim ut cessaverit, ut debitur tibi non fuisse? Age iam, transactum vitae tuae tempus animo revolve. Nonne videbitur tibi umbra quaedam fuisse, quod transijs, & instar so [...]nij tenuis incertum esse omne quod vid [...]ur? Hoc idem & decrepitus senex sentire▪ Cui convenit dicere cum Prophet [...], Dies mei sicut umbrae declinaverunt, & ego sicut faenum ar [...]. Quòd si haec etiam hîc possumus dicere, uli quamvis brevis, tamen quia praesens est, vita ista magni penditur, quid in futuro dicturi sumus, ubi majori aetatis scientiá transactum omne pro nihilo est? Aug. Ep. 142. nothing.
To ponder also profitably upon eternity, that we may apply our hearts unto wisedome, and so improove this short moment upon earth, that it may goe well with us for ever; let us take notice of, and sensibly to heart, this one quickning passage, confidently averred by a great Writer. Si Deus diceret damnatis, Impleatur terra arenâ minutissimâ, ita ut totus orbis hisce arenae granulis repleatur, à terrâ usque ad Coelum Empyreum; & millesimo quoquo anno Angelus veniat, demátque ex hoc arenae cumulo unum granulum, cúmque post tot millenarios annorum, quot sunt granula, ea exhauserit, liberabo vos à gehennâ: O quàm exultarent damnati, damnatus se non aestimarent: nunc autem, post omnes hos millenarios restant alij, & alij millenary in infinitum, in aeternum & ultrá. Hoc est pondus grave aeternitatis, quod opprimit damnalos. Cogita, O peccator, hoc pondus tibi imminere, nisi resipiscas.— Qui fit, quòd tam rarò, tam modicè, tam obiter, de eâ cogitemus? If God, saith He, should speake thus to a damned Soule: Let the whole world be filled with sand from the earth to the Empyrean heauen, and then let an Angell come euery thousandth yeere, and fetch only one graine from that mighty sandy mountaine; when that immeasurable Heape is so spent, and so many thousand yeeres expired, I will deliver Thee out of Hell, and those extreamest horrours; that most miserable forlorne wretch, notwithstanding, that he were to lie thorow that unconceiveable length of time in those intollerable Hellish torments, yet upon such a promise would infinitely rejoyce, and deeme himselfe not to be damned. But alas! when all those yeeres are gone, there are thousands upon thousands moe to be endured, euen thorow all eternitie and beyond. How heavy and horrible is the waight of [Page 40] everlastingnesse in that burning Lake, and those tormenting flames, when a damned man would thinke himselfe in Heaven in the meane time, if he might have but hope of comming out of them, after so many infinite millions of yeeres in them?
3. That it would not profit a man, tho he should gaine the whole world, if he lose his owne Soule, and that a man can give nothing in exchange for his Soule: Christ himselfe said so. Suppose thy selfe crowned with the confluence of all worldly felicities, to have purchased a Monopoly of all pleasures, honours and riches upon the whole earth, to be attended with all the pompe and state, thy heart could desire. Yet what were this momentany golden dreame to a reall glorious eternitie? How stinging would the most exquisite delight be, curiously extracted out of them all, accompanied with this one conceite; the Soule is lost everlastingly. All these painted vanities, might seeme perhaps a gaudy Paradise to a spirituall Foole, who hath his portion in this life; But what true pleasure can a Man, in his right wits, but morally and illightned no further then with Philosophy, take in them; sith, setting other respects aside, they are so fading, and He so fraile. For the first: God hath purposely put a transitory and mortall nature into all things here below. They spring, and flourish, and die. Even the greatest kingdomes, and strongest Monarchies, that ever were, haue had, as it were, their infancy, youthfull strength, Mans state, old age, and at last their grave. See the end of the mightiest states that ever the Sun saw, shadowed by Nebuchadn [...]zzars great Image. Dan. 2. 35. There was never Empire upon earth, were it never so flourishing or great, was ever yet so assured, but that in revolution of time, after the manner of other worldly things, it hath, as a sicke body, bin subject to many innovations and changes, and at length come to nothing. Much more then, the pride and pompe of all other inferiour earthly glory [Page 41] hath fallen at last into the dust, and lies now buried in the grave of endlesse forgetfulnesse. For the second; Imagine, there were constancy and eternity in the forenamed earthly bables, yet what Man of braine, would prize them worth a button, sith His life is but a bubble; and the very next houre or day to come, He may utterly be cut off from them all, for ever. To day hee is set up, and to morrow he shall not be found: for he is turned into dust, and his purpose perisheth. Take them both together thus: Set upon the head of the Worthiest Man, that the earth beares, yet wanting grace in His Soule, all the most orient imperiall Crownes, that ever highest ambition aimed at, or attain'd unto; put upon Him the royallest roabes, that ever enclosed the body of the proudest Lucifer; fill Him with all the wisedome, and largest comprehensions, which fall within the wide compasse, and capacitie of any depths of policy, or mysteries of state; furnish Him to the full with the exactnesse, and excellency of all naturall, morall and metaphysicall learning; put Him into the sole possession and command of this and the other golden world: In a word crowne Him with the concurrence of all created earthly excellencies, to the utmost and highest straine: And lay this Man thus qualifyed and endowed upon the one scale of the ballance, and vanity upon the other, and vanity will overweigh Him quite. Men of high degree are a lye: to be laid in the ballance, they are altogether lighter then vanitie, Psal. 62.9. The rich Foole in the Gospell teacheth us, that there is no man so assured of his honour, of his riches, health or life; but that he may be deprived of either or all the very next night. Besides, by a thousand other causes, meanes, and wayes, He may also be suddainely snatched away from the face of the earth in anger, for setting his heart and rest, upon such rotten staves of reede, transitory shadowes, and indeed that which is nothing. Wilt thou cast thine eyes upon it which is nothing? for riches, (conceive [Page 42] the same of all other worldly comforts) taketh her to her wings as an Eagle, and flieth into the heaven, Prov. 23.5. How truely then is that mad and miserable Man a Sonne of confusion, who spends the short Span of his mortall life in wooing the world, who was never true to those that trusted in her, ever false-hearted to all Her Favorites, and at length most certainely undoes spiritually and everlastingly every Wretch that is wedded unto Her; who passeth thorow a few and evill daies in this vale of teares, in following feathers, pursuing shadowes, raising bubbles and balls, like those which Boies out of spittle and sope in their pastimes, blowing up with their quills, ere they be tossed three times, burst of themselues, I meane worldly vanities, but in the meane time suffers His immortall Soule, more worth then many mate [...]all worlds, and for which, He can give nothing in exchange, to abide all naked, destitute and empty, utterly unfurnished of that comfortable provision, and gracious strength, which should support it in the day of sorrow; and leaves it at last to the tempestuous winter-night of death, and all those desperate terrours that attend it, like a scorched heath-ground without so much as any drop of comfort, either from Heaven or earth.
2. A second sort, worse then the former, are such, as are so farre, from treasuring up in this time of light, and mercifull visitation, soundnesse of knowledge, strength of saith, purity of heart, clearnesse of cōscience, holinesse of life, assurance of Gods favour, contempt of the world; many sanctified Sabbaths, fervent prayers, holy conferences, heavenly meditations, dayes of humiliation, righteous dealings with their Brethren, compassionate contributions to the necessities of the Saints, workes of iustice, mercy and truth, a sincere respect to all Gods Commandements, a carefull performance of all spirituall Duties, a conscionable partaking of all Gods Ordinances, a seasonable exercise of every grace, [Page 43] hatred of all false wayes, an hearty and invincible loue unto God and all things that He loues, or any wayes belong unto Him, His Word, Sacraments, Sabbaths, Ministers, Services, Children, Presence, Corrections, Comming, &c. which are the ordinary provision of Gods people against the evill Day, I say, they are so farre from prizing, and preparing such spirituall store, that they hoard up stings, scourges, and scorpions for their naked soules, and guilty consciences, against the Day of the Lords visitation; I meane lies, oathes, blasphemies; Adulteries, whoredomes, selfe-pollutions; variety of strange fashions, gamings, revellings; drunken matches, good-fellow meetings, wanton dancings; usuries, falshoods, hypocrisies; plurality of ill gotten goods, Benefices, Offices, honours; filthy iests, much idle talke, flanderous [...]les; scoffs, raylings, oppositions to the Holy way &c. And that with a cursed greedinesse and delight. For they cry One unto another out of a boysterous combination of good fellowship, with much eagernesse and roaring: Come on therefore — Let us fill our selves with costly wine, and ointments, and let no flower of the Spring passe by us. Let us crowne our selves with Rose buds, before they be withered: Let none of us goe without his part of our voluptuousnesse: Let us leave tokens of our pleasure in every place: For this is our portion, and our lot is this. Let us lie in waite for the righteous: because hee is not for our turne, and be is cleane contrary to our Quin potiùs auferantur, quibus coram malè vivere pudet, qui peccantium frontem [...] non verb [...], quia [...] tamen ipso vita [...] dissimili feriunt [...] verberant. — Ergo tanquam [...]elerum & malitia su [...]tes [...]es extirpare funditùs nituntur & tollere, graues (que) sibi putant, tanquam vita eorum coarguatur. Lactant. Lib. 5. cap 9. doings, &c. But alas! what will bee the conclusion of all this, or rather the horrible confusion? Even all their ioviall revellings, roaring Outrages, and sinfull pleasures, which are so sweete in their mouthes, and they swallow downe so insatiably, shall turne to gravell and the Iob 20. gall of Aspes in their bowels, and to fiery enraged scorpions in their consciences. Where lurking in the meane time, in the [Page 44] mudde of sensuality, and lust, breede such a never dying worme, which if God thinke fit to awake upon their last Bed, is able to put them into Hell upon earth, to damne them above ground, to knaw upon their Soule and flesh, with that unheard-of horrour, which seizde upon Spir'as woefull heart. Caeterum vultu & facie satis valens, mente & intellectu constantissimus, memorià potentissimus: nunquam eadem verba bis repetit: venientes omnes ad se recipit: sermones & doctos & graves ac maturos profert, se iusto Dei judicio damna [...], se jam in inferno esse & inde inenter cruciari Optare se in loco Iudae & Caini esse. Gribaldi. epist. de tremendo divini judicij exemplo, &c. pag. 38. Immisit Deus ex illà horâ in cor ejus vermem corrodentem, ign [...]m inextinguibilem, ut horrore, Confusione, desperatione, subitò repleretur. Qui vermis & ignis nunquam exinde illum dereliquerunt; ut se longè deteri [...]ri in statu testetur, quàm si separatâ à corpore animà cum iuda Cain, & caeteris damnatis esset: desiderans se loco cujusvis mortui & damnati esse pottus, quàm si in corpore vivere. Ibid pag. 43. Who protested being fully in his right minde, that Hee would rather be in Cain's or Iudas his place in Hell, then endure the present unspeakeable torment of His afflicted spirit.
To beate them from this bedlam desperate course of greedy hoarding up such horrible things unto themselves, against their ending houre; Let them consider;
1. Besides the eternity of ioyes for the one, and of torments to the other hereafter, the vast and unvaluable difference in the meane time, in respect of true sweetenesse and sound contentment, betweene the life of a Saint and a Sensualist; a Puritan, as the World calls Him, and a goodfellow, as hee termes Himselfe. Let us for the purpose peruse the different passages of one day; as Tom. 5. Serm. contra Gulam & caeteras corporis volupt Producamu [...] homines duos in medium, quorum alier lasciviae sit & voluptatibus deditus, alter verò prorsus sit his rebus demortuus, &c. Adeamus istorum domos. —Inveniemus certe alterum, libris incumbentem, vacantem rei divinae, abstinentiae, vel rebus necessarus incumbentem, habentemque cum Deoser [...]onem [...] de reb [...]s coelestibus diss [...]rentem, & Angelum potiùs agentem, quàm hominem. Alterum ver [...] madentem mero-dantem operam lasciviae-debacchantem —delicijs incumbentem, non solùm vivendo [...] mortem, sed esse mortuis longè inferiorem, perniciosiorem (que) Daemone agitato, & furijs. Vbi verò dies illuxit, am [...]ttit omnem, quam ex lasciviâ ceperat, voluptatem▪ si [...]dem Familiam ob mu [...]murantem & insectantem se [...]urgio conjugem, objurgantes amicos▪ [...]micos ludibrio se habentes recognoscit. Chrysostome excellently delineats them, and represents to the life. Let us produce two men, saith He; the one drown'd in carnall loosenesse, sensualities, and riotous excesse; the other crucified and starke dead to such sinfull courses and worldly delights: Let us goe to their houses and behold their behaviour.
We shall find the One, reading Scriptures, and other [Page 45] good Bookes, taking times for holy Duties and the service of God; sober, temperate, abstemious; diligent also in the necessary duties of His Calling, having holy conference with God, discoursing of Heavenly things, bearing himselfe liker an Angell, then a Man: The other, joviall, a vassall of luxury and ease, swaggering up and downe Ale-houses, Tavernes, or other such conventicles of good fellowship, hunting after all the wayes, meanes and men to passe the time merrily, plying his pleasures with what variety, hee can possibly all the day long, rayling and roaring as tho He were enraged with a Devill, tho He be starke dead, while He is alive. &c. Which is accompanied, with murmuring of the family, discontent of the wife, chiding of friends, laughing to scorne, of enemies, &c. Whether of these courses now doe you thinke were the more comfortable? I know full well the former would bee cried downe by the greatest part, as too precise: and the latter would carry it, by a world of men: but heare the Puritane Fathers impartiall holy censure, quite crosse to the common conceite, and humour of flesh and blood. It is excellent and emphaticall, arguing His resolute abomination of the wayes of goodfellowship; and infinite love and admiration of the holy Path. Having given to the Goodfellow His hearts desire all the day long in all kindes of voluptuousnesse, and delight: yet for all this, Quis igitur, qui mentis sit compos, non potiùs optet mille obire mortes, quàm diem unum hanc vitam degere? Who is he saith He, that is in his right minde, and hath His braines in His head, that would not chuse rather to die a thousand deaths, then spend but one day so? This peremptory passage would bee holden a strange Paradoxe from the mouth of any moderne Minister, and so appeares to the carnall apprehension of all those miserable men, who are blindfolded and baffled by the Devill to the eternal losse of their Soules. But besides that, it might bee made good many other wayes, it is more then manifest by comparing that threefold sting, that dogs every sinfull delight at the [Page 46] heeles, &c. See my Booke of Walking with God ▪ pag. 17 [...]. with the comfortable contentment, and secret sweetenesse, which might and should attend all well-doing, and every holy duty done with uprightnesse of heart. The very Philosophers doe tell us of a congratulation, a pleasing contentednesse and satisfaction in doing vertuously according to their morall Rules. What true, solid, and singular comfort then, doe you thinke may bee found, in those godly actions, which spring from faith, are guided by Gods Word, directed to his glory, and whose bewailed defects and failings are most certainely pardoned by the bloud of his Son? Now what an extreme madnesse is this, for a Man to sell His salvation for a life of pleasures; abhorring the wayes of Gods Childe, as too precise, and painefull; whereas besides Hell for the one, and Heaven for the other hereafter; in the meane time every day spent so sensually, is a true Purgatory: And every day passed in the contrary Christian course, is an earthly Paradise.
2. Secondly, Let them marke well the different Ends of these men.
Tho the one now carries away the credite and current of the times, and with all bravery and triumph tumbles Himselfe in the pleasures, riches, and glory of the world; and the other is kept, as they say, under batches, neglected and contemptible to carnall eyes, trampled upon with the feete of pride and malice by the prouder Pharisees, and hunted with much cruelty and hate by Men of this World: Yet watch but a while; and you shall see the End of this upright man▪ whatsoever his sorrowes and sufferings, troubles and temptations have beene in this life, to be most certainly peace at the last. Marke the perfect man, and behold the upright, for the end of that man is peace. Psal. 37.37. He either passeth fairely, and calmely thorow the Port of Death, to the Land of everlasting rest, and [Page 47] reioycing; or else, if a tempest of extraordinary temptation seize upon Him in the Haven, when He is ready, to set foote into heaven, which is the Lot of many of Gods dearest Ones, for ends seeming best to the ever-blessed Majesty; as, perhaps to harden those aboue Him, that hate to be reformed, &c. Yet all the hurt he hath thereby, is upon the matter, besides serving Gods secret holy pleasure, an addition to His happinesse; for an immediate translation from the depth of temporary horrour, as in Maister Peacocke, and Mistris Bretlergh, to the height of endlesse joy, makes even the joyes of Heaven something more joyfull. Hee feeles those never-ending pleasures, at the first entrance more delicious and ravishing, by reason of the suddaine change, from that bitternesse of spirit in the last combate, to the excellency, and eternity of heavenly blisse. His Soule in this case after a short eclipse of spirituall darkenesse upon His Bed of death enters more lightsomly into the full Sunne of immortall glory. But what doe you thinke shall bee the end of the other Man? He is in the meane time, it may be, in great power, and spreading Himselfe like a greene Bay tree, revelling in the ruffe and top of all worldly jollity and wealth, wallowing dissolutely in choisest delights and vamest pleasures; yet waite but a while, and you shall see him quickely cut downe like grasse, and wither as the greene herb [...]. For God shall suddenly shoote at Him with a swift arrow. It is already in the bow; even a bow of steele shall send forth an arrow, that shall strike Him thorow, and shall shine on his gall. His power, and his pride shall bee overthrowne in the turne of an Hand. All his imperious boisterousnes [...]e shall melt away as a vaine foame. The eye which saw Him, shall [...]e him no more; neither shall hi [...] place any more behold him. He must downe into the grave naked and stript of all power and pompe; all beauty and strength: a weaker and poorer worme, then when he f [...]st came out of the [Page 48] wombe. Here further for this purpose and fuller expr [...]ssion of my meaning in this point, how a worthy friend of mine, instancing in the exemplary and dreadfull downe-falls of Haman, Shebnah and others, labours to fright gracelesse great Ones, out of their luxury and pride; security and sinfull pleasures; by consideration of their Ends. Oh then saith he, ye rich and great, ye proud, and cruell, Ambitious and honourable, take from their wofull examples, the true estimate of your riches, and your power, your pleasure and your honour, wherein ye trust, and whereof yee boast, but as Israell in Aegypt, of a broken reede. Consider that like sinnes, will have like ends: That God is to day and yesterday, and the same for ever: That the pride and cruelty; oppression and luxury of these times have no greater priviledge, then those of the former: But when for a while, you have domineered farre and neare, Had what you would, and done what you li [...]t, dispeopled Parishes and plaines for your Orchards and walkes; pulld downe many houses, to set one up; from betweene whose battlements, and turrets at the top, you can see no end of your meadowes, your fields, and your lands; the measuring whereof as the Poet speakes, would weary the very wings of the kite: When your Clientary traine hath bin too long for the streete; and your bare respect hath shooke the hat from the head, and bent the knee afarre off: when you have clapt whole Manours on your backs; or turnd them downe your throates: when you have scoured the plaine [...] with your horses, the fields and woods with your bounds and the heaven with your hawkes: when with pheasant [...] tongues you have furnisht whole feasts; and with the Queene of Aegypt drunke dissolved pearle, even fifty thousand pounds at a draught, and then laide your head [...] in Dalila [...]s lappe: When, if it were possible, yo [...] have spent your whole lives, in all that royall pompe, and pleasure, which that most magnificent King and Quee [...] did Hist. 1. for an hundred and fourescore dayes: [...] [Page 49] word, when you have wallowed in all delights, and stood in pleasures up to the chin: Then even then, the pit is digged, and death, of whom you dreame not, stands at the doore. Where are you now? Or what is to bee done? Come downe, saith Death, from your pleasant Prospects; Alight from your Iades; Hood your kites; Cupple up your curres; bid adew to pleasure; out of your beds of lust; Come naked forth, and downe with mee to the chambers of death: Make your beds in the dust; and lay downe your cold carkasses among the stones of the pit at the roots of the Rockes. And you great and delicate Dames, who are so wearied with pleasure, that you cannot rise time enough to dresse your heads, and doe all your trickes against dinner: To wash your bodies with muske, and dawbe your faces with vermilion and chalke; To make ready your pleasant baites, to poyson mens eyes, and their soules. You whorish lezabels thinke you now, you are meate for men? Nay come head-long downe to the dogs. If not suddenly so, yet dispatch and put off your caules, eare-rings, and round tyres; your chaines, bracelets and mufflers; your rings, wimples and crisping pinns; your▪ hoods, vailes and changeable sutes: your glasses, sine linnen, with all your Mundus muliebris. Isa. 3. And put on stinke, in stead of sweete smell; baldnesse in stead of well-set haire; burning in stead of beauty: Wormes shall make their nests in your brests; and shall eate out those wanton windowes, and messengers of lust. Yea rottennesse, and stinch; slime and filth shall ascend, and sit downe in the very Throne of beauty; and shall dwell betweene your eie-browes.
All this is very wofull, and yet there is a thousand times worse. Besides all this, Thou, that now laies about the for thee world and wealth; for transitory pelfe and rotten pleasures; that lies soaking in luxury and pride, vanity, and all kinde of voluptuousnesse; shalt most certainely, very shortly, lie upon thy Bed of death, like a wilde bull in a net full of the fury of the [Page 50] Lord; either sealing thee up finally in the desperate senselessenesse of thine owne dead heart, with the spirit of slumber, for everlasting vengeance, even at the doore; or else exemplarily enraging thy guilty conscience upon that thy last bed, with hellish horrour, even before hand. For I say [Ordinarily] 1. First, because, Sometimes [...] notorious Ones▪ and yet without all [...], may represent, to the eye of un-judicious By-standers, whereby they are [...] fearefully hardened, a notable shew of dying well. In my time, saith the French A [...]thor of Essaies, Three of the [...]ost exercr [...]ble persons that ever I knew in all [...], and the most infamous, have been seene to die very orderly, and quietly, &c. I have also my selfe o [...]served some of higher place notorio [...]sly wicked, who by their cariage in their last sicknesse, have suggested conceits, especially to those who were willing to be hardned by their deaths, that they made a good end, as they say, whereas they had no true touch in Conscience at all, or feeling remorse for their former extreamely sinfull life. Which is occasioned sometimes, by the un-skilfulnesse of some spirituall Physitions about them, who are ready to dawbe, and draw a skin only over their un-searched sinfull sores, now at their death, as they were to play the Men-pleasers, and Sow-pillowes under [...] in their life time; Fellowes as excellent in palliate Cures; as utterly un-acq [...]ainted with the mystery of comforting afflicted Consciences aright, and speaking seasonably to such as lie upon their last Bed. Heare Master Marburies censure of such Mounteba [...]ks This intolerable defect, saith He, ( meaning of experimentall knowledge in Ministers [...] it selfe more shamefully, or with greater hurt, then when Men have [...] death, or in time of great affliction: for at such times [...] want shall to helpe their poore sheepe out of the ditch, are [...], and to take some other indirect course; (as many use to [...] in time, to make him Mans meate, lest it should be said. He [...]. 2. Secondly, because, Some One of them perhaps, I know not amongst how many thousands, may be [...]ke the Thiefe upō the Crosse. 3. Thirdly, because, Tho meete civil [...] utterly estranged from the life of godlinesse all their life long for the most part, may make a calme quiet and peaceable end in the eye and estimate of the world, which was never able to distinguish a secure blockishnesse from an holy security; Observation whereof hardeneth a world of people in their unsaving state: Heare Green [...]ams doome of such a death: They dye, saith He, like blockes: And yet the ignorant [...] such fearefull deaths, say [...], he departed as meekely as a Lambe, he went [...] shall, when they might as well say (but for their fether-bed and their [...], and per [...]shed like an Oxe in a ditch. I say, tho this sort of Men, for the most part die so; yet I have knowne some such upon the very first thought, they should certainely die, to have fallen into desperation, and could never be recovered. And altho many f [...]rma [...]l Professours, may goe to Hell with many g [...]od speeches, and Lord▪ Lord, in them [...] appeares in the f [...]l [...]sh Virgins, and those in the seuenth of Mattheww; yet I [...]ave [...]nowne of some of them; who have died very fearefully indeede, and full of cruely desperate horrour. ordinarily, the more notorious servants of Satan, and Slaves of lust, depart this life, [Page 51] either like Nabal, or Iudas: Tho more by many thousands die like hard-hearted sots in security, then in despaire of conscience. If it bee so with thee then, that thine heart, when thou shalt have received the sentence of death against thy selfe, die within thee as Naballs. ( And most commonly, saith a worthy Devine, Conscience in many, is secure at the time of death: God in his iustice so plaguing an affected security in life, with an inflicted security at death.) I say then thou wilt become, as a stone: most prodigiously blockish; as tho there were no immortalitie of the Soule, no losse of eternall blisse; no Tribunall in Heaven, no account to bee made after this life, no burning in Hell for ever. Which will make the never-dying fire more scorching, and the ever-living worme more stinging; by how much thou wast more senselesse, and fearelesse of that fiery lake into which thou wast ready to fall. Death it selfe, saith the same Man, cannot awaken some consciences, but no sooner come they into hell, but conscience is awakened to the full, never to sleepe more, and then she teareth with implacable fury, and teacheth forlorne wretches to know, that forbearance was no payment. But if it please God to take the other course with thee, and to let loose the cord of thy conscience upon thy dying Bed; thou wilt be strangled even with Hellish horrour upon earth and damned above ground. That Worme of Hell, which is a continuall remorse, and furious reflexion of the Soule upon its owne willfull folly; whereby it hath lost everlasting ioyes, and must now lie in endlesse, easelesse and remedilesse torments, is set on worke, whilest thou art yet alive, and with desperate rage, and unspeakeable anguish will feede upon thy Soule and flesh. The least twitch whereof, not all the pleasures of ten thousand Worlds, would ever bee able to countervaile: For as the peace of a good, so the pangs of a guilty conscience are unspeakable. So that at that time, thou maist iustly take unto [Page 52] thy selfe Pashur's terrible name; Magor-Missabib; Feare round about: Thou wilt be a terrour to thy selfe, and to all thy friends. And that which in this wofull case will sting extremely; No friends, nor Physicke; no gould, nor silver; no height of place, nor favour of Prince; not the glory and pleasures of the whole World; not the crownes and command of all earthly kingdomes, &c. can possibly give any comfort, deliverance or ease! For when that time and terrour hath overtaken thee, which is threatned Prou. 1.24. Et seq. Because I have called, and yee refused, I have stretched out my hand, and no man regarded: But yee have set a [...] naught all my counsell, and would none of my reproofe: I also will laugh at your calamity, and will mocke when your feare commeth. When your feare commeth as desolation, and your destruction commeth as a Whirlewinde; when distresse, and anguish commeth upon you. Then shall they call upon Me, but I will not answere; they shall seeke mee earely, but they shall not finde mee: for that they hated knowledge, and did not chuse the feare of the Lord. They would none of my counsell: they despised all my reproofe. Therefore shall they eate the fruit [...] of their owne way, and be filled with their owne devises. I say, when this terrible time is come upon thee; then will the mighty Lord of Heaven and earth come against thee, Hos. 13.8. as a Beare that is bereaved of her whelpes, and will rent the caule of thy heart, and will devoure thee like a Lion: Isa. 66.15. He will come with fire, and with His charets like a Whirle-winde, to render His anger with fury, and His rebuke with flames of fire: All his terrours at that houre will fight against Thee, and that un [...]quenchable anger, Deut. 32.22. that burnes to the very bottome of Hell, and sets on fire the foundations of the mountaines: The empoysoned arrowes of His fiercest indignation shall be drunke with the bloud of thy Soule, and sticke fast in it for ever. In a word, the fearefull armies of all the plagues and curses, sorrowes and un-sufferable [Page 53] paines denounc'd in Gods Booke against finall Impenitents, shall with un-resistable violence take hold upon thee at once, and pursue thee with that fury, which thou shalt never bee able either to avoide, or abide. And who is able to stand before this holy Lord God? who can abide in His sight when He is angry? who can deliver out of His hand? what man or Angell; what arme of flesh or force of Armes, what creature, or created power; what Cherub or which of the Seraphins is able to free a guilty conscience from the ever-knawing Worme, and an impenitent wretch from eternal flames? Oh, Me thinkes a sensible fore-thought of these horrible things even at hand, should make the hardest heart of the most abominable Behall to tremble at the roote, and fall asunder in His brest like drops of water! To haue his end in his eye; and seriously to remember the tribulation, and anguish that shall shortly come upon His Soule, the affliction, the Worme wood and the gall, should fright and fire Him out of all His filthy gracelesse, good-fellow courses!
3. Thirdly, Let them consider, what horrour it will bee in evill times, I meane, not onely at death and the last Day, which are the most terrible of all; but also, In times of disgrace and contempt; of common feare, and confusions of the state; of sickenesse, crosses, restraint, banishment, temptations, or any other dayes of sorrow▪ I say at such times, to finde in stead of peace, fiery scorpions in their consciences, innumerable sins graven there, with an iron pen, un-repented of! Heare how excellently Inter omnes tribulationes humanae animae, nulla est major tribulatio, quàm conscientia delictorum. Namque si ibi vulnus non sit, sanumq [...]e sit intus hominis, quod conscientia vocatur▪ ubicunque al [...]bi passus fuerit tribulationes, illuc confugiet, & ibi inveniet Deum. Si autem ibi requies non est, propter abundantiam iniquitatum, quoniam & ibi Deus non est, quid facturus est homo. Quò conf [...]giet, cum caeperit patitribulationes? Fugiet [...]b [...]gro ad civitatem, à publico ad domum, à domo ad cubiculum, & sequitur tribulatio. A cubiculo jam quò fugiet, non habet nisi interius ad cubile suum. Porrò si ibi tumultus est, si fumus iniquitatis, si s [...]a [...]nmasceleris, non illuc potest confug [...]re. Pellitur enim [...]n [...]e, & cum inde pellitur, à seipso pellitur. Et ecce hostem suum inven [...], quò confugerat; seipsum, quò fugiturus est. Quocunque fugerit se, talem trohit post se: & quocunque talem traxerit se, cruciat se. In Psalm. 46. p. 502. Austin foretels & forewarnes them, [Page 54] into what a forlorne and fearefull state, they shall most certainely fall, when after a short gleame of worldly glory, they fall into tempestuous, and troublesome times. Of all afflictions incident to the Soule of man, there is none more grievous, and transcendent; then to have the Conscience enraged with the guilt of sinne. If there bee no wound there, if all bee safe and sound within, if that bird of the bosome sing sweetely in a M [...]s brest; it is no matter, what miseries be abroad in the World, what stormes, or [...] be raised against Him What arme of flesh▪ or rage of foes beset Him rou [...]d: For Hee in this are, hath presently recourse unto His conscience▪ the safest Sanctuary, and Paradise of sweetest repose, and finding that sprinkled with the bloud of the Lambe, filled with abundance of peace, and God Himselfe there, reconcil'd unto Him in the face of Christ, He is couragiously fearelesse of all, both mortall and immortall, adversaries and oppositions: Tho the earth be remooved; and the mountaines carried into the middest of the Sea, tho all the creatures in the world should bee turned into Beares or Devils about Him, yet His conscience being comfortable, hee is undaunted and confide [...]t, and more then conquerour over the whole world, and ten thousand Hells. But on the other side, if by reason of the raigne of sinne, there be no rest there; if God be not there because of the abounding of iniquity, what shall a man doe then? Whither shall hee flye, when the hand of God hath found Him out, and the swift Arrow of the Almighty stickes fast in his side? Hee will flie, saith that auncient Father, out of the Countrey into the Citie; out of the streets into his House; out of his House into His chamber; horrour still dogging Him at the heeles. And from His chamber, whither will hee goe, but into the inmost Cabinet in his bosome, where his Conscience dwelleth? And if hee finde there nothing but tumult and terrour▪ but guiltinesse, confusion and cries of despaire; which [Page 55] way will hee then turne himselfe; Or whither will hee fly then? He must then, either flie from Himselfe, which is utterly impossible; or else abide that torment, which is beyond all compasse of conceite or expression of tongue. For all the racks, saith another, wheeles, wilde horses, Poena autem vehemen [...] & multò saevior illis. Qua [...] & Coeaitius gravis invenit, & Roadamanthus; Nocte [...]i [...] (que) suum gestare in pecture te [...]em. hot pincers, scalding lead poured into the most tender, and sensible parts of the body; yea, all the mercilesse, barbarous, and inhumane cruelties of the holy house, are but flea-bitings, meere toyes, and May-games, compared with the torment, that an evill conscience will put a man to, when it is awakened.
3. A third sort, the worst of all and most pestilent, are those, who doe not onely not labour in the time of harvest to treasure up comfortable provision against dayes of dread, and mispend the Day of their visitation wickedly; but also out of a transcendent straine of impiety, labour might and maine, to put out and utterly extinguish the heavenly Sunne, that creates this blessed day, and makes the season of our spirituall harvest most glorious, and incomparable: I meane to suppresse and quench the saving light of a powerfull Ministry, wheresoever planted, and prevailing; under the sacred influence, and soveraigne heate whereof, all Gods hidden Ones are woont to gather that heavenly stocke of grace, Comforts of godlinesse, and good conscience, which is able to hold up their heads invincibly in heavy times.
These are the vilest of men, and of the most Let us not bee Scotners, lesters, and Deriders; for that is the uttermost token and shew of a Reprobate, of a plaine enemy to God in his wisedome. Hom. Of some places of Scriptures, by which some take offence, P. 2. forlorne hope: for they are unhappily transported with extremest malice, and storme against the very meanes, which should sanctifie them, and Men, which should save them. They doe not onely make their owne soules sure for damnation: but also hinder the power of the Word all they can, [...]. 1▪ Th [...]ssal. 2.16. lest others should bee saved. Whatsoever thou doest, doe not become one of this damned crue: who heartily desire, that the Sun [Page 56] of sincere preaching were quencht, and put out, tho it were with the bloud of God [...] faithfullest Messengers; as did the M [...]n of Anathoth in Ieremies time. Ier. 11.19. 21. Shee prefer'd Iohn Bapt [...]st [...] head before the halfe of Herod's kingdome, Mark. 6 2. Herodias in Iohn Baptist time, and that [...], rurs [...]s haec in se [...]psam tr [...]nssert, & [...]llius verba quasi ad ejus ignomin [...]am [...]l [...]ta exissimans, aliud conetlium Episcoporum contra eum cogendum curat. Quâ re intellectâ Ioannes percelebrem illam concionem in Ecclesiâ recitavit, cujus exordiumest: Herodias denuò insanire, denuò commoveri, denuò saltare pergi [...]: denuò [...]put Ioinn [...]s in disco acc [...]pere quaerit Socra. Hist. Ecclesiast. Lib. 6. cap. 16. other Herodias improperly called Eudoxia in Iohn Chrysostomes time, and many thousands, even within the Pale of the Church at all times. Above all, I say, Beware of that crying sinne of Let none marv [...]ll why I [...] med [...]le with [...], especially in this time of peace and prosperity of the Gospell, as tho it were unnecessary and unseasonable: For Aust [...] tels us truly: Illi maxime perse [...]untur Ecclesiam, qui [...]re [...]iani, nolunt benè vivere. Per hos enim opprohr [...]um habet Ecclesia, & ab his inimicitias sustine [...], quando corripiuntur, quando male vivere, non permusuntur, quando cum eis vel verbo igitur, i [...]si, mala in suis [...]ordibus meditantur, & erumpendi occasionem requirunt. In Psal. 30. pag. 205. Those especially persecute the Church▪ who professing Christianity will not live graciously, &c. persecuting the power of godlinesse, without which never any heart knew what true comfort meant; Profession of the truth, without which Christ will not owne us at the last day; conscionable Ministers, under Whose painefull labours, we gather our spirituall and heavenly Store, against evill times in this harvest of grace: And that either with thine heart, by hatred, malice, heart-burning; with thy tongue, by slanders, scoffs, rash censures; with thine hand, by supplanting, oppression, wrong; with thy purse, policy, power, mis-informing, or any other way of vexing, or violence. If thou wilt needes bee wicked, bee so more moderately; If there be no helpe, but thou Wilt to Hell, post not so furiously; If nothing will-worke, but thou art wilfully bent to bee damned, bee damned more tolerably. For Persecutours are transcendents in sinne, and shall hereafter bee paid home proportionably. Be none of them for such reasons as these.
1. All their malice, and rancour; all their bitter words and scornefull iests; all their bloudy, mercilesse mischiefes, and machinations against the power of preaching, and Gods people, strike immediately at the face of Iesus Christ. Acts. 9.5. Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? And at the pretious Ball, and Apple of Gods owne eye; Zech. 2 8. For he that toucheth you, toucheth [Page 57] the Apple of His eye. God is our Shield, Psal. 84.11. Now the Shield takes all the blowes.
2. They are hunted many times with furies of conscience and extreame horrour even in this life. Pashur put blessed Ieremie in the stockes; but thereupon, He had a new name given Him Magor-Missabib; Ier. 20.2.3. Feare round about; Hee became a terrour to Himselfe, and to all his friends. Zedechiah smote faithfull Micaiah upon the face; 1. King. 22.24.25. but afterward according to that Propheticall commination, Hee was faine to run from chamber to chamber, to hide himselfe. Iohn Baptists head, which Herod cut off, sate in the eye of the Tyrants conscience, with such griesly formes of guiltinesse, and bloud; that when hee heard of the great things done by Christ, hee was perplexed, and no doubt afraid, that Iohn Baptist was risen from the dead to bee revenged upon Him. I have heard of a Man, who for a time did furiously, and desperately set Himselfe against a Minister of God; labour'd might, and maine, by all meanes to disgrace, and vexe him; both by power, and policy; by slanders, oppressions, malice, contempt. But at length, the Word so got within Him, and hamperd Him; and the terrours of the Almighty tooke hold upon Him with such un-resistable rage; that he came trembling and quaking unto that man of God, whom he had so wickedly wrong'd; and durst not steere a foote from him, for feare the Devill should take him away alive; or the earth open her mouth, and swallow him up quicke; or some other strange remarkeable iudgement seize upon Him suddenly, and brand Him for a notorious Beast, & cursed Cast-away. So or to such sense hee spoke.
3. Many of them come to very horrible, exempla [...]y, and wofull ends. Pharaoh long since, by a dreadfull confusion at the red Sea was as it were hangd up in chaines, a spectacle of terrour for Persecutors, to all posterity. Antiochus swelling with anger, and breathing [Page 58] out fire in his rage against the people of God, did proudly protest, that He would come to Ierusalem, and make it a common Burying place of the Iewes: But the Lord Almighty, 1. Maccab. 9. the God of Israel smot [...] him with an incurable, and invisible Plague: for as soone as hee had spoken these words, a paine of the bowels that was remedilesse came upon him, and [...]ore torments of the inner parts.—So that the wormes rose up out of the body of this wicked man, and whiles hee lived in sorrow and paine, his flesh fell away, and the filthinesse of his smell was noysome to all his army. Acts 12.23. Herod in the height of his hatred against the Gospell, and pride in imprisoning and persecuting the Apostles, was eaten up of wormes in a most fearefull prodigious manner. Gardiner gaping for newes of the dispatch of those two blessed Martyrs of Iesus, Latimer and Ridley, at Oxford deferred his dinner untill three or foure of the clocke at afternoone, delighting more in drinking the bloud of the Saints, then in his ordinary foode: But upon the returne of his Post, Hee fell merrily to his meate: And marke what followed: The bloudy Tyrant saith the Story, Acts and Monuments, pag. 1787. had not eaten a few bittes, but the sudden strok [...] of God, His terrible hand fell upon him in such sort, as immediatly he was taken from the table, and so brought to his bed, where he continued the space of fifteene dayes, in such intolerable anguish & tormēts, that all that [...]eane while, during those fifteene dayes, he could not avoyde by order of urine or otherwise, any thing that hee received: Wh [...]eby his body being miserably inflamed within (who had inflamed so many good Martyrs before) was brought to [...] wretched end. For further inlargement of this Point, looke into the Stories of the primitive Church, Acts and Monument [...], Theater of Gods iudgements.
4. A cry farre louder, then the noise of many waters, or voice of greatest thunder knocks continually, with strong importunity, at Gods iust Tribunall for a showre of fire & brimstone, and an horrible Tempest to be rained [Page 59] downe upon their heads▪ I meane, a cry of bloud, wrongs, disgraces, and slanders, wherewith they have loaden the Saints of God. Rev. 6.10. And they cryed with a loud voyce, saying, How long, O Lord, holy, and true, doest thou not iudge, and avenge our blood on them that dwell upon the earth!
5. They are the principall provokers of Gods wrath against a nation. Their hatefull heate, overflowing gall, and scornefull carriage against Gods people, doth ripen apace His fiercest indignation; fill up full the vialls of His vengeance, and draw downe upon a kingdome a desperate, and finall ruine without all remedy. But they mocked the messengers of God, and despised His words, and mis-used Hi [...] Prophets, untill the wrath of the Lord arose against his people, till there was no remedy. 2. Chron. 36.16.
6. Their spitefull spirits being once thorowly set on heate with this fire of hell and infernall rage against the grace of God and His people, commonly continue in fl [...]me and fury untill their fearefull and finall confusion. And they being once flesht, as it were, with the bloud of the Saints, Nullus semel ore receptus—pollutas patitur sanguis mansuescere fauces. at lest by scoffes & slanders (for even lewd and lying tongues are keene razours, and sharpe swords, scourges and scorpions that fetch bloud) they feede insatiably upon the damned sweetnesse of such supposed cursed revenge, untill they be seizd upon with irrecoverable ruine; and fall amongst the firers of their malice, and Arch-persecutors of all Professours, the fiends of Hell. This is my meaning: This pestilent and crying Sinne of persecution is like the gulfe of drunkennesse, which Austin compares to the Pitt of Hell, into which, when a man is once fallen, there is no redemption, or returne. A Persecutour is rarely or never [...]eclaimde: Either by miracle or Ministry; mercy or misery. Fire from Heaven falling upon the first Captaine and His f [...]y, did not fright the second Captaine and His fifty from pressing upon Elijah to apprehend [Page 60] him. 2. Kings, 1.10.11. The souldiers who came to take Iesus, as soone as Hee had said, I am Hee, were strangely upon the suddaine, stroke downe to the ground. Ioh, 18.6. and yet this miracle did never a whit mollifie and abate the malice of the Priests and Pharisees against Him. Not even the Mini [...]ry of Christ Himselfe, though He spoke as never Man spake; Not that of Stephen, whose face appeared to His Hearers, as it had beene the face of an Angell; not that of the Apostles freshly filled with the holy Ghost from heaven, did at all dis-enrage or [...]ame those fellowes, which were possest with this f [...]ule spirit of scornefull contradiction. See Luc. 4.28.29. And 16.14. Act. 7 54. And 2.13. Not all those horrible miraculous plagues of Aegypt, were able to quench Pharaohs fury against the people of God▪ untill he was choakt in the red Sea. No kindnesse from David, though extraordinary, and matchlesse. 1. Sam. [...]4 11. And [...]6 9. could turne Sa [...]ls heart from hunting him, as when One doth hunt a Partridge in the mountaines.
And no marvaile, tho they be not mooved by all or any of these meanes; for they scorne, persecute and contemne the very meanes, which should amend them, and the onely Men, who should convert them. Whether of the two, thinke you, is likelier to recover? That man, who being dangerously sicke; yet entertaines the Physition kindely, and takes patiently what is prescrib'd: or Hee, who having a Potion presented unto Him very soveraigne for his recovery, throwes the glasse against the wall, spils that pretious Receipt, and drives the Physition out at doores? Conceive proportionably; betweene the Persecutour, and the lesse pestilent sinner, who meddles nor maliciously against the Ministry.
7. They are already in the pestilent Path, and very hie-way, that leads to sinne against the Holy Ghost. The horriblenesse, and height of which dreadfull villany [Page 61] may bring upon them even in this life, impossibility of pardon. Matth. 12.31.32. and liablenesse to that flaming iudgement & [...]iery indignation threatned, Heb. 10.26. &c. And that they are Cum quotidiè nostram sanctificationem blasphemant, quid aliud blasphemant quàm spiritum sanctum. Aug. Tom. 10. par. 1. pag. 45. growing towards this sinne, if they be not quite gone that way, appeares, because they despitefully traduce; with much malice and mischiefe persecute the very workes of Grace, and graces of Gods Spirit shed into the hearts, and shining in the lives of the children of light. 1. Ioh. 3.12. Psal. 38.20. 1. Pet. 4.4. If a man would drinke, sweare, swagger, revell, and roare with them: If he durst bee an Ignorant, an Vsurer, a Sabbath-breaker, a Worldling, a doter upon, and defender of heathnish superstitious customes; a practiser, or Patrone of Old anniversarie fooleries, and rotten vanities; an incloser, gamester, good-fellow, &c. Oh! then Hee should bee the onely Man with them; entertain'd into their hearts and houses with all affectionate embracements of kindnesse and acceptation: but if the same man, by the mercies of God, once begin to breake from them, and out of the snares of the Devill; to dis-rellish, and detest his former wayes of nature and naughtinesse; to love and reverence the most searching Ministry; to reade the Scriptures, and best bookes; to sanctifie the Lords Day, to pray in his family; to renounce resolutely, His running with them to the same excesse of riot, to abandon and abominate their lewd and licentious courses; In a word to turne Christian; Oh! then Hee is an arrant Puritane, a Precision, an humorist, an Hypocrite, and all that naught is; even as Et nulli nocentiores habentur, quàm qui sunt ex omnibus innocentes. Lactant. lib. 5. Cap. 9. bad, as the false tongues of the Devils Limbes can make a blessed Man. He was a good-fellow, will they say, but hee is now quite gone: a proper man, and of good parts, but his Puritanisme hath Bonus vir Caj [...]s Seius, sed malus tantùm quia Christianus. Tertul. Apol. pag. 1. mar'd all. While Paul humour'd the Pharises, in persecuting and plaguing the disciples of the Lord, Hee was a principall and much honoured Man amongst them: but when hee turned [Page 62] on Christ's side, He was holden a pestilent-fellow, the very [...]. Act. 24.5. plague. So that it is plaine and palpable, whatsoever may bee pretended to the contrary, that those cursed Cains, dogged Doegs, and scoffing [...]maels, that set themselues and spend their malice against the Ministers and people of God, hare, slander, and persecute the very workes of Grace, and graces of Gods Spirit in them. Even their z [...]ale, holinesse, hatred of sinne▪ reformation, &c. are an Eye-sore, and heartsore to such hatefull wretches, and Owles of Hell, [...]ho cannot endure any heavenly light.
8. As stigmaticall Rogues burnt in the hand, curtal'd of their eares, branded in the fore-head, are in the Common wealth; so are Persecutors in the Church. By mutuall intelligence, and information of Gods people, or some more publike lasting record and Monunument of the Church, they have many times such a Marke set upon them; that they carry it to their graves, yea to the iudgement Seate of God; that it may bee knowne a sore-hand to that glorious Tribunall and all the triumphant Church, what 2. Timot. 4.17. Ezek. 2.6. beastly men, stinging Scorpions, and pricking thorn's they have beene among [...]t Gods Children, and in the sides of the Saints. Such a brand had Alexander the Copper smith set upon him by Paul. 2. Tim. 4.14.15 And such a Brand was set upon Diotrephes that m [...]litious prating companion, by Saint Iohn. 3. Ioh 10. So are those bloud thirsty Tygers, Gardiner, Bonner, and the rest of that cruell litter, and persecuting packe, branded, that their names shall rot▪ and their memories be hatefull to the Worlds end. So too many in these times, though they be very iolly fellowes in their owne conceits, ador'd as Idols, by their flattering Dependants, applauded generally as the principall Patrones of revelling & good-fellowship; [...]et in the censure of the Saints, and by the doome of divine wisedome, they are clearely knowne, and iustly reputed enemies of all righteousnesse, and Satans [Page 63] speciall Agents to doe mischiefe against the Ministery.
9. And it is to be feared; they will finde no mercy upon their Beds of death, and in their last extremity, cry they never so loude, or promise they never so faire. God in iust indignation is woont to deale so with those, who drinke up iniquity like Water, with [...]ut all sense or feare of a glorious dread [...]ull Majesty above. See Ezek 8.18. with those, who refuse to stoupe to Gods Ordinance, and submit to the Scepter of Christ, when they are fairely invited by the Ministery. See Prov. 1.24.28. Ier. 7.13.16. and 11.11. With great Ones, who grinde the faces of the poore. See Micah. 3 4. with abusers of the riches of His goodnesse, and long suffering ▪ See Rom. 2.4 5. How much more doe you thinke, shall impenitent Persecutors bee paide home in this kinde? See 2. Macchab. 9.13.17. There that great and cruell persecutor, Antiochus, being seizd upon by an horrible sickenesse, promiseth very gloriously upon that his last Bed; Besides many other strange reformations, even that he also, would become a Iew himselfe, and goe thorough all the World that was inhabited, and declare the power of God. But for all this, heare what the I know the Booke is not of divine authority; and therefore the Place quoted, taken only from the hand of an humane Historian. And so conceiue of it; But we see the Authors conceite of that wicked man. If any thinke, that God is said to have had no mercy upon him, onely in resp [...]ct of deliveran [...]e from his disease: Heare what some say in the case. Antiochus was ind [...]ed re [...]lly and seriously grieved; and acknowledged that his affliction was for His sins, lib. 1. cap 6. [...]. 11. [...] was n [...]t truly penitent for the offence committed against God, and his neighb [...], [...] his owne calamity, and misery, and therefore could not obtaine mercy, to remision of [...] of the punishment: So also the damned in Hell, know, and confesse, that they are pan [...]she [...] for their sinnes, but have not true repentance, for their offence against God. Of this easure and glosse, let the Authours render a reason themselues. In Antioche, saith Cyprian, An [...]ichr [...]us expressus. De Exhort. Martyr ij. Cap. 11. Writer of that story saith of his spirituall state, and of Gods resolution towards Him vers. 13. This wicked person prayed also unto the Lord, who would now have no mercy on him.
10 All their spitefull speeches, scurrill sco [...]fes, pestilent lyes, insolent insultations, &c. are as so many [Page 64] Crownes of Glory and ioy unto the heads, and hearts of all persecuted patient Professours. 1. Pet. 4.14. Act. 5.41. Iob. 3.36. (So that they infinitely misse the malicious Marke, their revengefull humours would gladly hit, the hurt and heart-breaking of those, they so cruelly and cunningly hunt with much rancour and hate.) And not onely so, but most certainely hereafter, if they die not like drunken Nabal, and their hearts become as stones in their brests, upon their Beds of death they will all, tho now passing from them, with much bitternesse of Spirit, and without all remorse, turne into so many envenomed stings, and byting scorpions, unto their owne consciences, and knaw upon their hearts, with extreamest horrour.
11. The whole body of the militant Church, ioyne all as one man with a strong concurrent importunitie at the Throne of grace; and with one heart and spirit constantly continue there, such piercing prayers against all stubborne impenitent scorners; all incurable, implacable persecutours, as the people of God have bin wont to poure out in such cases, as Lament. 3.59. &c. O Lord! thou hast seen my wrong, judge thou my cause. Thou hast seene all their vengeance, and all their imaginations against me. Thou hast heard their reproach, O Lord, and all their imaginations against me: The lips of those that rose up against me, & their devise against me all the day. Behold their sitting downe, and their rising up, I am their musicke. Render unto them a recompence, O Lord, according to the worke of their hands. Give them sorrow of heart, thy curse unto them. Persecute and destroy them, in anger, from under the heavens of the Lord. Now I would not be in that Mans case, against whom, Gods people complaine upon good ground at that iust and highest Tribunal, one halfe houre; for the imperiall crowne, and command of all the kingdomes of the earth: for who knowes, whether iust at that time, the righteous Lord for his children's sake, and safety may raine upon [Page 65] such a mans head, snares, fire and brimstone, and an horrible tempest.
12. And the prayers of the Saints poured out in the bitternesse of their soules vexed continually with their malicious cruelties, and cruell mockes, are meanes many times to bring Persecutours to an untimely end, to knocke them downe before their time. Doe not you thinke, that the faithfull Iewes at Ierusalem, hearing of Antiochus marching towards them, like an evening Wolfe, to drinke up their bloud, had presently recourse unto Gods righteous Throne with strong cries, to stay his rage? And doe you not thinke, that those very praiers drew downe upon him that horrible, and incurable plague, whereupon Hee died a miserable death in a strange Countrey in the Mountaines? Herod, for any thing wee know, might have lived many a faire Day longer, if hee had dealt fairely with the Apostles of Christ. But putting One to the sword. Act. 12.2. And another in prison. vers. 4. Hee put the Church to their prayers. Est quaedam precum omnipotentia. vers. 5. Which prayers, for there is a certaine omnipotency of prayer, as Luther was wo [...]t to say, did create full soone those vermine, that eate him up horribly in the height of his pride. vers. 23. The Cùm▪ Arrius Constantinopoli in Ecclesiae communionem recipiendus esset, Alexander e [...]us urb [...]s Episcopus, to [...]â nocte in templo prostratus oravit Deum, ut Ecclesiam praesenti periculo liberaret, & de Arrio blasphemiarum poenas reposceret. Postridie Arrius m [...]gnâ suorum catervâ in templum deductus, inter cundum corripitur horribilibus ventris torminibus, laxat [...] (que) alvo petit latrinam, in quâ sedens vn [...] cum excremen [...]is effudit jecur, intestina, impuram (que) animam, sortitus soedum, sua (que) impietate dignum exitum. Sozom. lib. 2. cap. 28. Bucol. Anno Christi. 336. Ecclesiasticall story reports, that the loathsome, and dreadfull end of Arrius, that execrable enemie to Iesus Christ, was hastned by the prayers of the good and orthodoxe Bishop Alexander, who wrastled with God in earnest deprecations against him all the night before. Doe you not thinke, that Gardiner went sooner into his Grave for his cruelty towards Professours of the truth, by their groanes against him, and by the cry of the bloud of that glorious Paire of Martyrs at Oxford, which hee so insatiably thirsted after? Let all those then, that tread in these mens paths, tremble at their [Page 66] ends. And if no better motive will mollifie their doggednesse, yet at least, let their love unto the world, themselves, and sensuall waies, take them off and restraine them from this persecuting rage; least it set on worke the prayers of Gods people, and so they bee taken away before their time, and cut off from a temporary supposed heaven of earthly pleasures, to a true everlasting Hell of unspeakeable torments, sooner then otherwise they should.
13. The hearts, and tongues of all good men, and friends to the Gospell, are fill'd with much glorious When the wicked perish, there is shouting. Prov. 11.10. joy, and heartiest songs of thankesgiving, at the downefall of every raging incurable Opposite; when the revenging hand of God hath at length to the singular advancement of the glory of his justice, singled out, and paide home remarkeably, any impenitent Persecutour, and implacable enemie. See for this purpose, The song of [...]oses, Exod. 15. Of Deborah, Iudges 5. The Iewes feasting after the hanging of Haman; Esther. 9 17. Psa. 52.6.9 And 58.10. And 79.13. 1. Macca. 13.51. (Onely, let the heart of Gods childe be watchfull over it selfe with a godly jealousie in this Point. That His reioycing bee, because Gods justice is glorified, His Church delivered, Satans kingdome weakened, &c. not onely for his owne ease and end, for any personall or particular by-respect.) Now it is an heavy case: A man, in His short abode upon earth to behave himselfe, so like a dogged Curre, and incarnate Divell, that all good men are and ought to bee passingly glad, when hee is gone.
In this Point I comprise and conclude, all sorts of Persecutours: Of which some are profest and open, as Bonner and Gardiner, and many such morning Wolues: Some Politicke and reserved, who many times are the more pernicious. For of all manner of malice, and ill will, that is most execrable, deadly, and doth the most hurt, which like a Serpent in the faire greene grasse, [Page 67] lies lurking in the flatterings and fawnings of a sleering countenance. Which kisses with Iudas, and kills with Ioab: entertaines a man with outward formes of complement, and curtesie, but would, if it durst or might, stabbe Him in at the fifth rib, that hee should never rise againe. When a mans words to thy face, are as soft as oyle or butter; but his thoughts towards thee, composed all of bloud and bitternesse; of gall and gunpowder. Some are notorious villaines, as many times in many places, the most desperate blasphemers, stigmaticall Drunkards, rotten whore mongers, cruell usurers, and fellowes of such infamous ranke, are as so many bloudy Goades in the sides of Gods servants; and the onely Men to pursue all advantages against the faithfullest Ministers: Some are of more sober carriage, faire conditions and seeming devotion; Act▪ 13.50. Some are the basest fellowes, the most abiect and contemptible vagabonds, and the very refuse of all the Rascalls in a Countrey. This we may see by Iobs complaint. Cap 30. But now, saith Hee, they that are younger then I, have mee in derision, whose fathers I would have disdained to have set with the dogs of my flocke. — They were children of fooles, yea, children of base men: they were viler then the earth. And now am I their song, yea, I am their By Word. And in Davids: Psa. 35. Yea, the Abiects gathered themselves against mee, &c. and I was the song of the drunkards, Psal. 69.12. And in the Persecutours of Paul, Act. 17. But the Iewes which bel [...]eved not, mooved with envie, tooke unto them certaine lewde fellowes of the baser sort, &c. Some againe are men of place and parts. As the same David complaines in the same place. They that sit in the gate, speake against mee. Haec forma praecipuè notat & laxat eos, qui e [...]ant in aliquâ dignitate seu authoritate: uterant judices, & seniores plebis, qut sedere, & convem [...]e solebant in loco publicorum judiciorum, ubi de R [...]p. & rebus sorysageadum erat. Iudicia enim exercebantur inportis, Ruth. 4. Putatis hoc, fratres, Christo tantummodò con [...]gi [...]se? Quotidie illi in membris ejus contingit, quando forte necesse erit servo Dei prohi [...]er [...]eb ietat [...]s, & luxurias in aliquo velfundo, vel oppido, ubi non auditum suerit verbum Dei. August. in Psal. 69. That is, men in high roomes and of great authoritie.
[Page 68]And as all sorts of Persecutours, so I comprehend all kindes of persecution.
1. By hand; as did Herod. Act. 12. Iulian, Bonner, &c.
2. With tongue; by mocking, Galat. 4.24. compared with Gen. 21.9. See also Psal. 69.20. Hebr. 11.36. By slandering, even in reporting true things maliciously to the prejudice of Gods children. Psalm. 52. By reproaching and reviling. Zeph. 2.8. By insulting with insolent speeches. Ezech. 36.2. and 26.2.
3. In heart; by hatred, Ezech. 35.5. By rejoycing in the downefall or disgrace of the Saints. Ezech. 35.6.
4. In gesture; Ezech. 25.6. Because thou hast clapped thy hands, and stamped with the feete, &c. Behold therefore, I will stretch out mine hand upon thee, &c. Take heede of so much, as looking sowre upon, or brow-beating a servant of Christ, lest thou smart for it.
Looke upon the quoted Places, and you shall see Offenders in any of these kindes, plagued and paide home as Persecutours of Gods people.
And thus let such extremely Wicked men be frighted from persecuting any way, those Men or Meanes, which are appointed and sanctified, to furnish us with spirituall store and strength against the dayes of evill.
Ob. But against that, which hath beene said in this Point for the singularity, and soveraignty of grace and good conscience to support the Spirit of a Man in evill times, to keepe it calme in the most tempestuous assaults, and conquering over all commers, it may bee objected, and some may thus cavill.
Men, who never were, or ever did desire to bee acquainted with Gods grace or good men, expresse sometimes, and represent to By-standers an invincible stoutnesse, much boldnesse and bravenesse of minde in times of greatest extremitie, and under most exquisite tortures; and therefore it seemes not to be peculiar [Page 69] to the Saints, and the priviledge of Gods Favourites alone, to stand unshaken in stormy times, undaunted in distresse, and comfortable amidst the most desperate confusions?
Answ. I answere; Such confidence is onely in the face, not in the heart; enforced, not kindly; affected, not effectuall; not springing from the sole Fountaine of all sound and lasting comfort in humane Soules; sense of our reconciliation to God in Christ; but from some other odde accidentall Motives; from Weake and unworthy grounds.
1. In some, from an ambitious affectation of admiration and applause, for extraordinary undauntednesse of spirit, and high resolution. It is reported of an Irish Traitour, that lying in horrible anguish upon the Wheele, an Engine of cruellest torture, with his body bruis'd, and his bones broken, asked his friend standing by, whether he changed countenance at all, or no. Affecting more as it seemes, an Opinion of prodigious manlinesse, and unconquerablenesse in torment; then affected with the raging paines of a most terrible execution.
2. In others, from a strong, stirring perswasion, and consciousnesse of the honesty, and honour of some civill cause, for which they suffer. But fortitude in this case, doth not arise, from any inspired religious vigour or heavenly infusions; but from the severer instigations of naturall conscience, and acquired manhood of a meere morall Puritane. Many such morall Martyrs have beene found amongst the more generous, and well-bred heathen. It is storied of a brave and valiant Captaine, who had long, manfully, and with incredible courage with-stood Dionysius the elder in defence of a Citie; that Hee sustained with strange patience, and height of spirit the mercilesse fury of the Tyrant, and all his barbarous cruelties: most unworthy of Him, that suffered them, but most worthy him that [Page 70] inflicted the same. First the Tyrant told him; how the day before, hee had caused his son, and all his kinsfolkes to be drown'd. To whom the Captaine stoutly out staring Him, answered nothing, but that they were more happy then himselfe, by the space of one day. Afterward hee caused him to be stripped, and by his executioners, to be taken, and dragged through the Citty most ignominiously; cruelly whipping Him, and charging Him besides, with outragious and contumelious speeches: All which notwithstanding, as One no whit dismaide Hee ever shewed a constant, and resolute heart. And wit [...] [...] cheerefull, and bold countenance went on still, lowdly recounting the honourable▪ and glorious cause of His death; which was, that Hee would never consent to yeeld his Countrey into the hands of a cruell Tyrant. With such stoutnesse did even meere morall vertue steele the antient Romane spirits, that in worthy defense of their liberty; for preservation of their Countrey, or other such noble ends; They indifferently contemned gold, silver, death, torture; and whatsoever else miserable worldlings hold deare, or dismall.
3. In some, from an extreme hardnesse of heart, which makes them senselesse and fearelesse of shame, misery, or any terrible thing. This wee may sometimes obserue in notorious malefactours. A long rebellious, and remorselesse continuance, and custome in sinne▪ raging infections from their roaring companions▪ a furious pursuite of outrages, and blood; Satans ho [...] iron searing their consciences, and Gods iust curse upon their fearefull, and forlorne courses, so fill them with foole-hardinesse, and with such a ferall disposition, that they are desperately hardned against all affronts, and dis-asters. So that tho such savage-minded, and marble-hearted men be to passe thorow the streetes, as spectacles of abhorrednesse and scorne, as hatefull monsters, and the reproach of Mankind; to be throwne into a Dungeon of darknesse, and discomfort, and there to be [Page 71] loaden with cold irons, coldnes, and want; from thence to bee hurried to that loathed Place of execution, and there to die a Dogs death, as they say; and finally to fall immediately and irrecoverably into a Lake of fire: yet I say for all this, out of a desperate hard-heartednesse, they seeme still to bee in heart; and to represent to the beholders, a great deale of undauntednesse, and neglect of danger in their carriage, and countenances. O the prodigious Rocke, into which the stone in a gracelesse heart may grow; both in respect of desperatenesse in sinning, and sense-lesnesse in suffering!
4. In others, from an enraged thirst after humane praise, and immortall fame, as they call it. Which may be so prevalent in them, and transport them with such a vaine-glorious ambition this way; that it may carry them with much seeming insensibility, affected patience, and artificiall courage thorow the terrors, and tortures, of a very violent, and Martyr like death. Heare what Austin saith to this Point, Putatis Catholicos defuisse aut deesse posse, qui causâ humanae gloriae paterentur? Si non essent hujusmodi homines, non d [...]ere [...] Apostolus, si tradidero corpus meum, ut ardeam, charitatom au [...]em non habeam, nihil mihi prodest. Sci [...]bat ergò esse posse quosda, q [...]i hoc jactatione [...]acerent, non dilectione. August. in Psal. 44. pag 474. This humour also haunted the Heathen, amongst whom the most wicked did in some sort desire to leave some remembrance of themselves to posterity: Witnes that unknowne fellow, who of set purpose did burne the Temple of Diana in Ephesus; who being demanded wherefore he did it, answere [...], that hee determined by some notable villany (seeing by vertue hee could not) to leave some memory behind him after his death. Hence it was, that sometimes they would adventure desperately, and passe thorow, with extraordinary courage many corporall afflictions, for praise of men; or to bee any waies famous in following ages. Thinke yee there never were any Catholikes, or that now there may not bee some, that would suffer onely for the prayse of men? If there were not such kind of men, the Apostle would not haue said, Though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, I am nothing. Hee did know right well, that there might bee some, which would doe it out of vaineglory and selfe-love, not for divine love, and the glory of God. O the bottomlesse depth of Hellish Hypocrisie, which lyes hid in our corrupt hearts! O the blind and perverse thoughts of foolish men! O the murderous malice of that old red Dragon, which exerciseth such horrible crueltie both upon our bodies and soules!
[Page 72]5. In some, from false grounds of a supposed good estate to Godward; from an unsound perswasion of their present spirituall well-beeing, and future wellfare. Such Pharisies, foolish Virgines, and formall Professours, are to bee found in all Ages of the Church, especially, in the fairest, and most flourishing daies thereof, and when the Gospell hath the freest passage, who thus many times, in the greate it of all earthly extremities, even upon their Beds of death represent to all about them from a groundlesse presumption of being reconciled unto God, a great deale of confidence, resolution, and many glorious expectations. Vpon a partiall survay, and perusall of their time past, not stain'd perhaps with any great enormities, notoriousnesse, or infamous sinne; out of a vaine-glorious consciousnesse unto themselues, of their many good parts, generall graces, good deedes, and plausiblenesse with the most; by reason of a former obstinated distaste and prejudice against sincerity, and the power of godlinesse, as tho it were unnecessary singularity and peevishnesse; and it may bee, confirmed also unhappily in their spirituall selfe-cousenage, by the unskilfull, and unseasonable palliations, I meane mis-applications of some abused promises unto their un-humbled Soules, from some dawbing Ministers, Ezek. 13 11. Isai. [...].15. The Prophet which telleth lyes is the taile. Ezek. 13.10. a generation of vilest men, excellent Ideots in the mystery of Christ, and mercifull Cutthroates of many miserable deluded Soules, to whom they promise life and peace, when there is no peace towards, but terrible things even at hand, tumbling of garments in blood, Isai. 9.5. noise of damned Soules, and tormenting in Hell for ever; I say from such false and failing grounds as these, they many times in that last extremity, (the Lord not revealing unto them the unsoundnesse of their spirituall estate, and rottennesse of their hopes) demeane themselues chearefully, and comfortably, as tho they were presently to set foote into Heaven, and to lay hold upon eternall life; but God hee [Page 73] knowes, without any iust cause or true ground. For immediately upon the departure of the Soule from the Body, shall they heare that wofull doome from Christs owne mouth, as Himselfe hath told us before-hand, Depart from mee; Matth. 7.23. I never knew you. Such men as these, having been formerly acquainted with, and exercisde in the outward formes and complements of Religion, are woont at such times to entertaine their visitants and By-standers, with many goodly speeches, and Scripture-Phrases, representing their contempt of the World, Willingnesse to dye, readinesse to forgive all the World, Hope to bee saved, desire to bee dissolved, and bee in Heaven, &c. They may cry aloude with much formall confidence, Many having served their appetites all their lives, presume to thinke, that the severe Commādements of the All-powerfull God, were given but in sport; and that the short breath, which we draw, when death presseth us, if wee can but fashion it, to the sound of mercy, is sufficient: O quàm multi, saith a reverend Father, cum hâc sp [...] ad aeternos labores & bella descendunt. Rawl. in the Preface to His History of the World. Many cōceit as great an efficacy in these five words, Lord have mercy upon mee, spoken with their last breath, for their translation of their soules into heaven, as the Papists doe of their five words of consecration, for the transubstantiation of their Hoste. Dike. Lord, Lord, open to us; mercy, mercy, in the name of Christ, Lord Iesus receive our spirits, &c. which last eiaculations, did they spring from a truly broken, penitent, and heavenly heart, and were they the periods, and conclusions of a well-spent life, might blessedly breake open with unresistable power the gates of Heaven; unlocke the rich treasures of immortality, and fill the departing Soule, with the shining beames of Gods glorious presence: but unto them such goodly and glorious speeches are but as so many catchings and scrablings of a Man over head in water: Hee struggles, and strives for hold to save Himselfe; but Hee graspes nothing but water; it is still water, which Hee catches; and therefore sinkes and drownes.
6. In others, from a mis-guided head-strong Zeale in will-worship; an impotent, peremptory conceit, that they suffer in the cause of God, and for the glory of Religion. This unhallowed fury possessed many Hereretikes of old. Vpon this false ground, the Osiander. Cent. 4 pag. 174. Donatists in the fourth Century after Christ offered themselues willingly, and suffered death most couragiously. And so did the Epiphan. Her. 80. Euphemites, who for the multitude of their [Page 74] supposed Martyrs, would needs be called Martyrians. Stories also tell us, Many of the Turkes [...]ight by turning Christians, have saved their lives, and would not, chusing rather to dye, (and as i [...] is reported) also to kill themselves, then to forsake their damnable superstition. Hist. of the Turkes, pag. 284. The Assasins are a company of most desperate and dangerous mē among the Mahometans, who strongly deluded with the blind zeale of their superstition, and accounting it meritorio [...]s, by any meanes to kill any great enemy of their religion; for the performāce therof, as men prodigall of their lives, desperately adventure thē selves unto all kind of dangers. Histor. of the Turkes, pag. 120. that Turkes, Tartars and Mores both fight and dye most bravely and resolutely for the blasphemous opinions of Mahomet. And that the Assasins, a company of bloody Villaines, and desperate Cut-throates, who would without all scruple or feare undertake to dispatch any Man, whom their Generall commanded them to murther, dyed oftentimes with great constancy and un-dismaiednesse: And this they accounted a speciall point of Religion. But especially at this Day, the Popish Pseudo-martyrs, indeed true Traytors, are starke mad with this superstitious rage. First, they drinke full deepe of the golden cup of abominable fornication in the hand of the great Whore. Immediately whereupon they grow into an unsatiable and outragious thirst after the blood of Soules, empoysoning them with the doctrine of Divels: And also after the blood of whomsoever withstands their accursed superstitions, even tho they weare Imperiall Crownes upon their Heads; by plotting, and practising treasons, parricides, assasinates, empoysonings, ruines of whole Nations, barbarous Massacres, blowing up of Parliaments ▪ and a world of bloody mischiefes, which cast an inexpiable staine, and obloquy upon the innocency of Christian Religion. At last, they come to Tyburne, or some other Place of iust execution; and then they will needes beare the world in hand, that they are going towards Heaven, to receive a Crowne of Martyrdome. They seeme there already to triumph extraordinarily, and to contemne tortures: with an affected bravery, they trample upon the Tribunals of Iustice, kisse the instruments of death, in signe of happinesse at hand; and throw many resolute, and reioycing speeches, amongst the people as tho they had one foote in Heaven already. When alas! poore, blind, mis-guided Soules, while they thus wilfully and desperately abandon their lives upon a groundlesse, and gracelesse conceite, that [Page 75] they shall become crowned Martyrs; they are like a Man, who lying asleepe upon an high and steepe Rock, dreames that Hee is created a King, guarded with a goodly traine of ancient Nobles, furnished with many princely Houses, and stately Palaces, enriched with the Revenewes, Majesty, and Magnificence of a mighty Kingdome, attended with all the pleasures, His heart could desire, &c. But starting up upon the sudden, and leaping for ioy; falls headlong, and irrecoverably into the raging Sea; and so in liew of that imaginary happinesse, Hee vainely grasped in a dreame, Hee destroies Himselfe, and looseth that little reall comfort, Hee had in this miserable life. That damned paire of incarnate Divels, the English Fawkes and French Ravillac; the one, after that in the Popes cause, Hee had embrued His hands in the Royall blood of a mighty King, and the greatest Warriour upon Earth; The other having done His utmost to blow up at once, the glory, power, wisedome; the Religion, peace, and posterity of the most renowned State under the Heavens; were both prodigiously bold, confident, peremptory. But was this courage thinke you inspired into them, by the Lyon of the Tribe of Iudah, already triumphant in the Heavens, or by that roaring Dragon of the bottomlesse Pit? A man of an understanding, impartiall, discerning spirit, would scarcely wish a clearer demonstration of the Truth, and Orthodoxnes of our Religion, then to marke the different Ends of our blessed Martyrs in Q. Maries time, & those Popish Traytors, which are sometimes executed amongst us. They both ordinarily at their Ends expresse a great deale of confidence: But in the Pseudo-Catholicks Antichristian Martyrs, it is so enforced, artificiall, ambitious, affected; Their speeches so cunning, and composed upon purpose to seduce the simple; Their last behaviour [...]o plotted before-hand, and formally acted; Their prayers so unhearty, plodding and perfunctory; Their whole carriage so unspirituall, and [Page 76] unlike the Saints of God, discovering, neither former acquaintances with the mysteries of true sanctification, nor those present feeling elevations of spirit, which are woont to fill the Soules, which are ready to enter into the Ioyes of Heaven; that to a spirituall eye, to a man verst in the purity, and power of godlinesse, it is most cleare, that their comfort in such cases, is of no higher straine, nor stronger temper, then the morall resolution of an Heathen, and head-strong conceit of Heresie can represent, or reach unto. It is otherwise with the true Martyrs of Iesus, slaine most cruelly by that great Whore, the MOTHER of HARLOTS, drunken with a world of innocent blood, as with sweet Wine: As we may see and feele in that glorious Martyriology of our Saints, in the mercilesse times of Queene Mary. The constant profession, and power of our most true, and ever-blessed Religion did create such an holy, and humble Maiesty in their carriages; such a deale of Heaven, and sober undantednesse in their countenances; such ioyfull springings, and spirituall ravishments in their hearts; such grace, and powerfull peircings in their speeches; such zeale, and hearty meltings in their prayers; such triumphant, and heavenly exultations amid the flames; that it was more then manifest, both to Heaven and Earth; to Men and Angels, that their Cause, was the Cause of God; their Murtherer, that Man of sinne; their blood, the seede of the Church; their Soules, the Iewels of Heaven; and their present passage, the right and ready way, to that unfading and most glorious Crowne of Martyrdome. That which in fiction, was fathered upon Father Campion, was most true of every one of our true Martyrs:
That every one might say, with heavy heart that stood:
Here speakes a Saint, here dies a Lambe, here flowes the guiltlesse blood.
Thus you haue heard, upon what weake props and [Page 77] sandy foundations that confidence stands, and is built, which carnall men seeme to lay hold upon with great bravery in times of trouble, and distresse But the comfort which sweetely springs from that spirit, I speake of, supported, out of speciall favour, and interest, by the hand of God, All-sufficient, and the unconquerable calmnesse of a good conscience is grounded upon a Rocke; upon which, tho the raine descends, the floods come, the windes blow, the tempests beate; yet it stands like Mount Zion, sure, sober, strong, lasting, impregnable. Nay, Vir pius ex perīculis vires majores colligit. Eos non vis temporis, non Principis terror, non oratio, non invidia, nō metꝰ, no accusator, non calummator, non bellumapertè inferens, non clandestinas insidias struens, non in speciem noster, non alienus, non aurun, hoc est, occultus tyrannus, per quem nunc multa sursum deorsumque, velut in talorum ludo sactantur, non verbo [...]m illecebrae, non minae, non diuturna & repetita exilia (solt enim honorum proscriptioni in eos propter magnas i [...]as divitias, quae in paupertate sitae sunt, nihil licuit) non aliud quidpiam absentium, aut praesertium, aut in expecta [...]ione positorum extulit, aut adducere potu [...]t, ut detertores fierent—I [...]rmò contrà ex ipsis periculis vires maiores collegerunt, atque acriori animorum contentione in pietatis studium & defensionem incubuerunt. Hu [...] smodi enim v [...]m habet arumna pro Christi nomine suscepta, ut ardentiores amori faces subdat, vtrisque in datmi magnitudine praestantibuo ad sequentia certamina quasi arrabonis cujusmodi vicem praebeat. Nazian. Orat. 34. it is of that heavenly metall, and divine temper, that it ordinarily gathers vigour and puissance from the worlds rage; and growes in strength and resolution together with the encrease of all iniust oppositions: Persecutions, and resistance serue as a provocation, and seasoning to it's sweetnesse. It is not enforced, formall, artificiall, affected, furious, desperate, misgrounded, ambitious, upon an humour, in the face onely, onely in hot blood, out of a vaine-glorious pang, &c. Such may bee found in Aliens, and resolute reprobates. It were nothing worthy, if strangers might meddle with it: If Men or Divels, or the whole World could take it from us; If it were sustained onely by any created power, or arme of flesh. This Pearle that I praise, and perswade unto, is of an higher price, and more transcendent power, then any unregenerate Man can possibly compasse, or comprehend. It hath for it's seate, a sanctified Soule; for the Fountaine of it's refreshing, the Spirit of all comfort; for it's foundation, the favour of God; for it's Warrant, the promises of Amen, the faithfull, and true Witnesse; for it's object, an immortall Crowne; for it's continuance, the prayers of [Page 78] all the Saints; for it's companions, inward peace, invincible courage, an holy security of minde; for it's end and perfection, fulnesse of ioy, and pleasures at Gods right hand for evermore. In a word, this couragious comfort, and true noblenesse of spirit, which dwells in the heart of the true-hearted Christian doth differ as much from, and as farre surpasses all the groundlesse confidences of what carnall men, or religious counterfeits soever; as the reall possession of gold, an imaginary dreame of gold; as the true naturall, lively Grape, which glads the heart, a painted juycelesse Grape, which onely feedes the eye▪ as a strong, and mighty Oake, rooted deepely in the earth, which no storme or tempest can displant or overthrow, a Stake in a dead hedge, or Staffe stucke lightly into the ground, which every hand may snatch away, or blast of winde supplant, and overthrow.
Secondly, the trouble of a wounded conscience, is further amplified by it's Attribute, intolerablenesse. But a wounded Spirit who can beare? Whence, note;
Doctr. That the torture of a troubled Conscience is intolerable.
Reas. 1. In all other afflictions, onely the Arme of flesh is our adversary; wee contend but with Creatures at most; wee have to doe but with Man, or at worst, with Divels: but in this transcendent misery, wee conflict immediately with God Himselfe: Fraile Man with Almighty God; sinfull Man with that most holy God, Habac 1.13. Nahum 1.6. Whose eyes are purer then to behold evill, and who cannot looke upon iniquity. Who then can stand before his indignation? Who can abide in the fiercenesse of his anger? When his fury is powred out like fire, and the Rocks are throwne downe by Him: When hee comes against a man as a Beare that is bereaved of her Whelpes, Hosea 13.8. torent the very caule of His heart, and to devoure him like a Lion. No more then the driest stubble can resist [Page 79] the fierest flame; the ripe Corne, the Mowers sharpest sythe; or a garment, the Moath: no more, nay infinitely lesse can any power of Man or Angell withstand the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth, when Hee is angry for Sinne. Psal. 39.11. When thou, saith David, with rebukes correctest man for iniquity, thou as a Sed primo intuitu absurda videri posset comparatio Dei cum tineâ. Quid enim assi [...] ne habet vermiculo immensa Dei majestas? Respondeo, aptissimè Davidem hac similitutudine suisse usum, ut sciamus, quamvis non palam [...]ulminete coelo Deus, non aliter tamen occulatâ ejus maledictione consumi reprob [...]s, actinea caeco morsu pannum, vel lignum absumit: & simul respicit ad excellentiam, quam duit quasi putredine corrumpi, ubi Deus infestus est, sicuti pretiosissimas quas (que) vestes, suâ tabe con [...]icit tinea. Calvin. Moath makest his beauty to consume. Alas! when a poore polluted wretch, upon some speciall illumination by the Word, or extraordinary stroke from the rod, doth once begin to behold Gods frowning face against Him, in the pure Glasse of His most holy Law; and to feele divine iustice by an invisible hand, taking secret vengeance upon his conscience; His heavy heart immediately melts away in his brest, and becomes as water. Hee faints and failes, both in the strength of his body, and stoutnesse of his minde. His bones, the pillars, and Master-timber of his earthly Tabernacle, are presently broken in pieces, and turn'd into rottennesse: His spirit the eye and excellency of his Soule, which should illighten, and make lightsome the whole Man, is quite put out, and utterly overwhelm'd, with excesse of horrour, and flashes of despaire. O this is it, which would not onely crush the courage of the stoutest sonne of Adam, that ever breath'd upon earth; but even breake the backe of the most glorious Angell, that did ever shine in Heaven, should Hee lift up but one rebellious thought against his Creatour! This alone is able to make the tallest Cedar in L [...]banon, the strongest Oake in Basan; I meane the highest looke, and the proudest heart; the most boisterous Nimrod, or swaggering Belshazzar, to bow and bend, to stoope and tremble, as the leaves of the forrest, that are sh [...]ken with the winde.
2. In all other adversities, a man is still a friend unto himselfe, favours himselfe, and reaches out his best considerations to bring in comfort to his heavy heart. But in this, Hee is a scourge to Himselfe, at warre with Himselfe, an enemy to Himselfe. Hee doth greedily and industriously [Page 80] fetch in as much matter, as hee can possibly, both imaginary and true, to enlarge the rent, and aggravate his horrour. Hee gazes willingly in that false glasse, which Satan is woont in such Cases, to set before Him; wherein by his Hellish malice Hee makes an infinite addition both to the already un-numbred multitude, and to the too true hainousnesse of his sinnes; and would faine, if Hee will be lead by his lying cruelty, mis-represent to his affrighted imagination, every Gnat as a Camell; every Moate as a Mole-hill; every Mole-hill as a Mountaine; every lustfull thought as a Sodomiticall villany; every idle word as a desperate blasphemy; every angry looke as an actuall bloody murder; every intemperate passion, as an inexpiable provocation; every distraction in holy duties as a damnable rebellion; every transgression against light of conscience, as a sinne against the holy Ghost, &c. Nay, in this amazednesse of spirit, and disposition to despaire, Hee is apt even of his owne accord, and with great eagernesse, to arme every severall sinne, as it comes into his minde with a particular bloody sting, that it may strike deepe enough, and sticke fast enough in His already grieved Soule. Hee imployes and improoves, the excellency, and utmost of His learning, understanding, wit, memory, Sed Franciscus Spira mir [...] sagacitate ad siagula responaebat — Q [...]ae un (que) adjerebantur, to [...]que [...]at, ageb itque [...]n contraria partem magna violenti [...] argumentorum, & admirandae orantionis [...]m pet [...]. —Nihil pot [...]it adeo ap [...]e proponi, nihil tama [...]co [...]odate adferri, quod non ille vel refel [...]eret argutissime, vel elu [...]et calli dissime, vel dissolveret promptissime. Saepè intrà meipsum cogitavi, eum nequaquam f [...]isse it a perspicacem in [...]ulicio dogmatum, ita porrò excercitatum in disputationibus Theologi [...]is, cum sanus esset. Hist. De Francis [...]. Spi [...]a, p. 120.121. to argue with all subtilty, with much Sophistry against the pardonablenes of his sins, and possibilitie of salvation. Hee wounds even his wounds, with a conceit, they are incurable, and vexes his very vexations, with refusing to bee comforted. Not onely crosses, afflictions, temptations, and all matter of discontentment; but even the most desirable things also in this life, and those which minister most outward comfort; Wife, It is said of the same Spira, that In tantis suis malis, Hee did, silieris suorū non aliter, vultus & manus, qua tortorū semper exborrescere ▪ Ibid. p. 84. Children, Friends; Gold, Goods, Great mens favours; [Page 81] Preferments, Honours, Offices, even Mentem eripit timor hic, vultum totúmque corporis habitum immutat, cliā in delicijs. in tirpudijs, in Symposijs &c. carnisicinam exercet. Lemmius li. 4. cap. 21. Pleasures themselves every thing; whatsoever is within Him, or without Him, or Contra me quaecun (que) sunt uspiam, in Coelo & sub Coelo consenser [...]nt, ut mihi molestiam faciant: coelum, elementa, mundus, Deus Angeli, homines, diaboli Hist. de Spira pag 112. about Him; whatsoever He thinkes upon, remembers, heares, sees, turne all to his torment. No marvaile then, tho the terrour of a wounded conscience bee so intolerable.
3. As the exultations of the Soule; and spirituall refreshments doe incomparably surpasse, both in excellency of Object, and sweetnesse of apprehension all pleasures of se [...]se, and bodily delights: so afflictions of the Soule, and spirituall pangs doe infinitely exceede, both in bitternesse of sense, and intension of sorrow the most exquisite tortures, can possibly bee inflicted upon the Mul [...]o saeviorlonge (que) atrocior est anuni▪ quàm corporis cruciatus Lemmius. lib. 1. cap. 12. Tan ò poena intolerabilior, quantò spiritus corpore subtilior. Body For the Soule is a spirit, very subtile, quicke, active, stirring, all life, motion, sense, feeling; and therefore farre more capable and apprehensive, of all kinds of impressions, whether passions of pleasure, or inflictions of pa [...]e.
4. This extremest of miseries, a wounded spirit, is tempered with such strong, and strange ingredients of extraordinary feares; Ier. 20 4. Prov 28 1. Levit. 26 37. Psal. 53 [...]. that it makes a man a terrour to himselfe, and to all his friends: To flee when none pursues, at the sound of a shaken leafe: To tremble at his owne shadow; to bee in great feare, where no feare is: Besides the insupportable burthen of too many true and causefull terrours, it fills His darke and dreadfull Fancy with a world of fained horrours, gastly apparitions, and imaginary Hells, which notwithstanding, have reall stings, and impresse true tortures upon his trembling and wofull heart. It is empoysoned with such restlesse anguish, and desperate paine, that tho life bee most sweete, and Hell most horrible; yet it makes a man wilfully to abandon the one, and willingly to embrace the other, that Hee may bee rid of it's rage. Hence it was, that Iudas preferred an Halter and Hell, before his present horrour. That Spira said often, (what heart quakes not to heare it?) that Hee envied [Page 82] Sae [...]e dixit infelicissimus Spira se invidere Caino, Saulo & Iudae. Ibid. pag. 31. Optate se in loco Iudae & Caini esse. Ibid. p. 38. Ex ill [...] h [...]r [...] im [...]sit De [...]s tu cor e [...]us [...]erm [...]m c [...]r [...]dentem, ignem i [...]exting [...]thilem, ut horrine, con [...]si [...]ne, d [...]sp [...]ratione [...] ò repl [...]retur. Q [...]i vermis & ign [...]s nunquam ex [...]ude [...] dereliquerant, [...] deteriori in [...] quàm si separat [...] à corpore animà, cum Iuda, Caino & caeteris damnatis esset: desiderans se loco [...] mor [...]ui & damnati e [...]se potius, [...] corpore vivere. [...]. pag. 13. Asserebat, v [...]rmem illum rodentem, & ignem inextinctam ita cordis penetralia exedere, & adurere, [...] sit deterior s [...]a [...] qua vel [...] Iudae, & qui [...]em ma [...] se [...]am mort [...] [...] damnati [...] esse, qu [...]m in havita [...]. Nicol. Laurent. in Ale [...]ipharmaco adversus desperat [...]onis pestem. pag 31. Cain, Saul and Iudas: wishing rather any of their roomes, in the Dungeon of the damned, then to have his poore heart so rent in pieces with such raging terrors, & fiery desperations upon his Bed of death. Whereupon at another time beeing [...] f [...]turos post han [...] [...]tiam cruciatus acerbiores, aut [...] s [...]se quidem, longe duriora, [...] & [...] expetere, ac desideraere, [...] nihil ipsi gravi [...]s pertimescendum sciret. Ibid. pag. 86. asked, Whether Hee feared more fearefull torments after this life: Yes, said Hee: But I desire nothing more, then to bee in that place, where I shall expect no more. Expectation, as it seemes of future, did infinitely aggravate and enrage His already intolerable torture.
5. The Heathens, who had no fuller sight of the foulenesse of sinne, or more smarting sense of divine vengeance for it, then the light of naturall conscience was able to afford and represent unto them; yet were woont in fiction to shadow out in some sort, and intimate unto us, the insufferable extremities of a minde troubled in this kinde; by hellish furies, following malefactors with burning fire-brands, and flames of torture: What understanding then is able to conceive, or tongue to report, in what case that sinfull conscience must needs bee, when it is once awakened; which besides, the notions of naturall light, hath also, the full Sun of Gods sacred Word, and that pure Eye, which is ten thousand times brighter then the Sunne, and cannot looke upon iniquity, to irradiate and enrage it to the height of guiltinesse, and depth of horrour? Both heart and tongue; Man and Angell must let that alone for ever. For none can take the true estimate of this immesurable spirituall misery, but hee that can comprehend the length, and breadth of that infinite unresistable wrath, which once implacably enkindled in the bosome of God, burnes to the very bottome of Hell, and [Page 83] there creates the extremity and endlesnesse of all those un-expressable torments, and fiery plagues, which afflict the Diuels and damned Soules in that horrible Pit.
6. Not onely the desperate cries of Cain, Iudas, Latomus, cum ex ambitione contra conscientiam, veritatem Evangelij atrociter impugnasset, & inquisitor pravitatis hareti [...]ae factus, Christi fideles immanissimè esset persecutus; in corpore vegeto, & sano, subitâ trepid [...] tione, & te [...]roribus, itae est perculsus, ut quos ex amicis no [...]erat, doctissimos ad s [...] accerseret, suámque impietatem, in extremâ constitutus desperatione, ultrò fateretur. Grave est, inquiens, peccatum meum, qui prudens, sciensque in verbo Dei persequ [...]ndo, & opprimendo, alijs operam meam collocavi. Quare adversus Spiritum sanctum peccavi, nec ulla v [...]lin hâc vitâ, vel in aeternâ peccati mei condonatio speranda est Sed diaboli & corpore & animâ perpetuum sum mancipium, adeóque in regnum ejus incorporatus: atque ita inter horrendos mugitus mortuus est. Alexipharm. adversus Desperat. Authore Nicolao Laurentio. Latomus, and many other such miserable men of forlorne hope, but also the wofull complaints even of Gods owne deare Children discover the truth of this Point, to wit, the terrours and intolerablenesse of a wounded Conscience. Heare how rufully three ancient Worthies in their times wrastled with the wrath of God in this kinde. I reckoned till morning, saith Hezekiah, that as a Isai. 38.13. Quòd autem Deum comparat Leoni, absurdum videri non debet.—Oportet enim flagellis Domini effi [...]aciam iness [...], quà humiliomur at que deijciamur usque ad ipsos inferos, & consolatione propemodum destituto omnia horror is plena concipiamus: quemadmodum etiam horrores istos descriptos à Davide cernimus, dum ossa sua dinumerata, lectum suum lachrymis madefactum, an [...]mam suam turbatam, inferos apertos esse dicit. Sic enim pios interdum judicio Dei t [...]rreri necesse est, ut bonitatis ejus desiderio magis afficiantur. Calvin. Lion, so will hee breake all my bones: Even as the weake and trembling limbes of some lesser neglected Beast are crusht and torne in pieces by the unresistable Paw of an unconquerable Lion; so was His troubled Soule terrified and broken with the anger of the Almighty. Hee could not speake for bitternesse of griefe, and anguish of heart; but chattered like a Crane or a Swallow, and mourned like a Dove. Thou Iob 13 26. writest bitter things against mee, saith Iob, and makest mee to possesse the iniquities of my youth. The Iob 6, 4.8. arrowes of the Almighty are within mee, the poyson thereof drinketh up my spirit: the terrours of God doe set themselves in aray against mee. O that I might have my request! And that God would grant mee the thing that I long for! Even that it would please God to destroy mee, that Hee would let loose his hand, and cut mee off. Nay yet worse: Iob 7.14, 15. Thou scarest mee with dreames, and terrifiest mee through visious. [Page 84] So that my Soule chuseth Non quòd de laqueo cogitárit, sed quòd in tantâ mili acerbitate, & inquietudine tam diurn [...], quàm nocturnà, s [...]lterutri [...]s detur optio, l [...]gè malit laqueum, quà in talem [...]i tam [...]abisane vidoloris anactus hoc dicit sui oblitu [...]. Nam neq [...]e ho [...] excusa [...]i potest. Sed ita sibi in suo dolore, & ipse suo dolo [...]s ind [...]lget. Mere. strangling, and death rather then my life. Tho God in mercy preserves his servants from the monstrous and most abhorred Act of selfe-murder; yet in some melancholike moode, horrour of minde, and bitternesse of spirit, they are not quite freed from all impatient wishes that way, and sudden suggestions thereunto. Psal. 32.3, 4. My bones waxed old, saith David, through my roaring all the day long. Day and night thy hand was heavy upon mee: my moysture is turned into the drought of Summer. Thine arrowes sticke fast in mee, and thy hand presseth mee sore. There is no soundnesse in my flesh, because of thine anger: neither is there any rest in my bones, because of my sinne. For mine iniquities are gone over my head: as an heavy burden, they are too heavy for mee.—I am troubled, I am bowed downe greatly; I goe mourning all the day long.—I am feeble, and sore broken. I have roared by reason of the disquj [...]tnesse of my heart. Heare also, into what a depth of spirituall distresse three worthy servants of God in these later times, were plung'd and pressed downe under the sense of Gods anger for sinne: Blessed Mistris See the Discourse of the holy l [...]fe, and Ch [...]istian death of Mistris Katherin Brettergh. Brettergh upon Her last Bed was horribly hemmed in with the sorrowes of death; the very griefe of Hell laid hold upon Her Soule; a roaring Wildernesse of woe was within Her, as She confessed of Her selfe. She said, her sinnes had made Her a prey to Satan; And wished that she had never been borne, or that shee had been made any other creature, rather then a Woman. Shee cryed out many times, Woe, woe, woe, &c. A weake, a wofull, a wretched, a forsaken woman; with teares continually trickling from her eyes. Master In the narration of His dreadfull desertion upon his Bed of death. Peacock that man of God, in that His dreadfull visitation and desertion, recounting some smaller sinnes, burst out into these words. And for these, saith Hee, I feele now an Hell in my conscience. Vpon other occasions, Hee cryed out, groaning most pitifully: Oh mee Wretch! Oh mine heart is miserable! Oh, Oh, miserable and wofull! The burthen of my sinne lyeth so [Page 85] heavy upon mee, I doubt it will breake my heart. Oh how wofull and miserable is my state, that thus must converse with Hell-hounds! When By-standers asked, if Hee would pray: Hee answered; I cannot. Suffer us, say they to pray for you. Take not, replyed Hee, the Name of God in vaine, by praying for a Reprobate. What grievous pangs, what sorrowfull torments, what boyling heates of the fire of Hell that blessed Saint of God, Acts and Monum. I [...] the story of Master Robert Glover. p. 1551. Iohn Glover, felt inwardly in his spirit, saith Fox, no speech outwardly is able to expresse. Being young, saith Hee, I remember I was once or twice with Him, whom partly by His talke I perceived, and partly by mine owne eyes saw to bee so worne, and consumed by the space of five yeeres, that neither almost any brooking of meat, quietnes of sleep, pleasure of life, yea, and almost no kind of senses was left in Him. Vpon apprehension of some back-sliding, Hee was so perplexed, that if Hee had been in the deepest Pit of Hell, Hee could almost have despaired no more of His salvation: saith the same Author: In which intolerable griefes of minde, saith Hee, although Hee neither had, nor could have any ioy of his meate, yet was Hee compelled to eate against his appetite, to the end to differre the time of His damnation, so long, as Hee might, thinking with Himselfe no lesse, but that Hee must needs bee throwne into Hell, the breath beeing once out of his Body. I dare not passe out of this Point, lest some Childe of God should bee here discouraged, before I tell you, that every One of these three last named, was at length blessedly recovered, and did rise most gloriously out of their severall Depths of extremest spirituall misery, before their end. Heare therefore also Mistris Bretterghs In the fore-cited Discourse. triumphant Songs, and ravishments of spirit after the returne of Her Welbeloved: O Lord Iesu doest Thou pray for mee? O blessed and sweete Saviour, How wonderfull! How wonderfull! How wonderfull are thy mercies! Oh thy love is unspeakeable, that hast dealt so graciously with mee! O my Lord and my God, blessed bee thy Name for evermore, [Page 86] which hast s [...]wed mee the Path of life. Thou didst, O Lord, hide thy face from mee for a little season, but with everlasting mercy thou hast had compassion on mee: And now blessed Lord thy comfortable presence is come; yea Lord, thou hast had respect unto thine hand-maide, and art come with fulnesse of ioy, and abundance of consolations: O blessed bee thy Name my Lord and my God: O the ioyes! the ioyes! the ioyes, that I feele in my Soule! Oh they bee wonderfull! They bee wonderfull! They bee wonderfull! O Father, how mercifull, and marveilous gracious art thou unto mee! yea Lord, I feele thy mercy, and I am assured of thy love, and so certaine am I thereof, as Thou art the God of truth, even so sure doe I know my Selfe to bee thine, O Lord my God; and this my Soule knoweth right well, and this my Soule knoweth right well. O blessed bee the Lord; O blessed bee the Lord, that hath thus comforted mee, and hath brought mee now to a place more sweet unto mee, then the Garden of Eden. Oh the ioy, the ioy, the delightsome ioy that I feele! —O praise the Lord for his mercies, and for this ioy which my Soule feeleth full well, prayse His Name for evermore. Heare with what heavenly calmenesse, and sweete comforts, Master Peacocks heart was In the above-named Narration. refresht and ravisht when the storme was over: Truly, my heart and Soule, saith Hee (when the tempest was something alayed) have been farre led, and deepely troubled with temptations, and stings of conscience, but I thanke God they are eased in good measure. Wherefore I desire that I bee not branded with the note of a cast-away, or reprobate. Such questions, oppositions, and all tending thereto, I renounce. Concerning mine inconsiderate speeches in my temptation, I humbly, and heartily aske mercy of God for them all. Afterward by little, and little, more light did arise in His heart, and Hee brake out into such speeches as these: I doe, God bee praised, feele such comfort, from that, what shall I call it? Agony, said One that stood by; Nay, quoth Hee, that is too little; That [Page 87] had I five hundred worlds, I could not make satisfaction for such an issue. Oh the Sea is not more full of water, nor the Sunne of light, then the Lord of mercy! yea His mercies are ten thousand times more. What great cause have I, to magnifie the great goodnesse of God, that hath humbled, [...]ay rather exalted, such a wretched Miscreant, and of so base condition, to an estate so glorious and stately! The Lord hath honoured me with His goodnesse? I am sure, Hee hath provided a glorious Kingdome for me. The ioy that I feele in mine heart, is incredible. For the third, heare Acts and Monum. Ibid.M. Fox: Tho this good Servant of God suffered many yeares so sharp temptations, and strong buffetings of Satan: yet the Lord, who graciously preserved Him all the while, not onely at last did rid him out of all discomfort, but also framed him thereby to such mortification of life, as the like lightly hath not been seene; in such sort, as Hee b [...]eing like one placed in Heaven already, and d [...]ad in this world, both in word and meditation, led a life altogether celestiall, abhorring in His mind all prophane do [...]ngs.
7. No arme of flesh, or Art of man; no earthly comfort, or created power can possibly heale or helpe in this heaviest case, and extreamest horrour; Heaven and earth, Men and Angels, friends and Physicke; gold and silver, pleasures and preferments, fauour of Princes; nay the utmost possibility of the whole creation must let this alone for ever. An Almighty hand, and infinite skill must take this in hand; or else never any cure or recovery in this world or the world to come. Bodily diseases may be eased, and mollified by medicines: Surgery, as they say, hath a salve for every sore: Poverty may be repaired and releived by friends: There is no imprisonment without some hope of enlargement. Sute and favour may helpe home out of banishment. Innocency and neglect may weare-out disgrace: Griefe for losse of a wife, a Child, or other dearest friend, if not by reasons from Reason, that death is un-avoidable, [Page 88] necessary, an end of all earthly miseries, the common way of all Mankinde, &c. yet at last is lessened and utterly lost by length of time. Cordialls of Pearle, Saphyres, and Rubies, with such like, may recomfort the heart possest with Melancholy, and drown'd in the darkenesse of that sad, and irkesome humour, &c. But now not the most exquisite concurrence of all these, nor all the united abilities, which lie within the strength and sinewes of the Arme of flesh, can helpe any whit at all in this Case. Not the exactest quintessence extracted from all the joyes, glory and pleasures, that ever the world enjoyed, can procure, or minister one jote of ease to a Soule afflicted in this kinde, and thus trembling under the terrours of God. In such an Agony, and extremity haddest thou the utmost aide, and an universall attendance from Angels and men; couldest thou reach the top of the most aspiring humane ambition, after the excellency and variety of all worldly felicities: were thy possessions as large as East and West; were thy meate continually Manna from Heaven; every day, like the day of Christs resurrection: Were thy apparell as costly and orient as Aarons Ephod; nay, thy Body cloth'd with the beauty of the Sunne, and crownde with Starres; yet for all this, and a thousand more, thy heart within Thee would bee as cold as a stone, and tremble, infinitely above the heart of a woman, entring into travell of Her first Childe. For alas, who can stand before the mighty Lord God? Who dare pleade with Him, when Hee is angry? What spirit of man hath might, to wrastle with His Maker? Who is able to make an agreement with the Hells of Conscience? or to put to silence the voyce of desperation? Oh! in this conflict alone, and wofull wound of conscience, O miseri, in quanto errore, versamini. Patatisne hunc morbum ejusmod [...] esse, quipbar [...]acis, aut ope humanâ supera [...]i possit [...] Credite mihi, aliunu [...] petenda est medicina. Non prodest ad animae agritudines, peccati cognitione, & irae Dei pondere prostratae, nec potio, nec Cataplasma, nec deductio per Pharmacum: sed in hoc genere, Medicus Christus est, vox Evangelij Autidotum. Hist. de Spira, Pag. 106.no Electuary of Pearle or pretious Baulme, no [Page 89] Bezoars stone; or Vnicornes horne; Paracelsian quintessence, or Potable Gold; No new devise of the Knights of the Rosie-Crosse, nor the most exquisite extraction, which Alchymy, or Art it selfe can create, is able any whit, or at all to revive ease, or asswage. It is onely the hand of the holy Ghost, by the blood of that blessed Lambe, Iesus Christ the holy, and the righteous, which can binde up such a bruise.
Vses. 1. Counsell to the unconverted: That they would take the stings out of their sinnes, and prevent the desperatenesse, and incurablenesse of this horrible wound, by an humble, sincere, universall turning unto the Lord, while it is called Tempestivè incipiamus sentire conscientiae horrores, dum [...]empus est gratia, quâ vulnerata conscientia sanari potest suavissimus Christi promissio [...]ibus. Nam si sensum hunc differamus, &c. Rolloc. in loan 5. pag. 287. To Day. For assuredly in the meane time, all the sinnes they have heretofore committed in thought, word or deede; at any time, in any place, with any company, or to which they have bin any wayes accessary, are already upon record before the pure Eye of that high and everlasting Iudge, written exactly by the hand of divine Iustice in the Book of their consciences, with a pen of iron, with the claw of an Adamant, with the point of a Diamond, or if you can name any thing, which makes a stronger, deeper and more lasting impression: & there they lye, like so many Lions asleepe, and Giants refreshing with wine, gathering much desperate poyson, and s [...]inging points; that whensoever hereafter, they shall bee effectually and finally awaked by Gods angry hand, they may torment most ragingly, and teare their wofull Soules in pieces everlastingly, when there is none to helpe.
Now wee may see and observe many times, one little sin, at least in the worlds account, and conceite of carnall men, to plunge a guilty conscience into the depth of extremest horrour, and a very Hell upon Earth: As I have heard of, and knowne in many: One for a sudden, unadvised imprecation against Her owne Soule, in case She did so or so: Another, for a thought conceived of God, unworthy so great a Majesty: Another, for covetously [Page 90] keeping a thing found, and not restoring it, or not inquiring after the Owner: Another for an adulterous project, without any actuall pollution: Another, by concurring with a company of scoffing Ishmaels onely once, and ere Hee was aware, by lifting up the hands, and casting up the eyes, in scorne of Gods people, &c. Yet afterwards they sadly revising these miscarriages in cold blood, some of them some five or sixe yeeres after, God beeing then pleased to represent them with terrour, and their native stings, were cast into that affliction of conscience, and confusion of spirit, that their very bones were broken; their faces fill'd with ghastlinesse and feare; their bodies possessed with strange tremblings and languishing distempers; their very vitall moysture turned into the drought of Summer: In which dreadfull perplexity they were in great danger of destroying themselves, and of being swallowed up of despaire. If the guilty sense then of one Sin, when God sets it on, and sayes unto it, Torment, drawes so many fiery points of stinging Scorpions after it; charges upon the excellency of the understanding with such hideous darkenesse; rents the heart in pieces with such desperate rage; grindes into powder, the arme and sinewes of all earthly succour; melts, like Dew before the Sunne, all those delights, and pleasures which the whole world offers, or affords to comfort in such a Case; In a word, makes a man so extreamely miserable, That Hee would make Himselfe away; wishes with unspeakeable griefe, that Hee had never been; that Hee might returne into the abhorred state of annihilation; that Hee were any other Creature; that Hee might lye hid world without End under some everlasting Rocke, from the face of God; Nay, that Hee were rather in Hell, then in His present horrour: I say it being thus, what unquenchable wrath; what streames of brimstone; what restlesse anguish; what gnashing of teeth; what knawing of conscience; what despairefull roarings; what horrible [Page 91] torments; what fiery Hells feeding upon His Soule and flesh for ever, may every impenitent wretch expect, when the whole blacke and bloudy Catalogue of all His sinnes shall bee marshold and mustered up together at once against Him? every one beeing keened with as much torturing fury, as the infinite anger of Almighty God can put into it▪ after that Hee hath accursedly with much incorrigible stubbornnesse out-stood the day of His gracious visitation, under this glorious Sunshine of the Gospell, wherein Hee either hath, or if Hee had been as As if a foolish wretch should chuse rather to starve at the Bakers Stall, then lay out His penny in bread. So God knowes many a wretched man famisheth his Soule to spare His purse; contented to live in a barren and drie wildernes, where there is neither bread nor water of life; where there is no vision, no preaching; rather then to feede His Kids by the Tents of the Shepheards; that is, to dwell, where Hee may heare, or (which were more charitable) to procure that Hee▪ with others may heare, where hee dwelleth. S. Crooke. provident for His immortall Soule, as carking for His rotten Carkasse, might have enioyed very powerfull meanes all His life long: And yet all the while neglected so great salvation; forsooke his owne mercy; and so iudged Himselfe unworthy of everlasting life.
If a lighter Sinne many times lite so heavy, when the Conscience is illightened; How will thy poore Soule tremble under the terrible, and untolerable weight of all thy sinnes together? When all thy lyes, all thy oathes, all thy rotten speeches, and railings; All thy bedlam passions, and filthy thoughts; All thy Good-fellow-meetings, Ale-house-hauntings, and scoffings of Gods people; All the wrongs thou hast done, all the goods thou hast got ill, all the time thou hast mispent; Thy prophanation of every Sabbath, thy killing of Christ at every Sacrament, thy Non-proficiency at every Sermon; Thy ignorance, thy unbeliefe, thy worldlinesse, thy covetousnesse, thy pride, thy malice, thy lust, thy luke-warmenesse, impatiency, discontentment, vaine-glory, Selfe-love; The innumerable swarmes of vaine, idle, wandring, and wicked imaginations; In a word all the pollutions, distempers, and estrangednesse from God in thine heart: all the villanies, vanities, and rebellions of thy whole life; I say, when all these shall bee charged upon thy gracelesse Soule by the implacable indignation of that highest Majesty, whose mercy, [Page 92] Ministry, and long suffering, thou hast shamefully abused; whose anger, patience, and pure eye thou hast villanously provoked all thy life long; Alas what wilt thou doe then! What wings of the morning will then carry Thee out of the reach of Gods revenging hand? What Cave shall receive thee? What Mountaine canst Thou get by entreaty to fall upon Thee? What darkest Mid-night, or Hellish Dungeon shall hide thee from that wrath, which Thou shall bee neither able to abide, or to avoide? In this case, I would not have thy heart in my Brest one houre, for the riches, glory and pleasures often thousand worlds.
Neither blesse thy Selfe in the meane time, because Thou hast neither feare, fore-tast, or feeling of the wrath which is to come, the vengeance which hangs over thine Head, and the horrour which dog's Thee at the heeles▪ Ne, quòd peccans non doles, parvi pendas: sed propter hoc saltem maxime gemas: quoniam peccatorū dolorem non sent is. Non enim hoc provenit, quòd peccatum nō mordeat, sed quòd anima peccans s [...]t insensata.—Peccantes non dolere magis eum indignari facit & irasci, quàm peccare. Chrysost. ad. pop Antioch. Hom. 46. Quòd si quis existet, qui Diaboli plag is non persentiat; nimirùmillius norbus ex illâ indolentiâ ingravesett. Quemcunque enim plaga una inflicta non mordet, neque attristat, is certè facile & alteram excipit: itemque & hac acceptâ, tertiam: ne (que) enim intermitit ad extremum usque spiritum feriens [...]efarius ille, quoties invenit animam supinam, prioresque plagas contemnenten. Idem de Sacerdotio. lib. 6. Isti quisanos seputabant, multò periculosius & desperatiùs aegrotahant. August de verbis Apost. Serm. 9. But Satan is not willing to deale so roughly with the unregenerate, if Hee could chuse: for Hee stands ever in most danger of losing them, when Hee carries Himselfe towards them, in so hard a fashion: wherefore Hee rather flatters, and faunes; endeavouring to rocke them asleepe still▪ if hee can, in the Cradle of securitie and presumption. Neither will Hee storme thus, (to wit, labour to pull them by the strength of utter despaire, as it were, quicke into Hell, and to make them kill themselves, or doe some other most grosse and unnaturall crime:) but when hee sees his advantage, in regard of some bodily crosse, or distemper; or that hee sees the Lord will needs awaken their sleepy consciences. Whately, New-birth Cap. 5. Qui jugum suscipiunt Diaboli, Diabolus eos delectat, & decipit, ne discedant à malo impij usque ad mortem suam. Incertus Author, In Mat. Cap. 11. Hom. 28. For that is the very complement of thy misery, and perfection of thy madnesse. To bee sicke, and senselesse of it, is the sorest sicknesse. To have Satan slash thy Soule with so many sinnes, one after another, and to feele no smart, is a most desperate securitie; To have all this misery towards, and to bee confident, [Page 93] and fearelesse, is the misery of miseries.
The reasons, why thou art at rest from their guilty rage in the meane time; and that so many sleeping Lions, I meane all thine unpardoned sinnes, doe not yet awake and stirre; terrific and teare in pieces, are such as these.
1. Satan is suttle, that Hee will not meddle much, or molest thee extreamely, untill Hee bee able to doe thee an irrecoverable mischiefe. Hee is woont not to appeare in His true likenesse, and so terribly; not so much to disquiet and trouble any of His owne, before Hee have them at some dead lift, and desperate advantage; as under some extraordinary Crosse, great disgrace, grievous sicknesse; In time of some deepe Melancholy, un-avoidable danger, universall confusion; When Hee conceives in all probabilitie, that they have out-stood the Day of their visitation, hardned their hearts, that they cannot repent, received the sentence of death against themselves; And at such other like times, when hee hopes, Hee shall bee able to crush, and confound them suddenly, utterly and for ever. And then hee playes the Divell indeed, and shewes Himselfe in His colours. For Hee then infinitely endeauours with all cunning and cruell industry, after Hee hath wafted them a while downe the current of the times, with as much carnall peace and pleasure, as Hee could possibly, to cast them upon the Rocke of a most dreadfull ruine, and swallow them up quicke in the gulphe of calamity and woe; of despaire, selfe-destruction, everlasting perdition of Body, and Soule. But you must know, that in the meane time, untill Hee can spie such an opportunity, Hee labours might and maine to keepe them in as merry a moode as may bee. Hee laies about Him, by all wayes and meanes, Hee can devise, to plot and provide for them, and that with great variety and curiosity, fresh successions and supplies continually, of pleasures, contentments, the countenance and favours of [Page 94] the times, sensuall satisfactions, all earthly prosperities. If Hee can helpe it, and have his will, they shall wallow still in all worldly felicity, and bee attended upon with all the delights their hearts can desire. And all this, to continue them with more easinesse and irresistance in the damned way: And lest otherwise, they should grow weary of His slavery, sensible of their guilded fetters, and so labour after liberty, and enlargement from His Hellish bondage. For Hee knowes full well, that if thy endured much hardship in His service, they might perhaps thinke of seeking after a new Master; that want of comfort in the world, might draw their hearts to delight in the Word; Not finding happinesse upon earth, might make them enquire after that which is in heaven. That crosses and crossing their courses, being sanctified for that purpose, may happily helpe to breake their hearts, and bring them to remorse for sin; which Hee mainely feares, and opposeth with all the craft and power, Hee can possibly; lest thereupon, they breake out of His fooles-Paradise, into the Garden of Grace; out of the warme Sunne, into Gods blessing.
In managing this maine policy, for the more secure detainement of His Vassals in the invisible chaines of darkenesse and damnation, and in an everlasting distast and dis-affection to the good way; by holding up their hearts in His sinfull service, and wooing them, to go on quietly towards Hell without any grumbling; Hee workes many wayes.
1. Hee plots all Hee can to procure them successe in their wicked enterprises; and unlawfull attempts, especially, against the faithfull Ministers, and people of God; for that doth infinitely confirme, harden, and encourage them in their prophane courses, and opposition to grace. Herein Hee doth many times mightily prevaile, by improving the oportunities, & pressing the advantages, which hee gaines, by the executions of Gods iustice, and rebellions of his Children. The sinnes even [Page 95] of His owne people doe many times provoke Gods just indignation against them; and enforces Him, to raise up their adversaries, as scourges, and to give them successe, for the humiliation, and chastisement of his chosen. See Psal. 81.14.15. Isai. 10.5 6. &c. Ezech. 22.19.20. Whereupon Satan fills the hearts of the wicked so prevailing, and conquering, with a great deale of pride, selfe-applause, insolency, contempt of godlinesse, selfe-conceitednesse of their owne righteousnesse and worth; and so hardens them extraordinarily, and holds them with much obstinated resolution in the wayes of death, and prejudice against the holy Path.
2. Hee helpes all hee can, to have them thrive and prosper by oppression, usury, simony, sacriledge, bribery, covetousnesse, cousoning, Machiavellian tricks, &c. That so His service may seeme more sweete and gainefull unto them. To the effecting whereof Hee receives notable assistance, and speciall advantage from the corruptions of the times, and conscionable simplicity of the Saints. For the first, These worst and ulcerous times, wherein so many Vines, Olive-trees, and Figge-trees wither away in obscurity; and so many Brambles brave it abroad in the world, tumbling themselves in the pleasures, splendour and glory of the present; wherein so many brave Princes are walking as servants upon the earth; and too many servants of luxurie and pride are mounted on horse-backe; I say they are the onely season, for Satan to gratifie all▪ His gracelesse Ones; and to hoist them up by the common, but accursed staires and stirrops of bribing, basenesse, temporising, ill offices to humour greatnesse, and other such vile meanes, and accommodations, into eminency in the world, and high roomes; where hee keepes them in a golden captivity with great contentment, and lockes them full fast in the Scorners chaire, with much securitie to their owne sensuall hearts; and notorious service to [Page 96] Himselfe. Whereas indeed and truth to men that have eyes in their Heads the ascent is slippery, the Top shaking, the downefall desperate. For the second; It is incredible to consider, what a deale of advantage in worldly dealings, the covetous Dwell in a cruell and crafty worldling, doth sucke out of the single-heartednesse, plaine dealing & un-suspiciousnesse, of conscionable men, for their rising & enriching, if God crosse it not.
3. Hee drawes them by all the baites, Hee can devise, to all the incentives, and preservatives of carnal contentment: as to Tavernes, Ale-houses, Play-houses, Whore-houses, Gaming-houses; to May-games, Morricedances, Church Ales; to Cardes, to Dice, to Dancing; to Feasts, Wakes, Mis-rules, Drinking-matches, revelliu [...]s, and a world of such sinfull haunts, Galat. 5.21. Bedlam-fooleries, and Good-fellow-meetings. Wherein He is mightily furthered, by Wicked Mens impatiency of solitarinesse; and their enraged eagernesse of carrying with them to Hell, as many as may bee. For the first, Tho a good man, as Salomon sayes, bee satisfied from Himselfe; dare full well, Prov. 14.14. and desires full often to bee alone; because the bird of the bosome sings sweetely to His Soule in solitarinesse: yet all the Sonnes, and Daughters of pleasure, have no pleasure at all, nay ordinarily are most loth to bee by Quin & hinc est, [...]ur malus non libenter sit solus, nec libenter vivat secum, sed semper consortia quaerat & sodalitia bominum voluptuariorum, cum quibus possit tempus fallere. Est enim solitaria vita eipermolesta partim propter recordation [...]m sceleru: partim propter met um poenarum: partim deni (que) quia scit, quòd secum non consentiat; & quòd conscientia evigilatura, & ingentem eì moestitiam allatura sit. Kecker n. Syst. [...]th. lib. 1. cap. 3. Can 6. Quisquis incorde premitur malâ conscientiâ, quomode quisquis abstillicidon exit de demo suâ, out d fume, nonibi sepatitur babitare: sic qui non baber quietumcor, habit ar [...] incorde suo libentèr non potest. Talesfords exeunt à se [...]psis ani [...] intentione, & de hi [...] quae foris sun [...] circa corpus delectantur, quietemin nugis, inspectaculis, in luxirijs, in omnibus mal squaerunt. Quare for is volueruni sib: benè esse? Quia non est ill [...] ini [...]s bene, unde gaudeans inconscienti [...] su [...]. August. in Psal. 101. page. 288. themselves. Solitarinesse puts them into their dumps, makes them extremely melancholike, and weary of themselves. They would rather bee any where, in any company, any wayes imploide, then alone. Mistake mee not, they can walke by themselves, [Page 97] to feede upon contemplative filth, speculative wantonnesse, & adulteries of the heart; to plot revenge, preferment, enlargement of their estate; to renew upon their sensuall hearts their youthfull pleasures, &c. But to bee alone, purposely, to deale with God, and their owne [...] about their spirituall Beati qui gaudent, quando merant in cors [...]um, & nihil mali ibi inventunt. Attendat sancticas vestra, quomo to noline intrare domus suas, qu [...] babent malas axores; quomod [...] exe [...]nt ad forum & gaudent; caepu hora esse quâ intraturi sunt in domum suam, & contristantur. Intraturi sun [...] enim ad taedia, ad murmura, ad amaritudines, ad eversiones; quta non est domus composita, abi intervirum & uxorem pax nud a est. Et melius illi est furis circumire. Si ergò mise [...]i sunt, qui cum redeunt ad parietes suos, timen ne aliquibus sunrum perturbationibus coertantur: quantò sunt [...]sertores qui ad conscientiam suam redire nolunt, ne ibi litibus pec [...]at [...]rum evertantur & Ergo ut possis libens redi [...]e ad cor tuum, munda illud. — Auser inde cupiditatumsordes, auser labem avaritiae, auser trabe▪ superstitionum, aufer sacrilegia, & malas cogitationes, odia, non dic [...], adver [...] amitum, sed etiam adversus inimicum. Auser ista omnia, intra cor tuum & gaudebis. &c. August in Psal. 34. stare; they abhorre, [...] endure, it is to them a tor [...]ure, a Racke, the very beginning of Hell. And that is the reason, to decline the tings of guiltnesse, and torment before their time; why they have so often recourse unto the arme of flesh, for refreshing; to the mirth and madnesse of wine, pleasures, and many other fugitive follies; That they cast themselves into such knots of good-fellowship; appoint so many set-matches of joviall meetings, and hunt after such variety of the times entertainment, as they call it: which they account the very life of their life and without which they would rather bee under ground, then aboue it. For the second, Heare, How swagge [...]ingly they cry unto their companions in iniquity, to make haste with them towards Hell. Come with us, let us lay waite for blood, let us lurke pr [...]vily for the innocent without caus [...]: Let us swallow them up alive, as the grave, and whole, as those that goe downe into the pit: wee shall finde all pretious substance, wee shall fill our houses with spoile. Cast in thy lot among us, let us all have one purse, Prov. 1.11. &c. Come on therefore, let us enjoy the good things that are present: and let us speedily use the creatures as in youth. Let us fill our selves with costly wine, and ointments: and let no flower of the Spring passe by us. Let us crowne our selves with Rose buds, before they bee withered. Let none of us goe without His part of our voluptuousnesse: let us leave tokens of our ioyfulnesse in every place: for this is our portion, and our lot is this, &c.
[Page 98]4. And in all these cursed conventicles of good-fellowship, and furious combinations for prophanenesse, and against Piety, the Divell himselfe is ever present amongst them in His Pontificalibus, as they say: And there disposeth, enclines, manageth and accommodates all opportunities, circumsta [...] [...], mens severall corruptions, and [...] wicked wits to make their meetings, as merry, as may bee; and to put all possible sensuall sweetnesse into their carnall delights.
5. Lastly, That which is principally for my purpose; Besides, that like a crafty Iugler, Hee casts a mist before the eyes of His slaves; and like a false Merchant, puts a counterfeite glosse upon the face of sinne; Hee also hides away the sting from them, and withholds the horrour untill afterward. Every sin in it's own nature, ever lookes fouler then the Divell Himselfe; O that the ougly, fearefull, and filthy shape of it could bee seene with bodily eyes, that thereby it might provoke all men to a mortall and immortall hate and detestation of it! The sting is pointed with the keene unquenchable wrath of God; the horror is heated with the very fire of Hell: And yet ordinarily Satan takes an order by His craft and industry, that these never appeare, untill it appeare unto Him, that in all probability, the sight of them will sinke their Soules into irrecoverable woe.
The not feeling then of their spirituall misery is so farre from making them not miserable, that it ministers occasion to the Divels malice, mightily to aggravate their misery, both present and future.
2. An other reason, why many are not troubled in the meane time, tho there bee infinite cause, and a world of woe to come, is, because their consciences by reason of surfet in sinne, and beeing drunke with worldly delights as with sweet wine, are cast into a dead sleep: And there lulled still, and lockt full fast in an imaginary Paradise of golden dreames and transitory fancies, by the [Page 99] charmes and enchantments of earthly pleasures. And if at any time, any noyse of terrour sound in their eares from the Lords Trumpeters in the Ministry of the Word, so that they begin to stirre, then the Divell begins to be stirre Himselfe, and to rocke them fast againe with His Syren-songs in the Cradle of security. Here therefore wee may take notice of a fourefold conscience: 1. That which is both Those Christians have this heaven upon Earth, who are come from under the storme and tempest of temptation, and [...] in the sweet [...] and feeling [...] mercies of their [...] in Christ Iesus, sealed unto them by the testimony of the Spirit of God. Yates. good and quiet; when it hath peace with God, and with it selfe; so that the happy Soule may sweetly sing in it's owne bosome; My belov [...]d is mine, and I am His. 2. That which is neither good, nor quiet; when it lyes forlorne under the sense of Gods wrath, and full of horrour in it selfe. As that of Iudas, Latomus, &c. 3. That which is In the broken [...] contrite spirit; [...] the Lord will [...] despise. A [...] have his [...] uprightly [...] is painefu [...]ly [...] a good [...] may be [...] [...] and troubled. [...] good but not qui [...]t; when the pleased face of God doth shine upon it thorow the blood of Christ; and yet it feeles not the comfort of that blessed reconciliation: As in many new Converts, who beeing truly humbled for all sinne, cast themselves upon the Lord Iesus and his sure promises, for spirituall and eternall life; and yet are not as yet sensible of any assurance. 4. That which is quiet but not good; when it is as full of sinne as a Toade of venome, as Hell of darkenesse; and all those innumerable sinnes unrepented of, unpardoned, like so many mad Ban-dogs, and fell Mastives, tho asleepe for the present, will in the evill day, especially of sicknesse, death, iudgement, Hujusmodi [...] est instarferae alicujus, quae quamdiu dormit, videtur esse cicur, & neminem l [...]dit: sed excitata in hominem involat, & dil [...]cerare con [...]. Diligenter itaque cavenda est [...]alie conscientia: qu [...]ppequae n [...]nnunquam per totum vitae curriculum quieta manet, & alto lethargo oppressa jacet: se [...] aegritudine aliqu [...] graviore, veletiam m [...]rte appropinquante excitatura Deo▪ & truculentâ suâ immanitate hominem terret. Alst. Theol. Casuum. Cap. 2. flye in the face of the proudest Nimrod, ready to plucke out his very throate and heart, and to torment with unspeakeable horrour; and yet for all this, it is untroubled, senselesse and secure. This kind of conscience, is to bee found, I feare mee, in the most that heare mee this day, and so generally over the Kingdome. It doth not in the meane time, trouble and terrifie.
[Page 100]1. A great number, by reason of their ignorance in the Booke of God; and by consequent un-acquaintednesse with the sinfulnesse and cursednesse of their spirituall state, revealed thereby. This is the very case of a world of poore ignorant besotted Soules amongst us; more is the pitty, especially now, when the glorious Sunne of Christs Gospell shines so faire, and fully in many places! For want of light in Gods Law, they looke upon their sinnes, as wee doe upon the Starres in a cloudy night; see onely the great ones of the first magnitude; and here one, and there one: But if they were further illightned, and informed aright they might behold hem, as those infinite ones in the fairest, frosty winters Mid-night. A worthy Divine, sets out excellently the quietnesse of this ignorant conscience by a very fit res [...]mblance, thus: Men iudge of their ignorant consciences, saith Hee, as they doe of their blinde, dumbe and ignorant Ministers. Such neither doe, nor can preach; can neither tell men of their sinnes, nor of their duties. Aske such a blind-guides people, what their conceite is of him, and what a kind of Man their Minister is, and you shall have Him magnified for a passing, honest, harmelesse man, wondrous quiet amongst his neighbours. They may doe what they will for Him; Hee is none of these troublesome fellowes, that will bee reproving their faults, or complaining of their disorders in the Pulpit; Oh such an one is a quiet good Man indeed. Thus iudge many of their consciences. If their consciences bee quiet, and lye not grating upon them, and telling them, that their courses are sinfull and damnable, and that th [...]ir persons are in a dangerous condition: but rather by their sil [...]nce, ignorance, and vaine pretences doe justifie them, and tell them, all will bee well enough. Oh then what excellent consciences have these men! They make no conscience of Family-duties; once in the yeere to come to the Sacrament serues the turne; they are common swearers in their ordinary communication; make no [Page 101] conscience of sanctifying Sabbaths, &c. And their consciences let them alone in all these: doe not give them one syllable of ill language: Oh what gentle, and good-natured consciences thinke these men they have? But alas! what evill consciences have they?
2. Nor others, In peace there is a totall d [...]position, both of Armes and Enmity; all hostile affections are put off: In a truce, there is but a suspension, and a cessation of Armes for a season, so as duri [...] the same, there is stil [...] provision of more fo [...]ces, and a preparation of greater strength. by reason of a covenant with death, and an agreement with Hell. Such as those, Isai. 28▪15. who negotiate by their plausible Agents, Ease, pleasures, prosperity; and conclude some kind of concord and composition for a time with Satan, sinne, and their owne consciences. But to tell you the truth, it is no true peace, but a politicke truce. For these implacable, desperate spirituall enemies of theirs, are ever in the meane time preparing Armes, Ord'nance and many fiery darts, still levying of fresh forces, whole armies of fiery Scorpions, and flaming terrours, with which as soone as the truce is ended, they will set upon them with more violence, fury and fiercenesse then ever before.
3. Nor others, By reason of an insensible Brawnednesse growne over, and a desperate searednesse imprest upon their consciences by extraordinary villany, and variety in sinne. Such as those, Isai. 5 19. By drawing iniquity a long time with cords of vanity, and sinne, as it were with a cart-rope, by waving the glorious light of the Word under which they sit, and which shines on their faces as a foolish thing; [...]. 1. Cor. 1.18. by villanously trampling under foote the power of it with despite, and scorne, many times against that light, which stands in their consciences like an armed man; [...]. Nay, and by treading out with custome in sinne, the very notions that nature hath engraven in their hearts, as Men doe the ingravings of Tombe-stones which they walke upon, with foule shoes; I say thus, at length their consciences become, so utterly remorselesse, and past all feeling; so brawned, so seared, so sealed up with a reprobate sense; that with an audacious, and Giant like insolency, they challenge even God Almighty Himselfe to draw His sword of [Page 102] vengeance against them. Woe unto them that draw iniquity with cords of vanity, and sinnes, as it were with a cart-rope: That say, Let him make speede, and hasten his worke, that wee may see it: and let the counsell of the holy one of Israel draw nigh and come, that wee may know it. [...]. Iam. 2.19. These Roarers, and swaggering Belials, in this respect have consciences, worse then the Divell himselfe. For Hee beleeves and trembles. Even those already, desperate and damned spirits, tremble at the fore-thought of that fuller wrath which is to come; and yet further-deserved damnation.
4. Nor others, who, when it begins ever and anon to grumble, mutter, and make a noise lull it asleepe ag [...]ine with songs of pleasures; and still the cries of it with outward mirth, as Saul was wont to lay the evill spirit with Musicke. These mens consciences are qujet, not because they are savingly appeasde; but because they are sensu [...]lly pleas [...]e: Not because they want matter to trouble, and terrifie; but because they will give them no leasure, to set their sinnes in order before them. For this purpose, and to keepe these furious Mastives musl'd in the meane time, they have recourse unto and improove, both variety of delights, and multiplicity of imployments. For the first: This is the reason, as one saith wittily, that many are so eager in the pursuits of their pleasures, because they would make Gods Sergeant, their owne conscience that pursues them, drunken with these pleasures: just as many men use to doe, getting the Sergeant that comes to arrest them into the Taverne, and there making him drunke, that so they may escape. For the second: How was it possible that Ahitophel should hold out so long from hanging himselfe▪ and horrible confusion of spirit; especially sith Hee harbour'd in His bosome such a false rotten abominable heart, as appeared by that villanous counsell Hee gave Absalom, to lye with His Fathers Concubines, in the sight of all Israel; except Hee had been a Counseller of [Page 103] State, and so necessarily taken up continually with extraordinary variety, vicissitude, and succession of most waighty and important affaires; which would wholly possesse His minde with an un-interrupted attention, agitation and exercise; and not give it any leave to reflect upon it selfe, with those severer cogitations in cold blood, which are woont to correct and condemne the enormity of exorbitant courses. And thus in all ages, many great Men, of great wisedome, beeing great offenders, purposely put and plunge themselves into multitude of businesses; that they may have no leasure, to listen unto that, which their consciences would secretly tell them in their eare, of their Machivellian plots, prodigious lusts, and plausible cruelties. The noise of attendants, visitants, Dependants, and great imployments drowne the voyce of conscience in such Cases, as the Drummes in the sacrifices to Moloch, the Cry of the Infants. But while the Men of the world are thus wholly detain'd, and doe so greedily upon purpose entertaine the time with cares of this life, and dealings in the world; their consciences deale with them, as Creditors with their Debitors: while they have any doings, as they say, and are in trading, in policy let them alone and say nothing; but if once downe the winde, in sicknesse, poverty, disgrace, &c. Then comes Sergeant after Sergeant; Arrest upon Arrest; Action upon Action: All their sinnes are set in order before them, and fall full foule upon the now distressed Soule, as Ravens upon the fallen Sheepe, to picke out the very eyes and heart of it, and to keepe it downe in the Dungeon of despaire for ever.
5. Nor others, because they cousen themselves with a formall false conceite of a comfortable spirituall state; as did the Phari [...]ie, Luk. 15.11. with a groundlesse presumption, that they are in Gods favour; as did those, Matth. 7.22. And the five foolish Virgins, Matth. 25. When as God knowes, they are meere strangers to the [Page 104] Mysterie of Christ, and farre enough from any sound Humiliation.
Thus the blindnesse, security, searednesse, slumber, Selfe-deceite, or some other such distemper of the Conscience conceales, and keepes in, the stings of those sins in sensuall men; which without turning unto the Lord, in truth, while it is called To Day, will hereafter torment with intolerable and restlesse terrour thorow all eternity.
3. A third reason, why thy unlamented, and unpardoned sinnes, tho every one of them bee armed with a severall bloody and fiery sting, and of their owne nature so heavy with horrour, that they are able to sinke Thee into the bottome of Hell; doe not as yet stirre, nor presse upon thy Soule, with the insupportable weight of divine vengeance, is this: They are in their native soyle; where they were borne, bred and brought up; in their owne Element, as they say: I meane in a carnall heart, soaking in sensualitie, and not resolved to bee reformed. Wee say in Philosophy, An Element is not heavy in it's owne Place. One Bucket full of water upon the Earth would bee burdensome to the Backe of that Man; who, were Hee in the bottome of the Sea, would feele no weight at all from all the water there, tho it were three miles high over His head. A sensuall heart, settled upon it's lees can beare without sense, or complaint, a world of wickednesse, which out of it's Element and humour, would bee crusht into Powder, and tremble with horrour upon the sad apprehension of the least sinne, especially set out by Gods just indignation. While Belshazzar was in His Element, revelling and rioting amongst His Lords, His Wives, and His Concubines, drinking wine swaggeringly and contemptuously in the golden and silver Vessels of the Temple, Hee felt no touch in point of conscience, or terrour at all. But put out of His humour, by the hand-writing upon the plaister of the Wall, His countenance was presently [Page 105] changed, and his thoughts troubled him, so that the joynts of His loynes were loosed, and His knees smote one against another.
4. Fourthly, The never-dying worme, that naturally breeds, and Voluptas perpetui vermis nutrix, ad tempus admodùm breve possidentem demulcet. Postremò verò ac [...]bioris exitum tristitiae sortitur. Basil. Exhort. Ad. Baptis [...]um. growes bigge in every unregenerate conscience, which beates backe still the searching power of the Word, and secret warnings of the Spirit, is like a Wolfe in the foot: Feede it continually with fresh supply of raw flesh, and it will let the Body alone; but with-draw that, and it devoures upward. While the Sonnes and daughters of pleasure, and all those who have their portion and Paradise in this life, stoppe the mouth of this hellish worme, with variety of carnall delights, they doe well enough, and finde pretty ease, and exemption for a time from the rage and bitings thereof: But they may assure themselves in evill times, when the dayes are come upon them, wherein there is no pleasure; when the Play is done; when all worldly comforts and comforters like run-away servants, and drunken Serving-men, are to seeke, when they have most use and need of them; I say, that then the time, and turne is come; that the worme of conscience, destitute now [...]or ever of any further satisfaction from sensuall sweetnes, will ragingly turne upon the Soule, devoure like a Lion, knaw like a Vulture, vex eternally.
5. Fifthly, If the weight of the whole world were now laid upon any of these Bodies here lately buried, it would not stirre or groane: And why? Because it is naturally dead. Proportionably, Tho the burthen of sinne, farre heavier then a mountaine of Grave siquidem, grave, inquam, & onerosum est peccatum, & omni plumbo ponderosius. Chrysost. Ad. Pop. Antioch. Hom. 31. Lead, then this mighty and massie earth under our feete, lyes upon every impenitent Soule, ready every houre to presse, and plunge it into the lowest Pit yet wretched, and bewitched Thing, it neither feeles any smart, nor feares any hurt; it is neither sensible of the present weight, nor troubled for the future wrath; And what is the reason? It is spiritually Mortuus est autem peccator, maximè ille, quem moles consuetudinis premit, quasi sepultus Lazarus. Parùm enim erat qui [...] mortuus, etiam sepultus. August. de temp. Serm. 48. dead. It is starke dead in trespasses [Page 106] and sinnes. The strong man is gone away with all. And there is no stirring, nor sense of this cursed Burden, untill, Ephes. 2.1. Either a stronger then Hee lay hands upon this Hellish Tyrant, disarme Him, and throw downe His Holds; and a Ne (que) negari potest, non minoris esse virtutis, immò aliquantò majoris, è morte animas mortuas excitare ac corpora mortua. Musc. In Evang. Ioan. cap. 5. mightier voyce of the Sonne of God, then that which made Lazarus come out of the Grave, put life into it: Or else that the dreadfull thunder of Gods fierce and finall wrath, the Day of visitation beeing expired, awake it to everlasting woe.
6. Tho in the meane time, thou bee extreamely miserable, and if thou dyest in thine impenitent state this day, thou must most certainely lodge this night in the Lake of fire and brimstone amongst the damned; yet thy sinnes for the present doe not represent to the eye of thy conscience those formes of foulenesse, and terrour, of which they are naturally full; and which without timely repentance, thou wilt hereafter find and feele in them, to thine endlesse griefe: because thou lookest upon them in the false Glasse of vaine-glory, ignorance, selfe-love, selfe-conceitednesse; painted over by the Divels dawbing, with whorish intising colours of pleasure, profit, preferment, worldly applause, and other such goodly and golden out-sides. Whereas a true and effectuall beholding them in the cleare Christall of Gods pure Law, hunted continually at the heeles with divine vengeance; all the curses in this Booke, and plagues innumerable, internall, externall, eternall; and in the bitter Passion of Iesus Christ, without whose hearts-blood, not the least sinne that ever was committed, could ever have been remitted, were able to [...]right and fire a very Blackamore out of His blacke skinne and a Leopard from His spots. Ier. 13.23. And thou something easest thine heart also against the terrour of the Lord for thy sinnes, by looking upon Gods mercy with false spectacles, and so enlarging it beyond the limits of His Truth. But heare, what that excellent discoverer of the Depths of our Selfe-cousoning hearts tells [Page 107] thee in such a case: As a man passing over a bridge, saith Hee, which his false spectacles make to seeme broader, then in deed it is, being thereby deceived goes besides the bridge, and so is drowned: so is it with those whose deceitfull hearts make the bridge of Gods mercy larger then it is, they are in danger of falling beside it, into the waters of eternall destruction. For the Gods mercy bee of the largest extent, yet it is bounded with His Truth. And therefore usually in the Scriptures wee find these two coupled together, Gods mercy and His Truth. Now His Truth tells us; that the good tydings of the Gospell belong only to the poore, to the broken-hearted, to the captives, to the blinde, to the bruised. Luk. 4.18. That Hee onely who confesseth, and forsaketh His sinnes, shalt have mercy. Prou. 28.13. That except wee repent, wee shall all perish. Luk. 13.3. That except wee bee borne againe, wee cannot see the Kingdome of God. Ioh. 3.3. That God will wound the head of his enemies, and the hairy scalpe of such an one, as goeth on still in his trespasses. Psal. 68.21. That if wee regard iniquity in our hearts, the Lord will not heare us. Psal. 66.18. That no fornicator, nor idolater, nor adulterer, nor eff [...]minate, nor abuser of Himselfe with man-kind, nor theefe, nor covetous man, nor drunkard, nor reviler, nor extortioner shall inherit the Kingdome of God. 1. Cor. 6.9.10. That without holinesse no man shall see the Lord. Heb. 12.14. That every one that calleth on the Name of Christ savingly, must depart from iniquitie. 2. Tim. 2.19. &c. Compare now these and the like Places with thine heart, life, and present impenitent state, and tell mee in cold blood and impartially, whether any mercy at all as yet belongs unto thee upon good ground, yet lying in thy sinnes.
2. In a second place, the Point may serve for warning to those, who are already washed from their sins; that they defile their Soules no more: who having been cured by casti [...]g their eyes upon the brazen Serpent, from those many fiery stings; that they rebell no [Page 108] more; who wounded formerly at the heart-roote with grievous horrour, and now healed with the blood of Christ, that in the name of Christ, they turne not againe to folly. Let them call to minde, and lay to heart the ensuing considerations, when they are first tamper'd with, and tempted againe to any sinne: which, me thinkes, should be of power, not only to keep Gods blessed Ones from putting their hands to iniquity; but also to restraine, or at least to coole the courage even of the Divels slaves, in the very heate of the most furious entisement to their best-beloved sinne.
1. Sinne is most hatefull. It is the onely Object of all Gods infinite hatred. His Loue is cut, as it were, into divers streames, and carried upon variety of Primum enim divini amoris objectum, est ipsa Deitas, ac Filius ille dilectus. 2. Res creatae in genere. 3. Angeli. 4 Genus humanum. 5. Electi. Til. p. 1. Syntag The. 40. pag 113. Objects. He loves in the first place, infinitely, ad-equately His owne blessed Selfe, His owne Sonne, who is called the [...]. Coloss. 1.13. Sonne of His Love, His Angels, His Saints, His Servants, His Creatures, All things Hee made: Thou lovest all things that are, and abhorrest nothing which Thou hast made. For never wouldest Thou have made any thing, if thou had'st hated it. But Hee hates Deo nihil est in odio, nisi malum, hoc est, nihil est ei invisum, o [...]iosum, excerabile, nisi malum. Hoc autem est peccatum ipsum, & praetereà nihil. Zanch. De naturâ Dei. Lib. 4. Cap 7. nothing at all, properly and formally, but sinne. The whole infinitenesse of all His hatred, is spent wholly upon sinne alone; which makes it infinitely and extremely hatefull. Now what a thing is this, that an infinite divine hatred, like a mighty undivided Torrent should withall it's united forces, and detestations run headlong, and rest upon every sinne; bee it but an officious lye, Ephes. 5.4. Gal. 5.21. Matth. 5 28. foolish talking, jesting, revelling, a wanton glance, a vaine thought, an idle word, and such like lighter sinnes in the worlds account; which to reprove in some companies, nay almost every where, would bee holden to bee a sowre and unsufferable precisenesse: So desperately impudent are the times, both in disgracing of sincerity, and dawbing of sinne! And what a wofull wretch is every impenitent Sinner, who hath such a world of unpardoned sinnes lying upon His Soule, and such an immeasurable [Page 109] weight of hatred lying upon every severall sinne! And what a prodigious Bedlam is Hee, who will wittingly, and willingly put His hand to any sinne; which once committed, is inseparably, and individually attended with the infinite hatred of so great a God. For which the paines of Hell must upon necessity bee suffered; either by the Party Himselfe or his Surety: Either it must bee taken off by the blood of Iesus Christ; or else the Delinquent, must burne in Hell for euer!
2. It is most foule. Even fouler then the foulest Feind in Hell, then the Divell Himselfe. And let none stumble at this truth: It appeares unanswerably thus: Sinne made him a Divell, and sunke Him into Hell and therefore sinne is more rancke Divell and horrible Hell it selfe. For it is a principle in Philosophy of unquestionable truth; [...] A [...]st. Posterio. Anal. Lib. 1. Text. 15. Whatsoever maketh such, is it selfe much more such. The Sunne that lightens all other bodies, is much more light; The fire which heates all other things, is much more hote: So that which defiles another thing▪ is much more fulsome: Sinne alone brought all hellish misery upon Satan, and made him so foule, therefore is it farre fouler. If any could strip him of his sins, hee should re-invest him into the shining roabes of all his former Angelicall excellency and perfection; and restore him into height of favour againe with the most High. Illud, quod maximè videtur Deus odissi, scil [...]ce [...] Diabolum, non odit nisi ratione peccati: & eum amaret, si peccatum non esset, tanquam creaturam suam. V [...]de Sap, 11. Nihil odisti eorum quae fe [...]isti. Quod intelligendum, est nisi propter peccatum adjunctum, quod ipse non secit. Peral. For God hates the Divell for nothing else in the world but for sinne.
Ob. But if sinne bee so ougly, may some say▪ as you have set it out; how comes it to passe, that it is so amiable in the eyes of the most? Why doe all sorts of people pursue and practise it with such eagernesse and delight? Why doth the whole world runne a madding after it?
Answ. Herein observe an universall Soule-swallowing Depth of Satans damned Policy. Hee knowes full well, that should sin appeare it it's owne likenes, every eye would abhorre it, every Mothers Sonne would detest, [Page 110] and defie it. And therefore, Hee takes a course, by the exquisitnesse of his colours, and excellency of painting, to put a seeming fairenesse upon an Hellish face; whereby the greatest part dote upon this deformed Hag to their endlesse damnation. For wee must know that Satan, in this mystery of cousoning by colours, incomparably surpasseth the most famous Baudes, and noble Strumpets, that ever were. So that it seemes to bee the conceite of the ancient Quae omnia peccatores, & apostatae Angeli suis artious prodiderunt; quando ad terrena contagia devoluti, à coel [...]sti vigore rece [...]serunt. Illi & oculo [...] circumducto nigrore f [...]care, & [...] m [...]ndacio rub [...]ris infi [...]ere, & mutare adal [...]erinis [...]; & [...] & capit [...] corrupt [...]lae suae [...]pugnatione [...]. Cyprian. De habitu Virginum. Qu [...]s co [...]pus [...], nisi qui & homin [...] spiritum malitiá transfigura [...]? Ille indubitate [...] ingenta [...], ut in nob [...]s quodam [...] manus Deo in [...]erret. Quod nascitar, Opus Dei est. Ergo quod [...]ngitur, D [...] aboli n [...]gotium est. Tertull. De cultu Foeminarum. Tu verò cu [...]us caput Christus est, inventiones Satanae comprobabis, nec recordaberis faciem Christi—? Quae omnia si memoria teneres, eti [...]msi valde [...] [...]mares, non auderes tamen, nec ferre posses pulverem, [...] faciem tuam impodere. Chrys. Hom. 31. in Mat. Fathers, that the Divell did immediately reveale unto whorish women this Art of painting; at least, Hee was most certainely an extraordinary assistant to the first Inventors of it. Now for painting sinne, to make it more plausible and passable, wee may see variety of colours, and cousoning tricks ministred unto Satan by our false hearts, His Agents for that purpose, I meane [...] discourse of the [...]itfulnes of M [...]ns heart In that excellent Discovery of their deceitfulnesse.
But as an old, deformed, wrinckled, whorish Hag setting out Her selfe with false haire, a painted face, and other meritricious affected dressings, entangles and ensnares the hearts of At, inq [...]unt juvenculae, quid mali, si [...] sponsam [...]? Non [...], nisi [...]olidum, & vecordem S [...]lt. in 3. cap. [...]esai [...]. fooles, and eyes of vanity; whereas understanding men, and those that have eyes in their heads, discover in her so doing and daubing, an addition of a great deale of artificiall loathsomnesse to Her naturall foulnesse: So it is in this case. The greisly face of sinne beeing dawbed over with the Divels painting, and false luster, carries away captive all carnall men, and detaines in a Fooles-Paradise, indeed an hellish prison, a world of deluded Ones. Yet those few illightened Soules, whose eyes have been happily opened, by spiritu [...]ll Eye-salve, to turne from darkenesse to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, behold a [Page 111] double deformity and ouglines, in so foule a monster deceitfully dress [...]d in the Divels counterfeite colours, and guilded over garishly in His personated Angelical glory.
3. It is most filthy. Farre filthier then the most stinking confluence of all the most filthy, fulsome, nasty, loathsome things in the world: And it must needs bee so; For whatsoever a Man can conceive to bee most contrary, distant and opposite to the infinite clearenes, purity, sweetnesse, beauty, and goodnesse of God; all that, and much more is sinne in the highest degree. Hence it is, that in the Scriptures, it is compared to the filthiest 2. Pet. 2.22. myre, in which a Sow will lie downe to coole, and cover her selfe: To the loathsome vomite, not of a man, but of a Dog: Rom. 3.13. Alludit ad hominem, qui tetrum anhelitum ex corruptis spirat extis; & ad cadaver quod ex sepulchro intolerabilem spirat odorem. Buc. To the unsavoury poysonfull dampe, which rotten Carkases exhale out of opened graves: Ezech. 16 17. Their way was before mee, as the uncleannesse of a remooved woman. To menstruous filth: Iam. 1.21. [...]. so [...]des: Propriè quae in summis manuum, ac digitorum unguibus colliguntur: aut, secundum alios, illuvies quae distringitur à corporibus ol [...]o illit [...]s post sudorem: item genus quoddam ulceris sordidi. Apud. Diosc. lib. 5. cap. 99. Scap. To the dirt under the nailes; or the stinking sweat of the Body; or the putrified matter of some pestilent ulcer: Ibid. [...]. Beza reddit, excrementum malitiae, Metaphora â digestione naturali, quá qui [...]quid in [...]bo assumpto non praebet utile nutrimentum corpori, tanquam [...] excrementis deputatur. Par. To the very excrements, which Nature having severed frō the purer part of the meate, thrusts out of the stomack, & casts into the draught: 2. Pet 2.20. [...]. To the filthinesse, pollutions, and impurities of the world, so called by a singularity, for sin is the transcendent filth of the world: To all the uncleannesses, for which the Purifications, cleansings, washings, and sprinklings were appointed in the Leviticall Law: Ezech. 22.2. To abomination it selfe, &c. Nay, and yet further, which makes for the further detestation of sinne: Whereas all outward filth defiles onely the Body; this of sinne by the strength and contagion, of it's insinuating poyson soakes thorow the flesh and the bone, and enters and eates into the very minde and conscience, Tit. 1.15. defiles the pure, and immortall Soule of Man. How long might wee cast dirt into the Aire, before wee were able to infect the bright shining beames of the Sunne? Yet [Page 112] so filthy is sinne, that at once with a touch it infects the Soule, a clearer and purer essence then it; and that with such a crimsin and double- [...]ed staine, that the Flood of Noah, when all the World was water, could not wash it off: Neither at that last and dreadfull Day, when this great Vniversall shall bee turned into a Ball of fire, for the purifying and renewing of the Heaven and the Earth, yet shall it have no power to purge or cleanse the least sinne out of the impenitent Soule: Nay, the fire of Hell which burnes night and day, even thorow all eternity, shall never bee able to raze it out.
4 It is most infectious: Spits venome on all sides, farre and wide: corrupts every thing it comes neare. By reason whereof, it is fitly resembled to Matth 16.12. Leaven; to a 1. [...]. 5.6. Gangreene; to the 2. Tim. 2 17. Leprosie; which filthy disease quickly over spreads the whole Body: Numb. 12.10. Infects the Psal. 51.2. Ier. 13.27. clothes, the very Walles of the House: Levit. 14.37 &c. Posterity. 2 King 5.27. The first sinne that eve [...] the Sunne saw, was so pregnant with Soule-killing poyson, that it hath already damnably polluted all the Sonnes and Daughters of Adam, that were ever since; and will still by the un-resistable strength of the same contagion, empoys [...]n all their natures, to the Worlds end. Nay, at the very first breaking out, it suddenly blasted, as it were, both Heaven and Earth: And so stained the beauty of the one, the brightnesse of the other, and the originall, orient, newly burnisht glory of the [...]. [...] omnia subdita vanitat [...]. Nec sane reparabitur haereditas, donec reparentur haere [...]s. Bern. whole Creation; that from that houre, it hath groaned [Page 113] under the burden of that vanity and deformity, to which this first sinne hath made it subject; and will 2. Pet. 3.10.12. travaile in paine under the bondage of the same corruption, untill it bee purged by fire, in the great Day of the Lord. It but one sinne, bee doted upon, delightfully, and impenitently, like a lumpe of Leaven, it soures all the Soule, defiles the whole Man, and every thing, that proceeds from Him: His thoughts, desires, affections, words, actions, and that of all sorts; naturall, civill, recreative, religious. It doth not onely unhallow his meate, drinke, carriage; His buying, selling, giving, lending, and all His other The way of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord. Prov. 15.9. Constat sensum genuinum huius Proverbij hunc esse: Quodque vestigium, & unumquemque pedem, quem improbus ponit, seu unumquodque opus, quod exercet, sive cogitan [...]o, sive loquendo, seu denique faciendo in his, quae ad proximum referuntur, Deo execrabile esse. Cartro. dealings in the world, even His plowing; The plowing of the wicked is sinne. Prov. 21.4. But also turnes all his The Sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord▪ Prov. 15.8. In [...] [Sacrificium] est synecdoche partis procultu Dei. Grave est, si vanus sit [...] cultus. Mat. 1 [...] si Deus illum improbat; sed gravius si odio habeat; sed gravissimum, si illum non odio habe [...] modò, sed etiam abominetur: gravissimo verò gravius & atrocius est, quod illi abomination [...] sit; & illum summe abominetur. Quod cum dicit, omnem, gravius & acerbius aliquid dicendi, aditum praeclusit. Cartro. spirituall services, and divinest duties; His prayer, hearing, reading, receiving the Sacrament, &c. into abomination. If but one raging corruption, in a Minister, Magistrate, Master of a Family; as lying, swearing, filthy-talking, scoffing at Religion, opposition to godlinesse, Sabbath-breaking, an humour of Good-fellowship, or the like, represent it selfe to the eye of the World, in His ordinary carriage; and hang out as a rotten fruite in the sight of the Sunne; it is woont fearefully to infect or offend by a contagious insinuation, and ill example, all about Him; to diffuse it's venome to His Family, amongst His Sonnes, and Servants, over the Parish where Hee lives, all companies where hee comes, the whole Country round about, especially, if Hee bee a Man of eminency and Place.
5. I understand [...] in a genera [...]l notion, and not as restrained unto, or resident in any species. And I know, that divisio m [...]li, in malum culpae & malum poenae, is not generis univoci in species; but vocabuli aequivo [...]i in sua aequivocata. Culpa habet plus de ratione mali, quàm poena. Et non solùm quàm poen [...] sensibilis, quae consistit in privatione corporalium bonorum—sed etiam universaliter accipiendo poenam, secundum quod privatio gratia, vel gloriae, poenae quaedam sunt. Aquin. p. 1. q. 48 Art. 6. It is extremely ill. A farre greater ill, then the [Page 114] eternall damnation of a Man. For when Hee hath Ilen many millions of yeeres in the Lake of fire, and under the dominion of the second death; He is never the nearer to satisfaction for sinne. Not all those Hellish [...]lames thorow all eternitie, can possibly expiate the staine, or extingvish the sting of the least sinne. Nay, the very destruction of all the creatures in the world; of Men and Angels, Heaven and Earth, is a great deale lesse ill, then to offend God with the least transgression of His lawes. For all the creatures of ten thousand worlds, were they all extant, come infinitely short in excellency of worth, of the Hearts-blood of Iesus Christ. And yet without the effusion of it, no sinne could ever have been pardoned, nor any Soule saved. A man would thinke it a lesser ill to tell a lie, then to lie in Hell: But heare Chrysostome; Altho many thinke Hell to bee the supreame and sorest of all evils; yet I thinke thus, and thus wil I daily preach: That it is farre bitterer and more grievous to offend Christ, then to bee tormented with the paines of Hell.
6. It is full of most fearefull effects.
1. It deprives every Impenitent. 1. Of the fauour and love of God, the onely Fountaine of all comfort, peace and happinesse: which is incomparably the most invalue-able losse, that can be imagined. 2. Of his portion in Christs blood; of which, tho the drops, waight and quantity bee numbred, finite, and measurable, yet the Person that shed it, hath stampt upon it, such height of price, excellency of merit, un-value-ablenes of worth; that hee had infinitely better have his portion in that sweetest well-spring of life and immortality; then enjoy the riches, pleasures and glory of the whole World everlastingly.
For a bitter-sweet taste of which, for an ynch of time, Hee villanously trampleth under-foote, as it were, that blessed blood, by wilfully cleaving to His owne wayes, and furious following the swinge of His owne [Page 115] sensuall heart (even against the check and contradiction of His grumbling conscience). 3. Of the most blissefull presence, freedome, and communication of the Holy Ghost; and all those divine illuminations, spirituall feastings, sudden and secret glimpses and glances of heavenly light, sweeter then sweetnesse it selfe, wherewith that good Spirit is woont to visit and refresh the humbled hearts of holy men. 4. Of the fatherly providence and protection of the blessed Trinity, the glorious guard of Angels, the comfortable communion with the people of God, and all the happy consequents of safety, deliverance and delight that floweth thence. 5. Of the unknowne pleasures of an appeased conscience, a Iewell of dearest price, to which all humane glory is but dust in the balance. Not the most exquisite extraction of all manner of Musicke, Sets, or Consorts, vocall or Instrumentall, can possibly conveigh so delicious a touch, and taste to the outward eare of a Man; as the sound, and sense of a Certificate brought from the Throne of mercy by the blessed Spirit, seal'd with Christs blood, to the eare of the Soule, even amidst the most desperate confusions, in the evill Day; when Comfort will bee worth a World; and a good Conscience, ten thousand earthly Crownes. 6. Of all true contentment in this life; of all Christian right, and religious interest to any of the Creatures. For never was any sound ioy, or sanctified enjoyment of any thing in the world, found in that Mans heart, which gives allowance to any lust, or lyes delightfully in any sinne. 7. Of an immortall Crowne, the un-speakeable ioyes of Heaven; that immeasurable, and endlesse comfort, which there shall be fully and for ever enioyed, with all the children of God, Patriarkes, Prophets, Apostles, Martyrs, Christian friends; yea, with the Lord Himselfe, and all His Angels, with Christ our Saviour, that Lambe slaine for us, the Prince of glory, the glory of Heaven and Earth; the brightnesse of the everlasting [Page 116] Light, &c. In a word, of all those inexplicable, nay, unconceiveable excellencies, pleasures, perfections; felicities, sweetnesses, beauties, glories, eternities above.
2. It doth every houre expose Him to all those evils, which a Man destitute of grace divine may commit; and unprotected from above, endure. It brings all plagues. 1. Internall; Blindnesse of minde, Hardnesse of heart, deadnesse of affection, searednesse of conscience, a reprobate sense, strong delusions, the spirit of slumber, slavery to lust, estrangednesse from God, bondage under the Divell, desperate thoughts, horrour of heart, confusion of spirit, &c. And spirituall mischiefes in this kind, moe, and more dreadfull, then either Tongue can tell, or heart can thinke. Least of which, is farre worse then all the plagues of Egypt. 2. Externall. See Deut. 28.15. &c. 3. Eternall. See my Sermon of the foure last things.
3. By it's pestilent damning Property and poyson, it turnes Heaven into Hell, Angels into Divels, Life into death, Light into darknesse, sight into blindnesse, Faith into distrust, hope into despaire, Loue into hate, humility into pride, mercy into cruelty, security into feare, liberty into bondage, health into sicknesse, plenty into scarcenesse, a Garden of Eden into a desolate Wildernesse, a fruitfull Land into barrennesse, Peace into war, quietnesse into contention, Obedience into rebellion, Order into confusion, vertues into vices, blessings into curses, &c. In a word, all kind of temporall, and eternall felicities, and blisse, into all kinds of miseries, and woe.
7. What heart, except it bee all Adamant, and turn'd into a Rocke of flint, but possessing it selfe with feeling thoughts, and a sensible apprehension of the incomprehensible greatnesse, excellency and dreadfulnesse of the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth, would not tremble and bee strangely confounded to transgresse and breake any one branch of His blessed Lawes, especially, purposely, [Page 117] and with pleasure; or to sinne against Him willingly, but in the least ungodly thought? For alas! Who art thou, that liftest up thy proud heart, or whettest thy prophane tongue, or bendest thy rebellious course against such a Majesty? Thou art the vilest wretch that ever God made, next unto the Divell, and His damned Angels; A base, and an unworthy Worme of the Earth, not worthy to licke the dust, that lyeth under His feete; A most weake and fraile creature, Earth, ashes, or any thing that is naught; the dreame of a shadow, the very Picture of change, worse then vanity, lesse then nothing; Who, when thy breath is gone, which may fall out many times in a moment, thou turnest into dust, nay, rottennesse and filth, much more loathsome, then the Dung of the Earth; and all thy thoughts perish. But now on the other side, if thou cast thine eyes seriously, and with intention upon that thrice glorious and highest Majesty, the eyes of whose glory thou so provokest with thy filth and folly, thou mayest most justly upon the commission of every sinne cry out with the Prophet: O Heavens bee astonished at this: bee afraid and utterly confounded! Nay, thou mightest marvaile, and it is Gods unspeakeable mercy, that the whole frame of Heauen and Earth is not for one sinne fearefully, & finally dissolued, and brought to nought! For He against whom thou sinnest, inhabiteth eternity, and unapprochable light: The Heauen is His Throne, and the earth his footstoole: Hee is the euerlasting God, mighty, and terrible, the Creatour of the ends of the earth, [...]c. The infinite splendour of his glory and maiesty, so dazles the eyes of the most glorious Seraphims, that they are glad to adore Him with couered faces Duae aliae alae, quibus faciem legehant, satis indicant, ne Angelos quid [...]m sulgorem illum D [...]i sust [...]ne [...]e posse, s [...] (que) ips [...]s [...] Dei consp [...]c [...], ut [...] solem splendentem in [...]ueri volumus. Neque tamen ita [...]egebant Ang [...]li faciem [...] quin aliquo [...]ruerentur Dei conspectu. Calv. in Isai. cap. 6. The most holy Angels [...] of sin in nature and conscience, yet cover their faces, as abashed at [...], tho doi [...]g his will in obeying the voyce of his mouth. Throgmorton of Faith. Pag. 146.. The Diuell, and all the damned spirits, those [Page 118] stubborne Feinds tremble at the terrour of His countenance. Isai. 40. All the Nations before Him, are but as the drop of a bucket, but as the small dust of the balance, nay, they are nothing to Him, saith the Prophet, yea lesse then nothing. Iob 12. Hee fitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grashoppers: The Iudges, and Princes, when Hee blowes upon them, are but as stubble before the Whirle-winde: And Iob 26.11. Hee taketh vp the Iles, as a very litle thing. Psal. 18.7. At His rebuke the Pillars of Heauen doe shake; the Earth trembleth and the foundations of the hills are mooued: Nahum. 1.5. His presence melts the mountaines, His voice teares the Rocks in pieces, Psal. 18.15. The blast of the breath of His nostrils discouers the chanells of waters, and foundations of the world: Deut. 32.22.42. when Hee is angry, His Arrowes drinke bloud, His sword deuoures flesh, and the fire of his wrath burnes unto the lowest Hell. Isai. 40.12. The Heauen is but His span, The Sea His handfull, The wings of the wind His walke: Psal. 104.3.2, Psal. 18.11. Nah. 1.3. Ier. [...]1.1 [...]. His garments are light, His Pauilion darknes, His way in the whirlewind, and in the storme; and the clouds are the dust of His feete, &c. The Lord of hostes is his name, whose power and punishments are so infinitely vnresistable; that Hee is able with one word to turne all the creatures in the world into Hell; nay, even with the breath of His mouth to turne Heaven and Hell, and Earth, and all things into nothing. How darest thou then so base and vile a wretch, prouoke so great a God?
8. Let the consideration, and compassion upon the immortality, and dearenesse of that pretious Soule that lies in thy bosome, curbe thy corruptions at the very first sight of sinne, and make thee step backe as though thou wert ready to treade upon a Serpent. Not all the bloudy men upon earth, or desperate Devils in Hell, can possibly kill, and extingvish the Soule of any man; it must needs live, as long, as God Himself, and run parallell, with the longest line of eternity. Onely sinne [Page 119] wounds Mors, quae non mod [...] nos à praesin [...]t [...]s mali [...] viadicat, veri [...]m ad supernam quoque vitam saepe traducit, haud s [...]io an propriè mors appellari queat, ut potè nomine magis quàm re sormidabilis.—Vna vita est oculos ad vitam conjectos habere. Vna mors, peccatum: animae enim est interitus. Navian. de funere Patris. mortally that immortal spirit, & brings it into that cursed case, that it had infinitely better never have bin, then be for ever. For by this meanes, going on impenitently to that last Tribunall, it becomes immortally mortall, and mortally immortall Beatè vivere, sivè per vitium, sive per supplicium perdit anima: Essentialiter autem vivere, neque per vitium, neque per suppl [...]um amittil. A qualitate enim vivendideficit, sed omnimodò subsi [...]lendi inreritum nec moriens sentit. Vt ergo breviter dixerim, & immortaliter mortalis est, & mortaliter immortalis. Greg. in 3. cap. lob cap 7. Anima & mortalis esse intelligitur, & immortal [...]. Mortalis quippè, quia beatè vivere amittit; immortalis autem, quia essentialitèr vivere nunquam desinit; & nature saae v [...]tam per [...]dere [...] vil [...]l, nec cum ta perpetuâ suerit morte damnata—Quâ ex recogit [...]rse perut & mortem sine morte, & desectum sine defect [...], & sinem sine sine patiatur: quatenusei & mors immortalis sit, & defectus indeficiens, & sines insimtus. Idem. Dial. Lib. 4. cap. 45. Sic morien [...]ur damnati ut semper vivant: & sic vivent ut semper moriantur. Bern. de Dignit. mimae Reviviscunt ad mortem, moriuntur ad vitam. as one of the Ancients speakes. It lives to death, and dies to life: never in state of life or death yet ever in the paines of death, & the perpetuity of life; It's death is ever-living, & it's end is ever in beginning: Death without death; End without end: Ever in the pangs of death, & never dead: not able to dye, nor endure the paine: Paine exceeding not only, all patience, but all resistance: No strength, to sustaine nor ability to beare, that which heareafter, whilst God is God, for ever must bee borne. What a prodigious Bedlam cruelty is it then for a mā, by listning to the Syren-songs of this false world, the lewd motions of His own treacherous heart, or the Divels desperate counsel, to embrew His hands in the bloud of His own everlasting soule, & to make it die eternally? For a little paltry pleasure of some base & rotten lust, & sleeting vanity, which passeth away in the act, as the tast of pleasant drink dieth in the draught, to bring upon it in the other world, torments whithout end, and beyond all compasse of conceit? And his madnesse is the more, because besides it's immortality, His Soule is incōparably more worth, then the whole world. The very sensitive Soule of a little slie, saith Musca sole praestantior S [...]arte tur [...]ata [...]ne q [...]ererent, num ettam mascae an [...]mam hui [...] luci praestare censerem, respon ler [...]m etiam: in c [...]ne terreret musca, quòd parva est, sed q [...]òd viva, firmaret. Quaeriturenim, quid [...]'la membra tam exigua egete [...], quid huc; atque tilu [...] pro naturali appetitu taa [...]ill [...]corpusculum ducat, quid currentis pedes in numerum m [...]eat; quid [...] pennulas mo [...]e [...]etur, at v [...]bret? Quod qualecunque est bene considerantibus, [...] magnum eminet, ut [...] [...]algori perstringenti oculos praeseratur. August. Lib. de duabas Animabus contra Manichaeos, pag. 180. Austin truly, is more [Page 120] excellent then the Sun: How ought wee then to prize, and preserve from sinne, our vnderstanding, reasonable Soules, which make us in that respect, like unto the Angels of God?
9. Ninthly, What an horrible thing is sinne, whose waight an Omnipotent strength, which doth sustaine the whole Frame of the world, is not able to beare? Almighty God complaines Isa. 1.14. even of the Sacrifices, and other services of his owne people, when they were performed with polluted hearts; and professes, that He was weary to beare them. And how vile is it, that stirs up in the dearest and most compassionate bowells of the All-mercifull God, such implacable anger, that threw downe so many glorious Angelicall spirits, who might have done Him so high honour for ever in the highest Heauens, into the bottome of Hell, there most iustly to continue Devils, and in extremest torment everlastingly? Cast all mankinde out of His fauour, and from all felicity for Adams sin? Micah 7.18. caused Him, who delighteth in mercy, to create all the afflicting miseries in Hell; eternal flames, streames of brimstone, chaines of darknesse, gnashing of teeth, a Lake of fire, the bottomlesse Pit, and all those horrible torments there? And that which doth argue, and yet further amplifie, the implacablenes and depth of divine indignation; the infinitenesse of sinnes prouocation, Isaiah 3 [...].33. and desert: Tophet is said to bee ordeined of old: Everlasting fire to be prepared for the Devill and His Angells: Matth. 25.41. As if the All-powerfull wisedome did deliberate, and as it were sit downe, and devise all st [...]ging terrible ingredients, a temper of greatest torture to make that dreadfull fi [...]e, hellish paines, most fierce and raging, and a fit instrument for the iustice of so great and mighty a God to torment eternally all impenitent reprobate Rebels. God is the Father of Spirits; our Soules are the immediate Creation of His Almighty Hand; and yet to every one that goeth on impenitently in his trespasses, Hee hath appointed, as it were [Page 121] a threefold Hell. There are three things considerable in sinne: 1. F [...]st autem peccatum hommis inordinatio, atque perversit as, id est, à praestantiore conditore aversio, & ad condita inferiora conversio. August ad Simplician. Lib. 1. q. 2. pag. 871. Aversion from an infinite, soveraigne, unchangeable good: 2. Conversion to a finite mutable, momentany good: 3. Continuance in the same. To these three severall things in sinne, there are answering three singular stings of extremest punishment. To aversion from the chiefest Good, which is objectively infinite, there answereth Paine of losse as they call it, Privation of Gods glorious presence, and separation from those endlesse joyes above; which is an infinite losse. To the inordinate conversion to transitory things, there answereth Paine of sense, which is intensively finite, as is the pleasure of sinne; And yet so extreme, that none can conceive the bitternesse thereof, but the Soule that suffers it, nor that neither; except it could comprehend the Almighty wisedome of Him that did create it. To the eternity of sinne, remaining for ever in staine and guilt, answereth the eternity of punishment. For wee must know At inquiunt: Sine sine puniri non debet culpa cum sine. Iustus ninarum est omaipotens Deus: Et quod non aeterno peccato commissum est, aeterno non debet puniri tormento▪ Quibus citius respondemus, quòd recte dicerem; si [...]udex iustus dist [...]ctusqu [...] veniens, non corda hominum sed sacta pensaret. Iniqui enim ideò tun [...] cum sine deliquerunt; quia cum sine vixerunt. Vn [...]uissent quippe sine sine [...]ive [...]e, ut sine sine potuiss [...]nt in iniquitatibus permancre. Nam magis appetunt [...] quam vicere. Et ideò hi [...] semper vivere cupiunt, ut nunquam desinant pec [...]are, cum [...]. Ad [...] ergo judicis justitiam pertinet, ut nunquam careant supplicijs, quoru [...] m [...]ns in hac v [...]ta nunquam voluit carere peccato; & nullas detur iniquo terminus [...]l [...], qui quamdiu valuit, habere noluit terminum criminis. Greg. Expos. Mor. l. 34. cap. 16. in cap. 41. Iob. that every impenitent sinner would sinne ever if he might live ever; and casteth himselfe by sinning into an impossibility of ever ceasing to sinne of Himselfe: as a Man that casteth himselfe into a deepe Pit, can never of Himsel [...]e rise out of it againe: And therefore naturally eternity of punishment is due to sinne. How prodigious a thing then is sinne, and how infinitely to bee abhorred, and avoided, that by a malignant meritorious poyson and provocation, doth violently wrest out of the hands of the Father of mercies, and God of all comfort, the full vials of that unquenchable wrath, which brings caselesse, endlesse, and remedilesse torments upon His owne creatures, and those originally most excellent.
10. Tenthly, The height and inestimablenesse of [Page 122] the price, that was paid for the expiation of it, doth clearely manifest, nay, infinitely aggravate the execrable misery of sinne, and extreame madnesse of all that meddle with it. I meane the hearts-blood of Iesus Christ, blessed for ever: which was of such pretiousnesse and power, that beeing let out by a Speare, it amazed the whole Frame of Nature; darkened the Sunne miraculously, (for at that time it stood in direct Tun [...] temporis d [...] Luminar [...] sac [...] d [...] stant [...]ii [...]. Na [...] S [...] erat in gra [...] 10. Artetis▪ & [...] 10. [...] l [...]q [...] non su [...] [...] ex naturali Sol [...] del [...] qu [...]o▪ ob [...]d▪ quò [...] t [...]mplen [...] ▪ [...] non pote [...] ▪ opposition to the Moone) shooke the Earth, which shrunke and trembled under it, opened the Graves, clave the Stones, rent the Vaile of the Temple, from the bottome to the top, &c. Now it was this alone, and nothing but this could possibly cleanse the filth of sinne. Had all the dust of the earth been turned into silver, and the stones into pearles; Should the maine and boundlesse Ocean have streamed nothing but purest gold; would the whole world, and all the creatures in Heaven and Earth have offered themselves to bee annihilated before His angry face; Had all the blessed Angels prostrated themselves at the foote of their Creator: yet in the Point of redemption of Mankind, and purgation of sin, not any, nor all of these, could have done any good at all. Nay, if the Sonne of God Himselfe, which lay in His bosome, should have supplicated and solicited, (I meane without Cum dicimus [...]lium [...] na [...]uram. [...] [...] [...]epto; v [...]lpotu [...] [...] quam [...] s [...]se morti nan sab [...]e [...]: sed ji. eternum D [...] [...] sil [...], tu [...] ex hac hypot [...]i [...] Chri [...] [...] redemptionem hu [...]n [...]nam: Nam im [...]o [...]. Davennantius Expo [...]. Epist. ad [...] I [...]co non [...], an D [...]us alio mo [...]lo quà [...] [...] &c. Respens. Anth [...]. Wall [...] censuram [...]an. Arnoldi [...]orvini. cap. 25. Qu [...] [...] sal [...] homi [...]? sed [...] v [...]luit, nec [...]i hoc. Chamie [...] ▪ Tom. 2. [...]. 10. [...]. Cap. 12. Sect. 6. suffering and shedding His blood) the Father of all mercies; Hee could not have been heard in this case. Either the Sonne of God must die, or all Mankind be eternally damned. Even then, when thou [Page 123] art provoked to sinne, thinke seriously, and sensibly of the price that upon necessity must bee paied for it, before it bee pardoned.
11. Sinfull pleasures are attended with a threefold bitter sting. Whereof see my Directions for walking with God, pa. 171. Which though the Divell hides from them in the heate of temptation; yet in His seasons, to serve his owne turne, Hee sets them on with a vengeance.
12. Compare the vast, and unvalu-able difference, betweene yeelding to the entisement, and conquering the temptation to sinne. For which purpose, looke upon Ioseph and David, two of Gods dearest servants. And consider the consequents: what a deale of honour and comfort did afterward crowne the head, and the heart of the one: And what horrible mischiefes and miseries fell upon the family, and Ps. 51.3. My sinne is eve [...] before mee. grisly horrours upon the conscience of the other. Survay also the distinct See the life of Galeaci [...]s Caracci [...]lus, containing the Story of His admirable conversion from Popery, and his forsaking of His Marquesdome for the Gospels sake: written first in Italian, translated into Latine by Beza; and into English by Mast. Cr [...]sh [...]: And the History of Franciscus Spira, s [...]t out by severall men; and thus intituled by the first: Francisci Spine Cicitatulani borrendus Casus, qui ob nega [...]am in judicio, cogni [...]am Evangelij veritatem in miseram incidit desperationem. Stories of Galeacius Caracciolus, and Franciscus Spira, then which in their severall kinds, there is nothing left to the memory of the latter times more remarkeable. And you shall find in them as great a difference, as betweene an Heaven and Hell upon earth. The one withstanding unconquerably variety of mighty entisements to renounce the Gospell of Iesus Christ, and returne to Popery, besides the sweet peace of His Soule, attained that honour in the Church of God, that Hee is in some measure See Crashaw in His second Dedicatory Epistle before the Booke. paralleld even with Moses, and recommended to the admiration of Posterity by the Pen of that great and incomparable glory of the Christian World, blessed Calvin in His Dedicatory Epistle before His Commentary upon the first to the Corinthians. Non [...]; Hominem pr [...]mariá familliá natum, honore & opibus florentem, nobi [...]ssimá & caltissimi u [...]ore, numerosa sobole, domesticâ qujete, & concordiâ, totoque vitae slatu [...]atun [...], ut in Christi castra migraret, patriá cessisse; ditio [...]fertilem, & onoenam, [...] peti [...]oniu [...]a, con [...]odam non minus, quà voluptuosam balatat [...]m neglexisse: ex [...]sse [...] domesticum; Patre, conjuge, liberis, cognatis, affinibus sise [...], &c. Calvin. The other conquered by an unhappy temptation, to turne from the Truth of God and our true Religion, to the Synagogue of Satan, and [Page 124] abominations of the scarlet Whore, besides the raging and desperate confusion hee brought upon His owne spirit, became such a spectacle to the eye of Christendome, as hath been hardly heard of.
13. Compare the poore, short, Quòd si tantum [...]o [...]up [...]. as esset, quid [...]à [...] li [...]s, quid [...]bjectius? Que [...]mul e [...] ve [...], [...], [...] gitque [...] quam compre [...]endatu [...]: & [...] Chrys [...]in loan. [...] quod dele [...] ▪ [...] manet sine sine quod cruciat. Sub mom [...]nto libin [...]s impetus transit, & permanet sin▪ [...] He [...] mis [...] [...]mo, nes [...]s, quò [...] bore pun [...]o vul [...]s ac [...]ipi [...] ▪ [...] prijt [...]nam [...]. August. [...]om▪ 9. pag. 1328. vanishing delight of the choisest, sensuall, worldly contentment, if thou wilt, of thy sweetest sinne, with the exquisitnesse and eternity of Hellish torments. Out of which, might an impenitent reprobate wretch, bee assured of enlargement, after Hee had endured them so many thousand, thousand yeeres, as there are sands on the Sea-shore, haires upon His head, starres in the firmament, grasse piles upon the ground, Creatures both in Heaven and Earth; Hee would thinke Himselfe happy, and as it were in Heaven already. See before pag. 39. But when all that time is past, and infinite millions of yeeres besides, they are no neerer end, then when they begun; nor Hee neerer out, then when Hee came in. The torments of Hell are most horrible; yet I know not whether this incessant desperate cry in the conscience of a damned Soule, I must never come out, doth not outgoe them all in horrour. What an height of madnesse is it then, to purchase a moment of fugitive follies, and fading pleasures, with extremity of never ending paines?
14. [...] toties pone [...] Deus [...] [...]datraditus [...] zatur; condemnatur, & [...] verò contum [...]lus & [...], inter duos [...] derisus▪ [...] per [...]foratus; ex omnibus [...] &c. Bern. Lib de conse. Call to minde, o sinfull creature, and set before thine eyes Christ crucified. Thinke thou seest His [...]ody stre [...] h [...] out in length upon the Crosse, His Head crowned with sharpe thrones, His Hands and His beete pierced with nailes, His Heart opened with a long spea [...]e, His flesh tent and torne with whips His Browes sweating water and blood. Think thou hearest Him now crying: My God, My God, why h [...] thou forsaken Me.? O my Brethten, let this Image of Christ crucified bee alwaies printed in our hearts, let it stirre us to the hatied of sinne, &c. ho [...]pon G.F. When thou art stepping ouer the threshold [Page 125] towards any vile act, lewd House, dissolute company, or to do the Divel service in any kinde, which God forbid; suppose thou seest Iesus Christ comming towards Thee, as Hee lay in the armes of Ioseph of Arimathea, newly taken downe from the Crosse, wofully wounded, wanne and pale; His Body all gore-blood; the beauty of His blessed and heavenly face, darkned and disfigured by the stroke of death; speaking thus unto Thee: Oh! Goe not forward upon any termes, Commit not this sinne by any meanes. It was this and the like, that drew mee downe out of the Nonne Dei filius cuns esset in sinu Patris, aregalibus sedibus, pro animâ descondit, ut eam liberaret à potestate Diaboli? Quam cum vidisset peccatorum [...]unibus irretitam, jam jamque daemonibus tradendam, ut morte perpetuá damnaretur, sievit superillam, quae flere se nesciebat. Nec solism flevit, sed etiam occidi se permisit, ut pretioso sanguinis su [...] pretio cam redimere [...] Bern. de dignitate [...]nimae. armes of my Father, from the fulnesse of joy, and Fountaine of all blisse; to put on this corruptible, and miserable flesh; to hunger and thirst; to watch and pray; to groane and sigh; to offer up strong cries and teares to the Father in the dayes of my flesh: To drinke off the dregs of the bitter cup of His feirce wrath; to wrastle with all the forces of infernall powers; to lay downe my life in the gates of Hell, with intolerable, and, saue by my selfe, vnconquerable paine; and thus now to lie in the armes of this mortall Man, all torne and rent in peices with cruelty and spite, as thou seest. What an heart hast thou, that darest goe on, against this deare entreaty of Iesus Christ?
15. When thou art unhappily mooued, to breake any branch of Gods blessed Law, let the excellency and variety of His incomparable mercies come presently into thy minde: a most ingenuous sweet and mighty motive, to hinder and hold off all gracious hearts from sin▪ How is it possible, but a serious survay of the riches of Gods goodnes, forbearance & long-suffering leading thee to repentance, to more forwardnes and fruitfulnes in the good Way; The publike miracles of mercy, which God hath done in our daies, for the preservatiō of the Gospel, this kingdome, ourselves, and our posterity; especially, drowning the Spanish invincible Armado, discouering, and defeating the Powder-plot, sheilding Q. Elizabeth, [Page 126] the most glorious Princesse of the world, from a world of Anti-christian cruelties; saving us from the Papists bloudy expectations at Her death; &c. The particular, and private Catalogve of thine owne personall favours from Gods bountifull hand, which thine owne conscience, can easily leade Thee unto; and readily run over from thine infancy to the present; wonderfull protections in thine unregenerate time▪ that miracle of mercies, thy conversion, (if thou be already in that happy state); all the motions of Gods holy Spirit in thine heart, many checks of conscience, fatherly corrections, excellent meanes of sanctification, as worthy a ministry in many Places, as ever the world enjoyde; Sermon upon sermon; Sabbath after Sabbath; bearing with thee after so many times breaking thy covenants; Oportunities to at [...]aine the highest degree of godlinesse, that ever was; &c. I say how can it bee, but that the reuise of these and innumerable mercies moe, should so mollify thy heart, that thou shouldest haue no heart at all, nay infinitely abhorre, to displease or any way dishonour, that High and dreadfull Majesty, whose free grace was the well-Head and first Fountaine of them all?
Let this meditation of Gods mercies to keepe from sinne, bee quickned by considering: 1. That thou art farre worthier, to bee now burning with the most abominable Sodomite in the bottome of Hell; then to bee crowned with any of these loving kindnesses: That if thou wert able to doe Him all the honour, service and worship, which all the Saints both militant and triumphant doe; it would come infinitely short of the merit of the least of all His mercies unto Thee in Iesus Christ. 2. How unkindelylie God takes the neglect of His extraordinary kindenesses unto vs. 2. Sam. 12.7, &c. 1. Sam. 27.28.31. Ezech. 16.
16. Marke well, and be amaz'd of thine owne fearefull and desperate folly; when thou fallest deliberately into any sinne: Thou lajest, as it were, in the one scale of [Page 127] the Balance, the glory of Almighty God, the endles ioies of Heaven, the losse of thine immortall Soule, the pretious blood of Christ, &c. And in the other, some rotten pleasure, earthly pelf, worldly preferment, fleshly lust, sensuall vanity: And suffers this, prodigious madnes! Bee astonished, O yee Heavens at this, and bee horribly afraid! to out-weigh all those.
17. Vpon the first assault of every sinne, say thus unto thy self: If I now yeeld, and commit this sin; I shall either repent, or not repent: If I doe not repent, I am vndone; If I doe repent, it will cost mee incomparably, more hearts-greife, then the pleasure of the sinne is worth.
18. Consider, that for that very sinne, to which thou art now tempted, Revel. 21.8. Heb. 13.4. 1. Thessal. 4.6. suppose lying, lust, ouerreaching thy Brother, &c. many millions are already damned, and even now burning in Hell. And when thy foote is upon the brinke, stay, and thinke upon the wages. And know for a truth, that if thou falelst into that sinne, thou art fallen into Hell, if God helpe not out.
19. Never bee the bolder to giue way unto any wickednes; to exercise thine heart with covetousnesse, cruelty, ambition, revenge, adulterjes, speculative wantonnesse, selfe-uncleannesse, or any other solitary sinfulnesse; because thou art alone, and no mortall eie lookes upon Thee. For if thine heart condemne thee, God is greater then thine heart, and knoweth all things; and will condemne thee much more. If thy conscience, bee as a thousand witnesses; God, who is the Lord of thy conscience will be more then a million of witnesses. And thou mayst bee assured, Howsoever thou blessest thy selfe in thy secrecy, that what sin soever, is now acted, in the very retyredst corner of thine heart, or any waies most solitarily by thy Selfe; tho in the meane time it bee concealed, and lie hid in as great darknesse, as it was committed, untill that last and great Day, yet then it must [Page 128] most certainly Iniquitates tuae omnibus populis nudabuntur, & cunctis agminibus patebunt, u [...]iversa scetera tua, non sol [...]m a [...]tuum, verùm cogitationum & locutionum. Bern. lib. de Consc. out with a witnesse; and bee as a legible on thy forehead, as if it were writ with the brightest Sun-beame upon a Wall of Christall. Thou shalt then in the face of Heaven and Earth, bee laide out in thy colours, and Prov. 28.13. without confessing and forsaking▪ while it is called to Day, bee before Pensant sancti viri, quant ailla sit verecundia t [...] conspectu tunc humani generis, [...]agelorum omnium, Archangelorum (que) confundi. Angels, Men, and Diuels, vtterly, universally, and everlastingly shamed and confounded.
20. Consider the resolute resistance, and mortifyed resolutions against sinne, and all entisements thereunto of many, upon whom, the Sun of the Gospell did not shine with such beauty and fullnesse, as it doth upon vs▪ neither were so many heavenly discoveries in the kingdome of Christ, made knowne unto them, as our daies have seene. (For vpon our times, which makes our sins a great deale more sinfull, hath happily fallen, an admirable Confluence of the saving light and learning, experience, and excellency of all former Ages, besides the extraordinary additions of the present; which with a glorious Noonetide of united illuminations doth abundantly serve our turne, for a continued further and fuller illustration of the great mystery of godlinesse, and Secrets of sanctification). Heare Ego sic cense [...], sic a [...]i [...]uè praedicaho, [...] acerbius esse, C [...]ris [...]um offendere, quam Gehennae mal [...] vexa [...]. In Mat. 9. Hom. 37. Chrysostome, But I thinke thus, and this will I ever preach; that it is much bitterer to offend Christ, then to bee tormented in the paines of Hell. Hee that writes the life of Anselme, Nilin munao, quantum pe [...]care, timebat. Conscientiá meá te ie, non mentio [...]; quia saepè ill [...]m [...]b veritatis testimonio profitentem a [...]di [...]imus: Quòd si hine peccati horrorem; hinc [...]serni lolorem corporaliter cerneret; & necessariò uni corum immergideberet; priùs infernum, quàm peccatum appeterei. Aliud quoque non minùs forsan aliquibus mirum dicere solebat; videlicet, malle se purum à peccato, innocentem, gehennam habere, quàm peccatisorde pollutum, c [...]loru [...] regna tenere. De vitâ Anselmi. lib. 2. In oper. Anselmi. saith thus of Him; Hee feared nothing in the world more, then to sinne. My conscience bearing mee witnesse, I lie not; For we haue often heard Him professe: That if on the on [...] hand▪ He should see corporally, the horrour of sinne; on the other the paines of Hell; and might necessarily bee plunged into the one, Hee would chuse Hell rather then sinne. And an other thing also no lesse perhaps wonderfull to some, Hee was [Page 129] woont to say: To wit; That Hee would rather haue Hell, beeing innocent, and free from sinne; then polluted with the filth thereof, possesse the kingdome of Heaven. It is reported of an other ancient holy Man, that He was woont to say: Hee would rather bee torne in peeces with wilde horses, then wittingly and willingly commit any sin. Ierome also in one of His Epistles, tells a Aliu [...] juveniliaetate s [...]orentem, in amoenissim [...]s hortulos praecepit abduci. Ibi (que) inter [...] candentia, & rubentes rosas; cum leni juxta murmure aquarum serperet ri [...]us, & mollifihilo arborum folia ventus perstringeret, super extructam plumis lec [...]m re supinari: Et ne se inde posset excutere, blandis serico noxibus irretitum relinqui. Quò cum recedentibus cunctis moretrix speciosa venisset, capit delicatis constringere colla amplexibus. Et quod dictu quoque s [...]elus eft, manibus attrectare virilia, ut corpore in libidinem concitato, se victrix impudica superjaceret. Quid ageret miles Christi, & quò se verteret, nesciebut.— Tandem coelitùs inspiratus praecisam morsu linguam in osculantis se faciem expuit: ac sic libidinis sensum, succedens doloris magnitudo superavit. Hieronym. p. 3. Tract. 8. Epist. 37. story of a young Man, of most invincible courage, and constancy in the Profession of Christ, under some of the bloody Persecuting Emperours, to this sense: They had little hope as it seemes, to conqver Him by torture; and therfore they take this course with Him: They brought Him into most fragrant Gardens, flowing with all pleasure and delight; there they laid Him upon a Bed of Downe softly enwrapped in a net of silke; amongst the Lillies, and the Roses, the delicious murmure of the streames, and the sweet whistling of the leaves; they all depart, and in comes a beautifull strumpet, and vseth all the abominable tricks of Her impure Art, and who [...]sh villanies to draw Him to her desire: Whereupon the yong Man, fearing that Hee should now bee conqvered by folly, who was Conqverer over fury, out of an infinite detestation of sinne, bites off a peece of His Tong with His owne teeth, and spits it in the face of the whore: And so hinders the hurt of sinne, by the smart of his wound. I might haue begun with Ioseph, who did so bravely and blessedly beate backe, and trample under His feete the sensuall solicitations of His wanton and wicked Mistris. Hee had pleasure and preferment in His eye, which were strongly offered in the temptation; but Hee well knew, that not all the offices and honours in Egypt, could take off the guilt of that filth; and therefore Hee resolved rather to lie in the dust, then rise by sinne: How can I doe this great wickednesse, and sinne against God? I might passe along to the Moth [...] and seven brethren. 2. Mac. 7. who chose rather to passe thorow horrible tortures, and a most cruell death, then to [Page 130] eate swines [...]lesh against the Law: And so come downe along to that noble Army of Martyrs in Q. Maries time; who were contented with much patience, and resolution to part with all, wife, children, liberty, livelihood, life it selfe; even to lay it downe in the flames, rather then to submit to that Man of sinne; or to subscribe to any one Point of His Devillish Doctrine.
Thus as you haue heard, I haue tendred many reasons to restraine from sinne; which by the helpe of God may serve to take off the edge of the most eager temptation; to coole the heat of the most furious entisement; to embitter the sweetest baite, that drawes to any sensuall delight. Now my most thirsty desire & earnest entreaty is, that every one into whose hands, by Gods providence this Book of mine shall fall, after the perusall of them, would pause a while upon purpose, that Hee may more solemnly vow, and resolve that ever hereafter, when he shalbee set upon, and assaulted by allurement to any sinne, Hee wil first have recourse unto these twenty Considerations, I have here recommended unto Him, to helpe in such cases; and with a punctuall seriousnesse, let them sinke into His heart, before Hee proceede and pollute Himselfe. I could bee content, if it were pleasing unto God, that these lines which thou now readest, were writ with the warmest blood in mine heart, to represent unto thine eie, the deare affectionatenesse of my Soule, for thy spirituall and eternall Good; so that thou wouldest be throwly perswaded, and now before thou passe any further, sincerely promise so to doe!
3. Thirdly, The point may serve to set out the excellency of that high and heavenly Art, of cōforting afflicted consciences. The more dangerous and desperate the wound is, the more doth it magnifie, and make admirable the mysterie and method of the Cure and recovery. Which were it wel knowne, and wisely practised; what a world of vnnecessary slavish torture in troubled minds would it prevent? So many thousands of poore [Page 131] abused, deluded Soules should not perish, by the damning flatteries, and cruel mercies of unskillfull Dawbers: what an heaven of spirituall light-somnesse, and ioy might shine in the hearts, and shew it selfe in the faces of Gods people? Vntill it please the Lord to mooue the hearts of my learned and holy Brethren in populous Cities and great congregations, who must needs have much imploiment, and variety of experiments this way; or some speciall men extraordinarily endowed and exercised herein, put to their h [...]lping hands, and furnish the Church with more large and exact discourses in this kinde, take in good part this Essay of mine.
Wherein I first desire to discover and rectify some ordinary aberrations about spirituall Cures. Which fall out, when the Physition of the Soule,
1. Applies unseasonably the Cordials of the Gospell, and cōforts of Mercy; when the Corrosives of the Law and comminations of Iudgement are convenient and sutable. Were it not absurd in Surgery, to poure a most soveraigne Bal [...]am of exqvisite composition, and inestimable price upon a sound part? It is farre more unseemely and senselesse, of & an infinitely more pestilent consequence in any Ministeriall passages, to profer the blood of Christ, and promises of life to an unwounded conscience, as belonging unto it, as yet. It is the onely right everlasting Method to turne men from darknes to light, from the power of Satan unto God; and all the Men of God and master-Builders, who have ever set themselves sincerely to serve God in their Ministery, and to save Soules▪ have followed the same course; to wit, First to wound by the Law, and then to heale by the Gosp [...]ll. Wee must bee humbled in the sight of the Lord; before Hee lift us vp. Iam. 4.10. Wee must bee sensible of our spirituall blindnesse, captivity, poverty; before wee can heartily seeke to bee savingly illightned enlarged from the Devils slavery, and enriched with grace. There must [Page 132] bee sense of misery, before shewing of mercy; Crying, I am uncleane, I am uncleane, before opening the Fountaine for vncleannesse; stinging, before curing by the Brasen Serpent; smart for sinne, before a Plaister of Christs blood; Brokennesse of heart, before binding up. God himselfe De utraque apertion [...] oculorum intelligatur hic locus: [...] de conscientià & sensi [...]i [...] terne nuditatis▪ hoc est, amissa imaginis Dei, & illi [...]ò obortae in mente caecitatis, in volu [...]ale averstonis, in sensualitate & motibus internis omnimodae pravitatis & [...]. De [...]nde, de aspectu e [...]i am externae nuditat [...], quae prius fue [...]at d [...]o ra, &c. Statim audiverunt vocem Dei, hoc est, statim hec tristis cogitatio divexavit corū animos: Heu quid s [...]cimus [...]rborem vetitam gustavimus, & Despraeciptis contempsimus, Diabolo obtemperavimus: tu [...]iter decepti sumus: vestem innocentiae amisimus, pudendam nuditatem in nobis cernimus: Hoc parum est: Deus verax & justus est: dixit: Morte moriemini: manetigitur miscros, jam inevitabile mortis supplicium. Par. in 3. c. Gen. opened the eies of our first Parents, to make them see and bee sensible of their sinne and misery; nakednesse and shame, &c. Gen. 3.7. Concionem gratiae seu veniae omninò praecessit legalis territatio, & fulm [...]n irae divinae: quod immutabili [...]èr siquttur pecc [...]tum, & quonecesse est peccatorem humiliari, & ad gratiam praeparari. De hac seqiatur v. 15. Ibid Before Hee promised Christ. Hac promissione auditâ Parentes pudefacti aspectu turpissimae nuditatis suae, & conscientiá peccati, at que sensu irae Dei, neo non metu aeternae mortis, trepidi, atque dejecti haud dubie iterum erecti sunt, ut conceptá fiduciâ gratiae, & remissionis peccatorum propter promissum semen, (quod caput Satanae, hoc est, peccatum, mortem, infernum & Diabolum ipsum conte [...]eret) Deum, qaem prius fugerant, ut j [...]dicem; iterum amare inciperent, atque requireren [...], ut Pe [...]rem. Ibid. vers. 15. Christ Iesus tells us, [...] id est, Eos, qici sibi justi videntur, sive qui se justos esse somniant, quod fui [...] Pharisaorum dogma: quibus opponuntur peccatores; id est, q [...]i suorum peccatorum sensu vulnerati, ad unam Dei mise [...]cordiam confugiunt. Beza. that Hee was annointed by the Lord, The Publicane was vil [...] in their eyes: Paul after his conversion, a pestilen [...] fellow, and too precise: Them selves the onely Men. Luk. 18.1 [...]. to preach good tydings: But to whom? To the poore, To the broken hearted; To the captives; To the blind; To the bruised, Isai. 61.1. Luk. 4.18▪ That the whole neede not the Physition, but they that are sicke; And Hee came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Matth. 9.12.13. That is, poore Soules, sinners with a witnesse even in their owne apprehension and conceit; And not selfe-conceited Pharisees, who tho they bee meere strangers to any wound of conscience for sinne; yet they will not be perswaded, that they shall bee damned; but in the meane time contemne and condemne all others in respect of themselves: sinfull Publicanes are to grosse; sincere Professours are too godly. Whereas notwithstanding in true iudgemēt, [Page 133] Harlots are in a In quo illud [...]ireris: si qui tanquam justi se stilerunt coram co, & convenerunt ad condemnandum mulicrem ream, ij, inquam, [...]iscesserunt convicti conscien [...]ijs & condemnati: mulier autem, quae in medio statuebatur, & rea peragebatur, absoluta est. Ex quo illud conspicitur, quod alibi dictum legimus in Evangelio Principibus Sacerdotum & senioribus: Publicani & meretrices pra eun [...] vos in regnum coelorum. Mat. 21.31. Atque id quoque verum est hodierno die. Rolloc. in loan. cap. 8. farre happier case then they. Math. 21.31. That Hee will give rest; but to whom? To those that labour and are heavy laden. Matth. 11.28. That the Spirit which Hee would send, should convince the world: First, of sinne; and then of righteousnesse; to wit, of Christ; It is ordinary with the Phrophets; First to discover the sinnes of their people, and to denounce iudgements: And then to promise Christ, upon their comming in, to illighten and make them lightsome, with raising their thoughts to a fruitfull contemplation of the glory, excellency, and sweetnesse of His blessed kingdome. Isaiah in his first chapter, from the mouth of God doth in the first place behaue Himself like a Son of Thunder, pressing vpon the consciences of those to whom Hee was sent, many hainous sinnes; horrible ingratitude, fearefull falling away, formality in Gods worship, cruelty and the like: afterward vers. 16.17. He invites to repentance: And then followes vers. 18. Come now and let us reson together, saith the Lord: Vocantur ad Christii illi peccatores, qui sensu peccati premuntur, & pro pacificandâ conscientiâ laborant. Atque illi soli sunt, qui cum fructu ad Christum veniunt. Musc. in 11. c. Mat. Though your sins bee as scarlet, they shalbee as white, as snow; though they bee red like crimsin, they shalbee as wooll. Nathan to recover even a regenerate man, convinceth Him first soundly of His sin, with much aggravation and terrour, and then upon remorse, assures Him of pardon. 2. Sam. 12.13. Consider further for this purpose the Sermons of our blessed Saviour Himselfe; Laborantes & oneratos intelligit Christus, qui mortis aeterme reatu conscientias afflictas ha [...]ent; & ita suis malis u [...]gentur, ut deficiant: Nam hic descitus nos adrecipiendam ejus gratiam idoaeos reddit. Calv. who taught as one having authority, and not as the Scribes: With what power, and piercing, did our Lord and Master labour to open the eies, search the hearts, and wound the consciences of His Hearers, to fit them for the Gospell, and His owne deare Hearts blood? See Mat. 5. &c. And 23. And 25 &c. Of Iohn Baptist, who by the mightinesse of His Ministerial spirit, accompanied with extraordinary strength from Heaven, did strike thorow the hearts of those that heard Him, with such astonishment about their spirituall state; with such horrour for their former waies, and feare of future vengeance, that they came unto Him thicke, and [Page 134] threefold, as they say: And the people asked Him saying, what shall wee doe then? Then came also Publicans to be baptized, and said unto Him, Master, what shall wee doe? And the Souldiers likewise demanded of Him, saying, And what shall wee doe? Luk. 3.10.12.14. Of Peter: who Act. 2. beeing now freshly inspired, and illuminated from aboue with large and extraordinary effusions of the holy Ghost, shadowed by cloven fiery tongs; in the very prime and flower of His Ministeriall wisedome, bends Himsel [...]e to breake the hearts of His Hearers. Amongst other pie [...]ci [...]g Passages of His searching Sermon, Hee tells them to their faces, they standing before Him stained with the horrible guilt of the dearest blood, that ever was shed upon earth, most worthy to have beene gathered up by the most glorious Angels, in vessels of gold; that they had crucified and slaine that iust and holy One, the Lord of life, I [...]sus of Nazareth. vers. 23. And againe, at the close and conclusion vers. 36. leaves the same bloody sting in their consciences; which restlesly wrought and boild within them, untill it begot a great deale of compunction terrour, and tearing of their hearts with extreme amazement and anguish. Now when they heard this, they were The word in the Origina [...] I signifieth, to vexe rent, and wound punctually; e [...]en every the least part and point of the heart. If the sharpest points of many empo [...] [...] daggers, had been all at once fastened in their hearts, in the cruel [...]est manner could bee devised: th [...]y had not by the thousanth part so tortur'd them, as did now the fling of conscience f [...] their [...]innes, and the sense of that horrible guilt of crucifying the So [...] o [...] God. Sc [...]lerum & proditionis sibi cons [...] cum essent, maximè cos pude [...]at [...] maximo assi [...] [...]. Buc. [...]. Scap. pricked in their heart. v. 27. Whereupon they came crying vnto Peter, and the rest of the Apostles: Men and Brethren what shall wee doe? And so beeing seasonably led, by the counsell of the Apostles Which is implyed in these words: In the name of Iesus Christ Baptizari in nomine Domini Iesu Christi, est Baptismatis signo sesia [...]e Christo credere, ad remissionem peccalorum. to beleeve on the Name of Iesus Christ; to lay hold upō the promise, to repent Evangelically; They had the remission of sinnes sealed vnto them by Baptisme, and were happily received into the number of [Page 135] the Saints of God, whose Son they had so lately slaughtered: Of Paul; who tho Hee stood as a Prisoner at the Barre, and might perhaps, by a generall plausible discourse, without piercing or particularizing, have insinuated into the affections, and wonne the favours of His Hearers, who were to be His Iudges; and so made way for His enlargement, and particular wellfare; yet Hee for all this, very resolutely and unreservedly, crosseth and opposeth their greedy, lustfull and carelesse humours with a right searching, terrifying Sermon of righteousnesse, temperance, and iudgement to come. Acts 24.24.25. That vnhappy Felix was a fellow polluted with abominable adultery, and very infamous for his cruell and covetous oppressions, and by consequent unapprehensive, and fearelesse of that dreadfull Tribunall, and the terrors to come: Whereupon Paul hauing learned in the Schoole of Christ, not to Et vide Paulum, quamvis cum Principe loqueretur, nihil dic [...]re corū, per quae verisimile erat refocillari animam illius, sed talia, quibus etiam terretur, & menie concutitur. Chrysost. Hom. 51. In Acta Apost. feare any mortall man in the discharge of His Ministry, drawes the sword of the Spirit, with undantednesse of spirit, and strikes presently at the very face of those fearefull sinnes, which ra [...]gned in His principall and most eminent Hearers; tho Hee stood now before them in bonds, at their mercy and devotion, as they say. Hee shrewdly Tanta erat verborum Paul [...] vis, ut & Principem torreant. Ibid. galls the Conscience of that Tanta erat verborum Paul [...] vis, ut & Principem torreant. Ibid. great Man; M [...]gno conatu magnas nugas agunt. by opposing righteousnesse to His brybing cruelties, temperance to his adulterous impurities, D [...]silla foemina libid [...]nosissima ab Azizo [...]norum rege circumciso ad hunc Felicem, Pallantis Nero [...]is libe [...]l [...] s [...]atrem, prosa [...] ho [...]inem, trans [...]t. Nam hic singulari ejus [...] h [...]dine captus [...] qu [...]ndam Ind [...]orum gene [...] Cyprium sabor [...]vit, q [...] suis [...] eret. Both naught. [...] Ioseph. Antiq. Lib. 20. the dreadfulnes of Iudgement to come to His insolent lawlesse outrages & desperate security. H [...]d Paul addre [...] Himself to haue satisfyed their curiosities, as many a rising temporizing tre [...]char-Chaplaine would have done very industriously; and to entertaine th [...]ime with a generall discourse of the wonderfull b [...]h, [...] Christ, now so much talk't of [...] in the world; with [...] pleasing discovery, onely [...] and glorious things pur [...] [...] by His Bloodshed; not [...] delights [...] lust, [Page 136] and other sinnes; O then, they had listned unto Him with much acceptation, and delight; all things had been carried faire, and favourably: Paul had not been interrupted, and so suddainly silent; Nor Felix so frighted, and distempered. But this Man of God, knewfull well that that was not the way; neither best for them, nor for His Masters honor, nor for the comfort of His owne conscience; And therefore Hee takes a course to cause the Tyrant tremble; that thereby Hee might either bee sitted for Christ, which was best of all; or at least made inexcusable; but howsoever that in so doing His duty might bee discharged, and Soule delivered; holding it farrre better, that His Body should bee in bonds; then His Soule guilty of See Ezech 3.18. Q [...] [...] perdideri [...] ▪ v [...] l [...]p [...] rapientibus, [...] adori [...]ti [...]us, [...] sed animae propriae j [...]i [...] facere oportet. C [...]ys. de Sa [...]rdo. 10. Lib. [...]. blood.
Orthodox Antiquity was of the same minde, and for the same methode.
Conscientia non digna [...] san [...], si [...]ota non est. Sed loquer [...], praed [...]a [...], [...], praeceptu [...] Dei [...] non quies [...] & [...] audit, si non [...], si non [...] dignus [...] In Psal. 5 [...] Austen, that famous Disputer in His time counselleth to this purpose in this Point: (I expresse the sense and summe, and no more then may bee collected and concluded from the Place; I will not ever tie my selfe grammatically and pedantically to the words, precisely, and to render verbatim; save only in some cases; as of Controversie, or some other such like necessity of more Punctuall quotation).
The Conscience is not to bee healed, if it bee not wounded. Thou preachest and pressest the Law, comminations, the Iudgement to come, and that with much earnestnesse and importunity: Hee which heares, if Hee bee not terrified, if Hee bee not troubled, is not to bee comforted. Another heares, is stir'd, is st [...]ng, takes on extremely: Cure His contritions, because Hee is cast downe and confounded in Himselfe.
After, that Iohn Baptist, saith [...] securis [...] ipsorum reu [...]ane, & aliorum introitu siliorum, & geminatione poe [...] [...] undique corum duritiam mollivisset, atque ex tot malorum ti [...] ad liberationis desideriam suscit [...]sset, tum demi [...]m de Christo intu [...] [...]. In cap. 3. Mat. Hom. 11. Chrysostome, had thorowly [Page 137] frighted the minds of His Hearers, with the terrour of iudgement, and expectation of torment; and with the name of an Axe, and their rejection, and entertainement of other children; and by doubling the punishment, to wit, of beeing hewed downe and cast into the fire: when Hee had thus every way tamed, and taken downe their stubbornnesse, and from feare of so many evils, had stir'd them up to a desire of deliverance; then at length Hee makes mention of Christ.
God powres not the oyle of His mercy, saith Dues non infanditoleum misericordiae, nisi in vas contritum. Bernard, save into a broken vessell.
So also are all our moderne Divines, who are instructed unto the Kingdome of Heaven.
Pulcherrima est concio ista Prophetae, ad eujus exemplum, qu [...] docent in Ecclesiâ, vel qui alios corrigunt, formare suas debent. Primo loco ponit Parabolam: ita Ecclesiastici Doctores locum al [...]em sibi ex veter [...], vel novo [...]estamento delig [...]nr. Deinde adaptant adges praesentes, ut Nathan quando dicit, Tu es ille vir. Mox, peccatum exagitant, pet [...] ad beneficia Dei hominibus collata, & percatum quod committunt: violare legene, grave est, ac benè de nobis meriti gr [...]vius— —Cousam item percati aperit in hâc suâ methado; nimirum quòd Dauid contempserit Deum: & gravia, quae inde secuta sunt, demonstrat, totumque peccatum patefacit. Ad extremum comminationes adijcit, ut consternet peccatorem. Methodus haec servatur in concionibus, ut ad extremum consolationi locus detur. In 2. Sam. 12. Peter Martyr magnifies Nathans method of preaching, and commends it to all the Ministers of God. Hee first proposeth a Parable, as wee doe Doctrines, for the illumination, and conviction of the understanding. Then Hee applies it more particularly, and to the present [...] where Hee doth notably exagitate and aggravate the Sinne, by recounting, and opposing Gods extraordinary bounty and most mercifull dealing with David, by the cause of it, contempt of the Lords commandement, and dreadfull things ensuing thence: Afterward that Hee might strike the heart thorow with astonishment and dread, Hee threatens terribly: At last upon compunction, and crying, I have sinned, He sweetly comforteth and rayseth to the assurance of Gods favour againe.
If this course must bee taken with relapsed Christians; why not much more, with those who are starke dead in trespasses and sinnes?
Christ is promised to them alone, saith Ij [...] solis pro [...]ittitur Christus, qui mansucfatti sunt, & malorum suorum sensu confusi. In Isa 6 [...]. Calvin, who are humbled, and confounded with sense of their owne sinnes.
[Page 138] Then is Christ seasonably revealed, faith Tunc opportune revelatur Christus, quando corda mortal um praedicatione poenitentiae compuncta desidri [...] gratiae Christi renentur. In Mat. cap. 3. Musculus, when the hearts of men beeing soundly pierced by preaching Repentance, are possest with a desire of His gratious righteousnesse.
The way to Faith, saith [...] igitur ad sidem est [...], quoniam cogit vel invitos ad & Medicum confugere. Annot. in Mat. cap. 21. vers. 32. See the difference betweene [...], and [...] Annot. in Mat. c 3. v. 2. And in Act. c. 5. v. 31. [...]Semper enim sunt homines at Evangeli [...] praedicatione legis p [...]eparandi. In. 2. Cor. 3.11. Beza, is penitence, Legall compunction; because sicknesse enforceth men euen unwilling, to slie unto the Physician.
Men are ever to bee prepared for the Gospell, by the preaching of the Law.
A Sermon of the Law, said Paenitere & res [...]p [...]s [...]ere differunt, sicut apud Hebraeos [...] & [...]: Apud Grae [...]os [...] Ill [...]dest [...]; ho [...] cor [...]s: [...] etiam in pi [...]rum; hoc non a [...]s [...] [...]oru [...]n: quamuis hoc discrimen non semper observatur. Hoc sensu poenite [...]tia prior est fide & justificatione. Atque huc resp [...]cit Scrip [...]a, [...]. Mark. 1.15. &c. Qua leg [...]s concio praemitten [...]a est doctrinae [...]. Nec obstat, q [...]òd [...] [...]. E [...]si [...] mutatuo, que ac [...]i [...]i [...] ess [...] [...] tamen [...]: Cor. 7. [...]0 Svntag Theol. p 2 c. 45. Tilenus, while hee was yet Orthodoxe, must go before the Doctrine of the Gospell, that the Oyle of mercy may bee powred into a contrite vessell.
In our exhortations to follow Christ saith [...] In Iohan. cap. 8. Rolloc, the minds of men are ever to bee prepared with a sense of misery, and their darke estate; and afterward with a desire of enlargement and light.
It is the care of those Ministers, which divide Gods Word aright, say our [...] great Divines of Great Britaine, first fitly and wisely to wound the Consciences of their hearers with the terrours of the Law, and after to raise them by the Promises of the Gospell, &c.
[...] The Spirit first terrifies those, who are to bee justified, with the Law: breaking and humbling them with [Page 139] threats scourges and lashes of Conscience, that thereby despairing of themselves, they may flie unto Christ.
Wee cannot learne out of the Gospell saith Evangelium generatim, & protolâ doctrina Christi, acceptum, est praedicatio poenitentiae & remission [...]s peccatorum. Neque enim ex Evangelio addiscere possumus nos in Christo esse benedi [...]n [...]os, insi per antuhesin, [...] [...]utheros loquitur, simul, agnosia [...]us nos per legen esse maledictos.—Prae [...] poenitenti [...]e [...] [...]nitionis peccatorum necessario praenitti debet, si fides de reconciliatione locum habere debeat. Harmo. Evang. cap. 73. Chemmitius, that wee are to bee blessed in Christ, except by an anthithesis, as Luther speakes, we also acknowledge, that wee are accursed by the Law.
The Doctrine of the Law, saith Doctrina legis proponenda est impijs — ad terrorem incutiendum, ad demonstrandam justam illorum damnationem, ni resipiscant, & ad Christum Mediatorem consugiant. In cap. 1. [...]d Coloss. Davenant ▪ is to be propounded to the impious and impenitent—to strike terrour into their hearts and to demonstrate their just damnation, except they repent, and she to Iesus Christ.
Of the nature and practise of Repentance Cap. 3. Rom. 8.15. Perkins that great Light of our Church, both for soundnesse of learn [...]ng, sincer [...]ty of iudgement, and insight into the Mystery of Christ, te [...]ching, How Repentance is wrought, tel [...] vs,
That first of all a Man must have knowledge o [...] foure things: Of the Law of God; Of sinne against the Law; Of the guilt of sinne; and of the Iudgement of God against sinne, which is His eternall wrath: In the second Place must follow an application of the former knowledge to a Mans selfe, by the worke of the conscience assisted by the holy Ghost, which for that cause is called the spirit of bondage; in this manner.
The breaker of the Law is guilty of eternall wrath, saith the Minde:
But I am a breaker of the Law of God, saith the Conscience as a Witnesse, and an Accuser:
Therefore I am guilty of eternall death, saith the same Conscience, as a Iudge.
Every Law shall have His part in the Lake, which burneth with fire and brimstone: Reuel. 21.8.
But I am a Liar:
Therefore I shall have my part in that everlasting fiery Lake.
And so of other sinnes; Covetousnesse, Cruelty, Drunkennesse, Whoredome, Swearing, Defrauding, Temporizing, Vsury, Filthinesse, Self-uncleannesse, Foolish talking, [...]esting, Ephes. 5.4. Revellings, Galat. 5.21. [Page 140] Prophaning the Lords Day, strange apparell, Zeph. 1.8. And innumerable sinnes moe; which beeing all severally prest upon the heart, by a discourse of the guilty conscience, as I have said, must needs full sorely crush it with many cutting conclusions: from which set on by the spirit of bondage, is woont to arise much trouble of minde; which, saith Hee, is commonly called, the sting of the conscience, or penitence, Act. [...].37. and the compunction of heart. And then succeedes seasonably, and comfortably the worke of the Gospell. The Soule beeing thus sensible of and groaning under the burden of all sinne, is happily See Isa. 57.15. Mat. 11.28. & 9.13. fitted for all the glorious revelations of the abundant riches of Gods dearest mercies; for all the comforts, graces and favours which shine from the face of Christ; for all the expiations, refreshings, and exultations, which spring out of that blessed Fountaine, Zech. 13.1. opened for sinne and for uncleannesse.
Never any of Gods Children, saith Of Repentance. Sern. 7. Greeneham, were comforted thorowly, but they were first humbled for their Sinnes.
The course warranted unto us by the Scriptures, saith The Preachers [...]. pag 201.202.203.204 Hieron, is this: First, to endeavour the softning of our Hearers hearts, by bringing them to the sight and sense of their owne wretchednes, before we adventure to apply the riches of Gods mercy in Christ Iesus. The preaching of the Gospell is cōpared by our Saviour Himself unto the Sowing of seedes as therefore the ground is first torne up with the pl [...]gh, Mat. 13. before the seede be committed unto it: so the f [...]llow ground of our hearts must first bee broken up with the sharpenesse of the Law, Ier. 4.3. and the very terrour of the Lord, 2. Cor. 5. [...]. before wee can bee fit to entertaine the sweete seed of the Gospell—I would have a Preacher to preach peace, and to aime at nothing more, then the comfort of the Soules of Gods people: yet I would have Him withall, frame his course to the manner of Gods appearing to Elijah. The Text saith, 1. [...]g. 19 12.12. that first a mighty strong winde rent the Mountaines, and brake the rockes: then, after that came [Page 141] an earthquake; and after the earthquake came fire: and after all these, then came a still, and a soft voyce. After the same manner, I would not have the still and milde voy [...]e of the Gospell come, till the strong tempest of the Law hath rent the sto [...]y hearts of men, and have made the [...] beli [...]es to tremble, Habak. 3.16. and rottennesse to enter into their bones. — Or at least, because our Auditories are mixt, consisting of men▪ of divers humours, it shall bee good for Him to deliver His doctrine with that caution, that neither the humbled soules may be affrighted with the severity of Gods judgements, nor the prophane and unrepentant grow presumptuous by the abundance of Gods mercy. Prou. 27.7.— The person that is full, despiseth the hony-combe, saith Salomon: And what doth a proud Pharisie, or a churlish Nabal, or a Politicke Gallio, or a scoffing Ishmael, care to heare of the breadth, Eph. 3.18. and length, and depth, and height of the love of God in his Sonne Iesus? Except it bee to settle them faster upon their lees. Act. 7.51. The Doctrine of that nature is as unfitting such uncircumcised eares, as the snow the Summer, Prov. 26.1.3. and the raine the Harvest. Vnto the Horse belongs a whip, to the Asse a bridle, and a rod to the Fooles backe, &c.— Hee that intendeth to doe any good in this frozen generation, had need rather to bee Boanerges, one of the sons of thunder, Marke 3 17. then Bar-Ionah the Sonne of a Dove.
The Word of God, saith In His Commentarie upon the Revel. c. 14. Forbes, hath three degrees of operation in the hearts of men. For, first it falleth to mens eares as the sound of many waters, a mighty great, and confused sound, and which commonly, bringeth neither terrour, nor ioy, but yet a wondering, and acknowledgement of a strange force, & more then humane power. This is that effect which many felt, hearing Christ, when they were astonished at His Doctrine, Mark. 1.22.27. Luk. 1.32. Ioh. 7.46. as teaching with authority. What manner doctrine is this? Never man spake like this man. This effect falleth even to the reprobate, which wonder and vanish: Ha [...]ak. 15. Act. 13.41. The next effect is the voice of thund [...]r. Which bringeth [Page 142] not onely wonder, but feare also: not onely filleth the eares with sound, and the heart with astonishment, but moreover shaketh and terifyeth the conscience. And this second effect may also befall a reprobate. As Felix. Act. 24. The third effect is proper to the elect: the sound of harping, while the word not onely ravish [...]th with admiration, and striketh the Conscience with terrour; but also, lastly filleth it with sweete peace and ioy, &c. Now albeit the first two degrees may bee without the last; yet none feele the last, who have not in some degree, felt both the first two.
God healeth none The whole Armour of God. pag 237.238. saith Gouge, but such as are first wounded. The whole need not a Physitian, but they that are sicke. M [...]t. 9.12. Christ was annointed to preach the Gospell to the poore, Luk. 4.18. to heale the broken hearted, &c.
Acts 16 4.Ob. Many have believed, who never grieved for their misery, as Lidia, &c.
Answ. Who can tell, that these greeved not? It followeth not that they had no greife, because none is recorded. All particular actions and circumstances of Actions are not recorded: It is enough that the greefe of some, as of the Iewes, Acts 2.37. & 16 29. Luk. [...] 38. of the Iaylour, of the woman that washed Christs feete with Her teares▪ and of others, is recorded.
Lidia might bee prepared before she heard Paul. For sh [...]e accompanied them which went out to pray, Acts 16.13 14. and shee worshipped God: Or else Her heart might be then touched, when she heard Paul preach. The like may bee said of those which heard Peter, Act. 10.41.45. when Her preached to Cornelius; And of others. Certaine it is that a man must both see and feele Hi [...] wretchednesse, and bee wounded in Soule for it before Faith can be wrought in Him. Yet I deny not, but there may be great difference in the manner and measure of greeving, &c.
Yates. [...] against the [...] of Gods wi [...]l [...] 5. Rom. 8.15. The heart is prepared for faith, and not by faith. Iustifi [...]ation beeing the worke of God is perfect in it selfe: but our hearts are not fit to apply it, untill God have humbled us brought us to despaire in our selves.—The whole preparation beeing legall wrought by the Spirits of bondage [Page 143] to bring us to the Spirit of Adoption, leaves us in despaire of all helpe either of our selves, or the whole world; that so beeing in this wofull plight wee might now submit our selves to God, who infusing a lively faith into our hearts, gives us His Son and our iustification with Him.
Sclater. The sicke Soules Salve. pag. 5. None ever had conscience truly pacifyed, that first felt not conscience wounded.
Dike of Repentance cap. 1. pag. 11. The preparation to repentance. (Hee meanes Evangelicall) are those legall sits of feare and terrour, which are both in nature and time too, before Faith.
Ibid. cap. 2. p. 23.24. As there can bee no birth without the Quid sunt dolores ut parturient [...], nisi dolores p [...]entis. August. in Psal 48. paines of the travell going before; so neither, no true repentance without some terrours of the Law, and streights of Conscience. —The reason is plaine. None can have repentance, but such as Christ cals to Repentance. Now Hee cals only sinners to Repentance. Mat. 9.13. even sinners heavy laden with the sense of Gods wrath against sinne. Mat. 11.28. Hee comes onely to save the lost sheepe, that is such sheepe, as feele themselves lost in themselves, and know not how to finde the way to the fold. It is said Rom. 8.15. Yee have not received the spirit of bondage againe, to feare: which shewes, that once they did receive it, namely, in the very first preparation vnto conversion, that then the spirit of God in the Law did so beare witnes unto thē, of their bondage and miserable slavery, that it made them to tremble. Now there, vnder the person of the Romans, the Apostle speakes to all Beleevers, and so shewes, that it is every Christians common case.
Hinde, of the O [...]ice and vse of the morall Law of God in the dayes of the Gospell. pag. 104. Hee quotes in the Margent. Matth. 27.3.2. Timoth. 2.25. Bez. in Mat. 3.2. and in Act. 5.31. I the rather name this Booke, because I could wish all those, who are ignorantly and lewdly tampering and medling about an utter abrogating and abolishing the whole Law of Moses since the death of Christ, would reade it over, and returne unto their right minde. the law hath His use to worke [...], poenitentiam. The Gospell His force to worke [...], resipiscentiam; and both are needfull for Christians even at this Present, as formerly they have ever bin.
Dike of the Deceitfulnes of Mans Heart. cap. 15. p. 190. Gods mercy may not bee such, whereby His Truth in any sort should bee impeached. As it should, if it be prostituted [Page 144] indifferently and promiscuously to all, as well the insolent, and impenitent, as the poore humble, and broken hearted sinner. For unto these latter onely is the promise of mercy made. And if to others, the gate of mercy should bee set open; Gods mercies (as Solomon saies of the wicked's, that they are cruell mercies) should be false and uniust. mercies. But God never yet learned so to bee mercifull, as to make Himselfe false and unfaithfull.
The first thing that drawes unto Christ, is to consider our miserable estate without Him. D. P. —Therefore wee see that the Law drives men to Christ: And the Law doth it by shewing a Man His sin, and the curse due unto the same. — Wee must know, that nothing performed of us can give satisfaction in this matter of humiliation.— Yet it is such a thing without which wee cannot come to Christ. It is as much as if a man should say, the Physitian is ready to heale Thee, but then it is required, that Thou must have a sense of the disease: &c! No Man will come to Christ except He bee hungry. Onely those that are troubled receive the Gospell.
No Man will take Christ for his Husband, till Hee come to know & feele the Waight of Satans yoke. Till that time, Hee will never come to take upon Him the yoke of Christ.
To all you I speake, that are humbled: Others that minde not this Doctrine, regard not the things of this nature; But you that mourne in Zion, that are broken-hearted; you that know the bitternesse of sin, to you is the salvation sent.
C [...]lverwell in His Treatise of Faith p. 45 Vnder the causes I comprehend all that worke of God, whereby Hee worketh Faith in any, which standeth especially in these three things:
1. That God by His word, and Spirit first illightneth the understanding, truly, to conceive the Doctrine of Mans misery, and of His full recovery by Christ.
2. Secondly, by the same meanes Hee worketh in His heart, both such sound sorrow for His misery, and [Page 145] fervent desire after Christ the remedy; that Hee can never bee at quiet, till Hee enioy Christ:
3. Thirdly, God so manifesteth His love in freely offering Christ with all His benefits to Him a poore sinner, that thereby hee drawes Him so to giue credit to God, therein, that Hee gladly accepts Christ offered vnto Him. These three works of God, whosoever findeth to have bin wrought in Himselfe, Hee may thereby know certainly Hee hath Faith. But without these, what change of life soever may bee conceived, there can bee no certainty of Faith.
Throgmorton in His Treatise of Faith. pag. 149. The Law first breakes us, and kills us with the sight, and guilt of sin, before Christ cures us, and binds us up.
The holy Ghost worketh and maketh Faith effectuall by these three Acts: D. P.
1. First, it puts an efficacy into the Law, and makes that powerfull to worke on the heart; to make a man poore in spirit; so that hee may bee fit to receive the Gospell. —The Spirit of bondage must make the Law effectuall; as the Spirit of adoption doth the Gospell, &c.
2. The second worke, is to reveale Christ, when the heart is prepared by the spirit in the first worke, then in the next place, Hee shewes the unsearchable riches of Christ, what is the hope of His calling, and the glorious inheritance prepared for the Saints; what is the exceeding greatnesse of His power in them that beleeve. I say wee neede the Spirit to shew these things, &c.
3. The third Act of the Spirit, is, The testimony which hee gives to our spirit, in telling us that these things are ours. When the heart is prepared by the Law; and when these things are so shewed unto us, that wee prize them, and long after them, yet there must bee a third thing: To take them to our selves, to beleeve they are ours: and there needes a worke of the Spirit for this. For tho the promises bee never so cleare, yet having nothing but the promises, you shall never bee able to apply them to your selves. But when the [Page 146] holy Ghost shall say, Christ is thine, All these things belong to Thee, and God is thy Father; when that shall witnesse to our spirit by a worke of His owne, Then shall wee beleeve, &c!
P. Baine in his Serm. upon Ioh 3.16. p. 39. This is the order observed in our iustification: 1. First There is a sight of our misery, to which wee are brought by the Law. 2. Secondly, There is by the Gospell an holding forth of Christ, as our redemption from sin and death. 3. Thirdly, there is a working of Faith in the heart to rest on Christ, as the ransome from sinne and death. Now when a man is come hither, Hee is truly and really iust.
Cade in his Iustific. of the Church of Engl. Lib. 1. Cap. 5. Sc [...]. 1. Wee teach that in trve conversion a man must bee wounded in his conscience by the sense of his sinnes; His contrition must bee compungent, and vehement, bruising, breaking, renting the heart, and feeling shee throwes (as a woman labouring of Childe) before the new-Creature bee brought forth, or Christ truly formed in Him. It is not done without bitternesse of the Soule; without care, indignation, revenge. 2. Cor. 7.11. But as some Infants, are borne with lesse paine to the mother, and some with more: so may the new-man be regenerated, in some with more, in some with lesse anxiety of travell. But surely grace is not infused into the heart of any sinner, except there bee at least so great affliction of Spirit for sinne foregoing that He cannot but [...]eele it, &c.
D.S. in his Bruised Reede. pag. 13.14.15. This bruising is required before conversion. 1. That so the Spirit may make way for it selfe into the heart by levelling all proud high thoughts! &c 2. To make vs set an high price upon Christs death—This is the cause of relapses, and Apostasies, because men never smarted for sin at the first; They were not long enough under the lash of the Law. Hence this inferiour worke of the Spirit in bringing downe high thoughts, is necessary before conversion.
By this time it doth most clearly, and plentifully appeare; what a foule, and fearefull fault it is; for men, either in the managing of their Publike ministery; or more private Passages, of conference, visitations of the sicke, [Page 147] consultations about a good estate to Godward, and other occasions of like nature; to apply Iesus Christ and the promises, to promise life and safety in the evill Day, to Soules as yet not soundly illightned and afflicted with sight of sinne, and sense of Gods wrath; to consciences never truly wounded and awaked. I insisted the longer upon this Point, because I know it full well, to bee a most universall, and prevailing Policy of the Devill, whereby hee keepes many thousands in His cursed slavery, and from salvation: To confirme as many Pastours as Hee can possibly, willing enough to drive their Flocks before them to damnation, in an ignorant, or affected Preiudice, and forbearance, of that saving method of bringing Soules out of Hell, mentioned before; and made good with much variety of evidence: And to nourish also in the hearts of naturall men, a strong and sturdy disconceite, opposition & raging, against downeright dealing, and those men of God (able as they say, but falsely and furiously against their owne Soules by their terrible teaching to drive their hearers to distraction, Selfe-destruction, or despaire) who take the only right course to convert them and to bring them to Iesus Christ as Hee Himselfe invites them, to wit, labouring and heauy laden with their sinnes, Matth. 11.28.
Dawbers then, who serue Satans craft in this kinde, and all those who dispence their ministery without all spirituall discretion and good conscience, of whom there are too many, as great strangers to the right way of working grace in others, as to the worke of grace in themselves; I say, they are a generation of dangerous men. Old excellent, as they say in an accursed Art of conducting poore blinded Soules, merrily, towards everlasting miserie, and setting them downe in the very midst of Hell, before they bee sensible of any danger, or discovery of their damnable state. Great men they are with the men of this world, with al those wise fooles and sensuall great ones, who are not willing to bee tormented [Page 148] before their time, or rather who desire impossibly to live the life of pleasures in the meane time, and yet at last to die the death of the righteous. They have still ready at hand, hand over head, mercy, and pardon. Heaven and salvation for all commers, and all they come neere, without so much as a desire to put any difference, or divide the pretious from the vile. Which is a prodig [...]usly-arrogant folly, pernicious in the highest degree, both to their own soules, and those they delude. He [...]e [...] they are branded in the Booke of God; calling them: [...]-S [...]wers under mens elboes; Ezek. 1 [...].1 [...]. That [...] laid [...] soft and lockt fast in the Cradle of security, th [...] may sinke suddenly into the Pit of destruction, before they be aware: Criers of peace, peace; when no peace is towards, Ier. 6.14. but horrible stirs, tumbling of garments in bloud; burning and devouring of fire: A [...]n-pleasers, [...]alat. 1.10. who chuse rather to tickle the itching eares of their carnall hearers with some f [...]othy, Frier-like conceits out of Dung-hill [...] And so smooth Great Ones in their humours, by their cowardly flatteries, especially, if they any waies depend upon them for countenance, rising, and preferment; rather then conscionably to discharge that trust [...] upon them by their great Lord and Master in Heaven, upon answerablenes for the bloud of those Soules, which shal perish by their temporizing silence, and flattering vnfaithfulnesse: Healers of the hurt of their Hearers with [...] [...] words. Ier. 6.14. while their Soules are [...] by the wounds of sinne unto eternall death; Preachers of [...]. See Ezek. 13.13.15. Ier. 14.15.16. Isa. 30.13.14. smooth things. Isa. 30.10. which kinde of [Page 149] Men, the greatest part, and all worldlings wonderfully They are equally transported with admiration, and doting vpon such Dawbers; and, with indignation and heart-rising against Plaine-Dealers; holding them out of a wicked and Soule killing Mis-conceite, to bee too terrible Teachers, and their Ministery intolerable. affect and applaud, tho to their owne everlasting vndoing. They swell under such Teachers with a Pharisaicall conceite, that they are as safe for salvation, as the precisest of them all; but alas! their hope is but like a hollow wall, which beeing put to any stresse, when the tempest of Gods searching wrath begins to shake it, in the time of a finall triall of it's truth, and soundnesse; it shatters into pieces and comes to naught. Heare the Prophet: Isai. 30.8. &c. Now go, write it before them in a table, and note it in a booke, that it may bee for the time to come for ever and ever: That this is a rebellious people, lying children, children that wil not heare the Law of the Lord: which say to the Seers, see not; Populus nihil adversi sibi nunciari volebat: proptered infestus erat Prophetis, quòd dum vitia ejus accusarent, & acr [...]èr pungerent, simul propinquae Dei vindictae tes [...]es erant. Huc pertinent ejusmodi verba: nolite videre, nolite prospicere recta: Non quod ita loquerentur, sed quod ita affecti essent, & moderationem requirerent in prophetis, nec tam acerbas eorum objurgationes aequo animo ferre possint. Calv. in. loc. Impios vis & efficaciae verb [...] acuit et exasperat, ut tanquā immanes belluae ferociam & truculentiam suam promant: Libenter quidem eluderent: sed velint, nolint, Deum loquentem audire, ejusque Majestatem reform; dare coguntur. Hanc amarulentiam sequitur odium Prophetaerum, insidiae, terrores, persecutiones, exilia, cruciatus, mortes quibus doctrinam cum doctoribus summoneri ac deleri, posse existimant. Cupiunt enim homines sibi potiꝰ narrari somnia, & futiles nugas, quam fideliter doceri. Ibid. and to the Prophets, prophesie not unto us right things; speake unto us smooth things, prophesie deceits. Get you out of the way: turne aside out of the path: cause the Holy One of Israel to cease from before us. Wherefore, thus saith the Holy One of Israel: Because ye despise this word, and trust in oppression, and perversenesse, and stay thereon: Therefore this iniquity shalbee to you as a breach ready to fall, swelling out in a high wall, whose breaking commeth suddenly at an instant. And Hee shall breake it as the breaking of the potters vessell, that is broken in pieces, hee shall not spare; so that there shal not be found in the bursting of it, a sheard to take fire from the harth, or to take water with all out of the Pit. Dawbers with untempered morter: Ezech. 13.11. Who erect in the conceits of those who are willing to bee deluded by them, Pharises at the best, a rotten Building of false hope, like a [...] metaphoricè caementum lateritium sine stramine dicitur, id est, non rectè confectum, & temperatum, quo si quid aedisicetur, structura parum firma sit, & durabilis. Pagn. Non dubito quin significet arenam absque calce Calv. Lutum absque paleis quibus firmatur & stringitur; nil roboris potest praebe [...]e parieti. Hieron. mudde-wall without [Page 150] straw, or morter made onely of sand without lime to binde it; which in faire weather makes a faire shew for a while; but when abundance of raine falls, and winter comes, it moulders away, and turnes to myre in the streetes. Their vaine confidence in prosperous times, before it come to the Touchstone of the fiery triall by Gods searching Truth, may seeme currant; But in the tempest of Gods wrath when the stormy winters night of death approacheth, or at furthest, at the iudgement Seate of the iust and Highest God, it prooves to bee counterfeite: Matth 7.22. & 25.11. when at last they shall cry Lord Lord like the foolish Virgins, And those Mat. 7. in steade of imaginary comfort, they shalbee crusht with horrible and everlasting confusion. Ezech. 13.11. &c. Heare the Prophet: Say unto them which daube it with untempered morter, that it shall fall: there shall bee an overflowing showre, and yee, O great haile stones, shall fall, and a stormy winde shall rent it. Loe, when the wall is fallen, shall it not bee said unto you where is the daubing wherewith yee have daubed it? Therfore thus saith the Lord God, I will rent it with a stormy winde in my fury: and there shall be an overflowing showre in mine anger, and great hailestones in my fury to consume it. So wil I breake downe the wall that yee have daubed with untempered morter, and bring it downe to the ground, so that the foundation thereof shal bee discovered, and it shall fall, and yee shall bee consumed in the midst thereof: and yee shall know that I am the Lord. Thus will I accomplish my wrath upon the wall, and upon them that have it dawbed with untempered morter, and will say unto you, The wall is no more, neither they that daubed it: To wit, the Prophets of Israel, which prophesie concerning Ierusalem, and which see visions of peace for Her, and there is no peace, saith the Lord God: Such as with lies make the heart of the righteous sad, whom God hath not made sad; and strengthen the hands of the wicked, that Hee should not returne from His wicked way by promising Him life. Ezech. 13.22. These fellowes hold and beare [Page 151] meere civill men in hand, that their estate is sound enough to Godward, whatsoever the purer and preciser Brethren prate to the contrary: Sunt etiam apud nos qui bene alioqui, & ciuilitèr vivunt, qui tamèn nullo desiderio verbi tenentur: istos homines nunquam ego sanctificatos di [...]rim, neque eorum virtutes esse existimarim, sed virtutum umbras duntaxat, & simulachra, cum sine sanctisicatione & participatione divinae naturae, nulla possit esse vera virtus. Rolloc. In Ioh. cap. 8. Time hath been, perhaps, when wee have thought civill honesty to be regeneration: God forgive us: It must be more then civilitie that brings to Heaven; more then formalitie that makes a Christian, &c. Dr. Sclater, Sicke Soules Salve, pag. 21. and yet the holy Ghost tells us, that without holinesse no man shall see the Lord. Hebr. 12.14. That formall Professours are very forward men; whereas Iesus Christ professeth, that Hee will spew the luke-warme out of His mouth. Nay, and if there bee talke even of a good fellow especially of some more commendable naturall parts, and plausible carriage; if Hee be so but moderately, that I may so speake, and not iust every day drunke; well, well, will they say, wee have all our faults, and that is His. But as concerning the faithfull servant of God; they are woont to entertaine the same conceite of Him, which Ahab did of Elijah to wit, that 1. King. 18.17. Hee was a troubler of Israel: Which one of the captaines had of the Prophet sent to annoint Iehu, that Hee was a 1. King. 9.11. mad fellow: which the false Prophets had of Micaiah; that Hee was a fellow of a singular and od humour by Himselfe, and guided by a private spirit of His owne: which Tertullus had of Paul, that he was a 1. King. 22.24. pestilent fellow: which the Pharises had of Christs Followers; that they were a contemptible and Acts 24.5. cursed generation; a company of base, rude illiterate underlings. Nay sometimes, when the bedlam fit is upon them, they will not sticke to charge Gods people in some proportion most wickedly and falsely; as the ancient Heathens did the primitive Christians, with conventicles and meetings of hatefull Ioh. 7.48.49. Haec est sententia Concilij Sacerdotalis & Pharisaici contra plebem à Christo pendentem. [...] inquiunt, hoc est, Sub maledicto sunt: execrabiles — ideoque & excommunicandi▪ —Haec est infamia Evangelicae doctrinae, quāfere cogitur apud potentes, ac prudentes hujus seculi, quòd sectatores habeat homines plebeios, obscuros, & imperitos, qui si docti essent, haudquaquam illi adhaererent. Musc. impurities, faction, disaffection to Caesar, and many other horrible things; whereas poore Soules! they were most innocent, and infinitely abhorred all such Dicimur sceleratissimi, de sacramento insanticidij, & pabulo inde: & post convivium incesto, quòd eversores luminum, canes, lenones scilicet, tenebrarum & libidinum impiarum inverecundia procurent. Tertul. Apolog. cap. 7. Sed quod omni cruciatu gravius erat, insignia de eis mendacia spargebantur, Incusabatur eos humanis c [...]rnibus vesci, infantes dijs suis immolare, incestibus sese polluere, & nefandissima quaeque perpetrare. [...]unc. Com. in Chron. Lib. 6. villanies; And [Page 152] they met in the morning even before Day, not to doe, God knowes any such ill, but for the Ince [...]uosus sum, cur non requirunt? Insanti [...]ida, Cur non extorquent? —In Caesares aliquid comitto; cur nō audior? &c. Tert. Apolog. cap 4. Haec coitio Christianorum meritò sane illicita, si illicitis par, meritò dananda, si quis de cā quaeritur, eo titulo quo de sactionibus querela est. In cujus perniciem aliquando convenimus? Hoc sumus congregati, quod & dispersi. Hoc universi, quod & singuli; neminem Laedentes, neminem contristantes. Cum probi, cum boni cocunt; cum pi [...], cum casti congregantur, non est factio dicenda sed curia. At è contrario illis nomen factionum accommodandum est, qui in odium [...]o [...]orum, & proborum conspirant, qui adversum sanguinem innocentium co [...]el [...]ant, prete [...]entes sanè ad odij defensionem, illam quoque vanitatem, quod existiment omnis publicae cl [...]dis, omnis popularis incommodi, Christianes esse causam. Idem, ibid. cap 39. service of God, (even their more ingenuous Coimus in coetum & aggregationem, ut ad Deum quasi manu fact [...] precationibus ambiamus orantes. Haec vis Deo grata est. Oramus etiem pro imperatoribus, pro ministris eorum, [...] potestatibu [...], pro statu seculi, pro rerum quiete—Coimus ad literarum divinarum commemorationem, si quid praesentium temporum qualitas, aut praemonere cogit, aut recognoscere. Certè [...]id [...]m, sanctis vocibus pascimus, spem erigimus, fiduciam sigimus, disciplinam praeceptorum nihilominus i [...]culcationibus densamus. Ibidem etiā exhortationes, castigationes, & censura divina. Ibid. cap. 39. adversaries being witnesses) to sing prayses to Christ. God to confirme their discipline, forbidding all manner of sinne, &c. with Plinius enim Secundus, cum Provinciam regeret, damn [...]tis quibusdam Christianis, quibusdam gradu pulsis, ipsa tamen multitudine perturbatus, qu [...]d de caete [...]o ageret, consul [...] tunc Trajanis Imperatorem, allegans praeter obstinationem non sacrificandi, nihil aliud se de sacris corum comperisse, quam coetus antelucanos ad canendum Christo & Deo, & ad conf [...]derandam disciplinam: homicidium, adulterium, fraudem, perfidiam, & caetera scelera prohibentes. Ibid. cap. 2. Func. Comm. in Chronol. Lib. 5. Bucolc. Ann. Christi 110. pag. 636. all the miscarriages, miseries and calamities that fell vpon the State, as tho they were the causes. Whereas those few neglected Ones which truly serve God are the onely men in all Places where they live to make up the hedge and to stand in the gappe against the threatned inundations of Gods dreadfull wrath; and all the Opposites to their holy Profession are the true Cutthroats of Kingdomes, able by their dissolutenesse, and disgracing godlinesse, to dissolve the sinewes of the strongest state upon Earth. Looke upon Amos 4.1.2. And there you shall finde who they are, which cause God to enter a controversie with the Inhabitants of a Land. Contra Christianam fidem querelas impias jactare non quiescunt, dicentes, quod antequam ista doctrina per mundum praedicaretur, tanta mala non paticbatur genus humanum. August epist. 122. Dicis plurimos conqueri, quod bella crebrius surgant; quod lues, quod fames saeviant, quod que imbres & pluvias s [...]rena longa suspendant, nobis imputar [...]. Cyp. Contra Demetrianum, dicentem Christianis imputari debere omnia, quibus tunc mu [...]dus urgeretur. Si [...] moenia; si Nilus non ascendit in ar [...]a; si Coel [...]m stetit, [...], Christanus ad Leonem, acclamatur. Tertul. Apolog. cap 39.
[Page 153]Heare how Absit ut dicamus vobis: vivite ut vultis, securi estote, Deus neminem perdit, tantummodo sidem Christianam tenete: non perdet ille quod redemit, non perdet pro quibus sanguinem suum sudit: Et si spectaculis volucritis oblectare animos vestros, ite: quid mali est? Et festa ipsa, quae celebrantur per universas civitates in laetitia convivantium, & publicis mensis seipsos, ut putant, jucundantium, reverà magis perdentium, ite, celebr [...]te, magna est Dei misericordia, quae totum ignoscat. Coronate vos rosis antequam marcescant. Impleamini cibo, et vino, c [...] vestris. Ad hoc enim date est ista creatura, ut [...]â per [...]ruamini.— Haec si dixerimus, fortè congregabimus turbas ampliores: & si sint quidam, qui nos sentiant hoc dicentes, non rectè sapere paucos offendimus, sed multitudinem conciliamus. Quod si secerimus, non verba Dei, non verba Christi dicentes, sed nostra, erimus Pastores nosmetipsos pascentes, non oves. Lib. de Pastoribus, Tom. 9. pag. 1333. Austin describes some of these Selfe-seeking, and Soule-murthering Dawbers in His Daies; Farre be it from us, saith Hee, that we should say unto you: live as you list, doe not trouble your selves, God will cast away none; onely hold the Christian Faith: Hee will not destroy that which He hath redeemed, He will not destroy those for whom He hath shed His blood; And if you please, to recreate your selves at Plaies, you may go; what hurt is there in it? And you may go to those Feasts, which are kept in all Townes, by joviall companions, making themselues merry as they suppose at these publike meetings & comessations, but indeed rather making themselves most miserable, I say you may go, and be jovial, Gods mercy is great, and may pardon all. Crowne your selves with Roses before they wither.—You may fill your selves with good cheere and wine, amongst your good-fellow companions: For the creature is giuen unto us for that purpose that wee may enjoy it.— If wee say these things, peradventure wee shall h [...]ve greater multitudes applaude and adhere unto our Doctrine. And if there bee some, which thinke, that speaking these things, wee are not well advisde, wee offend but a few, and those precise Ones, But wee winn [...] thereby a world of people. But if wee shall thus doe speaking not the words of God, not the words of Christ, but our owne; wee shalbee Pastours feeding our Selves, not our flocke.
The Authour of the imperfect commentary in Chrysostome sorted by Non sunt Homiliae, sed nescio quis ità dissecuit opus ▪ Erasm. some Body into Homilies upon Matthew, seemes to intimate, that the cause of the overflowing and rankenesse of iniquity, is the basenesse of these Self-preaching men-pleasers. Tolle hoc vitium de clero, ne velint hominibus placere, & sine labore omnia vitia resecantur. Ex hoc vitio nascitur ut ne velint inter se meliorem habere, sicut Iudaei Christum. Hom. 43. Ex cap. 23. In haec verba. Omnia autem opera sua saciunt, ut ab hominibus videantur.] I am perswaded, it was no small Motive to enrage the Scribes and Pharises against Christ, because Hee taught with power to the astonishment of His heaver [...]. Luk. 4.32. but their teaching was heartlesse, cold, frozen, and formall. Neque enim dubium est, summo vigore, summaque veritat [...]s [...], Christi sermones suisse praedi [...]or; quum interim Scribarum, & [...]harisaeorum doctrina [...]orpida esset, [...]lumb [...], & frigida. Apud Matlorat. in Mat. cap. 23.29. Tolle hoc vitium de Clero, [Page 154] saith Hee; Take this fault from the Clergy, to wit, that they bee not It seemes by this word, [...], [...]dhuc, in Pharisa [...]mo videlicet adhuc perseveran [...]. Galat. 1.10. That Paul was tainted with this fault, while Hee was yet a Pharise, and serued the times: But when Hee was converted, Hee turned His Dawbing into downe-right Dealing. [...]. men-pleasers, and all sinnes are easily cut down. But if they blunt & rebate the edge of the Sword of the Spirit with dawbing, slattery, temporizing; or strike with it in a scabberd garishly and gaudily embroiderd with variety of humane learning, tricks of wit, frier-like conceits, &c. it cannot possibly cut to any purpose; it kills the Soule, but not the sinne. They are the onely men howsoever worldly wisedome raue, and unsanctified learning bee besides it selfe, to beate downe sinne, batter the Bulwarks of the Deuill, and build vp the Kingdome of Christ; who setting aside all private ends and by-respects, all vaine glorious, covetous and ambitious aimes; all serving the times, proiects for preferment, hope of rising, feare of the face of Man, &c. addresse themselves, with faithfulnesse and Zeale to the worke of the Lord, seeking sincerely to glorify Him in converting mens Soules, 1. Cor. 1.21. by the foolishnesse of that Preaching which God hath sanctified, to save them that beleeve: In a word, who labour to imitate their Lord and Master Iesus Christ, and His blessed Apostles, in teaching Mat. 7.29. as men having 1. Cor. 2 4. authority; in Hic autem significat authoritatem, & potestatem Spiritus, corda penetrantis; quae communis est Christo, & ve [...] Ministris, [...] non equals mensur [...], nam unicuique distribuitur pro mens [...]. Buc. demonstration of the Spirit, and power; And not as the Scribes. By embroidered Scabberd; I meane the very same, which King Iames not long before His Death, did most truly out of His deepe, and excellent wisedome, conceive to bee the Bane of this Kingdome: To wit, A light, affected and unprofitable kinde of preaching, which hath been of late yeeres taken up in Court, Vniversity, City and Country. Heare something more largely what reason led His royall iudgement to this resolution; and desire of reformation:
The reasons of the Kings Directions for Preaching and Preachers, as I received them from the Hand of a publike Register. His Maiesty beeing much troubled and grieved at the heart to heare every day of so many defections from our religion Both to Popery, and Anabaptisme, or other [Page 155] Points of separation in some parts of this Kingdome; And considering with much admiration, what might bee the cause thereof, especially in the Raigne of such a King, who doth so constantly professe Himselfe an open adversary to the superstition of the One and madnesse of the other; His Princely wisedome could fall upon no One greater probability, then the lightnesse, affectednesse, and vnprofitablenesse of that kind of preaching, which hath been of late yeares too much taken up in Court, Vniversity, Citty, and Country. The usuall scope of very many Preachers is noted, to bee a soaring vp in Points of Divinity too deepe for the capacity of the people; or a mustring vp of much reading; or a displaying of their own wits, &c. Now the people bred up with this kinde of teaching, and never instructed in the catechisme, and fundamentall grounds of religion, are for all this aiery nourishment no better then abrasae Tabulae, meere Table Bookes ready to bee filled up, either with the Manualls, and Catechismes of the Popish Preists or the Papers and Pamphlets of Anabaptists, &c.
In another place, hee resembles with admirable fitnesse the vnprofitable pompe, and painting of such Selfe-seeking discourses, patched together and stuft with a vaineglorious variety of humane allegations, to the redde and blew flowers, that pester the corne, when it stands in the fields; where they are more noysome to the growing crop, then beautifull to the beholding eye. They are King Iames his owne In the Preface to his Rem [...]nstrance against an Oration of the Cardinall of Perron. words. Whereupon, a little after, hee tells the Cardinall; That it was no decorum to enter the Stage with a Pericles, in his mouth, but with the sacred Name of God: Nor should his Lordship, Saith his Maiesty, have marshalled the passage of a Royall Prophet, and Quid saceret cum psalterio Horatius? Cum Evangelijs Maro? Cum Apostolis Cicero? Hieron. Poet, after the example of an heathen Oratour:
These things being So; how pestilent is the Art of Spirituall Dawbing? What miserable men are Menpleasers, who being appointed to helpe mens Soules out of hell, carry them headlong, and hoodwinkt by [Page 156] their vnfaithfulnesse and flatteries towards euerlasting miseries? Oh, how much better were it, and comfortable for every man that enters upon, and undertakes that most waighty and dreadfull charge of the ministery, a On [...], vel Angelorum humeris formidandum. Neque enim nobis hic res est, de ducendit militibus aut de regno [...] bernando sed de sunctione Angelicae virtu tis indigente. Chrys. de Sacerdotio, Lib. 6. burden, as Some of the Ancients elegantly amplify it, able to make the shoulders of the most mighty Angell in heaven to shrinke under it, to tread in the steps of blessed 1. Thes. 2.5.6. 2. Tim. 4.2. Matth. 7.29. 1. Cor. 2.4. Acts. 20.20.16. 1. Thes. 2.19.20. Paul; by vsing no flattering words nor a cloake of covetousnesse, nor seeking glory of men; but preaching in season, and out of season; not as the Scribes, but in the demonstration of the Spirit, and of power; Keeping nothing backe that is profitable, declaring unto their hearers all the counsell of God; holding the Spirituall children which God hath given them, their glory, ioy, and crowne of reioycing ▪ still watching for the Soules of their flocks as they that must giue account. Heb. 13.17. (The terrour of which place, Parete us qui prasunt [...]bi [...], & concedite: Nam illi [...]igilant pro animabus vest [...]s. —Huius Commina [...]ioni [...] terror animum mihi concu [...]i [...]. Ibid. Chrysostome professeth, made his heart to tremble) I say by such holy and heavenly behaviour, as this, in their ministery; To be able at least to say with him in sincerity, not without vnspeakeable comfort: Act. 10.26. I take you to record this Day that I am pure from the blood of all men! Let us bee moved to this course and frighted from the contrary; by consideration of the different effects and consequents of plaine dealing, and dawbing, in respect of comfort or confusion: Faithfulnesse this way:
1. Begets those which belong unto God to grace and new obedience: See Peters piercing Sermon; Act. 2.23.37.
2. Recovers those Christians, which are fallen, by remorse and repentance, to their former forwardnesse, and first loue; See Nathans downe-right dealing with David ▪ 2. Sam. 12.7.13.
3. Makes those which will not be reformed, inexcusable. See Pauls Sermon to Foelix: Act 24.26. How strangely will this fellow be confounded, & more then vtterly without all excuse, when hee shall meet Paul at [Page 157] that great Day, before the highest Iudge?
4. It is right pleasing and profitable to vpright hearted men, and all such as happily hold on in a constant and comfortable course of Christianity. Doe not my words do good to him that walketh vprightly? Micah: 2.7. It makes them still more humble, zealous, watchfull, heavenly minded, &c.
5. Hardens the rebellious and contumacious. See Pronunciat sore, ut populus ratione, & intelligentiâ destitut us, pe [...]eat, nec ullus sit ampli [...]s remedio locus: & tamen simul admonet, operā prophetae, quamvis exi [...]ialis sit, ac mortisera Iudaeis, sibi gratam fore sacrificium. Calv. in Isa. cap. 6. Est quidem hoc dic [...]u aspe [...] Divinitus prophetam mitti, qui aures obturet, oculos ob [...]inat, & cor populi obstinet: quia videntur haec minimè competere in Dei naturam, ade [...]que aliena esseé ab ejus verbo. Sed absurdum videri non debet, si Deus populi malitiam ultimâ ex [...]ecatione u [...] ciscitur. —Talis excoecatio atque induratio non proficiscitur ex naturâ verbi, sed accidentali [...] est, solique hominum pravitati tribuenda. Ibid. Nec deus, nec verbum, nec prophetae, per se quenquam exc [...]cant: De prophetâ tamen & verbo hic d citur. Imm [...] & de [...] su Deo. Ioh. 12.40. Causa; quia verbum, quod per prophetas concionatus est Deus, quibusdam ex accidente sit odor mortifer. Lusci [...]fus clarissi [...]à sac [...] sibi oppositâ magis caetu [...]i [...]: Canora vex laede [...] aures debiliores: Cal [...]. assus â frigidá ess [...] ves [...]et. [...]eul in [...]undem locum. Isa. cap. 6. In which faithfull ministers are also unto God a sweet savour of Christ 2. Cor. 2.15.
6. And the Man of God himselfe shall hereafter blessedly Dan. 12.3. shine as the brightnes of the firmament, and as the Starres for ever and ever. And all those happy Ones which hee hath puld out of Hell by his downe-right dealing, shall Et hoc attendite sr [...]es, qui [...] [...] carnales medici, quoties ad eos qui in corpore aegrot are videntur, ven [...]unt, omnia quae eis defectabilia esse vide bantur abse [...]dunt: & quod dulce est, ad integrum interdieunt. Al [...]quoties etiam frigidam accipere non permittunt, interdum & amarissi [...] aspotiones hibere cogunt, & asperrimis serramentis vulnera frequenter incidunt. Hoc ergo quod pro sanitate corporum carnales [...] diti faciunt, pro animarum salute spiritales medici caercere contendunt. Ha [...] ergo cogitan [...] fratres charissimi & tam pro meâ quam pro v [...]strâ salute rationem ni [...] reddit [...]m esse ante tribunal [...] ignorans, eligo aspera quide [...], sed salubria vobis medicamenta ing [...]ere, ut vobiscum posse [...] in Angelorum consortio perpetuâ merear incolumitate gaudere. [See afterward, in what sense merear is here to be taken. It makes nothing at all for the Popish [...]otten Tenent of Merit.] August, de Temp. Serm. 67. raigne and reioyce with Him in unknowne and vnspeakeable Bliste through all eternity.
But now on the otherside the Effects of Dawbing and men-pleasing are most accursed and pestilent; in many respects.
1. In respect of Gods word and messages: first, not [Page 158] dividing it and dispensing them aright. Secondly, Dishonouring the Majesty, and weakening the power of them many times, with the vnprofitable mixture of humane allegations, ostentations of wit, fine frier-like conceits digged with much adoe out of Popish postills, &c. Even as wee may see at haruest time a land of good corne quite choaked up with red, blew and yellow flowers. As King Iames doth excellently allude in the forecited In the Preface of his Remonstrāce against Cardinall Perron. place. Thirdly, Fearefull prophaning them by mis-application against Gods will: Ezech. 13.22. Making the heart of the righteous Sad, whom God would not have made Sad; and strengthening the hands of the wicked, that hee should not returne from his wicked way, by promising him life. Fourthly, Villanous perverting and abusing them to their owne advantage, applause, rising, revenge, and such other private ends:
2. In respect of the flattering, and unfaithfull Ministers themselves. First, Extreme vilenesse, Isa. 9.15. Secondly, Sanguinem ejus Do [...]inus de manu speculatoris requirit, quia ipse hunc occidit, qui cum tacendo morti prodidit. Guiltinesse of spirituall bloudshed. Ezech. 3.18. Thirdly, Liablenesse to the fierce wrath of God, in the Day of visitation. Ier. 14.15. 1. King. 22.25.
3. In respect of their hearers, who delight in their lies, in their smooth and silken sermons; Suddaine, horrible, and unavoidable confusion. Isa. 30.13.14.
Quibꝰ omne cōsiliū Dei annunciare siu [...]uit, ab eorum sanguine mundus suit. In quá voce nos convenimur, nos constringimur, nos rei esse ostendimur. —Qui supra ea mala, quae propriae habemus alienas quo ne mortes addimus: quia tot occidimus, quot ad mortem ire quotidiè tepidi & [...]acentes videmus. Gregor. in Ezech. 16. 1. Hom. 11.4. Et qui sollicitus esse non studuit, in praedicatione, factus est particeps in damnatione. Idem, Ibid. Benè nostis fratres charissimi, me vobis frequenter suppl [...]cas [...]e, & paternâ sollicitudine common [...]isse, pariter, & contestatumesse, ut illas sacrilegas Paganorum consuetudines observare minimè debe [...]etis. Sed quantùm a [...]me multorum relatione pervenit, apud aliquos parum profecit admonitio mea, quia si vobis ego non dixero; & pro me, & pro vobis malam sum redditurus rationem in dic judic [...]; & vobiscum mihi erit necesse aeterna supplicia sustinere. Ego me apud Deum absolvo, dum iterum at (que) iterum admonco pariter & con [...]es [...]or, Aug de temp. Ser. 241. Burning both together in hell for euer, without timely and true repentance; banning there each other continually, and crying with mutuall hideous yellings: [Page 159] O thou bloody Butcher of our Soules, hadst thou bin faithfull in thy Ministery, wee had escaped these eternall flames! O miserable man that I am; Woe is mee, that ever I was Minister; for now besides the horrour due unto the guiltinesse of mine owne damned Soule, I have drawen vpon mee, by my unfaithfull dealing, the cry of the bloud of all those soules, who have perished under my Ministery, to the everlasting enraging of my already intollerable torment!
Give mee leave to conclude this point, with that patheticall, and zealous passage of reuerend and learned Greenham against negligent pastors, amongst whom I may justly ranke and reckon also all Dawbers (for as well never a whit, as never the better) & Men-pleasers; For selfe preachers are, for the most part, [...]or the painefulnes of that unprofitable way of preaching, wherein there is ordinarily so much affectation on the one side, and expectation on the other, of such a deale of curiosity, variety of extraordinary conceits, tricks of wit, ostentation of reading, &c. that it puts the Pen-man to a great deale of paines, and tortures his wit extremely: Then, afterwards, the irkesome tediousnesse of committing it so punctually and precisely to memory; The fearefulnesse in delivery, and danger of being out; Vaine-glorious, doubting that they shall not bee app [...]ded, as they were wont: Feare, lest the next time should less [...]n their former reputation of wit, reading, &c. I say, such considerations as these, are many times notable [...], to keepe them from appearing too often in the Pulpit. seldom-preachers. Heare In His Godly Observations, concerning divers Arguments, and Common Places in Religion. Cap. 13. His words:
Were there any love of God from their hearts in those, who in stead of feeding to salvation, starve many thousands to Destruction: I dare Say, and say it boldly that for all the promotions under Heaven, they would not offer that iniury to one Soule, that now they offer to many hundred Soules. But, Lord, how doe they thinke to give up their [...] quotidiè nobiscum rationes, quas cum nostro judice habebimus. — [...] q [...]od lucrum Deosicimus nos, qui accepto talento abeo ad negotium missisumus. [...] dicit: Negotiamini dum venio. Ecce jam v [...]nit, ecce de nostro negocio lucrum requir [...]. Quale e [...] da [...]marum lucrum de nostra negotiatione monstrabimus? Quot ejus conspectuian [...] m [...]nipulos de praedicationis no [...]rae segete illaturi sumus? Ponamus ante oc [...]los nostros illum tantae distinctionis diem quo judex veniet, & rationem, cum seruis quibus talenta credidit, pon [...]t. Ecce in majestate terribili, inter angelorum atque archangelorum choros videbitur. In illo tanto examine, electorum omnium & reproborum multitudo dedu [...]etur, & unusquisque quid sit operatus ostendetur. Ibi Petrus cum Iudaea conversa, quam post se traxit apparebit. Ibi Paulus converum, ut ita dixerim, mundum ducens. Ibi Andreas post se Achaiam, ibe Joannes Asiam, Thomas I [...]diam, in conspectum sut judicis conversam ducet: Ibi omnes dominici gregisarietes cum animarum lucr [...] apparebunt, quisanctis praedicationibus Deo post se subditum gregem trahunt. Cum igitur tot p [...]stores cum gregibus suts ante aeterni pastoris oculos venerim, nos miseri quid [...] sumus, qui ad Dominum nostrum post negotium vacui redimus, qui pastorum, n [...]men habuimus, & oves quas ex nutrimento nostra debeamus ostender [...], non habemus? Hic pastores vocati samus, & ibi g [...]egem non ducimus. Gregor. in Evangel. Hom 17. reckoning to thee, who in most strict account will [Page 160] take the answere of every Soule committed unto them▪ one by one? Or with what eares doe they often heare that vehem [...]nt speech of our Saviour Christ, Feede, Feede, Feede? with what eyes doe they so often read [...] that piercing speech of the Apostle, Feede the slocke committed unto you? But if none of these will move them then the Lord open their eyes to heare the grievous groanes of many Soules lying under the griefly altars of destruction, and complaining against them; O Lord the revenger of blood, behold these men, whom thou hast set over us to give us the bread of life; but they have not given it us: Our tongues, and the tongues of our children have stucke to the roofe of our mouths for calling and crying, and they would not take pitty on vs: Wee have given them the tenths which thou appointedst us, but they have not given us thy truth; which thou hast commanded them: Reward them. O Lord, as they have rewarded us; Let the bread betweene their teeth turne to rottennesse in their bowells. Let them be clothed with shame, and confusion of face, as with a garment: Let their wealth as the Dung from the earth, bee swept away by their executours; And upon their gold & silver, which they have falsely treasured up, let continually bee written, the price of blood, the price of blood: For it is the value of our blood, O Lord. If thou didst heare the blood of Abel, being but one man, forget not the blood of many, when thou goest into judgement.
I now returne to rectify and tender a remedy against the first aberration. Which I told you was this: When mercy, Christ, the promises, salvation, heaven & all are applied hand overhead and falsely appropriated to vnhumbled sinners: whose Soules were never rightly illightened with sight of sinne, and waight of Gods wrath; nor afflicted to any purpose with any legall wound, or hearty compunction by the Spirit of bondage: In whose hearts, Fo sumus omnes ingenio, ut nunquā velimus quaerere Christum, nisi impulsi sensu aliquo miseriae, ac indigentiae nostrae. Qui valent, non egent medico, sed male affecti, inquit Christus; Venite ad me omnes, qui fatigati & onerati estis, & ego faciam ut requiescatis. Quotquot igitur Christum praedicant, Christi exemplo hoc discant, nempo, quo tempore alliciunt homines ad fidem, propositâ illâ suavitate, quae est in Christo, codem tempore extimulandos esse ipsos peccati ac miseriae suae sensu ad Christum amplectendum: Nam hae duae partes doctrinae semper conjungendae sunt, Doctrina miseriae, & Doctrina misericordiae in Christo Iesu. Rolloc. in Ioan. c. 4. sense of their spirituall misery, and want, hath not yet raised a restlesse and kindly [Page 161] thirst after Iesus Christ?
In this case mine advise is; that all those who deale with others about their Spirituall states, and undertake to direct in that high and waighty affaire of mens Salvation, either publikly or privatly in their ministry, visitations of the sicke, or otherwise; that they would follow that course of which I largely discoursed a little before taken by God himselfe, his Prophets, his Sonne, the Apostles, and all those men of Let none speak against the preaching of the Law, for it is the wholesome way that God Himselfe, and His Servants in all Ages have taken. Hee did reprove, convince, and curse Adam and Eve, and after Hee preached, the Seed of the Woman shall breake the Serpents head. —So Iohn Baptist dealt with His hearers. And our Saviour Christ saith, Hee came to seeke, and to save the lost. Peter, Act. 2.37. first preached the Law, and after the Gospell. So Paul and Silas, Act. 16. The contrary, is the way to make people curse us hereafter, tho it please them for the present; As if one should heale a sore on the top, and not corrasive it, to draw and eate out the core, it would within a while breake out againe, with farre greater danger: So shall wee find it in this case. Rogers of Dedham in His Doctrine of Faith, pag. 97.98. God in all ages, who have set themselves, with Sincerity, faithfulnesse, and all good Conscience, to seeke Gods glory in the salvation of mens Soules; to discharge aright their dreadfull charge, and to keepe themselues pure from the blood of all men; To wit, That they labour might and maine, in the first Place, by the knowledge, power, and application of the Law, The Law first humbles, then the Gospell comforts. The Law hath three works: First, it inlighteneth a miserable sinner, in whom God hath a meaning to worke Faith, with a cleare, and particular sight of His misery, and wofull estate Hee stands in by sinne. Secondly, it doth also by the working of the Spirit, convince the Party, that that is particularly true of Him, which before Hee used to poste over His head, as pertaining to others, not to Him: But now God makes Him take this to Himselfe, and to apply and appropriate it, as if the Minister spoke to Him alone by Name; and to thinke the Minister knowes all His heart, looketh on Him, and speakes directly to Him; Though it may bee the Minister knew Him nor, or not His case, but God makes Him so to thinke. Thirdly, upon these two, it raiseth terrour, and puts this sinner out of His old, secure, and peaceable course of impenitency, that He went on in. Whether it bee the prophane that went on boldly in His sinne; or the civill man trusting in His owne righteousnesse. —And makes Him as one shot into flesh with a crosse, or bearded arrow, which He cannot shake out, nor abide the smart, but stampes as one s [...]ng with an Add [...]r, [...] cannot stand His ground, but is wholly possessed with fear [...] Ibid pag. 68. &c. to illighten, convince, and terrify those that they have to doe with, concerning conversion, with a sensible particular apprehension, and acknowledgement [Page 162] of their wretchednesse, and miserable estate, by reason of their sinfulnesse and cursednesse: To breake their hearts, bruise their Spirits, humble their Soules, wound and awake their Consciences, &c. To bring them by all meanes to that Legall astonishment, trouble of minde, and melting temper, which the Ministry of Iohn Baptist, Paul and Peter wrought upon the Hearts of their hearers. Luk. 3.10.12.14. Act. 16.30. And 2.37. That they may come crying feelingly and from the heart, to those Men of God who happily fastened those keene arrows of compunction and remorse in the sides of their Consciences and say; Men and Brethren, what shall wee do? Sirs, what must wee doe to bee saved? &c. As if they should have said: Alas! wee see now, wee have bin in Hell all this while; and if wee had gone on a litle longer, wee had most certainely lien for ever in the fiery Lake; The Devill and our owne lusts were carrying us hood-winkt, and headlong towards endlesse perdition. Who would have thought wee had bin such abominable beasts, and abhorred Creatures as your Ministry hath made us; and in so forlorne & wofull estate? Now you blessed Men of God, helpe us out of this gulfe of spirituall confusion, or wee are lost everlastingly. By your discovery of our present sinfull and cursed estate, wee [...]eele our hearts torne in [...] [...]. Act. 2 37. pieces with extreme, and restles anguish, as tho many fiery Scorpions stings stuck fast in them; Either lead us to the sight of that blessed Anti-type of the Brazen Serpent to coole and allay the boyling rage of our guilty wounds, or we are vtterly undone: Either bring us to the Blood of that just and holy One, which with execrable villany wee have spilt as water upon the ground, that it may bind up our broken hearts, or they will presently burst with despaire, and bleed to eternall death. Give us to drinke of that soueraigne Fountaine, Isai. 55.1. Ioh 7.37. opened by the hand of mercy, for all thirsty Soules or else wee dye. There is nothing you can prescribe, and appoint, but wee will most willingly [Page 163] doe. Matth. 5.29.30. Wee will with all our hearts, pluck [...] out our right eyes, cut off our right hands; We meane; part with our beloved lusts, and dearest sinfull pleasures; abominate, and abandon them all for ever, from the heart root to the Pit of Hell: If wee can bee rid of the Devills sette [...] welcome shall bee Christs sweete and easy yoke: In a word, wee will Matth. 13.44. By that a man hath, is meant sinne, and by selling it, the renouncing and disclaiming of sinne.—Now to sell this, is (as the nature of selling wee know requires) to part with the right, and title, and interest, that a Man hath unto it▪ the secret and inward loue to it, and the outward and common practise of it. He that would enioy this heavenly treasure, which the Lord doth so freely and graciously tender unto us, by the preaching of the Gospell, must resolve to make a through sale, and to forsake not some, but every sinne, every corruption, every breach of the will of God, whatsoever. Hieron. in his third Sermon upon Matth. 13 44. What must the sinner sell? All that Hee hath. What is that? His Goods, Lands, Children? No, These bee none of His owne, God hath but lent him these to use; and some that would haue Christ, and shall, have no goods to sell: What then is our owne? Our sinnes and nothing else. Hee that will have part in Christ, must part with his sinnes; Hee cannot have Christ, and keepe any One of them. Rogers in his Doctrine of Faith. p. 171. &c. Qui volit pro dignitate suâ astimare donum ho [...] quod ossert Christus, quantum sit; necesse est jam primum de peccatis suis, & miseriâ cogitet; sic enim si [...]t, ut pluris [...]aciat Christum; quam uni [...]ersum [...] mundum; eumque avide ad se cripia [...], ad justificationem, & Salutem suam aeternam. Rolloc. in Ioan. cap. 6. pag. 376. sell all, even all our Sinnes to the last [...]ilthy ragge of our heretofore doted vpon minion delight, So that wee may injoy our blessed Iesus, whom, you have told us, and wee now beleeve, God hath made both Lord and Christ: &c.
Now when wee shall see, and find in some measure the hearts of our Hearers, and spirituall Patients thus prepared; both by legall dejections and terrours from the spirit of bondage; Though a Man dares not apply the promise to One, onely terrified by the Law, yet to One truly thus humbled by the Gospell, and contrite hearted, wee doe no other. Rogers, Ibid pag. 141. and also possessed with such melting and eager affections, wrought by the light of the Gospell, and Offer of Christ: When their Soules once begin to feele all sins, even their best beloved One, heauy and burdensome; to prize Iesus Christ far before all the world, to thirst for Him infinitely more, then for riches, pleasures, honours, or any earthly thing; to resolue to take him as their husband, and to Heb. 5.9. obey Him as their Lord for ever, and all this in truth: I say then, and in this case, wee may haue comfort to minister comfort. Then, upon good ground wee may goe about our Masters command. Isa. 40.1. (which man-pleasers [Page 164] many times pittifully abuse) Comfort yee, Comfort yee my people; ( H [...]c ad exilium Babilonicum restringenda non esse dixi; quia patent latissimè, et doct [...]inam Evangelij comprehendunt; In qua p [...]ecipuè est vis i [...]a co [...]solandi. Ejus enim [...]st, er [...]g [...]re [...]fflictos & prostiatos, [...]ctios, & serè mortuos recreare: maes [...]os [...] tristitià. Calvin. Quia Captivitas & liberatio illa corporalis [...] captivitatis, & liberationis spirit [...]is, non in liter [...] haerendum nobis, sed ad [...]pli [...]itatis spiritualis sub peccati [...]ugo, & aetern [...]e mortis metu, itemque redemptionis sempiternae per Christum factae cogitationem assargendum erit. Scult. I meane in respect of spirituall bondage)— Speake yee comfortably to Ierusalem, and cry unto Her, that Her warre is accomplished, that Her iniquity is pardoned. Wee may tell them, with what a compassionate Pang, and deare compellation, God Himselfe labours to refresh them. Isa. 54.11. Oh thou afflicted, and tossed with tempest, that hast no comfort; behold, I will lay thy stones with faire colours and lay De spirituali Ierosolymâ loquitur, cujus fundamentum, Christus. 1. Cor. 3 11. Scult. in locum. thy foundations with Saphirs, &c. Wee may assure them in the word of life and Truth, that Iesus Christ is theirs, and they are His: And compell them, as it were, by an holy violence, not without a great deale of just indignation against their lothnesse to beleeue, and holding off in this case to take his Person, His merit, His blood, all His Spirituall riches, priviledges, excellencies: And with Him possession of all things, even of the most glorious In that sense as I teach in my Exposition of the last article of the beliefe. Faith in the first act, maketh us Christs, reconciles us to him, makes us one with him, and by Him with God the Father. D.D. Deity it selfe, blessed for ever: See 1. Cor. 3.21.22.23. Ioh. 17.21.
But now in the meane time, untill sense of Spirituall misery and poverty raise an hunger and thirst after Iesus Christ; before such like preparations, and precedent affections, as have been spoke of, be wrought in the hearts of men, by pressing the Law, and proclaiming the Gospell; and that in Sincerity; (for the degree and measure, wee leave it to God, as a most free Agent, in some they may bee stronger, in some weaker) the preaching or promising of mercy, as already belonging unto them is farre more unseasonable, and unseemely, then Snow in Summer, raine in harvest, or honour for a foole. It is upon the matter, the very Sealing them up with the Spirit of delusion, that they may never so much as thinke of taking the right course to bee converted. What sottish and sacrilegious audaciousnesse then is it in any Dawber to thrust his prophane hand into the treasury of Gods mercy, and there hand over head, without any allowance [Page 165] from his highest Lord to scatter His dearest, and most orient pearles amongst Swine? To warrant salvaon to any unhumbled Sinner? To strengthen the hands of the wicked, who never yet tooke sinne to heart to any purpose, and thirst farre more (such true Gadarens are they) after gold, satisfying their owne lusts, and perking above their brethren, then for the blood of Christ, by promising them life? To assure meere civill men, and Pharises who are so farre from the sense of any spirituall poverty, that they are already swolne as full as the skin will hold, with a selfe-conceit of their owne rotten righteousnesse, that they shall bee saved as well as the most puling precisian? Especially, sith there is such a cloud of witnesses to the contrary, as you have heard before. Besides all which, upon this occasion, take two or three moe. Heare a most faithfull and fruitfull workman in the Lords harvest, of great skill, experience and successe in the most glorious Art of converting Soules, which makes mee more willing to vrge his authority, and esteeme His judgement in Points of this nature. None, Rogers of Dedham in his Doctrine of Faith, pag. 63. saith hee, can prove or shew president, that faith was wrought in an instant at first, without any preparation going before: Nor can it bee conceived how a man should beleeve in Christ for salvation, that felt not himselfe before in a miserable estate, and wearied with it, and desired to get out of it into a better. As the needle goes before to pierce the cloth and makes way for the threed to sew it: So is it in this case. Afterward Hee tells us how and in what manner & order, these predispositions, and preparative Acts, required for the plantation of faith, and so securing us of the right season, and a comfortable calling to assure men of Spirituall safety, are wrought in such, as God is drawing unto Iesus Christ. Hee requires from the law, First, Illumination: Secondly, Conviction: Thirdly, Legall terrour. From the Gospell by the helpe of the Spirit; First, Revealing the remedy: Secondly, Beliefe of it in generall: Thirdly, Support in [Page 166] the meane time from sinking under the burthen, and falling into despaire. Fourthly, Hee makes contrition to fo [...]low Legall terrour, and precede that repentāce which is the Daughter of Faith, and in order of nature followes after it. See ibid. pag. 121.122 123.124. See also Master Hookers Preface to His Booke, added in the second Edition. Contrition; Which is attended, with some kind of, First, Desire. Secondly, request. Thirdly, Care. Fourthly, If any bee troubled, because hee talkes of hope, joy, &c. before Faith, let Him seeke satisfaction. Ibid pag. 161.162. and weigh well His distinction of the Gifts of God, pag. 125.126. where Hee tells us of three kinds of them: First, some common to El [...]ct, and Reprobate; as knowledge in Scripture, Prophecy, Tongues, Miracles, and such like. Secondly, some speciall belonging to the Elect onely, as Faith, by which wee are justified, a renewed heart, a good conscience, the feare of God, and such like graces. Thirdly, some middle ones, wrought in the heart of those, that bee not yet actually the children of God; yet certainely shall bee; And which whosoever have wrought in them, shall surely have Faith, and cannot goe long without it; Such is this contrition, and such dispositions as bee in men before Faith, which yet are wrought by the Gospell. These are better then common Gifts, yet not actuall Graces, and yet gracious inclinations to Faith, which are in those that are to bee justified; and which (if wee speake properly) cannot bee wrought in any that shall perish. See Master Hooker in the Preface to the same Booke. Hope. Fiftly, Ioy. Sixthly, Hungring and thirsting after mercy and after Christ. Seventhly, Resolution to sell all, to wit, all sins, not to leave an hoofe behind, &c. And thus (saith hee) God brings along the man, that Hee purposeth to make His. And when he is at this passe, God seales it up to him, & inables him to beleeue; And saith: Sith thou wilt haue no Nay; Bee it unto thee according to thy desire: And God seales him up by the Spirit of promise, as surely as any writing is made sure by sealing of it. Then he beleeves the word of God, and rests, and casts himselfe vpon it. And thus hee finds himselfe discharged of all woe, made partaker of all good, at peace in himselfe, and fitted, and in tune to doe God some service. This is to some sooner, to some later; according to the helpes and meanes they haue, and wise handling they meet withall, and as God gives power.— It is hard to say, at what instant faith is wrought, whether not till a man feeles that hee apprehends the promises, or even in his earnest desires, hungring and thirsting; For even these are pronounced blessed.
But here (for I desire and endevour as much as I can possibly, in every passage to prevent all matter, both of scruple in the upright hearted, and of cavill in the contrary minded) let no truly humbled sinner bee discouraged, because Hee cannot finde in himselfe these severall workings, or other graces, [Page 167] in that degree and height, which Hee desires and hath perhaps, seene, heard, or read of in some others: If hee have them in As a great Divine saith of Faith: Non ex gradu, aut mensur [...] fidei dependet justificatio, sed ex ver [...]a [...]e: Iustificatiō depends not upon the degree, but the truth of Faith. Davenantius in Expos. epist. ad Coloss. pag. 21. So may wee say proportionably of other graces, in respect of comfort frō them; and yet that of Austin is most true; Si dixisti, sufficit, perijsti: If any say, hee hath grace enough, hee hath just none. Minimè certè bonus est, qui melior esse non vult. Bernard. truth, and truly thirsts and labours for their increase, hee may goe on with comfort. Neither let any bee disheartened, though Hee did not observe so distinctly the order of the precedent acts, nor could discerne so punctually their severall operations in His Soule: yet if in substance and effect they have been wrought in Him, and made way for Iesus Christ, Hee needs not complaine.
As this man of God in experimentall divinity, so our renowned and invincible Sunt quaedam effecta interna ad conversionem sive regenerationem praevia, quae virtute verbi, spiritusque in nondum justificatorum cordibus excitantur; qualia sunt, notitia voluntatis divinae. Sensus peccati, timor poenae, cogitatio de liberatione, spes aliqua veniae. Ad statum justificationis, in quo pacem habemus apud Deum per D.N. Iesum Christum, non solet gratia divina homines perducere per subitum Enthusiasm [...], sed multis praevijs actionibus, ministerio verbi subactos, & preparatos. Hoc videre licet, in illis, qui audi [...]á Petri Concione, peccati [...]nus sentiunt, timent, dolent, liberationem desiderant, spem aliquam ventae concipiunt; quae omnia exillis verbis colligi possunt: Act. 2.37. Quùm haec audivissent, compuncti sunt corde suo; & dixerunt ad Petrum, & reliquos Apostolos; Virisratres, quid saciemus? Hoc ipsa rei natura requirit; Nam sicuti in generatione hominis naturali, multae sunt praeviae dispositiones, quae formae inductionem praecedunt; ita & in spirituali per multas antecedaneas gratiae actiones ad spiritualem Nativitatem pervenitur. Hoc denique apparet ex instrumentis, quibus utitur Deus ad homines regenerandos. Vtiturenim ministerio hominum & instrumento verbi. 1. Cor. 4.15. Per Evangelium ego vos genui. Quod si Deus immediatè vellet hominem impium regenerare, & justificare, nullà cognitione, nullo dolore, nullo desiderio, nullâ veniae spe praeparatum, nec hominum ministerio, nec verbo praedicato hanc ad remopus esset; nec ministris verbum Dei rectè secantibus, cura incumberet, apte, prudenterque auditorum conscientias primò legis terroribus sauciandi, Deinde Evangelicis promissis erigendi, ac eosdem hartandi ad poenitentiam, fidemqu [...] à Deo per preces & lachrymas petendam. Suffrag. Colleg. Theologorum Magnae Britanniae, de quinque controversis remonstrantium Articulis, de antecedaneis ad conversionem. Thes. 2. Champions in their Polemicall discourses upon other occasion, speake to the same purpose, telling us also of some antecedent Acts humbling and preparing the soule for conversion. There are say they; certaine internall effects going before conversion or regeneration, which by vertue of the word and Spirit, are wrought in the hearts of those which are not yet iustified: Such as: Illumination of the mind and conscience [Page 168] with the knowledge of the word and will of God, for that purpose, Sense of sin, feare of punishment or legall terror; advising and casting about for enlargement from such a miserable estate, some hope of pardon: &c. Let mee but adde one other, and Hee also of excellent learning; And then I have done; Such is the nature of man, Saith Yates in his Modell of Divinity, lib. 2. ca. 26 hee; that before hee can receiue a true justifying faith, hee must as it were bee broken in pieces by the law: Ier. 23.29.— Wee are to bee led from the feare of slaves, through the feare of Penitents, to the feare of sonnes: And indeed, one of these makes way for another, and the perfect love thrusts out feare; yet must feare bring in that perfect love, as a needle or Bristle drawes in the threed after it; or as the potion brings health. In the preparation and fitting us for our being in Christ, hee requireth two things: First, The cutting of us off as it were from the wild Olive-tree. By which hee meaneth two things. First, A violent pulling of us out of the corruption of nature, or a cutting, as it were by the knife of the law, of an unregenerate man from His security, &c. Secondly, A violent atraction to Christ for ease; man at the first plainely refusing it. The hunted beast flies to his den, the pursued malefactor to the hornes of the altar, or city of refuge. Pauls misery Rom. 7.24. Drives him to Gods mercy. The Israelites are driven into their chambers by the destroying Angell; Balaam is made to leane backe by the naked Sword; Agur to runne to Ihiel and Veall, that is Christ: Pro. 30.1.2.3; When he is confounded with his owne brutishnesse. God must let loose his Law, Sinne, Conscience, and Satan to baite us, and kindle hell fire in our Soules, before wee will bee driven to seeke to Christ. Secondly. A paring and trimming of us, for our putting into Christ by our humiliation for sin, which is thus wrought: God giveth the sinner to see, by the law, his Sinne, and the punishment of it: The detection whereof drives Him to compunction, and a pricking of heart, which is greater, or lesser, and carries with it divers Symptomes, and sensible passions of griefe. [Page 169] —And workes a Sequestration from his former courses, and makes Him loath Himselfe, &c.
And yet by the way, & once for all, take this Caveat, and forewarning: If any should think of these precedent Acts, Neither let any dreame, that these are any Productions of free will; I heartily abhorre Popery, Pelagianisme, and all enemies to the Grace of God: But know, that they are the Effects of the Word and Spirit. Sunt quaedam effecta interna ad conversionem, sive regenerationem praevia, quae virtute verbi, Spiritusque in nondum justificatorum cordibus excitantur; qualia sunt notitia voluntatis divinae, sensus peccati, timor poenae, cogitatio deliberatione, spes aliquâ veniae. Suffrag. Colleg. Theologorum Mag. Britan. &c. De anticedan [...]is ad conversionem. Thesi. 2. these preparative workings of the Law, and Gospell, which make way for the infusion of faith, as any meritorious meanes to draw on Christ; it were a most false, rotten, foolish, execrable, popish, absurd, Luciferian misconceit; and might justly merit never to obtaine mercy at Gods bountifull hands, nor part in the merits of Christ: I speake thus to fright every one for ever, from any such abhorred thought. God the father offers His Sonne most freely. God so loved the world, that hee gave His onely begotten Sonne, that whosoever beleeveth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Ioh. 3.16. Vnto us a child is borne, unto us a Sonne is given. Isa. 9.6. If thou knewest the gift of God, saith Christ unto the woman of Samaria, and who it is, that saith to Thee, Give mee to drinke. Ioh. 4.10. Much more they, which receive abundance of grace, and of the Gift of righteousnesse, &c. Rom. 5.17. Christ calleth Himselfe, a Gift; And it is called, the Gift of righteousnesse. And nothing so free as Quod nam sit hoc donum ipse exponit verbis sequentibus, & quis sit qui dicit tibi: Donum igitur est ipse Christus silius, quem dedit nobis Pater. Rolloc. in Iohan. pag. 196. Gift. And therefore those Divines speake not unfitly, who say, It is given unto us, as fathers give Lands and Inheritance to their children; as kings grant pardons, to their subjects, having merited death: They give them, because they will, out of the freenesse of their minds. All those who would come unto Christ and desire to take him as their wisedome, righteousnesse, Sanctification, and redemption, must bee utterly unbottomed of themselves, and built onely on the rich and free mercy of God revealed in the Gospell. They must bee emptied, First, Of all conceit of any righteousnesse or worth in themselves at all: Secondly, Of all hope of any ability or possibility to helpe themselves. Nay filled, thirdly, with sense of their owne unworthinesse, naughtinesse, nothingnesse: Fourthly, and [Page 170] with such a thirst after that water of life, Ioh. 4.14. that they are most willing to sell all for it, and cry heartily, Giue mee drinke, or else I die. And then when they are thus most nothing in themselves, doe so long for the rivers of living water, they are certainely most welcome unto Iesus Christ; and may take Him most freely; Heare how sweetly Hee calls them; Ho, every one that thirsteth, come yee to the waters; and hee that hath no mony, Come yee, buy, and eat; yea come, buy wine and milk, without mony, and without price. Isa. 55.1. In the last day, that great day of the feast, Iesus stood, and cryed saying; If any man thirst let him come unto mee, and drinke, Hee that beleeveth on mee, as the Scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water; Ioh. 7.37.38. It is done; I am Alpha, and Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give unto him, that is a thirst, of the Fountaine of the water of life freely. Revelat. Chap. 21. Vers. 6. And let him that is a thirst come, & whosoever will let him take the water of life freely, Rom. 22.17. Wee must therefore by no meanes conceive of the forenamed preparatiue humiliations and precedent workes of the Law and Gospell, as of any meritorious qualifications to draw on Christ (for hee is given most freely) but as of needfull predispositions, to drive us unto Christ. For a Man must feele Himselfe in misery, before Hee will goe about to find a remedy; bee sicke before Hee will seeke the Physition; bee in Prison before Hee will sue for a pardon; bee wounded before Hee will prize a Plaster, and pretious balsam. A sinner must bee weary of His former wicked wayes, and tired with legall terrour, before Hee will haue recourse to Iesus Christ for refreshing, and lay downe His bleeding Soule in his blessed Bosome; Hee must bee sensible of His Spirituall poverty, beggery, and slavery under the Deuill, before Hee thirst kindly for heavenly righteousnesse, and willingly take up Christs sweet and easy yoke. Hee must bee cast downe, confounded, condemned, [Page 171] a cast away, and lost in Himselfe, before Hee will looke about for a Saviour; Hee must cry heartily; I am uncleane, I am uncleane; before Hee will long, and labour to wash in that most soveraigne, and Soule-saving Fountaine, Zach. 13.1. opened to the house of David, and to the Inhabitants of Ierusalem for sin, and for uncleannesse; he must sell all, before hee will be willing and eager to buy the Treasure hid in the field.
Now thus to prepare, wound, afflict, and humble the Soule, that it may bee fitted for Iesus Christ, and so for comfort upon good ground, let ministers, or whosoever meddle in matters of this nature, publickely or privatly, vse all warrantable meanes, Vidisti ulcus? vidisti morbum insanabilem non unius, non duorum, non decem, sed mille? Quidergo dicit posthaec, Lavamini, mundi estote? Num peccatum putas habet? Ipse Deus dicit, non audiam vos: & dicit, Lavamini; Quorum vtrumque utilitèr ingeritur, id, ut terream, hoc, ut alliciam; sed cos non audis, spem poenitentiae non habent. Quòd si non habent poenitentiae spem, quomodò dicit, Lavamini? &c. Chrysost. tom 5. de Poenitentiâ, Homil. 3. faire, and foule, as they say, let them presse the law, promise mercy, propose Christ, &c. Doe what they will seasonably and wisely; Let them improve all their learning, wisedome, discretion, mercifullnesse, experience, wit, eloquence, Sanctified unto them for that purpose; So that the worke bee done.
Besides many other large Commentaries, and Expositions, Downam, and Whately are excellent for a more punctuall, cleare, and compendious Opening of the Law, and ranking in order, and distinct representing of the severall sinnes against it. Make use of the twenty considerations before, pag. 63. &c. and of the three wayes of examining the Conscience in my Treatise of the Lords Supper, to helpe to make a Man Miserable and vile in His owne eyes; sensible of His sinfull, and cursed state, that thereupon He may be stirred to goe out of Himselfe, and make towards Christ. In pressing the law, besides other dexterities and directions for managing their ministry in this Point succesfully by Gods Blessing, let them take notice of this Particular, which may prove very availeable to begin this Legall worke; It is a Principle, attended upon with many a Probatum est:
Pressing upon Mens consciences with a zealous, discreet powerfullnesse, their speciall, principall, fresh-bleeding Sins, is a notable meanes to breake their hearts, and bring them to remorse. That most hainous and bloudy sinne of killing Iesus Christ, in which they had newly imbrued their hands, pressed upon the Consciences of Peters hearers, breakes and teares their hearts in pieces. [Page 172] Act. 2.23.36.37. So Adultery, secretly, intimated by Christs words, unto the woman of Samaria, Ioh. 4.18. Seemes to have strucke her to the heart, vers. 19. So the Iewes having Idolatry pressed upon their consciences by Samuel, 1. Sam. 7.6. The sin of asking a king; ibid. 12.19. Vsury by Nehemiah, 5.12. Strange wives by Ezra, cap. 10.9. were therevpon mightily moved, and much mollified in their hearts, as appeares in the cited Places. Consider for this purpose, that worke upon Davids heart, by Nathans Ministry, And Felix trembling, when Paul strucke Him on the right veine.
The reasons, why this more particular discovery, and denouncing of judgement against a Mans principall sinne, is like, God assisting with the Spirit of bondage, to put such life into the worke of the Law, are such as these.
1. The Sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, being welded by the hand of the holy Ghost; and edged as it were, with the speciall power of Gods blessing, for the cutting asunder of the iron-Sinewes of a stubborne and stony heart, doth crush and conquer, strike through and breake in pieces, with an unresistable puissance, proportioned to the insolency, or easinesse of resistance. My meaning is this; As Philosophers say of the Lightning; that by reason of the easinesse of the passage, weakenesse of resistance, porosity of the parts, it pierceth through the Purse, Scabberd, and Barke without any such scorching and visible hurt; but melts the mony, the sword, rents and shivers the tree, because their substance and solidity, doth more exercise, and improve its activenes and ability: So this Spirituall Sword, tho it strike at every sinne, and passeth thorow, even to the diuiding asunder of Soule and Spirit, and of the joynts, and marrow; yet the hairy pate of the maine corruption, and Master sinne, it wounds with a witnesse; it there tortures and teares in pieces with extraordinary anguish and smart, Searching and sence: for that opposeth with [Page 173] the most flinty iron-Sinew, to blunt and rebate its edge, if it were possible.
2. In Consciences regularly, and rightly wounded, and awaked, sinnes are wont to bite, and sting proportionably to their hainousnesse, and the exorbitancy of their former sensuall impressions. Some like a Mastife, some like a Scorpion, some like a Wolfe in the Evening: (But vnderstand, that spirituall anguish surpasseth immeasurably any corporall paine; therefore conceiue of them with a vast dis-proportion) Now the Minion delight or Captaine sinne frighting the heart with greatest horrour, and stinging with extremity proportionable to its former vastation of Conscience, doth by an accidentall power, (God blessing the businesse) give a great stroke, to drive a man to deepest detestation of Himselfe, to throw Him downe to the lowest step of penitent dejection, to eneager His thirsty greedinesse after pardon and grace, and at length to fire Him out of His naturall estate.
3. A Mans principall, and most prevailing sinne is Sathans strongest Hold. When Hee is in danger to be dislodged, and driven by the power of the word out of the other parts of the Soule, as it were, and from Possession of a Man by all other sinnes; Hee retires Hither as to His Castle, and most impregnable Fort. And therefore if this bee soundly beaten upon by the Hammer, and Horrour of the Law, and battered about His eares, hee will bee quickly enforced to quit the Place quite.
It may bee good counsell then, and often seasonable to say unto those Men of God, who desire to drive the Devill out of Others, in some sort, as the King of Syria said to his Captaines, Fight neither with small nor great, save onely with the King of Israel. My meaning is; Let them addresse the sharpest edge of their spirituall Sword, yet as well with an holy charitable discretion, as with resolute, downeright dealing against those sinnes, which beare greatest sway in them, they have to deale [Page 174] with. Bee it their covetousnesse, ambition, Lust, drunkennesse, Lukewarmenesse, monstrousnesse of the fashion, sacriledge, oppression, vsury, Back-sliding, murder, luxury, Opposition to the good way, Hatred of the Saints, or what other sinne soever they discover in them, to minister greatest advantage to Satan, to keepe them fastest in his clutches. No sinne must bee spared, but let the raigning sin be paid home especially.
For opening of the most rich and Orient Mines of all those sweetest mercies folded vp within the Bowells of Gods dearest compassions, [...]. Colos. 1.13. and of the Mysterie of his free grace and love through the Sonne of his lous; vpon purpose to invite, and allure those that are without, to come in, and to stirre vp our Hearers, The wisedome of the blessed Spirit Himselfe teacheth us to make use of Gods mercies, to preach mercy for this purpose. See Isai. 55.7.8.9 [...]oel 2.13. Rebels will farre more willingly come in upon Pro [...]lamation promising mercy, and assuring them of pardon, if they will humble themselves, and returne to obedience; If there bee no hope of being received to grace, there will bee no desire to returne into the state of grace. [...]a est conscientia peccati & irae Dei adversus peccatum, ut nisi allecti suavi aliquo misericordiae de [...]n Christo sensa, nunquam velimus credere in cum, aut ad cum consugere. Roll [...]c. in Iohan cap. 5. vers. 20 pag. 270. to bring broken hearts, bruised Spirits, bleeding Soules unto the Throne of grace, upon the same ground, but infinitely more gracious, that incouraged the Seruants of Benhadad, to addresse themselves towards the King of Israel; 1. Kings 20.31. And his Servants said unto Him; Behold now, wee have heard that the Kings of the House of Israel, are mercifull Kings; Let vs, I pray thee, put Sackecloth upon our loines, and ropes upon our heads, and goe out to the King of Israel, peradventure, hee will save thy life. The most desperate Rebels heretofore, upon present true remorse for their former rage in sinne, resolving sincerely to stand on Gods side for ever hereafter, may safely and upon good ground thus reason within themselves; Alas! wee have done very villanously, we have served Satan a long time; we walk up & downe as condemned men, ripe for destruction long agoe; Hell it selfe even groanes for us, wee may justly look every moment for a Mittimus, to cast us headlong into the dungeō of Brimstone, and fire: and yet we will trie; we will goe and throw downe our selves before the Throne of grace in dust and ashes, and cry as the Publican did unto the great God of heaven▪ for Hee is a mercifull God, gracious, long suffering, abundant in goodnesse, and truth, keeping [Page 175] mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity, transgression and sinne. And then, not onely peradventure; but most certainely, they shall bee received to mercy, and hee will save the life of their Soules; I say for this Point, of Preaching mercy onely to hearten Men to come in, and to nourish in them a hope of pardon, in Case of penitency, &c. See my discourse of true happines. p. 173. And I will only adde and advise at this time this one thing of great importance in the Point: That after a plentifull magnifying and amplifying the mercy of God, by its infinitenesse, eternity, freenesse, and imcomparable excellency every way, onely upon purpose to assure the greatest sinners of most certaine acceptation, and pardon, if they will presently turne with truth of heart, from Sathan to the living God, from all sinne to his holy Seruice; I say that wee then take heed and make sure, as much as in us lies, that no impenitent unbelieving wretch, none that goes on in his trespasses, or lies willingly, and delightfully in any one sinne, receive any comfort by any such discourse, as though, as yet, Hee had any part or interest at all in any one drop of all that boundlesse and bottomlesse Sea of mercy (that were a meanes to naile Him fast to His naturall estate for ever;) But onely thence conceive, that if Hee will presently lay downe armes against the Majesty of Heaven, and come in with a truly penitent humbled soule, thirsting heartily for Iesus Christ, and resolve vnfainedly to take His yoke vpon Him, there is no number or notoriousnesse of sinne, that can possibly hinder his gracious entertainement at Gods mercy-Seate. For this end let vs tell all such that though the mercies of God be infinite, yet they are dispensed according to His Verba, quae di [...]i, scripta sunt, & divinis authoritatibus continentur; quia misericors, & miserator dominus, longanimis, & multùm misericors, & verax; multùm delectat omnes peccatores, & amatores hujus saeculi, quia misericors, & miserator Dominus, quia longanimus & multùm misericors. Sed siamas tam multa mitia, time, ibi & ultimum quod ait, & Verax. Si enim nihil [...]liud diceret, nisi misericors, & miserator Dominus, longanimis, & multum misericors, quasi jam converteres te ad securitatem & impunitatem, & ad licentiam peccatorum, & saceres quod v [...]lles, utereris saeo [...]lo▪ vel quantum tibi pe [...]it [...]tcretur, vel quantum tibi libido jussisset. Et si quis te be [...]è monendo objurgaret, [...]ue terreret, ut cohiberes te ab immoderato lux [...], cu [...]do post concupiscentias tuas, & deserendo deum tuum; inter medias voces objurgantis obsisteres, impudenti quidem fronte, veluti auditâ divinâ authoritate, & legeres de libro dominico: Quid me terres de Deo nostro? Ille misericors est, & miserator, & multùm misericors. Ne talia homines dicerent, unum verbum addidit in fine, quod ait, & Verax. Et excussit [...]etitiam malè praesumentium, & induxit timorem [...]olentium. August. Tom. 9. pag. 1148. Truth. Now the Oracles of Divine Truth tell us, that those who shall find [Page 176] mercy, are such as confesse, and forsake their sinnes; Who so confesseth, and forsaketh his sinnes shall have mercy. Proverb. 28.13. Those then who doe not confesse, and Qui malè agere non [...]essant, in vanum misericordiam Dei expectant, quam recte expectarent, si à malo recederent. Bern. De modo benè vivendi. Serm. 2. Col. 1241. forsake them, shall haue no mercy. That the Parties to whom good tidings of mercy and comfort are to bee preached: are the poore, the broken hearted, them that are bruised: those that labour, and are heavy laden; All that mourne, &c. Luk. 4.18. Mat. 11.28. Isa. 61.2.3. That the man to whom the Lord lookes graciously, is, even Hee that is poore, and of a contrite Spirit, and trembleth at his word. Isa▪ 66.2. That whosoever, by his free mercy through Christ, is borne of God, doth not commit sin. 1. Ioh. 3.9. I meane, Vt ex Dei parte datur universalis remissio peccatorum, sic debet etiam in nobis esse universalis detestatio peccatorum, atque illud proculdubio verissimum est, in omni homine verè reconciliato, semper repe [...]iriodium omnium suorum peccatorum, propositum etiam & studium deinceps abstinendi ab omnibus▪ nam qui remissionem omnium accepit, infusionem graciae simul accepit, qua illum arm [...]t, & munit contra omnia. Frustra, igitur blanditur sibi de peccatis remissis, qui amorem peccati cujuscunque & propositum in eodem permanendi, quasi in sinu cordis sa [...]s [...]vet. Davenant. expos. epist. ad Coloss. in cap. 2. vers. 13. pag. 271. Fides & bona Conscientia non conveniunt, nec in eodem corde morantur cum proposito peccandi & displicendi Deo. Ibid. pag. 67. Omnis qui natus est ex Deo, peccatum non [...]acit.] Notanda vis verborum, non, inquit, peccatum [...]acit, quòd patitur potiùs quám facit; qui natus est ex Deo, non potest peccare; perseverando scilicet in peccato. Bern. de Nat. & Dig. A [...]oris divini, cap 6. —Whosoever lives in any One knowne sinne, let Him know to His face, Hee Hath no true Faith. Rogers in his Doctrine of Faith, pag. 377. with allowance, purpose, perseverance. No sinne Remissio peccatorum universalis tollit reatum universorum peccatorum nostrorum; Infusio etiam gratiae huic conjuncta tollit Dominium universorum. Davenant. loco suprà citato. Peccatum in hác vitâ quantum ad sanctos attinet, regnum perdit, in aliâ perit. Hîc regnum perdit, quandò post concupiscentias nostras non imus, Ibi autem perit, quando dicetur, ubi tua, O mors, victoria? August. de verbis Apost. Serm. 6. Aliud est, non peccare, aliud non habere peccatum. Nam in quo peccatum non regnat, non peccat, id est, qui non obedit desiderijs. August. in expos. epist. ad Galatas, cap. 5. raignes in such a One, &c. And yet alas! How many miserable men, will needs most falsely perswade themselves, and others, that they [Page 177] have a portion in the mercies of God, and hugge with extraordinary applause, and embracement, the formall flattering messages of Men-pleasers and Time-servers, to dawbe over such rotten hopes; who yet notwithstanding, goe on still in their trespasses; who were never yet sensible of the burden of their corruptions, and spirituall beggery; never wounded in conscience, or troubled in minde to any purpose for their sinnes, never mourned in secret and sincerely for the abominations of their youth; could never yet find in their hearts to sell all for the buying of that one pearle of great price, nor ever yet so prized Iesus Christ, as to leave their darling pleasures, though very base, and abominable, to enjoy the unspeakeable and glorious pleasures of His gratious kingdome? Nay such as heartily serve some Captaine, and Commanding sinne in heart, or life, or calling, as their owne consciences, if they consult with them impartially in cold blood, can easily tell them; as Lust, the world, ambition, the times, the fashion, their pleasures, their profits, their Passions, their ease, selfe love, pride, revenge, the dunghill delight of good fellow-ship, or the like. And here then Let mee discover a notable depth of Sathan, whereby hee doth baffle, and blind fold His slaves most grossely: you know full well, and heare often the common Iust, as in the Prophets time; This is a rebellious people, lying Children, Children that will not Heare the Law of the Lord▪ which say to the Seers, See not, and to the Prophets▪ Prophecy not unto us right things, speake unto us smooth things, &c. Isa. 30.9.10. Cry of all carnall men, especially under any conscionable Ministery, against preaching of judgement, and for preaching of mercy; See the causes why they cannot downe with downeright dealing, and powerfull application of the law: Disc. of true Happinesse. pag. 179, &c. But what doe you thinke is the reason, that they gape so greedily after Preaching of mercy? Not that they can, endure the preaching of it, as I now have taught, and as it onely ought, to those that are without; To wit, To have first, the dearenesse, the sweetnesse, the freenesse, the full glory of Gods immeasurable mercy revealed unto them, onely as a motive, and incouragement [Page 178] to come in; but ever at the Close and conclusion, to bee made to understand and know certainely, that not so much as one drop of all that bottomlesse depth of mercy and bounty in Iesus Christ, doth as yet belong unto them, lying in any state of unregeneratnes, or in any kind of Hypocrisy; whilest they regard any wickednesse in their heart, and are not willing to plucke out their right eyes, and cut off their right hands, I meane to make an everlasting divorce from their former dearest sensuall delights, and sinnes of their bosome: for onely they who confesse and forsake their sinnes, shall have mercy. Pro. 28.13. This way of preaching mercy would nettle and gall them, as much perhaps as pressing of judgement, Nay, why not more? Proportionably to that which A Deo ahaliena, [...]. Basil. Ascet. cap. 2. Omnia [...] qu [...]e in pote [...]tite [...] obtinere. Bernard. Multi hominum Gehenuam ta [...]t [...]ms [...] [...]; ego autem illias gloriae ami [...]io [...]em, G [...] hennil [...] amarioremesse dico. Intolerabilis [...], & illa p [...]na; tamen licet quis innumeras po [...]at G [...]oemias, tale nil dicet, quale illi fali [...] ▪ excidere glori [...], à Christa odio haberi, Audire, Nesii [...] [...]. Chrysost. ad Popul. Antiochenum. Hom. 47. Intolerabilis quidem res est, etiam Gehenn [...] quis nesciat & supplicium illud herribale? Tamen si mille aliquis ponat Gehennas, nihil tale dicturtis est, quale est, à beat aeillius gloriae honore repelli, exosumque esse Christo, & audire ab i [...]. Non Novi Vos. Idem, in Matth. Hom. 24. Divines hold, That the privation and losse of heavenly joyes, and beatificall presence of God is far bitterer, then the torments of sense, and positive paines of Hell. But to tell you their true meaning, and their very hearts: Their aime in so complaining, and calling for mercy from our Ministry, is, to have it so, and in such a manner proposed, and preached, that they may thence collect, and conceive, that they are in state good enough, to goe to Heaven as they are; though in truth, they bee meere strangers to the life of God, and holy strictnesse of the Saints; were never truly humbled with sight of sinne and sense of wrath, nor experimentally acquainted at all, with the Mysterie of the New birth; That they may conclude, and say within themselves: Howsoever some Ministers of the purer, and preciser streine, fright us continually with nothing but judgement, terrour, damnation, and will not suffer us to bee quiet, no not so much as in One sinne; yet it is our good [Page 179] hap, sometimes to meet with some mercifull men, who will help us to Heaven without so much adoe, and upon easier termes, &c. In a word, they would upon the matter have just so much mercy, as might assure, and warrant them to carry securely their sinnes, in their bosome to Heaven with them; to live as they list in this life, and to dye the death of the righteous; Which is a conceit most ridiculous, absurd, and more then utterly impossible. What a hatefull tricke then is this, and horrible imposture, which they suffer Sathan to put them upon!
In proposing of Christ, Let the Man of God, set out as much as Hee can possibly; the excellency of His Person, the unvaluable pretiousnesse of His blood, the riches of His heavenly purchases, the gracious sweetnesse of His invitations, Mark. 16.15. Matth. 11.28. Ioh. 7.37. Rev. 22.17. the generality, and freenesse of His offers, the glorious Priviledges Hee brings with Him; reconciliation to God, Adoption, forgivenesse of sins, justification, righteousnesse, wisedome, sanctification, redemption, &c. Possession of all things; For all things are yours; Whether Paul, or Apollo, or Cephas; or the world, or life, or death; or things present, or things to come; All are yours, And yee are Christs, and Christ is Gods. 1. Cor. 3.22.23. Let Him tell His Hearers, that the blood of Christ, is called the blood of God, Act. 20.28; and therfore of infinite merit and unvaluable price. It sprang out of His humane nature, and therefore finite in it's owne nature and lost upon the ground; But the Person that shed it, being the It was the Sonne of God, and Lord of life, that dyed for us upon the Crosse, but it was the nature of Man, not of God wherein Hee died; and it was the nature of God, and infinite excellency of the same, whence the price, value, and worth of His Passion grew. Field, Of the Church, Lib. 5. cap. 16. Docet sanguinem Christi propter Hyposlaticam utriusque naturae in uno Chrislo conjunctionem, [...]acoque propter communicationem idiomatum, ve [...]e dici posse, non solum sangutacia silij hominis, sed etiam sanguinem filij Dei, atque adeò sanguinem ipsius Det. Zanch. in 1. Epist. Iohan. cap. 1. vers. 7. Nil certius, quàm ex unione personali naturarum, consequi omnes operationes Iesu Christi esse totius suppositi; ac proinde divinas hominis, humanas Dei. Naminde audimus Filium hominis descendisse e Coelis, & Deum esse mortuum. Concedimus etiam satisfactionis dignitatem oriri à personâ satisfaciente; ideóque satisfactionem Christi, maximae, imò infinitae dignitatis esse. Chamierus, Tom. 3. lib. 9. cap. 2. sect. 18. Christus obtulit ut Pontis [...]x carnem & sanguinem suum, quá homo: sed victimae suae immensam essi [...]aciam aspirat per spiritum ae [...]nam, qu [...] Deus est. Pat. in epist. ad Heb. cap. 9. vers. 14. Sonne of God, did set upon it [Page 180] such an excellency and eternity of vertue, and value, that the infinitenesse of its merit, and inestimablenesse of its worth lasts everlastingly. It will bee as fresh, orient, and effectuall, to wash away the sinnes of the last man that shall bee called upon earth, as it was those of the Penitent Thiefe, who saw it with His bodily eies gushing out of his blessed side upon the crosse; or the first man who did first savingly apprehend that first Promise: The seed of the woman shall bruise the Serpents head. Let him assure them it is so soveraigne; That in a truly broken, humbled, and thirsty soule, it turneth the most Scarlet, and Crimson sinnes into snow, and wooll: That upon compunction, and comming in, it washed away that horrible, and bloody guilt, from the soules of them that Plures ex his, qui oderant C [...] islum, compuncti corde, conversi sunt, & tanti sanguinis, tam impie, atque immaniter sasi, indulgentiam perceperunt, ipso redempti sanguine, quem faderant. August. Expos. in Evangel. Iohan. Tract. 92. spilt it. Act. 2. Let them know also: in how high a degree, and hainously they offend from time to time, who refuse to I meane with a hearty willingnesse to sell all, to part with all sinne, and with a sincere resolution for after-obedience: To take Him as a Saviour, and a Lord. Never did any take Iesus Christ savingly; who tooke him not as an Husband and a Lord, to serve, love, and obey him for ever after; as well as a Saviour, to disburden Him of His sinnes, as a King to governe Him by His Word and Spirit, as well as a Priest to wash him in His blood. Never was any truly justified, who was not also in some measure truly sanctified. take Iesus Christ offered most freely, & without exception of any person, every Sabbath, every sermon, either in plaine, and direct termes, or implyedly, at the least. Oh! Litle doe people thinke, who sit under our Ministry, unwrought upon by the word, what a grievous, and fearefull sinne they commit, and carry home from the House of God, day after day; in neglecting so great salvation, in forsaking their owne mercy, and in judging themselves unworthy of everlasting life; I meane, by chusing, upon a free Offer of his Soule-saving blood, to cleave rather to a Lust, Horrible indignity! then to Dignitas & amplitudo tum personae filij Dei, tum beneficij, ac salutis tantae, per tantam personam comparatae, augebunt suprà modum incredulitatem nostram, ut qui multò meliori laco faissemus, si nihil unquam in vitâ de Christo audissemus, quam si audientes neglexiss [...]mus tamen tantam salutem acquisitam nobis, & annunciatam à tantâ personâ. Rolloc. in Ioan. cap. 3. Iesus Christ blessed for ever: rather to wallow in the mire, and mudde of earthly pelfe, in the [Page 181] filth, and froth of swinish pleasures, In idlenesse, pride, worldlinesse, whoredome, drunkennesse, strange fashions, scorning Professours, contempt of the power of godlinesse, railing against religion, revelling, Selfe-uncleannesse, &c. then abandoning these filthy harlots, to take the Sonne of God for their deare and everlasting Husband. This not Beleeving, This refusing Christ, This not taking Him, in the manner, and sense, as I have said, is such a sinne, though not so thought upon, and taken to heart, that Arguet mundum. Tum causam reddens, eò inquit, quòd non credunt in me. Peccatum igitur designat incredulitatis nomine, quam [...] ita insignit, licet non sit unicum illud incredulitatis peccatum. Sunt enim alia peccata varij generis verum peccatum omnium gravissimum est incredulitas, quae secum unà trahit reatum maximum, & condemnationem gravissimam simul & velocissimam. Ideò dictum est suprà; Qui non credit in filium, jam condemnatus est. Contrà verò fides, justitia potissima est, adeoque sola. Nam ea aufert reatum omnium peccatorum, & liberat à condemnatione. Nulla est condemnatio ijs qui sunt in Christo Iesu. Atque hinc usurpata est praeclara illa sententia; Nullum peccatum nisi infidelitas; nulla justitia nisi fides. Non quòd sola infidelitas sit peccatum; sed quòd infidelitate, ut ait Augustinus, manente, man [...]at peccatum omne; & eâ rursùs decedente, aboleatur, quoad reatum, peccatum aliud quodcunque. Et certè peccantibus tam clarâ luce Evangelij, quovis modo▪ sive per adulterium, sive homicidium, sive per surtum, &c. ascribendum est maximè infidelitati, & obstinationi cordis, quâ tantae luci resistitur. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 16. De peccato quidem, inquit, quia non crediderunt in me; hoc enim peccatum, quasi solum sit, prae caeteris posuit. Quia hoc manente, caetera retinentur, & hac discedente, caetera remittuntur. August. Expos. in Evang. Iohan. Tract. 15. Si manifestum est, praeter hanc infidelitatem, alia multa hominum esse peccata, cur de hoc solo mundum spiritus sanctus arguet? An quia peccata omnia per infidelitatem tenentur, per fidem dimittuntur? Proptereà hoc unumprae caeteris imputat Deus, per quod sit, ut caetera non solvantur; dum non credit in humilem Deum homo superbus — Cùm dicitur; Arguit mundum de peccato, non alio quam quod non crediderunt in christo. Hoc denique peccatum si non sit, nulla peccata remanebunt, quia justo ex fide vivente cuncta solvantur. Sed multum interest, utrum quisque credat ipsum esse Christum, & utrum credat in Christum. Nam ipsum esse Christum, & daemones crediderunt; Ille enim credit in Christum, qui & sperat in Christum, & diligit Christum. Idem, de verbis Dom. in Evang. secundum Iohan. Serm. 61. Take all the sinnes that ever were committed, none like to this; no greater thing can bee laid to our charge, then to refuse the Sonne, to refuse the righteousnesse revealed, &c. D.P. Atrocitas peccati, quod contemptu Evangelij admittitur, notatur particulâ, [...], tanta salutis. Par. in Epist. ad Hebraeos. cap. 2. Magnum autem crimen incredulitatis, quoniam vn [...]genitus ipse sit Dei filius. Nam quantò praestantius est, quod contemnitur, tanto majoribus, qui spernit, supplicijs subjacebit; judicatum vero jam ait essem credulum, quod ipse in seipsum, (quoniam largitorem indemnationis non suscepit) condemnations intulit sententiam. Cyril. in Ioan. lib. 2. cap. 53. This sinne of unbeliefe is a greater sinne, then the world is aware of. Men thinke theft, murther, drunkennesse, to bee hainous, and so indeed they bee; but unbeliefe is a farre worse: for it is the Mother of these, and all other evils. Rogers of Dedham, of Faith, cap. 10 pag. 409. Divines speake of it, as of a most transcendent [Page 182] sinne, the greatest sinne, the sinne of sinnes, the onely sinne, as it were, from such Places as these: But when the King heard thereof, Hee was wroth, and Hee sent foorth His armies, and destroyed those murderers, and burnt up their City▪ Mat. 22.7. Hee meanes, those who were invited to the Sons marriage, and made light of it. Hee that beleeveth not is condemned already, because, hee hath not beleeved in the Name of the onely begotten Sonne of God. Ioh. 3.18. When the Comforter is come▪ Hee will convince the world of sinne.—because they beleeve not on mee. Hee meanes, this sinne alone, saith Austin. As though not beleeving on the Sonne of God, were the onely sinne. It is indeed the maine, and master sinne, because (as the same Father speakes truly) This remaining, the guilt of all other sinnes abides upon the soule; this removed, all other sinnes are remitted. Nay, and besides the horriblenes, and hainousnes of the sin; what height, and perfection of madnesse is it? That whereas a Man but renouncing his base, rotten, transitory, sinfull pleasures, dogged continually at the heeles with vengeance, and horror; And only taking Iesus Christ in whom are hidden, and heaped up the fulnes of grace▪ and treasures of all perfection; might have therevpon (to say nothing of the excellency of his person, purchases of his passion and possessiō of the most blessed Deity) a full & free discharge thereby, at the hands of so happy an Husband, from every moment of the everlastingnesse of Hellish torments; and a Quod autem lucrum dari filium? O magnum & supra humanam mentem, ut omnis qui credit in illum, duo illa lucretur: vnum quidem, quod non perit; alterum, quod vitam habet, & vitam aterna [...]. Theoph. in Io [...]n. cap. 3. Deed presently sealed with His owne hearts-blood, for an undoubted right, to every minute of the eternity of heavenly joyes, yet should in cold blood most wickedly, and willingly, after so many intreaties, invitations, importunity, onely for the good of His poore immortall Soule, refuse the change! Heaven and earth may be astonished, Angels, and all Creatures, may justly stand amazed at this prodigious sottishnes, and monstrous madnesse of such miserable men! The world is wont to call Gods people, precise fooles, because, [Page 183] they are willing to sell all they have, for that One pearle of great price, to part with profits, pleasures, preferments, their right hand, their right eye, every thing, any thing, rather then to leave Iesus Christ, &c. But who doe you thinke now, are the true, and great fooles of the world? And who are likeliest one day to groane for anguish of Spirit, and say within themselves, This was hee, whom wee had sometimes in derision, and a Proverbe of reproch. Wee fooles accounted His life madnesse, and His end to bee without honour. Now is hee numbred among the Children of God, and His Lot is among the Saints. Therefore haue we erred from the way of truth, and the light of righteousnesse hath not shined unto us, and the Sun of righteousnesse hath not rose upon us: wee wearied our selves in the way of wickednesse and destruction: yea, wee have gone through deserts where there lay no way: But as for the way of the Lord, wee have not knowne it. What hath pride profited us? Or what good hath riches with our vanting brought us? All those things are passed away like a shadow, and as a post that hasted by, &c. Nay, and yet further, besides the extraordinarinesse of the iniquity, & folly in refusing Christ freely offered, it shall most certainely bee hereafter plagued with extremest tormenting fury, and most desperate gnashing of teeth. For with what infinite horrour, and restlesse anguish will this conceit rent a Mans heart in pieces, and gnaw upon His Conscience, when Hee considers in Hell, that Hee hath lost Heaven for a lust: and whereas Hee might at every sermon, had even the Son of God His husband, for the very The worke is done one Christs part▪— There is a righteousnesse which God hath prepared, and is therefore called, The righteousnesse of God. Nothing is looked for at our hands, but onely to take it, to beleeve it, and apply it unto our selves. D.P. Christ is a free Gift, and may bee had for the accepting. —Humiliation is no further requisite thereunto, then as it is a meanes to bring us to accept, and lay hold of that grace, and life in Christ, which is freely offered. D.V. But lest any mistake this Taking, heare what resolution before, and conversation afterward, these two great Divines, excellently versed in the mystery of Christ, speake of: Obiect. But some will say, Is nothing else required? Must God doe all, and wee nothing, but take the righteousnesse prepared? Answ. It is true; wee must live a holy, religious, and sober life; for this end the grace of God hath appeared, &c. D.P. Howsoever though thou mayest have him freely, yet notwithstāding, thou must have him as thy Lord: thou must bee his servant, Hee thy King, and thou His Subject, &c. When God h [...]th inlightened the eyes of a Man, that He can see where this treasure is, — Hee is so inflamed with the love thereof, that Hee resolves He will have it, whatsoever it cost Him —Yea but there is a price put upō it; it must cost thee deare; a great deale of sorrow, trouble, and other crosses. Tush, tell mee not of the price; whatsoever I have shall goe for it, I will doe any thing for it. Why, wilt thou cu [...] be thine a [...]ections? Wilt thou give up thy life? Wilt thou bee content to tell all that thou hast, and begge all thy life time, so thou mayest have this treasure? I will doe it with all my heart; I am content to sell all that I have; nothing is so deare unto mee, but I will part with it; my right hand, my right eye; nay, if Hell it selfe should stand betweene mee and Christ, yet would I passe thorow the same unto him. This is that violent affection which God, putteth into the hearts of His Children, that they will have Christ whatsoever it cost them. Although I confesse, all that repent and lay hold on Christ shall have mercy; yet what is this to thee, thou wretched Man? So long as sinne hath dominion over thee, what art Thou? So long we are not only dead, but also rotten in sinne; so that it may be said of us, as it [...]as as Lazarus, Ioh. 11. Lord, saith Martha, hee stinketh already. So wee are not onely [...] and rotten in sinne, but even stinke thereof, so long as any sinne or sinnes have dominion over us. D.V. Christ receives none, but them that denie themselves; are willing to take up the Crosse, and follow Him; that mortifie the deeds of the Body by the Spirit. To Iustification nothing but Faith is required: but this caution must bee added; It must bee a Faith that purifies the heart, that may worke an universall change, that may shew it selfe in fruites, and bring forth fruites worthy amendment of life. D.P. taking; and have lived [Page 184] with Him for ever in unspeakeable Blisse, yet neglecting so great salvation, must now, crying out therefore continually against Himselfe, as the most raging Bedlam that ever breathed, lie in unquenchable flames, without remedy, ease, or end! It is the highest honour that can be imagined, and a Mystery of greatest amazement that ever was, that the Sonne of God should make sute unto sinfull Soules to be their Husband. And yet so it is; Hee stands at the doore, and knocks, if you will give Him entrance, Hee will bring Himselfe and Heaven into your hearts. We are Christs Ambassadours, as though God did beseech you by us, Wee pray you in Christs stead to be reconciled to God; Wee are Christs spokes-men, that I may so speake, to Wooe and Winne you unto Him. Now what can you say for your selves that you stand out? Why come you not in? If the Divell would give you leave to speake out, and in plaine termes: One would say, I had rather bee damned then leave my drunkennesse; Another, I love the world better then Iesus Christ; A third, I will not part with my easie and gainefull trade of Vsury, for the treasure hid in the field; And so on, So that upon the matter, [Page 185] you must needs all confesse, that you hereby judge your selves unworthy of everlasting life, that you are wilfull bloody Murderers of your owne Soules, that you commit such a wickednesse, that all the Creatures in Heaven and Earth cry shame upon you for it. Nay, and if you go on without repentance, you may expect that the Hellish gnawing of Conscience for this one sinne of refusing Christ, may perhaps hold scale with the Vnited horrors of all the rest. What is the matter I marvell, that you will not entertaine the Match? If wee stand upon honour, and noble family; Hee that makes love, and sute unto our soules, Revel. 19 16. hath on his vesture and on his thigh, a name written, King of Kings, and Lord of Lords. If upon beauty: Heare how hee is described. Cant. 5. My beloved is white and ruddy, the chiefest of ten thousand: His head is as the most fine gold; his lockes are bushie and blacke as a Raven. His eyes are as the eyes of Doves, by the rivers of water, washed with milke, and fitly set. His cheekes are as a bed of Spices, as sweet flowers. His lips like Lillies, dropping sweet smelling myrrhe. His hands are as the gold rings set with the Berill: His belly is as bright Ivory, overlaid with Saphires. His legs are as pillars of marble, set upon Sockets of fine gold: His countenance is as Lebanon, excellent as the Cedars. His mouth is most sweet, yea, hee is altogether lovely, See Gifford upon the place. Alsted. Theol. Cas. cap. 6. De pulchritudine omnium pulcherrimâ, quae est Iesus Christus.— Now you must understand, that the Spirit of God by these outward beauties and braveries, labours in some measure to shadow out, and represent unto us, the incomparable excellency of inward graces; the dignity, the glory, the spirituall fairenesse of Iesus Christ, that wee may know, that Hee is wholly and altogether lovely, delectable, and precious. If upo [...] ease, and contentment, Hee can lead us to fulnesse of joy, and pleasures at Gods right hand for evermore. If wee desire honorable Alliance; Hee will bring us to an innumerable company of Angels, to the generall assembly, and Church of the first borne, which are written in heaven; and to God the Iudge of all, [Page 186] and to the spirits of just men made perfect. If we stand upon wealth, we shall haue In Christo, tanta bona possidetis: ut domini mundi, & omnium rerum sitis. Par. in locum. 1. Cor. 3.21. all things with him; which is a large Possession. If we respect love: Ioh 15.13. Greater love hath no Man then this, that a Man lay downe His life for his friends. And hee being the brightnesse of His Fathers glory, and the expresse image of his person, Hoc verb [...] [ [...]] non voluit dicere Apostolus, Christum per assumptionem sormae servi, abjecisse forma dei, & desusse quod erat: sed tantùm quòd gloriam illam & Majestatem, in quà erat apud Patrem, ita abdiderit in formâ servi, ut c [...] sese penitut Evacuasse visus sit: quia nimirùmea gloria in carne non fulgebat, ut ab omnibus conspici posset. came downe from his bosome, the well-spring of immortality and blisse, the fulnesse of joy, and that unapprocheable light, into an House of flesh, upon this base and miserable earth. Hee passed thorow a life full of all manner vexations, miseries, persecutions, indignities, slanders, speaking against of Sinners, &c. He was so prodigiously slandered, that they said, Ioh. 8 48. Hee had a divell; Whereas, Col. 2.9. the fulnesse of the Godhead dwelled in him bodily. Hee was cunningly hunted long, and at last violently haled by a Packe of Hell-hounds, to a cruell and bloody death, which for the extremity and variety of paines, for the enraged spight of the executioners, for the innocency, and excellency of the Person suffering, the like never was, shall, or can bee endured. His passions were such, so bitter, and unsupportable, that they would have made any meere creature to have sunke downe under the burden of them to the bottome of Hell. Hee was tortured extremely, and suffered grievous things both in Body and Soule, from Heaven, Earth, and Hell. His blessed Body was given up as an Anvile to bee beaten upon, by the violent, and villanous hands of wretched Miscreants, without all measure or mercy; untill they had left no one part free from some particular and speciall torment. His skin and flesh were [...]ent with scourges; His hands and feet pierced with nailes; His head with thornes; His very heart with the speare point. All His senses, all his parts, indeed His whole sacred body was made a rufull spectacle to Angels and to Men, of all the most base and barbarous vsage, which malice could devise, and cruelty execute. But all this yet, was but a shadow of His suffering, the [Page 187] substance of His suffering, was the Omnes poenae à nobis, commeritae toleratae sunt à Christo: At poenae animae erant à nobis commeritae. Ergò poen [...]ts animae Christus toleravit. Chamierus, Tom. 2. de dese [...]ulu ad inferos, Lib 5 cap. 12. Sect. 1. Neither doth Hee, or [...] meane, that Christ suffered in Soule onely by Sympathy with the Body; But also immediately from the wrath of God for our sinnes. Heare him a little after. Contra sua sophismata Bellarminus tam [...]n concludit, Christum passum animâ et corpore. Quod ipsum Calvinus contendit, & nos asserimus. Quid igitur frustrà laborant Sophistae in oppugnand [...] veritate, quam ipsi tandem, ipsi, inquam, fateri cogantur? Nisi forte in animâ. patiente, nihil aliud considerant, nisi ipsos dolores corporis tantum [...], per assistentiam, & [...], non verò [...] & propriè suo sensu. Quo quid possit absurdiùs dici? Certè antequàm corpus quicquam pateretur, Christus ipse testabatur suam animam esse perturbatam, & quidem usque ad mortem. Ibid. Sect. 3. Leo it is that first said it (and all Antiquity allow of it) Non soluit unionem, sed subtraxit visionem. The vnion was not dissolved; True, but the beames, the influence was restrained; and for any comfort from thence, His Soule was even as a scorched heath ground; without so much as any drop of dew of divine comfort: as a naked tree, no fruit to refresh Him within, no leafe to give Him shadow without: the power of darknesse let loose to afflict Him: the influence of comfort restrained to relieve Him. winchesters Sermons, pag. 356. Wounded Hee was in Body, wounded in Spirit, left utterly desolate. Ibid. pag. 157. Agony of His Soule; Give mee any affliction save the affliction of the mind, For the spirit of a man, saith Salomon, will sustaine all His other infirmities; but a wounded spi [...]rit, who can beare? Yet His soule, though Hee was the Prince of glory, and Lord of Heaven and earth, upon the Crosse, was even as a scorched Heath, without so much, as any drop of comfort either from heaven or earth. The grievous weight of all the sinnes of all his Children, the least of which had bin enough to have pressed them downe into the bottome of Hell, lay now heavy upon him. The powers of darkenesse were let loose to afflict Him; Hee wrastled even with the fierce wrath of His Father, and all the forces of the infernall kingdome, with such anguish of heart, that in the Garden, it wrung out of his pretious Body, a Sweat, as it were great drops of blood falling downe to the ground; with such agony of spirit, that upon the Crosse, Hee cryed, My God, my God, why hast thou There are sixe kinds of dereliction, or forsaking, whereof Christ may bee thought to have complained: First, by dis-union of person: secondly, by losse of grace: Thirdly, by diminution, or weakening of grace: Fourthly, by want of assurance of future deliverance and present support: Fiftly, by deniall of protection: Sixthly, by with-drawing▪ of solace, and destituting the forsaken of all comfort. It is impious once to thinke, that Christ was forsaken any of the foure first wayes. For the unity of His person was never dissolved; His graces were never, either taken away, or diminished; Neither was it possible Hee should want assurance of future deliverance, and present support, that was eternall God, and Lord of life. But the two last wayes hee may rightly bee said to have been forsaken. Field of the Church, Lib. 5. cap. 18. forsaken mee! And [Page 188] the measure of all these sufferings, and sorrowes, were so past all measure, that all the creatures, save sinfull Men onely, both in heaven, and earth, seemed to bee amazed and moved with them. The Sun in the heavens drew in his beames, unwilling as it were to see the spotlesse blood of the Son of God, spilt as water upon the ground. The Earth it selfe shrunk, and trembled, under it. The very Rocks rent asunder, as if they had sense and feeling of His intolerable, and, save by Himselfe, vnconquerable paines; The whole frame of Nature seemed astonished at the mournefull Complaint of the Lord of the Whole World. These, and farre more then these, or then can bee exprest, our blessed Saviour, being Son of the most high God, endured for no other end, but to ransome us from the bondage of Sathan, and of Hell, in a thirsting desire of saving all Penitent sinners; And to offer himselfe freely, a most glorious, and everlasting Husband to all those, who with broken and beleeving hearts cast themselves into His bosome. Such admirable, and unutterable perfections, beauties, indowments, sufferings, and inflamed affections, as these, in the heavenly Suter unto our sinnefull Soules, doth mightily aggravate the hainous and horrible sinne of refusing Him.
Thus, and in this manner, would I have the Men of God to magnifie, inlarge, and represent to the hearts of their Hearers, all the excellencies of Iesus Christ, with the worth, merit, and efficacy of His blood: To set out to the utmost they can possibly, the glory of the Gospell with all the riches of mercy, goodnesse, and free grace, revealed, and offered therein &c. So that they tell them withall; That Iesus Christ takes none, but such as are willing, to take upon them His yoke: That hee gives himsel [...]e to none, but such as are ready, to sell all, in the sense I have said, that they may enjoy his blessed selfe. That the glorious grace of the Gospell shines savingly, to none, but such as deny ungodlinesse, [Page 189] and worldly lusts; and live soberly, righteously, and godlily in this present World; That those whose Soules are cleansed by the blood of Iesus Christ from all sinne, are onely such, as walke in the light, as God is in the light; who make conscience of detesting and declining all sins, and workes of darkenesse discovered to them by the light of Gods holy Booke, and sincerely set their hearts and hands, with love, and carefull endeavour to every duty injoyned therein. In a word, That, as that Fountaine opened to the house of David for sinne and for uncleanesse, I meane the blood of that immaculate Lambe, Iesus Christ, the holy and the righteous, doth turne all the sinnes even the very scarlet and crimson, of a truly broken heart, and every true Mourner in Zion, into snow, and wooll, so it will never wash away the least sinfull staine from the proud heart of any unhumbled Pharisee, That hereby no strangers unto the love and life of godlinesse, may bee deceived by appropriating unto themselves any of these glorious things, which are onely proper to the sealed Fountaine; but onely conceive of them as excellent motives to cause them to come in. I would have the Preaching of Christ fill the soule of every true harted Nathanael every time with unspeakeable and glorious joy, with all those Euangelical pleasures, which neither eye hath seene, nor eare heard, neither have entred into the heart of man; But I would have it onely make every unregenerate Man sensible of what infinite blessednesse Hee bereaves Himselfe by continuing a Rebell; that thereupon Hee may bee moved to make hast out of His present Hell, into this new heaven so fairely opened, and freely offered unto Him.
Besides pressing the law, promising mercy, proposing Christ, &c. to stirre men in their naturall states, to make them entertaine thoughts of comming in, to humble them in the sight of the Lord under the heavy burden of all their sinnes, assure them also of pardon, in case they will leave Sathans service, and so prepare them for [Page 190] Christ; Let Gods Ministers lay hold upon all warrantable wayes, which they shall find, and feele out of their Ministeriall experience, and holy wisedome to be availeable, and prevaile for that purpose. So that the worke bee done in truth: And that they doe not like the Divels dawbers, deceive them to the eternall ruine, and damnation of their Soules, by telling them that they have Christ already, and are safe enough for salvation, whereas indeed, as yet, there is no such matter.
Such points as these, are woont to make attentive naturall men, to startle in their seates, to looke about them something more then ordinarily: To wit, to divide the precious, from the vile; To distinguish that One true happy state of grace, from all states of unregeneratnesse, and all kinds of Hypocrisie: to tell them out of the Booke of God, How farre a Man may goe in generall graces, and doing many things, &c. and yet come short of Heaven: To deliver Markes of sincere Professours, of a saving Faith, of true repentance, of a sound conversion, &c. But I would have this done with a great deale of spirituall wisedome, and heavenly understanding, with much godly discretion, and caution; least thereby, either the formall Professour may bee incouraged, or the weakest Christian disheartned: To discourse of the fewnesse, and scarcity of those which shall bee saved; and that even Exijt, qui [...]eminat, seminare, inquit] Semen hic do [...]trinam suam, arva ce [...]ò & campos aminas huminum, seminatorem autem seipsum appellat. Quid igitur de illo senisne sit? Tribus perditis partibus, una tantummodò salvatur. Chrysost. in Mat. Hom. 45. Hâc parabold discipulos docuit & exercuit, ut etsi plures corum, qui praedicationem Apostolonum suscepturi erant, perderentur, non caderent aulmis cum id etiam in Domino atque Magistro pariter factum recordarentur: Neque tamen ipse, quamvis, ita id futurum non ignoraret, semina proijcere neglexit. Ibid. Vocati; [...]] scilicet, exlernè perverbum. Electi; [...]] scil. Ad vitam aeternam. Christus loquitur de vocatione externâ, quá per Evangelij pr [...]dicationem vocantur tam reprobi, quà electi, &c. Piscat. in Matth. cap. 20. Iste popict [...], qui in medio populi suscepit misericordiam Dei, quantium numerum babet? Quèm panc [...] sunt? Vix inveniuntur aliqui. Illisne contentus Deus erit & perdet tantam multitudinem? Dicunt hoc, qui sibi promittunt hoc, quod à Deo promit [...]ents non audi [...]runt.—Quot sunt illi, qui vi [...]entur servare praecepta Dei? Vix invenitur unus vel duo, vel paucissimi. Ipsos solos Deus liberaturus est, caeteros damnaturus? Absit, inqutunt, cum venerit, & videbit tantam multi [...]udinem, ad sinistram, miserebitur, & dabit indulgentiam. Hoc pla [...]è etiam serpens ille promisit primo homini: Nam minatus erat Deus mortem, si gastaret. Ille autem, [...]bsit inquit, morte non moriemini. Crediderunt serpenti, invenerant, verumesse, quod minatus est Deus, falsum, quod promiserat diabolus. Ita & nunc fratres, &c. August▪ in Psal. 48. pag. 528. under the light, and within the sound [Page 191] of the Gospell; See Math. 20.16. Many are called, but few chosen. Consider the Parable of the Sower. Mat. 13. There is but one good soile, upon which the seed of the word falls prosperously; but three reprobate grounds, as it were, upon which it is lost, as water upon the ground. See my first Doctr. upon Gen. 6.8. &c. Thus let the Men of God acquaint themselves, with such Points, as they conceive, the likeliest, and most pregnant to pierce their Hearers hearts, and come closest to their Consciences; that so, by the helpe of God, they may pull them out of Hell.
And there are some places also in the Book of God, which being rightly handled, and powerfully applied, seeme to have a speciall keennesse to strike at, and cut asunder the iron sinewes of the most obstinate heart; And of more aptnesse to serve for the rowsing and awaking of meere civill men, formall Professours, Pharisies, and foolish Virgins out of their desperat slumber of spirituall Selfe-deceit. Such as these. Deut. 29.19.20. And it come to passe, when hee heareth the words of this curse, that hee blesse Himselfe in His heart, saying; I shall have peace, though I walke in the imagination of mine heart, to adde drunkennesse to thirst: The Lord will not spare Him, but then the anger of the Lord, and His jealousie, shall smoke against that man, and all the curses that are written in this Book, shall lie upon Him, and the Lord shall blot out his name from under Heaven. Ps. 78.21. God shall wound the hairy Scalpe of such a One as goeth on still in his trespasses. Pro. 1.24.28. Because I have called, and yee refused, I have stretched foorth my hand, and no Man regarded: &c. Then shall they call upon mee, but I will not answer; they shall seeke me early, but they shall not And justly they find Him not, ex l [...]ge talionis. God himselfe answers them; Nay, their owne hearts answere themselves: Go, whom you haue spent your life in seeking, seeke to them now. Let them save you, at this, whom yee sought at all other times. As for mee, it shall come to passe, as I cryed, and you would not heare; So you shall cry, and seek, and shall not find, or bee heard, (saith the Lord). Yes, they found Him; but with a dore shut betweene Him & them. But what found they? The Parable of the ten Virgins tells us; a Nescio vos. —Hoe knoweth them not: they tooke too short a time to breede acquaintance in. Nescio vos they find, that so seeke. Profectò ad hoc tonitru &c. At this clap, Hee that waketh not, is not asleepe, but dead. Winchesters Sermons, pag. 181. I demand; Will any time serue to seeke God? Is God at all times to bee found? It is certain, Not, The very limitation, (of Dum inveniri potest) sheweth plainely, that other times there bee, wherein Seeke Him you may, but find him you shall not. Idem Ibid. pag. 178. find [Page 192] mee. Pro. 29.1. He that being often reproved, hardeneth his neck, shall suddenly be destroyed, and that without remedy. Ezek. 24.13. In thy filthinesse is lewdnesse, because I have Quanquam Deus ipsos mundavit, hoc est, tum verbo suo praecepit, ut se mundarent, & toties ac tamdiu per prophetas, imperavit, 2. Cro. 36.15. Iesa. 1.16. tum aquâ & sapone afflictionum abluere, & baculo calamitatum sordes excutere studio habuit: tamen impuri manserunt. Iesa. 1.5. & sequentibus; Polan. in Locum. purged thee, and thou wast not purged, thou shalt not bee purged from thy filthinesse any more, till I have caused my fury to rest upon thee. 1. Pet. 4.18. If the righteous scarcely bee saved; Where shall the ungodly and the sinner appeare? 1. Ioh. 3.9. Whosoever is borne of God doth not commit sinne. 1. Pet. 2.17. Love the brotherhood. Heb. 12.14. Without holinesse no man shall see the Lord. Iam. 2.19. The Divels also beleeue and tremble. Luke. 13.24. Strive to enter in at the strait gate; for many, I say unto you, will seeke to enter in, and shall not bee able. Math. 10.14.15. And whosoever shall not receive you. &c. Veri [...]y, I say unto you, it shall bee more tolerable for the land of Sodom, and Gomorrah in the Day of judgement, then for that city. And. 11.12. And from the dayes of Iohn the Baptist, untill now, the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force. And 5.46. And if you salute your brethren onely, what doe you more then others? and vers. 20. I say unto you, That except your righteousnes shall exceed the righteousnesse of the Scribes, and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the Kingdome of heaven. These fellowes represented to the eye of the World, a goodly and glorious shew of freedome from grosse sinnes; I am not, saith the Pharisee, Luke. 18. as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, &c. Of workes; First, Of righteousnesse; I give tithes of all that I possesse: Secondly, Of Piety; Hee went up to pray. Thirdly, Of mercy; Besides fasting, and prayer, they gave almes, Mat. 6. &c. And yet Christ speakes thus peremptorily to his hearers. Except your righteousnesse exceede the righteousnesse of the Scribes and Pharisees, &c. ye shall in no case enter into the kingdome of heaven. Hee saith not simply; yee shall not enter: But yee shall in no case enter. And yet how many who come short of these, will bee very angry, if the ministers, [Page 193] tell them, that they shall certainely come short of the kingdome of heaven.
I have done with dawbing and plaistering over rotten hearts with plausible perswasions, that they shall not bee damned: I meane that most cruell, and accursed trade of strengthening with lies, the hands of the wicked, that hee should not returne from his wicked way by promising him life. Ezek. 13.22. Whereby thousands, are sent hood-winckt to hell, more is the pitty! even in this blessed time of the Gospell: And I come now to another errour, about comforting afflicted Consciences. Which is this:
2. When the spirituall Physition promiseth comfort, applies the promises, assures of mercy, acceptation and pardon:
1. When the ground of griefe, is not in truth trouble for sinne, but some outward trouble. Some, in such a case may cast out by the way some faint, and formall complaints of their sinnes, and seeme to seeke direction, and satisfaction about the state of their Soules; when as the true root and principall Spring of their present heavinesse, and hearts-griefe, is some secret earthly discontentment, the bi [...]ng and bitternesse of some worldly sting. It may bee the losse or desperate course of some over-loved child; decay, and going backward in their estate; feare of falling into beggery; some unexpected discontents and disappointments after marriage; Some great disgrace, and shame fallen upon them in the eye of the world; Some long and tedious sicknesse, pinching them extremely for want of peace with God, and patience to passe thorow it. Or the like.
In this case, after the man of God by his best wisedome, and searching experimentall tryals, and Interrogatories fitted for that purpose, whereby he may give a strong conjecture, if not a peremptory censure, hath discovered the Imposture: Let his desire and endeavour be, to turne the torrent of worldly teares (and taking on for [Page 194] transitory things) upon sinne. When a veine is broken, and bleeds inward, or a man bleeds excessively at the Nose, the physition is wont to open a veine in the arme, so to divert the current of the blood, that it may bee carried the right way, for the safety and preservation of the party. Doe proportionably in this point.
Let such know. First, That 2. Cor. 7.10. sorrow of the world worketh death. Quid autem est seclidi [...]m mundum? Quandò contristaris propter divitias, propter gloriam, propter mortuum; omnia haec secundum mundu [...]; id [...]ò & mortem fa [...]t. Nam qui propter gloriam contristatur, invi [...]et, & saepe perire cogitur. Qualis erat tristitia Cain & Esau: hanc tristitiam vo [...]at secundum mundum, quae trisiibus perniciosa. Chrysost. in 2. Cor. cap. 7. Sicut tinea comedit vestimentum, & sicut vermis rodit lignum, ita tristitia nocet cordi. Bern. de modo benè vivendi. cap. 11. It pierceth even to the marrow of the bone, it maketh bitter our whole life, and poysoneth all our actions. Char. lib. 1. cap. 31. Worldly sorrow worketh a change in the body, it brings gray haires on the head, and furrowes and wrinkles in the face. It turnes youth into old age, and strength into weakenesse, and so causeth death. Dike of repentance. cap. 1. It dries the bones, consumes the marrow, chils the blood, wastes the Spirits, eates up the heart, shortneth life, and cutteth off too soone, from the day of gracious visitation. It is a base thing for an immortall Soule to bee put thus out of tune, and temper with mortall things, & most unworthy it's heavenly birth, breeding under the ministery, and everlasting abode. Secondly, That sorrow spent upon the world, is like a perfum'd precious water, throwne into the channell, or sinke-hole, which would make a sweet sent in an humbled soule, and helpe excellently against the noisome savour of sinne. Fire put into the thatch, would turne all into combustion; Tristitia enim sic est, quomodo stercus. Stercus non loco suo positum immunditia est. Stercus non loco suo positum, immundam facit domum; loco suo positum, fertilem facit agrum. — Inveni nescio, quem tristem: stercus video, locum quaero: Dic, amice, unde tristis es? Perdidi, inquit, pecuniam. Locus immundus, fructus nullus, Audiat Aposiolum; Tristitia mundi mortem operatur. Non solum fructus nullus sed magna pernicies. Sic & de caeteris rebus ad gaudia secularia pertinentibus; quas res longum est enumerare. Video alium tristantem, gementem, flentem: multum stercor [...]s video, & ibi locum quaero. Et cum viderem tristem, flentem inspexi & orautem. Orans, nescio quid mibibonae significationis ingessit. Sed adhuc locum quaero. Quid enim si iste oraus, gemens, magno fletu mortem roget inimicis suis. Etiam sic jam plorat, jam rogat, jam orat; Locus immundus, fructus nullum▪ — Inspexialium rursus, gementem, flentem, orantem; stercus agnosco locum quaero. Inten [...]di autem orationi ejus, & audito dicentem, ego dixi, domine, miserere mei, sana animam meam, quia peccavi tibi: Ge [...]it peccatum: agnosco agrum, expecto fructum: Deo gratias. Bono loco est stercus, non ibi vacat, fructum parturit. August. de temp. Serm. 151. Dung placed in your parlour, would impoison all; But lay the one upon the hearth, and it would warme, and comfort; the other upon the land, and it fatneth and makes fruitfull: So sorrow misplaced upon earthly things, fills a man with swarmes of carking confusions, and brings many devouring [Page 195] Harpies into the heart; but being turned upon Tristitia illa solùm ad peccata utilis est; quod hinc manifestatur: Qui pro amissis divitijs contristatur; damnum non solvit: Qui pro mortuo contristatur, jacentem non excitat: Qui propter morbum contristatur, non solùm non curatur, sed etiam auget morbum. Qui verò in peccatis contristatur, hîc solùm utilitatis aliquid ampliùs à tristitiâ accepit; absumit enim & evanescere facit peccata. Chrysost. in 2. Cor. cap. 7. Mortem lugere omittens, luge peccata, ut ipsa deleas: propter hoc enim tristitia facta est, non ut in morte, nec in vllâ aliâ re tali doleamus, sed ut ipsâ ad delenda ut amur peccata: Et quòd hoc verum sit, exemplosacio manifestum. Remedia medicinalia propter illos tantùm morbos, facta sunt, quos toller [...] possunt, non propter illos, quos nihil ad juvare possunt, &c. Mulctatus est quispiam pecunijs, tristatus est, mulctam non emendavit: silium amisit, doluit, mortuum non resuscitavit, nec defuncto pr [...]fuit: Flagellatus est quis, alapis caesus, contumelijs affectus, doluit, non revocavit contumcliam, &c. Vides horum nulli prodesse tristitiam. Peccavit quis, tristatus est, peccatum delevit. Idem ad Popul. Antiochenum, Hom. 5. sin, and former sinfull courses, which is the onely right, proper, profitable vse thereof, it may procure a great deale of ease, and enlargement to the heavy Spirit, and helpe to bring foorth fruits meet for repentance. Thirdly, That the tithe perhaps of taking on, trouble of mind, vexation of Spirit, sadnesse and sorrow, about worldly things in respect of the bulke, and quantity, if sincere, and set upon the right object, might serve I meane both repentances: Legall, which is bred by beleeving the threats of the Law, and by accident leades unto Christ. Evangelicall, which springs from Faith in the promises of the Gospell, after wee have taken Christ. For Faith must goe before this repentance, as the ground and roote thereof. In time, Faith and Evangelicall repentance are both together, but in the order of nature, Faith is first. to drive us unto Christ, and afterwards in Gods gracious acceptation, for saving repentance. Mee thinkes it should bee a very quickning motive to make a man Quid enim quispiam sacere possit, quo genero sum virum cogat contristari? Auseret pecunias? Sed habet in Coelis divitias. Patriâ eijciet? Sed in coelestem civitatem mittet. Vincula inijciet? Sed habet Conscientiam solutam, & exteriorem non sentiet catenam. Sed interficiet corpus? At iterum resurget. Et sicut cum umbrâ pugnans, & aërem verberans perculere poterit neminem: Sic & cum justo pugnans cumumbrâ tantùm pugnat, & vires suas dissolvit, nullam illi plagam valens infligere. Itaque da mihi de Coelorum r [...]gno confidere, & s [...]vis, me hodie jugula; caedis? gratias tibi habeo, quòd me celeriter ad illa hona transmattis. Chrysost. ad Pop. Antioch. hom. 5. bee sorry for nothing but sin, and to turne all his griefe and groanes, sighs, and teares, upon his transgressions Igitur postquàm manifestè oratio demonstravit, quòd neque pecuniarum mulctam, neque contumeliam, neque calumniam, neque flagella, neque valetudinem, neque mortem, neque aliud quid talium inducta tristitia iastaurare posset, sed solùm delere peccatum, & bujus est destructiva; certum, quò à propter hanc solam causam facta est. Ne amplius igitur pecuniarum jacturam doleamus; sed cum peccamus, tantùm doleamus: multa enum hic ex [...]ri [...]iâ utilitas. Mul [...]la [...]us es? ne doleas; neque enim proderit. Pe [...]cu [...] Dole, utile namque est. Ibid. onely: To wit; To Consider, [Page 196] that an impenitent carnall worldling doth passe thorow even in this life (where hee hath all the heaven hee is ever like to have) incomparably more comfortlesse hearts-griefe, slavish torment of minde, and heavinesse of Spirit towards endlesse paines, then the strictest Christian, and most mortified Saint, doth endure in his passage to everlasting pleasures. Fourthly, That, besides, many other pestilent properties, worldly sorrow doth also double, nay multiply, and mightily enrage the venome, bitternesse, and [...]ting of every crosse, accident, losse, disgrace, &c. When 2. Sam. 17.23 Achitophel, ita ratiocinatur: Absolom, aut vincet, au [...] non: sino [...] vincat, incidam in manus Davidis: Si vicerit, adhuc ego inglorius vivam, Chusat consilio videbitur vicesse. — Voluit potiùs mori, quàm inglorius vivere. [...]et. Mart. in 2. Sam. cap. 17. Ahitophel was disgraced, by neglect of his counsell, which was in those dayes, as if a man had enquired at the Oracle of God, carnall griefe so grew upon him, that hee gate him home to his house, put his household in order, and hanged himselfe. What was the disgrace to this desperate end? Haman beeing crossed by Mordecaies discourtesie, and contempt, did so trouble himselfe, and take on, that, having Hest. 5.11.12.13. told his wife, and freinds, of the glory of his riches, and the multitude of his children, and all things, wherein the King had promoted him, and how hee had advanced him above the Princes, and servants of the King, &c. Yet professeth unto them; that all this availed him nothing, so long as hee saw Mordecai the Iew, sitting at the Kings gate. Now whether doe you thinke was the most greivous thing to beare; the bare omission of a meere complement, or an universall distaste, and dis-injoyment of all outward comforts heaped upon Him to the height, and in excellency? The hundreth part of Iobs losses, and lesse, hath many times since, made many a covetous worldling to cut his owne throat. I have knowne some, for the losse of an over-loved child, to have languished, fallen into a consumption, and lost their owne lives. But now on the other side, besides many other gracious effects, sorrow, according to God, is more delicious, and sweeter then any [Page 197] worldly delight: As Quamvis quid tristitiâ molestius? Sed quando secundum deum fit, mundi gaudio melior est. Illud enim in nihilum desinit; haec autem poenitentiam haud poenitendam in salutem operatur. Et enim, quod admirabile in ist [...], hoc est, quod nullum poenitet sic doluisse, id quod mundanae tristitiae proprium est. Quid germanius germano filio? & quid morte illius majorem dòlòrem infert? Attamen parentes se ipsos prae dolore plangentes impetu luctus, quamvis inde nullam ferant utilitatem, ij tamen post tempus poenitentiā agunt quòd immodicè doluerunt, [worldly mournig must be mourned for, and such teares unwept, with a new supply of teares] cum nihil utilitatis inde consecuti sunt, imò & se magis afflixerint: sed non talis est tristitia secundum Deum, sed habet gemina commoda: & quòd quis se non incusat ob dolorem; & quòd tristitia in salutem desinit: Ambobus illis commodis ista privata est: Chrysost. in 2. Cor. cap. 7. Hom. 15. Sicut enim mundi gaudium tristitiae consortio copulatur, ita etiam secundum dominum lacbryme jugem pariunt, certámque laetitiam. Idem, in Matth. 2. hom. 6. Chrysostome truly tells us in many places. To whom Moderne Divines accord. The very teares, that a good Conscience sheds, saith Ier. Dike of conscience. cap. 13. pag. 232. one, have more joy, and pleasure in them, then the worlds greatest joyes. This is certaine, saith Concedo quidem illud, in ipso moerore, ac dolore piorum plus gaudij inesse, & verae laetitiae, quàm in risu huius mundi: Nam cumsuspirijs inenarrabilibus conjunctum est gaudium ineffabile. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 11. pag. 670. Dulciores sunt lachrymae orantium, quàm gaudia Theatrorum. August. in Psal. 127. pag. 743. another, that there is more lightnesse of heart, and true delight in the sorrow of the Saints, then in the lowdest laughters of the world. For unspeakeable joy is mingled with un-utterable groanes.
2. When it is not any kindly touch of conscience for s [...] wrought by the ministry: but terrours, and affrighting distempers arising from the darke mists of a melancholicke humour in the braine, which cause a man to complaine. In this blacke, and sad humour, Satan, God suffering him, (and of it selfe also it is pregnant enough this way) hath great advantage to raise, and represent to the Phantasie many fearefull things, terrible objects, griesly thoughts, hideous injections and temptations to despaire, selfe-destruction, &c. Whereupon the party so affected and afflicted is wont out of impatiency of such uncouth horrours, and heavines to addresse himself, and have recourse to some man of God, some noted Physitian of the soule; not from any purpose and resolution to become a new man, and alter his courses; but only for hope of ease, enlargement frō the tyranny of that ferall passion, and recovery to wonted quietnesse of mind: not expecting or aiming at all, at any other change; but from present melancholy to former mirth; from this abhorred, irkesome, insupportable state of sadnesse; to his accustomed sensuall, or civill contentment at least.
In this case let the art, and aide of physicke bee improou'd, [Page 198] to abate and take off the excesse and phantasticalnesse of this horrible humour: and then let the party bee advised, to imploie, and spend the native, and kindly Dolor melancholicus converti debet in dolorem, qui est secundum Deum. Alsted. Theol. Casuum, cap. 25. sadnesse, of that uncomfortable constitution, in sorrowing for sinne, in trembling at the threats of Gods judgements, in fearing to offend, and flying under the wings of Christ for sanctuary; that so hee may happily bring supernaturall, and heavenly lightsomnesse into his soule, by pardon from God, peace of conscience, and evangelicall pleasures. It is incredible to consider, what assistance, and advantage a gracious man hath, by his sweete Quid Christo suavius? — Apprehensio cujus est cum suavitate magna, & gaudio incredibili, ut re [...] planè suavis est ea, quae apprehenditur. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 8. pag. 556. communion with Iesus Christ, and those refreshing beames of comfort which shine from his face, to confine and conquer those many impertinent, irkesome, and vexing vagaries of this wild humour; which with much folly and fury tyrannise in the feareful phantasies of gracelesse men, and make their life very disconsolate, and abhorred. I am perswaded, the very same measure of melancholicke matter, which raises many times in the heads, and hearts of worldlings, (having besides, the guilt of their unforgiven sinnes staring with griesly representations in the face of their consciences, and acquainted with no comfort but that which comes from carnall joyes) continuall clouds of many strange horrours, and gastly feares, nay and sometimes makes them starke mad; I say, the very same in a sanctified man may bee so mollified and moderated by spirituall delight, and soveraignty of grace, that he is not onely preserved from the sting, and venome of them, but by Gods blessing from any such desperate extremities, violent distempers and distractions, which keepe the other in a kinde of hell upon earth. If the very darkenesse of the hellish dungeon were in the heart; yet reaching out the hand of faith, and receiving Christ that blessed Sun of righteousnesse, would dispell and disperse it to nothing: Much more mee thinkes, the light of grace and heavenly wisedome, may in some good measure, dissolve [Page 199] and maister the mists and miseries of this earthly humour. Religion then, and religious courses, and conformities doe not make melancholike men mad; as the great Bedlams of this world would beare us in hand. For you must know that besides Belials and debosht companions, there are a generation of worldly wise men also, right brave and jolly fellowes in their owne conceits, and in the opinion of some flattering clawbacks; But by testimony of the Truth it selfe, starke mad about the service of God and there owne salvations, who cursedly [...]eare their owne consciences, with the hottest iron in the Divels forge, by breaking out into such blasphemies as these, when they heare, or see, any extraordinarie heavie-heartednes, temptation, distraction, or spirituall distemper, to have seizd upon any that desires to bee saved: You see now, what becomes of so much reading the scriptures, of plying prayer, and private duties with so much adoe; of medling with mysteries of religion; of meditating so much of heavenly things; Of taking sinne so deeply to heart, and holding such strict conformity to Gods word, &c. Blessed God! Is thine holy booke become, (execrable blasphemy!) a perverter, distracter, and empoysoner of mens soules; which beeing the glorious issue of thine owne infinite understanding, was purposely created as a most pretious [...], hoc est, à sanandis omnibus morbis. Panacea, an universall medicinall store-house for the cure of all spirituall maladies; an inexhausted treasury of all sound comfort, true joy, peace, and refreshing! Now the Lord rebuke thee Satan, and returne as dung upon thine owne face this villanous, base and wicked slaunder, which by thy gracelesse instruments thou labourest to cast upon the glorious face of Christianity, the incomparable sweetnesse of the wayes of grace, and that One necessary thing. I have knowne, when the onely wise God, hath suffered for ends seene and seeming good to his heavenly wisedome the hideous, and raging humour of melancholie, to darken the native clearenes of [Page 200] the animall spirits in the braine, requisite to a due discretion of things apprehended; and to blunder, and disorder the objects, and operations of the phantasie in his dearest child, even to distraction, and breaking out into that inordinate passion, against reason; I say then, the concurrent cry and clamour of the enemies to the power of Godlines to bee: This it is now to bee so bookish, to follow preachers so much, to be more holy then their neighbours, never to have done in serving of God: Her so much reading the scriptures, and such poring upon precise bookes (so they call those, which most pierce the conscience, and guide the cleerliest in the holy path) hath made her starke mad: The Puritan is now besides her selfe, &c. Now I say againe, the Lord rebuke thee Satan, who sits with such extreme malice, and soule-killing folly in the hearts & heads of such miserable men, whom thou so sottishly hood-winkes, and hardens to the height, for a most desperate downefal, and horrible confusion at last.
Were now the glorified soule of that blessed Saint consulted with, and asked: Diddest thou ever receive hurt by reading Gods blessed book, by searching sweetly into the great mystery of Christ crucified, by meditation upon heavenly things? Did the sacred sense of those divine Oracles dissettle thy noble faculties, or ever make sad thy heart? &c. Oh! with what infinite indignation, would it sly in the face of such cursed Cavillers, and wranglers against the truth?
Is it possible for the sole, and soveraigne Antidote sent from heaven by God himselfe against the sting and venome of all heart-griefe, and horror; the sacred Sun of saving truth, which is onely able to ennoble and glorifie our understandings with wisedome from the brest of the everlasting counsell of Iesus Christ, should become the cause of discomfort, and dissettlement of the soule? No, no. There is such a quickening, healing, and mighty efficacy and vigour shed into it from the Father [Page 201] of lights, and shining in it from the face of Christ, that by the helpe of the blessed spirit, it can turne darkenes into light, death into life, hell into heaven, the deepest horrour, into height of joy. Tell mee of any misery upon the body, soule, outward state, or good name; any calamity felt or feared in this life, or the life to come; and if thou wilt bee converted and counselled, I can send thee to some, both Promise, and Precedent in this book of God, which may upon good ground fill thine heart as full with sound comfort, as the Sun is of Light, and the Sea of Waters. Nay, give mee a wounded spirit with all it's inexplicable terrors, and bitternesse; which is the greatest misery, & extremest affliction, of which an understanding Soule is capable in this life. And let first all the physitians in the world, even the Rose-knights, as they call themselves, lay all their heads, skill, and experience together, for the cure; Let all the highest Monarchs upon earth shine upon it with their Imperiall favours for comfort; Let the depth of all humane wisedome, and the height of the most excellent oratory bee improoued to perswade it peace; Let all the creatures in heaven and earth contribute their severall abilities and utmost, to still it's rage: And when all these have done, and have done just nothing; I will fetch a cordiall out of Gods owne booke, which shall mollifie the anguish, expell the venome, and bind it up with everlasting peace, which passeth all understanding; that the broken bones may rejoyce, and the poore soule groaning most grievously under the guilty horrour of many foule abominations, and ready to sink into the gulph of despaire, bee sweetly bathed and refreshed in the fountaine opened by the hand of mercy for sinne, and for uncleannesse, Christs dearest bloud, the glorious wel-spring of all lightsomnesse, and joy.
Heare how precisely for this purpose, and how punctually against such pestilent cauillers some of the ancient Fathers doe Puritanize:
[Page 202] There is no malady, saith Nulla est in humanâ naturâ vel co [...]pori [...], vel animae passio, quae me [...]inam hinc accipere nequeat. Quomodo? Dic obsecro. Ingreditur quis huc, tristi [...]s & nego [...]i [...]rum solicitudine [...] u [...]ratus, & ingressus huc ita mae [...]ore adeb [...]utus, statim ut audi [...] prophetam dicent [...]m, quare tris [...]is es a [...]mamea, et quare conturbas me? Spera in P [...]um, q [...]uiam confi [...]bor [...]: salatare vultus mei, & Deus meus: susti [...]tenti consolatione s [...]s [...]e [...]tâ ab [...], etomnem i [...]la a mentis tristitiam ex [...]tit. Aliusitem extr [...]m [...] p [...]raturinoptâ, gravatim fert, & moeret, videns alios divitijs affluere, & valdè instari, & [...]g [...]anapparatu, & pompâstipari: aud [...]t & hic [...]undem prophetam dicentem, Iacta [...] Do [...]i [...] s [...]licit idinem tuam; ipse te enutriet. Et iterum, ne timeas cum ditatus fuerit homo, [...] licata fuerit gloria ejus: quia cum morietur non accipiet omnia, &c. Est & alius quoque [...]uiinsidias & calumnias su [...]tineus dolet, & insuavem putat vitam, nusquam [...]umanum [...] enir [...] valens auxilium: docetur & hic ab eodem prophetain talibus angustijs non ad hu [...] [...] praesidium confugiendum. Audiquidipse dicat. Ipsi detrahebant mihi, ego [...]utem o [...]a [...]m.—I [...]s [...]per abus abijs, quiprius si [...]i mini [...]irabant, despicitur, & contemnitur, & ab amic [...]re [...]: [...], hoc est quod [...]ntem [...] maximè conturbat, & confundit: sed & hic si huc [...], audit beatum illum dicentem, Ami [...]i mei & proximimei adversum me appropinquia unt, & [...] ut, & vim faciebant, qui quaerebant animam m [...]am: & qui quaerebant [...]lam [...], lo [...], & [...]i a [...]dul [...]ntias totâ die meditabantur—Quidergo ille interim, d [...] [...], & va [...]iamstruunt, egit? Ego autem, inquit, quasi surdus non audiens, & quasi [...] non aperiensos suum. Et factus sum, quasi homo non aud [...], & non habens in [...]re [...] largutiones.—Vidisti quomodo quacun (que) calamitate humanam naturam, premente, conveniens ex scripturis antidotum acciper [...]liceat, & omnis vitae hujus repellatur [...], neque ab ull [...] quod accidit, gracemur. Proptercà, obsecro, ut sabinde huc veniatis, & [...]: non solùm, cum huc venitis, sed & domi divina bib [...] [...] positam, magnosiudio sus [...]pite. Iude enim multum [...] ref [...]rmetio: demde anima pennas assumit, & [...], perque tempus illud abimmund [...]rum cogita [...] [...] multâ quiete, ac tranquilitate fruens. Ins [...]per quod ad augendas vtres corpori [...] cibus facit, id anime lectio praestat. Chrysost. in Gen. Hom. 29. Chrysostome, either of body, or soule, but may receive a medicine out of Gods booke;
One comes oppressed with sadnesse, and anxiety of businesses, overwhelmed with griefe; But presently hearing the Prophet saying, Psal. 42.11. Why art thou cast downe, O my soule? and why art thou so disquieted within mee? Hope thou in God, for I will yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God; Hee receives abundance of comfort, and abandons all heavines of heart.
Another is pinched with extreme poverty; takes it heavily, and grieves, seeing others flowing in riches; swelling with pride, attended with great pompe, and state: But hee also heares the same Prophet, saying; Psal. 55 22. Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and hee shall sustaine thee: And againe, Psal. 49.16 17. Be not afraide when one is made rich, when the glory of his house is increased: For when hee dieth, [Page 203] hee shall carry nothing away: His glory shall not descend after him.
There is another, which assaulted with insidiations, and calumnies, is much troubled, thinkes his life uncomfortable, finding no helpe in man: Hee is also taught by the same prophet, that in such perplexities, wee must not resort to the arme of flesh. Heare what hee saies; They slandered, and I prayed. Psal. 109.2.3 4. The mouth of the wicked, and the mouth of the deceitfull are opened against mee: They have spoken against mee with a lying tongue. They compassed mee about also with words of hatred; and fought against mee without a cause. For my love, they are my adversaries; But I give my selfe to prayer. Another is slighted, and contemned by some base contemptible underlings; and forsaken of his friends; And that is it, which most troubles his mind, & goes nearest to his heart: But hee also, if hee will come hither, doth heare that blessed man saying: Ps. 38.11.12.13.14.15. My Lovers and my freinds stand aloofe from my sore; and my kinsmen stand afarre off. They also that seeke after my life lay snares for mee: and they that seeke my hurt, speake mischeivous things, and imagine deceipts all the day long. But I, as a deafe man heard not; and I was as a dumbe man that openeth not his mouth. Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no reproofes: for in thee, O Lord, do I hope: thou wilt heare, O Lord my God. Hee concludes thus:
Thou hast seene, how that any misery pressing our mortality, a convenient Ant [...]ote may be taken out of Scripture, and all the carking of this life may bee cured; neither need wee to bee greived for any thing which befals us. Therefore I beseech you that henceforward, you would come hither, and listen diligently to the reading of divine writ. And not onely when you come hither, but also take the bible into your hands at home, and receive with great affection, the profit to bee found in it. For from thence springs much gaine: First, that the tongue may bee reformed [Page 204] by it: The soule also takes wings, soares aloft, and is gloriously illightened with the beames of the Sunne of righteousnesse, and that while is freed from the entisements of impure thoughts, enioying much calmenesse, and contentment. Furthermore, that which corporall food doth for encreasing bodily strength: the same doth reading performe to the soule.
All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable: and writ by the spirit of God for this purpose, saith great [...]. Basil. in Ps. 1. Non dicit, ut inde alij nobis applicent pharmaca, sed [...]] singuli ipsi nobis eligamus. Basil, that in it, as a common Mart of soule-medicines, every one of us may chuse a medicine proper, and fit for his spirituall malady.
Jerome, writing to many En tibi octo muliercul [...]s, Letam, Laetae filiam, Paulum huius filiae aviam, atque amitam, Demetriadem, Salviam, Celantiam, Marcelcellam, in usque commendatam s [...]riò Scripturarum [...]ectionem. Addo nonam, Eustochiam; decimam, Blesillam; undecimam, Principiam; duodecimam, Algasiam Cham. De Canonis usu, l. 10. c. 4. And amongst the rest, heare how extraordinarily excellent Marcella was in knowledge of the Scriptures: Idem in Marcellâ laudat Scripturarum ardorem incredibilem, quò fieret ut [...] sum Hieronymum nunquam conveni [...]et, quin de Scripturis aliquid interrogaret: tantámque sibi eruditionem compararet, ut [...] in aliquo testimonio Scripturarum esset oborta contentio, adillam judicem pergeretur! Ita [...]u? Mul [...]ere [...] judicare de Scripturis? O scelus! O audaciam! Sed apud Papistas: Apud Ca [...]ballcos [...]era pi [...]tas. Idem. Ibid. Sect. 18. This should make many of our Gentlewomen mightily ashamed, who are Old excellent in taking up every new monstrous fashion; but come infinitely short of this noble Christian woman in Scripture-knowledge. even of Her sexe, whom as I told you before, much reading of Scriptures and other good bookes made mad, if the extremest malice of the most mortall enemies to the waies of God may bee credited; doth stirre them up with extraordinary earnestnesse to a diligent, industrious and fruitfull reading of Gods Booke, in many Passages of His Epistles.
Par. 3. Tract. 15. Ad Gaud▪ Cum autem virgunculam rudem & edentulam jam septimus ata [...]suae annus exceperit; & coeperit erubescere—discat memoritèr Psalterium: & us (que) ad annos ubert [...]tis libros Solomonis, Evangelis, Apostolos & Prophetas sui cordis the saurum faciat. In that to Gaudentius, about bringing up a young Maiden: Hee would have Her at seaven years old, and when she begins to blush, learne the Psalmes of Dauid without Booke; and untill twelue, make the Books of Salomon, the Gospels, the Apostles and Prophets, the treasure of Her heart.
[Page 205] Ad Demetriadem Vnum illud tibi natae D [...]o; praeque omnibus unum, praedicam, & repetens iterum, iterumque moncho: ut animum tuum sacrae lectionis a [...]cre occupes. To One Hee speakes thus: This one thing about all others, I would fore advise Thee; and inculcating it, I will admonish againe and againe: That thou wouldest possesse thy minde with love of reading Scriptures.
Ad Salviam. Semper in manibus tuis sit divina lectio. — Post Scripturas san [...]os doctorum ominum traclatus lege. To an other: Let the Booke of God bee ever i [...] thy hands:—And after the holy Scriptures, reade also the Treatises of learned men.
Ad Celantiam de institutione Matrisfamilias. Sint divinae Scripturae semper in manibus tuis, & jugiter in mente volvantur. To another: Let the sacred Scriptures bee ever in thine hands, and revolved continually in thy minde.
Reading Scripture, saith Si ad ecclesiam frequenter venias; aurem literis divinis admoveas; explanatione mandatorum capias: sicut cibis & delicijs caro: ita spiritus verbis divinis convalescet; ac sensibus robustior effectus, carnem sibi parere cogit, ac suis legibus obsequi. Nutrimenta igitur spiritus sunt; divina lectio, orationes assiduae, sermo doctrinae. His alitur cibis, his convalescit, his victor efficitur. Quod quia non facitis, nolite conqueri de infirmitate carnis; Nolite dicere quia volumus, sed non poss [...] mus. Super Levit. Hom. 9. Origen, daily prayers, the word of Doctrine nourish the Soule, even as the Body is strengthened by dainty fare. The Spirit is nourished, growes strong, and is made victorious by such foode. Which because you doe not ply; doe not complaine of the infirmity of the flesh: Doe not say, wee would but cannot, &c:
Those reverend Hom. For reading of Scriptures. men that made the Homilies, seeme to apprehend themselves, and they commend to us the excellent sweetnesse, which may bee suckt from the breasts of consolations in meditating upon the Scriptures, by this their emphaticall and effectuall expression: Let us ruminate say they, and as it were chew the cudde, that wee may have the sweet juyce, spirituall effect, marrow, hony, kernell, tast, comfort and consolation of them.
I have said all this, upon purpose, least melancholike men should be miss-led, or disheartened by the cursed counsell of carnall freinds, and wicked clamours of the world, from turning their sadnesse into sorrow for sin; and from plying Gods blessed booke, and the powerfull ministry thereof, the onely wellspring of all true lightsomnesse, and ioy; and able as I said before, if they wilbee converted, and counseled, to dispell the very darkenesse of hell out of their hearts. Mee thinkes, they rather above others, should bee encouraged hereunto: 1. Because they have a passive advantage, that I may so speake, when it pleaseth God, to sanctifie for that purpose, and set on worke the spirit of bondage, by reason [Page 206] of their sad dispositions, and fearefull spirits, to bee sooner affrighted, and dejected by comminations of judgements against sinne; more feelingly to take to heart the miseries, and dangers of their naturall state; more easily to tremble and stoope under the mighty hand of God, and hammer of his Law. Guiltinesse, and horrour; damnation and hell beget in their timerous natures stronger impressions of feare: whereupon they are woont to tast deeplier of legall contrition, and remorse; and so proportionably to feel and acknowledge a greater necessity of Iesus Christ; to thirst after him more greedily, to prize him more highly; and at length to throw their trembling soules into his blessed bosome with more eagernesse, and importunity. And having once entred into the holy path, their native fearefulnesse beeing rectified, and turned the right way, they many times walke on afterward, with more feare to offend, ( and happy is the man that feareth alway) more watchfulnesse over their wayes, tendernesse of conscience, impatiency of losing spirituall peace, sensiblenesse of infirmities, and failings, awfulnes to Gods word, &c. 2. And because of all others, such men have most neede of lightsomnesse, and refreshing: which when carnall counsellers, & flattering mountebanks of the Ministry, labour to introduce into their darke heads, and heavy hearts by the arme of flesh, outward mirth, and such other meanes, they onely palliate, and dawbe: and are so farre from doing any true good, that thereby they drowne them many times deeper and more desperately into the dungeon of melancholy afterward. So that, a melancholicke man, let him turne him, which way, hee will, is like, without the light of grace, to live, a very miserable life upon earth, and as it were in some part of hellish darkenesse: to which also at length, shalbee added the torment, if hee dye impenitently. But now let them addresse themselves to the booke of life, and thence onely they may sucke, and bee satisfied with the breasts [Page 207] of consolation: Let them leane their sorrowfull soules, improoving naturall sadnesse to mourne more heartily for sinne, upon the promises there: and every severall one will shine upon them with a particular, heavenly, and healing light, with sound, and lasting joy. All those then are starke mad, either with ignorant or learned malice, who beare the world in hand, that reading scriptures, plying the powerfull ministry, taking sinne to heart, &c. will make melancholike men mad.
If you desire to know, before I passe out of the point, the differences betweene the heavines of a melancholike humour, and affliction of conscience for sinne, take notice of such as these.
1 Terrour for sinne springs out of the conscience, and from the smart of a spirituall wound there: Melancholy dwels, and hath his chiefe I meane in respect of terrible representations. For I know well from the learnedst Physitions, that that humour is originally settled in the spleene. But from thence arise cloudes of Melancholike vapours, which annoy the heart, and passing up to the braine, counterfets terrible obiects to the Phantasie; and polluting both the substance, and the spirits of the braine, causeth it without externall occasion, or object, to forge monstrous fictions, and terrible to the conceite; which the judgment taking, as they are presented by the disordered Instrument, delivers to the heart; which by reason of the Sympathy betweene the braine and the heart, the thoughts and affections, and having no judgement of discretion in it selfe, but giving credit to the mistaken report of the braine, is affected proportionably with terrour, sadnesse, and feare. residence in the phantasie: uncomfortably ouercasts, and darkens the splendour, and lightsomnesse of the animall spirits in the braine.
2 The melancholike man is extremely sad, & knowes not why: Hee is full of feare, doubts, distrust, and heavinesse, without any true and just ground, arising onely from the darkenesse and disorder of the phantasie, the griesly fumes of that blacke humour in the braine: But a broken heart, a thousand to one, can readily tell you, the particular sinnes, the crying abomination, the legall hammer, and ministeriall hand that made it bleed. His trouble is ever [...]p [...]a [...]se, cleare, and evident, and the greatest that ever brought misery upon mankinde; waight of sinne, and the wrath of God. A melancholike man will ride many miles, walke many houres, and at length bee able to giue no account of the exercise, and discourse of his minde, or what his thoughts have beene [Page 208] all the while: But hee that is troubled in mind for sinne, can for the most part tell right well, and recount exactly to his spirituall physitian, the severall temptations, suggestions, and injections; the hideous conflicts with Satan: His objections, exceptions, replies, [...], Ephes. 6.11. [...], 2. Cor. 2.11. [...], Revel. 2.24. Methods, Devises, and depths, which have afflicted his heavy Spirit, since the first illightening, convincing, and affrighting his awaked, and working Conscience.
3 The soule may bee seized upon with terrour of conscience, and spirituall distemper, the body being sound and in good temper; In excellency of health, purity of bloud, symmetry of parts, vivacity of spirit, &c. But the horrors of melancholy are woont to haunt corrupted constitutions; where obstructions hinder the free passage of the humours, and spirits; the blood is overgrosse, and thick, &c.
4 Melancholy makes a man almost mad with imaginary feares, & strange Chymaraes of horror, which have no Beeing, but only in the monstrous compositions of a darkened and distempered Braine. He is many times by the predominancy of that cowardly humour, afraid of every man, of every thing, of any thing; of a shadow, of the shaking of a leafe, of his owne hands, of his owne heart. Hee Haec est ratio, cur aliqui timent non timenda: cur in suspiciones mirabiles & falsissimas cadunt: ita ut credant se aliquan [...]o quaeri ad mortem, vel ad incarceratione [...], vel spoliationem, & inde fugiunt nemine persequente, trepidantes timore, ubi non est ti [...]or. Cognovitalem tempore meo, qui ingeniosissimus erat, & peritus valdè in medicinâ, qui tandem fugit in nemora occulta, nec ultrà comparuit. Gerson de passionibus animae Consid. 20. feares where no feare is, where there is no probabilitie, no possibility, even in the very middest of security. His feare sometimes is so extremely foolish; that hee can Let a melancholy person upon the sudden heare, or see some fearefull thing, the strength of his imagination is such, that hee will presently fasten the thing upon himselfe. As if hee see, or heare, that a man hath hanged himselfe, or is possessed of a Divell, it presently comes to his minde, that hee must doe so to himselfe, or that hee is, or at least, shall bee possessed. In like manner upon relation of fearefull things, presently his phantasie workes, and hee imagineth, that the thing is already; or shall befall him. Perkins. Cases of Conscience. cap. 12. sect. 2. heare of no fearefull thing fallen upon others, but hee thinkes verily, the very [Page 209] same thing shall befall him: so prodigious, that Sic aliquis existimabat se gallum, & more galli cantabat. Alius murilegum, & sub lectis mures quaerebat. Alius imaginans se habere cornua in fronte, verecundabatur quotiescunque videbat se inspici, & frontem tegebat. Alius imaginans se notari de insectione leprae, vel de morbo caduco, omnes fugiebat, & trepidabat aspectus, & sermones. Alius imaginans se habere pedes ferreos calcabat validissimè super terram. Alius ambulare non audebat phantasians pedes suos esse vitreos. Gerson. loco suprà citato. some of them, thinking their feete to bee of glasse, have beene afraid to walke: Others imagining themselves to bee noted for lepers, durst not come into any company, &c. But now a troubled conscience is ordinarily fearelesse of any thing, but the anger of God. Bodily tortures, outward trouble, tyrants threats, even the Prince of terrour, death it selfe in his apprehension and eie, would bee as nothing, to the guilty glance of one cursed lust. Hee would not care, or feare though all the creatures in Christendome were turned into Beares, or Divels about him, so that all were well at home. If hee could get into his bosome that sweete peace which passeth all understanding; Oh! then would hee bee more then conqverour over the whole world, and ten thousand hells.
5. Melancholy may bee something abated, the braine cleared, the heart eased by the aide and excellency of the art of physicke: But in the case of a wounded conscience, there is no helpe under heaven to bee had; No friends, or physicke, Non Siculae dapes, &c. Not all King Denis dainty fare, Can pleasing taste for them prepare: No song of Birds, no musicks sound, Can lullaby to sleepe propound. no mirth or musicke, no princely favour or dainty fare, &c. can possibly give any ease at all. Nay they will all farre rather enrage the wound, then weaken the rage. It is Christ, Christ, and nothing but Christ, which can comfort in this confusion of spirit.
3. When complaint of sinne is confusedly onely and in generall: When any comes with a troubled conscience for sinne, wee ought wisely to discerne, whether they bee meanely grieved with a generall sight of their sinne, or whether they be extremely throwne downe with the burthen of particular sinnes▪ if so they bee, then it is good at the first to shew, that no sinne is so great, but in Christ it is pardonable, and that there is mercy with God that hee might bee feared: so on the otherside, shewing the mercy to come from God, but so as they are nothing fit to receive mercy, unlesse they feele their particular and pricking sinnes. But if their sorrow bee more confessed in generall things, then it is good to humble them more, and more, to give them a terrour of Gods justice for particular sinnes: for experience doth teach, that this is the best way to obtaine sound comfort both to see our sinne, and to bee humbled to see our sinne: —That beeing throughly throwne downe, wee may directly seeke Christ, and keepe no stay untill we have found comfort in him, who then is most ready to free us from our sinne, and to comfort us with his spirit when wee are most cast downe with our sins, and most feare them. Greeneham. In his Grave counsels pag. 6. Many deale with God, and his ministers in [Page 210] confession of their sinnes, saith a good Divine, as Nebuchadnezzar with his Inchanters about his dreame, that hee had dreamed; hee told them, and desired an interpretation; But what his dreame was hee could not tell. So many confesse themselves sinners, and cry out that they are greiuous offenders, and desire pardon: But wherein they have sinned, and what their sinnes are, they cannot, or will not tell. And how is it possible the physitian should help him, who only saies, he is not well, but will not tell him where? I have sometimes visited those, who being pressed to a sight and sense of their sinnefulnesse, and cursednesse, upon purpose to fit them for Christ, have acknowledged in generall, that they were sinners, but descending to the particulars of the Law, (which was horrible to heare) iustified themselves thorow out. Of which extreme spirituall misery and prodigious madnesse, Ignorance (Tho I know Satan mannageth that, and all other advantages with all the malice, and cunning hee can possibly, to the overthrow of soules) is the principall ground; the prime, but pestilent occasion: I say, Ignorance, which though it bee not perhaps so much talked of, taxed, and taken to heart as others, yet is a loude-crying sinne of the Kingdome. For it is a most incredible thing, and of infinite amazement, how universally it raignes in this glorious Id quidem aud [...]o dicere, clariorem Evangelij Christi doctrinam nulli unquam populo ante propositam esse, quam sit ca, quam nos quotidiè audimus in Ecclesijs nostris. — Si profectò non ba [...]eremus aliquid aliud [...]om sub Coelo: exceptá hac tam clará verb [...]lace, ea debet nos vel sola consolari. Quis est, qui non gaudet, & recreatur, cum ex tenebris educit ut in lucemistam solare [...]? At nos qui aliquando submersi jacuimus in tenebra [...], longè borribilissimis, multò clariorum lucem babemus, Solem nimirùm illum Iustitia. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 6. pag. 389. noone-tide of the Gospell! And therefore musts needs prouoke God mightily, and hasten the remooving of our candlesticke. And in the meane time, besides many moe, and that dreadfull doome at last. 2. Thes. 1.7.8. it brings upon most, (more is the pitty and shame, especially so glorious beames of a blessed ministry shining about us) these two speciall mischeifes; which at this time I onely mention, because they serve fitliest for illustration of the [Page 211] point. First, ignorant people sticking fast in his clutches, stand all, as they say, at the Divels mercy, and devotion, to do with them what he will; even as a poore helpeles Lambe in the bloody paw of a Lyon, or asilly Wren in the ravenous claw of a Kite; to slash and mangle their woful soules at his pleasure, with a cursed variety of Per ignorantiae malum à nescientibus innumerabilia perpetrantur mala. Aug. Tom. 7. pag. 2. lib. 6. contra sulia. Palag. innumerable sinnes; they, in the meane time, which is the perfection of their misery, neither fearing or feeling any hurt at al, by reason of the hellish mists, and miserable lethargie of spirituall blindnesse, which makes them sightlesse, and senselesse. Secondly, when times of sorrow come upon them, when melancholy & old age growes on, and they say unto the world, upon which they have doted all their life long, I have no pleasure in thee; when losses, crosses, and heavie accidents befall them; when hideous injections, temptations to selfe-murder, despaire &c. presse them full sore; and they thereupon begin to cast about seriously, and to conceive with great terrour and anxiety of spirit, what is like to become of them in the other world: Then in such extremity, and forced by necessity, they are wont to have recourse to Ministers for ease and helpe; and alas! then we are at our wits end, as they say, and in much perplexity how to deale, and what to doe with them. For upon the first entrance into a discovery of their spirituall state, wee see evidently with griefe of heart, that their Those that have no minde at all to heare, or reade the Word, if at any time through the remorse of their conscience which accuseth them, they feele any inward griefe, sorrow or heavinesse for their sins, for so much as they want the salve and comfort of Gods Word, which they doe despise, it will bee unto them rather a mean to bring them to utter desperation, then otherwise. Hom. of Repentance, pag. 2. ignorance hath betraied them to the Divell, and now in the evill day exposed them to his mercilesse cruelty and cunning; even as if a man should commit a ship without sailes, rudder, pilot, &c. to the rage, and roaring of the tempestuous devouring sea; or put a poore weake naked man into the field against an implacable mighty adversary, compleatly armed from top to toe. Wee tell them truely, that the true way to comfort, is to Repent and Beleeve. But for the first, by reason of the sottish disacquaintance with themselves, with their miserable, sinfull naturall state, and their grosse ignorance in the Law and Word [Page 212] of God, they onely cry out in the generall, they are very grievous sinners; but to descend to any competent examination of the conscience, search of their soules by the sight of the law, particular survay of their sinnes, and so to speciall repentance, because, of their spirituall blindenesse, they are vtterly unable. Nay many in this case are so destitute of matter of humiliation for sinne, that they can scarce tell you what sinne is. At the most, they have not learned, or thinke that there is any other breach of the seventh commandement, but the grosse acts of uncleannesse; that there is any sinne against the ninth, but giuing in false witnes against their neighbours in open Court: They looke no further into the sixth commandement, but unto the actuall bloody murder of the hand; into the third, but to blasphemy and swearing; And so proportionably in the other commandements. For the other also, although they have heard much of Iesus Christ, and if hee bee talkt of, pretend a very foolish and false presumption of having part in him; yet to the knowledge of his person, offices, excellency, sweetnesse, effectuall ministry, and of his whole mysterie, they are meere strangers. And so, when they should now upon this occasion of trouble of mind, bee brought by knowledge and application of the Law and Gospell, through the pangs of the new-birth into the holy Path, they are to begin to learne the very first principles of religion; in How wisely, graciously, and necessarily then did King Iames direct, for profitable catecheticall teaching in the after-noone upon the Lords Day, in all▪ Parish-Churches throughout the Kingdom▪ heare the words. So farre are these directions f [...]om abating, that his Maiesty dot [...] expect at our hands, that it should increase the number of Sermons, by renewing upon every Sunday in the ater-noone in all Parish-Churches throughout the Kingdome, that primitive and most profitable exposition of the Catechisme, wherewith the people, yea, very children may bee timely seasoned, and instructed in all the heads of Christian Religion: The which kind of teaching to our amendment bee it spoken, is more diligently observed in all the Reformed Churches of Europe, then of late it hath been here in England. I find his Majesty much moved with this neglect, and resolved, if wee that are his Bishops, doe not see a reformation hereof, which Ierust wee shall, to recommend it to the care of the Civill Magistrates, &c. Reasons of the Kings directions for preaching, and Preachers. As I received them by authority from the hand of a publike Register. Is it not strange and lamentable, that for all this Princely and pious earnestnesse, this soule-murdering neglect should yet every day grow greater and grosser. which they have not so much [Page 213] skill ( I speake a reprochfull thing) as I could teach a child of five, or sixe yeares old in few daies. Now when the old red Dragon hath drawne them into the Lists, armed with all the power and policy of hell, and furnished with all his fiery darts, they are so farre from ability to put on, and manage the whole spirituall armour with dexterity, and wisedome, that they are starke Ideots and Infants, in the very speculative knowledge of the nature and vse of every piece thereof. They have no skill at all at that excellent, invincible weapon, the sword of the spirit, which is the Word of God: by which Iesus Christ foyled that foule Fiend in the most hideous and horrible Cast thy selfe downe; Destroy thy selfe. Mat. 4.6. Fall downe and worship mee. Then which, I thinke, there was never more abhorred injection. v. [...]. temptations, that were ever suggested to the mind of man. And therefore hee doth bring them too often thus blindfolded and baffled, to perish themselves, as they say, in a most bloody and desperat [...] manner, both temporally, and eternally.
The Pharisies, Papists, and our ordinary Ignorants, are all fouly faulty this way. They love, and labour to enquire, and looke no further into Gods Law, then to the grosse acts, and greatest transgressions onely. If they find themselves free from these, they out of a most absurd, and sottish selfe-conceitednesse, justifie and applaud themselves, as no such dangerous and damnable Delinquents. Hence it was, that Christ teaches, and tells the Pharisies, that not onely the grosse act of adultery was to be taken notice of, but also, that even a I am mo [...] chatus est eam incorde suo] hoc est dicere: Qui dat operam in venusta corpora curiosiùs intueri, & decoras aucupari facies, talíque animam spectaculo pascere, & obscoenos pulchris etiam vultibus oculos assigere. Chrys. in Matth. 5. Hom. 17. lascivious, and lustfull looke after a woman, was a transgression of that Law; and to be taken to heart as adultery before God. That not onely killing a man with a bloody hand, but also rash anger in the heart, railing, and reviling speeches; Nay, even a frowning face, a contemptuous gesture, discovering inward rancour and rage, kill the soule, and cast into hell, &c.
Hence it was, that Bellarmine, as the grand Impostor, and Impoisoner, so the great Pharisie of Christendome, upon his bed of death, could hardly finde what to [Page 214] confesse, or any matter of absolution. Prodigious Pharisaisme! Of which, heare some passages from the reporter of his death:
Bellarmines Death, by C.I. a Iesuite, p. 343. Such was the innocency of the man, (to wit, Bellarmine) that albeit hee was in his perfect sense, yet could hee hardly finde what to confesse; Insomuch as his ghostly Father was in some perplexity, as wanting matter of absolution; till by recourse to his life past, hee found some small defects, of which hee absolved him.
Now nothing troubles my conscience. For God (his goodnesse bee still Not much unlike the Pharisie, Luk. 18. God I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers. thanked therefore) hath so preserved mee hitherto, as I doe not remember in the whole course of my life, ever to have committed any scandalous action; Pag. 355. How If Bellarmine was so notoriously holy, how came it to passe, that amongst the rest, hee l [...]t fall also this speech: For my selfe, I shall thinke it no small fauour to bee sure of Purgatory, and there to remaine a good while in those flames that must purge, and cleanse the spots of mine offences, and satisfie the just wrath and justice of Almighty God. pag. 372. I know very well what Bellarmine concludeth de Purgatorio, lib. 2. cap. 2. sect. ult. purgatorium pro ijs tantùm esse: Qui cum venialibus culpis moriuntur. Et rursum pro illis, qui decedunt cum reatu poenae, culpis jam remissis. But yet sith the Pontificians teach; that veniall sinnes may bee taken away in this life; by knocking the breast, by the B [...]shops blessing, by onely entring into an hallowed Church, by being sprinkled with holy water: & by other such easie remedies. See Azor. Tom 1 Lib. 4. c. 11. Sect. quint. quaeritur 7. Cartw. against the Rhem. pag. 30. Vsher in his Answer to a Iesuites challenge, pag. 178. What extreme madnesse possessed this man, who would not prevent those horrid flames by so many [...]ost easie & obvious meanes? holy was his life, not stained with mortal sinne? How secure a conscience, that had at his death no scruple; But for the exchange of one good worke for another &c. pag. 367. This holy man began his Prayers, He said the Pater noster and Ave Maria: And he said distinctly the Psalme Miserere to the end: And he said the Creed all thorow. As though meere saying did sanctifie and save. Resting upon opus operatum, the worke wrought, is an horrible popish imposture, empoysoning all their supposed religious services. When it ringeth to the Ave Maria, saith Ledesma, Christian doctrine, pag. 35. Wee may obtaine indulgence by saying, at the first Toll, Angelus Domini, &c. at the second Toll, Ecce Ancilla Domini, &c. at the third Toll, Et verbum caro factum est, &c. Is not here sweet worke? Prodigious foppery! When I reade such passages in learned men, I am extraordinarily amazed their strange infatuation, and ever receive satisfaction from that, 2. Thes. 2. Because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved. — For this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should beleeve a lie. If this curse were not justly upon Bellarmine, Ledesma, and the rest, it were impossible, that ever they should have made such transcendent fooles of themselves, by writing and beleeving so sottishly, and ridiculously. said the Pater noster, and Aue Maria, and began againe [Page 215] the Pater noster: which beeing ended, hee said distinctly the Psalme, Miserere, to the end: and beeing warned to say also the Creed, &c. said it all through, and with the end of the Creed, ended his speech; His The last words of those, Matth. 7.22. were Lord, Lord; and yet Christ in that day shall professe unto them, I never knew you. last words were, vitam aeternam, Amen. pag. 387.
Hence it is, that carnall men are well enough content to heare the Commandements read, and perhaps will bee angry if at any time they bee omitted: Would you know the reason? They goe along with the Minister, and applaud themselves pharisaically all the while, saying secretly, and securely to their owne soules; Wee thanke God, wee are no image-worshippers, no murderers, no adulterers, &c. And so depart home from time to time, as highly conceited of themselves, and yet more damnably deceived, then that Pharisie, Luk. 18.11.12. Of whose outward, For hee fasted, prayed, gave almes, Matth. 6. and tithes of all that hee possessed, which even formall services, would seeme to our ignorant Iusticiaries, too much forwardnes, religious, charitable, and righteous performances, they come farre short. But they cannot possibly with any patience, endure a particular unfolding, and powerfull application of Gods Law after Christs manner, Matth. 5. a punctuall survay of their sinfull states, and speciall search into their lives and hearts. This cutting, yet conscionable course, stirres up, and raises in them the ill spirits of murmuring, cavilling, reviling, and perhaps persecuting the faithfull Messengers of God, as a generation of terrible Teachers. To expositions, exercises, and considerations of this nature, they are drawne with very ill will, and much adoe; even as a bankrout to his counting-booke, a foule face to the looking-glasse, and a Traytour to the racke.
By reason of this affected ignorance in the Law of God, and lothnesse to descend to particulars, it comes to passe, that many in trouble of minde complaine in generall of sinne onely, and confusedly. And thereupon, as though they were competently cast downe, expect comfort; and perhaps many draw it from some Dawbers: Whereas particularizing of our sinnes, is a necesary precedent, and preparative to a sound humiliation.
[Page 216]And therefore in this case wee must deale with such, as Surgeons are wont to doe with a tumour, or swelling in the body: Who first apply to the affected place drawing, and ripening plaisters to bring the sore to an head, that the corruption may have issue, and then heale: So a generall complaint of sinne, and confused griefe, must bee reduced to particulars. It is a principle in the mysterie of Christ resolved upon by best Divines, rightly instructed to the Kingdome of Heaven: That a confused acknowledgement, and generall repentance onely for knowne sinnes is never sound and saving; But onely common, formall, perfunctory, and that of counterfeite Converts, not truly touched with sense of their sinnes, nor heartily resolved to forsake their pleasures. If they can bee first brought to the sight, sense, and acknowledgement of some one speciall notorious sinne, which hath most reigned in their heart, life, o [...] calling; and bee in some good measure illightened, convinced, and terrified about the hainousnesse, and horrible guilt of it, it may bee a good meanes by Gods blessing, to bring in the rest. For ordinarily true repentance is first occasioned by some one speciall sinne laid to heart. The Apostles, Act. 2. doe specially presse the murder of Christ upon the Iewes. Christ himselfe adultery upon the Woman of Samaria, Ioh. 4. Samuel, Idolatry upon the Israelites, 1. Sam. 7. The sin of asking a King, chap. 12. Ezra, taking strange wives: Ezra 10. Nehemiah, usury: chap. 5. &c.
To further the worke of a more particular setting their sinnes in order before their eyes; it were much to bee wished, and a very happy thing, if all the wounded consciences, and troubled in minde wee meete with, were furnished before-hand, with a competent speculative knowledge, at the least of the particulars in Gods Law, exorbitant passages of their life, and grosse corruptions of their hearts. Wee might so, by Gods helpe, more easily bring them to particular remorse, and fit [Page 217] them sooner, and more seasonably for comfort. We find a most hard, and right heavy taske, to encounter the Divels devises, wiles and depths, in a poore, distressed, tempted Ignorant.
4. When the party is dejected for some notorious sinne onely. It is I knew a man a meere stranger to Iesus Christ, both in knowledge and practise; and yet not visibly notorious. Who pleasing himselfe many yeeres that he was not noted to bee extraordinarily naught, upon a time was suddenly set upon by some drunken companions, & made drunk. Whereupon in cold blood he tooke on extremely, and was very much grieved. As evidently appeared by his not sleeping many nights together, and by the troublednesse of his countenance. Hee came to a Minister, cryed out against himselfe, and those who ensnared him: that after so many yeeres sobriety, he should bee so shamefully overtaken, &c. Hee was counselled upon this occasion to make a full and further search into his heart and life, and so proceede to a sound, and saving repentance, &c. But the ground of his griefe being specially shame of his fact amongst his neighbour [...], after the nine nights wonder of his being drunke was over, Hee was, where hee was before. Now had the Minister ministred comfort hand over head at the first sight, and drawne over a skinne, without any further search; tho the man might bee undone both wayes; yet by so doing, Hee should have been justly liable to that fearefull woe denou [...]ed against them, who strengthen the hands of the wicked, that Hee should not returne from His wicked way, by promising Him life. But dealing faithfully, He delivered His owne Soule. sometimes seene in meere civell men, that having a long time preserved their reputations entire and unstained, in the eye of the world, from grosse and notable enormities; and yet after foulely shaming themselues in the sight of men by some infamous fall, seeme to take on much, as tho they were truly troubled with the remorse; whereas perhaps the present hearts-griefe ariseth rather from losse of credit, then wound of conscience (tho to favour their credit, they cunningly father it upon conscience). Or let them bee indeed affrighted very grievously for a time with the horrour of that one sin; yet stay the cry, and abate the rage of that One with some superficiall comfort, and they are healed, and put into an happy case in their owne conceite, and in the opinion also perhaps of their unskilfull Physition; tho they search no further, and dive no deeper into the loathsome Dunghill of those many abominable lusts, and corruptions in their heart and life, of which they are as full as the skinne will hold.
Now it is a foule and fearefull over-sight in a Minister; nay, it may proove an errour stained with spirituall bloodshed, to promise pardon to such partiall Penitents.
Suppose a man sicke of a Plurisie, should send to a Physition, and tell Him, Hee is sore troubled with a [Page 218] Cough, and intreate His help, concealing other Morbilateralis nota sunt, dolor punctorius, difficilis spiratio, febris continua, tussis, pulsus serratilis. Piso de Morb. Cogn. & Cur. lib. 2 cap 7. signes and symptomes, which ordinarily accompany that disease; as His short and difficult breathing, the stinging stitch in His side, &c. The Physition may addresse Himselfe to cure the Cough, and yet the Patient die of an inflammation seized upō the membrane girding the ribs and side. It is proportionably so in the present Point. A man may complaine, and cry out, houle and take on extremely for some one horrible hainous sinne, and that may bee well; but except hee proceede to a further discovery, and sorrow proportionable for his other knowne sinnes, they will bee the destruction, and death of His Soule. If a dozen Theeves bee entred into thy house, it is not enough for Thee to lay hold on the Captaine Thiefe onely, and thrust Him out at doores: If Thou suffer but one of them to lurke in any corner undiscovered, and not turned out, Hee will serue the turne to cut thy throate, and take away thy treasure. Crying out of one capitall sinne onely is not sufficient: wee must confesse and forsake Indefinita Propositio valet universalem in materiâ necessariâ. Paulus ab Eitzen. lib. 2. pag. 116. all, if wee looke to find mercy: Prou. 28.13.
And yet here I would have no true Penitent dejected, or mistake: the bare omission of some particular sinnes, in this case is not ever damnable. For wee must know, that if a man deale truly with his owne heart in a sincere acknowledgement, confession, and repentance for discovered and knowne sinnes; (and Hee ought to labour, by clearing the eye of naturall conscience, and industrious inspection into Gods pure Law, to know as many as may bee) and for all those that come into His minde, when Hee sets himselfe apart, solemnely to humble and afflict His Soule before God; (and Hee ought to remember as many as Hee can possibly) I say, if so, then for secret and unknowne sinnes, which are committed in weakenesse and ignorance, the Lord accepteth a generall confession, as wee see in Davids practise, Psalm. 19.12. Who can understand His errours? [Page 219] Cleanse thou mee from secret faults. Sinnes there are many, and that in the best men, which are not onely unnoted of others, and free from the worlds observation, but even unknowne to a mans owne selfe, and invisible to the watchfullest eye of the most waking conscience; which notwithstanding are clearely subject to the search of Gods All-seeing eye, and to the censure of His pure Majesty: For Hell and destruction are before the Lord, how much more the secretest waies of the sonnes of men? Sinnes there are also, which even in the zealous exercise, and holy worke of Repentance, may not come into the consideration and remembrance of one truly Penitent; which if Hee could recover into his memory, Hee would heartily, and with much indignation acknowledge, bewaile and detest: So un-numbred are the cursed by-paths of mens crooked wayes. But for both these sorts of sinnes, I must say thus much for the comfort of the true Convert; that both those unknowne sins which Hee commits of ignorance, if He truly repent for all His knowne sinnes, and labour with sincerity and zeale for further illumination of conscience, and fuller revelation of every corrupt Passage both in heart & life, in judgement and practise; and those sins of knowledge also, which came not into his minde, if with diligence, and without dissimulation, with hearty prayer, and best intention of spirit, He endeavour to recover them into His memory, that Hee might also mourne for, and mortifie them with the rest; carrying ever in His heart this resolution, that as any sinne shall bee discovered to His conscience, or returne into His mind, Hee will abominate and abandon it; I say, both these kinds of sinnes (it is a Pearle for the true Penitent, let no stranger meddle with it) to such an one, upon such conditions are most certainely washed away by Christs blood, and Gods free mercy, upon His generall confession and repentance. Davids Petition, O cleanse thou mee from my secret faults, did assuredly prevaile with God for the [Page 220] forgivenesse of all His unknowne sinnes, and shall bee powerfull for that end, to the worlds end, to all those that so pray, with Davids spirit and sincerely.
Besides these two cases; first, want of knowledge; and secondly, want of remembrance in the sense I have said: There is also a third, and that is, thirdly, want of time: which if truly so, doth also sometimes excuse the omission of some particular sinnes. As wee may see in the Thiefe upon the Crosse. For want of leisure, Hee could not possibly punctually revise His vile abominable life, nor peruse with remorse all the particulars of His former, wicked, and abhorred courses. But He had infused into His Soule by Iesus Christ an habituall Some thinke it onely an action. But that Phrase, Zech. 12.10. Of powring the Spirit of grace (meaning Repentance) upon the House of David, and upon the inhabitants of Ierusalem, seemes to argue it to be a quality, or infused gift, so as Faith and Charity are. So also that Phrase of giving Repentance, Act. 5.31. and 11.18. For if God give it, wee receive it. Now wee cannot properly bee said to receive an action, which wee doe, but the power, gift or grace, whereby we doe it. That speech also, Matth. 3.8. Bring forth fruit meet for repentance, shewes, that Repentance it selfe is not an outward action, but an inward grace to bee expressed in outward actions. Dike of Repentance, cap. 1. grace of true Repentance; which if Hee had lived, would have carried Him faithfully along over all the notorious Passages of His lewd and lothsome life, with a truly contrite, broken, and bleeding Soule. So that, if Hee had had space, I doubt not, but Hee would have prooved a very eminent, extraordinary, and exemplary Penitent. And therefore the Lord in mercy, did gratiously It is the inward and habituall Repentance, the inward frame, bent, and disposition of the Soule that God respects more, then the outward Act; as wee may see by that of David, Psalm. 32.5. I said, I will confesse my transgressions unto the Lord, and so thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin. The inward purpose and disposition of Davids heart to repent, was sufficient to moove God to forgive His sin, before His outward, actuall, and particular Repentance was expressed. Prynne of the Perpetuity of a Regen. mans estate. In his Answ. to Arg. 24. accept the desire and purpose, the inclination and preparation of His heart that way.
But to returne to the Point, and give my advise in the Case proposed:
Let the Party, who so takes on for some notorious sin only, and there takes up His rest, be told; That tho He dwell with deepest sighes, heaviest heart and saltest teares, upon some of His greatest and most speciall sinnes; yet the rest must by no meanes bee neglected. [Page 221] That which is most crying, and crimson, must serve as a Cryer, that I may so speake, to summon the rest into the Court of Conscience, and as a Remembrancer to bring them to minde and remorse: As Davids murder and adultery brought even His Birth-sinne into His memory: Psalm. 51. And that sinne of strange wives many other sinnes to Ezra's minde, Ezra 9. When a father beates His childe for some one speciall fault, He is wont to remember unto Him, and reckon with Him for many former mis-demeanours also. When a Bankrout is once clapt up for one principall debt, the rest of His Creditours ordinarily come thicke and threefold upon Him. When once Thou begins to reckon with thy conscience for some one extraordinary rebellion, never cease untill thou hast searcht thorowly, and ransackt it to the bottome, that it may smart soundly, before Thou hast done, with penitent anguish, and true remorse for all thy other sinfull corruptions also. When horror for some one hainous sinne hath seiz'd upon thy heart, follow Gods blessed hand leading thee to conversion, and thorow the Pangs of the New-birth to unspeakeable and glorious joy, by giving way to all the rest, to bring in their severall inditements against thy Soule. And bee not afraid thus to arraigne, cast and condemne thy Selfe as guilty of innumerable sinnes, and worthy ten thousand Hells, before Gods just Tribunall. For then shalt thou there most certainely find a gracious Advocate at His right hand; To whom if Thou make sute, and seeke in truth, Hee will by the plea and price of His owne pretious blood, sue out a pardon for thine everlasting peace. When the guilty rage of thy raigning corruption begins to presse upon thy conscience, lay on loade, and more weight still by a penitent addition, and painefull apprehension of all thy other sinnes, that growing very sensible of thy spirituall slavery, weary of the Dungeon of lewdnesse and lust, sensuality and death, wherein the Divell hath kept Thee long; and thine heart being [Page 222] happily broken and bruised to the bottome, and scorch'd, as it were, in some measure with Hellish flames of guilty horrour; Id quod primùm omnium operatur in nobis sitim hanc, ac desiderium hoc gratiae, est sensus peccati, ac miseriae nostrae. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 7. pag. 474. Thou mayst see, and feele the greater necessity of Iesus Christ, set Him at an higher price; with more eagernesse and impatiency thirst for His righteousnesse, and blood; long for spirituall enlargement, more then for worlds of pleasures, glory, or wealth; rellish the hidden Manna of the promises most kindlily, and cast thy wounded and bleeding Soule with more delight and sweetnesse, into His blessed armes of mercy and love. For, O how acceptable is the Fountaine of living waters, saith a worthy Divine, to the chased Hart panting, and braying? The blood of Christ to the weary and tired Soule? To the thirsty conscience scorched with the sense of Gods wrath? Hee that presents Him with it, How welcome is Hee? Even as a speciall choise man, One of a thousand. The deeper is the sense of misery, the sweeter is the sense of mercy. The Traytour laid downe upon the blocke, is more sensible of His Soveraignes mercy in pardoning, then Hee, who is not yet attached. — In our dead security before conversion, God is faine to let the Law, Sinne, Conscience, Satan, a deepe sense of our abominable and cursed state loose upon us, and to kindle the very The Lord will not part from any drop of His mercy to them, which f [...]st have not been swallowed up of His judgeme [...]ts, which have not laboured, and been heavy laden, which have not been locked up in Hell for a season, and felt for a time the fire therof in their bones, which have not been Baptised with the Baptisme of their owne teares: Hee that feeles not these things in some measure here, elsewhere Hee shall feele them. Gr [...]ham, pag. 2. cap. 32. Edis. 3. fire of Hell in our soules, that so wee might bee rouzed, and afterward more sweetly and soundly raised and refreshed. For after the most toylesome labour is the sweetest sleepe, after the greatest tempests the stillest calmes. Sanctified troubles and terrours establish the surest peace. And the shaking of these windes makes the trees of Gods Eden take the deeper ro [...] ting.
I confesse, that commonly true Converts at the first touch, and turning, and after too, cry out most of, and are extraordinarily troubled with some One capitall sin, and that which in their dayes of darknesse and vanitie, [Page 223] wasted their conscience most, and detained them with strongest entisements, and hold-fast in the Divels bondage. Hence it was, that Zacchaeus was so ready, and willing to restore fourefold, that so Hee might bee rid of the sting and horrour of His former raigning sinne, Luk. 19.8. That blessed Paul, as it seemes, amongst other dreadfull apprehensions of His former unregenerate courses, was so much vexed and wounded in heart, for that Hee had been a Persecuter, 1. Timoth. 1.13. 1. Cor. 15.9. But yet should they take-on never so much, houle and roare for that one sinne; if besides, they did not by the conduct of the blessed Spirit, descend also to a more particular acknowledgement, confession and repentance of all other knowne sinnes, (and they ought, by clearing the eye of naturall conscience, industrious inspection into the pure Cristall of Gods Law, discover as many as they can possibly) all were nothing. Hee which is grieved, say Divines, for one sinne truly, and unfainedly from His heart, will proportionably bee grieved for all the sinnes that Hee knoweth to bee in Himselfe. If wee favour any one sinne in our heart, or life, or calling, wee cannot enjoy Gods favour. If there bee any sensuall lust, or secret corruption, which a man purposely labours to cover and conceale from Gods pure eye, the search of His Word, and mortifying grace; what hope can Hee have, that it is covered with the blood of Christ from the wrath that is to come, or warranted by any promise of grace from the damnation of Hell? In a true Penitent, there ought to bee an utter cessation from all grosse abandonable sinnes, and at least dis-allowance, dis-affection, and all possible opposition, even to un-avoidable infirmities, and inseparable frailties of the flesh.
5. Fiftly, when the Physition of the Soule promiseth mercy and pardon hand over head, without that spirituall discretion, which is convenient for a matter of so great consequence, and requiring such a deale of dexterity [Page 224] in discerning, to a man upon His Bed of death, who hath formerly bin notorious, or onely civill, howsoever a meere stranger to the power of godlines, and the truth of Profession, because now in the evill Day, He takes on extremely, by reason of His extremity; cries out of his sins; O I am an hainous, horrible and grievous sinner! If I were to live againe, what would not I doe? A World for comfort now, and to die the death of the righteous: because Hee Howles vpon His bed, as the Prophet speaketh, and breakes out oftentimes into a roaring complaint of sinne, and cry for pardon, by reason Hee now begins to feare and feele the revenging hand of God ready to seize upon Him for his former rebellions, &c. Or when Hee assures Him, having been a formall Professour onely, and foolish Virgine, of blisse and glory; because out of a former habituated spirituall Selfe-deceite, Hee cries, Lord, Lord; seemes to by-standers very confident, that He shal presently receive a Crowne of life, thankes God that nothing troubles Him; Professes to every one that comes to visite Him, that Hee believes and repents with all His heart, forgives all the world, makes no doubt of Heaven, &c.
Here by the way, wee must take notice, that many having out-stood the day of their gratious visitation, having neglected so great salvation, forsaken their owne mercy, and iudged themselues unworthy of everlasting life, all their life long, by standing out against the Ministry of the Word, in respect of any saving worke upon their soules; and now at length beeing overtaken after the short gleame of worldly prosperity, with the boysterous winter-night of death, and darkenesse of the evill day, may keepe a great stirre upon their dying-Beds, or in some great extremity, with grievous complaints of their present intolerable misery, and former sinfull courses procuring it, with incessant cries for ease and deliverance, being now caught like wilde Bulls in a N [...]t full of the wrath of God, with earnest and eager [...]uing [Page 225] and seeking for pardon and salvation, now when worldly pleasures are past; and yet bee not truly penitent, not soundly and savingly humbled, not rightly fitted for Christ and comfort. Consider for this purpose, Prov. 1.24.28. In the day of visitation, God called upon them, and stretched out His hands, but they refused, did not regard; set at naught all His counsell, and would none of His reproofe: And therefore in the Day of vexation, when extremity and anguish shall come upon them, like a Thiefe in the night, a whirle-winde, travaile upon a woman, suddenly, extremely, un-avoidably, Hee professeth before-hand, that then they shall call upon Him, but Hee will not answer; Hîc refelluntur, qui peccatorum veniam se consequnturos non dubitant modò unius horae quadrantem, quo Deum invocent, nacti fuerint: Cum hoc in loco Deus se nō ex auditurū dicat, si à mane ad vesperam eum inclamitent. Hos etiam toto coelo errare constat, qui putant omnes eos servatos esse, qui moribundi Deum invocant. Ex hoc enim loco satis liquet, multos quibus in ore est, Domine miserere nostri, ad inferos descendere. Ergo, dicet aliquis, quo modo constat promissionis illius veritas, salvum fore, qui Dei nomen invocaverit, Ioel 2. Resp. Illud de ijs intelligitur, qui Deum verè, & synecrè invocant: 1. Fide, quod isti nequeunt, qui fidem non habent, & sapiusculè, quid sit nesciunt. 2. Cum affectu Deum glorificandi: Isti verò in clamoribus suis propriam solummodò respiciunt salutem. 3. Di [...]cedendo ab iniquitate. 2. Tim. 2.19. Quod isti non faciunt. Cartw. in Locum. They shall seeke Him early, but they shall not find Him. Psal. 78.34.35.36.37. When Gods hand was upon them, then they Non est [...]ec [...]atum quarere Deum in calamitatibus, & ab eo opeus & auxilium petere: imò mandatū divinū est, ut in aerumnis, & periculis ad Deū consug [...]amus: sicut dicitur, Invoca me in die tribulationis. Psal 50. Sed tantum petere, ut sensus mali tollatur, & ut nos molestijs & periculis eximamur, atque intereà perseverare in peccandi proposito, id verò est irridere Deum, atque iram ipsius provocare. Moller. in Locum. sought him: and they returned, and enquired early after God, &c. Neverthelesse, they did flatter him with their mouth: and they lyed unto Him with their tongues. For their heart was not right with Him, &c. Hos. 7.14. They howled upon their Beds. Will not a Dog or a Beast, or any unreasonable creature, when they are pinched, when they are in extremity, will they not cry, will they not mourne for helpe, &c. Their cries in the evill Day were not hearty prayers, but Howlings upon their Beds. Their earnestnesse in such a case is ordinarily like the teares, prayers, and cryes of a malefactour newly condemned. Hee is very earnest with the Iudge to spare Him. Hee roares out sometimes, and takes on extremely, yet [Page 226] not heartily for his former lewdnesse, but horribly, because Hee must now loose His life. Hee seemes now, when Hee sees His misery to relent, and to bee toucht with remorse, but it is onely because hee is like to bee hanged. Againe, many there are, who satisfying themselves and others, with a goodly shew of a Forme onely of godlines, may upon their last Bed discover, and represent to By-standers, a great deale of fearelesnesse about their spirituall state, much O quàm multi, saith a reverend Father, cum hac spe ad aeternos labores & bella descendunt! confidence, many ostentations of Faith, and full assurance, and behave themselves, as tho they were most certainely going to everlasting blisse, when as, God knowes, their Answer at His just Tribunall must bee, I know you not: And in truth and triall, they have no more part in Christ, nor other portion in Heaven, then the foolish Virgins, and those, Luk. 13.26.27. They are so confident, not because they have escaped the danger, but because they never saw the danger. And hence it is, that many of them die with as much confidence, as the best Christians; they have no more trouble then holy men. To bee sure I am free from danger, and not to know it, may beget equall confidence.
Now concerning the present Case, I must tell you, that for my part, I would not much alter my censure and conceite of a Man's spirituall state, whom I have thorowly knowne before for the manner of His death. The end of Gods dearest servant, after an holy life and unblame-able conversation, may not appeare in the eye of man so calme and comfortable, as was expected; by reason of much tendernesse of conscience, some strong temptation, spirituall desertion, violent distemper of Body; or because God would have the manner of His death serue the glory of His justice, in hardning those about him, who were so farre from being won by His godly life, that they heartily hated it; or for some other secret and sacred end seene, and seeming good to Divine wisedome, who ever disposeth every circumstance, even [Page 227] of the least affaire most sweetly and wisely. And yet this, as it doth not prejudice His salvation, neither should it His Christian reputation. Heare that great Greeneham in His grave Counsell and godly Observation, Pag. 9. Doctor in the Art of rightly comforting afflicted consciences. But what if you should die in this discomfort? For my part (as I my selfe looke for no great things in my death) I would not thinke more hardly of you; neither would I wish any to iudge otherwise of Gods Childe in that state of death: For wee shall not bee iudged according to that particular instant of death, but according to our generall course of life; not according to our deede in that present, but according to the desire of our hearts ever before: And therefore wee are not to mistrust Gods mercy in death, bee wee never so uncomfortable, if so bee it hath been before sealed in our vocation and sanctification. Non potest male mori, qui benè vixerit. Prorsùs consirmo, audeo dicere, credidi propter quod loquutus sum: Non potest male mori, qui bene vixerit. August. lib. de Disciplina Christ. cap. 2. On the otherside, a notorious wretch which hath swumme downe the current of the times, and wallowed in worldly pleasures all his life long, may seeme to die penitently and resoluedly to bee reformed, if Hee recover; and yet His sorrow of minde, but such onely as the terrours of an awaked guilty conscience produce; and His resolution to cast away His sinnes, onely such, as a man hath in a storme to cast away His goods, not because hee doth not love them, but because hee feareth to loose his life, if hee part not with them. Or a meere civill Man, or formall Professour, may upon His Bed of death bee very confident, and seeme to bee full of comfort; and yet that confidence no other, then the strong imaginary ioyfull conceit of a covetous man grasping a great deale of gold in his dreame, but when Hee awaketh, behold, his hands are empty.
For a more full and cleare apprehension of my meaning and iudgement in the Point, let us take a survay of the different and severall kinds of death, which ordinarily befall the Godly, and the wicked.
The death of Gods Children are divers.
1. Some of their holy and zealous lives doe determine [Page 228] and expire sweetly, fairely, and gloriously, even like a cleare Sunne in a Summers evening, without any storme, or cloud of temptation and discomfort. The darkesome and painefull passages and pangs of death are illightened, and sweetned with the shining beames of Gods glorious presence, and fast embracement of Iesus Christ in the armes of their Faith. So that to them, the very ioyes of Heaven, and exultations of everlasting rest mingle themselues, with those last agonies, and expirations of death. Their heads are, as it were, crowned with immortality, and endlesse peace upon their beds of death. Luther, that blessed Man of God, died sweetly Decimo septimo Februarij die, Lutherus coepit aegrotare gravitis ex pectore: & quanquam erat imbecillior, prandit tamen cum filijs, & familiaribus su [...], atque coenavit. Inter coenandum argumentis assèruit sore, ut in alterâ vitâ illâ beatâ alter alierum recognoscat. Post caenam sumpto unicornu ex vino pro medicamento, & ad quietem se componens, salutatis amicis qui aderant, Orate, inquit, Deum, ut Evangelij doctrinam nobis conservet. Pontisex enim & Concilium Tridentinum dira moliuntur. Haec ubi dixit, facto silentio dormit aliquamdiu; sed urgente vi morbi, post mediam noctem excitatus queritur de pectoris angustiâ: & praesenticus iam instare sinem, his verbis Deum ardenter invocat: Pater mi coelestis, Deus & Pater Domini Iesu Christi, Deus omnis consolationis, ago tibi gratias, quòd filium tuum Iesum Christum mihi revelâsti: cui credidi, quem sum professus, quem amavi, quem celebravi: quem Pontifex Romanus, & reliqua impiorum turba persequitur; & afficit contumeliâ: Rogo te, mi Domine Iesu Christe, suscipe animulam meam. Mi Pater coelestis, etiamsi divellor ex hac vit á, licèt corpus hoc mihi sit iam deponendum, certò tamen scio, me tecum esse permansurum in sempiternum, neque possè me tuis ex manibus à quoquam avelli: Non multò post eam precationem, ubi spiritum suum in manus Dei semel & iterùm commendâsset, tanquam dormiturus, paulatim [...] vitâ decedit, nullo cum corporis, qui quidem animad verti posset, cruciatu. Osiand. Hist. Eccles. Cent. 16. Lib. 1. cap. 56. and triumphantly over Hell, the Pope, and the Divell: Acts and Monum. vol. 2. pag. 994. I no more weigh Cochlaeus his cursed lyes to the contrary, or of any his fellow stigmaticall Knights of the Post, as Bolsec. &c. then I would doe the barking of a Dog, the braying of an Asse, or bellowing of a Divell. My heavenly Father, (said Hee at his death) eternall and mercifull God, thou hast manifested unto me thy deare Son, our Lord Iesus Christ. I have taught him, I have knowne him, I love him as my life, my health, and my redemption: whom the wicked have persec [...]ed, maligned, and with iniury afflicted. Draw my Soule to Thee. After this, Hee said as insued thrice. I commend my spirit into thine hands, thou hast redeemed mee, O God of truth. God so loved the world, that hee gave his onely Sonne, that all that beleeve in Him should have life everlasting. Ioh. 3. [Page 229] Heare how another blessed Master Iohn Holland, a faithfull Minister of Gods Word, Saint of God ended his dayes: Having the day before hee died continued his meditation and exposition vpon Rom. 8. for the space of two houres, or more, on the sudden Hee said; O stay your reading! What brightnesse is this I see? Have you light up any candles? To which I answered, No; It is the Sun-shine, for it was about five a clocke in a cleare Summers evening. Sun-shine, saith Hee, nay, my Saviour-shine. Now farewell world, welcome heaven; The Day-starre from on high hath visited my heart. O speake it when I am gone, and preach it at my Funerall, God dealeth familiarly with man. I feele his mercy, I see his Maiesty; whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell, God hee knoweth; but I see things that are un-utterable. So, ravished in spirit, Hee roamed toward heaven, with a chearefull looke, and soft sweete voyce, but what Hee said, wee could not conceive.—With the Sunne in the morning following, raising himselfe, as Iacob did upon his staffe, hee shut up his blessed life, with these blessed words: O what an happy change shall I make? From night to day? From darkenesse to light? From death to life? From sorrow to solace? From a factious world to an heavenly beeing? O my deare brethren, sisters, and friends! It pittieth mee to leave you behind: yet remember my death when I am gone, and what I now feele, I hope you shall finde, ere you die, that God doth, and will deale familiarly with men. And now thou fiery Chariot, that came downe to feth up Eliah, carry mee to my happy Hold: And all yee blessed Angels, who attended the Soule of Lazarus, to bring it up to heaven, beare mee, O beare mee into the bosome of my Best beloved. Amen, Amen, come Lord Iesus, come quickly. And so hee fell asleepe. That this is true, the In His Sermon intituled, The Soules Solace against sorrow, pag 17. &c. reporter and By-stander, that ancient learned reverend Minister of God, Master Leygh addeth: I say the truth, my Brethren, I lie not, my conscience bearing mee witnesse in the holy Ghost, &c.
[Page 230]2. Others may end their dayes very uncomfortably in ravings, impatiencies, and other strange behaviours. Nay, the fiery distempers of their hot diseases, may sometimes, even in the Saints of God, produce furlous carriages, fearefull distractions, and some despairefull speeches. But these being the naturall effects and issues of melancholike excesses, Phrensies, and burning Fevers, are sins of infirmity in sanctified men. For which, if they come againe to themselves, they actually repent; if not, they are all undoubtedly, by a generall habituall repentance, and Gods gratious acceptation thereof, pardoned by the Passion of Christ, and buried for ever in his bloody death. That last and unreversable doome, at the dreadfull Tribunall of the ever-living God must passe upon us; not according to the violent, and unvoluntary distempers at our last houre, but according to the former Passages of our life; the sinfull, or sanctified expense of the daies of health. Heare that other Perkins in his Salve for a sicke Man. great Artist in the Mysterie of dealing with trouble consciences. The common opinion is, that if a man die quietly, and goe away like a Lambe, (which in some diseases, as consumptions, and such like, any Man may doe) then hee goes straight to heaven: but if the violence of the disease stirre up impatience, and cause franticke behaviours, then men use to say, there is a judgement of God serving either to discover an Hypocrite, or to plague a wicked man. But the truth is otherwise: For indeede a man may die like a lambe, and yet goe to Hell: and one dying in exceeding torments, and strange behauiours of the body, may goe to heaven.
3. The death of some others is mixt, to wit, of fearefull tempestuous stormes, and almost, if not altogether, despairefull agonies, in the beginning of their last sicknesse, and a faire refreshing glorious calme, and ioyfull triumphs over temptations, and feare, towards the conclusion of their life. For some secret end and holy purpose seeming good to his heavenly wisedome, God suffers [Page 231] sometimes even his dearest servants, to taste, as it were, of the fire of Hell, and for a while to feele in their consciences, those damned flames, as a preparative to drinke more sweetly of the Well of life, and Rivers of endlesse pleasures. So himselfe is most honoured, by helping when all hope is past: The heart of his Child more ravisht with the first sight of those un-utterable joyes, beeing suddenly rais'd to the height of happinesse, from the depth of horrour: The enemies to the narrow way dasht and confounded, by observing his deliverance, whom, out of prophane blindnesse, they deemed an Hypocrite: Godly Christians gratiously reviv'd, when they see, That tho the Lord hide His face from his Childe for a moment, yet at last with everlasting kindnesse will Hee have mercy on Him. And that Hee will never utterly, and finally forsake any of His. Thus died those blessed Servants of God, Mistris Bretergh, Master Peacock, &c. Mistris Bretergh in the heate of temptatiō, wished that she had never bin borne, or that she had bin made any other creature, rather then a woman: But when that Hellish storme was over-blowne by the returne of the glorious beames of the Sun of righteousnesse into Her Soule; She turnd her tune, and triumphed thus: Oh happy am I, that ever I was borne, to see this blessed Day! I confesse before the Lord his loving kindnesse, and his wonderfull workes before the sons of men: For hee hath satisfied my Soule, and filled my hungry Soule with goodnesse.
Master Peacocke in the height of His dreadfull Desertion, told those about Him, that hee converst with Hell- [...]ounds; That the Lord had cursed him; That Hee had no grace: That it was against the course of Gods proceeding, to save Him, &c. But when that horrible tempest of spirituall terrours was happily disperst; and the light of Gods comfortable countenance begun to shine againe upon His most heavy and afflicted spirit; Hee dis-avowed all inconsiderate speeches, as hee called [Page 232] them, in his temptation, and did humbly and heartily aske mercy of God for them all; And did thus triumph: What should I extoll the magnificence of God, which is unspeakeable, and more then any heart can conceive? Nay rather let us with humble reverence acknowledge His great mercy. What great cause have I to magnifie the great goodnesse of God, that hath humbled, Nay rather exalted such a wretched miscreant, of so base condition to an estate so glorious and stately! The Lord hath honored mee with his goodnesse: I am sure, hee hath provided a glorious Kingdome for mee: The joy which I feele in my heart is uncredible.
4. Some of Gods worthiest Champions, and most zealous servants doe not answere the unreprooveable sanctity of their life, and unspotted current of their former conversation, with those proportionable extraordinary comforts, and glorious Passages upon their beds of death, which in ordinary congruity might be expected, as a conuenient conclusion to the rare and remarkeable Christian cariages of such blessed Saints. So bottomlesse and infinitely un-fathomable by the utmost of all created vnderstandings are the depths of Gods most holy waies, and His inscrutable Counsells, quite contrary many times to the probable conclusions of Man's best wisdome. But every one of His, sith he certainly passes thorow those pangs into pleasures and joyes endlesse and unspeakeable, must be content to glorifie God, & to be seruiceable to His secret ends, with what kinde of death Hee please: whether it bee glorious and untempted: or discomfortable, because of Bodily distempers, and consequently interpretable by undiscerning spirits: or mingled of temptations, and Triumphs: or ordinary, and without any great shew, or remarkeable speeches, after extraordinary singularities of an holy life, which promised an end of speciall note, and admiration.
Why may not some worthy heavenly-minded Christians sometimes by strong mortifying meditations, and [Page 233] many conquering fore-conceits of death in their life time, make it before-hand so familiar and easie unto them, an by continuall conversing above, and constant peace of conscience, taste so deepely of spirituall ioyes, that that dreadfull Passage out of this life, as it may breede no great sense of alteration in themselves, so no extraordinary matter of speciall observation to others.
Of the wicked, and those, who were ever strangers to the mystery of Christ and truth of godlinesse:
Some die desperately. Tho thousands perish by Of one Reprobate that dyes in this despaire and torment of conscience, there bee millions that dye in presumption of mercy, without sense of sinne, or punishment: The reason whereof is, because Satan, who knowes Hee hath time little enough in this life to draw men to sinne, and long enough after this life to torment them for it, doth therefore ordinarily reserue the tormenting of sinners to the Day of iudgement, and till they be in Hell; left if Hee shuld deale so roughly with all sinners in this world, they might, being so pincht with terrours, seeke after the meanes of salvation, as did the Iaylo [...]r, and the [...]ewes. Act. 16.30, and 2.37. &c. Chibald. Triall of Faith, lib. 1. cap. 5. p. 70. presumption, to One of these who despaire; yet some there are, to whom upon their beds of death all their sins are set in order before them, and represented to the eie of their awaked consciences in such griesly formes and so terribly, that at the very first and fearefull sight, they are presently struck starke dead in soule and spirit, utterly over-whelmed and quite swallowed up with guilty and desperate horrour. So that afterward, No counsell, or comfort; no consideration of the immeasurablenesse of Gods mercy, of the unvaluablenesse and omnipotency, that I may so speak, of Christs bloud shed, of the variety & excellency of gracious promises, of the losse of their owne immortall soules, can possibly drive and divert from that infinitely Wee should never bee in such a forlorne condition, wherein there should bee ground of despaire, considering our sinnes bee the sinnes of Man, His mercy the mercy of an infinite God. Doctor Sibbes, Brused Reede, Preface to the Reader. false conceite, and cursed Cry; My sinnes are greater, then can bee pardoned. Whereupon most miserable, and forlorne wretches, they very wickedly, and willfully throw themselves into Hell, as it were, upon earth, and are damned above ground. Thus the Lord sometimes for the terror of others, glorifying his owne iustice, & bringing exemplary confusion upon impenitent obstinacy in sinne, and willfull opposition to grace, doth in greatest indignation by the hand of divine vengeance, unclaspe unto [Page 234] them, the Booke of their owne Conscience, and of His owne holy Law. In one of which they find, now at length, all their innumerable iniquities, transgressions and sinnes engraven with the Point of a diamond, enraged with Gods implacable wrath, aggravated with the utmost malice of Satan; And never to bee razed out, or remitted, but by the bloud of the Son of God, in which they peremptorily professe themselves to have no part. In the other, they see the fiercenes, and fulnesse of all the curses, plagues and torments denounced there, and due unto all impenitent sinners, ready to bee poured upon their bodies and soules for ever; And no possibility to prevent them, no waies to decline them, but by Gods infinite bounty thorow Iesus Christ, in which they also utterly disclaime all right and interest. And therefore they are now finally, and desperately resolved to looke for no mercy: But in their owne judgement, and by their owne confession▪ stand reprobates from Gods covenant, and voide of all hope of His inheritance, expecting with unspeakeable terrour and amazement of spirit, the consummation of their miserie, and fearefull sentence of eternall damnation. They are commonly such, Out of the cursed Nurcery of such sorts of sinners as these, God doth now and then single out some, and hang them up as it were in chaines, as wofull Spectacles of despai [...]e, for warning to others. as have been grosse Hypocrites like Iudas, and lien in some secret abomination against the knowledge of their hearts, all their life long; that have followed still their owne sensuall wayes, and course of the world against the light of the Ministry, standing like an armed man in their consciences to the contrary; who have been Scorners and Persecutours of the power of godlinesse, and the good way; who have abjured the Gospell of Iesus Christ, and forsaken the Truth for honour, wealth, or worldly happinesse: To whom the Lord in their life-time vouchsafed many mercies, much prosperity, great meanes of salvation, long forbearance, &c. And yet they stood out still they still hated to bee reformed, set as naught all His counsell, and would [...] of His [...] proofe. Wherefore the Day of gratious visitation [Page 235] beeing once expired, a thousand Worlds▪ will not purchase it againe; Heaven and Earth cannot recall it. No mercy, no comfort, no blessing can then bee had, tho they seeke it with teares and yelling. They shall never more bee heard, tho with much violence they throw their serikings into the Aire and cry with sighes and groanes, as piercing as a sword. Not, but that the Gates of Heaven, and armes of mercy may stand wide open, untill their last breath: But alas! They have already so hardened their hearts, that they cannot repent. After thine hardnesse, Rom. 2.5. saith Paul, and heart, that cannot repent. They now but howle upon their Beds, they doe not cry unto God with their heart; as the Prophet speakes, Hos. 7.14. Their earnest and early crying in this last extremity, is onely because▪ Their feare is come upon them as desolution, and their destruction as a whirlewinde. When they cast out their considerations for comfort. It is not the whole Creation can possibly help them; for they must stand or fall to the Tribunall of the everlasting God, mighty and terrible, the Creator of the ends of the Earth. If they looke up to God the Father; that Prov. 1.24.26. comes presently into their heads with much horrour, and quite kills their hearts: Because Hee hath called all our life long, and all that goodly time wee refused; Hee will laugh now at our calamity, and mocke when our feare is come. Iesus Christ, as they strongly conceive, and un-mooveably conclude against themselves, hath now to them for ever closed up His wounds as it were, and will not afford them one drop of His blood; because they have so often, by comming unworthily, spilt it in the Sacrament, persecuted Him in His members, and despised Him in the Ministry. The blessed Spirit, because in the Day of visitation they repelled all his inward warnings and holy motions, preferring Satans impure suggestions, before His sacred inspirations, doth now in their own acknowledgement, by the equity of a just proportion, in [Page 236] this Day of vexation, leave them to eat the fruit of their former wilfulnesse, and reape the reward of their owne wayes. Thus these forlorne wretches are disclaimed, forsaken, and abandoned of Heaven and Earth, God and Man; of all the comforts in this life, and blessings of the World to come. And so by finall despairing of Gods mercy, the In what sense despaire is the greatest sinne: for it is not simply so. Ever the more excellent the vertue is▪ the more pestilent is the opposite vice. Hatred of God in it selfe is a greater sinne then desperation; because the Love of God is a more excellent grace then Hope. See 2 [...]. q. 2. art. 3. Though Aqu [...] n [...] His Summes bee a vast dunghill of much rotten superstit [...]ō, and false Divinity; yet about vertues & vices, lawes and other Philosophicall Points, He lets [...]all some Truths. Desperat [...]o m [...]tor est [...] [...]e [...]p ratio peior est omni peccato. Bern. Perpetrare stagitium aliquod, [...] est. Se [...] disperara est [...]escendere in infernum. Isid. Iudas mag [...]ex hoc offendit Dominum, q [...]a se su [...]pend [...]t, [...]udu [...] quòd Dominum prodidit. Hieron▪ in [...]sal 108. Iudam tradito [...]em [...] misit, quàm indulgentiae desperatio fecit penitùs interire. August. de [...]lit P [...]nit. Quid aliud est desperare, quàm Deum sibi comparare? —Qui [...] comparat, [...]inem [...]mponit divine virtuli, dans sinem ixfi [...]uto, & [...] ause [...]ns [...]o: cui nihil deest, quodetiam cogitar i non potest. Idem de [...] cap. 5. But doe not mistake the good Father, or upon His word presume; but heare what Hee addes: Sunt alij inimici desperationis, qui ad [...]ò p [...]aesem [...], & [...] Deo confid [...], quòd quandam sibi licentiam acquirunt peccandi: & sine poe [...]temi [...] [...]xp [...]llant ventam: qui credunt, quoniam Christiani sunt, non posse damnari: adulantes si [...], eà quòd scriptum est, omnis quicunque invo [...]averit nomen Domini, salvus e [...]it. [...]utan [...]en [...] no [...]cu Dominita vocare, quo [...]a [...]possunt Christum credere, & Sacramem a Ecclesiae samere, non verentes, multos esse vocasos, sed paucos electos. Ibid. cap. 6. greatest of sinnes, they most unhappily, and cursedly follow Iudas the worst of men, into the darkest and most damned nooke in Hell.
2. Others die senselesly and blockishly. They demeane themselues, upon their dying Beds, as tho there were no immortality of the Soule, no Tribunall aboue, no strict account to bee given up there for all things done in the flesh, no everlasting estate in the world to come; wherein every one must either lie in unspeakeable paines, or live in un-utterable pleasures. In their life time, they were never woont to tremble at Gods judgments, or rejoyce in his promises, or much trouble themselves with the ministry of the Word, or about the state of their soules. All was one to them, what Minister they had, whether a Man taught to the kingdome of Christ, or a generall Teacher, or an ignorant Mangler of the word, or a dissolute fellow, or a Dawber with untempered morter, or a dumbe Dog. If they were neither Whores nor Thieves, but well accounted [Page 237] of amongst their neighbours, thriued in the world, prospered in their outward state, prouided for posterity, slept in a whole skinne, were not vexed on the Lords day with any of these precise Trouble-townes: They were well enough, and had all they looked for, either in this world, or in the world to come. Wherefore at their death by reason of their former disacquaintance with spirituall things, and God not opening their eies, they are neither afflicted with any feare of Hell; or affected with any hope of Heaven; they are both un-apprehensive of their present danger, and fearelesse of the fiery lake, into which they are ready to fall. In these regards, they are utterly untouched, die most quietly, and without any trouble at all. And it is their ordinary Answere, when they are questioned about their spirituall state, and How it stands with them betweene God and their owne Consciences; I thanke God nothing troubles me. Which, tho they thinke it makes much for their owne credit, yet alas! It is small comfort to judicious By-standers, and such as wish well to their Soules; But rather a fearefull confirmation, that they are finally giuen ouer to the spirit of slumber, and sealed up by divine Indeed sometimes, and most commonly conscience in many is secure at the time of death. God in his justice plaguing an affected security in this life, with an inflicted security at death. And the Lord seemes to say, as once to the Prophet; Goe, make their consciences asleepe at their death, as they have made it asleepe all their life, lest conscience should see and speake, and they heare and bee saved. —Therefore they die, tho not desperate as Saul and Ahitophel; yet sottishly without comfort and feeling of Gods love; as Na [...]al. Dyke of Conscience, cap. 12. justice, in the sottishnesse and security of their owne senselesse hearts, for most deserved condemnation. Thus these men, as One speakes, live like stocks, and die like blocks. And yet the ignorant people, saith Greeneham, will still commend such fearefull deaths, saying, He departed as meekely, as a Lambe, Hee went away as a bird in a shell; when they might as well say, (but for their featherbed, and their pillow) hee dyed like a beast, and perished like an Oxe in a ditch.
3. Others die formally; I meane they make very [Page 238] goodly shewes and representations of much confidence and comfort. Having formerly beene formall Professours, and so furnished with many formes of godly speeches▪ and outward Christian behaviours; And the spirit of delusion, and spirituall Selfe-cousenage, wich in their life time detained them in constancy of security, and selfe-conceitednesse about the spirituall safty of their soules, Whom Satan seeth [...] of Gods favour, whom H [...]e knoweth [...], and [...] to bee cast into H [...]ll fire; those doth Hee [...]alsely perswade, that they are out of all danger, and never suffer them so much as to perceive their lamentable estate: But whom [...]ee seeth God doth favour, whom Hee knoweth to bee Christs brethren, and fellow-heires of the Kingdome of heaven, those will Hee tempt very often to seate, to doubt, yea sometimes even to despaire of their salvation. Touchstone for a Christian. pag. 81. without any such doubts, troubles, feares, temptations, which are woont to haunt those who are true of heart, (for ordinarily such is the peace of unsound Professors) continuing their imaginary groundlesse persvasion and presumption in the height and strength unto the end, for their very last breath may bee spent in saying Lord Lord open unto us, as wee see in the foolish Virgines, and those, Mat. 7. I say such men as these, thus wofully deluded and fearefully deceiving others, may cast out upon their last beds many glorious speeches▪ intimating much seeming confidence of a good estate to God-ward, contempt of the world, willingnesse to die, readinesse to forgiue all the world, hope to bee saved, desire to bee dissolved, and goe to Heaven, &c. They may cry aloud with a great deale of formall confidence, Lord, Lord, Ex hoc l [...]co satis liquet, multos, quibus in ore est, Domine miserere nostri, ad inferos descendere. Cartw. in cap. 1. Proverb. Sunt quicredunt, quoni [...]m Christiani sunt, non posse damnari: adulantes sibi, eò quòd scriptum est, Omnis qui [...]nque [...]nvoca [...] [...]rit nomen Domini, salvus erit. Putant enim se nomen Domini invocare, quoniam possunt Christum credere, & sacramenta Ecclesiae sumere, non verentes, multos esse voca [...]ot, sed pauco [...] electos. August. De verâ & falsâ Poenit. cap. 6. Mercy, Mercy in the name of Christ, Lord Iesus receive our spirits, &c. And yet all these goodly hopes, and earnest eiaculations, growing onely from a forme, & not from the power of godlines, are but, as I said somewhere before, as so many catchings and scrablings of a Man over-head in water; He strugles and strives for hold to save Himself, but he graspes nothing but water; it is still water, which He catches, and therefore sinkes and drownes. They are all but as a spiders web, Iob. 8. 14.15. Vpon which, One falling from the top of an house, laies hold by the way, for stay and support. Hee [Page 239] shall lea [...]e upon his house, O quà [...] multi cum hac spe ad aeternos labores & bella descendunt [...] How many goe to Hell with this hope? but it shall not stand; H [...]e shall hold it fast, but it shall not endure. O how many descend faitl [...] an ancient Father, with this hope to eternall trauailes and torment? How many saith an Doctor Featly. other worthy Doctour, goe to Hell with a vaine hope of Heaven: whose chiefest cause of damnation is their false persuasion and groundlesse presumption of salvation? Audi dominum: Mors peccatoris pessima. Quae tibi videtur hona, pessima est, si intùs videa [...]. Vides for [...]s [...]ace [...]em in let to, nunquid vides intùs [...]aptum ad gebe [...] nam? August. in Ps. 33. Of all the foure kindes of death, which ordinarily befall such as are not saved, this is the fairest in shew; but yet of greatest imposture to those about them, and of most pestilent consequence to harden especially all of the same humour, that heare of it.
4. Some die Penitently: But I meane seemingly so, not savingly. Many having served their appetites all their lives, and lived in pleasure; now when the Sun of their sensuall delights begins to set, and the darke midnight of misery and horrour, to seize upon them, would very gladly bee saved. And I blame them not, If they might first live the life of the wicked, and then die the death of the righteous: If they might have the earthly Heaven of the worlds Favourites here, and the Heauen of Christs Martyrs in the world to come. Ostenditur nobis per haec verba, quòd illo in tempore inter angustias diversorum terrorum videntes se peccatores, anxiabuntur & current huc & illuc ad sacerdotes, doctrinam & poenitentiam sibi quaerentes. Alij autem interrogantes, quid eos oporteat facere, sed festinante judicio, & necessitatibus alijs super alias venientibus, cum non sit docendi licentia, nec temp [...]s faciendae justitiae, aut agendae poenitentiae, festinatio eorum vacua erit. Hoc enim & in quotidiano usu videmus fieri. Quotidie enim sacerdotes clamant in Ecclesiâ: Qui peccavit, poenitentiam agat:—Neque seducant vos honores, & devitiae temporales; quia tempus vestrum prope est: Et si consummatio vestra tardaverit, mors vestra non tardat, & nemo credit, nemo ob [...] dit: cum autem venerit super illos mors; festinant, & anxiantur▪ vocant sacerdotes, poenitentiam volunt agere, quando jam poenitentiae locus non est. Itaque dum expo [...]unt peccata sua, & capitur anima eorum, & vadunt vacui, magis autem ligaci justo j [...]dicio Dei; quta non propter odium peccatorum displicentes sibi vol [...]ham poenitentiam agere, sed propter mortis timorem. Adhuc enim si vivere po [...]uissent, non sibi displicuissent. Ine [...]tus author. Hom. 52. in cap. Mat. 25. Vlulant quidem in cubilibus, id verò doloris impatientiâ faciunt, quē expoenis concipiunt, non quòd peccata sua deplorent. Gualt. in cap. 7 Hos. Fui [...]e [...] est is se [...]sus, ea conscientia peccati & miseriae, praesertim verò conscientia tanti contemplus obl [...]tae l [...]cis, idque ex judicijs, quibus exercebuntur, ut tum quidem seriò cruc [...]andi sint de [...]ide [...] in Christi: Non quidem, quòd id desiderium sit [...]uturum Christi, propter ipsum Christum, — aut propter odium Peccati, sed propter sensum miseriae, quem ferre non poterunt. Rolloc. in cap. 8. Iohan. These Men [Page 240] are woont in this last extremity, to take on extremely; But it is but like their Howling upon their Beds. Hos. 7.14. Because they are pinched with some sense of present horror and expectation of dreadful things: They cry out mightily for mercy; But it is no other, then their early seeking, Prov. 1.28. Because distresse and anguish is come upon them: They enquire eagerly after God, and would now bee gladly acquainted with Him; But just like them, Psal. 78. And to seeke Him then, is not to seeke Him; Non quaerebant Eum. No: they seeke Him not, they dissemble with Him (saith Asaph in the next verse). For, when God to trie them, reprived them never so little time, they fell to their old byas; and when as Hee ceased killing, their seeking was at an end. So are all forced seekings: like to a Bowstring brought to his full bent, but remit you never so little, it starteth backe againe. Nay, it is not quaerebant, no kindly seeking; but a base ignoble creeping to, without all ingenuity, when wee must either die, or doe it. Winchesters Sermons. pag. 181. When Hee slew them, then they sought Him: and they returned, and enquired early after God. And they remembred that God was their Rocke, and the high God their Redeemer. Neverthelesse, they did flatter Him with their mouth: And they lyed unto Him with their Tongs: For their heart was not right with Him. They promise very faire, and protest gloriously, what mended men they will bee, if the Lord restore them: But all these goodly promises are but as a morning cloud, and as the early dew. They are like those of a Thiefe or murtherer at the Barre, which beeing now cast, and seeing there is now no way but one: O what a reformed man would Hee bee, if Hee might bee reprieved! Antiochus, as the Apocryphall Booke of the 2. Maccab. 9. Maccabees reports, when the hand of God was upon Him horribly, vowed excellent things: O what Hee would doe; so and so extraordinarily for the people of God! yea and that He Himselfe also would become a Iew; and goe through all the world, that was inhabited, and declare the power of God. But what was it, thinke you, that made this raging Tyrant to relent, and thus seemingly repent? A paine of the bowells that was remedilesse came upon Him, and sore torments of the inner parts. So that no man could endure to carry him for His intolerable stinke; And He himselfe could not abide His owne smell. Many may thus behaue themselves upon their Beds of death with very strong shewes, and many boisterous representations of true turning unto God, whereas in truth and triall, they are as yet rotten at [Page 241] heart roote.
And as yet no more comfort upon good ground belongs unto them, then to those in the fore-cited Places: And if any spirituall Physition in such a case, doe presse it hand over head, or such a Patient presume to apply it, it is utterly misgrounded, mis-applied. Heare what Doctor Vsher in His Answer to a Iesuites Challenge, pag. 152. One of the worthiest Divines in Christendome saith: Now put case One commeth to His ghostly Father with such sorrow of minde, as the terrours of a guilty conscience usually doe produce, and with such a resolution to cast away His sinnes, as a Man hath in a storme to cast away his goods; not because Hee doth not love them, but because Hee feareth to lose His life, if Hee part not with them: doth not hee betray this mans soule, who putteeh into His head, that such an extorted repentance as this, which hath not one graine of love to season it withall, will qualifie Him sufficiently for the receiving of an absolution? &c. And Dyke, of Repentance, cap. 16. [...]. Mat. 13 52. Poenitentia nunquam sera si seria: Sed sera rarò vera. Agens poenitentiam & reconciliatus; cum sanus est, & posteà benè vivens, securus hinc exit. Agen [...] poenitentiam ad ultimum & reconciliatus, si securus hinc exit, Ego non sum securus. August. Hom. 41. ex 50. Ambros. Exhort. ad poenitent. Quomodo agit poenitentiam in extremis vitae fi [...]bus constitutus? —Poenitentia quae ab in [...]ir [...]o petitur, [...]nsirma est. Poenitentia quae à moriente tantùm petitur, timeo ne ipsa moriatur. August. de temp Serm. 57. C [...]m venerit super illos mors, [...]estinant & anxiantur, vocant sacerdotes, Poenitentiam volunt agere, quando iam Poenitentiae locus non est. —Qu [...]a non propter odium peccatorum displicentes sibi volebant poenitentiam agere, sed propter mortis timorem. Incert. Author in Mat. Hom. 52. another excellently instructed unto the Kingdome of Heaven: Repentance at death is seldome sound. For it may seeme rather to arise from feare of iudgement, and an horrour of Hell, then for any griefe for sinne. And many seeming to repent affectionately in dangerous sicknesse, when they have recovered, have been rather worse then before. It is true, that true Repentance is never too late, but late Repentance is seldome true: For here our sinnes rather leave us, then wee them, as Ambrose sayes, And as Hee addes, Woe bee unto them, whose sinne and life end together. This received Principle among the ancient Fathers, That late Repentance is rarely true, implyes, that it is often false and unsound, and so by consequent confirmes the present Point. Too manifold experience also makes it good: Amongst [Page 242] many for my part, I have taken speciall notice of two: The one beeing laboured-with in prison, was seemingly so extraordinarily humbled, that a reverend Man of God was mooved thereby, to bee a meanes for his reprive, whereupon a Pardon was procured. And yet this so extraordinary a Penitent, while death was in his eye, having the terror removed, returned to His vomit; and some two yeeres after, to the same Place againe, as notorious a Belial as Hee was before. Another, having upon His Bed of sicknesse received in His owne conceite the sentence of death against Himselfe; and beeing pressed to humiliation, and broken-heartednesse; for Hee had formerly been a stranger and enemy to purity, and the power of godlinesse, answered thus: My heart is broken: and so broke out into an earnest confession of particular sinnes: Hee named uncleannesse, stubbornnesse, obstinacy, vaine-glory, hypocrisie, dissimulation, uncharitablenesse, covetousnesse, luke-warmenesse, &c. He compared himselfe to the Thiefe upon the Crosse. And if God, saith Hee, restore mee to health againe, the world shall see, what an altered man I will bee. When hee was prest to syncerity and true-heartednesse in what hee said; Hee protested, that hee repented with all his heart and Soule, and minde, and Bowels, &c. And desired a Minister that stood by, to bee a witnesse of these things betweene the world and Him. And yet this Man upon His recovery, became the very same, if not worse then Hee was before.
Now sith upon this Perusall of the different deaths incident to the godly and the wicked, it appeares; that some men never soundly converted, may in respect of all outward representations, die as confidently and comfortably in the conceite of the most, as Gods dearest Children: and that Christs best servant sometimes may depart this life And thus many deare servants of God are oftentimes grievously perplexed, troubled in spirit, gauled in mind, long seeking and labouring for release; and finding none, condemning themselves, that they are the very firebrands of Hell, and cannot bee saved: Nay, many times they doe even die with speeches in their mouthes, which much savour of despaire. Hieron in His Caveat and Comfort for Beleevers, pag. 41. uncomfortably to the eye, and in the [Page 243] opinion of the greatest part; And wee heard before, that our last and everlasting Doome must passe upon us, according to the syncerity, or sensuality, the zealous forwardnes, or formality of our former courses; and not according to the seeming of our last carriage upon Bed of death, and enforced behaviour in that time of extremity: I say, these things beeing so, I hold my conclusion still, and resolution; not much to alter my censure and conceit of a mans spirituall state, for the manner of His death. I except the Thieves upon the Crosse: My meaning is, that there may bee some, (I know nor how few, but I am sure there is none, except Hee have in Him the perfection of the madnesse of all the Bedlams that ever breath'd, would run that hazard) who formerly out of the way and unreformed, may now at last, being very extraordinarily, and mightily humbled under Gods mighty hand, & cleaving to the Lord Iesus with truly broken hearts indeede, follow by a miracle, as it were, the Thiefe upon the Crosse, to an everlasting Crowne. And here now, I require the care, conscience, heavenly wisedome, experimentall skill, and all His ministeriall dexterity in the Physition of the Soule, to discerne aright betweene these, and seeming Penitents: and then to apply Himselfe proportionably with all holy discretion and seasonablenesse, to their severall different estates.
But to fright and fire every One for ever, from that extremest Sed ne fortès charissimi) aliquem nimis securum saciat, aut remissum tam nova felicitas credulitatis; Ne sortè dicat aliquis in corde suo, Non me usque adeò conturbet & cruciet rea conscientia; Non me usque adeò contristet culpabilis vita, video sub momento, video sub exiguo spacio latroni crimina sua donata.—Deterreant quaeso nos ab hâc persuasione, innumerabiles populi sub tali securitate nudi & vacui bonis, & malis pleni ex hac luce prae [...]epti. —Immittit Diabolus securitatem, ut infera [...] perditionem, neque dinumerari possi [...], quantos haec inanis spei umbra deceperit. —Deinde stul [...]is [...]mum est, ut causa, quae de necess [...]atibus agitur aeternis, inutilitatibus vitae deficientis committatur extremis. —O dibile est apud Deum, quando homo sub siduciâ poenitentiae in senectatem reservatae liberius peccat. August. De Temp. Serm. 120. folly of hoping to follow that miraculously penitent Thiefe; and from going on in sinne, and deferring Repentance upon such a deceiving and desperate [Page 244] ground; let us consider;
1. First, what an holy and learned Greenham, pag. 2. cap. 32. Edit. 3. Man of God saith to this Point: In great wisedome, that men at the last gaspe should not utterly despaire, the Lord hath left us but one example of exceeding, and extraordinary mercy, by saving the Thiefe on the Crosse. — Yet the perversenesse of all our nature may bee seene by this, in that this one serveth us to loosenesse of life, in hope of the like: whereas wee might better reason; That it is but one, and that extraordinary, and that besides this One, there is not Legi, inquit Augustinus, & perl [...]gi Scripturam: & neminem inveni in duobus millibus annorum sal [...]atum in sine, nisi L [...]tron: mincruce. Nicolaus Laurentius adversus desperationem, pag 371. one moe in all the Bible; and that for this One that sped, a thousand thousands have missed: And what folly is it to put our selues in a way, where so That, that may bee said, is this, and it is nothing. True, some one or two of a thousand, and ten thousand, that have. How then? Shall wee not therefore follow our instruction, and seeke Him before? —Some going a journey, have sound a Purse by the way: It were mad counsell▪ to advise us to leave o [...] money behind, upon hope of like hap in ours, &c. Winchesters Serm. pag. 180. Si mille homines perussent ex cibi ali [...]uius [...]enenali perceptione, uno duntoxat miraculose servito, [...] cibum illum gustares? Harmon Evang. cap. 15. pag. 18 [...]. many have miscarried? To put our selves into the hand of that Physition, that hath murthered so many; going cleane against our sense and reason: whereas in other wee alwaies leane to that which is most ordinary, and conclude not the Spring of one Swallow? It is as if a Man should spurre His Asse till Hee speake, because Baalams Asse did once speake: so grossely hath the Divell bewitched us.
2. Secondly, the singularities about the good Thiefe: first, His heart was broken with one short Sermon, as it were; but thou hast, or mightest have heard many, and art yet hard-hearted. Secondly, the other Thiefe saw also that soveraigne Soule-healing blood gush freshly and abundantly out of His blessed side, and yet was not strucke, or stird at all. Thirdly, His example is onely for true Penitents; but Thou upon this presumption despising in the meane time, the riches of Gods goodnesse, and forbearance, and long-suffering, leading Thee to repentance, hardenest thy heart, that thou canst not repent. Fourthly, His case was singular, and such, that the like is not to bee found in the whole Scripture. A King sometimes pardons a Malefactour at the Place of execution; wilt thou therefore runne desperately into some [Page 245] horrible villany, deserving death, hoping to bee that One amongst many thousands? Fifthly, It was a We digest not them that call on us for the seeking of God, but seek our selves (as the Apostle speakes) Magistros secundum desideria, that may entertaine us with speculations, of what may be done by Miracle at the houre of death: that may give us daies, & elbow-roome enough to seek other things, and to shrinke up his seeking into a narrow time at our End; and tell us, time enough then, Winchesters Sermons, pag. 179. miracle, saith an excellent Dyke upon Repentance, cap. 17. Divine, with the glory whereof our Saviour would honour the ignominy of the Crosse; we may almost as well expect a second crucifying of Christ, as such a second Thiefe. Christ then triumphing on the Crosse, did as Princes doe in the triumph of entring into their Kingdomes, they pardon grosse offences before committed, such as they pardon not afterwards. 6. Having an eye upon this Thiefe, that thou mayest more fully and freely follow thy pleasures, Thou makest a covenant with death, and an agreement with Hell, and puts the evill Day farre from Thee: But the Lord hath professed; That thy covenant with death shall bee dis-annulled, and thy agreement with Hell shall not stand; when the overflowing scourge shall passe thorow, then shalt thou bee trodden downe by it.
3. Thirdly, the ordinary impossibilities of following the blessed Thiefe in His miraculous Repentance. First, thou art cryed unto continually by Gods Messengers to come in, now while it is called to Day; yet thou standest out still, out of this Inebriatus es? Ventri indulsisti? Rapuisti? Siste iam gradum, verte te in diversum, conficere Deo gratiam, quòd non in medijs peccatis te abstulit: ne quaere aliud privilegium, ut malè opereris. Multi quum iam alijs dimnum fraudulentèr facerent, subitò periérunt, & ad manifestum iudicium abiérunt. Time ne & in hoc patiare inexcusabilis. Sed multis, inquis, dedit Deus hoc privelegium, ut in ultimâ senectâ consiterentur. Quid igitur? An tibi quoque concedet? Concedet fortasse, inquis. Quidais sortasse, & interdum, &c. Cogita quòd & d [...] animâ deliberas, proinde etiam de contrario cogita, & dic, Quid autem si non det? &c. Tuni bellum egressus, non dicis, non est opus ut testamentum condam fortassis redibo; Neque de nuptijs deliberans dices, uxorem egentem accipiam multi enim & sic praeter spem ditati sunt; Neque domum extruens, subijciam fundamenta putria, multae enim & sic constitére domus: De anima autem agens, apprehendis magis putria, dicens, fortassis, & sapiùs [...]venit, & contingit aliquando, téque incertis tradis. Chrysost. Hom. 22. in 2. ad Cor. 10. conceite onely, or rather deceite, to take thy fill of pleasure in the meane time, and to seeke God sufficiently upon thy Bed of death, by repenting with the Thiefe at last. But know for thy terrour, and timely turning, that the longer thou puts off and deferres, the more unfit thou shalt be to repent. Thy custome in sinning will exercise more Tyranny over [Page 246] Thee: The curse of God for thy going on still in thy trespasses will bee more heavy upon Thee. The corruptions that lurke in thine owne bosome, will be more strengthened against thee. And this threefold cord is hardly broken: These three Giants will be maistered with very much adoe. The further thou walkest in the wayes of death, the more unwilling, and more unable wilt thou bee to returne, and bee reformed. Thine understanding will be more darkened with Hellish mists, thy judgement more perverted, thy will more stubborne, thy memory more stuft with sensuall notions, thine affections will become more rebellious, thy thoughts more earthly, thine heart more hardened, thy conscience more feared, thy selfe more sold to sinne, and every day that comes over thine head in this state of darkenesse, much more the Child of the Divell, then thou wast before. To refuse Christ upon this Point so freely and fairely offered, is to receive Gods curse under Seale; and to make sure thy covenant with Hell, and League with death, untill thou bee slaine by the one, and swallowed up of the other, without all mercy, or recovery. For in this time of delay, God growes more angry, Satan more strong, thy selfe more unable to repent, sinne more unconquerable, thy conversion more hard, thy salvation more impossible. A ruinous house, the longer thou lettest it run, the more labor & charge will it require in repairing. If thou drive a naile with an hammer, the more blowes thou givest to it, the more hard will it bee to plucke it out againe. It is just so in the Case of continuing in [...]inne: and every new sin is a new stroke with an hammer, that drives the naile in further. Secondly, with what possibility art thou like to passe thorow the great work of saving repentance? or with what heart canst thou addresse thy selfe unto it? when upon thy sicke Bed, thou art set upon at once, if thy conscience bee waking, with the ugly sight of all thy sinnes charging upon thee with insupportable horrour, [Page 247] with the pangs of death, with Tempore mortes s [...]euiùs maiorí (que) dolo [...]entat & consligit; s [...]ens si tunc defecerit penitùs se frustratum. Gerson de temptationibus diver. Satans utmost malice, and His very Powder-Plot, and with the terrour of that approaching strickt Tribunall. Which dreadfull encounter is able to put to it, the spirituall strength of many yeeres gathering. Thirdly, Resolution to deferre Repentance, when grace is offered, doth justly merit, to bee deprived for ever after of all oportunity, and ability to repent. Fourthly, it is just with God, that that man, who doth purposely put off repentance, and provision for his soule, untill his last sicknes, should for that sin alone, bee snatcht out of the world in great anger, even suddenly, so that there bee scarce a moment betwixt the height of His temporall happinesse, and depth of his spirituall misery. That His foolish hope may bee frustrated, and His vaine purpose come to nothing, Hee may bee cut off, as the Top of an care of corne, and put out like a candle, when hee least thinkes of death, and dreames of nothing lesse, then departure from His earthly Paradise. Iob 14.14. They are exalted for a little while, saith Iob, but are gone and brought low, they are taken out of the way as all other, and cut Repentinam & insperatam corum mortem, quâ opprimantur, innuit. Merc. in Loc. Elevati sunt ad modicum & non subsistent] Iniquorum potentia [...]oeni [...]loribus comparatur: quia nimirùm carnalis gloria dum nitet, cadit: dum apudse extollitur, repentino intercepta sine terminatur. Sic aurarum statu in altum stipula rapitur, sed casu concito adima revocatur: Sic ad nubila sumus attollitur, sed repentè in nihilum tum [...]scendo dissipatur: Sic ab insimis nebula descendendo se erigit; sed exortus hanc solis radius, ac si non suerit, abstergit: Sic in herbarum supersicie noct [...]rni roris humor aspergitur, sed diurni luminis subito calore si [...]catur: Sic spumosae aquarum bullae inchoantibus pluvijs excita [...]ae, abintimis certatim prodeunt, sedeò celeruis diruptae depereunt, quò instatae citiùs extenduntur; cumque excrescunt ut appareant, cres [...]endo peragunt ne subsistant. Gregor. Ibid. off as the tops of the eares of corne. Fifthly, a long continued Nemo nec post centum peccata, nec post misle crimina de misericordiâ divinâ desperet. Sic tamen non desperet, ut sinc ullâ morâ Deum sibi repropitiari festinet, ne fortè, si consuetudinem fecerit, etiam sivelit, de Diabolilaqueis liberari non possit. August. de t [...]mpore, Serm. 58. custome is not woont to bee shaken off in an instant. Is it like, that a Blackamore should change his skinne, and a Leopard his spots in three or foure dayes, which they have contracted in forty or threescore yeeres? Therefore I marvell that any should bee so blindfolded, and baffeld by the Divell, as to embolden [Page 248] Himselfe to drive off untill the last, by that Place before Confession; At what time soever a sinner doth repent him of his sinne, from the bottome of his heart, I will put all his wicked out of my remembrance, saith the Lord: Especially, if Hee looke upon the Text from whence it is taken; which Mee-thinkes, beeing rightly understood, and the conditions well considered, is most punctuall, and precise, to fright any from that desperate folly: The words runne thus, Ezech. 18.21.22. But if the wicked will turne from all his sinnes which hee hath committed, and keepe all my Statutes, and doe that which is lawfull and right, hee shall surely live, hee shall not die. All his transgressions, &c. Hence it appeares, that if any man expect upon good ground, any portion in this pretious promise of mercy and grace, Hee must leave all his sinnes, and keepe all Gods Statutes. Now how performest thou the condition of leaving all thy sinnes; when as in this last extremity, having received the sentence of death against thy selfe, Thy sinnes leave Thee, and not Thou thy sinnes, that I may speake in the Phrase of an ancient Viste de dubio liberare, vis quod incertum est, evadere? Age p [...]nitentiam dum sanus es. Sienimagis veram poenitentiam dum sanuses, & invenerit te novissimus dies: securus es. Ergo curre ut reconcilieris; si sic ag [...]s, securus es. Quare securus es? Qu [...] egisti poenitentiameo tempore, quo & peccare potuisti. S [...] autem vis agere poenitentiam ipsam tunc, quando peccare non potes, peccata te dimiserunt, non tu illa. August. Tom. 10. De vere Poenitentibus. Hom. 41. ex 50. Ambros. Exhort. ad Porni [...]ent. Father? And what space is left to come to comfort, by keeping all Gods Statutes; when thou art presently to passe to that highest and dreadfull Tribunall, to give an exact and strickt account for the continual breach of all Gods Lawes, all thy life long? Sixthly, many seeme to bee passingly penitent, and promise exceeding faire, in the evill day, and upon their sicke Beds; who beeing recovered, and restored to their former state, are the very same they were before, if not worse. I never knew, nor heard of any, un-wrought upon, under conscionable meanes, who after recovery performed the vowes and promises of a new life, which Hee made in his sicknesse, and times of extremity. For if Hee will not bee mooved with the Ministry, God will never give that honour unto a crosse, to doe the deede. Nay, Father Abraham; saith the rich Glutton, but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent. And [Page 249] hee said unto him, If they heare not Moses and the Prophets, neither will they bee perswaded, the one rose from the dead. Luke 16.30.31. It would amaze thee much, if one of thy good-fellow companions should now rise from the dead, and tell thee, that Hee who was thy Brother in iniquity, is now in Hell, and if thou follow the same sensuall courses still, thou must shortly most certainely follow Him to the Place of torment. And yet even this would not worke at all, if thou bee a despiser of the Word. It may bee, while the dead Man stood by Thee, Thou wouldst be extraordinarily mooved, and promise much: but no sooner should He bee in His Grave; but thou wouldst bee as gracelesse, as thou wast before. Seventhly, what wise man seeing a fellow, who never gave his name to religion in his life time, now only troubled about sinne, when hee is sure, Hee This time, is the time when all Hypocrites, Atheists, tagge and ragge come in, and seeke Him in a sort: And shall not wee bee confounded to see our selves in their number? Winchesters Serm. pag. 181. must die, will not suspect it to be wholly slavish, and extorted for feare of Hell? My sentence is, saith Greenham, that a man lying now at the Point of death, having the snares of death upon him; in that straite of feare and paine, may have a sorrow for His life past, but because the weakenesse of flesh, and the bitternesse of death doth most commonly procure it, wee ought to suspect, &c. Eighthly, painefull distempers of body are wont to weaken much, and hinder the activenes and freedome of the Soules operations; nay, sometimes to distract, and utterly over-throw them. Many even of much knowledge, grace and good life, by reason of the damp and deadnesse, which at that time the extremity and anguish of their disease brings upon their spirits, are able to doe no great matter, if anything at all, either in meditation or expression. How then doest thou thinke to passe thorow the incomparably greatest worke, that ever the Soule of Man was acquainted with in this life, I meane the new-birth, at the What is our seeking thē? Is it not to lie still on our Beds, and suffer a few words to bee spoken in our eares? Have a little opiate Divinitie ministred to our Soules, and so sent away. Winchesters Sermons, pag. 181. Is this it? Would wee then seeke Him, when wee are not in case to seeke any thing else? Would wee turne to Him then, when wee are not able to turne our selves in our Bed? Or, rise early to seeke Him, when we are not able to rise at all? Or enquire after Him, when our breath faileth us, and wee are not able to speake three words together? —No houre, but the houre of death. No time, but when Hee taketh time from us. Idem Ibid. pag. 180. Point of death? It is a [Page 250] wofull thing to have much worke to doe, when the power of working is almost done. When wee are come to the very last cast, our strength is gone▪ our spirits cleane spent, our senses appalled, and the powers of our Soules as numbe as our senses: when there is a generall prostration of all our powers, and the shadow of death upon our eyes: then something wee would say or doe, which should doe our Soules good. But alas! How should it then bee?
3. When the spirituall Physition powres the baulme of mercy, and oyle of comfort into a wounded conscience:
1. Too soone. The Oportet Dei sacerdotem non obsequijs decipientibus fa [...]ere, sed remedijs salutaribus providere. Imperitus est medicus, qui tumentes vulnerum sinus manu parcente contrecta [...]; & in altis recessibus viscerum virus inclusum, dum servat, exaggerat. Aper [...]endum vulnus est, & secandum; & putaminibus amputatis m [...]delâ sortiore curandum. Vociseretur, & clamet, lic [...]t; & conqueratur aeger impatiens per dolorem; gratias agit postmodum; cum senserit sanitatem. Cyprian de Lapsis. Medicus crudelit est, qui exaudit hominem, & parcit vulneri & putredini. August. in Psal. 34. Soothing Preachers are like unskilfull chirurgions, who softly touch the wound on the outside, thereby making it to fester the more dangerously in the inside. Who observeth not, that the smooth tongue of the Preacher maketh an impostumed heart of the Hearer? Squire in his Assize Sermon▪ pag. 12. out of Cyprian. Surgeon, that heales up a dangerous Sore, and drawes a skinne over it, before His corrosives have consumed the dead flesh, before Hee hath opened it with his Tents, ransackt it to the roote, and rent out the Core, is so farre from pleasuring, that hee procures a great deale of misery to His Patient. For the rotten matter that remaines behind, will in the meane time rankle and fester underneath, and at length breake out againe, perhaps, both with more extremity of anguish, and difficulty of cure. They are but Mountebankes, as they call them, Smatterers in Physicke and Surgery; upon the matter, but plaine Cheaters and Couseners, who are so ready and resolute for The true Ministers of Christ never cure, and comfort the sicke hastily, as Wizards and Impostors doe. Greenham having to deale with divers humbled Consciences, Hee would mislike them, that would not abide to tarry the Lords leisure, but they must needs bee helped at once, even by and by as soone as they heard Him speake, or else they would then thinke farre worse of Him then ever before, notwithstanding the good opinion conceived of Him: For besides, Hee that beleeveth maketh not hast; This is a comming rather, as it were, to a Magitian (who by an incantation of words, makes silly soules looke for health) then to a Minister of God, &c. In His grave Counsels, and godly observations. pag. 5. extemporary, [Page 251] and palliate Cures. Sudden recoveries from rooted and old distempers, are rarely sound. If it be thus in bodily Cures; what a deale, doe you thinke, of extraordinary discretion, heavenly wisedome, precise and punctuall ponderation of circumstances, well-advised and seasonable leasure, both speculative and experimentall skill, heartiest ejaculations, wrastlings with God by Prayer for a blessing, is very convenient, and needfull for a true and right methode in healing a wounded conscience? Which doth passe immeasurably all other maladies, both in exquisitenesse of paine, tendernesse of touch, deceitfulnesse of Depth, and in highest and greatest consequence, either for the everlasting health, or endlesse horrour of an immortall Soule.
Hence it was, that that Greenham in His Treatise for an afflicted Conscience▪ pag. 136. One of a thousand, and learned Doctour in this heavenly Mystery, did so farre differ from all Dawbers with untempered Mortar, and the ordinary undoing-courses in this kind:
But now comming to the salving of this Sore, saith Hee, I shall seeme very strange in my cure: and so much the more bee wondred at, by how much in manner of proceeding I differ from the most sort of men herein. I am not ignorant, that many visiting afflicted consciences, cry still; Oh comfort them! O speake ioyfull things unto them! Yea, there bee some, and those of the most learned, who in such Cases, are full of these and such like speeches. Why are you so heavy, my Brother? Why are you so cast downe, my Sister? Bee of good cheare: Take it not so grievously. What is there that you should feare? God is mercifull, Christ is a Saviour. These bee speeches of love indeed: but they often doe the poore soules as much good herein, as if they should powre cold water into their bosomes; when as without further searching of their Sores, they may as well minister a Malady, as a Medicine. For as nutritive and cordiall medicines are not good for every sicke Person, especially when the Body needeth rather a strong Purgation, then a matter restorative; and as in [Page 252] carnative medicines may for a time allay the paine of the Patient, but after, the griefe becommeth more grievous: So the comfortable applying of Gods promises are not so profitable for every One that is humbled, especially when their Soules are rather further to be cast downe, then as yet to bee raised up: so those sugred consolations may for a while over-heale the conscience, and abate some present griefe; but so, as afterwards the smart may bee the sorer, and the griefe may grow the greater: Hereof ensueth this effect, that comfort seemeth to cure for a while, but for want of wisedome in the right discerning of the cause, Men minister one Medicine for another; and so for want of skill, the latter fit grindeth sorer then the former. Calvine also, that For mine owne part, saith Hooker, I thinke Calvin incomparably the wisest man, that ever the French Church did enioy, since the houre it enioyed Him. In His Preface, pag. 3. Tho thousands were debters to Him, as touching Divine knowledge; yet hee to none, but onely to God, the Author of that most blessed Fountaine, the Booke of life, and of the admirable dexterity of wit, together with the helpes of other learning, which were his guides. Ibid. Wee should bee iniurious unto vertue it selfe, if wee did derogate from them, whom their industry hath made Great. Two things of principall moment there are, which have deservedly procured Him honour throughout the World: the one, His exceeding paines in composing the Institutions of Christian Religion; the other, His no lesse industrious travailes for exposition of holy Scripture. —In which two things whosoever they were, that after Him bestowed their labour, Hee gained the advantage of preiudice against them, if they gaine-said; and of glory above them, if they consented. Ibid. pag. 9. The more learned and holy any Divine is, the more heartily Hee subscribes to Paulus Thurias, his true censure of His Institution: Praeter Apostolicas, post Christi tempora, chartas, Huic peperereli [...]r [...]saeculae nulla parem. Besides the holy Writ, No booke is like to it. Or, No Age since Christ brought forth A booke of so great worth. No marvaile then, that a learned Bishop of London in Queene Elizabeths time, begun His Speech thus against a lewd fellow, which had railed against Calvin [...]: Quod dixisti in vir [...]m Dei, Calvinum, tuo sanguine non potet redimere, &c. great Pillar and glory of the Christian World for syncere and sound Orthodoxe doctrine, concurres in judgement with this blessed Man [Page 253] of God, and so, I doubt not, doe all the faithfull Ministers of Iesus Christ: Sit igitur hic primus poenit [...]tiae gradus, dum homines sentiunt, quàm gravitèr deliquerint: illic non statim curandus est doler, quemadmodum imposto [...]es deliniunt conscientias, ita ut sihi indulgeant, & se [...]allant ina [...]i [...]us blanditijs. Medicus enim non statim l [...]niet dolorem, sed videbit, quid magis expediat: fortè magis augebit, quia necessaria erit acrior purgatio. Sic etiam faciunt Prophetae Dei, quum vident trepidas conscientias, non statìm adhibēt blandas conso [...]tones, sed potiùs ostendunt non esse ludendum cum Deo, —& solicitant sponte currentes, ut sibi proponant terribile Dei iudicium, quò magis, ac magis humilientur. Calvin in Ioel, cap. 2. Let this bee the first degree of Repentance; when Men feele that they have been grievous offenders; and then the griefe is not to bee immediately cured; as Impostors deale flatteringly and nicely with Mens consciences, that they may favour themselves as much as may bee, and bee notably deceived with superficiall dawbing. The Physition will not forthwith asswage the paine, but will consider what may bee more expedient: Perhaps hee will increase it, because a sharper Purge will bee necessary. Even so doe the Prophets of God, when they see trembling Consciences, doe not presently apply sweet consolations; but rather tell them, that they must not dally with God; and stirre up those, who are so forward of their owne accord, that they would propose unto themselves the terrible iudgement of God, that they may yet bee more and more humbled.
Master Rogers of Dedham, Doctrine of Faith, pag. 108.109.110.111. Another excellent and skilfull Work-man in the great mystery of saving Soules, tells us truly; That the promise of salvation is not straight belonging to one terrified in conscience, but to one that is not onely terrified for His punishment, but is contrite-hearted for sinne, which is the worke of the Gospell. —Let not these bee weary of the yoke of God and the Law, and make over much haste out of this state, for so may they undoe themselves: For some withstanding their terrour, have withstood their salvation, &c. Even as an impatient Patient gets the Chirurgion to pull out the Tent and Corrosive, or p [...]ls it off himselfe as soone as it begins to smart a little, and so thinkes it is searcht enough, and now layes (saith Hee) on healing plaisters: But afterward breakes out againe worse then ever; whereas if the Corrosive had been let lie on, till it had eaten out the corruption indeed, then it might have been whole long agoe.
If Dawbers in this kind did rightly understand and acknowledge, or had ever had any experimentall feeling in their owne Soules of Christs Rule, and the Holy [Page 254] Ghosts method, which is first, To convince of sinne; to deject and humble in the sight of the Lord with apprehension, and sense of a most abominable and cursed state, before there follow a conviction of the righteousnesse of Christ to raise up; See Ioh. 16.8. or of the necessity of the worke of the spirit of bondage, to fit and prepare for Christ and comfort; I say then, they would not deale so ignorantly and overly in a matter of so deare and everlasting importance. They would not so hastily hand over-head, without all warrant and wisedome, without any further search, discovery or dejection, offer mercy, pardon, and all the promises to a man formerly wicked; onely for some faint and enforced confession of sinnes, or because now beeing overtaken by the evill day, Hee howles upon his bed, not for any true hatred of sinne, but for present smart, and expected horror, &c. But would labour to let the spirit of bondage have it's full work, and lay Him open more at large in the true colours of his skarlet sinnes; and not onely cause a bare confession of them, but such a conviction which may stop his mouth, that Hee hath not a word to speake, but trembles to see such a sinke, Sodom and Hell of sinne and abomination in Himselfe, &c. O how oft have I heard many a poore ignorant soule in the Day of sorrow, beeing mooved to humble Himselfe in the sight of the Lord, that Hee might lift Him up; first, to get His heart broken with the abhorred burden of all His sinnes, and then to bring it thus bleeding to the Throne of Grace, that Christ might binde it up; I say, beeing thus intreated: To answer, Yes, yes, with all my heart; I am sorry for my sinnes with all my heart; I trust in Iesus Christ with all my heart; and thus whatsoever you can counsell or advise, Hee doth it with all His heart: Whereas alas! Poore heart, as yet, His understanding is as darke, as darkenesse it selfe, in respect of any, I say not onely, saving knowledge, but almost of any knowledge at all; and his heart in respect [Page 255] of any true remorse, as hard as a Rocke of flint. Now those unskilfull Physitions of the Soule, who in this and the like cases, will needs without any more adoe, without any further illightning or labour, threape mercy and comfort upon them, are like those foolish sheapherds, as In his Expos. upon Psal. 32. pag. 5. Marbury calls them, who when they want skill to helpe their poore sheepe out of the ditch, are driven to play the miserable comforters, and to take some other indirect course (as many use to doe in such cases) to cut the sheepes throate in time, to make him Mans meate, lest it should bee said, Hee died in a Ditch. They are Desolators, not Consolators, as Austin somewhere calls them: Not sound Comforters, but true Cutthroates.
Besides that which I have said before, of the precedency of the working of the Law, and of the spirit of bondage, to make way for Christ; let mee further tell you upon this occasion, that it may appeare, that much more is to bee done herein, then is ordinarily imagined, before comfort may upon good ground, and seasonably bee applied to the Conscience awaked, what an excellent Divine, both for depth of learning, and height of holinesse, delivered somewhere in this Point to this purpose:
No man must thinke this strange, that God dealeth with men after this strange manner: as it were to kill them, before Hee make them alive; to let them passe through, or by, as it were, the gates of Hell, to Heaven; to suffer the spirit of bondage to put them into a feare, into a shaking, and trembling, &c. For Hee suffers those that are his, to bee terrified with this feare:
1. First, in respect of His owne glory; For the magnifying both of His iustice, and of His mercy:
1. Hee glorifies His iustice, when lessening, or altogether, for the time, abstracting all fight of mercy, Hee lets the Law, Sinne, Conscience, and Satan loose upon a Man, to have their course, and severall comminations; [Page 256] and sets the spirit of bondage on worke, &c. Thus, as in the great worke of As in the worke of Creation, so in the worke of Redemption, God would have the praise of all his attributes. Hee is much honoured, when they are acknowledged to bee in Him in highest perfection; and their infinitenesse and excellency admired and magnified. In the former, there appeareth gloriously His infinite Wisedome, Goodnes, Power, Iustice, Mercy, &c. [...]nd yet in the worke of Redemption, which was the greater, they seeme [...]o shine with more [...]eetnesse, amiable [...]sse, and excellency. [...] in it appeared all the treasures of wisedome and knowledge, &c. And in conveying it to the Church, first, His Wisedome there appeareth infinite wisedome, in finding out such a meanes for the redemption of Mākind, as no [...]eated understanding could possible imagine, or [...] of. Secondly, [...] immeasurably sweet and admirable, in not sparing His owne Sonne, the Sonne of His loue; that Hee might spare us, who had so grievously transgressed against Him. Thirdly, His Iustice in it's highest excellency; in spa [...]ing us, not to spare▪ His owne onely Sonne: laying, as it were, His head upon the blocke, and chopping it off; renting and [...]ea [...]ing that blessed Body, even as the Vaile of the Temple was rent, and making His Soule an Offering for sinne, &c. This was the perfection of Iustice. redemption, Hee would have the glory of His iustice appeare; so would Hee have it also in the application of our redemption, that iustice should not bee swallowed up of mercy: But even as the Woman, 2. King. 4. who had nothing to pay, was threatned by Creditours to take away her two sonnes, and put them in prison: so wee having nothing to pay, the Law is let loose upon us, to threaten imprisonment and damnation; to affright and terrifie: and all this, for the manifesting of His iustice. Furthermore, the Booke of God is full of terrible threatnings against sinners: Now shall all these bee to no purpose? The wicked are insensible of them; to them therefore in that respect, they are in vaine. Some there must needs bee, upon whom they must worke; Shall the Lion roare, saith the Prophet, and no man bee affraide? Sith then, they who should, will not; Some there bee who must tremble. This the Prophet excellently setteth [...]orth, Isai. 66.2. where the Lord sheweth, whom Hee will regard. But to this man will I looke, even to Him that is poore, and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my Word. Neither is it without good cause, that God dealeth thus with his owne in this manner, tho it bee sharpe in the experience. First, wee must feare, tremble, and bee humbled: and then wee shall receive a spirit not to feare againe.
2. His mercy also is thereby mightily magnified. Which would never bee so sweet, nor relish so well, nor bee so esteemed of us; if the awfull terrour of iustice had not formerly made us smart. A King sometimes doth not only suffer the Law to passe upon some grievous malefactor [Page 257] for high treason; but also causeth him to bee brought to the place of execution, yea, and lay downe his head upon the blocke, ere Hee pardon: and then mercy is mercy indeed, and A man, who otherwise would not cry, nor shed a teare for any thing; despiseth death, and would not feare to meete an host of men; I say, such an One, now having at the last instant a pardon brought from the King, it worketh wonderfully upon him, and will cause softnesse of heart, and teares to come many times, where nothing else could. Hee is so strucke with admiration of so great mercy, so sweet and seasonable in such an extremity, that Mee stands amazed, and knowes not what to say; but many times falles a weeping, partly for ioy of His deliverance; and partly also out of indignation against Himselfe, for His barbarous behaviour towards so pittiful a Prince. This was to bee seene in some great men, at the beginning of King Iames His Reigne, condemned for treason, and pardoned at the Blocke. melts the heart abundantly with amaz [...]m [...]nt and admiration of it. So God dealeth with us many times: Lets the Law loose against us, puts us in feare, casts us into Prison, and threatneth condemnation in Hell for ever; so that when mercy commeth to the Soul [...], beeing now lost in it selfe, and at the Pits brinke, it appeares to bee a wonderfull mercy, the riches of exceeding mercy, most seasonable, most Exaudime Domine, quoniam suavi [...] est misericordia tua: tantundem valet, ac si dixisset, I am noli differre exauditionem, in ta [...]t â tribulati [...]ne sun, ut suavis mihi sit misericordia tua. Ad hoc enim subvenire differebas, ut mibi dulce esset, quòd subveniebas. August. Concione 2. in Psal. 68. sweet, most ravishing. Why doe so many find no savour in the Gospell? Is it because there is no matter of sweetnesse or delight in it? No, it is because they have not tasted of, not been soundly toucht and terrified by the Law, and the spirit of bondage; They have not smarted, nor as yet been afflicted with a sense of the bitternesse of sinne, nor of iust punishment due unto the same. God therefore sends into our hearts the spirit of feare and bondage, to prepare us to rellish mercy: And then the spirit of adoption, not to feare againe. And thus by this order, the one is magnified, and highly esteemed, by the fore-going sense of the other.
2. Secondly, for our good; and that two waies: first, in Iustification: secondly, and in Sanctification.
1. For the first; wee are such strangers unto God, that wee will never come unto Him, till wee see no other remedy; being at the Pits brinke, ready to starue, hopelesse, &c. Wee see it in the prodigall Sonne: He would never thinke of any returne unto his Father, till all other helpes failed Him, money, friends, acquaintance, all sorts of food; Nay, if Hee might have fed upon huskes with the Swine, Hee would not have thought of returning, any more to his Father: This beeing denied him, the Text [Page 258] saith, Hee came to Himselfe: shewing us, that when Men runne on in sinfull courses, they are mad men, out of themselves; even as wee see th [...]se in Bedlam are beaten, kept under, den [...]ed comforts, till they come to themselves: And what faith Hee then? I will arise, and goe to my Father, and will say unto Him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and against Thee, &c. So it is with us, untill the Lord humble, and bring us low in our owne eyes, show us our misery and spirituall poverty, and that in us there is no good thing; that wee bee stript of all helpe [...], in, and without our selves; and see that wee must perish, unlesse wee beg His mercy; I say, untill then wee will not seeke his face and favour, nor have recourse to Iesus Christ, the rocke of our salvation. It is with us in this Case, Luke 8.43. as it was with the Women, whom Christ healed of the bloody issue. How long was it, ere shee came to Christ? She had been sicke twelve yeeres; She had spent all her living upon Physitions, neither could she bee healed of any. Now this extremity brought Her to Iesus Christ. This then is the meanes to bring to Christ: To bring us upon our knees, to drive us out of our selues, hopelesse, as low as may bee; To shew us, where helpe is onely to bee found, and make us runne unto it. The hunted Beast flies unto his Den: The Israelites being stung by fiery Serpents, made hast to the Brazen Serpent, a Type of Christ, for helpe: The Man-killer under the Law, chaced by the avenger of blood, ran [...]e a pace to the City of refuge. Ioab being pursued for his life, fled to the Tabernacle of the Lord, and laid fast hold upon the horne [...] of the Altar: A wounded man hies unto the Surgeon: Proportionably a poore Soule, broken and bruised with the insupportable burden of all his abominations, bleeding at heart-roote under sense of Divine wrath, by the cutting edge of the Sword of the Spirit, managed aright by some Masters of assemblies, chaced furiously by the Law, Sinne, Conscience, and Satan, sometimes even to the brinke of despaire, &c. will bee willing [Page 259] with a witnesse, to cast it selfe into the sweet compassionate inviting armes, and embracements of Iesus Christ, broken and bleeding upon the Crosse for our sinnes, and so bee made His, for ever.
2. For our sanctification also, it is good for us that the Comforters first worke bee, to worke feare in us. For wee are naturally so frozen in our dregs, that no fire in a manner will warme, or th [...]w us. Wee wallow in our owne blood, wee sticke fast in the mire of sinne up to the chinne, that wee cannot stirre. So that this feare is sent to pull us violently, as it were, from our corruptions; to make us holy, and looke unto our waies for the time to come. Now to effect this, sharpest things are best; as are the Law, and threatnings of condemnation, the opening of Hell, the racking of the conscience, and a sense of wrath present, and to come. So hard-hearted are wee by nature, being as the Children of the bond-woman, to whom violence must be used. Even as wee see a Man riding a young and wilde Horse to tame him; Hee will runne him against a wall, that hee may make him afraid, ride him in deepe and rough places; or if this will not doe, take him up to some high rocke, and bringing him to the brinke thereof, Hee threatneth to throw him downe headlong; maketh him shake and quake, whereby at last hee is tamed. So deales the Lord with us: Hee gives us a sight of sinne, and of the punishment due thereunto, a sense of wrath, setteth the conscience on fire, as it were; filleth the heart with feares, [...]orrours and dis-quietnesse; openeth Hell thus unto the Soule, brings us to the gates thereof, and threatneth to throw us in: And all this to make a man more holy, and Christus [...]o [...]ine instat [...]m terret comminatioue exclusionis è regn [...] coelorum. Nam qui nondùm conversi sunt, ad inferos, iam priui [...] detrudendi sunt, ad hoc ut inspectâ poenâ peccati, discant ab co abhorrere, quo tempore naturâ sese oblecta [...]. Rolloc in Iohan. cap. 3. pag. 133. hate sinne the more. The cure of the Stone in the heart, saith Dike of Repentance, cap. 2. another, speaking to the same purpose, is like that of the Stone in the Bladder: God must use a sharpe incision, and come with his pulling and [Page 260] plucking instruments, and rend the heart in pieces, ere that sinne can bee got out of it. — Even as in a lethargy it is needfull the Patient should bee cast into a burning Fever, because the senses are benummed, and this will wake them, and drie up the be [...]otting humours; so in our dead security before our conversion, God is faine to let the Law, Sinne, Conscience and Satan loose upon us; and to kindle the fire of Hell in our soules, that so we might be rouzed: Our sinnes sticke close unto us, as the Prisoners bolts, and wee are shut up under them, as in a strong Prison: And therefore unlesse, as once in Paul and Silas their case, an earthquake, so here there come a mighty heart-quake, violently breaking open the Prison doores, and shaking off our fetters, never shall wee get our liberty, &c.
Thus wee see, what a mighty Quando peccati, quod divinae legis est violatio, conse [...]ntia stimulamur, atque convincimur, intelligimusque nos per peccatum in execrationem, acerbissimum odium, gravissi [...]amque Divini numinis offensiontem, atque indignationem incurrisse, mercedemque atque stipendium, quod peccatum meretur, esse, ut non solùm omnibus calamitatibus at (que) miserijs [...]uins vitae, morbisque, & morte corporis affic [...]amur; verum etiam, ut damnati [...]e atque interitu sempiterno mulitemur: simul atque ex lege agnoscimus, nos per peccatum in [...]unc condemnator [...]m statum, quo nibiltetrius cogitari potest, pervenisse: toto pectore, totâ mente, toto corde animo que cohorremus, & contremiscimus, atque ita, ut casum nostrum salutariter doleamus, & ut nosmet nostri poeni [...]eat, Lex, efficit; impellítque ut peccatorum veniam, iustitiam, & vitam sempiternam, (quae ex lege adipisci non possumus) a Christo servatore tantùm, & per Christum expetamus & expectemus. Alex. Nowellus Inst. Christian. Pietatis De Legis usu. Hoc loco docent, Poenitentiam esse, quae ex peccatorum & irae divinae agnitione nascitur, quae per legem Dei primum dolores & terrorem conscientiae incutiat. Scilicet cum verbo Dei int [...]s argu untor peccata, & redditur mens malè conscia sibi, inquieta, praetrist [...]s, & desperabunda, cor anxium, confractum, & pavidum, ut homo per se nullâre prorsùs erigi possit, aut consolationem nancisci, sed totus afflictissimus est, spiritu deiecto ac trepidante, & ingenti [...]orrore concussus à conspectuirae Dei, &c. —Súnt que sic affectis divinae promissiones [...], &c. Harmon. Confess. p. 2. Bohaemica Confess. Art. 5. pag. 240. worke of the Law, and of the spirit of bondage there must bee, to prepare for Christ. And how requisite it is both for the glorifying of Gods justice and mercy; and also for the furtherance of our justification, and sanctification. For illustration of which Point, besides all that hath been said before, I have more willingly in this last Passage prest at large the authority of so great a Divine, (in which, I hope, I have not swarved from His sense) because Hee [Page 261] is without exception both for holinesse and learning: and so his sincere and orthodoxe judgement more currant and passable.
Ob. But hence, it may bee, some troubled Soule may take up a complaint, and say: Alas, if it bee thus, what shall I thinke of my selfe? I doe not remember, that ever I tasted so deepely of such terrours, and legall troubles, as you seeme to require: I have not been so humbled and terrified, nor had such experience of that state under the spirit of bondage, as you talke of, &c. And therefore you have cast scruples into my conscience, about the truth and soundnesse of my conversion.
Answ. I answer, in this worke of the spirit of bondage; in this Case of legall terrours, humiliations, and other preparative dispositions, wee doe not prescribe precisely just such a measure and quantitie: We doe not determine peremptorily upon such or such a degree, or height: Wee leave that to the Wisedome of our great Master in Heaven, the onely wise God, I grant, the Lord, who is the most free Agent, takes liberty, and workes as it pleaseth him; and there is ods, and difference for time, measure, and such things: but for the generall alwaies the same; by humbling first, then comforting, &c. Mast. Rogers of Dedbam Doctr. of Faith, pag. 63. who is a most free Agent. But sure wee are, a man must have so much, and in that measure, as to bring Him to Christ. It must make him weary of all his sinnes, and of Satans bondage wholly; willing to plucke out his right eye, and cut off his right hand, I meane, to part with his best-beloved bosome-lusts; to sell all, and not leave so much as an hoofe behind. It must bee so much, as to make him see his danger, and so hast to the Citie of Refuge, to bee sensible of his spirituall misery, that hee may heartily thirst for mercy; to finde himselfe lost and cast away in Himselfe, that Christ may bee All in All unto Him: And after must follow an hatred of all false and evill waies for the time to come; a thorow-change of former courses, company, conversation; and setting Himselfe in the way and practise of [...]obriety, honesty and holinesse. If thou hast had experience of these affections, and effects in thine owne soule, whatsoever the measure of [Page 256] the work of the spirit of bondage hath been in thee lesse or more; Thou art safe enough, and mayst goe on comfortably in the holy Path, without any discouragement, either from such pretended scruples in thy selfe, or any of Satans cruell cavils, and oppositions to the contrary.
Vpon this occasion, it will not bee here unseasonable, to tell you, How that Legall terrour, which God appoints to bee a preparative in his elect, for the spirit of adoption, and a true change, differs from that which is found in This Legall terror and spirit of feare, is but a common worke of the Spirit. Such an one, that unlesse more follow, it can afford us no comfort. [...] in N. T. est resipisientia quae fide est po [...]erior & salutaris. [...] verò est poenitentia, quae fide est prior, ideo (que) non semper salutaris. Vt docet exemplum Iudae, Matth. 27.3. Poenitétia dicitur m [...]rsus & vulnus, quod animli sauciat [...]tem contritio, qu [...] sisuerit t [...]istitia secundum Deum gignit [...] 2. Corinth. 7.10. Sin minus, i [...]er est ad maximum quodque scelus, & tandem ad desperationem; ut docet exempl [...]m tudae. Interim tamen per Catachresin. [...] pro [...] ponitur. Alsted. Theol. Polem. p. 4. De Poenitent. & Indulg. controv. 1. Aliens, and not attended with any such saving consequents: That every one, who hath had trouble of conscience for sinne, may clearely discerne, whether it hath brought Him to Christ, or left Him unconverted.
1. That happy Soule, which is under the terrifying hand of God, preparing by the worke of the spirit of bondage, for the entertainement of Christ, and a sound conversion upon that fearefull apprehension of Gods wrath, and strict visitation of his conscience for sinne, casts about for ease and reconcilement, onely by the blood of the Lord Iesus, and those Soule-healing promises in the Booke of life, with a resolute contempt of all other meanes and offers, for pacification: feeling now, and finding by experience, that no other way, no earthly thing, not this whole world, were it all dissolved into the most curious, and exquisite pleasures, that ever any carnall heart conceived, can any way asswage the least pang of his grieved spirit. Glad therefore is Hee to take counsel and advise, with any that is able, or likely to leade him by a wise and discreet hand to a well-grounded comfort and refreshment: And resolveth greedily, what-ever the prescription and direction bee, to give way unto it most willingly in his performance and practise. And the people asked him, saying, What shall wee doe then? Then came also Publicans to be baptized, and said unto Him, Master, what shall wee doe? [Page 257] And the Souldiers likewise demanded of him, saying, And what shall wee doe? Thus were Iohns hearers affected, Luk. 3.10, 12, 14. beeing afflicted with the piercing passages of Iohns thundring Sermon; Men and brethren what shall wee doe? say the Penitent Iewes, pricked in their hearts, Acts. 2.37. The Iaylour, Acts 16.30. came trembling, and fell downe before Paul and Silas, and said, Sirs, what must I doe to bee saved? As if they had said: Prescribe and enioyne what you will; bee it never so harsh and distastefull to flesh and blood, never so crosse and contrary to carnall reason, profit, pleasure, preferment, acceptation with the world, ease, liberty, life, &c. having warrant out of the Word, wee are resolved, and ready to doe it. Onely informe us first, how to partake, and bee assured of the person and passion of Iesus Christ; how to have the angry face of our blessed God, to whom wee have continued Rebels so long, turned into calmnesse and favour unto us. But now a Cast-away and Alien thus legally terrified, and under wrath for sinne, is never wont to come to this earnestnesse of care, eagernesse of resolution, stedfastnesse of endeavour, willingnesse upon any termes to abandon utterly all His old wayes, and to embrace new, strict and holy courses. These things appeare unto Him terrible Puritanicall, and intolerable. He commonly in such cases, hath recourse for ease and remedy to worldly comforts, and the arme of flesh. He labours to relieve his heavy heart, by a strong and serious casting his minde, and nestling his conceit upon his riches, gold, greatnesse, great friends, credit amongst Men, and such other transitory delights, and fading flowers of His fooles Paradise. For Hee is at a Point, and resolute with a sensuall impenitent obstinacy, not to passe forward thorow the Pangs of the New-birth by repentance and sanctification, into the holy Trade of new-obedience: lest Hee should, (as out of a foolish and phranticke basenesse, Hee is apt to feare) bee engaged and [Page 264] enchained, as it were, to too much stricknesse, precisenesse, holinesse of life, communion with Gods people, and opposition to good fellowship.
2. Hee, that is savingly-wounded with Legall terrour, is wont in cold blood, and being something come to Himselfe, to entertaine the very same conceit (or rather mingled with a great deale more reverence, affectionatenesse and love, as farre as the life of an immortall Soule doth surpasse in dearenesse and excellency the cure of a fraile and earthy body) of that Man of God, which by a right managing the edge of his spirituall sword, hath pierced his heart, scorched his conscience, and bruised his spirit; I say, the same in proportion, which a wise and thankefull Patient would have of that faithfull Surgeon, which hath seasonably and thorowly launced some deepe and dangerous Sore, which otherwise would have been his death. Vpon the search and discovery, Hee clearely sees and acknowledgeth, that had not that holy incision been made into his rotten and ulcerous heart, it had cost him the eternall life of his Soule. But now the Alien put out of his sensuall humour with horrour of conscience, is ordinarily transported with much ragefull discontentment, against the powerfull Ministery of Gods paineful Messengers, who put Him to such torture, by troubling Him for sinne, and frighting Him with Hell. And thereupon cries out against them, at least with secret indignation and fretting, as the Divels did against Christ: Why doe you thus torment us before the time?
3. Aliens in such cases entertaine no other thought, and cast about for no other comfort at all, but onely how they may recover their former quietnesse of mind, carnall ease, and freedome from present terrour. But hee that is fitting, by the spirit of bondage, for Faith, and the fellowship of the Saints, will never by any meanes, whatsoever come of Him, relapse to his wouted sensuall security. Nay, of the two, Hee will rather [Page 265] lie still upon the Racke, waiting for the Lord Iesus all the dayes of his life, then to returne any more unto foolishnesse, or hunt againe after any contentment in the miserable pleasures of good fellowship.
4. That Messenger, an Interpreter, Si adsit peccatori calamitate ali [...]u [...] presso, vel lethaliter aegrotanti minister Dei, annuncians [...]i voluntatem Dei, & exhortans adresipiscentiam & mutationem vitae in melius, cuiusmodi nunsius & interpres fidus voluntatis Dei est rarissi [...]us, qui indicet non Deo, sed homini aequitatem, sen rectitudinem illius nimirùm Dei, hoc est, iustissimam, & aequissimā gubernationē Dei, quâ ille erga omnes hominès, & inprimis afflictos utitur. Polan. in Ezech. cap. 20. One among a thousand, who in such a case can seasonably and soundly declare unto a savingly-wounded Soule His righteousnesse; assure Him, it was Christ Iesus onely businesse in comming from Heaven, to disburden all that labour, and are heavy laden; and ease such trembling hearts, &c. I say, such a blessed Man of God to such a broken heart, is for ever after most deare and welcome. His secte are beautifull in his eye, every time Hee comes neere Him. Comfort of so high a nature, in extremity of such horrible consequence, doth infinitely and endlesly endeare the delivered Soule to such an heavenly Doctour. But Aliens commonly make no great account of godly Ministers any longer, then they have present need of them, and that trouble of minde makes them Melancholike, and without mirth. They seeme to reverence them, while from their generall discourses of mercy, and Gods free grace, of mercifull invitations to Christ, and certainty of acceptation (if they will come in) &c. They sucke into their false hearts before the time, and truth of humiliation, some superficiall glimmerings, and flashes of comfort and cooling. But if once the heate of their guilty rage begin to asswage, and they find againe some ease from their former terrours, and wonted rellish in earthly delights, they turne such holy men out of their hearts, cast them out of their consciences, and hold no higher, or further conceit of them, then of other, and ordinary men; if they forbeare to persecute them with thoughts of disdaine and contempt.
5. The true Penitent, having smarted under the sense of divine wrath, and frighted with the flames of horrour for sinne, doth grow fearefull for ever after to offend, and with much gracious care dreads that consuming [Page 260] fire. But the Alien, while hee is upon the R [...]cke indeede, and hath the hainousnesse of his sinnes, and Hell freshly in His eie, will easily make many glorious protestations and promises, what a rare and resolute Convert Hee will become upon his recovery. But if once the storme bee over-blowne, Gods hand withdrawne, and his painefull conscience cast againe into a deade sleepe by the power, or rather poison of some sensuall receit, Hee performes just nothing: But like a filthy swine, wallowes againe in the mire and mud of earthlinesse and carnality, and againe with the beastly dog, returnes unto, and resumes his vomit.
6. Hee that hath savingly passed thorow the Pangs of such spirituall afflictions, is wont to bee very kindlily affected, most compassionate, and tender-hearted to others, afflicted with the same wofull terrours and troubles of conscience. A woman, which hath herselfe with extraordinary paine, tasted of that exquisite torture of child birth, is wont to bee more tenderly and mercifully disposed towards another in the like torment; then she, that never knew what that miserie meant: And is more ready, willing, and skillfull to relieve in such distresses. It is proportionably so in the present Case: But the Alien beeing tainted in some measure with the Divels hatefull disposition, is by the heate of his slavish horrour, rather enraged with malice, then resolved into mercy: Hee is rather tickled with a secret content, then touched with true commiseration, to see and heare of others plunged into the same gulphe of misery, and plagued like Himselfe. Hee is much troubled with his solenesse in suffering, and the singularity of any sorrowfull Accident. Companion-ship in crosses, doth something allay the discomforts of carnall men: So that sometimes they secretly, but very sinfully reioyce, (such is their dogged, Ex [...], asse. [...]us [...] & gaudio [...] lus; Cum [...] has: [...]. Tropto ed [...] latibus lae [...]antur, ad ipsum Diabolum accedunt: And they are as like [...] in this p [...]stilent property, as if Hee had spi [...] them out of his [...] oath. divelish disposition) even to see the hand of God upon their neighbours. Neither can hee in such extremeties minister any [Page 267] meanes of helpe, or true comfort at all, either by prayer, counsell, or any experimentall skill; because the evill spirit of his vexed conscience, was not driven away by any well-grounded application of Gods mercies, and Christs blood, but as Saules was, by Musicke, worldly mirth, carnall advise, Soule-slaying flatteries of Man-pleasing Ministers, plunging desperately into variety of sensuall pleasures, &c.
7. Hee, which after the boisterous tempest of Legall terrours, hath happily arrived at the Port of Peace; I meane, that blessed peace which passeth all understanding, made with God himselfe in the blood of his Son, enters presently thereupon into the good way, takes upon Him the yoke of Christ, and serues him afterward in holinesse and righteousnesse all the dayes of his life. And ordinarily His deeper humiliation, is an occasion of his more humble, precise, holy, and strickt walking, and of more watchfulnesse over his heart, and tendernesse of conscience, about lesser sinnes also; all occasions of scandall, appearances of evill, even aberrations in his best actions, & holiest duties, &c. But Aliens, whē once they bee taken off the Racke, and their torture determine, either become just the same men they were before; or else reforme onely some one, or other grosse sin, which stuckē most upon their consciences, but remaine unamended and unmortified in the rest: or else, which often comes to passe, grow a great deale worse. For they are, as it were, angry with God, that hee should give them a taste of Hell fire before their time; and therefore knowing their time but short, fall upon earthly delights more furiously, engrosse and graspe the pleasures of the World with more greedinesse and importunitie.
These things thus premised; I come to tell you, that for the rectifying of the fore-mentioned Errour, and prevention of the danger of dawbing and undoing for ever in a matter of so weighty importance, I would advise [Page 268] the Spirituall Physition, to labour with the utmost improovement of all his divine skill, heavenly wisedome, best experience, heartiest praiers, most piercing persuasions, prest out of the word for that purpose, wisely to worke, and watchfully to observe the season, when hee may, warrantably and upon good ground, apply unto the woundedst soule of his spiritually-sicke Patient assured comfort in the promises of life, and that soveraigne blood, which was spilt for broken hearts; and assure him in the Word of truth, that all those rich compassions, which lie within the compasse of that great Covenant of everlasting mercy and love, sealed with the painefull sufferings of the Sonne of God, belong unto Him. Which is then, when his troubled heart is soundly humbled under Gods mighty hand, and brought at length to, first, a truly penitent sight, sense, and hatred of all sinne: secondly, a sincere and unsatiable thirst after Iesus Christ, and righteousnesse both imputed, and inherent: thirdly, an unfained and un-reserved resolution of an universall New-obedience for the time to come, &c. Here I had purposed to have been large; but I am prevented by that which hath been said already: and therefore to avoide repetition, I must remit you to the consideration of those Legall and Evangelicall preparations for the entertainement of Christ and true comfort, which I handled before, which may give some good direction and satisfaction in the Point.
Yet take notice, that in the meane time before such fitnesse bee fully effectuated, I would have the Man of God ply his Patient with his best perswasions and Proofes, seasonably mingled with motives to humiliation, of the pardonablenesse of his sinnes, possibility of pardon, damnablenesse of despaire, danger of ease by outward mirth, &c. And to hold out to the eye of the troubled conscience, as a prize and Lure, as it were, the freenesse of Gods immeasurable mercy, the generall [Page 269] Offer of Iesus Christ without any exception of persons, times, or sinnes; the pretiousnesse and infallibilitie of the promises, in as faire and lovely a fashion, in as orient and alluring formes, as Hee can possibly. But it is One thing, to say; If these things bee so, I can assure you in the Word of life, of the promises of life, and already-reall right and interest to all the riches of Gods free grace, and glorious purchase of Christs meritorious blood: Another thing, to say; If you will suffer your understandings to bee illightened, your consciences to bee convinced, your hearts to be wounded with sight, sense, and horrour of sin; If you will come-in, and take Iesus Christ, His Person, his Passion, his yoke; If you will entertaine these and these affections, longings, and resolutions, &c. Then most certainely our mercifull Lord will crowne your truly humbled soules with his dearest compassions, and freest love.
Lastly, bee informed, that when all is done, I meane, when the Men of God have their desire; That the Patient in their perswasion is soundly wrought upon, and professeth understandingly and feelingly, and as they verily thinke from His heart; first, that Hee is heavy laden with the grievous burden of all His sinnes; secondly, That Hee is come by his present spirituall terrour and trouble of minde, to that resolution, to doe any thing; which wee find the Hearers of Iohn and Peter, Luk. 3. Act. 2. Thirdly, That Hee most highly prizeth Iesus Christ farre above the riches, pleasures, and glory of the whole earth; thirsts, and longs for Him infinitely. Fourthly, That Hee is most willing to sell all: To part with all sinne, with His right eye, and right hand, those lusts and delights which stucke closest to His bosome; Not to leave so much as an hoofe behind. Fifthly, That hee is content with all his heart to take Christ, as well for a Lord and Husband to serue, love, and obey Him; as for a Saviour to deliver Him from the miseries of sinne. To take upon Him His yoke: To [Page 270] enter into the narrow way, and walke in the holy Path: To associate Himselfe to that sect, which is so spoken against everywhere, &c. I say, when it is thus with the afflicted Party, and most happy is Hee, when it is thus with Him; yet notwithstanding, because God alone is the Searcher of the heart, and the heart of Man is deceitfull above all things, wee can assure mercy and pardon, but onely conditionally, (Tho by the mercy of God, wee doe it many and many times with strong and undeceiving confidence). Wee must ever adde either expressedly, or impliedly, such formes of speech as these: If all this which you professe bee in truth; If you bee thus resolved indeed; If these things bee so as you have said, &c. Why, then wee assure you in the word of life and truth, your Case is comfortable; you may sweetly repose your troubled, and truly-humbled soule upon Iesus Christ, as your wisedome, righteousnes, sanctification and redemption; upon all the Promises of life, Gods free grace, &c. as truly belonging unto you, and certainely yours for ever.
Heare two Master Builders upon the matter, confirming the present Point.
1. Doctor Vsher in his Answer to a Iesuites chalenge. Of the Priests power to forgive sinnes, pag. 144. To think that it lyeth in the power of any Priest truly to absolve a man frō his sins, without implying the condition of his believing and repenting, as he ought to doe, is both presumption and madnesse in the highest degree.
2. Buckler of the Faith. By Peter de Mou [...] against Armo [...]z the Iesuite. Of A [...]ticular confession, pag. 390. In the Pardon, whereby a Priest By pardoning here, understand not any soveraignty of remitting sinnes: wee leave that errour to the Luciferian pride of that Man of sinne, who exalteth himselfe above all that is called God. Whom if wee follow, wee must say, that in this high Priest there is the fulnesse of all graces; because Hee alone giveth a full indulgence of all sinnes: that that may agree unto Him, which wee say of the chiefe Prince our Lord, that of his fulnesse all wee have received. Oportet dicere, in summo Pontifice esse plenis [...]d [...]e [...] omnium, gratiarum; quia ipse solus confert plenam indulgentiam omnium peccatorum: ut competat sibi, quod de primo principe Domino dicimus; quia de plenitudine [...]i [...]s [...]os omnes a [...]epimus. De regimine Principum, Lib. 3. cap. 10. inter Opuscula Thomae, num. 10. Nay, wee must acknowledge, that the meanest in the whole army of Priests, that followe [...] this King of pride, hath such fulnesse of power derived unto him, for the opening and shutting of heaven before men: that forgivenesse is denied to them, whom the Priest will not forgive. Negatur remissio illis, quibus noluerint Sacerdotes remittere. Bellarm. de Poenitent. lib. 3. cap. 2. I say then, by pardoning, wee must not understand any soveraignty of remitting sinnes: but a declaring and shewing to the true Repentant, that they are pardoned, ministerially onely. To which truth, it is so mighty, even some Popish writers subscribe. God, saith Lombard, the Father of the Romish Schoole, hath given power to Priests to binde and unbinde, that is, to shew, that men are bound or unbound. Deus Sacerdotibus tribuit potestatem solvendi & ligandi, id est, osten dendi homines esse ligato [...] [...] solutos. Lib. 4. distinct. 18. litera F. whom a great number of Schoole-men follow, In [...] Sent. Dist. 18. Nay, our Polemicall Divines proove it to bee publikely taught from [...] time of Satans loosing, untill his binding againe, by the restoring of the purity of the Gospell in our dayes. For this purpose, these are their Authors: Radulphus Ardens; The power, saith Hee, of releasing sinnes belongeth to God alone: but the ministry (which improperly is called a power) Hee hath granted to His substitutes, who after this manner doe binde and absolve, that i [...] to say, doe declare that men are bound, or absolved. [...]ot [...]stas peccata relaxandi solius Dei est. Ministerium verò, quod impropriè etiam Potestas vocatur, vicarijs suis concessit; qui modo suo ligant vel absolvunt, id est, liga [...]os, vel solutos esse oftendunt. Hom. Dominic. 1. post Pascha. Both the Anselmes, ours of Canterbury, the other of Laon in France, in their Expositions upon Matth. 9. Iuo Bishop of Chartres, Epist. 228. Hugo Cardinalis, in Luc. 5. & Matth. 16. Allissiodorensis, lib. 4. De generali usu Clavium. Alex. Halensis, Sum. Part 4. Q. 21. Membr. 1. Bonavent. in 4. Dist. 18. Art. 2. Quaest. 1.2. Ockam. in 4. Sent. Quaest. 9. Lit. Q. Argentin. in 4. Sent. Dist. 18 art. 3. Michael de Bononiâ in Psal. 29. &c 31. Bie [...] in 4 Sent. Dist. 14. q. 2. & dist. 18. q. 1. Major in 4. Sent. Dist. 18. q. 1. & Dist. 14. q. 2. Cond. 3. Hadrian in Quodlibetic q. 5. art. 3. and others. How rotten and ridiculous then is that impudency of Suarez. [...] sontentia magistri salsa est, & iam hoc tempore er [...]onea. in Thom. Tom. 4. Disp. 19. Sect. 2. Num. 4. pardoneth a sinner for an offence by Him committed against God, there are two things to bee considered: One, that there is [Page 271] no pardon, if the sinner doth not earnestly repent; The other, that hee himselfe which pardoneth, hath need of pardon. Of these two Points, the first is the cause, that the Priests pardon is conditionall, because Hee knoweth not the heart; The other is a cause, that the Priest should consider of himselfe, that hee is rather a Delinquet, then a Iudge: and to teach him to feare, lest that after hee hath pardoned others, Hee himselfe may not obtaine pardon. It is a thing certaine, that if a sinner seriously converting▪ and beleeving in Iesus Christ, cannot obtaine absolution of his Pastor which is passionate, or badly informed of the truth; God will pardon him. On the contrary, if a Pastor that is indulgent, an winketh at vices, or that is deceived by appearance of repentance, absolveth an hypocriticall sinner, and receiveth him into the communion of the faithfull, that [...]ypocriticall sinner remaineth bound before God, and shall bee punished notwithstanding. For God partaketh not with the errours of Pastors, neither regardeth their passions; nor can be hindred from doing iustice by their ignorance.
[Page 272]3. Let mee adde Neque enim praeiudicamus Domino iudicatur [...], quò minùs si poenitenti [...]m ple [...]am & iustam peccatoris invenerit, tunc ratum faciat, quod à nobis fuerit hic statutum. Si verò nos aliquis poenitentiae simulatione deluserit; Deus, qui non deridetur, & qui cor hominis intuetur, de his qua nos minùs perspe [...]imus indicet, & servorum sententiam Dominus [...]ē det. Ad Antonianum. epist. 2. lib. 4. Cyprian, who at the first rising of the Novatian heresie, wrote thus to Antonianus: We doe not preiudice the Lord that is to iudge; But that hee, if Hee finde the repentance of the sinner to bee full, and iust, hee may then ratifie that, which shall bee here ordained by us: But if any one doe deceive us with the semblance of repentance, God (who is not mocked, and who beholdeth the heart of man) may iudge of those things, which wee did not well discerne, and the Lord may amend the sentence of his servants.
Neither let this Truth; to wit, that our assuring of mercy and pardon must bee conditionall, upon such like termes as these; If thou doest beleeve, and repent as thou oughtest to doe; If these things bee in truth as you promise and professe, &c. discourage, or trouble any that are true of heart: For it should not prejudice, or hinder their application of the promises, taking Christ as their owne assurance of mercy and comfort: because they are conscious to themselves of the syncerity of their owne hearts. And therefore Doctor Vsher, in His Answer to a Iesuites Chalenge, pag. 137. Looke how the Prophet Esay was comforted, when the Angell said unto Him; Esay. 6.7. Thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sinne purged; and the poore Woman in the Gospell, when Iesus said unto Her, Luk. 7.48. Thy sinnes are forgiven: The like consolation doth the distressed sinner receive from the mouth of the Minister, when hee hath compared the truth of Gods Word faithfully delivered by Him, with the worke of Gods grace in His owne heart. According to that of Elibu: Iob 33.23.24. If there bee an Angell, or a Messenger with him, an Interpreter, One of a thousand, to declare unto man his righteousnesse; then will God have mercy upon Him, and say, Deliver him from going downe to the pit, I have received a reconciliation.
2. Too much. A little Aqua vita may happily revive and refresh the fainting spirits of a swouning Man; but too much would kill. A spoone-full of Cinnamon-water mingled with twelve spoone-fulls of Spring-water, [Page 273] and one spoonefull of Rose-water, &c. may bee soveraigne against the sinking of the heart; But poure at once a Pint into the Stomack, and it might unhappily choake the naturall heate, waste the Radicall moysture, and burne up a Mans Bowels. Mercy being wisely administred in the right season, and mingled with convenient Counsels and Caveats, may, by Gods blessing, binde up a broken heart with a leasurable and kindly Cure; It may mollifie in the meane time with an healing and heavenly heate, the smarting anguish of a wounded conscience; and at length seasonably close it up with sound and lasting comfort: But poured out hand over head by an unsteady, and in-discreet hand, It may by accident, dangerously dry up penitent teares too soone, and stifle the worke of the spirit of Bondage in the beginning.
But here let none either out of ignorance or malice mistake, or bee troubled with this Too much: The same Phrase in the same sense is to be found in The comfort which is ministred to the part [...] in distresse, must bee allayed with some mixture of the Law; that is to say: The Promise alone must not bee applyed, but withall mention is to bee made of the sinnes of the Party, and of the grievous punishments due unto Him for the same. The reason is, because there is much guile in the heart of Man; insomuch, as oftentimes it falleth out, that men not thorowly humbled, beeing comforted, either too soone, or too much, doe afterward become the worst of all. In this respect, not unlike to the iron, which beeing cast into the fire vehemently hot, and coold againe, is much more hard then it would have been, if the heate had been moderate. And hence it is, that in the ministring of comfort, wee must something keepe them downe, and bring them on by little and little to repentance. The sweetnesse of comfort is the greater, if it bee allaied with some tartnesse of the Law. Cases of Conscience, Lib. 1. Cap. 7. Sect. 5. Here remember by the way, that the comforts ministred usually and ordinarily, must not goe alone, but bee mingled and tempered with some terrours of the Law, &c.—The ministring of comfort in this distresse would not bee direct and present, but by certaine steps and degrees: Except only in the Point of death: for then a directer course must be used. I [...]id. Cap. 11. Sect. 1. Master Perkins, a great Master in the deepe mystery of dealing with afflicted consciences. For wee must know, that Too much, is by no meanes to bee meant of any wayes restraining, or confining the infinitenesse of Gods mercy. It were execrable blasphemy to dis-roabe Gods most glorious Attribute of it's immensity: but in respect of not mingling some Coolers and Caveats to [Page 274] keepe from presumption: as shall appeare in the ensuing Counsells, I shall commend for that purpose.
Vpon this ground, I reason thus:
A man may presse, and apply Gods justice, and the terrours of the Law Too much; therefore also mercy, and the comforts of the Gospell, too much. The consequent is cleare. For as the former may plunge into the Gulphe of despaire; so the other may cast upon the Rocke of presumption: Nay, it is more then un-answerably strong; Because wee are farre readier to apprehend, and apply unto our selves mercy, then judgement. And thousands are endlesly overthrowne thorow presumption, for one by despaire.
And the Antecedent who will deny? It is rather so preposterously applauded and prest; that most, if a Minister, even with his best discretion, reveale the whole Counsell of God, and tell them; That none shalbee refreshed by Christ, but onely those who labour and are heavy laden; Matth. 11.28. That they must humble themselves in the sight of the Lord, Iames 4.10. Prov. 28.13. if they would have him to lift them up: That none shall have mercy, but such as confesse and forsake their sinnes: That the meere ciuill man, and lukewarme formall Professour, Heb. 12.14. Revel. 3.19. without holinesse and zeale, can never bee saved: That all the wicked shalbee turned into Hell, Psal. 9.17. &c. In a word, if Hee take the right course to bring men from darkenesse to light, from Satan to the living God; by first wounding with the Law, before Hee heale with the Gospell; I say, the most in this Case, are ready to cry out, and complaine, that hee throwes wildfire, Brimstone and Gunpowder into the consciences of men.
Conceive therefore, I pray you;
That there is in God; first, His justice; and secondly, His mercy, both infinite and equall. Onely in regard of Man there is an inequality; For God may bee said, to bee more mercifull unto them that are saved, then just to them that are damned: For of damnation the [Page 275] just cause is in Man; but of salvation, it is wholly from grace. Proprietates Dei essentiales sunt realitèr ip samet Dei essentia, & nec ab essentiâ Dei, nec inter se reipsâ differunt: Non ab essentiâ, quia sic sunt in essentiâ, ut sint ipsa essentia: Non inter se, quia quicquid in Deo est, unum est: à primâ autem unitate omnis prorsus differentia, omnisque numerus abesse debet. Polan. Syntag. Theol. Lib. 2. Cap. 7. In Himselfe and originally, they are both equal, and so are all his Attributes: But in respect of the Proprietates Dei [...] sunt aequales, [...] inaequales. Alsted. Theol. Didactico Scholast. Sect. 1. Cap. 15. exercise, and expression upon His creatures, and abroad in the world, there is some difference. But for my purpose, and our Ministeriall emploiment and Commission, take notice;
That as the revealed effects of Gods mercy, are love, tender-heartednesse, compassion; His owne deare Sons pretious hearts-blood, pardon of sinnes, peace of conscience, unspeakeable and glorious joy thereupon, Evangelicall pleasures, comfortable presence of the Spirit even in this life, and in the other World pleasures infinitely moe then the Starres of the firmament in number, even for ever and ever: And all these vpon all true Penitents.
So the revealed effects of His Iustice are indignation and wrath, tribulation and anguish; that Sword, which will devoure flesh; those arrowes, that drinke blood; that fiery anger, which will burne unto the lowest Hell, and set on fire the foundations of the Mountaines; That comming against, which is with fire and charets like a whirlewinde, to render anger with fury, and rebuke with flames of fire; that meeting which is, as of a Beare bereaved of her whelps, to rent the cau [...]e of the heart, and devoure like a Lyon, &c. All plagues with the extremity, temporall, spirituall, eternall, all the curses in this Booke of His, all the torments in Hell, to the utmost sparke of those infernall flames; And all these, upon all impenitent sinners. Now God will bee glorified both waies, and by them both:
Give us leave then, to give them both their due:
Wee are most willing, and ready, as our great Now wee his Ministers, His Almoners to distribute his comforts, even as many, as bee in the Scripture, dare not lavish them out, and promise them to such lazy indifferents as these: But if wee see any ready to faint for want, saying, Give mee drinke, or else I die; then wee reach the cup of salvation to him, and bid him drinke of it: neither dare wee to give it to any other. Rogers of Dedham, Doctr. of Faith, pag. 186. Master [Page 276] in Heaven would have us, Isa. 40.1.2. and our blessed Saviour by his example doth teach us; Luk. 4.18. To convey by our Ministry into every truly-broken heart, and bleeding Soule, the warmest bloud that ever heated Christs tender heart; and to keepe backe from the true Penitent, not any one graine of that immeasurable Mine, of all the rich mercies purchased with that pretious blood.
Bee content therefore on the otherside, that wee open the Armory of Gods justice, and reveale his wrath from heaven against all ungodlinesse and unrighteousnesse of Men; That indignation and wrath, Tribulation and anguish, shalbe upon every soule of man that doth evill, &c. As wee are ever ready to binde vp the bruised spirit with the softest oyle of Gods sweetest mercy: So let us, I pray you, have leave, in the equity of a just and holy proportion, to wound with the Hammer of the Law, the ha [...]ry Pate of every One that goes on in His sinne.
Let us deale faithfully even with▪ wicked men, lest wee answere for the blood of their soules, By telling them; That, as certainely as all the glorious comforts, and blessed consequents of Gods infinite mercy shall crowne the heart and heade of every true-hearted Nathanael for ever: so all the dreadfull effects of his angry Iustice will at length seize upon the Soules, and confound the consciences of all un-holy men with extremest severity, and terrour.
Let it bee thus then, and let our Ministeriall dispensation bee in this manner: If thou bee an impenitent Person; I would tell Thee, That the vtmost wrath of God, vnquenchable and everlasting vengeance, all earthly and infernall plagues, are thy certaine Portion: But I would mollify and sweeten the bitternesse of this sentence, with assurance of mercy upon Repentance, to prevent the assaults of despaire.
On the other side, If the Ministry of the Word hath [Page 277] wrought upon Thee effectually; and now thy truly-humbled soule thirsts after Christ with a syncere hatred and opposition against all sinne; I would assure thy troubled and trembling heart in the Word of life and truth, of all those most pretious blessings and sweetest comforts, which the Booke of God doth promise, and the blood of Christ hath bought: But withall I would commend unto thee some Coolers and Counterpoisons against presumption, and falling to Pharisaisme.
For which purpose, and for prevention of danger, and spirituall undoing by unskilfull, and undiscreet dawbing in the Case proposed; I come now to tender such Counsels and Caveats as these, or the like, which the faithfull Physition of the Soule according to occasions, circumstances, and present exigents, may thinke fit to bee mingled with administration of mercy, and wisely propounded to the afflicted Party.
It may not proove unseasonable to speake thus, or in some such manner, to thy spirituall Patient.
1. If these things bee truly and soundly so: If thou finde and feele indeed such a mollified and melting spirit, such broken and bleeding affections in thy bosome; Thou art certainely blessed. If that sorrowfull soule of thine doth renounce from the very heart-roote, with speciall distaste and detestation all manner of sinne; insatiably thirst after righteousnesse; unfainedly resolve, for the short remainder of a few and evill dayes, to bend it selfe towards heaven in all New-obedience; I say, if this bee syncerely, the holy disposition and resolution of thine heavy heart, notwithstanding all thy present terrour and trouble of minde, Thou art truly and everlastingly happy. Onely take notice (lest my ministring of mercy bee mistaken, or thy conceiving of comfort mis-carry) that the heart of man is deceitfull above all things. A bottomlesse depth it is of Falshoods, dissemblings, hypocrisies. An endlesse Maze of windings, turnings, and hidden passages. No eye can search [Page 278] and see it's center and secrets, but that All-seeing One alone, which is ten thousand times brighter then the Sun; to which the darkest Nooke of Hell is as the Noone-day. And therefore not I, nor any man alive, can promise pardon, or apply the promises, but conditionally, upon supposition: If these things bee so, and so, as thou hast said. And the syncerity of thy heart, and truth of these hopefull protestations, which wee now heare from thee in this extremity; (and I must tell thee by the way, such like may be enforced by the slavish sting of present terrour, not fairely and freely flow from a true touch of conscience for sinne; I say, this may bee, tho I hope better things of Thee). The truth, as I said, both of thy heart, and these affectionate promises, will appeare, when the storme is over, and this dismall tempest, which hath over-cast and shaken thy spirit with extraordinary feare, and astonishment, is overblowne. Thy course of life to come, will proove a true Touch-stone, to try, whether this bee the kindly travaile of the New-birth; or onely a temporary taking-on during the fit, by reason of the uncouthnesse, and exquisitenesse of this invisible spirituall torture, without true turning to Iesus Christ. If when the now-troubled powers of thy soule, which the wound of thy conscience hath cast into much distracted and uncomfortable confusion, shall recover their wonted calmenes and quiet, thou turne unto thine old bias, humour, company and conversation; it will then bee more then manifest, that this Furnace of terrour and temptation, wherein thou now lies and languishes, was so far from working thine heart to heavenlinesse and grace, that it hath hammered it to more hardnesse and ungraciousnesse: from purging and refining; that it hath occasioned more earthlinesse, epicurisme and raging affections in sensuality and sinfull pleasures. But if, when thou art up againe, and raised by Gods mercifull hand out of the Depth of this spirituall distresse, into which the horrible [Page 279] sight, and heavy waight of thy sinnes have sunke thee; if then thou expresse, and testifie thy true-heartednesse in these present solemne protestations made now, as it were, in thy hot blood; I meane, of thy hatred against sinne, by an earnest opposition, watchfulnesse, and striving against all, especially that, which in thine unregenerate time stucke closest to thy bosome: of thine hunger and thirst after a comfortable fruition of Gods face and favour, by a conscionable and constant pursuit, and exercise of all good meanes and opportunities, of all his blessed ordinances, appointed and sanctified for groath in grace, and bringing us nearer unto Him: of thy future New-obedience, and Christian walking, by plying industriously, and fruitfully with thy best endeavour, and utmost ability, those three glorious workes of Christianity; Preservation of purity in thine owne Soule and Body: righteous dealing with all thou hast to doe-with: Holy carriage towards God in all religious duties. Tit. 2.11▪ 12. In a word, by denying ungodlinesse and worldly lusts, and living soberly, righteously, and godlily in this present world, of which the grace of God teacheth every true Convert to make Conscience. I say, if upon thy recovery, this bee thy course; Thou art certainely New-created. Such blessed behaviour as this, will infallibly evidence, these present terrours to have been the Pangs of thy New-birth, and thy happy translation from death to life, from the vanity and folly of sin into the light and liberty of Gods Children.
2. Secondly, Zech. 13.1. say unto Him: When once that blessed Fountaine of Soule-saving blood is opened upon thy Soule, in the side of the Sonne of God, by the hand of Faith for sinne and for uncleannesse; then also must a Counter-spring, as it were, of repentant teares bee opened in thine humbled heart, which must not be dried up untill thy As concerning sorrow, seeing the causes still remaine, namely, corruption and affliction; therefore this sorrow must continue to our lives end: Tho in a different manner; now mingled with comfort; whereas the former before Faith could have none. Whereas on the other side, the sorrow that quite drieth up, was never sound, as it is to bee seene in many, who beeing once deepely afflicted, and in great heavinesse for their miserable state, afterward comming to some comfort, are growne so secure and senselesse, that having no true griefe, or remorse for their daily corruptions, content themselves, that they were once cast downe: whose lives, as they bee foule, and full of blots; so their ends bee oft fearefull; either senselesse or uncomfortable: so dangerous is it to quench the spirit in any pat. Culverwell in his Treat [...]se of Faith, pag. 46.47. Certum est sine sensu peccati & miseriae primùm, deinde [...]iberationis in Christo Iesu [...] eadem illá miseriá, nullam in Christo esse veram consolationem. Nos quidem hodierno die expectamus non primumillum, sed secundum Christi adventum. Vt igitur eum cum aliquâ consolatione expectemus, danda nobis opera est in totâ vitâ, ut magis magis (que) in sensu peccati, & miseriae nostrae proficiamus: alioqui pro [...]ectò tantum aberit, ab eo, ut cum consolatione & gaudio [...]um Christi adventum expectemus, ut è contrà cum horroribus a [...]i [...]i & conscientiae n [...]n tam expectemus illum diem, quàm eum aversemur, Rolloc. in Iohan▪ pag. 346. Perpetuò resipiscamus; In perpetuâ luctâ & perpetuâ resipiscentiâ simus. Idem. Ibid. pag▪ 337. Some are onely slightly humbled, and having got comfort, are never more grieved: whereas a true Beleever, even after Faith, grieves still for his daily sinnes: but these thinke it enough that they were once grieved; and therefore now grieve no more for their foule sinnes. Rogers of Dedham. Doctr. of Faith, pag. 367. Cum sèmper nobis agnoscenda sint peccata nostra, & credendum, quòd remittantu [...] nobis peccat [...] propter. Christum, sen [...]imus semper etiam in h [...]c vitâ nobis agendam esse poenitentia [...]. Harmon. Confess. p. 2. Wirtenbergica, Confess. de poenit. pag. 153. Wee are to note, that repentance is a continuall course of sorrow; and if wee have this in truth, then may wee boldly seeke for comfort out of Gods Word, and from His Ministers, and looke what comfort they give us on Earth, the same shall bee sealed also in Heaven. Wherefore as it is requisite continually to till the ground, if wee will have fruit; and daily to eate, if wee will live: so in spirituall things, wee must bee humbled with continuall sorrow, that wee may bee refreshed with daily comfort in Christ. Greenham, Serm. 7. Of Repentance. I the rather quote these Divines for this Point; to oppose the wicked and ignorant folly of some ill-tong'd Anti-nomists, and other peevish and proud Phantasticks. dying Day. This is my meaning; [Page 280] (for every Christian hath not teares at command: the heart sometimes may bleed, when the eyes are dry). Thou must bee content to continue the current of thy godly sorrow upon that abominable Sinke and Sodom of all the lusts, vanities and villanies of thy darke and damned time; and also upon those frailties, infirmities, imperfections, defects, relapses, back-slidings, which may accompany thy regenerate state; even untill that body of sinne, which thou carries about Thee, bee dissolved by the stroke of death. As concerning thine old sinnes, and those that are past, it is not enough that now the fresh horrour of them, and those grissely affrighting formes, wherein they have appeared to the eye of thy wounded conscience, have wrought upon thy heart, by Gods blessing▪ some softnesse, heart-rising, [Page 281] remorse and hatred: But thou must many and many a time hereafter, in the extraordinary exercises of renued repentance, presse thy penitent spirit to bleede afresh within thee, and [...]. Sam. 7.6. Hauserunt aquas è pu [...]eo cordis sui, & abundè lachrymati sunt coram▪ Domino, resipiscentes. Chald. Paraph. draw water againe out of the bottome of thy broken heart with those Israelites, and poure it out before the Lord in abundāce of bitter teares, for thy never sufficiently sorrowed-for abominations and rebellions, against so blessed and bountifull a God. Now the solemne times and occasions, when wee are called to this renued Repentance, are such as these:
1. When wee are to performe some speciall services unto God; because then out of a godly jealousie wee may feare, lest the face and favour of God, the love and light of His countenance may not lie so open unto us, by reason of the cloudy interposition of our former sinnes. 2. When wee seeke for any speciall blessing at Gods mercifull hands; because then out of a gracious feare we may suspect, that our old sinnes may intrude; and labour to intercept and divert from our longing Soules, the sweet and comfortable influences of the Throne of grace. It may seeme that David in the current of his prayer, saw His old sinnes charge upon Him, and therefore cries out by the way; Remember not the sinnes of my youth. 3. In the time of some great affliction, and remarkeable Crosse; when upon a new search, and strict examination of our hearts and lives; we humbling our selves more solemnely againe in the sight of the Lord, and mourning afresh over Him, whom wee have pierced with our youthly pollutions, and provoke daily with many wofull failings, are wont to seeke Gods pleased face, and our former peace; sanctification of it unto us in the meane time, and the remoovall of it from us in due time, in the name of Iesus Christ. 4. After relapse into some old secret lust, or fall into some new scandalous sinne. Davids remorse for adultery and murder, brought his heart to bleede over his birth-sinne, Psal. 51.5. Above all, upon all those [Page 282] mighty Dayes of humiliation by prayer and fasting, publike, private, or secret: wherein Gods people wrastle with God by the omnipotency of prayer, Est quadam precum omnipotentia. Luth. and worke so many wonders from time to time. 6. Some there are also, who setting apart some speciall times to conferre with God in secret, lay together before Him, the glorious Catalogue of the riches of His mercy, reaching from everlasting to everlasting, all his favours, preservations, deliverances, protections, &c. from their first beeing, to that time; and the abhorred Catalogue of all their sinnes from Adam to that houre, Originall, both imputed, and inherent; actuall both before and since their calling; and this they doe with hearty desire of such different affections, as they severally require. A serious and sensible comparing of which two together, makes sinne a great deale more loathsome, and the mercies of God more illustrious; and so prooves effectuall many times, by the helpe of the Holy Ghost, to soften their hearts extraordinarily, to make them weepe heartily, and fils their Soules with much joyfull sorrow, and humble thankefulnesse. 7. Vpon our Beds of death. Then because wee take our farewell of Repentance, we should take our fill of it; because it is the last time wee shall looke upon our sinnes for that purpose, we should dismisse them with utmost, and extremest loathing. At such times, and upon such occasions as these, and the like, when thou art called to a more solemne, strict and severe search, and review of thy old sinnes and former life, Thou must renue this present repentance of thy New-birth, make thine heart breake againe, and bleed afresh with the sight of thy heretofore much doted-upon, but now most abhorred abominable courses. And so often also, as thou lookes backe upon them, Thou must labour to abominate and abandon them with more resolute aversion, and new degrees of detestation. Tho [...]e may bee, by the mercies of God, they shall never bee able to — Quntum prin [...]us ego lum. Hoc ergo apud beatum Paulum siduciae & consolationis accipite fratres, ut ad Dominum iam conversos, non nimis cri [...] ciet praeteritorum co [...] scientia delictorum: sed tantùm bum [...]lie [...] vos, sicut & ipsum. Ego sum inquit minimus Apostolorum: qui non sum dignus vocari Apostolus, qui sum persecutus ecclesiam Dei. Ita & nos humiliemur sub potenti man [...] Dei, &c. Bern. Col. 225. [...]ng thee againe with the same slavishnesse of [Page 283] guilty horrour; yet thou m [...]st still endeavour, in thy cold blood to strangle utterly thy former delight in them, with more hearty additions of deadly hatred; and to bee more and more humbled for them untill thy ending houre. It is a very high happinesse, and blessing above ordinary, to bee able to looke backe upon thy choisest youthfull pleasures and pollutions, without either sensuall delight, or slavish horrour: with syncere hatred, holy indignation, and hearty mourning.
Now for the time to come, and those sinnes, which hereafter the rebelliousnesse of thy naughty nature, and violence of the Divels temptations may force upon thee; if thy heart bee now truly toucht, and conscience savingly illightned, Thou shalt find much matter, necessity, and use of continuing thy Repentance, so long as thy life lasts. In a leaking ship there must bee continuall pumping; Et si preces quotidiè, quotidiè poenitentiam aga [...]: quod in antiquis domibus facere solemus, cum fuerint putrefactae, putrida subtrahimus, & supponimus nova, & à continuâ curâ nunquam desinimus. Chrysost. Ad pop. Antioch. Hom. 80. A ruinous house must be still in repairing: These bodies of death wee beare about us, are naturally liable to so many batteries, and breaches by the assaults of originall sinne, and other implacable enemies to our soules, that there is extreme need of perpetuall watch and ward, repenting and repairing, lest the Newman bee too much opprest, and too often surprized by the many, and cunning encounters of the old Adam. When thou art in company, solitary, busied about thy particular Calling, there may suddenly arise in thine heart, some greedy wish, some grosse conceite, some vaine, uncleane, ambitious, revengefull thought; ejaculate presently a penitent [...]igh, and [...]ervent prayer for pardon of it in the Passion of Christ. In thy family, perhaps amongst thy children and servants, by reason of some crosse-accident, thou mayst breake out into some unadvised passionate speech; and disgrace thy selfe and Profession, by over hasty intemperate heate, not without some danger of hurting and hardening those about thee thereby: Get thee presently upon it into thy Closer, or some place for that purpose; Throw [Page 284] thy selfe downe with a truly-grieved, and humbled Soule before the Trone of grace, and rise not untill thou bee reconciled unto thy God. If at any time, which God forbid, Thou bee over-taken with some more publike scandalous sinne, or dangerously haunted with some enormous secret lust; appoint for thy selfe a solemne Day of humiliation; and then cry unto the Lord like a woman in travaile; and give him no rest, untill Hee returne unto Thee with the wonted favour and calmnesse of His pleased countenance. If Christians would constantly take to heart, and ply this blessed businesse of immediately rising by repentance, after every relapse and fall into sinne, they should find a further Paradise and pleasure in the wayes of God, then they ever yet tasted. This course continued with present feeling, and after-watchfulnesse, would helpe excellently, by the blessing of God, and excercise of Faith, the onely Conduit of all spirituall comfort, to keepe in their bosomes that, which they much desire, and often bewaile, the want of a chearefull, bold, and heavenly spirit.
Neither let any here bee troubled, because I presse the exercise and use both of renewed and continued Repentance all our life long; as tho thereupon the Christians life might seeme more uncomfortable: For wee are to know, that sorrow according to God, Evangelicall mourning, is If any doubt, how godly sorrow and spirituall ioy may consist together at the same time, in the same Subiect; let them take satisfaction even from Philosophy: De dolore & gaudio dupliciter loqui possumus: uno modo secundum quod sunt passiones appetitus scusitivi. Et sic nullo modo possunt essè simul: eò quòd sunt om [...]inò contrariae, Velex parte obiecti, (put à cum sunt de eodem), vel saltem ex parte motus cordis: Nam gaudium est cui [...] dilstatione cordis; tristitia verò cum constrictione. Et hoc modo loquitur Philosophus. Eth. 9. [...]io modo possumus loqui de gaudio, & tristitiâ, secundum quod consistunt, in simplici actu voluntatis, cui aliquid placet, vel displicet. Et secundum hoc non possunt bab [...] contrari [...]tate [...] nisi ex parte Obiect:, putà, cum sunt de codem, & secundum idem. [...] non possunt [...] esse gaudium & tristitia: quia non potest simulide [...]s secundum idem placene & displi [...]re [...] verò gaudiu [...] & tristitia sic accepta non sint de eodem s [...]dumidem, sed vel de diversis, vel de eodem secundum diversa, sic non est contrarietas gaudij & tristitia. Vnde nihil probebēt hominem simul gandere, & tristari: putà▪ si videamus iustum affligi, [...] placet nobis ei [...] iustitia, & displicet a [...] flictio. Et hoc modo simul potest alicui displicere quòd peccavit, placere quòd hoc ei displicet cum spe veniae: ita quòd ipsa tristitia sit materia gaudij: unde & Augustinus Semper dolcat Poenitens, & de dolore gaudeat. Aquin. pag. 3. quaest. 84. Art. 9. Ad secundum. As in prophane joy, even in laughing the heart is sorrowfull: So in godly sorrow, even in weeping the heart is light, and chearefull. Though sinne grieve us, yet our grieving for sinne pleaseth us. As when wee see a good man wronged, wee grieve at his wrong, but rejoyce in His goodnes. Dyke of Repentance, cap. 4. mingled with abundance of spirituall [Page 285] joy, which doth infinitely surpasse in sweetnesse and worth, all worldly pleasures and delights of sense. Nay, whereas all the Ioviall good-fellow-mirth of carnall men is but a flash of Hellish folly; This is a very glimpse of heavenly glory. Let mee tell you againe, how sweetly and truly that excellent Divine of Scotland speakes of it: Concedo quidem illud in ipso m [...]rore & dolore piorum plus gaudij inesse, & verae laetitiae, quàm in risuhuius mundi: Nam cum suspirijs inenarrabilibus coniunctum est g [...]udium ineffabile. Rolloc in Ioan. cap. 11. p. 610. There is, saith He, more lightnesse of heart, and true delight in the sorrow of the Saints, then in the Worlds loudest laughter. For unspeakeable ioy is mingled with un-utterable groanes. The ancient Fathers are of the same minde with this Man of God: Godly sorrow, saith Quid tristitiâ molestius? Sed quando secundum Deum sit, mundi gaudio melior est. In 2. Cor. 7. Hom. 15. Sicut mundi gaudium tristitiae consortio c [...]pulatur, ita etiam secundum Dominu [...] lachryma iugem pariunt certámque laetitiam. In Matth. 2. Hom. 6. Iamque [...]ste talis, ea quae videntur cuncta despiciens, in compunctione continuá perseverat, largo assiduè flu [...]s fonte lacbrymarum, multámque hinc capiens voluptatem. Ibid. Chrysostome, is better then the ioy of the World. Even as The ioy of the World is ever accompanied with sorrow; so teares according to God beget continuall and certaine delight. Againe, Such a man as this now (meaning Him whose heart is inflamed with an heavenly heate) despising all things here below, doth presevere in continuall compunction, pouring out abundance of teares every day, and taking thence a great deale of pleasure. Let the Repentant, saith Hinc semper [...]leat, & de dolore gaudeat. Tom. 4. pag. 2. De verâ & falsa poenitentiâ, Cap. 13. Austin, be alwaies sorrowfull for sinne, and alwaies reioyce for that sorrow.
3. Beware of two dangerous errours: 1. Either to conceive, that thou mayst not admit of any comfort, or apply the promises comfortably; because Thou still finds in thy selfe more matter of mourning, and further humiliation. 2. Or to thinke; When Thou hast on [...] laid hold upon Christs Person and pretious sufferings, for the pardon of thy sinnes, and quieting of thy Soule, that then Thou must mourne no more.
1. For the first, know, That were our heads Seaes, [Page 286] and our eyes Fountaines of teares, and poured out abundantly every moment of our life: Should our hearts fall asunder into drops of blood in our breast, for anguish and indignation against our selves for our transgressions; yet should wee come infinitely short of the sorrow and hearts-griefe, which our many and hainous lusts and pollutions justly merit, and exact at our hands. Therefore wee cannot expect from our selves any such sufficiency of sorrow, or worthinesse of weeping for our sinnes, as by the perfection and power thereof to win Gods favour, and draw his mercy upon us. Such a conceit were most absurd, senselesse, and sinfull, and would rather discover and taste of naturall pride, then true humility, as they perhaps mistake: tend unhappily to the disgrace of Gods mercies, and gracing our owne merits. True it is; Had wee a thousand eyes, it were too little to weep them all out, for the very vanity of that one sinfull sense: Had we a thousand hearts, and they should all burst with penitent griefe, and bleed to death for the sinnes of our soules; it were more then immeasurably, unconceiveably insufficient. For were al this so, Beware thou become not a Papist, in thinking to merit meerely by thy contritiō, &c. it is not thy contrition, if it had been an hundred times more, could merit pardon of the least of thy sinnes. If the Lord Iesus had not suffered infinite sorrow and griefe in Soule and Body for them; it is not all our grieving could satisfie Gods justice for the smallest offence; no not tho wee should weepe out our eyes, and mourne to death. Therefore, tho God hath appointed all, to whom hee will shew mercy, to bee contrite-hearted; yet not to come to mercy thereby, as by a meritorious meanes; but as by a convenient and meet disposition, to prepare us to seeke and receive mercy with thankfulnesse. Rogers of Dea [...]a [...]. Of Faith, pag. 152. Nonin flatibus nostris, non in actions nostris, sedin Advocati nostri [...] [...] tione confidamus. Gregor. in Ezech. Hom. 7. yet were it not this; but the hearte-blood of Iesus Christ, could make the Fathers heart to yerne compassionately over us, or purchase pardon, and acceptation at his hands. Tender therefore unto that poore troubled soule, who beeing sorely crushed, and languishing under the burden of his sinnes, refuses to bee raised and refreshed, endlesly pleading, and disputing against himselfe, out of a strong, fearefull apprehension of his owne vilenesse and unworthinesse, putting off all comfort by this mis-conceit, that no Seaes of [Page 287] sorrow, no measure of mourning will serve the turne to come comfortably unto Iesus Christ: I say, presse upon such an One this true Principle in the high and heavenly Art of rightly comforting afflicted consciences.
So soone as a Man is truly and heartily humbled for all his sinnes, and weary of their waight, tho the degree of his sorrow bee not answerable to his owne desire, yet Hee shall most certainely bee welcome unto Iesus Christ.
It is not so much the Ad recipiendam gratiam remissionis, necessaria est ex nostrâ parte contritio fidei & poenitentiae verae: sed quod addit, (Bellarminus sc.) Neminem scire an suae fides & poenitentia sit talis, & tanta, quantae à Deo requiritur, falsissimum est. Non enim ex gradu, aut mensurâ fidei, vel poenitentiae, depēdet iustificatio, sed exveritate. Davenant. Expos. Epist. ad Colos. pag. [...]1. muchnesse and measure of our sorrow, as the truth and heartinesse, which fits us for the promises and comforts of mercy. Tho I must say this also: Hee that thinkes, Hee hath sorrowed Si dixisti, Sufficit, Per [...]sti. August. enough for His sinnes, never sorrowed savingly.
2. For the second, which is more properly and specially pertinent to our purpose; Take notice, That the blood of Christ beeing seasonably and savingly applyed to thine humbled Soule, for the pardon and purgation of sinne, must by no meanes damne and dry up thy well-spring of weeping, but onely asswage and heale thy wound of horrour. That pretious Balme hath this heavenly property and power, that it rather melts, softneth, and makes the heart a great deale more weeping-ripe. If these bee truly the pangs of the New-birth, wherewith thou art now afflicted; Thou shalt find, that thy now cleaving with assurance of acceptation unto the Lord Iesus, will not so much lessen, hinder, or cease thy sorrow; as rectifie, season, and sweeten it. If thy right unto that Soule-saving Passion bee reall; and thou cast thine eye with a beleeving, hopefull heart upon Him, whom thou hast therein pierced with thy sins (and those sinnes alone are said properly to have pierced Christ, which at length are pardoned by his blood). Thou canst not possibly containe, but excesse of love unto thy crucified Lord, and sense of Gods mercy, shed into thy Soule thorow his merits, will make thee weepe againe, and fa [...]ely force thine heart to burst out [Page 288] abundantly into fresh, and filiall teares. (See how freshly Davids heart bled with repentant sorrow, upon His assurance by Nathan of the pardon of His sinne: Psal. 51). Thou canst not chuse, but mourne more heartily Evangelically, and that which should passingly please Thee, and sweetely perpetuate, the spring of thy godly sorrow, more pleasingly unto God.
Take therefore speciall notice and heede of these two depths of the Divell, that I have now disclosed unto thee:
1. When thou art truly wrought upon by the Ministry of the Word, and now fitted for comfort; Beleeve the Prophets; those Ones of a thousand, learned in the right handling of afflicted consciences, and thou shalt prosper. As soone as thy Soule is soundly humbled for sinne, open and enlarge it joyfully like the thirsty ground, that the refreshing dew and Doctrine of the Gospell may drop and distill upon it, as the small raine upon the parched grasse. Otherwise;
1. Thou offers dishonour, and disparagement, as it were, to the dearenesse, and tendernesse of Gods mercy; who is ever infinitely more And therefore will the Lord waite, that Hee may be gracious unto you, &c. Isa 30.18 Oh thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted! Behold, I will lay thy s [...]oues with faire colours, and lay thy foundations with Saphires. Cap. 54.11. Hee retaineth not his anger for euer, because Hee delighteth in mercy. Hos. 7.18. ready, and forward to bind up a broken heart, then it to bleed before Him. Consider for this purpose the Parable of the prodigall Sonne, Luk. 15. Hee is there said to goe, but the Father ran.
2. Thou maist, by the unsettlednesse of thy heavy heart unnecessarily, unsit and dis-able thy selfe for the duties, and discharge of both thy Callings.
3. Thou shalt gratifie the Divell; who will labour mightily by his lying suggestions, (if thou wilt not bee counselled and comforted, when there is cause) to detaine thee in perpetuall horrour here, and in an eternall Hell hereafter. Some find him [...] furiously and mali [...]iously busie to keepe them from comfort, when they are fitted; as from fitnesse for comfort.
4. Thou art extremely un-advised, nay, very cruell [Page 289] to thine owne Soule. For whereas it might now be filled with unspeakable and glorious ioy, 1. Pet. 1.8. Phil. 4.7. with peace that passeth all understanding, with Evangelicall pleasures, which are such, 1. Cor. 2.9. as neither eye hath seene, nor eare heard, neither have entred into the heart of Man, by taking Christ; To which thou hast a strong and manifold Calling: Isai. 55.1. Ho, every one that thirsteth, come yee to the waters, &c. Matth. 11.28. Come unto mee all yee that labour, and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Ioh. 7.37. If any man thirst, let him come unto mee, and drinke. Revel. 22.17. And let him that is a thirst, come.. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely. Yea, a Commandement; 1. Ioh. 3.23. And this is his commandement, that wee should beleeve on the Name of his Sonne Iesus Christ: And yet for all this, Thou, as it were, wilfully stand'st out, wilt not beleeve the Prophets, forsak'st thine owne comfort, and liest still upon the Racke of thy unreconcilement unto God.
2. On the other hand: when the angvish of thy guilted Conscience, is upon sure ground something allayed, and suppled with the oyle of comfort; and thy [...]unded heart warrantably revived with the sweetnesse of the Promises, as with marrow and fatnesse: Thou must not then, either shut up thine eyes from further search into thy sins, or Resipiscentia illa non est vera ac solida, quae non virtualiter continuatur, & actu renovatur subinde, à tempore conversionis ad finem usque vitae. Amesius Medulla. Theol. Lib. 1. cap. 26. dry them up from any more mourning. But comfort of remission must serve as a pretious Eye-salve, both to cleare their sight, that they may see moe, and with more detestation; and to enlarge their Sluces, as it were, to poure out repentant teares more plentifully. Thou must continue ripping up, and ransacking that hellish Heape of thy former rebellions, and pollutions of youth: still dive and digge into that Body of death thou bearest about thee, for the finding out, and furnishing thy selfe with as much matter of sound humiliation as may bee; that thou mayst still grow viler and viler in thine owne eyes, and bee [Page 290] more and more humble untill thy dying Day. But yet so, That as thou holdest out in the one hand the cleare Cristall of Gods pure Law to discover the vilenesse and variety of thy sinnes; all the spots and staines of thy Soule; so thou hold out in the other hand, or rather with the hand of Faith lay hold upon the Lord Iesus hanging, bleeding, and dying upon the Crosse for thy sake. The one is soveraigne, to save from flavish stings of conscience, bitternesse of horrour, and venome of despaire: The other mingled with faith, will serve as a quickning preservative to keepe in thy bosome a [...] humble, soft, and lowly spirit; which doth ever excellently fit, to live by Faith more chearefully, to enjoy God more neerely, to apply Iesus Christ more feelingly, and to long for his comming more earnestly. In a word, to climbe up more merrily those staires of joy, which are prest upon us by the holy Prophet, Psal. 32. Bee glad.—Reioyce—and shout for ioy, all yee that are upright in heart.
4. Conceive that hypocrisie may lurke in very goodly outward formes, and fairest promises and protestations of Selfe-seeming earnest humiliation. Looke upon Ahab, 1. King. 21.27. upon the Israelites, Psal. 78.3 [...] ▪ 35. I meane not onely grosse Hypocrisie, whereby mens false hearts teach them to deceive others; but also that, which else-where I have stiled Formall Hypocrisie, whereby mens owne hearts deceive even their own selves. For I make no question, but the promises of amendment, which many make, when they are pressed, and panting under some heavy crosse, or grievous sicknesse, proceede from their hearts; I meane, they speake as they thinke; and for the present, purpose performance; who notwithstanding, upon their recovery, and restitution to former health, and wonted worldly happinesse, returne with the dog unto the vomit; and plunge againe perfidiously into the cursed current of their disclaimed pleasures. But by the way, and in a [Page 291] word, to illighten a perplexed Point, and prevent a scruple, which may trouble true hearts indeed; who hold truth of heart in their repentances, services and duties towards God, to bee their Peculiar, and a speciall Touchstone to trie and testifie the soundnesse of their sanctification, the truth of their spirituall states, and a distinctive Character from all sorts of unregenerate men; and all kindes of Hypocrisie: I say, purposes and promises made from the heart in the sense, I have said, with earnest eager protestation, while they are in angvish and extremity, and yet after deliverance and ease, melt away, as a morning cloud, and like the early deaw; proceede from hearts, rather affected onely with sting of present horrour, naturall desire of happinesse, mis-conceite, that it is a light thing to leave sinne, and the like; then truly broken and burdened with sight of their owne vilenesse, sense of Gods displeasure, hatred of wickednesse, and former sensuall waies; or enamoured with the sweetnesse of Iesus Christ, amiablenesse of grace, and goodnesse of God, &c. Howsoever for my purpose, certaine it is, and too manifest by many wofull experiences; that as it often falles out, and fares with men in their corporal visitations, & outward crosses; to wit, That while the storme and tempest beates sore upon them, they run unto God as their Rocke, and enquire early after Him, as it is said of the Israelites, Ps. 78.34. But when once, an hot gleame of former health and prosperitie shines upon them againe, they hie as fast out of Gods Blessing into the warme Sunne, as they say, from sorrow for sinne, to delight of sense; from seeking God, to security in their old waies: I say, even so it is sometimes also, with men in aflictions of Soule, and troubles of conscience: while the agony and extremity is upon them, they take on, as though they would become trve Converts; both promise, and purpose many excellent things for the time to come, and a remarkeable change: But if once the fit be cover, they [Page 292] start aside, like a broken Bow; and fearefully fall away from what they have vowed, with horrible ingratitude, and execrable villany; having been extraordinarily schooled and scorched, as it were, in the flames of horrour, and warned to take heed by the very vengeance of Hell. For the former, heare the experience of reverend Divines: Many seeming, saith One, to repent affectionately in dangerous sicknesse, when they have recovered, have been rather worse then before. I would have thought my selfe, saith another, that many monstrous Persons, whom I have visited, when Gods hand upon them, caused them to cry out, and promise amendment, would have prooved rare examples to others, of true conversion unto God: But to my great griefe, and to teach [...]ee experience, what becommeth of such untimely fruits, they have turned backe againe, as an arrow from a stone wall, and as the dog to His owne vomit, &c.
For the latter; I could here make it good also by too many experiences, were it convenient; But I forbeare for some reasons, to report them at this time.
I publish this Point, and speake thus; Not to trouble any true Converts about the truth of their hearts in their troubles of Conscience: Damus, qui hypocriticâ & temporariá fide credunt: eos falli, dum putant se ve [...]è credere, et non verè credunt. Sunt enim illorum instar, qui somniant, se Reges esse, cum sint pauperrimi: At negamus illos, qui verâ fide credunt, ignorare, an verè credant, & falti, quum affirmant, & sentiunt, se verè credere. Sunt eium instar illorum, qui gemma [...] m [...]nu tractant [...]s, qui [...] s [...]nsu praediti sunt, sciunt, & aiunt se illam habere. Quod si nemo posset certò n [...]sse, an verè credat, necu [...]: cur ait Apostolus: explorate vosmetipsos, an sit is in fide? —As [...] quis fidem adhibens alicuius verbis, certò novit se verè illi credere: quantò magis id is n [...]vit, qui fide verâ donatus d Spiritu Sanct [...], credit Evangelio? Zanch. de Naturâ Dei, lib. 5. cap. 2. consciousnesse unto themselves of their New-birth already happily past; their prizing, and cleaving to the Lord Iesus, unvalewably, unvincibly; their present New-obedience, new courses, new company, new conversation, &c. makes it more then evident, that they were savingly mollified and melted in the furnace of their spirituall afflictions; fashioned and framed by the hand of the Holy Ghost to bee Gods Iewels: But to terrifie those miserable men, who having tasted that transcendent torture of a [Page 293] wounded conscience, dare upon any termes look-backe againe upon the world with delight and doting; and againe commit those sinnes, which have already stung their hearts with the very terrours of Hell: Or rather at this time, to teach and tell the afflicted in conscience, that when the rich treasures of Gods free mercy, and the unsearchable riches of Christ are opened, and offered unto Him, Hee drinke not so undiscreetly at first of that immeasurable Sea, as presently to fall into a surfet of security. But to prevent mis-carriage in a matter of so unvalew-able moment, let him rather mingle Motives to humiliation with his Medicine of mercy. Let Him looke well to the grounds, and good speeches, upon which the spirituall Physition is encouraged to comfort Him, that they shrinke not in the wetting, as they say. Let him feare and attend his owne deceitfull heart withall narrow watch, and a very jealous eye. Otherwise that false heart of his, may proove a Depth, to drowne His owne deare Soule in the Pit of endlesse perdition. For in time of extremity and terrour, especially of conscience, it may seeme pliable, and promise faire; and yet when it comes to performance and practise; either impudently and perfidiously wallowes againe in open wickednesse, or rests onely in a Forme of godlinesse at the best. Let Him bee stedfast in the Covenant, and then Hee may bee sure, that his heart was upright; and that Hee did not flatter with His mouth, or lye unto God with his tongue.
5. Sith Thou art now upon termes of turning unto God, taking Profession upon Thee, and giving up thy Name unto Christ, the blessedest businesse that ever Thou went'st about: Be well advised, consider seriously what thou undertakest, and cast deliberately beforehand, what it is like to cost Thee. Thou must make an account to become the Drunkards Song, and to have those that sit in the Gate to speake against Thee; The vilest of Men to raile upon thee, and the wisest of the [Page 294] World to laugh at Thee. Thou must bee content to live a despised Man, Matth. [...]0.22. to bee scoft-at, to bee hated of all men; To crucifie the flesh, with the affections and lusts; To looke upon the world, set out in the gaudiest manner with all her baites and Bables of riches, honours, favours, greatnesse, pleasures, &c. as upon an unsavoury rotten Wee beeing taken out of the co [...]uyti [...]es of Adam ▪ and ingr [...]f [...]ted in Christ [...] death, and Passion, can no l [...]ng [...]r live the life of the World, but the life of Christ; and must now looke upon the World ▪ [...] as the World loo [...]d [...] upon us [...] shall follow his steps, to [...] it, as upon [...]o many abominable, and crucified carcasses. Bishop of Lincolne, In H. Ser [...]mon before the Higher House of Parliament, pag 21.22. Hee doth not meane here (to wit, Gal [...]l. 6.26.) the Heavens or the Earth, saith Saint Chrysostome, nor the World in the [...]; but the things of the World, Glory, Port, Riches, Greatnesse. [...], all that make a shining and glitteri [...]g in the World. These are all but so many carcasses, and a very abomination to a truly regenerate Man. Idem. Ibid. pag. 16.17. If wee begin to breathe the life of righteousnesse, when the world fawnes upon us with Honours, Riches▪ greatnesse, Favours, or frownes upon us with Hatred, Malice, Persecutions, Oppressions, and the like; wee must turne our head aside another way with a godly kind of pride (as Picus Mirandula was wont to call it) and no more regard her, then a carcasse crucified. pag. 23. Carrion: Thou and the World must bee as two dead carcasses upon one Beere, without any delightfull mutuall commerce, or enter-course; strangers and Et Ego mundo] Non tamen Deo mundi. Mundum enim quantum ad conversationem eius posuit, cui renunciando mutuò transfigimur & invicèm morimur. Tertul. Adversus Marcion. Lib. 5. [...] concupiscit Apostolus mundi, nihil agnoscit Mundus Apostoli: Ambros. in Loc. Sunt sicut duo mortui, ex quibus nullus tangit, vel diligit alterum. Remig. Doctissimo citante Episcopo. starke dead one unto another, in respect of thy any further trading with the vanities thereof. For keeping a good conscience, standing on Gods side, and Christs sake, Thou must deny thy Selfe, Thy worldly wisedome, carnall reason, corrupt affections; Thy acceptation with the World, favour of great Ones, credit and applause with the most; Thy passions, profit, pleasures, possibility of rising, and growing great; Thy nearest friends, dearest companions, ease, liberty, life: and grow by little and little into Hesters most noble and invincible resolu [...]ion, ever when doing Gods will, threatneth any earthly danger; And if I perish, I perish. But not to perish so, is everlastingly to perish; and so to perish, is to bee saved for ever. Thou must thus resolve upon this Selfe-deniall, when Thou first enters into Profession; or else thou wilt never bee able to hold out in thy spirituall Building, or conquer in the Christian Warfare.
[Page 295](See and consider the occasion, and how earnestly Christ enioynes it: Matth. 16.24. &c. Luk. 14.24. &c. and presses it with two Parables). But all will come to naught; and thou cursedly conclude in open Apos [...]acy, grosse Hypocrisie▪ or Selfe-deceiving Formalitie. Consider the young Man in the Gospell: Hee came hastily unto Iesus Christ, and would needs bee His Disciple, and follower upon the sudden. But alas! Hee did wofully mistake. Little did he know, neither indeed would know, what belonged unto it: That the servant of such an heavenly Master must bee no earthworme; That every one of his Disciples must take up their crosse and follow him; For his sake, part with any thing, every thing; bee it riches, honours, credit, pleasures, &c. And therefore, when once Christ for the triall of his heart had bid Him go, and sell that he had, &c. Hee had soone done: Hee was quickly gone. Now had this young Man gone away without this Lesson, Hee had gone away a Disciple, as well as any other, and perhaps as iolly a Professour, as the forwardest of them all; and that both in his owne strong opinion, and charitable mis-conceite of the rest, who were true of heart. As Iudas did a long time, and the foolish Virgines all their life long. Too many such Professours, as Hee would have prooved, are to bee found, even in this Noone-tide of the Gospell abroad in the World: who beeing at their first entrance into Profession, not soundly humbled, nor laying a sure foundation; not resolved upon an universall Selfe-deniall; nor weighing with due fore-cast, what it will cost them, doe afterward behave themselves thereafter upon any gainefull occasion greater triall, and temptation, or beeing put to it indeed: They are wont from time to time to discover their rottennesse, open the mouthes of the prophane, and shame all. They are like unto Reeds, which in a calme stand bolt upright, and seeme stiffe and strong; but let a tempest breake-in upon them, and [Page 296] they bend any way: While their temporall state is untoucht, their outward happinesse unhazarded; they seeme resolute, thorow, and couragious; but let a storme of persecution bee raised against them; Let them bee put into a great fright, that if they stand to it, they may bee undone, &c. And then they cowardlily hide their heads, pull in the hornes, as they say, and shamefully shrinke in the wetting: unhappily holding it better to sleepe in a whole skinne, then with a good conscience. Like the Eagle, they soare aloft with many goodly religious shewes and representations; but they still keepe their eye upon the Prey; and therefore when advantage is offered, they will basely stoope from forwardnesse, honesty, generosity, humanity, any thing, to seize upon a worldly commodity, office, honour, some earthly pelfe, and transitory Nothing. Some of these after Profession for some time, fall quite away from it, and turne Epicures, or Worldlings, if not Scorners and Persecutors: Others hold-on in a plodding course of formall Christianity all their life long; and at last, depart this life like the foolish Virgins, and in that formall manner I told you of before. Neither be thou dis-heartned with this counsell of leaving all for Christ. For thou shalt bee no loser, but a great gainer thereby. Besides, eternall life in the World to come; Thou shalt receive an hundred-fold now in this time, as Christ Him selfe tells thee, Mark. 10.30. If thou part with worldly ioies, thou shalt have quiet in the holy Ghost, spirituall joy unspeakable and glorious, neerer familiarity with God, deerer cōmunion with Iesus Christ, &c. To which the pleasures of ten thousand Worlds, were they all extant, were but extremest paine. If thou lose thine Husband: He that made thee, Isai. 54.5. will be in his stead unto Thee, Thy Maker is thine Husband, the Lord of Hosts is his Name. If thou lose thy Father; The Al-sufficient Iehouah, blessed for ever, Psal. 103.13. will pitty thee, as a Father pittieth his Children. If thou lose thy friends, and the worlds favour, Thou shalt [Page 297] have all and the onely excellent upon earth, Psal. 16.3. to love Thee dearely, and to pray heartily for Thee. In a word, If thou lose all for Christs sake, Hee will bee unto Thee All in All: Colloss. 3.11. And in Dicimus creatura [...]in Deo videri, quialicèt in se ipsis secundum suum esse propriū videantur, videntur tamē, ut quidame effectus Dei, at que ut aliquid pertinens ad Deum; ídque eadem visione, quâ Deus. Gregor. de Val. Tom. 1. Col. 250. Res naturales veriùs Esse habent in mente divinâ, quàm in seipsis. Aqu. p. 1. q 18. Sicut domus nobilius Esse habet in mente Artificis, quàm in materiâ. Ibid. Him all things shall be thine in a farre more sweet and eminent manner. All things are yours, whether Paul, or Apollo, or Cephas, or the world, or life, or death, or things present, or things to come; All are yours, and yee are Christs, and Christ is Gods.
6. When the spirituall Physition shall see the soile of his Patients heart well softned with sorrow for sinne, comfortably warmed with refreshing beames of fauour from the face of Christ, and so seasonably fitted, for to enter a Christian course, and to bring forth fruits meete for repentance; let him throw-in some timely seedes of Zeale, holy precisenesse, undaunted courage, and unshaken resolution about the affaires of Heaven, and in the cause of God; from such quickning Scriptures, and excellent examples as these, Luk. 13.24. Rom. 12.11. 12. Ephes. 5.15. Phil. 1.10.11. Matth. 11.12. Revel. 3.16. Ruth 4.11. Esth. 4.16. Nehem. 6.11. 1. King. 22.14. Heb. 11.24.25. 1. Sam. 20.32. Acts 21.13. &c. 1. Cor 3.22.23. That it may bee happily preserved from the ranke and flourishing, but rotten and fruitlesse weede of formality and luke-warmenesse. Which pestilent Canker, if it once take roote in the heart, it will never suffer the Herbe of grace, if I may so speake, the heavenly unfading flowers of saving grace, to grow by it, while the world stands. Nay, and will proove one of the strongest bolts to barre them out; and the most boysterous cart-rope to pull-downe extraordinary vengeance upon the head of the Party. For as a loathsome vomite is to the stomacke of him that casts it out; so are lukewarme Professours to the Lord Iesus, Reuel. 3.16. I marvaile many times what such men meane, and what worship, service and obedience they would have the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth to have. Hee offers to us in the Ministry, His owne blessed Sonne to be our [Page 298] deare, and everlasting Husband; His Person with all the rich and royall endowments thereof, the glory and endlesse felicities above, His owne thrice glorious, and ever-blessed Selfe, to bee enjoyed thorow all eternity, which is the very soule of heavenly Blisse, and life of eternall life, &c. Doe you thinke it then reasonable or likely, that Hee will ever accept at our hands an heartlesse, formall outwardnesse; a cold, rotten carcasse of religion: That wee should serve our selves in the first Place, and Him in the second? That wee should spend the prime and flower of our loues, ioyes, services, upon some abominable bosome-sinne; and then proportion-out to the everlasting God, mighty and terrible Creator, and Commander of Heaven and Earth, only some outward religious formes and conformities; and those also so farre onely, as they hurt not our temporall happinesse, but may consist with the entier enjoyment of some inordinate lust, pleasure, profit or preferment? Prodigious folly, nay, fury to their owne soules! This very one most base, and unworthy conceit of so great a God, and His due attributions, meriteth justly exclusion from the Kingdome of Heaven, with the foolish Virgins, for ever. My Counsell therefore is; when the spirituall Patient hath passed the tempestuous Sea of a troubled conscience, and is now upon termes of taking a new course, That by all meanes Hee take heed, that Hee runne not upon this Rocke. It is better to bee key-cold, then luke-warme: and that the milke boile over, then bee raw.
7. Tho it bee an ordinary, yet it is a dangerous and utterly un-doing errour and deceite, To conceive, that all is ended, when the afflicted Party is mended; and hath received ease and enlargement from the terrible pressures of his troubled conscience. To thinke, that after the tempest of present terrour, and rage of guiltinesse bee allayed and over-blowne, there needes no more to bee done. As tho the New-birth were not [Page 299] ever infallibly and inseparably attended with new-obedience. As tho, when once the soule is soundly and savingly strucke thorow, humbled, and prepared for Christ, by the terrifying power of the Law revealing the foulenesse of sinne, and fiercenesse of divine wrath, which set on by the spirit of bondage, is able, like a mighty See Forbes upon cap. 14 of the Revel, v. 2. thunder to breake and teare in pieces the iron synewes of the most stubborne and stony-heart, there followed not hearty shewers of repentant teares, never to bee dried up, untill our ending houre, as I taught before, when all teares shall bee everlastingly wiped away with Gods mercifull hand; And that the Sunne of righteousnesse did not presently breake forth upon that happy Soule, to dispell the Hellish clouds of sensuality, lust, lying in sinne, &c. and to illighten, inflame, and fill it with the serenity, and cleare sky, as it were, of sanctification, and purity, a kindly fervour of Zeale for Gods glory, good causes, good men, & keeping a good conscience, and fruitfull influence of sobriety, righteousnesse and holinesse for ever after. And therefore if upon recovery out of trouble of conscience, there follow not a continued exercise of Repentance both for sinnes past, present, and to come, as you heard before; an universall change in every power and part, both of Soule and Body, tho not in perfection of degrees, as the Schooles speake, yet of Parts; an heart-rising hatred and opposition against all sinne; a shaking-off old companions, brethren in iniquity, all Satans good-fellow Reuellers; a delight in the word, waies, services, Sabbaths, and Saints of God; a conscionable and constant endeavour to expresse the truth of protestations and promises made in time of terrour, as I told you before, &c. 2. Cor. 5.17. In a Word, if there follow not a new life, if all things doe not become new, there is no New-birth in truth; all is naught, and to no purpose in the Point of salvation.
They are then miserable Comforters; Physicions of [Page 300] no value; nay, of notorious spirituall blood-shed, who having neither acquaintance with, nor much caring for the manner, meanes, methode, any heavenly wisedome, spirituall discretion, or experimentall skill, in managing aright such an important businesse; if any waies they can asswage the rage, and still the cries of a vexed guilty Conscience, they thinke they have done a worthy worke; Tho after their dawbing, there bee nothing left behind in it, but a senselesse skarre; Nay, and perhaps more brawnednesse, & benummednesse brought upon it, because it was not kindlily wrought-upon in the furnace of spirituall affliction; and rightly cured.
I feare mee, many poore soules are fearefully There are some will say, They have felt terrour of their estate; but they have out-growne it, it is past: yea? What have you done with it? Have you broke Prison, or did God let you out? If you have broke Prison, you must even in againe, and that worse then before, &c. All the counsell, I can give thee in such a case, is to call after these terrours againe, which thou hast sought to drive away; and call aloud, ere they bee gone past call; and call quickly, ere thy heart bee hardened quite, and then it will cost double labour. And pray God to worke them upon thy heart againe. Rogers of Dedham Doctrine of Faith, pag. 104.107. A man may have quietnesse after trouble, and yet the House not wonne, to wit from the strong Man: Hee may also have some kind of reioycing; and yet the comforter not there abiding. That thou mayst not therefore bee deceived, consider the whole course of thy life, since that time. —For the holy Ghost will not governe as the Divell did, they are of so contrary a nature. Touchstone for a Christian, cap. 3. deluded, who beeing recovered, out of terrours of Conscience, too suddenly, unseasonably, or one way or other, unsoundly, conceive presently, they are truly converted; tho afterward, they bee the very same men, of the same company and conditions, they were before; or at best, blesse themselves in the seeming happinesse of an halfe By this halfe Herodian conversion, they may leave many sinnes, and doe many things, heare the best Ministers gladly, respect and count [...]nance them, &c. And yet for all this, in respect of their owne Personall salvation; As well never a whit, as never the better; As well not at all, as not thorow-stitch. conversion.
For a more full discovery of this mischiefe, and prevention of those miseries, which may ensue upon this last miscarriage; Let mee acquaint you with foure or five Passages out of Pangs of Conscience, which still leade amisse; and leave a man the Divel's still: And for all his faire warning by the smart of a wounded spirit, drowne Him in the workes of darkenesse, and waies of death.
[Page 301]1. Some, when by the piercing power and application of the Law, their consciences are prest with the terrible and intolerable waight of their sinnes; and the worme that neuer dies, which hath been all this while dead-drunke with sensuall pleasures, is now awaked by the hand of divine justice, and begins to sting; They presently with unspeakeable rage and horrour, fall into the most abhorred, and irrecoverable Dungeon of despaire. The flames of eternall fire seize upon them, even in this life; They are in Hell upon Earth, and damned, as it were, above ground. Such they are commonly, who all their life long have been contemners of the conscionable Ministry; Scorners of the good way; Quenchers of the Spirit; Revolters from good beginnings, and Profession of grace; Harbourers of some secret, vile, abominable lusts in their hearts against the light of their conscience; close Agents for Popery and Prophanenesse; plausible Tyrants against the power of godlinesse; and such other like notorious Champions of the Divell, & infamous Rebels to the highest Majestie. Whom, sith they have bin such, and have so desperately, and so long despised the riches of His goodnes, and forbearance, and long-suffering, leading them to Repentance; God most justly leaves now in the evill day, when once the hot transitory gleame of worldly pleasures is past, and His judgements begin to grow upō their thoughts, like a tempestuous storme; and death to stand before them unresistable, like an armed Man; and sinne to lie at the doore, like a Bloodhound; and the guilty conscience to gnaw upon the heart, like a Vulture, &c. I say, then Hee leaves them in His righteous iudgement to sinke or swimme, to eate the fruit of their owne waies, to the fulnesse of that unquenchable wrath; which by their innumerable sinfull provocations, impenitency, and unbeliefe, they have treasured up against this Day and wrath. That raging worme, which never dies in the damned, and naturally breeds in every [Page 302] gracelesse conscience, by their insatiable surfet in sinne, and greedy drinking-in iniquitie like water, growes so strong, and to such a strange bignesse; that taking advantage, especially in the time of terrour, of their weakenesse and confusion of spirit upon the Bed of death, at some dead lift, and irrecoverable danger, it surprises them upon the sudden, with unexpected Hellish armies of guiltinesse and horror; and over-throwes them quite, horse and man, never to rise againe in this world, or the world to come. Then would those wofull wretches, who would never bee warned betime, give tenne thousand Worlds, if they had them, for one moment of that mercifull time of grace, which they have cursedly long abused, for the benefit of the Ministry, which they have insolently scorned; for a drop of that precious blood, which by their desperate villanies, and hatred to bee reformed, they have trampled under foote. But alas! no mercy, no blessing, no comfort will then bee had; tho with prophane Esau, they seeke it with teares, and throw their rufull, and piercing cries into the aire with hideous groanes and yelling. And therefore, turning their eye upon their torments, will roare out like those sinfull Hypocrites, Isai. 33.14. with un-utterable angvish of spirit: Who among us shall dwell with the devouring [...]fi Assyrius veluti ignis fuit, qui suo ardore terram exureret, tamen aliquid longè atrocius exprimere voluit Propheta: interius videlicèi tormentū, quo exagitantur impij: conscientiae aculeos, qui retundi non possunt, inextingvibile scelerum incendium, quo cruciatus omnes superantur. Calv. in Loc. fire? Who amongstus shall dwell with everlasting burnings? In the Morning they shall say, Would God it were Even: and at Even they shall say, Would God it were Morning, for the feare of their hearts wherewith they shall feare; and for the sight of their eyes which they shall see. In their life-time they behaved themselves like cruell Beasts, and bloody Goades in the sides of the Saints, and against their syncerity; and how at last themselves are caught with a witnesse, and lie upon their Beds of extremity and terrour like wilde Bulls, and Beasts in a net, full of the fury of the Lord.
Deut. 28 67.2. Others there are, who finding their sinnes discovered, [Page 303] and their consciences wounded by the light and power of the Word; and now feeling sadnesse, heavy-heartednesse, uncouth terrours, much perplexity and anxiety of spirit comming upon them, addresse themselves presently, and have speedy recourse to the Arme of flesh, outward mirth, carnall contentments, and such other miserable comforters. They falsely suppose, and to their owne utter, and everlasting overthrow, that these spirituall pangs that are now upon them; which if rightly managed, might proove an happy preparative, and Legall Petard, as it were, to breake the iron barres, and open the everlasting doores of their Soules, that the King of glory might come in; bee nothing but fits of Melancholy, or sowre and unseasonable effects and compressions of some Puritanicall Ministry, & dangerous temptations to despaire. And therefore they Some men are pricked, and to put away their sorrow, they will goe sleepe, they will goe sport, they will get to merry company, and passe away the time; and so, as they terme it, they will purge, and drive away the rage of melancholy: they never goe to any Preacher, to aske of the Lord, or at the mouth of his Spirit: they never respect prayer, nor seeke any comfort in the Word of God. But to put away sorrow on this sort, is to call it againe, and to feele it more freshly either in the houre of death, or in Hell. Greenham, in Sermon of Repentance. The reprobates in their sorrow runne away from God, even as a Dogge from him that whippeth Him. Iudas in his terrours ranne to the high Priests, the enemies of Christ, and to the Halter. Cain to building of Cities. Saul to Musicke, to a Witch, and at last to His Sword. Dike of Repentance, cap. 3. But alas! the franticke dealing of men in this case is too palpable, and to bee wondred at; when Gods Word strikes upon them; when they feele the keene-nesse of it; when the threatnings have cut, so that they smart for it; then they run to dicing, carding, drinking, dancing, &c. as it were of set purpose to drive away the Spirit of God, that was comming towards them, to heale their Soule. Whately, Redemption of time, pag. 62. It is the property of ungodly men, to remoove the discomforts of their heart by worldly delectations; As Saul called for Musicke, when he was troubled with an evill spirit. And to this purpose, men that bee afraid of despaire, and love not to be humbled under the mighty hand of God doe, use their wives, their friends, then meat, and their drinke, with all the Pastime that can bee devised, to reioyce themselves withall, that they might put themselves out of their dumpes, as they call it. Marbur, in His Sermon upon Psal. 32. hie out of them as fast as they can, by posting after worldly pleasures, Pastimes, Plaies, Musicke, Gaming, merry Company, Ioviall meetings of good-fellowship, Tavernes, Ale-houses, Visites, Entertainements, improovement of their chiefe carnall contentment, &c. If [Page 304] not to Wisards, and even to light a candle at the Div [...] for lightsonmesse of heart. Thus I know not, whether with more sinne or folly, they endeavour to come unto themselves againe, by the mirth and madnesse of wine, earthly joy, carnall counsell, &c. Wherein they are not unlike those bloody Israelites, who while they burnt up their children in sacrifice to Molech, filled their eares with When they sacrificed their sonnes to this Idoll, they did beare upon Tabrels and Drummes, that the cry of the childe might not bee heard by the father. Godwins Moses and Aaron, Lib. 4. Cap. 2. noise of Instruments; lest by the rufull cries of their little Babes, they should bee moved to pitie, and so staied in the cruell service of that blood-sucking Idoll. Iust so these Men of pleasure and perdition, doe sinfully seeke to stop the guilty clamours of their vexed consciences with the comforts of this life, and sensuall joy, while their soules are sacrificing to Satan, and making fit fewell for the fire of Hell; lest by listning to their cryes and controlements, they should bee stirred up to take compassion of their owne poore immortall Soules, and stopt in the pursuite of their fugitive follies, and delights of sense. But alas! in so doing, they are also like a Man in a burning [...]ever, who lets downe cold drinke eagerly and m [...]rrily, because in the extremity of thirst, it cooles Him a little; But after a while, Hee shall finde the heat, the paine, and the danger all doubled upon Him. Earthly pleasures may, for the presens, still the noyse of in accusing conscience, and seeme somewhat to allay it's guilty [...]ge; but assuredly they will afterward kindle such a fire in the Bowels of these miserable men, that will burne even to the very bottome of Hell, and blow them up Body and Soule with irrecoverable ruine for ever. Hee that goes about, to cure the wound of his conscience for sinne with sensuall delight, is as if, to helpe the tooth-ake, Hee should knocke out his braines; or when hee is stung with a Waspe, should rub with a Nettle the smarting place▪ or finding no good by Physicke, should runne [...] Wise-men; as if in extremity of thirst, hee should drinke ranke poyson to quench it; apply a venemous [Page 305] plaister to his sore, and prop up his falling Roofe with burning fire-brands: Remedies farre worse, and more pestilentiall then the Malady; For they either plunge them deeper into the Dungeon of Melancholy, and heavy-heartednesse; or else draw a skinne onely over the spirituall wound, whereby it festers and rankles underneath more dangerously: For thus stopping the mouth of that never-dying worme, that insatiable Wolfe in the meane time, doth make it, when there is no more supply of carnall pleasures, whereupon it feeds for a while, to fall more furiously upon the conscience that bred it; and to gnaw more ragingly, by reason of it's former restraint, and enforced diversion.
I know full well, Satan is right-well pleased, and doth much applaud this pestilent course of theirs; and therefore Hee helpes forward this accursed businesse all hee can, of abandoning and banishing all trouble of minde for sinne with worldly toyes. For ordinarily out of his cruell cunning, thus He proceeds in these Cases:
1. In the first Place, and above all, hee labours might and maine, to detaine men in that height of hardheartednesse, that they may not bee mooved at all with the Ministry, or suffer the Sword of the Spirit to pierce. And then, like a strong man armed, Hee possesseth their Bodies and Soules, which are his Contra nos eò vehementius incitator, quo ex corde nostro quast [...] iure propria habitatlonic expellitar. Greg. in cap. 33. Iob. col. 8 [...]. Palace, with much peace; and disposeth them wholly in any hellish service at his pleasure. Thus Hee prevailes with a world of men amongst us. They heare Sermon after Sermon, Iudgement upon Iudgement, and yet are no more stirr'd with any penitent astonishment for sinne, or saving worke of the Word, then the very Seates whereon they sit, the Pillars to which they leane, or dead Bodies upon which they tread. They are ordinarily such as these: First, Ignorants, of two sorts: first, Vnskild, both in the Rules of reason and religion; Such are our extremely sottish, and grossely ignorant people, [Page 306] which swarme amongst us in many places, to the great dishonour of the Gospell, by reason of the want of Catechising, and other discipline: secondly, Led by the light of naturall conscience to deale something honestly; but Ideots in the great mystery of godlinesse; Such are our meerely civil honest men. Secondly, Those that are wise in their owne conceits, Isai. 5.21. Beeing strongly perswaded of their good estate to God-ward, whereas, as yet, they have no part at al in the first resurrection. Such as those, Matth. 7.22. and 25.11. Thirdly all such as are resolved not to take sinne to heart. See, Isai. 28.15. These either, first, Multum delectat omnes peccatores, & amatores buius seculi, quia misericors & miserator dominus, quia longanimis & multùm misericors. Sed siamas, tum multa mitia time ibi, & ultimum quod ait, & verax. Si enim vibil aliud diceret nisi misericors, & miserator Dominus, longanimis & multùm misericors, quast iam convertereste ad securitatem, & impunitatem & ad licentiam peccatorū, & faceres, quodvelles, utereris seculo, vel quantū tibi permitteretur, vel quantum tibi libido iussisset. Etsi quis te b [...]ne monendo obiurgaret, atque terreret, ut cobiberes te ab immoderato luxu, eundo post coxcupiscentias tuas & deserendo Deum tuum, inter medias voces obiurgantis obsisteres, impudenti quidem fronte, veluti audit â divinâ authoritate, & legeres de libro Dominico: Quid ni [...] terres de Deo nostro? Ille Nisericers est & miserator & multùm misericors Ne talia homi [...]s dicerent, [...]um verbum addidit in fine, quod, & verax: & excussit Letitiam malè praesumentium & induxit timorem dalentium. Gaudeamus ad misericordiam Domini, sed timean [...] us ad iudicium Domini. Parcit dum tacet. Tacet, sed non semper tacebit. August. Lib. de decem chordis, cap. 1. Nòs perversitate nostra sic volumus Deum esse misericordem, ut non sit iustus. Idem de temp. Serm. 109. make God all of mercy: secondly, or preserue a secret reservation in their hearts to repent hereafter: thirdly, or have so prodigiously hardened their hearts, that they feare not the iudgement to come: fourthly, or with execrable villany desire to extinguish the very notions of a Deity, by a kind of an affected Atheisme; and beeing drowned in sensuality, labour not to beleeve the Word of God; that they may sinne without all checke or reluctation.
2. But if it fall out so by Gods blessing, that the Word once begin to get within a Man, and to worke terrour and trouble of minde for sinne; so that He sees him grow sensible of His slavery, weary of His former waies, and like enough to breake the Prison, and bee gone; then doth Hee seriously observe and attend, which way the Partie enclines, and how hee may bee easiliest diverted, that hee may thereafter proportion His Plots and Attempts against Him, the more prosperously.
[Page 307]First, if hee find Him to have been an horrible sinner, of a sad and Melancholike disposition, much afflicted with outward crosses, &c. Hee then laies load upon His affrighted Soule, with all his cunning and cruelty; that if it bee possible, Hee may drive Him to despaire. For this purpose Hee keen's the sting of the guilty conscience it selfe, all he can; sharpens the empoysoned Points of his owne fierydarts; addes more grisselinesse to his many hatefull transgressions; more horrour to the already flaming vengeance against sin, &c. That if God so permit, Hee may bee sure to strike desperately home, and sinke Him deepe enough into that abhorred Dungeon.
Secondly, But if hee perceive Him not to have been infamous and noted for any notorious sinnes; By naturall constitution, to bee merrily disposed; impatient of heavy-heartednesse, and formerly much addicted to good fellowship: If hee spie him, to strive and struggle for dis-intanglement out of these uncouth terrours; and re-injoyment of his former worldly delights, and Ioviall companions: I say, then Hee is most forward to follow and feede His Intuetur inimicus generis humani uniu [...] cuiusque mores, cul vitio sint propinqui, & illa opponit ante faciem, ad quae cognoscit facililiùs inclinars mentem: ut blandes u [...] latis moribus sape luxuriam proponat, &c. Greg. in cap. 18. Iob. Col. 456. humou [...] [...] way also: that so He may stifle, and utterly extin [...]sh, the worke of the spirit of bondage in the very beginning. And to this end, he blunts, with all the cun [...] he can, the sting of a Mans owne Conscience, and quite remooves his owne: Hee procures and offers all occasions of o [...]ward contentment; Hee furnishes His Fellowes in iniquity, and the Divels proctors with pernicious eloquence, and store of entisements, to bring him backe againe to their bent and beastly courses: He ministers his owne delicious [...] of carnall pleasure, to cast His conscience asleepe [...] ▪ In briefe, He leaves no Policy, plot, or practise un-assayed, un-attempted to make the power of the Law unprofitable unto Him; and to drowne all his sorrow for sinne in sensuall drunkennesse.
[Page 308]This then I make the second pestilent Passage out of pangs of conscience: to wit, when a man, to decline them, is driven by the subtilty of Satan, and perversenesse of his owne flesh, if not to Wisards and Wisemen, as they call them, and other such Oracles of the Divell; yet at best to humane Helpes, to worldly wisedome, to outward mirth, Good-fellowship, pleasant company, His heapes of gold, hoards of wealth, riches, Pastures, variety of choisest Pastimes: nay, for ease to any thing, even to Drinking, dancing, dicing, Masking, Mis-rule, revelling, roaring, &c. or any other such ribald, bedlam, and raging fooleries.
3. Some there are, who passe out of trouble of mind for sinne, and Legall terrours, into a kind, as it were, of an artificiall, enforced, unsound, untimely, and counterfeit peace of conscience. I meane it thus, when a Mans carnall heart, wounded by the terrifying power of the Word, with sight and horrour of his former wicked wayes, but weary of the wound, impatient of spirituall heavinesse, wilfully set and resolved obstinately against the holy severities of the Schoole of Repentance, mortification, godly stricktnesse, walking with God, &c. And withall meeting with some Dawber with untempered mortar, who is very ready Ier. 614. to heale his heart with sweet words, saying, Peace, peace, when there is no peace; I say in this case, Others have overgrowne them, (Hee meanes Legall terrors) by snatching hold of the promi [...]e of mercy and salvation, ere it belonged to them; thinking themselves good Christians, because they had felt some terrours. —But the Promise of salvaiton is not straight belonging to one, that is onely terrified for his punishment, but is contrite-hearted for sinne, which is the worke of the Gospell, Rogers of Dedham in His Doctrine of Faith, pag. 108. snatches hold of comfort, and applies the Promises of mercy and salvation, before they belong unto Him: Before Hee bee searched to the quicke, sounded to the bottome, and soundly humbled; Before the spirit of Bondage hath, as it were, it's perfect worke, and Hee kindlily fitted for Iesus Christ. For this purpose they are wont to wrest, abuse, and misapply many places in the Booke of God; The unskilfull Physicions in application; and the deluded Patients [Page 311] in apprehension of them: Even such as these: Come unto mee all yee that labour, and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest: Matth. 11.28. Yea, but they are not weary of all their sinnes, but onely troubled with the present terrour; nor willing to take upon them the Crosse of Christ: Well enough content they are to take Him as a Saviour to preserve them from Hell, but not as a Psal. 45.11. Hos. 2.19. Lord, a King, and an Quemadmodum fratres. si Sponsus seccrit Sponsae suae annulum, & illa acceptum annulum plus diligeret quàm Sponsum qui illl fecit annulum: nonne in ipso dono Sponsi adulterae anima deprehenderetur, quamvis hoc amaret, quod dedit Sponsus: tamen si diceret, Sufficit mihi annulus iste, iam illius faciem nolo videre, qualis esset? Quis non detestaretur hanc amentiam? Quis non adulterum animum convinceret? Amas aurum pro viro, amas annulum pro Sponse. August. in Epist. Ioan. Tract. 2. Cave ô anima, ne, quod absit, Meretrixdicaris, simunera Dantis plus, quā amantis affectum diligis. August Meditat. lib. 2. cap. 4. Husband, to serve, obey and love Him. Whosoever shall call upon the Name of the Lord, shall bee saved: Rom. 10.13. Yea, but they doe not consider, that many also shall cry, Lord, Lord, Matth. 7.22. and 25.11. and yet bee excluded from eternall blisse; and therefore all that call savingly upon the Name of Christ, must depart from iniquity: 2. Tim. 2.19. But they upon recovery, will by no meanes depart from their darling delight. Hee that beleeveth on the Sonne, hath everlasting life: Ioh. 3.36. Yea, but justifying Faith purifies the heart, Acts 15.9. fills it with deare affections unto heavenly things, deads it to the World, and divorces it quite from all former carnall pleasures, and companion-ship. I will giue to Him that is athirst, of the Fountaine of the Water of life, freely: Reu. 21.6. Yea, but they thirst onely for salvation, not for sanctification; for mercy, not for grace; for happinesse, not for holinesse, &c. These men, as well as the second sort, will by no meanes thorow the pangs of the New-birth into the holy Path. They wickedly misconceiue out of the rotten Principles of their owne worldly wisedome, prejudice against the power of godlinesse, and pestilent perswasions of Pillow-sowers under their elbowes, that in so doing, they shalbee utterly undone, and never have good day afterward: But, to speake in their owne language, fall presently into the hands of the Puritanes, into the strict tortures, and Hypocriticall miseries of precisenesse, into fowrenesse, vnsociablenesse, dumps of Melancholy; and indeede, into a state, not past a step [Page 312] short of distraction and madnesse. And these therefore cast about to get out of trouble of minde, and sense of divine terrour with as great impatiency and precipitation, as the former; onely more plausibly, and with seemingly fairer, but truly false satisfaction to their owne Soules. For the former rush with furious indignation out of these spirituall dejections of Conscience, as unmanly feares, not fit for worthy spirits, and men of Ioviall resolution, into greater excesse, and variety of worldly delights, and sensuall loosenesse; and so ordinarily become afterward very notorious, and more desperate enemies to the Kingdome of Christ: Because the power of the Word hath once stung their carnall hearts with some remorsefull terrour, they ever after heartily hate the sound and searching Ministry, and managers thereof, the Inflicters of their smart; for no other reason in the world, but that they tell them the truth, and thereupon torment them before their time; that so, if they be not wanting unto themselves, they may escape the torments of eternity hereafter. And they set themselves against godly Christians with incompatible estrangement, and implacable spite; onely because they are Professours of Selfe-deniall, holy strictnesse, inconformity to the world, repentance, mortification, &c. the entertainement and exercise whereof they furiously more detest and flie from, then the death of their Bodies, and damnation of their Soules. But these latter, passe more plausibly out of trouble of conscience, and take a fairer course of the two, tho it proove but an imaginary and counterfeite Cure. For they labour to close up their spirituall wound, with comfort out of the Word; and promise peace to their troubled hearts from the promises of life: But herein they faile, and fearefully deceive themselves, in that they conceive, the first fits and qualmes, as it were, of Legall terrour, to bee saving repentance; a generall speculative apprehension of Christ's Passion, to procure a speciall pardon [Page 313] for all their sinnes; fruitlesse speculations of Faith to prevent and secure them from the wrath that is come; a meere verball profession to be forwardnesse enough, except a Man would bee too precise. Vpon the first fright, and feeling the smart of a confused remorse and horrour for sinne, without any further penitent wading into Particulars, or thorow-search into their hearts, lives, consciences, and Callings; without suffering the worke of the spirit of Bondage, to drive them to Christ, and a resolution to sell all, &c. They presently, hand over-head, apply by the strong delusion of their owne idle groundlesse conceite, all the gracious promises and priviledges of Gods Childe to their un-humbled Soules; and enforce their understandings by a violent greedy error, to think they are justified by such an artificiall heartles Notion, which they falsely call Faith: and so resting in a counterfeite perswasion, that they are true Converts, ordinarily turne And let not these be weary of the yoke of God and the Law, and make over-much haste out of this state, for so may they undoe themselves: For as some withstanding their terrour, have withstood their salvation; so some have by hastening out, made waste of all; and beeing impatient of beeing in this case, and over-willing to catch hold of the promise straight, have prooved but loose, unsound and unsavory Christians in time, which if they had tarried the Lords leysure in it, might have come to sound and true comfort, which would have continued all their dayes. Rogers of Dedham in his Doctr. of Faith, pag. 110. carnall Professours.
Who are a kind of people, who have no more spirituall life, then a dead Faith can infuse into them: No more comfort in the communion of Saints, then an outward correspondence in Profession, speculative Discourses of religion, and meetings at the Meanes can yeeld: No more interest, or right to Heaven, then a bold presumptuous confidence; built first upon their owne wilfull fancy, and seconded with Satans lying suggestion, can give them. Whose sorrow for sinne at the most, is commonly no more, then afflicting their Soules for a Day, and bowing downe their heads like a Bul-rush, without loosing the bands of wickednesse, or departing from iniquity. Whose conversion is nothing, but onely a speculative Passage from a confused apprehension of sinne, to a generall application of Christ; without any sensible, or saving alteration in their waies. Whose New-obedience consists onely in a formall conformity to outward exercises of Religion, without all true Zeale, life, heartinesse, holinesse, or indeed honest [Page 314] dealing with their Brethren. But these men are to know, that Christs blood never pardoned any mans Soule from sinne, whose spirit the power thereof did not purge from guile. It never saves any one from Hell, whom it doth not first in some good measure season with holinesse and heavenly life. In vaine doe they build comfort upon his Passion, who doe not conscionably conforme to the practise of his Word. And let them further bee informed for a more cleare discovery of their grosse and damnable Selfe-deceit; that howsoever a dead Faith, according to it's name and nature, enters (if it hath any entitie at all) into the understanding, without any remarke-able motion, sense and alteration; yet that Faith, which truly justifies, pacifies, purifies, mortifies, sanctifies, and saves, is evidently discernable, by, first, Many stirring Preparatives; Sight and sense of a Mans miserable state by nature, of his sinfulnesse and cursednesse; Humbling himselfe in the sight of the Lord, fearefull apprehensions wrought by the spirit of bondage; Illumination, conviction, Legall terrours, &c. Secondly, Violent affections about the infusing of it, which are wont to bee raised in the humbled heart by the Holy Ghost; extreme thirst, inflamed desires, vehement longings, un-utter-able groanings of spirit, prizing and preferring the Person and Passion of Christ, before the Possession of infinite Worlds; willingnesse to sell all, to part with any thing for Him, tho neuer so deare, or so much doted upon heretofore; with pleasure, riches, preferments, a right hand, a right eye, liberty, life, &c. Nay, if in such a Case, if even Hell it selfe should stand betweene Iesus Christ and a poore Soule, He would most willingly passe thorow the very flames thereof to embrace His blessed crucified Lord, in the armes of a lively Faith. Thirdly, inseparable consequents and companions: first, an hearty and everlasting falling-out with all sinne: secondly, sanctification thorowout, in Body, Soule, Spirit, and Calling, and [Page 315] in every power, part and passage thereof, tho not in perfection of degrees, as they say, yet in truth and effectually: thirdly, A set and solmne course of New-obedience, spent principally in Selfe-sobriety, righteousnesse towards our Brethren, and holinesse towards God.
Many unfaithfull men in the Ministry, both in their publike teaching, and private visitations of the sicke, have much to answer-for in this Point: who for want of skill in that highest Art of saving soules, of familiarity with God, and secret workings of his Spirit, of experience in their owne change, and of the spirit of discerning, &c. many times concurre with such miserable men to marre all, in stife-ling the very first stirrings of Legall remorse, by healing the wounds of their conscience with sweet words, before they be searcht, and sounded to the bottome; and by an unseasonable and undiscreet heaping a great deale of comfort there, where as yet, a good ground-worke of true humiliation is not soundly laid. Many and lamentable are the spirituall miseries in those Places, where such Dawbers with untempered morter domineere; who never passed thorow the Pangs of the New-birth themselves, were never feelingly acquainted with the wonderfull dealings of God in that great Miracle of a Mans conversion; nor trained up experimentally in the Schoole of temptations, painefull exercises of mortification, and counter-minings against the Depths, Wiles, Devises, and stratagems of the Divell. The blessed Prophet paints them out to the life, and denounces a dreadfull woe against such flattering and foolish Prophets, Ezech. 13. A Ship-Master skilfull onely in Astronomy, and other speculative Passages of the Art of Navigation, is no body in conducting Men safely over some dangerous Sea, to Him, that besides sufficiencies of Art, is furnisht also with experimentall skill in those Parts, by passing formerly that way Himselfe, and having discovered those dangers of ruine, and hidden Rockes, [Page 316] which the other Man might easily runne upon. Give me a Man, in whom variety and profoundnesse of best learning doth concurre in the highest degree of excellency, yet if his owne heart bee not soundly wrought upon, and seasoned with saving grace, Himselfe experimentally seene into the Mystery of Christ, and Secrets of sanctification, as Hee shall bee hardly able to wound other mens consciences, and pierce them to the quicke; so Hee will bee found very unfit to manage aright the spirituall miseries of a troubled Soule; and to transport it savingly thorow the tempestuous terrours and temptations incident to the New-creation, into the Port of true peace, and Paradise of the blessed Brother-hood. A right dreadfull and tender Point it is, to deale with distressed consciences; so many depths of Satan, and deceits of Mans heart mingle themselves with businesse of so great consequence. Even a well-meaning Man without much heedfulnesse, and good experience both in the Point, and the Party, may erre dangerously, and bee much deceived herein. I have heard from a Man of conscience and credit, besides many and many in the same kind, of a fearefull imposture to this purpose: A man, who for the world was well enough, visited with some trouble of minde for his sinnes, sent for a Minister to minister comfort. Hee, it seemes, not sounding Him to the bottome, or searching to the quicke, heaped upon Him unseasonably, and too soone, mercies, and hopes of spirituall safety. Amongst other things, Hee asked Him, whether formerly, Hee had ever felt testimonies and refreshings of Gods favour, and love; Yea, answered the Party; [and here take notice of a notorious depth of the Divell] Once riding alone upon the way in such a Place, I grew upon the sudden, very lightsome, and light-hearted, &c. [This was but a flash of Satans Angelicall glory, cunningly to lighten and leade him the way to further confusion]. Why then, replied the Minister, you may build upon it. God is constant in His favours; and [Page 317] whom Hee loves once. Hee loves for ever. Hereupon the Patient was presently healed of his wounded heart, and after fell unto his former courses, and grew fully as prophane, as Hee was before. Amongst the many important Passages of our Ministeriall imployments, I feare mee, this Cùm nunquam graevioribus tentationibus expositi sint hominesquàm dum infirmitati, bus exer [...]entur, aut aegrotant, morbis cùm animi, tū corporis fracti; nunquam sanè conven [...]t Pastores ecclesiarum saluti suae gregis invigilare accuratiùs, quàm in huiusmodi morbis & infirmitatibus. Harmon. conf. pa. 1. Helvet. Conf. cap. 25. pag. 80. waighty affaire of visiting the sicke, is passed-over also (more is the pitty!) with much ignorance, slightnesse and neglect. It is incredible to consider, how fearefully many offend, and what a deale of hurt they doe, by observing one plodding generall forme, and that a poore one too, towards all Patients promiscuously: without any judicious discretion in distingvishing the variety of spirituall states, the different degrees of unregeneratenesse, former courses of life, &c. Commonly their carriage in such Cases is the same to the notorious sinner, the meere civill Man, grosse Hypocrite, carnall Gospeller, formall Professor, Back-slider; the weake and strong; the tempted and untempted Christian. If they but heare from the sicke Man a generall acknowledgement of his sinnes, formall cries for mercy and pardon, earnest desires to die the death of the righteous, &c. which may bee easily, and ordinarily found in a Pharisie, or foolish Virgine, as you have heard before; they will presently needs threape Him downe, that He is as sure a saved Man, as if Hee were in Heaven already. Herein resembling, saith Vpon Psal 22. pag. 5. Marbury, a foolish Shepheard, who wanting skill to helpe his poore sheepe out of the ditch, is driven to play the miserable comforter; and to take some other indirect course (as many use to doe in such case) to cut the sheepes throate in time, to make him Mans meate; left it should bee said, Hee died in a ditch. Many and many a time doe such fellowes as these, empty and discharge their common-Place Bookes of all the Places of mercy and comforte, collected curiously, and industriously for that purpose, upon those Men; who were never acquainted with the waies of God in their life-time, nor with the truth of humiliation, or truly [Page 318] with the great worke of Repentance upon their Beds of death.
Those formall Church-men, who stood about Marshall Biron, that great Peere and Pillar of France, at his death, did in this respect very ill offices of Ghostly Fathers unto Him in his greatest neede, and last extremitie. For when Hee behaved himselfe more like a Voisin said unto Him, that hee had too much care of his Body, which was no more his owne. Hee turned to Him in choller with an oath, saying; I will not have him (meaning the Executioner) touch mee, so long as I shall bee living: if they put mee into choller, I will strangle half the company that is here, and will force the rest to kill me, I will leape downe, if you thrust mee into despaire. History of France, pag. 1049. Sicut autem per omnem calamitatem protervè se atque impatientèr gesserat, sic vel tum maximè; aspecta truci, ac pene s [...]ente, v [...]ce, verbis, deniq [...]e totogestu animi in pocentiamindicans. [...] ad praestandam accincturo sese operam accedere volentem. minis ne se tangeret, abster [...]tt; circumspiciens undique, tanquam gladium, si vidisset, arrepturus. Specul. Tragi [...]. pag. 187.188. furious Divel, already amongst the damned spirits, in blasphemies impatiencies, and most raging passions, then a meeke and humble Saint of God, ready to passe into everlasting Mansions of peace; they notwithstanding out of their Popish divinity, gave him this absolution, assuring Him that His soule was ready to see God, and to bee Partaker of his glory in Heaven. When it had been farre fitter to have driven him to the sight of his sinnes, sense of that dreadfull houre, terrour of that strict Tribunall, to which hee was ready to passe, and fearefulnesse of that infernall fiery Lake, from which no greatnesse can priviledge gracelesse Men. I feare me, there are many Trencher-Chaplaines of the true Religion, also, who are ready to doe proportionable service, to ungodly great Ones, upon whom they depend, by promising them life. But many and dreadfull are the mistakings and miseries, which fall upon the Soules of Men, both Patients and By-standers, by these flattering, formall visitations, and Funerall Panegyricks, which ordinarily follow after. Happy then, and hopefull is that Man, who in the troubles of His Soule meetes with that Siquidem multis presbyteratus committitur dispensatio, se [...] ron omnes pariter commissae dispensationis inservi [...]nt Ministerio. Alius e [...]uidem commodis praesentibus, que s [...]a sunc, non quae Iesu Christi exquirens, inexplebiliter inbiat [...] alius praepe [...] [...] suffocatur ex ignorantiâ, & tamen ignorans ignorabitur: alius ve [...], & temp [...]s explorat, respondet que probati vita, [...] Ministery. Ex his vocandi sunt, si noveris peritiores, & cu [...]ores. Si [...] morbis corporum Medici probatiores exquiruntur, quantò magis spiritalibus animarum putredinibus adhibendi sunt Medici subtiliores, & si dici liceat, spiritaliores. August. Tom. 9. p. 2. De visitatione infirmorum. lib. 2. cap. 7. An hundred to one then, These Ones of a thousand are never to bee found amongst worldly-minded and ambitious Ministers, negligent Ministers, or those that are ignorant: But amongst the most skilfull, searching, and spirituall, of such as are faithfull. As appeares by this ancient Passage in Austin. One of a thousand, Iob 33.23. with those Sonnes [Page 317] both of Consolation and thunder; who are as able, ready, and willing, rightly to binde up a bruised spirit with the Baulme of mercy, and promises of life, as to breake in pieces a stubborne heart with the terrours of the Law. Who, as they labour in the first Place to fright and fire men out of their sinfull courses, into penitent dejections of Conscience, a needfull preparative to a saving conversion; so they have learned both speculatively and experimentally, to conduct them thorow the Pangs of the New-birth, to sound comfort in Christ, mortification, New-obedience, walking with God, &c.
4. Others there are, who passe out of trouble of Conscience for sinne, into some more tolerable courses for the time to come; but yet not thorowly, and savingly into the truth and Trade of Christianity. For when Satan once perceives, that sorrow for sinne lies so heavie upon a Mans heart; and the rage of guiltinesse doth sting him still with such restlesse angvish, that in all likelihood, it will at length draw and drive him to some alteration at least, and worke out at last some measure of amendment; then doth hee out of an insatiable hellish thirst to hold him still in his clutches, bend and imploy all his power and policy, to make him satisfie himselfe; and rest finally, as sufficiently fitted for salvation, in some partiall, insufficient, halfe-conversion; and to sit downe contentedly with religious formes onely, and some outward reformation. The Divels first desire in working our destruction, is to keepe a Man notoriously naught, in the highest straine of impiety. A Traitour in graine, as it were, and most desperate Rebell to the divine Majesty, wallowing still in all variety of villany and vanity. But if that will not bee, Hee is glad to detaine him, in what degree of prophanenesse, hee can most conveniently and with greatest safty, tho the least and the lowest; in any state of unregeneratenesse, tho furnished [Page 318] with the utmost perfections, [...]f which it is capable; so that Hee step not into the Kingdome of Christ. Rather then Hee will utterly lose him, and part with Him quite, Hee will leave possession of Him in part; and be willing, tho full sore against his will, to lose a great deale of his former more furious service; and something of the fullnesse of his conformity to the fashions of Hell, If Hee cannot doe as hee would, Hee will doe as hee may, as they say. When Hee sees him grumbling and grow discontent, and weary with the loathsomnesse of the Dungeon, and waight of his fetters; rather then Hee should escape, and breake quite away; Hee will knock off some of his irons, grant him the liberty of the Prison, the comfort of the walks; nay and suffer Him sometimes to walke abroade, so that Hee bee still watchfully attended by his Keeper; and continue a Retainer to the kingdome of darkenesse. Hee will bee content, to give him the benefit of the fewest stripes in Hell, and the least measure of damnation; tho that also be more then infinitely terrible, and intolerable, rather then Hee should bee undamned at all. And therefore in such a Case, Hee will easily suffer Him to proceede to some kinde of Repentance; and reformation, of some one or moe outward grosse notorious sinnes; remorse whereof, perhaps, did first raise the terrour and trouble in his minde; so that He wil there rest, and remaine unmortified and unamended in the rest. Or, Hee cares not much, tho He be universally, outwardly reformed; and unblameable, for the most part, in his visible carriage, and conversation; Tho Hee restore ill gotten goods with Iudas; say his praiers, give almes, fast often, give tythes of all that He possesses, with the Pharisee; hold out a Lamp of goodly professiō to the eie of the world, with the foolish Virgines; observe godly Ministers, reforme many things after their Preaching, and heare them gladly, with Herod; So that for all this plausible and unpernicious outside the heart continue unchast, impure, [Page 319] unholy, unheavenly still; and He still hug in his bosome, some secret lusts and sensuall corruptions, with willing delight, and loathnesse to leave them. Or, if a man, besides outward religious representations, and conformities, desires also to finde and feele in Himselfe some kinde of inward worke; Hee will not bee much troubled with addition of the spirit of Spiritualis benedictio duplex est; una imperfecta & manca, aliera, perfecta & plena, omniáque spiritualia dona comple [...]iens. Ill [...]i priori multi etiam reprobi donantur. Talis enim benedictio, est Fides temporaria, aliqua vera Dei cognitio, gustus aliquis Spiritus Sancti, aliquod initium honestae vitae; & id genus alia Dei dona, De quibus Apostolus scripsit, ad Heb 6. Zanchius in 1. ad Eph. v. 3. Some Temporaries besides profession, are mooved at the Word, affected with some kindes of griefe at such Doctrines, as serve to moove griefe, and joy in that, that mooves joy; yea, also reforme many things, cut away outward evils, take up many good duties publike, yea, and private, & yet fall short. —Men may have great knowledge, assent, Profession; yea, excellent gifts, and shewes of every grace (and goe a great way, to the deceiving of themselves, and many others); and yet for want of particular apprehension of Christ, they are not planted into Him, have no sap of grace and sanctification. Master Rogers of Dedham in His Doctrine of Faith, cap. 1. pag. 8.9. illumination, temporary Faith, some Matth. 13.20. ioy in the Word, Heb. 6.5. taste of the powers of the World to come, &c. So that the spirit of speciall sanctification bee wanting still, and that some darling delight bee maintained in heart, life, or calling; which the Man by no meanes would have meddled with, or mortified. Or that, which is a notable Depth of the Divell, of which take speciall notice: Whereas a Man heares many times out of the Ministry of the Word; that the abandoning of his bosome-sinne, is a good token of a true conversion; and the embracing of it still, is too sure a signe, that hee is Satans still: To the end Hee may blind Him in this important Point; Hee will suffer Him to exchange the visible forme, and outward exercise even of His beloved sinne. For the purpose; A mans Captaine and commanding sinne, is covetousnesse; and it is outwardly exercised in usury, bribery, sacriledge, &c. Hee is well enough content in this Case, to let Him bee frighted by the terrour of the Ministry, from those grosser acts of cruelty, for which the World cries shame on Him, (especially not restoring); so that Hee insensibly fall unto, and sec [...]etly practise some other cunning invisible oppressions, or any unlawfull waies of getting. His sweet sinne is voluptuousnesse; Hee hunts after it in the horrible villanies of adultery, or fornication; But at some Sermon or other, [Page 320] Hee is told and terrified; That by such sinnes He doth not onely damne Himselfe, but also ever draw another to Hell with Him, &c. Whereupon Hee may grow into a slavish distaste, and dis-continuance from them; and Satan will not say much, so that there succede in their roomes, some other kinds of uncleannesse; perhaps immoderate abuse the marriage, without any checke, or remorse; or some other secret, Selfe-abominations, not to bee conceived without horrour, much lesse to bee named. Nay, Hee will yet yeeld further, and endure an utter cessation from the externall acts, and visible practise of a Mans predominant and reigning sinne; so that hee delightfully feede upon it still in his heart with speculative greedinesse; and spend the strength of his affections, and the most of His thoughts that way. Hee will give Him leave to leave off His Vsury, and to call-in his money, (but ordinarily ever without restitution) so that hee may hold his heart still exercised with covetousnesse. Hee can well enough abide, abandoning the grosse acts of uncleannesse; so that Hee lie frying in the flames of his owne scorching concupiscence; and consume his thoughts in the adulteries of the heart, and contemplative filth. O the endlesse Maze, unfathomed Depths, and deepest malice of that old red Dragon! Hee will yeeld unto any thing, take in the very darkest Nooke of Hell, for some cunning Devise, rather then part with a pretious Soule out of his Hellish Paw. If a Man bee so haunted with horrour of conscience, that hee dare not for his life lie any longer in his notoriousnesse, but will needs into some new course; Hee can put him into many new fashions, and yet no New-birth, no New-man. Hee will suffer him to passe into a more tolerable conversation, and yet come short of a true conversion. Hee can afford him a morall Change, or a formall Change, or a mentall Change; I meane it onely in respect of the spirit of illumination, and generall graces; or a temporary [Page 321] Change, (of which see My Directions for walking with God, pag. 310.) And yet continue him still within the confines of His cursed kingdome, and in a damnable state. Hee doth improove to the utmost, as occasion of advantage is offered, both the grisseliest shape of a foule Fiend, and the most alluring light of His Angelicall glory; to doe us a mischiefe any way, either upon the right hand, or the left. How many thousands, Ah pitie! even in this clearest Noone-tide of the Gospell, doth Hee keepe in a presumptuous confidence, that they are converted; and yet most certainely his owne still, and in a willing slavery to some one or other predominant Lust at the least? Bee advised then in the Name of Christ, whosoever thou art, when the hand of God, great mercy, shall visit and vex thy conscience for sinne, by the piercing power of the Ministry: Bee sure to follow the direction and guidance of that blessed hand, without dawbing or diversion, out of the kingdome of darkenesse, thorow the Pangs of the New-birth, into the holy Path, wholly and for ever. Make sure worke, whatsoever it cost Thee; Thousands lose their Soules, by thinking lesse will serve the turne, then wil. If One would buy a Iewell of five hundred pounds, and will give but foure hundred for it, hee might as well bid nothing. Nay, the doing something in Christianity, and not going thorow-stitch, hardens a Man by accident. Where, were there nothing but notoriousnesse, it might serve to humble us. Because Satan cannot keepe us quite from Religion, Hee deales with us, as wee with our children; when they cry for pieces of gold, wee still them with Counters and Rattles. DIP. Many a man loseth a great deale of labour, and his soule too, for want of a little more added; A small thing parts God and them: Many a time they lose heaven for one lust; as Iudas for his covetousnesse: God hath set downe, that hee will not abate a haires breadth of his price, and they thinke they offer faire, and will goe no further; if this will doe it, they will goe on with their bargaine, else not▪ &c. — Tho the Temporary offer faire, yet hee will not come up to the Lords price. O bee not so unwise, lose not all this labour you have taken, in hearing, reading, praying, professing; and it may bee, have been called Puritan, and been hated for your well-doing, and yet lose your soule for a little more. Master Rogers of Dedham, Doctrine of Faith, cap. 1. pag. 13.14. How neere come some, that yet shall never have Christ and salvation? They lose Heaven for some lust; If they could but yeeld up that One thing that was wanting, it might have been a bargaine Ibid. cap. 2. pag. 188. [Page 322] Have never any thing more to doe with the Divell; Give over the Trade of sinning quite, never more to turne agains unto Folly upon any termes. And if Satan set upon Thee with baites and allurements, to detaine Thee in his spirituall Bondage, but by one darling delight, to which thou hast been most addicted: Answer him in this Case with an un-shaken resolution, as Moses did Pharaoh in a Point of temporall Bondage; Exod. 10.26. There shall not so much as an hoofe bee left behind. Yeeld not an haires breadth upon any condition to that Hellish Pharaoh, especially in so great a matter, as the endlesse salvation, or damnation of thy Soule. If hee can keepe possession but by one reigning sinne, in which thou liest with delight, against the light of thy conscience, hating to bee reformed; Hee desires no more. One knot in a thread will stay the Needle's Passage, as wel as five hundred, &c. See to this purpose my Directions of walking with God, pag. 34. Beware then of closing up the wound of thy terrified and troubled conscience with any out-side, halfe, or unsound conversion: which I make the fourth Passage, out of trouble of mind for sin.
5. And why may not Satan sometimes, by Gods permission, bee suffered to inflict, and fasten his fiery darts of terrours and temptations upon a mans conscience; continue them there some while with much angvish and horrour, for some secret holy end seene, and seeming good to divine wisedome; and at length remoove and retire them, not upon succession of any sound comfort, or true peace, from the promises of life, and pardon of sinne; but onely upon a meere cessation of the Divels pleasure to torment, and terrifie any longer? Not that Hee can hurt the least, or most contemptible creature that ever God made, when He please: but that it pleaseth God sometimes to give him the raines, and leave to rage. Quieting the conscience in this Case, is no comfortable cure from positive helpe: but a counterfeite palliation by ceasing to hurt. See Satans proportionable [Page 323] practises in matters of Witchcraft, in Giffards Dialogve concerning Witches and Witchcrafts, pag. 11.
6. Nay, Let mee here further, before I passe out of the Point, discover unto you a mysterie, but it is of iniquity and horrible Hypocrisie. I have knowne some (would you thinke it?), who have As Divines affirme, that an Hypocrite may have shewes of every grace. See Master Rogers of Dedham, Doctr. of Faith▪ cap. 2. pag. 8. And doe outwardly all things which true Christians doe. See Perkins in his Treatise; How farre a Reprobate may goe, and feigne, whatsoever Gods children doe faithfully. Novimus hypocritas ea fingere comnia, quae fideles verè efficiunt. Chamier. Tom. 3. lib. 13. cap. 20. sect. 5. So I doubt not, but Hee may represent outwardly even the dejections, complaints, and sad behaviours of One truly troubled in Conscience. And that so cunningly, that He may for a while deceive judicious Ministers. Some Painters have had such a gift in the lively expressing of the formes of Birds and other Beasts, that true Birds and living Beasts have been deceived in taking them for their Mates. But the Hypocrite puts downe the Painter: for by his glozing, and glistering shewes in all outward workes, hee doth so perfectly resemble the true Christian, that hee deceiveth, not as the Painter, silly Birds, but reasonable Men; yea, learned and experienced Christians. Dike in his Discovery of the deceitfulnesse of Mans heart, cap. 2 pag. 29. Nay, may hee not therein out-goe them? As false gold in glistering goes beyond true; and hired mourners in lamentation beyond the deceased Parties owne friends; and fawning flatterers in outward complements of friendship, beyond true friends themselves: So may Hypocrites in outward workes seeme to carry it away from the soundest Christians Ibid. counterfeited even trouble of Conscience; and made shew, with out all truth or true touch, of sundry temptations, and spirituall distempers, incident onely to the Saints. And have for that purpose addrest themselves with much industry and noise; and had recourse many times to some spirituall Physitions, with many teares, an heavy countenance, and other rufull circumstances; expressing almost exactly the scruples, doubts, distrusts, complaints of such as are truly grieved in spirit, and true of heart. O the wonderfull Depth, which lieth hid in the confluence of the Hypocrisies of mans false heart; and the Devises of that old Revel. 12.9. Serpent, which deceiveth the whole world! Such as these, take upon them, and lay aside terrours of conscience, as Hypoc i [...]a, hoc est histrio, vocatur is, qui in Theatro a [...]enam personam sumit. —sic & in hac vitâ ad suos mores orchestras atque theatrum exerc [...]nt [...], qui alia corde gerentes, alia exirmsecùs hominibus prae se [...]serunt. Basil. Serm. 2. De [...]e junio. Players doe their apparell and Parts.
7. The passages past doe all mislead into By-paths: but there is One blessed way, besides all these, tho it be a narrow One, which conducts directly out of a naturall state through the pangs of the new-birth, with out diversion, or dawbing; with out any longer detainement in any lust, sensuall pleasure or beloued vanitie; in [Page 324] any kind of hypocrisie, or degree of unregeneration, into the Paradise of grace fully and for ever. This neither plunges a man into the Pit of Despaire, nor misguides him by carnall counsell, and his own wicked conceit, into the fooles Paradise, and tastlesse fooleries of outward mirth; nor pacifies unseasonably with untimely and counterfeit peace; nor leaves in the deceiving formes of an unsound conversion, and unsaving flourishes of generall graces only, &c. But convaies and transports him happily, by an universall, syncere, supernaturall, thorow-change into the holy Path: And that thus, and by such degrees as these:
1. The first is an Illumination of the minde, conviction of the conscience, terryfying the heart with sight, sense and horrour of sinne in some true measure. The first worke of the Spirit Iohn 16.8. is to convince of sin; which presupposeth illumination, and produceth terror. The Spirit of bondage must bee first set on worke, to shew us our spirituall misery, to humble us to prepare for Christ. And yet this worke in it selfe, is common to the Alien, with the child of the New-birth. And ordinarily here they part: The Alien and hee that hates to bee reformed, out of an inveterate, unhappy prejudice against the saving precisenesse of the Saints; and [...]othnesse to leave utterly his former courses, company, conversation, being obstinated against passing on forward into the way, which is called holy; (Regeneration, the new-birth, Repentance, mortification, sanctification, self-deniall, New-obedience, walking with God, turning Puritan, as they say, &c, are termes perhaps, of as great terrour unto him, as his present trouble of conscience) doth now here divert, and afterward willfully and wofully perish in some pestilent or plausible By-path. In this case hee labours and layes about him for ease any way, (yea sometimes he will have it from the Divell himself, if he can, by the help of a Wizzard, rather then misse of it) so that he may attaine and keepe it, without any great alteration [Page 325] of his former waies, or especially, without parting with his darling pleasure. And therefore he assaies, either, to conquer his spirituall affliction with worldly comforts, carnall counsell, choise contentments, &c. Or else to allay the present storme of his guilty rage with some counterfeit calme; or at best, to still the cry of his conscience, with putting forth his hand to some outward workes of Christianity, and some kinde of conversion; which may yet well enough consist with the secret enjoyment of his bosome-sin: Or by some other such indirect course, & unsound cure. But now the Other, whom the Lord doth purpose to prepare for himselfe by this first worke, and to call effectually; doth entertaine at the same time by the helpe of God, a strong, invincible resolution, not only never more to returne unto foolishnes, whatsoever comes of him; never upon any termes to fall back again into his former For, peccare, & de Dei creatoris clementiâ praesumere, pelago iustitiae eius exponi est. Gregor. in 1. Reg. c. 3. Nec putent satis sibi esse, ut sua peccata displiceant, nisi etiam vigilantissimâ deinceps intentione vitentur: nec in eis vitandis vires suas existiment sufficere, nisi divinitùs adiuventur. August. Expos. Epist. ad Rom. inchoat. sinfull pleasures, which have now fastned so many fiery Scorpions stings in his conscience; but also, never to admit of any cure, recovery and comfort to his afflicted soule, but only by Iesus Christ; never to have the bleeding wounds of his bruised spirit bathed, bound up and healed, but in that Fountaine, opened to the house of David, and to the Inhabitants of Ierusalem, for sinne and for uncleannesse: Nay rather then he will doe the one or the other, hee will abide upon the Racke of his spirituall torture unto his ending houre. Whereupon he directly addresseth and applies himselfe to the only meanes, appointed and sanctified by God, for working a sure, kindly and lasting cure in such a case, I meane, the Ministery of the Word. And, if hee may have his will▪ he would hit upon the most skilfull, experienced, searching, and sound-dealing Man, amongst all Gods faithfull Messengers.
2. And so in a second place, without all reservation, or any purpose ever to returne or divert; hee comes unto the Ministers of God, in the same minde, and with the same meaning, that Peters hearers did, Act. 2.37. [Page 326] having his heart pricked and rent in peeces with legall terrour, as theirs were: Men and bretheren what shall wee doe? if there bee any Instruction, direction, or duty, which upon good ground out of Gods blessed Booke, you can enjoyne; we will willingly follow it, embrace it, and rather die then not doe it. Prescribe any course, whereby wee may have the boyling rage of our guilty consciences some what asswaged, & we wil blesse God, that ever we saw your faces: Nay, that ever hee made you the happy instruments, to fasten these keene arrowes of truth and terrour, in our amazed and afflicted spirits. Alas! we see now, &c. See before p. 135. &c. And now here the Ministers of God have a strong & seasonable calling to set out in the height, the excellencie, amiablenes, and soule-saving sufficiency of Iesus Christ, blessed for ever: To amplifie and magnifie to the life, the heavenly beauty, unvaluablenesse, and sweeetnesse of his person, passion, promises. No sinne of so deepe a die, bee it scarlet or crimson, but his pretious blood can raze it out. No heart so darke or heavy, but one beame shining from his pleased face, can fill it as full of spirituall glory and joy, as the Sunne is of light, or the Sea of waters. No man so miserable, but if hee will goe out of himselfe, and the Devills slavery quite, and come-in, when hee is dearely invited, he will advance him without money, and without price, from depth of horrour to height of happinesse, &c.
3. By this time, being thus told and truly informed in the mystery and mercy of the Gospell, the poore wounded and weary soule begins to bee deepely and dearely enamored of Iesus Christ. To advance him highest in his thoughts; as the only jewell and joy of his heart; without which hee hath been heretofore, a deade man, and shall here after bee a damned miscreant; to preferre and prize him farre aboue the pleasures, riches and glory of the whole earth; to set his eye and longing so upon him, as to hold himselfe lost for ever without his [Page 327] love; Nay, in the case hee now stands, hee is most willing for a sound and saving cure, to passe through a peece of hell, if need were, to such a heavenly physition; in whose blessed person alone, as hee hea [...]es, all the riches of mercy, goodnesse, compassion, and comfort is to bee found; and in whom are hid and heaped up the fullnesse of grace, and treasures of all perfection So that now the current of his best affections, and all the powers of his humbled soule are wholly bent and directed toward him, as the Sun-flower towards the Sun; the iron to the load-stone; and the load-stone to the Pole-star. To whom the nearer hee drawes, the more heartily it grieves him; that ever he pierced so sweet and deare a Saviour, with such a former impure loathsome life, & so many abominable, & now most abhorred provocations.
4. Vpon this discovery, survay and admiration of this pearle of great price, this rich treasure, the now truly broken, and contrite heart, doth cast about by all meanes, how to compasse it. O! what would he now giue, for the sweete fruition and ravishing possession of it? Hearts-blood, life, Nunc incipio discipulus esse, cum nihil expetam visibilium, ut Iesum Christum assequar. Ignes, cruz, ferarum concursus, sectiones, lanionae, ossium discerptiones, membrorum concisiones, totius corpo [...]is solutio, Diaboli tormenta in me veniant, tantummodò ut Icsum nanciscar. Ignat Epist. 15. ad Rom. Come fire, come gibbet, come teating with wilde beasts, come crashing of my bone [...] in pieces, come drawing my foure quarters asunder, come grinding my whole body to powder; nay, come the torments of the Divell, so I may out winne Christ. lying in Hell for a season, were nothing in this case: The imperiall crownes and command of tenne thousand worlds, were they all extant, would bee in his conceit, but as dust in the Ballance, layd in the scale against Iesus Christ, &c. But these things are not required at his hands. At last he happily hitt's upon that, which God would have him: he even resolves to sell all that he hath: to part with all sinne, tho it should bee as deare, and as much doted upon, as that compared to a right eye or right hand: bee it that, which hath kept him longest in hell, most wasted the conscience, and stuck closest to his bosome; I meane his Captaine corruption, Master-lust, or Minion-delight; he will spare none, he will quite out of Sodome, hee will not leave so much as an hoofe behind. For hee [Page 328] well now remembers, what hee hath often heard heretofore, tho then hee tooke no heed; That the Lord Iesus, and any When a man comes to this passe, with indignation to bee willing to part with his sinnes; to have no more to doe with thē, (as hee must that will have part in Christ: he cānot have Christ, and keepe any one of his sinnes) that party shall have the Pearle. Master Rogers of Dedham, Doctrine of Faith, cap. 2. pag. 173. And surely well worthy is hee to loose his part in Christ, and all his benefits, that prefers any lust before him, and the favour of God; these set too base a price on Christ, ever to have any part in him. Ibid cap. 8. pag, 371. And whosoever lives in any one knowne sinne, let him know to his face, hee hath no true Faith. Ibid. pag. 380. Sunt plures quos poenitet pecc [...]sse, sed non omninò, reservantes sibi quaedam, in quibus delectentur: non anìmadvertentes Dominum simul surdum & mutum à daemonio liberâsse, per hoc docens no [...] nunquam nisi de omnibus sanari. Si enim vellet ex parte peccata reservari, habenti septem daemonia, manente uno proficere potuerat sex expulsis. Expulit autem septem, ut omnia crimina simuleucienda doceret. August. de verâ & falsâ poenit. cap. 9. Scio Deum inimicum omni criminoso. Quomodo creò qui crimen reservat, de alio recipiet veniam? Sine amore Dei consequeretur indulgentiam, sine quo nemo unquam invenit gratiam. Ibid. Vt exparte Dei datur universalis remissio peccatorum, sic debet etiam in nobis esse universalis detestatio peccatorum: atque illud procul dubiò verissimum est, in omni homine reconciliato semper reperiri odium omnium suorum peccatorum; propositum etiam & studium deinceps abstinendi ab omnibus. Nam qui remissionem omnium accepit, infusionem gratiae simul actepit, quae illum armat & munit contra omnia. Frust [...]a digitur blanditur sibi de peccatis remissis, qui amore [...] peccati cuius cunque, & propositum in codem permanendi, quasi in sinu cordis suisovet. Davenantius in expos. epist. ad Coloss. cap. a. vers. 13. pag. 271. Resipiscentia illa non est vera ac solida, quae non avertit bominem ab omni peccato cognito adomne bonum cognitum. Amefius Medull. Theol. lib. 1. cap. 16. There is no Word of comfort in the whole Booke of God intended for such as regard iniquity in their hearts, tho they doe not act it in their lives. Their onely comfort is, that the sentence of damnation is not executed, and thereupon there is yet opportunity of safer thoughts and resolutions, otherwise they stand not only convicted, but condemned by the Word. Doctor Sibbes in the Preface. There is no more comfort to bee expected from Christ, then there is care to please Him. Ibid. one allowed Lust, are never woont to lodge together in the same Soule.
5. Fifthly, To the party thus legally afflicted, evangelically affected and fitted savingly, now doe all the promises of life in Gods blessed Booke, offer themselves, as so many Rockes of eternitie in faithfulnesse and truth, for his wearied soule, tossed with tempest, and full sorely bruised with stormes of terrour, sweetly to rest upon, with everlasting safety: God the Father, his bowells of tenderest compassion and bounty already stirring within him, runnes, that I may so say, as the Father in the Gospell, to fall upon it's necke, and to kisse it with the kisses of his sweetest mercy: Iesus Christ opens himselfe, as it were, upon the Crosse, to receive it graciously into his bleeding [Page 329] wounds; all which, hee beholding with a spiritually illightned eie, admiring and adoring, can not chuse but subscribe and seale unto them, that they are true; and so by the helpe of the Holy Ghost, casts himselfe with all the spirituall strength hee can, at least with infinite longings, most thirsty desires, and resolution never to part, into his blessed bosome; saying secretly to himselfe; Come life, come death, come Heaven, come Hell, come what come can, here will I sticke for ever. And if ever I perish, they shall plucke mee out of the hands, and rent mee from betweene the armes of this mighty, glorious, and dearest Redeemer of mine.
6. And having now taken Christ, as a Saviour, to free him from the miseries of sinne, Qui peccata sua ex animo agnoscit, déque commissis verè dolet, is medicum salutis non solum admittet, sed omnium cupidissime expeter: à pristinae vilae delictis & à quibuscunque alys non modò abstinebit; sed summo studio quasvis illorum occasiones etiam vitabit, imò abborrebit vehementer: & ut anteà turpitudini vi [...], ita iam puritati, innocentiae, & verae pictati singulari diligentiâ invigilabit. Musc. in cap. 3. Matth. hee is willing also to take him as a Lord, Husband, and King; to serve, love and obey him. For every one that is truly Christs, doth as well thirst heartily, and syncerely indeavour after mortification, conquest over corruptions, sanctification, purity, new-obedience, ability to do, or suffer any thing for Christ; as for pardon of sinne and salvation from hell. And therefore he willingly takes upon him his yoake; which tho so called, yet is Omnia ergò illa, quae commemoravit aspera & gravia, frequentiùs & abundantiùs sustinebat (Panlus scilicet); sed profectò aderat ei Spiritus Sanctus, qui in exterioris hominis corruptione, interiorem renovaret de die in diem, & gustatâ requie spiritali in affluentiâ deliciarum Dei, in spe futurae bentitudinis omnia praesentiâ deliniret, aspera & gravia omnia relevaret. Ecce quàm svave iugum Christi portabat, & quâm levem sarcina, ut omnia illa, quae superiùs enumerata, dura & immania omnis auditor horrescit, levem tribulationem diceret, intuens interioribus & fidelibus oculis quanto precio temporalium alium emenda sit aterna vita, non patilabores externos impiorum, & sinc ullâ solicitudine perfrui aeterná felicitate iustorum▪ Secari & uri se bomines patiuntur, ut dolores non aeterni, sed aliquantò diuturnioris ulceris acriorum dolorum precio redimantur, in langvidâ & incertâ vacationis brevissimae, atque ultimâ uitâ. Immanissimis bellis miles atteritur, &c. Quibus tempesta [...]ibus, & procellis, quàm horribili, & tremendâ saevitiâ coeli & maris importuni sunt Mercatores, ut divitias ventosas acquirant? &c. August de temp. Serm. 48. The service of God is the Path guiding us to perfect happinesse; and hath in it a true, though not compleate felicitie, yeelding such abundance of joy to the conscience, as doth easily countervaile all a [...]flictions whatsoever, though those brambles, that sometimes teare the skinne of such as walke in this blessed way, doe commonly lay hold upon them at such time, as they sit downe to take their case, and make them wi [...]h themselves at their journeys end, in the presence of their Lord, whom they faithfully serve. In whose presence is the fulnesse of joy, and at whole right hand are pleasures for ever more. Sa [...]. Rawl. Hist. of the World, lib. 2. pag. 458. Onus hoc est non onerans, sed allevians, sicut alain ave. Ames. Bellar. enerv. de Observ. Legis, Thesi primâ. easie and light; enters [Page 330] in earnest into the narrow way, which tho it bee every where spoken against, as it was in Pauls time. Act. 28.22. yet in truth and upon triall is most pretious, profitable, and pleasant. See Prov. 3. Happy is the man that findeth wisedome; to wit, in the word, to walke in the wayes of God.— Shee is more pretious then rubies: and all the things thou canst desire, are not to be compared unto her. Length of dayes is in her right hand; and in her left hand, Flagellanda igitur hominum perversitas, qui non tantum virtutempost nummos quaerunt; sed porrò arbitrantur, nullam viam magis compendiosam esse ad mendicitatem, aut infanuam, quàin si pictati, si verae sapientiae animum, applicent. Cartw. in loc. riches and honour. Her wayes are wayes of pleasantnesse, and all her pathes are peace. Hee now for the short remainder of his abode in this vale of teares, vowes and gives up the flower and prime of all his abilities, loves, joyes, endeavours, performances in any kinde, to the highest Majesty; and consecrates all the powers and possibilities of body and soule, to doe him the best and utmost service hee can any wayes devise, unto his dying day. And still grieves and walkes more humbly, because hee can doe no better. For then hee casts his eyes upon God the Fathers free love, and Christs deare passion; hee thinks with himselfe, and so hee well may, that if hee were able to doe him, as much service, as all the Saints doe, both in this and the Church above, with addition of all Angelicall obedience; it were all infinitely lesse then nothing, towards the discharge of his debt, and incomprehensible, everlasting obligation.
7. And being thus incorporated into Christ, he presently Qui [...] ergo memhra Christi sactiestis, admoneovos, ti [...]o devolis, non tantùm à Paganis, non à Iudaeis, non ab haeretici [...], quantum à malis Catholicu. Eligue vobis de populo Dei, quos im [...]ten [...] Nam si turbami [...]itari volueritis, inter paucos angustam viam ambulantes non eritis. August. de temp Secui. 164. associates himself to the brotherhood, to the Sect, 1. Pet. 2.17. that is every where spoken against. For so is profession accounted. Act. 28.22. After that Peters hearers were pricked in their hearts, they were counselled to repent, believe, be baptised, &c. and to Acts 2.4. save themselves from that untoward generation. He now beginnes to delight himselfe in them, whom hee heartily hated before, I meane the people of God, Professours of the truth and [Page 331] power of religion; and that, as the most excellent of the earth; the only true Noble Worthies of the World: worthy for ever, the flower, fervency, and dearenesse of his most melting affections and intimate love. And hee labours also might and maine, to ingratiate himselfe into their blessed communion, by all ingagements and obligations of a comfortable, fruitfull, and constant fellowship in the Gospell. By an humble mutuall entercourse and communication of holy conference, heavenly counsell, spirituall encouragements, consideration one of another, confirmation in grace, and in assurance of meeting in heaven, &c. resolved to live and die with these neglected happy Ones, in all faire and faithfull correspondence, sweetest offices of Christianity, and constant cleaving to the Lord Iesus, and his glorious cause: Nay, assured to raigne with them hereafter everlastingly in fullnesse and height of all glory, joy, and blisse. For if once this divine flame of brotherly love bee kindled by the Holy-ghost in the hearts of true hearted Christians, one towards another, it hath this propertie and priviledge above all other loves, that it is never after put out or quenched; but burnes in their brests with much affectionate fervor, with mutuall warmth of dearest sweetenes here upon earth; and shall blaze eternaly with Seraphicall heate in the highest heavens hereafter. In the meane time, he makes cōscience of sympathizing, both with their felicities and miseries. His heart is enlarged with lightsomenesse, or eclipsed with griefe; as hee heares of the prosperity or oppression of Gods people. I the rather here mention this marke of the true convert, because it is so much required; nay infinitely exacted at our hands, in these heavy times of the Church. And therefore may bee to every one of us an evident Touch-stone, to try whether our profession bee vitall or formall. If those terrours, which I have heretofore many times threatned out of Gods Booke against all [Page 332] those pittilesse and hard-hearted Caniballs, which take not the present troubles of the Church to heart, upon purpose to breake in pieces those flinty Rockes, which dwel in some mens brests, and to drive us all to compassionatenesse, prayer, dayes of humiliation and parting from our evill wayes; I say, if they have beene thought by any, to have been pressed too precisely and peremptorily, heare, what I have since seene in Si doles proillo (patiente scilicet tribulationem) in corpore Ecclesiae constitutus es, si non doles praecisus es. Hom. 15. cx 30. & sortè iam ideò non doles quia precisus es. Si enim ibi esses, sinedubio doleres. Ibid. Austin; and what a peremptory censure hee doth passe upon those, who want a fellow-feeling in such a case: If thou hast this fellow-feeling, thou art of that blessed body and brotherhood; if not, thou art not. And here, can I hardly hold, but were it incident, I should desire to cry out with a voice lifted vp like a trumpet, against all those prophane Esaus, swinish Gadarens, senselesse Earth-wormes; who all this while, that so many noble limbes of that great blessed body of the Reformed Churches have laine in teares and bloud, Heare how grievously they cōplaine of us beyond the Seaes: Non tam dolenda, quā sauguineis lachrymis deploranda venit aperta illa obduratio animorum, ac perfidia tam multorum fucalorum Christianorum, ac Iudae sociorum, interipsos Evangelicos; quos quidem malailla, quamvis ipsis proxima, & verticibus corum impendentia nondum infestârunt. Eorum namque perpauci (pro [...] dol [...]r!) sunt, qui contritione Iosephi, ac [...]ratrum suorum exitio, seriò afficiantur: quin imò maximus est eorum numerus, qui brutorum pecoruminstar, suis duntaxat cupiditatibus, voluptatibus, avaritiae & iniustitiae securè indulgent, non secùs ac si cum morte foedus pepigissent, at que cum orco sibi optimè prospexissent. Histor. Iesuit Prae fat. The words sound to this sense: It is a matter to bee lamented, nay, to bee deplored even with bloody teares, To see so many false-hearted Protestants, and Iudas-like in these fearefull and forlome times, when the same horrible confusions hang over their heads, ready to seize upon them, one of these yeeres; like so many besotted Beasts, to ply their filthy pleasures, profits, preferments, and their owne particulars in one kind or other, secure and carelesse; suffering the deare servants of Iesus Christ, and their owne Brethren, to sinke, or swimme in blood, and teares, without any fellow-feeling at all, commiseration or succour! did never take to heart to any purpose, or trouble themselves at all with their grievous troubles; but have sottishly and securely laine at ease in Zion, liable to that horrible curse denounced against Meroz: Curse yee Meroz (sayd the Angell of the Lord), curse yee bitterly the Inhabitants thereof: because they came not to the help of the Lord against the mighty. Iudg. 5.23. They have not helped the people of God, so much as with any hearty fellow-feeling, wrastling with God in praier, set daies to seeke the returne of Gods face and [Page 333] favour, &c. Men they are of the World, which have their portiō in this life: who feele nothing but worldly losses, know nothing but earthly sorrowes, rellish nothing but things of sense. If they be stung with a deare yeare, rot of cattel, losse by surety-ship, ship-wrack, robbery, fire, &c. they houle, and take-on immoderately. But let Ioseph bee afflicted, Gods people in disgrace, the Ministry hazarded, Christ spouse sit in the dust, the Daughter of Zion weepe bitterly, and have none to comfort her, &c. And these mercilesse mē are no whit moved; They have not a teare, a groane, or sigh to spend in such a ruful case. Whereby they infallibly remonstrate unto their owne consciences, that they are no living members of Christs mysticall body; have no part in the holy fellowship of the Saints, no spark of spiritual life, no acquaintance at all with the waies of God: but continue cursedly carelesse, what becomes of the Gospell, or Gods children; so that they may rise, grow rich, and sleepe in a whole skinne.
8. By this time now, is he become the Vbi Deum in veritate coeperis quavere, necesse tibi erit super borum vel malorum hominum nequitiam sustinere, quia non sic ab illis colitur Christus, quomodo eis quotidiè praedicatur. Quoniam & quicquid volunt, quicquid petunt à Deo, in luxurijs suis & convivijs volunt consumere, in spectaculis, in nugis, in fornicationibus, in ebrietatibus. In his volunt consumer, quo desiderant abundare, & tunc putant, quòd bonus sit Deus, quando illis praestat unde corrumpantur. Sed dicet aliquis, Ecce tempora aspera sunt, & asperiora crunt. Per ista asperiora proficit magis ecclesia, proficiunt illi, qui surfùm cor habent, &c. — Omnes mali & amatores mundi quasi torcularia sunt. Sie enim in torcularibus, & uva premitur & oliva, ut vinum & oleum reponatur in caveâ; ita per nequitiam malorum hominum, qui boni & iusli sunt, multis tribulationibus corporaliter fatigantur, ut animae eorum tanquam oleuma [...] vinum recondi in aeterna tabernacula mereantur. [Note by the way, that mereantur here makes nothing for Popish Merit, but onely intimates as much, as possint, or valeant. See Pareus his excellent Castigation of Bellarmine, de Iustific. lib. 5. Proaem. 1. Modò Mereri, Patribus idem est, quod posse, valere, &c. 2. Modò est idem quod Velle, &c. 3. Plerunque veròidem quod consequi, obtinere, impetrare, etiam gratis, &c. And Hee gives severall instances in them all. Heare Austins cleare judgement about the Point in an other Place: Maluit dicere, Gratia autem Dei, vita aeterna: ut hinc intelligeremus, non pro meritis nostris Deum nos ad aeternam vitam, sed pro suâ miseratione produ [...]ere. De gratiâ & lib. Arb. cap. 9. Hee also speakes to the same purpose, In Psal. 70. Conc. 2. And Serm. 15. De verb. Apost. Which Places are vindicated from Iesuiticall Cavils by Chamier. Tom. 3. lib. 14. cap. 22. Noli ergò de Dei misericordiâ, vel iustitiâ desperare, quoties te videris ab iniquis hominibus fatiga [...]i, sed considera quò illi, qui te persequuntur, apud Deum velut molae & torcularia deputantur. Tu verò quasi oliva, & quasi uva legitima parvo tempore pressutam malorum hominum sustinere cogeris. Sed posteà illis sine fine remanebit opprobrium, tu felici commutatione transibis ad regnum. August. Hom. 8. ex. 50. drunkards [Page 334] song, table-talke to those that sit in the gate, Musicke to great men at their feasts, a By-word to the children of fooles, and the children of villaines, men viler then the earth, whose fathers hee would have disdained to have set with the doggs of his flocke. And what then? Even thus they dealt with Psal. 79.12. Iob 30. Lament. 3.63. David, Iob, & Ieremie; Nay they told the Sonne of God himselfe, in whom the Godhead dwelt bodily, that he was a Ioh. 8.48. Samaritane and had a Devill. What man of braine then, that gives his name to Christ, and lookes to bee saved, will looke for Quis ergo post buiusmodi vocem ( scilicet Beati estis, cùm vos maledicent, &c. Mat. 5.) tentari se non sinat? Quis ab hominibus persequi se iustitiae causà non optet? Quis non tribulari vellet? Quis se non maledici desideret?—Vtinam ob Domini mei nomen, atque iustitiam cuncta infidelium turba me persequatur & tribulet. Vtinam in opprobrium meum slolidus hic mundus exurgat, &c.—Hominum opprobria detractionésque patientèr & levitèr toleremus, ut Domini laudibus digni esse possimus. Nam si humanam laudem quaerimus, divinam amittimus. —Satis iniquam, & impium est; si tu tibi pro eius nomine nec detrabi patiaris, qui propter te tanta perpessus est. — [...]rubescant ebriosi voraces, iniusti, raptores, adulteri, & quicunque suis gloriantur in malis, quos gebenna ignis expectat, & quibus suppliciae praeparantur aeterna. Facientes autem Domini voluntatem confundi non debent; in quibus nulla confusionis sunt opera. O quàm indignum est, at que praeposterum; ut iusti confundantur in bonis, & peccatores glorientur in malis. Videat ergo anima Deo devot [...], ne insipientium risus [...]am, aut stultorum hominum vanissimus sermo confundat, & à suo proposito retrahat; in quo magis per dies singulos proficere debet in melius. Hieron. p. 3. Tract. 12. Epist. 63. Propter Deum nimis ista perpeteris, quia scilicet legem eius audisti. Hoc verò quo tandem digno honore pensandum est? Quibus diadematibus conferendum? Mihiverò magis proviniet inimicitias sustinere propter Deum, atque contemni, quàm velà sunct is regibus honorari. Chrysost. in Mat. Hom. 18. exemption? Especially, sith all the contumelies, and contemptes, all those nick-names of Puritan, Precisian, Hypocrite, Humorist, Factionist, &c. with which lewd tongues, are woont to load the Saints of God; are so many honourable badges of their worthy deportment in the holy path, and resolute standing on the Lords side. Some noble Romans having done some singular service to the state; and after, troubled and handled violently in some privat Cases, were woont to bare their bodies, and to shew in open court the scars and impressions of those woundes, which they had received in their Countries cause; as characters of speciall honour, and strongest motives to commiseration. So many lying imputations, unworthy usages, and persecutions in any kinde, for profession of godlinesse, which the faithfull Christian shall bring to the Iudgement seate of [Page 335] Christ; so many glorious and roiall representations of excellency of spirit and height of courage in Christian causes, shall they bee accounted in the sight and censure of almighty God, and the blessed Angels; and make him more amiable and admirable in the face of heaven and earth.
Thus much of the Theorie, as it were, I come now to the Practicke part. To a particular application of some speciall soveraigne Antidotes; to the most grievous ordinary maladies, incident to the soules of the Saints.
But first give mee leave to premise some generall well-heads, out of which do spring abundance of comfort, and overflowing rivers of refreshing for all intents, and effects in point of temptation and trouble of minde.
1. And first take a fruitfull cluster, and heavenly heape of them together; those twelve heads of extraordinary, immeasurable, comfortable matter for spirituall medicines; which I have heretofore erected, as so many invincible bulwarkes against all assaults of despaire, oppositions of Satan, exceptions of distrust.
1. The infinitenesse of Gods mercy sweetely intimated, Isa. 55.6.7.8. The mercy of God is like Misericordia in Deo nihil aliud reipsâ est, quàm ipsius essentia, quae una est, & quâ unâ sapiens, iustus, misericors est. Zanch. de naturâ Dei, lib. 4. cap. 4. [...]. 2. Deus est misericors suâ aeternâ et simplici essentiâ, non autem qualitate aliquâ, non affectu, non passione. Polan. Syntag. Theol. lib. 2. cap. 23. himselfe, infinite: All our sinnes are finite both in number and nature: Now betweene finite and infinite there is no proportion, and so no possibility of resistance. And therefore bee thy sinnes never so Oppose against the greatnesse of thy sins, [...] Dei, and against the multitude of them [...] Dei. As Basil speakes. notorious, and numberlesse, yet in a truly broken heart, thirsting for, and throwing it selfe upon Christ, unfainedly resolving upon new-obedience, and his glorious service for the time to come, can no more withstand, or stand before Gods mercies, then a little Cogita scintillam si in mare [...]eciderit, non poterit stare, aut apparere. Quantum scintilla ad mare se habet, tantū hominis malitia ad Dei clementiam pietatemque, imò verò non tantum modò, sed & longè suprà: Nam & pelagus, tamet si magnum sit, mensuram recipit; Dei verò clementia & pietas mensuram non habet. Haec dicam: non quò nos desidiores, sed promptiores reddam. Chrysost. tom. 5. poenit. Hom. 3. colum. 846. sparke the boundlesse and mighty [Page 336] Ocean, throwne into the midst of it, nay infinitely lesse. If Divina misericordia tanta est, ut si quis universa peccata totius mundi commisisset, & doleret, quòd tam bonum dominum tam superbè offendisset, firmitérque proponeret amplius abstinere, Deus talem nunquam damnaret, de Quin (que) partitâ conse. lib. 3. c. 44. Dei misericordia ma [...]or omnium peccatorum miseriâ. August. citante Laurentio, adversus desperat. pag. 102. all the sinnes, that all the Sonnes and daughters of Adam have committed, since the Creation to this time, were all upon one soule; yet so affected, as I have sayd, and put into such a new penitent, gracious temper, it should be most certainly upon good ground, and everlastingly safe. I speake not thus to make any secure; for any one sinne Quamvis sentiamus in nobis peccatum latitans, & Spiritui repugnans, tamen si non sit placens & reg nan [...], non excludit spiritualem hanc vivificationem. Remissio enim peccatorum universali [...] tollit reatum universorum peccatorum nostrorum, infusio eti am gratiae bui [...] co [...]iuncta, tollit dominium universorum. Davenant in expos. epist ad Colos. c. 2. vers. 13. pleasing and raigning will ruine a soule for ever: But to assure of mercy enough, how great or many so ever the sinnes haue been; if the heart bee now truly humbled for them all, and wholly turned heaven-ward.
2. The unvaluablenesse of Christs meritorious blood. Which is call'd the blood of God; and therefore of inestimable price. Vnderstand mee aright: It was the blood of God, not of the God-head; but of him who was both God and man. For the man-hood of Christ was received into the union of the second person. And so it may bee called the blood of God, for so speakes S. Paul Act. 20.28. God purchased his Church with his owne blood; that is Christ, God incarnate. Our Devines expresse it thus: It was the Sonne of God, and Lord of life, that died for us upon the Crosse, but it was the nature of man, not of God, wherein he died; and it was the nature of God, and infinite excellency of the same, whence the price, valew and worth of his passion grew. This blessed blood then is of infinite Infinit [...] dupliciter dicitur, per aliud, vel per se; per aliud dicitur humanitatis Christi meritum & satisfactio & [...] pro nobis persolutum esse infinitae virtulis, quâ virtute infinitâ factum etiam est, vt expiata sint peccata mundi. Quomodo verò infinitae est virtutis? Non per & propter humanitatem, sed per & propter infinitam Deitatem, cui humanitas Christi est hypostatice unita. Polan. Synt. Theol. lib. 2. cap. 10. Obtulit Christus, ut Pontifex; carnem quidem & sanguinem suum quâ homo: sed victimae suae immensam efficaciam asspirat per spiritum aeternum, quâ Deus est. Par. in Epist. ad Hebr. cap. 9. vers. 14. efficacie, and therefore if thou be now turning to the Lord, assure thy selfe; whatsoever thy sinnes have beene, they have not out-gone the price, that hath been payd for them. This blood upon repentance did take off the transcendent scarlet guilt from the soules, even of those that shed it. Act. 2. &c.
[Page 337]3. The riches of the Word in affording precedents of the Saints, and of the Sonne of God himselfe; who have surpassed thee; and that, perhaps, very farre in any kinde of miserie thou canst name.
Thou art perhaps consulting with the Prodigall to come-in, but there comes terribly into thy minde the extraordinary hainousnesse of thy former sinnes; and that hinders. 2. Kings 21.16. Cast thine eie then upon Manasses, a man of prodigious impiety and matchlesse villany: 2. Chron. [...]3.2. &c. Hee shed innocent blood very much, till hee had filled Ierusalem from one end to another. Hee did that, which was evill in the sight of the Lord, like unto the abominations of the heathen, whom the Lord had cast out before the children of Israel. Hee caused his children to passe through the fir [...], in the valley of the sonne of Hinnom: also Hee observed times, and used inchantments, and used witch-craft, and dealt with a familiar spirit, and with wizzards. Hee wrought much evill in the sight of the Lord, to provoke him to anger, &c. And yet this great sinner humbling himselfe greatly before the God of his Fathers, Vers. 12.13. was received to mercy.
Suppose, which yet were a horrible thing, that after conversion, by extraordinary violence of temptation, strong in-snarement of some sudden sensuall offer and opportunity, treacherous insinuation of thy owne false heart, and furious re-assault of thy former bosome-sin, Thou shouldest be overtaken grossely with some grievous sin and scandalous fal; and then upon illumination, remorse, and meditation of returne, reason thus within thy selfe; Alas! what shall I doe now? I have undone all: I have wofully againe defiled my soule, so fairely washed in my Saviours blood, with that dis-avowed sinne of my unregenerate time; I have shamed my profession, disgraced religion for ever; I have broke my vowes, lost my peace, and my woonted blessed communion with my God, &c. And therefore, what hope can I have, of any acceptation againe at the Throne of [Page 338] grace? I say in this case, to keepe thee from sinking, cast thine eie upon Aaron author horrendae Idololatriae non ahijcitur, nec absorbetur ab [...]r à divinâ. Moller. in Psal. 77. Aaron, David, Peter: who returning with sound and hearty repentance, were mercifully entertayned into as great favour, as they were before. But God forbid, that any professour of religion should ever fall so fowly, especially in this glorious mid-day of Evangelicall light!
Art thou langvishing under the heauy desolations▪ of a spirituall desertion, and deprived of thy former comfortable feelings of Gods favourable countenance? Looke upon David Psal. 77. I remembred God, and was troubled. I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. I am so troubled, that I can not speake. My soule refused to bee comforted. Nay, upon Iesus Christ himselfe, Mat. 27.46. crying, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken mee?
Art thou haunted with some of Satans most hatefull and horrible injections, grissely to the eie even of corrupted nature, Thoughts framed by himself immediately, and put into thee; perhaps tending to Atheisme, or to the dishonour of God in the highest degree, or of his blessed word; to self-destruction, or the like? Thoughts, which thou canst not remember without horrour, and darest not reveale, or name for their strange and prodigious monstrousnesse. If it bee thus with thee: consider how this malicious Feind dealt with the Sonne of God himselfe. He offered to his most holy, and unspotted imagination, these propositions: First, Murder and make away thy selfe, Matth. 4.6. Secondly, Fall downe and worship the Divell: Vers. 9. Then which a fouler thought, I thinke, was never injected: that Iesus Christ blessed for ever, in whom the God head dwelt bodily, should fall downe and worship the Divell, the vilest of Creatures. And yet this was suggested to our blessed Saviour. To which his purest heart infinitely uncapeable of sinne, was as a brasse wall to an arrow, beating it backe presently with infinite contempt. And himselfe [Page 339] did utterly conquer and confound the tempter; and that for thee, and thy sake too. And therefore All temptations are not sins in the tempted: for then Christ should have sinned. This may comfort those, that being vexed with fearefull suggestions of Satan, as to thinke amisse of God himselfe, &c. doe thereby thinke amisse of themselves, as if they were therefore most vile wretches. But they must remē ber, that this is no more their sinne, if they presently boate it backe, then if a man like thēselves, should wish them to the like. Satan must answer for this himselfe. Dike of Christs temptations, pag. 219. if thy humbled soule doe abominate and abandon them from the heart-roote to the pit of Hell, they shall never be laid to thy charge, but set on Satans score. Extremely then doe those wrong themselves, and gratifie the Divell to the height; who suffer such injections, which they heartily hate, and stand against, with all their strength, to hold their hearts still upon the racke of extraordinary astonishment and distraction; whereby they are unnecessarily discouraged and disabled for a chearefull discharge of both their callings. Which is the thing Satan specially aimes at, in vexing so many of Gods dearest servants with this fieri'st dart.
It may bee, that many yeares after thy new-birth, when thou thinkest the worst is past, thou maist bee revisited and afflicted afresh with (perhaps) sorer spirituall pangs, and more horrour, then at the first. And what then? Heare how David, a man after Gods owne heart, cries out: Psal. 32. My bones waxed old; through my roaring all the day long; For day and night thy hand was heavie upon mee; My moisture is turned into the drought of summer. Selah. And Iob., a God-fearing man, and most upright: Iob 13.24.25.26. Wherefore hidest thou thy face, and holdest mee for thine enemie? Wilt thou breake a leafe driven to and fro? And wilt thou pursue the drie stubble? For thou writest bitter things against mee, and makest mee to possesse the iniquities of my youth. Cap. 6.4. The arrowes of the Almighty are within mee, the poison thereof drinkes up my spirit: The terrours of God doe set themselves in array against mee. Isai 38.13.14. Hezekiah, that walked before God in truth, and with a perfect heart: I reckoned till morning, that as a Oportet flagellis Domini efficaciam inesse, quâ humiliemur, at (que) deijctamurusque adipfo [...] inferos, & consolatione propemodùm destituti omnia horroris plena concipiamus: que madmodum etiam horrores iftos descriptos à Davide cernimus, dumossa sua dinumerata, lectum sucum lachrymis made factum, animam suam turbatam, inferos aper [...]os esse dicit. Sic enim pios in [...]erdum i [...]dicio Dei terreri ne [...]sse est, ut bonitatis eius desiderio magis afficiamur. Calv. in loc. Lion, so will he breake all my bones: from day [Page 340] even to night wilt thou make an end of mee. Like a Crane or a Swallow, so did I chatter: I did mourne as a Dove; mine eyes fayle with looking upward: O Lord, I am opprest, undertake for mee.
Doest thou day after day poure out thy soule in prayer, before The Throne of Grace, with all the earnestnesse, and instancy thy poore, dead heart (as thou callest it) can possibly; and do'st thou still rise up dull, heavy-hearted and uncomfortable; without any sensible answer from God, or comfortable sense of his favour and love shed into thy heart? Be it so; yet for all this, pray still in obedience unto thy God, against all discouragements and oppositions whatsoever. Presse hard unto still, and ply Gods Mercy-Seate, if it be but with sighes and groanings. Assuredly, at length, and in the fittest time, thou shalt bee gloriously refreshed, and registred in the remembrance of God, for a Christian of excellent Faith. See a patterne of rare and extraordinary patience this way, Mat. 15.23. There, that Woman of Canaan having received many grievous repulses, & cuting discouragements: the Solicited was silent; the Disciples grumble; she was not of the Fold; she was a Dog; yet for all this, by her constancy in crying after Christ, her petition at last was not only granted, but her self also crowned with a singular, and admirable Eulogie, from the Lords owne mouth: O Woman! great is thy Faith: be it unto thee, even as thou wilt, What an honour and comfort was this, to bee thus commended by Iesus Christ? and that with an admiration, O Woman!
Hath thy Faith lost it's feeling? Doest thou for the present feele nothing, but anger, wrath, and great indignation? Is Gods face and favour, wherein is life, turned away from thee, and quite hid from thy sight? Nay, hath hee broken thee a [...]under, taken thee by the necke, and shaken thee to pieces, and set thee up for his marke? Yet for all this, let thy truly humbled soule bee so farre from loosing, or leaving it's hold-fast, and sure repose [Page 341] upon the Person, Passion, and Promises of Iesus Christ; that in such a Case, it cleave and cling faster to that blessed Rocke, and farre more immoveablely. For therein specially is the strength and glory of Faith improved, and made illustrious. It is one of the most noble and heroicall acts of Faith, to beleeve without feeling. He, who beleeveth most, and feeleth least, is hee, who glorifieth God most. It is nothing to swimme in a warme Bath; but to endure the surges, and tumbling billowes of the Sea, that's the man. To beleeve, when God doth fairely and sensibly shine upon the soule, with the love and light of his countenance, is no great matter: But to rest invincibly upon his mercy thorow Christ; when he grinds thee to powder, that's the Faith. Thou hast before thee for this purpose a matchlesse precedent. Thus cries holy Iob, vexed not onely with an unparalleld variety and extremity of outward afflictions, but also with the venome of the Almighties arrowes, drinking up his spirit. Th [...] hee slay mee, yet will I trust in him: Cap. 13.15. So Abraham: Rom. 4.18.
Hast thou given thy name stoutely to Religion, and do'st thou stand on Gods side with resolution? And art thou therefore villanously traduced with slanderous, odious, nick-names of Puritan, Precisian, Hypocrite, Humorist, Dissembler &c? Consider then for thy comfort, that gracelesse wretches, when hee was upon the earth, called thy blessed Lord and Saviour, Divell; See Matth. 10.25. Ioh. 7.20. which passeth all, I am perswaded, that any drunken Belial ever yet fastned upon thee. Contemne thou therefore for ever, and trample upon with an humble and triumphant patience, all their contumelies and contempts. Passe-by nobly without touch or trouble, without wound or passion, the utmost malice of the most scurrill tongue; the basest gibe of the impurest Drunkard.
Doth the World, carnall men, thine owne friends, ormall Teachers suppose, and censure thee to be a dissembler [Page 342] in thy Profession▪ and will needes concurrently and confidently, yet falsely, fasten upon thee the imputation of hypocrisie? An heavy charge! Yet for all this, Let thy truly-humble heart, conscious to it selfe of it's owne syncerity in holy services, like a strong pillar of brasse, beate backe all their impoysoned arrowes of malice and mistake this way, without any dejection, or discouragement; Onely take occasion hereby to search more thorowly, and walke more warily. Iob may bee a right noble patterne to thee in this point also. He had against him, not onely the Divell his enemy, pushing at him with his poysoned weapons; but even his owne friends scourging him with their tongues; His owne wife a thorne pricking him in the eye, yea, his owne God, running upon him like a Gya [...], and his terrours setting themselves in aray against him [...] Powerfull motives, to make him suspect himselfe of former halting, and hollow-heartednesse in the wayes of God: yet notwithstanding, his good and honest heart, having been long before acquainted with, and knit unto his God [...] truth, makes him breake out boldly, and resolutely protest: Till I die, I will not remove my integrity from mee. My righteousnesse I hold fast, and will not let it goe: Chap. 27.5.6. Behold, my Witnesse is in Heaven, and my record is on high. Cap. 16.19.
Art thou a loving and tender-hearted mother unto thy children, and hast thou lost the dearest? The greatest outward crosse, I confesse, that ever the sonnes and daughters of Adam tasted, and goeth nearest to the heart: Yet thy sorrow is not singular, but out-gone in this also. For the blessed Mother of Christ stood by, and saw her owne, onely, deare, innocent sonne, the Lord of life, most cruelly and villanously murdred upon the Crosse before her eyes, Ioh. 19.25.
Hast thou lost thy goods or children? Doth thy wife that lies in thy bosome, set her selfe against thee? Doe thy nearest friends charge thee falsely? Art thou [Page 343] pained extremely from top to toe? Doe the Arrowes of the Almighty sticke fast in thy soule? Thy affliction is grievous enough, if thou taste any of these severally. But doe they all in greatest extremity concurre upon thee at once? Hast thou lost all thy children, and all thy goods? Doth thy wife afflict thy afflictions? &c. If this bee not thy Case, and rufull condition, thou commest yet short of Iob, a most just man, and one of Gods dearest Iewels.
4. The exceeding greatnesse and pretiousnesse of the promises. [...]. 2. Pet. 1.4. In every one of which, it is incredible to consider, what abundant matter of unspeake-able and glorious joy lies w [...]rp [...] up! Oh, how sweet are they to a thirsty soule, in the [...]me of angvish and trouble! They are like a cloud of raine, that commeth in the time of a drought. They are very glimpses of Heaven, shed into a heart, many times as darke as hell. They are even rockes of eternity, upon which every bruised reed may sweetly repose, with impregnable safety. A truly humbled spirit, relishing spirituall things, would not exchange any one of them, for all the riches and sweetnesse of both the Indies. Tell me, deare heart, thou that in thy unregenerate time, though now happily changed, lay soaking in sinnes of cruelty and blood; whether that mercifull promise, Isai. 1.18. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: Though your sinnes bee as sk [...]rlet, they shall bee as white as snow; though they bee red like crimson, they shall bee as wooll; bee not farre dearer unto thee, then thousands of gold and silver? Or thou, who formerly pollutedst thy selfe villanously with such secret execrable lusts, which now thou canst not remember without horrour, tell mee, if it were utterable by the Tongue of man, with what dearest sweetnesse and blessed peace, thy broken heart was bound up and revived; when thou cast thine eye considerately and beleevingly upon that pretious place, Ezech. 36.25. I will sprinkle water upon you, and you [Page 344] shall bee cleane: and from all your filthinesse, and from all your Idols will I cleanse you, &c.
There was beyond the Seas, as my Author reports, No [...]i ego admodùm pu [...] mal [...] onani picta te, castitate & alijs sexus foeminci virtutibus praestantem, cuias desperationi dignatus est Deus, omnis censolationis author, med [...], per haec prophetica a [...] [...]ta: Nam sic ait sublimis & elatus, cujus nomen est inhabitans aeternitatem, &c. Isai. 57. Inciderat illa post partum in morb [...]m valde diutur [...]m, & [...]ssicilem, in quo cumpers etuis Sata [...] tentationibus gravissime impete [...]etur, tandem post long [...]m certamen victa succumbit, & veniam desperavit, &c. Verum quia Sa [...]anae ignita tela, & irae divinae adversus peccata sensus & metu [...] intolerahiles cruciatus in conscientiâ excitabant, quaesitam saepiùs occasionem tollendi se emedio tandem nacta, ex alto promontorio in profundum mare se dedit praecipitem, depositis [...]men prius vestimentis omnibus, exceptâ tunicâ intimâ. Magno autem Dei miraculo, & clementi. [...] non solùm ex tam alto casunibil detrimenti sensit: sed etiam in aquis ita mirabilitier suslevitata est, ut submergi non potuerit, licèt aquâ marinâ se repleverit, & nihil non eg [...] rit, ut in und [...]s suffocaretur; & ultra duas horas in pelago iacu [...]rit. Post quam autem singulari Dei providenti [...], indè vix aegrè extracta fuisse [...] incolumis, & in [...]egrum penè annum cum [...] desperatione collu [...]tata, factum est, Deo sic disponente, ut inter alia Esaiae hot caput. 57. à mari [...]o ei perlegeretur. Licèt autem invita pr [...]p [...]modùm initio [...]uscultavit [...] gentem: tamen Domin [...]s cor audientis (ut quondam Lydiae) aperuit, &c. Et Spiritus sancti instinctu cogitare coepit. Deus promittit se vivi [...]icaturum & consolaturum co [...] contritoru [...] & spiritum humil [...]m, nec se litigaturum, aut irat [...]m fore perpetuò. Ego habeo cor admod [...]m contritum, & spiritum humiliatum ex cognitione & sensi [...] peccatorum meorum, & iudicij di [...]ini adversus peccata. Ergò Deus fortè cor meum, & spiritum vivificare & consolari dignabitur▪ [...]ec me [...]um contendet, aut mi [...]i irascetur perpetuò, &c. Ex [...]isce initijs per Dei spiritum expulsa desperatione & superatis tentationibus, certissimè statuebat non solùm ante à commemoratas, sed etiam omnes reliqu [...]s Dei promissiones ratas sore, seque [...]abere redemptionem per Christi sangvinem▪ remissionem nempè peccatorum ex divite ipsius gratiâ. In qu [...] [...]ide (codem qui [...]a perat in ipsa hoc bonum opus per [...]iciente) constanter multos annos sapers [...]es persevera verit, donec in ardenti [...]ilij Dei invocatione [...] consequuta, in coelestem patriam emigravit, anno salutis 1595. Alexipharm▪ adversus desperationem. Authore M▪ Nicolao Laurentio. pag. 63. & seq. Christian Matrone of excellent parts and piety; who langvishing long under the horrible pressure of most furious and fiery temptations, wofully at length yeelded to despaire, and attempted the destruction of her selfe. After often and curious seeking occasion for that bloody fact, at last having first put off her apparrell, threw her self head-long from an high Promontory into the Sea. But having received no hurt by her fall; shee was there, by a Miracle, and extraordinary mercy, strangely preserved, for the space of two houres at the least; though all the while shee laboured industriously to destroy her selfe. Afterward drawne out with much adoe, and recovered, shee yet still did conflict with that extremest, desperate horrour almost a whole yeere. But [Page 345] by Gods good providence, which sweetly and wisely ordereth all things, listening on a time, though very unwillingly at first, to her husband reading amongst other places, that, Isa. 57.15. Thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose name is holy; I dwell in the high and holy place: with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit, to revive the spirit of the humble, and to revive the heart of the contrite ones. For I will not contend for ever, neither will I bee alwaies wroth: for the spirit should faile before mee, and the soules which I have made: I say, listening to these words, the Holy Ghost drawing her heart▪ shee begun to reason thus within her selfe: God doth here promise to revive and comfort the heart of the contrite, and spirit of the humble: and that hee will not contend for ever, neither b [...] alwayes wroth:
But I have a very contrite heart, and a spirit humbled [...] to the dust▪ one of the acknowledgement, and sense of my sinnes, and divine vengeance against them:
Therefore peradventure, God will vouchsafe to revive and comfort my heart and spirit; and not contend with [...] for ever, nor bee wroth against mee still, &c.
Hereupon by little and little, there flowed by Gods blessing into her darke and heavy heart, abundance of life, lightsomnesse, spirituall strength, and assurance. In which she continued with constancy and comfort, many a yeere after; crowned those happy dayes, and a blessed old age, with a glorious and triumphant death, and went to Heaven in the yeere 1595. What heart now, but Hers that felt it, can possibly conceive the depth of that extraordinary, un-utterable refreshing; which sprung out of that promise, upon her forlorne and fearefull soule; or the excesse of that love, which shee bore ever after to those blessed lines; to the mercy that made them, and to the blood that sealed them?
An other terrified in conscience for sinne, resolves to [Page 346] turne on Gods side; but the crie of his good-fellow companions, strength of corruption, and cunning of Satan, carrie him backe to his former courses. A good number of yeares after, hee was so throughly wounded, that whatsoever came of him, he would never returne againe unto folly. Then comes into his minde the first of the Proverbes: whence hee thus reasoned against himselfe: So many yeares agoe God called, and stretched out his hand in mercy, but I refused: and therefore now, th [...] I call upon him, hee will not answer; though I seeke him early, I shall not finde him. Whereupon was his heart filled with much griefe, terrour, and slavish feare. But the Spirit of God leading him at length to that place, Luke 17.4. If thy brother trespasse against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turne againe to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgiue him; He thence happily argued thus for himselfe: Must I a silly sinnefull man forgive my brother, as often as hee repents; and will not then the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort, entertaine mee, seeking againe in truth, his face and [...]avour? God forbid. From▪ which hee blessedly drew such a deale of divine sweetnesse, and secret sense of Gods love; that his trembling heart at first received some good satisfaction, and afterward was setled in a sure and glorious peace.
An other godly man passing through his l [...]st sicknesse with such extraordinary calm [...]nesse of conscience, and absolute freedome from temptation; that some of his Christian friends observing, and admiring the singularity of his soules quiet, at that time especially, questioned him aboue it: He answered; that he had stedfastly fixed his heart upon that sweetest promise, Isa. 26.3. Thou wilt keepe him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because hee trusteth in thee: And his God had graciously made it fully good unto his soule.
And so must every Saint doe, who would sound the sweetnesse of a promise to the bottome; & make it the [Page 347] arme of God unto him for sound & thorow-comfort: Even settle his heart fixedly upon it, and set his Faith on worke, to broode it, as it were, with it's spirituall heate, that quickenesse and life may thence come into the soule indeed. For God is woont to make good his promises unto his children, Tantum quisque habet, quantum credit, iuxta illud. Secundum fidem tuam tibi fiat. Zanch. in 5. ad Ephes. pag. 489. Non enim (quod beneficiorum terrestrium mos est) in capescendo munere coelesti, mensura ulla▪ vel modus est; Profluens largitèr Spirit us nullis finibus premitur, nec coercentibus claustris intra certa metarum spacia refraenatur. Manat iugitèr, exuperat afsluentèr, nostrum tantùm sitiat pectus, & pateat. Quantum illuc fidei capacis afferimus; tantum gratiae inundantis haurimus. Cyp. Epist. lib. 1. Epist. 2. proportionably to their trust in them, and dependance upon his truth and goodnesse for a seasonable performance of them.
Now all these promises in Gods blessed Booke, (which addes infinitely to their sweetnesse and certainty) are sealed with the blood of Iesus Christ: Argumentūper se est evidens. Doctrina insignis ad consolationem nostram. Si enim promissiones Evangelij sunt Testamentum Christi: certè ultimam eius voluntatem de nostrâ salute declarant, & immutabilē, quippe testatoris morte obsignatam. Dubitare igitur de veritate promissionum & certitudine salutis promissae nec possumus nec debemus. Par. in loc. Heb. 9.16. and confirmed with the Oath of Almighty God, Heb. 6.17.18. — God willing more abundantly to shew unto the heires of promise, the immutability of his counsell, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable Per quas? Videlicet quòd dicit & promittit, deinde & iuramentum addit promissioni. Quoniam enim apud homines hoc videtur certius esse, cui iuramentum interfuerit: proptereà etiam hoc addidit: vides quomodo dignitatem suam non attendit, sed ut hominibus persvadeat, indignáque de se patitur dici? hoc est satisfacere volens. Chrys. in loc. Inter homines ad [...] sufficit res una immutabilis, jus-jurandum. Deus verò ad [...] adhib [...] [...]on unam sed duas res immutabiles: non solùm promissionem immutabilem, nec solùm ius-iurandum inviolabile, impossibile siquidem Deum vel promittendo veliurando mentiri, sed utrumque simul: in quo sanè fuit [...] ingens. Par. things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, wee might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge, to lay hold upon the hope set before us. Oh what a mighty and pretious invitation is this, to beleeve perfectly! The speciall Aime of Gods oath, whereas his promise had been more then infinitely sufficient, was to strengthen our consolation. And therefore every heart true unto Christ, ought hence to hold fast, not a faint, wavering, inconstant; but a strong, stedfast, and unconquerable comfort. Otherwise it sacrilegiously, as it were, robs God of the glorious end, for which hee swore.
5. The free love of God. Which, how rich and [Page 348] glorious, how bottomlesse and boundlesse a treasure it is of all gracious sweetnesse, abundant comfort, and endlesse bounty, appeares in this, that Iesus Christ, blessed for ever, that unvalew-able, incomparable Iewell, came out of it. For God so loved the World, that hee gave his onely begotten Sonne; that whosoever beleeveth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life: Ioh. 3.16. And therefore every syncere servant of Christ, when upon a serious and sad survay of his Christian waies, finds himself to come so far short of that, which God requires, and himselfe desires; That his prayers are very faint, his sorrow for sinne very scant, his love unto the brethren too cold, His spending the Sabbaths very unfruitfull, His spirituall growth, since he gave his name to Christ, very poore, His profiting by the meanes hee enjoyes, most unanswerable to the power and excellency thereof, His New-obedience almost nothing, &c. (For so hee is wont to vilifie himselfe). Whereupon hee is much cast downe; and out of this apprehension of his manifold unworthinesse, concludes against himselfe, that hee hath little cause to bee confident in the promises of life▪ or to presume of any part and interest in Iesus Christ; and so begins to retire the trembling hand of his already very-weake Faith, from any more laying-hold of comfort: I say, in such a Case, being true-hearted, Ten [...]amus nos hoc nostra salutis principium & fundamentum tutissimum, nimirùm Dei dilectionem gratuitam: cuius fiduci [...] quinitantur, [...] demùm in omni tex [...]a [...]one, salut is spem inconcussam, & infallib [...]l [...]m retinere poterunt. Gualt. in loc. he may safely, and upon sure ground, have recourse to this ever-springing Fountaine of immeasurable mercy; and raise up his drooping soule against all contrary oppositions, with unspeake-able and glorious refreshing, from such places as these: Hos. 14.4. I will love thee freely. Isai. 55. Ho, every one that thirsteth, come yee to the waters; and hee that hath no money: come y [...]e, buy and eate; yea, come, buy wine and milke without money, and without price. And Chap. 43.25. I, even I am hee, that blotteth one thy transgressions for my owne sake; and will not remember thy sinnes. Revel. 21.6. I will give unto him that is athirst, [Page 349] of the Fountaine of the water of life freely, &c. God never set the Promises on sale, or will ever sell his Sonne to any. Hee never said; Iust so much sorrow, so much sanctitie, so much service, or no Christ: But Hee ever gives Him freely. Every truly humbled heart, which will take him at the hands of Gods free love, as an Husband to bee saved by him, and to serve him in truth, may have him for nothing. Yet I must adde this: there was never any, who received the Lord Iesus savingly, but hee laboured syncerely to sorrow as much for sinne, to bee as holy, to doe him as much service as hee could possibly. And when hee reflected upon his best, hee ever desired, it had been infinitely better.
6. The sweete Name of the Lord. Which hee proclaimes, Exod. 34.6.7. wherein he first expresseth his essence in one word: The Lord, The Lord. Which doubled, is effectuall to stirre up Moses attention. Secondly, three Attributes: first, His power, in one word, Strong: Secondly, His justice, in two formes of speech: not making the wicked innocent; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon childrens children, unto the third and fourth generation: Thirdly, but his speciall goodnesse, and good affection towards repentant, and beleeving sinners, in seven: 1 Mercifull and 2 Gracious, 3 Long-suffering, and abundant in 4 Goodnesse and 5 Truth, 6 Keeping mercy for thousands, 7 Forgiving iniquity, transgression and sinne. In which there are implyed un-answerable replies to all the scruples, doubts, exceptions, objections, which may arise in a troubled soule.
1. Thou sayest perhaps, that thou art plunged into the depth of extremest spirituall misery, both in respect of s [...]fulnesse and cursednesse. The present sense whereof is ready to sinke thee into despaire. Be it so: Then take my counsell in this Case: Cast thine eye upon the first and fairest flowre in this heavenly-glorious Garland of divine goodnesse. And thou shalt finde a fame [Page 350] greater depth of mercy; [...] misericors à [...] Quod redditur gracè per [...] in N.T. passim, quod significat misericor did cō moveri summà & vehementi atque ex intimis visceribus profectâ. ready to swallow up thy depth of misery. The mercy of God and misery in this kind, are relatives: No misery, no mercy; much misery, much mercy; transcendent misery, transcendent mercy: the onely difference is, the mercy of God is infinite, thy misery finite. And therefore how much spirituall misery soever thou bringest in a broken heart to the Throne of grace, Gods bountifull hand will weigh out to thee a proportionable measure of mercy; nay, a measure without measure, super-abundant, running-over. For where misery in a truly humbled soule aboundeth, there mercy doth much more abound.
2. Or suppose, that at thy first turning unto God, tho truly humbled, yet thou art tempted, not to take Christ; out of this ccōeit, because thou art but euen now come out of hell, and horrible courses, and as yet hast no good thing in thee at all: Or after some progresse in Christianity, reflecting in time of temptation upon thy whole carriage, since conversion; and finding it to have been so fruitlesse, and full of failings: Thou concludest, thy selfe in thy present feeling, to be extremely vile; of a very doubtfull state for thy soule; if not stark naught: That no Professour upon earth walkes so unworthily; and if Ministers knew thy heart, and weake performance of holy duties, they would not bee so forward to presse comfort upon thee, &c. I say, in these two cases, and the like, it is a great happinesse and sweetest comfort, that the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth hath proclaimed himselfe to bee Gracious; [...] gratiosus, à [...] benefic [...] gratuitò conferre: in gratiam recipere, excludit dignitatem, aut meritū. Pag [...]. which imports thus much: to poure out abundance of extraordinary bounty, upon a most undeserving partie: To place dearest affection and desire of doing good there, where there is no desert at all. As if a King to make his royall favours more illustrious, should raise a worthlesse Wretch, a most contemptible Vassal, to be his worthi [...] Favorite, & highest in his love. And therefore bring [...] to the Throne of Grace, but a true sense of thy misery [Page 351] a syncere thirst for mercy, an humble acknowledgement of thine unworthinesse; and God hereupon, for his Christs sake, will thinke thee worthy of the riches of his grace, the righteousnesse of his Son; all the promises in his Booke, all the comforts of his Spirit, a Crowne of immortality and blisse: For hee is gracious; and an universall glorious confluence of blessednesse in all kinds, is promised to poverty in spirit; and shal most certainely, to the vtmost, bee made good unto it for ever.
3. But alas! I, saith an other, have most wretchedly mis-spent the flower and strength of mine age in vanity and pleasure; in lewdnesse and lust: The best of my time hath been wofully wasted in Satans notorious service, and sensuall serving my selfe, &c. And therefore, tho I bee now weary of my former waies, and looke backe upon them with a trembling heart, and grieved spirit; yet I am affraid, that God hath given over looking after mee; that His patience towards mee is expired, and my day of visitation out-stood; And that he will not vouchsafe to cast his eye of compassion upon such a Blackamore, & Leopard, as I am; so overgrowne with corruption, and growne old in sinne; especially, having so long neglected so great salvation, forsaken mine owne mercy so long, and so unthankefully despised the riches of his goodnesse and forbearance, leading mee to repentance. I confesse, it is something rare, to see men gone-on so long, and growne old in sinne, to returne, and give way to any saving worke of the Ministry; because too often in the meane time they so harden their hearts, that they cannot repent; yet notwithstanding, bee thou assured in the Word of life and truth, if now at length thou be truly touched indeed, and will comein, in earnest; the Father of mercies will receive thee freely to mercy, and embrace thy bleeding soule in the armes of his everlasting love through Christ. For it is a title of highest honour unto him, to be long-suffering. [Page 352] Hee all this while waited, Isai. 30▪18. that hee might bee gracious unto thee; And now undoubtedly upon thy first resolution to returne in truth, hee will meete thee with infinitely more compassionate affectionatenesse, then the Father in the Gospell, Luke 15. his Prodigall: who when hee was a great way off, his Father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck [...], and kissed him, &c.
4. Yea, but saith an other; Though I have been a Professour long, yet many times my heart is full heavy, and more loth to beleive, when I seriously and sensibly call to minde, the hainousnesse of my unregenerate time; and see in my selfe besides, since I was illightned, and should have behaved my selfe in forwardnesse and fruitfullnesse for God, answerably to my former folly, and furiousnesse in evill; so many defects and imperfections every day: and such weake distracted discharging of commanded duties, both to God and man. Take then counsell and comfort in this Case, by casting thine eye upon Gods kindnesse: He is abundant in [...] Multae misericordiae, vel potiùs multus benignitate, ut optimè nostri verterunt. Zanch. Nunc igitur si estis porrò exercituri [...] benignitatem. Iun. And now if yee will deale kindly, &c. In our last Translation, Gen. 24.49. Ergo filios verò Barzillai Gilbaditae exerceto [...] Benignitatem: But shew kindnesse unto the sonnes of Barzillai the Giliadite, 1. King 2.7. kindnesse ▪ which hath these foure pretious properties: First, To bee easily intreated: Secondly, To be intreated for the greatest: Thirdly, to passe by involuntary infirmities: Fourthly, to accept gratiously weake services. Even [...] fraile man, if of a more noble, generous, and kind disposition, will bee easily appeased for the unpurposed offences, errours, and over-sights; and well pleased with the good will, syncere indeavours, and utmost, especially, of those who hee knowes to bee true-hearted unto him; and desire heartily, if they were able, to doe all hee desires, even to the height of exactnesse and expectation. How much more then will our heavenly Father deale so with his children, who is in himselfe essentially kinde, and infinitely?
5. Yea, but saist thou, many times when I reach [...] the hand of my faith, to fetch some speciall promise into my soule for refreshing, and comfort; and weighing them well, and comparing advisedly my owne nothingnesse, [Page 353] worthlesnesse, vilenesse, with the riches of mercy, grace and glory shining in it; and marking the dis-proportion, I am overwhelmed with admiration and astonishment; and to tell you true, say sometimes to my selfe: Is it possible, that this should be so? That so glorious things should belong to such a wretch and worme, as I am! But turning thine eye from a distrustfull, and too much dejected dwelling upon thine owne desert, to what Christ hath done for thee, and to the Almightinesse and All-mercifullnesse of him that promiseth; consider with all, that God is also abundant in truth. Every promise in his Booke is as sure as Himselfe, sealed with his Sons Blood, and confirmed with his owne Oath. Hee must sooner cease to bee God, and deny himselfe; which is more, then infinitely impossible, and prodigious blasphemie to imagine; then faile in the least circumstance, or syllable of his immeasurable love, and promises of life, to any one that heartily loves him, and is true of heart. And therefore when thy thirsty soule makes towards the Well of life, by vertue of that promise; Rev. 21.6. I will give to him that is athirst, of the fountaine of the water of life freely; And upon survey of the overflowing Rivers of pleasures and blisse, which everlastingly spring thence, begins to retire from it, as too-good newes to bee true; I say, then steele thy Faith, and comfort thy selfe gloriously, by consideration of that abundant truth, with which hee hath crowned every word of His, stronger then a Rocke of brasse, far surer then the Pillars of the Earth, or Poles of Heaven; Nay, I speake an admirable thing, and of unutterable consolation, which cannot bee violated without Destruction of the Deity, most blessed and glorious for evermore. And let this ever banish, and beat backe all scruples, doubtes seares, which at any time offer themselves, and oppose thy unspeakeable joy, and peace in believing.
6. Well, saith an other, I easily acknowledge the [Page 354] incomprehensible goodnesse in this Name of God; and hold them most blessed, who have their part and portion therein. But for my part, I am affraid, I come too late. For I have observed the course of the Ministery amongst us, and the dispensation of Gods mercy in it. At first comming, our Towne being full of Ignorance, prophanesse, and much superstitious follies, having never before injoyed the Word with any life or power; wee all stood amazed a good whle, at the Majesty and Mysterie of this new heavenly Light. The first messages of the Ministry sounded in our eares, as the voyce of many waters, mighty, and great; but confused: not working in us either joy or terrour, but onely an extraordinary wonder, and secret acknowledgement of a strange force, and more then humane power. But afterwards, when our Watchman was better acquainted with our waies, and had more fully discovered the state of our soules; the Word was unto us, as a voice of a great thunder, more distinct and particular; breeding not only admiration, but feare also; not filling our eares onely with an uncouth sound, but our hearts also with a terrible searching. For the Sermons of every Sabbath came-home to our consciences, singling out our severall reigning corruptions; beating punctually upon our bosome-sinnes; manifesting clearely our spirituall misery, and certaine liablenesse to the extremest wrath of God, and endlesse woe. Whereupon, wee were all at our wits end what to doe, grew weary of our lives, wished with all our hearts, that such a Puritane-Preacher had never come amongst us; told every man, almost wee met, that wee had a Fellow at our Towne would drive us all to despaire, distraction, selfe-destruction, or some mischiefe, or other. That wee heard nothing from him but of damnation, and hell, and such horrible things, &c. Now in this second worke of the Word, there was a good number, even some out of that cursed crue and knot of Good-fellowship, wherein I have been insnared [Page 355] so long, wonne unto Iesus Christ. For beeing illightned, convinced and terrified in conscience for their former sinfull courses; the continued piercing of the Word, and worke of the spirit of bondage, keeping them upon the Racke, under the dreadfull sense of divine wrath, and their damnable state a good while: at last, they happily resolved without any more delay, diversion, by-path, or plunging againe into worldly pleasures, to passe on directly, by the light and guidance of the Gospell, into the holy path. And so undertooke, and hitherto have holden out in Profession; and a blessed conformity to the better side, But I, and the greater part a great deale, more was the pitty, hating heartily to bee reformed; and abhorring that precise way, so much spoken against every where; into which woe conceived, such severe Ministeriall counsell would have conducted us; I say, wee wickedly wrested out of our vexed consciences, those keene arrowes of truth and terrour, with great indignation; wee unhappily hardned our hearts and foreheads against the power of the Word, which particularly pursued us every Sabbath: Nay, alas! we persecuted the very meanes, which should sanctifie us; and men, which would have saved us. Here then is my Case and complaint; neglecting that blessed season, when I was first terrified and troubled in minde; when the Angell from Heaven, as it were, troubled the water; and when some, even of mine owne Companions in iniquity, were converted; I am affraid, I now come too late, that the mercy of God to doe mee spirituall good, is already expired; and that the Ministry, which I have so wretchedly opposed, is the very same to mee, that it was to the obstinate Iewes, Isa. 6.9.10. Nay, but yet say not so; though it bee with thee as thou hast sayd: For our gracious God keepeth mercy for thousands. Non dico tibi vsque septiès, sed usque septuagies septiès] Mat. 18.12. quâ phrasi numerus finitus pro infinito ponitur. Sic vocem mille modificant Hebraei, Exod. 34.7. Servans misericordiam millibus] Beumler. Rhetor. lib. 1. cap. 14. Here you must know, that a finite number is put Synecdochecally [Page 356] for an infinite, and an infinite indeed. And therefore if thou now bee in earnest, and willing to come-in, in truth; and those thine other brethren in Good fellowship, and hundreds, thousands, millions moe, or any whosoever to the worlds end, God hath mercy in store for you all; and being all weary of all your sinnes, unfainedly thirsting for the Well of life; resolving for the time to come, upon new courses, company, and conversation; you shall all be most welcome to Iesus Christ. Even the last man upon earth, bringing a truly broken heart to the Throne of grace, shall bee crowned as richly, and with as large a portion of Gods infinite mercy, and Christs un-valew able merit, as Adam and Eve, or whosoever layd first hold of that first promise: The seed of the woman shall bruise the Serpents head.
7. Yea, but alas! I have been no ordinary sinner. My corruptions have carried mee beyond the villanies of the vilest you can name. Not only variety, but the notoriousnesse also, and enormity of my wicked waies, have set an infamous brand upon mee, even in the sight of the world; beside those secret pollutions, and sinfull practices, which no eie, but that, which is ten thousand times brighter then the Sun, ever beheld. Had I not been extremely outragious, stayned with abominations of deepest die, and gone on thus with a high hand, I might have had some hope; But now I know not what to say! Take notice then, to the end that nothing at all may possibly hinder, or any way discourage any poore soule, that syncerely seekes for mercy, & desires to turne truly on Gods side, from assurance of gracious acceptation, and intertainement at his Throne of Grace; That it is naturall also to his Name, To forgive iniquity, transgression and sinne. That is, [...] pro tolà corruptione naturae, simpliciter accipio. [...] actu [...]lis est quae vis praeva [...]icatio, & rebellio atque des [...]ctus. [...] peccatum est sine timore, & sine fronte admissum. Zanch. de Naturâ Dei lib. 1. cap. 18. sinnes of all sorts, kindes and degrees whatsoever. There is none so hatefull and hainous; whether naturall corruption, or ordinary outward transgression, or highest presumption, but upon [Page 357] repentance, God is most able, ready, and willing to remit it.
7. God the Fathers compassionate pangs of infinite affection and forwardnesse to entertaine into his armes of mercy, all true Penitents. As I live, sayth the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turne from his way and live: turne yee, turne yee from your evill wayes; for why will yee die, O house of Israell? Ezech. 33.11. Woe unto thee O Ierusalem, wilt thou not bee made cleane? When shall it once be? Ier. 13.27. They say, if a man put away his wife, and shee goe from him, and become another mans, shall hee returne to her againe? Shall not that Land be greatly polluted? But thou hast played the harlot with many lovers; yet returne againe to mee, sayth the Lord: Ier. 3.1. Oh that my people had hearkned unto mee, and Israel had walked in my waies! I would soone have subdued their enemies, and turned my hand against their adversaries. The haters of the Lord should have submitted themselves unto him: but their time should have endured for ever; Hee should have fed them also with the finest of the wheate: and with honey out of the rocke should I have satisfyed thee: Psal. 81. O that thou hadst hearkned to my commandements, then had thy peace been as a River, and thy righteousnesse as the waves of the Sea. Thy seed also had been as the sand, and the off-spring of thy howells like the gravell thereof: his name should not have been cut off, nor destroyed from before mee: Isa. 48.18.
8. His mercifull almightinesse, in putting life and lightsomnesse into the most dead and darkest heart. Seeke him, saith the Prophet, that maketh the seven Starres and Orion, and turneth the sh [...]dow of death into the morning: Amos 5.8. Suppose thou s [...]ttest thy selfe to seeke Gods face and favour: and art presently set upon with this temptation: But alas! My soule is so blacke with sinne, and darke with sorrow, that it is to no purpose for [Page 358] mee to proceed, &c. But now in this case, consider, who Hee is that thou seekest; it is He, that made of nothing those beautifull, shining, glorious constellations, Orion and the Pleiades (and nothing in the world is darker then nothing). Hee is Hee, that turneth the darkest midnight into the brightest morning, &c.
9. Christs sweetest, dearest, most melting invitations of all truly troubled soules for sinne, unto the Well of life, and their owne everlasting wellfare. Come unto mee all yee that labour, and are heavie laden, and I will give you rest: Mat. 11.28. O Ierusalem, Ierusalem, thou that killest the Prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee! How often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a Hen gathereth her Chickens under her wings, &c. Mat. 23.37. And when hee was come neare, hee beheld the City, and wept over it, saying; Oh if thou hadst knowne, even thou, at least in this thy day, the things which belong unto thy peace! Luke. 19.41.42. In the last day, the great Day of the Feast, Iesus stood, and cried, saying; If any man thirst, let him come to mee, and drinke.
10. Precedents in Gods Booke of many hainous and horrible sinners received to mercy upon their humiliation. As Eve, Magdalen, Paul, Zacheus, Sodomits. 1. Cor. 6.9.11. Crucifiers of Christ. Acts. 2.
11. Experience perhaps of the Comforter, converted from a more wicked and desperate course, then the Patient himselfe. And it doth not a little refresh the heart of him, who grievosly wounded in conscience, and thereupon sending for a skillfull, and faithfull Messenger of God; and, when he hath opened his Case fully unto him, to heare him say, when he hath sayd all; My Case was farre worse then yours every way: Nay but besides those notorious sins, I have named unto you, I have defiled my selfe with many secret execrable lusts. Be it so, saith the spirituall Physition; yet in the daies of my vanity, I have been guilty of moe and more hainous [Page 359] crimes, then any, you have yet spoken of. Yea, but even now, when I have most need of, should most prize, reverence, and lay hold upon Gods blessed Word, Son and Promises; I am pestilently pestered with many abhorred, villanous, and prodigious injections about them. Not a man alive, replies the Man of God, hath had his head troubled with more hideous thoughts of such hellish nature, then I, &c.
12. That pretious Parable, Luk. 15. wherein all those Sicuti in adolescente decoctore depinxit Lucas imaginem primùm peccatoris luxu perditi, deindè peccatoris resipiscentis: ita nunc in parente eius imaginem immensae clementiae & misericordiae Dei exprimit. Brentius in loc. loving passages of the Father unto his prodigall Son; to wit, His beholding him, when hee was yet a great way off; his compassion, running towards him, falling upon his necke, kissing him, putting on him the best Robe, and the Ring, killing the fatted Calfe, &c. doe shadow that immeasurable, incomprehensible love of God the Father to every one, that is willing to come out of the Divels cursed service, into the good way. But come as farre Non comparatur Deus homini simplicitèr: sed ut intelligamus centuplo maiorem esse b [...] nitatem Dei erga nor, & misericordiam. Non igitur dubium est, simulatque poenitentiá tacti sumus, quin Deus in gratiam suam recipiat. Non dubium est, quin sub hac imagine immensa Dei bonitas, & incomparabilis indulgentia nobis pingatur▪ ne ulla scelèrumatrocitas à spe impetrandae veniae nos deterreat. Calv. short of expressing it to the life, as the infinite greatnesse of Almighty God, surpasseth the finite frailty of a weake man, and worme of the earth.
2. In a second place, Let us take a view of some of those most delicious, and sweetest streames of dearest comfort, which spring abundantly out of that fruitfull Fountaine of compassion and love, Psal. 103.13. Like as a Father pittieth his Children: so the Lord pittieth them that feare him. See also, Deut [...]r. 8.5. Malac. 3.17.
Hence may wee draw refreshing enough to our thirstie soules, in many passages of heavy thoughts, and grievous complaints about our spirituall state.
1. In the distempers and damps of prayer, thus:
Suppose the dearest Sonne of the loving'st Father to lie grievously sicke; and out of the extremity of angvish, to cry out and complaine unto him, that hee is so full of paine in every part, that hee knowes not which way to turne himselfe, or what to doe; and thereupon intreats him of all loves, to touch him tenderly, to lay [Page 360] him softly, to mollifie all hee may his painefull misery, and give him ease. How ready, thinke you, would such a father bee, with all tendernesse and care, to put to his helping hand, in such a ruefull case! But yet if hee should grow sicker, and weaker, so that hee could not speake at all; but onely looke his Father in the face with watery eies; and moane himselfe unto him with sighes and groanes, and other dumbe expressions of his increased paine, and desire to speake: Would not this yet strike deeper into the Fathers tender heart; pierce and melt it with more feeling pangs of compassion; and make his bowells yerne within him▪ with an addition of extraordinary dearenesse, and care to doe him good? Even just so will thy heavenly Father bee affected, and deale with thee in hearing, helping, and shewing mercy; when all thy strength of praier is gone, but onely Eò se redactum dicit Ez [...] [...]as, [...]t vocem art [...]latam edere non posset, sed consuso quodam modo s [...]epere, ut i [...]q [...]t [...]nimam fere exhal [...]nt. Hunc tamen obs [...]ri [...] vo [...]s so [...]um à Deo [...] exa [...] [...] [...]ertum est: tame [...] [...]sensus omne [...] no sir [...] dolore [...] c [...]pat [...] sint, & prae m [...]stit [...]a si [...]t prae [...] s [...] [...]ces, Dominus [...]amen con [...]a nosira praecedet & piasusp [...] ex [...]t. In [...] pl [...]s essi [...]ent qu [...]m e [...] pre [...]sae, [...] d [...]rtae voces, [...]o [...]ò Spiritus adsit, qui excitet in nobis gemitus illos inenarrabiles, de [...]qu [...] [...] Paulus 8. ad. Roman, At nemo piorum est, qui non experiatur, ubi maior aliqua [...] const [...]git, se inter orandu vel halbutire vel propemodium obmutescere. Calv. in captr. 38. Isai. Homo interior, in quo c [...]pit habitare Christus per fidem, voce suâ, non [...] affectu cordis cla [...]at ad dominum. Non vbi bo [...]o audit, ibi Deus [...] onum, & laterum & linguae clames, homo te non audit. Cogitatio tua, [...]. August. in Psal. 141. Plerumque hoc negotium pl [...]gemitibus, [...], plus fletu, quàm affatu. Idem. Epist. 121. Valentiores voces apud [...] Pet non faciunt verba nostra, sed desideria? Aeternam etenim vitam si o [...]e [...] imus, nec [...]amen corde desideramus, clamantes tacemus. Si verò desideramus excorde, tiam cum ore conticescimus, tacentes clamantus. Gregor. in 31. cap. Iob, cap. 13. groanes and sighes. Nay, with incomparably more affectionatenesse For looke how farre God is higher then Man in Majestie, and greatnesse, which is by an infinite distance and disproportion; so far doth he passe him in tender-heartednesse and love. See Isai. 55. 8.9.
Or be it so, That thou art able to speak unto God, and in some measure to utter thy mind; yet in thy conceit, it is so weakly, coldly, and confusedly, that thou thinkes; As well never a whit, as never the better, &c. Take notice here; that Gods Child is able, First, sometimes to poure out his soule unto his God with life and power: [Page 361] Secondly, sometimes to say something, but with much coldnesse, deadnesse of heart, and distractednesse (as he The most righteous persons, are their own greatest accusers. Greenh. p. 133. Edit 3. complaines), without his woonted feeling, and freedome of spirit: Thirdly, At other times, he can say just nothing, but groane, and sigh, and only desire hee could pray. For this last, looke upon the last passage. For the second; to wit, when the Christian is troubled, that hee can say something, and speake words unto God; yet it is without that order, efficacy, fit phrase and comming-off so comfortably, as he thinks is to bee found in other Professours, &c. I say, in this Case, consider, that as a Father is more delighted with the stammering & stuttering, as it were; with the in-articulate, and imperfect talke of his owne little Childe, when it first begins to speake; then with the exactest eloquence of the most famous Oratour upon earth: so Videas quantoperè placeat Deo, vel pauxillum sidei, & quantoperè delectetur precibus ex quantulacunque fide prosectis, etiamsi coniunctam habeant multiplicem imperfectionem. Videmus vulgò parentes magis delectari balbutienti infantiâ infantium, quàm universâ eloquentiâ hominum eloquentissimorum. Nos omnes quod ad coelestia attinet, insantes sumus, & ut in [...]antes sentimus, ut infantes loquimur. Pater autem noster coelestis magis oblectatur ruditate, ac infantiâ nostrâ, qui sumus eius [...]ilij, &c. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 4. assuredly, our heavenly Father is infinitely better pleased with the broken, interrupted passages, and periods of prayer in an upright heart, heartily grieved, that hee can doe no better, nor offer up a more lively, hearty, and orderly sacrifice; then with the excellently-composed, fine-phrased and most methodicall petitions of the learned'st Pharisee. Nay, his soule extremely loathes the one, and graciously accepts the other in Iesus Christ. As concerning the complaint of coldnesse; bee assured, that tho thy prayers proceede out of thy mouth, faint and feeble, cold and uncomfortable; yet springing from a syncere heart, purified by Faith, truly humbled under Gods mighty hand for sinne; seconded with groanes and griefe, with an holy anger, and selfe-indignation, that they be not more fervent and piercing, and offered in obedience unto God; are most certainely, as it were, by the way fortified, and enlived with the pacifying perfections, and intercessory spirit of Iesus Christ; sweetly perfumed with the precious Odours of his fresh-bleeding Merits, and blessed Mediation; so that they strike the eares of the Almighty with farre greater [Page 362] strength, and irresistable importunity, then is ordinarily imagined: And are as sweet-smelling sacrifices in his nostrils; The very sight of whose crucified Sonne at his right hand tendering the suite, can calme his most angry countenance; and convert by a sacred meritorious attonement, his displeasures and wrath, into compassions and peace. Now blessed bee God, that the weake prayers, and broken sighes of tempted and troubled spirits, have this happy promise and prerogative: That before they presse, as it were, into the presence of God the Father, they are mingled in the meane time, with the soveraigne and satisfactory incense in the golden censer; whence evaporating out of the Angels hand, (I meane the Angel of the Covenant, for so the truest Interpreters understand the place) they ascend into the sight of our gracious Father, incorporated and enwoven, as it were, into that pretious and pleasing fume: And that it pleaseth the blessed Spirit, in the needefull time of spirituall extremities, to draw the petitions of our sometimes speechlesse, heavy and distracted hearts: Iesus Christ, the great Angell of the Covenant, to perfect, perfume and present them: Hee that by an excellency, and title of highest honour, is stiled the Hearer of praiers, to receive them into his mercifull hand, and bosome of compassionate acceptation! Goe on then poore soule; Thou that sorely [...]roopes under the sensible waight of thy manifold weakenesses, and unworthinesse this way; and thereupon sometimes sinfully drawes back, with some thoughts of giving-over quite; which is that, the Divel desires, and would utterly undoe thee forever; presse forward in the name of Christ unto the Throne of Grace, with a lighter heart, then thou art wont. Shall the Lord Iesus call and cry for a Pardon for those, who put him to death; who were so farre from seeking unto him, that like so may Evening Wolves, they sought and suckt his blood? and will hee shut his eares, thinkes thou, from thy complaints and [Page 363] groanes, who values one drop of his blood to quench thy spirituall thirst, at an higher price, then the worth of many Worlds? Comfort thy selfe invincibly: It cannot bee.
2. In the faintnesse of Faith, and want of feeling.
Thou beholdest sometimes, a Father holding a little Childe in his armes: now whether, dost thou thinke, is the Child safe by it's owne, or by the Fathers hold? It claspes about the Father with it's little weake hands, as well as it can; but the strength of it's safety, is in the Fathers arme. Nay and the Father holds the faster, when at any time hee perceives the Child to have left it's hold. Thou art Nos à Christo separari non possumus semel illi vere insiti. Est autem coniunctio haec spiritualis. Spiritualem dico, quīa spirituali modo fit, per vincula nimirùm spiritualia, non per nervos & ligamenta, per quae fit coniunctio ista corporalis: sed per Spiritum & fidem. Christus prior dimittit è coelo spiritum suum sanctum ad nos: Nos deinde vicissim fidem nostram ipsius Spiritu excitatam, adeum sursum versus mittimus. Dico per Spiritum simul & fidem: quia coniunctio haec oportet sit mutua, nósque vicissim eum amplectamur. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 15. tied, as it were, unto Christ by a double bond: first, of the Spirit, and secondly, of Faith. Thou layest hold on Christ by Faith; and hee holds thee by his Spirit. Now thy Infant, Faith, or after some good standing in Christianity, weakened and sorely wounded in thy present feeling, hath lost it's hold-fast: And therefore thou thinkes, all is gone; and walkes dejectedly, and uncomfortably, as tho not any promise in Gods Booke, or drop of Christs Blood were thine, &c. But assure thy selfe, being sound at the heart roote, and walking in the light, as God is in the light, thy heavenly Father in this Case Iam cognito eo, quòd Iesus Christus idem Deus sit, deinde sentimus nos teneri eius manu, sentimus nos pariter apprehendi manu patris, ac Dei. Cumautem sentimus nos prehendi manu patris, ac Dei, tum quidem videmur nobis firmi esse, & extra omne periculum positi, etiam mediâ morte. —Nota fundamentum, in quo f [...]ndata est vita aeterna; est autem manus illa Dei apprehendens nos; non [...]tam manus nostra apprehendens Deum, quàm Dei manus apprehendens nos. Idem. Ibid. cap. 10. holds thee so fast by his Spirit; that no Man or Divell, not all the powers of darkenesse or gates of hell, can possibly plucke thee out of his hand. Nay, the excellency of his power is most gloriously improoved, and made more illustrious in thy greatest extremities, and extremest spirituall weakenesse. And hee holds it his highest honour, to hold thee the fastest, [Page 364] when thy hold is gone. Heere then and upon this ground, thou hast a Calling; and ma [...]st comfortably, for hee is ever most loving and tender hearted, in times of temptation, to all that are true of heart, exercise that most excellent act of faith; To beleeve without feeling. To beleeve, when the face of God doth shine upon thee with sensible refreshing, and when thou enjoyest plentifull, and pregnant proofes of his favour, is no great matter, no such maistery. But then to beleeue, when all sense of Gods love is gone, and the light of his countenance hid from thee; when all goe quite crosse and contrary in the apprehension of carnall reason; then is the highest praise; this is the perfection of faith. The very dull, senselesse and soulelesse earth, upon which wee tread, may teach us to rest and depend upon God in such a Case. It is a mighty, and massy body, planted in the middest of the thinne aire; and hangs upon just nothing in the world, but only upon Gods Word; By that alone it is there established unmooveably, keepes his place most steadily, never stirs an ynch from it. It hath no props or pillars to uphold it: no barres or beames to fasten it; nothing to stay and support it, but the bare Word of God alone. Hee upholdeth all things by the Word of his power, saith the Apostle, Heb. 1.3. And yet not all the creatures in the world can shake it, or make it tremble. Bee it so then, that thy Faith hath lost it's hold-fast; that for the present, thou findest no feeling; no encouragements of joy, and peace in beleeving; no sensible pawnes, and pledges of Gods wonted favour, &c. Yet for all this, cast thy selfe upon the sure Word of that mighty God, who hath established all the ends of the earth; and reared such a great and goodly building, where there was no foundation: and questionlesse, thou shalt bee more then infinitely, everlastingly safe, and setled like mount Zion, which cannot bee removed, but abideth for ever.
3. In failings of new-obedience.
[Page 365]Thou puts thy sonne into imploiment, sets him about thy businesses; He improves the utmost of his skil, strength and indeavour, to doe thee the best service hee can, and please thee, if it were possible, to perfection: But yet comes short of what thou desires, and failes in many particulars; and therefore he weepes and takes-on; and is much troubled that hee can give no better contentment. Now tell mee, thou, whose heart is warmed with the tendernesse of a Fathers affection, whether thou wouldest not bee most ready, and willing to pardon and passe-by all defects and failings in this kinde? Nay I know thou wouldest rejoyce, and blesse God, that hee had given thee a Child so obedient, willing and affectionate. Proportionably, thy heavenly Father sets thee on worke, To beleeve, repent, pray, read the Scriptures, heare the Word, conferre, meditate, love the Brethren, sanctifie his Sabbaths, humble thy selfe in daies of fasting and praier, poure out thy soule, day and night (as the times require) in compassion, fellow-feeling, and strong cries for the Afflictions of Ioseph; the destruction of the Churches and those Bretheren of thine, which have so long laine in blood and teares; to bee industrious and serious in all workes of justice, mercy, & truth, &c. And thou goest about these blessed businesses, with an upright heart, and in obedience unto God; but the several performances comes far short of what his Word requires, and thy heart desires; and thereupon thou mournes and grieves, and afflicts thy soule in secret, because thou canst not come-off with more power and life; nor bring that glory unto God in thy Christian walking, which so many mercies, meanes, and such a ministery may exact at thy hands. In this case now of these involuntary failings, and humble disposition of thy heart, therefore bee most assured, thy All-sufficient Father will spare thee, Mal. 3.17. as a man spareth his owne sonne, that serveth him. Nay, and with so much more kindnesse and love; Isai. 55.9. as the heavens are higher then [Page 366] the earth, and God greater then man.
4. In case of a spirituall Desertion.
A Father solacing himselfe with his little Child, and delighting in it's pretty, and pleasing behaviour, is woont sometimes to step aside into a corner, or behind a dore, upon purpose to quicken yet more, it's love, and longing after him, and try the impatiency and eagernesse of it's affection. In the meane time, hee heares it cry, run about, and call upon him; and yet hee stirres not, but forbeares to appeare; not for want of compassion and kindnesse, which the more it takes-on, the more abounds; but, that it may dearelier prize the Fathers presence; that they may meete more merrily, and rejoyce in the enjoyment of each other more heartily. Conceive then, and consider to thine owne exceeding comfort, that thy heavenly Father deales just so with thee in a spiritual desertion. He sometimes hides his face from thee, and withdrawes his quickning, and refreshing presence for a time, not for Deus bonos non negligit cum negligit. Nec obliviscitur, sed quasi obliviscitur. Ruff. in Psal. Non deserit etiam si des [...]rat, in Psal. 90. Abscondit se sponsus cum quaeritur, ut non inventus ardentiùs quaeratur: & differtur quaerens sponsa, ne inveniat: ut tarditate suâ capacior reddita, multipliciùs quandoquè inveniat, quod quaerebat. Greg. Mor. lib. in 5. cap. 4. Non est reversus Sponsus ad vocem, & votum revocantis. Quare? ut desiderium crescat, ut probetur affectus, ut exerceatur amoris negotium. Sanè ergò dissimulatio est, non indignatio. Bern. in Caut. Serm 75. Non deserit, ut descratur. Simon. Cass. in Evang. lib. 8. cap. 37. Deserit potius, ne descratur. Ideo videtur deserere, quia non vult deseri. Hos. 14 4. Ier 31.3. Ioh. 17.26. Nam dilectio quâ nos persequitur Deus, propriè loquendo, non alia est quàm quâ filium suum ab initi [...] dilexit, ut in eo nos quoque gratos sibi & [...]mabiles redderet. Calv. in Loc. Ioh. 15.9. Significat non vulgarem dilectionem suam erga ipsos, neque plan [...] talem, qualis esse solet dilectio à creaturâ promanans, sed talem esse, qualis est creatoris ipsius, & Dei ancor. — Hoc est infinitus, & incomprehensibilis, cuius longitudinem, latitudinem, profunditatem & altitudinem, [...]emo potest comprehendere, et qui superat omnem cognitionem. Rolloc. in loc. want of loue, for hee loves thee freely; He loves thee with an everlasting love; hee loves thee with the very same love, with which He loves Iesus Christ; And that deare Son of his, loves thee with the same love, his Father loves him: But to put more heate and life into thine affections towards him, and heavenly things; To cause thee to relish communion with Iesus Christ, when thou enjoyest it, more sweetely; to preserve it more carefully; to joy in it [Page 367] more thankefully; and to shunne more watchfully, whatsoever might rob thee of it: To stirre up all the powers of thy soule, and all the graces of God in thee; to seeke his face and favour againe with more extraordinary, and universall seriousnesse, and industry: For we finde with pleasure, possesse with singular contentment, and keepe with speciall care, what we have sought with paine. Wee may see this in the Spouse: Cantic. 3.1, &c. under the pressure of a grievous Desertion: Ponder every particular. By night on my bed I sought him, whom my soule loveth; I sought him, but I found him not. I will rise now, and goe about the Citty in the streetes, and in the broad wayes; I will seeke him whom my soule loveth: I sought him, but I found him not. The Watchmen that goe about the city, found mee: to whom I said; Saw yee him whom my soule loveth? It was but a little, that I passed from them, but I found him whom my soule loveth: I held him, and would not let him goe, untill I had brought him to my mothers house; and into the chamber of her that conceived mee. I charge yee, O yee daughters of Ierusalem, by the Roes, and by the Hindes of the field, that yee stirre not up, nor awake my Love, till hee please. And lastly, that, when the comfortable beames of Gods lightsome countenance shall break out againe upon thy soule, and thy Beloved is returned; thou maist sing, that triumphant song of Faith most joyfully; I am my Beloveds, & my Beloved is mine. Desertions then, & delaies of this nature, are fruites of thy heavenly Fathers love; and ought to bee no discouragements unto thee at all, holding thy integrity. His love thereby is intended towards thee, by the restraint of the influence, as it were, and sense of it from thy soule, as a Brooke growes big, by damming it up for a while: And thy love is more enflamed towards him, when thou now feeles by the want of it, what an heaven upon earth it is, to have his face shine upon thee, with it's quickning refreshing presence; and that a sensible embracement of Iesus [Page 368] Christ in the armes of thy Faith, is the very life of the soule, as the Soule is the life of the Body; the Crowne of all sweet contentment in this vale of teares, and a piece, as it were, of everlasting pleasures.
5. In times of triall.
Thou seest sometimes a Father setting downe his little One upon it's feet, to trie it's strength, and whether it bee yet able to stand by it selfe or no; But withall▪ hee holds his armes on both sides, to uphold, it if he see it incline either way, and to preserve it from hurt. Assure thy selfe, thy heavenly Father takes care of thee with infinitely more tendernesse, in all thy trials, either by outward Afflictions, or inward temptations. The thou shouldest fall, yet shalt thou not bee utterly cast downe, for the Lord upholdeth thee with his hand: Psal. 37.24▪ Never did Gold-smith attend so curiously, and punctually upon those pretious mettalls hee casts into the fire, to observe the very first season, and bee sure, that they tarry no longer in the furnace, then the drosse b [...] wasted; they thorowly purified, and fitted for some excellent use; as our gratious God lovingly waits, to take thee out of trouble and temptation; when the rust [...] removed from thy spirituall armour; thy graces shi [...] out, and thou heartily humbled, and happily fitted, to doe him more glorious service for the time to come; I meane, when hee hath attained the end, which hee mercifully intended in love, and for thy good.
6. In conceits of our unworthinesse.
David commanded Ioab, and the other Captaines, to entreat the young man Absolom gently for his sake. 2. Sam. 18.5. A rebellious traiterous Sonne, up in armes against his owne Father, gracelesly, and unnaturally thirsting out of a furious ambitious humour, to w [...]ing the Regall Scepter out of his hand, and to set the Imperiall Crowne upon his owne head: How dearely and tenderly then, will the Father of mercies deale with a poore humbled soule, that sighes, and seekes for his favour, [Page 369] infinitely more, then any earthly treasure, or the glory of a thousand worlds?
7. I will suppose, thou hast broke some speciall vow, (which were a grievous thing) made before the Sacrament, upon some day of humiliation, or such other occasion; and so forfeited thy selfe, as it were, and thy soule, into the hands of Gods justice, to bee disposed of to the dungeon of utter darkenesse, if thou we [...]t served, as thy sinne hath deserved. And thereupon, thou art much afflicted, and sore troubled in minde, to have suffered thy selfe to be so sottishly ensnared againe in such a dis-avowed sin, against so strong a purpose. But here consider, whether thou, being a Father, would'st take the forfeiture of a bond, and advantage of breaking day, especially full sore against his will, from thy dearest Childe, intreating thee to intreat him kindely; Much, nay infinitely lesse, will thy heavenly Father deale hardly with thee in such a Case, if thou complaine at the Throne of Grace with a grieved spirit; renew thy covenant, and tell him truly, that thou wilt, by the help of the holy Ghost, guard thy heart with a narrower watch, and stronger resolution for the time to come. If wee confesse our sinnes, hee is faithfull and iust to forgive us our sinnes: 1. Iohn 1.9. And in such a Case, wee have ever a blessed Advocate with the Father, Iesus Christ the righteous: Cap. 2.1.
8. A Father sometimes holds his Child over a Pond▪ River, or Well, to fright him from it, lest at some time or other he fall into it. But the Child, especially, if of riper conceit, and wiser thoughts, laughes, perhaps, in the Fathers face, dreads no danger, dreames not of drowning. And what's the reason, thinke yee? Only because hee knowes, hee that holds him, is his Father: So thy heavenly Father holdes thee, as it were, over Hell in some strong temptation, upon purpose to terrifie thee from tampering so much with the Divels baites; so that thou sees nothing about thee for the present, but [Page 370] darknesse and discomforts, & the very horrors of eternall death ready to take hold on thee: yet for all this, upon the ground of this loving gracious resemblance thou maist be comforted; and cry confidently with Iob, Tho he slay me, Iob 13.15. Psal. 23.4. yet will I trust in him; With David, Tho I walke through the valley of the shadow of death, I will feare no evill. Isai. 50.10. Who is among you, saith the Prophet, that feareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkenesse, and hath no light? Let him trust in the Name of the Lord, and stay upon his God.
9. A Son by the seducement of some dissolute and drunken Belials, is drawne into lewd and licentious company; and so plunges presently over head and eares into pestilent courses; Falls unhappily, to swaggering, drinking, gaming, the mirth and madnesse of wine and pleasures; And at length to expresse to the life, an exact conformity, to that compleat character of the professours of Good-fellowship, as they call it, and Epicurisme; both for pursuite of sensuall delights, and persecution of true professours; Wisd. 2.6, &c. 12, &c. Whereby he wasts his Patrimony, cuts the heart of his Parents, wounds his conscience, &c. His Father mournes and grieves, consults and casts about with all love and longing for his recovery, and returne: At length out of sense and conscience of his base, and debosht behaviour, vile company, dishonouring God, banishing good motions, &c. Hee comes to himselfe, intreats his father upon his knees with many teares, that hee would bee pleased to pardon what is past, receive him into favour againe; and hee will faithfully endeavour to displease him no more, but redeeme the losse of the former, with the improovement of the time to come. How willingly and welcomely, thinke you, would such a Father receive such a son, into the bosome of his fatherly affection, and armes of dearest embracement. And yet so, and infinitely more is our heavenly Father mercifull, and melting towards any of his relapsed children, returning [Page 371] unto his gracious Throne, with true remorse and hearty griefe, for so going astray. Which is an incomparable comfort in case of backe-sliding; which yet God forbid.
10. A Father indeede, will lay heavier burdens upon his son, now growne into yeares and strength, and puts him to sorer labour, and harder taskes; But while hee is very young, hee is woont to forbeare him with much tendernesse and compassion; because he knowes, hee is scarce able to carry himselfe out of the mire: Even so, but with infinite more affectionatenesse and care, watchfullnesse and love, doth our heavenly Father beare in his armes, and forbeare, a Babe in Christ. See Isai. 40.11. This may bee a very sweet and pretious cordiall to weake consciences ar their first conversion: Who when they cast their eie upon the hainousnesse and number of their sinnes, the fiery and furious darts of the Divell, the frownes and angry foreheads of their carnall friends, the worlds lowring and enmity, the rebelliousnesse and untowardnesse of their own hearts, pressing upon them all at once; and so considering, that refraining from evill, they make themselves a prey, are ready to sinke, and faint; and feare that they shall never hold out. For they may hence ground upon it; being upright-hearted, and believing, that God, who knowes their weakenesse full well, will not suffer them to bee tempted above that they are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that they may bee able to beare it. So that over all these adversaries, and ungodly oppositions, they shall most certainely bee more then conquerours.
11. When thou art dejected in spirit▪ and walkes more heavily, because thou comes short of stronger Christians in all performances, services, duties and fruitfull walking▪ and thereupon suffers slavish doubtes and distrusts, least thy ground worke bee not well laid, to beate back, and barre out, all spirituall joy, and expected [Page 372] contentment in thy Christian course; I say then, and in such a Case, Suppose a Father should call unto him in haste, two of his children; One of three yeares old, the other of thirteene: they both make all the hast they can, but the elder makes much more speede; and yet the little one comes on wadling, as fast as it can; and if it had more strength, it would have macht the other: Now would not the Father accept of the youngers utmost endeavour according to it's strength, as well as of the elders faster gate, being stronger? I am sure hee would; and that with more tendernesse too, and taking it in his armes to encourage it. And so certainely will thy heavenly Father deale with thee in the like Case, about thy spirituall state, being true-hearted, and heartily grieving, praying, and indeavouring to do better.
12. Suppose a Child to fall sicke in a family; The Father presently sets the whole house on worke for the recovery of it's welfare. Some runne for the Physitio [...] ▪ others for friends and neighbours; Some tend it, others watch with it; All contribute their severall abilities, endeavours, and diligence to doe it good; And thus they continue in motion, affection, and extraordinary imploiment about it; farre more then about all the rest that are well, untill it recover. With the very same but incomparably more tender care, and compassion▪ will thy heavenly Father visite thee in all thy spirituall maladies and sicknesses of Soule. The whole blessed Trinity is stirred, as it were, extraordinarily, and takes to heart thy troubles at such a time; Even as a Shepeheard takes more paines, and exercises more pittie and tendernesse about his sheepe, when they are out of tune. See Isa. 40.11. Ezech. 34.16. upon which places▪ heare the Paraphrase of a blessed Doct. P. Divine, The Lord will not bee unfaithfull to thee, if thy heart bee uprigh [...] with him, tho thou bee weake in thy carriage to him; fo [...] hee keepes his Covenant forever. And therefore in [...] [Page 373] 40. the Lord expresseth it thus; you shall know mee; as sheepe know their Shepheard, and I will make a covenant with you, and thus, and thus I will deale with you: And how is that? Why the covenant is not thus only; as long as you keep within the boundes, and keepe within the fo [...]ld; as long, as you go along the pathes of righteousnesse, and walke in them: but this is the Covenant that I will make; I will drive you according to that you are able to beare: If any be great with young▪ I will drive them softly▪ If they bee lame, that they are not able to goe (saith hee), I will take them up in my armes, and carry them in my bosome. If you compare this with Ezech. 34. You shall finde there, Hee puts downe all the slips wee are subject unto; (speaking of the time of the Gospell, when Christ should bee the Shepheard) hee shewes the Covenant that hee will make with those that are his; Saith hee, if any thing bee lost, if a sheepe loose it selfe, this is my Covenant, I will finde it: If it be driven away by any violence of temptation, I will bring it backe againe: If there bee a breach made into their hearts, by [...] occasion through sinne and lust, I will heale them, and binde them up. This the Lord will doe; this is the Covenant that hee makes. But I was telling you, the whole blessed Trinity takes on, (if I may so speake) after a speciall manner, in all the spirituall troubles; especially, of all those, who are true of heart. God the Fathers bowells of mercy yerne compassionately over thee, when hee sees thee spiritually sicke. The distressed and disconsolate state of thy soule, puts him into such melting and affectionate pangs, Isai 54.11. as these: Oh thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted; behold, I will lay thy stones with faire colours, and lay thy foundations with Saphires, &c. Comfort yee, & 40 [...]. comfort yee my people, saith your God. Speak ye comfortably to Ierusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accōplished that her iniquity is pardoned; &c. Iesus Christ, out of his owne experience, knoweth full well, what it is to be grievously tempted: what it is to [Page 374] have the most hideous thoughts, and horrible injections throwne into the minde, that can bee possibly imagined; Nay, that the Divell himselfe can devise: See Mat. 4.6.9. What an hell it is, to want the comfortable influence of the Fathers pleased face and favour. See Mat. 27.46. And therefore hee cannot chuse but bee afflicted in our afflictions; and very sensibly and sweetly tender-hearted in all our spirituall troubles. They pitty us most in our sicknesses, who have felt the same themselves. In that hee himselfe suffered, and was tempted, hee is able to succour them that are tempted. Heb. 2.18. As for the blessed Spirit, it is his proper worke, as it were, To comfort them that mourne in Zion; To give unto them beauty for ashes, the oyle of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heavinesse. And yet besides all this thy heavenly Father, in the distresse of thy soule, sets also on worke the Church of God about thee: Faithfull Ministers to pray for, and prepare seasonable and sound arguments, reasons, counsels, and comforts out of Gods blessed Booke; to support, quicken, revive, and recover thee all they can: Private Christians, to commend thy Case unto the Throne of grace, and mercy; and that extraordinarily with mightinesse of prayer upon their more solemne daies of humiliation.
Vi [...]git mater se [...], quenum [...], in terram deicituram, ut ipse [...]. Simon. Cass. in Evang. ib. 14.13. A Father sometimes threatens, and offers to throw his little-one out of his armes: But upon purpose only to make him cling closer unto him. Our heavenly Father may seeme to cast off his Childe, and leave him for a while in the hands of Satan, for inward temptation; or to the rage of his bloody agents for outward persecution; But it is onely, to draw him nearer to himselfe, by more serious seeking, and sure dependance in the time of trouble; and that with the hand of his faith, hee may lay surer hold upon his All-sufficiency.
Thus, and in the like manner, peruse all the compassionate [Page 375] passages of the most tender-hearted parents, to their best beloved children, in all cases of danger and distresse: And so, and infinitely more tenderly will our heavenly Father deale withal, that are upright-hearted, in all their troubles, trials, and temptations. For the dearest love of the most affectionate Father or Mother to their Childe, is Si nos qui secundùm nostram fil [...]os diligimus, satis tamen profectò cos diligimus: multò magis ille diligit, qui diligit ultra naturam. Sed etsi obliviscatur mulier infantem, inquit, uteri sui, ego tamen non obliviscar tui, dicit Dominus Omnipotens. Chrysost. in Mat. Hom. 23. nothing to that, which hee beares to those that feare him. Isa. 49.15. Psal. 103.13. Deut. 8.5.
3. Thirdly, there is a pretious Principle in the mysterie of salvation; which, as a comforting Cordiall-water, serves to quicken and revive in the sownings and faintings of the Body, defection of the spirits, and sinking of the heart; So it may bee soveraigne, to support and succour in afflictions and dejections of Soule, and weakenesses of our spirituall state: It is thus delivered by Divines.
Perkins in his Graine of Musterseed. Concl. 3. A constant and earnest desire to bee reconciled to God, to believe, and to repent, if it bee in a touched heart, is in acceptation with God, as reconciliation, Faith, repentance it selfe.
Idem in his Exposition of the Creed, p. 127. A weake faith shewes it selfe by this grace of God, namely, an unfained desire, not onely of salvation, (for that the wicked and gracelesse man may have); But of reconciliation with God in Christ. This is a sure signe of Faith in every touched and humbled heart, and it is peculiar to the elect.
Idem upon the Sermon in the Mount, pag. 11. Those are blessed, who are displeased with their owne doubting and unbeliefe; if they have a true earnest desire to bee purged from this distrust, and to believe in God through Christ.
Downam in his Christian Warfare, cap. 42. Our desire of grace, faith and repentance, are the graces themselves, which wee desire; at least in Gods acceptation▪ who accepteth of the will for the deede, and of our affections for the actions.
Dyke of Repentance, cap. 15. Hungring and thirsting desires are evidences of a repenting heart.
T.T. upon Psal. 32. pag. 38. True desire argues the presence of things desired, [Page 376] and yet argues not the feeling of it.
[...] in his Exposition upon the Epistle to the Colossians, cap. 1. vers. 4. It may not bee dissembled, that there are in the world many definitions, or descriptions of faith, such as doe not comprehend in them that onely thing, which is the chiefe stay of thousands of the deare servants of God; and that is, desires, which may not bee denyed to bee of the nature of Faith. I expresse my meaning thus: That when a Man, or woman is so farre exercis [...]d in the spirituall seeking of the Lord his God; That hee would bee willing to part with the world▪ and all things thereof, if hee had them in his owne possession, so that by the Spirit and Promises of God hee might bee assured, that the sinnes of his former life, and such as presently doe burthen his Soule, were forgiven him; and that hee might believe that God were now become his God in Christ: I would not doubt to pronounce, that this Person (thus prising remission of sinnes at this rate, that hee would sell all to buy this pearle) did undoubtedly believe: Not onely because it is a truth (though a Paradoxe) that the Desire to believe is Faith. But also because our Saviour Christ doth not doubt to affirme that they are blessed, Matth. 5.6. that hunger and thirst after righteousnesse, because they shall bee satisfied. And to him that is a thirst I will give to drinke of the water of life freely. Revel 21.6. Psal. 10.17. And David doubted not to say, The Lord heareth the desire of the humble.
Rogers of Dedham in his Doctrine of Faith, cap. 2. pag. 128. I thinke, whensoever the humbled sinner sees an infinite excellency in Christ, and the savour of God by him, that it is more worth then all the world; and so sets his heart upon it, that hee is resolved to seeke it without ceasing, and to part withall for the obtaining it, now I take it, is Faith begun.
What graces thou unfainedly desirest; and constantly vsest the meanes to attaine; Thou hast.
Crooke, Serm. 3. There is no rocke more sure then this truth of God; That the heart▪ that complaineth of the want of grace, desireth above all things the supply of that want, useth all holy meanes for the procurement of that supply, cannot be [Page 377] destitute of saving grace.
Greenham, pag. 144. Such are wee by imputation, as wee bee in affection. And he is now no sinner, who for the love he beareth to righteousnesse, would bee no sinner. Such as we be in desire, and purpose; such we be in reckoning, and account with God; who giveth that true desire, and holy purpose, to none but to his Children, whom hee justifieth.
Dyke of Selfe-deceiving, cap. 19. We must remember, that God accepts affecting for effecting; willing for working; desires for deedes; purposes, for performances; pence, for pounds; and unto such as doe their endeavour, hath promised His grace enabling them every day to doe more and more.
Perkins upon Galat. pag. 296. If there be in thee a sorrow for thine unbeliefe; a will and desire to believe; and a care to increase in Faith by the use of good meanes; there is a measure of true Faith in thee; and by it thou maist assure thy selfe, that thou art the Child of God.
Broade▪ pag. 88. It is a great grace of God to feele the want of Gods graces in thy selfe; and to hunger and thirst after them.
Wilson Faith, p. 138. If you desire healing of your nature; groane in desire to grace; perceive your foulenesse unto a loathing of your selfe; feare not, sinne hath no dominion over you.
Ibid. pag. 184. Sense of Want of grace, complaint and mourning from that sense, desire setled and earnest with such mourning to have the want supplyed▪ vse of good meanes, with attending upon Him therein for this supply, is surely of grace.
What graces thou unfainedly desirest, and constantly usest the meanes to attaine; Thou hast.
Take it in short from mee thus:
A true desire of grace argues a saving and comfortable estate.
The truth of which appeares clearely, By Scriptures, Reasons, Both ancient and moderne Deuines.
Proofes. Mat. 5.6. Blessed are they, which doe hunger and thirst after righteousn [...]sse, for they shall bee filled. Here to a desire of grace is annexed a Promise of Blessednesse, [Page 378] which comprehends all the glory and pleasures of Christs Kingdome here, and all heavenly joyes and everlasting blisse hereafter. Ioh. 7.37. If any man thirst, let him come unto mee, and drinke. Psal. 10.17. The Lord heareth the desire of the humble. Psal. 145.19. Hee will fulfill the desire of them that feare Him. Luk. 1.53. The Lord filleth the hungry with good things. Reu. 22.17. Let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let Him take the water of life freely. Isa. 55.1. H [...], every one that thirsteth, come yee to the waters, &c. And Cap. 44. vers. 3. I will poure water upon Him that is thirsty, and floods upon the dry ground.
O Lord, I beseech thee, saith Nehemiah, let now thine eare bee attentive to the prayer of thy servant, and to the prayer of thy servants, who desire to feare thy Name. Here, those who desire to feare the Lord, are stiled His servants; and proposed as men qualified, and in a fit disposition to have their praiers heard, their petitions granted, their distresses relieved, their affaires blessed with successe. And no doubt, th [...]s Man of God would make speciall choise of such Attributes and affections; which might proove powerfull, and pleasing Arguments, to draw from God compassion, favour, and protection. And therefore a true-hearted desire to feare the Lord, is a signe of His servant.
Abraham, as you know, Gen. 22. did not indeede, when it came to the Point, sacrifice his Son: An Angell from Heaven stayed his hand. Onely Hee had a will, purpose, and resolution, if the Lord would so have it, even to shed the blood of his onely Childe. Now this desire to please God, was graciously accepted at his hands, as tho the thing had been done; and thereupon crowned with as many blessings, as there are starres in Heaven, and sands upon the Sea-shore.
By my selfe have I sworne, saith the Lord, because Thou hast done this thing, and hast not spared thine onely Sonne; (and yet Hee spilt not a drop of his blood, save [Page 379] onely in purpose and preparednesse to doe Gods will) Therefore will I surely blesse thee, and greatly multiply thy seede, as the starres of the Heaven, and as the sand which is upon the Sea-shore. vers. 16.17.
Rich men, Marke 12. cast into the Treasury large Doles, and royall offerings, no doubt. For it is there said: Many that were rich, cast in much, vers. 41. And yet the poore Widowes two mites, receiving worth and waight from her holy and hearty affection, in Christs esteeme, did out-valew, and over-weigh them all. Verely, saith Christ, I say unto you, that this poore widow hath cast more in, then all they which have cast into the Treasury.
Reasons. 1. One argument may bee taken from the blessed noblenesse of Gods nature, and the incomparable sweetnesse of his divine disposition: Which by infinite distance, without all degree of comparison, and measure of proportion, doth surpasse, and transcend the ingenuousnesse of the noblest spirit upon earth. Now, men of ingenuous breeding, and generous dispositions, are wont to receive sweetest contentment, and rest best satisfied, in prevailing over, and winning the hearts, good wills, and affections of those, who attend, or depend upon them. Outward performances, gratifications, and visible effects, are often beyond our strength and meanes; many times mingled, and quite mard, with Hypocrisies, disguisements, famed accommodations, and flatteries; with selfe-advantages, by-respects, and private ends: But inward reverence, and love, kind and affectionate stirrings of the heart, are ever, and alone in our power; and ever, by an uncontrole-able freedome, exempted from enforcement, dissembling, and formality. No marvaile then, tho the most royall, and Heroicall spirits, prize most, and bee best pleased with possession of Mens hearts; and beeing assured of them, can more easily pardon the want of those outward Acts of sufficiency, and service (most minded by basest men) which they see to be above the reach of their ability [Page 380] and power. Now if it be so, that even ingenuous, and noble natures accept with speciall respect and esteeme the affectionatenesse, and hearty well-willing of their followers and Favourits; tho th [...]y want dexterity, and meanes, to expresse i [...] actually in visible effects, and executions answerable to their affection: How much more are spirituall longings, holy affections, thirsty desires, graciously accepted of that God; in respect of whose compassions, the bowels of the most mercifull man upon earth are cruelty; In respect of whose immeasurably amiable, melting sweetest disposition, the ingenuousnesse of the noblest spirit is doggednesse and disdaine. Especially sith Mens good Turnes, and Offices of love, turne many times to our good and benefit, to our advancement, profit, preferment: But our well-doing extendeth not unto God. Psal. [...].2. That infinite essentiall glory, with which the highest Lord, alone to bee blessed, adored, and honoured by all for ever; was, is, and shall bee everlastingly crowned; can neither bee empaired by the most desperate rebellions; or enlarged by the most glorious good deeds. Can a man (saith Eliphaz to Iob) bee profitable unto God; Iob 22.2 [...]. As Hee that is wise, may bee profitable unto himselfe? Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous? Or is it gaine to Him▪ that thou makest thy waies perfit? And Cap. 35.6, 7 8. If thou sinnest, what doest thou against Him? Or if thy transgressions bee multiplyed, what doest thou unto Him? If thou bee righteous, what givest thou to Him? Or what receiveth he of thine hand? Thy wickednesse may hurt a man as thou art; and thy righ [...]eousnesse may profit the Sonne of Man. Were all the wicked men upon earth turned into humane beasts, desperate Belials; nay, incarnate Divels; and the whole world full of those out-ragious Giants of Babell; and, those also of the o [...] World; And all with combined force and fury, should bend, and band themselves against Heaven; yet they could not hurt God. The [Page 381] Lord is King, be the people never so impatient; Hee sitteth between the Cherubins, be the earth never so unquiet. Or, Were all the Sonnes of men Abrahams, or Angels; and as many in number, as the Quicunque universum stellarum numerum comprehandisse & conscripsisse iactantur, sicut Aratus vel Eudoxus, vel si qui alij sunt, eos Libri hutus contemnit authoritas. Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 16. cap. 23. Isai. 40.17. Starres in Heaven; and as shining both with inward graces, and outward good deeds, as they are in visible glory; yet could they make no addition unto that incomprehensible Majesty above: They could not conferre so much as one drop to that boundlesse and bottomlesse Sea of goodnesse, or the least glimpse unto that Almighty Sunne of glory. All nations before Him are as nothing, and they are counted to Him lesse then nothing, and vanity. Our sinnes hurt Him not: Our holinesse helpes Him not: But what doe I say? Hee getteth nothing by us of all that wee doe. All is for our selves. Our acknowledgement of Him maketh Him no stronger, wiser, juster, better, &c. then Hee is. But in glorifying him, we glorifie our selves, &c. Hee was as glorious, powerfull, wise, just, happy, and good before this World was made, as now. D.V. Sinne and righteousnesse, are the two Paths that wee walke in; Those are all that trouble us; the sinnes that we commit, and defects of our righteousnesse. Saith Hee, If thou sinne, what is that to Him? It doth Him no hurt. Againe, if thou faile in thy righteousnesse, or in thy performances, it is all one, that way: For it reacheth not to Him. Because hee is blessed for ever; Hee hath all-sufficiency in Himselfe, &c. Doctor Preston in his Sermons of Gods All-sufficiency, Serm. 4. Deus quaerit gloriam suam non propterse, sed propter nos. Aquin. 22. q. 132.1. It is onely for our good, that God would have us good. No good, no gaine accrewes unto Him by our goodnesse. For what good can come by our imperfect goodnesse, to that, which is already infinitely good? What glory can bee added by our dimnesse to Him, which is already incomprehensibly glorious? Every infinite Thing is naturally, and necessarily uncapable of addition: Possibility of which suppos'd, implies contradiction, and destroyes the nature of Infinity. If it bee so then, that good turnes doe good unto Men; and yet out of their ingenuousnesse, they most esteeme good wills, true heartednesse, kind affections: And can well find in their hearts, to passe-by failings, where there is heart and good will, as they say; To pardon easily want of exactnesse in performance, where there are unfained purposes. How much more will our gracious God, who gaines nothing by all the good workes in the world, out of the depth of His dearest compassions, kindly interpret, and accept in good part, the holy [Page 382] longings, and hungry desires of a panting, and bleeding Soule? How dearely will Hee love, the love of a true-hearted Nathanael? How willingly will Hee take the will for the deede; the groanings of the Heart, before the greatest Sacrifice?
But lest you mistake, take notice here of a two-fold Glory:
Gloria Dei & Glorificatio Dei differunt. Gloria Dei. aeterna est, semper eadem fuit ab aeterno, & [...]emper ead [...]m manet in aeternum, cique nec accedere quicquam, nec decedere potest, Deusque perpetuò gloriam suam habuisset, licet nulla res suisset condita. Hae gloria Deo à nemine da [...], nec minui augeriue potest, sed eadem in ipso fuit, & manet semper. Glorificatio verò sit in tempore à Creaturis, & est extra Deum & sandamentum suum habet in cognitione gloriae Dei. Polan. Syntag. Theolog. lib. 2. cap. 3. 1. Essentiall, infinite, everlasting. It is impossible that this should either receive disparagement, and diminution; or addition and encreasement by any created power. And this I meant in the precedent Passage.
2. The other I may call, Accidentall, finite, temporary. This ebbs or slowes, shines or is over-shadowed, as Goodnesse or Gracelesnesse prevailes in the world: As the kingdom of Christ, or powers of darknes get the upper hand amonst the Sonnes of Men. In this regard indeede, Rebellious wretches dishonour God upon Earth, I confesse: And Godly men by their holy Duties, good workes, and gracious behaviour, make his Name more illustrious in the world. But what is this, to that essentiall, infinite, everlasting glory, which was as great and full in all that former eternity, before the world was; When God, blessed for ever, enjoyed onely His glorious Selfe, Angels, Men, and this great Vniverse lying all hid, as yet, in the darke, abhorred Dungeon of Nothing; as now it is, or ere shall bee?
2. A second reason may bee taken from Gods proportionable proceeding in his courses of justice and mercy. In his executions of Iustice, and inflictions of punishment; He interprets, and censures Assuredly, betwixt the unfained desire of the heart to have, and the habituall having of the grace desired, there is no great difference in Gods reckoning: No, no more then betwixt the evill desire of a lusting heart, and the reall accomplishment of the carnall act, the former of which, by Christs ungame-say-able testimony, maketh guilty of the latter: Mat. 5 28. By the Rule therefore of proportion; He that groaneth under the burden of his sinne, and hateth the same. He that desireth, and to his desire addeth endeavour not to sin, — is with God reputed what, He would be in his desire, and may in this regard cheare his heart, &c. Speght in his briefe Demonstration, &c. pag. 27. Vertues in Wil [...] and Act are the same in kinde, differing onely in degree, as in vice, lusting after a woman in heart unlawfully, is adultery in Him that lusts, tho it come not into Act: coveting another mans goods inordinately, is theft, tho He bee hindred from taking them, Wil [...] in his Helpes to Faith, pag. 82.83. desires for the [Page 383] deeds, affections for Actions, Thoughts for the things done. Whosoever, saith Christ, looketh on a woman to lust after her, hath committed adultery with her already in his heart. In Gods interpretation, in the search and censure of divine justice, Hee that lusts after a Woman in his heart, is an adulterer; and without true and timely repentance in the meane time, shall bee so taken, and proceeded against at that great and last Day. Whosoever hateth his Brother, saith Iohn, is a man-slayer. An hateful thought of our Brother, murthers Him, and spils his blood, Mat. 5.28. by the verdict of the blessed Spirit: And a malicious man, 1. Ioh. 3.15. at the Barre of God, goes for a Man-slaier. If this then bee Gods property, and proceeding in justice, wee may much more confidently expect: Nay, with reverent humility challenge, way beeing made by the mediation of Christ, the same proportionable measure in those His most sweet, and lovely inclinations, and expressions of mercy. Shall a lewde desire after a woman fall under the Axe of Gods justice, as if it were the grosse Act [...] of lust? And shall not a longing desire after grace, bee graciously embraced in the armes of mercy, as the grace it selfe? Shall an angry thought invisible, immaterial, hurtfull only to the heart which harbours it, be charged with actuall bloodshed? And shall not a panting thirst of a broken, and bleeding Soule after Christs saving and sanctifying blood, bee bath'd and refresht in his pretious blood? Yes certainely, and much rather. For Gods tender mercies are over all his workes: Psal. 145.9. And mercy with an holy exultation triumpheth, and reioyceth against iudgement: Iam. 2.13. His mercy is great unto the Heavens: Psal. 57.10. Hee doth with much sweet contentment, and as it were, naturall propension, encline to the gracious effusions of mercy. Hee delighteth in mercy, saith Micah, Cap. 7.18. Hee is passingly plea [...]ed and exalted most gloriously, when Hee is pardoning of sinnes, purging of Soules, pulling out of the Divels Paw, pouring in of [Page 384] grace, shining into sad and uncomfortable hearts, saving from Hell, &c. This makes Him so passionate in an holy sense, when Hee hath no Passage for his love. Deus. 5.29. Psal. 81.13. Isa. 48.18. Mat. 23.37. Luk. 19.41.42. But now on the other side, Hee is hardly drawne, not without much reluctancy, delaies, forbearance, and, as it were, some kinde of violence offered, by excesse of multiplyed rebellious provocations, to exercise His justice, and to punish for sinne. See 2. Chron. 36.16. Hos. 6.4, &c. It appeares, Zeph. 2.2. by the emphasis of the [...] or [...] P [...]p [...]rit. Original, that in this respect, in a right and sober sense, God is like a woman with Childe. When the cry of our sinnes comes first to Heaven, Hee doth not presently poure upon our heads fire and Brimstone, according to our desert: But, as loth to enter into judgement with us, Hee then but begins to conceive, as it were, wrath, which Hee beares, or rather forbeares full many and many a moneth; still waiting, when upon our repentance, Hee might bee gracious unto us; untill it come to that ripenesse by the fullnesse and intolerable waight of our sinnes, that Hee can possibly beare no longer. And then also, when Hee is about to bee delivered of his justly conceived, and long-forborne vengeance; Marke how Hee goes about it: Ah! saies Hee, &c. Isa. 1.24. [...] E [...]eu: Humanitùs dictum. Iun. Vt ostendat Deus se quodaminodò invitum cogi ad poenas de populo suo exigendas, cum gemitu quodam minatur. Quia enim nihil ei magis proprium est quàm benefacere: quoties nob [...]s irascitur, ac severiùs not tractat, certum est pravitate nostrâ huc adigi, quia eius beneficentiae liberum cursum non permittimus: praesert [...]m verò propensus est ad suos humanitèr tractandos, & dum videt indulgentiae suae non esse ampliùs locum, quasi tristis ad puniendum accingitur.—Mihi magis probatur hoc loco dolentis esse vocem: Quia Deus soederis sui memor, libentèr electo populo parceret, nisiomnem veniam excluderet obstinatio. Calv. in loc. Vnde colligimus, quanta sit eius [...]sericordia & benignitas, quùm sententiam serens ingemiscat, & singultis testetur quàm nolit poe [...]am & mortem peccatoris, sed ut magis convertatur & vivat. Ezek. 18.23. O [...]olamp. in loc. This aspiration argues a compassionate Pang of griefe, speaking after the manner of men, to proceede against His owne people, tho they had provoked Him as enemies. How shall I give thee up, Ephr [...]im? How shall I deliver thee, Israel? How shall I make thee as Admah? How shall I set thee as Zeb [...]im? [Page 385] Mine heart is turned within mee, my repentings are kindled together: Hos. 11.9. When Hee came against Sodome and Gomorrah, the most prodigiously wicked people, that ever the Earth bore; What a miracle of mercy was it, that He should be brought so low, as to say; I will not destroy it for tennes sake: Gen. 18.32. So it is then, that mercy flowes naturally and easily from God, and he is most forward, and free-hearted in granting Pardons, and receiving into grace and favour: But justice is ever, as it were, violently with cart-ropes of iniquity, pul'd from Him. He is pressed with our sinnes, Optimè sluet contextus, si dicamus, Ecce ego constringor sub vobis, quemadmodum si essetis plaustrum plenum manipulis, hoc est, estis mihi intolerabiles. Calvin. in loc. as a cart is pressed that is full of sheaues; before wee wring from Him the vials of just wrath, and wrest out of His hands, the Arrowes of deserved indignation. That you erre not in this Point, conceive, that both Gods mercy and iustice are originally and fundamentally, as God Himselfe, infinite, Both of the same length, height, bredth, and depth; that is equally endlesse, boundlesse, botomlesse, unsearchable. Yet, if wee consider the exercise and execution of them amongst the creatures, and abroad in the world; Mercy, that sweetest Attribute, and most pretious baulme to all bruised hearts, doth farre surpasse and out-shine the other, tho incomparable excellencies of His divine nature, and all the perfections, which accompany the greatnesse of God: As appeares, Exod. 20.5.6. Gen. 18.32. Ioel. 2.43. Ionah. 4.2. Psal. 36. and 103. 2. Chron. 21.13. His influences and beames of mercy are fairely and plentifully shed into the bosome of every Creature, and shine gloriously over all the earth, even from one end of Heaven to the other. The whole world is thicke set, and richly embroidered, as it were, with wonderfull variety of impressions, and Passages of his goodnesse and bounty. In this great Volume of Nature, round about us, wee may runne and reade, the deepe Prints and large Characters of kindnesse and love, which His mercifull and munificent hand hath left in all Places, in every [Page 386] leafe, and Page, and line of it. If mercy then bee so graciously magnified over Qui lu [...]m rei est in mund [...] [...]ui Deus non [...]dsit suá providentiâ e [...] misericordtá, &c. Nemo est hominum vel etia [...] dia [...]olorum, qui dicere [...] non esse particip [...]a [...]isericordiae Dei. Z [...]nch. de Naturâ Dei lib. 4. cap. 4. q. 3. all his workes, we may more strongly build upon it; That if the hand of Iustice seize upon an hatefull thought, as a murtherer, and stained with blood; and arraigne a lustfull conceite, as guilty of adultery, and actuall pollution; His armes of mercy will most certainely embrace, and accept of a syncere desire for the deed done; of hearty affections for the Actions; and of a grieved spirit for the grace it groanes for.
Obiect.Yea, but may some say: If mercy bee so faire a flower in the garland of Gods incomprehensible greatnesse; if it so farre excell his other Attributes in amiablenesse amongst His creatures; How comes it to passe, That the number of His Elect is so small; and the sway of the multitude sinke downe under the burden of their iniquities, transgressions and sinnes into the Pit of endlesse Perdition? How comes it to passe, that out of the great heape, and masse of all man-kinde, there are made but so few vessells of mercy; and that so many vessels of wrath are justly for their sinnes, filled brim-full with the vialls of everlasting vengeance. See Matth. 7.13.14. and 20.16.
Answ.Some matter of Answer to this Point, would yee thinke it! may bee taken even from the Aquin. p. 1. q. 23. art. 7. Ad tertium. Schoolemen.
If we consider, first, The unconceiveable eminency, and unvalewable worth of the Crowne of glory; Videre Deum per essentiam est supra naturam, non soli [...]m hominis, sed etiam omnis [...] [...]aturae. 12 a q. 5. art. 5 Heare also that in cōparable Confounder of all Popery; whō not all the Iesuites in Christendome shall bee ever able to confute, either in this World, or the World to come. Et si omnes homines Deus damitar [...]t [...]uno excepto: tamen adhuc maior esset misericordia, quàm iudicium. Nimirùm, quia nullum sit iudicij divini es [...]ellum nisi propter merita eorum, qui damnantur: at misericordia nulla invenit merita. Chamier. tom 3. lib. 7. cap. 8. which doth so far, and disproportionably surpasse & transcend the common state, and condition of our nature. Secondly, The pretiousnesse of the effusion of the blood of the deare and only Son of God, for the purchasing of that so [Page 387] glorious a Crowne. Thirdly, Deus non potuit producere creaturam non defectibilem: quia ex nihilo creavit, quia non creatorem: At homines inquis saltem, & spiritus im [...]abiles creâsset. Sic hominem, hominem; Angelum, Angelum non condidisset. Si enim aliter creati essent, velsi immobiles, & immutabiles essent facti; vel trunco, aut lapidi similes essent facti, vel creatori suo Deo: Illud fieri non debuit, Hoc fieri neque potuit neque debuit: Si enim in homine vel Angelo immutabile bonum esset, aeternum illud esset; si aeternum infinitum, si infinitum, non homo, Angelus, aut creatura esset, sed Deus. Deus autem si solus, unus, bonus, infinitus non est, Deus non est; Cum de alio, quàm de Deo, & uno, infinitum intelligi non possit. Nec diminuitur omnipotentia eius, sed astruitur. Quî enim ille esset omnipotens, qui sibi aliquid simile, & aequale habere aut sacere posset? Quî autem infinitus, si extra se, non solùm aliquid, sed alia infinita innumera haberet? Immò quinam ille infinitus, qui infinitum faciendo, nihil ulteriùs facere posset, cùm in infinito sintomnia? Et nunquid Omnipotens Deus in aliud Omnipotens, quod potentiâ sibi aequale foret, omnipotentiam suam exercere possit? In Thesi meâ Oxon. confirmatâ. Peccatum provisum non est causa reprobationis. The necessary, and inevitable defectibility of the Creature. Fourthly, The most free, and wilfull Apostacy of Adam, and in Him, of all his Posterity. Fifthly, The abominable and villanous nature, and staine of sinne, &c. Why should wee not rather wonder at the unsearcheablenesse of Gods mercy, for advancing one Soule to that endlesse blisse in Heaven; then to repine at the equity of His justice, if He should have Ad executionem decreti, quod ita factum in aeternâ praedestinatione, in utramque partem concurrunt me [...]ia, quae ipsa non possunt, non subijci praedestinationi. Hîc ergò vera, & iusta est damnationis causa peccatum: nempè quia nemo, aut damnatus sit unquam, aut damnetur, aut damnandus sit, nisi propter peccatum: ac proinde, re, actúque, praecedente peccato: quod invasit omne genus humanum: ita ut, si libêret, possèt Deus absque ullâ, iniustitiae notâ, omnes homines nullo penitùs excepto in aeternum ignem praecipitare. Quo iure egisse manifestum in omnes Angelos malos. Chamier. Tom. 3. lib. 8. cap. 1. Dicit ei Iudas, non ille Iscariotes]. Miratur quodammodò, quòd cùm tanta sit gratia Domini, is non extendat eam ad universum mundum, sed ad paucos duntaxàt aliquos. Sic mirantur homines quotidiè, cùm hoc admiratione sit dignum potiùs, quòd Dominus vel unius alicuius mis [...]reatur, cùmomnes in eodem sint reatu. Ipsi Angeli admirantur tantam Dei misericordiam, dum intu [...]ntur mysterium salutis humanae; & pij omnes magis ad id obstupescunt, quòd videant Deum ergase misericordem, quam quòd videant & sciant reiectos essè alios complures. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 14. vers. 22. suffered all the polluted and sinnefull sonnes of Adam, to passe from the Masse of corruption, into which they freely fell, on their owne accord and cursed choise, thorow a rebellious life, into the endlesse miseries of their deserved confusion? Would it not have been a greater marvaile, to have seene any one, clearely convinced, and found guilty of that most horrible villany, that ever was bred in Hell, or heard-of in the World; I meane, the Popish Powder-Treason, pardoned; then all those desperate Assasins to have justly perished in their so abhorred and execrable rebellion? [Page 388] And it is utterly un-imaginable either by Man or Angell, what a deale of mercy doth flow out of the Bowels of Gods dearest compassions, thorow the hearts-blood of his onely Sonne, to the washing and salvation, but of one Soule!
3. A third Reason may bee taken from it's part, and interest in the Fountaine of salvation, and Rivers of living water. Hee that thirsts after grace, is already enrighted to the Well of life, and fullnesse of heavenly blisse, by a promise and protestation from Gods owne mouth: Revel. 21.6. I will give to Him, that is athirst, of the Fountaine of the Water life, freely. In that Place, after God himselfe had confirmed, and crowned the truth and certainty of the gloriousnesse of the holy City, and the happinesse of the Inhabitants thereof, with a solemne asseveration of his owne immutability and everlastingnesse; It is done: I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, He then notifies, and describes the persons, to whom the promise, and possession of so great and excellent glory, doth appertaine; and those also which shall bee eternally abandoned from the presence of God, and burned in the Lake of fire and brimstone for ever.
Inhabitants of Heaven Elect, are,
1. Humble Soules thirsting after grace, Gods favour, and that blessed Fountaine opened to all broken hearts for sinne, and for uncleannesse.
I will give to him that is athirst, of the Well of the water of life freely. vers. 6.
2. Christs champions here upon earth against the powers of darkenesse, and conquerers of their owne corruptions,
Hee that overcommeth, shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and hee shall bee my sonne: vers. 7.
But the fearefull, &c. are mark't out for Hell: verse 8. For all that cursed crue, and slaves of sinne, are overcome of Satan and their owne lusts, and so carried away [Page 389] captives into everlasting misery and woe.
Cast not away thy confidence then, Poore heart! No, not in the lowest langvishings of thy afflicted soule; If thou bee able to say syncerely with David, Psal. 143. My Soule thirsteth after Thee, as a thirsty Land. If thou feele in thy affections an hearty hunger after rightousnesse, both infused, and imputed; as well after power against, as pardon of sinne; Bee assured, the Well of life stands already wide open unto thee, and in due time Thou shalt drinke thy fill. Thy soule shall bee fully satisfyed with the excellencies of Iesus Christ, Evangelicall joyes, as with marrow, and fatnesse; and Thou shalt bee abundantly refreshed out of the river of his pleasures.
4. That which Paul tells us in the Point of communicating to the necessities of the Saints; to wit, If there bee first a willing minde, it is accepted according to that a Man hath, and not according to that Hee hath not: 2. Cor. 8.12. holds true also, in all other services, and divine duties: So that wee are accepted with the Lord, according as wee are inwardly affected, altho our actions be not answerable to our desires. Hee that hath a ready, and resolved minde, to doe what Hee may; would undoubtedly doe a great deale more, if ability were ministred. God, Philip. 2.13. saith Paul, worketh both to will, and to doe. If both bee His owne workes; the desire, as well as the deede; Hee must needs love, and like both the one, and the other, both in respect of acceptation and reward. David did but conceive a purpose to build God an house; and Hee rewarded it with the building, and establishing of his owne House: 2. Sam. 7.16. Hee did but conceive a I said, or thought▪ That is, I purposed, I resolved. Taylor in his Way to true Happinesse. Pag. 117. Pronunciabo adversum me injustitias meas Domine, & tu remisisti impietatem cordis mei]. Non iam pronunciat; sed promittit se pronunciaturum, & ille iam dimittit. Attendite fratres, magna res: dixi pronunciabo, non dixi, pronunciavi, & tu dimisisti. Dixi pronunciabo, & tu dimisisti: quia eo ipso quod dixit, Pronunciabo, ostendit quòd nondùm pronunciaverat, sed corde pronunciaverat. Hoc ipsum dicere pronunciabo, Pronunciare est, ideò & tu remisisti impietatem cordis moi. Confessio verò mea ad os nondùm venerat. Dixeram enim pronunciabo adversum me, ver untamen Deus aud [...]t vocem cordis mei. Vox mea in ore nondum erat, sed auris Dei iam in corde erat. August. in loc. Remisisti impietatem peccati mei]. Attende quanta sit indulgentiae vitalis velocitas, quanta miseri [...]ordiae Dei commendatio, ut confit [...]ut [...] des [...]lerium comit [...]tur ve [...], — a [...]tè remissio ad e [...]r per veniat, quàm confe [...]sio in vocem crumpat. Greg. Ibid. purpose to confesse His sinne; and Gods eare was in his [Page 390] heart, before Davids confession could bee in His tongue; Ps. 32.5. To the poore Begge [...]s, that wanted food for themselves, Christ shall say at the last day; Yee have fed me, whē I was hungry, only in regard of their strong affections, if they had had meanes. The Prodigall Child, when He was but conceiving a purpose of returning, was prevented by His Father, first comming to Him, Nay, running towards Him, Luk. 15.20. God will answer us, before wee call: Isa. 65 24. That is, in our purpose of praier, &c.
Besides Scripture and reasons, I add ancient and moderne authority; not for any further confirmation, but onely to shew consent.
To desire the helpe of grace, is the beginning of grace; saith Desiderare auxil [...]um gratie est initium grati [...]. Lib. de correptione & gratiâ. cap. 1. Nihil tam [...]acile est bon [...]e voluntati, quàm ipsa sibi, & haec sufficit Deo. De te [...]p Serm. 48 Coronat Deus totus honam voluntatem, ubi non invenit facultatem. In Psal. 104. Austin.
Onely thou must will, and God will come of his owne accord; saith [...]. Tantummodò voles. [...] Deus ul [...]rò [...]. Serm. de Poe [...]tentiâ. Basil.
Hee that thirsts, let him thirst more: and hee that desires, let him yet desire more abundantly: Because so much as Hee can desire, so much He shall receive. Beati qui esuriunt & sitiunt justitiam, &c. [...] Qui esurit, esuri [...]t ampliùs: & qui desi lerat, abundantius adhuc desideret: quo niam quantum [...]mque desiderare pot [...]erit, tantum est accepturus. Imò verò non secundum imperfectionem modúve desiderij, &c. De Lectione Evangelicâ. Serm. 1. Bernard.
Christ, saith Tom. 4. pag. 124. Luther, is then truly omnipotent, and then truly raignes in us, when wee are so weake, that wee can scarce give any groane.
Ibid. fol 300.Againe; The more wee finde our unworthinesse; and the lesse wee finde the promises to belong unto us; the more wee must desire them: beeing assured, that this desire doth greatly please God; who desireth, and willeth, that His grace should bee earnestly desired.
When I have a good desire, saith Loc. Com. par. 1. Kemnicius, tho it doth scarcely shew it selfe in some little and slender sigh, I must bee assured, that the Spirit of God is present, and worketh His good worke.
Faith ▪ saith Catechis. [...] sin, in the most holy men in this life, is imperfect and weake: yet neverthelesse, whosoever feeles [Page 391] in his heart an earnest desire, and a striving against his naturall doubtings, both can, and must assure Himselfe, that Hee is indued with true Faith.
If thou shalt feele thy selfe, saith Si senseris iam te credere in Christum, etiam propter Christum, aut saltèm si non poteris id statim assequi, (ut omnes naturâ nobis ipsis sumus addicti) si senseris velle te credere in Christum propter Christum, velle te omnia sacere Dei gratiâ, & ex animo, habes profectò egregium imprimis argumentum perseverantiae in fide, & fidei quae perpetua sit futura. In Iohan. cap. 5. Rolloc, to beleeve in Christ, and that for Christ; or at l [...]ast, if thou canst not forthwith attaine that; — If thou feele thy selfe willing to beleeve in Christ, for Christ; and willing to doe al things for Gods sake, and syncerely; Thou hast certainely a very excellent argument, both of perseverance in Faith, and of that faith, which shall last for ever.
Our faith may bee so small and weake, saith In His Markes of Gods Children. Tassin, as it doth not yet bring forth fruits, that may bee lively felt in us; but if they which feele themselves in such estate, desire to have these feelings [namely, of Gods favour and love]; if they aske them at Gods hands by prayer; this desire and prayer are testimonies, that the spirit of God is in them, and that they have Faith already: For is such a desire a fruit of the flesh, or of the spirit? It is of the holy Spirit, who bringeth it forth onely in such, as He dwells in, &c.
Is it possible, saith Lib. 5. Sect. 60. Hooker, speaking of Valentinian the Emperour, out of Ambrose, that He which had purposely the Spirit given Him to desire grace, should not receive the grace, which that spirit did desire?
Ibid. Where wee cannot doe what is inioyned us, God accepteth our Will to doe, in stead of the Deede it selfe.
I am troubled with feare, that my sinnes are not pardoned, saith Careles. They are, answered Acts and Monum. in Bradsords letter to Careles. In the Story of Careles, pag. 2105. Bradford: For God hath given thee a penitent, and beleeving Heart: that is, an heart, which desireth to repent, and beleeve. For such an One is taken of Him, (Hee accepting the Will for the Deede) for a penitent and beleeving heart.
Before I come to the vse of this comfortable Point, lest any coozen themselves by any mis-conceites about it; As the notorious Sinner, the meere Civill Man, and the formall Professour, may all doe very easily; take notice of some Markes of this saving Desire. It is:
[Page 392]1. Supernaturall. For it followes an effectuall conviction of sinne, and co-operation of the spirit of bondage, with the preaching and power of the Law, for a thorow casting a Man downe in the sight of the Lord, shewing and convincing Him to bee a Sinke of sinne, abomination and curse; to bee quite undone, lost and damned in Himselfe. (Which preparative worke, precedent to the desire, I speake of, is it selfe above nature). Whereupon the Soule thus illightened, convinced, and terrified, being happily lead unto, and looking upon the glorious mystery of the Gospell, the excellency and offer of Iesus Christ, the sweetnesse and freenesse of the Promises, the heavenly splendour, and riches of the Pearle of great price, &c. doth conceive by the helpe of the holy Ghost, this desire, and vehement longing. Which you may then know to bee saving, when it is joyned with an hearty willingnesse, and unfained resolution to sell all; to part with all sinne; to bid adiew for ever to our darling-delight, &c. It is not then an effect onely of selfe-love; not an ordinary wish of naturall appetite, like Baalams, Numb. 23.10. Of those who desire to bee happy, but are unwilling to bee holy; who would gladly bee saved, but are loth to bee sanctified.
2. It ever springs from an humble, meeke, and bruised spirit; very sensible, both of the horrour of sin, and happinesse of pardon; both of it's owne emptinesse, and of the fulnesse in Christ: Never to bee found in the affections of a Self-ignorant, Selfe-confident, unhumbled Pharisie.
3. It must be constant, importunately greedy after supply and satisfaction. Not out of a Pang, or passion onely; or begot by the tempest of some present In a twinge of conscience, or in a fit, when Hee is told of Heaven, Hee could be content to leape out of his skin to get Heaven, and to get out of Hell: But after this is over, Hee cannot away with this confessing of his sinnes in secret; with this rending of his Soule; with this earnest contending with God; and with this crossing of his owne nature, and fighting against the lusts of His flesh, even with this labouring for the righteousnesse of God above all things. Whately▪ Gods Husb. cap. 15. extremity, [Page 393] like a flash of lightning, and then quite vanishing away, when the storme of terrour and temptation is over. For if a syncere thirst after Christ, be once on foote, and takes roote in an heart truly humbled, it never Longè aberit à siti satietas, longè à satietate fastidium; quia sitientes saturabimur, & satiati sitiemus. August. de Sper. cap. 29. determines, or expires, in this life, or the life to come.
4. It is ever enlinckt, and enlived with a continued, and conscionable use, and exercise of the meanes; and drawes from them by little and little spirituall strength, and vigour; much vitall efficacy and increase: Not idle, ignorant, un-exercised. It were very vaine and absurd, to heare a Man talke of His desire to live; and yet would neither eate nor drinke, nor sleepe, nor exercise, nor take Physicke, nor use those meanes which are ordinary and necessary for the maintenance of life. It is as fruitlesse and foolish for any one to pretend a desire of grace; after Christ; and to bee saved; and yet will not prize, and ply the faithfull Ministry, the Word preached and read, prayer, meditation, conference, vowes, dayes of humiliation, the use of good company, and good bookes, and all divine Ordinances, and blessed meanes appointed, and sanctified by God, for the procuring and preserving a good spirituall state.
5. It is not a lazy, cold, heartlesse, indifferent desire; but earnest, eager, vehement▪ extremely thirsting, as the parched earth for refreshing shewers; or the hunted Hart for the Water-brookes. Never was Ahab more sicke for a Vine-yard; Rachel more ready to die for children; Sisera, or Samson for thirst; then a truly humbled Soule after Iesus Christ, after bathing in His blood, and hiding it selfe in His blessed righteousnesse. This desire deads the heart to all other desires after earthly things, gold, good-fellow-ship, pleasures, fashions, even the delights of the bosome-sinne, &c. All other things are but drosse and dung vanity and vile, in respect of that object it hath now Then will Hee say, I have discerned mine owne misery, my poverty and nakednes, and I have found a Treasure, Christ Iesus and his righteousness [...]: It shall goe hard but I will get it. Yea, but there is a price put upon it. It must cost thee deare; a great deale of sorrow, trouble, and other crosses. Tush, tell mee not of any price, speake not of that: wha [...]soever I have shall goe for it. I will doe any thing for it. Why, wilt thou curbe thine affections? Wilt thou give up thy life? Wi [...]t thou bee content to sell all that thou hast? &c. I will doe it with all my heart. I am content to sell all that I have. Nothing is so deare unto mee, but I will part with it; my right hand, my right eye; Nay, if Hell it selfe should stand between Mee and Christ; yet would I passe thorow the same unto Him. This is that violent affection, that God puts into the hearts of those, who seek Him in truth, that they will have Christ, whatsoever it cost them. D.V. found out, and affects. As Aarons Rod, managed miraculously by the [Page 394] hand of divine power, swallowed up all the other Rods of Pharaohs Sorcerers: So this spirituall desire, planted in the heart by the holy Ghost, eates up, and devoures, as it were, all other desires, and over-eager affections after worldly contentments, as worthlesse, vaine, transitory; as empty Clouds, Welles without water, Comforters of no valew. Wee that deale with afflicted consciences, heare many times some expressions of this impatient violent desire in troubled minds. I have borne nine children, said One, with as great paine, I thinke, as other women: I would with all my heart, beare them all over againe, and passe againe thorow the same intolerable pangs every day, as long as I live, to bee assured of my part in Iesus Christ. Complaining another time, that shee had no hold of Christ, it was said unto Her: But doth not your heart desire, and long after Him? Oh! sayes she, I have an Husband and Children, and many other comforts; I would give them all, and all the good I shall ever see in this World, or in the World to come, to have my poore thirsty Soule refresht with that pretious blood of His, &c.
6. It is growing, from appetite to It is not a poore, faint wishing and woulding, —But a mighty and effectuall desire, that doth bring forth an endeavour. It makes a Man put forth Himselfe, to effect the thing desired. Hee wisheth to obey, as a resolute Souldier wisheth victory, so as He will fight for it, and draw his weapon, and meet his enemy in the face, and hazard limme and life, and give and receive blowes, and leave nothing undone, that his wit serves him to thinke of, for the atchievement of victory. Whately, Gods Husb. cap. 15. endeavour; from endeavour to action; from action to habite; from habite to some comfortable perfection and tallnesse in Christ. If it bee quite quencht and extingvished, when the spirituall angvish and agony is over, or stand at a stay, never transcending the nature of a naked wish, it is to bee reputed rootelesse, heartlesse, gracelesse. There are Christians that lie as yet, as it were, strugling in the wombe of the Church; who for a time at the least, live spiritually, onely by grievings and groanes, by hearty desires, eager longings, & affectionate stirrings of spirit, [Page 395] &c. There are also Babes in Christ; young men in Christ, strong men in Christ, Psal 92.12.13.14. Acts 21.16. old Christians. A perpetuall infancy argues a nullity of sound and saving Christianity. The Childe that never passeth the stature and state of an Infant, will proove a Monster: Hee that growes not by the syncere milke of the Word is a true Changeling, not truly changed. Hee that rests with contentment, upon a desire onely of good things, never desired them savingly. But here, lest any tender conscience bee unnecessarily troubled, I must confesse; It is not so growing, as I have said, or not so sensibly at certaine times; as while the pangs of the New-birth are upon us, in times of desertion, temptation, &c. Tho even then, it growes in an holy impatiency, restlesnesse, longing, &c. Which is well-pleasing unto the Father of mercies in the meane time; and which Hee accepts graciously, untill Hee give more strength.
The Point thus cleared, is very sweet and soveraigne; but so, that no carnall Man must come neere it, no stranger meddle with it; much lesse, Swine trample upon it. It is a Iewell for the true-hearted Nathanaels wearing alone. Nay, the Christian himselfe, in the time of his Soules health, height of feeling, and flourishing of His Faith, must hold off His hand: Onely, let Him keepe it fresh and orient in the Cabinet of His memory, as a very rich Pearle against the Day of spirituall distresse. As pretious and cordiall waters are to bee given onely in swounings, faintings and defection of the spirits: so this delicious Manna is to bee ministred specially, and to bee made use of, in the straits and extremities of the Soule. At such times, and in such Cases as these: In,
- 1. The strugglings of the New-birth.
- 2. Spirituall Desertions.
- 3. Strong temptations.
- 4. Extraordinary troubles upon our last Bed.
1. For the first. When thou art once come so farre, [Page 396] as I intimated before: To wit, that after a thorow conviction of sinne, and sound humiliation under Gods mighty hand, upon a timely and seasonable revelation of the glorious Mystery of Christ, His excellencies, invitations, His truth, tender-heartednesse, &c. (For the desire, I speake of, is an effect and affection wrought ever immediately by the Gospell alone); I say, when in this Case thine heart is filled with vehement longings after the Lord of life: If thou bee able to say with David; Psal. 143.6. My soule thirsteth after thee, as a thirstie Land: If thou feele in thy selfe an hearty hunger and thirst after the favour of God, that Fountaine opened for sinne, and for uncleannesse, and fellow-ship with Christ; Assuredly then the Well of life is already opened unto thee, by the hand of thy faithfull Redeemer, and in due time thou shalt drink thy fill. He that is Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End; the eternall and unchangeable God hath promised it. And amid the sorrowes of thy trembling heart, and longings of thy thirsty soule, thou mayst even challenge it at His hands, with an humble, sober and zealous confidence. As did that See the Preface written by G. Abbot, Doctor of Divinitie; before the Examinations, Arraignement, and conviction of George Sprot, Notary in Ayemouth, pag. 23. Scottish Penitent, a little before his Execution: Hee freely confessed his fault, to the shame, as Hee said, of Himselfe, and to the shame of the Divell, but to the glory of God. Hee acknowledged it to bee so hainous and horrible, that had hee a thousand lives, and could he die ten thousand deaths, Hee could not make satisfaction. Notwithstanding, said hee, Lord, thou hast left mee this comfort in thy Word, that thou hast said; Come unto mee all ye, that are weary and laden, and I will refresh you. Lord, I am weary; Lord, I am heavily laden with my sinnes, which are innumerable. I am ready to sinke, Lord, even to Hell, without thou in thy mercy put to thine hand, and deliver mee. Lord, thou hast promised by thine owne word, out of thine owne mouth, that thou wilt refresh the weary soule. And with that, Hee thrusts out one of his hands; and reaching, as high as Hee could, with a louder [Page 397] voyce, and a strained, cryed; I challenge thee, Lord, by that Word, and by that Promise which thou hast made, that thou performe, and make it good unto mee, that call for ease and mercy at thine hands, &c. Proportionably, when heavy-heartednesse for sinne hath so dryed up thy bones; and the angry countenance of God so parched thine heart, that thy poore soule begins to gaspe for grace, as the thirsty Land for drops of raine; thou mayst, tho dust and ashes, with an holy humility thus speake unto thy gracious God: O mercifull Lord God, thou art Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. Thou sayest; It is done, of things that are yet to come; so faithfull and true are thy decrees and promises. And thou hast promised by thine owne word, out of thine owne mouth; Revel. 21.6. that unto Him that is athirst, thou wilt give of the Fountaine of the water of life, freely. O Lord, I thirst, I faint, I langvish, I long for one drop of mercy. As the Hart panteth for the water brookes, so panteth my soule after thee, O God, and after the yerning bowels of thy woonted compassions. Had I now in possession the glory, the wealth, and the pleasures of the whole World; Nay, had I ten thousand lives, ioyfully would I lay them all downe, and part with them, to have this poore trembling soule of mine received into the bleeding armes of my blessed Redeemer. O Lord, and thou onely knowest it, my spirit within me is melted into teares of blood, my heart is shivered into peeces: Out of the very place of Dragons, and shaddow of death, doe I lift up my thoughts, heavy and sad, before Thee: the remembrance of my former vanities, and pollutions, is a very vomite to my soule; and it is full sorely wounded with the grievous representation thereof. The very flames of Hell, Lord! the fury of thy just wrath; the scorchings of mine owne conscience, have so wasted, and parched mine heart, that my thirst is insatiable. My bowels are hot within mee; my desire after Iesus Christ, pardon and grace, is greedy as the grave, [Page 398] the coles thereof are coles of fire, which hath a most vehement flame. And Lord, in thy blessed Booke thou calls and cries: Isai. 55.1. Ho, every One that thirsteth! come yee to the waters, &c. In that great day of the Feast, Thou stood'st, and cryed'st with thine owne mouth, Iohn 7.37. saying; If any man thirst, Let Him come unto mee, and drinke. And these are thine owne words; Matth. 5.6. Those who hunger and thirst after righteousnesse, shall be filled. I challenge thee Lord, in this my extremest thirst after thine owne blessed Selfe, and spirituall life in Thee, by that Word, and by that Promise, which thou hast made, that thou performe, and make it good unto mee, that lies groveling in the dust, and trembling at thy feet. Oh! Open now that promised Well of life; For I must drinke, or els I die.
Heare then, and in a word, is thy comfort; In these hungrings and thirstings of the soule, there is, as it were, the spawne of Faith, semen fidei, there is aliquid fidei in them; as excellent Divines, both for learning and holinesse, doe affirme: Howsoever, or in what phrase soever it bee exprest, sure I am, such desires so qualified, as before, shall bee fulfilled, satisfied, accomplished, possessed of the Well of life, and that is abundant, to put the thirsting Partie into a comfortable and saving-state, as I said at first. The words of Scripture are punctuall, and down-right, for this which I say: Blessed are they, which doe hunger and thirst after righteousnesse, for they shall bee filled: Mat. 5.6. If any man thirst, let him come unto mee, and drinke. Ioh. 7.37. The Lord heareth the desire of the humble. Psal. 10.17. Hee will fullfill the desire of them that feare Him. Psal. 145.19. The Lord filleth the hungry with good things. Luk. 1.53. Let Him that is athirst, come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely: Rev. 22.17. H [...], every One that thirsteth, come yee to the waters, &c. Isa. 55.1. I will poure water upon him that is thirsty, & flouds upon the dry ground; Cap. 44.3. These longings and [Page 399] desires, this hunger and thirst, before a sensible apprehension, and enjoyment of Christ, arise from a sense of the necessity and want of His blessed Person, and pretious bloodshed; which the afflicted Soule now prizeth before tenne thousand Worlds; and for whose sake, is most willing to sell all, and to abandon wholly the Devils service for ever: Those, after a full entrance into the holy Path, and joyfull grasping of the Lord Iesus in the armes of our Faith, arise partly from the former taste of unutterable sweetnesse we found in Him; partly from the want of a more full, and further fruition of Him, especially when He is departed, in respect of present feeling; as in times of desertion, extraordinary temptation, &c. In the Passage that is past, I understand the former; in those that follow, the latter.
2. Secondly, Concerning desertions I intend a larger, and more particular discourse; and therefore I passe by them, here.
3. Thirdly, Wee may have recourse for comfort to this pretious Point, in some speciall temptations of doubtfullnesse, and feare about our spirituall state; When spirituall life is runne, as it were, into the roote, in some particulars; and actuall abilities to exercise some graces, and discharge some duties, are returned to nothing for the present, but groanes, desires, and longings to doe, as God would have us.
For instance:
Thou art much afflicted, because thou feeles the spirit of prayer not to stirre and worke in Thee with that life and vigour, as it was woont; but beginnes to langvish in the inward man, for lacke of that vitall heate and feeling, in the mutuall entercourse, and commerce betweene God and thine owne Soule; which heretofore hath many times warmed thine heart with many sweet refreshings, springing from a comfortable correspondence between thy holy eiaculations, and his heavenly inspirations; betweene thine humble complaints [Page 400] at the Throne of Grace, and his gracious answers: Nay, it may bee, thou throwes downe thy selfe before His Seate of mercy, in much bitternesse of spirit; and for the time, can say little, or nothing; the present dullnesse, and indisposition of thine heart, stopping all passage to thy woonted prayers, and damming up, as it were, the ordinary course of thy most blessed heart-ravishing conference with thy God in secret. But tell mee true, poore Soule; Tho at such a time, and in such an uncomfortable Damqe, and spiritual deadnesse, thou feeles not thine heart enabled, and enlarged for the present, to poure out it selfe with accustomed fervency and freedome; yet doth not that heart of thine, with an unutterable thirst and desire, long to offer up unto his Throne of Grace, thy suites and Sacrifices of prayers, and praises, with that heartinesse and feeling, with al those broken, and bleeding affections, which a grieved sense of sinne, that hangs so fast on, and an holy greedinesse after pardon, grace and nearer communion with his heavenly Highnesse, are won [...] to beget in truly-humbled Soules? If so; Assure thy sel [...] this very desire is a prayer of Tamet si sensus omnes nostri dolore occupati sint, et prae moestitiâ sint praclusae fauces, Dominus tamen corda nostra pervidet, & pia suspiria exaudit. Imò plus efficient, quàm expressae & diserta voces, modò spiritus adsit, qui excitet in nobis gemitus illos inenarrabiles, de quibus loquitur Paulus ad Rom. cap. 8. Ac nemo piorum est, qui non experiatur, ubi maior aliqua tristitia animum constringit, se inter orandum, vel balbutire, vel propemodum obmutescere. Calv. in Isai. cap. 38. Plerunque hoc negotium plus gemitibus, quàm sermonibus agitur, plus stetu, quàm affatu. Aug. Epist. 121. Cogitatio tua clamorest ad Dominum. Idem in Psal. 141. Psal. 103.13. extraordinary strength, dearenesse and acceptation with thy God. I say; with that, thy mercifull Lord God, who is as farre more compassionately, and lovingly affected to his Childe, then the kindest Father to his dearliest beloved Sonne▪ as the infinite love of a tender-hearted God, doth surpasse the faint affection of a fraile, and mortall man. Suppose thy dearest Childe were in great extremity, and should at last grow so low and weake, that it were not able to speake, but onely groane, and sigh, and cast it's eye upon Thee; as One from whom alone, it look't for helpe: Would not thine heart melt over thy Child a great deale more in that misery, then ever before, when it was able to expresse it's minde? I am sure it would. It is just so, in the present Point. For, like as a Father pittieth his children: so the Lord pittieth them [Page 401] that feare Him. Nay, and much Si nos qui secundum naturam diligimus filios, satis tamen profectò eos diligimus: multò magis ille diligit, qui diligit ultra naturam. Chrysost. in Matth. Hom. 23. more, if wee consider the muchnesse and quantity. For looke how farre God is higher then man in Majesty and greatnesse; which is with an infinite distance, and disproportion; so farre doth Hee passe him in tender-heartednesse and mercy. See Isa. 55.8.9.
Thou mayst sometimes upon the awakening, illumination, and search of thy conscience, after some drouzy repose, and deeper sleep upon the bed of security; some fouler ens [...]arement, and longer abode in some knowne scandalo [...]s sinne; after the Canker of earthly cares, and teeth of worldly-mindednesse have, ere thou bee well-aware, with an insensible pleasing consumption, eaten too farre into the heart of thy Zeale, and other graces: In the apprehension of some present terrour, arising from a more serious, and sensible survay of the now abhorred villanies, and abominations of thine unregenerate time; or from the grieved remembrance of thy falls, and failings; of thy sins, and unservice-ablenes since thy conversion (which I am perswaded, trouble the Christian most, and goe nearest to his heart), &c. I say, in such Cases, as these, Thou maist feele such a fearefulnesse and faintnesse to have surprised the hand of thy Faith, that it cannot so presently and easily recover it's former hold; nor claspe about the glorious justice, and meritorious blood of Christ, with that fastnesse and firmenesse of assent, with that comfort and confidence, as it was woont. So that for a time, Thou mayst lie under the torture of an heavy heart, uncheerfullnesse in all thy waies, and some degree of horrour; because thou canst get no better hold-fast. (But more is thy fault: For never did dearest Father so lovingly entertaine into His greedy armes, a penitent Sonne, returning from going astray: then our mercifull God, upon thy renewed humiliation, is willing to shine upon thee againe, with the refreshing beames, and blessings of his woonted favour). Yet tell mee true, deare Heart, Tho for the [Page 402] present, that precious and happy prayer of Paul for the Romanes, Rom. 15.13. The God of hope fill you with all ioy and peace in beleeving, be not fulfilled upon thy Soule; Tho thy former joyfull feelings bee turned into distrustfull feares: yet doth not that heavy heart of thine desire farre more to bee re-comforted with the presence, and pleased, face of thy Beloved; then crowned with the glory and pleasures of many worlds? Wouldest thou not much rather, feele the hand of thy Faith fastned againe with peace, and full perswasion upon the Person, Passion and promises of the Lord Iesus; then graspe in thy bodily hand, the richest Imperiall Crowne, that ever sate upon any Caesars head? If Satans spitefull craft, taking a cruell advantage of thy present dejection of spirit, doe not hinder thy trembling heart from telling the truth; I know, thou canst not deny this. And then I must tell Thee; These hearty longings, and longing desires in the meane time, untill God give more strength, be right deare to that tender-hearted Father of thine; which doth infinitely more esteeme one groane or sigh from a broken spirit, then a thousand rammes, or tenne thousand rivers of oyle; and are most pretious and piercing to that compassionate heart, that poured out it's warmest and dearest blood to purchase the salvation, and refresh the sadnesse of every truly-humbled Soule. Ground upon it then, and bee of good cheere: If thy troubled spirit fild with the sense of the want of it's former, sweet, and joyfull feelings, finde in it selfe a true and hearty longing after the supply of that want; a constant, and conscionable pursuite of all holy meanes for the procurement of that supply; I can assure Thee in the Word of life, and truth, in Gods season, Thou shalt bee satisfyed. Psal. 145.19. Hee will fullfill the desires of them that feare Him: Hee also will heare their cry, and will save them. And this blessed promise, for the accomplishment of thy desire, is as surely thine, as the breath in thy Body. Hee must sooner cease to bee God, and deny Himselfe▪ [Page 403] which is more then infinitely impossible, and prodigious blasphemy to imagine; then faile in the least circumstance, or syllable of all His love, and promises of life to any One, that heartily loves Him. All the sacred Sayings in His holy Booke, and all those promises of salvation, are signed with the hand of Truth it selfe, and sealed with the blood of His beloved Sonne; And so are farre surer, then the Pillars of the Earth, or Poles of Heaven: For Heaven and Earth must passe away, before any title of His Word fall unto the ground. And therefore, as Hee will most certainly poure upon the hairy Pate of every One, which hates to bee reformed, all the plagues and curses threatned there, even to the least sparke of the flames of Hell; and the last drop of the full vials of His infinite, endlesse, unquenchable wrath: so will Hee abundantly make good to every upright Soule, syncerely thirsting after Iesus Christ, in the best time, all the promised good in His blessed Booke, and that aboue all expectation, expression, conceit.
4. Fourthly, Thou mayst bee diversly distressed upon thy Bed of death.
1. Casting thine eye backe upon thy whole life, all thy sinnes from Adam to that houre; and willing, as thou must now take thy farewell, so to take thy fill of repentance; They appeare to the eie of thy conscience farre moe in number, and more ougly, then ever before. And no marvaile; for beeing now sequestred for ever from all worldly comforts, and company; distractions, and diversions, and the cloudes of naturall feare, raised by the dreadfull circumstances of approaching dissolution; uniting, as it were, and collecting the sight of thy Soule, which imploiments in the world, commerce amongst men, and Sunne-shine of outward prosperity, did before too much disperse, dazle, and divert; they are represented farre more to the life, and in their true colours. Whereupon, comparing the poore weake nothingnesse, [Page 404] as thou now apprehends, of thy godly sorrow, hatred, and opposition against them, with thy present apprehension of their hainousnesse, hatefulnesse, and horrible number; Thou begins to bee dejected, and knowest not well what to thinke of thy Selfe. I say then, for thy comfort, consult with thy sanctified heart; and thou shalt finde, and feele an infinite hearty desire, that thy repentance for them, detestatiō of them, and heart-rising against them, had been, and now were as thorow, sound, and resolute, as ever was in any penitent Soule, that breathed the life of grace upon earth.
2. Secondly, Revising now, thy whole Christian conversation; spending of Sabbaths, pouring out prayers, reading Scriptures, hearing the Word, love of the Brethren, dayes of humiliation, workes of mercy, receiving the Sacrament, godly conference, living by Faith in all estates, &c. Thou mayst see them in this last, impartiall, cleare, retired examination of thy conscience, to have been pestered with so many failings, imperfections, deadnesse of spirit, distractions, distempers; that thou begins to feare and conceive; As well never a whit, as never the better, as they say, &c. In this case also, reflect upon the holy habituall disposition of thy heart; and thou shalt feele it thirsting, and longing unfainedly, that all the holy duties, and good deeds, that ever passed thorow thy heart and hands, had been done in answerable exactnesse to the rules of divine Truth; and if it had so pleased God, with absolute freedome from all infirmities.
3. Thirdly, Thou mayst bee troubled at that time; because, beeing perhaps, as yet, but of little standing in Profession, thou hast done God so little service; and in that short time, hast not stood on Gods side with that courage and life, nor walked in his holy wayes, with that watchfulnesse and Zeale, as thou mightest. And it cuts thy heart the more; because thou spent so much of thy time, in serving thy selfe and Satan; and expectest [Page 405] now, to enjoy immortall joyes and a Crowne of endlesse blisse. But here is thy comfort. It is the unfained desire, and resolution of thine heart; If the Lord would bee pleased to allow Thee a longer time in this life, and adde many moe yeeres unto it; Thou wouldest double thy diligence, and improove all oportunities, to doe thy God every way farre more glorious service, then heretofore all the daies of thine appointed time; Oh! then thou wouldest doe so, and so, &c.
Assure now thy selfe, in these three cases, and troubles upon thy last Bed; this syncere desire of thine upright Soule, wilbe graciously accepted of our mercifull God, in the Name of Iesus Christ: As tho, first, Thy repentance had been to the full: Secondly, Thy obedience to the height: Thirdly, Thy present promises, vowes and resolutions, for future forwardnesse and fruitfulnesse performed to the vtmost. For when all is done, Iesus Christ is All in All: Hee alone is the onely Sanctuary, and Tower of everlasting safty, for every truly humbled Soule to fly unto, both in life and death: Hee is made unto us wisedome, 1. Cor. 1.30. righteousnesse, sanctification, and redemption.
I come now, as I promised, to some speciall Cures, and particular application of comfortable Antidotes, to divers spirituall Maladies; of which, Christians specially complaine; to those terrours and temptations, which are woont most to afflict sin-troubled, and truly-humbled Soules.
1. I will suppose, Thou art effectually and savingly wrought-upon, by the Preaching and power of the Word; illightned, and convinced to acknowledge, and feele thy selfe to bee a most sinnefull and cursed wretch by nature; lost and forlorne, damned and utterly undone in thy selfe, &c. And upon the opening of the glorious Mysterie of the Gospell, and offer therein of the Person, and pretious merits of Iesus Christ, for the present binding-up of thy broken heart, and endlesse blessednesse, [Page 406] Thou art ravisht with extraordinary admiration and affection, after that hidden Treasure and Pearle of great price; holding thy selfe happy, that ever thou wast borne; and made for ever, if thou canst get possession of it; but a gone-man, if thou canst not get it, and an everlasting Cast-away. Most willing therefore art Thou to sell all that thou hast; prizing it infinitely before the riches, glory, and pleasures of the whole earth, &c. In which state, thou hast a strong, direct, and speciall Calling, to fill thine hungry Soule with Iesus Christ; to lay hold upon his Person, Sufferings, promises, and all the rich purchases of his dearest blood, as thine owne for ever; 1. Cor. 1.30. 1. Pet. 1.8. Philip. 4.7. To take Him, as thy wisedome, and righteousnesse, and sanctification, and redemption; that so unspeakeable ioy, and full of glory, peace which passeth all understanding, Evangelicall pleasures, which neither eye hath seene, 1. Cor. 2.9. nor eare heard, neither have entred into the heart of Man, might abundantly flow into thine heart, from the Fountaine of all comfort. Though it bee a Truth clearer then the Sunne-beames, that a broken-hearted sinner ought to embrace mercy so strongly enforced: yet there is no Truth, that the heart shutteth it selfe more against, then this, especially in sense of misery, &c. Doctor Sibbes, in his Preface to the B.K. But yet so it is; alledging, that thou art the unworthiest upon earth; the vilest of Men; No heart so hard as thine; thy sinnes farre above ordinary; of an abominable and most abhorred streine; of a scarlet and crimson die: for thou hast done so and so; sinned many and many a time against that Divine, nay, and even naturall light; which stood in thy Conscience, like an armed Man; persecuted the Saints; liued in Sodom, &c. And that which troubles thee most of all, for all these sinnes, thy sorrow is very poore and scant, in no proportion to thy former hainous provocations. I say, upon these, and the like mistaken grounds, Thou very unadvisedly professes, but against thine own Soule, That as yet, Thou canst not, thou dares not, Thou wilt not, meddle with any mercy, apply any promise, or bee perswaded, that Iesus Christ belongs unto Thee. What? Such a vile, unworthy, abominable wretch at thou! to expect such glorious things; to come neare so pure a God; to lay violent hands upon the Lord of [Page 407] life, and looke for everlasting blisse! Alas! Say what you will, saist thou, as yet I cannot, I dare not, I will not. Whereupon Thou willfully, as it were, lies still upon the Racke of much spirituall terrour, and trouble of minde; And which is a miserable addition and mischiefe, for which Thou maist thanke thy selfe; art all the while farre more liable, and lies much more open to Satans most horrible injections, and cruellest temptations to selfe destruction, despaire, plunging againe into former pleasures of Good-fellowship, and the like.
It grieves mee to consider, how fearefully and falsly thou deceives thine own heart, in a point of so great importance, to thy much spiritual hurt, and further horror. Why, therefore art thou most welcome to Iesus Christ; because thou art so sensible of thy Vt quisque abiectissimus erit, tantum abest quin desperationis causa sit suae paupertas, ut inde potiùs debeat animum colligere ad Christum quaerendum. Sed meminerîmus non alios censeri pauperes, nisi qui sibi ipsis tales sunt: hoc est, qui suae inopiae sensu oppressi iacent. Musc. in Mat. cap. 11. spirituall misery, and beggery; because thou art so vile, so abominable, so unworthy and wretched in thine own conceit. Mat. 9.12.13. Those that bee whole, need not a Physician; but they that are sicke. Christ came not to call the [...], id est, eos, qui sibi iusti videntur, sive qui se iustos esse somniant, quod fait Pharisaeorum dogma: quibus opponuntur peccatores, id est, Qui suorum pectatorum sensu vulnerati ad unam Dei misericordiam confugiunt. Beza in Loc. righteous, but sinners. And in this respect, He is said to Rom. 4.5. iustifie the ungodly; and to die for the 1. Pet. 3.18. uniust; And to seeke those that finde themselves lost. For our encouragement to a thorow worke of bruising, and patience under Gods bruising of us, let us all know, that none are fitter for comfort, then those that thinke themselves furthest off. Men, for the most part, are not lost enough in their owne feeling, for a Saviour. A holy despaire in our selves, is the ground of true hope. Doctor Sibbes Bruised R. pag. 43. And therefore, that which thou makes thy greatest discouragement to come unto Christ, should bee, and in truth is, the greatest encouragement, to cast thy selfe with confidence into the bosome of His love.
But before I come to speake more fully to the Point, Let mee premise this Principle:
When a Man is once syncerely humbled under Gods mighty hand, with sight of sinne, and sense of divine wrath; so that now all his former wicked wayes, pollutions, [Page 408] and provocations of Gods pure eye, lie so heavy upon His heart; that Hee is truly weary, willing to bee rid of them all, unfainedly thirsting after the blood and holinesse of Christ: And therefore as well content to take upon him His sweet and easy yoke, for to please Him in New-obedience for the time to come; as to partake of the merit of His Passion, for the present pardon of His sinnes; I say, then Hee must conceive, that Hee hath a sound, seasonable, and comfortable Calling, to lay fast hold upon Iesus Christ; and to bee undoubtedly perswaded, that Hee hath his part and portion in Him. And besides, that Gods blessed Word determines it, Hee may the rather assent unto the season, and the more boldly believe; Because Hee hath now found, and feeles by his owne experience, the practise of that double policy of the Divell, so often discovered unto Him heretofore by Gods faithfull Messengers, to wit; That whereas Hee was a long time most industrious to [...]eepe His heart resolutely stubborne, and unstird against the might and piercing of the most powerfull Ministry; and when at any time Hee once perceived it to begin to worke upon Him, raised all possible oppotion against His yeelding: So now, when Hee is truly toucht indeed, and resolute to abandon His Hellish slavery for ever; Hee labours might and maine, with all restlesse cruelty and malice, to keepe His conscience continually upon the Racke. To this purpose, He objects and urgeth to the utmost, the hainousnesse of his former sinnes, the fiercenesse of Gods wrath, which Hee cunningly concealed before; the littlenesse of His sorrow; His unworthinesse to meddle with any promise, and the like. And what's the reason, thinke you, that Hee, who was so dawbing before, is now so downeright; Hee, that was so indulgent before, is now so desperately bloody, and for nothing but despaire, and damnation? It is easie to tell; For that foule Fiend knowes full well, if a poore Soule in the supposed case, [Page 409] and such a truly-humbled state, shall but come now, when Christ calls Him, and set to His seale, that God is true; which not to doe, shall ever bee an unmannerly madnesse, and willfull cruelty to a mans owne conscience, Hee is then quite gone out of His kingdome of darkenesse; and an immortall Soule is pulld out of His Hellish Paw for ever. This is the true reason, why Hee so rageth, when Hee sees a weary Soule make towards Iesus Christ for rest. I have often foretold you of Satans methode, and malice, in managing His temptations in this kinde; that beeing fore-warned, yee may be fore-armed. He plots first, and prevailes with most amongst us, to keepe them from terrour and trouble for sinne. But if they bee once happily wounded that way, then His next plot, is to allay, and take away the smart by outward mirth; or dawbe, and draw over a skinne onely with unsound and superficiall comfort. But if Hee find, that it bleeds still, and will not bee stanched, but onely by the blood of Christ; and that no earthly pleasure can any whit asswage the paine; then in a third Place doth Hee cast about, and contend with all cruelty, to keepe the poore Soule in a perpetuall sad slavish trembling▪ that it may not dare to meddle with any comfort, or apply the promises; but cherishing the bruise, against the counsell of the Prophets, bleede inwardly still. And this Point Hee plies with more eagernesse and fury, because the very next step, to wit, but even reaching out of this spirituall Gulfe and griefe for sinne, towards the mercifull hand of Christ, holden out to helpe Him up, is the next and immediate Act, by which a man is quite, and for ever puld out of His power, and put into the Paradise of grace.
Or in a word, and shorter thus: Tho thou commest freshly out of an Hell of hainous sinnes; and hitherto, hast neither thought, or spoke, or done any thing but abominably: yet if now with true remorse thou groans under them all, as an heavy burden, and syncerely longest [Page 410] for the Lord Iesus, and newnesse of life; thou art bound presently, ipso facto, as they say, immediatly after that Act, and unfained resolution of thy Soule, to take Christ Himself, and all the promises of life as thine own for ever. All delaies, demurres, exceptions, objections, pretexts, standing out, scruples, distrusts, & contradictions to the contrary, are dishonourable to Gods mercy and free grace, disparagement to the Promises, derogatory to the Truth & tender-heartednes of Iesus Christ; an unnecessary detainement of the Soule in terrour; and onely a gratification of that roaring Lion, whose trade is to teare soules in peeces, and torture them all Hee can. For as soone as wee are poore in spirit, we are presently blessed; Mat. 5.3. As soone as we are weary of our sins, the Hand of Christ is ready to take off the burden, Mat. 11.28. As soone as wee thirst, in the sense I have said, the Fountaine of the water of life, is set wide open unto us; Rev. 21.6. As soone as we have got contrite and humble spirits, wee become royall Thrones, for the High and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, to dwell in for ever; Isa. 57.15.
And now come and take abundantly mighty Arguments, and invincible motives, which neither Man, nor Divell, nor natural distrust can ever, any waies possibly disable; Not to lie any longer, being in the proposed and supposed state, upon the racke of terror; but to lay hold upon the Rock of eternity. I meane, to rest and establish thy trembling heart upon the Lord Iesus, with everlasting peace and safty; and after walke watchfully and fruitfully in the holy way, untill thine ending houre.
1. And first, take notice, that Iesus Christ, God blessed for ever, keeps an open house for all such hungry and thirsty soules. Let him that is athirst, come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely; Rev. 22.17. Whosoever will] In whose heart soever the holy Quomodò dicit, qui vult; quum alibi dicat Christus; Nemo venit ad me, nisi Pater, qui misit me, traxerit cum. Ioh. 6.44. Et Paulus dicit, non est volentu, noque currentis, sed miserentis De. Rom. 9.16. Resp. Sic loquitur Iohannes, non quòd in hominis arbitris situm sit propriâ sponte accedere & haurire aquam vitae, sed quia ille idem, qui invitat ad vitae aquas, etiam sitis indit ardorem, animum & vires suppeditat, ut veniamus: imò verò essicit ut ex nolentibus volentes siamus: quò omnis gloria ad ipsum [...] edeat, non penes nos resideat.— Deus est, qui agit in vobis, & ut velitis, & ut efficiatis pro bonâ voluntate: Phil. 2.13. Marlorat. in Loc. Christ, together with bidding Lazarus come out of his grave, inspired into Him power to rise.Ghost hath wrought an effectuall, Whosoever will] It may bee here said: Who is it, that would not bee saved? Men indeed love to walke in wicked wayes, — but they love not damnation; willingly would they bee saved: How then is it said here; Let Him, that will, take of the waters of life freely. Surely here is no more, then that Hee saith before; Hee will give to Him that is athirst, of the waters of life freely, Cap 21. For Hee that thirsteth, hath a Will; and Hee that thirsteth not, hath not a Will. For this yee must know, that the Will is not here put for every light desire, or for every wish, that a Man doth wish in His heart; when, as I said before, Hee walketh in the way of destruction, and committeth the things that deserve damnation, and yet would bee saved, &c. Gissard in Loc.earnest, hearty will; that supernaturall syncere desire described before, which prizeth [Page 411] the Well of life before the whole world, and is ever accompanied with an unfained resolution to sell all, for the Pearle of great price; I say, such an One may come, and wellcome, and that without bidding, and drinke his fill of the Rivers of all spirituall pleasures. If there were no more, but this, this is more then enough to bring Thee to Iesus Christ. If a Proclamation should bee made that such, or such a great Man kept open house for all commers, there need no more to bring-in all the poore, hungry people in the Countrey, without any further waiting or inviting. But heere above all degrees of comparison, the hunger is more importunate and important; the Feast-maker more faithfull and sure of his word; the fare more delicious and ravishing: And why doest thou refuse? Thou hast a warrant infinitely aboue all exception. The Lord of life keepes open house for all that will come: And thou knowest in thine owne Conscience, and canst not deny, but that Hee hath already Hee that willeth then, even hee that is athirst for the waters of life, let Him give all the prayse to God, who hath endued him with that grace; and let him know, that were it not for the grace of God, Hee should never have had any will to come to those waters. Idem. Ibid. honored Thee with that singular favour, as to plant in thy Soule a will this way, with a witnesse, as they say; For what wouldest thou not part with, to have assurance of thy part in Iesus Christ? What wouldest thou not give, if it might be bought, to heare Him speake peace unto thy Soule, and say sweetly unto it; I am thy salvation? And therefore if thou come not in presently, and take the comfort of this pretious Place and Promise; setting to thy seale that God is true; Consider [Page 412] by the premisses, whether thy terrours and temptations bee not justly upon thee, in the meane time.
2. If this will not serve, which God forbid; then in a second Place, Thou art invited solemnly, by the Feast-Maker, as it were, Himselfe with his owne mouth, which is an infinite mercy, O quàm stupenda pietas! Quàm intra Dei dignatio! Quem rogare debuimus, ut nos recipere dignaretur; ab ipso rogamur, ut ad cum venire dignemur. Gers. De Verbis Domini, venite, &c.honour and comfort: Come unto mee all yee that labour, and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest: Mat. 11.28. Here is no exception of sinnes, times, or Persons. And if thou shouldest reply, Yea, but alas! I am the unworthiest man in the world, to draw neere unto so holy, a God; to presse into so pure a presence; to expect upon the sudden such glorious, spirituall, and heavenly advancement; most impure, abominable, and beastly wretch, that I am! readier farre, and fitter to sinke into the bottome of Hell, by the insupportable waight of my manifold hainous sins: I say then, the Text tells thee plainely, that thou mightily mistakes; For therefore onely art thou fit, because thou feeles so sensibly thy unfitnesse, unworthinesse, vilenesse, wretchednesse: The sorer and heavier thy burden is, the rather shouldest thou come: In a word, it appeares, by thine owne words, expressing such a penitent apprehension of thy spirituall poverty; that thou art the onely man, and such as thou alone, which Christ here specially aimes-at, invites, and accepts.
3. Thirdly, Hee knowing our frame, our sluggish, dull and heavy disposition; our spirituall lazinesse, naturall neglect of our owne salvation, and loathnesse to believe; adds in an other Place, to ordinary invitation, a stirring compassionate▪ and quickning [...] O, Heus vocandi, Ies. 55.1. Buxtorf. compellation, or rather, Et est particula exclamandi. Zechar. 2.6. [...] O ó, Fugite è terra Aquil [...]nis. Iesah. 55.1. [...] O omnis sitiens. Pagnin. Exclamat Propheta, veluticontentâ voce, Heus: quia tantus est hominum torpor, ut difficile sit admodùm cos excitari. —Stuporem istum magnis clamoribus & assiduis excuti necesse est: quò turpior magísque stupenda est corum pigrities, qui ad hanc exbortationem sur disunt, vel tam acritèr stimulati, torpori suo ad huc indulgent. Calv. in Loc. exclamation: Ho, saith Hee, Isa. 55.1. Every one that thirsteth, come yee to the waters, &c. And lest [Page 413] any thinke Hee shall come to His cost, or should bring any thing in His hand, Hee calls upon Him that hath no money; and thus doubles His cry: Come yee, buy and eate; yea, come, buy wine and milke without money, and without price. O most blessed and sweetest lines! So full of love and longing, to draw us to the Well of life; that besides that holy pang of compassion, and excitation, Ho; Hee cries thrice, Come, Come, Come! Yea, but mayst thou say, Alas! I am so farre from bringing any thing in my hand, that I bring a world of wickednesse upon my heart; and that above ordinary, both in notoriousnesse, and number; and therfore I am afraid the hainousnesse of my sinnes will hinder my acceptation; tho the invitation bee most sweet and pretious: Be it so; yet the Spirit of God in the same Chapter doth purposely meet with, and remoove that very scruple: Let the wicked, saith He, forsake His way, and the unrighteous man His thoughts: (And this is thy Case; Thou art unfainedly set against all sinne both inward and outward), and let him returne unto the Lord, and Hee will have mercy upon Him, and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon: verse 7. Hee will not onely have mercy upon thee, but Hee will also abundantly pardon. Hee will [...] à [...] Quod est multiplicare. multiply His pardons, according to thy provocations, and that with [...] Gratia è Coelo tantâ copiâ suit effusa, ut peccatum non aequârit modò, sed etiam infinitis partibus superârit. Beza. super-abundance: Rom. 5.20.
4. If all this will not yet doe; Hee descends out of the infinite riches of his grace to a miracle of further mercy. For the mighty Lord of Heaven and earth sends Ambassadours unto us, dust and ashes, wormes and no men, to beseech us to bee reconciled unto Him. Now then we are Ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us; wee pray you in Christs st [...]ad, be ye reconciled unto God, 2. Cor. 5 20. What man can possibly ponder seriously upon this Place; but must bee transported with extraordinary admiration; nay, adoration of the bottomlesse depth, and infinite height of [Page 414] Gods incomprehensible, everlasting and free love: We most abhorred, vile wretches, are the Offenders, Traitors, Rebels & enimies; and ought to seek and sue unto Him first, upon the knees of our soules, trembling in the dust: and if it were possible, with teares of blood; and yet He begins unto us, intreating us by His owne Son, and His servants the Ministers, to come in; accept His favour and grace, enter into the wise and good way; which is See Prov. 3.14.15.16.17. pretious, profitable, honorable, and pleasant; that He may hereafter set upon our heads everlasting Crownes of glory and blisse. An earthly Prince would disdaine, and hold it in foule scorne, to send unto His inferiour for reconcilement; especially, who had behaved Himself basely, & unworthily towards Him, and justly provoked His royall indignation. Would not the King of Spaine, thinke you, so great a Monarch, hold it an inexpiable dishonour and indignity, to send Embassadours now, and sue unto the Hollanders, so farre below Him, for reconcilement and peace; promising and assuring them, of an entire restitution, and exercise of all their These Spaniards being meere strangers, having no natural regard in their government to the maintenance of those Countries and people, in their ancient, and naturall manner of their peaceable living, as the most Noble and wise Emperour Char [...]es; yea, and as His Son Philip Himselfe had, whilest Hee remained in those Countries, and used the Counsels of the States, and Natives of the Countries, not violating the ancient liberties of the Countries: but contrariwise, these Spaniards beeing exalted to absolute government, by ambition, and for private lucre, have violently broken the ancient Lawes and Liberties of all the Countries, and in a tyrannous sort have banished and destroyed, without order of Law, within the space of few moneths, many of the most ancient and principall Persons of the naturall Nobility, that were most worthy of government. And howsoever in the beginning of these cruell persecutions, the pretence whereof was for the maintenance of the Romish Religion; yet they spared not to deprive very many Catholickes, and Ecclesiasticall Persons of their Franchises and priviledges: and of the chiefest that were executed of the Nobilitie, none was in the whole Countrey more affected to that Religion, then was the most noble and valiant Count of Egmond, the very glory of that Countrey; who neither for His singular Victories, in the service of the King of Spaine, can bee forgotten in the true Histories; nor yet for the cruelty used for His destruction, to bee but for ever lamented in the hearts of the naturall people of that Countrey. See a Booke intituled, A Declaration of the causes, mooving the Queene of England to give aide to the defence of the people afflicted and oppressed in the Low-Countries, pag. 5.6. ancient rights, priviledges, liberties and▪ fundamentall [Page 415] Lawes; that they should not need to feare, that greatest Phalaris, and His fellow tyrants, come far short of these Bloodhounds. Heylyn. p. 52. tyranny, and severest kind of persecution under heaven, the Spanish Inquisition; that He would resume His former Philip the second of Spaine, after many preceding vastations and pressures, did lastly by strong hand, and maine force, attempt not onely to make himselfe an absolute Monarch over the Hollanders; but Turke-like to tread under His feete, all their Nationall and fundamentall Lawes, Priviledges, and ancient Rites. To effect which, after Hee had easily obtained from the Pope a dispensation of His former oathes (which dispensation was the true cause of the warres and blood-shed since then) &c. S.W.R. in his Preface. Oath, the Popes dispensation, for which begun all the trouble, &c. Rather then He would do it, He hath paid already, a good while since, The King of Spaine hath paid above an hundred Millions; and the lives of above foure hundred thousand Christians, for the losse of all those Countries; which for beauty gave place to none; and for revenew, did equall His West Indies: for the losse of a Nation, which most willingly obeyed Him; and who at this day after forty yeares warre, are in despight of all his forces, become free Estates, and farre more rich and powerfull then they were, when Hee first begun to impoverish and oppresse them. Idem. Ibid. above an hundred millions, and the lives of above foure hundred thousand men; And is still spending abundance of gold and blood. It is thus indeede with wormes of the earth, in whom there is no helpe, and whose breath is in their nostrills; But it is otherwise with the King of Kings, who sitteth upon the Circle of the Earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as Grashoppers, and the Nations as the drop of a Bucket; who bringeth the Princes to Nothing, and maketh the Iudges of the Earth as vanitie. Hee is content to put up at our hands, this indignity and affront, if I may so speake. He is glad to sue unto us first, and send His Ambassadours day after day, beseeching us to bee reconciled unto Him. O incomprehensible Depth of unspeakeable mercy and Encouragement to come in, and trust in his mercy, in case of spirituall misery, able to trample under foot triumphantly, all Oppositions of the most raging Hell, or distrustfull heart!
5. Nay Hee commands us, And this is his Commandement, that wee should beleeve on the Name of his Sonne Iesus Christ; 1. Ioh. 3.23. This command alone of rhe All-powerfull God, should infinitely out-weigh, and prevaile against all other counter-maunds of Heaven, or Earth; flesh and blood, Satan, nature, reason, sense; the whole Creation; all the World: It should swallow up all scruples, doubts, feares, despaires. Comming to Iesus Christ with broken hearts, according to this Commandement; It will beare us out against all oppositions, [Page 416] accusations, weaknesses of faith in the evill times, in the houre of temptation, upon our beds of death, at that last and greatest day. It will be a plea at such times, utterly above all exception, against all allegations, terrours, and temptations to the contrary, to say: I was humbled under the burden of sinne, and sense of my spirituall misery: God in mercy offered mee His Sonne Iesus Christ freely, in the Mysterie of the Gospell, by the Ministry of the Word: I thereupon thirsted infinitely for His Person, and pretious blood, that I might thereby obtaine pardon and power against my sinnes: Hee called upon mee, and commanded mee to drinke my fill of the Water of life freely: I accepted His gracious Offer, and according to His Commandement cast my selfe upon the Lord Christ, against all the contradictions of carnall reason, and Sophistry of Satan; and since that time, Hee hath given mee power to serve Him in syncerity of heart. This is my ground and warrant, even the Commandement of my blessed God; Thus to drinke when I was thirsty: Against which, the gates of Hell can never possibly prevaile. In thy Case then, who thirsts extremely, and upon free Offer, yet refusest to drink, consider how unworthily thou dishonours God; and wrongs thine owne Soule, by suffering the Divels cavils, and the groundlesse exceptions of thine owne distrustfull heart, to prevaile with thee against the direct Command of Al-mighty God; Obey the commandement, which commands thee to believe, against all unbeliefe, and above all beliefe, and to hope above hope, that is, in infinite doubtings, to believe; in all despaires to hope; and when all reasons, grounds, meanes, and hopes are wanting, yet to believe onely, because God commands thee so to doe. Tho nature, reason, sense, and thy owne heart, and faithlesse feares, and all creatures forbid thee so to doe, saying, That thy strength and hope is perished from the Lord: Lam. 3. Yet obey, and believe none of these, but Gods Commandement, commanding thee to believe his promise against them all, and so to honour Him as God, above them all in power, mercy, truth and faithfulnesse. Throgmorton of Faith, pag. 194. which thou oughtest to obey against all reason, sense, feares, doubts, despaires, and Hellish suggestions. Abraham, the Father of the Faithfull, did readily, and willingly submit to Gods Commandement; even to kill His owne onely [Page 417] deare Sonne with His owne hand; naturally, matter of as great griefe, as could possibly pierce the heart of a mortall man: And wilt thou beeing broken-hearted, stand off from believing, and refuse, when Hee commands Thee to take His own only deere Son; especially sith thou takes with Him, the excellency and variety of all blessings both of Heaven & Earth; a Discharge from every moment of the everlasting paines of Hell; Deeds sealed with His own blood, of thy Right to the glorious Inheritance of the Saints in light. In a word, even 1. Cor. 3 22. all things, the most glorious Deity it self, blessed for ever, to bee enjoyed thorow Him, with unspeakeable and endlesse pleasure thorow all eternity? Prodigious Nullum genus insipientiae infidelitate, (ut sic loquar) insipient [...]us. Bern. de consid. madnesse, cruelty to thine owne Soule, or something at which Heaven and Earth, Man and Angell, and all Creatures may stand amazed; That thou shouldest so wickedly, and willfully, forsake thine owne mercy, and neglect so great salvation.
6. Lastly, lest He should let passe any meanes, or be any waies wanting on His part to drive us to Christ, and settle our Soules upon Him with sure and everlasting confidence, Dicitur, inquit, Deus etiam iurâssè, hoc est, iureiurando interminatus esse, non ingressuros esse in suam requiem. Quibusnam verò? Non sanè omnibus: sed solis illis contumacibus: Cogitate igitur, & vobis iuratam hanc Dei interminationem incumbere, si non obediat is Deo, per Evangelium vos hodiè vocanti. Par. in Loc. He also o threatneth: And to whom sware Hee, that they should not enter into His rest, but to them that believed not? Heb. 3.18. Wherein Hee expresseth extremest anger; unquenchable and implacable indignation: Hee sweares in his wrath, that no unbeleever shall ever enter into His rest. In the Threats of the Morall Law, there is no such Oath, but a secret reservation of mercy, upon the satisfaction of divine justice some other way. But herein the Lord is peremptory, and a third way shall never bee found, or afforded to the Sonnes of Men. Neglect of such a gracious Offer, of so great salvation, must needes provoke, and incense so great a God extraordinarily; For with prodigious ingratitude & folly, it flings, as it were, Gods free grace in His face againe; and sinnes against His mercy. Suppose, a mighty Prince passing by all the royall [Page 418] and noble blood in Christendome, many brave and honorable Ladies, should send to a poore maide, bred in a base Cottage, borne both of beggerly and wicked Parents; offer her marriage, & to make Her a Princesse: and shee then should foolishly refuse, and reject so infinitely undeserved, and unexpected advancement. As shee might thereupon bee justly branded for a notorious Bedlam; so would not so great a Prince, thinke you, bee mightily enraged, at such a dunghill indignity, and peevish affront? The Prince of peace, upon whos [...] thigh is written King of King [...], and Lord of Lords, The state of Mankinde is happy, in respect of the Angels which fell; for none of them are, or shall over bee restored to their former state. —As He, who falleth from a steepe and high Rocke into a deepe Pit or Gulfe, cannot possibly escape death; whereas one, whose fall is lesse, may have hope of life: so it is with these wicked Angels, whose sin we may truly call that unpardonable sin cō mitted against y e holy Ghost. If it's objected, that the Angels may repent, and so obtaine salvation: We answer, First, that it is impossible, by reason of the nature of their sinne, being the sinne against▪ the Holy Ghost, that they should ever truly repent: and secondly, that if they could after some sort [...]epent, yet they are altogether uncapable of salvation; because God hath not taken unto Himselfe the nature of Angels, as Hee hath done the nature of Man; and so joyning it to Himselfe, who is life it selfe, made it a living and holy nature. Morton, Of the threefold state of Man, cap. 1. Sect 3.passing by more excellent and noble creatures, sends unto Thee; whose Father is corruption, and the worme thy mother and thy sister; and who in respect of thy spirituall state, lies polluted in thine owne blood, &c. And offers to betroth Hos. 2.19. Thee unto Himselfe in righteousnesse, and in iudgement, and in loving kindenesse, and in mercies: To Crowne Thee with all the riches, both of His kingdome of grace and glory, &c. Now, if thou shouldest stand off, which God forbid; as thereupon out of perfection of madnesse, thou forsakest thine owne salvation; so thou most justly enforcest that blessed Lord to sweare in his wrath, that thou shalt never bee saved.
Thus thou hast heard, how; First, Hee keepes open house to all such hungry and thirsty soules: Rev. 22.17. Secondly, Hee invites: Mat. 11.28. Thirdly, Invites with an awakening and rouzing compellation: Isa. 55.1. Fourthly, Intreats: 2. Cor. 5 20. Fifthly, Commands: 1. Ioh. 3.23. Sixthly, And threats: Heb. 3.18. How cruell then i [...] that Man to His owne wounded conscience, who in his extreme spirituall thirst, will not bee drawne, by this sixfold mercifull Cord, to [Page 419] drinke His fill of the Fountaine of the water of life; to cast Himselfe with confidence, and comfort, into the armes of the Lord Iesus? Which is more then infinitely able to tie the most trembling heart, and that which hangs-off most, by reason of pretended doubts, scruples and distrusts, to that blessed Saviour of His, with all full assurance and Isai. 6. [...]. perfect peace. How is it possible, but that all, or some of these should bring in every broken heart, to believe; and cause every one that is weary of his sinnes, to relie upon the Lord of life for everlasting Wellfare?
But that which I desire principally to presse for my purpose, in the P [...]int at this time, is this; Thy conscience is now awaked, terrifyed and troubled; and therefore, as I suppose, tender and very sensible, at least, for a time of the least sinne. [...]very sinne lies now upon thy Soule as heavy, as a mountaine of leade; and therefore thou wouldest not willingly adde, unto thy already insupportable burden, any more waight. All thy youthfull lusts, and abominations, stare in the face of thy conscience, with griesly and horrible lookes; and therefore, for the present, especially, thou art notably scared, from a willing provocation of Gods anger, and wounding it afresh with any new sinne. Well, it beeing thus then; If it appeare unto Thee, that by thy standing off, in the Case, I have supposed thee, from taking Christ as thine owne, applying the promises, as most certainely belonging unto [...]hee, and so putting to thy seale, that God is true; Thou dishonours Him extraordinarily in many respects: Mee thinkes then, thou shouldest bee mightily mooved, without any more adoe, to cast thy selfe presently upon the Lord Iesus with comfort and much assurance; Especially, sith thy so yeelding to the Law of faith, is for thy infinite good: And assure thy Selfe, thou offendest, in the meane time, many waies:
1. By a sowre, and selfe-will'd unmanerlinesse towards Christ; in not comming, when Hee calls theo; [Page 420] Mat. 11.28. It is pride, and high pride, saith a worthy Ward in His Life of Faith. Divine, not to come when thou art called. It is rudenesse, and not good manners, not to doe as thou art bidden to doe; yea, so often and earnestly charged to doe. It would be a foule fault, and unmannerly disobedience for any subject in this kingdom, tho never so ragged & tatter'd, or pretending never so much His unfitnesse, and unfinenesse to presse into so great a presence, not to come unto the King, if Hee should please earnestly to call upon Him. Disobedience to the Law of faith, and reiecting Gods gracious Offer of his Sonne freely, is the greatest, and an inexpiable sinne. He hath sworne in his wrath, that such a Refusant shall never enter into His rest.
2. By a saucy prescribing unto Him, upon what termes Hee shall take thee: Isai. 55.1. Ho, sayes Hee, every One that thirsteth, come yee to the waters; and Hee that hath no money: Come yee, buy and eate; yea, come buy wine and milke without money, and without price. Nay, saist Thou, I will either bring something in mine hand, or I will none. Whereas it appeares in the cited Place, that Christ calls not onely those that are thirsty; but also such as have no money.
3. By undervalewing the unvalewable worth of his pretious blood. As tho thy sinnes had exceeded the price, that hath been paid for them. Whereas it is called, Act, 20.28. Gods owne blood. And therefore no want in it, to wash away any sinne, and for ever.
4. By offering disparagement to all the promises in Gods blessed Booke; Every one whereof doth now sweetly, and upon good ground, invite thee, as it were, to repose upon it, as upon a sure Word of God, with everlasting rest and safty. But thou giving too much way to the Divels lies, and the dictates of thine owne distrustfull heart, keepes off, and retires; as tho they were too weak, to support thy now troubled, and trembling Soule, especially loaden with so many, and hainous sinnes. Whereby, consider how great indignity, [Page 421] thou offers to such pretious promises, and Places, as these: Isa. 1.18. Ezek. 36.25. Isa. 55.7.8.9. And 57.15. Especially, beeing so strongly backt by Gods blessed Oath: God willing more abundantly to shew unto the heires of promise, the immutability of His counsell, confirmed it by an Oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, wee might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Heb. 6.17.18. What a mighty strength may that most glorious speech of our all-mercifull God, infuse into our Faith; Ezek. 36.11. As I live, &c. As if Hee should have said: As Vivo ego, dixit Dominus Ienova, &c.] Iurans per vitam suam, id est, Deitatis suae aeternam essentiam, omnipotentiam, & divinam Maiestatem, ac naturam. Quasidicat, quàm certum & immotū hoc est, quod vivam ego & sim verus, aeternus, vivus & omnipotens Deus, tam infallibili, támque irrefragabili certitudinis argumento nititur haec promissio. Laurent. Adversus desperationem. sure, as I am the True, Eternall, Living, and Omnipotent God, &c. so certainely, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked; But I Vt vivo, dictum Domini Iehovae, non delector morte improbi: sed delector, quum revertitur, &c. Iun. Piscat. Si quaeritur genuinus Prophetae sensus, tantùm spem veniae & vitae resipiscentibus facit, sic ut illis non sit dubitandum, quin Deus paratus sit ignoscere, &c. Polan in loc. have pleasure, that Hee should come in; take my Sonne, and bee my servant. Vnderstand the same proportionably of every promise: As sure as I have an eternall Essence, and Beeing of a God-head, &c. So certainely will I give freely to every One, that is truly Matth. 11.28. weary of all His sins; and Revel. 21.6. thirsts unfainedly for mercy and grace, eternal rest, and refreshing in the ever-springing Fountaine of all spirituall, and heavenly pleasures. And so of the rest.
In a word; what an unworthy thing is this; That all the pretious promises in the Booke of God, confirmed with his owne Beati sumus, quorum causâ Deus iurat, sed miseri & detestabiles; si ne iuranti quidem oredimus. Tertull. Oath▪ and sealed with His Sonnes blood, should suffer dishonour and disparagement, as it were, by thy distrust: As tho so many mighty Rocks of mercy and truth, were not able to susteine a poore bruised Reede?
5. By disabling and dis-honouring:
1. Gods free love. See Hos. 14.4. Ier. 31.3. Ezech. 16. Deut. 7.7.8. Ioh. 3.16. Eph. 1.5▪
If God would not give us Christ, without some matter and motives in us; without something done by our selves first; it were something to stand out in such a case: But he gives him most freely, without any respect, or expectation [Page 422] at all of any precedent worke, or worth on our part. Onely there is required a predisposition in the Partie, to take Christ, legall dejection, sight, sense, and burden of sinne; we must bee truly wounded, sensible of the Divels yoke, feele our owne misery; wee must prize Him above, and See Luke 4.18. thirst for Him more, then the whole world, &c. A Sicut illi, qui morbum nec agnoscunt, nec sentiunt, medicinam nec curant, nec quaerunt, nec applicant: ita gratu [...]am misericordiam Dei, quae in Christo proponitur, nemo satis curat, nem [...] seriò & rect [...] quaerit & amplectitur, nisi qui agnitione, sen su, & pavore peccatorum, & i [...]ae Dei adversus peccata contritus & perterrefactus est. Lex enim paedagogus est, urgens & impellens ad quaerendam gratiam Dei, in Christo. Et ordo divinus est, quòd vult quidem Evang [...]lizare, sed pauperibus; vul [...] sanare, sed contritos; v [...]lt praedicare dimissionem, sed [...], vult educere & liberare, sed [...]nctos, hoc est, sub pec [...]atis conclusos; vult consolari, sed contri [...]a [...]os & l [...]gentes; vult respicere, sed ad contritum spiritu; Be [...]e pl [...]citum est Domino, sed super timentes [...]um, & in eis, qui sperant super misericordiâ eius; vult res [...]ce [...]e, sed laborant [...] & [...]n [...]ratos; [...]lt coronare misericordiâ & miserationibus, sed caput humiliatum, non turgidum; vult in [...]undere oleum misericordiae, sed vulneratis, &c. Chemnit. Exam. p. 2. De contrit. man will not seriously seeke after a Physition, before Hee feele Himselfe to be sicke; for ease, before Hee bee prest with the waight of His burden; for a plaister, before Hee bee wounded; for heavenly riches, before Hee bee sensible of His spirituall beggery; for enlargement and pardon, before Hee finde himselfe in prison; for mercy, before Hee smart with sense of His misery. Such dispositions then as these serve onely to drive us unto Christ, and to let us see and feele a necessity of Him; But they are infinitely, with more then an utter impossibility disabled, by any worthinesse, to draw on Christ. Hee is a Gift; Rom. 5.16. Ioh. 3.16. And what is freer then Gift? Nothing is required at our hands, for receiving Him; but emptie-handednesse, and sensiblenesse of our owne nothingnesse. Our Heavenly Father never did, or ever will fell His Sonne unto any Iustitiarie; or any, that will needes bee something in Himselfe: Hee ever did, and ever will give Him to every poore Soule, thas is vile in His owne eyes, nothing in himselfe; labours, and is heavy laden, and willing to take Him as a Saviour, and a Lord. A full hand can hold nothing; Either it must bee empty, or wee cannot receive Christ. First thirst, and then buy, without money, and without price. Isa. 55.1.
Mee thinkes Sive meo volueris expol [...]ri ornatu, sive armis meis armari, [...] mea [...] meis delitiari; sive iter meum peragere, sive in [...] art sex & cond [...]tor ipse sum, sive in regione meà domum aedificare: [...] omnia facere potes, ut non modò [...] abs te harum rerum omnium mercedem exigam, sed ipse tibi magnae velim esse mercedis debitor, dummodò uti rebus meis non abomineris. Quid huic liberalitati aequale unquam inveniri potest? In cap. Matth. 24. Homil. 77. Chrysostome doth somewhere set out [Page 423] sweetly, the admirable, and adored frankenesse of this divine bounty:
b If thou wilt be adorned with my comlinesse, or bee armed with my weapons, or put on my garments, or bee fed with my dainties, or finish my iourney, or come into that City, whose Builder and Maker I am, or build an House in my Countrey: Thou maist so doe all these things; that I will not onely not exact of thee any price, or paiment for any of these things; but I my selfe would bee a Debtour unto thee of a great Reward, so that thou wouldest not disdaine to use my things, my strength, gifts, graces. What can be ever found equall to this bounty?
If God then bee so infinitely good, as to offer His Sonne so freely; And thou so fitted to receive Him; by sensiblenesse of thy spirituall miserie, thirsting for his blood, resolving upon His service for the time to come, &c. How unad-visedly cruell art thou to thine owne conscience, and unmannerlily proud, that wilt needs stand off still from taking the Lord Iesus; and suffer still thy poore trembling Soule to lie unnecessarily upon the Racke of terrour? Sith thou gets and gaines nothing thereby; but, first, Gods dishonour: secondly, Thine owne willfull torture: thirdly, Gratification of Satans malicious cruelty.
Obiect. 1. But were it not fitter for mee, maist thou say, first to amend my life; to doe some good workes; to have experience of the Change of my conversation; to grieve legally longer, &c. Before I bee so bold, as to lay hold upon Christ, and apply the Promises?
Answ. Thou must first bee alive, before thou canst As for thy doings, thou must have that power from God after thy Believing: Therefore Believe first, and thou shalt doe after. Rogers Dedham, Doctrine of Faith, pag. 150. —They may not, for any thing they see in themselves, put these promises from them: But rather in admiration of Gods wonderfull goodnesse, mercy, and compassion upon such unworthy wretches, to give glory unto God, in Believing and accepting this mercy so freely offered: which they must [...]oe, before they shall see such a thorow change of heart and life in them, as they earnestly d [...]sir [...], and for want w [...]eof they thinke [...] not to be [...] is to such, if [...] onely, yet [...] let and [...] in faith: [...] son it, by these his [...] draw them [...] tho weakly, yet t [...]ly to stay [...] [...]pō Gods great [...], so revealed to [...]: then assuredly shall they see, and [...] this change in their [...], that they know not what to say, or thinke of Gods mercy, in pardoning such, as they feele themselves to bee. This cannot but breed an unfained love in them to God, with an earnest desire, and true purpose to glorifie Him; which bee the chiefe [...]arts of an holy life, and surest proofes of saving Faith: which can no more want these, then true fire can want heate, (tho too many carnall Gospellers thinke otherwise) and so miserably perish. Culverw. Of Faith, pag. 220. worke; Thou must have spirituall ability inspired, before [Page 424] thou canst walke in the 2. Chro. 6.27. good way; Thou must be justified, before thou bee sanctified. Now spirituall life is onely then, and never before, or by any other meanes infused; but when wee reach out an I must bring unto the receiving of Christ an empty hand: That it may be of grace, God will make us let f [...]ll every thing, before wee shall take hold of Him: Tho qualified wi [...] humiliation, I must let all fall, not trusting unto it, as to make mee worthier to receive Christ (as some thinke): I say, when thus at first for my justification I receive Him, I must let fall any thing I have, to lay hold on Him, that so Hee may finde mee in my s [...]t as it were, in my blood D. O. empty hand, and take Iesus Christ into our humbled Soules. When a [...] wearie of all sinne, according to His Matth. 11.28. 1. Ioh. 3.23. Revel. 3.18. Call, Commandement, and counsell, roles itself, as it were, and Thou wilt keepe Him in perfect peace, whose [...] is stayed on thee, because Hee trusteth in Thee. Isai. 26 3. Is stayed on Th [...]e or leaneth upon Thee: [...] Nixus, innixus fuit, incu [...]uit. Buxtorf. Fides illa proprie [...], quâ incumbimus in Christū ad remissionem peccatorum & sal [...]tem. Amesius Medal. Theolog. lib. 1. cap. 27. Sect. 27. Credere in Deum est credendo [...] rere Deo, inniti Deo, ac qui es [...]ere in Deo tanquam in vitâ ac salute nostrâ omnisuffi [...]iente. Deut 30.20. Adhaerendo [...]i: Nam ipse est vita tua Idem. Lib. 1 Cap. 3. Sect. 15. [Adhaerendo] A [ [...] Haesit, adhaesit. Buxtor]. Quòd verò fiducia dicitur fructus fidei: verum id est de fiduci [...], pro ut r [...]spici [...] Deum in futurum & est spes firma: sed pro ut respicit Deum in Christo, in praesenti [...] se offerentem, est ipsa fides. Idem. Ibid. Sect. 21. [...]anes upon the Lord Iesus; then is spirituall life first brea [...]hed into it: The vitall operations of grace in [...]ll holy duties, good deeds, amendment of life, holy walking, universall obedience, &c. must appeare afterward. Zacheus, received Iesus Christ first into His heart and house, before Hee was able to restore, and distribute. Casting ou [...] selves upon that Lord of life with truth of heart; as our onely Iewell and Ioy we have in heaven, or in earth [...] whom we are resolved to live and die; drawes fr [...]m Him into our soules that heavenly vertue and vigour, whereby we are afterward inabled to exercise all the functions of spirituall life, and to die to the world, and all wordly pleasures for ever. Herein is thy [Page 425] fault and failing, thou conceives not a right of Gods free grace; but thinkes thou shalt not bee welcome, except thou comest with thy Many despaire of helpe, because of their owne unworthinesse; as tho there were no hope of Gods mercy, except wee bring in our gift, and pawne in our hands to Him: But this were to discredit the Lords mercies, and to bring into credit our merits; and rather to binde the Lord unto us, then us unto Him: But if our sinnes bee great, our redemption is greater; Tho our merits bee beggerly, Gods mercy is a rich mercy, &c. Greenham in his Grave Counsels, pag. 9. cost. Whereas God ever gives His Sonne freely; and bids thee come, and welcome and buy without money, and without price.
Obiect. 2. But will it not bee presumption in mee, having no good thing in mee at all, to bring with mee; but comming now, as it were, fresh out of Hell, from a most wicked, impure, abominable life, to take Christ as mine owne; and all those rich and pretious promises sealed with his blood?
Answ. Enough hath been already said, to meete with this objection. It is not presumption, but good manners to come, when thou art called. How can Hee bee said to presume, who is both invited and intreated; commanded and threatned to come in, &c. Of which see before. Thou must now in this extreme spirituall thirst of thine, drinke of the water of life, so freely offered, that thou mayst receive some heavenly strength to bee good, and Ioh. 1.12. power to become the Sonne of God. Thou must throw thy sinfull Soule upon Iesus Christ, bleeding and breathing out his last upon the Crosse; as the Body of the Shunamites Childe was applyed to the Prophet stretching himselfe upon it; That thou mayst thereby bee quickened with desired fruitfulnesse, filled by little and little with all the fulnesse of God; Ephes. 3.19. Ioh. 1.16. & 11.25. receiving grace for grace: I am the resurrection, and the life, saith Christ: Hee that believeth in me, tho He were dead, yet shall Hee live.
It were execrable presumption, for any Man, who Faith, and the purpose of sinning, can never stand together. Perkins, Graine of Muster-seed, Conclu. 6. purposeth to goe on in the willing practise, or allowance of any one knowne sinne, to believe that Christ is His righteousnesse and sanctification. But where all sin is a Burden, every promise as a world of gold, and the heart syncere for a new way; there a Man may be bold. For thee to have pretended part in Christ, wallowing yet in thy sinnes, had been horrible presumption indeed: [Page 426] and for mee to have applyed the Promises, and preached peace unto thy remorselesse conscience, before the Pangs of the New-birth had seazed upon thee, had been damnable dawbing: But in the Case I now suppose Thee to bee; it is both seasonable, and surely grounded; for mee to assure thee of acceptation and pardon: and for thee to receive Iesus Christ without any more adoe, into the armes of thy humbled Soule.
2. His sweet Name: Exod. 34.6.7. Wherein is prevented, whatsoever may any wayes bee pretended for standing out in this Case: as appeares fully before, pag. 415. line 25.
3. His glorious Attributes.
1. His Truth. Hee that believeth, hath set to His Seale, that God is true: Ioh. 3.33. He that labours, and is heavy laden with the burden of sin, comes to Christ for case, when Hee is called; takes Him for his Saviour, and His Lord; and thereupon grounds a resolute, unshaken and everlasting confidence, that hee is His for ever; puts to his Seale, that Christ is true; that His pretious promise, Come unto mee all yee that labour, and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest; Mat. 11.28. is inviolable. Whereby Christ Iesus, blessed for ever, is Si tùm pendeat ex nudo quast Dei verbo & promissione, sanè quàm potest maximè Deum honorat; id quod [...]ecisse Abrahamum legimus, qui contra spem subspe credidit, Deum, quod promiserat, potuissè etiam sacere, ac proindegloriam Deo tribuisse dicitur. —Voluit hominem ex sensu imperfectionis, ins [...]mitatis ac miseriae suae, perpetuò, per fidem Christi, confugere ad gratuitas ili. [...] promissiones in Christo Iesu, & ab illis prorsùs pendere; eâ quippe re existimavit sese quàm maxime glori [...]icari. — I [...]llitiailla Christi aeterna nobis imputata, maior est iustitiâ hominem & Angelorum omnium: & vita, quae est ex iliá n [...]stitiâ, maior est vitâ c [...], quae fuisset ex institiâ operum, si fing as Adamum perstitisse in illo statu innocentiae, in quo tumprimùm creatus est. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 3. mightily honoured His truth glorified, and thine owne soule with extraordinary, blessednesse everlastingly enlived. But Hee now that retires in this Case, and holds off, makes Him, who is Truth it selfe, a lyar: Hee that believeth not God, hath made Him a Lyar: 1. Ioh. 5.10.
Now what a fearefull indignity is this against the [Page 427] Lord God of Truth? Wee see too often how miserable mortall men, wormes of the earth, take such an affront at the hands one of another: For many times, for the Lie given them, they throw themselves desperately upon the irrecoverable ruine of their lives, states, soules and posterity, by chalenging the field, and killing each other. Which Impios extremae blasphemiae reos facit, quia Deum mendacij arguunt. Certè Deo nihil pretiosius est, quàm sua veritas: quare nùlla illi atrocior iniuria fieri potest, quàm dum hoc honore spoliatur. Ergò ut nos ad credendum incitet, argumentum à contrario sumit. Nam si Deum facere mendacem horribilis est, & execranda impietas, quia tunc quod illi maximè proprium est, eripitur: quis non horreat fidem Evangelio derogare, in quo Deus unice verax & fidelis vult haberi? —Mirantur aliqui, cur tantoperè Deus fidem commendet, cur tam severè damnetur incredulitas. Atqui hîc vertitur summa Dei gloria. Nam cum praecipuum veritatis suae specimen in Evangelio edere voluerit, nihil illi faciunt reliquum, quicunque oblatum illic Christum respuunt. Calv. in loc. Insignitèr Deum iniurijs & contumelijs afficiunt, qui de verbis eius dubitant, & credere morantur. —Magnus Dei cultus, fides: magna in Deum blasphemia, incredulitas. Naogeor. Ibid. dishonour to the mighty Lord of heaven and earth, is the greater, and is much aggravated by the infinite infallibility of the promises. For besides His Word, which were more then immeasurably sufficient, Hee hath added a most solemne Oath for our sakes, that wee might have greater assurance, and stronger consolation.
2. His Mercy, most directly and specially. And to say nothing of the freenesse of His mercy; which springs onely out of the riches of his infinite bounty, and the good pleasure of His will: of his readinesse to forgive; otherwise the death of Christ should bee of none effect, His blood shed in vaine; the greatest worke lost, that ever was done: of His delight in mercy: Mich. 7.18. Mercy in man is a quality, in God it is His Deus est misericors suâ aeternâ & simplici essentiâ, non autem qualitate aliquâ, non affectu, non passione. Polan. Syntag. Theol lib. 2. cap. 23. Quia Deus naturaliter diligit clementiam, ideò tam facilis est ad ignoscendum peccatoribus. Calv. in Michaeam, cap. 7. nature and essence. Now what wee doe naturally, wee doe willingly, readily, unweariedly: As the eye is not weary of seeing, the eare with hearing, &c. Misericordia Dei melli, iustitia verò aculeo comparatur. Bern. A Bee gives honey naturally, never stings, but provoked: When God is angry, it is but, as it were, by accident, upon occasion; drawne unto it by the violent importunity of our multiplied provocations; but Hee delights in mercy, &c. I say, to say nothing of these; this one consideration may convince us of extreme folly, in refusing mercy in such a Case, for all the hainousnesse, [Page 428] or number of our sinnes: to wit, That no sinnes, either for number, or notoriousnesse, in a truly broken heart, can make so much resistance to Gods infinite mercies, as the least Cogita scintillam, si in mare ceciderit, non poterit stare, aut apparere. Quantum scintilla ad mare se habet, tantum hominis malitia ad Dei clementiam pictatémque; imò verò non tantum modò, sed & lonè suprà. Nam & pelagus, tamet si magnum sit, mensuram recipit: Dei verò clementia & pictas mensuram non habet. Haec dicam, non quò vos desidiores, sed promptiores reddam. Chrys. Tom. 5. De Poenit. sparke of fire, to the whole Sea, and that is little enough. Nay, as infinitely lesse, as an infinite thing exceedes a finite. Betweene which there is no proportion.
3. His Power. For thou art very like thus, or in the like manner, to reason within thy selfe, and cavill cruelly against thine owne Soule: Alas! what talke you of taking Christ, the promises of life, and heavenly lightsomnesse; my poore heart is as darke as the very middle of Hell; much harder then a Rocke of Adamant; as cold and dead, as the senselesse Center of the earth; as uncomfortable and restlesse, almost, as desperation it selfe, &c. It is more then infinitely impossible, that such a darke, hard, dead, comfortlesse Thing should ever bee enlightened, softened, quickened, and established with joy, &c.
But marke how herein, thou unadvisedly undervalewes, and unworthily sets bounds to the Credo in Deum Patrem omnipotentem. Vide quàm citò dicitur, & quantum valet. Deus est, & Pater est: Deus potestate, Pater bonitate. Quàm felices samus, qui Dominum nostrum Patrem invenimus. Credamus ergò in cum, & omnia nobis de ipsius [...]sericordiâ promittamus. Quia o [...]nipotens est, ideò in Deum Patrem omnipotentem credimus. Nemo dicat, non potest mihi dimittere pe [...]ata. Quomodo non potest omnipotens? Sed dicis, ego multum peccavi, Et ego dico, sed ille om [...]ipotens est. Et tu, Ego ta [...]a peccata com nisi, unde liberari & mundari non pussum. Respo [...]ieo, sed ille omnis ote [...] est. —Ad hec nobis est erus omnipotentia necessaria. August. De temp. Scrip. 119. unlimited power of God. Whereas thou shouldest imitate Abraham, the Father of all them that believe, who staggered not at the Promise of God through unbeliefe: but was strong in faith, giving glory to God: And beeing fully perswaded, that what Hee had promised, Hee was able also to performe: Rom. 4.20.21.
Bee advised in this Case:
1. To compare these two things together: The making of the seven Starres, and Orion, and turning the shadow of death into the morning; And the infusion of heavenly light into thy darke and heavy heart: And doest thou not think, that the second is as easie as the first, to [Page 429] the same Omnipotent hand? Nay, it is easier in our conceit (to the Divine Majesty nothing is difficult or un-easie); For those glorious shining Constellations were created of nothing; and nothing hath no disposition to any Beeing at all, much lesse to any particular existence; But a Soule sensible and weary of it's spirituall darknesse, is in the nearest, and most immediate passive disposition, if I may so speake, to receive the whole Sunne of righteousnesse. Reach but out thy hand in this Case to Iesus Christ, offering Himselfe freely unto Thee, as a Saviour and Lord; and thou shalt presently take possession of the Kingdome of Grace, and undoubted Right to the everlasting Kingdome of Glory. The Prophet Amos 5.8. presseth this Argument of power for some such purpose. And it may serve excellently against all pretences and counter-pleaes for a supposed impossibilitie of being illightened, and refreshed in the depth of spirituall darkenesse and distresse. It may bee, Thou mayest say unto Mee, You advise mee indeed to seeke Gods face and favour, &c. But alas! Mine is not an ordinary heart, it is so full of guilty sadnesse, and horror for sin, that I have little hope, &c. Yea, but consider, He that I counsell Thee to seek, made the seven Starres and Orion, and turneth the shadow of death into the Morning: and will doe fargreater wonders for thy Soule, if thou wilt believe the Prophets, that thou mayest prosper. If thou will trust in Him, He will quickly turne the tumultuous roarings of thy conscience into perfect peace. Thou wilt keepe Him in perfect peace, whose minde is stayed on thee: because Hee trusteth in Thee: Isai. 26.
3. The Prophet therefore, to prevent all scruples and exceptions in this kinde, calles upon them thus: Seeke him that maketh the seven Starres, and Orion, &c.
2. Secondly, lay these two together: To bring hony out of the Rocke, and oyle out of the flinty Rocke; Deut. 32.13. And to mollifie thine heart, even to thine owne hearts desire; in which there is already some softnesse, [Page 430] else thou couldest not sensibly and syncorely complaine of it's hardnesse. And thou must needs acknowledge, that they are both equally easie to the same Almightie arme.
3. Thirdly, thou mayst well consider, that it is a farre greater worke to make Heaven and Earth; then to put spirituall life and lightsomnesse into thy truly humbled, and thirsty Soule, to which so many pretious Promises are made. And Hee, with whom Thou hast to doe, and from whom thou expectest helpe, is He, that made Heaven and Earth, the Sea, and all that therein is: which keepeth truth for ever. Which openeth the eyes of the blind,— and raiseth them that are bowed downe: Psal. 146.6. Which heal [...]th the broken in heart: and bindeth up their wounds. — Who taketh pleasure in them that feare Him: in those, that hope in His mercy: Psal. 147.3.11.
4. In such an extremity of helpe-lesnesse, and hope-lesnesse; In this trembling and terrour of thy heart, thou shouldest call to minde for thy comfort; That Hee who establisheth all the Ends of the Earth, Prov. 30 4. and hath hung that mighty and massie Body upon Nothing, Iob 26.7 can most easily stay, and stablish the most forlorne and forsaken Soule, even sinking into the mouth of despaire. Hee that said at first to the Earth, Stand still upon Nothing and it never stirr'd out of it's place since the Creation, can easily uphold, fortifie, and refresh thine heart in the depth of the most grievous spirituall misery. Even, when in the bitternesse of thy spirit, thou cries; My strength, and my hope is perished from the Lord: Lament. 3.18.
4. Even his Iustice. Christs blood is already payed, as a price, for the pardon of the sinnes of thine humbled Soule; and thou wilt needs pay it over againe, or else thou wilt not enter upon the Purchase: As tho God did expect and exact the discharge of the same debt twice; which to imagine, were a monstrous intolerable [Page 431] indignity to the most just God. You know full well, what conceit wee should hold of that Man, who having a debt fully discharged by the Surety, should presse upon the Principall for the payment of the same againe. Wee should indeed thinke HIm to bee a very cruell, hard-hearted, and mercilesse Man: wee should call Him a Turke, a Cut-throate, a Canniball; farre fitter to lodge in a Den of Tygers, then to live in the society of men. What a fearefull dishonour then is i [...] to the mercifull, and mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth; To the righteous Iudge of all the World, to conceive, that having received an exact, Quemadmodum igitur si quis in car [...]eris cus [...]odiam [...] nammos ob d [...]ed [...]entem conijcia [...], neque [...]osum solum, sed cum illa, & propter illum. sim [...]l [...] [...]orem, liberos & f [...]m [...]los, v [...]m [...]is verò aliu [...] qui [...]ptam, qui non solu sol [...]at dicem illos numm [...], s [...]t & i [...] mera [...] talenta largiatur, vinct [...]mque in reg [...]lem au [...]am inducat & in [...] hono [...] [...] is [...]ene [...]ator [...] [...]gere: i [...]a & [...] factum [...] siquiten [...] debeamus, Christus pronobis solvit, tantoque plura, quanto gutt [...]h [...]m exig [...]am p [...]l [...]gus excilli [...]m ensum. Noli itaque dissidere, O homo, cùm [...] honorum a [...]r [...]ias vtae [...]s n [...]que sol [...]tas inquiras quomodò scintillula illa mortis atque peccati, to [...]tosit donorum s [...]perinducto ma [...]i soluta & extincia. Chrys. Hom. [...]1. in 5. and Rom. Satanta inaequalitus prelij & redemp [...], quanta immensi maris & umus guttulae: quorsùm supplemtatum meritorum, &c? Chami [...]. Tom. 3. pag. 249. and full satisfaction for all our sinnes, by the hearts-blood of His owne deare Sonne, should ever require them againe at our hands! Farre bee it then from every One, who would not offer extraordinary disparagement, even to Gods glorious Iustice, to entertaine any such thought: Especially, s [...]th wee have His Word, His Oath, and the Seale of His Sonnes blood for security. And assuredly, wee may build upon it, as upon a Rocke of eternall truth; that when wee come unto Christ, weary of all our sinnes, thirsting syncerely for Him, and throwing our selves upon Him, as Salvation it selfe; resolved to take upon us His sweet and easie yoke for the time to come; Hee doth presently, as Hee hath promised, take off the burden, and free us everlastingly, from the guilt and staine; damnation and reigne of all our sinnes.
But now, if thou wilt cast thy self upon Iesus Christ, role thy selfe upon the Promises, beeing so humbled, spiritually thirsty, and resolved, as thou hast said, and I supposed at the first: For wee, who are Gods Messengers, comfort and assure of pardon in such Cases, onely [Page 432] upon supposition, that the heart and speeches; all the Promises and protestations of the Party and Patient, we deale with, bee syncere every way; I say, if thou thus cast thy selfe upon the Lord Iesus, and the promises of life, having a well-grounded, strong and seasonable calling thereunto, beeing, as appeares before, invited, intreated, commanded, &c. The Case will be blessedly altered. Thou shalt then doe, as God would have Thee; and mightily honour the un-valew-able, and Concedimus satisfactionis dignitatemori [...]i à Personá satisfaciente: ideo [...]ue satisfactionem Christi maximae, imò infinitae dignitatis esse. Idem. Ibid. pa. 245. infinite dignity of His Sonnes Passion, and blood, the pretious freenesse of all the Promises, His free love, sweet Name, Truth, Mercy, Power, Iustice, &c. Thou shalt also cut off, and defeate the Divels present fiery darts, and Projects of further cruelty; dis-intangle and unwinde thy selfe out of the irkesome Maze of restlesse terrours, and trouble of minde; crowne thine owne soule in the meane time with peace that passeth all understanding, Philip. 4.7. 1. Pet. 1.8. with ioy unspeakeable, and full of glory; with Evangelicall pleasures, such as neither eye hath seene, eare heard, or have entred into the heart of Man; 1. Cor. 2.9. and hereafter be most certainely received by that sweetest Redeemer of thine, into those glorious Mansions above; where nothing, but light and blessed immortalitie, no shaddow for matter of teares, discontentments, griefes, and uncomfortable passions to worke upon; but all ioy, tranquillity and peace, even for ever and ever, doth dwell.
2. Yea, but may an other say, I, in the Case proposed have cast my selfe according to your counsell, upon Iesus Christ; and there, by the mercy of God, am I resolved to sticke, come what come will; and yet no comfort comes: What doe you thinke, should I thinke of my selfe, in this Case?
I think in such a Case, it may be convenient, and that such an One hath thereupon some cause and Calling, seriously and impartially, to search and trie His spirituall state. For which purpose ponder seriously upon such considerations as these: some of which may discover [Page 433] unsoundnesse; Others His unadvisednesse.
1. It may bee, the Party is not yet come in truth, to that sound humiliation, contrition, spirituall thirsting, resolution to sell all, &c. required by the reverend Master Rogers of Dedham. Author in that most profitable, and piercing Doctrine of Faith, quoted before: but onely hath passed over them overly, not soundly; superficially, not syncerely; and then no marvell, tho no true and reall comfort come. Informe thy selfe further in this Point, and that thou mayst more fully know my meaning in it, and be guided aright in a marter of so great waight, Ibid. Cap. 2. Of the Author and meanes of Faith. And Cap. 5. Of the difficulty of Faith, pag. 284, &c.
2. Or it may bee, howsoever Hee protest otherwise, and for all His partiall Legall terrour, and trouble of minde, His deceitfull heart may still secretly harbour and hanker after some sweet sinne, as Pride, Revenge, strange Fashions, Worldlinesse, Lust, Playes, Gaming, Good-fellowship, as it is call'd, &c. From which, it doth not heartily yeeld, resolve, and endeavour to make an utter and Sed videte qualis debet esse poenitentia, quia multi assid [...]è se du [...]nt esse peccatores, & tamen adhuc illos delectat peccare. Professio est, non emendatio. Accusatur anima, non sanatur. Pronunciatur Offensa, non tollitur. Poetentiam certam non facit, nisi odium peccati & amor Dei. Quandosi [...] poe [...]tes, ut tibi amarum sapiat in animo, quod ante dul [...]e fuit in vitâ, & quod te prius oblectaba [...] in corpore, ipsum te cruciat in mente, &c. August. de Temp. Serm. 7. finall cessation and divorce. And assuredly, that false heart, which regards, and allowes any wickednesse in it selfe, howsoever it may be deluded with some Anabaptisticall flashes; yet shall never bee truly refreshed with ioy in the holy Ghost.
3. It may bee, tho there was some probable and plausible shewes, that the Party was principally cast downe, and affected with the heavy waight of sin, and horrour of Gods wrath for it; yet the true predominant cause of His heavinesse, harts-griefe, and bitterest complaint, was some secret earthly discontentment, the restlesse biting of some worldly sting. And in such Cases, remove this, and you remove His paine; Comfort Him about his Crosse, and you set Him where Hee was. And therefore, as in all this He continues a meere stranger in affection to the sweetnesse, amiablenesse, and excellency of Iesus Christ; so it is impossible, that [Page 434] Hee should bee acquainted with any sound spirituall comfort.
But I will suppose all to bee syncere, and as it should bee: Let mee advise Thee then to take notice of thine unadvisednesse.
1. Thou art, perhaps, so full of the want of feeling, such a stranger to so much expected, and desired ioy, and peace in believing; and by consequent, so drowned in the unnecessary distractions, and distempers of a sad heart, that thou utterly forgets to give thankes, and magnifie Gods singular, and incomprehensible mercy, for illightening, convincing, and terrifying thy conscience; offering his Sonne; raising in thine heart an insatiable thirst after Him; and giving Thee spirituall abilitie to rest thy weary Soule upon Him. And who knowes not, that unthankfulnesse keepes many good things from us; and is an unhappy blocke in the way, to intercept, and hinder the comfortable influence, and current of God, favours and mercies, from being showred downe so frankly and plentifully upon His people. And Hee is more likely to bee the more provoked in this Case; because thou suffers thine heart to bee lockt up, and thy Tongue tied, by Satans cunning and cruell malice, from praysing the glory of Gods free grace, for such a worke of wonder: I meane, that mighty Change of thine from nature to grace; in extolling of which, were all the hearts and tongues, of all the Men and Angels in Heaven and Earth, set on worke industriously thorow all eternitie, they would still come infinitely short, of that which is due and deserved.
2. Or it may be, when some One of a thousand, upon thy complaint, that no comfort comes, doth seriously labour to settle thine heart in peace; pressing upon Thee for that purpose, invincible and unanswer-able Arguments out of the Word of Truth; to open it wide, that over-flowing Rivers of Evangelicall joyes, which may spring to Him that is advised, and believes the Prophets, [Page 435] abundantly, even from the weakest Faith, to refresh and comfort it: Telling thee, that as thine humbled Soule, learning upon Christ, drawes much heavenly vertue, mortifying power, and sanctifying grace from him; so it may, and ought also to draw abundance of spirituall lightsomnesse from that ever-springing Fountaine of life, &c. Yet notwithstanding all this, thou suffers some malicious counter-blasts, and contrary suggestions of the Divell, to disperse and frustrate all these well-grounded and glorious Messages. And therefore it is just with God, that thou fare the worse at his hands, and fall short of thine expectation; because thou gives more credit to the Father of Lyes, then the Lord of Truth. Sith thou spills all the Cordials, that are tendered unto thee in the Name of Christ by His faithfull Physicions, thou art deservedly destitute of comfort still. Many in such Cases, while Gods Messenger, who can rightly declare His wayes unto them, stands by, opening, and applying the rich treasures of Gods free mercy, in the mysterie of the Gospell, and with present replies, repelling Satans cavils, are reasonably well cheared, and revived; But when Hee is gone, they very weakely, and unworthily give way againe to that foule lying Fiend, to cast a dis-comfortable mist over the tender eye of their weake Faith, and to domineere as Hee did before.
Tell mee true; If thou wert in doubt and distresse about thy temporall state, Tenure of thy Lands, soundnesse of thy evidence; Wouldest thou advise with, and take counsell from a Foole, a Knaue, and an enemy; or wouldest Thou make choise of an honest, wise, understanding Friend? I doubt not of thine Answer: And wilt thou then so farre disparage divne truth, gratifie Hell, and hurt thine owne heart, as in that waightiest Point of thy spirituall state; to consult and resolve with the Divell, a Liar, a Murtherer, and sworne enemy to Gods glory, and thy Soules good; And neglect God Himselfe, blessed for ever, speaking unto Thee [Page 436] out of His Word, by that Minister, which in such a Case durst not falsify, or flatter Thee for a World of gold. Shall many thousands of worldly-wise men, give credit very readily, and roundly, to Dawbers with untempered morter, upon a false and rotten foundation, to the most certaine, and eternall ruine of their Soules; And shall not an humble, and upright-hearted Man, believe the Prophet upon good ground; that the bones, which the heavy burden of sinne hath broken, may reioyce? God forbid.
3. Nay, but suppose the Party bee truly humbled, very thankefull, resolute against all sinne, labour to believe the Prophets, &c. And yet no comfort come? I say then, there is an other Duty expected at thy hands, right pretious and pleasing unto God: And that is waiting. By which God would,
1. Set yet a sharper edge and eagernesse more hungring and thirsting, greater longing, and panting after the ravishing sweetnesse of His comfortable presence; with which melting, earnest, crying dispositions, Hee is very much delighted;
2. Cause us with peace and patience to submit unto, and depend upon His mercifull wisedome, in disposing and appointing times and seasons for our deliverances and refreshings. For Hee well knowes, that very Point and Period of time: first, when His mercy shall bee most magnifyed: secondly, His childrens hearts most seasonably comforted, and kindlily enlarged, to poure out themselves in praisefulnesse: thirdly, His, and our spirituall enemies most gloriously confounded:
3. Quicken, and set on worke with extraordinary fervency, the spirit of prayer; fright us further from sinne for the time to come; fit us for a more fruitfull improovement, of all Offers and opportunities to doe our Soules good; to make more of ioy and peace in believing, when we enioy it; And to declare to others [Page 437] in like extremity, Gods dealing with us, for their support, &c.
Wee must learne then, to expect, and bee content with Gods season: And hold up our hearts in the meane time with such considerations, as these; first, we performe a very acceptable service, and a Christian Duty, right pleasing unto, and much prevailing with God, by waiting, See Isa. 40.31. and 64.4. And 49.23. Lam, 3.25. Secondly, By our patient dependance upon God in this kinde, wee may mightily encrease, and multiply our comfort, when His time is come. For He is woont to recompence abundantly, at last, His longer tarrying with excesse of ioy, and over-flowing expressions of His love. Thirdly, wee must ever remember; that all the while Hee exerciseth us with waiting, that season is not yet come, which in His mercifull wisedome, Hee holds the meetest to magnify the glory of His mercy most, and wiseliest to advance our spirituall good. Fourthly, And that which is best of all, If the true Convert, resting His weary Soule upon the Lord Iesus, and Promises of life, should bee taken away, before Hee attaine His desired comfort; Hee shall bee certainely saved, and undoubtedly crowned with everlasting blessednesse. For, Blessed are all they that waite for Him: Isa. 30.18. A Man is saved by Believing; and not by ioy and peace in Believing: Salvation is an inseparable companion of Faith: But ioy and peace accompany it, as a separable accident: As that which may be remooved from it; yea, there is cause why it should bee remooved. The light would never bee so acceptable, were it not for that usuall entercourse of darkenesse, &c.
Take here notice upon this occasion; That as a truly humbled Soule receiving Christ, in the sense I have said, hath power given Him thereby to become the Sonne of God; so Hee doth draw also from that glorious obiect [Page 438] of Faith, so full of all amiablenesse, excellency, and sweetnesse.
1. Sometimes, by the mercy of God, a very sensible, stirring, and ravishing ioy, unspeakeable, and full of glory: which, tho it be many times very short, yet is unutterably sweet.
2. If not so, yet an habituall calmenesse of conscience, if I may so call it. Which, tho wee doe not marke it so much, or magnifie Gods mercy for it, as we ought; yet it makes us differ as far by a comfortable freedome from many slavish, guilty twitches, & an universall contentednesse in all our courses, and Passages thorow this vale of teares, from the worlds dearest Minion, and most admired Favourite, as Quantū inter tranquillissimū interest portum, & mare tempestuosum atque incommodum. Chrysost. the highest region of the Aire, from the restlesse and raging Sea. Especially, if that unhappily happie wretch, have a waking conscience.
3. Or at least, ever a secret heavenlie vigour, whereby the Soule is savingly supported in what state soever; though it be under the continued pressures of most hideous temptations. The tyth of the terrour whereof, would make many a wordling make away Himselfe, because Hee wants this stay. And suppose they should last unto the last gaspe, even unto thine ending houre▪ Nay entrance into Heaven; Who is among you that feareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voyce of His servant, that walketh in darkenesse, and hath no light? Let Him trust in the Name of the Lord, and stay upon his God: Isai. 50.10 Here it appeares, that one which truly feares God, may walk in darkenesse, and have no light of co [...]fort: And that such an One may bee certainely saved, by staying upon [...]is God. By leaning upon Him, as One leanes upon a sta [...]fe. [...] niti, inniti, incumbere, [...] Incumbebat hastae suae, nitebatur super hastam suam. 2 Sam. 1.6. B [...]xtor. yet notwithstanding▪ thy spirituall state is not thereby prejudiced, but thy salvation is still most sure; and thy first taste of those eternall ioyes shalbee the sweeter, by how much thy former temptations, and trials have been the sorer. For wee must ever hold fast this blessed Truth; Those that are afflicted in conference, because they want assu [...]rance of salvation, have no cause of despaire, or of discouragement, as long as with an heavy loaden soule, hungring for mercy, they trust in Christ; and cast themselves wholly upon His merits for salvation, according to the Gospell. For the condition of the Gospell, required of sinners to salvation, is not a comfort, but a Duty; not an assurance that they are saved, but a trust in Christ, that they shall be saved. So that, as long as they rest on Christs merits, seeke to no other meanes, but with such an heart, as hath been said, to seeke to Christ for salvation; as soone as they have believed in Christ, they are justified sinners, tho they doe not presently feele by the witnesse of the Spirit, a full assurance that they are saved. Chibald, in his Triall of Faith, lib. 2. cap. 4. pag. 185: Wherefore comfort yourselves, O ye, that are tender-hearted, and troubled-minded Christians, because you feele not the assurance of your salvation; in as much as the condition of the Gospell is not; That Hee that believes in Christ, shall bee assured of salvation, but that Hee shall bee saved: so that though thou never have in thine owne Soule a feeling of assured perswasion, that thou art saved; yet as long, as with a heart mourning after Christ, and gasping for Him, as the barren Land for water; thou casts thy selfe upon Him, and hangs on Him still for salvation, with trust unto the merits of His death and obedience, thou shalt in the end and event, certainely bee saved. Idem. Ibid. pag 187. There bee that doe truly believe in Christ, and that to salvation, if they should then die, that yet are not come to bee perswaded, that Christ is theirs, &c. Rogers of Dedham in His Epistle to the Reader, pag. penult. That wee [Page 439] are justified, by casting our selves upon Christ, not by comfort; by Faith, not by feeling; by trusting the sure Word of God, not by assurance.
But I desire to come yet neerer to thy Conscience, and to presse comfort upon thee with such strong, and unresistable Arguments, which all the subtilety of the infernall powers, will never bee able to dissolve.
Thou sayest, and I suppose so; That thou art weary of all thy sinnes, hungers and thirsts after the righteousnesse of Christ; prizes Him before all the world; hast cast thy selfe upon His Truth, and tender-heartednesse for everlasting safty; And yet Thou feeles no speciall sensible joy in thine heart thereupon. Bee it so: yet upon this occasion, Take my counsell, and at my request, addresse thy Selfe again, and have recourse afresh unto the Promises, Settle thy Soule upon them seriously, with fixed meditation, and fervent prayer: Set thy selfe purposely with earnestnesse and industry, to sucke from them, their heavenly sweetnesse. And then, how is it possible, that thine Exultemus in Domino, gaudeamus cum fletu; Memores simus dignationis divinae & captivitatis nostrae. August. de temp. Serm. 3. humble upright heart, should make resistance to those mighty torrents of spirituall joyes and refreshings; which by a natural, and necessary consequence, spring abundantly from the ensuing comfortable Conclusions grounded upon the sure Word of God, and thine owne inward sense, and most certaine un-deniable experience?
Whosoever hungers and thirsts after righteousnesse, is blessed from Christs owne mouth: Mat. 5.6. And this blessednesse compriseth an absolute, and universall confluence of all excellencies, perfections, pleasures, and felicities in this World, and in the World to come; begun in some measure in the Kingdome of Grace, and made compleate in the Kingdome of Glory, thorow all eternity.
[Page 440]But I, mayst thou say, out of evident feeling, and experience, finde my selfe to hunger and thirst after righteousnesse:
Therefore I am most certainely blessed, and inter-essed in all the rich purchases of Christs dearest blood and merit, which is the full price of the Kingdome of Heaven, and all the glory thereof, &c.
Whosoever is See the Properties of a saving Thirst be [...]e. pa. 377. lin. 31, &c. athirst, hath his Part in the Fountaine of the water of life; Rev. 21.6. and 22.17. Ioh. 7.37. Isa. 55.1.
But I, mayst thou say, cannot deny, dare not belie my selfe, but that my poore heart thirsts unfainedly, to bee bathed in the heavenly streames of Gods free favour, and Christs soveraigne blood:
Therefore undoubtedly, I have my part in the Well of life everlastingly. Whence, what delicious streames of dearest In desiderio illo pij animi suspiria inenar [...]abilia & gaudium ineffabile mirisi [...]è coadunantur, suspiria inquam, & gaudium, quae ne ipse quidem, qui ea sentit, potest plenè enarrare. Rolloc. in Iohan. cap. 8. pag. 556. joy doe sweetly flow?
Whosoever labours, and is heavy laden, may justly chalenge at the hands of Christ, rest and refreshing: Mat. 11.28.
But I feele all my sinnes, an intolerable burden upon my wounded Soule; and most willingly take Him as a Saviour, and a Lord:
Therefore I have my portion in His spirituall, and eternall rest.
The High and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity, whose Name is Holy, and who dwells in the High and holy Place; dwelleth also in every humble and contrite spirit, as in a royall Throne; (Hee hath as it were two Thrones; One in the Empyrean Heaven, the other in a broken heart): Isa. 57.15.
But my heart lies groveling in the dust, humbled under the mighty hand of God, and trembling at his feete, &c.
Therefore it is the mansion of Iehova, blessed for ever.
Whosoever confesseth and forsaketh his sinnes, shall [Page 441] have mercy, Prov. 28.13.
But I confesse, and abominate all sinne; resolved never to turne againe to folly:
Therefore mercy is most certainely mine.
Hee in whose heart the holy Ghost hath enkindled a kindly heate of affection to the Brethren, hath passed from death to life: 1. Ioh. 3.14.
But by the mercy of God, 1. Pet. 2.17. my heart is wholy set upon the Brother-hood, which I heartily hated heeretofore:
Therefore I have passed from death to life.
These, and the like Conclusions, are in themselves as full of sound joy, and true comfort; as the Sunne of light or Sea of waters. Open but the eye of thine humbled soule, and thou maist see many glorious things in them. Crush them but a little with the hand of Faith, and much delicious sweetnesse of spirituall peace may distill upon thy Soule.
Lastly, such considerations as these, may contribute some matter of comfort, and support, to Him of weakest apprehension, in this Case:
1. If Hee consult with His owne Conscience, Hee shall happily finde in His present syncere resolution, an impossibility to turne backe againe to His former sinnefull life, pleasures, goodfellow-ship, sensuall courses, company: Hee sayes, and thinkes it, that Hee will rather die, then lie, sweare, prophane the Sabbaths; put to usury, doe wrong, keepe any ill-gotten goods in his hands, Haunt Ale-houses, Play-houses, Gaming-houses; or willingly put His heart, or hand to any kind of iniquity, as Hee was formerly wont. And doth nature, thinke you keepe Him backe; or grace, and Gods Spirit?
2. If Hee should now heare, and have his eares fill'd with oathes, blasphemies, ribald talke, rotten speeches, filthy songs, railing at Gods people, scoffing at religion, jesting out of Scriptures, &c. His heart would rise; [Page 442] Hee would either reproove them, or bee rid of them, as soone as Hee could; whereas heretofore, Hee hath been, perhaps, a delightfull Hearer of them, if not a notorious Actour Himselfe. And whence doe you thinke doth this arise, but from the seede of God remaining in Him?
3. Thirdly, If when you heare Him complaine; That howsoever Hee hath cast Himselfe upon Christ, as the Prophets have counselled Him; yet sith thereupon Hee feeles no such comfort, and peace in Believing as other Christians doe; Hee begins to doubt, whether Hee hath done well, or no: and to conceive, that Hee hath layd hold upon the Promises too soone: Nay, and it may bee upon this discontent, doth thus further enlarge His complaint: Alas! my sinnes have formerly been so great, my heart is at this present so hard, my sorrow so scant, my failings so many, &c. that I know not what to say to my Selfe. Mee thinkes, I can neither pray, conferre, love the Brethren, sanctifie the Sabbath, rejoyce in the Lord, &c. as I see other of Gods Children doe. And therefore, I am affraid, all is naught: What heart can I have to hold on? I say, if to such a speech, thou shouldest for triall give this reply: Well then, if it bee so; even give over all, strive no more against the streame; trouble thy selfe no longer with reading, prayer, following sermons, forbearing good fellowship, and thine old companions. And sith no comfort comes by casting thy selfe upon Christ, cast thy selfe againe into the current of the times, course of the world, and merry company; For there yet, is there some little poore pleasure to bee had, at least: Oh! No, No, No, would Hee say; That will I never doe, whatsoever comes of mee: I will trust in my Christ, tho Hee should kill mee; for all these discouragements, I will by no meanes, cast away my confidence. I have been so freshly stung with their guilt, that I will rather be pull'd in peeces with wild horses, then plunge againe [Page 443] into carnall pleasures; I will put my hand to all holy duties in obedience to God, tho I performe them never so weakely; I will, by the mercy of God, keepe my face towards Heaven, and backe to Sodome, so long as I breath; come what come will, &c. And whence, doe you thinke, springs this resolution; but from a secret saving power, supporting Him in the most desperate temptations, and assaults of distrust?
Now this first, secret saving power, by which an humble Soule leaning upon Christ is supported, when it is at the lowest; secondly, The seed of God, and thirdly, presence of grace; doe every one of them argue a blessed state, in which thou shalt bee certainely saved; and therefore thou mayst lift up thine heart and head, with comfort unspeakeable and glorious.
3. Thirdly, Many there are, who much complaine of the great disproportion betweene the notorious wickednesse of their former life, and their lamentable weakenesse of an answerable be wailing it: Betweene the number of their sinnes, and fewnesse of their teares; the hainousnesse of their rebellions, and little measure of their humiliation. And thereupon, because they did not finde, and feele those terrours, and extraordinary troubles of mind in their turning unto God; those violent passions, and pangs in their New-birth, which they have seene, heard, or read of, or knowne in others, perhaps, farre lesse sinners then themselves; they are much troubled with distractions and doubts about the truth, and soundnesse of their conversion. Many are still questioning of their beginnings; and though they came to Faith and comfort by these steps, yet are still fearing, that they have not begun in truth, or that they are not in the right way, or took comfort, ere it belonged unto them. And this, because their corruptions bee so strong, and that they cannot doe as they would. But corruptions felt, hated, and striven against, are no Markes that wee are not the Lords; but the contrary. It is the subtilty of Satan, to keepe them ever at the beginning, that they may never get forward. True, it is good to bee very carefull in laying the foundation of our house; But if we be ever pulling up, after it is laide, wee shall never finish the Building. Moster Rogers of Dedham, Doctr. of Faith, cap. 2. pag. 177. For a true Christian to denie the work of Gods grace in Himselfe—doth no good to Him; But interrupts His prayers, hinders his humiliation, estrangeth Him from God, and turneth godly sorrow for His sinne, into desperate: sorrow for the punishment of sinne. Master Whately. Gods Husbandry, cap. 12. Whereby they [Page 444] receive a great deale of hurt and hindrance in their spirituall state. For Satan gaines very much by such a suggestion, and grounds many times a manifold mischiefe upon it. For by keeping this temptation on foot; these doubts and troubles in their mindes, whether they bee truly converted or no; Hee labours, and too often prevailes:
1. To hinder the Christian in His spirituall Building. With what heart can Hee hold on, who doubts of the soundnesse, and sure-laying of the foundation? What progresse is Hee like to make in Christianity, who continually terrifies Himselfe with fearefull exceptions and oppositions, about the truth of His conversion? A man in a long journey, would jogge on but very heavily, if Hee doubted whether Hee were in the right way, or no.
2. To abate, lessen, and abridge His courage in standing on Gods side, patience under the Crosse, spirituall mirth in good company: To keepe Him in dulnesse of heart, deadnesse of affections, distractions at holy exercises, and under the raigne of almost, a continuall sadnesse, and uncomfortable walking: To make Him quite neglect, and never looke towards those sweete commands of the blessed Spirit: Reioyce evermore. Reioyce, and I say againe, Reioyce. Bee glad in the Lord, reioyce, and shout for ioy all yee, that are upright in heart.
3. To fasten a great deale of Take heed of false reasoning; As because our fire doth not blaze out, as others, therefore we have no fire at all; and by false Conclusions to sinne against the Commandement, in bearing false witnesse against our selves. The Prodigall would not say, Hee was no sonne; but that hee was n [...]t worthy to bee called a Sonne. Wee must neither trust to false evidence, nor deny true; for so wee should dishonour the Worke of Gods Spirit in us, and lose the helpe of that evidence, which w [...]uld cherish our love to Christ, and arme us against Satans discouragements. Some are so faulty this way, as if they had been hired by Satan, the Accuser of the Brethren, to pleade for Him, in accusing themselves. Doctor Sibbes, Bruised Reed, pag. 94. dishonour upon God; when He can make the Christian dis-avow, as it were, and nullifie in conceit, so great a worke of mercy and grace, stampt upon His Soule by an Almighty hand: [Page 445] A worke for wonder and power answerable, if not transcendent, to the Creation of the World. To the production whereof, the infinite mercies of the Father of all mercy; the warmest hearts-blood of His onely Sonne; the mightiest Moouing of the blessed Spirit were required. Now what an indignity, and disparagement is offered unto so glorious a Workeman, and blessed a worke, to assent and subscribe unto the Divell, a knowne Liar, that there is no such Thing?
4. To double, and aggravate upon the Christian, the grievous sinne of unbeliefe: Not to believe the Promises, as they lie in His Booke, is an unworthy, and wicked wrong unto the Truth of God: But for a Man to draw backe, and deny, when they are all made good upon His Soule, makes Him worse then Thomas the Apostle: For when He had thrust His hand into Christs side, Hee believed. But in the present Case, a Man is ready to renounce, and disclaime; Tho Hee have already graspt in the armes of His Faith, the crucified bleeding Body of His blessed Redeemer. The sacred and saving vertue whereof, hath inspired into the whole Man a new, spirituall, sanctifying life, and a sensible, un-deniable change from what it was:
5. To discontinue, or detaine the heart lock't up, as it were, in a perpetuall barrennes, from giving of thanks; which is one of the noblest, and most acceptable Sacrifice, and service, that is offered unto God. Now what a mischiefe is this; that an upright heart should bee laced up, and His Tong tied by the Divels temptation, from magnifying heartily the glory of Gods free grace, for such a worke? I meane, the New-Creation; at which Heaven and Earth, Angels and Men, and all Creatures may stand everlastingly amazed. So sweet it is and admirable, and makes an immortall Soule for ever.
But to keepe my selfe to the Point. Those who complaine, as I have said: That because the pangs of their New-birth were not in that proportion they desire, answerable [Page 446] to the hainousnesse of their former pestilent courses, and abominablenesse of their beastly life before, many times suspect themselves, and are much troubled about the truth of their conversion; may have their doubts, and scruples encreased, by taking notice of such propositions as these, which Divines both ancient and moderne, let fall sometimes in their Penitentiall Discourses.
Ordinarily men are wounded in their Consciences at their conversion, answerably to the wickednesse of their former conversation.
Contrition in true Converts, is for the most part proportionable to the hainousnesse of Their former courses.
Homil. of Repentance, pag. 1. The more wicked that thy former life hath been, the more fervent and earnest, let thy Repentance, or returning bee.
Dike of Repentance, cap. 4. Sorrow must bee proportionable to our sinnes. The greater our sinne, the fuller must bee our sorrow.
Secundum conscientiae molem exhibenda est poenitentiae magnitudo. Ambr. ad Virg. [...]orr. cap. 8. According to the waight of sinne upon the conscience, ought penitent sorrow to bee waighty.
Qui culpam exaggeraverit; exaggeret etiam poenitentiam. Idem. de Poenit. lib. 1. cap. 2. He that hath exceeded in sinne, let Him exceede also in sorrow.
Quàm magna deliquimus, tam graviter des [...]eamus. Cypr. de Lapsis ad sin. Looke how great our sinnes are, let us so greatly lament them.
Vniuscuiusque mens tantum poenitendo cō punctionis suae bibat lachrymas, quantum se à Deo meminit aruisseper culpas. Gregor. Pastor. Curae. pag. 3. cap. 30. Tantò arctiori manu poenitentiae men à pollutione tergenda est, quantò se per consens [...]m conspicit sordidiùs inquinatam. Idē in 3. cap. Iob. Let the minde of every One drinke up so much of the teares of penitent compunction, as Hee remembers Himselfe to have withered from God by wickednesse.
Gravia peccata gravissi nis lamētis indigent. Aug. ad Fratr. in eremo. Grievous sinnes require most grievous lamentations.
Greenh. Grave Couns p. 16 The measure of your mourning must bee agreeable, and proportionable to the sinne.
And wee may see these rules represented unto us in the practise of Manasses, who beeing a most grievous [Page 447] sinner: 2. Chron. 33.6. Humbled Himselfe greatly before the God of His Fathers: vers. 12. In the Woman, who is called a Sinner; Luk. 7.37. [...], as they say, by a kinde of singularity; and therefore takes on extraordinarily, vers. 38. So that she wipes Christs feete with teares. In the idolatrous Israelites upon their turning unto the Lord: 1. Sam. 7.4.6. who drew water, and poured it out before the Lord. In the Hearers of Peter, who having their consciences all bloody with the horrible guilt of crucifying the Lord of life; Act: 2.33.36. were pricked in their hearts: vers. 37. with such horrour and raging angvish, as tho so many empoisoned daggers and Scorpions stings stucke, and were fastned in them [...], pungendo penetro. Punctìm caede. Scap. punctually. In Paul, who having been an hainous offender, a grievous Persecuter, Act. 9. whereas the other Apostles, as One sayes, had been honest and sober fisher-men, tasted deeper of this cup then they. For Hee tells us, Rom. 7.11. That the Law slew Him. Hee was strangely amazed with a voyce from Heaven, strucke downe to the earth, and starke blinde. He trembled, and was astonished: For three daies Hee did neither eate, nor drink. &c. Act. 9.
And there is good reason for it. For ordinarily the newly-illightened eye of a fresh-bleeding Conscience, is very sharpe, and cleare; piercing and sightfull; greedy to discover every staine, and spot of the Soule; To dive even to the heart-roote, to the blackest bottome and ougliest nooke of a Mans former Hellish courses; to looke backe, with a curious survay, thorow the pure Perspective of Gods righteous Law, over his whole life to His very Birth-sinne, and Adams rebellion. And in this sad, and heavy search, it is very inquisitive after, and apprehensive of all circumstances, which may adde to the hainousnesse of sin, and horrour to his heart. It is quick-sighted into all aggravating considerations; and quickly learnes, and lookes upon all those wayes, degrees, and circumstances, by which sins are made more [Page 448] notorious and hatefull. And what the spirit of bondage, in a fearefull heart, may inferre hereupon, you may easily iudge.
Now to the Case proposed; I say, first;
1. That betweene sinne and sorrow, wee cannot expect a precise adequation; not an Arithmeticall, but a Geometricall proportion: Great sinnes should bee greatly lamented; yet no sinne can bee sufficiently sorrowed for; Tho it may bee savingly. When wee say, the pangs of the New-birth must bee answerable to our former sinnefull provocations; wee meane not, that wee can mourne for sinne according to it's merit; that is impossible: But great sinnes require a great deale of sorrow. Wee must not thinke, that wee have sorrowed enough for any sinne, tho wee can never sorrow sufficiently.
Before I proceede to a further, and fuller satisfaction in the Point, let mee tell you by the way, how discomfortable, and doubtfull, the Popish doctrine is here about; that the truth of our Tenet may appeare the more pretious, and taste more sweet.
Their Attrition and Contrition, as I take it, differ, as our Legall and Evangelicall repentance; 1. In respect of the object. Contrition, as they say, is sorrow for sinne, as an offence to God: Attrition is a griefe for sinne, as liable to punishment. 2. In respect of the cause. Contrition ariseth from sonne-like, Attrition from servile feare. [See Valent. Disp. 7. Q. 8. De contrit. punct. 2.]
This Contrition is the cause of the remission of sinnes. [Bellar. lib. 2. de poenit. cap. 12. Arb. At Catholici] & alij passim. Well then, thou art a Papist, and troubled inconscience. Thou knowest well, that without contrition no remission: But when comest thou to that measure and degree, which may give thee some contentment about the pardon of thy sinnes? Goe unto them in this Point for resolution and reliefe, and thou goes unto a [Page 449] Racke. Consult with their Chapters, de quantitate contritionis, of the muchnesse of sorrow, and they are able to confound thee with many desperate distractions.
1. Looke backe upon the elder Schoolemen: and you shall have Adrian Quaest. de poenit: Quodlib 5. Artic. 3.] and others tell you of a Contrition intensivè summa; in the highest s [...]reine; and to which nothing can bee added, as Multò minùs requirere putandus Deus est, ut doleamus de peccato, dolore simplicitèr summ [...], qùo nullus intensior esse possit, ut Hadrianus requirere videtur. Tom. 4. disp. 7. qu. 8. De contritione punct. 5. Valent. reports it. This opinion Vega refutes [ de iustif. lib. 13. cap. 14. ad princ.] And Bellarmine dislikes it [ De poenit. lib. 2. cap. 11. Art. denique si summus]. Note by the way, how sweetly they agree: our concord is Angelicall, in respect of their confusions.
2. Goe to Scotus [ In 4. Sent. Dist. 14. Q 2], and his Followers. And you shall finde him to talke of a certaine intension of contrition; which is [ soli Deo cognita] onely knowen unto God: but this Greg. de Valent. censures as very false [ Tom. 4. Col. 17.24]. You see againe, as there is no truth in their Tenets; so no constancy, no concord; and by consequent, no comfort to a truly troubled spirit.
3. Come at length to the latter Locusts, some Moderne Iesuites, dawbers over of their superstitious ruines, with many rotten distinctions: I meane Bellar. Greg. de Valent. and their fellowes: And they dare not stand either to the unknowne intension of Scotus, nor that of highest pitch, which Hadrian holds: But come in with a sorrow for sin, appreciativè summus. And what is that, thinke you?
Hence Bellarmine [for Valent. speakes more warily in the quoted place, Art. Neque verò]. Yet very weakely too (for in such Cases, the troubled minde is not woont to rest upon generalls onely, but will (will wee, nill we) bring us to particular; howsoever Scotus, Navar and Madin [...], advise the contrary).
Sorrow for sinne, saith Dolor est summus appreciativè, quando voluntas plur [...]s aestimat detestationem alicuius mali, quàm cuiuscunque boni consecutionim, aut alterius mali evitationem. De poenit. lib. 2. cap. 11. Art. Secunda propositio. hee, is then summus appreciativè [Page 450] when the will doth more esteeme the detestation of sinne, then the attainement of any good, or escaping any ill. And so by consequent, (for as I intimated, a troubled conscience in such a Case, is very curious, and inqui [...]itive; and will not stay onely upon confused, and generall notions of good and ill, but easily descend to Particulars, to know it's state more perfectly, especialy in a Point of so great importance) A man must finde his heart first to prize the hatred of sinne, before the happinesse of heavenly joyes, or avoiding hellish paines; before hee can come to comfort of the remission of his sinnes. What a torture were it to a troubled spirit, to fall into the hands of such true Pharisies, who lay heavy burdens upon others, but will not touch them themselves with the least of their fingers. But blessed bee God! wee truly teach, that it is not so If any cavilling Romanist except, and say, that this doctrine may open a way to sloth; let him heare his owne man, E [...]ius: Doctrina haec benè intellecia non sovet ignaviam poenitentium, sed dubias conscientias magis consolatur & in spem [...]rigit, dum tradit sceundum Scripturas omnibus peccatoribus synce [...]è conversis ad Deum & peccatum ex animo detestant: bus — patcre reditum in gratium cum Deo. In 4. Sent. Dist. 16. §. 8. Art. Ad extren [...]um]. much the measure and muchnesse, as the truth, and heartinesse of o [...] sorrow; which fits for the promises of life, and pardon of sinne. Yet I must say this also; Hee that thinkes, hee hath sorrowed sufficiently, never sorrowed truly. And I like Vtilissimum tamen est, peccata singula amarissimè, et longo tempore it a destere, ut con tritio non solùm appreciativè, sed etiam intensivè, & extensivè, utsic loquamur, summa dici possit. Bellarmines last Proposition well in the fore- [...]ted place; If it bee thus understood: That wee must desire, aime, and endeavour after the highest pitch of godly sorrow, which can possibly bee attained. But [...] is one thing to say; either, just so much measure of sorrow, or no mercy; such a quantitie of contrition, or no remission: An other thing to say, wee must long and labour to bring our naughty hearts to this: Even to bee willing rather to lie in Hell, then to live in sinne. Perfections of grace are aimed at in this life, not attained.
4. I confesse some of them sometimes, by reason of freedome in their Schooles, over-ruled like Caiphas, or over-mastered by the clearenesse and invinciblenesse of [Page 451] the truth, &c. speake something more orthodoxally. As in this Point, Vega. lib. 13. cap. 24. Art. Ad qua accedit] Ibid. Art. Et Sacerdotes] Tolet. Instruct. Sacerd. Lib. 2. cap. 5. Art. Quartum dubium] Poenitens si non cognoscatur habere sufficientem dolorem, doleat se talem non babere, & proponat in posterum non peccare, & absolvatur. Navar. Cap. 1. Num. 18. Estius In 4. Sent. dist. 16. §. 7. Art. Adde quòd fi summus]. Gratianum Lombardum, Camestorem, fratres fuisse ex adulterio fama obtinuit: & eorum matrem in extremis confitentem negâsse posse sibi displicere peccatum; quum filios videret esse lumina Ecclesie: hinc confessorem, Si non habes, inquisse, tantum dolorē, quantum exigit tam horrendum scelus, de hoc tam [...]n doleas, quòd non potes dolere. Referente Chamiero, Tom. 3. De Satisfac. proprijs Lib. 23. Cap. 21. Gratians Mothers Confessour.
But you see them still like the foure windes, blow in one anothers faces.
Hereupon I have many times marvailed, that understanding Papists looking into the Point, are not plunged into desperate perplexities; considering the Quidam adcontritionem requiri dicunt summum conatum hominis, ideóque dolorem debere esse iuxta vires hominus quàm maximè intensum. Alijcertum quendam gradum intensionis, itémque certam quantitatem extensionis seu continuationis in contritione requirunt. Alij aliter opinantur. Verùm hac opinionum varietate omissâ, &c. And so hee comes in with a new one of his owne. Esti. in 4. dist. 16. §. 7. varietie of opinions, and uncertainety of the degree of sorrow, required to their Contritiō. But when I reflected upon another rotten dawbing tricke of theirs, I rather wonder at the depths of their Anti-Christian craft, in so politikly, and plausibly patching together their Popish Paradoxes; that they may still keep their damnably-deluded Disciples in contentment, and please them still, at least, with some palliate cures. It is this I meane; They hold also, (prodigious infatuation!) it is impossible, that the learned on the Popes side (but that, that curse is justly upon them; 2. Thes. 2.10.11. Because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved: God sends them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie) should ever bee so grosely blinded: I say, they hold, that a man Attritio virtute clavium fit Contritio. Romani Correctores Gloss. Gratiani de poenit. Dist. [...]. in princ. Attritus virtute Sacramenti fit contritus. Navar. Man. Cap. 1. Num. 38. Itaque omninò sentiendum est in proposito, Christum per institutionem clavium voluisse infirmita [...]i hominum it a subvenire; ut cum ij alio qui non possent remissionem peccatorum, nisi per veram contritionem, quae difficillimè babetur, obtinere; alium praetereà haberent modum, quo etiam absque ciusmodi contritione divinam gratiam certò consequerentur solâ attritione, beneficio potestatis clavium in usu Sacramenti. Greg. de Valent. Disp. 7. q. 8. de Contritione, punct. 3. Art. Atque haec nimirùm] & alij passim. Some later Schoolemen labour in vaine, to make this Point appeare not so extremely absurd, by mincing, nay, by beating into powder (& confusum est quicquid in p [...]lverem sectum est) this poore word Attritio, utterly unknowne to Scriptures and ancient Fathers, as their owne Man, [...]lius, confesseth [ Attritionis nomen Scripturae & Patribus incognitum, [...] Scholae Doctoribus distinctionis & doct [...]inae causà excogitatu, &c.] by vexi [...]g, and violent distinctions, of which it is utterly uncapeable: and then lose themselves in the mists of them. Es [...]tus is glad to distingvish so long, untill he flatly make Attrition, Contriton, [Caeterùm postremi generis attritio vera Contritio est. In 4. dist. 16. § 9.] which, how ridiculous and absurd it is, every Childe may judge. And how will hee an [...]wer Aquinas his argument to the contrary? which runs thus: Quorum principia sunt diversa omnin [...], corum unum non potest fiert id quod est alterum: sed Attritionis principium est timor servilis; cont [...]itioni [...] autem timor silialis; ergo Attritio non potest fieri Contritio Suppl. 3. p. q. 1. Art. 3. ex attrito, by the power of the priestly absolution, [Page 452] is made Attritio virtute clavium fit Contritio. Romani Correctores Gloss. Gratiani de poenit. Dist. [...]. in princ. Attritus virtute Sacramenti fit contritus. Navar. Man. Cap. 1. Num. 38. Itaque omninò sentiendum est in proposito, Christum per institutionem clavium voluisse infirmita [...]i hominum it a subvenire; ut cum ij alio qui non possent remissionem peccatorum, nisi per veram contritionem, quae difficillimè babetur, obtinere; alium praetereà haberent modum, quo etiam absque ciusmodi contritione divinam gratiam certò consequerentur solâ attritione, beneficio potestatis clavium in usu Sacramenti. Greg. de Valent. Disp. 7. q. 8. de Contritione, punct. 3. Art. Atque haec nimirùm] & alij passim. Some later Schoolemen labour in vaine, to make this Point appeare not so extremely absurd, by mincing, nay, by beating into powder ( & confusum est quicquid in p [...]lverem sectum est) this poore word Attritio, utterly unknowne to Scriptures and ancient Fathers, as their owne Man, [...]lius, confesseth [ Attritionis nomen Scripturae & Patribus incognitum, [...] Scholae Doctoribus distinctionis & doctrinae causà excogitatu, &c.] by vexi [...]g, and violent distinctions, of which it is utterly uncapeable: and then lose themselves in the mists of them. Es [...]tus is glad to distingvish so long, untill he flatly make Attrition, Contriton, [Caeterùm postremi generis attritio vera Contritio est. In 4. dist. 16. § 9.] which, how ridiculous and absurd it is, every Childe may judge. And how will hee an [...]wer Aquinas his argument to the contrary? which runs thus: Quorum principia sunt diversa omnin [...], corum unum non potest fiert id quod est alterum: sed Attritionis principium est timor servilis; cont [...]itionis autem timor silialis; ergo Attritio non potest fieri Contritio Suppl. 3. p. q. 1. Art. 3. contritus; and that ex opere operato, as Valent. affirmes. Which upon the matter is thus much: That having but only Attrition, Legall repentance, that fruitlesse sorrow, which may be found in a Matth. 27.3. Iudas, a Latomus; and which a reprobate may carry with him to hell, is, by the vertue of their sained Sacrament, by the Sacr [...]mentall act of Ab [...]olution, as they call it, made truly, and savingly Contrite, & put into a state of justification. Heare it in the words of that great & famous light of In his answer to the Iesuites chalenge, pag. 145. and 150. Ireland; and for ever abhorre all such Popish impostures: When the Priest with his power of forgiving sins, interposeth himselfe in the businesse, they tell us, that Attrition, by vertue of the Keyes, is made Contrition: that is to say, that a sorrow arising from a servile feare of punishment, and such a fruitlesse repentance, as the reprobate may carry with them to hell; by Receptissimum est aliorum omnium Theologorum axionia, quòd Sacramentum suppleat ex opere operato defectum Contritionis. Disput. 7. q. 8. De Contritione Punct. 3. vertue of the Priests absolution, is made so fruitful, that it shall serve the tur [...] for obtaining forgivenesse of sinnes; as if it had been that 2. Cor. 7.10. godly sorrow, which worketh repentance to salvation, not to bee repented of. By which spirituall cousenage, many poore soules are most miserably deluded, while they perswade themselves, that upon the receit of the Priests acquittance, upon this carnall sorrow of theirs, all skores are cleered untill that day; and then beginning upon a new reckoning, they sinne and confesse, confesse and sinne a fresh, and tread this round so long, till they put off all thought of saving repentance; and so the blind following the blind, both at last follow into the pit. Or thus a little after:
It hath been alwayes observed for a speciall difference, betwixt good and bad men, that the one Odèrunt pec [...]are bon [...] virtutis a more. Ho [...]. Lib. 1. Epist. 16. hated sinne for the love of vertue, the other only for the feare of punishment. [Page 453] The like difference doe our Adversaries make betwixt Contrition, and Fatemur enim perfectum odium peccati esse illud, quod ex amore Dei iustitiaeque procedit; & ideò dolorem sive odium ex timore poenae conceptum non Contritionem sed Attritionem nominamus. Bellarm. lib. 2. de Poenit. cap. 8. Art. Respondeo, si admit teremus]. Attrition. Id. Ibid. That the hatred of sin in the one, proceedeth from the love of God; and of righteousnesse in the other, from the feare of punishment. And yet teach for all this, that Attrition (which they confesse, would not otherwise suffice to iustifie a man) being ioyned with the Priests absolution is sufficient for that purpose: Hee that was att [...]ite, being by vertue of this Absolution, made contrite, and iustified; that is to say, hee that was led only by a servile feare, and consequently was to bee ranked among disordered, and evill persons, being by this meanes put in as good a Case, for the matter of the forgivenesse of his sinnes, as hee that loveth God syncerely. For they themselves doe grant, that Argumentum rectè probat [...]os, qui timorem servilem habent, inor dinatos & malos esse, &c. Id. Ibid. Art. Respondeo, argumentum]. such as have this servile feare, from whence Attrition issueth, are to bee accounted evill, and disordered men, &c.
But leaving these blind Pharisies in the endlesse Maze of their inextricable errours, untill it please the Lord to illighten them, and by a strong hand pull them out, which I heartily desire, and will ever pray; I come to prosecute mine owne Point.
2. Secondly, If you aske mee, when trouble for sinne is saving: I would answer, when it is true. If you further demand, when it is true: I would say; when it drives Thee utterly out of thy Selfe, and to sell all, in the sense I have said before; and brings thee with a syncere thirst, and setled resolution to Iesus Christ, to live and die with Him, as a Saviour and a Lord; and is accompanied with an universall change in Body, Soule and Spirit.
3. Thirdly, take notice of such considerations, as these:
1. God beeing a most free Agent, doth not I grant, the Lord, who is the most free Agent, takes liberty, and workes as it pleaseth Him; and there is oddes and difference for time, measure, and such things: But for the generall, alwayes the same; By humbling first, then comforting, &c. Master Rogers of Dedham, Of Faito cap. 2. pag. 67. tie Himself constantly, & unvariably, to ordinary, expected, [Page 454] set, and the same formes, measures, times, proportions of his waies, and workings upon his Children. For Hee is wise without limit, and above measure; and therfore hath many secret and glorious ends, and aimes, which, according to His good pleasure, much diversifie the meanes serviceable and subordinate thereunto. From whence may spring these three Conclusions:
1. Hee may, for the most part, create in the heart of the true Convert, terrours and troubles of Conscience; amazements and mourning, answerable, in some good measure, to the varietie, vanity, and villany of His former wicked waies, and lewd life. As appeares before in Manasses, the sinnefull Woman, Idolatrous Israelites, Hearers of Peter, and many in these dayes, if it were convenient to name them. For the most part, saith a great Divine, the violence of humiliation in the Calling of a sinner, is according to the continuance and greatnesse of His actuall transgressions: According to the same, is the rent in the conscience and Soule. Therefore, if there bee any, who hath been a great and grievous sinner; and hath not with violence been pulled from his sinne, Hee may doe well to suspect, and search Himselfe soundly.
2. Hee may sometimes suffer a notorious sinner [...] passe something more easily, and unterribly thorow th [...] Pangs of the New-birth. But then such a One is woont to walke more humbly before God, all His life after; for that Hee was not humbled with more remarkeablenesse of penitent remorse, and spirituall angvish in His conversion: And so extension and continuance of Godly griefe, that Hee was not more grieved, makes up as it were that desired intension, and extremity of pangs, which might justly have pained Him, in His passing from death to life. Every hearty, and sensible complaint, that the Pangs of the New-birth were not more painefull, and proportionable to the pollutions of His youth, is, as it were, and in the sense I have said, a Pang of the New-birth. Or else [Page 455] upon some occasion afterward in His Christian course, Hee may bee revisited, and vexed afresh, with more terrour and trouble of conscience, then in His first change; As in such Cases as these: first, If Hee should, which God forbid, by some volent enticement, and snaring opportunity, bee entangled againe, and re-infected with any former sensuall pleasure of His unregenerate time; or by neglect of His care, and watchfulnesse over His waies, bee suddenly surprised with some new scandalous sin. Secondly, upō the assault of some extraordinary frighting temptation, or pressing of hideous thoughts upon his melancholick imagination. Thirdly, when some heavy David, Psal. 38. beeing put in minde by His sicknesse of Gods wrath against sinne, was full sorely afflicted in Soule: So that Hee cries; There is no soundnesse in my flesh, because of thine anger: neither is there any rest in my bones, because of my sinne. For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as an heavy burden, they are too heavy for mee.—I am troubled, I am bowed downe greatly; I goe mourning all the day long. —I am seeble, and sore broken; I have roared by reason of the disquietnesse of my heart.—My sorrow is continually before mee. crosse, or sicknesse, after many prosperous daies, shall seize upon Him, which may lye sore, and long. Fourthly, upon His Bed of death; especially, if Hee fall upon it immediately after some relapse, backsliding, or new wound of Conscience. There is a kinde of naturall power, besides Gods speciall hand, in sicknesse, sorrow, darknesse, melancholy, the night, extraordinary crosses, the Bed of death, to represent the true number, and hainousnesse of sinnes with greater horror, and more unto the life: Whereas prosperity, health, and daies of peace, doe rather delude the eyes of the conscience; and like false and flattering glasses, make those foule Fiends seeme fairer then they are indeede. And therefore the christian, especially, that I speake of, beeing outwardly distressed, cast upon His Bed of death, or any waies extraordinarily visited by Gods hand, seeing his sinnes upon the sudden marshalled, and marching against Him; moe in number, and more fiercely then heretofore, may for the while bee surprised and exercised with unexpected terrour; untill, by meditation upon Gods former speciall mercy unto Him, in spirituall things; upon the markes and effects of His Change; upon the uprightnesse of His heart towards God in the daies of health; upon those testimonies, and assurances, which His Christiā friends can give Him, of [Page 456] His beeing in a gracious state; with such like holy helpes; And so in cold blood, and above all, resolving to sack so, ever fast to the Lord Iesus, tho He kill Him; Hee bee raised againe from such dejections of spirit, to the [...]oonte [...] confidence, and comfort of His interest in Christ, and salvation of His Soule.
Here by the way, let none think it strange, that even the dearest servants of Christ may bee But how may this re [...]si [...]ation, with as great, if not greater [...] than at first tur [...]ing unto God, [...] which [...] Rom. 8.15. [...] received the [...] it of Bo [...]dage againe to [...]ar [...], which seemes to i [...] port thus much; that Gods Child [...] recei [...]e [...] the spirit of bondage no more, after Hee hath once received the spirit of adoption; revealing, and evidencing [...]nto Him, that Hee is a Sonne and that God is His Father? In answer: The same Spirit produceth these contrary effects: By the [...], feare, and terrour; By the Gospell, peace, and prayer. [ [...]acit du [...]s spiritus [...] & adoptionis, & his contraria tribuit effecta, ùon quò. t [...]t [...] Spirits [...] [...]quod [...]ias [...]em spiritus diversa & contraria sint effecta, per Legem & per Evangelium. [...]er Lege [...] [...] Spiritus sanitus arguit mundum de pecca [...]o, de i [...]â▪ Dei, & maledi [...]oce ater [...] &c. Par. in [...]oc] Now at the first taking a Man in hand to turne Him unto the [...] the spirit of bondage by the worke of the Law, doth testif [...]e unto the Soule, that it is in a wretched, and lamnable state, bound over in the guilt of it's owne sinne, and God [...] [...]ry wrath to d [...]th and Hell, and damnation for ever; that so it may bee driven to Iesus Christ for release and pardon. But after the plantation of Faith, and presence of the [...] [...] never testifies so againe; because it would be an untruth. It may afterward work [...] an apprehension, that God is angry; but not, that He is not a Father. The hiding of Gods face, which may often befall His Childe; the darknesse of our owne spirits [...], which may revive all the old guilt againe, and the Divels cruell pressing [...] [...]pon such advantages, raise these hideous mists of horror I have in hand [...] after-tempests, which are so terrible. Of which, our Onely-wise, and All-power [...] makes excellent use, both for our selves and others, and attaines thereby His owne most glorious, secret, and sacred end; as appeares in the following Passage. re-visited with more horrour of conscience afterward, then at their first turning on Gods side. As appeares in Iob, Ezechiah, David, in Mi [...]. Brettergh, M r. Peacock, &c. See before, pag. 84. l 21. & 31. Besides the proposed Cases; this revisitation may befall them also. Fifthly, For their owne triall. This was the [...] est [...]word di [...]re [...], qui pat [...]batur, non ut puniretur, sed ut [...]robaretur. August. Tom. 9. p. 1. pag. 1487. end, as it may seeme, why Iob was set up as a marke, for the envenomed Arrowes of the Almighty to aime at, and whole armies of terrours to fight against. Hee approoved Himselfe to be steele to the backe, as they say, by that victorious ejaculation. Cap. 13.15. Though He slay mee, yet will I trust in Him. Whereby God was mightily honoured, Satan utterly [Page 457] confounded, that controversie, whether Iob feared God for nought, or no? gloriously ended on Gods side. Sixthly, That they may grow into greater conformity with their blessed Saviour in spirituall sufferings. Seventhly, That tasting againe sometimes the bitternesse of divine wrath for sinne, they may bee the more frighted, and flee further from it. Eighthly, That thereby the incomprehensible love of Christ toward them, may sinke deeplier into their hearts; who for their sakes, and salvation, drunke deepe and large; and the very dregs of that Cup; the least drop whereof, is to them so bitter and intolerable. Ninthly, That by sometimes, sense of the contrary, their joy in the favour and light of Gods countenance may bee more joyful; Their spirituall peace more pleasant, the pleasure of grace more pretious, the comforts of godlinesse more comfortable, &c. Tenthly, For admonition to others: To draw duller and drouzy Christians to more strictnesse, watchfulnesse and Zeale; by observing the spirituall troubles and terrours of those, who are far more holy and righteous then themselves. To intimate unto Formall Professours, that all is certainely naught with them, who ordinarily are meere strangers to all afflictions of Soule, and sorrow for sinne. Eleventhly, For terrour to many, who going on securely in their sensuall courses, are woont to cry downe all they can, the power of preaching, by crying to their companions thus, or in the like manner: Well for all this, wee hope, Hell is not so hot, nor sinne so heavy, nor the Divell so blacke, nor God so unmercifull, as these precise Preachers would make them, &c. How may such as these bee affrighted, and terrified upon this occasion, with pondering upon that terrible Place, 1. Pet. 4.17.18. If iudgement begin at the house of God, what shall the end bee of them, that obey not the Gospell of God? And if the righteous scarcely bee save [...]; If Gods Children have their consciences scorched, as it were, with the flames of Hell; where shall the ungodly [Page 458] and the sinner appeare? But even in the bottome of that fiery Lake, and amidst the unquenchable rage of those endlesse flames. Twelfthly, For the just hardening of such as hate to bee reformed, and are desperately resolved against the saving precisenesse of the Saints. It may bee in this manner: A godly Man hath lived long, amongst Rebels, thornes and Scorpions, scorners, railers, Persecutours; who, altho Hee hath shined all the while as a Light, in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation; yet they were ever so farre, from beeing heated with love of heavenly things, by His holy life; or wonne unto good by His gracious example: that like so many Bats and Owles, impatient of all spirituall light, they did either flie from it, as farre as they could in affection, practise, if not in Habitation; Or fell upon it fiercely with their envenomed Clawes of spite and cruelty, to extingvish quite, if it were possible, such blessed beames of saving Light; and to darken with Hellish mists of ignorance, and ill life, the Place where they live. They wilfully blinded themselves with a pestilent conceit; That His sincerity was nothing but Hypocrisie; His holinesse, onely humour; His forwardnesse Phantasticallnesse; His sanctification, singularity. And thereupon resolved, and boisterously combind against Him, with all their policy, purses, and possibilities; like those ungodly Ones, Wisd. 2. Let us lie in waite for the righteous: because Hee is not for our turne, and Hee is cleane contrary to our doings; He upbraideth us with our offending the Law, and obiecteth to our infamy, the transgressings of our education, &c. I say, now God may suffer such a Man upon His Deaths-bed, to fall into some more extraordinary, and markable discomfort, and distresse of Conscience: Of which those gracelesse wretches taking greedy notice, may thereby bee desperately obstinated, and hardned in their lewd and carnall courses. For seeing Gods hand upon Him in that fearefull manner, and wanting the spirit of discerning, [Page 459] they doe conclude most peremptorily, that for all His great shewes, Hee was most certainely but a Counterfeite. And so themselves become, upon that occasion, many times more, most implacable enemies to grace, and all good men; They are stronglier lockt up in the armes of the Divell, faster nailed to formality, or good-fellowship; and which is the perfection of their madnesse and misery, blesse themselves in their hearts, saying merrily to their Brethren in iniquity: You see now what these men are, which make themselves so holy, and are so hot in religion: These are the Fellowes, which pretend to bee so scrupulous and precise: and of that singular streine of sanctity, that they thinke none shall be saved but themselves, &c. You see in this Man the desperate ends of such hypocriticall Puritans.
Thus the glory of Gods justice is justly magnified, by letting them grow starke blind, who wilfully shut their eyes against the Light of grace; by giving them over to a reprobate minde, who so maliciously hated to bee reformed; And so too often, they walke on for ever after, with confidence, and hardnesse of heart, which cannot repent, in a perpetuall prejudice against purity, and the power of godlinesse; unto the Pit of Hell. Whereas by the mercy of God, and inviolable constancy of His Covenant, that blessed Man, by these terrours, and afflictions of Conscience, besides glorifying God in hardening others, is, as it were, the more thorowly fitted and refined, for that glory, which is presently to bee revealed.
3. Greatest humiliations doe not ever argue, and import the greatest Sinners. For sinnes 1. Prima & generalior causa afflictionum sunt peccata vel nostra, vel aliena. 2. Altera, ut exerceamur, probemur; & ne peccemus cauti reddamur, 3. Tertia ut declaretur in nobis gloria potentiae ac bonitatic Dei. Musc. in Ioan. cap. 9. Docet Christus ut maximè omnes homines peceatores sint: non tamen omnes afflictiones propter peccatorum merita contingere. Nam Deus habet in homines, quos affligit, diversos respectus: alterum impeccata, alterum in suam gloriam.—Si gloriam suam respiciat affligit, non propter peccatum, sed ad gloriam manifestandam. Sic afflixit Iosephum, Israelitas in Aegypto, &c. Brentius Ibid. are not alwayes [Page 460] the cause of our afflictions, particularly and directly; But some times, some other Motives. Abraham was put unto that heavy Taske, of taking away His owne onely deare sonnes life, principally for the triall of His Faith: Iob was visited with such a matchlesse variety, and extremity of afflictions, upon purpose to end that controversie betweene God and Satan; whether Hee feared God for nought, or no? Gods heavy hand was sometimes upon David, specially, for the manifestation of His innocency: See Psal. 17.3. Nay our blessed Saviour, infinitely free from sinne, was notwithstanding tempted and tried by Satan and the world; that His heavenly vertues, & divine excellencies might appeare, and bee made more illustrious. And Himselfe tells us, Ioh. 9.3. that the blinde man was so borne; neither for His owne sinne, nor for the sinne of His Parents; But that the workes of God should bee made manifest in Him.
For the particular I have in hand: To prevent some sinne, into which Hee sees His Childe inclinable, and like to fall; by reason of some violent occasion, naturall propension, strong temptation, industrious malice of the Divell to disgrace Him, and His Profession scandalously, &c. God in great mercy, may give Him a taste, nay, a deepe draught of the unexpressable terrours of a troubled minde Now whether a Mā, after Hee is in state of grace, may feele this wound bleed afresh, is a question with some, through their weakenesse; Tho if we consult with Scripture and experience, the question is out of question, Loe, all these things (saith Elihu truly) worketh God oftentimes with a Man, that Hee may turne backe His Soule from the Pit. Examples are frequent, &c. Sclater in h [...] S.S.S. againe; that thereby, Hee may bee taught betime, to take more heede, walke more warily, and stand upon His guard with extraordinary watchfulnes, against the very first assault, and least insinuation of sinne. There is preventing Physicke for preservation of health, as well as that, when the disease is dangerously upon us, for recovery. There was given unto Paul a Thorne in the flesh, &c. 1. Cor. 2.12. If wee will take the interpretation of some learned Divines, A wound in the spirit, the sting of Conscience, pressing Him downe to the nethermost Hell in His sense, that was erst taken up to the highest Heaven; upon purpose, lest Hee should swell with spirituall pride, bee puft up, and exalted aboue measure, [Page 461] with the abundance of revelations. If wee well weigh the admirable story, of that gracious and holy servant of Christ, Mistris Bret [...]ergh; wee may probably conceive, that a principall end, why those most grievous spirituall afflictions of Soule, upon Her last Bed, were laide upon Her, was in Gods just judgement, to blind yet more those bloody Papists about Her; and because they wilfully shut their eies against that glorious Light of true religion, which shee so blessedly, and fruitfully exprest in her godly life; to let them thereby sincke yet deepelier into strong delusion; that they might sticke still more stiffely to Popish lies: According to that Prophecy of the Antichristians; a Thess. 2.10.11.12. Because they received not the love of the truth, that they might bee saved: For this cause, God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie: That they all might bee damned, who believed not the truth, &c. Which wee see at this day verified, with a witnesse, in Popish Doctours, even their greatest Schollers; as Bellarmine, and other Polemicall Writers. And therefore, let us never marvaile, that tho they bee loaden with much learning; yet that they should lie [...]gregiously▪ and defend with infinite obstinacy, and clamour, the Doctrine of Divels, that accursed Hydra of Heresies, in their voluminous Dunghils. Now Gods judgement in hardning them hereby, as I have said, was the more iust; because they were so farre from beeing wrought upon, and wonne by Her heavenly conversation; that they were extraordinarily enraged against Her goodnesse and Profession of the Gospell. As appeares, in that, besides their continuall rayling, and roaring against Her, as an eminent Light, like so many furious Bedlams; they barbarously wreckt their malice and spite, upon the dumbe, and innocent creatures, It is not unknowne in Lancashire, what Horses, and Cattell of her Husbands were killed upon His grounds▪ in the night most barbarously, at two severall times, by Seminary Priests (no question) and Recusants, that lurked there abouts And what a losse and hindrance it was unto Him, being all the stocke He had on His grounds, to any purpose. In the story of the holy life and Christian death of Mistris Katherin Brette [...]gh, pag. 6. by killing, at two [Page 462] severall times, Her Husbands Horses and Cattell in the night.
That her fiery Triall, thorow which shee passed, as purest gold, into Abrahams bosome, did thus harden them, is manifest by the Event. For, as the reverent Pen-man of that story reports; Ibid. in Mast. Leyghs Postscript to Papists. Those of the Romish faction bragged, as though an Oracle had come from Heaven, to proove them Catholicks, and us Hereticks. Prodigious folly! Damnable delusion!
It is so then, that God in His inflicting of afflictions, doth not ever Et sipeccatum in quibuscunque calamitatibus causae locum semper habeat, nempe efficientis & originalis: tamen non semper peccati poena finis est is, quem intuetur Deus. &c. aime at sinne, as at the principall end. And yet doe not mistake: Tho Hee punishes sometimes, and not for sinne; yet never without sinne; either inherent, or imputed. There is ever matter enough in our sinnefull Soules, and Bodies, and lives, to afflict us infinitely. The best of us brought with us into this world, that corruption, Si Deus peccata respiciat, & iniquitatis merita, nullam est adeò ingens supplicium, quo non merito affligamur omnes, quotquot origin [...]m nostram ex. Adamo ducimus. Si enim Deus, iniquitatem observauerit, quis sustinebit? Psal. 130.3. Brent. In Iohan. Cap. 9. which might bring upon us all the plagues of this, and the other life: Every man hath in Himselfe, sufficient fewell for the fire of Gods wrath to worke upon still, if it pleased Him in justice to set it on flame. As in the present Point of spirituall terrours, and troubles of minde; if God should out of His just and causefull indignation, put the full sting but into the least sinne; it were able to put a man into the very mouth of Hell. (But I speake of Gods more ordinary wayes, and dealings with the Sonnes of men) And so I say, God may sometimes, for some hidden, and holy ends, seene, and seeming good to His heavenly wisedome, bring a lesse hainous sinner, thorow extraordinary horrour, out of his naturall state, into the good way.
2. Aggravation of horrour is occasioned; terrours and troubles may bee multiplyed, and enlarged in our enlargement, from the state of darkenesse, and Chaines of the Divell, by,
1. Some precedents, and preparatives, which God sometimes in His unsearchable wisedome doth immediately [Page 463] premise; or suffer to fall out. As,
1. Some heavy crosse, and grievous affliction; to make the power of the Law more passable, and fall more heavily upon our stubborne, and stony hearts. This wee see in Manasses, who was, as it were, fired out of His bloody, and abomiable courses, by the heavinesse, and horrour of His chaines; And so was humbled greatly before the God of His Fathers. 2. Chron. 33.11. Gods extraordinary angry visitations, make men many times cry with troubled, and grieved hearts; Come, Let us turne unto the Lord; Hee hath wounded us. &c.
a. Strange terrours sometimes arising from externall Accidents; yea, hidden naturall causes; uncouth visions, and apparitions, full of amazement and feare; Bodily distempers; horrible injections, hideous thoughts, &c. Whereby they are mightily affrighted before hand, and prepared to passe thorow the Pangs of the New-birth more terribly.
3. Some hainous and crying sinne, which He suffers some to fall into, and immediately upon it awakes the Conscience. That Almighty Physition, who is able to bring health out of poison; death out of life; Light out of darkenesse; Heaven out of Hell; may by accident, as they say, prepare One to conversion, by giving Him over to the height of some One, or moe abhorred abominations, and crimson sinnes: As wee may see in Peters Hearers, Act. 2. Paul, Manasses, the sinnefull Woman, Publicans and Harlots; left to the killing of Christ, spilling the blood of the Saints, those horrible out-rages, extreme filth, extorsions, pollutions. Physitions, by ripening diseases, make way to heale them; For sicke matter is never more easily removed, then when it exceedeth in ripenesse, and quantity.
4. Lying long in ignorance, sensuality, & dissolute life; without profitable, and powerfull meanes. In this Case upon the first awaking, and affrighting the Conscience [Page 464] for sinne, it may bee exposed to many terrible perplexities, and longer continued terrours. For the light of Naturall Conscience, bred with them in their owne bosomes, may in the meane time serve to enrage, and torture; as wee see in many guilty Heathens: but there is no naturall light, to leade us to Christ, and Evangelicall comforts. The commandements have ground in nature; but the mysterie of the Gospell is wholly supernaturall. Wee finde it by manifold experience, what an hard, and heavy Taske it is, to undertake a poore ignorant Soule, troubled in minde. The Cure is many times very difficult, dangerous, and long. The darkenesse of their ignorance, beeing now distressed in Conscience, is very fit, and fearefull matter, for Satan to worke in hideously; and to play his pestilent prankes of most grosse impostures, and much Hellish cruelty. His malicious maine Plot against such, ordinarily is, and His utmost endeavour; to drive them to Selfe-destruction, if it bee possible, before they get understanding in the waies of God; of wee can get any competent light, and comfort into their consciences.
2. Some concurrent circumstances: As,
1. The melancholike, and sad constitution of the Party. That humour doth naturally give extraordinary entertainement, and edge to terrours and sorrowes.
2. The crabbednesse, and crookednesse of His naturall disposition, which must be tamed, and taken downe with more adoe; with much violence, and renting. An hard and knotty Block, must have an hard wedge. An angry word, or frowne, will worke more with some dispositions; then many sore blowes upon a crosse, and sturdy spirit. God is here woont sweetly, and wisely to apply Himself to the severall natures, conditions, and dispositions of His Children.
3. Height of Place, and Happinesse to have for this life, [...]hat heart can wish. Whereby it comes to passe, that men are so deepely drowned in sensuality Epicurisme, [Page 465] and earthly mindednesse; that for a thorow Change, they have need many times to be taken down thorowly with a deepe sense of legall terrours.
4. Excellency of naturall, or acquired Parts, and endowments; as wit, learning, courage, wisedome, &c. wretchedly abused, and long mis-imploied, upon wrong and wicked Objects. Much adoe, many times, and a great measure of humiliation, will hardly fright such vaine over-valewers of themselves, and Idolizers of their owne sufficiencies, from their admired follies. And here also Satan interposeth most furiously, and hinders this happy worke all Hee can possibly. For Hee well knowes, That, if such noble, and worthy Parts should bee sanctified to the Owners, and turned the right way; His Kingdome would fare the worse, and Hee should bee a great looser. Suppose, a Christian Prince should with his Army breake into the Turkes dominion: Would not the Turkes fortifie those Castles best, out of which beeing wonne, the enemy might doe Him most harme? So whom the Divell seeth to bee the likeliest Instruments for the overthrow of his kingdom, if once they become Temples of the Holy Ghost; those Hee is lothest to loose, and labours mightily [...]o keepe in His slavery still. And therefore He opposes with all His power, and policy; raysing as many tempests of terrour, as Hee is able; that Hee might either drive them backe in their Passage to the holy Path, or swallow them up into the abhorred gulphe of despaire, by the way.
5. A more searching, and piercing Ministry; which is ordinarily woont to awake the conscience with more terrour; to irradiate, and fill it with more universall, and clearer light, to quicken it with more apprehension; and so proportionably, to affect and afflict it with a more feeling, and fearefull sense of Gods most just, and holy wrath against sinne. Whereupon they become excellent, and everlasting Christians.
6. Byting it in, as they say, and not opening the [Page 466] wound of Conscience betime to some skillfull Soule-Physition, may bee an unhappy meanes, much to enlarge, both the continuance, and extremity of a Mans spirituall trouble. Shame, bashfulnesse, pretence of want of opportunity, hope to get thorow by Himselfe, &c. are ordinary keies to lock up his tongue at such a time. But sure I am, Satan hath a chiefe stroke, and principall part to perswade concealement. For alas! Hee winnes by it wofully: All the while Hee plies with great advantage, and much subtilty, his hideous temptations to Selfe-killing; despaire of mercy, returning againe to folly, &c. And it is to bee feared, which is a most grievous thing; that sometimes, by this cruell silence, Hee conquers, & casts some poore soules, upon the bloody, and most abhorred villany of Selfe-perishing. Let such an One then be ever sure most resolutely, to break thorow the Divels accursed snare in this kinde; and to powre out His Soule-secrets betime, into some faith full holy bosome. I have heard many, after they have escaped tell what strange tricks, and variety of devises Hee practised, to discourage, divert, and dis-able them to discover their mindes, as they purposed; even when they were come, with much adoe, into the presence of the spirituall Physition.
3. The ends to which God prepares, and fits some by their sore travaile, in the New-birth, and longer langvishing under His visiting hand in this kinde. God may purpose sometimes in such cases:
1. To Gods Children are bruised Reeds bef [...]re their conversion, and often times after: Before Conversion, all, (except such as being bred up in the Church, God hath delighted to shew himselfe gracious unto, from their Child hood) yet in different degrees, as God seeth meet; and as a difference is, in regard of temper, parts, manner of life: so Gods intendment of imployment for the time to come: For usually hee empties such of themselves, and makes them nothing, before Hee will use them in any great services. Doctor Sibbes, Bruised Reed, pag. 10. imploy them, as Christs most resolute, and undanted Champions, in more worthy services. In managing whereof, remembrance of their having beene once, as it were, in the mouth of Hell, and scorched [Page 467] with flames of terrour, serves as a continuall spurre, and incentive unto them, to doe nobly, and to supply them, from time to time, with mightinesse of courage, height of resolution, and eminency of Zeale, in those glorious waies. As wee may see in those renowned pillars of the Church, Austin, Luther, &c. The higher and greater the building is, the deeper must the foundation be laid in the earth.
2. To make them afterwards of excellent use, and speciall dexterity, out of their former experience, to speake unto the hearts of their Brethren, ready to sinke into the same gulphe of horrour, and danger of despaire; out of which, the good hand of Gods gracious providence, hath by such, and such meanes, so mercifulLy pulled, and preserved them. The same keyes, which dip open the locks, and loose the fetters, which Satan hung upon their heavy hearts; may happily undoe those also, which Hee hath fastned upon the Soules of others.
3. To render them to the Church, as remarkeable Precedents, and Mirrours of mortification, Selfe-denial, heavenly mindednesse, and holy walking with God; for others to looke upon, and imitate. Mindfulnesse of their former wrastling with the wrath of God, despaire, and the horrours of Hell; makes them for ever after, more mindlesse of earthly things, weaned from the world, startling at every appearance of evill, greedy of godlinesse, conversing in Heaven, excellent Christians indeede. Master Iohn Glover, after five yeeres horrible afflictions of Soule, was framed thereby, saith Master Foxe, to such mortification of life, as the like lightly hath not been seene; in such sort, as Hee beeing like one placed in Heaven already, and dead in this World, led a life altogether celestiall, &c. See Acts and Monuments. pag. 1885.
3. In sound contrition, and saving Repentance, let us for the present take notice,
[Page 468]Of, first, a sensible smart, and angvish of the heart. Secondly, a Quan vis resipiscentia dolorem semper secum adferat de peccatu [...]raeteritis & praesentibus; non tam proprie tamen aut [...]ssentialiter consistit in dolore, atque in aversatione, & odio peccati, & in firmo proposito hom prosequendi. Amos 5.14.15. Odio habete malum & amate bonum. Amesius Medull. Theol. lib. 1. cap. 26. Sect. 32. dislike, hatred, and aversion in the Will. Thirdly, a change of the minde, illightened, and now enabled to give stronger reasons out of Gods Booke, love of Christ, &c. against any sinne, then carnall reason, the Divell Himselfe, or the drunken eloquence of His old Good. fellow companions can suggest to the contrary. Fourthly, an universall opposition, and constant endeavour against all manner of iniquity. Fifthly, an hearty sorrow, that wee are not more sorrowfull.
Now, say I, If thou shouldest not feele in thine heart that stirring griefe, and violent renting, for those many rebellions, and horrible filth of thy naughtie heart, and former wicked life, which thou heartily desires; their hamousnesse exacts at thine hands, and many lesser sinners, then thy selfe have endured: yet if thou findest an unfained hatred, and N [...]n nocent peccata prae [...]e [...]ta, si non pla [...] c [...]t pr [...]sentia. August. De temper. Serm. 1 [...]1. cap. 10. Peccata non n [...]cent, si non placent. Ide [...]. displeasednesse in thy Will; a settled resolution in thy minde; a watchfull striving in all thy wayes, against all sinne; true It thou be truly, and unfainedly g [...]iev [...]d, for this, that thou canst not [...]ee grieved, thy humiliation shall bee accepted. Perkins, Case of Conscience, [...] cap. 5. Scit. 2. Case. Dulcat qu [...] quia peccavit, quia Deum off [...]ndit; aut sal [...]e doleat, quia [...] dole [...]cisae, [...] [...]it, ut Deo magis placeat, & homini utiliu [...] sit velle esse [...]. s [...]atire contritionem aut de [...]otionem: quta velle habere & non habere general afflictunen. [...]o [...]dis: Ita [...] dot, & trascere tibi ipsi, atque damnabilem te iudica, quò [...] non delea [...] quan [...] debeas. De Consollat Pusillan. Ad dolorem [...], pertin [...]t etiam hoc [...], qu [...]d non [...]ossumus de peccato satu doi [...]re. Remissio [...] ex magnitidine sufficientiá & merito contritionis, sed ex obedientiâ [...] s [...]tisf [...]ctione Christ [...], fide app [...]chens [...] Chemn. Exam. De Contrit. Defecius tristitiae, cut delorum appe [...] s [...]nsit [...]vo, non est certum indicium in poenitentiae, mul [...]o que minus defectus [...]. Nam cum hac virtus in volu [...]tate sit, potesi absque motu appetitus [...]. exerceri: Quod etiam saepesit, [...], 1. propter sei sus alioqui hebetudine [...]; vel, 2 propter spirituale [...] ▪ delectationem, qua [...] ex diviná contemplatione in ipso etiam dolore de peccatis quandoque bomo perci it, &c. Quin etiam salutare est, praesertim incipientibus buius [...]ti tristitiam, quantum eniti possunt, in sese excitare. griefe, because thou art not more grieved; Thou art by no meanes to cast away thy confidence, or bee discomforted therefore, as tho Thou wer't not truly converted: but onely bee advised, to take occasion thereupon, [Page 469] to walke more humbly before thy God: with syncerity & constancy, to oppose all things which may hinder; and pursue all meanes, that may further the more kindly melting of thine heart, sensible sorrow, and hearty mourning over Him, whom thou hast so cruelly pierced with thy youthfull lusts, and abominations.
4. Fourthly, lest any true-hearted Christian, lying in no sinne against Conscience, and labouring syncerely to please God in all things, should bee unnecessarily troubled and dejected with slavish feares and jealousies, lest Hee bee not truly turned unto God; because He feeles not in Himselfe, that boysterous, vehement conversion, that extremity of pangs, and horrour in the New-birth, which sometimes are to bee found in some others: Let Him ponder upon these resemblances:
1. Thou mayst have thy Bile, or Botch, opened with the Point of a Needle; whereas another Man endures the slashing of a Surgeons Lancer; yet if the corruption, and putrified matter bee let out by this easier meanes, and thy selfe thereby thorowly cured, I hope thou hast no great cause to complaine. It may bee so in the present Point.
2. Two Sonnes are punished for their offence: The One, cries, and roares, and takes on extraordinarily: The Other makes no great noise, but resolves silently with Himselfe, and in syncerity, upon a new course, as well as the former: Is not the change and reformation of them both equally welcome, and accepted of the Father, who onely aimes at, and expects their amendment?
3. Two Malefactors equally guilty of high treason; both apprehend their danger; acknowledge that they are utterly undone; hold themselves for dead Men, &c. To the One a Pardon comes, not yet cast, cōdemned, or carried to the Place of execution: To the other, ready to lay downe His head upon the Blocke: There is great difference in all likely hood of their terrours and dejections: But they have equall parts in the Pardon, and [Page 470] both their lives are saved.
4. Two Men are arrived at their wished Port: The One was tossed with many roaring tempests, and raging waves; The Other hath a reasonable calme Passage: Howsoever, they now stand both safe upon the shore, and have both escaped destruction and drowning in that great mercilesse devouring Gulfe.
Those who are so happy, as by the be [...]esit of r [...]ligious Parents, a g [...]ly family, good ed [...]cation under powerfull meanes, have never entred upon any noto [...]ousnesse, but by Gods blessing upon those meanes have suckt-in grace in their younger yeeres, as is said of Timothy; And such also, as after a prophane course have been turned unto God, somewhat more easily, then ordinary; And so both complaine of the want of that testimony of terrible Pangs in their conversiō, which they heare others take of; yet I say, beeing now upright hearted, and in the holy Path: they may take comfort by comparing themselves with, and casting their eyes upon a world of unregenerate people about them; from which by the mercies of God, they differ as farre, as living Men from a number of rotten dead Carions, and so may assure themselves of soundnesse.5. Suppose a Man dead for some dayes, and then reviv'd; Hee perceives His Change with a Witnesse: An Other is not so, but Himselfe onely alive, walkes amongst a multitude of dead men; Hee also may clearely enough see the difference, and both acknowledge, and praise God for His life.
Yet for conclusion; let all those who have passed thorow the Pangs of the New-birth, not so terribly, but more tolerably, especially, having been formerly notorious; take counsell, and bee advised, to ply more carefully, the great and gracious worke of humiliation still, to humble themselves in the sight of the Lord, yet more and more unto their dying day. Altus est Deus, humilit est Christianus. Si vuli ut altus: Deus [...] tur illi, [...]le humilis sit. Magna mys [...]eria fratres, Deus super omnia est: Erigis te, [...] uanillum ta [...]gis: ilu [...]ilias te, & ipse ad te descendit. August in Psal. 34. The humblest Christians are ever highest in favour, and neerest in familiarity with Almighty God. They are, as it were, His second royall Throne, wherein Hee sweetly dwells and delights. See Isai. 57.15. and 66.1▪ 2. Psal. 34.18. and 51.17. And they are also of the most sweet, amiable, and in-offensive carriage amongst the people of God. Heare that excellent Daniel Dyke, In His Treatise of Repentance, cap. 5. Artist in the spirituall Anatomy of Mans deceitfull heart: Humiliation is the procurer of all other graces. 1. Pet. 5.5. God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. — And it is the preserver of grace procured. And therefore compared to a strong [Page 471] foundation, upholding the building against the force of winde and weather. Onely those streames of grace hold out, that flow out of the troubled Fountaine of a bruised spirit. An humbled Professour quickly starts backe, even as a broken Egge, or Ches-nut leapes out of the fire. Grace is no where safe, but in a sound and honest heart. Now, Non est cor integrum, nisi sit scissum. onely the humble heart is the honest heart. Onely a rent and broken heart, is a whole and sound heart. The drosse cannot bee purged out of the gold, but by melting. Crooked things cannot bee straightned, but by wringing. Now humiliation is that which wrings, and melts us; and makes us of drossy, pure; of crooked, straight and upright; and so, sound, durable, and persevering Christians.
And let them consider and examine, whether neglect of this holy endeavour, I now exhort them to, may not bring upon them much spirituall misery: Whether they may not therefore, bee the rather exposed; First, To many irksome intrusions of very vexing doubts and feares; and something slavish questionings of the truth, and soundnesse of their conversion all their life long. Secondly, To much deadnesse of affection and listlesnesse; many dampes and distempers in the performance of holy duties, use of the Ordinances, and religious exercises. Thirdly, To greater variety of Crosses, and a heavier hand upon their outward states; purposely to bring the eye of their Conscience to looke backe more heavily, and with heartier remorse upon the loathsomnesse and filth of their youthfull folly. Fourthly, To more easinesse of re-entry and surprise, by the assaults, and insinuation of old sinnes in their un-regenerate time, especially that of the bosome; which is an horrible Thing. For the lesse sinnes are sorrowed for, the sooner doe they re-insnare us with their sensuall delight, and re-pollute with renewed Acts. Fifthly, To the entertainement at least, for a time of uncomfortable and scandalous giddinesse, and some Phantasticall Tenents [Page 472] of new and naughty opinions; which many times fearefully infect our chiefest Citty; and some proud companions, and ignorant Lozels there, and els-where, are ever ready to lay hold upon: whom you may ordinarily discerne by their Luciferian pride, and lewd Tongues, to the great hurt, and hinderance of the power of godlinesse, holy obedience to the blessed Law of God, and humble walking with Him; if any will be so miserable and mad, as to listen to such petty and paltry trash, idle and cheating dreames, contrary to the doctrine which they have learned, or should have learned; (for these fellowes were never well catechised); if Professours will bee Children still, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every winde of doctrine, by the sleight of Men, and cunning craftinesse, whereby they lie in waite to deceive: which God forbid. For if it bee possible, that any true heart bee entangled, I hope Hee will quickly in cold blood, dis-insnare Himselfe. As these Tare-sowers themselves are ordinarily very superficiall in Ministeriall abilities; so, for the most part, their disciples are onely the foolish Virgins, and unsound Professours of the Places, thorow which they passe. Sixthly, To danger of some future grievous desertion, extraordinary temptations, or re-visitation with farre greater terrours then they tasted, at their first turning into the wayes of God, &c.
4. In a fourth Place, I come to spirituall desertion, which puts the Christian, for the present, into a most Tretatio desertionis est omnium gravi [...]sima: & diet solet s [...]pensio gratiae, agon conscientiae, auxietas infernalis. Alst. Theolog. Cal. Cap. 9. [...] cr [...]ciatuum insernali [...]m. dark and dis-cōfortable condition. I meane, when the most wise God, for some holy ends seeming good unto Himself, retires for a time; & with-holds from the heart of his Childe, the light of His countenance, the beames of His favour, and sense of His love: Whereupon tho the roote of spirituall life, the Habite of Faith, and fundamentall power of salvation, and eternall safty, remaine still, and sure in His Soule; never to bee shaken, or prevailed against, no, not by the very gates of Hell, [Page 473] or concurrent forces, and fury of all the powers of darknesse; yet for the time, Hee findes and feeles in Himselfe, a fearefull deprivation, and dis-continuance of the feeling, and fruition of Gods pleased face; exercise of Faith; pardon of sinne; inward peace; joy in the holy Ghost; cheerefulnesse in wel-doing, and godly duties; confidence in praier; assurance of beeing in a saving state, &c. So that Hee may judge But how is it possible, that Hee should entertaine any such conceit; sith He knows in His owne conscience, that Hee hath formerly made conscience of all sinne to avoide them; and laboured to please God in all things; infalliable Notes of a New Man? Answ. In height, and heate of temptation, Hee may thinke, that all the good Hee did, was in pride and Hyprocrisie: So did M. P. and that Hee forbore sinne, onely for slavish feare: So did G. W. And yet the darkenesse of His horrour and errour disperst, Hee comes againe to Himselfe, and sees clearely, that tho with much weakenesse, yet Hee did both the one and the other in syncerity: as did both these blessed Saints of God afterward. Himselfe, to have been formerly an Hypocrite; and for the present, can very hardly, or not at all, difference and distinguish His wofull condition, from that of a Cast-away. This secret and wonderfull work of spirituall desertion, doth God much exercise and practise upon His Children, in many Cases, for many See an heape of them coucht together in Austin: Sed ne ti [...]eas, O sponsa, ne desperes, ne existimes te contemni, si paulisper tibi subtrahit sponsus faciem suam. Omnia ista conperantur tibi in bonum, & de accessu, & recessu lucrum acquiris, tibi venit, tibi & recedit. Venit ad consolationem, recedit ad cautelam, ne magnitudo consolationis extollat te, ne si semper apud te sit sponsus, incipias contemnere sodales, & hanc continuam visitationem non iam gratiae attribuas, sed naturae. Hanc autem gratiam cui vult, & quando vult sponsus attribuit, non iure haereditario possidetur. Vulgare proverbium est, quòd nimia familiaritas parit contemptū Recedit ergò ne fortè nimis assiduus contēnatur, & absens magis desideretur, desideratus avidiùs quaeratur; diù qua situs tandē gratiùs inveniatur. Praetereà quae est praesens vita? Quae respectu futurae gloriae, quae revelabitur in nobis, aenigmatica est, qua [...] nunc ex parte cognoscimus. Nam hic civiintem manentem non habemus, sed inquirimus futuram. Ne ergò exilium deputemus propatriâ, arram pro pretij summâ; venit sponsus, et recedit vicissim, nunc consolationem afferens, nunc universum statum nostrum in infirmitatem commutans. Pau [...]sper nos permittit gustare, quàm suavis est, & antequam plenè sentiamus, se subtrabit; & ita quasi alis expassis supra nos volitans, provocat nos ad volandum: quasi dicat, Ecce parùm gustâstis, sum dulcis: sed si vult is plenè saturari hâc dulcedine, currite post me in odorem ungventorum meorum, habentes sursùm corda, ubi ego sum in dextrâ Dei patris, ubi videbitis me, non per speculum in aenigmate; sed facie ad faciem, & ubi plenè gaudebit cor vestrum, & gaudium vestrum nemo tollet à vobis. Tom. 9. p. 2. pag. Causes.
1. Sometimes upon a re-ensnarement in some secret bosome-lust, which was their Darling and delight, [Page 474] in the daies of their rebellion: Relapse into which, Satan labours industriously to procure, with much adoe by all His Devises; For Hee gaines greatly thereby. For so the New-Convert, considering in cold blood what Hee hath done, may be cast upon such complaints as these: Alas! what have I done now? This pestilent old pollution, which so wofully wasted my conscience in time past, hath fearefully re-infected my newly washed Soule: I have againe, Woe is mee! fallen into the abhorred Sodome of this foule sinne: I have grieved that good spirit, which was lately come to dwell in me: All the former horrours charge afresh upon my heart, from which I was happily freed, even by some glimpses of heavenly joy: I have wretchedly let goe my hold; lost my peace; broke my vowes, and blessed communion with my God, &c. Ah! wretch that I am, what shall I now doe? And thereupon may fall upon a temptation of returning to His dis-avowed sensuall Delights; out of this conceit, As well over bootes, as over shoes: Doe what I can, I see I can never hold out, &c. Or Hee may plunge into this slavish perplexity: I dare not goe to God, I have used Him so villanously after such immeasurable kindenesse; and provoked the eies of his glory, with such prodigious impurity, after I was purged: I dare not fall againe to good-fellowship and former courses, lest I draw some remarkeable vengeance upon mee in the meane time, and bee certainely damned, when I have done: So that Hee can neither take pleasure, upon the right hand, or the left: Or, which is most for my purpose, and that which the Divell specially desires, God therefore may hide His face from Him, and leave Him to the darknesse of His own spirit; so that He may for a long time walke on heavily, starke lame, in respect of those comfortable supporters of the Soule; affiance, hope, spirituall joy, peace of Conscience, sense of Gods favour, boldnesse in His waies, courage in good causes, delight in the company of the Saints, &c.
[Page 475]Such a dampe also, and desertion may come upon the Soule, especially after a Fall into some new, open, scandalous sinne; whereby not onely their owne Consciences within are grievously wounded; but also for their sakes and sinne, the Profession of Gods truth abroad scandalized and disgraced; the common state of goodnesse questioned and traduced, the heart and glory of Christianity hurt and distained.
David was thus dealt with in Gods just judgement, after His monstrous and I meane; He being Gods deare Childe. matchlesse fall. Gods good Spirit had richly crowned His royall heart with abundance of sanctification and purity; and had graciously filled Him aforetime, with the fruits and feeling thereof; and thereupon many heavenly deawes, no doubt, of spirituall joyes, had many times sweetly refreshed His blessed Soule: But by the hainous scandalousnesse of His hatefull fall, Hee so grieved that good Spirit, and turned the face of God from Him, that Hee had neither sense of the comforts of the one, nor of the favour of the other. The spirituall life of his Soule, the eie of His judgement, light of conscience, lightsomnesse in the holy Ghost, and the whole grace of sanctification, were so wasted, dazeled, confounded, weakened, raked under the ashes, as it were, and runne into the roote; that hee speakes, as if He had utterly lost them, and so stoode in neede of a new infusion, and creation thereof, Psal. 51.10. But by the way, conceive aright of Davids spirituall condition at this time: Tho in his owne feeling, and present apprehension, Hee so complaines, and cries out for a New creation, as tho all were gone; yet even when Hee was at the lowest, and worst, the Soule and substance, that I may so speake, of saving In Sanctorum cordibus iuxta quasdam virtutes, semper permanet Spiritus: iuxta quasdam verò recessurus venit, & venturus recedit. — In his virtutibus sine quibus ad vitam minimè pervenitur, sanctus Spiritus in electorum suorum cordibus permanet. In his verò, per quas sanctitatis virtus ostend [...]tur, aliquando misericorditèr praestò est, & aliquandò misericorditèr recedit Hom. 5. Super Ezech. In his donis sine quibus ad vitam perveniri non potest, Spiritus sanctus sive in predicatoribus suis, sive in electis omnibus semper manet. Idem. Mor. Lib. 2. Cap. 29. grace and salvation did abide still rooted, and resident [Page 476] in his heart. Which once emplanted by Gods omnipotent mercifull hand, in an humble Soule, and taking roote, it there sticks fast for ever, far more un-mooveable then a thousand Mount Zyons. The Heare Theo▪ hilact upon y e same Theame, in Peters Case. [...], Rogavi dicit Christus, ut non deficiat sides tua. Etsi enim pòst paulò concutiendus es, habes tamen insita semina fidei. Et quantumvis folia deturbârit ventus insultantis, [For [...] is here more truly, and properly rendred ventus, then spiritus, as it is ordinarily translated] tamen radix vivit: neque deficiet fides tua. In 22 um Lucae. blossoms, buds and fruits may sometimes bee fouly cankerd, as it were, by our owne corruptions; shrewdly nipt by the frost of some earthly affections; blasted by sharper tempests of Satans temptations: But the foundation standeth sure, grounded, and founded upon the unchangeable Nature of God, and immutability of His counsell; and therefore mauger the malice of all, both mortall and immortall rage, there is still life in the roote; which in due season will spring out againe, and grow up unto everlasting life.
To the present Instance: All purity, and cleannesse of heart was not utterly extinguisht and abolisht in David: For,
1. Some little, at least, was left, which descried, and discovered those spots and pollutions of filthinesse and impurity, which had lately over-growne it. For grace discovers corruption, not nature. A sensible complaint of hardnesse of heart, and an earnest desire after softnesse, is a Signe, that the heart is not wholly hard: A syncere crying out against impurity, and hearty endeavour after purity, argues the presence of the purifying Spirit.
2. And how was this holy ejaculation, Create in mee a cleane heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within mee, created, Mansisse Semen Dei in Davide lapso, res ipsa testatum facit: Id enim suscitatum Nathanis concione: Tu virille mortis: mox eum in confessionem criminis, doloris, & resipiscentiae prorumpere, & exclamare fecit: Peccavi: Malum feci: Miscrere mei Deus secundum magnitudinem miserationum tuatum. Id semen precatur sibi non auferri: Spiritum tuum sanctum ne auferas à me: Ergò spiritum sanctum non amiserat penitùs, quoad omnia dona: alioqui necita precari, nec resipiscere potuisset. Parcus adversus Bellar. De amiss. grat. & slat. pecc. Lib. 1. Cap. 7. Davids heart could not pray for cleannesse, if it were, not somewhat cleane. Estey upon Psalm. 51. but by the Spirit of grace and supplications? Which blessed sanctifying Spirit, was all the while rooted, and resident in Davids heart, by a [Page 477] saving existence there; tho not so fully by an effectuall operation, and exercise. Divines, about this Point, consider; First, The infinite, free, and eternall love and favour towards His Childe; with which, whom Hee loves once, Hee loves for ever. The gifts and calling of God; that is, as best Interpreters affirme, the Gifts of effectuall calling, effects of His free grace, are such as God never repenteth of, or taketh away. Secondly, His sanctifying Spirit, which Hee gives unto Him. Thirdly, The habits of graces created in his heart by that blessed Spirit, justification, regeneration, adoption. Fourthly, The feeling exercises, and Acts of those graces, with many sweet and glorious refreshings of spirituall joy springing thence. The three first, after wee bee once Christs, are ours for ever; Deus suorum peccatis verè iras [...]itur, & se eis iratum intùs terroribus, foris flagellis declarat. Tunc ergò fugit ex corde gratiae sensus, evanescit laetitia. Interim Deus peccantes filios non penitùs abijcit, non odit, non abdicat electionis [...], sed castigationibus in viam revocat, corrigil, reconciliationis sensum & laetitiam paulatim reddit procantibus. Si enim nemo Pater terrenus hoc facit, ut filium gravitèr delinquentem mox domo eliminet, exhaeredem faciat: quantò minus id Pater coelestis facit filijs, quos anto iacia mundi fundamenta in Christo elegit, adoptavit? Par. Ibid. Sect. Ad tertium.] The last, may be suspended, and surcease for a time.
3. By way of interpretation, in the latter part of the verse, Hee calleth the Creating, to speake properly, is to make of nothing: But is used here improperly, the Prophet speaketh according to His owne feeling, and present iudgement of Himselfe, as tho Hee had lost all, and had no goodnesse in Himselfe. No doubt the Prophets heart was in part cleane, tho not so much as Hee desired. Estey. Ibid. creation of the grace of Sanctification in his heart, a renovation, and raysing thereof to the same degree, wherein it was in former time.
4. Hee cries unto the Lord; Not to take His holy Spirit from Him: vers. 11. And Et Spiritum fanctum tuum ne auferas à me] Est enim Spiritus sanctus in confitente. Nam ad donum Spiritus sancti pertinet, qu [...]al. bi displicet quod fecisti. Immundo spiritui peccata placent, Sancto displicent. Quamv [...] ergò adhuc venam depreceris, tamen ex aliá parte, quâ tibi displicet malum, quod commisisti Deo, coniungeris. Hoc enim & tibi displicet quod & illi,—Nec ait, Spiritum sanctum tuum da mibi: sed ne auseras à me. August. in Psal. 50. therefore that blessed spirit was not gone. It were very absurd and incongruous, to desire the not taking away of that thing, which wee have not. Hee certainely hath the holy Spirit, which heartily desires, Hee may not bee taken from Him.
[Page 478] Davids desire then of a cleane heart, did not argue, that it was utterly uncleane, and wholly turned into a lumpe of filth. ( Renati prorsùs non excidunt à sanctitate & adoptione. Suffra. Colleg. de Art. 5. Thes. 6.7. V [...]de Syn. Dor [...]echt. But what say you then to [...]rt.. 16? Answ. When the Article saith, wee may depart [...]em gr [...]ce, the meaning of it is, that the elect of God called according to purpose, may swerve f [...]om the directions of gra [...]e in some particular things; and fall into grievous sinnes, out of which they are to be raysed by Repentance; and not, that they totally fall from it. Doctor Field, Append. p. 1. Ad fin. pag 131.132 In fidei Articulis in Hybern [...]e regno authoritate regiâ promulgatis exp [...]nitur: neque total [...]er, neque finaliter posse fiers. Epise Sarisburiens. In Thoms. Diatribam, cap. 27. Sanctity, and cleannesse of heart is never cleane extingvished in any One once truly Sanctified; it was not in David, in Peter). But He was so earnest after it: First, Because that little which was left, was scarce, or not at all sensible in His spirituall distresse: where the glory of the Sunne hath lately been, the succession of a candles light is little worth. Secondly, And because now Hee vehemently thirsteth after a great deale more, then He presently had. Learned and Rich men, thinke themselves not learned and rich, in respect of what they desire. When the Sunne begins to peepe up, wee gaze no longer at starres. Gods comforting Spirit began a little to warme His heart againe; whereupon Hee grew so eager, and greedy of that heavenly heate, that Hee thinkes his heart Key-cold, except it [...]lame to the height. That dampe and darkenesse of Spirit, into which He was fallen, by reason of His grievous Fall, had So frozen His affections with disconsolate deadnes, and heavines of heart, that a little glimpse of spirituall life, and lightsomenesse, is presently swallowed up, as it were, and devoured; and serves but onely to Set an edge to his desire, to whet his stomack, and stirre up His appetite after a more full, and further fruition of those comfortable graces, and woonted communion with His God; a re-tast and returne whereof, is so sweet and deare unto His Soule.
Take heede then, that you doe not mistake: When I speake of a spirituall desertion, I meane it not, either in respect of a totall, or finall dereliction, and forsaking on Gods part; or a totall, and finall falling away on the Saints side; to hold such an Apostacy, were a About the same time, one Bertius, a Schole [...] of the late Armimus, who was the first in our age, that i [...]ected [...]ey [...]en with Heresie, was so impudent as to send a letter to the Arch Bishop of Canterbury, with a Booke intituled, De Apostasiâ Sanctorum. —The title whereof onely were enough to make it worthy the fi [...]e. King Iames in his declaration against Vorstius And a little after thus: What need wee make any question of the arrogancy of these Heretikes, or rather Atheisticall Sectari [...] amongst you, when one of them at this present, remaining in your Towne of Leyden, hath not onely presumed to publish of late, a blasphemous Booke, Of the Apostasie of the Saints; but hath besides been so impudent, as to send the other day, a Copy thereof, as a goodly present to our Archbishop of Canterbury, together with a Letter: wherein he is not ashamed (as also in his Booke) to lie so grossely, as to avow, that His Heresies contained in the said Booke, are agreeable with the Religion and Profession of our Church of England. Ibid. fearefull [Page 479] Apostacy: But onely in respect of the exercise, and operation of grace, of present sense, and feeling; as I said before, Spiritus Sanctus de [...]ituit in Davide, cum admisit adulterium, & homicidium, sicut vita in plantâ tempore hyemali. Et si suas vires non exeruit, nec tamen prorsus f [...]it o [...]ios [...]s: impedijt enim quò minus David toto ani [...]i studio in haec incumberet horrenda slagitia. Doctor Holland, Divinity Professour in Oxford, moderating in this question, holden negatively. An [...]usti fides potest ad tempus ami [...]i, aut finaliter desincre? The Lords chosen may fall from their outward prerogatives, and from the fruites: but that divine nature still abideth in them: And it is onely with their grace, as it is with the [...]inde in distempers of Melancholy and Phrensie; with the Sunne in Ecclipses; with the tree, when leaves and fruites f [...]ils its with the naturall life, when it mooveth not, ne yet breatheth sensibly; which in diseases of the Mother is often discerned. Their [...]aith i [...] a never-failing Faith; their life an eternall life; their seede, a seede abiding in them. P. Baine, Triall of a Christians state, pag. 4. Life lies still in the roote, and upon the first breaking out of the heavenly, and healing beames upon the Soule, from the Sun of righteousnes, returning in mercy, puts forth againe, and prospers. David being astonied, as they say, with a mighty blow of temptation (As Petrus cum peccavit charitatem non amisit, quta peccavit pot [...]us in veritatem quàm in charitatem.—Sic & David cum peccavit, charitatem non peratdit, sed obstupuit quodammodò in eo charitas, ad vehementem tentationis ictum: Et charitatis in eo nequaquam facta est abolitio, sed quasi quaedam soporatio, quae mox ut ad vocem arguent [...]s Prophetae [...]v gilavit, continuò in illam ardentissimae charitatis confessionem [...]rupit: Peccavi Domino. De nat. & dignit. Amoris divini. cap. 6. Bernard resembles it), lay for a time, as it were, in a Swoune: But upon the voyce of the Prophet sounding in his eare, Hee awaked, and came to Himselfe. As wee see in heated water, the aire's blowing upon it, doth recover, and reduce it to it's former naturall coldnesse, by the aide of that little remainder of refrigerating power, which is originally rooted in that Element: So by the awaking of the North wind, and comming of the South; I meane, the blessed Spirits breathing afresh upon Davids heart, Scorched dangerously with the fire of lust, by stirring up and refreshing the retired, and radicall power of grace; that immortall Seede of God, never to be lost, did sweetly, and graciously bring it againe to it's former spirituall, comfortable temper, and constitution.
2. Sometimes the Lord may for a time retire the [Page 480] light of His countenance, and sense of His graces from His Child; that Hee may bee driven thereby to take a new, and more exact revise; a more serious, thorow-survay of His youthfull sinnes; of that darke and damned time, which Hee wholly spent upon the Devill; and so put againe, as it were, into the pangs of His New-birth, that Christ may bee more perfectly formed in Him: That Hee may againe behold, with feare, and trembling, the extreme loathsomnesse, and aggravated guilt of His old abominable lusts; and so renewing His sorrow, and repairing repentance, grow into a further detestation of them; a more absolute divorce from His insinuating Minion-delight; and bee happily frighted afresh, and fired for ever from the very garment spotted of the flesh, and all appearance of evill. That upon this occasion, Hee may make a new inquisition, and deeper search into the whole state of His conscience, severall passages of His conversation, and every corner of His heart; and so for the time to come, more carefully cut off all occasions of sinne; and with more resolution, and watchfulnesse, oppose, and stand at staves end with every lust, passion, distraction in holy duties, entisements to relapse, spirituall lazinesse, lukewarmenesse, worldlinesse, &c. with greater severity to crucifie our corruptions, and ever presently and impartially, execute the law of the Spirit against the rebellions of His flesh.
This, it may seeme, was one end of Iobs spirituall affliction in this kind. In cap. 13.23. He is earnest, and importunate with God, to know, what be those iniquities, transgressions, and sins, which had turned His face and favour from Him; in that fearefull manner, as tho Hee was a meere stranger, or rather, a profest enemy unto His Majesty. And Hee presently apprehends the burden, and bitternesse of the iniquities of His youth: Thou writest, saith Hee, bitter things against mee; and makes mee possesse the iniquities of my youth. At all [Page 481] such times, when God thus hides His face from us, and leaves us to the darkenesse of our owne Spirits; the sins of our youth are woont to lie most heavy upon our hearts, & exact at our hands a more speciall renewing, increase, and perfecting of penitent sorrow: For Vna causa, cur de peccatis suae pueritiae loquatur, est, quòd in illâ aetate vehementiores sint cupiditates, propterea dicitur in Psalmo, Quinam diriget adolescens viam suam? Si custodiat verbum tuun. Cur de iuvenibus potiùs quàm de alijs sit mentio? nempe quia natura human [...], quae semper est vistosa & prava, tunc maxime ebullit, &c. Calv. Conc. 52. in Iob. they are acted with the very strength of corruption, in the heate of sensuality, and height of rebellion. Hence it was, that even David Himselfe cries out, Psal. 25.7. Remember not the sinnes of my youth; and so doth many moe, many times with much bitternesse of Spirit.
It is so then, that God may deale [...]hus in mercy, even with His dearest Servants; Especially, if penitent griefe, and trouble of conscience in their conversation, were not in some good measure answerable to their former abominable li [...]e, and sinnefull provocations; if they have been extraordinary sinners, and but ordinary sorrowers for sinne; if they were formerly furious in the service of Satan, and now but something faint-hearted in standing on Gods side; If heretofore they marched impetuously, like Iehu, in the pursuite of earthly pleasures, and now creepe but slowly forward in the waies of God; or if they begin to looke backe againe with some un-controled glances after disavowed delights, and abandoned company, &c. I say, in such Cases, the Lord may withdraw Himself in displeasure; leave them for a time to the terrours of their owne hearts; all their old sinnes may returne to the eie of their consciences, as unremitted, &c. That so their regeneration may be, as it were, regenerated; their New-birth New-borne; their sinnes new sorrowed for; the hatefulnesse, and horrour of their youthfull pollutions, more hated and abhorred. And in conclusion (For all the worke, and waies of God with His chosen, are ever in love, and for their good), that the storme being disperst, the comfortable beames of divine favour may shine more amiably upon them, then ever before; and by the effectuall stirring againe, and stronger influence of the Spirit, Spirituall [Page 482] life, that was hid in the heart for a season, may sprout out fresh, spring, and spread abroade more flourishingly, and fruitfully for ever afterward.
3. Thirdly; For triall, quickening, and exercise of spirituall graces: that they may put forth themselves with more power, improovement, and illustriousnesse. The cold comfort of a desertion in this Case, beeing unto them, as water cast upon the Smiths Forge, to make some of them especially, to burne inwardly, as it were, in the meane time with more intention and heate; and all afterward to breake out, and flame more gloriously. There are many gracious dispositions, and endowments in the Christians heart, which would never see the He (meaning Christ) makes as tho Hee heard not (to wit, the Woman of Canaan), that the precious graces lockt up in the Cabinet of Her heart, might bee brought forth to light. Doctor Worship in his Sermon upon Mat. 15.22. &c. pag. 18. light, at least, with such eminency, were it not for this darkenesse. The brightnesse of lampes langvish in the light, but they shine cleare in the darke: the splendour and beavty of the Starres would never appeare, were there no night. Iam. 5.11. You have heard of the patience of Iob, saith Iames: And wee reade also of his excellent Faith, when Hee said; Iob 13.15. Though Hee slay mee, yet will I trust in Him: But wee had neither heard of, or admired the one, or the other; had He not been afflicted both with outward troubles, and inward terrours. It is the highest, and most Heroicall Act of Faith, and it is improov'd to the utmost, and prooved steele to the backe, as they say; Isa [...] 50.1 [...]. Then to trust in the Name of the Lord, and to stay upon our God; when wee walke in darkenesse, and have no light. God is best pleased, and most honoured, when wee rest upon Him, without any sensible comfort. I make no doubt, but that admirable ejaculation of Iob; Tho Hee slay mee, &c. did hold scale in Gods acceptation, with all those innocencies, integrities, and gratious conformities to His holy Law; blessed fruits, I confesse, of His invincible Faith enumerated. Chap. 31. Nay, did incomparably ouer-weigh them; Abrahams believing against hope, was far aboue, and of infinite more worth with God, then the sacrifice of His Sonne, or all [Page 483] His other glorious services. It is no such great matter, or maistery, to bee confident, when wee are encouraged, and hired, as it were, with ioy & peace in believing; but then to sticke to Christ, and His sure Word, when wee have against us, sense and reason, flesh and bloud, feares and feeling; Heaven and Earth, and all Creatures; That is the Faith indeed; there is it's excellency; there is the true, and orient sparkling, and splendour of that heavenly Iewell. That prayer is truly fervent, fullest of Spirit, and enforced with most unutterable groanes, which is poured out for the recovery of Gods pleased countenance, after it hath been turned away from us for a time. That love is most industrious and mighty, groweth strong as death, and into a most vehement [...]lame; which is enkindled in the upright soule, when Her dearest Love is departed, in respect of feeling and fruition. Oh! then shee prizeth, and praiseth His spirituall beauty and excellency, as one exceedingly sicke of loue; and takes on extremely: As you may see, Cant. 5.10, &c. I opened to my Beloved, but my Beloved had withdrawne Himselfe, and was gone: My soule failed when Hee spake; I sought Him but I could not finde Him; I called Him▪ but Hee gave mee no Answer: The Watchmen that went about the Citty found mee, they smote mee, they wounded mee; The Keepers of the walls tooke away my vaile from me: I charge you, O Daughters of Ierusalem, if yee finde my Beloved, that yee tell Him, that I am sicke of love. What is thy beloved, O thou fairest among Women! What is thy Beloved more then another beloved, that thou doest so charge us! My Beloved is white and ruddy, the chiefest among ten thousands. His head is as the most fine gold, &c. That thankefulnesse, which springs from a sensible re-enjoyment of Iesus Christ, and returne of the sense of the savour of His good ointments into the soule; hath farre more heart and life, then the free and full possession of all the visible glory, and outward comfort of the whole world, could possibly put [Page 484] into it. That joy which makes our hearts leape within us, upon the re-gaining of the woonted workings of grace, and our heavenly feelings, is much more joyfull, then either that, which followed the first taste, or the after free enjoyment of them. Excellent and extraordinary good things, tasted and lost, doe beget a farre greater sense of their sweetenesse and comfort, upon their recovery, then if they had been either never tasted, or never lost. That Sun-shine is most faire and amiable, which breakes out after some boisterous storme, or great Eclipse. Restitution to sense of grace, after some despairefull sadnesse for Gods departure, may produce a deeper impression of spirituall pleasure, in the recovered Patient, then the first plantation of it. Thus doth our gracious God, who when Hee please, can bring light out of darknesse; life out of death; something out of nothing; Heaven out of Hell; even come nearer unto us, by departing from us. By the dead wintertime of a spirituall desertion, He may bring, by His blessed hand of mercy, and quickening influence, more strength, activenesse, lively exercise, and excellency into our graces, and sweetest fruits thereof.
If Christians had not somtimes dead harts, they would have proud hearts. Hart. pag. 64.4. Fourthly, The Christiā, as he growes in knowledge, grace, spirituall abilities, forwardnes, fruitfulnes, & further from His New-birth; except Hee bee very watchfull over his heart, much practised in the exercises of humiliation, often exercised in the schoole of afflictions, terrified sometimes with hideous injections, and walke humbly with his God; shall have by a slie, and insensible insinuation, privy pride to grow upon Him; confidence in His owne strength; too much attribution to the meanes; a Selfe-conceit of an independant standing upon his owne Bottome, as it were, and by the power of his present graces. And therefore our wise God doth sometimes take a course to take downe his selfe-confidence, by with-drawing His countenance; and to humble His spirituall presumption, with a spirituall desertion. [Page 485] I meane, by taking from Him the sense of grace, and feeling of his favour; by cutting off, as it were, for a time, those streames of comfort, which were woont to distill upon his soule, by use, & ordinary influence of the meanes, Meditation, Prayer, Conference, publike Ministry, Sabbaths, Sacraments, Daies of humiliation, & such like; doth mercifully force him to have recourse unto, at length, with much longing and thirst▪ & to repose upon, with more reverence, and acknowledgement, the everlasting Fountaine and Founder of all graces, comforts; compassions and life; even his owne glorious, mercifull, and Almighty self. See this in the beginning of the third Chapter of the Canticles, at the latter end of Cap. 2. The christian soule is sweetely crowned with a glorious over-flowing confluence of all spiriuall consolations; rapt extraordinarily with un-utterable, and joyfull ravishments of Spirit, upō the nearer embracēment of her dearest Spouse, and more sensible grasping of refreshing graces. She lies so peacefully in His armes of mercy, and under the Banner of His love; that shee sweetly sings unto Her selfe, My beloved is mine, and I am His. But in the beginning of the third (For the daies of Gods child after conversion, are like the daies of the yeere; Some, faire and shining; Some, tempestuous and cloudy: Some, happy with heavenly Hony-dewes, as it were, of unspeakeable joy, and unconceivable peace; others, more dismall and dis-astrous, if I may so speake, for want of an amiable aspect from the Throne of graces). I say, a little after, the case is fearefully altred with Her: For she lies strugling, and distressed in the irkesome, and comfortlesse desolations of a spirituall desertion. Her Spouse is gone, the very heart, and life of all Her lightsomnesse in this World, and the World to come. No sense now of the Savour of His good ointments; no feeling of the assurance of His favour. Nothing left of all that former heaven, but onely a sad and wofull heart, which had been happy. In this infull [Page 486] Case, She casts about for recovery of Her woonted comfort: Assaies those meanes, which were accustomed to convey unto Her with joy, fresh streames, and strength from time to time, out of the Wells of Salvation.
1. First, shee seekes her Spouse, and former refreshings of Spirit, by secret praier, meditation, experimentall considerations, calling to Minde former assurances of his love, reflecting upon the foot-steps of a saving worke, unfained change, and sweete communion with Him aforetime; and other silent, Selfe-inquisitions, and inward exercises of the heart: But shee found Him not, vers. 1.
2. Secondly, She enquires abroad, and hath recourse unto godly christians; especially such as have been most exercised, and best acquainted with trials, temptations, and mysteries of the holy way; to see if Shee can get any comfort, any new hold, and hope by their counsell, prayers, instructions, out of their owne experience: Iam. 5.16. (For in such Cases, Gods Children may, and ought to confesse their sinnes, and Gods dealing with them, one unto another; and pray one for another). But shee finds none, vers. 2.
3. Thirdly, She addresses Her selfe, and resorts to faithfull Ministers, Gods publike Agents in the Church, about the affaires of Heaven, and Salvation of Soules; to receive from them some light, and direction to regaine Her Love: But it will not yet bee, vers. 3. No comfort comes by all, or any of these meanes: No feeling of Gods favour, and former peace, for all this various and sollicitous seeking, and pursuite. For God may sometimes, upon purpose, restraine His quickning influence from the meanes; and recall, as it were, to the Well-head, those refreshing Rivers of comfort, which ordinarily flow thorow His owne holy Ordinances, as so many blessed Conduits of grace, into humble hearts; That wee may fetch them more immediately from the [Page 487] Fountaine, the boundlesse Sea of all heavenly treasures, and true peace; and so with more humility, Sense of self-emptinesse, reverence, and praise-fulnesse, acknowledge from whence wee have them.
It was but a little that I passed from them, saith the deserted Soule; But I found Him, whom my soule loveth, vers. 4. When no meanes would bring Him, but that Shee had past thorow the use, and exercise of them all; and Hee would not bee found: Hee after, at length, comes upon his own compassionate accord, and illighteneth Her darke, and disconsolate state, with the shining beames of His glorious presence; and fills Her plentifully with ioy and believing againe. That so, no vse, variety, and excellency of meanes, but His owne free mercy and goodnesse, might bee crowned with the glory of it:
Let every christian by the way, take notice of, and treasure up this point; it may steed him in some spirituall extremity hereafter: God may sometimes withdraw and delay His comfort, to draw His children thorow all the meanes: which, when they have passed, without prevailing; Hee after, and immediately, when Hee please, puts to His helping hand, that they may not attribute it to the meanes, tho never so excellent; but to the mercies of God, the onely Well-spring, both of the first plantation, continuance, and everlastingnesse of all spirituall graces, and true comforts in all those happy Ones, which shall bee saved.
Why doth the Lord let us use all the meanes; and yet not finde Him in them?
That wee may know, Hee only commeth when Hee will; nothing mooving Him, but His owne good pleasure,
5. Fifthly, The world sometimes, that mighty enemy to the Kingdome of Christ, aided under-hand by the covetous corruption of our false hearts, and the Divels craft, (For ordinarily in all spirituall Assaults, and overthrowes, [Page 488] Satan is the Bellowes; the World, the Wildfire; our corruptions the Tinder, and the pretious Soules of men, those goodly Frames, which are fearfully set on fire, and blowne up) doth wrastle so desperately, even with some of Christs Champions; that surprising their watch, cooling the fervour of their first love, and stealing away, by little and little, their spirituall strength; it supplants them at length, and throwes them upon the earth. Whereon it labours, might and maine, to keepe them downe, and doting; that so they may roote in the mud and mire thereof, with immoderation and carking; to the great disgrace of divine pleasures; their high and excellent Calling; and so raising the spirit of railing in unregenerate men, to cast unworthy aspersions upon the glory of profession, for their sakes. Nay, too often by it's suttle insinuations, and Sirens Songs, it lulls them so long upon Her lap, that they are cast into a heavy slumber, even of carnall security. And that so deepe and dangerously, that tho the Lord Iesus, the Beloved of their Soule, cry aloud in their eares, by the shrill and piercing sound of His spirituall Trumpetters; and by the more immediate, and inward motions of His holy Spirit, intreate them fairely upon all loves, for His owne deare passions sake, and all those bloody sufferings, to shake off that carnall drouzinesse, and to delight againe in God; to [...]et the earth fall out of their mindes, and againe to minde heavenly things: Open to me my Sister, Cant 5.2. my Love, my Dove, my undefiled: For my head is filled with dew and my lockes with the drops of the night: yet for all this, full loth they are to leave their Beds of ease; and therefore frame many shifts, excuses, and delaies, to passe by, and put off those compassionate calls of love, and mercifull importunities; I have put off my coat [...] how shall I put it on? Vers. 3. I have washed my feet, how shall I de [...]ile them? Whereupon their blessed Spouse so unworthily repell'd with such notorious unkindnesse and ingratitude, scattering onely in their hearts some [Page 489] sense, and glimmerings of his spirituall sweetnesse and beauty; to breede the more shame and sorrow for so foule neglect, departeth from them for a time; withdrawes the life and lightsomnesse of His gratious presence; hides, as it were, in an angry cloud, the comfortable beames of His former favour; and so leaves them to the darknesse of their owne spirits, and in the comfortlesse Dampe of a justly deserved desertion. That thereby, they may bee schooled to prize Iesus Christ before gold and silver; and to preferre, as is most meete, one glimpse of His pleased face, before the splendour of all earthly Imperiall Crownes: To listen with more reverence, cheerefulnesse, profit and holy greedinesse, to His heavenly voice, in the ministry of the Word; and to make more deare account of godly comforts, when they shall recover, and re-injoy them. For the purpose, Wee may finde Cant. 5. The christian Soule laid too soft, and lazily, upon the [...]ed of case, and earthly mindednesse; and slipt into a slumber of security and selfe-love, vers. 2. Her wellbeloved knocks, and calls upon Her▪ Nay, be speakes, and intreats upon all the termes of dearest love, and for his painefull sufferings-sake, to rise, & open unto Him. Ibid. But she most unworthily puts him off, with some slight excuses, and delaies of sloth: vers. 3. whereupon Hee drops into Her heart, some taste of His sweetest ointments, to set Her affections on edge, and eagernesse after Him, vers. 4.5. And so departs, and leaves Her in Her sad and solitary dumps, for driving away Her Dearest, by such intolerable unkindnesse, and shamefull neglect, vers 6. Which perplexity, and trouble of spirit for His departure, begets in Her, a great deale of zeale, fervency, and patience to follow after Him, vers. 7.8. An extraordinary admiration of His amiable excellencies, and heavenly fairenesse, vers. 10, &c. And no doubt, a farre nearer embracement, and dearer esteeme of Him, upon His returne; and enjoyment of a [Page 490] more full, blessed cōmunion with Him, againe. Cap. 6.3.
6. Sixthly, The graces of salvation, are the most pretious, and worthfull things, that ever issued out of the hands of God by creation. The dearest of His infinite mercies, the hearts-blood of His Sonne, the noblest worke of His blessed Spirit, doe all sweetly concurre moovingly, meritoriously, efficiently to the production of them. No mervaile then, tho it bee right pleasing unto God, that such rare, and inestimable Iewels, should bee rightly prized, and holden in highest esteeme, by those that have them: That they should still appeare, and present themselves to those Soules, wherein they shine, in their true excellency, orient fairenesse, and native beauty. Now privation of excellent things hath speciall power to raise our imaginations, to an higher streine of estimation of them; and to cause us, at their returne, to entertaine them, with much more longing, farre dearer apprehensions, and embracement. Absence, and intermission of the most desirable comforts, adde a great deale of life to the love of them, and waight of pretiousnesse to their valewation. The goodnesse of whatsoever we enioy, is better perceived by vicissitude of want, then continuall fruition. Sleepe is more sweet, after the tediousnesse of some wakefull, and wearysome nights: Liberty, and enjoyment of the free aire, and faces of men, after restraint and imprisonment: The glory and fairenesse of the Sunne, after a blacke day, or boisterous storme, &c. So Gods favourable aspect is much more acceptable after an angry tempest, and hiding his face for a season: And the graces of salvation farre more amiable, and admirable to the eie of His humbled Childe, after the darkenesse of a spirituall desertion. Wherefore our gracious God doth many times, in great mercy and wisedome, deprive His dearest servants, for a time of the presence of their Spouse, the assurance of His love, and sense of those graces; that the absence [Page] thereof, may represent the glory of such an incomparable happinesse, and those heavenly Pearles, more to the life; and discontinuance of their enjoyment, may inflame, and affect their hearts with more holy greedinesse, and eager pursuite after them; and stirre up in them that height of esteeme, and heate of love, which may in some good measure, bee answerable to their unvalewable excellency and sweetnesse. Such dulnesse of heart, deadnesse of affections, and declination to the World, may grow sometimes upon a good man; that Hee may finde little more contentment in communion with Iesus Christ, then in the prosperity of His outward affaires; which is infinitely unworthy an Heire of Heaven. But now in such a Case, Let God make Him but to repossesse the iniquities of His Youth, and fight against Him with His terrours for a while; and the same Man with all His heart, will preferre the reconciled face of God and peace of conscience, before the Soveraignty, and sole command of all the Kingdomes upon Earth. While wee have a free, and un-interrupted recourse unto the Throne of Grace, wee are apt to under-valew, and to conceive of that mighty grace of prayer, but as of an ordinary gift: But if once the Lord please, to leave us to that confusion, and astonishment of Spirit, that our ejaculations doe sadly rebound upon our heavy, and un-heated hearts, without answer, or encouragement from Heaven; wee shall easily then acknowledge the Spirit, and power of praier, to bee one of the fairest flowers in the Garland of all our graces; the very arme of God to doe Miracles for us many times, and ever to settle our troubled Soules in sweetest peace and patience, amidst the greatest pressures and persecutions, either of Hellish, or earthly enemies.
7. Seventhly, Iesus Christ Himselfe, blessed for ever, drunke full deepe of the extremity and variety of sorest sufferings, in many kinds; not only to deliver [Page] His, from the vengeance of eternall fire; but also lovingly to learne out of the sense of that sympathy, and self-feeling, to shew Himselfe tender hearted, kind, and compassionate unto them in all their extremities; and never to suffer them to sinke in any trouble or affliction; though never so full of desperate representations, or apprehensions of impossibility to escape; or to bee tempted at any time above their power and patience. And many are the meanes, and Methods, by which, Hee is woont to ease, and mitigate their many painefull miseries; especially, that extremest of Martyrdome. First, Somtimes He rescues them by His own mighty, and immediate arme, out the mouth of Lyons; and pulls them, by strong hand, from between the teeth of bloody persecuting Wolues, 2. Tim. 4.17. Secondly, Let no Christian then afflict his Soule with any catking, or vexing fore-thought of fiery times. Assure thy selfe, if God call thee to suffer in that kinde; Hee will graciously give unto Thee a Martyrs Faith, a Martyrs patience, and a Crowne of Martyrdome. Sometimes Hee takes away, or lessens the sting, and fury of the torment and torturers. The fire had no force at all over the bodies of those blessed men, Dan. 3.27. And no doubt in Queene Maries dayes, of most abhorred memory, Hee many times mollified, and sweetned the rage, and bitternesse of those mercilesse flames, for our Martyrs sakes. Thirdly, Sometimes he supports, and supplies them with supernaturall vigour, and extraordinary courage over the smart, and rigour of the most terrible, and intolerable tortures. The heart of that holy Proto-Martyr, Steven, was furnished, and filled with those heavenly infusions of spirituall strength and ioy; when the Heavens opening, Act 7 55.56. He saw the glory of God, and Iesus standing on His right hand; which were gloriously transcending, and triumphant over the utmost of all corporall paine, and Iewish cruelty. And so graciously dealt He with many other Martyrs in succeeding ages, as we may reade in Ecclesiasticall Stories. Fourthly, Hee may sometimes also, out of His mercifull wisdome, put into their hearts such a deale of Heaven beforehand, and ravishing comforts of the World to come; that the excesse thereof doth swallow up, and devoure, [Page] as it were, the bitternesse of all bodily inflictions, and sufferings of sense. Thus mercifully dealt Hee with that worthy Martyr, Master Robert Glover, even when He was going towards the Stake. He poured into His Soule upon the sudden, such over-flowing Rivers of spirituall joyes; that, no doubt, they mightily abated, and quencht the ragefull fury of those Popish flames; wherein Hee was sacrificed for the Profession of the Gospell of Christ, and Gods everlasting truth. And assuredly, that comfortable Sun-shine of unexpresse-able joy, which, by the good hand of God, was shed into Master Peacocks sorrowfull heart, in the depth of His darkenesse and desertion, a little before the resignation of His happy Soule into the hands of God; did make the pangs of death, and that dreadfull Passage, a great deale lesse painefull, and sensible; if not very lightsome and pleasant. Now in both these men of God, a wofull spirituall dereliction, was a fit introduction, and immediate preparative, to the effusion of such a sudden torrent of strange exultations, and ravishments of spirit, upon their sad and heavy hearts. Conceive the Point then thus: The Lord sometimes even in tendernesse, and love to His owne deare Children, whom Hee designes for extraordinary sufferings, may purposely possesse them with such a Paradise of divine pleasures, as a counter-comfort to the extremity of their paines; that, besides their owne private refreshing, and support, their couragious insensibility, and victorious patience thereupon, may bring a great deale of terrour to their tormentors, glory to their Mercifull Maister, credit unto the cause, and confusion to the enemies of grace. And that there may be an addition of more heart, and life to such joyfull elevations of spirit; and, that He may make the excellency of that spirituall joy, proportionable to the exquisitnes of their tortures and trouble, He may in His unsearchable wisedome make way thereunto by a spirituall desertion. As Hee did in the fore-named glorious [Page] Martyr, Master Glover. For want of the sense of the comforts of godlinesse for a season, doth make our Soules a thousand times more sensible of their sweetnesse, upon their re-infusion.
8. Eighthly, Thus may the Lord sometimes deale with His best, and dearest Children; even, by withdrawing the light of His countenance, leave them for a while to these inward conflicts, and confusions of spirit; that thereby they may bee fitted, and informed with an holy experimentall skill, to speake feelingly, and fully to the hearts of their Christian Brethren, which may afterward bee tempted, and troubled, as they have been. For God is woont at all times in His Church, so gracious is Hee, purposely to raise up, and single out some speciall men; whom Hee instructs, and enables in the Schoole of spirituall experiments, and afflictions of Soule, with extraordinary dexterity, and Arte, to comfort and recover other Mourners in Zion, in their distresses of consciences, stronger temptations, spirituall desertions, decaies of grace, relapses, Eclipses of Gods face and favour, wants of former comfortable feelings; in case of horrible thoughts, and hideous injections, darkenesse of their owne spirits, and such other Soule-vexations. And such a blessed Physition, which is able to speake experimentally to a dejected sorrowfull heart, out of practise and sense in His owne Soule, is farre more worth, both for a true search and discovery, and sound recovery and cure of a wounded conscience, then an hundred meere speculative Divines. Such an One, is that One of a thousand, spoken of by Iob, which can wisely, and seasonably declare unto His Soule-sicke Patient, the secret Tracks, & hidden Depths of Gods dealings with afflicted spirits. Let us take instance, in those experimentall abilities, which David gained for such a purpose, by His passing thorow that most grievous spirituall desertion: Psal. 77. The Case of that Christian were most rufull, both in His owne [Page] fearefull apprehension, and to the un-judicious [...] the Beholders; who having spent a long time [...] Zealous professiō of the Truth, walking with God, and secret communion with Iesus Christ, should come to that passe, and fall into those wofull straights of spirituall trouble: First, That Hee should feare, not without extraordinary horrour, lest the mercies of God were departed from Him for ever; and that the Lord would never more bee intreated, or ever shine againe with his favourable countenance upon His confounded Soule. Secondly, that the very remembrance of God, which was woont to crowne his heart with a confluence of all desire-able contentments, should even rent it asunder, and make it fall to pieces in His bosome, like drops of water. Thirdly, That the pouring out of His Soule with pittifull groanes, and complaints in secret unto His God, which heretofore did set wide open unto Him, heavenly flood-gates of gracious refreshing, should now quite overwhelme His spirit, with much distracted amazement and feare. Fourthly, That, that heart of His, which had formerly full sweetly tasted those holy pleasures, which farre passe the comprehension of any carnall conceit, should now be so brim-full, and damm'd up with excesse of griefe; that no vent, or passage should bee left unto His speech. Fifthly, And which, Mee thinkes, is the perfection of His misery in this kinde, that amidst all these heavy discomforts, His Soule should refuse to bee comforted. That tho the Ministers, and Men of God stand round about Him, bring into His minde, and presse upon Him the pregnant evidences, and testimonies of His owne godly life; the unchangeablenesse of Gods never-failing mercies to His; the sweetnesse of His glorious Name; the soveraigne power, and mighty price of His Sonnes blood; the infallible, and inviolable pretiousnesse, and truth of the promises of life, &c. Yet in the agony, and angvish of His grieved spirit, Hee puts them all away from [Page] [...] none of His, nor as properly belonging to His [...] state. Hee is readier out of His spirituall di [...]emper, to spill, as water upon the ground, the golden vialls of the water of life, and soveraigne oyles of Evangelicall joy, tendered unto Him by the Physition of His Soule; then to receive them with woonted thirst and thankfulnesse, into the bruised bosome of His bleeding Conscience. Tho they assure Him in the Word of life and truth, having had (for that I suppose) true and sound experience of His conversion, and former sanctified courses, from Isai. 44.22. That as the heate, and strength of the Summers Sunne, doth disperse and dissolve to nothing, a thicke Mist, or foggy Cloud: so the inflamed zeale of Gods tender love, thorow the bloodshed of His owne onely deare Sonne, hath done away all his offences; His iniquity, transgression, and sinne, as tho they had never been. And Mich. 7.19. That, that God, which delighteth in mercy, Vers. 18. hath cast all his sinnes into the bottome of the Sea; never to rise againe, either in this World, or in the World to come. The Prophet alludes to the drowning of the Egyptians in the Red Sea. And therefore they assure Him, that as that mighty Host sunke downe into the bottome, like a stone, Exod. 15.5. Or as Lead, Vers. 10. So that neither the Sunne of Heaven, nor Sonne of Man ever saw their faces any more: So certainely, all his sinnes are so swallowed up for ever, in the Soule-saving Sea of His Saviours blood, that they shall never more appeare before the face of God or Angell, Man or Divell, to His damnation or shame. Yet for all this, lying in a spirituall Swoune, Hee findes His heart even key-cold, and as it were, starke dead, in respect of relishing, or receiving all, or any of these incomparable comforts. The Case thus proposed, may seeme very deplorable, and desperate: yet consider, what good Davids experience might doe in such distresse. What a deale of life and light were it able, to put into the very darkest Dampe, [Page] and most heartlesse faintings of such a dying [...] have such an One as David, even a Man after Go [...] owne heart, remarkeably inriched, and eminent with heavenly endowments; One of the highest in the Booke of life, and favour with God, to assure it, that Himselfe had already suffered as grievous things in His Soule, if not greater; and passed thorow the very same passions, and pressures of a troubled Spirit, if not with more variety, and sorer pangs. That proportionably to his present perplexities, Hee cryed out with a most heavy heart: First, Will the Lord cast off for ever? And will hee bee favourable no more? Is His mercy cleane gone for ever? Doth his promise faile for evermore? Hath God forgotten to bee gracious? Hath hee in anger shut up His tender mercies? Vers. 7.8.9. Secondly, That when Hee remembred God, Hee was troubled: Vers. 3. Thirdly, That when He prayed unto God, and complained, His spirit was overwhelmed. Ibid. Fourthly, That Hee was so troubled, that Hee could not speake: Vers. 4. Fifthly, That His Soule refused to be comforted. Vers. 2. Which painefull passages of His spirituall desertion, answer exactly to the comfortlesse Case of the supposed Soule-grieved Patient. Nay, and besides assurance of the very samenesse in apprehensions of feare, and thoughts of horrour; David also out of his owne experience, and precedency, might sweetly informe, and direct such a poore panting Soule in a comfortable way, to come out of the Place of Dragons, and depths of sorrow; by teaching, and telling Him the manner, and meanes of his rising, and recovery. Meditation of Gods singular goodnesse, and extraordinary mercy to Himselfe, his Church and Children aforetime, gave the first lift, as it were, to raise his drooping Soule out of the dust. And no doubt, ever since the same consideration, by the blessings of God, hath brought againe many a bruised spirit from the very Gates of Hell, and brink of despaire. In hac cogitatione non dubium est primum [...] qui suo [...] critatem [...] mortem, [...] t [...]tm con [...]at: & tamen receptus est ille ia gratiam, & restitutu [...]. — Posteà reliqua etiam exempla li [...]erationum conquirebat: u [...] quod solus Noc cum suà familià servatur in diluvio: quòd p [...]pulus Israeliticus ingenti miraculo educitur ex-Aegypto, & servat [...] in marirubro: quòd Aaron autor horrendae Idololatriae non a [...]ijcitur, nec absorbetur ab irâ livinà: quòd populus Israeliticus morae impatiens & fremens in d [...]serto adversus Deum, et eius ministros, non totus consumitur in deserto, sed tandem introducitur in terram promissam. Postremò suas quoque liberationes▪ in quibus antehaec praesentiam & amorem Dei erga se conspexerat, me [...]oriâ repetivit. Moller. In Psal. 77. Recogitavi di [...]s antiquos] Priorum tuorum, inquit, beneficiorum memoriam renotavi, cogitavì (que) quan ta sint à te maiores nostri beneficia consequnti, quomodò è servitute Aegyptiacâ liberati sint, quomodò mare rubrum transierint, & quomodò terram promissam acceperint. And in his happy per-usall of ancient times, [Page] and Gods compassions of old; it is very probable, that [...]is memory first met with Adam, a right wonderfull, and matchlesse Patterne of Gods rarest mercies, to a most forlorne Wretch. For Hee was wofully guilty by His transgression, of casting both Himselfe, and all his Sonnes and Daughters, from the Creation to the Worlds end, out of Paradise into the Pit of Hell: and also of empoysoning with the cursed contagion of originall corruption, the Soules and Bodies of all that ever were, or shall bee borne of Woman, the Lord Iesus onely excepted. And yet this Man, as best Divines suppose, tho Hee had cast away Himselfe, and undone all Mankind, was received to mercy. Let never poore Soule then, while the World lasts, upon true and timely repentance, suffer the hainousnesse, and horrour of His former sinnes, whatsoever they have been, to hinder his hopefull accesse unto the Throne of Grace, for present pardon of them all; or at any time afterward confound His comforts, and confidence in Gods gracious Promises. Thus, no doubt, the weary Soule of this Man of God waded further, into those bottomlesse Seas of mercies, manifested, and made good from time to time upon His servants. His heavy heart might sweetly refresh, and repose it selfe upon the contemplation of Gods never-failing compassions, in not casting off Aaron everlastingly, for His fall into most horrible Idolatry: In not suffering the murmuring, and rebellious Iewes to perish all, and utterly, in the Wildernesse; considering their many prodigious provocations and impatiencies, &c. But at length, as wee may see in the forecited Psalme, His Soule sets it triumphant Selah upon that great, and miraculous deliverance at the Red Sea; one of the most glorious, and visible Miracles of mercy, that ever shone from Heaven upon the Sonnes of Men; and also a blessed Type of the salvation of all truly penitent [Page] and perplexed Soules from the Hellish Phara [...] and all infernall powers, in the red Sea of our Savio [...] blood. How fairely now, and feelingly might the [...]e experimentall instructions, and this Passage of proofe, troden, and chalked out by this holy Man, illighten, and conduct any, that walkes in darkenesse, and hath no comfort, out of the like distracted horrour of a spirituall desertion? Let Him in such a Case, first cast backe His eye upon Gods former manifold, mercifull dealings with Himselfe. If His God made His Soule of the darkest nooke of Hell, as it were, by reason of it's sinfulnesse and cursednesse, as faire and beautifull, as the brightest Sun-beame, by that soveraigne blood, which gusht out of the heart, and those pretious graces, which shine upon it, from the face of His Sonne, that never-setting Sunne of righteousnesse; He will undoubtedly, in due season, dispell all those Mists of spirituall misery, which over-shadow the glory and comfort of it for a time. If Hee upheld Him by his mercifull hand, from sinking into Hell, when Hee was an horrible transgressour of all his Lawes with greedinesse and delight; Hee will most certainely, (Tho, perhaps, for a small moment, Hee hide his face from Him) binde up His soule in the Bundle of the living for ever; now especially when Hee preferres the love, and light of His countenance before life; and would not willingly offend Him, in the least sinne, for all the World, &c. Let Him yet proceede further in Davids foot-steps, and strengthen His fainting Soule with all that heavenly Manna of richest mercy, which Hee hath heard, read, or knowne to have been showred downe at any time, from the Throne of Grace, into the heavy, humble, and hungry hearts of His afflicted hidden Ones. Let Him refresh His memory, with consideration of Davids deliverance, by this meanes, from deeper distresse; Of that most memorable, and triumphant resurrection, as it were, and recovery of those three worthy Saints of God, Master Glover, [Page] Mistris Bret [...]ergh, Master Peacocke, from greatest [...]tremitie in this kinde, into most un-utterable joyfull exultations of spirit. And so, of others within the Register of His observation, remembrance, and reading. But principally, and above all; Let Him live, and die; Let Him rest, and recreate Himselfe for ever, with surest hold fast, and sweetest thoughts, upon that heavenly, and healing Anti-type of the Red Sea, the pretious Blood of the Lord Iesus. And let Him ground upon it, that tho Satan with all His hellish Hosts, and utmost fury, pursue his fearefull Soule, like a Partridge in the mountaines ▪ even to the very brinke of despaire, and mouth of Hell; yet even then, when all rescue and deliverance is neerest, to bee utterly despaired of, (For it is the Crowne of Gods glorious mercy to save, when the Case seemes desperate, and there is no hope of humane helpe, or possibility of created power to comfort) I say, then that Soule-saving Sea of His Saviours hearts-blood, will most certainely, and seasonably open it selfe wide unto Him, as it did to those above-named blessed Saints; and swallow up into victory, Hell, Death, the Grave, Damnation, the present wofull desertion, with all other adversary power: and at length, make Him a faire and pleasant passage, thorow the sweetned pangs of death, into the heavenly Canaan; which flowes with joyes and pleasures, un-mixed and endlesse; more then either Tongue can tell, or heart can thinke.
9. Ninthly, a spirituall desertion may seeme a proportionable, fit, and most proper punishment, and meanes to correct, and recover the Christian; which out of infirmity and feare, deserts the Lord Iesus, and the Profession of His blessed Truth and Gospell. If any bee ashamed of Him; refuse to doe, or suffer any thing for His sake, who hath given unto us His owne hearts-blood; it is most just, that in such a Case Hee withdraw Himselfe, in respect of all sense and feeling of divine [Page] favour, and fruites of grace, or any comfortable influence at all, upon the Consciences of such Coward [...] that so they being left to the darkenesse of their owne spirits; and by consequent, to the taste even of Hellish horrour for the time; they may bee brought againe to themselves, and taught by such terrours to returne; and become infinitely more willing to embrace the Stake, if the times should bee so cruell; and kisse the instruments of death, then langvish any longer in the despairing extremities of such a desertion; to acknowledge it incomparably better to passe thorow the temporary bitternesse of Popish fire, then to bee abandoned to everlasting flames: Nay, and that which is the greater Hell, to bee robbed of, and rent from Him; in whose glorious presence alone, is not onely life, and all lightsomnesse even in this life, but also fulnesse of ioy, and pleasures for evermore, in the life to come. This Point appeares, and is prooved by Gods dealing with some of our Martyrs in Qveene Maries time:
In the Story of Tho. Whittell, first, recanting, and then repenting the same. Thomas Whittell, a blessed Martyr of Iesus, was by the wicked suggestions of some Popish God suffered mee to faint, & faile through humane infirmitie, by the working of the Arch-enemy in His sworne Souldiers, the Bishops and Priests: In whom so lively appeareth the very visage and shape of Satan, that a Man (if it were not prejudice to Gods Word) might well affirme them to bee Divels incarnate, as I by experience do speake. Acts and Monuments, pag. 2019. incarnate Divels, drawne to subscribe to their Hellish Doctrine: But considering in cold blood, what Hee had done, was horribly vexed; and, as Hee reports of Himselfe, felt Hell in his conscience, and Satan ready to devoure him. Which terrible desertion, and trouble of minde, made Him quickly returne with great constancy and fortitude, and turne a most invincible, and un-mooveable Martyr. Heare some passages from His owne Pen.
The night after I had subscribed, I was sore grieved, and for sorrow of conscience could not sleepe. For in the deliverance of my Body out of bonds, which I might have had, I could finde no ioy, nor comfort; but still was in my conscience tormented more and more, &c.
And, I said to [Harpesfield, sc.] That my Conscience had so accused mee, through the iust iudgement of God, and His Word; that I had felt Hell in my Conscience, and [Page] Satan ready to devoure Mee: And therefore I pray you, Master Harpsfield, (said I) let mee have the Bill againe, for I will not stand to it.
When the Lord had led Mee to Hell in my Conscience, through the respect of His fearefull iudgements against mee, for my fearefulnesse, mistrust, and crafty cloaking in such spirituall, and weighty matters; yet Hee brought mee from thence againe, &c.
See also the Story of Iames Abbes, and Th [...]. Benbridge, Gentleman. Act. and Monuments, pag. 1864.2246.
10. Tenthly, God is many times forced by their frowardnesse, luke-warmenesse, worldly-mindednesse, cowardlinesse, Selfe-confidence, falling from their first-love, and other such spirituall distempers; to visite, and exercise His Children with variety, and sometimes, severity of crosses and corrections; as losses in their outward state; afflictions of Body; disgraces upon their good name; oppression by great Ones; discomforts in Wives, Neighbours, Friends, Children, &c. upon purpose to put life, quicknesse, fruitfulnesse, and forwardnesse into them; that thereby, they may bee more gloriously servi [...]cable to Himselfe; more profitable to others; and more provident to treasure up peace unto their own Soules, against an evill Day. God humbleth us ▪ saith a worth Divine, by afflictions, and pricketh the swelling of our pride. Hee cutteth, and loppeth us, to the end, wee may bring forth the more fruit. Hee filleth us with bitternesse in this life; to the end, wee might long for the life to come. For those, whom God afflicteth grievously in this World, leave it with lesse griefe. Hee, who hath formed us to feare Him, knoweth, that our praiers are slacke and cold in prosperity, as proceeding from a spirit, that is cooled by successe; and which are endited by custome. The cries, which our owne will produced, are feeble, in comparison of those, which griefe expresseth. Nothing so ingenious to pray well, as sorrow; which in un instant [Page] formeth the slowest tongues to an holy eloquence; and furnisheth us with sighes, which cannot be expressed, &c. But now many times, this Physicke, which pincheth onely the Body, and wasteth us but in things of this World, doth not so worke, as Hee would have it; and therefore Hee is constrained Nedicus est, adh [...] putrehabes nescio quid, Clamas; Sed adbuc secat; & non tollit manum, nisi secuerit quantum videtur. Etenim medicus crudelis est, qui exaudit hominem, & parcit vulnera & putredini. Matres quomodo sricant in balneis ad salutem filios? Nonne parvuli clamant inter manus earum? Illae ergò crudeles sunt, ut non parcant, non exaudiant lachrymas? Nonne plenae sunt pretate? Et tamen clamant pueri, & non eis parcitur. Sic & Deus noster plenus est charitate: sed ideoò vi [...]etur non exaudire, ut sanet, & pa [...]a [...] in sempiternum. August in Psal. 33. Lethargic [...] excitantur, Ph [...]enetica [...]eantur s [...]d tamen utrique amantur. Idem. in Psal 34. Si malum morb [...]so [...]us creveri [...], maiora remed [...]a [...]eruntur, & pro [...] [...]ominis [...] potus [...] error. Gentil. [...]. in love, and for our good, to proceede to more sharpe, and searching Medcines; to apply more strong, and stirring Purges, which immediately vexe the Soule: As horrible, and hideous injections; A spirituall Desertion; and other affrighting, and stinging temptations. Hee deales with them in this Case, as Absalom with Ioab; when Hee would not come at Him by sending once, and againe; Hee causes his servants to set His field of barley on fire, and then there was no neede to bid him hie. When inferiour miseries, and other meanes will not doe it; God sets, as it were, their Soules on fire with slames of horrour, in one kinde or other; and then they looke about them indeede, with much care, and feare, searching and syncerity; They seeke Him then with a Witnesse, earnestly, and early. For afflictions of Soule are very soveraigne, and have singular efficacy, to stirre, and quicken extraordinarily; to weane quite from the world, and keepe a Man close, and clinging unto God. How many, tho perhaps, they thinke not so, would grow proud, worldly, Luke-warme, cold in the use of the Ordinances, Selfe-confident, or something that they should not bee; if they were not sometimes exercised with iniections of terrible thoughts? By this fiery dart▪ the Divell desires, and endeavours to destroy, and undoe them quite; But by the mercy of God, it is turned to their greater spirituall good. It is in this Case, as it was with Him, who thrusting his enemy into the Body, with [...]ull purpose to have killed Him, lance [...] the ulcer▪ which no Physition was able to [...]; and let out that corrupt m [...]tter, [Page] that would have cost Him his life: By representation of such horrour, out of Satans cruellest malice, they are happily kept more humble, watchfull, earnest in praier, eager after the Meanes, weaned frō the World, compassionate to others, &c. Hiding of Gods face from Him, and leaving Him to the darknesse of His owne spirit, did put and preserve Master Iohn Glover in a most zealous, holy, and heavenly life for ever after. Heare the Foxe, In the Story of Master Robert Glover, and of Iohn Glover His Brother, pag. 1885. story:
This gentleman being called by the light of the holy Spirit, to the knowledge of the Gospell; and having received a wondrous sweet feeling of Christs heavenly Kingdome: His minde after that, falling a little to some cogitation of his former affaires, belonging to His vocation, began by and by to misdoubt himself, upō occasion of those words, Heb. 7.4 For it is impossible, &c. Vpon considerations of which words, Hee was so farre deserted, as to bee perswaded, that Hee had sinned against the holy Ghost; even so much, that if Hee had been in the deepest Pit of Hell, Hee could almost have despaired no more of His salvation — Beeing young, saith Foxe, I remember, I was once, or twice with Him; whom partly by his talk [...], I perceived; and partly by mine owne eies, saw to be so worn [...] and consumed, by the space of five yeares; that neither almost any brooking of meate, quietnesse of sleepe, pleasure of life; yea, and almost no kinde of senses was left in Him. —Who in such intolerable griefes of minde, altho Hee neither had, nor could have any ioy of His meate; yet was hee compelled to eate against His appetite, to the end, to deferre the time of his damnation, so long as Hee might; thinking with Himselfe no lesse, but that Hee must needs bee throwne into Hell, the breath being once out of the Body. Albeit Christ, hee thought, did pitty his case, and was sorry for Him: yet hee could not (as Hee imagined) helpe, because of the verity of the word, which said: It is impossible, &c. But what was the happy issue, and effect of these extraordinary spirituall terrours, [Page] and terrible desertion? The same blessed Man of God, who writes the Story, and was himselfe with the Party, tells us: Albeit Hee suffered many yeares so sharpe temptations, and strong buffetings of Satan: yet the Lord, who graciously preserved Him all the while, not onely at last did rid Him out of all discomfort, but also framed Him thereby to such mortification of life, as the like lightly hath not been seene; In such sort as Hee, beeing like one placed in Heaven already, and dead in this World; both in word and meditation, led a life altogether celestiall, abhor [...]ing in His minde all prophane doings. Thus a spirituall desertion, or some other affliction of spirit, doth that alone, many times; which variety, and a long continued succession of ordinary outward crosses, one upon the Necke of an other, is not able to effect. For troubles of Soule sooner take, and are of a quicker, and stronger operation, then those which afflict the Body. The spirit of a man will sustaine his infirmity: But a wounded spirit, who can [...]eare? Prov. 18.14. All other afflictions are nothing to this; They are but flea-bitings to this fiery Scorpion. The stoutnesse of a Mans spirit will stand under a world of outward miseries, many times: But if the eie, which is the light of the Body, bee in darkenesse; how great is that darkenesse? If the spirit it selfe bee crusht, which should support the whole man, how great is the confusion? Hence it was, that faithfull David waded thorow a world of troubles; yet all that time, no malice of Saul, no hatred of the Philistines, no rebellion of Absalom, no treachery of Ahitophel, no grapling with a Lion, no fighting with a Beare, no threatning of a vaunting Goliah, could so much discourage Him: But when at any time, Hee suffered immediately in His soule, under the wrath of God, O! then his very bones, the master-timber of His Body, are broken in peeces. Hee roares all the day, and His moysture is turned into the drought of Summer. Then Hee speakes thus unto God; When thou with rebukes doest [Page] correct man for iniquity, thou makest his beauty to consume away like a Moath.
Thus having discovered the Cases, and Causes of spirituall Desertion; I come now to the comforts and the Cure.
1. And let us first take notice of a double desertion: first, Passiue; when God withdrawes Himselfe from us: secondly, Active; when wee with-draw our selves from God. And they are both two-fold: first, Temporary: and secondly, Finall.
1. Passive desertion temporary; As in David, Psal. 77. Heman the Ezrahite, Psal. 88. Iob. Both the Glovers. See their story, Acts and Monuments, 1885. 1891. Mistris Brettergh; Master Peacocke; And many moe of Gods Children.
2. Finall, In many, after a wofull, and willfull abuse of many mercies, meanes of salvation, and generall graces. As Saul, Iudas, &c. Such as have out-stood all opportunities and seasons of grace, and all those, Prov. 1.24.
1. Active desertion temporary; As in Solomon, &c.
2. Finall; as in those, Heb. 10.
Now in the present Point, I understand onely a Passive temporary Desertion. And therefore in that Man, which is truly ingraffed into Christ by a justifying Faith, and regenerated; who can never possibly, either forsake finally, or be finally forsaken of God Of whom Hooker thus speakes. In his Sermon upon Habac. 1.4. Of the certainty and perpeta [...]y of the Faith in the Elect. In this wee know, wee are not deceived, neither can wee deceive you, wh [...] wee teach, that the Faith, whereby wee are sanctified, cannot faile; it did not in the [...]phet, it shall not in you. Ibid pag. 6. They which are of God, doe not sinne, either [...], or in any thing, any such sinne, as doth quite extingvish grace; [...] Christ Iesus▪ because the seede of God abideth in them, and do [...] thie [...] [...] from [...]eiving any irr [...]mediable wound. Their Faith, when it is at [...] weake, [...] when it is at the weakest, so strong▪ that utterly it [...] [...]together, no, not in them, who thinke it utterly [...]. Pag. [...]. Blessed for ever and ever be that Mothers Childe, whose Faith hath made Him the Child [Page] of God. The earth may shake; the Pillars of the World may tremble under us; The countenance of the Heaven may be appaled: the Sunne may loose his light; the Stars their glory: But concerning the Man that trusteth in God, if the fire hath proclaimed it selfe unable, as much as to singe an haire of His head; If Lyons, beasts, ravenous by nature, and keene with hunger, beeing set to devoure; have, as it were, religiously adored the very flesh of the faithfull Man; what is there in the World, that shall change His heart, overthrow His faith, alter his affection towards God, or the affection of God to Him? Nay and besides, sith I onely understand a temporary passive Desertion, I must suppose it in Him also, who sees full well, and doth acknowledge from whence Hee is fallen; is very sensible of His spirituall losse; afflicted much with the absence of the quickning, and comforting influence of grace; and grieved at the heart-roote, that Hee cannot doe His God service; and performe holy duties with that life, power, and lightsomnesse, as Hee was woont: and thereupon resolves to give no rest unto His discontented Soule from cries, complaints, and groanes; untill Gods face and favour bee turned towards Him againe; and bring with it former feelings and fruitfulnesse, now so highly prized, and heartily praied for. Tamdiu non relabimur retrò, quamdiu ad priora contendimus. August. Epist. 142. Which blessed behaviour doth clearely difference Him from the Back-slider; a truly miserable, and right wofull Creature indeede; who insensibly falles from his forwardnesse, first love, intimate fellowship with the Saints, and all lively use and exercise of the ordinances, and divine duties; and yet is never troubled, to any purpose; neither doth chalenge or judge Himselfe for it at all. For wee are to know, that the presence of spirituall weakenesses, decaies, and wants; and absence of due dispositions, accustomed feelings, and former abilities of grace, onely then argue a Backslider, and are evill signes of a dangerously declining Soule; when they are willingly carried without remorse, or taking much to [Page] heart; without any eager desire, or earnest endeavour after more heate, and heavenly mindednesse. A Christian may be without Gods gratious presence, and comfortable exercise of grace in present feeling; and yet no Forsaker of God, but rather left of Him for a time (His heavenly wisedome, for some secret holy ends so disposing); while by grieving, striving, & strong desires, Hee unfainedly thirsts after, and seriously pursues his former acceptation and forwardnesse. Here then is comfort, God hath hid his face from thee for a season, and thou art left to the darknesse, and discomforts of thine owne spirit; and thereupon art grievously dejected, thinkes thy Selfe utterly undone; yet take notice, that In a spirituall Desertion, properly so called, thou doest not willingly forsake God, but God forsakes Thee; Non deserit, etiamsi deserere videatur. Non deserit etiamsi deserat. August. Quosdam deserit, quosdam deserere videtur. Ambr. In Psal. 118. Deus bonos non negligit cùm negligit. Nec obliviscitur sed quasi obliviscitur. Rustin in Psal. or rather, as Divines truly speake, seemes to forsake Thee; (For Hee deale [...] with Thee in this Case, as a Father with His Childe: who sometimes upon purpose, still loving Him extremely, hides Himself from Him, as tho He were quite gone; to make it discover, and manifest it's love unto Him by longing, seeking, and crying after Him). And that for excellent ends, and ever for thy endlesse comfort: first, To trie, whether Thou wilt trust in Him, tho He slay Thee, as Iob did. Every Cock-boate can swim in a River; every Sculler saile in a Calme: In ordinary gusts, any man of meaner skill, and lesser patience, can steere aright, and hold up the head: But when the blacke tempest comes, a tenth wave flowes, One deepe calls an other; when the tumultuous darkenesse of the sky, the roaring of that restlesse Creature represents terrible things, and Heaven and earth are blundered together, as it were▪ with horrible confusions; when nature yeelds, spirits faint, hearts faile; then to stand upright and unshaken; Psal. 46. then to say with David; I will not feare, tho the earth bee removed: and tho the mountaines bee carried into the middest of the Sea: Tho the waters thereof [Page 509] roare, and bee troubled; tho the Mountai [...]es shake with the swelling thereof. Selah: I say, that [...]s the Man, which is found at the heart-roote indeede, and steele to the backe: and then is the invincible might, and incomparable valour of Faith made knowne with a witnesse; who ever hath Gods sure Word for the Compasse, and the Lord Iesus at the Helme. Then doth this glorious grace shine, and triumph above nature, sense, reason, worldly wisedome, the arme of flesh, and the whole Creation. In such desperate extremities, and sorest trials, it shewes it selfe like the Ex ae privat. & [...], d [...]mo. Quòd nullis ictibus cedat. Adamant, that nothing will breake; the Palma non cedit ponderi, sed quò magis rami illius premuntur, eò assurgunt altiùs. Hinc apud veteres fuit victoriae insigne, ut apparet ex Apocal. 7. v. 9. Alst. Palme tree, that yeelds not to the waightiest burden; the Shoote-Anchor, that holds, when other tacklings breake; the oile, that ever over-swims the greatest quantity of water we can poure upon it. And with this improovement of the extraordinary power of faith, God is exceedingly well-pleased, and highly honoured. Secondly, To en-ure thee to patience, obedience, and submission to His blessed Will in every thing, even extremest sufferings, if Hee so please. Thirdly, To worke in Thee, a deeper detestation of sinne, and further divorce from the world. Fourthly, To quicken, improove, and exercise some speciall graces extraordinarily. Thou didst hide thy face, Psal. 30.7.8. saith David, and I was troubled. Then I cried unto Thee, O Lord, &c. Then was the spirit of praier put to it indeede; and so was the grace of patience, waiting, and the like. Fifthly, To cause thee to prize more dearely, and to keepe more carefully, when it comes againe, Gods glorious presence, and the quickning influence of His grace and comfort. Wee never apprehend the worth, and excellency of any thing so well, as by the want of it. The un-interrupted, & secure enjoyment of the best things, and even those that please us best, without vicissitude, and enter change, is woont to breed such cheapnes and satiety, and so dulls the Soules appetite; that it is neither so affected with their pretious sweetnesse, nor [Page 510] thankfully [...]vished with the present possession of them, as it ought. Health is then highly valewed, when sicknesse hath made us sensible of such a Iewell: wee then rellish our food extraordinarily, when wee have fasted longer then ordinary: Rest doth then refresh us most, when our bodies have been tired, and overtravelled. Sixthly, To make thee conformable in some measure, to Christs immeasurable spirituall sufferings. Seventhly, To manifest, and make illustrious, His mightinesse and mercy in thy deliverance, and the power of Christs resurrection. Psal. 88.10. Wilt thou shew wonders to the Dead? saith Heman. Shall the dead arise, and praise thee? Selah. Those, whom the mercifull hand of God hath lifted up, out of the depth of a spirituall desertion, will easily acknowledge it, as omnipotent a worke and wonder, as to pull out of the mouth of Hell, and raise a dead man out of the grave. Eighthly, To represent unto thee, the difference of thy condition in this life, and that which is to come. This is our time of nurture, 2. Cor. 5.7. Habbak 2.4. Rom. 1.17. Galat. 3.11. Heb. 10.38. Rom. 8.36. not of Inheritance. Here wee walke by faith, not by sight. Wee live by faith, not by feeling. In this vale of teares wee are killed all the day long: But heavenly glimpses of unspeakeable and glorious ioy, and spirituall ravishments of Soule, are Heus Don [...]ine Deus, [...]ra hora, & brevis mora. Sapit quidem svavissimè, sed guslatur rarissimè. Bernard. seldome and short: Their fullnesse, and constant fruition, is reserved for the next life. Here wee are trained, as it were, in a spirituall warfare against the World, the Flesh, and the Divell; wee are exercised unto New-obedience, by manifold crosses, troubles, and temptations: Satan is sometimes set upon us, to afflict us with His owne immediate Hellish suggestions; Sometimes our owne sinnes grievously affright us, with renewed representations of horrour; Sometimes our owne God frownes upon us Himselfe, with His displeased and angry countenance; and in love leaves us a while, to the terrours of a spirituall desertion: Hee sometimes laies His visiting [...] upon our Bodies, and casteth us downe [...] of sicknesse; [Page 511] Sometimes Hee sends heavy crosses upon our outward States, and breakes the Staffe of our prosperity; Continually, almost, Hee suffers many malicious Currs to barke at us with slanders, lies, disgracefull imputations; and all the enemies of grace, to pursue us bitterly with much malice and disdaine: Thus are wee trained, and entertained in this world; Our Crowning comes in the World to come. Ninthly, To cause thee to have recourse with more reverence, thirst, and thankfull acknowledgement to the Well-head of refreshings: if God once withdraw the light of His countenance, and comfortable quickning of His Spirit; wee shall find no comfort at all in any Creature, no life in the Ordinances, no feeling of our spirituall life; and therefore wee must needs, to the ever-springing Fountaine of All-sufficiency, &c. Which blessed ends and effects, when the good hand of our God hath wrought; Hee will as certainly returne, as ever the Sunne did after the darkest Mid-night; and that with abundance of glory, and sweetnesse, proportionable to the former dejection, and darknesse of our spirits. The lowest ebbe of a spirituall desertion, brings the highest tide of spirituall exultation. As wee may see before in Mistris Brettergh and Master Peacocke. pag. 84.
2. What is the reason, thou art so sad, and sore afflicted, for the absence of thy Beloved; and with want of the woonted gracious, and comfortable workings of the Spirit? It is because Thou hast formerly grasped the Lord Iesus sweetly, and savingly, in the armes of thy Soule; been sensibly refreshed with the savour of His good ointments; ravished extraordinarily with the beauty of His Person, dearenesse of His blood, riches of His purchase, and glory of his kingdome; And hast heretofore holden Him, as the very life of thy Soule, and chiefest and onely treasure; ejaculating, with David, unfainedly from the heart-roote, Psal. 73.25. Whom have I in Heaven but Thee? And there is none upon Earth, that I desire, besides [Page 512] Thee? (Earth is an Hell, and Heaven no Heaven, without Iesus Christ). I say, the present griefe, that thy well-beloved is now gone, argues evidently, this former enjoyment of His gracious presence. And then build upon't, as upon the surest Rocke: Once Christs, and His for ever. Rom. 11.29. The gifts and calling of God, are without repentance, Whom Hee loveth once, Hee loveth unto the end: Iohn 13.1. Malach. 3.6. Hee is no changeling in his love; I am the Lord, faith Hee, I change not: therefore yee sonnes of Iacob are not consumed: Semelelectus, semper dilectus. Once elected, ever beloved: Once Renatus non denascitur. Side Deo conceperis, certus crit partus tuus, non erit aborsu [...]. August. Rom. 8.38.39. New-borne, and borne to eternity: If once the sanctifying Spirit hath seizd upon Thee for Iesus Christ, thou art made sure, and lockt fast for ever, in the armes of his love, with everlasting barres of mercy and might, from any mortall hurt, and adversary power. Thou maist then cast downe the gauntlet of defiance against the Devill, and the whole world; and take up with Paul, that victorious chalenge unto all created things: De quo sanctissimus ille vir, & alij in Sacrâ Scripturâ, certò considere potuit; ae [...]o etiam alij sancti viri certò confidere possunt & dehent: Ratio: quia ommum sanctorum sides codem fundamento promissionum divinarum nititur, idémque spiritus omnes inhabitat, licèt diversâ mensurâ. De gratiâ propriâ & remissione peccatorum, Iob, David, Paulus, certò considere potuerunt, ut est demonstratum: Decídem igitur & alij sancti certò considere possunt, at debent. Par. adversus Bellande Iustisicat. Lib. 3. Cap 5. Sect. Statigitur. I am perswaded, that neither death, nor life, nor Angels, nor Principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other Creature, shall bee able to separate mee from the love of God, which is in Christ Iesus our Lord: Hee may hide His face from Thee for a while; but thou hast His owne sure, and inviolable Word from His owne mouth. That Hee will returne, and with everlasting kindnesse have mercy on thee. Hee Ergò, inquam, irascitur Deu [...] inter dum suis, id est, iustes. At non deserit. Imò & deserit. Isaiae quinquage simo quarto; Ad punctum in modico dereliquite: & in miserationibus magnis congregabote. Psalmo vigesimo secundo, Deus meus, Deu [...]meus, quare dereliquisti me? Haec manifesta. Tantùm distingvendum, Ira [...] D [...]i alias reprobationis esse, quae adversus iustos nulla sit unquam: alias correptionis, quae omnib [...] communis: Non s [...]eleratis-tantùm, sed etiam iustis: utrisque tamen propter peccata. E [...]dem modo, & d [...]sertio iudicanda: Temporalis, ant eterna. Illa, quae homines permittit ad tempus luc [...]ari cunt malo, interdum culpae, saepitis poenae: Haec, quae ijsdem laxat habenas, ut à peccatis in peccat a delopsi, poenas dent tandem aeternas. Hoc modo iustos, idest, fideles nunquam d [...]serit Deus: [...] Chamier. Tom. 3. Lib. 11. Cap. 18. Sect. 6. may frowne upon Thee, I confesse, for a season; [Page 513] and so fright thee with his terrours, as tho, in thy present apprehension, thou wert a lost Man: But Hee never will; Hee cannot possibly forsake thee finally. I have Vt fides certiùs niti promissioni possit, Deus iureiurando foedus suum sancit, atque imbecillitati naturae consulit. Valdè enim difficile est in hac carnis nostrae imbecillitate, & in hac peccatorum & aerumnarum mole, quibus oppressi sumus, retinere hane fidem, quòd simus in gratiâ apud Deum, et quòd i [...]e animum suum erga nos non mutet, etiamsise in poenis irasci nonnunquam ostendat. Sed excitanda est fides in hac luctâ, consideratione inrisjurandi, quo Deus promissionem confirmat. Maius enim à Deo praestari non potest, quàm quòd sacrum suum nomen adhibet, illúdque tanquam pignoris vice promissioni adijcit. Moller▪ in Locum. sworne once by my holinesse, that I will not faile David; Psal. 89.35. And in the meane time, thy former feelings of the motions of the Spirit and grace, doe give cleare evidence, and assurance, that spirituall life is still Accidit interdùm, ut Christum in nobis sentiamus, qui sensus illi [...]ò nullus sit; Residet tamen in nobis, ut anima in corpore dormientis, licèt nec ipsa nec ulla eius operatio sentiatur. Spin. de justir. Christi. resident in thy Soule; tho runne, as it were, into the roote, and tho it's more lively operations, and effects bee suspended for a time. Mulier foetum conceptum non semper molitantem sentit: ubi tamen semel, & iterum sensit, praegnantemse esse non ambigit. Idem. Ibid. The Woman, that hath once felt the Child stir in Her wombe, is most assured, that shee is with-Child; that an immortall Soule, and naturall life, is infused into it by the omnipotent hand of God, though at other times, shee perceive no motion at all: It is so in the present Point. And thy grieving also, groaning, and panting after Christ, is an unanswerable argument, that thou art alive spiritually. Lay the waight of the whole world upon a man, that is starke dead, and Hee can neither stirre, cry, or complaine.
3. Consider that some graces are more substantiall in themselves, more profitable to us, and of greater necessitie for salvation; as Faith, repentance, love, New-obedience, active and passive; Selfe-deniall, vilenesse in our owne eyes, humble walking with God, &c. Others are not so, or absolutely, necessary, but accompany a saving state, as separable accidents; as ioy and peace in believing, sensible comfort in the holy Ghost, comfortable feelings of Gods favour, rejoycing in hope, a lively freedome in prayer, Of which, see my Directions for a more comfortable walking with God, pag. 319. assurance of evidence, Deus efficaciter electos vocando indit [...]psis Principium aeterna durationis, quod in ijs solis reperitur: hoc in Scripturis vocatur Radix insita, Matth. 13.21. Semen manens, 1. Ioh. 3.9. & immortale, 1. Pet. 1.23. Vnctio manens, 1. Ioh. 2.27. Sermo insitus, Iam. 1.21. Spiritus inhabitans, 1. Cor. 3.16. Fons aquae salientis in vitam aeternam, Ioh 4.14. Ames. Coron. Art. 5. Cap. 1. &c. And from hence mayest thou take comfort in two respects: First, Desertion deprives thee only of these comfortable accessar [...]es; but thou art still possest of the Principall, and substantialls of salvation: Of which, not the utmost concurrence of all hellish, and earthly rage, can [Page 514] possibly rob thee; And therefore thou art well enough in the meane time, and as safe, as safety it selfe can make thee. 2. Secondly, Losse of these lesse principall graces (which by accident, is a singular advantage and gaine) drives thee nearer unto Iesus Christ, at least, by many unutterable groanes; every one whereof, is a strong cry in the eares of God; and causeth thee, better to prise, and plie; to exercise, and improove more fruitfully, those other more necessary graces, without which thou canst not bee saved. It is a wise, and honest passage in Mistris Iuxons Monument; pag 60. Shee continued faithfull to the ende, in the most substantiall graces. For howsoever shee mourned for the want of that degree of ioy, which shee had felt in former times; yet she continued in repentance; in the practise of holinesse, and righteousnesse; in a tender love of God, and to his Word, and Children; in holy zeale, and fruitfulnesse, even to the last period of her daies. And indeede, her want of full ioy was so sanctified unto her, that it was a furtherance to a better grace; namely, to repentance, and selfe-deniall, and base esteeme of her selfe. And I call repentance▪ a better grace then ioy, because, howsoever ioy, is a most excellent gift of the Spirit; yet unto us, repentance is more profitable. For I make no question, but that a mourning Christian may bee saved without ravishing ioy; and that Christ may wipe away his his teares in heaven: but no Christian shall bee saved without repentance, and selfe-deniall. For instance: The darkenesse of our Spirits in spirituall desertions, sets our Faith on worke extraordinarily. In such a Case, it hath recourse with more love, and longing to all the fountaines of life. The Person and Passion of Christ; all the Promises; Gods free grace; His sweet Name, and survaies them more seriously; searches and sounds them to the bottome; that by some meanes, at least, it may subsist, and hold up the head in such an evill time, and amongst so many terrours, and boisterous tempests. It is now put to the improvement, of the very utmost of all [Page 515] it's heavenly vigour and valour; and inforced to put forth it's highest, and most heroicall Act; even to cleave fast to the sure Word of God, against all sense and feeling; against all terrours, tricks of Satan, and temptations to the contrary. And by this extraordinary exercise and wrastling, it is notably strengthened, and steeled for the time to come. For as sloth, idlenesse, and want of exercise, doth much emasculate, and make our bodies more unactive, and unable; but hard-ship, agitation and imployment, doth much quicken, and fortifie them: So it is in the present Point. Without oppositions and assault, Faith langvisheth, and lies hid; but when stormes, and spirituall troubles are towards, it stirres up it selfe; gathers it's strength, and forces together: casts about for subsidiary assistance by prayer, Ministeriall counsell, meditation upon speciall promises for the purpose; experimentall recounting former deliverances, mercies, and favours upon our selves, and others, &c. And so becomes farre more excellent and victorious, for future incounters. It furthers also Repentance: In respect of, first, Sight of sins. For thorow the glasse of spirituall Affliction we see more, and them more monstrously vile. The clouds of inward trouble especially, unite, as it were, and collect the sight of our soules; and so represent our sinnes more to the life, and in their true colours: where as the glistering of prosperity, is wont to disperse and dazle it. Secondly, Of sense; wee are then more apprehensive of divine wrath, and weight of sinne; when wee are terrified, but with a taste of those immeasurable Seaes of bitternesse, and terrour, which it infinitely merits at the hands of God. Thirdly, Of hatred and opposition; wee then grow into a more hearty loathing of that sweet meat, which wee are too apt to tumble into our mouth, Iob 20.1 [...]. & hide under our tongue; when wee feele it accompanied with such sower sauce, and turned into gall and gravell within us. Wee shall afterwards bee farre more watchfull, and afraid to give [Page 516] entertainement, or warmth in our bosomes to those Vipers, which have so bitten and stung us. It makes Selfe-deniall more resolute and thorow. For the dearest and most desirable things of this life, compared with Christ, were never viler dung in our esteeme, then at such a time. Wee then finde that most true; That tho all the Starres shine never so bright, yet it is still night, because the Sunne is gone; But the alone presence of that Prince of light, creates a comfortable and glorious day; though never a Starre appeare. So, let us enjoy the Lord Iesus; and no matter, tho all the creatures in the World bee turned into Beares, or Divels about us; But if hee withdraw himselfe; and the light of his countenance set out of our sight; the confluence of all the comforts, the whole Creation can afford, will doe us no good at all. It quickneth notably our New-obedience. In respect of, first, Holinesse towards God, and reverent heavenly behaviour about the first Table. A generall taste and triall whereof, wee may take, by comparing Marriners in a storme, and arrived in the Haven; Chrysostomus alicubi docet; Satius esse longe in carcere detineri obscurissimo, teterrimo; quàm in Theatris versari. Quispiam saepè ingreditur carcerem superbus, exit demisso animo; ingreditur suribundus, exit mansuetus; ingreditur delicatus, exit patiens miseriarum, &c. Versà vice, se res babet in Theatris: Ingrederis modestus, exis lascivus; ingrederis mitis, exis in furorem proiectus & tragoedias; ingrederis animo moderato & virili, exis dissolatus in delicias & vanitates, &c. I am sure I retaine Chrysostomes sense. Prisons with Theaters; Burialls with Banquets; Beds of sickenesse, and expectation of death, with strength of youth, and prosperous health; and, which is punctuall for my purpose, fits of temptation, with times of spirituall wellfare. For as in the one state, wee may observe too much presumption, and putting farre from us the evill day, forgetfulnesse of God, security, and sloth: so in the other, Trouble, danger and distresse, much alter the Case. Wee shall then see them, bitterly bewayling their former sinnes; trembling in the dust, seeking early Gods face and favour; falling to prayer; vowing better obedience; and promising, upon deliverance, much holinesse, and a happy change. What mighty groanes of spirit proceede from the deserted, in such a Case, which are the strongest praiers, tho in that agony they falsely complaine, that they cannot pray? How greedy are they of godly conference, counsell and comfort [Page 517] out of the Word, daies of humiliation, of the most searching Sermons, godliest company, presence and praiers of the precisest Ministers? How fearefull are they, to heare any worldly talke upon the Lords day? How sensible of the least sinne, any dishonour of God, and all appearance of evill? In a word; how busie are they about that One necessary thing? Secondly, Of compassionatenesse towards others. Selfe-sufferings soften mens hearts towards their Brethren: Personall miseries makes them pittifull, and painefull to afford all possible help in times of distresse. Experience of our owne weakenesses, wants, danger to sinke under the waves of Gods wrath, and dis-ability to subsist by our selves, begets a sweet mildnesse, and gentle behaviour towards our neighbours; whose assistance, visitation and praiers wee now see, wee stand in need of in extremities, and evill times. Prosperity is apt of it selfe, to produce scornefulnesse, insolency, selfe-confidence, and contempt of others; But Gods hand upon us, especially in afflictions of Soule, teacheth us another lesson; to wit, how fraile, weake, and unworthie wee are. Thirdly, Of selfe-knowledge. In times of peace and calmenesse, looking thorow the false spectacles of selfe-love and conceitednesse, we are ready to over-weene, and out-prize our gifts; to mistake shadowes, for substances; smallest Mites of vertues, for richest talents; the infant beginnings of grace, for tallnesse in Christ: But remove these deceiving glasses, and let the touchstone of some sorer triall represent our selves unto our selves; and wee shall more clearely see our spirituall abilities, in their true nature and proportion. Then all unsound semblances of selfe-conceited sufficiencies, and former flourishes of unhumble assurance (which like gilded Papers, or Posts, shewing gloriously in the Sunshine, and seeming pure gold in outward appearance) will vanish quite away, and come to nothing in the fire of spirituall afflictions. Then the weaknesse of our, too much vaunted of, Christian valour, [Page 516] [...] [Page 517] [...] [Page 518] will bee discovered unto us, and acknowledged of us; when wee are put to wrastle with the wrath of God, and left to the horrour of some hideous temptation.
4. Heare Master Hooker, a man of great learning, and very sound in this point: (I varie some words, but keepe the sense entire) Happier a great deale is that mans Case, whose soule by inward desolation is humbled, then hee, whose heart is, through abundance of spirituall delight, lifted up, and exalted above measure. Better is it sometimes to goe downe into the pit with him, who beholding darknes, and bewailing the losse of inward ioy and consolation, crieth from the bottome of the lowest hell; My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken mee? Then continually to walke arme in arme with Angels; to sit, as it were, in Abrahams bosome; and to have no thought or cogitation, but of peace, and blessing himselfe in the singularity of assurance above other men; to say, I desire no other blisse, but only duration of my present comfortable feelings, and fruition of God: I want nothing, but even thrusting into heaven; and the like. For in the height of spirituall ravishments, thou art in great Pares esse possunt in charitate coram Deo: & ille qui spirituali consolatione per [...]unditur, & ille, [...]ui eâ privatur. Imò si dili [...]enter pensetur, magis pericli tari poterit, qui devotionis dulcedine fruitur, quàm is cui haec denegatur. Ratio. Quia si consolatione hui [...]smodi fungens de gratiâ tali confidat & sut impersectum exinde considerare negligat; suâ devotione erit Deo potiùs remotior, quâm propinquior propter suam presumptionem & satuam confidentiam. Gers. Tract de Remed. contra pusillan. Psal. 30.6.7. hazard of being exalted above measure; and so may bee justly exposed to a Thorne in the flesh, the Messenger of Satan to buffet thee, which is a very heavie case: But now on the other side, the lowest degree of humiliation under Gods mighty hand, is the nearest step to rising, and extraordinary exultation of spirit; The extremest darknesse of a spirituall desertion, is wont to go immediately before the glorious Sun-rise of heavenly light, and un-utterable lightsomnes in the soule. David securely pleasing, and applauding himselfe in his present stability, and strong conceit of the continuance of his peace, brake out thus; I shal never be moved; Lord, by thy favour thou hast made my mountaine to stand strong: But hee was quickly throwne downe, from the top of his supposed unmoveable hill; taken off from the height of his confidence, and lay trembling in the dust. Thou didst [Page 519] hide thy face, and I was▪ Subtraxisli sensum favoris & benevolentiae tuae, ita ut quocunque me verterem, nihil nisi Deum iratum cernerem, ita tandem excussus est mihi ille veternus, quo mens antea erat sopita, & incidi in magnam consternationem, & horrendos dolores, in quibus luitari me oportuit cum desperatione, cum sensu mortis & inserorum, &c. haec enim est illa consternatio, de quâ hic loquitur. Moller. in Loc. troubled. But now that sweetest rapture of incredible joy (for so he spake, The ioy which I feele in my conscience is incredible) did arise in Master Peacocks heart, when hee was newly come, as it were, out of the mouth of Hell. Mistris Bretterghs wonderfull reioycing followed immediately, upon her returne out of a roaring wildernesse, as she called it. What large effusions of the Spirit, and overflowing rivers of heavenly peace, were plentifully showred downe upon Robert Glovers troubled spirit, after the heaviest night, in all likelyhood, that ever he had in this world, by reason of a greivous Desertion?
5. Nay, heare the Spirit of all truth and comfort Himselfe immediately: Who is among you that feareth the Lord, that obeyeth the voyce of his servant, that walketh in darkenesse, and hath no light? Let him trust in the Name of the Lord, and stay upon his God. Whence wee may draw a double comfort in time of Desertion: first, Because in thy present apprehension, thou finds, and feeles thy selfe in darkenesse, and to have no light; thou art ready therupon to conceive, and conclude un-necessarily against thy owne soule, that Gods favour, Iesus Christ, grace, salvation, and all, are gone for ever. And this is the most cutting sting, & sorest pang, which grievously afflicts, and rents the heart in pieces with restlesse angvish in such Cases. Out of what depth of horrour, doe you thinke, did these heavie groanes, and almost, if not Desperati [...] duplex: 1. Temporaria, quam sily Dei interdum experiuntur, cùm doloribus in [...]erni circundantur & terribili maximarum tentationum luctâ, perpetuóque impendentium calamitatum onere premuntur, & quasi exanimantur: quam tamen mox auxilio gratiae divi [...]ae ac Spiritus Sancti, & per consolationem Scripturarum, fide vivâ superant, laetám (que) Catastrophen sortiuntur: sicuti Davidis, Psal. 77.8.9 10. & 22.2. & 31.23, &c. & aliorum electorum exemplo comprobatur. 2. Finalis, nihil aliud est, quàm peccata sua maiora & graviora aestimare, quàm gratiâ divinâ, & merito filij Dei remitti & expiari queant—Non expectare gratiam, veniam & alia benesi [...]ia credentibus promissa sed horribili sensuirae Dei & metu suturae abiectionis in aeternas poenas & mortem trepidare, & cruciari conscientiâ atque Deum [...]anquam crudelem & tyrannum exhorres [...]ere, [...]disse, & blasphemare. Alexiphar. adversus Desperat, pag. 15▪ &c. altogether for the time, despairing speeches [Page 520] spring, in those blessed Saints mentioned before? Psal. 77.78. Will the Lord cast off for ever? And will hee be favourable no more? Is his mercy cleane gone for ever? Doth his promise faile for evermore? Ostendi [...], quales f [...]erint cogitationes a [...]mi luctantis cum irâ Dei, & cum desperatione: cùm enim dolor non [...]emi [...]teret, etiamsi multa, quae ad eum sedandum factura videbantur, animo colligeret, sed subindè magis intenderetur & cresceret: tandem penè fractus magnitudine & morâ calamitatis, [...]rumpit in has voces, An in secula repellet? Haec epitasis est huius certaminis, in quâ parum absuit à desperatione. Videbat nullis remedij, bactenus sedari potuisse dolorem. Ideò diabolus immittit e [...] has cogitationes; frustra cum respicere ad gratiam & misericordiam d [...] nam: quia ira De [...]ta accensa, & essusa sit, ut sedari aut exting vi posthac non possit: nec restareal [...]ud, quàm tristem damnationis sententiam, quae expectanda sit. Moller in Locum. While I suffer thy terrours, I am Psal 88.15. Non ab externâ aliquâ calamitate, quae tolerari ac vinci nonnunquam, praesertim à pijs potest, erant his dolores; sed à sensu irae & iudicij divini, qui sensus initium & quasigustus est mortis aeterne. —A signo magnitudinem sui doloris ostendit, quòd perpetuò suerit non tantum facie, sed animo consternato, anxio & dubio, ut nesciret quid ageret, aut quò sese verteret; at que ut fides huc illuc agitata semper in metu versatur, ne mox inter suos dolores exting veretur. Id enim propriè significat verbum no. Idem in Loc. distracted. I am amazed, confounded, and almost mad with feare, least my soule should bee swallowed up, with the horrours of eternall death: Acts and Monuments, pag. 1891. I am afraid lest the Lord hath utterly withdrawne his wonted favour from me: The Christian life and death of Mistris Brettergh, pag. 13. Woe, woe, woe, &c. A weake, a wofull, a wretched, a forsaken woman: Discourse of Master Peacocks desertion. I have no more sense of grace then these curtaines. Oh! how wofull and miserable is my estate, that must thus converse with hell-hounds! It is against the course of Gods proceedings to save mee, &c. But now herein, the deserted in the sense I have said, are much deceived, and extremely wrong their owne soules in such extremities; not considering, that their walking in darkenesse, and having no light, may most certainely consist with a saving estate, and a Beeing in Gods favour, tho for the present not perceived. Which appeares plainely by the quoted place: Wherein, Hee that walketh in darkenesse, and hath no light, is such an one as feareth the Lord, and obeyeth the voice of his servant. Now the feare of God, and obedience to the Ministery, are evident markes of a gracious man. Hence it is, that when the servants of God are something come againe unto themselves, they see▪ and censure their owne unadvisednesse in that respect; disavow, and disclaime all termes tending that way, which they let hastily fall from them, in heate of temptation. And I said, [Page 521] faith David, this is my infirmity: but I will remember the yeeres of the right hand of the most High. Ibid. Truly, said Master Peacocke, my heart and soule have been far led, and deepely troubled with temptations, and stings of conscience; but I thanke God, they are eased in good measure. Wherefore I desire, that I bee not branded with the note of a forlorne reprobate. Such questions, Oppositions, and all tending thereto, I renounce. Here then is a great deale of comfort, in the greatest darkenesse of a spirituall desertion: for wee may assure our selves, that God by his blessed Spirit hath a secret influence, and saving worke upon the soule of his Child; when there is no light, or feeling of his favour at all. The Sun, we know, tho hee leaves his light upon the face of the earth, yet notwithstanding, descends by a reall effectual influence into the bosome, and darkest bowels thereof; and there exerciseth a most excellent work, in begetting mettals, Gold, Silver, and other pretious things. It is proportionably so in the present Point. A poore soule may lie groveling in the dust, afflicted, tossed with tempest, and in present apprehension, have no comfort; and yet blessedly partake still of the sweet influence of Gods everlasting love, of a secret saving worke of grace, and almighty support of the sanctifying Spirit. Let us looke upon the Lord Iesus himselfe: See Doctor Andrewes Sermon upon this Text: Behold and see, if there bee any sorrow like my sorrow. And that nothing might bee wanting to make his sorrowes beyond measure sorrowfull, his Father withdrew from him that solace hee was wont to finde in God. Field of the Church, lib. 5. cap. 18. His Father, by divine dispensation, shewing no comfort. Maxey of Christs Agony. His holy soule, though hee was Lord of Heaven and Earth, upon the Crosse, was even as a scorched heath-ground, without so much, as any drop of deaw of comfort, either from Heaven or Earth; and yet at the same time, hee was gloriously sustained by an omnipotent influence: And God was never nearer unto Him, than then; neither Hee, ever so obedient unto God. And I make no doubt, but that the judicious eye of the well-experienced Physition, may many times easily observe it, in those troubled, tempted and deserted soules, which they deale, and converse with, for recovery and cure. This secret and saving influence (I speake of) might bee evidently discerned in Master [Page 522] Peacocke, even at the worst. Some reverend Ministers standing by his bed of sorrow, asked him, if they should pray for him: Marke well his answer, Take not the Name of God in vaine (said hee) by praying for a Reprobate. Which words well weighed, seeme to imply, and represent clearely to a spirituall discerning judgement, some good measure, even of the highest degree of divine love; preferring the glory of God, before the wellfare of his owne soule; rather willing to have the meanes of his salvation neglected, then the Lord dishonoured, One asking another time; whether hee loved such an One, meaning a godly man: Yes, saith hee. Why? For his goodnesse. Another comming to him upon the Lords day, willed him to put his hand to a note of certaine debts: This is not a day for that, said hee. And at the same time, hee would hardly suffer any to stay with him from the Sermon. Beeing told of suffering plaisters out of Gods Word, to rest upon his wounded soule; Hee brake out thus: Oh! if I had. Oh! if it would please God. I had rather then any thing in this, or other three thousand Worlds! By these we may In a gloomy Day there is so much light, wherby we may know it to bee Day, and not night: so there is something in a Christian under a Cloud, whereby Hee may bee discerned to bee a true Believer, and not an Hypocrite. There is no meere darkenesse in the state of Grace, but some beame of light, whereby the Kingdome of darknesse wholy prevaileth not. Do [...]tor Si [...]bes Bruised Reed, pag. 101. see, and other passages to the same purpose; that our blessed God had a secret working, and saving influence upon his soule, even in the depth and hideous darkenesse of his most grievous desertion. Here is love, first, unto God in a high degree; secondly, deare affection unto his Children, and that for his Image shining in them; thirdly, love unto his Sabbaths, and salvation of others; fourthly, vehement desires after grace and Gods favour. All which, were undeniable demonstrations of an undamned state, to every understanding eye. Nay, unquestionable arguments of spirituall life, and designation to eternall blisse. Whereupon, my resolution was then, and protestation, upon good ground: That if all the powerfull eloquence, which rested with in the reverent bosome of mine owne deare Mother, the famous Vniversity of Oxford, managed by the S [...]raphicall tongue of [Page 523] the highest, and most glorious Angell in heaven, had been industriously set on worke for that purpose; except I had heard my blessed Redeemer say, I will rend a member from my Body, and throw it away; The holy Spirit say, I will pull my seale from that Soule, which I have savingly sanctifyed; my gracious and mercifull Father say, I wil this once faile, & forsake One of mine; I could never have been possibly perswaded, that, that soule of his, so richly laden with heavenly treasure, and gifts of God, [...]. never to be repented of; so syncerely exercised in the waies of God, and opposition to the corruption of the times, &c. should possibly perish! 2. Secondly, suppose thou shouldest walke in darkenesse and have no light, in the sense of the Prophet, for the residue and remainder of thy few and evill dayes in this vale of teares; nay, and dye so, before comfort comes; yet be not discomforted. For fearing God, and being uprighthearted, thy Soule shall most certainely bee preserved in spirituall and eternall safety, by staying upon thy God; tho thou bee without any sense of joy, and peace in believing. This life, tho never so long, is but a moment to the life to come: But the kindnesse is everlasting, with which hee will have mercy on thee. Thy sufferings are but short, whatsoever they bee; But thou hast eternity of joyes in the World above; purchased and prepared for thee, by the hearts-blood of that blessed Saviour of thine, upon whom thy soule relies. It is the Divels policy, say Divines, to procure for his slaves, all the favours, honours, and advancements; all the prosperities and pleasures hee can possibly; lest if hee should not follow, and fullfill their humours this way, they might thinke upon seeking after, and serving a new Master: No [...] caring to vexe, or molest them in this World; because hee knowes full well, hee shall have time enough hereafter to torment them in Hell. And wilt not thou contrarily, be content, if God so please, to passe thorow this vale of teares, even with Hemans horrour: [Page 524] Psal. 88.15. Sith Heaven is so neare at hand, and thou hast a little before thee, an everlasting time, to row in the bottomlesse, and boundlesse Ocean of all glory and blisse; in an endlesse variety of new and fresh delights, infinitely excellent and sweet, aboue the largest created conceite?
6. Let us suppose a Christian in these three states: (And it is no uncouth thing to those who obserue, or feele Gods secret, and unsearchable dealings with his Children).
1. First, in a faire and comfortable calme, and Sunshine, after the tempestuous troubles, and travaile in the pangs of the New-birth: when the light of Gods countenance; the first refreshing warmth of his sanctifying Spirit; the fresh sweetnesse and vitall stirrings of grace; the ravishing consciousnesse of his happy conversion, doe fill his soule, as with marrow and fatnesse; and feede it with a kindly, and more lively disposition to all good and godly dueties. 2. Secondly, in a spirituall Desertion; when the sense of Gods favour, love, and woonted presence; the comfortable vse, and exercise of the Ordinances, graces and spirituall affaires langvish; and leave him for a time. 3. Thirdly, In the state of recovery, and restitution from such a fearefull Dampe, and deprivation of divine comfort, unto former ioyfull feelings, and re-enjoyment of his Beloved; so that his revived soule may sweetly sing, My Beloved is mine, and I am his. Now, I doubt not, But that the middle of these three estates, being accompanied with hearty griefe, and groanes for Christs absence; restlesse pantings, and longings after a new resurrection, as it were, of the sensible, and fruitfull operations of grace; renewed desires and endeavours, for regainement of accustomed surer hold, by the hand of Faith; patient, and praierfull waiting for the returne of Gods pleased face, &c. is as pleasing and deare, if not Aridus & spiritualis dulce dinis vacuus, attamen pro devotione lahorans, & id quod in se est faciens; licet corde quasi frigido & spiritu repido debitum suum Deo solvens cumsui ipsius vilificatione, & divinae miserationis magnificatione, poterit propter sui humiliationem Deo multò fore acceptior. Gers. Trac. de Remed. cont pusillan. Saepenumerò sit ut Deo magis placeat & homini utilius sit, velle esse contritum, aut devotum, quàm se [...]tire contritionem aut devotionem, quia velle habere, & non habere generat afflictionem cordis. —Haec contritio tametsi sensibilis non sit, licèt interim cor patiaris durum, aridum & siccum sussicit ad salutem. Ego enim (inquit Deus) vestram attendo miseriam, vestram imbecillitatem, vestram paupertatem, nec ullo modo bonae voluntati desperandum est, quantumlibet cordis sentiat ariditatem seu frigiditatem, quando vellet se non peccâsse, stat uítque propter me, posthac nolle peccare. Lansper. apud Blos. de consolat. pusillan. more, to our mercifull Father, as either of the other [Page 525] two. Doe you not thinke, that the Fathers of our flesh are as lovingly affected, and meltingly mooved, to heare the obedient Child sigh and sob, cry out and complaine, because they looke not kindly upon him; but for triall of his affection, have hid for a time, the much desired beames of their fatherly favour, under some affected angry frownes; as when things are carried more currently, and comfortably betwixt them, without any great distast, and discontentment, or occasion to discover the mutuall impatiency of their loves one unto another? And shall not the Ioh. 17.26. Father of our Spirits, who loves us with the Dilectio, quâ nos prosequitur Deus, propriè loquendo non alia est; quàm quâ Filium suum ab initio dilexit, ut in eo nos quoque gratos sibi & amabiles redderet. —Inaestimabile fidei privilegium, quòd scimus dilectum fuisse Christum à Patre nostrâ causâ, ut eiusdem amoris essemus consortes, & perpetuò simus. Calv. in Loc. same love, with which he loves the Lord Iesus himselfe, surpasse as farre in affectionate compassion towards us, in the like Case, as an Almighty God doth a mortall Man? He cannot chuse; because the word is already gone out of his mouth; Like as a Father pittieth his Childe: so the Lord pittieth them that feare him. Psa. 103.13. I am perswaded, Gods bowels of compassionate tender-heartednesse and love, did yearne within him towards Iob, with more dearenesse and delight, at that cry, Iob 13.15. Tho he slay mee, yet will I trust in him; then at any time else, even in the Spring of his spirituall prosperity, or fullest tide of most heavenly feelings. Here then is comfort, more then thy heart can hold, if thou wilt bee counselled by the Prophets, that thou maist prosper. For when thou thinkest, that all is gone, that thou art a lost man, and utterly forsaken; even in the depth of thy spirituall darkenesse, (thou being so spiritually disposed, as I have said, and which thou canst not deny) I say, even then, (and thou oughtest so to apprehend and believe) the love of God is, as it were, doubled towards thee, much more endeared, by reason of thy distresse; and cannot hold, but breakes out many times into extraordinary pangs, and expressions thereof: As wee may see, Isa. 54.11. Oh! thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, &c. And into profession of resolution; and waiting to [Page 526] do us good; which he will super-abundantly performe, in the best time. Behold, I will lay thy stones with faire colours, and lay thy foundations with Saphires. Ibid. And therefore will the Lord waite, that hee may bee gracious unto you; and therefore will hee bee exalted, that he may have mercy upon you: For the LORD is a God of iudgment. Blessed are all they that wait for him, Isa. 30.18. Retiring the effects, and exercise of our love, from him whom wee love dearely, makes it returne with redoubled fervour into our owne bosomes; and there growes into a more vehement flame, which never rests, untill it breake out againe with dearer pangs upon the beloved Party. Even as when the Sunne suffers an Eclipse, and it's beames are driven backe, and reflected from the face of the Moone, interposed directly betweene it and our sight, so that they shine not upon us; then is the Or at least, vertuall power of heating. heate, and light thereof, multiplied, and much intended toward the Fountaine; which afterwards is shed downe upon us againe more amiably and acceptably, when the darkenesse is done. And let us further take notice, that Christ, our eldest Brother, blessed for ever, deales with us in such Cases, as Ioseph, a type of him in many At first, Ioseph was strange, and rough unto his Brethren, to make them remember their fault: But in the meane time hee gave them foode without money, & afterwards comforted them, Gen. 42. So at the first doth Christ, by touch of Conscience, without feeling of assurance of mercy, at an instant humble us: But in the meane time, bee in love gives us secret grace freely, that wee despaire not, till wee get the feeling of sol [...]d comfor [...]. 2. Cor. 1.3 Moses unvailed. 12. Ioseph. respects, dealt with his brethren: hee frown'd upon them, handled them roughly, and frighted them extremely; onely, to humble them thorowly; but in the meane time, and midst of his menacing carriage, his heart was so full of naturall affection, that hee was enforced, by the excesse thereof, to turne aside and weepe, and so returne to them againe. And hee turned himselfe about from them and wept, and returned to them again, Gen. 42.24. So the Sonne of God, as well as God the Father thorow him, tho sometimes in a little wrath hee hide his face from us; yet as hee will certainely, after a small moment, gather us with great mercies; so in the meane time, Hee is afflicted, and most tenderly affected towards us in all our afflictions. See Isa. 63.9.
[Page 527]7. Seventhly, Thinke it not strange, that thou art fallen into this kinde of spirituall affliction, as tho some strange thing, or that which doth, or may not befall the dearest servants of God, had happened unto thee. For herein thou becomes conformable to as holy Men, as ever the world had; Iob, David, Heman, Lutherus vir sanctus Anno 1527. in hu [...]us tentationis paroxys [...]o constitutus sudavit, & animo & corpore tristissime decubuit. Qui postea dicere solitus e [...]: Se malle in profundissimo carcere captivum [...]eneri, per totam vitam suam; quàm ad horam cruciatus istos denuò sustinere. Casm. Tent. Sch. 3. Cap. 2. Luther, &c. Nay, to the Sonne of God himselfe; From whose example and precedency, let the Christian, even in the darkest horror of a spirituall desertion, when hee is afraid, lest God hath forsaken him, fetch abundance of comfort, and support out of such considerations as these:
1. Christ himselfe was in the same Case: Besides a numberlesse variety of most barbarous cruelties, inflicted upon his blessed body, by the mercilesse, and implacable malice, of the Iewes; and, by consequent, sympathy upon his glorious soule; Hee suffered also Nos non tantùm poenas corporeas eramus commeriti: Syllogismus. Omnes poenae à nobis commeritae, toleratae sunt à Christo: At poenae animae erant à nobis commeritae: Ergo, poenae animae Christus toleravit: Certè, antequam corpus pateretur, Christus ipse testabatur suam animam esse perturbatam, & quidem usque ad mortem. Chamier, that great glory of France, and the Whole Christian World; in whose hands, Bellarmine, that Goliah of Rome, is but a very Childe. Tom. 2. Lib. 5. Cap. 12. Quis tam caecus, ut nunc saltem non videat huius argumenti certitudinem? Si Christus, naturali illo sensu magis horruit mortem▪ quàm ullus unquam hominum: Tum vel mollior fuit reliquis omnibus: vel in morte apprehendit aliquid praeter mortem: At ille vehementius horruit: & tamen non fuit mollior reliquis, imò verò constantier: ergò apprehendit in morte suâ aliquid gravius morte corpored. Idem & Ibid. Cap. 13. in soule immediately, intolerable, and (save by himselfe) unconquerable torments and paine. Hee grapled with the fiercest wrath of his Father for our sins; and sweat blood, under the sense of his angry countenance: Nay, this Crosse upon his soule, infinitely more waighty, then that which hee carried upon his shoulders toward Calvarie, did not onely cause streames of great bloody drops to fall downe to the ground; but also prest from him, that heavy groane, Mat. 26.38. My soule is exceeding sorrowfull, even unto death: and that last rufull bitter cry: My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken mee, cap. 27.46. If Christ Iesus himselfe then, blessed for ever, the [...], Col. 1.13. Son of the Fathers love, the Prince of glory; Nay, the glory of heaven and earth, the brightnesse of everlasting light, &c. In whom hee professeth himselfe to [Page 528] bee well-pleased, and for whose sake onely hee loves all the sonnes of Men, which shall be saved; was thus plunged into a matchlesse Depth of unknowne sorrowes, and most grievous desertion; Let no Christian cry out in the like spirituall desolation (but ever immeasurably short of his) and in his feare of being forsaken, that his Case is singular, desperate, irrecoverable: For the onely, deare, innocent Sonne of God, was farre worse in this respect, and in greater extremity, then hee is, can, or ever shall bee.
2. Secondly, Amongst other ends, for which the Lord Iesus drunke so deepe, and the very dregs of that bitterest Cup of his dearest Fathers heaviest indignation, this was one: That by a particular, and personall passing thorow that infinite Sea, those extremest dreadfull horrours of divine wrath for Iram in silium ne nos quidem dicimus; nisi per accidens: sed iram inpeccata, pro quibus se pati Christus sentiebat. Iram quidem non meruit Christus, perfectè iustus, proindéque innocens: sed effecta tamen eius irae sensit, ut vadem peccatorum oportuit. Ibid. cap. 14. our sinnes; which we all most justly deserved; and would have caused any meere Creature to have sunke downe under it, into the bottome of hell; and by an experimentall Here was an amazed feare; for millions of Men to despaire, was not so much, as for him to feare.—Never Man was so afraid of the torments of Hell, as Christ (standing in our roome) of His Fathers wrath. Hall in his Passion Sermon, pag. 45. feare, and feeling of that bitter and bloody Agony, which melted, as it were, his blessed soule into that mournefull Cry: My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken mee! (The comfortable influence of the Deity, being for the time in Christ was not forsaken any of these foure wayes: First, The essence of the God-head was never severed, or excluded from Christ the Man, but it dwelt in him at all times fully, Coloss. 2.9. Secondly, the personall union of the two Natures was never dissolved: and so the person of the Sonne never forsooke the humanity of Christ. Thirdly, the power of the God-head also was alwayes present with him, enabling him to beare the full viall of Gods wrath. Fourthly, The gracious assistance of Gods Spirit was never wanting, inabling Christ without the least impatiency, distrust, &c. to beare, whatsoever was inflicted upon him for our sinnes: But hee was forsaken, First, Positively; In that God the Father poured upon him the infinite Sea of his wrath, which hee now felt. Secondly, Privatively: In that hee was berest, and forsaken of all comfortable presence; the God-head for a season, shadowing it selfe under the Cloud of Gods wrath, that the Man-hood of Christ might feele the intolerable burden thereof: And thus Christ being destitute of consolation, complaineth that hee was forsaken. But Christ being thus forsaken, hee sustained the wrath of God, strived with it, and subdued it; that is, He delivered both himself and us from it, and so perfectly finished the worke of our Redemption. The bright Morning Starre, pag. 51, &c. some sort restrained, and retired from the humane [Page 529] nature; that it might bee capable, and sensible of that anger and angvish, which would have holden both Men and Angels, and all created Natures under everlasting calamity and woe). I say, that by his owne sense, and experience of such painefull passages, hee might learne, and know with a more fellow-feeling, and pittifull heart, to commiserate his poore afflicted Ones in their spirituall desertions; and with a softer, and more compassionate hand, to bind up their bleeding soules, with his sweetest Balme of tender-heartednesse and love; when in such horrible 1. Deus existimatur à nob [...] recessisse nósque deserüisse, &c. 2. Hinc proiecti sumus in abyssum irae & iudicij divini, quam sentientes terremur, quasi planè simus irae & iustitiae divinae fluctibus atque procellis demergend▪ & horribili velut voragine absorbendi. 3. Ex hac abysso praecipitamur in profunditatem dolorum conscientiae, quae propter peccata & irae divinae sensum nos contra testatur, accusat, flagel [...]at, torquet, & damnat mole poenarum obruta. Causas habet conscientia dolorū multas: prospiciens aeternas poenas doloribus certè excru [...]iatur. Inde ipsi abyssus & vorago formidabilis. 4. Ex hac demùm profunditale in aliam diabolicam abyssum dilabimur, telis sugati, & vulnerati Diaboli ignitis; quibus solicitamur ad Deum blasphemandum, fugiendum, abnegandum. Inde prosiliunt ab quàm profandae & in imis animi sedibus latitantes cogitationes, quas Satan instillat, ut impellat miseros homines ad blasphemiam & desperationem, ad odium Dei, ad fremitum adversus Deum. Casm. Schol. 2. cap. 2. pag 51.56. depths, they shall thirst, and long, and gaspe for drops of mercy, and his Fathers pleased face. For in that hee himselfe hath suffered, being tempted; hee is able to succour them, that are tempted, Heb. 2.18. A woman, which hath her selfe with extraordinary torture, tasted the exquisite paines of Childe-birth, is woont to bee a great deale more tenderly, and mercifully affected to an other in like case; then she, that never tried, what it is to be terrified with the suddennesse, un-avoidablenes, and terrible pangs of a womans travaile; and is more skilfull, ready, and forward to relieve in such distresse. And so also all others, who have been most afflicted, either with outward troubles, or inward terrours, or both; are ever most fit, and feeling, to speake unto the heart; to put to their helping hand; and make much of comfortlesse and miserable men, troubled, and tempted, as they have been. And such was the Case of our blessed Saviour in his sufferings for our sakes. Hee was exercised all his life long with variety, and extremitie of cruelties, indignities, and all manner of vexations, beyond measure, grievous, [Page 530] bitter, and intolerable. Hee drunke full deepe of the Worlds disgrace; the Divels malice; the rage of great Ones; the contempt, and contumelies of the vilest; the scornefull insultations of his enemies; sorest sufferings, from all things in Heaven, Earth, and Hell: Of those pinching passions, hunger, thirst, wearinesse; of bodily tortures, hideous temptations, agonies of Spirit; Could hee indure the scorching flames of the wrath of his Father, the curse of our sinnes, those tortures of Body, those horrours of Soule; and doth hee now shrinke at his thirst? No, no, &c. The now Bishop of Exe [...]er in his Passion-Sermon, pag. 12 even of the full Cup of his Fathers fiery wrath, and Hee saw the burden of all particular sinnes to bee laid upon him: every dram of his Fathers wrath was measured out unto him, ere he toucht this Potion: this Cup was full; and he knew that it must bee wring'd▪ not a drop left. Idem. Ibid. pag. 51. horrors of soule, for our sinnes, to the very last drop; which went as farre beyond his other outward extremities, as the Soule goes beyond the body; Gods utmost anger, the malice of men: Whereby hee is now blessedly fitted, and enabled excellently to succour them that are tempted. Consciousnesse of his owne Case in the daies of his flesh, is a keene incentive to his holy, and heavenly soule, more sensibly and soone, to take pitty upon, and ease the severall necessities, troubles, sorrowes, and soule-afflictions of all his Children.
3. Thirdly, As this ever-blessed Redeemer of ours, was in himselfe more then infinitely free, and more then farre enough from all sinne; so by consequent, from any inherent cause of the least crosse; or any shadow in the World, of his dearest Fathers displeased countenance. For originally, He was of a most pure, harmelesse, and holy nature; all his life long, kinde, sweet, and gracious to every Creature; offending none, doing good unto all; In his death, incomparably patient, brought as an innocent Lambe to that bloody slaughter; not opening his mouth, for all those base, and barbarous provocations of the cruell, and mercilesse Miscreants about him; swimming in blood, burning in zeale, wrastling in prayer, even for the salvation of his enemies. So that his guiltlesse, and unspotted soule had no neede at all of any passion, or expiation. All his sorrowes and sufferings, were voluntarily under-gone, onely for our sakes, and sinnes. Had not the pretious hearts-blood of the only, deare, naturall, eternall Sonne of God, been [Page 531] poured out as water upon the ground; where at the whole Creation was astonished; the Earth trembled and shooke, her Rocks clave asunder, her Graves opened; the Heavens with-drew their light, as not daring to behold this sad and fearefull spectacle; never had the soule of any sonne or daughter of Adam been saved. It was not the glory and treasures of the whole Earth, not any streaming sacrifices of purest Gold, not the life of Men and Angels; no not the power, and prostration of all the Creatures in Heaven and Earth, or of ten thousand Worlds besides, could have prevail'd, satisfied, and served the turne in this Case. Either the Heire of all things must die, or we had all been damned. Is the heart then of any Mourner in Zion heavy, and ready to breake for sorrow; because hee hath lost the light of Gods face, feeling of his love, and consolations of grace? So that the darknesse of his Spirit thereupon, frights him with re-possession of his pardoned sinnes, temptations to despaire, and feares, lest hee bee forsaken: O then let him hie, and have speedy recourse unto this heavenly Cordiall: when our Lord, and our Love felt the curse of our sinnes, and his Fathers hottest wrath comming upon him in the Garden; without any outward violence at all, onely out of the paine of his owne thoughts; bled thorow the flesh and skinne, not some faint deaw, but even solid drops of blood; and afterwards in the bitternesse of his soule, cried out upon the crosse, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken mee? And none of all this for himselfe; For no staine at all did cleave to his sacred soule; But all this, (the least of That, what the infinite sinnes of almost infinite men, committed against an infinite Majesty, deserved in infinite continuance; all this in the short time of his Passion did hee sustaine. Ibid p. 43. which, wee can no more expresse, then wee could undergoe) for thy sake and salvation, alone, who loves our Lord Iesus Christ, in syncerity. And therefore ground upon it as upon the surest Rocke, even in the height of thy heavie-heartednesse, and depth of a spirituall desertion; that those depths of sorrow, whereof our conceits can finde no bottome; thorow which hee waded in his [Page 532] bloody sweat, cry upon the Crosse, and painfull sufferings in soule, did most certainly Non est ergò indignum redemptori nostro quòd tentari voluit, qui venerat occîdi: Iustum quippe erat ut sic tentationes nostras suis tentationibus vinceret, sicut mortem nostram venerat suâ morte superare. Greg. Hom. 16. in Evangel. free thee everlastingly from the guilt, venome, and endlesse vengeance of all terrours of conscience, Agonies of Spirit, temptations to despaire, and damnations of Hell. The righteous Iudge of all the World will never expect, or exact at the hands of any of his Creatures double paiment, a double punishment. Our dearest Saviour hath satisfied to the utmost, with his owne blood, the rigour and extremity of his Fathers Iustice in thy behalfe; and therefore it is utterly impossible, that thou shouldest ever finally perish. Inward Afflictions, and troubles of minde, may for a time presse thee so sore, that thou maist bee ready to sinke; for 1 chastisement, 2 triall, 3 prevention of sinne, 4 perfecting the pangs of the New-birth, 5 example to others, &c. But in despite of the united rage, and policy of all infernall Powers; Thou shalt in due time be raised again, by that victorious, and triumphant hand; which bruised the Serpents Metaphorica est descriptio victoriae Christi de Satana. In capite Serpentis est virus, robur & vita. Ergò caput serpentis notat dia [...]oli potentiam, saevitiam, & regnum, &c. Par. in Locum. head, and burst the heart of Hell; even Psal. 40.2. out of an horrible pit, bee set upon a Rocke, farre above the reach of all hellish hurt, or sting of horrour. In a little wrath I hid my face from thee, for a moment, but with everlasting kindnesse wil I have mercy upon thee, saith the Lord thy Redeemer, Isa. 54.8.
5. There is another terrible fierie dart, dipt full deep in the very rankest poyson of the infernall pit; which, though it bee not much talked of abroad, nor taken notice of by the World; yet is secretly suggested, and managed with extremest malice and cruelty, in the silent bosomes of Gods blessed Ones. Quantò districtiùs non exhibet membra sua, arma iniquitatis peccato, tantò strictius buiusmodi spiritu quatitur & pulsatur. Bern. Lib. de conse. De multip. variet. cogitat. The most holy hearts are many times most haunted with this foulest fiend. Strangers to the wayes of God, bee not much troubled in this kinde, nor ordinarily vexed with such horrours. Satan, as I said before, makes as much of his in this World, as hee can possibly; knowing, that hee hath time enough, even eternity, to torment them in [Page 533] the World to come: And therefore hee is not woont, to weld this terrifying weapon against them, save only at some dead lift, or upon some speciall advantage; as under some extraordinary misery, or in excesse of melancholy; to drive them thereby to distraction, selfe-destruction, or despaire. Or, it may bee, God may suffer him to afflict thus hideously, some grievous sinner, which hee is about to bring in; to prepare him thereby (though the Divell himselfe meaneth not so) for the pangs of the New-birth, deeper humiliations, and more vehement desires to get under the wings of Christ from that hellish Kyte. Or, hee may sometimes mingle these horrible stings, with the terrours of spirituall travell; upon purpose to Huius nequissimi hostis est illa vel prima caelliditas, & ars doli plena, [...]atigare cogitationibus rudes animas, & novellis in proposito mentibus de ipsâ interdum conversatione afferre moerorem, ut facilè ab huius rei profectu deterreatur animus▪ cuius initia amara cognoverit. Itáque solet tam sordidas nonnunquam & impias cogitationes inferere menti; ut, qui tentatur, dum suum illud putat esse quod cogitat, deteriorē se per spiritum immundum proposito suo arbitretur effectum: multó (que) puriorem animam habuisse se credat, cùm adhuc res seculi amaret: vult enim ijs, quibus invidet callidissimus inimicus, horrorem propositi ex desperatione sacere sanctitatis: ut eos obsidente tristitiâ, et si à proposito non revocat, certè retineat à profectu. August. Epist. 142. hinder conversion, by a diversion into By-wayes, or frighting backe againe to folly and former courses. But sure I am, the ordinary object, and speciall aime of Satans malice in this Point, are only those, who have happily escaped out of his clutches already; and are fully, and for ever freed from his damming fury, and all-deadly hurt. And I know not, whether there bee any of these, which doth not lesse, or more, at one time, or other, suffer under this horrour. And yet every one of them thinks himselfe singular in this suffering; and that it is not usuall for Gods Children, to have such prodigiously foule and fearefull thoughts put into their heads; which they dare not mention for their abhorred monstrousnesse, neither remember without trembling. Now by this dreadfull engine of the Divell, which I thus talk of, before I tell you what it is; (and no marvaile, for what heart would not willingly retire, or can chuse but tremble, intreating upō such a Theame!) I meane, hideous iniections, Cogitat homo plerumque terribilia de fide, horribilia de divinitate, & per phantasmata corporearum imaginum transrotatus, illa sentit, quae vel in confessione evomere peccator on [...]ratus exhorret. Bernar. loco suprà citato. horrible thoughts, blasphemous Suggestions, monstrous conceits of [Page 534] the most holy pure and ever-glorious God, His Word, divine Truths, the Lord Iesus, blessed for ever; or some way, or other, about spirituall and heavenly things; framed immediately by Satan himselfe, and with furious violence throwne into our minds, infinitely against our wills; at the grieselinesse whereof, not only Religion, but also reason; Nay, even corrupted nature, and common sense, stand astonisht; shrug and shrink backe at the horrour, and abhorre them extremely. Some of Gods dearest Children, and those that love him best, (Would you thinke it? yet it is too true) are sometimes so pestred with their irkesome intrusions; that whatsoever they speake, doe, heare, reade, or think upon, is wrested, perverted, and hellishly empoisoned with this temptation of blasphemy. And they are ordinarily prest upon them with most importunity and impetuousnesse, when they are best busied, and exercised in the holiest duties; as in praier, hearing, or reading the Word, singing of Psalmes, dayes of humiliation, &c.
In the first place: For a comfortable support in such a Case, peruse, ponder well upon, and apply such considerations and counsels as these:
1. In this terrible temptation also, thou becomes but conformable to thy Lord and Master, which bought thee with his dearest blood, and to many of his blessed Saints. Was there ever suggestion in conceit, or word, or any possibilitie of being like unto this in execrablenesse and horrour: Revel. 15.3. Coloss. 2.9. That the King of Saints, in whom dwelleth all the fulnesse of the Godhead bodily, should fall downe and worship the Prince of Hell, and vilest of Creatures? And yet this most horrible blasphemie, was injected into the most holy imagination of Iesus Christ; with which it was infinitely more impossible to be any waies tainted, or stained, then the fairest Sunne-beame with the foulest Dirt. But hee endured it, and conquered: And that for our sakes only, and safety, even for [Page 535] such excellent endes as these; first, That when wee are [...]et upon by Satan in the same kinde, and so hideously assaulted, that upon the first sense, we are ready to sinke under the suddaine fright; and to thinke, that none in the world are so but wee; yet in cold blood, wee may comfortably recover our selves, and presently conceive, that our Case is not singular, and incompatible with a saving state; for even the Sonne of God himselfe surpassed us in the same suffering. Secondly, That hee might take the venome, sting, and guilt from this hatefull, and horrible temptation, for all His, to the Worlds end. Thirdly, That having himselfe tasted the Divels malice herein, hee might out of His owne feeling and experience, more tenderly take to heart our troubles, and terrours that way; more mightily fortifie, and free our spirits, against the invasion, and surprise of all such prodigious injections, and flashes of Hell.
2. It is the concurrent judgement of Blasphemous thoughts not consented to by us, are not our sinnes, but the Divels. Men must not feare those kinde of thoughts over much — Because, though indeed they bee their crosses, yet are they not their personall sinnes, for which they shall incurre the wrath and displeasure of God. Perkins Cases of Conscience, Lib. 1. Cap. 10. Sect. 2. Wee are to know and consider, that they are not our owne thoughts, but Satans suggestions; and therefore they shall not bee laid to our charge, as being our sinnes; but shall bee set upon Satans score, unto whom of right they doe appertaine, together with the punishment due unto them. —If wee withstand and abhorre them as wicked, and Diabolicall, shewing no kinde of liking of them, they shall never bee imputed to us, as our sinnes, but unto Satan, who is the Authour of them. Downam. Christ. Wars. Lib. 3. Cap. 11. This may comfort those, that being vexed with fearefull suggestions of Satan, as to thinke amisse of God himselfe, &c. doe therefore thinke amisse of themselves, as if they were therefore most vile wretches. But they must remember, that this is no more their sinne, if they presently beate it backe, then if a man like them, should wish them to the like. Satan must answer for this himselfe. Daniel Dyke in his Michael and the Dragon, at his Doct. All temptations are not sinnes in the tempted. The true believer detests so the Divels motions, upon the sudden injection sometimes, that hee is without taint of sinne by them; yet it is an affliction with victory, as it was with our Saviour tempted by the Divell, to whom God sent Angels for his comfort; yet our corruption considered, it is a rare thing. Wilson in his helpes to faith, pag. 150. In illis cogitationibus, quae repugnanti & invito animo suggeruntur, quibus mens cum horrore quodam renititur ac resistit—Non est peccatum sine consensu mentis. August. Epist. 142. Cùm ille insatiabilis homicida ab exteriore sensualitate se videt exclusum, interiora collectis viribus aggreditur. Sed spiritualis homo, qui omnia iudicat, illius astutias non ignorat. Reprimit quod potest: quod autem non potest reprimere, tolerat: quia [...]t silatratum canis sustinet, morsum non timet. Latrat enim cum s [...]ggerit: tunc verò mord [...]t, cùm ad consensum pertrahit: sed cùm non [...]ngerit, quod suggessit, tunc non vulnerat, sed coronat: quia eisi sentientem crucial, nonobligat no [...] consentientem. Bernard. Lib. de Consc. Cap. De multip. variet. Cogitat. Huiusmodi cog [...]ationes exe [...]r [...]ndae blasphemiae non sunt ho [...]inis, sed Di [...]boli eas suggerentis, unde nec imputabuntur homini ad demeritum, &c. quic quid nempe homine af [...]fligit con [...]ra suā vol [...]ntatem, et non placet, nec de [...]ectat, non facilè in talibus tentator nocere potest. Gers. Tract. de Remed. contra pusilan. Placuítne unquam tibi ista turpis cogitatio? Absit, inquit ille: nam maximè mihi semper displicuit. Et ait sanctus pater: Manifestum est ergò, quòd tu eam non agis, sed pateris, antiqu [...] hoste procurante, & te ut decipere tandem, pe [...] desperationem pusset, itafatigante. Idem de modo se habendi contra malas minis. Quòd si externis h [...]s [...]e & adven [...]ijs cogitationibus non assentiamur, nonsunt nostra peccata reputanda, sed Diaboli, qui illas suggerit. Alsted. Theolog. Caf. cap. 24. A pious Soule is no more guilty of them, then Bentamin of Iosephs Cup, put into His Sacke. Doctor Sibbes, Bruised Reede, pag 125. learned, [Page 536] and holy Divines, that these monstrously blasphemous thoughts, and satanicall suggestions, resisted, and not consented unto, are not our sinnes, but our crosses. Or suppose, there should be any tainture on our parts; yet, condemning them in our judgements, and abhorring them with our heartes; wee may bee most assured, that the blood of Iesus Christ is infinitely more mighty and soveraigne, to take away the venome, and vilenesse of them; then the Divell malicious, and subtil [...] to inject. I will imagine, that some bloody Popish Powder-Traytor, had prest upon thee at that time, and suggested thus: Wee are plotting, and purpose to blow up the Parliament with Gun-powder: To destroy at one blow the King, Queene, Prince, Nobility, &c. And afterward, to cut the throats of all the Protestants in the Kingdome; to roote the Gospell out of it for ever, &c. And then to lay the fault upon the In the Powder treason it was the Papists plot and purpose, after the stroke, to lay the fault (if Gods mercy had not prevented their malice) upon the Puritanes, (as now they have gotten a tricke for their advantage, to Nicke-name even good Protestants), and accordingly they had drawne a Proclamation to that effect, ready for the Presse. Wherein they charged the Puritanes (meaning hereby, all honest men, that are not like them) with that odious and execrable fact; and with this draught they were found, and taken in the manner, beyond retracting, or shadowing. Digit. D. pag. 27. I heard a Professour in the Vniversitie avou [...]b from the Chaire; that he saw with his owne eyes a Spanish booke, which reported; that the Puritanes were the contrivers of the Powder-plot. Puritanes. These, and the like, were injections of much horrour, and monstrous nature: For thus, men learned both in the mystery of Christ, and depths of State, spoke of that plot at that time: Doctor White in his Sermon at P.C. p. 31. Remember but the Powder-Treason, the uttermost point of all villany; beyond which it is terra incognita; no man can devise, what should bee betweene Hell and [Page 537] it. Doctor Tynley in his Sermon at P.C. pag. 67. Consider but this day, the Birth-day, as I may tearme it, of our Countrey; in which, both Prince and People came, as it were, anew into the World; delivered from the fearefull Powder-Vault, the very belly of Hell and confusion, as Ionah sometime did from the Belly of the Whale. Doctor King in his Sermon at White-Hall, pag. 16. Behold, that which so many millions of eies, since those windowes were first opened in the head of man, to behold the light of Heaven; I say, so many millions of eyes in their severall generations, now sunke downe into their holes, and consumed within their Tabernacles, never saw: never those glorious and constant Lights of the Firmament; those cleare and Crystalline eies of nature, which walke through the Whole World, and give no rest to their temples; the Sunne that wandereth by day, and the Moone that waketh by night, they never saw the like, &c. It Sir Edward Philips, In the proceedings against the late Traytors. was of such prodigious immanity, that before now, the tongue of Man never delivered; the eare of Man never heard; the heart of Man never conceited; nor the malice of hellish, or earthly Divell ever practised. Sir Edward Coke. Ibid. It is beyond all example, whether in fact, or fiction; even of the tragicke Poets, who did beat their wits, to represent the most fearefull, and horrible Murders. The Earle of Northampton. Ibid. At sas est odisse viros facinúsque nesandum, Immane, horrendum, quo non crudelius unquam ulla tulit tellus, nec par ausuve secundum, quodque attentatum vix aetas postera credat. — Non hanc Sabrina lituram, non hanc Oceanus, quo toti claudimur orbi, abstulerint nobis. In quò perduxerit Anglos, paucorum rabies, scelerísque iniuria tanti! In homines nefarios, qui scelere ausúque immani Parliamenti jampridem habendi domum, pulvere Bombardico evertere sunt machinati s [...]il. quinto Novembris, 1605. pag. 4.5. Facinus tam tetrum, tam foedum, tam dirum, & diris omnibus devovendum; ut superet penè fidem nostram, qui tamen ipsi vidin [...]s: Posteritas quidem certè (credo) vix fidem adhibebit, fuisse unquam in specie humanâ tales ex infimâ usque abysso locustas, qui tam in fanda cogitarent. Winton. Opus [...]. posthu. pag. 64. The Plot, whereof Livie speakes, of dispatching the whole Senate of Rome in an houre: the devise at Carthage, to cut off one whole faction, by one enterprise: the conspiring of Brutus and Cassius, to kill Caesar in the Senate; the proiect of destroying in one Conclave, the greatest part of the Cardinals: the Sicilian Even-song, and the Parisian Mattins: nay, the wish of Nero, that Rome had but one Head, which hee might cut off at one blow, came farre short of this invention, which spared neither age, sexe, nor degree. Well then, if thou shouldest have approved, [Page 538] and consented unto the suggestion of this most execrable, and unheard-of villany; for which, Hell hath not a fit Name, nor the World a sufficient punishment; thou hadst made thy selfe the most prodigious Beast that ever breathed, an abhorred Monster of Mankinde; and justly merited to have passed presently, from most exquisite tortures here, to endelesse torments in another World. But now, if all the while the motion was making, thy heart had risen against it, with indignation and loathing; thou protested'st to the Party, thy abominating any thought that way, from the heart roote, to the pit of hell; and immediately running to the King, shouldest have discovered, and disclaimed it, as a most detestable and hellish plot; I say then, what Man could have justly blamed thee, or wherein could thy conscience any way accuse thee? It is so in the present Point. As that other incarnat Divell in his kinde, so the Divell himselfe throwes into thine imagination, most hideous thoughts, and horrible blasphemies, even against the dreadfull Majesty of Heaven, the thrice blessed and ever-glorious Trinity, the holy Humanity of the Lord Iesus, &c. To which, if thou shouldest understandingly assent, and approve indeed; thou mightest expect most worthily, to become ten times fouler, then the ougliest Fiend in Hell. But sith thou knowest in thine owne conscience, that thy heart trembles with horrour and amazednesse, when they are offered; nay, violently thrust into thy minde; That thou resists, and rejects, them, with all the power and prayer thou canst possibly; canst not chuse, but out of a pang of infinite detestation, and heart-rising, turne thus, or in the like manner upon the Tempter: These very words were forced, by fury of temptation, from One tempted in this kinde. Most malicious enemie to the glory of my God, and good of my Soule; thou troubles thy selfe and mee in vaine. I doe infinitely acknowledge my blessed Creatour, Redeemer, and Sanctifier, to bee one incomprehensibly glorious, wise, gracious God: Heaven to be wholly filled, embroidered, impaled with nothing but holinesse [Page 539] and happines: All the Creatures to be good, as they issued out of the hands of God; and Remembrancers to us of his power, wisedome, and goodnesse: Gods blessed Booke to be all most holy, most true, a rich treasury of heavenly wisdome, and sweetest knowledge, &c. And thy cursed self to be the onely Authour, and Brocher of all sinne, hurt, and uncom [...]linesse▪ And to thee, and thine, alone they belong. Mingle not thou thy malice with my lowliest, most deare, and reverend thoughts of my Father, my Saviour, my Comforter, &c. And thou art also woont presently to presse in private, into Gods glorious presence, and prostrate thy selfe before his righteous Throne; there to discover this hellish malice; to complain how villanously the Divell deales with thee; to protest thine innocency, and infinite hatred of those horrible blasphemies; to cry heartily for pardon, patience, and power against them. And therefore it being thus with thee, thou maist, upon good ground, bee more then infinitely assured, that they are not imputed unto thee at all; but wholly set upon Satans score. Hence it is, and from this ground, that I have many times told some, thus tempted: That when they have passed a day, prest upon violently, and pestred, with the furious intrusion of such un-utterably foule, and fearefull injections; they have, in all likelyhood spent that day, with farre lesse sinne in their thoughts; and more freedome from guilt, and provocation of divine anger, then if they had been free: Because they being so earnestly, and vehemently deprecated; withstood with such aversion and loathing; protested against unfainedly, and that upon such termes, that they would rather bee torne in pieces with wild Horses; die ten thousand deathes; doe, or suffer any thing; then yeeld the least assent, or approbation thereunto: they are then, I say, not their Nonnun quam alicuius mentem plurimum conturbat hostis, in illam magnam foedarum ac turpium cogitationum multitudinem immittendo, ut hic se continuò peccare credat. Dicet enim horrendum essèscelus; cùm legendo & Deo obsequendo hae cogitationes adveniunt. —At qui non cùm impiae mentem cogitationes tangunt, peccamus; —sed duntaxat, cum eis consentimus: idest, quando illis voluntas nostra favet; quando eas ipsa cum delectatione complectitur; quando eas adesse gaudet: Quamdiù verò hae si [...]i displicent, sibique sunt horrori ac odio, nullum est noxaeperi [...]ulum. Gerson de diver. Tempt. transgressions, but afflictions; [Page 540] Not their iniquities, but miseries; Not their sinnes, but crosses. Nay, and further for their comfort, If they should bee haunted by them, untill their ending houre (which God forbid, and beat backe such accursed, and hatefull spight from every humble soule); yet cleaving close unto the Lord Iesus, hating all sinne, and having respect to all Gods commandements; they are not able at all, neither can any whit hinder, hurt, or any way prejudice their spirituall state, and everlasting salvation.
3. Transitorio hic verbere affliguntur electi, ut á pravitate flagella corrigant, quos paterna pietas ad haereditatem servat. Nunc etenim flagellatur iustus, & verbere disciplinae corrigitur, quià adaeternae haereditatis patrimonium praeparatur. In suis autem voluptatibus relaxatur iniustus, quia tantò ei temporalia bona suppetunt, quantò aeterna denegantur. Iniustus ad debitam mortem currens, effraenatis voluptatibus utitur, quià & vituli qui mactandi sunt in liber is pastibꝰ relinquuntur. At contrà iustus à delectationis transitoriae i [...]cunditate restringitur, quià & nimirùm vitulus ad laboris usum vitae deputatus sub iugo retinetur. Negantur electis in hac vitâ bona terrena; quia & aegris quibus spes vivendi est, nequaquam à medico cuncta quae appetunt conceduntur. Dantur autem reprobis bona, quae in hac vità appetunt; quia & desperatis aegris omne quod desiderant, non [...] negatur. Gregor. in 31. cap. Iob, cap. 4. Every servant of Christ hath his share in some affliction, or other; and is ever made, in some good measure, conformable to him in his sufferings. Those, who have the raines laide, and left upon their neckes, without curbe or correction, are Bastards, and not Sonnes. They may, as the holy Ghost tells us, prosper in this World, and passe peaceably out of it, and have no bands in their Quietè [...]oriuntur. Transigunt in voluptate & suavitate dies suos, vitam agunt, & traducunt suavem & iucundam ad mortem usque. At ubi mors advenit, feliciter etiam & suaviter moriuntur, ut vixerant. Ad felicitatem emmetiam mortis conditio requiritur. — Sic de illis di [...]it, Psalm. 73. Neque enim sunt vincula morti [...]orum, &c. Merc. in Iob cap. 21. death, like other men: they may Iob 21. live, and become old, and bee mighty in power: Their seede may bee established in their sight with them, and their off-spring before their eyes: their houses may be safe from feare, neither may the rod of God bee upon them: Their Bull may gender, and faile not, their Cow may calve, and not cast her Calfe: they may send forth their little Ones like a flocke, and their Children dance: They may take the Timbrell and Harpe, and reioyce at the sound of the Organ: they may spend their dayes in wealth, and in a moment go downe to the Grave: At last die even Id simpliciter hoc loco significat, non quod alij volunt, & momento ad inferna descendunt, quasi in locum supplicij. Nihilenim de futurâ vitâ hîc Iob dicere voluit, sed omni ex parte felicitatem impiorum adversum socios ostendere, quibus ad cumulum solicitatis, quâ vitam totam transegerunt, hoc insuper accedit, quòd suavissimè moriuntur. Idem. Ibid. Interim improbi exultant, robusti sunt, & pleni vigoris: quando verò ad mortem veniunt, quasi ex vot [...] videntur illam obire, tum quasi cubitumire. Calvin. in Loc. like a Lambe, as [Page 541] they say. But when all is done, they are utterly undone, and everlastingly; By reason of the horrour, and angvish, that shall come upon their soules; the affliction, the worme-wood, and the gall: for horrible is the end of the unrighteous generation: they are immediately throwne downe from the top of their imaginary felicity, and untroubled bed of seeming peace, to the depth of extremest misery, and bottome of the burning Lake. But it is not so with the servants of God. Heb. 12.6. He scourgeth every sonne, whom hee receiveth. Hee Deus unicum habet silium sine peccato, nullum sine flagello. Aug. Symbolum fidelibus datum: Sivis regnare mecúm, crucem meam porta tecum. Gers. hath onely one Sonne with out sinne, none without suffering ▪ saith an ancient Father. But here take notice, that in this dispensation of fatherly corrections amongst his Children, He ever out of his unsearchable mercifull wisedome, singles out, and makes choise of those, which are most punctuall, and simply the fittest for their spirituall good. And therefore both for the kinde, and particular; let us ever humbly, and thankfully submit, and wholly referre our selves, to the sweet and wise disposing of our most loving, and dearest Father: Who ever knowes best, what is best for us in such Cases; both in regard of his service, and our sufferings; his glory and our gaine; what wee are able to beare; How hee hath furnished us before-hand with spirituall strength, to goe through temptations and troubles; what spirituall Physicke is most quicke, and operative, and apted to the prevention, cure, and recovery of our soule-sickenesses, distempers, and declinations; How wisely to proportion, and mercifully moderate, in respect of measure, time, and working; and when His hand is heavie upon us in one kinde, tenderly to take care, that wee bee not opprest with other extremities also: As appeares by that sweet observation of Master Foxe, in the Pag. 1886. story of the two Glovers: God in his holy providence, seeing his old and trusty servant so many yeeres, with so extreme, and many torments, broken and dried up; would in no wise heape too many sorrowes upon one poore silly wretch; neither would [Page 542] commit him to the flames of fire; who had been already baked, and scorched with the sharpe fires of inward affliction; and had sustained so many burning darts, and conflicts of Satan so many yeeres. God therefore of his divine providence, thinking it too much, that one man should bee so much over-charged, with so many plagves and torments, did graciously provide; that Robert his brother, being both stronger of body, and also better furnished with helpes of learning to answer the Adversaries, should sustaine the conflict. It may bee, our onely wise God, purposeth to exercise us extraordinarily with spirituall conflicts, and troubles of conscience; and therefore doth mercifully give us more prosperity, and comfort in our outward state: Or perhaps, to afflict us with variety of worldly crosses; and therefore doth sweetly, and compassionately, give us more peace and comfort at home in our owne hearts: Or it may bee, Hee meanes to make us ominent Objects of disgrace, reproach, and slander in the World; and even from those, who sit in the gate, for our forwardnesse and excellency of zeale; and therefore out of a gracious tender-heartednesse, gives us both more calmenesse in conscience, and contentment in outward things: Or, perhaps, Hee may lay all these upon us; suffer us to bee tried with ill tongues, with troubles without, and terrours within; why then undoubtedly, his grace shall bee sufficient for us. So wise, and so mercifull is our blessed God. Only, first, let us take heed (tho in our owne apprehensions and misdeeming, wee may pretend, and except never so plausibly) that wee never prescribe unto him; How, in what kind, or measure hee should afflict us. Secondly, That wee never ward, or put off any blow from his owne heavenly hand, Men, or Creatures, with the wound of Conscience; never decline any ill, by ill meanes. Thirdly, That wee learne, and labour to profit by, and make the right use of all his corrections. Fourthly, And ever magnifie the glory of his mercy, and wisdome, in sparing [Page 543] us any way; his tender-hearted taking notice, where wee are weakest, and not so able to beare his severer visitations; but specially, that hee ever, pitches upon that affliction, which doth our soules most good; and serves most punctually to procure, protect, and promote the soundnesse, safety, and flourishing of our spirituall state. Well then, for my purpose, and thy support: sith our most holy God deales thus with all, that are not damned; to wit, sorts out unto them, those severall crosses and corrections; which, out of his unsearchable wisdome, and spirituall necessity of their soules, hee sees most fit to keepe them humble, obedient, and in awe; Take thou up, and in good part, this crosse of thine, while it pleaseth God to exercise thee with it, as thy portion. Others, tho free from this, yet have their proportion and proper Potion; and that, perhaps, in a bitterer Cup, and from a more smarting Rod. It may bee, it goes well with thee, in And yet I know some horribly afflicted in this kinde, and yet in some respects, as outwardly miserable, as can bee imagined: but then know, that the mercifull power of God is mightily improoved for extraordinary support. other respects; in which, were thou yet crossed, the physicke would not take, nor work so kindlily. Our all-wise heavenly Physition knowes, this dreadfull dart will onely doe it. Who knowes whether, if thou wert not haunted with these foule Furies, I meane, furious injections of the Divels owne Forge, thou mightest grow worldly, lukewarme; too passionate, proude, secure; or something which God would not have thee, and would bee infinitely for thy hurt. Be Thou therefore patient under them, humbled by them, make a holy and profitable use of them; comfort thy selfe in them, by these considerations commended unto thee for that purpose; and learne, how to behave thy selfe about them, by the following counsels.
4. As at their first approach, and offer, thou oughtest to stirre up, and steele thy heart; to improve the strength and stoutnesse of all the powers of thy soule, to make a mighty and forcible resistance; lifting up at the same instant thy heart, in a bitter complaint, against the cruelty [Page 544] and malice of the adversary; a strong cry for the rebuking of him, and restraint of his hellish spight, with extreme detestation of all such divellish filth; so take heede, that thou never revolve in thy mind, or muse upon those his blasphemous temptations. But say with Luther, a Kite, or Cormorant may fly over my house, but sure, shall never rooust, or nestle there. Or, as another; a ravenous and hatefull Bird may begin to build in mine Arbour, I cannot hinder it; but I will never faile to pull it downe, as often as shee beginnes. The Divell will inject, whether thou Onerosas cogitationes in animá iusti ill as accipe, quibus resistere vult, & tamen non potest, sed velit, nolit irruit in oculos mentis muscarum Aegyptipestilentia, & prestrep [...]nt ran [...]e in penetralibus cordis eius. Bern. lib. de Consc. de multip. variet. cogit. wilt or no: But resolve to suffer them by no meanes, to have any rest, or residence in thine imagination. If thou bee a Minister (and the holiest men are Satans speciall marke, that hee would gladliest hit with his fierie darts), take advise, which hath proved soveraigne and helpefull, to beat backe, and banish these temptations of blasphemie. The minde of every man of God, instructed to the Kingdome of heaven, is, as I suppose, still digging into the rich Mines of divine truth; diving into the great mystery of Christ: ever discoursing in it selfe for, or doing something for the advancement of the worke of the Lord, their Ministeriall affaires, and welfare of Soules. Temporizers indeed, seldome and selfe-Preachers, are not much troubled this way, neither take these things so to heart. They seeke more to advance themselves, then save soules; their chiefe study is, if they be not downeright Let none take this terme ill; For our Church hath set this brand upon such Alehouse haunting companions in these words: If wee lacke Christ; that is to say, the Saviour of our soules and bodies, wee shall not finde him in the Market-place, or in the Guild-hall; much lesse in the Ale-house, or Taverne, amongst Good-fellowes, as they call them, &c. Hom. Of the right use of the Church▪ p. 1. pag. uli. Good fellowes (as they call them), either to grow rich, or rise; and so they are still negotiating industriously about the one, or plotting ambitiously for the other. But were they of Pauls minds; 1. Cor. 9.16. Woe is unto mee, if I preach not the Gospell: of Chrysostom's temper, Vitâ verò de [...]un [...]iis quemnam quaeso in modumea à nobis forentur, quae tum ferenda erunt, quum nos videlicèt pro [...]ijs sigillatìm omnibus, qui nobis concrediti fuerint, rationem reddere cogemur? Neque enim dedecoris tantùm, atque ignominiae poena, sed etiam aeterni supplicij mul [...]ta nos illic expectat? Illud enim; parete ijs qui praesunt vobis & concedite: nam illi vigilant pro animis vestris, tame [...]si priùs iam à me dictum est, tamen ne nunc quidem reticebo, Huius enim comminationis terror animum mihi concutit. De Sacerdotio, Lib. 6. princ. who [Page 545] was woont to tremble, when hee tooke into consideration, those words, Hebr. 13.17. For they watch over your soules, as they that must give account: Of Austins resolution, for not meddling in worldly matters; wherein to deale, he Rogatus quoque à nonnullis in corum temporalibus causis epistolas ad diversos dabat. Sed hanc suam occupatio. nem tanquam angariam deputabat, svavem semper habens de ijs, quae Dei sunt, vel allocutionem, vel collocutionem fraternae & domesticae familiaritatis. Possidonius de vitâ Augustini. deemed a very tiring, and tedious vexation; and was never wel, but when he was wading in the depths of Christian Religion, and busied about the things of God. I say, if they were thus affected, they would bee such as they ought, and as I now suppose; to wit, have many webs, as it were, of their holy work in their heads all at once; many in Misteriall Taskes in agitation, and on foote still: Some part of the day, they would, perhaps, search, and pierce into the pith, and marrow of some Scripture-text; at another time, wraflle with the difficulties, and knotty distinctions of some Popish, or Neo-pelagian controversie; At another, discusse, and drive unto a resolution, some perplexed, and intricate Case of Conscience, &c. Well then, for my purpose, this supposed; Vpon the very first Proposall of these monstrous, and hideous thoughts, presently Tentatio illa gravis & turpis blasphemiae seu quaecunque alia, quae in solà cogitatione adhuc versatur, vincitur ut communiter meliùs eam contemnendo, oblivioni tradendo, & se de eâ excutiendo, et ad alia sortiter me [...] tem retrahendo; quàm multùm cum ipsâ litigando, repugnando & disputando. Gers. de modo hab. contr. Mal. immiss. divert, and resort to the hardest of all those irons, thou hast in the fire, if I may so speake; and that which hath neede of most hammering; I meane, to the most difficult and waighty Points, of all those severall spirituall businesses, thou hadst last in thy braine; and single out that particular, which did most puzzle, and put thy understanding to it. Where-abouts, when the strength, heat, and intension of thy whole soule is spent, and improoved: not onely other impertinent wandrings, and vagaries, but these idle and irkesome injections also, will more easily vanish, and bee gone. Let others also proportionably upon such occasions, besides other helpes; have recourse to the most troublesome and over-mastering part of their honest imploiments; to the chiefest, and needefullest affaire of their lawfull Callings.
5. In temptations of this nature, never set thy selfe [Page 546] to Ratio efficax est huius. De quanto enim nititur, quis suffiando fortitèr extinguere magnum ignem ampli [...]ùs: De tanto ignis instam mescit vehementiùs, & augetur citius, &c.— Nihil ergò consultius, nisi ut transeatur sacilitèr in his, & non nimis immobil [...]tèr, & quasi ex directo eis repugnotur, sed quasi ex adversoper indirecturm, alia videlicèt in cogitatu fortiter apprehende [...]do. Idem. Ibid. dispute with the Divell; hee is an old Sophister of above five thousand yeares standing, in the Schoole of hideous temptations, and hellish policies, and thou art but a Novice. Hee hath many Methods, Devices, and Depths, which thy shallow fore-cast cannot possibly fathome. Direct opposition by reasons, and replies, stirreth up the out-ragious Blasphemour to grow more furious: And hereby we give him greater advantage; more matter of molestation and mischiefe; and may so plunge our selves further into an intricate maze of horrour, and confused distractions. Our blessed Captaine, Christ Iesus, may bee a patterne for us in this Point. When hee was tempted, to fall downe and worship Satan; hee reasoneth not the Case, but repells him with vehement extraordinary detestation and disdaine: Avoid Satan. It will therefore bee our best wisedome, at such a time, to turne from him; and as Hezekiah spread his blasphemous letter, so to lay open his fury before the Lord: crying mightily unto him, and intreating him, even for his owne honours sake, to vindicate the purity of his great Majesty, and excellency of his unspotted glory, from this hellish filth, and horrible villany of his damned vilest Creature; That he would cast it, as dung, upon the Tempters face: and in the Passion and Blood of Christ, free fully, and for ever, our poore soules trembling under the hideousnesse of his malice and cruelty, from the guilt, staine, terrour, and assault of all such abhorred, and p [...]odigeous blasphemie. In that other terrible temptation also, to Selfe-murther, many much wrong themselves this way. In managing this fierie dart, the Adversary deales by way of argument too, and presses reasons, such as they are, upon the temted; sometimes extremely absurd, especially, if the party bee something more simple and ignorant; sometimes, exceedingly suttle, if hee bee of better understanding and capacity. As thus: It is soone done, and the paine quickely past: Thou art like thus to languish, and lie in [Page 547] misery all thy life long: The longer thou livest, the larger will bee the score of thy sinnes, and so thy torments in hell more horrible hereafter: If it be once done, it will appeare to have bin Gods decree; and I hope thou wilt not oppose the accomplishment of that: Here, if thou answer: Yea, but in the meane time it is better to spend the remainder of my few and evill dayes, upon earth, then in Hell; he will reply: But so thou shalt increase thy sinnes here, and by consequent thy hellish paines hereafter; to which if thou rejoyne: But the hainousnesse of selfe-murder, and horriblenesse of despaire may appeare more vile and execrable in the eyes of God, then all the other sinnes I may commit to the last period of my naturall course: He may then hideously roare: But so thou mayst both go on to increase thy sinnes, and make away thy selfe at last; and where art thou then? &c. I know him to have thus throwne his fiery darts into trembling hearts, one after another, with extreme subtilnesse and cruelty. And therefore in these Cases, doe not admit of any dispute, or conference with him; But upon the very first assault (for who would heare him talke, that will tell never a true word, and is thy sworne bloody enemy?) bee ever sure presently to lay hold upon the Word of God, that weapon of proofe; which serves like a sword, not only for defence, as all the other pieces of armour, but also for offence. Beate backe with undaunted resolution and confidence this Divelish da [...]t; and stop for ever the mouth of the Tempter with the contrary charge of the most holy, and all-powerfull God: Thou shalt not kill. Do what thou canst, thou wilt bee damned, when all is done, &c. Now in this Case, if thou debate the matter with the Divell, and begin to confer; thou art like enough to be more and more confounded, and intangled with inextricable astonishments, and danger to bee utterly undone, and suddenly blowne up by the mine of his soule-murdering sophistry. But if according to the precedency, and practise of thy Lord & Master, who hath begun unto thee in this bitter Cup, is afflicted in all thy afflictions; and ever stands by thee as a victorious commander, and conquerour in all such assaults; first, abominate, and beate backe, this base and bloody motion, with infinite indignation and loathing; Avant Satan: And then immediately lay hold on the sword of the Spirit, and keepe him at the point of it; and then assuredly, all the Divells in Hell cannot hurt thee. Tell him, that against his vile and villanous suggestion, and all the subtilties, and sophistry with which hee seconds it; this is thy onely answere, even the precise, holy and everlasting countermand of his, and thy Creatour, the mighty Lord of heaven and earth: Thou shalt not kill. Now if it bee a crimson, and crying sinne; the most deadly opposite, and desperate cut-throate of charity, to kill an other; and fastneth such a deepe, and inexpiable staine [Page 548] upon the face of a whole Kingdome; that it cannot bee razed out, Numb. 35.33. but by the blood of him that shed it; How execrable, and hainous then is this; and what depth of Hell, and height of horrour, doth that abhorred Miscreant deserve, and may expect; who makes away himselfe? For the Rule of charity, whereby wee love one another, is proportioned by that charity, whereby a man loues himselfe. If the Divell bee able to dissolve, and disanull the most absolute, perfect, and just Law of the most High; who, tho all other things besides, are something in possibilitie, which as yet they are not in act; yet himselfe, is actually, and everlastingly, whatsoever hee may bee; and cannot hereafter be that, which now hee is not; and so by consequent, is with out all variablenesse, or shadow of turning: I say, if the Prince of darkenesse can reverse this Law of the Father of Lights; Thou shalt not murder; thou maist well say, thou wilt then thinke of an other answer. But, till that bee, which is more, then infinitely impossible ever to come to passe; thou wilt rather lie in the miseries of Hell upon earth (which indeed were incomparably better), then breaking Gods blessed Law, goe downe into the grave in a bloody coffin, made by thy owne hands, onely at the Divels bidding. Can this madnesse ever bee matched; for a man, besides Selfe-severing the soule from his body before the time, by a more hainous and un-naturall villany, then murthering of his owne father, (for every man is naturally next unto himself); and sending it suddenly, all goare-blood, by becomming his owne Butcher and hangman, unto the dreadfull Tribunall, of the all-powerfull God; the most certaine, and severe Revenger of all bloodshed: to bring also abundance of unnecessary shame, griefe and hopelesse mourning upon Friends, Kindred, Husband, Childrē, Parents; a reproachfull staine and brand, upon House, Name, Buriall, Posterity, &c. And that meerely at the instance, and upon the most absurd, ridiculous, and senselesse suggestion [Page 549] of the Arch-murtherer, thy mortall, and immortall enemy; against sense, reason, nature, religion, Scripture, Gods direct command to the contrary, even Heathen Philosophy, Heaven and Earth!
6. Avoid idlenesse, solitarinesse, and too much secrecy; three maine advantages for the adversary, which he watchfully apprehending, and plying industriously, workes a world of mischiefe upon afflicted soules, in their spirituall miseries. Idlenesse laies a man open to all hellish snares and temptations; makes the heart, like unmanured ground, fit for nothing, but the wildest, and rankest weedes of lust, luxury, lewd company, the universall inordinatenes of Originall corruption, to domineere, rage, and doe what it will: Like standing Pooles, naturally prepared, and pregnant to breed, and feed the vermine, and venome of vilest thoughts, and un-naturall filth: Like Thorow-faires, for Satans most hideous, Non est aliqua cogitatio tam turpis, tam abominabilis, mala, & execranda, quam non inveniat otiositas. Nam cor vacantis otio est ad inst [...]r Molendini, quod cum non habet ad molendum bonum frumen [...]u▪ quia [...]n continuo motu est, molit & consumit seipsum, etiam ad totalem sui consumptionem & destructionem, nisi prohibeatur alicuius diligentiâ. Et aequè citò molit advolantes foedas muscas sicut granorum electorum adipes: praesertì [...], cum suum sit continuo molere & non qui [...]scere; nequaquam verò quod molat, sive bonum, sive malum discernere & eligore potest, nisi regentis providentia alitèr curet disponere. Gers. De modo habendi se contrà mal. immiss. and horrible injections, to wander and walke up and downe in, without restraint, or remedy. Solitarinesse, besides it's native propertie and power, to make sad, increase melancholy, and aggravate feares, doth in this Case, more then any, bring an heavie Woe; Eccles. 4.10. Woe to him, that is alone: For if the weake Christian fall, hee hath not another to help him up. He may there be surprised, yeeld, and foil'd, before he get into such company, which might happily have prevented it, or supported him in the temptation. Too much secrecy and concealement, may cause the wound of a terrified conscience, to bleed inward, rankle, fester, and grow desperate; whereas seasonable discovery▪ might have cured, and comforted it: Horrour arising from the apprehension, of such uncouth and monstrous thoughts, kept close, and dam'd up in the mans owne brest, may swell so high, that the poore soule may bee in great danger to bee [Page 550] wofully drowned, and over-whelmed by it; which had it had vent be time; eased, and emptied it selfe into some holy and faithfull bosome; might, by divine and discreete counsell, by little and little dried up quite. I have knowne him, who did bite in, and keepe close in his bosome, this temptation of blasphemie the space of about twenty yeares. All which while, the Divell did tyrannize extremely, and keep him almost in continuall terrour. Hee thought there was never man had such vile, and prodigious thoughts, as hee: And if the World knew what they were, hee should bee abhorr'd as a monster of men, and the loathsommest creature upon earth▪ most worthy to bee utterly exterminated, and rooted out of the society, and confines of Mankinde. And hereupon many and many a time, when hee apprehended any opportunity, or had any meanes offered to make himself a way, he was tempted there unto; principally upon this ground, that it was pitty, such an horrible Blasphemer (for so he supposed) should any longer breathe. But at last, hearing the nature, manner, and remedy, of these hideous injections discovered by the Ministery; afterward privately informing himselfe further, and more fully from Gods Messenger, was happily, taken of the racke for the time to come, and most wonderfully refreshed. And therefore take heede of keeping the Divels counsell. The tempted in this kinde may doe well, to bee still conversant in religious duties, honest workes of their lawfull Callings, company of skillfull experienced Soule▪ physitions, or one or other comfortable imploiment.
7. Settle in thy heart, a peremptory, impregnable resolution, never to entertaine any conceit of that great Majes [...]y and glory above; of the most holy and everblessed Trinity▪ or any thing there-about; but such onely as is revealed▪ and represented unto thee in Gods Booke. Whatsoever is objected by carnall reason to the contrary; or injected by the Divell, any wayes to [Page 551] deprave the divinenesse of that glorious Truth, ought to bee rejected as cursed, false, and execrable. And therefore, when that hellish Nimrod shall at any time hunt, and chase thine affrighted soule, with these blasphemous Hell-hounds; bee sure ever to take Sanctuary in the Oracles of God, and keepe thee close and safe under this Covert. Whatsoever is not comprehended within the Confines of that sacred Pale; warranted by holy Writ, the soveraigne Touch-stone of all heavenly Truth; let it bee abhorred, and retorted as dung upon the face of the Tempter. That sense and apprehension of the Deity, and divine things, which is not suckt from the brests of the two Testaments, is in this regard to bee reputed ranke poyson; repelled, and abominated with infinite indignation and disdaine. And for further helpe herein, when thou findest thy selfe thus followed with the violent, and incessant incursions of this furious folly; call often, and seriously to minde, that accursed brand, which the Booke of God hath set upon the Adversary, Ioh. 8.44. that hee is the Father of lies; and let that still continue a more resolute rejection and contempt, of whatsoever comes from him. Suppose a raging Bedlam should follow thee up and downe, all the day long, and tell thee, that thy father, or speciall friend, were a Stone, a Bird, a Tree, a Toade, or whatsoever is viler, or more absurd: would'st thou hereupon entertaine, and harbour in thy minde, any mis impression, or monstrous perswasion of the party? I trow not: (onely his senselesse clamour, and restlesse raving would be very [...]kesome, troublesome, and un-welcome) especially sith thou art furnished with a cleare demonstrative light out of naturall Philosophy, that hee is a reasonable Creature; and thy selfe sees in him, the face and favour, the shape and proportion of a Man. Proportionably, Satan, that bloody Bedlam of Hell, out of that madnes, at which Heaven and Earth may stand amazed, solicites thee to admit such, and such horrible and [Page 552] hideous conceits of thy dearest Lord, his Sonne, and sacred Word. (Ah cursed Fiend, that ever thou shouldest discover such prodigious malice against thy glorious Maker!) Now God infinitely forbid, that this should cause the least alteration, or any diminution at all, of thy lowliest, most reverent, adoring, and divinest thoughts of so great a God. For have but recourse to the holy Records of all sound, supernaturall, and saving knowledge; I meane, the Word of life, with which thou oughtest to consult; and to which onely thou art confind in this Case; and thou shalt finde him to bee, Articles of Religion, Art. 1. Onely, Exod. 2 [...].3. Deut. 6.4. Psal. 18.3 [...]. Mal. 2.10. 1. Cor. 8.4. one Psalm. 84.2. 2. Cor. 6.16. living and 2. Chro. 15.3. Ier. 10 10. Ioh. 17.3. 1. Thes. 1.9. true God, Psalm. 102.24.26.27. Da [...]. 6▪26. everlasting, Psal. 104.1, &c. Ioh. 4.24. 2. Cor. 3.17. 1. Sam. 15.29. Hos. 11.9. without body, parts or passions; Ezeck. 10.5. 2. Cor. 6.18. Revel. 11.17. of infinite power, 1. Tim. 1.17. Rom. 16.27. Psal. 147 5. wisdome and Psal. 106.1. & 107.1. goodn [...]sse; the maker and preserver of all things both visible and invisible. And in unitie of this Godhead there to bee three persons, of one substance, power and eternity, the Father, the Sonne, and the holy Ghost: And besides, thou By his owne Word, and by this visible World, is God perceived of men; which is also the vnderstood langvage of the Allmighty, vouchsafed to all his Creatures; whose Hieroglyphicall Characters, are the un-numbred Starres, the Sun and Moone, written on these large Volumes of the Firmament: written also on the Earth and the Seas, by the letters of all those living Creatures, and Plants, which inhabit, and [...]eside therein. Raw▪ Hist. of the World, Lib. 1. cap. 1. mayst graspe, as it were, and feele betweene thy fingers, as they say, even in every Creature, His greatnesse and goodnesse, Majesty and might, power and providence. In the glorious Lights of heaven, saith a noble Writer, wee perceive a shaddow of his divine countenance; in his provision for all that live, his manifold goodnesse: And lastly, in creating, and making existent the World universall, by the absolute Art of his owne Word, his power, and Almightiness [...]; which Power, Light, Vertue, Wisdome, and Goodnesse▪ being al [...] but Attributes of one simple Essence, and one God, wee in all admire, and in part discerne per speculum creaturarum, that is in the disposition, order, and variety of Celestiall and Terrestriall bodies: Terrestriall in their strange, and manifold diversities; Celestiall in their beauty and magnitude; which in their continuall, and contrary motions, are neither repugnant, intermixt, or confounded. By [Page 553] these potent effects, wee approach to the knowledge of the Omnipotent cause, and by these motions, their Almighty mover. Whensoever therefore that most implacable, and everlasting enemy to Gods glory, and the good of his Children, shal go about to pervert, and crosse by his blasphemous injections, these sober and sacred conceptions of the thrice glorious, & ever-blessed Deity; planted in thy minde, by his owne Word, and this visible World; bid him, by the example of thy Lord and Master, avoide and avant; trample upon his hellish spite; appeale unto Gods righteous Throne, with protestation of thine innocency; damning them unto the Pit of Hell in thy Iudgement; and hating them, not without horrour, from the very heart-roote; and so truly resisting them, crying mightily unto God for pardon, wherein soever thou shalt faile about them; and for power against them; and then possesse thy humble soule in patience and peace.
8. Being humbled by them, making an holy use of them; perusing, and applying the considerations and counsels in hand, for comfort in them, and conquest over them; doe not by any meanes continue to afflict and torture thy spirit about them. Intendant quoque pusillanimes scrupulosi, quòd inimicus humani generis, cùm impugnat hominem stercoribus turpissimarum cogitationum, veluti in obsidione urbium vel castrorum fieri consuevit cum stercoribus cloacarum; aut [...]ùm terret repentino strepitu quempiam, vel horrorem immitt [...]t, quasi inopinatè, prout similitor Bombardarum to [...]ruo impugnatores munitionum agere consuever [...]nt: & quemadmodum ioculatores & tr [...]fatores pueris horrorem inus [...]at is suis gestibus incutere novêrunt: Intendant inquam, quòd talia non curent, neque mul [...]um, cum his litigent, sed potiùs irrideant; dicentes cum illo Patre in vitis Patrum, in talibus experto: Immunditia tua super te Daemon: Dominus mihi adi [...]tor, non te tim [...]bo. Quia enim, immundus spiritus es, immundi [...]ia opus tuum est. Item terrores tuos non timeo, qu [...]a [...]um, qui ventur [...]s est iudicare vivos & mortuos, & seculumper ignem, Defensorem hab [...]o. G [...]rs. Remed. [...]ontr. pusill. Si autem nec sic, infernales tales mus [...]ae pungitivae pacem permiserint; optimum remedium est, ut homo nihil de eis ampliùs curet, sed sub divina confiden [...]iâ patie [...]iam habeat, & sit securus, quòd non ei nocebunt. Idem de modo se h [...]ben. Cont. Mal. [...] Frequentèr hae cogitationes meliùs vincuntur, si eas nihili pendimus, aut cu [...]amus, sed alijs in rebus occupamus animum, quàm si eas vinitamur propellere. Idem de diver. Tentat. Let them now passe away, and bee packing; abandon them with an holy [Page 554] detestation, contempt, and slighting, without any such dismayednesse and terrour; as most unworthy of any longer taking to heart, or notice of: much lesse of that carking and trouble, as to terrifie, in-dispose, & dis-able thee for a chearefull discharge of either of thy Callings, particular, or generall; Divines hold even godly sorrow unseasonable, when it unfitteth the body or minde to good duties; or to a good, and chearefull manner of doing them; how much more would they not have these hellish distractions and intrusions to dishearten thee in this kinde? But least of all, of that pestilent prevailing, as to fill thine heart with extraordinary astonishment, horrour and doubting; whether such monstrous injections bee incident to sanctified soules, a saving state, and habitation of the holy-Ghost; and so to put thee into a habit of heavy walking, and secret sadnesse, by reason of continuall questioning the soundnesse of thy conversion; the constancy of Gods love unto thee; former assurance of an immortall Crowne; and whether it bee possible, that Iesus Christ should dwell in a soule hanted with such horrible thoughts. Procurement of which miseries & molestations, is the Adversaries only aime. For so immesurably malicious is He, that if he cannot plunge thee into the pit of hell▪ and everlasting flames in the World to come; Est autem h [...]ec sors sanctorum, ut no [...] is in singula mom [...]nta tentatto [...]ibus exerceant [...]r: neque illis i [...]ducias long [...]s permittit Satan, qui ex nostra perditione maximum vul [...]ptatem capere [...]nsu [...] vit. Et quamvis non ign [...]r [...]t, [...]cclorum finem omninò everti non pusse, iucundum [...]amen illi est, si [...]os aliquá ex parte t [...]rreri & labascere videat. Gvalt. in Luc. cap. 8 hom. 84. yet will be labour might and maine, to keep thee upon the Rack; and in as much terrour, as hee can possibly, all thy life long, in this vale of teares. Suffer then this advise to sinke seriously into thy heart: Being illightned, rightly informed, and directed about them, let them no longer astonish thy spirit; detaine thee in horrour; hurt thy heart, or hinder thee in any duty to God or man; or in an humble, comfortable, and confident walking with thy God, as thou art woont; or of thy former sweet communion with Iesus Christ. And the rather because; First, It is the Tempters earnest end, only out of pure spite, to put this imposture, and unnecessary vexing perplexities upon [Page 555] thee. Secondly, The more thou art troubled with them, and takes them to heart (for that is it hee would have), the more violently and villanously, will he presse them upon thee, and terrifie. Thirdly, They are not thine, but his fearefull sinnes; Hee alone must answer for them, at that great and last Day, and thou goe free. It is his malicious madnesse, of such a prodigious nature, and notoriousnesse, as is beyond conceit, and above all admiration: onely fit for a Divell: That Hee may trouble thee temporally, Hee mightily aggravates his owne eternall torment!
In a second place, let mee tender unto thee an Antidote; which hath been found soveraigne, and succesfull this way.
The summe of it is this: Let the tempted Christian labour to worke, and extract, by the blessings of God, some spirituall good, out of the horrible hell of these most hatefull, abominable, blasphemous suggestions. And if Satan once see, that thou s [...]cks honey out of his poyson; comfort out of his cruelty; medicine out of his malice: hee will have no heart, or hope to goe on; no courage or contentment to continue the temptation.
Take it in the sense, if not in the same wordes, without any variation, or enlargement, as it was applied and prosper'd:
Spitefull and malicious Fiend; cursed enemie to heaven and earth; by the mercies of God (hough thy purpose be most pestilent) yet thou shalt not hurt, or have any advantage against mee hereby: Thy base and dunghill injections tending to the dishonour of my God, and my Christ, &c. shall make mee:
1. More hate thine infinitely hatefull, and revengefull malice, against that thrice-glorious, and ever-blessed Majesty above.
2. With more feeling and dearenesse, to adore, and love the glory and sweetnesse of my God, and my Redeemer. For the more excessive and endlesse, I feele [Page 556] thy spite against Him▪ the more, I know, is his incomprehensible excellency and worth.
3. To pray oftner, and more fervently, that my God would rebuke thee, and cast this extreme malice of thine, as dung, upon thine owne face.
4. To bee still more humbled under the hand of my mighty Lord; because I cannot bee more humbled, and with more resolution and abhorrence, abominate, and abandon such prodigiously-senselesse, and hellish blasphemies of His (for I am sure they are none of mine) into the bottomlesse bottome of that darkest Dungeon: In the blackest horrour whereof, they were most maliciously, and monstrously hatched.
5. To take up a strong argument, and answer, against an other of thy cursed injections, tending to Atheisme, and the not Being of those endlesse joies above. Because I most plainely and palpably, feele thee, an invisible spirit, casting into my imagination such horrid, absurd, and ridiculously impious thoughts; which cannot possibly spring ordinarily, or naturally from any power, or possibilitie of mine own soule: I know If your Atheist will not believe his owne eyes, beholding the strange judgements of God in others; but will rather give his owne senses the lie, then acknowledge the truth of the Godhead: let him but by some injurious deed, or contumelious word, provoke some Witch of Endor; that hath the temporary power over some Spirit, upon condition, that hee shall have eternall power over her; and it is like enough (hee being voyd of all faith, and sense of God, and so out of his protection) that hee shall feele to his cost, and conf [...]sse to his shame, that there is a power over, and besides the ordinary course of nature. Gent. Indeed these Atheists that deny God doe also deny, that there is either Divell or Angell; and I thinke will confosse them all, as soone, as any one. Morton of the nature of God, cap 1 pag. 34. I quote this onely, to inferre, that when Satan doth thus clea [...]ly [...]s [...]over himselfely accident and consequent, hee banishes all thoughts of Atheisme: or offers at least, to any understanding Man, an evident argument against it. thereby, and assure my self, that there is also an infinite, most wise, and glorious Spirit, which created both me and thee: And will in due time chaine Thee up for ever, in the Pit of Hell; and bring mee at length, by the blessed merit of his only dearest Sonnes bloodshed, into the bosome of his owne glory, and everlasting blisse.
6. To confirme mine owne heart, with stronger Cum cogitatio huiusmodi mala, horrenda, grossa, t [...]pis & nefaria importune occurrerit; non terreatur, nec triftetur persona devota proptereà nimiùm; neque credat se propter talem à Deo derelictum — sed maiorem siduciam se pertinendi ad Deum, inde accipiat. Gers. de mod. se habendi contr. mal. immis. Quidam putant se esse desertos à Deo, quia non dat eis quietem à tentationibus: quùm potiùs tentatio signum divini amoris sit. Multiplicatio tentationum signum est, quòd aliquis de manibus Daemonum evaserit. Dum aliquit est in carcere, unicum habet custodem, vel duos: si verò evaserit, omnes eum insequuntur. Sic dum aliquis captus est à Diabolo, non tantùm eum daemones per sequuntur, quantùm, quum ovaserit. Gregor. Quis pertinens ad Christum non varijs tentationibus agitatur, & quotidiè agit cum illo Diabolus & Angeli eius, ut pervertatur qualibet cupiditate, qualibet suggestione; aut promissione lucri, vel terrore damni vel promissione vitae, vel terrore morti [...], aut alicuius Potentis inimicitijs, aut alicuìus Potentis amicitijs? Omnibus modis instat Diabolus, quemadmodum deijciat. August. in Psal. 62. Hostis noster adhuc in hac vitâ nos positos, quantò magis nos sibi rebellare conspicit, tantò amplius expugnare contendit. Eos enim pulsare negligit, quos quieto iure possiderese sentit. Contra nos verò eò vehementiùs incitatur, quò ex corde nostro qu [...]si exiure propriae habitationis expellitur. Hoc enim Dominus sub quadam dispensatione sig [...] guravit, qui Diabolum non nifi post Baptisma se tentare permisit: ut signum nobis quoddam futurae conversionis innueret, quòd mombra eius post quam ad Deum proficerent, tunc àcriores tentationū insidias toleranent. Post primā igitur vicem moeroris at (que) laetitiae, quam unusquisque per studium conversionis agnoscit, haec secunda suboritur: quia ne securitatis negligentiâ dissolvatur, impulsu tentationis efficitur. Et quidem quisque in ipso conversionis init [...]o magnâ plerùnque excipitur dulcedine consolationis, sed durum laborem post modùm experitur probationis Gregor. in cap. 33. Iob. Ex quâ re nobis factus est adversarius Diabolus, nisi ex hac, quia videt hiberos, quos tenebat antè captivos: quia videt sanos, quos suis iaculis prostraverat valneratos; qui videt vestiri dennò immortalitate, quos nudaverat propinando iniquitatem, quia Muscipulâ eius comminutâ & nos eruti sumus? August. De symb. ad Catechum. lib. 2. cap. 1. assurance, [Page 557] (which is no meane benefit) that I undoubtedly belong unto God, and am in a gracious state. For thou well knowest, and so doth mine owne Soule; that thou never troubledst me (to any purpose) with these ougly blasphemous thoughts, while I yet lay starke dead in sinnes and trespasses; and drown'd full deepe in vanity and lust; in carnall loosenesse, and sensuall courses. Then thou being the strong Man, possessedst mee wholly, and all was quiet; because all was thine: But being now happily rescued out of thy clutches, by a mightier then Thou; and having blessedly broke the Prison by the helpe of the holy Ghost; Thou followes mee with this fierie malice, and the most prodigious yellings of that infernall pit. And I am perswaded, it is a pestilent peece of thy deepest cunning; very rarely to vexe civill worldlings; those that lie in any grosse sinne; or any, which thou keepest fast, and secure in thy snares, with such affrighting and greisely temptations. For thou craftily feares, lest striking that horror into the heart of a naturall man, which is woont to arise from such hellish fogs, and blasphemous filth; thou shouldest thereby [Page 558] give him occasion, to renounce, detest, and drive him out of thine accursed slavery, and cause him to cast about for a new Master.
7. To take notice of some speciall corruption, lust, passion, or spirituall distemper in one kinde or other; over which I have not holden that hand, hatred, wakefull eie, as it were meete. For I am perswaded, my God out of his mercifull goodnesse, aimes at, and intends some such good unto my soule, by enlarging thy chaine; and suffering thee at this time to afflict mee in this vncouth manner, with this hell-empoison'd dart, somthing extraordinarily. I have not been so sensible of thy other temptations, farre more ensnaring in sinne, tho not so terrifying; and therefore my gracious Lord may suffer thee at this time, thus to thrust out thy hornes, as they say, in this most horrible, and outragious encounter; that I may bee throughly advertised, what an Adversary I have; and so, more minde, and marke him, for feare of much secret and suddaine mischiefe, by my security and neglect; and more quickned to an universall watchfulnesse against all his Methods, Devises, and Depths; as well his subtile, and slie insinuations in the glory of an Angell; as his impetuous, and furious assaults in the shape of a foule Fiend. Some trouble, crosse, heavie accident, disgrace, discontentment; some great and waighty affaire on foote, vnseasonable entertainements, sad newes from abroad, or something hath too often stolne my heart from that full and fruitfull attention to holy duties, which was due, and that even vpon the Lords day: And I can now remember, and my conscience tells mee, vpon this occasion, that I have not watched over the many idle, impertinent wandrings, and vagaries of my imagination, as I ought; but given so farre way vnto them, that they have justly brought upon mee an uncomfortable deadnesse of affection, barrennesse and indisposition, in the use of the ordinances; and conversing with God by Meditation, [Page 559] Prayer, hearing of the Word, singing of Psalmes, examination of the Conscience, and other religious Exercises; and I know not, into what further spirituall miserie they may leade mee; and therefore in great mercy the most wise God goes now graciously about, to correct, and mortifie the vanity, worldlinesse, distractions, and mis-imploiment of my thoughts; even by the terrours of these thy most horrible, and hellish injections. And by the helpe of God, I will follow the meaning, and conduct of his holy Hand for a right use of them, and attaining that happy end, which hee doth so mercifully intend.
8. To gather skill, experience, and dexterity, for the raising, and reviving of others hereafter, hanging down the head, heavie-hearted, and maliciously haunted in the same kinde. By discovering unto them thy bootelesse malice, the soveraigne medicines I have met with in the Ministry of the Word; and the good I gained to my soule hereby; By the helpe of that Almighty hand, which can turne the darkest mid-night into the brightest morning, and produce a Medicinable Potion out of the rankest poison.
Me thinks this heaven, which by divine blessing, I extract out of thy hell; this healing vertue, which I draw from thy vilest venome; this spirituall good, which I gather from thy divelish spite, should make thee weary of this way, and pull in thy hornes. I trust in my God, it will shortly cause thee to cast away this weapon, and quit the field quite. For thou ever infinitely hatest, and hinders all thou canst, the glory of God, all exercise and increase of grace, and the welfare of my poore soule; which by accident, and his sanctifying power, who ever turnes all things to the best, to them that love Him, are all happily advanced, furthered, and enlarged by this raging, and pestilent rancour of thine.
And who would not thinke, Quod ad Sanctorum gloriam proficit, malignis spiritibus crescit in damnationis augmentum. —De omni quidem malitia suâ Daemones in aternâ poenâ [...]unientur. In congressione quidem occulti certaminis, quando electi vincunt mala, quae repellunt, suis hostibus tribuunt: Quia isti tanquam aurum in fornace probantur, illi verò pro reprobâ suggestione puniuntur. Greg. in 1. Reg. cap. 9. were not the incredible depth of thy malice and madnesse, equally unfathomable [Page 560] by the wit of Man; But that thou shouldest the rather surcease; because these Satanicall suggestions, to mee, that resists, are but crosses and corrections; but in thee, most outragious and execrable blasphemies; which will mightily hereafter adde to the heavinesse and horrour of thine everlasting chaines of darkenesse and damnation, at the iudgement of the great Day.