¶Scala perfectionis
Capla prime partis
¶Here begynnen the chapytours of this present volume of walter Hylton / namyd in laten Scala perfeccionis englysshed the ladder of perfeccōn / whiche volume is deuyded in two partyes / The fyrst boke of this pre­sent volume conteyneth .l [...]xxxiii. chapitours / The se­conde boke .xlvi. whiche hole volume amonuteth .C.xxxix. chapitours.
¶That the Inner [...] of manes soule sholde belyke to the vtter.
Capitulū primum.
Of actyff lyfe and the werkes therof /
Capitulū ii.
Of contēplatyfflyfe & the werkes therof /
Caplm̄ iii.
Of the fyrst part of contemplacōn /
Caplm̄ iiii
Of the seconde part of contemplacōn.
Caplm̄ v
Of the lower degree of y t ii. part of contēplacōn.
ca. vi.
Of the hyer degree of the ii. part of cōtemplcōn /
ca vii
Of the thyrde part of contemplacyon:
Ca. viii.
Of the twynnynge of the thyrde part of cōtemplacōn frothe seconde part & of the praysynge therof /
Ca ix.
How the shewynge to the bodyly wyttes & the felynge of them may be bothe good and euyll /
Caplm̄ x.
How y e shalte knowe whan the shewynge to y e bodely wyttes & the felynge of them ben good or euyl:
Ca. xi.
what knytteth Iesu to mannes soule: and what losyth seth hym therfro.
Caplm̄. xii.
How and in what thȳges that a contemplatyff man be sholde be occupyed
Capitulum xiii.
How in reason & wyl vertue begynneth / and in loue & in lykynge it is made perfyte.
Capitulum. xiiii.
Of y e meanes y t bryngeth a soule to cōtēplacōn.
ca. xv.
What a man sholde vse & refuse by the vertu of mekenes.
Ca. xvi.
¶Who sholde blame mennes d [...]fawtes and demehem. and who not /
Caplm̄ xvii
Why men sholde worshyp other: & lowe hemself in her [Page] owne hert vnder al other:
Capitulum xviii.
How men sholde do that wantyth the felynge of mekenes in affeccōn / not dredyng to moche therfore /
ca. xix
How ypocrytes & heretykes for wantynge of mekenes hyghen hemself in hert before al other
Ca. xx.
What thīges mē owē to byleue by a siker fayth.
ca. xxi.
How a stable entent is nedeful to thyse that sholde pleyse god and dyscrecōn in bodely werkes.
ca. xxii.
Of a lytyl rehersynge of thynges sayd before / & of ma­kynge offerynge y e sholde be offeryd to god:
ca xxiii
Of prayers y t is spedeful to gete clennes of hert & vertu
ca. xxiiii:
How men sholde pray / & wheron the poynt of her thought shalbe sette in prayer /
ca. xxv
Of the fyre of loue
ca xxvi
That the certayne prayer in speche ordeyned of god & of holy chyrche is best to hem y ben new corned to god & to deuocyon /
ca xxvii
What peryl is to men y t in the begynnynge of tournynge to god / euen the comyn prayer of the ordenaunce of holy chyrche / & gyue hem to medytacyon /
ca xxviii
Of the seconde maner of prayer / that is in speche not certaynly folowyth the styrynge of deuocyon /
ca xxix
That the seconde maner of prayer plesyth moche god /
And makyth a mā to haue hym in [...]ody as he were drō ken / and makyth hym in soule to be wounded with the swerde of loue /
ca xxx
How the tyre of loue wasteth all flesshly lustes as other fyre wasteth al bodely thynge
ca xxxi
Of the thyrde maner of prayer that is oonly in y e hert without speche outwarde /
ca xxxii
How men sholde doo y ben trauayled with vayn thou ghtys in her prayers /
ca xxxiii.
¶Of meditacyon of synfull men after that they ben [Page] holy tourued to god /
Caplm̄. xxxiiii
That the meditacōn of the manhede of cryst: or of hys passyon is yeuen frely of y e holy ghost. And how it shal be knowen whan it is yeuen /
Caplm̄. xxxv
That the meditacōn of y e passyō of cryst is withdrawē fro hem that it is yeuen to oft sythes for dyues causes /
Capitulum. xxxvi.
Of dyuers temptacōns of the fende
Ca. xxxvii
Of dyuers remedyes ayenst temptacōns of the fende /
Capitulum. xxxviii.
How that god hem that he chesyth: he suffereth to be taryed & tempted / & afterwarde [...]ō forteth hem & stableth hem in grace.
Caplm. xxxix.
That a man sholde not yeue hym to ydelnes ne lyghtly leue the grace that is yeuen hym of god /
Ca. xl.
That a man sholde knowe the mesure of his yefte: y t he may desyre & take a beter whan god wyl yeue it.
Ca. xli.
That a man sholde trauayle to knowe his owne soule and the myghtes therof: & reke downe the grounde of [...]ynne therin.
ca. xlii.
How a man shal knowe the worthynes & the worshyp of hys soule y t it had fyrst of god / & what wrechydnesse & myscheue it is fal in for synne /
Ca. xliii.
¶How euery man may be saued by y e passyon of cryst: be he neuer so wretchyd /
Capitulum. xliiii
That a mā sholde be besye to recouer ayen his worthynes: & refourme ayē in hȳ y e ymage of y e trinyte.
ca. xlv
How Ihū shal be sought: desyred: & founde /
Ca. xlvi,
What profyte it is to haue y e desyre of Ihū.
Ca. xlvii.
Where and with what thyng Ihū shall be sought and founde / Ca. xlviii. ¶Where Ihū is lost & founde ayen thorough his mercy /
Ca. xlix.
What letteth a man to here & see Ihū within hymself / [Page] Caplm l. ¶That mekenes and charyte ben the specyally uereye of Ihesu / thorough the whiche mānes soule is refourmyd to the lyckenes of hym /
caplm̄. li
How a man shal see the grounde of synne within hym­selfe.
Capitulum lii
To what thynge is the ymage of synne lyke / and what it is in it selfe.
Capitulum liii.
¶Who so wylle fynde Ihesu hym behoueth abydyng­ly to trauayle in ghostly derknes ayenste the ymage of synne /
Capitulum liiii
What is propirly thymage of syn̄e. & what comyth out therof /
Capitulum lv
What pryde is & whan it is synne /
Caplm̄ lvi.
Whan pryde is dedely synne. & how it is in flesshly ly­uynge men dedely synne.
Capitulum lvii
How pryde is in ypocrytes dedely synne.
Ca lviii.
How pryde in heretykes is dedely synne /
Ca lix.
How styrynges of pryde & vaynglory in good men ben but venyalsynnes /
Capitulum lx
How dyuers states in holy chyrche shall haue dyuers medes in heuē / & of two specyal medes in heuē /
Ca. lxi.
A short styrynge to mekenes & to charyte /
Ca lxii.
How a man shall knowe how moche pryde is in hym /
Capitulum / lxiii
Of enuye & yre. & of her braunches / and how in stede of synne mannys persone is oft hated /
Capitulū lxiiii
That it is moche maystry to loue mennes persones / & wysely hate her synnes /
Capitulum lxv
That for the same dedes dyers men shall haue dyuers medes.
Capitulum lxvi
That al mennes good dedes sholde be appreued y t hath lyknes of good: saue the open heretyke / & of the cursyd man /
Capitulum lxvii
[Page]That no good dede may make men saaf without cha­ryte. And y e charyte fele they only y t bē meke.
Ca. lxviii.
How a man shall wyte how moche wrathe & enuye is hydde in the grounde of his herte.
Ca lxix
By what tokens thou shal knowe yf thou louest thyn enmye / And what ensample thou shal take of cryst for to loue hym /
Capitulum lxx.
How a man shal know how moche couetise is hidde in his hert /
Capitulum lxxi
How a man shal knowe whan he synneth not in etyn­ge & dynkynge, and whan he synneth venyall: & whan dedely /
Capitulum lxxii
How the groūde of lechery sholde be destroyed with ghostly trauayle & with bodely /
Capitulum. lxxiii.
That a man sholde be besye to put away all styrynges of synne / but more besye of ghostly synnes than of bo­dely /
Capitulum lxxiiii
That hūger and other bodely paynes lettē moche ghostly werkynge /
Capitulum lxxv
What remedye a man shal vse ayenst defawte made in [...]ynge or drynkynge /
Capitulum lxxvi.
That thorough besye desyre & trauayle for mekenes & charyte a man cometh sooner to other vertues than by trauayle in hemselfe /
Capitulum lxxvii
Of the derkenes of the ymage of synne / and what co­myth in by the wyndowes therof /
Caplm̄ lxxviii
That the soule for defawte of knowynge of itself gooth out by y e .v. wyttes to seche outwarde lykyng /
Ca lxxix
That a soule sholde not begge without forth / but with in of Ihū that it nedeth /
Capitulum lxxx
That the hole of the ymagynaciō nedeth to be stopped as wel as the wyndowes of the wyttes /
Cplm. lxxxi.
Whan the vse of the wyttes is dedely synne / and whan [Page] venyal.
Capitulum lxxxii.
How a ghostly man or woman shal haue hem that co­me to hem /
Capitulum lxxxiii
Of the derke ymage of synne: & of the clothynge therof
Capitulum lxxxiiii
Whiche ben the lym̄es of the ymage of syn̄e.
ca. lxxxv
Wherof the ymage of Ihesu is made / & wherof the ymage of synne / & how we ben passynge forth in thymage of synne.
capitulum lxxxvi
How we shold crucyfye this ymage of syn̄e / & quycken the ymage of Ihū /
capitulum lxxxvii.
What prosyte comyth of kepynge of the hert. and how moche the soule is / & what it louyth /
caplm̄ lxxxviii
How y e ymage of syn̄e shal be broken downe /
ca. lxxxix
How a man shall haue hym [...]o the styrynge of [...]ryde. & of al other vyces /
capitulum. lxxxx
What thynge helpyth moost a mannes knowynge / & geteth to hym that hym lackyth / and moost destroyeth synne in hym /
capitulum lxxxxi
How a man shal be shapen to the ymage of Ihesu and Ihesu shapen in hym /
caplm̄ lxxxxii
The cause why this boke was made: And how she sholde haue her in redynge therof, that was made to.
Capitulum / lxxxxiii
¶Here endeth the chapytours of the fyrst book. And after foloweth the fyrst part of this present volume /

¶That the Inner hauynge of mannes soule sholde be lyke the vtter Capitulum primū

GHostly suster in Ihesu cryst I pray the y t in y e callynge whiche our lorde hath callyd y t to his seruyce thou holde the payd. & stondested fastly therin / trauaylynge besely wyth al y e myghtes of thy soule by y e grace of Ihū cryst for to fulfyl in sothfastnes of good lyuynge y e state whyche thou haste take in lyknes & in semyng / And as thou hast forsake the worlde: as it were a dede man turned to our lorde bodely in syght of men Ryght so y t in thyn hert myght be as it were dede to al erthly loues & dredes / turned holy to our lorde Ihū cryst. For wyte thou wel a bodely tournynge to god without the hert folowynge. is but a fygure & a lyknes of vertues. & noo sothfastnes / Wherfore a wretched man or woman is he or she that leuyth the Inwardly kepynge of hymself / & shapeth hȳ wythout forth oonly a forme and liknes of holynes: in habyte or clothynge / in speche & in bodely werkes: be­holdynge other mennes dedes. and demynge her defawces / wenynge hymself to be ought whan he is right not and so begyleth hymself / Do thou not so. but turne thy hert with thy body pryncipally to god / & shape the with in to his lycknes by mekenes & charyte. & other ghostly vertues. and then̄e art thou truly torned to hym / I say not that thou soo lyghtly on the fyrst day maye be tour­nyd in thy soule by fulhede of vertues: as thou myghte with thy body be closyd in a hous. but that thou sholde knowe that the cause of thy bodely closynge is / y t thou myght the beter come to ghostly closynge / And as thy body is closyd fro bodely conuersacōn of men / ryght so that thyn hert myght be enclosed fro the flesshly loues & dredes of al ecthly thynges / And that thou myghte y e [Page] beter come therto. I shal tel the in this lytyl wrytynge / as me thynkyth.

¶Of actyflyf. & the werkes therof / Caplm ii

THou shate vnderstōde that there is in holy chyrche two maner of lyues as saynt gregory fayth. Greg. in y whiche cristen they sholde be sauf / That one is called actyf. & the other contēplat yf / without one of thyse ii. noo man may be sauyd Actyflyflyeth in loue & charite shewed outwarde by good bodely werkes ī fulfyllynge of goddes cōmaundementes / & of the .vii. werkes of mercy bodely & ghostly to a man̄es euyn crysten. This lyf longeth to all worldly men whiche haue rychesse & plēty of worldly goodes for to spende / And so to al other the whiche haue state offyce or cure of other men / And haue goodes for to spende. lerid & lewde: temporel or spirytuel / And generally al wordly men are bounde to fulfylle it after her myght & cūnynge: as reson & discrecōn asketh / If he moche good haue / moche good for to doo / If he lytyl haue. lesse may he doo / And yf he nought haue / thēne must he haue a good wyl. Thyse ben werkes of actyflyf other bodely or ghostly / Also a grete part of actyflyflyeth in grete bodely dedes. the whiche a man doth to hymself / as grete fastynge. moche wakynge / & other sharpe penaūce doynge for to chastyse the flesshe wyth dyscrecōn for trespace before done / And by suche penaunce for to refrayne lustes & lykynges of it / and to make hym buxū & redy to the wyl of the spyryte / Thyse werkes though they bē actyf. they helpe ryght moche. & ordeneth a man in the begynnynge to come to cōtemplatyflyf / yf they bē vsed with dyscrecyon.

¶Of contēplatyflyf & the werkes therof. Caplm iii.

COntēplatyflyflyeth in perfyte loue & charyte felyd īwardly by ghostli vertues & by fothfast knowynge [Page] & syght of god & ghostly thynges / This lyflon­geth to hem specyally the whiche for the loue of god for­saketh al wordly rychesse worshyppes: & outwarde besynes / & hooly yeuen hem body & soule after her myght & cunnynge to the seruyse of god by ghostly ocupacōn / Now thenne syth it is soo that thy state asketh for to be contēplatyf / for that is thētent of thy enclosynge: that thou myght more frely and enteerly yeue the to ghostly ocupacōn. Thenne behouyth the for to be ryght besye both nyght & daye with traueyle of body & of spyrite: for to come to that lyf as nygh as thou mayst by suche meanes as thou hopest were best to the. Neuertheles before that I telle the of the meanes: I shal telle the tyrst a lytyl more of this lyf contēplatyf: that thou might somwhat se what it is / & sythen set it as a marke ī the syght of thy soule: wherto thou shalt drawe in al thyn occupacyon.

¶Of the fyrst part of coutemplacyon / Caplm iiii

COntemplatyflyf hath thre partes / The fyrst lieth in knowynge of god & ghostly thynges geten by reason: by techyng of man: & by studye in holy wryt without ghostly affeccōn & Inly sauour felyd. by y e specyal yefte of the holy ghost / This parte haue specyally lettred men & grete clerkes whiche by lōge studye & tra­uaylle in holy wrytte comen to this knowynge more or lesse after y e subtylte of kyndly wyt & cōtynuaūce of studye. of the general wyt y t god yeueth to euery man y t ha­th vse of reason / This knowynge is good / & it maye be called a part of contēplacōn. in asmoche as it is a syght of sothfastnes. & a knowynge of ghostly thȳges Neue [...]theles it is but a fygure & a shadowe of very contēplac [...]on / for it hath not ghostly sauour in god: ne inwardly swetnes / the whiche no man may fele but yf he be ī grete charyte / For it is the proper welle of our lorde / to the [Page] whiche cometh none alien. but this maner knowynge is comyn to good & vadde / for it maye be had without charyte: & therfore it is not very contēplacōn / As oft sithes ypocrytes & flesshly lyuyng men haue more suche knowynge than many other crystē men. & yet haue thyse men to charyte. Of this maner knowynge spykyth saynt poul thꝰ / Si habuero oēm scienciā. Cor 13 & nouerim misteria oīa. caritatē aucē nō habeā. nihil sū. If I had ful knowing of al thynges. & I knew al preuytees. & I had not charyte. I am ryȝt nought / Neuertheles yf they y haue this knowynge kepe hem ī mekenes & in charyte: & flee worldly & flesshly synnes after her myght: Greg. it is to hem a good way & a grete dysposynge to very contēplaciō / yf they desyre & pray deuoutly after the grace of the holy ghost / Other men y haue this cūnyng & turneth it to pryde & vaynglory of hēself / or in to couetyse & desy­rynge of worldly states. worshyps & ryches / not meke­ly takyng it to the praysyng of god ne charytably spēdeth it in y e ꝓfyte of her euēstrysten. some of hē fallē other into heresyes & errours / or in to other open syn̄es / by y whiche they sclaūder hēself & al holy chyrche / Of this cūnynge sayth saynt poul thꝰ. Sciēcia in flat. caritas autē edeficat / knowīg alone lyfteth vp the hert into pride / but mēge it with charyte: & then turneth it in to edi­fycacōn / This knowyng alone is but water vnsauery & colde / And therfore yf they y t haue it wolde mekely of­fre it vp to our lorde / & pray hym of grace / he shold with his blessyng turne the water in to wyne / as he dyde at y e prayer of his moder at the fest of Archetryclyne / that is for to say / He sholde turne the vnsauery knowing into wysdom. and the colde naked reason in to ghostly lyght & brennynge loue by the yeft of the holy ghost /

¶Of the ii. part of contemplacōn / Caplm v

[Page]THe ii. part of contēplacōn lyeth pryncypally ī affeccyon without lyght of vnderstondynge o [...] ghostly thynges / & this is comynly of simple and vnle [...]tred men / whiche yeuen hem hooly to deuocyon. & this is felyd on this maner / whan man or woman in medi [...]tacōn of god by the grace of y e holy ghost felyth feruou [...] of loue & ghostly swetnes by y e mynde of crystys passō [...] or ony of his werkes in his manhede / or he felyth a gr [...]te trust in the goodnes & ī the mercy of god for the fory [...]uenes of his synnes: and for his grete yeftis of grace. or els he felyth a drede in his affeccōn with grete reueren­ce of the preuy domes of god / the whiche he seeth not / & of hys ryghtwysnes or in prayer he felyth the thought of his hert drawe vp fro al erthely thynges. strenyd to­gyder with al the myght [...]s of hys hert: vpstyeng to our lorde by feruent desyre & with ghostly delyte And neuer theles in that tyme he hath no open syght in vnderstandynge of ghostly thynges ne of pryuytees of holy wryt in specyal / but on̄ly that hym thynketh for the tyme no thynge lyketh hym so moche as for to pray or thinke as he dooth. for sauour delite & cōforte that he fyndeth ther in / And yet can he not tel what it is. but he felyth it wel for it is a yeft of god For out of it spryngen many swe­te teres: brēnynge desyres / & stylle mournīges. whiche scoureth & clenseth the herte fro all the fylth of synne / & maketh it melte in to wōderful swetnes of Ihesu cryst. buxum soople: & redy to fulfyl all goddys wyll / Insomoche that hym thynkyth he makith noo charge what comyth of hymself / soo that goddys wyl were fulfylled with suche many styrynges mo than I can or may say This felynge maye not be had without grete grace / & who soo hath it for the tyme he is in charite / whiche charyte maye not be lost [Page] ne lessed thoughe the feruour of it pas [...]e away: but by a dedely syn / & y t is cōfortable. This maye be called y e .ii. part of cōtēplaciō / neuertheles thꝭ part hath .ii degrees

¶ Of y e lower degree of y e ii. part of cōtēplacōn / ca. vi:

THe lower degree of this felynge. mē whiche are actyff may haue by grace whā they bē vysyted of our lorde as myghtely & as feruently as they y e yeue hem holy to contēplatyf lyf & hath this yeft. but this felynge in his feruour comith not alway whā a mā wold ne it lastyth not ful longe. It comyth & gooth as he wyl that yeueth it / & therfore who so hath it▪ meke hymself. & thanke god: & kepe it preuy▪ but yf it be to his confes­sour / and holde he it as lōge as he may with descrecōn / And whā it is withdrawen drede not to moche. but stō de sadly in fayth & in a meke hope / with pacyēce abydȳ ge tyl it come ayen / This is a lytyl tastynge of the swetnes of the loue of god / of the whiche dauid sayth thꝰ in the sawter / Gustate & videte qm̄ suauis est dn̄s / Taast P. xxxiii. ye & se ye the swe [...]nes o [...] our lorde /

¶Of the hyer degree of the ii. part of contēplacōn. Ca. vii

THe hyer degree of this part may not be had and holden but of hem the whiche bē in great rest of body and soule / the whiche by grace of Ihū & longe traueyle bodely & ghostly felyth a rest of hert & clennes in conscyence. so y hem lyken no thyng so moche for to do as to sy [...]te stylle in reste of body / & for to alway pray to god. & thynke on our lorde. & to thynke somtyme on the blessyd name of Ihesu whiche is cōfortable & delecca­ble to hem / that by the mynde of it they felen hem fedde in her affeccōn / And not onely of y e name / but al other maner prayers: as the Pater noster & the Auee / or ympnes or psalmes & other deuoute sayenges of holy chur­che are turned as it were in to a ghostly mirthe & swete [Page] songe / by y e whiche they are cōforted & strēgthed ayēst alsynnes. & moche releued of bodely desese. Of this de­gree spekith saynt poul thus. Ephē. v. Nolite inebriari vico: sed īpleamini sp̄u scō. loquentes vobis metip̄is in ympnis & canticis & psalmis spūalibꝰ. cantantes & psallētes in cordibꝰ vr̄is dn̄o / Be ye not dronken with wyne / but be ye fulfylled of y e holy gost sayenge to yourself in ympnes & psalmes & gostly sōges: syngynge & psalmynge in your hertes to our lord / Who so hath this grace kepe he hymself in lownes / & that he be euer desyrynge for to come to more knowyng & felyng of god in the thyrde part of cōtemplacōn /

¶Of the thyrde part of contemplacyon / Caplm viii.

THe thyrde part of contēplacion the wiche is perfyte as it may here lyeth both in cognycōn & in affeccōn. That is to say / in knowynge & in perfyte lo­uynge of god. And that is whan a mānys soule fyrst is reformed by fulhede of vertues to the ymage of Ihū / And afterwarde whā he is vysyted he is taken in fro al erthly & flesshly affeccōns: fro vayne thoughtes & ymagyninges of al bodely creatures / & as it were moche rauysshed out of the bodely wyttes / And then by y e grace of the holy ghost is illumined for to see by vnderstōdynge soth fastnes whiche is good & ghostly thynges wyth a soft swete brēnynge loue in hym so perfytly that he be rauysshed of his loue / so the soule is onyd for the tyme & cōformyd to the ymage of the trynyte / The begyn̄ynge of this contēplacōn may be felyd in this lyf / but the fulhede of it is kept into y e blysse of heuē. Of this onynge & conformynge to our lord spekyth saynt poul thus / Qui adhe [...]t deo. vnꝰ sp̄s ē cū illo / that is to say / Who so by rauysshynge of loue is fastened to god: then god & his soule are not two. but both one / And sothly in thys [Page] onynge is y e maryage made betwyxt god and the soule the whiche shal neuer be broken.

¶ Of the twyn̄ynge of the iii: part of contēplacōn fro the ii. part of the praysynge therof / Caplm̄. ix

THe other part may be callyd brennynge loue in deuocyon / & this brēnynge loue in contēplacyon. y is lower. this is y e hyer. that is swetter to the bodely felynge / this inwardly felynge better to the ghostly felynge. For it is more īwarde: more worthy: more ghostly: more wondful / for this is verely a tastyng so lytyl as is a ernest of the syght of heuenly ioy: not clerly. but half in derkenes. the whyche shal be fulfylled & openly clered in the blysse of heuen. i. co (rum). iz. as saynt poulsayth / Uide mꝰ nūc ꝑ spclm ī enigmate, tūc autē videbimꝰ facie ad faciē / We see now god by a myrrour as it were in a derknes / but in heuen shal we see opēly face to face. This is the illuminacōn of vnderstondynge in delytes of louynge as dauid sayth in the sawter / Et nox illūinacio mea in delicus meis / My nyght is my lyght in my delytys. psalm c. xviii The other part is mylke for chyldren / this is hole mete for perfyte men: the whiche haue wittes assayde to knowe good fro euyl: Hebr̄. v. as saynt poul sayth / ꝑfecto (rum)ē solidꝰ cibus. qui hēnt sēsus exercitatos ad discrecōem boni & mali / The werkynge of the ful vse of this yefte may no mā haue but he be fyrst refourmed to y lyknes of Ihū by fulhede of vertues / Ne there maye no man lyuynge in dedely flesshe haue it contynuelly in his fulhede and in the ouerpassynge: but by tymes whan he is vysyted / And as I conceyue by the wrytynge of ho­ly men it is a fulshort tyme for soone after he falleth in sobyrte of [...]odely felynge / and all this werke makyth charyte / Thus as I vnderstonde sayth saynt poul of hymselfe / Siue excedimus deo. siue sobr [...] [Page] sumus vobis caritas xp̄i vrgit nos / Whether we ouer passe oure bodely wyttes to god in contēplacōn. or we are more sobyr to you in bodely felynge. the charyte of cryst streyneth vs. Of this part of contēplacōn & of reformynge to god spekyth saynt poule opēly thus / Nos autē reuelata facie glaz dn̄ispeclam̄ transformati in candē ymaginē a claritate ī claritatē tā (quam)m a dn̄isp̄u. And this is thus moche for to say Saynt poule in y e persone of hymself & of perfyte men sayth thꝰ / We fyrst re­formed by vertues. the face of our soule vnheled bi openynge of the ghostly eye beholden as in a myrrour heuē ly ioye. ful shapyd & onyd to the ymage of our lorde fro clerete of fayth into clerete of vnderstōdynge / or els fro clerete of desyre in to clerete of blessed loue / & al thys is wrought of the spyryte of oure lorde in a mannys soule as saynt poule sayth: Thys part of contēplacōn god ye uith where y t he wyl / to leryd & to lewde: to men & to wȳ men ocupyed ī prelacye. & to solytary also / But it is specyal not comyn and also though a mā whyche al his lyf is actyf haue the yeft of it by a specyal grace / neuerthe­les the fulnes of it may no man haue but he be solyta­ry & in lyfe contēplatyf /

¶ How y e shewynge to the bodely wyttes and the felynge of hem may be bothe good and euyl. Ca. x.

BY this y I haue sayd may thou sōwhat vndstonde that vysyōs or reuelacyons of ony maner of spyryte in bodely aperynge. or in ymaginynge slepynge or wagynge / or els ony other felynge in the bodely wyttys made as it were ghostly. other in sownynge of ere: or sauerynge in the mouth: or smellynge at y e nose: or els ony sēsyble hete as it were fyre glowynge & war­mynge y e breste or ony other parte of the body / or ony o­ther thynge y t may be felyd by bodely wytte thoughe it [Page] be neuer so confortable & lykynge / they ben not very cō tēplacōn / ne they bē but sȳple & secūdary though they ben good in rewarde of ghostly vertues & of this ghostly knowyng & louyng of god / But al suche maner of felyng may be good / wrought by a good aūgel / and they may be deceyuable / wrought by a wycked aūgel. Whā he trāsfyguryth hym in to an aūgel of lyght / Wherfore syth they may be both good and euyl it semeth wel they are not y e best. For wite thou wel y t the deuyl may whā he hath leue feyne of bodely felynge the lykenes of y e same thynges the whiche a good aūgel may werke / For ryght as a good aūgel comyth with lyght: so can the deuyl / And so of y other wyttꝭ / who so had felid bothe / he sholde well tel whyche were good & whyche were euyll But he that neuer felyd neyther: or els but y one: maye lyghtly be deceyued / They are lyke in y e maner of felynge outward: but they are ful dyuers within / And ther­fore they are not for to desyre greatly / ne for to receyue lyghtly / but yf a soule myght by the spyryte of dyscre­cōn knowe the good fro the euyl y t he were not begyled as saynt Iohn̄ sayth / Nolite credere om̄isp̄ui. sed ꝓba re siex deo sit / Saynt Iohn̄ beddeth vs that we sholde not trust to euery spyryte but we shal assaye fyrst whe­ther he be of god or no / wherfore by one allay I shal tel the as me thynketh how thou shalt knowe the good fro euyl.

¶How thou shalt know whā the shewynge to the bodely wyttis & felynge of hem bē good or euyl. Ca xi

IF it so be y t thou see ony maner of lyght or bryghtnes with the bodely eye / or in ymaginynge other than euery man see / or yf thou here ony mery wōderful sownynge with bodely ere. or in thy mouth ony swete soden sauour other thā of kynde. or ony hete ī thy brest. [Page] as it were fyre. or ony maner delyte in ony part of thy body / or yf a spyryte bodely aperyth vnto y e as it were an aungel for to cōfort the. & teche y e or ony suche felynge whiche thou knowest wel y e it comith not of thyself ne of no bodely creatnre / beware in y e tyme or sone after & wysely beholde y e styrynge of thy hert: If thou be styrred by cause of y e lykynge y t thou felyst to draw out thy hert fro y e mynde & beholdyng of Ihesu cryst & fro ghostly ocupacyon: As fro prayer & thynkynge on thy selfe & thy defawtes / fro thīwarde desyre of vertues & of ghostly knowynge & felyng of god / For to set y e syght of thi hert & thy affeccōn / thy delyte and thy rest pryncypally therin / wenyng y t it shold be a part of heuēly ioy & of aū gels blys / & for thy y thīkith y t thou sholdest nother pray ne thinke not els but al holy tente therto for to kepe it & delyte therin / This felynge is suspect & of thēmye / & therfore though it be neuer so lykynge & wonderful. re­fuse it & assent not therto / for this is the sleyght of thē ­mye whan he seeth a soule that wold inteerly yeue it to ghostly ocupacyō he is wōderly wroth / For he hateth no thynge more then for to see a soule in a body of syn̄e to fele verely the sauour of ghostly knowynge & the lo­ue of god. y e whiche he without body of synne lost wyl­fully / And therfore yf he may not lette hym by open sȳ nes. he wolde hynder hym & begile hym hy suche vanyte of bodely [...]auours: or swetnes in y e wyttes for to brȳ ge a soule in to ghostly pryde & in to a fals sykernes of hymself / wenynge y t he had therby a felynge of heuēly Ioye: & that he were halfe in paradyse for delite that he felyth about hym: whan he is nere at helle yates / And so by pryde & by presūpcyon he myght falle in errours or heresyes or faresyes. or ī other bodely or ghostly myschenes / Neuertheles if it be so that this maner of felynge [Page] lette not thy hert fro grostly ocupacyon / but it ma­kyth the more deuout & more feruent for to pray / it makyth the more wyse for to thynke ghostly thoughtes / And though it be so that it astonye the in y e begyn̄ynge neuertheles afterwarde it turneth & quyckeneth thyn hert to more desyre of vertues / and encrenseth thy lo­ue more to god & to thyn euen crysten / Also it makyth y e more meke in thyn owne syght. By thyse tokens may thou knowe that it is of god made by the presence & the touchynge of a good aūgel / & that is of the goodnes of god eyther in comforte of symple deuoute soules for to encrease her trust & her desyre to god for to seke therby the knowynge y e loue of god more perfytly for suche a cōfort / or els if they ben perfyte that felen suche delyte: it semith then that it is an ernest & as it were a shadowe of the gloryfyenge of the body whiche it shall haue in y e blysse of heuen / I wote not whether there be ony suche man lyuynge in erth / This preuylege had mary mawdeleyne as it semyth to my syght ī y e tyme whā she was alone in the caue .xxx. wynter / & euery day was borne vp with aūgels & was fed both body & soule by the pre­sence of hem: thus we rede in y story of her / Of this maner assayenge of werkynge of spyrytes speketh saynt Iohn̄ in his pistle thus. & techeth thus / O īssp̄s qui sol uit thm̄. hic non ē ex deo. Euery speryte y losyth or vn­knyttith Ihū. he is not of god / thise wordes may be vnderstonde in many maners / Neuertheles after one maner I may vnderstonde hem to this purpose that I ha­ue sayd.

¶What knytteth Ihesu to mannes soule: & what lose­th hym therfro / Caplm xii.

[Page]THe knyttynge & y e fastynge of Ihū to a mānes soule: is by good wyl & grete desyre to hym on̄ly for to haue hym & see hym ī his blysse ghostly / The more y e this desyre is. the faster is Ihū knytte to the soule. The lesse that this desyre is the loslyer is he knytte. Thē what spyryte or what felynge y t it be y t whiche lesseth this desyre & wolde drawe it downe fro the stedfast mynde of Ihū cryst. & fro y e kyndly styenge vp to Ihū this spyryte wyll vnknytte ihū fro y e soule: & therfore it is not of god: but it is the werkynge of thēmye / Neuertheles yf a spyryte or a felynge or a reuelaciō make this desyre more. knytte y e knottes of loue & deuocyō to ihū faster: & open the eye of y e soule in to ghostly knowynge more clerly: & maketh it more meke in it self this spyry­te is of god / Here may thou see sōwhat y t thou shalt not suffre thy here wylfully for to rest ne for to delite holy in no bodely felynge of suche maner cōfortes or swetnes thouȝ they were good. but thou shalt holde hem ī thy syght nouȝt or lytyl in rewarde of ghostly desyre & on stedfast thynkynge on Ihū / ne fest the thought of thy herte ouermoche on hē /

¶How & in what thynges sholde a contēplatyf man be ocupyed / Calm. xiii.

BUt thou shalt euer seke by grete besynes in prayers that thou myght come to the ghostly felyng of god: And y is y thou myght knowe the wysdome of god / the endles myght of hym / the grete goodnes of hȳ in hymself & in his creatures / For this is contēplacyō & that other is none. Ep̄h. iii. thus sayth saynt poul / In car [...]ate radicati & fūdati. vt possitis cōprehēdere cū oībus scīs que sic longitudo & la [...]itudo. suolimitas & ꝓfūdū / Be ye roted & grounded in charite that ye myght knowe he saith neyther soūde of the ere ne swete fauour in y e mouth: ne none suche bodely thynge. but that ye myght knowe [Page] & fele with al halowes whiche is the length of y e endles beynge of god / the brede of the wonderful charyte & the goodnes of god / the heyth of the almyghty mageste of hym & the groundles depnes o [...] the wysdom of god In knowyng & ghostly felynge of thyse sholde be the occupacyon of the contemplatyf man / For in thyse may be vnderstonde the ful knowyng of al ghostly thynges This ocupacyon is that one thynge the whiche saynt poul coueyted sayēge thus / Unū que retro sūt obliuis­cēs. Phil iii. in anteriora me extendā. sequorsi quo modo com­p̄hendā supernū braniū / Thus moche is to saye / [...]o thynge. as hoo sayth. is best to me for to coueyte / and y t is y t I myght forgete al thynges y t whiche ben behynd­warde or backewarde / and I shal stretche out myn hert forwarde for to fele and to grype the souereyne mede of the endles blysse / Hynwarde are al bodely thynges / Forwarde are ghostly thinges / And for saynt poul wolde forgete al bodely thynges: & his owne body also. wi­th that y u he myght see ghostly thynges /

¶ How in reason & wyll vertue begynneth. & in loue & in lykyng it is made perfyte. Caplm xiiii

NOw I haue tolde you a lytyl of contemplacōn what it sholde be: For this entent that thou myght knowe it and set it as a marke before y e syght of thy soule & for to desyre al thy lyftyme to come to ony part of it by grace of our lorde Ihesu cryst / This is the con­formynge of a soule to god / the whiche may not be had but yf it be fyrste reformyd by fulhede of vertues tur­ned in to affeccion. and that is whan a man loueth vertues. for they ben good in hēself / There is many a mā that loueth vertue of lownes. pacyence and charyte to his euencrysten. and suche other onely in hys reason & wyl / and hath nō ghostly delytene loue in hem / For of [Page] tymes he felith grutchynge. heuynes and bytternes for to doo hem / And neuertheles yet he do­the hem onely by styrynge of reason for drede of god / thys man hathe vertues in reason and in wyll / but not loue of hem in his affeccyon.

¶But whan by grace of Ihesu and by ghostly and bodely exercyse reason is tourned in to ly­ght: And wyll into loue. Thenne hathe he ver­tues in affeccyon / For he hathe soo well gnaw­en on the bytter barke of the notte that he hathe broken it: And fedeth hym with the kyrnell / That is to saye / The vertues whiche were fyr­ste heuy for to doo: are nowe turned into a very delyte and sauour: as whanne a man lyketh [...]n mekenes. in pacyens. in clennes: in sobyrte. And in charyte. as in ony delytes / Sothlytyll thyse vertues ben turned thus in to affec [...]ion. he maye well haue the ii. parte of contemplacyon / But the thre soth fastly shal he not take /

¶ Of the meanes that bryngethe a soule to contemplation / Capitulum. xv

NOwe sythen vertues are dysposinge to contemplatyon. thenne it be­houyth the vse certen meanes for to come to vertues \ Thre meanes there ben whyche men moost co­mynly vsen that yeuen hem to contemplacyon As redynge of holy wrytte and of holy techyn­ge. ghostely meditacyon. and besye prayer with deuocyō. By medytacyō shal thou see as I sayd ehy wretchydnes / thy synnes. and thy wyckydnes / As pryde couetyse. gloteny slothe. and le­cherye. and wycked styrynge of enuye. yre. ha­tred. & malencolye: angrynes. yt byttenes & vn­skilful heuynes / Thou shalt also se thy herte ful­of vayne shames & dredes of thy flesshe and of the worlde / Alle thyse styrynges wyllen alwaye boylle out of thy hert a water wyll renne out of the of the sprynge of a stynkynge well. And lette the syghte of thy soule that thou mayste neuer see ne fele derely [Page] the loue of Ihesu cryst. For wy [...]e thou well tyll thy hert be moche clensyd thrugh stable trouth & besye be­holdynge of crystes manhede fro suche syn̄es. thou may not haue ghostly knowynge of god perfytly wytnessynge hymself in the gospel thus. Btī mūdo corde qm̄ ip̄i deū videb [...]t Blessyd be clene of hert. Math v. for they shal se god Also in medytacyō thou shal see vertues whiche be nedful to the for to haue. as mekenes: myldnes: pacyence. ryghtwysnes: ghogly strength temperaunce: clennes▪ pees: & sobernes: fayth: hope: & charyte▪ Thyse vertues thou shall see in meditacyon. how good how fayre how profytable they ben / & by prayer thou shal desyre hem & gete hem. without whiche thou may not be contemplatyf. For Iob sayth thus. Inhabundācia īgredieris se­pulcrū. That is to say▪ Iob. v thou shalt in plente of gode bodely werkys and gostly vertues entre thy graue. that is y e rest in contemplacyon /

¶What a man sholde vse and refuse by the vertue of mekenes / Cplm xvi

NOw yf thou sholdest vse wysely gostly werkes & sykerly trauayle in hē. the behouith to begynne ryght lowe / Thre thynges y t nedeth to haue fyrst. vpon the whiche as on a siker groūde thou shal set al thy werke thise iii. are mekenes: siker fayth. & hole entēt to god Fyrst y e behouyth to haue meknes in this maner / thou shalt holde thyselfe in thy wyll & in thy felynge yf thou may vnable to dwelle amonge men. & vnworthy to serue god in couersacyon with his seruauntys vnprofytable to thy euencrysten: wantynge both cunnynge & myght to fulfyl good werkes of actyflyf in helpe of thy euē crysten: as other men & wym̄en done. And therfore as a wretche & outcaste: & refuse of al men & wymmen are sperred in a hous alone / y t thou sholdest dere ne greue no [Page] man or woman by enyl ensampse. sithe thou canst not profyte hē by good werkyng / Ouer this the behoueth to loke ferder y t syth thou art so vnable to serue our lord by bodely werkes outwarde. Tren̄. iiii. how moche more behoueth the to holde y e vnable & vnworthy to serue hym gho­stly by inwarde ocupacyon / For our lorde is a spyryte as the prophete layth. Sp̄s ante faciemntam xp̄s dn̄s Before our face a ghost is our lorde cryst / & the kyndly seruyse to hym is ghostly / as he sayth hȳself: Ioh. iiii. Ueri ado­rantes adorabūt prēm in [...]p̄u & veritate / Sothfast ser­uauntes shal worshyp hym in spyryte & sothfastnesse / Thenne thou that art so boystous. so lewde: so flesshly: soo blynde in ghostly thynges / & namly of thyn owne soule: whiche the behouyth fyrst to knowe yf thou shol­dest come to the knowynge of god / Howe sholdest thou then̄e fele thyself able or worthy for to haue state or lyk­nes of contemplatyf lyf / the whiche lyf as I haue sayd lyeth pryncypally in ghostly knowyng: & felyng of god This I say to the: not y t thou sholdest for thynke thy purpose. & be myspayde with thy clothinge. but y t thou sholdest fele this lownes fothfastly in thy hert yf thou my­ght / for it is soth & no lees / And then thou shal desyre nyght & day after thy myght for to come as nere as thou mayst to y e state whiche thou haste take. trowynge stedfastly that it is best to the by the mercy of god. for to traueyle in / And though it be soo that thou may not come to the fulhede of it here in this lyfe. y t thou myght be in the begynnynge of it. & trust sykerly for to haue the ful­hede by the mercy of god in the blisse of heuen / For sothly that is my lyf / I fele me so wretched & so fraile & flesshly / & so ferre fro true felyng fro that y u I speke: that I cā not ellys but crye mercy. & desyre after as I may with an hope y t our lorde wyl brynge me therto in the blysse [Page] of heuen / Doo thou so: & beter after that god yeuyth y e grace / The felynge of this lownes shal put out of thyn hert vnshylful beholdynge of other men̄es dedes / and it shal dryue the hooly to beholde thyselfe / as there we­re no man lyuynge but god and thou / And thou shalde me & holde thyself more vyle & more wretche thā is ony creature y t beryth lyf. that vneth shal thou suffre thyself for the gretnes & nōbre of synne & fylthe that thou shal fele in the / Thus behouyth y e for to fele sōtyme yf thou wylt be very meke. For I telle the sothly. yf thou wylte be truely meke thou shalt thynke a venyal synne in thiself more greuous & paynful to the and greter be in thy syght somtyme than grete dedly synnes of other men / This is soth to the yf thou wyl be contēplatyf. for this skyl / That thynge the whiche putteth the soule or lettyth it moost fro the felynge & knowyng of god: oweth to be moost greuous & paynful to y e / But a venyalsynne of thyself lettyth the more fro the felynge & perfyte loue of Ihesu cryst than other mannes synne may doo: be it neuer so moche Semeth it then that thou sholde more aryse in thyn owne hert ayenst thiself for to hate and deme in thyself all maner of synne whiche lettyth the fro the syght of god / more than ayenst y t defawtes of other men / For yf thyn hert be clene of thyn owne synnes / sothly the synnes of al other men sholde not dere the. And therfore yf thou wyl fynde rest here & in the blysse of he­uen / after the coūseyle of one of the holy faders say euery day what am I / and deme thou no man /

¶Who sholde blame mennes defawtes & deme hem. & who not / Caplm xvii

BUt now seest thou. how may this be / syth it is a dede of charyte for to blame men of her defaw­tes [Page] / and for to deme hem for her amendynge it is a dede of mercy / As to this I answere as me thynkith / that to the or to ony other the whiche hathe state and purpoos of lyfe contemplatyf it falleth not for to leue the kepyn­ge of hemselfe / and for to beholde and to blame other men of her defawtes / but yf it were full grete nede / soo that a man sholde perysshe but yf thou blamyd hym / But y e men whiche are actyf. and haue soueraynte & cure ouer other as prelates & curates & suche other: they are [...]ounde by theyr offyce & by way of charite for to see and seke. and deme ryghtfully other mennes desawtes Not of desyre and delyte for to chastyse hem. but oonly for nede with drede of god & in his name. for loue of sal­uacyon of her soules / Other men that are actyf and haue no cure of other men. they are bounde for to blame other men of her defawtes by the way of charyte onely that whan the synne is dedely / and it maye not well be corrected by none other man and whā he trowyth that he the sooner sholde be amended by his vndertakynge Els it is beter that we cesse. That this is soth it semyth by saynt Iohn̄ whiche helde the state of contemplatyf lyf. & saynt peter whiche had the state of actyflyf. Whā our lorde in his laste sowper wyth hys dyscyples at the preuy stirynge of saynt peter to saynt Iohn̄ tolde saynt Iohn̄ how Iudas sholde bytraye hym / sayt Iohn̄ tolde it not to saynt peter as he askid / but he turned hym and layed his h [...]ed vpon cryst is breest. and was arauysshed by loue in to contemplacyon of goddis priuytees. And soo medefully to hym / that he forgate both Iudas and saynte peter / in tokenynge and techynge to other men whiche wolde be cuotemplatyf. that they sholde dyspo­se hem to doo the same.

¶ Why men sholde worshyp other and low hemself in her owne herte vnder al other. Caplm xviii:

THen seest thou here somwhat that thou shalt nother deme other men / ne conceyue ayenst hem wylfully none euyl suspycyon / but thou shalt loue hem ne see thou no defawte in hem / and worshyp hemī thy hert suche as ledeth in the worlde accyflyt / and suffren many tri [...]ulacyons & temptacyons whiche thou sittinge in thy hous felyst nought of / And they haue ful mo­che traueyle & disese for her owne & other mennes sustynaunce / and many of hem had well leuer serue god yf they myght as thou doost in bodely rest / And neuertheles they in her worldly [...]esynes flee many synnes / the whiche yf thou were in her state thou sholdest falle in / and they do many good dedes whiche thou cowde not doo / It is no doubt that many done thus. whiche they ben. thou wost not \ And therfore thou shalt worship al & sette hem in thy herte all aboue the as thy souerayns / and cast the downe vnder her fete that thou be vylest & lowest in thyn owne syght: for it is noo drede ne noo peryl to the how moche thou may lowe thyself bynethe al other. though it were so that in goddis syght thou had­dest more grace than ony other. But it is peril to the to hye the & lyft thiself in thy thought wylfully aboue ony other man / thoughe he were the moost wretche: or the moost synful cay [...]yf that is in erthe / For our lorde say­th. Qui se huliat exaltabitur. et qui exaltat huliatur / Who so hyeth hymself. Luc. xiiii. he shal be lowed. & who so low­yth hymself. he shal be hyed / This part of mekenes the behoueth for to haue in thy begynnynge / and by thys & by grace shal thou come to the fulhede of it & soo of all other vertues For Who so hath one vertue. he ha [...]h al other vertues. Asmoche as thou hast of meknes. somoche [Page] as thou hast of charyte. of pacyence. & of other ver­tues though they ben not shewed outwarde / Be then besye to gete mekenes: & holde it for it is the fyrste & the last of al vertues / It is the fyrst: for it is the grounde as [...]aynt austyn sayth / If thou thynke for to bylde an hye house of vertues / ordeyne y t fyrst a depe groūde of mekenes. Also it is the last / for it is kepynge & sauynge of all other vertues / saynt gregory sayth / He y e gadreth ver­tues without mekenes. he is lyke to hym y t whiche makyth & beryth powder of spicery in the wynde / Do thou neuer so many good dedes / fast thou wake thou. ar ony other good werke do thou / yf thou haue no mekenes / it is nought that thou doost /

¶How men sholde do y t wanten y e felynge of mekenes in affeccōn not dredyng to moche therfore / Caplm xix

NEuertheles yf thou may not fele this mekenes in thyn hert with affeccyon as thou woldest do as thou may meke thyself in wyl by reason / trowynge that it sholde be so as I say / though thou fele it not: And in that holde the a more wretche that thou may not fele sothfastly thy self as thou ar [...]e / And yf thou do so. thou­gh thy flesshe ryse there agayne and wylle not assent to thy good wyl. be not to moche adrad. but thou shalt bere & suffre the fals felynge of thy flesshe as a payne / and thenne thou shalt despyse & repreue that felynge. & bre­ke downe that rysynge of thyn herte: as thou woldest be wel payd for to be troden & spourned vnder other men­nesfete. And so by y e grace of Ihū cryst thrugh stedfast thynkynge on the mekenes of his precyous manhede shalt thou aba [...]emoche y e styrynges of pryde / & y e vertue of mekenes that was fyrst in thy nakyd wyl shal be turned in to felynge of affeccyon / without whiche vert [...]e eyther in true wyll or in felynge who so dyspose hym to [Page] serue god in contēplatyflyf as the blynde he shal stōble & he shal neuer come therto / The hyer he clym̄yth by bodely penaūce / & other vertues / & hath not this mekenes Greg.y e lower he falleth / For as saynt gregory sayth / He that can not perfytly despyse hymself / he founde neuer yet y e meke wysdom of our lorde Ihesu cryst /

¶How ypocrytes & heretykes for lackyng of mekenes hyen hemself in her hret aboue al other / Caplm xx

yPocrytes ne heretikes fele not this mekenes neyther in good wylne in affeccyō / but ful drye & ful colde arn her hertes & her reynes fro y e soft felyn­ge of this vertu / and in so moche the ferder they bē fro it. that they wene that they haue it / They gnawe on the drye barke without: but the swete kernel of it & the inly sauour may they not come to / They shew outwarde mekenes in habyte & holy speche. in lowly berynge / & as it semyth in many bodely and ghostly vertues / but neuertheles in the wyl & in thaffeccyon of her hert where me­kenes sholde be: it is faynt / For they deme & despysen & setten at nought other men that wyll not do as they do­ne & teche / they holden hem eyther foles by vncūnynge or blynded by flesshly lyuyng And therfore lyft they hē ­self vpon hye in her owne syght aboue al other. wenynge y t they liue better than other: & that they haue onely y e sothfastnes of good lyuynge: & in ghostly felynge & synguler grace of god both in knowynge & in ghostly felynge passynge other men / And in this syght of hemself ryseth a delyte in her hertes in the whiche they worshyp & praise hemself: as there were none but they They pray len & thāken god with her lyppes. but in her hertes they stelē as theues y e worship & the thākyng fro god. & settyth it in hēself. & so they haue nother mekenes in felynge [Page] ne in wyl / A wretchyd caytyf or a synner whiche falleth al daye. & he is sory that he doth soo though he haue not mekenes in affeccyon / he hath it in a good wyll / But an heretike or an ypocrite hath neyther / For they haue the condycyon of the pharyse / whiche cam as our lorde saythe in the gospel wyth the publycan in to the tē ple for to pray. And whan he came he prayed not ne as­ked ought of god. for hym thought he had noo nede. but he began to thanke god and sayd thus / Lorde I thanke the that thou yeuest me grace more than to other that I am not as other men be / robbers lechours / or other su­che synners / And he lokyd besyde hym and sawe the publycan whiche he knewe for a wretche: knockynge on his brest onely cryenge after mercy / thenue he thanked god y t he was not suche one as he was / for lorde he sayd I fast twyes in the weke / and I paye truly my tythes / And whan he had doo. our lorde sayd that he yede home ayen without grace as he came. & gate ryght nought / But now sayst thou. wherin trespassyd this pharyse syth he thanked god & was soth that he sayd / as to this I answere & say that this pharysee terspassyd in asmoche as he demyd and repreuyd in his hert the publican whiche was iustyfyed of god / And also he trespassyd for he thankyd god oonly with his mouth / but he delyted pre­uely & wylfully bi a preuy pryde in hīselfe of y e yeftes of god. stelyng y e worshyp & louyng of god. & set it in hym­self / This same condycyon of this pharysee sothely ha­th heretykes and ypocrytes / They wyl not gladly pray & yf they pray: they meke not hemselfe knowlegyng truly her wretchydnes / but they make hemself by a fenynge for to thāke & loue god / & spekyth of hȳ with her mouth / but her delyte is vayne & fals & not ī god / & yet they wene not so / they can not loue god / For as the wysemā [Page] sayth / Nō est specyosalaus in ore peccatoris / It is neyther fayr ne semely praysynge of god in the mouth of a synner wherfore it is profytable to the and to me & to suche other wretches for to leue the condicyon of this pharisee & feyned louynge of god. and folowe y e plublican in lownes / askynge mercy & foryeuenes of synnes. and grace of ghostly vertues / y t we myght afterwarde with a clene hert sothfastly thāke hym & loue hym / and yeue hym holy the worshyp without feynynge / For our lord askith this by his prophete / Suꝑ quem requiescet sp̄s meus. Isay. [...]. nisi suꝑ hū [...]lē contritū sp̄a & trementū sermones meos / Upon whom shal my spiryte rest / & he answere­th hymself and sayth. vpō none but vpon y e meke poor & cōtryte in hert & dredynge my wordes / Then yf thou haue the spyryte of god rulynge in thy hert: haue meke­nes and drede hym /

¶What thynges mē owe to byleue by a seker fayth / Caplm xxi.

THe ii. thynge whiche the behouith for to haue is seker trouth in al chartycles of the fayth & in y e sacramentis of holy chyrche / trowynge hem stedfastly with al thy wyll in thy herte / and though thou fele ony styryng in thy hert ayenst ony of hem by suggestion of thyn enmye for to put the in dowte of hem be thou sted­fast & not to moche adrad of felynge of suche styrynges but [...]orsake thyn owne wytte without disputyng or ran sakynge of hem / & sette thy fayth generally in the fayth of holy chyrche / & charge not the styrynge of thy hert / Whiche as the semyth is contrary therto / For that sty­rynge is not thy fayth / but the fayth of holy chyrche is thy fayth / thoughe thou neuer see it ne fele it / And bere then suche styrynges pacyently as a scourge of our lor­de / by the whiche he wyl clense thy hert & make thy fay­th stedfast / Also the behoueth to loue & worshyp in thy [Page] herte al the lawes & ordynaunce made by prelates & rulers of holy chyrche other in declarynge of the fayth or of the sacramentes or in general of al crysten men / me­kely & truly assent to hem / though it be so that thou knowe not the cause of her ordynaunce / And thoughe the thynke that some were vnskylful / thou shalt not deme hem ne repreue hem / but worshyp hem all though they longe but lytyl to the / Ne receyue thou non opinyon ne fātasye ne synguler conceyte vnder colour of more ho­lynes as some done y t are not wyse / nother by thyn ow­ne ymaginynge. ne by techynge of none other man: Whiche contraryeth to the the lest ordynaunce or general techyng of al holy chyrche. And ouer this thou shalt hope stedfastly y t thou art ordened of our lorde to be sa­ued. as one of his chosen by his mercy / & styre not fro this hope what so thou heryst or seest / or what tēptaciō thou be in / And thoughe thou thynke so y grete a wret­che y t thou were worthy to sinke in to helle for that thou doost noo gode / ne seruest god as thou sholdest doo / yet holde the in this trouth & in this hope / & aske mercy. & al shal be ryght wel / ye & though al y e deuylles of helle ape­red in bodely lyknes slepynge or wakyng sayenge to y e that thou sholdest not be saued / or al men lyuynge in erth / or al the aūgels in heuen / If it myght be sayd to the the same / thou sholdest not leue hem. ne be styred moche fro the hope of saluacyō. This I say to the / for some bē so weyke & so simple y t whan they haue yeuen hemself al hooly to serue god after her cun̄ynge yf they fele ony styrynge within by thyn castynge of thēmye / or elles fro without of ony of the deuylles prophetis whiche mē callen soth sayers that they sholde not be saued / or her state of her maner of lyuynge were not p [...]esaunt to god / they ben astonyed & styred with suche wordes / & so for vnc [...] nynge [Page] they falle sōtyme in a grete h [...]uynes / & as it we­rein a dyspayr of saluacyon / wherfore as me thynke it is spedfull to e [...]ery creature whiche by our lorde Ihesu cryst is in ful wyl to forsake synne / & as clerly as his cō scyence tellyth hym he suffreth noo dedely synne rest in hym y t he ne shriueth hym sone therof. & make hym to y e sacramētes of holy chyrche / for to haue a trust of salua­cyon / And moche more than they that yeuē hem hooly to god. & fleen venyal synnes after her myght / And on the contrary wyse as peryllous it is to hym whiche lyeth wyttyngly in dedely synne for to haue truste of saluacyon / & ī hope of y e trust wyl not forsake his syn̄e ne low hym truly to god & holy chyrche.

¶How a stable entent is nedeful to thyse y t sholde plese god / & dyscrecyon in bodely werkes. Ca xxii

THe iii. thynge whiche is nedeful to the for to ha­ue in thy begynnynge. is an hole & a stable en­tencyon. that is for to saye / A hole wyll & a desyre onely for to plese god / for that is charyte / without whiche all is nought that thou doost And thon shal set thin entent alway for to serche and traueyle how thou myght plese hym. noo tyme for to cesse wylfully of good ocupacyon other bodely or ghostly / Ne thou shalt not set a tyme in thy hert. as thus longe thou woldest serue god. & sythen to suffre thyn hert wylfully fall downe in to vayne thoughtes & ydle ocupacions / wenynge that it were nedful for sauynge of thy bodely kynde: leuynge y e kepynge of thy hert & good ocupacyon. sekynge a rest & cōfort for a tyme outwarde by thy bodely wyttes. or inwardly va­nytees. as it were for recreacyō of thy spyryte \ for it sholde be more sharper afterwarde to ghostly traueyle. for I trow it is not soth / I say not that thou may in dede performe thyn entent. for oft sythes thy bodely nede. e [...]yn­ge [Page] drynkynge slepyng & spekyng & y e fraylte of y e flesshe shal let the be thou neuer so besye / & hynder the / But I wolde that thy wyl & thy extent were alway hole to traueyle ghostly or bodely. & no tyme to be ydle / but alway lyftynge vp thy hert by desyre to god & to y e blysse of he­uen whether thou ete or drynke or ony other bodely traueyle that thou vsest: asmoche as thou may wylfully leue it not. For yf thou haue this entent it shall make the euer quicke & sharpeī thi trauayle / & yf thou fal by fraylte or neclygence in ony ydle ocupacyon or vaynspeche it shal smy [...]e vpon thy hert sharply as a prycke & make y t for to yrke & be wery of al vanytees / & for to torne ayē hastly to inwarde thynkyng of Ihū cryst. or to some gode ocupacyon / For anence thy bodely kynde it is good for to vse descresyon in etynge drynkynge & slepynge. & in al maner bodely penaunce. & in lōge prayer by speche or in bodely felynge by grete feruour of deuocyon other in wepynge or suche other / & also in ymagynyng of the spyryte whan a man felyth no grace / In all thyse wer­kes it is gode to kepe discrecyon / for the meane is y e best But in des [...]ruynge of syn̄e by kepyng of thyn her [...]: & in cōtynue▪ desyre of vertues. & y e blysse of heuen / & for to haue the ghostly knowynge & the louynge of Ihū cryst holde thou no meane / For the more that it is of this the bettter it is / For thou shalt haue syn̄e & al flesshly loues & dredes in thyn hert without seeyng / And thou shalt loue vertues & clen̄es: & desyre hem without stintynge yf thou myght. I say not that it is nedful to saluacyō / but I hope it is spedful. & yf thou kepe it thou shalt profyte more in one yere in vertues thā thou shalt without this profyte in vi [...]. yeres /

¶Of a lytyl [...]eher­synge of thynges sayd before / & of makynge of offerynge that sholde be offered to god / Caplm xxiii

[Page]NOw I haue tolde the fyrst of ende whiche thou shalt beholde in thy desyre / & drawe towarde it as nygh as thou may / Also I haue sayd the of the beginnyng what y e nedeth for to haue / as mekenes siker trouth / & an hole entent to god / vpon y e whiche groūde thou shalt sette thy ghostly hous by prayer & by medytacyon & other ghostly vertues / Then̄e say. I to the thus / pray thou or thynke thou. or ony other dede y t thou doost go­de by grace / or bad by thyn owne freilte / or what y t thou felyst seest or herest: smellest or sauerest without forth in thy bodyly wyttes / or within in ymagynacyon know­ynge or felyng in thy reason / brynge it al within y e trouth & the rules of holy chyrche / & cast all in the morter of mekenes / & breke it smalle with a pestel of drede of god & torugh the powder of all this in the fyre of desyre. and offre it so to god / and I telle y e forsoth wel shal that offringe lyke in the syght of thy lorde Ihū / and swete shal the smoke of that fyre smelle to the face of thy lorde Ihesu / This is for to say / Drawe al this that thou felyst with­in the trouthe of holy chyrche. and breke thyself in mekenes / And offre the desyre of thyn hert oonly to thy lorde Ihū for to haue hym and nought elles but hym / And if thou do thus / I hope by the grace of cryst thou shalt neuer be ouercome by thyn enmye / This taught vs saynt poul whan he sayd thus \ Siue māducatis siue bibitis. i: co (rum) io. siue quicquid aliut facitis. oīa in nomine dn̄i facite / Whether ye ete or drynke / or what maner of dede that ye doo / al doo ye in the name of our lorde Ihū cryst / for sakynge yourself / and offre it vp to hym / Meanes whiche thou shalt most vse as I haue before sayd arne prayer & medytacyon Fyrst I shal shew the alytyl of prayer and after of medytacyon.

¶ Of prayer that is spedeful to gete clennes of herte & vertues / Caplm̄ xxiiii

PRayer is profyte & spedfull to vse for to gete clē nes of herte by destroyenge of synne & receyuynge of vertues / not that thou sholdest by thy prayer ma­ke our lorde know what thou desyrest For he knoweth well ynough what the nedeth / but for to make the able & redy by thy prayer that thou myght receyue as a cle­ne vessel. the grace y t our lorde wyl freely yeue to the / Whiche grace may not be felte tyl thou be assayd & pu­ryfyed by y e fyre of desyre in deuoute prayer. For thou­gh it be soo that prayer is not the cause for whiche our lorde yeueth grace neuertheles it is a way by the whi­che grace frely yeuen comyth to a soule /

¶How men sholde pray / and wheron the poynt of her thought shal be set in prayer / Caplm̄ xxv

BUt now desyrest thou perauēture for to knowe how thou sholdest pray / And vpon what thyn­ge thou sholde set the poynt of thy thought in thy pray­er / And also what prayer were best for y e for to vse / As to the fyrst I answere and saye thus / That whan thou art wakenyd of thy slepe / & redy for to pray. thou shalte fele thyself flesshly and heuy euer doūwarde to vayne thoughtis. other of dremes or fātasyes or of vnskylful besynes of the worlde or of thy flesshe / Then behoueth the for to quycken thyn hert by prayer / & styre it as moche as thou may to some deuocyon / And in thy prayer that thou set not thyn hert in ony bodely thynge / but al thy traueyle shall be for to drawe in thought fro behol­dynge of al bodely thynge / that thy desyre myght be as it were nakyd and bare fro al erthly thynges / euer vp­warde styenge vnto Ihesu cryst. Whom thou may neuer see bydely as he is in his godhede. ne by bodely lyknes [Page] in ymaginacyon / But thou may chrugh deuoute & contynuel beholdynge of the mekenes of his precyous manhede fele the goodnes of the grace of his godhede: Whan thy desyre is eased & holpen and as it were made free fro al flesshly thoughtis & affeccōns & is moche lyft vp by ghostly myght in to ghostly sauour & delyte ī hȳ of his ghostly presēce. & holde therin moche of y e tyme of thy prayer so y t thou hast no grete mynde of erthly thynge / or elles y e mynde greueth y e but lityl / yf thou cā pray thꝰ / thā cāst thou pray wel For prayer is nought elles but a styenge desyre of the hert in to god: by withdraw­ynge of the hert fro al erthly thoughtes / And so is prayer lykned to a fyre / whiche of his owne kynde leueth the lowenes of the erth / & alway styeth vp into thayer. Ry­ght soo desyre in prayer whan it is to wchyd & lyghtned of the ghostly syre whiche is god. it is euer vpstyenge to hym that it came fro /

¶Of the fyre of loue / Caplm: xxvi

AL men y speken of the fyre of loue knowen not wel what it is / for what it is I can not telle the saue this I may telle the: that it is neyther bodely. ne bodely felyd / A soule maye fele it in prayer or in deuocyon Whiche soule is in the body / but he felyth it not with no bodely wytte / For though it be so that it werke in a soule. the body may torne in to an hete / & as it were chaffed for lykynge trauayle of the spyrite / Netheles the fyre of loue is not bodely. for it is onely in the ghostly desyre of the soule. This is no dowte to noo man or womā that felyth deuocyon / But some ben symple & wene by cause it is called fyre that it sholde be hote as bodely fyre is & for thy I say that I haue sayd

¶That the certē prayer in speche ordened of god & of holy chyrche is best to hē y bē new tourned to god & to deuocyō / Ca xxvii

[Page]NOw as for the other for to knowe what prayer were best for to vse / I shal say as me thynke Thou shalt vnderstonde y t there ben iii. maner of prayers. The fyrst is prayer of speche made specyally of god as is the pater noster: and made also more generally by thordynaunce of holy chyrche as matyns euensonge & houres. And also made by deuoute men of other specy­al sayenges as to our lorde & to our lady / & to his sayn­tes / As to this maner of prayer whiche is callyd vocal me thynketh vnto the that art relygyous & by custome & rule art bounde for to say mateyns and houres I hol­de it moost spedeful for to say hem as deuoutly as thou mayst. For whan thou sayest thy mateyns / thou sayest also thy pater noster pryncypally & other more / For to styre the to more deuocyon was it ordened for to say al­so psalmes & ympnes & suche other whiche bē made by the holy ghost as the pater noster is / And therfore thou shalt not say hem hastely & rechelesly as thou were euyl apayd that thou art bounde with hem / but thou shalt gader thyn affeccyon & thy thought for to say hem sadly & more deuoutly than ony othrer specyall prayer of de­uocyon. trowynge forsothe that syth it is the prayer of holy chyrche / ther is no prayer so profytable to the whiche is vocal for to vse comynly as that is. And so shall thou put away al heuanes / & by grace thou shalt turne thy nede in to a good wyll: & thy bonde in to a grete fre­dom. y t it shal no lettynge be to the of ghostly ocupacyō And after this thou may yf thou wyll vse other. as thy pater noster. or ony suche other. & of thise in the whiche thou felest most sauour & most ghostly cō for in / y t holde I best to the. this maner of prayer is spedfull comynly to euery man in the begynnynge of his conuersyon for to vse mooste of ony other ghostely ocupacyon \ [Page] For a man in the begynnynge is rude & boystous and flesshly but yf he haue the grace / & can not thynke noo ghostly thoughtes in meditacyon. for his soule is not yet clensed fro the olde syn̄e / & therfore I hope it is moste spedful for to vse this maner of prayer. as for to say his pater noster & his aue: & to rede vpon his sawter / & suche other ¶For he y t can not renne lyghtly by ghostly prayer. for his fete of knowynge & of louynge ben seke for synne. him nedethe to haue a syker staffe for to hol­de hym by / This staffe is specyal prayer of speche ordened by god and holy chyrche in helpe of mennys sou­les. By the whiche prayer the soule of a flesshly man that is alway fallynge dounwarde in to worldly thou­ghtes & flesshly affeccyons shall be lyft vp fro hem & be holden by it as by a staffe, fed with shete wordes of the prayer as a chylde with mylke / & ruled by it that he fall not in to errours ne fantasyes by his vayne meditacyons / For in this maner of prayer is noo deceyte who so wyl stedfastly & mekely trauayle therin /

¶ What peryl is to men y t in y e begyn̄yng of her torninge to god leueth the comyn prayer of thordynaunce of of [...]oly churche / & yeuē hem to medytacyō. Ca xxviii

THen may thou see by this that thise men yf ony be suche y t in the begynnynge of hyr conuersyō or soone after whā they haue felt a lytyl ghostly cōfort other in deuocyon or in knowyng & are not yet stabled therin: they leue suche prayer vocal to sone & other bo­dely exercise / & yeue them hooly to mydytacion they bē not wise / for oftsythes in her rest for her meditacyons they ymagyn & thynke on ghostly thīges after her ow­ne wytte & folow her bodely felynge / & haue not yet re­ceyued grace therto. & therfore they by descrecyon oftesythes ouertrauayle her wittes. & breken her bodely myght. [Page] & so they fal in to fantatasyes & syngler conceytes or in opyn errours: & letten y e grace that god yeuyth hē by suche vanitees: the cause of all this is a preuy pryde of hemself. as whā they haue felt a lytyl grace they wene it so moche passynge other y t they fall in vaynglory & so they lese it / If they wyst how lytyl it were y t they fele ī regard of that y e godyeuith or may yeue. they sholde be ashamyd to speke ought therof but it were in grete ne­de / Of this maner of prayer by speche. shekyth dauyd in the [...]awter thus / Uoce mea ad dn̄m clamaui. P. xiiii voce mea ad dn̄m dep̄catus sum. Loo dauid y e prophe [...]e for to styre other men to pray both with hert & with mouth sayd / with thy voys I cryed to god. & with my speche I besought our lorde /

¶ Of the ii. maner of prayer y t is in speche not certayn but folowyth y e styryng of deuocyō. Caplm xxix

THe ii. maner of prayer is by speche / but it is not of ony certayn specyal al sayeng / And this is whā a man or a woman felyth grace of deuocyon by the ye [...]t of god. & in his deuocyon spekith to hym as he were bodely in his presēce with suche wordes as acordeth moost to his styryng for the tyme. & as comyth to his mynde after dyuers rewardes whiche he felyth in his hert / eyther rehersyng his synnes & his wretchydnes. or the malyce & the sleyghtes of the enmye / or elles the mercy & the goodnes of god / And with that he cryeth with de­syre of herte & with speche of mouth to our lorde for so­cour & for helpe. as a man that were in peryl amōge his enmyes. or in syknes shewynge his [...]ores to god as to a leche / sayenge as dauid sayd: P. c. iz. ꝯ P. xl Eripe me de inimicis me is deus meus / A lorde delyuer me of myn enmyes / Or elles thus / Sana aīam meā qr peccaue tibi / A lorde he­le my soule. for I haue synned ayenst y e / Or suche other [Page] as cometh to mynde / And also hym thynketh so moche godenes & grace & mercy in god y t hym lykith with gre­te affeccyon of y e hert for to loue hym & thanke hym by suche wordes & psalmes as acordeth to y e louyng & praysynge of god. .P. as dauyd sayd. Cōfitemini dn̄o qm̄ bonꝰ qm̄ in sclm mīa eius. Loue ye & prayse our lorde. for he is good. & by suche other as he is styred to say.

¶That y e ii. maner of paryer pleseth moche god. & makyth a man to haue hȳ in body as he were drōke. & makyth hym in soule to be wounded with the swerde of loue / Caplm xxx

THis maner of prayer moche pleseth god. for it is oonly of y e affeccyō of y e hert / & therfore it go­th neuer vnsped without some grace / thys prayer lōgeth to the ii. part of contēplacyon as I haue sayd before Who so hath this yeft of god reuerētly / hym behouith for the tyme to flee presence & company of all men: & to be alone y t he be not letted / who so haue it holde it why­le he may / for it may not longe last in the feruour. For if grace come plenteuously. it is traueylous wōderfully to y e spyrite: though it be likyng / And it is moche wastyng to y e bodely kynde who so moche vse it / For it makyth the body yf grace come myghtly for to styre & tourne here & there as a man y t were madde or drōken & cowde haue no rest / this is a poynt of y e passiō of loue. y whiche by grete vyolēce & maystry brekyth down al lustes & lykynges of ony erthly thynge / & it woūdeth y e soule wyth y e blysful swerde of loue. y t the body falleth downe & may not bere it This touchynge is of so grete myght y t the moost vycyous or flesshly man lyuyng in erthe: yf he were well towched ones myghtely with this sharpe swerde / he sholde be ryght sadde & sobre a grete whyle after: & lothe al y lustes & lykynges of his flesshe: & al erly [Page] thynges whiche he had moost delyte in /

¶How y e fyre of loue wasteth al flesshli lustes. as other fyre wastyth hodely thynges / Caplm xxxi

OF this maner of felynge spekith the prophete Ieremye thus / Et factus est in corde meo quasi ig­nis estuans clausus qm in ossibus meis. Tren̄. & defeci ferre nō sustinens / This is thus moche to vnderstōde: The loue & the felyng of god was made in my hert not fyre / but as fyre glowyng / For as bodely fyre brēneth & wasteth al bodely thyng where it comyth / Ryght so ghostly fyre / as is y t loue of god brenneth & wasteth al flesshly loues & lykynges in a mannes soule / And this fyre is stokyn in my bones / as the ꝓphete sayth of hymselfe. That is for to say / This loue fulfyllyth y e myghtes of my soule. as mynde reason and wyl of grace & ghostly swetnes / as marow fyllyth ful y e bone / & y t within. and not wihout in the wyttes. Neuertheles it is so myghty within y t it smyteth out in to the body & makyth all the body quake & tremyse. It is so fer fro the bodely kynde & so vnkouth y t he can no skyll on it. & may not bere it / but falleth & falleth downe as the prophete sayth / And therfore our lorde temperith it. & withdraweth the fer­uour: & suffreth the hert to falle in to a sobyrte of more softnes / who can pray thus oft. he spedeth soone in his traueyle / He shal gete more of vertues ī a lytyl tyme thā some man without this or a nother as gode shal gete in long tyme. for al the bodely penaunce y t he myght doo \ And who hath this. it nedeth not for to charge y e bodely kinde with more penaūce thā it berith / yf he haue it oft

¶Of the thyrde maner of prayer that is on̄ly ī y e herte without speche outwarde / Caplm xxxii

THe iii. maner of prayer is on̄ly in the hert without speche by grece reste & softnes of y e bodi & of [Page] the soule / A clene hert hym behoueth to haue that shall pray wel thus. For it is of suche men & wym̄en that by longe traueylle bodely & ghostly / or elles by suche shar­pe smytynges of loue as I haue before sayd comen into rest of speryte / so that her affeccyō is tourned in to gho­stly sauour / that they mowenygh contynuelly praye in her hert / and loue & prayse god withouut grete lettyng of temptacyons or of vanytees. as I haue before sayd in the seconde part of contemplacyon / Of this maner of prayer sayth saynt poule thus / Nam si orem lingua: spiritus meus orat. Co (rum) xiiii mens autem mesine fructu est. Quidergo / Orabo et spritu orabo & mente. psallam spiritu psallam & mente / That is to say / yf I pray with my tonge by the wyl of spyryte & by traueyle / the prayer is medeful. but my soule is not fedde / For it felyth not the fruit of ghostly swetnesse by vnderstondyng What shal I then do sayd saynt poul / And he answery­th & sayth / I shal praye by traueyle & desyre of the spyryte / And I shal praye also more inwardly in my spyryte without trauayle in ghostly sauour & swetnes of the lo­ue & y e syght of god / by the whiche syght & felyng of loue my soule is fedde / Thus as I vnderstonde saynt poul cowde praye / Of this maner of prayer speketh our lor­de in holy wrytte by fygure thus ¶Ignis in altari meo semꝑ ardebit. Leuit. ꝯ, & cotidie sacerdos surgens mane subi­ciet ligna vt ignis nō extinguatur / This is for to saye / The tyre of loue shall euer be lyght in the soule of a de­uoute & clene man or woman / the whiche is the awter of our lorde / And they prest shal euery day at morne laye to styckes & norysshe the fyre / That is to say / This mā shal by holy psalmes: clene thoughtes. & feruent desyre norysshe the fyre of loue in his hert that it goo no tout in ony tyme / This test our lorde yeuyth to some of his seruantes [Page] as it were a reward of her trauayle. and a sha­dowe of the loue whiche they shal haue in y e blysse of he­uen /

¶How men sholde do that bē traueyled with vayne thoughtes ī her prayers. Ca. xxxiii

BUt now seest thou that I speke ouer hye to the in this maner of prayer / for it is no maystry to me for to saye it / for it is no mastry to me sayest that thou canst not praye thus deuoutly ne so holy in hert as I speke of For whan thou woldest haue y e mynde of thyn hert vpwarde to god in thy prayer. thou felyst so many thoughtes in vayne of thyn owne dedes before doon or what thou shalt do / & of other menēs de­des / and suche many other / lettyng & taryengne so y thou mayst nother fele sauour ne rest ne deuocyō in thy sayeng / and oft sythes the more thou trauaylest to kepe thyn hert. the ferder it is fro the: & the harder: somtyme fro the begynnyng to the laste ende: that the thynke it is but lost al that thou doost / And vnto this that thou sayest that I speke to hye to the of prayer / I graunt wel that I speke otherwyse than I can or may do / Neuer­theles I say it for this entent / that thou sholdeest knowe how we ought to pray yf we dyde well / And sythen we may not do so / that we knowe then̄e our feblenes me­kely. and crye god mercy / Our lorde bad thus hymself whan he sayd [...]Diliges dn̄m deū tuū ex toto corde tuo: Mxxii ex tota aīa tua. & exorībꝰ viribus [...]uis / Thou shalt loue god of al thyn hert & al thy soule. & all thy myght / It is Impossible to ony man for to fulfylle thys byddyng so fully as it is sayde. lyuynge in erche / And yet neuerthe­kes our lorde bad vs for to loue so for this entenct as sainte bernarde sayth / that we sholde knowe therby our fe­blenes / and thenne mekely crye after mercy / and we [...]hal haue it. Neuertheles I shal telle the as me thynke­th [Page] in this askynge / what thou shalt praye make thyn entent & thy wylle in the begynnyng as hole and as cle­ne to god as thou mayst shortly in thy mynde / & then̄e begyn̄e & do as thou mayst. And though thou be neuer somoche letted ayents thy fyrst wyl. be not adrad. ne to angry wyth thyself / ne inpacyent ayents god: that he yeueth the not the sauour of ghostly swetnes with deuocyon as y e thynketh that he yeueth to other creatures / But see therby thyn owne feblenes: & bere it easely / holdyng in thyn owne syght thyn owne prayer feble as it is with mekeness of herte / trustyng also sykerly in the mercy of our lorde that he shal make it good & profyta­ble the more than thou knowest or felest / For wyte thou wel that thou arte excused of thy dette. & thou shalt haue mede for it as for an other good dede y t thou doost in charyte though thyn hert were not therupon in the doynge / Therfore do that longeth to y e. and suffre our lorde to yeue what he wyl: and teche hym not. And though thou thinke thyself recheles & necligent / & as thou were in grete defawte for suche thynges / Neuertheles yet shalt thou for this defawte & al other venyals whi­che maye not be eschewed in this wretthyd lyf lyft vp thyn hert to god / knowlegyng thy wretchydnes / & cry mercy with a good trust of foryeuenes & stryue no mo­re therwith: ne hange no longer therupon as thou woldest by mastry not fele suche wretchydnes. Leue of & go to some other gode dede bodely or sthostly / and thynke for to do better a nother tyme / But though thou fal on a nother tyme in the same ye an hundred tymes / ye a thousande tymes / yet do as I haue sayd: and al shall be wel / Ferder more a soule that neuer may fynde rest of hert in prayer / but al her lyfe tyme is striuybng with her thoughtes and taryeth and trowbleth wyth hem. [Page] yf she kepe her mekenes and charyte in other sydes / she shal haue ful moche mede in heuen for her good traueyle.

¶Of medication of synful men afte that they bē hooly tourned to god / Caplm̄ xxxiiii

NOw of medytacyon shal I telle the a lytyll as me thynketh. Thou shalt vnderstonde that in meditacyons may not certen rule wel be set euery man for to kepe / for they are in free yeft of our lorde after the dyuers dysposinges of chosen solwles / and after y t sta­te that they ben in / and also after that they profyten in vertues and in her astate. Soo he encreaseth her medi­tacyons bothe in ghostly knowynge and louynge of y . For who so is euery ylike wise in knowyng of god & ghostly thynges it semeth that he wexeth but a lytyl in the loue of god / and that may be shewed opynly in tha postles. whan they in y t day of pētecost were fulfylled with bren̄ing loue of y e holy ghost. they were made neyther foles nefoltie / but they were made wōder wyse both ī knowīg & spekyng of god & of gostly thīges / asmo­ches as mā myght haue in flesshe lyuyng Thus spekyth holy wryth of hem / Repleti sunt omnes sp̄u sc [...]ō. et ce perunt loqui magnalia dei / They were fulfylled of y e holy ghost and they began to speke y t grete merueyles of god / and al that knowynge they had by rauysshen­ge in loue of the holy ghost / Dyuers meditacyons there ben / whiche our lorde putteth in a mannes hert: So me shal I telle as me thynkyth for thys entente / If thou fele ony of them that thou sholdest y e better tra­ueyle in hē / In the begynnyng of cōuercy on of suche a mā that hath be moche foyled with worldly or flesshly [Page] synns / comynly his thought is moost vpon his synnes with grete compunccyon & sorowe of herte / with grete wepyng and many teres of the eye / mekely & besely as­kynge mercy & foryenenes of god for hem / And yf he be to wchyd sharpely for our lorde wyll make hym soone clene / hym shall thynke that hys synnes are euer in his syght so fowle & so horryble that vneth shal he mow be­re hymself / And though he shroue hym neuer so clerely / yet shall he fynde fyghtynge & fretynge and bytynge of his concyence that hym shal thynke that he is not shryuen ryght. And vnneth shall he mow haue ony rest / in somoche that he sholde not endure suche traueylene were it that our lorde of his mercy comforteth hym somtyme as he wyl by grete deuocyon of his passyon or of so­me other as he wylle yeue it. Upon this maner werke­th our lorde in some mennes hertes more or lesse as he wylle / And all this is the grete mercy of our lorde that not oonly wyll foryeue the synne or the trespase / but he wyl both forgyue the trespase and y e payne for it in purgatory for suche a lytyl payne here of bytynge of conscience / And also yf he wyll dyspose a man to receyue ony specyal yeft of the loue of god / hym behouyth fyrst to be scowred & clensed by suche a fyre of conpunccion for al the grete synnes before done / Of this maner traueylle speketh dauid in many places of the sawter / and specy­ally in the psalme / Pli: Miserere mei deus /

¶That y e meditatiō of y e māhede of cryst or of his passion is yeuen freely of the holy ghost / And how it shall be knowen whan it is yeuen / Caplm̄ xxxv

ANd then somtyme after this traueyle. and somtyme wyth al. suche a man or elles a nother the whiche by grace of god hath be kept in Innocence / our lorde yeuith a meditacyon of his māhede / as of his byrth [Page] or of his passyon. and of the compassyon of our lady saynt mary / whan this medytacyon is made by the ho­ly ghost / thenne it is ryght profytable and gracyous. And that thou shalt wyte by this token / Whan it is soo that thou art styred to a meditadyon in god / & thy thought is sodenly drawen out fro all worldly and flesshly thynges and the thynketh as thou seest in thy soule thy lorde Ihesu in a bodely lyknes as he was in erthe / and how he was taken of the Iewes and boūden as a theyf beten and dispysed / scourged and demyd to deth / How lowely he bare y e crosse vpon his backe and how cruelly he was veyled therupon / Also of the crowne of thor­nes vpon his hede / and of the sharpe spere that stycked hym to the herte / & thou in this ghostly syght felyst thin herte styred to soo grete compassyon & pyte of thy lorde Ihesu that thou mornest and wepest and criest with al the myghtes of thy body and of thy soule / wonderynge the goodnes and the loue. the pacyence and the mke­nes of our lorde Ihesu / that he wolde for so synful a caytyf as thou art suffre so moche payne / And neuertheles thou felyst somoche goodnes & mercy in our lorde that thyn hert riseth vp in to a loue & a gladnes of hym with many swete teres: hauyng grete trust of foryeues of the synnes & of saluacyon of thy soule by the vertue of this precyous passion / that whan y e mynde of crystes passion or ony poynt of his manhede is thus made in thyn hert by suche a ghostly syght / with deuout affeccyō answeryng therto / wyte thou well thenne that it is not of thyn owne werkyng. ne feynyng of no wyckyd spyry­te / but by the grace of the holy ghost For it is an openȳ ge of the ghostly eye in to crystis manhede. Bern̄. And it may be called the flesshly loue of god / as saynt bernarde cal­lyth it / In as moche as it is sette in the flesshly kinde of [Page] cryst / And it is ryght good and a grete helpe in destroyenge of grete synnes / and a good waye to come to ver­tues / and so after to contemplacion of the godhede / For a man shal not come to ghostly light in contemplacyon of crystes godhede / but yf he come fyrst in ymagycyon by bytternes and by compassyon / and by stedfast thynkyng of his māhede / Thus saynt poul dyde. Fyrst he sayd thus / Nichil indicaui me scire inter vos. p̄. co (rum). .ꝯ. nisi Ihm̄ xp̄m & hunt crucifixum / I shewed you ryght nought that I couth. but Ihesu cryst. and hym crucyfyed / As yf he had sayd \ My knowynge and my trust is oon­ly in the passyon of cryst / And therfore sayd he thus al­so. Gal. Micht autē absit gloriari nisi in cruce dn̄i nostri thū crysti / Forboden be fro me al maner of Ioye & lykynge but in the crosse and in the passyon of oure lorde Ihesu cryste / p̄ co (rum) i And neuertheles afterwarde he sayd thus / Predicamus vobis xp̄m dei vircutem et dei sapienciā / As who sayth / Fyrst I preched of the manhede & the passyon of cryst / Now I preche to you of y e godhede / As thus That cryst is the myght of god / and the endles wysdo­me of god /

¶That the medytacyon of the passyon of cryst is with drawen fro hem that it is yeuen to oft sythes for dyues causes / Caplm xxxvi

THis maner of medytacyon a man hathe not al­way whan he wolde / but whan our lorde wyll yeue it / Unto some men and wymmen he yeuyth it all theyr lyfe tyme by sythes whan he vysyteth hem / As so me men arne so tender in her affeccyon that whan they here men speke / or elles that they thynken of his precy­ous passyon. her hertes melten in deuocyon / And arne fedde and comforted ayenst all maner temptacyons of the enmye / And y is a grete yeft of god / To some mē he [Page] yeueth it fyrst plēteuously / & afterwarde he withdraweth it for dyuers causes. Other yf a man wexe prowde of it in his owne syghte / or for some other synne / by the whiche he makyth hymself vnable for to receyue y gra­ce / Or elles our lorde withdrawith it / & al other deuocyons somtyme fro a man or a woman / for he wyll suffre hym to be assayd by temptacyons of his enmye / And so wyl he dyspose a man for to knowe and fele hymself more ghostly / For he sayd soo hymself to hys dyscyples / Expedit vobis vt ego vadam / Si enim non abiero: Ioh. iꝯ peraclitus non venit ad vos / It is spedeful to you that I go fro you bodely / for yf I goo not the holy ghost maye not come to you. For as longe as he was with hem they loued hym moche / but it was flesshly in his manhede / And therfore it was spedeful to hem that he sholde withdrawe the bodely fourme fro her syght / y t the holy ghost myght come to hem / & teche hem for to loue hym & kno­we hym more ghostly / as he dyde on y e day of pentecost. Ryght so it is spedful to some that our lorde withdrawe a lytyl the bodely & the flesshly lyknes fro the eye of y e soule y t the herte myght be sette & fyxed more besyly in ghostly desyre / & sekynge of his godhede

¶Of dyuers temptacyons of the fende. Caplm xxxvii

NEuertheles it behouyth a man to suffre many temptacyons fyrst / And thyse temptacyons fallen oftsythes to some men & wymmen after whan comforte is withdrawen / vpon dyuers maners by malyce of the enmye / As thus / whan the deuyl perceyuethe de­uocyon moche withdrawen. that the soule is lefte as it were nakyd for a tyme / thenne sendeth he to some men temptacyons of lechery of glotenye. so hote & so bren̄ynge / that hem shall thynke that they felyd neuer none [Page] soo greuous in al her lyfe tyme before whan they yaaf hem moost to synne. In so moche that they shal thynke it impassyble for to stonde longe and suffre that they ne shal nedes falle but they haue helpe / and therfore haue they thenne moche sorowe / both for lackyng of comforte and deuocyon whiche they were wonte to haue / And they haue moche drede of fallyng fro god by suche opē synnes / And al this werketh the deuyl at the suffraun­ce of god for to doon hem forthynke her good purpoos & tourne ayen to synne as they were wonte to do / But who so wyl abide a whyle and suffer a lytyl payne / and not tourne ayene to synne for noo thynge the honde of our lorde is full nere / and helpyth ryght soone. For he kepyth hym ful sykerly / and the man wote not how as the prophete dauid sayth in the persone of our lorde. Cum ip̄o sum in tribulacyone. P. ꝯ0. eripiam cū & glorifica­bo eum / I am with hym in his tribulacyon / & in temp­tacyon I shal delyuer hym / and I shall make hym glo­ryous in my blysse / Some men he tempteth by ghost­ly synnes malycyously. as by mystro wynge of the fay­th or of the sacrament of our lordes blessed body / Also of despeyre or of blasphemye in our lorde or ony of hys sayntes / or lothynge of her lyfe / or bytternes or vnskylful heuynes / or of to moche drede of hymself and of her body yf they put hē holy to goddis seruyse / Some men he tompteth also. and namly solytory men & wymmen by dredes & vglynes. & quakynges and shakynges / eyther apperyng to hem ī bodely lyknes or elles in ymaginyng slepynge & wakyng / And taryeth hem so that vnneth may they haue ony rest / And also on many other wyses he tempteth. mo than I can or may saye /

¶Of dyuers remedyes ayenst temptacyons of the fende / Caplm xxxviii.

[Page]REmedye to suche men & wymmen y arne thus traueyled. or ony otherwyse. may be this / Fyrst that they wyl put al her trust in our lorde Ihū cryst / and brynge to mynde often his passyon: and y e paynes y he suffred for vs / and that they then̄e trowe stedfastly that al sorowes & traueyle that they suffre in suche temptacyons / whiche to an vncunnyng man semyth a forsakynge / of god / That it is no repreuynge ne no forsakynge / but assayenge for her better / Eyther for clensyng of her synnes before doon / or for grete encreasynge of her me­de & disposyng to moche grace / yf they wyl suffre a whyle / and stonde fast that they torne not ayene wylfully to synne / Another remedye is. that they drede not ne char­ge not as for a synne. ne sette not at hert suche malycy­ous styrynges of dyspeyre or of blasphemye or of the sa­crament. or ony suche other that were vgly for to here / For the felynge of thyse temptacyons fyleth the soule no more than yf they herde an hounde berke. or a flee byte / They taryen the soule / but they apeyre not the soule yf a man wyldyspyse hem. and set hem at nought / For it is not good for to stryue with hem for to put hem out by maystry / For y e more that they stryue with suche thoughtes. the more they cleue to hem / And therfore they shallen as moche as they maye drawe out the thoughte fro hem / and sette it to some other ocupacyō / And yet yf they wyl euer hange vpon hem / then it is gode to hem that they be not angri ne heuy to fele hem / but wih a gode trust in god bere hem as it were a bodely payne & a scourge of our lorde for clensynge of her synnes. as longe as he wyl for his loue / as he was scourged & bare the crosse for her loue / And ouer this it is gode to hem for to shew her hertes to some wyse man in the beginnyng before they ben roted in the here / & that they leue her owne [Page] wytte and folowe the counseyle of hym / And that they shewe hem not lyghtly to none vncunnyng or worldly man whiche neuer felt suche tēptacyons / For they myght lyghtly brynge a symple soule in to dispeyre by vn­cūnynge of hemself / Of thyse maner of temptacyons by the whiche a man semyth forsaken of god and is not In comfort of hem that arne tempted our lorde saythe thus by his prophete / In modico dereliquite. Isa liiii & in mo­mento indignacionis mee percussite / et in miseracio­nibꝰ meis multos congregabote / In a lytyl I forlefte the. That is to saye. I suffre the for to be taryed a lytyl And in a poynt of my wrathe I smote the that is to say / Al the penaunce & the payne y thou suffrest here is but a poynt of my wrathe in regarde of the payne of helle or of purgatory And yet in my many folde mercyes I shal gader togyder the / whan the thynketh that thou art forsaken. Iob xi. then shal I of my grete mercy gader the ayen to me / For whā thou wenyst that thou art as it were loste thenne shal our lorde helpe the as Iob sayth / Cūte con­sumptū putaueris: orieris vt lucifer et habebis fiduciā That is to saye. whan thou art brought so lowe by tra­ueyle in temptacion that the thynketh none helpe ne no cōforte. but as thou were a forloor man / yet stonde stef­ly in hope & pray god. & sothly thou shalt sodenly spryn­ge vp as the day sterre in gladnes of hert. and haue a very truste in god as Iob sayth /

¶How that god hem that he choseth he suffrth to be taryed & tempted and after warde comforteth hem & sta­bleth hem in grace / Caplm xxxix.

ANd also in cōfort of suche men y t they shold not dyspeyre in temptacyō. Eec iiii the wyse mā sayth thꝰ of our lorde / In temptacōne ambular cū eo / In primis [Page] elegit eum timorem & metum & approbacionem indu­cit super illū. et cruciabit illū in tribulacione doctrine sue donec temptet illū in cogitacionibus suis. et credet anime illius. ad iter directū adducet illum. et firmabit illū & letificabit illū / et denudabit absconditasua illi. et the zaurisabit super illū scienciā & intellectū iusticie / This is thus moche for to saye / This wyse man for he wolde that noo man sholde dispeyre in temptacyon. in comfort of hem sayth thus / In temptacyō our lorde for saketh not a man. but he gooth with hym fro the begynnynge in to the last ende / For he sayth / fyrste he chesyth hym / And that is whan he drawyth a man to hym by comfort of deuocyon / And afterwarde sorowe & drede & assayenge he bryngeth vpon hym. And that is. whan he withdraweth deuocyon and suffreth hym to be tempted / And he sayth that he turmenteth hym in tribulacyon vntyl he haue wel assayd hym in his thoughtes / And vntyl a man wyl put al his trust in hym fulli. And thenne after this our lorde bryngeth hym out in to the ryghte waye / and festenyth hym to hym and gladdeth hym / and sythen she wyth hym his pryuytees / and yeuith hym his tresour of knowynge & vnderstondynge of ryght wysnes / By thyse wordes of holy wryt may thou see y e thyse temptacyons or ony other be they neuer soo vgly to a man y by grace is in ful wyll to forsake synne arne spedeful & profytable yf he wyl suffre as he maye & abyde goddis wyl. & not tourne ayen to syn̄e whiche he hath forsakē for no sorow ne paine ne drede o [...] suche tēptacyons / but euer stonde styl in traueyl & in prayer with gode hope / Our lord of his endles goodnes hauyng pyte & mercy of al his creatures whā he seeth tyme he layeth to his hōde & smyteth downe the deuyl & al his power & easeth hem of her traueyle / And putteth a waye al dredes [Page] & sorowes and derkenes out of her hertes / and bringeth ī to her soules lyght of grace / and openyth y e syght of the soule for to see that al the traueyle that they had it was spedeful to hem / yeuynge to hem also a newe ghostly myght to ayenstonde al the fondynges of the fende / & al dedely syn̄es without grete traueyle / and ledeth hem in to a sadnes of good vertues lyuynge / In the whiche yf they ben meke he kepeth hem vnto her last ende. and then he taketh hem al holy to hym / This thynge I saye to the yf thou be taryed or traueyled with ony suche maner of temptacyons / be not tomoche adrad / but do as I haue sayd and better yf thou maye / And I hope by the grace of our lorde Ihesu cryste thou shalte neuer be ouer come by thyne enmye.

¶That a man sholde not yeue hym to ydlenes ne lightly leue the grace y t is yeuen hym of god. Caplm̄ xl

AFter this whan thou art escaped suche temptacyons or elles our lorde hath so kept y e as he do­th many by his mercy that thou hast not be taryed mo­che with none suche / Then it is good to the y t thou tourne not thy reste in to ydylnesse For there is many a mā y takyth rest vpon hym to sone. But thou shalt yf thou wylte begynne a newe game & a newe traueyle / And y t is for to entre within in to thyn owne soule by medyta­cion for to knowe what it is / And by the knowyng therof to come to the ghostly knowynge of god / For saynte austyn sayth / Aug. By the knowyng of myselfe I shal hete y e knowyng of god / I say not that it is nedful to y e & dette for to traueyle so ne to none other man / but he fele hym styred by grace as he were callyd therto / For our lorde gyueth dyuers gyftes where so he wyll / not to one man al / ne to al men one / saaf charyte whiche is comyn to al men / and therfore yf a man or a woman haue receyued [Page] a yefte of god. as deuocyon in prayer / or in the passyon of cryste / Or ony other be it neuer so lytyl / leue it not to sone for none other / but yf he fele sothfastly a better / But holde that he hath and traueyle therin stably / euer desyryng a better whan god wyl gyue it / Neuertheles yf that be withdrawen somwhat and he seeth a better / And felith his hert styred therto. Then semith it a callinge of our lorde to the better / And then it is tyme that he folowe after for to gete it. And fulfylle it as swyftly as he maye /

¶That a man sholde knowe the mesure of his gyft that he maye desyre and take a better whan god wyl gyue it / Caplm̄ xli

OUr holy faders here before taughten vs that we sholde knowe the mesure of our gyft / And vpon that werke not takyng vpon vs by feynyng more than we haue in felynge / We mow euer desyre the best. but we mow not euer werke the beste. for we yet haue not receyued that grace / An hoūde that ren̄eth after y e haar oonly for he seeth other houndes renne whan he is we­ry he resteth hym or tourneth hym home ayē But yf he renne for he seeth y e haar. he wyl not space for werynes tyl he haue goten it. Ryght so it is ghostly. who so hath grace be it neuer so lytyll. and leuyth wylfully the wer­kynge therof. and makyth hymself to traueyle in a no­ther whiche he hath not yet. oonly for he seeth or hereth that other men dyde so. sothly he may renne a whyle tyl he be wery. And thenne shal he tourne home ayen. And but he be ware. he may hurte his fete by some fantasyes or that he come home But he that werketh in suche grace as he hath. And desyreth by prayer mekely & lastyng­ly after more. And after felyth hys hert styred for to fo­lowe the grace whiche he desyred. he maye sykerly ren [Page] yf he kepe mekenes / And therfore desyre of god as mo­che as thou maye / without mesure of dyscrecyon of all that longeth to his loue or to heuen blysse / For who soo can moost desyre of god / moost shall fele of hym / But werkyth as thou mayst: and crye god mercy for y t thou mayst not / Thꝰ it semyth saynt poul sayd / Unusquis (que) habet domum suum a deo. p̄ co (rum). vii. Alius autem sic: alius vero sic / eph. iiii Itm̄ / Unicut (que) nostrum data est gracia scdm men­suram donacionis cristi Itm̄ Diuisiones grā (rum) sunt. p̄. co (rum). ir. Alii datursermo sapiencie. alii sermo sciencie. &c / Itm̄ / Ut sciamus que a deo donata sunt nobis / Saynt poul fayth that euery man hath his yeft of god / one thꝰ. and another thus / For to euery man that shal be saued is yeuen a grace after the mesure of crystes yeft / And therfore it is spedeful that we knowe the yeftes whiche arne yeuen vs of god that we myght werke in hē / for by tho­se we shal be saued as some by bodely werkes: and by dedes of mercy / some by grete bodely penaunce / some by sorowe & wepyng for her synnes al her lyfe tyme / some by prechynge & techynge / some by dyuers graces & yef­tes of deuocyon shal be saaf & come to blysse /

¶That a man sholde traueyle to knowe his owne soule and the myghtes therof / and breke downe the grounde of synne therin / Caplm xlii

NEuertheles there is one werke whiche is nede­ful & spedeful to traueyle in / And I hope an hy­ghe playne waye as moche as maye be in mannes wer­ke to contemplacyon / And y t is a man for to entre in to hymself for to knowe his owne soule / and the myghtes therof / The fayrnes and the foulnes of it / In this in­warde beholdynge thou shalt mowe see the worshyp & the dygnyte whiche it sholde haue by kynde of the fyrst [Page] makynge / and thou shalt see the wretchydnes and the myscheyf whiche thou art falle in for synne And of this syght shal come a desyre with grete longyng in thyn herte for to recouer ayen y dygnyte & worshyp whiche thou hast loste / Also thou shalt fele a lothynge & a grysyng of thyself with a grete wyl for to destroy & bere downe thy self and al thynges that letten the fro that dygnyte and that Ioye / This is a ghostly traueyle harde and sharpe in the begynnynge who so wyll quyckely traueyle ther in / For it is a traueyle in the soule ayenste the grounde of al synnes lytyl and moche. whiche groūde is nought elles but a fals mysruled loue of man to hymselfe / Out of this loue as saynt austen sayth spryngeth all maner of synne dedely and venyal. And sothly vntyl this groū de be wel ransaken and depe doluyn / and as it were nere dryed vp by outcastyng of al flesshly and worldly dredes and loues / a soule maye neuer fele ghostly the brennynge loue of Ihesu cryst / ne haue the homlynes of his gracyous presence / ne haue clere syght of ghostly thyn­ges by lyght of vnderstondynge / This is the traueyle that a man behoueth to drawe his herte and his myn­de fro the flesshly loue and the lykynge of al erthly crea­tures / fro vayne thoughtes and fro flesshly ymagyna­cyons. And out fro the loue and the vycyous felynge of hymself / that the soule shal mowe noo rest fynde in no flesshly thoughtes / ne erthly affeccyon / Thenne in as moche as the soule maye not fynde his gholy rest in the loue and in the syght of Ihesu Cryst / it behouyth nede­lynges to sustre payne / Thys traueylle is somdelyche strayte and narowe / And neuertheles I hope it is the way whiche cryst teched to hē y wolde he his perfy [...]e louers in y e gospel sayeng thꝰ / Contēd [...]ie i [...]trare per an­gustā portā / qm̄ a [...]a est via que ducit ad vitā. Luc. xiii. et pauci [Page] inueniunt eā / Stryue ye for to entre by a strayte yate / for the waye y t ledeth to heuen is narow. and fewe men fyndeth it / And how streyte this waye is our lorde telleth in a nother place thus / Si quis vult venire post me abneget semetip̄m & tolat crucēsuā & sequa [...] me / Itm̄. M. xvi Qui odit aīam suā in hoc mundo / in vitam eternam custoditeā / That is to say / who so wyl come after me / forsake hymself & hate his owne sou [...]e. That is to saye / Forsake al flesshly loue and hate his owne flesshly lyf / and vayne likyng of al his bodely wyttes for loue of me And take the crosse / That is to saye / Suffre y payne of this a while / and thenne folowe me / that is to say. in cō templacyon of my manhede & of my godhede / This is a strayte waye & a narow that no bodely thyng may passe thorugh it / for it is a sleeng of all syn̄e as saynt poul sayth Cal. iii/ Mortificate mēbra vestra que sunt super terrā / immundiciā libidinē concupiscenciā malam / Slee your membres vpon erth / not the membres of the body but of the soule / as vnclennes lust & vnskylful loue of your self & to erthely thynges / Therfore as thy traueyle hath ben here before for to ayenstonde bodely synnes & open temptacions of the enmye as it were fro without. right soo the behouyth now in this ghostly werke within thy self for to destroye & breke the grounde of syn̄e in thyself asmoche as thou may / And that thou myght y e more redyly brynge it aboute / I shal telle the as me thynkyth /

¶How a man shall knowe the wretchydnes and the worshyp of his soule that it had fyrste of / And what wretchydnes and myscheyf it is falle in for synne / Capitulum / xliii

THe soule of a man is a lyf made of thre myghtes mynde reason & wyl. to the ymage & the lyknes of the blessyd trynyte / In as moche as the mynde was [Page] made myghty & stedfast by the vertue of the fader almyghtydod. for to holde hym without foryetyng. distrac­tynge or lettyng of ony creature / And so it hath lyknes of the fader / The reason was made bryght and clere without errour or derknes as perfectly as a soule ī a body vngloryfyed myght haue. And so it hath the lyknes of the sonne / whiche is endles wysdom / And the loue & the wyl was made clene brennynge in to god without bestly loue of the flesshe of ony creature by the souerey­ne goodnes of god & the holy ghost / And so it hath y e lyknes of the holy ghost. whiche is blessyd loue / so y t a mannes soule whiche may be called a made trinyte was fulfylled in mynde: syght & loue of y e vnmade most blessyd trynyte whiche is our lorde: This is the dignyte the state & the worshyp of a mannes soule by kynde of the fyrst makyng / This state thou had in adam before the fyrst synne of man. But whan adam synned chesynge loue & delyte in hymself & in creatures / he lost al his worship & his dignyte. and thou also in hym. & fel fro y e blessyd trinyte in to a fowle derke wretchyd trinyte. that is ī to the foryetynge of god / and vnknowynge of hym / and in to a bestly lykynge of hymself / And y e skylfully / For as dauid layth in the sawter / Homo cū in honore esset non intellexit: Psalmo. cōperatus est iumentis insipientibꝭ et silis factus est illis / A mā whan he was in worshyp he knewe it not / And therfore he lost it and was made ly­ke a best / See now then the wretchydnes of thy soule / For as the mynde was somtyme stablyd in god / ryght so now it hath forgoten hym / and sekith his rest in creatures: now from one to an nother / and neuer may fynde ful reste / For he hath loste hym in whom is ful reste / And ryght soo it is of reason / and the loue also / whiche was clene in ghostly sauour & swetnes / now it is tour­nyd [Page] into a fowle bestly lust & lykynge in it self / & in creatures / & in flesshly sauours both in the wyttes as in gloteny & lechery. and in ymagynyng / as ī pryde vaynglory & couetise. In somoche that thou mayst vnnethes do ony good dede / but yf thou be defoyled with vaynglory Ne thou maye not wel vse none of thy .v. wyttes clenly in no creature delectable / but yf thy herte be taken & e [...] ­gleymed with a veyne lust & lykynge of it whiche putteth out the loue of god fro the hert as in felynge. and the ghostly sauour that it may not come therin. Euery mā that lyueth in spyryte knowith wel al this. This is the wretchydnes of the soule and the myscheyf for the fyrst synne of man / without al other wretchydnes & synnes whiche thou hast wylfully put therto. And wyte thou well though thou had neuer done synne with thy body dedely ne venyal but oonly this that is called orygynal for it is fyrst synne. and that is not elles but lesynge of thy ryghtfulnes whiche thou was made ī sholde thou neuer haue ben saued yf our lorde Ihū cryste by his precyous passyon had not delyuerde the & restored y e ayen.

¶How euery man may be saued by y e passyon of cryst be he neuer so wretched. Caplm̄ xliiii

ANd therfore yf thou thynke that I haue here before spoken to hye to the. for thou mayst not ta­ke it ne fulfylle it as I haue sayd or shal say. I wyl now fal downe to the as lowe as thou wyl for my profyte as wel as for thyn: Thenne say I thus. though thou be neuer somoche a wretche haue thou doo neuer somoche synne. forsake thyself & all thy werkes good & bad. crye mercy. & aske on̄ [...] saluacyō by vertue of this precyous passyō mekely & trustly. & without dout thou shal haue it. And for this oryginal syn & al other thou shalt he saaf [Page] ye & thou shal be saaf as an anker incluse / & not oonly thou. but al crystē soules whiche trustē vpō his passiō & meken hēself. knowlegyng her wretchydnes: askyng mercy & foryeuenes & y e fruyt of this precyous passyō only. lowyng hēself to the sacramentes of holy chyrche though it beso y t they haue ben encōbred with synne al her lyftyme / & ne [...]er had felynge of ghostly [...]auour or swetnes or ghostly knowyng of god:. they shallen ī this fayth & ī her good wyl by vertue of this precious passion of our lorde Ihū cryst be saaf & come to y e blysse of heuē. Al this knowest thou wel. but yet it lyketh me for to say it Se here y endles mercy of our lord how low he falleth to y & to me & to al synful caytyfs. Thē aske mercy & haue it / Thus sayd y prophete in y e persone of our lorde. Oīs enim quicū (que) inuocauerit nomē dūi. Iohīs. .x. saluꝰ erit Euery mā what y t he be y t calleth y e name of god. y t is to say. askith saluacyō by Ihū & his passyō. he shal be saaf. This certesye of our lorde some mē takē wel & bē saued therby / & some men ī truste of this mercy & this curtesie lyen styl in her syn / & wene for to haue it whan hē lust: & then mow they not. for they are taken or they were / & so they dampne hēself / But then sayest tho [...] / yf this be soth then wonder I gretly for y t I fynde in some holy mennes bokes / Some sayē as I vnderstonde y t he y t can not loue this blessyd name Ihū ne fynde ne fele in it ghost­ly Ioye & delectable with ghostly swetnes. in the blysse of heuē he shal be alyene & neuer shal he com therto. Sothly thyse wordes whan Ihem red stonyed me & made me gretly aferde / for I hope as thou sayst y t by y e mercy of our lord shal be saaf by kepȳg of y e cōmaūdemētes. & by very repētaūce for her euyl lyuing before done. whi­che felt neuer gostli swetnes ne inly sauour ī y e name of ihū. & therfore I merueyl me y e more y t they say contrari [Page] herto as it semyth / And vnto this I maye saye as me thynketh that her sayenge yf it be well vnderstonde is soth / and is not cōtrary to that y I haue sayd. For this name Ihesu is nought elles for to saye vpon englysshe but heler or hele / Now euery man y t lyueth in this wretchyd lyfe is ghostly seke. For there is no man that lyue­th withoute synne whiche is ghostly syknes / as saynt Iohn̄ sayth of hymselfe and of other perfyte men thus Si dixerimus qr pccm̄ non habemus. Ioh ip̄i nos ceduci mus e [...] veritas in nobis non est / If we saye that we haue no synne we begyle ourself. and there is no sothfast­nes in vs. And therfore he maye neuer come to the Ioy of heuen vnto he be fyrst made hole of this ghostly sykenes. But this ghostly hele may no man haue that hath vse of reason: but yf he desyre it & loue it: and haue delyte therin. ī as moche as he hopyth for to gete it / Now y e name of Ihū is nothynge elles but this ghostly hele / Wherfore it is soth y t they say / that there may no man be saaf but yf he loue and lyke in the name of Ihesu / For there may no man be ghostly hole / but yf he loue & desyre ghostly helth / For ryght as yf a man were bode­ly seke. there were no erthly thynge so dere ne so nedful to hym ne so moche sholde be desyred of hym as bodely helth / for though thou woldest yeue hym al the rychesse & worshyppes of this worlde and not make hym hole if thou myghte / thou plesest hym not / Right soo it is to a man that is seke ghostly & felyth y e payne of ghostly syknes / no thynge is so dere ne so nedefull ne so moche co­ueyted of hym as is ghostly helth. and that is Ihesu / without whiche al the Ioyes of heuen may not lyke hȳ And thys is the skylle as I hope why our lorde whā he toke mankynde for our saluacyon he wolde not be cal­led by no name that betokenyd his endles beyng or his [Page] wysdom or his ryghtwysnes / but oonly by that y e beto­kenyd the cause of his comynge. & was the saluacyon of mannes soule / whiche saluacyon betokened this name Ihesu / Then̄e by this it semyth soth that there shall no man be saaf but yf he loue saluacyon oonly for to haue it thrugh the mercy of our lorde Ihesu: & by the merytes of his passyon / whiche loue he may haue that lyuy­th & deyeth in the lowest degree of charyte / Also I maye saye on that other partye that he that can not loue thys blessyd name Ihū with gostly myrth ne encrease ī it with heuēly melodie here / he shal neuer haue ne fele ī heuē y e fulhede of souereyne Ioye / the whiche he that myght in this lyf by aboundaunce of perfyte charyte in Ihesu shal fele & haue / & so maye her sayenge be vnderstonde / Neuertheles he shal be faaf and haue ful mede in the syght of god / yf he in this lyf be in y e lowest degre of chartte by kepynge of goddis commauudementes / For our lorde sayth hymself thus / In modo patris mei mansio­nes multisunt / In my faders hous are many soundry dwellynges / Some are perfyte soules y e whiche in this lyfe were fulfylled of charyte. Iōh & grace of the holy ghost / and songe louynges to god in contemplacyon of hym with wonderful swetnes & heuenly sauour / Thyse sou­les for they had moost charyte & grace of the holy ghost shal haue hyest mede in the blysse of heuen / for thise arn called goddis derlynge / Other soules that are not dys­posyd to contemplacyon of god. ne had not the fulhede of charyte. as apostles & marters had in the begyn̄ynge of holy chyrche. shal haue lower mede in the blysse of heuen / for thyse arne called goddis frendes / Thus calleth our lorde in holy wrytte chosen soules sayenge thus. Cant. Comedite amici▪ et inebriamini carissimi / My frendes ete ye. & my derlynges be ye dronken: As yf our lorde sayde [Page] thus / ye that arne my frendes. for ye kept my cōmaū dementes. & sette my loue before the loue of the worlde / & loued me more than ony erthly thynge ye shall be fed wyth ghostly fode of the brede of lyf / But ye y t arne my frendes that ye not oonly kept my cōmaūdementes but also of your owne free wyll fulfylled my counceylles: & ouer that ye loued oonly & enterly wyth al the myghtes of your soule. & brenned in my loue with ghostly delyte as dyden pryncypally y e apostles & marters. & all other soules y t myght by grace come to the yeft of perfyccyon ye shall be made dronken with the hyest & fresshest wy­ne in my celler / y t is the souereyne Ioye of loue in heuē.

¶ That a man sholde be besye to rekē ayen his worthynes / and reforme ayen in hym the ymage of the tryni [...]e Capitulum. xlv

NEuertheles thoughe this be sothe of the endles mercy of god vnto the & to me & to al mankynde we shal not therfore in trust of this be the more recheles wylfully in our lyuynge / but the more besye for to pley­se hym / namly nowe sythen we are restored ayen in hope by the passyon of our lorde to the dygnite & the blysse whiche we had lost by adams syn̄e. And though we might neuer gete it fully here / yet we sholde desyre that we myght recouer here lyuynge a fygure & a lyknes of the dygnytee that our soule myght be refourmed as it were in a shadowe by grace to the ymage of the trinyte / whiche we had by kynde. & after shal haue fully ī blysse / for y t is the lyfe whiche is very contēplatyf vnto begyn here in that felynge of loue. & ghostly knowyng of god by openynge of the ghostly eye whiche shal neuer be lost ne be taken away. but y e same shall be fulfylled otherwyse in the blysse of heuen / This behyght our lorde to mary mawdeleyne whiche was cōtēplatyf / & sayd thꝰ of her [Page] Maria optimā partē elegit qui non auferetur ab ea. Luc. i [...] That mary had chose y e better party y t is y e loue of god in cōtēplacyō / [...]or it shal neuer be take away fro her / I say not y t thou may her lyuyng recouer so hole ne so perfyte clen̄es & Innocence knowyng & louyng of god as thou hadest fyrste. ne as thou shalt haue / ne thou maye not escape al y e wrechydnes & paynes of syn / ne thou lyuyng ī dedely flesshe may destroy & quenche al holy the false vayne loue in thyself / ne fle al venyal syn̄es y t they ne wyl but yf they be stopped by grete feruour of charyte spryng out of thyn herr as water doth fro a stynkȳg wel / but I wolde y t yf thou myght not fully quenche it. y t thou myght sōwhat sleke it. & com to y e clen̄es of soule as ner̄ thou mayst. for our lord behyȝt y e chyldrē of Israel whā he lad hē in to y e lōde of byhest. deut. ii And in fygure of hē to al crystē men thꝰ / Omne quod calcauerit pestuꝰ tuū erit / That is to say / Als moche lōde as thou myght trede vpon with thy fote of very desyre. so here moche shal thou haue in y e lōde of byhest / y t is ī y e blysse of heuē whā thou comest thyder /

¶ How Ihesu shal be sought desyred / & founde. Caplm xlvi

SEke then that thou hast lost y t thou myght finde it / wel I wote who so myght ones haue an īwarde syght a lytyl of that dygnytee & that ghostly fayrnes whiche a soule had by kynde. and shal haue by grace / he sholde lothe & dyspyse in his hert al the blysse. the lykynge. & the fayrnes of this worlde as the stynche of a cary on. and he shal neuer haue wyl for to doo other dede ny­ght & day sauynge the freylte and the bare nede of y e bo­dely kynde but besyre mourne. & praye and seke how he myght come ayen therto / Neuertheles in as moche as thou haste not yet seen what it is fully / For thy ghostly eye is not yet openyd / I shall telle the oone [Page] worde for al the whiche thou shalt seke desyre and fyn­de it. for ī that one worde is al that thou hast lost / This worde is Ihesu / I meane not this worde Ihesu payn­ted vpon a walle / or wrytten by letters on the boke / or fourmyd by lyppes in sounde of the mowthe / or feyned in thy herte by traueyle of thy mynde / For in thys maner wyse maye a man oute of charyte fynde hym. But I meane Ihesu cryst that blessyd persone god and man sonne of vyrgyn mary. whom this name betoke­nith that is al goodnes. endles wisdom / loue / and swetnes. thy Ioy. thy worshyp. and thyn euerlastyng blysse thy god: thy lorde. and thy saluacyon / Thenne yf it be so thou sele [...]t a grete desyre in thyn hert to Ihesu. eyther by mynde of this name Ihesu. or by mynde and sayeng of ony other worde / or in prayer. or in ony dede y thou doost / whiche desyre is somoche that it putteth oute as it were by strength al other thoughtes and desyres of y e worlde / & of the flesshe that they maye not reste in thyn herte. Then sechest thou wel thy lorde Ihesu And whā thou felyst this desyre to god / to Ihesu. al is one holpen and comforted by a ghostly myghte / in somoche that it is tourned in to loue & affeccion ghostely sauour & swetnes / In to lyght and knowynge of sothfastnes / so mo­che that for the tyme the poynt of thy thought is set vpō no thynge y t is made / Ne is felyth no styrynge of vayn glory ne of itselfe nother / ne none other euyl affeccyon / for they mow not appere that tyme / But on̄ly is enclosed: rested. softed. enoynted in Ihesu / thenne hast thou somwhat of Ihesu. Not hym as he is. but a shadowe of hym. For the better that thou fyndest hym / the more shalt thou desyre hym / Then by what maner prayer or medytacyon or occupacyon that thou maye haue gret­test & clennest desyre to hym / & haue moost felyng of hȳ [Page] by y e ocupacyō thou sechest hym best & best fyndest hym Therfore yf it come to my mynde / as it were askynge what hast thou loste / & what sechest thou Lyfte vp thy mynde & the desyre of thy hert to Ihū cryst though thou be blynde & nought may see of his godhede And say y hȳ hast thou lost / & hym wolde thou haue. & no thynge but hym / to be with hym where he is / None other Ioye none other blysse in heuē ne in erth but hym / And though it be so y t thou fele hym in deuocyō or in knowyng. or in ony other yefte what y it be / rest not there as thoughe thou had dest fully founde Ihesu. But for yete y . y thou hast foūde / And alway by desyryng after Ihesu more & more for to fynde hym better / as thoughe thou haddest ryght nought foūde in hym / for wyte thou wel what y t thou felyst of hym: be it neuer so moche. ye though thou were rauysshed in to the thyrde heuē with poul / yet hast thou not founde Ihesu as he is in his Ioye / Know thou or fele thou neuer so moche of hym / he is yet aboue it / & therfore yf thou wol fully fynde hym as he is in y e blysse of louyng cease thou neuer whyle thou lyuest / ne of ghostly desyrynge /

¶What profyte it is to haue the desyre of Ihesu Caplm xlvii

SOthly I had leuer fele & haue a sothfast desyre & a clene in myn hert to my lorde Ihesu crist. tho­ugh I see ryght lytyll of hym with my ghostly eye than [...]or to haue without this desyre al [...]odely penaūce of all men lyuing / al vysyons or reuelacyons of aūgel sapperyng. songes & sowninges. sauours & smellīges bren̄inges. & ony lykynges or bodely felynges / And shortly for to say. or al y e Ioy of heuē & of erthe whiche I myght haue without this desyre to my lorde Ihū. Dauyd the prophete felte as I saye as I vnderstōde whan he sayd thꝰ. P. lxxi [...] Quid enim michi est ī celo & ate quid volui super terrā [Page] Lorde what thynge is to me in heuen / or what wolde I without y e aboue erth / As yf he had sayd thꝰ / Lorde Ihū what heuenly Ioy is lykyng to me without desyre of y whyles I am ī erth / or without loue of y whē I come to heuē / as who say: ryght none. Thē yf thou wyl fele oni thyng of hȳ bodely or ghostly / couey [...]e not but for to fe­le sothfastly a desyre of his grace & of his mercyfyl presē ce: P y t y e thynketh y thyn hert may fynde none other rest ī no thyng but in hȳ / Thus coueyted dauid whā he sayd thꝰ / Cōcupiuit anima mea desiderare iustificaciones tuas ī om̄e tēpore / Lorde my soule coueyted y desyre of thy ryghtwysnes ī euery tyme Seke thē as dauid dyde desyre by desyre / And yf thou may fele by thy desyre in prayers & ī medytacōns y e homely presence of Ihū crist in thy soule / bynde thyn hert fast therto y it fal not therfro. And yf thou stōble. that thou may soone fynde hym ayen /

¶Where & with what thynge Ihū shal be sought & founde Caplm xlviii

SEke then Ihū whō thou hast lost / He wyl be so­ught / & he may then sōwhat by founden. for he sayth hymself / Omnes qui querit inueniet. Euery mā y sechyth shal fynde / The sekyng is traueylous. but the fyndyng is blysful / Do therfore after y e counseylle of y e wyse man yf thou wyl fynde hȳ / Si quesieris quasi pecuniā sapienciā & sicut thesaurū effoderis illā: [...]. xx. tunc in­telliges timorē dn̄i & sciēciā inuenies / If thou seke wisdō y whiche is Ihū as syluer & golde & deluest depe ther after thou shalt fynde it The behouyth for to delue depe ī thyn hert. for therin he is hylde / & cast out ful clēly alloues & lykynges sorowes & dredes of al erthly thynges / & so shalt thou fynde wysdō Ihū / Be thou then lyke to y e womā of y e gospel of y whiche our lorde sayth thꝰ / Que mulie [...] habens dragmas decē. Luc. ih &c. what woman is y t. y [Page] hath lost a drame y t she ne wyl lyght a lantern & cast her hous vp so downe & seche tyll she fynde it / As who saye none. And whan she hath foūden it she calleth her fren­des & sayth to hē thus / Makyth myrth wyth me & melodye. for I haue foūden the drame y t I had lost / This drame is Ihū y t thou hast loste / And yf thou wylte fynde hȳ lyght vp a lātern y t is goddes worde as dauyd sayth / Lucerna pedibm meis verbū tuū / Lorde thy worde to my fete is a lātern / By this lantern shalt thou see whe­re he is & how thou shalte fynde hȳ: p̄. cxv. iii▪ And yf thou wylte thou may with this lyght vp an other lantern. y t is the reasō of thy soule / For as our lorde [...]ayth / Lucerna corporis tui est oculꝰ tuus. The lāterne of thy body is thy bodely eye. Ryght so may be sayd y t y e lantern of thy soule is reasō. by y e whiche y t soule may se al ghostly thīges By this lātern may thou fynde Ihū & y t is soth yf thou holde vp the lantern fro vnderneth / the busshel. luc: io: as our lorde sayth / Nemo accendit lucernā & poniteā sub mo di [...] sed super candelabrū There is no mā y t lyghteth a lā tern for to set it vnder a busshel but vpō a candelstycke That is to say / Thy reason shal not be ouerlayd wyth erthly besynes ne vayne thoughtes & erthly affeccyons but aye vpwarde aboue al vayne thoughtꝭ & erthly thȳ ges as moche as thou may. & yf thou do so thou shalt see then al the molle & al y e fylthe & smalle motes ī thy hous for why he is lyght / That is to say al flesshly loues & dredes in thy soule / Not al. for as dauid sayd / Delicta quis ītelliger / who may know al his trespasses▪ As who say no mā / & thou shalt cast out of thyn hert all suche syn̄es & swepe thy soule clene with y e besome of y e drede of god / and with the water of thyn eyē wasshe it. & so shalt thou fynde thy drame Ihesu. He is drame he is peny. he is thyne herytage / This drame wyll not be founden soo [Page] lyghtly as it is sayd / for this werke is not of one houre ne of one day / but many dayes and yeres / with moche swete & swynke of body & traueyle of the soule / & yf thou cease not but seche besely sorowe & syghe depe / mourne stylly / & stowpe lowe tyl thyn eyen water for anguysshe and for payne for thou hast lost thy tresour Ihū / at the last whan he wyl wel shal thou fynde thy drame Ihesu And yf thou fynde hym as I haue sayd. that is yf thou maye in clennes of conscience fele the homely and the peesful presence of that blessed name Ihesu cryste as a shadowe or a glemerynge of hym / Thou maye yf thou wyl calle all thy frendes to the for to make myrth with the and melodye for thou hast founden the drame Ihū.

¶Where Ihesu is loste and founden ayen thorugh his mercy / Caplm xlix

SEe now then the curtesye and the mercy of Ihū thou hast lost hym▪ but where / Sothly in thy hous / that is in thy soule. That is to saye / yf thou had­dest lost al the reason of thy soule by the fyrste synne thy soule sholde neuer haue founde hym ayen / but he lefte to the thy reason. and so he is in thy soule / & neuer shall be lost out of it / Neuertheles thou art neuer the nerer to hym tyl thou haue founde hym / He is in the thoughe he be lost fro the / But thou arte not in hym tyl thou haue founde hym / Thenne was this his mercy that he wol­de suffre hym to be loste oonly where he maye be foun­de / It nedeth not to renne to Rome ne to Iherusalem for to seche hym there / but tourne thy thought ī to thyn owne soule where he is hydde. as the prophete sayth / Ueretues deus absconditus. Sothly lorde thou art an hydde god / & leche hym there. Thus sayth hymselfe in the gospel / Simile est regnum relorum thesauro abscō dito in agro. M. iz. quē qui inuenit homo abscondit & pregaudio [Page] illius dadit. et vendit vniuersa que habet. et emit agrum illū / The kyngdom of heuen is lykened to a tresoure hyd in the felde. the whiche whan a man fyndeth for Ioye of it he gooth and selleth al that he hathe & byeth the felde / Ihesu is tresour hydde in thy soule / Then yf thou myght fynde hym in thy soule. and thy soule in hym / I am syker for Ioye of it thou wolde yeue the ly­kyng of all erthly thyng for to haue it / Ihesu slepyth in thy hert ghostly. as he dyde somtyme bodely whan he was in the shippe with his discyples But they for drede of perysshynge wakened hym. and soone after he saued hem fro tempeste / Doo thou so. styre hym by prayer / & wake hym with grete cryenge of desyre / & he shal soone ryse & helpe the /

¶What letteth a man to here & see Ihesu wythin hym­selfe / Caplm̄ L

NEuertheles I hope better that thou slepest ofter to hym than he doth to the / For he callyth y e full ofte with his swete pryue voys / & styreth thyn hert ful stylly y thou sholdest leue al other Ianglyng of al other vanytes in thy soule / & oonly take kepe of hym for to here hym speke Thus sayth dauyd of our lorde / Audi filia & vide et inclina aurem tuam & obliuiscere populū tuū & domum patris tui. My doughter here & see and bowe thyn ere to me. and foryete the folke of thy worldly tho­ughtes. and the hous of thy flesshly and kyndely affeccyons / Lo here may thou see how our lorde callyth y & al other whiche wyl herken to hym / what lettyth the then that thou may nother see hym ne here hym / Sothly there is so moche dynne and cryenge in thyn herte of vay­ne thoughtes and flesshly desyres that thou may nother here hym ne see hym / Therfore put awaye vnrestfull dynne. and breke the loue of synne & of vanytee / and [Page] brynge in to thyn hert loue of vertues & ful charite. and then shalt thou here thy lorde speke to the.

¶That mekenes & charyte bē y e specyallyuerey of Ihū thrugh the whiche mannes soule is refourmed to y e lyknes of hym / Caplm̄ li

AS longe as Ihū fyndeth not his ymage refourmed in the. he is straunge and the ferther fro y e For thy shape the for to be arayed in his lyknes / that is in mekenes and charyte / the whiche arne his lyuereys And then wyl he homelyche knowe the / and shewe to the his pryuytees / Thus sayd he hymself to hys dyscy­ples Ioh. xiiii./ Qui diligit me diligetur a patre meo et manifes­tabo ei meip̄m / Who soo loueth me he shall be loued of my fader and I shal shewe myself vnto hym There is no vertue ne no werke that thou maye do y e thou maye make the lyke to our lorde without mekenes and cha­ryte / for thyse two arne specyally to god moost leyf / And y semyth wel in the gospel where our lorde speky­th of mekenes thus / M. ii. Discite a me quia mitis sum & humilis corde / Lerne of me he sayd not for to go bare fote ne for to goo into Deserte / and there for to fast fourty dayes / ne yet also for to chese you dysyples But lerne of me meknes / for I am mylde & meke in hert / Also of charyte he sayth thus. Hoc est peccatum meū vt diligatis inuicem sicut dilexi vos Item / In hoc cognoscent omnes qr discipuli mei estis. Ioh. ih si dilexcionem habueritis ad iuuicem / This is my byddynge that ye loue you togy­der: as I loued you / for in that shal men knowe you for my dyscyples / Not for ye werke myracles / or castē out deuylles: or prechen or teche. but yf echone of you loue other in charyte / And yf thou wyl be lyke to hym haue meknes and chayte / That charyte is / that thou know dest wel / loue thyn euen crysten / as thyselfe

¶HOw a man shal fynde the grounde of synne within hymselfe / Caplm lii

NOw hast thou herde a lytyl what thy soule is. & what worshyp it had / and how thou lost it / And also I haue tolde the that this worshyp myght by gra­ce & besye traueyle somwhat be recouered ayen in partie of felynge / Now shall I telle febly as I can how thou shalte mowe entre in to thyself for to se the grounde of synne. and for to destroye it as mache as thou maye / & so shal thou mow recouer a parte of the dignite / Thou shalt cease for a tyme fro all bodely werkes. fro al out­warde besynes as thou may wel / Then shalt thou dra­we in to thyselfe thy thought fro thy bodely wyttes / y thou take no kepe what thou herest or seest or felest / so that the poynt of thyn hert be not fyched on hem. And after this drawe in nerer thy thoughte fro all maner ymagynynge yf thou maye fro all bodely thynge / and fro all thoughtes of thy hodely dedes before done. or of other mennes dedes / This is lytyll maystry for to doo whan thou hast deuocyō / But thou shalt do thus whā thou hast deuocyon / For then it is ryght moche the harder / [...]nd set thyne entent and thy ful purpoos as thou woldest not seche ne fele ne fynde but oonly the grace & the ghostly presence of Ihesu / This is traueyllous / for vayne thoughtes wyllen prees in to thyne herte thycke for to drawe thy thoughte downe to hem / And yf thou doo thus thou shalte fynde somwhat not Ihesu whom thou sekest but on̄ly a nakyd mynde of his name. what thē: Sothly but thꝰ thou shalt synde a derke ymage & a paynful of thyn owne soule. whiche hath nother lyght of knowyng ne felyng of loue ne lykȳg This ymake yf thou be holde wittely is al vmbylapped with blacke strikȳg clothes of syn / as pride. enuye. re Accidye couetise [Page] Glotenye and lecherye / This is not the ymage of Ihū. but it is an ymage of synne / And saynt poul callyth it a body of synne and a body of dethe / This ymage & thys blacke shadowe thou berest aboute with the where soo thou goost. Out fro this spryngen many grete stremes of synne and smale also. Ryght as out of the ymage of Ihesu. yf it were refourmed in the bemes of ghostly ly­ght sholden stye vp to heuen / as brennyng desyres: clene affeccyons. wyse thoughtes. and al honestee of ver­tues / Ryght so out of this ymage spryngen styrynges of pryde. of enuye. and of suche other the whiche casteth the downe fro the honestee of man in to a bestes lyknes

¶To what thynge is the ymage of synne lyke. & what it is in it selfe Caplm liii.

NOw perauenture thou beginnest for to thynke vnto what thynge this ymage sholde be lyke / & therfore y t thou sholdest not long studye there aboute / I telle y that it is lyke to no bodely thynge / What is it thē sayst thou Sothly it is nought. and that maye thou fynde yf thou wylte assaye as I haue sayd to the. Drawe in to thyself thy thought fro all bodely thynges / and then shalt thou fynde ryght nought wherin thy soule maye rest / This nought is no thynge elles but derknes of cō ­scyence. a lackynge of loue and of lyght / As syn̄e is nought but a wantynge of good / yf it so were that the groū de of synne were moche abated & dryed vp in the: & thy soule were reformed ryght to thymage of Ihesu thenne yf thou drewe in to thyselfe thy herte thou sholdest not fynde nought / but thou sholdest fynde Ihū / Not oonly the naked mynde of this name. but thou sholdest fynde Ihū cryst in cōscience redely techyng y / Thou sholdest fynde lyght of vnderstondynge: and no derknes of vncūnyng / Thou sholdest fynde loue and lykyng of hym [Page] and noo payne of bytternes & heuynes / But for thou art not refourmed therfore whan thy soule cometh in fro al bodely thynges. & fyndeth nought but derkenes & heuynes / hym thynketh an hūdred wynter to he be out ayen by some bodely delyte or vayne thought / & y t is no wonder / For who so comyth home vntyl his hous and fyndeth no thyng therin but s [...]ynke & smoke▪ and a chydynge wyf he wolde soone renne out of it / Ryght so thy soule whan it fyndeth noo comforte in it self but blacke smoke of ghostly blyndnes / and grete chydyng of flesshly thoughtes cryenge vpon the that thou may not be in peas / sothly it is soone wery tyl it be out ayen / This is the derknes of conscience /

¶Who so wyl fynde Ihesu hym behouyth abydyngly traueyle in ghostly derkenes ayenst the ymage of synne Capitulum liiii

NEuertheles in this derke cōscience behoueth y e to swynke and swete / That is to saye / The be­houyth to drawe in to thyself thy thought fro al bodely thynges as moche as thou may / And then whan thou fyndest ryght nought fro all bodely thynges as moche as thou may / And then whan thou fyndest ryght nou­ght but sorowe & payne. and blyndnes in this derknes / yf thou wyl fynde Ihesu the payne of this derke conscyence the behouyth suffre. and abyde a while therin. And here the behouyth to be waar that thou take Ihesu cry­ste in thy thought ayenst this eche derkenes in thy mynde / And by besye prayer and feruent desyre to god / Not syttynge the poyne of thy thought in that forsayd nou­ght / but in Ihesu cryste whiche thou desyrest / Thynke styfly on the passyon and on his meknes & thorugh myght of hym tthou shalt aryse / Do as thou woldest bere it downe & go thrugh it. Thou shalt agryse & lothe this [Page] derknes and this nought ryght as y e deuyl: & thou shal [...] despyse it and al to breste it / For al within this nought is Ihū hydde in his Ioy whom thou may not fynde by thy sechyng / but yf thou passe the derknes of conscyence. This is the ghostly traueyle y e I speke of / And thys traueyle is cause of al this wrytyng. for to styre y t ther­to yf thou fele grace / This derkenes of conscyence and this nought y t I speke of is the ymage of the fyrst adam Saynt poul knewe it wel / for he sayd thus of it / Sicut portauimus ymaginē terreni hominis. co (rum). iij ita portemus ymaginē iam & celestis / As we haue here before borne the ymage of the erthly man y t is the fyrst adam. Ryght so that we myght now bere the ymage of y e heuenly mā whiche is Ihesu y e secōde adā / He bare this ymage oft ful heuy / for it was so comberous to hym y t he cried out on it sayeng thus / O quis liberabit me de corporis mortis huius / O who shal delyuer me fro this body & this ymage of dethe / And then he cōforted hymselfe & other also thus / Gracea dei per thm̄ xp̄m / The grace of god by Ihesu cryste / Ro. vii

¶What is propyrly the ymage of synne / & what comyth out therof / Caplm̄. lv

NOw haue I tolde the a lytyl of this ymage how it is nought / neuertheles yf it be fer fro thy knowynge how it myght be an ymage / for nought is but nought▪ but so myght thou not lyghtly vnderstonde it. I shal telle the more openly of this ymage as me thyn­keth This ymage is a fals mysruled loue vnto thyself Out fro this comen al maner of syn̄es by seuē Ryuers whiche arne thyse / Pryde. Enuye Ire. Accidie. couetyse. glotenye. & lecherie. Lo this is somwhat y t thou may fele / By one of thyse ryuers ren̄eth out al maner of syn & putteth the out of charyte yf it be dedely syn̄e / or it letteth [Page] y e feruour of charyte yf it be venial Now may thou grope y t this ymage is not nouȝt / but it is moche of bad for it is a grete spekyng of loue vnto thyself with suche vii. ryuers as I haue sayd / But now sayst thou howe may this be soth / I haue forsaken y e worlde / & I am stoken in an house / I medle with no man / I chyde not / I stryue not / I neyther by ne selle / I ne haue no worldly besynes but by y e mercy of god I kepe me chaste & with holde me fro delytes / And ouer this I praye I wake / I traueyle bodely & ghostly as I maye / How sholde then this ymage be soo moche in me as thou spekest of / As to this I āswere & graunt to y e / y t I hope thou doost al thy se werkes & moo therto. & yet maye it be soth as I saye. Thou art besye vpō thy myȝt for to stop y e ryuers with outē / but the spryng within on happe thou leuest hole / Thou art lyke to a mā the whyche had ī his yerde a stī ­kyng wel with many ren̄ynges fro it. He yede & he stopped the renninges & left the spryng hole / & wende al had be syker / but the water sprange vp at the grounde of y e welle / & stode styl somoche y it corrupted al the fayrnes of his gardē / & yet rēneth no water out / Ryght so maye it be with y e / If it be so y t thou hast by grace stopped y ryuers of this ymage withoute / so moche it is wel / but beware of y e sprynge within / Sothly but yf thou stoppe & clense y t as moche as thou may it wyl corrupte al y floures of the garden of thy soule / shewe the neuer so fayre outwarde in syght of men. But now sayst thou / wher­by shal I knowe y t the groūde is stopped / yf I traueylle aboute it / As vnto this I shal telle by assaye how thou shalt knowe this ymage yf it be in the / & how moche it is in the / and therby shalte thou wytte howe moche it is stopped and how lytyl also in the / And asmoche as pryde is the pryncipal Ryner I shal telle y therof fyrst /

¶What pryde is. And whan it is syn. Caplm lvi

PRyde is not elles as clerkes sayē but loue of thyne owne excellence. y t is of thyn owne worhyp / Then the more thou louest & lykest in thyn owne wor­shyp. the more is the pryde \ & soo the more is the ymage in y t / If thou fele in thyn herte a styryng of pryde / thon that arte holyer. wyser better and more vertuous than a nother is / y e god hath yeuen the grace for to serue hym better than other done / & thou thynkest al other byneth y e and the abouen hem / or ony other thought of thyselfe whiche sheweth to thy syght of thy soule an excellence & an ouerpassynge of other mē or wymmen / and of this styryng thou felyst loue & delyte & vayne plesyng in thy self that thou art so / this is a token that thou berest this blacke ymage / whiche yf it be preue for men̄es eyen. neuertheles it sheweth hym openly in goddes syght. But mow sayst thou y t thou may not flee suche styringes of pryde / for ofte thou felyst hē ayenst thy wyl. & therfore thou holdest hēno syn / or yf they ben syn they ben nought but venyal. As to this I saye thus that the felynge of thyse styrynges of pryde or of ony other the whiche spryngen out eyther of y corrupcion of this fowle ymage or by incastynge of the enmye. it is no syn̄e in as moche as thou felyst hem. and that is a grace & a pryuylege by vertue of the passyon of Ihesu cryste graunted to al crysten men baptyzed in water & in the holy ghost. For so [...]hly to Iewes & sarazyns whiche trowe not in Ihesu cryst. all suche styrynges are dedely synnes. For saynt poul sayth. O m̄e quod non est exfide pc [...]m̄ est / Al that is done withouten trouthe in cryst is dedely syn / But we crysten men haue this pryuylege of his mercy that suche felynges are no syn̄e. but they are payne of y e ory­gynal synne / Neuertheles whan by neclygence and by [Page] blyndenes of thyselfe this felyng is receyued vnwarly in thy thought. & tourned in to loue & lykynge / then is there synne more or lesse after the mesure of the loue / sō tyme venyall / & somtyme dedely / whan it is venyall & whan dedely / fully can I not telle y / Neuertheles a ly­tyl I shal saye as me thynketh /

¶Whan pryde is dedely synne. And how it is in flesshely lyuynge men dedely synne: Caplm lvii.

THen the styryng of pryde is receyued & tourned in to lykynge somoche that the herte cheseth it for a ful rest & a ful delyte. & secheth none other ende but oonly lykyng therin / then is this pryde dedely syn / for he makyth & chesyth this delyte as his god without ayē stondyng of reason & of wyl & therfore it is dedely synne But now sayst thou / what fole is he y t wolde these pry­de as his god / no mā y t lyueth wolde do so / As vnto this I saye that I can not telle the in specyal who syn̄eth in pryde dedely / but in general I shal say y There is two maner of pryde / The cone is bodely pryde / the other is ghostly pryde / Bodely pryde is of flesshly lyuynge men Ghostly pryde is ypocrytes and heretykes. Thyse thre syn̄e dedely in pryde / I meane of suche a flesshly lyuynge man as saynt poul spekyth of thus / Siscdm carnē vixeritis moriemini / If ye lyue after your flessh ye shal deye. Then saye I thus that a worldely man whiche loueth & sechyth pryncypally y e worshyp of hym self. and chesyth the lykynge of it. as rest of his herte and the en­de of his blysse he synneth dedely. But now sayst thou. who wolde chese loue of his worshyp in stede of his god As to this I saye thus. that he that loueth his worshyp as for to seme better & gretter of astate than ony other / and traueyleth aboute it as moche as he maye yf he lo­ue it somoche that for the getynge of it the kepynge and [Page] the sauynge of it he brekyth the cōmaundement of god or brekith loue & charyte to his euen crysten. or is redy & in ful wyl for to breke it rather than he sholde forbere hys worshyp. or lese it eyther of his name or of his state or of fulfyllyng of his wyl: sothly he synneth dedely / For he louyth his worshyp & cheseth it more than the loue of god and of his euen crysten / And neuertheles the man y synneth thus dedely he wolde saye with his mouth y he wyl not chese pryde for his god. But he begyleth hȳ selfe for he chesyth it by his dede. Neuertheles a nother worldly mā that louyth worship of hymself / & pursueth therafter yf he loue it not so moche y t he wolde for the getyng or the sauyng of it do a dedely synne or breke charyte to his euen crysten / he synneth not dedely but venyal more or lesse after the mesure of his loue & his lykynge with other cyrcumstaunces /

¶How pryde in heretykes is dedely syn / Caplm lviii

AN heretyke synneth dedely in pryde. for he che­syth his reste & his delyte in his owne opynyon & in his owne sayeng / for he weneth y t it is soch / whiche opynyon or sayenge is ayenst god & holy chyrche / and therfore synneth he in pryde dedely for he louyth hymselfe & his owne wyl & wytte so moche y though it be openly ayenst the ordynaunce of holy chyrche he wyll not le­ue it but rest hym therin as in soch fastnes. and so makyth he it his god / but he begyleth hymselfe / For god and holy chyrche arn soo onyd and accorded togyder y who soo dooth ayenst that one he dooth ayenste bothe / And therfore he that sayth he loueth god and kepyth his byddynges / and dispyseth holy chyrche. and setteth at nought the lawes and the ordynaunces of it made by y he­de & the souerayne in gouernaūce of al crysten men / he lyeth he chesyth not god. but he chesyth y e loue of hȳself [Page] contrary to the loue of god / & so he syn̄eth dedely / And in that he weneth moost to plese god he moost dysplesyth hym / for he is blynde and wyl not see / Of this blyndnes & this fals restyng of an heretyke in his owne felinge spekith the wyse man thus / Est via que videtur homini recta / et nouissima eius ducūt ad mortē. ꝓūxn [...] Thre is a waye whiche semith to a man ryghtful / and y last ende of it bryngeth hym to endles dethe / This waye spe­cyally is callyd heresye / For other flesshly syn̄ers that synnen dedely & lyen therī comynly they suppose amis of hemself. and felen bytyng in conscience that they go not in the ryght waye But an heretyke supposeth that he dooth wel & techeth wel and yet no man so well / And so weneth he that his way were the ryght waye / & therfore felyth he no byryng of conscyence ne mekenes in herte / And sothly but yf god sende hym mekenes of his mercy. at the laste ende he gooth to helle / And neuertheles yet weneth he for to haue done wel & getē hym y e blysse of heuen for his techynge /

¶How pryde in ypocrytes is dedely syn / Caplm̄ lix.

THe ypocryte also syn̄eth dedely in pryde / He is an ypocryte that cheseth vayne Ioye of hymselfe. as y e rest & the ful delyte of herte vpon this maner of wyse / whan a man dooth many maner of good dedes bodely & ghostly and thenne is put to his mynde by suggestōn of the enmye beholdyng of hymself & of his gode dedes / Howe good how holy he is how worthy in mennes dome / & how hyghe in goddes syght abouen other men. he perceyueth this styryng & receyueth it wylfullly for he weneth it be good and of god in as moche as it is soth for he doth thyle gode dedes better thā other mē And whan it is receyued thus by assent of his wyll as [Page] good yere ryseth of it alone & a delyte in his hert of hym self y t he so moche grace hath that it rauyssheth his mȳ de out of al other thoughtes bothe ghostly and flesshly for the tyme & settyth it in vayne Ioye of hymself as in a reste of his herte / This rauysshynge in ghostly pryde is delectable / and therfore he kepyth it holdeth it & no­ryssheth it as moche as he maye. For this loue & vayne delyte he prayeth & waketh: he fasteth & wereth y e hayre & dooth other afflyccyons: & al this greueth hym but lytyl / He loueth he thanketh god somtyme with his mouthe / & sōtyme wryngeth a tere out of his eye: & then̄e he thynketh al saaf ynough / But sothly al this is for loue of hymself whiche he cheseth & receyueth as it were lo­ue & Ioye in god / and in that is al the synne / He chesyth not synne wylfully as for synne / but he chesyth this delyte and Ioye that he felyth for god / as the reste of hys soule the whiche is synne withouten dysplesyng or ayē stondyng of wyl / For he weneth it were a Ioye in god / & it is not so / and therfore synneth he dedely Iob sayth thus of an ypocryte / Gaudiū ypocrite ad inster pūcti / Si accenderit in celum superbia eius. Ioy. [...]o & caput eius nubes tetigerit. velut sterquilineum in fine perdetur / The Ioye of an ypocryte is noo more than a poynte / For yf he stye in to heuen wyth reysynge of herte / and his heued touche the skyes at the laste ende he shall be casten oute as dounge hepe. The Ioye of an ypocryte is but a poynte / For yf he worshyppe hymselfe neuer soo moche. and Ioye in thymselfe neuer soo moche all hys lyfe tyme / and depeynte hymselfe wyth al his gode dedes in syght and in louynge of the worlde / at the last it is ryght nought / but sorowe and payne / But nowe sayst thou that there are fewe suche or elles none that is soo blynde that wolde holde and chose vayne Ioye ī [Page] hymself as for Ioye in god / As vnto this I can not say ne wyl not though I cowde / but one thynge I telle the that there are many ypocrytes / And neuertheles they wene that they ben none / and that be many that dredē hemselfe as ypocrytes / and sothly they are none / why­che is one and whiche is other god knoweth / and none but he / who so wyl mekely drede. he shal not be bygyled And who so weneth to be syker. he maye lyghtly falle / For saynt poul sayth / Qui seexistimat aliquid esse cū nithil sit. Gāl. [...] ipsi se seducit / who soo weneth hȳself to be ought whan he is ryght nought / he begyleth hymself /

¶How styrynges of pryde and vaynglory in good mē ben but venyal synnes / Caplm lx.

NEuertheles a man or a woman whiche dysposyth hym to lyue contemplatyf / yf it be so that he forsake hymselfe as in wyll / & offre hym holy to god with a ful general wyl that he wolde not synne ī pryde wyttyngly. ne haue Ioye in hymselfe wylfully but oonly in god yf he cowde and myght / And after this ful wyl offered to god he felyth many styrynges of vaynglory / & delyteth in hym for the tyme for he perceyueth hē not This lykynge is but venyal syn̄e and namly yf it be so that whan he comyth to hymselfe he repreuyth hymself and ayenstondeth this styryng with dysplesyng of wyl and askyth mercy and helpe of god / Thenne the lykng whiche before was synne / our lorde of his mercy soone forgyueth it / And yet he shal haue mede for his good traueyle in the ayenstondynge / And y t is a curtesye of oure lorde graunted to al those whiche arne specyally his seruaūtes & more homly of his courte / as are al those y t for his loue forsaken in a good true wyl al worldly & al fles­shly syn / & euen hē holy body & soule vnto his seruyse her myght & her cūuyneg / As done principally ancres [Page] encluse & true relygous / the whiche for the loue of god & saluacyon of her soules entren in to ony relygyon approued by holy chyrche / Or elles yf it be so y t they entrē fyrst for a worldly cause as for her bodely sustenaunce / or for some other suche. yf they repent hē & tourne it in to a ghostly cause as for the seruyce of god / Thyse as lō ge as they kepe this wyll & pursue it as they may vpon her freelte are true relygyous / Also what mā or womā y t he be in what degree he be in holy chyrche preste clerke or lewde man / wydowe or mayden or wyf y t wyl for the loue of god & saluacyō of his soule forsake al y e worshippes & lykynges of this worlde in this worlde in his hert truly & fully betwyx god & hym & al wylful besynes & erthly thynges to the bare nede / And offre his wyl enteerly for to be his sernaunt vpon his myghte by deuoute prayers & holy thoughtes / with other gode dedes that he may do bodely & ghostly & kepith his wyl hole to god stedfastly / Al thyse arne specyally goddes seruaūtes in holy chyrche / And for this good wyl & good purpoos y t they haue of the yefte of god they shall encrese in grace & in charyte here lyuynge. And they shall haue for thys specyal wyl a specyal mede in the blysse of heuen before other chosen soules whiche offred not hooly her wyll & her body to goddes seruyce / neyther openly ne pryuely as they dyden / Al thyse whiche I calle goddis seruauntes & of his courte more specyall / yf they by freelte & by vncunnynge whan they fele suche styrynges of vayn glory for the tyme delyten therin / & perceyuen it not for her reason & her wytte is letted by the lykynge y t they fele that it may not see this styryng. They syn not dedely in this lykyng of vaynglory / For y t wyl y t they haue generally sette in her herte before to plese god / & for to forsake al maner of syn yf they knewe it kepyth hē here in [Page] suche styrynges & in al other that comen of freelte that they synne not dedely. And shal kepe as long as y e grunde of that wyl is kept hole /

¶How dyuers states in holy chyrche shal haue dyu [...]rs medes in heuen / And of two specyal medes in heuen. Capitulum / lxi

ANd ouer this I say more in comforte of the & al other hauyng the state of anker incluse. and al so by grace of god in comforte of hem all that enter ony relygyon approued in holy chyrche / that al those y t by y e mercy of our lorde shal be saaf they shall haue a specyal mede & a singuler worshyp in the blysse of heuen for her state of lyuynge before other soules that had not y e sta­te in holy chyrche though they ben neuer soo holy / whi­che worshyp is better than al the worshyp of this worlde withouten comparysō / For yf thou myght se what it were thou woldest not for the worshyp of this worlde yf thou myghtest haue it withouten synne chaunge the state eyther of anker or of relygyous. ne lese that synguler mede in y e blysse of heuen / whiche mede is callyd Accydental mede / Neuertheles that other men mystake not thys that I saye / Therfore I shal saye it more opē ­ly / Thou shalte vnderstonde that there are two medes in the blysse of heuen / whiche our lorde gyuen to chosē soules / The tone is souereyne and pryncypall / As is louyuge and knowyng of hym after the mesure of charyte yeuen of god to a soule lyuynge in dedely flesshe / This mede is beste and souereyne for it is god hymself And it is comyn to all the soules that shollen be saaf in what state or degree that they ben lyuynge in holy chyrche more or lesse / after the quantite & y e mochenes of her charyte in his lyf what degre he be in. For he y e most lo­ueth god in charete. he shall haue mooste mede in the [Page] blysse of heuen / For he shal moost loue god and knowe hym & that is the souereyne mede / And as for this mede it shal falle that some maner of man or woman as a lorde or a lady / knyght / or squyre / machaunte / or plough man. or what degree he be in man or woman shal haue more mede than some preste / or frere / monke / chanon / or anker incluse. And why / Sothly for he loued god more in charyte / An other mede there is / that is secundary whiche our lorde gyueth for specyall good dedes that a man dooth wylfully ouer that he is boūden to / Of thre dedes pryncypal doctours of holy chyrche maken mynde / Of marterdome. prechynge. and manhode / Thyse thre werkes as for an excellence in as moche as they passen al other shal haue specyal mede whiche they callen aureole. And that is nought elles but a synguler wor­shyp and specyal token ordeyned of god in rewarde of y e specyal dede byfore other men / that dyde not soo ouer the souereyne mede of loue of god / whiche is comyn to hym and to al other / Ryght soo it is of al other specyal good dedes / the whiche yf they ben done sothfastly arne specyally acceptable to the syght of god / and in y e dome of holy chyrche they arne excellent / As arne enclosynge of ankers doon by y e auctoryte of holy chyrche / Also entryng ī to ony relygyon approued: And the streygh­ter that the relygyon is the more excellent is the dede in the dome in holy chyrche /

Also after thyse and byneth thyse the takyng of the order of preste eyther for cure of mennes soules / and for to mynyster the sacramentes of holy chyrche / Or elles for synguler deuocyon to pleyse god & profyten her euē crysten by the sacryfyce of the precyous body of our lorde Ihū cryst / Sothly they arne specyal dedes. & excellēt openly shewed in the dome of holy chyrche / and in y e syght [Page] of our lorde / whan they arne done sothfastly for god they arne excellent / and they shullen haue specyal mede eche man in his degree in the blysse of heuen / The state of bysshop & prelate is abouen al thyse dedes as for this accydentall mede / That this is sothe it semyth by holy wrytte where it sayth thus in the prophete Danyel. danyel Tu autem vade ad tempus perfinitum et requiesces et stabis in sorte tua in fine dierum / This is for to saye thus moche / The aūgel whan he had shewed to Danyel the pryuytees of god he sayd to hym thus / Goo thou to the reste of thy bodely dethe / and thou shalt stonde in thy sorte as a prophete at the laste daye / And sothly as Danyel shall stonde as a prophete at the laste daye of dome and haue the worshyp and the excellence of a prophete ouer y e souereyne blessyd mede of loue & syght of god / Ryght so shalte thou stonde as an anker in that sorce / & a rely­gyous in the sorte of relygyō. And soo of other excellent dedes / and haue a synguler worshyp passyng other mē at the daye of dome /

¶A shorte stirynge to mekenes and charyte Caplm lxii

NOw by thyse wordes thou maye yf thou wolte trowe hem / conceyue comforte for thy degre of lyuyng / & also matere of mekenes / for though it be so y t thou shalt haue so moche mede specyally for thy state of liuīg if thou be saaf / neuertheles it may be y t ther is many a wyfe & many worldlyche womā shal be nerer god than thou & more shal loue god & better know hym htā thou shalt for al thy state / And that ought to be ashame for the but yf thou be beye for to gete loue and charite as fully & asperfytly as a worldely man or womā / For thou maye haue as moche charyte of the gyft of god as he or she hathe that dwellyth stylle in worldely besynes [Page] thou shalt haue as moche of y e souereyn mede as he shal And thou shal ouer that for that state whiche thou hast taken haue a synguler mede & a worshyp whiche he shal not haue / Then yf thou wyl do wel meke thyselfe & for­gete thy state as it were ryȝt nought For it is soth. by it self it is ryght nought / And y e thy desyre be & thy besines for to destroye syn̄es / & for to gete charyte & mekenes & other ghostly vertues / for therin lyeth al /

¶How a man shal knowe how moche pryde is in hym Capitulum. lxiii

I Haue nyghe forgoten this ymage / But nowe I tourne ayen therto / yf thou wyll wyte how mo­che pryde is therin / Thou maye yet assaye thyself thus Loke now wysely / & flater not thyself / yf louynge praysynge or worshyppynge. or flesshly fauour of worldely­men or of other be lykyng to thyn hert. and torne it to vayne gladnes & wyl payeng of thyself / Thynke stylly in thyne herte that men sholden prayse thy lyfe / rewarde thy speche more than of other / And also on contrary wyse / yf it be so y e men repreue the / & setten y at nought Holde the but a fole or an ypocryte / or yf they sclaūder the. or speke euyl of the falsly / or in ony other waye that they dysease the vnskylfully / And for thy thou felystin thyne hert a greuous heuynes ayenst hem / & a grete rysyng in thyn hert with ayenstondyng for to suffre ony shame or vylanye in the syght of y e worlde / If it be thus with the it is a token that there is moche pryde in this derke ymage seme thou neuer so holy in the syght of mē For though thyse styrynges ben not but lytyl and venyal / neuertheles they shewen wel that there is moche pryde hydde in the grounde of thyne herte / as y e foxe dareth in his denne / Thyse styrynges with many moo spryn­gen [Page] out of this ymage so moche y t thou maye vnnethes do ony good dede but it shal be medled with some pryde or vayne delyte in thyself / And soo with thy pryde thou defowlest al thy good dedes / and makyth hem loothsom in the syght of thy lorde / I saye not that they are lost. for they are medled with this pryde / But I saye that they are not so pleysaunt to thy lorde as they sholde be yf they were symple & truly roted in y e vertue of mekenes / And therfore yf thou wylte haue clennes of herte for to come to the loue of god / the behoueth not oonly flee the rest of thyn herte in vaynglory by wylful assentyng to pryde / & also the recheles lykynge therin of thy freelte yf it be a yenst thy wyl / But also y e felyng of thy pryde thou shalt flee & eschew as moche as thou may / But y thou mayst not do but yf thou be ful quycke & reedy aboute the ke­pyuge of thyne herte / as I shal telle after /

¶ Of Enuye and yre and of her braunches / And how in stede of synne mannys persone is ofte hated / Capitulum / lxiiii

TOurne this ymage vp so downe / And loke wel therin / and thou shalt finde two membres of enuye and yre fastenyd therto / with many dyuers braun­ches spryngyng oute of theym / The whiche letten loue and charyte / the whiche thou sholdest haue to thyn euē crysten / The braunches of yre and enuye are thyse / Ha­trede. euyl suspecyon / fals and vnskylful demynge / malecolye rysynge of herte ayenst hem / dyspysyng and vnkyndnes. and bacbytynge. and myssayeng / vnskylfull blamyng. myslykyng. anguysshe. & heuynes ayenst hē y e dyspysen the or speke ony euyl of the or ayenst the. A gladnes of her dysese / a felnes ayenst synful mē & other [Page] y wyl not do as the thynketh they sholde do with grete desyre of thyne herte vnder colour of charyte & ryght wysnesse y t they were wel punysshed & chastysed for her syn This styryng semyth gode / Neuertheles yf thou ransake it wel thou shalt fynde it more sōtyme flesshly ayenst the persone than ghostly ayenst the synne / Thon shalt loue the man be he neuer so synfull / and thou shalt hate the synne in eche man what he be / Many are begyled ī this / for they set the bytter in stede of y e swete and takē derknes in the stede of lyght ayenst the prophete sayeng Ue vobis que dicitis malū bonū & bonum malū ponentes lucem tenebras & amarū dulce. ysay. ij. Woo be to hem that sayen good is euyl & euyl is good and setten lyght as derkenes. and bytter in stede of swete. Thus done all tho y e whan they sholde hate y e syn of her euen crysten. & loue the persone / they hate y e persone in stede of the syn. & wene y t they hate the synne / wherfore it is a crafte by it self who so cowde do it wel /

¶That it is maystry to loue mennes persones & wyse­ly hate her synnes / Caplm lxv

IT is noo maystry for to wake & faste tyl thyn he­de ake. ne for to renne to Rome & to Ierusalē vpō thy bare fete / ne for to sterte aboute & preche. as yf thou woldest torue al men by thy prechyng / Ne it is no maystry for to make chyrches & chapels: for to fede poor men & make hospytals. but it is as maystry a man to loue his euen crysten in charite & wysely hate the synne of hym & loue the man / for though it be soo y t al thyse de­des before sayd are good in hēself. neuertheles they are comyn to good men & to bad / For eche man myght doo hem yf y [...]e wolde & had wherof / And for thy for to do y e eche man maye do I holde it no maystry / But for to loue his euen crysten in charyte and hate his synne / may [Page] noo man it do but oonly good men whiche haue it of y yefte of god and not of her traueyle. Ro. ij. as saynt poule say­th / Caritas dei deffusa est in cordibus vestris per sp̄m sccm̄ quidatus est vobis / Loue and charyte is shed & spred in your hertes by the holy ghost. whiche is yeuen to you / And therfore it is more precyous & y e more daynte for to come by / All other good dedes withouten this make not a man good ne worthy y e blysse of heuen. but this alone: & oonly this maketh a man good and al his good dedes medeful / Al other yeftes of god & werkes of man are comyn to good & badde / to chosen & to repro­ued / But this yeft of charyte is oonly of god and of chosen soules /

¶That for y e same dedes dyuers men shal haue dyuers medes. Caplm lxvi

A Good man for the loue of god fasteth waketh. gooth on pylgrymage / & forsakyth al the lykynges y e worlde sothfastly in his herte withouten feynyng he shal haue his mede in the blysse of heuen / And an ypocryte for vaynglory of hymself dooth the same dedes / & receyueth his mede here Al [...]o a very precher of goddes worde fulfylled of charyte and of mekenes sent of god & of holy chyrche receyued if he preche & teche goddes worde / he shal haue a specyall mede of god / y t is the aureole for his prechyng / An ypocryte or an heretyke y t hath no mekenes ne charyte. ne arne sende of god nor yet of ho­ly chyrche / yf they preche they haue her mede here / Also a good man in worldly state for loue of god makyth many chyrchis / chapelles: abbeys. hospytals / & dooth many other good dedes of mercy / he shal haue his mede in y e blysse of heuen / not for y e dede in it self / but for y e good wyl & the charyte y t he hath of y e yeft of god for to do tho good dedes / An other man for vanytee of hymself & worshyp [Page] & plesynge of the worlde. & for his owne name do­oth the same good dedes & hath his mede here / The cause is in al thyse that the tone hath charyte & y tother none whiche is one & whiche is other our lorde knoweth & none but he.

¶ That al mennes good dedes shalbe aproued that hathe lyknes of good. saaf the opyn heretyke & the cursyd man. Caplm lxvii

ANd therfore we sholde loue and worshyp al mē in our hertes: aproue examyn & receyue all her dedes y t haue the lyknesse of goodnes though the doers in goddes syght ben bad saue of the opyn heretyke & of the opyn [...]ursyd man / Of thyse two specyally we shall flee & esc [...]ewe the presence & the cōmyng with hē. And we shal reproue and refuse her dedes seme they neuer so good as longe as they arne rebel to god & holy chyrche / As yf a worldly cursed mā make a chyrche or fede poor men thou may sykerly holde it nought and deme it as it is / Also yf an opin heretyke whiche is rebel to holy chyrche preche & teche / though he conuerte a hundred thou­sāde sonles / holde the dede as to hymself ryght nought / For thyse men are openly out of charyte / without whi­che is al nought that a man dooth /

¶That no good dede maye make men saaf wythoute charyte / And that charyte fele they oonly y ben meke Capitulum / lxviii

ANd therfore it is a grete maystry a man to cun loue his euen crysten in charyte / Al this sayeng may be openly proued by saynt poules wordes thus. p̄. co (rum). iz. Si linguis hominum loquar & angelorum / caritatem non habuero. nichil sum / Et si habuero omnē fidem ita [Page] vt mōtes transferā. caritatem autē nō habeam. nichil sū. Et si nouerim misteria oīa. et si destribuero om̄es facultates meas in cibos pauperū / et tradidero corpꝰ me um igni vt ardeam / caritatem autem non habuero ni­chil michi prodest. Saynt poul in praysyng of charyte sayth thus / If I speke y e langage of all men & of aūgels also / yf I haue no charyte I am ryght noughte / And yf I haue so grete fayth that I maye tourne hylles & bere hem awaye / and I haue no charyte I am ryght nought And also though I had al maner of knowynge of al pryuytees / without charyte I am ryght nought / And yf I yeue al y I haue to poor men and my body to the fire to be brent. & I haue no charyte it profyteth me ryght nought / Here it semyth by saynt poules wordes that a man maye do al good dedes bodely withouten charyte / And that charyte is nought elles but for to loue god and his euen crystē as hymself. How sholde then ony wretched caytyf lyuynge in erth what y t he be haue delyte or trust or sykernes in hymself for ought that he can or may do with al his bodely myghtes or his kyndely reason / syth all this is nought worthe withouten loue & charyte to his euen crysten / And this charyte maye not be goten with werkynge of hymselfe / for it is a free yefte of god sente in to a meke soule / as saynt poul sayth. who then dare hardely saye that I haue charyte or I am in charyte / Sothly noo man maye saye it sykerly. but he that is perfytly and sothfastly meke / Other men may trowe of hemselfe / & hope that they ben in charyte by tokens / But he that is perfytly meke felytth it / & therfore my­ghte he sykerly saye it. Thus meke was saynt poul / and for thy sayd he thus hymselfe / Quis seperabit nos a caritate dei. Ro viii Tribulacō an angustia. &c / who shall depart me fro y e charite of god. Tribulaciō or āguyssh. &c [Page] And he answereth hymself and sayth / There shall noo creature put me fro the charyte of god whiche I haue ī cryste Ihesu / Many men done dedes of charyte and haue noo charyte as I haue sayd. For to reproue a synner for his synne to his amendynge & in couenable tyme it is a dede of charyte▪ but to hate the synner in stede of the synne: it is ayenst charite / he that is verely meke can depart that one fro that other. and noo man but he / For though a man had al moral vertues of al phylosophers he cowde not do this / He sholde cūne hate the synne in al other men for he hateth it in hymselfe / But he cowde not loue y e man in charyte for al his phylosophye / Also yf a man had knowyng of al clergye & of dyuinite / & be not sothfastly meke he shal lyghtly erre & stomble & take the one for that other But mekenes is worthy to receyue a yefte of god the whiche maye not be lerned by cun­nynge of man / And therfore he that is meke can hate y e synne and truely loue the man. But now parauenture thou begynnest to drede for that I haue sayd that charite maye not be goten by no werke that thou maye doo / How shalt thou then do / As vnto this I saye that there is no thynge so harde to gete as charyte / this is soth as within our traueyle. And on the contrary wyse I saye y t there is noo yefte of god that maye so lyghtly be had as charyte: For our lorde yeuith no yeft so freely ne so gladly ne so comynly as he dooth charyte. Howe shalt thou then haue it sayst thou Be meke and lowe in spyryte & thou shalt haue it. And what is lyghter for to do thā for to be meke. Sothly no thynge. Thenne semyth it that there is no thynge that so lyghtly may be had as chary­te. and therfore the nedeth for to be moche adradde Be meke & haue it. This sayd Iames thapostle. Deus superbis resistit. hūilibus autē dat graciā / Our lorde [Page] he sayth ayenstondeth proude men / but to meke men he yeueth grace / whiche grace is propyrly his charyte / for after the mesure of thy mekenes so shal thou haue cha­ryte / yf thou haue mekenes inperfitly oonly in wyl: not in affeccōn. then shal thou haue inperfyte charyte This is good / for it suffyseth to saluacyon as dauyd sayth. Inperfectū meum viderunt oculi tui / P. Lorde with thyn eyen of mercy thou seest myn inperfeccyō / But if thou haue mekenes perfytly then shalt thou haue perfyte charyte. and y is best / The tother behouyth vs nedely to haue it yf we wyl be saaf. and this sholde we desyre \ Then yf thou aske me who is perfitly meke / thou shalt no more haue of me of meknes at this tyme but this / He is meke y sothfastly knowith hymself as he is /

¶How a man shall wyte how moche wrath & enuye is hyd in the grounde of his herte / Caplm lxix

NOw tourne yet ayē to this ymage yf thou wolt assay how moche yre & enuye is hyd in thyn herte that thou felyst not / Loke wel and beholde thyself wysely whan suche styrynges of yre & enuye ayenst thyne euen crysten spryngen out of thyn herte / The more sty­red that thou arte by malencoly bytter or wycked wyll ayenst hym. the more is this ymage in the / For the mo­re thou gru [...]chest by inpacyence eyther ayenst god for o­ny trybulacyon or syknes or other bodely dysese sente of god / or ayenst thyn euen crysten for ought that he dooth ayenst the / the lesse is the ymage of Ihesu refourmed in the. I say not that suche grutchynges or flesshly angrynes arne dedely synnes / but I saye that they letten the clennes of herte and pees of conscyence that thou may not haue full charyte by the whiche thou sholdest come to lyf contemplatyf / For that ende is the purpoos of al my sayenge. y t thou sholdest not oonly clense thyn herte [Page] fro dedely synnes. but also fro venyal as moche as thou myghtest / And y t the grounde of synne myght by grace of Ihesu cryst somwhat be slecket in the /

¶By what tokens thou shalt know if thou louest thin enmye / And what ensample thou shalt take of cryst for to loue hym / Caplm lxx

FOr though it be so y t thou felyst none euyl ayenst thyn euen crysten for a tyme / yet arte thou not siker that the grounde of yre is quenched in y e / ne yet arte thou not lorde of the vertue of charyte / For suffre hym towche the a lytyl by angry or a shrewde worde / & thou shalt fele anone yf thyn hert be yet made hole by fulnes of charyte / The more thou arte styred & euyll wylled ayenst the persone. the ferder arte thou fro charite / And yf thou nought be styred ayenst the persone. neyther by angry chere outwarde. ne by noo preuy hate in thy hert for to dyspyse & deme hym or for to ser hym at noughte. but the more shame or velanye he dooth to the in worde or in dede the more pyte & cōpassyon thou hast of hȳ. as thou woldest haue of a man y t were out of his mynde / And the thynkyth thou canst not fynde in thyn here for to hate hym. for loue is so good in hymself / but pray for hym & helpe hym / and desyrynge his amendynge / not oonly with thy mouth as ypocrytes can doo. but with affeccyon of loue in thyn hert / thenne hast thou perfyte charyte to thyn euen crysten / This charyte had saynte stephen perfytly whan he prayed for hem y t stoned hym to dede / This charyte coūseyled cryst to those y wold be his perfyte folowers whā he sayd thus / Diligite inimi­cos vrōs [...]n̄facite hus qui oderunt vos. &c. M. v. Loueth your enmyes & do good to hē y t hatē you / prayeth for hē y pursuen you. And therfore yf thou wol folow cryst be lyke to hym in this crafte / Lete for to loue thyn enmyes [Page] & synful men / for al thyse arn thy euen crysten / Loke & bethynke the how cryst loued Iudas whiche was both his dedely enmye & a synful caytyf. How goodly cryste was to hym. how benygne. how curteys / & how lowly to hym y t he knewe dampnable / & neuertheles he chase hym to his apostle: & sent hym for to preche with other apostles / He yaaf hym power for to werche myracles. he shewed the same to hym good chere in worde & in dede as he dyde to other apostles / He wysshe his fete & fed hym with his precyous body / & prechyd to hȳ as he dyde to other apostles / he wryed hym not opēly for it was preuy / ne myssayed hym not. ne dyspised hȳ not. ne spake neuer euyl of hym / & yet though he had done al thyse he had sayd but soth / And ouermore whan Iudas toke hȳ he kyssed hym & called hȳ his frēde / Al this charyte shewed crist vnto Iudas y e whiche he knew for dānable in no maner feynyng ne flateryng but in y e sothfastnes of good loue & clene charyte / For though it were soth y t Iudas was not worchy for to haue had ony yeft of god or ony sygne of loue for his wyckydnes neuertheles it was worthy & skylful that our lorde sholde shewe as he is / He is loue & goodnes to al his creatures as he dyde to Iudas / I say not y t he hym loued for his syn. ne he loued hym not for his chosen as he loued saynt peter / but be loued hym ī as moche as he was his creature: & shewed hȳ tokens of loue yf he wolde haue be amended therby / Folow after sōwhat yf thou may / for though thou art stokē ī an hous with thy body: neuertheles ī thyn herte where y e stede of loue is thou sholde mow hane part of suche loue to thin euē cristē as I speke of who so weneth hȳself to be a perfyt louer & folower of cristꝭ techīg ī hꝭ liuīg. as sō mā weneth y t he is ī asmoche as he precheth & techeth & is poor of worldly gode as crist was / & cā not [Page] cryst in this loue & charyte for to loue his euen crysten eche man good and bad freudes & fooes withouten feynyng flateryng & dyspisyng in herte ayenst the man. angrynes malycyous repreuyng. sothly he begyleth hym­selfe / The nerer that he weneth he be. y e feder he is / For cryste sayd to hem that wolde be his dyscyples thus / Hoc est preceptū meū vt diligatis inuicem sicut dilexi vos / This is my byddynge that ye sholde loue togyder as I haue loued you. Ioh. ih For yf ye loue as I haue loued. thē are ye my dyscyples / But now sayste thou. how shalte thou loue hym that is badde aswel as hym that is good As vnto this I say thus. that thou shalt loue both good & badde in charyte but not for the same cause as I shall telle how / Thou shalte loue thyn euen crysten as thyselfe / Now thou shalt loue thyselfe on̄ly in god or elles for god / In god thou louest thyselfe whan thou arte ryghtful by grace & vertuous / and louest not thyself but oonly for y t ryghtwysnesse & vertues y t god yeueth y t then louest thou thyselfe in god for thou louest not thyselfe but god / Also for god thou louest thyself / as yf thou were indedely synne and woldest be made ryghtful & vertuous then louest thou thyselfe not as thou arte / for thou arte vnryghtful but as thou woldest be / Ryght so shal thou loue thyn euen crystē / If they bē good & ryghtful / thou shalt loue hem by charyte in god oonly for they bē good & ryghtful / for then louest thou god in hem as goodnes & ryghtwysnes. more than yf they ben badde indedely synne / as thyn enmyes that haten the or other of y t whiche thou hast full heuydence y t they are not in grace / yet shalt thou loue hem / not as they arne. ne as good men & ryghtfull men / for they arne bad and vnryghtfull / but thou shalt loue hem for god that they myghte be good & ryghtfull / And so shalt thou no thynge hate in hē but y e [Page] thyng y t is contrary to ryghtwysnes / & y t is syn̄e / This is as I vnderstonde y e techyng of saynt Austyn for to departe y e loue of the man fro the hate of the syn̄e & y e loue of thyn euen crystē He y t is meke or wolde sothfastly be me can loue thus his euen crysten. & none but he.

¶How a man shall knowe how moche couetyse is hyd in his herte / Caplm̄ lxxi.

LIfte wel vp this ymage & loke wel aboute / and thou shalt mowe see couetyse and loue of erthly thynges occupye a grete partye of this ymage. though it seme lytyl Thou hast forsaken rychesse and moche honour of this worlde / and arte spered in a dongeon / but hast thou forsaken clenly the loue of al this / I hope not yet / It is lesse maystry for to forsake worldly good than to forsake the loue of it / Parauenture thou hast not for saken thy couetyse / but thou hast chaunged it fro grete thynges in to smale / as fro a pownde vnto a peny / and fro a syluer pece vnto a dysshe of an halfpeny This is a symple chaunge / thou art no good marchaunt / Thyse ensamples arne chyldysshe / neuertheles they betoken more / If thou trowe not me assay thyself / If thou haue loue & delyte in the hauyng & holdynge of ony thynge y t thou hast suche as it is / with y e whiche loue thou fedest thyn herte for a tyme. Or yf thou haue desyre & yernīg for to haue som̄ thyng y t thou hast not / with whiche desyrethyn herte is traueyled & strouble [...] by v [...]skylful besynesse that the clene desyre of vertu & of god may not rest therin / this is a token y t there is couetyse in this ymage And yf thou wolte assay better / loke yf ony thynge that thou hast be taken awaye fro the by maystry or by borowyng / or by ony other wyse. & thou may not gete it ayē & for thy thou arte disesed angred & trowbled in thyne hert bothe for thou wātest y t thyng y t thou woldest haue [Page] & may not haue it / & also ayenst hym y t hath it thou arte styred for to stryue & chyde with hym for he myght restore y e ayen & wyl not / this is a token y t thou louest worldly goodes / For thus done worldly men / whan her good & her rychesse is taken fro hē they arn heuy sory angry & chyding & stryusg ayēst hē y t haue it opēly by worde & by dede / but thou doost al this in thyn hert pryuely where god seeth & yet thou art in more defawte than a worldly man. For thou hast forsaken in lyknes y e loue of world­ly thinges / But a worldly mā hath not do so / & therfore he is excused thoughe he stryue & pursue for his goodes by lawful wayes for to haue hem ayē / But now sayest thou y t the behoueth for to haue thy necessaryes of suche thynges as lōgen to y t as wel as a worldly mā / I graūt wel therto / but thou sholde not loue it for it self / ne lykinge haue in the holdyng ne in y e kepyng / ne sorowe ne heuynesse Greg.fele in y e lesyng or in y e withdrawynge of it / For as saynt gregory sayth / Asmoche sorow as thou hast in lesyng of a thyng. so moche loue haddest thou ī y e kepynge / And therfore yf thyn herte were made hoole / & thou haddest sothfastly felt desyre of ghostly thynges / & had there with al a syght of the leest ghostly thyng y t is. all y e loue & the lykyng of ony▪ erthly thyng thou sholdest sette it at nought / it sholde not cleue vpon the / For to loue & for to haue more than y e nedeth skylfully oonly for luste & lykyng it is a defawte / Also for to fetchen thy loue vpon y t thynge that the nedeth for it selfe / it is defawte but not so grete. But for to haue & vsen that thyng y t the nedeth withouten loue of it more than kynde or nede asketh withoutē whiche the thyng may not be vsed / it is no defawte / Sothly in this poynt as I trowe many y t I haue y e state & y e lyknesse of pouerte arn moche letted & hyndred fro y e loue of god I ne accuse no mā ne no state reproue [Page] / for in eche astate some arn good & some arne other / But one thyng I saye to euery man or woman that hath taken the state of wilful pouerte whither he be relygious or seculer or what degree he be in / as long as his loue & his affeccyon is bounden & fastened. and as it were glewed with the loue of ony erthly thynge that he hath or wolde haue / he may not haue ne fele sothfastli y t clene loue & the clere syght of ghostly thynges / For saynt Austyn sayd to our lorde thus Lorde he loueth y e but lytyl Augꝰ. that louyth ony thynge with the / that he loueth not for the / For the more loue & couetyse of ony erthly thyng is with the / the lesse is the loue of god in thyn herte / For though it be so that this loue of erthly thyng putteth hē not out of charite but yf it be so moche that it strangle y e loue of god & of her euen crysten / sothely it hyndreth hē and letteth hem fro the feruour of charyte / & also fro y e specyal mede whiche they sholde haue in the blysse of heuen for perfyte pouerte / and that is a grete losse yf they myght se it / For who so myght know ghostly mede how good how precyous and how worthy it is / for it is aye lastyng / he wolde not for the loue of al erthly Ioye or hauour of al erthly thyng eyf he myght haue it withouten synne lette ne lesse y e lest mede of the blysse of heuē whi­che he myght haue yf that he wolde / I speke ferther thā I doo. But I praye the doo thus as I saye by the grace of god yf thon maye or ony other man who soo wyll / For that were a comforte to my herte that yf I may not haue it in myselfe as I saye. that I myghte haue it in y e / Or in ony other creature whiche hathe receyued more plente of his grace than I / But see nowe thenne syth couetyse in the naked grounde letteth a man or a wo­man soo moche fro the ghostely felynge of y e loue of god howe moche more thenne it letteth and combrethe [Page] wordly men & wym̄en the whiche by al her wyttes & bodely besynes nyghte & daye studye & traueyle how they myght gete ryches & plente of worldly good / They can none other delyte haue but in worldly thynges / ne they wyl not for they seche it not / I say no more of hē at this tyme: for in this wrytyng I speke not to hem / But this I saye / yf they myght see & wolde see what they do / they sholde not do so /

¶How a man shal knowe whā he synneth not in etynge & drynkyng / & whan he synneth venyally / & whan dedely / Caplm lxxii.

yEt may thouse more in this ymage though it be derke. & that is flesshly loue to thyselfe / in glote­nye accidie & lechetye / Thyse flesshly lykynges makē a man ful bestly & ferre fro y e inly sauour of y e loue of god. & fro y e clere syght of ghostly thynges / But now sayest thou. Syth y e behoueth nedelinges ete & is no syn drynke & slepe. & y t may thou not do without lyking therfore y e thynketh thꝭ As vnto this I say. y t yf thou kepe ī etyng or in drynkyng & in other nedeful thynges of thy body mesure in thy nede / & thou receyuest noo more ly­kynge than kynde askyth / And alle this thou doost for ghostly delyte whiche thou felyst in the soule / I graunt y e forsoth y t thou then synnest ryght nought therin / for then can thou wel ete & slepe / Sothly & withoutē doub­te I am ful ferre fro y e knowyng & ferder fro y e werching For to ete I haue by kynde / but to cūne ete I maye not but by the grace of god. Saynt poul had by grace this cunnyng as he sayth hymselfe thus / Ubi (que) & in oībus institutus sū. Phil. iiii. scio saciari & esurire / habūdare & penu­ciā pati: Oīa possū in eo qui me comfortat. I am enformed & kenned in all thynges. For I can hūger & I can ete. I can with plente & I can with pouerte / I maye al [Page] in hym y e strenghthyth me \ Saynt austyn sayd tyll our lorde thꝰ. Augꝰ. Lorde thou hast teched me y t I sholde take mete as a medycyne / Hunger is a syknes of kynde / & mete is a medicine therto / Therfore y e lykyng y e comith with al in asmoche as it is kyndly & nedful it is no syn̄e / but whan it passyth into lust & into wylful likyng then it is synne / And therfore ther̄lyeth al y e maystry for to cūne departe wysely nede fro luste & wylful lykyng they are so knyt togyder / & y e one comyth with y e other. so y t it is harde for to receyue that one as y e nede & repreue that o­ther as wylful luste y t whiche oft comyth vnder colour of nede / Neuertheles syth it is so y t nede is y e groūde of this. & y e nede is no syn / for be a man neuer so holy hym behoueth to ete & drynke & slepe therfore y e lust & y e lykynge that cometh vnder the colour of this nede & passyth this nede is y e lesse syn / For a man synneth not dedely comynly in glotenye. but yf he be encōbred with other de­dely synnes beforn done / then may he y e lyghtlyer syn̄e dedely in this / For it is soth he that chelyth [...]ust & lyking of his flesshe & delytes ī welfare of mete or drynke as ful reste of his herte that he wolde neuer haue other lyfe ne other blisse but lyue euer in suche lustꝭ of his flesshe yf he might. it is no dowte but y t he synneth dedely / for he loueth his flesshe more than god / But he that lyeth indedely syn of pryde or enuye or suche other he is soo blynded by y e deuyl that for y e tyme he hath no power of his free wyl / & therfore he may not wel ayenstōde flesshly lykinges whan they come but falleth down wylfully to hem as a beest doth to caryō / And in asmoche as he hath no generall wyll before to god pryncipally by cause that he is in dedely syn. therfore y e lust of glotenye y t whiche he falleth ī lyghtly is to hȳ dedely syn / for he makith none ayēstōdyng general ne specyal. But a nother mā or [Page] woman whiche in grace & charyte hath alwaye a good general wyl to god in his soule wheder he slepe or wake ete or drynke or what good dede y t he dooth / so y t it be not euyl in itself by y t whiche wyl & desyre he chesyth god a­boue al thyng. & hath leuer forbere al thyng of y e worlde than wrathe his god for loue of hym / This wyl though it be but general it is of so grete vertu bi y e grace of our lorde Ihū y t yf he fal by freelte in lust & in lykyng of me­te & of drynke or of suche other syknes. eyther by excesse of tomoche eting or to oftē or to gredely or to lustly. & delycatly. or to sone īvntyme. it saueth hȳ & kepith hȳ fro dely syn̄e / And this is soth aslong as he is in charyte by other dedes. & kepyth his general wyl to al y e he dooth. & namly yf he knowe amonge his owne wretchydnes & crye after mercy. & be in purpose specyally to ayenstōde suche flesshly lustes for our lorde is good & mercyfull. & thyse venyal syn̄es of glotenye he foryeueth ryght sone vnto a meke soule / For the styryng & y e lykyng of glotenye in asmoche as they are hardest for to flee by cause of nede of y e bodely kynde among al other syn̄es are moost exscusable & leest peryllous / And therfore thou shalt not ryse ayenst y e groūde of this syn as thou shalt ayenst all other synnes \ for y e groūde of this syn is oonly nede whiche may not be escaped but if thou wylt do worse as slee y t nede as many foles done / whiche sholden slee y theyf & spare the true man / That is to say / They sholden slee vnskylful luste & y t wylful lykyng. & spare & kepe y e bodely kynde. & they do not soo. But ayenst al other synnes thou shalt aryse for to destroye not oonly dedely synnes & y e grete venyals / but also ayenst y e gounde of hē as moche as thou mayst / See by this skylle / Thou maye not lyue without mete & drīke / but thou may lyue without lecherye yf thou wy, & neuer but y e better / And therfore [Page] thou shalt not flee only y e dede of it whiche is dedely syn but also wylful lykyng of it in thyn herte withouten dede whiche is venyal syn / & sōtyme it is dedely / but also thou shalt traueyle ayenst y e groūde of it for to destroye y e felyng & the rysyng of flesshly strynge /

¶ How the groūde of lecherye sholde be destroyed with ghostly traueyle & with bodely / Caplm lxxiii

BUt this trauayle ayenst the grounde of lecherye shal be ghostly / as by prayers & ghostly vertues & not by bodely penaunce. For wyte thou wel y t yf thou fast & wake & scourge thyselfe / & doo al y t thou can / thou shalt neuer haue y e clennes & y e chastyte without y e yefte of god & the grace of mekenes / Thou sholdest soner slee thy self than thou sholdest slee flesshly styrynges & felynges of lust & lecherye eyther in thyn hert or in thy flesshe by ony bodely penaunce / But by the grace of Ihū in a meke soule y e groūde may be moche stopped & destroyed & the spryng may be moche dryed / And y t is very chastyte in body & in soule / On the same manere may be sayd of pride & of couetyse & of suche other. for thou myȝt liue yf thou were not prowde ne couetous / & therfore thou shalt destroy al y e felynges of hē asmoche as thou maye But in glotenye thou shalt ryse & smyte away y e vnskylful styrynges. & saue y e grounde hole /

¶That a mā sholde be besye to put away al styrynges of syn / but more besy of ghogly synnes than of bodely / Capitulum / lxxiiii

ANd therfore he that ryseth ayenst the felynge of flesshly lykyng in mete & drinke more fully and more sharply than of pryde or couetise / whiche for they semen fayraren not lyghtly reproued / Or of Enuye. or of Lecherye / I saye that he is halfe blynde / For he seeth not yet ghostly vnclennes / As of pryde and enuye how [Page] fowle it is in goddys syght / I hope If a man myght see with his eye ghostly how foule pryde & couetyse arne in the syght of god / & how contrary to hym / He sholde more loth a styryng of pryde & the vayne lykyng of it / And also he sholde the more agryse & ryse ayenst y e euyl wyl of enuye or yre to his euen crysten than many a styrynge or lykynge eyther of glotenye or of lecherye / Neuerthe­les al men wenen not so / For comynly men arn more eschewe for to fele a styring of flesshly synne / & haue for it more sorowe & heuynesse than for the grete lykynges in vaynglory or in other ghostly syn̄es / But they arn not wyse / For yf they wyl vnderstōde holy wrytte & docto­urs sawes therof / they sholden finde as I say / whiche I ne maye ne wyll reherse now / I wyl not excuse hem y e fall in lykynges of glotenye & lecherye y t they synne not For I wote wel y t al the spyces of hem arn syn̄e more or lesse after the mesure of the luste of the synne & other ly­kynges with wylfull cyrcumstaunces / But I wolde y t thou knewe & charged al / ylke a synne as it is / more the more / as arn ghostly syn̄es / lesse the lesse arn as flesshly syn̄es. And yet shal thou neuertheles hate & flee al both bodely & ghostly vpon thy myght / For wyte thou wel y e flesshly desyres & vnskylful lykynges in mete & drynke Or ony lykynges y e longen to y e body passyng resonable nede. though they ben not alwaye grete synnes to hym y t is in charite / neuertheles to a soule y e desyre [...]h clennes & ghostly felynge of god they arn ful heuy paynful & bytter & moche for to eschewe. For the spyryte may not fele his kyndly sauour within. tyll the flesshe haue loste hys bestly sauour withouten

¶ That hūger & other bodely paynes letteth moche ghostly werching / ca. lxxv

ANd therfore yf thou wolt come to clen̄es of her­te the behouith ayenstōde vnskylful styryng of [Page] flesshly desyres / But ayenst the groūde thou shalt not ryse. as I haue sayd before / For the grounde of it is ne­de. as kyndely hunger whiche thou shal nedelynges fe­le and tent therto in tyme / and helpe thyself ayenst it by medycyne of mete. as thou woldest helpe thyselfe reso­nable ayenst a bodely syknes / y t thou myght more freely serue god bothe bodely and ghostly / For wyte thou wel what man or woman that shall be occupyed ghostly in thoughtes / vnskylful payne or hunger wylfully taken or bodely syknes in the stomake or in y e hede / or in other partye of the body for y e defawte of good rulyng of hym self. by tomoche fastyng. or by ony other wyse / shal mo­che lette the spyryte / and moche hynder hym fro y e kno­wynge & beholdynge of ghostly thynges / but yf he haue the more grace / For though it be so that bodely payne / eyther of penaunce or of syknesse or elles bodely occupacyon somtyme letteth not the feruour of loue to god in deuocyon / but ofte encreasyth it / Neuertheles I hope that it lettyth the faruour of loue in contemplacyon the whiche maye not be hadde ne felyd sadly but in reste of body and of soule /

¶What remedye a man shal vse ayenst defawte made in etynge or drynkyng / Caplm̄ lxxvi

FOr thy do thou skylfully y e longeth to the / & ke­pe thy bodely kynde vpon reyson / and suffre god then sende what he wyl hele or syknesse / take it gladly / and grutche not ayenst god wylfully / Do thou as I say take thy mete as it commyth. And ordeyne for it yf nede be vpon reason / And take it gladly as for nede: But be wel waar of lust that commyth with nede / Eschewe to moche as wel as to lytyl And so whan thou haste done / and thenne it commyth to thy mynde y e bytyng of con­scyence that thou haste eten to moche. And soo thenne [Page] begynnest for to tary the / & drawe to ouermoche bytternes / Lyfte vp y e desyre of thyn hert thy good lorde Ihū and know thyself for a wretche & a beest / & aske hym for gyuenesse. and saye that thou wylte amende it / & truste of forgyuenesse / Leue of then and tarye no lenger with all / ne stryue not moche as thou woldest destroye it vt­terly / for it is not worthe for to do so / Thou shalt neuer brynge it soo abowte \ but redely ordeyne the rede to so­me other occupacyō bodely or ghostly / after thou felyst the dysposed that thou myghtest more profyte in other vertues / as mekenesse & charyte. For wyte thou wel he that hathe in his desyre & in his traueylle none other re­warde to none other thynge but to mekenes and charyte / aye cryenge after hem howe he myght haue hem / he shal in that desyre / werchynge folow and after profyte and wexe in al other vertues / as in chastyte abstinence & suche other yf he haue but lytyl rewarde in hem in a yere more than he sholde withouten this desyre profyte in seuen / yf he stryue with glo [...]enye lechery & suche other contynuelly / & bete hymself with scourges eche day fro morowe to euensong tyme /

¶That thorough by desyre & traueyle for mekenesse & charyte a man comyth soner to other vertues than by traueyle in hemself / Caplm lxxvii.

GEte to the then mekenes & charyte / And yf thou wolte traueyle & swynke besyly for to haue hem thou shalt haue ynough for to do in getynge of hē / And yf thou maye gete hē / they shall rule the & mesure y e ful pryuely how thou shalt ete & how thou shalt drynke & so cour al thy bodyly nede that there shall no man wyte it but yf thou wolt / & that shal not be in perplexite ne ī yre ne in anguysshnes and heuynes ne ī lustes ne in lykynges. but in pees of glad conscence with a sad restfulnes [Page] I speke ferder than I thought to haue spoken ī this matere. but netheles do yf thou may as I the say. & I hope god shal make al wel / by this y t I haue sayd maye thou somdel see in this ymage of syn how moche it letteth y t The gospel sayth how Abraham spake to the ryche mā that was beryed in hel on this wyse / Choas magnum inter nos & vos ficmatum est vt hii qui volunt transi­re ad vos non possunt nec huc transmeare / There is a grete chaos. that is to sayen a thycke derknesse betwe­ne vs & the that we mow not come to the ne thou tyl vs This derke ymage in thi soule & min also may be called a grete chaos / y t is grete derknes. for it letteth vs y t we mow not come to abraham whiche is Ihesu / & it letty­th hym y t he wol not come to vs:

¶Of the derknes of the ymage of syn. And what comyth in by the wyndowes therof / Caplm lxxviii.

LIft vp y e lantern & se ī this ymage fiue wīdow­es by the whiche syn comyth in thy comyng īto soule as y e prophete sayth / Mor [...] ingreditur per fenes­tras Ier̄. ꝯ. nostras / Deth comith in by our wyndowes / Thyse wyndowes arn the fyue wyttes by y e whiche thy sou­le gooth out fro by hymself / & sechyth his delyte and his fedynge in erthly thynges ayenst his owne kynde / As by y e eye for to see curyous & fayre thynges / & so of other wyttes / By the vnskylfull vsynge of thyse wyttes in to vanyte wylfully / thy soule is moche letted fro ghostly wyttes within / and therfore the behoueth stoppē thyse wyndowes or spere hem / but oonly whan nede asketh for to open hem /

¶That the soule for defawte of knowynge of itself gooth out by fyue wyndowes to seche outwarde lykynge. Capitulum / lxxix.

[Page]ANd that were lytyl maystry to y t yf thou myghtest ones see thy soule by clere vnderstondynge what it is and how fayre it is in his owne kynde / Ne it were that it is so ouerlayed with a blacke mātel of this toule ymage. but for thou knowyst it not. therfore thou leuest the inly syght of thy self and sechest thy mete forth withonten as a beest vnresonable. thus sayth our lorde mānassynge to a chosen soule in holy wrytte. Cani. i Si igno­ras te o pulcra inter mulieres. egredere & abi post vesti­gia gregū sodalium tuorum et pasce edos tuos / Thou fayre amonge wymmen yf thou knowe not thyself. go oute and walke after the steppes of the flocke thy felowes and fede the gete / and it is thus moche for to saye. Thou soule fayre by kynde made to the lyknesse of god freel as a woman in the body for the fyrst synne by cause that thou knowest not thyself / that aūgels foode sholde be thy delyces therin / Therfore thou goost oute by thy bodely wyttes and sechest thy mete and thy lykyng as a beste of the flocke / that is as one repreuyd / and therwyth thou fedest thy thoughtes and thyne affeccy­ons whiche arne vnclene as gotes / It is a shame to the for to doo so /

¶ That a soule sholde not begge without forth but wythin of Ihesu that it nedeth. Caplm lxxx

ANd therfore tourne home ayen in thyselfe & holde the within / and begge noo more withouten namely swynes mete / For yf thou wyl algates be a begger aske and craue within of thy lorde Ihesu / for he is ryche ynough / and gladlyer wol yeue y t than thou wolt aske / And renne noo more out as a beste of the flocke / y t is a worldly man or woman that hath noo more delyte but in his bodely wyttes / And yf thou do thus thy lorde Ihesu wol yeue the all that the nedeth / For he may lede [Page] the in to his wyne celer / and make the for to assay of his wynes whiche the lyketh best for he hath many tonnes Thus a chosen soule Ioyenge in holy wrytte sayth of our lorde / Introduxit me rex in cellam vinariā / A kynge Cant. ꝯ ladde me in to a wyne celer / And that is for to saye / In as moche as I forsake the dronkennes of flesshly lustes & worldely lykynges / whiche arn bytter as wormode / for thy the kynge of blysse lorde Ihesu ledde me in / That is to saye / Fyrste in to my selfe for to beholde and knowe myselfe / And after he ledde me in to his celer / y t is to saye. abouen myself by ouerpassynge oonly in tyll hym. and gaaf me assaye of his wyne / y t is for to taast a syknes of ghostly swetnes & heuenly Ioye / Thise arn not wordes of me a wretchyd caytyf lyuynge in synue / but they arne wordes of the spowse of our lorde in holy wrytte / & thyse wordes I saye to the that thou myghte drawe in thy soule fro withouten / and folowe after as thou maye /

¶ That y e hole of ymagynacōn nedeth to be stopped as wel as y e wyndowes of y e wyttes / Caplm̄ lxxxi

BUt now sayest thou that thou doost so / thou seest no worldly thynges ne herest none. ne hast uone vse of thy bodely wyttes more than nede asketh / & for thy tho uart enclosed / As to this I saye / If thou do thus as I hope thou doost then hast thou stopped a grete wȳ dow of this ymage. but yet arte thou not siker. for thou hast not stopped the pryue holes of the ymagynynge in thyn herte / For yf thou see me not with thy bodely eye thou may see me in thy soule by ymagynacyon / and so mayst thou do of all bodely thynges / Then yf thy soule be fedde wylfully by ymaginacions of vanytees of the worlde / and desyryng of worldly thynges for a wylfull comforte and ease / sothly yf thy soule be within as for y e [Page] bodely wyttes. it is neuertheles ful ferre withouten by suche vayne ymaginacōn / But now askest thou whe­ther it be ony grete synne a soule for to occupye hym in suche vanytees eyther in wyttes or in ymagynyng / As vnto this I saye that I wolde y e thou woldest neuer aske man this questyon / For he that wyl sothfastly loue god he askyth not comynly whether this is greter synne or this / For hym shal thynke what thynge lettith hym fro the loue of god is grete synne / and hym shal thynke noothynge synne but that thyng whiche is not good / & letteth hym fro y e loue of god / What is synne but a wantyn­ge or a forberyng of good / I say not that it shal be paynful to hym as a dedely synne or a venyal sholde ben. ne I saye not but that he knoweth dedely fro venyal & more fleeth it /

¶Whan the vse of the wyttes ben dedely synne / & whā venyal / Caplm̄ lxxxii

NEnertheles some dele shal I saye to thy questyō For thy desyre drawyth more oute of myn hert than I thought for to haue sayd in y e begynnyng / Our lorde sayth in the gospel thus / Homo quidā fecit cenā magnā et vocau [...] multos & milit setuū suū dicere inui­tatis vt venireut / Primus dixit. Luc. xiiii. Uillā emi. rogote ha­be me exculatū / Scds dixit / Iugaboū emi quin (que) et eoprobate illa / Ettercius dixit. Uxorē duxi ideo nō possū venire / A man made a grete supper and called many therto / And sent his seruaunt at supper tyme after hē y t were prayed / The fyrst excused hym & sayd on this wy­se y t he myght not come for he had bought a towne \ The tother also excused hym that he myght not come for he had bought fyue yockes of oxen & yede for to assaye hē / The thyrde for he had wedded a wyfe / I leue for to spe of the fyrst & of the last / & I telle the of y e myddelest of hȳ [Page] y t bought y e oxen / for he is to this purpoos / Fyue yoc­kes of oxen betoken the fyue wyttes whiche arn beestly as an oxe. Now this man that was called to the supper was not repreued for he boughte thyse oxen / but for he yede for to assaye hē & so he wolde not come / Ryght soo saye I to the / For to haue thy wyttes & vse hem in nede. it is no synne / But yf thou go wylfully for to assaye hē by vayne delyte in creatures then it is syn / For yf thou chese that delyte as for a fynall reste of thy soule. & as a ful lykynge / that thou kepest none other blysse to haue but suche manere wordly vanyte then it is dedely / for thou chesest it as thy god / and so shalt thou be put fro y e supper / For saynt poul forbede vs y t we sholde not assay our wyttis so whan he sayd thus / Post cōcupiscēcias tuas non eas. Thou sholt not go after thy lustis. ne wyl fully assaye thy lykynges / A man or a woman y t is encō bred with dedely synne shal not wel escape dedely synne in this though he see it not / but I hope it toucheth not y e Neuertheles yf thou by freelte y e delyte ī thy wyttes & / suche vanytee / but in y t thou kepest the in charyte in other sydes / and thou chesest not this delyte for a full reste of thy soule but thou settest aye god before al thyng in thy desyre / this synne is venyal after the cyrcūstaunce mo­re or lesse / ne thou shalt not for thyse venyall synnes be put fro the supper in the blysse of heuen / but thou shalt wante the taastyng & the assayeng of that dylycate sup­per lyuyng in erthe / but yf thou be besye with al thy myghtes for to ayenstonde suche veyal syn̄es For though it be so that venial synnes breke not charite / sothly they lette the feruour & the ghostly felynge of charyte /

¶How a ghostly man or wnman shal haue hē to hem y t come to hem / Caplm lxxxiii

[Page]BUt now sayst thou that thou maye not kepe the fro heryng of vanytees. for dyuers men world­ly & other come ofte for to speke with the. and telle the some tales of vanyte. As vnto this I saye thus / y e comynge with thyn euen crysten is not moche ayenst y e but helpyth y e somtyme yf thou werche wysely / For thou may assaye therby the mesure of thy charyte to thyn euen cristen whether it be moche or lytyl / Thou art boūden as eche man & woman is to loue thyn euen crysten pryncypally in thyn herte & also īdede / for to shewe hem tokens of charyte as reson asketh after thy myghte & after thy knowynge / Now sythen i [...] is so that thou owest not to go oute of thyn hous for to seke occasyon how thou my­ght profyte thyn euen crysten by dedes of mercy / by cause thou arte encloos. neuertheles thou arte bounden for to loue hem al in thyn herte / and to hem that come to y t to shewe hē tokens of loue sothfastly. And therfore who so wylspeke with the what that he be. or in what degree y t he be. & thou knowe not what he is ne why he comy­th / be soone redy with a good wyl for to wyte what his wyl is / Be not dangerous ne suffre hym not longe abyde the / but loke how redy & how gladde thou woldest be yf an angel of heuen wolde come so & speke with the. soo redy & so buxome be thou in wyl for to speke with thyne euen crysten whan he comith to the for thou wotest not what he is ne why he comyth ne what nede he hath of y or thou of hym tyl thou haue assayed / And though thou be in prayer or in deuocyon y t the thynketh looth for to breke of. For y e thynketh thou sholdest no [...]l eue god for no mānys speche / me thynketh not so in this caas / For yf thou be wyse thou shalt not leue god. but thou shalte fynde hym & haue hym & see hym in thyn euen cristen as wel as in prayer / But on a other maner thou shalt haue [Page] hym than in prayer / If thou canst wel loue thyn euē crysten it sholde not hynder y t for to speke with hem dyscretly / Dyscrecyon shalt thou haue on this manere as me thynketh / Who so comyth to the aske hym mekely what he wyl / And yf he come for to telle his dysese & for to be cōforted of thy speche here hym gladly / and suffre hym saye what he wyll for ease of his owne herte / And whan he hath done comforte hym yf thou can gladly. goodly & charytably. & sone breke of / And thenne after y t yf he wyl falle in to ydle tales or vanytees of the worl­de or of other mennes dedes / answere hym but lytyl ne fede not his speche / and he shal soone be wery. and sone take his leue / If it be an other man that comith for to teche the as a man of holy chyrche here hym lowely wyth reuerence for his order / And yf his speche comforte the aske of hym. & make the not for to teche hym / It talleth not to y e for to teche a preste but in nede / If his speche cō ­forte the not answere lytyll. and he wyl sone take his le­ue / If it be a nother man y t cometh to yeue y t his almesse or elles for to here the speke. or for to be taughte of y e. speke godely & mekely to hem all repreue no man of his de­fawtes / it falleth not to the but yf he be the more home­ly with the that thou wotest wel that he wyl take it of y e And shortly to saye as thou conceyuest that sholde pro­fyte thyn euen crysten namly ghostly maye thou saye yf thou can and he wyl take it / And of al other thynges kepe scilence asmoche as thou mayst / & thou shalt in short tyme haue but lytyl prees that shall lette the / Thus me thynketh doo better yf thou can /

¶Of the derke ymage of synne / & of the clothyng ther of / Caplm lxxxiiii

BI this that I haue sayd may thou see a lytyl the derknes of this ymage of synne / not for I haue [Page] dyscryued it fully to the as it is for I can not / Neuertheles by this lytyl thou maye see more yf thou loke wel / But now sayst thou wherby wotest thou that I bere suche an ymage aboute with me as thou spekest of / As on this I can answere / I maye take vpon me a worde sayde Osee irby the prophete / and it is this / Inuent idolum michi That is to saye / I haue founde a fals ymage that men callen a mawmente in myselfe wel fowle dysfygured & for shapen with wretchydnes of al thyse synnes whiche I haue shoken of / by the whiche I am casten downe in many flesshly lykynges and worldly vanytees fro clennes of herte and felynge of ghostly vertues more than I can or maye saye / and that me repenteth and I crye god mercy / By this wretchydnes that I fele in myselfe more than I haue sayd maye I y better telle the of thyn ymage / For al come we of adam and of eue clothed wi­th clothes of a bestes hyde / as holy wrytte sayth of oure lorde thus. Gen̄. 3 Facit deus ade & vxori eius tunicas pellice­as / Our lorde made to adam & to his wyfe clothes of a bestes hyde / In token that for his synne he was forsha­pen lyke to a beste / with whiche bestly clothes we al ben borne and vmbylapped & dysfygured fro oure kyndely shappe.

¶Whiche ben the lymmes of the ymage of synne / Caplm / lxxxv

THenne is this a vgly ymage for to loke vpon / The hede is pryde / For pryde is the fyrste and Ecc. iopryncypal synne as y e wyse man sayth / Iniciū oīs pctī superbia / The begynnyng of al maner of synne is pry­de / The backe & the hynder partye of it is couetyse. Phil. 3 as saynt poul sayth / Que retro sunt obliuiscens in anteri ora me extendo / I shal for yete al worldly thynges whiche arne backewarde / and I shal stretche me forwarde [Page] endles thynges / The brest in the whiche is the herte is enuye / for it is no flesshly synne but it is a deuels synne as the wyse man sayth / Inuidia diaboli mors intrauit in orbēterra (rum). Sap̄. r Imitantur illum oēs qui ex parte eius sunt / By enuye of y deuyl dethe comyth in to al y e worlde / For thy al tho that are of his partye folow hym ther in. The armes of it are wrathe in asmoche as a mā wreketh hym of his wrathe by his armes ayenst cristis byddynge in the gospel. M. hi. Si quis te percusserit super vnam maxillam prebe sibi alteram / If a man smyte the vpon the tone cheke with his hōde. thou shalt not smyte hym ayen but offre hym y t other cheke. The bely of this ymage is glotenye as saynt poul sayth / Esca ventri et ven­ter escis. p̄. cc (rum). .ꝯ. deus hunc & has destruet / Mete serueth to the bely / and the bely serueth to gete mete / but god shall de­stroye bothe bely and mete / That shal be at the last ende in the ful reformynge of his chosen and in demynge of reproued / The membres of it are lecherye of the whi­che saynt poule sayth thus / Nō exibiatis mēbra vestra arma iniquitatis ad peccatum / ye shall not yeue your membres specyally your pryue membres for to be ar­mes of synne / The fete of thys ymage are accydye / Therfore the wyse man saythe to the slowe for to styre hym to good werkes / Discurre festina suscita amicum ꝓū. ꝯ tuum / That is to saye / Renne quyckely aboute vnto good werkes & haast the soone / for the tyme passyth / & reyse vp thy frende whiche is Ihesu by deuoute prayer & medytacyon / Here hast thou herde the membres of this ymage.

¶Wherof the ymage of Ihesu is made. & wherof the ymage of synne / & how we ben passing for the in y e ymage of synne. Caplm̄ lxxxvi

[Page]THis is not y e ymage of Ihesu it is lyker an ymage of the deuyl / For the ymage of Ihesu is made of vertues with mekenes and perfyte loue and charyte but this is of false flesshly loue to thyselfe with al thyse membres festnyd therto This ymage berest thou & enery man what that he be vntyl by grace of Ihesu it be sō dele destroyed & broken downe / Thus it semith that dauyd sayth in y e sawter boke / Uerūptamen in ymagine pertransit homo. sed in frustra cōturbatur: Pm viii This is for to saye / Though it be so that a man were made in y e begynnynge to the ymage of god stable & stedfast / neuer­theles by cause of syn he forpassyth lyuyng in this worlde in this ymage of synne. by the whiche he is vnstable and trowbled in vayne / Also saynt poul spekith of this ymage thus / Sicut portauimus ymaginē terreni ho­minis sic portemus ymaginem celestis / That is to say If we wol come to the loue of god / as we haue here be­fore borne the ymage of the erthly man. fyrst adam that is the ymage of synne. Ryght soo nowe lete vs bere the ymage of the heuenly man Ihesu whiche is the ymage of vertues /

¶How we sholde crucyfye this ymage of syn / & quyckē the ymag of Ihesu / Caplm lxxxvii

WHat shal thou then do with this ymage / I answere the by a worde that the Iewes sayd to pylat of cryste. Ioh. iꝯ Crucifige eum / Take thou this body of synne & do hym on the crosse / That is for to say / Breke downe this ymage & slee the false loue of syn̄e in thyself as cristis body was slayne for our synne & our trespaas Ryght so the behouith yf thou wolte be lyke to cryst [...]lee thy bodely lykynge and flesshly lustes in thyself / Thus sayd saynt poul / Gal. h Qui autem cristi sunt carnem suam crucyfixerunt cum viciis & concupiscenciis / Thyse y t [Page] arne crystys folowers hath crueyfyed and slayne her flesshe that is the ymage of synne with al the lustes & the vnskylful lykynges of it / Slee then & breke downe pryde. & set vp mekenesse / Also breke downe yre and enuye & reyse vp loue & charyte to thyn euen crystē. Also in stede of couetyse. pouerte in spyryte / In stede of accydye. feruour in deuocyon with glad redynes to al gode dedes And in the stede of glotenye & lecherye. sobyrte & chastyte in body & in soule / This consydered saynt poul whā he sayd thus / Deponentes veterem hominē cū suis ac­tibus qui corrūpitur scdm desideria erroris. Eph. .iiii. et induite nouū hominē qui sedm deum treatus est in sanctitate & iusticia / ye shal put down the olde man that is y e ymage of synne of the olde adam with all hys membres / for he is rotyn in desyres of errour / and ye shal shape you & clothe you in a new man whiche is y e ymage of god by holynes & ryghtwysnes and full hede of vertues / who shal helpe the breke downe this ymage / Sothly thy lorde Ihesu / In the vertue & in the name of hym shal thou breke downe this mawmente of synne / Praye hym be­syly & desyre. & he shal helpe the /

¶What profyte comyth of kepyng of y hert / And how moche the soule is. & what it louyth / Caplm̄ lxxxviii.

GAder then thyn herte togyder & do after the coū ­seyle of y e wyse man whan he sayth thus. Om̄i custodia serua cor tuum. ꝓū iiii qm̄ exip̄o vita procedit / With al thy besynes kepe thyn herte. for out of it comyth lyfe And that is sothe whan it is wel kepte / For then̄e wyse thoughtes clene affeccyons and brennynge desyres of vertues & of charyte & of y e blisse of heuen comynour of it / and makyth the soule to lyue a blessyd lyf / Also on y e contrary wyse yf it be not kepte / then as our lorde sayth in the gospel / De corde exiuit togitationes male que coinquinant [Page] hominem / Euyl thoughtes & vnclene affec­cyons comen out of the herte the whiche defoulen man as our lorde sayth / They eyther benymme the lyfe of y e soule by dedely synne. Or elles they feble the soule & maken it syke yf they ben venyall / For what is a man but his thoughtes and his loues / Thyse maken a man oonly gode or badde / As moche as thou louest god and thyn euen erysten & knowest hym. so moche is thy soule / And yf thou lytyl loue hym. lytyl is thy soule / & yf thou nou­ght loue hym. nought is thy soule / It is noughte as for good / but it is moche as for syn̄e / and yf thou wylt wy­te what thou louest loke where vpō thou thynkest / For where the loue is there is the eye and where the lykynge is there is moostȳ herte thynkyng / If thou loue moche god y e lyketh for to thȳke vpō hȳ moche / & yf thou loue lytyl / then̄e lytyl thou thynkest vpō hym / Rule wel thy thoughtes & thin affeccyon & then arte thou vertuous /

¶How the ymage of synne shal be [...]roken downe / Capitulum / lxxxix

BEginne then on & breke this ymage whan thou hast Inwardely bethought the of thyselfe and of thy wrecchydnesse as I haue sayd / howe prowde. howe vayne. and how enuyous / how malencolyous / how couetous / how flesshly / & how ful of corrupciō / Also how lytyl knowyng felyng or sauour thou haast of god / and of ghostly thynges / How wyse. how quycke / & how moche sauour thou hast ī erthly thynges / And shortly that the thynketh the also ful of syn as y e hyde is ful of flesshe Be thou not to moche adradde though thou thynke soo of thyself / And whan thou haste doon thus lyft vp then the desyre of thy herte to thy lorde Ihesu / & praye hym of helpe / Crye to hym by grete desyres & syghinges that he wyl helpe the to bere this grete bourden of this ymage. [Page] or elles that he wyl breke it / Thynke also suche a sha­me it is for the to be fedde with swynes mete of flesshly sauours that sholde fele a ghostly sauonr of heuēly Ioy If thou do thus / then begynnest thou for to aryse ayenste the hole grounde of synne in the as I haue sayd / And it maye so be that thou shalt fele payne and sorowe / for thou shalt vnderstonde that there maye noo soule lyue without grete payne but yf he haue reste or delyte eyther in his creatour or in a creatour / Thenne whan thou rysest ayenst thyself by a feruent desyre for to fele of thy lorde Ihesu / & for to drawe out thy loue fro al bodely thyn­ges / and fro reste in thy bodely felyng / in so moche that thou arte encombred of thyselfe / And the thynketh that al creatures rysen ayenst the / & al thynges whiche thou haddest delyte in before tourneth y e to payne / And whā thou forsakest thus thyself / and thou maye not lyghtly fynde comforte in god / nedelynges thy soule shal suffre payne / Neuerthelesse I hope who soo wolde suffre this payne a whyle stedfastly cleuyng vpon y e desyre and naked mynde of Ihesu cryste / and vpon desyre y t he wolde not haue but his lorde & falle not lyghtly therfro / ne se­che no comforte outwarde for a tyme / for it lastyth not longe / Our lorde is nyghe and sone shal ease the herte / For he wyl helpe to bere thi body ful of corrupcōn / And he wol with his mercyful myght of gracyous presence breke downe this false ymage of loue in thyselfe / Not al atones / but lytyl and lytyl tyl thou be somdele refourmed to his lyckenesse /

¶How a man shall haue hȳ to y e styryng of pryde & al other vices / Caplm lxxxx

AFter suche an hole rysyng ayenst thyself whan it is passyd. thou shalt more sobyrly & more easely rule thiself / And y e more sadly for to kepe thy thouȝtes & thyne affeccyons for to knowe hem whether they ben [Page] good or bad. And then yf that thou fele a styryng of pry [...]de in ony maner of speche of it / Besoone wel waar yf y t thou maye / and suffre not it scape lyghtly awaye / But take it in mynde and rente it breke it and dyspise it / & do al the shame that thou maye therto / Loke thou spare it not. ne trowe it not speke he neuer so fayre / for it is fals though it seme soth as the prophete sayth / Isay. 3 Popule meꝰ qui te beatū dicunt ipsi te desipiunt et in errorē mittūt / That is to saye thus / Thou man of my peple they that sayen thou arte blessyd and holy. they begyle and bryn­gen the into errour / And yf thou doo thus often besyly thou shalt by the grace of Ihū within shorte tyme stop­pe moche of the sprynge of pryde. & moche abate y vayne delyte therof y t thou shalt vnethes fele it / And whan thou felyst it it shal be so weyke and as it were halfe dede that it shal not moche greue the / And thenne shall thou mow haue a ghostly syght of mekenesse how good and how fayre it is & thou shalt desyre it & loue it for y e good­nes of itselfe / that the shall lyken for to beholdē as thou arte / And yf nede be for to suffre gladly despyte and re­proue for loue of ryght wysnesse Upon the selfe maner whan thou felyst styrynges of yre & of malēcolye rysynge of herte or ony other euyl wyl ayenst thyn euen cristē for ony maner of cause thoughe it seme resonable and for charyte bewaar of it / and be redy with thy thought for to refreyne it that it tourne not into flesshly appetite ay enstonde it & folowe it nother in worde ne in dede as moche as thou maye / but as he ryseth smyte hym down ayen / & soo shalt thou slee it with the swerde of drede of god y t it shal not greue the / For wyte thou wel in al thise styrynges of pryde vaynglory. enuye or ony other y t as soone as thon perceyuest it & with dysplesaunce of thy wyl & of thy reyson. thou ayenstōde it thou sleest it / thoughe [Page] it be so y t it cleue stylle vpō thyn hert ayenst thy wyl & wyl not lyghtly passe awaye / drede it not / for it letteth thy soule fro pees. but it defoyleth not thy soule / Ryght so vpō the same wyse shalt thou do ayenst al euyl styrynges of couetyse. accydye. glotenye. or lecherye / y t thou be al way redy with thy reason & thy wyl for to reproue hē & dyspyse hem /

¶What thyng helpeth moost a man̄is knowyng & getith to hym y t he lackith & moost destroyeth synne in hym / Caplm̄ lxxxxi

ANd y t maye thou do the better & the more redely yf thou be besye for to sette thyn herte moost vpon one thyng & that thynge is nought elles but a ghost­ly desyre to god for to please hym / for to loue hym. for to knowe hym. for to see hym / and for to haue hym by grace here in a lytyl felynge. & in the blysse of heuen in a ful beyng / This desyre yf thou kepe it shal wel telle y t whi­che is synne & whiche is not / & whiche is good & whiche is better gode / And yf thou wolt festen thy thought therto it shal teche the al y t the nedeth / & it shal gete y al y t the wanteth / And therfore whan thou shalte ryse ayenst y e grounde of synne in general or elles in ony specyal syn̄e hange fast vpon this desyre. & sette y e poynte of thy thought more vpon god whom thou desyrest than vpon the synne whiche thou repreuest / For yf thou do so then fyghteth god for y / & he shal destroye synē in y . Thou shal moche soner come to thy purpoos yf thou do so than yf thou leue thy meke desyre to god pryncypally. & wyl sette thyn hert oonly ayenst y e styryng of syn. as though thou woldest destroye it by maystrye of thyself / thou shalt neuer so bryng it abowte /

¶How a mā shal be shapē to y e ymage of Ihū / & Ihū spapē ī hym / Ca. lxxxxii

BUt do as I haue sayd and better yf thou mayst / And I hope by the grace of Ihesu thou shalt make [Page] y e deuyl ashamed / And al suche wicked styrȳges thou shalt breke away / y t they shal not moche greue the / And vpon this manere wyse maye y t ymage of synne be bro­ken downe in the & destroyed: by y e whiche thou arte for shapē fro y e kyndely shappe of crystis ymage / And thou shalt beshappen agayne to the ymage of Ihesu man by mekenesse & charyte & then shalt thou be ful shapen to y e self ymage of god here lyuyng by a shadowe in contēplacyon & in the blysse of heuen in ful sothfastnes. Of this shapyng to y e lyknes of cryst spekith saynt poule thus / Filioli quos iterum perturio doner xp̄s formetur in vobis / Gal. [...]iii. My dere chyldren whiche I bere as a woman bereth her chylde vnto cryst be ayēshapē in you / Thou hast conceyued cryst by trouth & he hathe lyfe in the in asmoche as thou hast a good wyl & a desyre for to serue hym & plese hym / but he is not yet full shapen in the ne thou in hym by fulnesse of charyte / And therfore saynt poul ba­re the & me & other also with traueyle as a woman bereth a chylde vnto y tyme y t cryste hath his ful shape in vs and we in hym /

¶How a man shall be shapen to the ymage of Ihesu & Ihesu shapen in hym / Caplm̄ lxxxxii.

WHo so weneth for to come to the werchyng & to y e ful vse of contēplacyon & not by this waye / y t is for to saye not by full hede of vertues he comyth not by the doore & therfore as a theyf he shal be caste out I say not but y t a man may by the yeft of god haue by ty­mes a taastyng & a glemeryng of lyfe contēplatyf / So­me man in the begynnyng / But the sadde felynge of it shall he not haue / for cryste is the doore & he is porter / & withouten his leue & his lyuerey maye there no man come in as he sayth hymself / Nemo venit ad patrem nisi perme / Ioh iiii No man comyth to the fader but by me / That [Page] is for to saye / No man maye come to contemplacyō of the godhede but he be fyrst refourmed by fulnesse of mekenesse and charyte to the lyckenesse of Ihesu in his mā hede /

¶The cause why this boke was made. And how she sholde haue her in redynge therof that it was made to / Capitulum / lxxxxiii.

LOo I haue tolde y e a lytyl as me thynketh fyrst of contemplatyf lyf what it is / and sythen of y e wayes whiche by grace leden therto / nought for I haue it in felyng & in werchynge as I haue it in sayenge / Neuerthelesse I wolde by thyse wordes suche as they arne fyrste styre myne owne neclygence for to do better than I haue done / And also my purpoos is for to styre the or ony other man or woman that hathe taken the state of lyf contemplatyf for to traueyle more besely & more mekely in y e maner of lyfe by suche symple wordes as god hath gyue me grace for to saye / And therfore yf ony worde be therin y t styreth the or comforteth the more to y e [...]o­ue of god / thanke god. for it is his gyfte. & not of y e wor­de / And yf it cōforte the not or elles thou takest it not redely / studye not to longe theraboute but laye it besyde y e tyl a nother tyme / and yeue y e to thy prayer or to other ocupacyon / Take it as it wol come and not al at ones / Also thyse wordes that I wryte take hem not to straytly but there y t the thynkyth by gode auysement y t I speke to shortly eyther for lackyng of englysshe or wantynge of reason I praye the amende it oonly where nede is / Also thy [...]e wordes y t I wryte to the they longen not al to a mā y t hath actyf lyfe. but to the or ony other whiche hath y e state of lyfe contemplatyffe /

¶THe grace of our Lorde Ihesu Cryste be with the / AMEN
¶Here bynnen the chapytours of the .ii. boke /
¶That a man is the ymage of god after the soule & not after the body /
Caplm primum.
¶Howit neded to mankynde y e oonly thorough y e pas­syō of cryste it sholde be restored & refourmed y was for shape by the fyrste synne /
Caplm ii
That the Iewes & paynyms & also fals crysten men bē not refourmed effectually thorough the vertue of y e passyon for her owne defawte
Caplm iii
Of two maner refourmynges of this ymage / one ī fulnes another in fayth /
Caplm iiii
That refourmyng in party is ī two maners. one in fayth another in felynge /
Caplm̄ v.
That thorough the sacrament of baptym y t is grounded in the passyon of cryst this ymage is refourmed fro orygynal synne /
Caplm̄ vi
That thorough the sacrament of penaunce y t stondeth in contrycyon confessyon & satysfaccyon this ymage is re [...]ourmed fro actual synne /
Caplm̄ vii
How in y sacrament of baptym & of penaūce thorough a pryue vmperceyuable werchynge of y e holy ghost this ymage is re [...]ourmed thouȝe it be not seen ne felt.
ca. viii
That we sholde by leue stedfastly refourmyng of this y­mage yf our cōscience wytnes to vs a ful forsakynge of syn & a true tournyng of our wyl to gode lyuȳg \
ca i [...].
That al y e soules y t lyuen mekely in y e fayth of holy chyrche & haue her fayth quyckened in loue & charyte ben re­fourmed by this sacrament / though it be so y t they maye not fele y e specyal gyfte of deuocyon or of ghostly felynge
Capitulum / x.
That soules refourmed neded euer to fyght & to stryue strongly ayenst y t styrynges of synne whyle they lyuen here And how a soule maye knowe whan it assentyth to [Page] styrynge & whan not /
Caplm̄ xi
That this ymage is bothe fayr & foule whyle it is ī this lyfe here though it be rofourmed. & of dyuersyte of felynges pryuely had bytwene thyse soules y ben refourmed / & other that ben not /
Caplm̄ xii
Of thre maner of men of y e whiche some ben not refourmed / & some ben refourmed on̄ly in fayth / & some in fayth & in felynge /
Caplm̄ xiii
How mē y ben in syn forshape hēself into dyuers bestes lyknes. & they ben callyd y e louers of this worlde /
xiiii.
How louers of this worlde vnable hē in dyuers maners to y e refourmyng of her owne soule /
Caplm̄ xv.
A lytyl counceyle how louers of this worlde sholden do yf they wyll be refourmed in her owne soule byfore her partyng hens /
Caplm̄ xvi
That refourmyng in fayth & in felyng maye not soden­ly be goten but by grace & moche bodely & ghostly traueyle in lengthe of tyme /
Caplm̄ xvii
The cause why so fewe soules in rewarde of y e multytude of other comyth to this refourmynge in fayth & in fe­lynge /
Caplm̄ xviii
Another cause also of y e same / & how wylful bodely cus­tomes indiscretly rewarded & vsed somtyme hyndreth soules fro felyng of more grace /
Caplm̄ xix
How that without moche bodely & ghostly besynesse & without moche grace & mekenesse soules may not be refourmed in felyngne be kepte therī after they come therto /
Caplm̄ xx
An entree how a soule shal haue her in meanyng & wer­chyng that wol come to this refourmynge by ensample of a pylgryme goynge to Ierusalem / And of two maner of mekenesse /
Caplm̄ xxi
Of taryēges a tēptacyons y e soules felen by her ghostly [Page] enmyes in her ghostly knowyng & goyng to Ierusalē & of remedyes ayenst hem /
Caplm̄ xxii
Of a general remedy ayenst wycked styrynges & paynful taryenges y e fallen to her hertes of the flesshe & of the worlde & of the fende /
Caplm̄ / xxiii
Of an enyl daye & a good nyght what it meanyth / and how y e loue of y e worlde is lykned to an euyl daye / & y e loue of god to a good nyght /
Caplm xxiiii
How y the desyre of Ihesu felte in this lyghtsome derk­nes sleeth al styrynges of synne & ableth the soule to perceyue ghostly lyghtnynges fro the heuenly Iherusalem that is Ihesu /
Cap̄lm xxv
How a man shal knowe false illuminacyons feyned by y e fende fro y e true lyght of knowynge y e comyth out of Ihesu & by what tokens.
Cap̄lm xxvi.
How grete profyte it is to the soule to be brought thoroughe grace in to lygtsome derkenesse / & how a man shal dyspose hym yf he wyl come therto /
Capm̄ xxvii.
That in refourmyng of a soule the werkyng of our lor­de Ihesu is departed in to foure tymes / y is callyng. ry­ghtyng magnyfyeng. & gloryfyenge /
Caplm̄ xxviii.
How it fallyth sōtyme y e soules begynnyng & perfytyng in grace seme to haue more loue as by outwarde tokens than some haue that ben perfyte & yet it is not so in soth within /
Caplm̄ xxix
On what maner a man shal haue knowyng of his owne soule / & how a man sholde sette his loue in Ihesu god & man one persone /
Caplm̄ xxx
How this manere of spekyng of refourmyng in felyng of a soule shal be take & on what wyse it is refourmed / & how it is founde in saynt poules wordes.
Caplm̄ / xxxi.
How god openyth y e Inner eye of y e soule to se hym / not al at ones but by dyuers tymes / & of thre maner of refourmynge [Page] of a soule by ensample /
Caplm̄ xxxii.
How Ihū is heuē to y e soule / and why he is called fyre.
Capitulum / xxxiii
Of two maners of loue fourmed & vnfourmed what it meaneth / & how we ben beholde to loue Ihū moche for our makyng / but more for our ayenbyenge / but alther most for our sauyng thrugh y e yeftes of his loue /
xxxiii
How y some soule loueth Ihesu by bodely feruours & by her owne manly affeccyons y e ben styred by grace & by reason / And how some louen Ihesu more restfully by ghostly affeccyons oony styred In warde thorough spe­cyal grace of the holy ghost /
Caplm̄ xxxv:
That the yefte of loue amonge al the yefter of Ihesu is worthyest & moest profytable / And how Ihesu dooth al y is wel done in his louers on̄ly for loue / & how loue makyth the vsyng of al vertues & al good dedes lyght & eesy
Capitulum / xxxvi
How loue thorugh gracyous beholdyng of Ihesu [...]leeth al styrynges of pryde & makyth y e soule for to lese sauour & delyte in al erthly worshyp /
Caplm̄ xxxvii.
How loue sleeth all styrynges of wrath & enuye softly & refourmyth in the soule the vertues of pees & pacyence & of perfyte charyte to his euen crysten / as he dyde spe­cyally in the appostles /
Caplm̄ xxxviii.
How loue sleeth couetyse lechery & gloteny / & sleeth the flesshly sauour & delyte in al the fyue bodely wyttes softly and easely thorough a gracyous beholdyng of Ihū /
Capitulum / xxxix
What vertues & graces a soule receyueth thorugh openȳg of y Inner eye in to the gracyous beholdynge of Ihū And it maye not be gotē on̄ly thorugh man̄es traueyle but thorugh specyal grace & traueyle also /
Caplm̄ xl.
How specyal grace in beholdyng of Ihū withdrawyth [Page] sōtyme fro a soule / & how a soule shal haue her in y e absē ce & presence of Ihū / And how a soule shal desyre y t ī it is alwaye y e gracyous presence of Ihū /
Caplm̄ xli
A cōmendacyon of prayer offryd to Ihū of a soule contē platyffe / And how stablenesse in prayer is a syker werke to stonde in. And how euery felynge of grace in a chosē soule may be sayd Ihesu / but the more clener a soule is y e worthyer is his grace /
Caplm̄ xlii
How a soule thorough y e openyng of y e ghostly eye receyueth a gracious loue able to vnderstōde holy wryt And how Ihesu y t is hydde in holy wrytte sheweth hymselfe to his louers /
Capm̄ xliii
Of the pryue voys of Ihesu so wnynge in a soule wherby it shal be knowen / & how al the gracyous Illumynacyons made in a souse ben called y e spekynges of Ihesu /
Capitulum xliiii
How thorough gracyous openynge of the ghostly eye a soule is made wyse mekely & sothfastly to se the dyuersyte of degrees in holy chyrche. as traueyllyng / & for to see angels kynde fyrst of reproued /
Cap̄lm xlv.
How by y e same lyght of grace the blessed angels kynde may be seen / & how Ihesu is god & man aboue al creatures after y t y e soule maye see hym here /
Cap̄lm xlvi.
¶Here endeth the chapytours of y e seconde boke.

¶ Here after folowyth the seconde boke of mayster / Waltere Hylton /

¶That a man is the ymage of god after the soule & not after the body / Caplm / Primum

FOr asmoche as thou couetyst gretely and askyst it for charyte for to here more of an ymage the whiche I haue before tymes in partye dyscryued to y t / therfore I wyl gladly with drede fal to thy desyre / & helpyng y e grace of our lorde Ihesu cryst. in whom I fully truste. I shal open to the a lytyl more of this ymage / At y e begynnyng yf thou wylt wyte playnly what I meane by this ymage. I telle the forsoth that I vnderstonde noughte elles but thyn owne soule / For thy soule & my soule and euery resonable soule is an ymage. Gen̄. [...] and y t a worthy ymage / for it is the ymage of god as y e apostle sayth / Uir est ymago dei / That is to saye / A man is the ymage of god and made to the ymage and to the lyknes of hym / not ī the bodely shappe without but in y e myghtes of it with in as holy wrytte sayth. Formauit deus hominem ad ymaginē & similitudinē suam / That is / Our lorde god shope mā ī his soule [...]o his owne ymage & lyknes This is y e ymage y t I haue spoken of / This ymage made to y e ymage of god in y e fyrst [...] hapynge was wōderly fayre & bryghtful of brēnyng loue & ghostly lyȝt. but thorough synne of the fyrst man adam it was dysfygured and for shapen into a nother lyknes as I haue before sayd. For it fel fro y t ghostly lyght and that heuēly fode in to paynful derknes and lust of this wretchyd lyfe / exyled & fle­myd oute fro the herytage of heuen that it sholde haue had yf it had stonde stylle into the wretchydnes of thys erthe: and afterwarde in to the pryson of hel [...]e there to haue be without ende / Fro the whiche pryson to the heuenly herytage it myght neuer haue come agayne but [Page] yf it had be refourmed to the fyrste shappe and the fyrste lyckenes. But that refourmyng myght not be made by none erthly man / for euery man was in the same mys­cheyf / And none myght suffyse to helpe hymselfe and so moche lesse a nother man / Therfore it nedeth to be done by hym that is more than man that is oonly god / & y t was skylful that he sholde refourme and restore man to blysse yf he sholde be saaf / whiche of his endles goodnes fyrste shope hym therto How thenne it myght be refourmed. & how it is refourmed to y e fyrste lyckenes by hym y t fourmed it by the grace of god I shal telle the / For y t is the entente of this wrytynge /

¶ How it neded to mankynde y t oonly thorough y e pas­syō of cryste it sholde be restored & refourmed y e was for shape by the fyrste synne / Caplm ii

THe ryghtwysnes of god a sketh y t a trespace do­ne be not foryeuen but yf amendes be made for it yf it may be done / Now it is sooth. mankynde y t was hole in adam the fyrste man trespassed agaynste god so wonder greuously whan it forfeyted y e specyal byddynge of hym / and assented to the false counsayle of the fende / that it deserued ryghtfully for to haue be departed fro hym and dampned to helle withouten ende. so ferforth that stondynge the ryghtwysnes of god it myght not be foryeuen / but yf amendes were fyrste made and full satysfaccyon therfore / But this amendes myght no man make that was man oonly. and comen out of adā by kyndely generacyon for this skylle / For the trespasse & vnworshyp was endles grete / & therfore it passyd mā nys myght to make amēdes for it / And also for his skyl He y t hath trespassed & shal make amendes hym behouyth for to yeue to hym y t he hath trespassed vnto al that he owyth though he had not trespassed / And also ouer that [Page] hym behouyth yeue sōwhat that he owyth not but oon­ly for that he trespassed / But mankynde had not where with that he myght paye god for his trespaas ouer that he ought hym \ For what gode dede that man myght do in body or in soule it was but his dette / For euery man ought as the gospel sayth for to loue god with al his herte & al his soule and all his myghtes / and better myght he not do than this / And neuertheles this dede suffyced not to the refourmynge of mankynde / Ne this myght he not do but yf he had be fyrst refourmed / Thenne ne­ded it that yf mannes soule sholde be refourmed / and y e trespaas made gode / that our lorde god hymself sholde refourme this ymage / and make amendes for this trespaas sythen that no man myght / But that myght he not do in his godhede / for he myght not ne ought not to make amendes by sufferyng of payne in his owne kyn­de / therfore it neded the he sholde take that same man­kynde that had trespassed and become man. And that myght he not by the comyn lawe of generacyon. For it was impossyble goddis sonne to be borne of towchyd woman / Therfore hym muste become man thoroughe a gracyous generacyon by the werkynge of y e holy ghoste of a clene gracious mayden our lady saynt Mary / & so was it done / For our lorde Ihesu goddes sonne became mā / and thorugh his precyous deth that he suffred made amendes to y e fader of heuē for man̄es gylte / And y e myght he well do for he was god. & he oughte not for hymselfe / but in as moche as he was man borne of y e same kynde y t adam was that fyrst trespaced. And so though he ought it not for his owne persone / for hymself myghte not synne / Neuertheles he oughte of his free wyll for the trespaas of mankynde / the whiche mankynde he toke for the saluacyon of man of his endeles mercy [Page] For soth it is. there was neuer man that myght yelde to god ony thynge of his owne that he ought not / but oonly this blessyd Ihesu. For he myght paye god one thynge that he ought not as for hymselfe / and that was nought but one thynge. that was to yeue his precyous lyfe by wylful takyng of dethe for loue of sothfastnes / This ought he not / As moche good as he myght do to y wor­shyp of god in this lyfe. al were but dette / But for to ta­ke dethe for loue of ryghtwysnesse he was not bounde therto / He was bounde to ryghtwysnesse. but he was not boonde to deye / for dethe is oonly a payne ordeyned to man for his owne synne / but our lorde Ihesu synned neuer ne he might not synne / and therfore he ought not for to deye / Thenne sythen he ought not for to deye▪ and yet wylfully he deyed / thenne payde he to god more thā he ought / And sythen that was the beste mannes dede & moost worthy that euer was done / Therfore was it re­sonable that the synne of mankynde sholde be foryeuen In as moche as mankynde had founde a mā of y e same kynde without wemme of synne / that is Ihesu that myght make amendes for the trespaas done & myght paye our lorde god al that he ought and ouer more y t he ought not / Then syth that our lorde Ihesu god & man deyed thus for saluacyon of mannes soule. it is ryghtful y t syn sholde be foryeuen / & man̄es soule y t was his ymage sholde mow be reformed & restored to the fyrst lyknes & to y e blysse of heuen / This passyon of our lorde & this precyous dethe is the grounde of al y e refourmyng of al mannes soule / without whiche myght neuer mannes soule haue be refourmed to the lyckenesse of hym. ne come to the blysse of heuen / But blessyd may he be in al his werkynge / Now is it so that thorough the vertue of his precyous passyon the brennyng swerde of Cherubyn that [Page] droue adam out of paradyce is now put awaye. and y e endles gates of heuen arn open to euery man that wyl entre in therto / For the persone of Ihesu is bothe god & kynge of heuen in the blysse to the fader / & as man he is porter at y t yate redy to receyue euery soule y t wyl be refourmed here ī this lyf to his lycknes / For now may euery soule yf y t he wyl be refourmed to y e lykenesse of god / syth y t the trespaas is for yeuen / & the amendes thorugh Ihesu is made for the fyrste gylte / Neuertheles though this be sothe al soules haue not the profyte ne the frute nf this precyous passyon / ne arne not refourmed to y e lyckenes of hym /

That the Iewes & paynyms & also fals crysten men bē not refourmed effectually thorough the vertue of y e passyon for her owne defawte Caplm iii

TWo manere of men arne not refourmed by the vertue of this passyon / One is of hem y t trowe it not / An other is of hē y t loue it not / Iewes & paynems haue not the benefyce of his passyon / for they trowe it not / Iewes trow not y t Ihū the sone of y e vyrgyn mary is goddys sone of heuen. Also the paynems trowe not y t the souereyne wysdome of god wolde become the son of man. and in manhede wolde suffre the paynes of deth / And therfore the Iewes helde the prechynge of y e crosse & of the passyon of cryste nought but sclaunder & blas­phemye / & the paynems helde it nought but fantome & folye / But true crysten men helde it the souereyne wys­dom of god & his grete myghte / Thus sayd saynt poul / Predicamus vobis crystū crucifixum iude is quidam scandelū gentibus autem stulticiam ip̄is autē vocatis iudeis & grecis xp̄m dei virtutem et dei sapienciam / co (rum). i. That is we preche to you that ye trowe that Ihesu cryst [Page] crucyfyed the son of mary is goddis son scuereyne vertue & wysdom of god / the whiche Ihesu to Iewes & paynems that trowe not in hym is put sclaunder and foly / And therfore thyse men by her vntrouthe putten hem­selfe fro the refourmynge of her owne soule / & stondynge her vntrouthe shal they neuer be saaf ne come to the blysse of heuen / For sothe it is / fro the begynnynge of y e worlde vnto the laste endyng was there neuer mā saaf ne shal be [...]aaf but yf he had trouth generall or specyall in Ihesu cryste / to come or I come / For ryght as al chosen soules that were before the Incarnacyon vnder y e olde testamente hadden trouthe in cryste that he sholde come and refourme mannes soule / eyther openly as patryarkes and prophetes and other holy men hadde / or elles pryuely and generaly as chyldern and other sym­ple and inperfyte soules hadden that knewe not specyally the pryuyte of the Incarnacyon / Ryght so all cho­sen soules vnder the newe testamente hathe trouthe in cryste that he is come / eyther openly or felyngly & ghostly men & wyse men haue / or elles generally as chyldern haue that dyen crystned / and other symple & lewde soules haue that arne nourysshed in the bosom of holy chirche / Syth this is sothe then thynketh me that thyse mē gretly and greuously erren / that sayen that Iewes & sarasyns by kepynge of her owne lawe may be made saaf though they trowen not in Ihū cryste / as holy chyrche trowyth / In as moche as they wene y her owne trouth is good and syker and suffysaunt to her saluacōn. And in that trouthe they done as it semyth many gode dedes of ryghtwysnes / And perauenture yf they knewe that crysten fayth were better than her owne is / they wolde leue her owne and take it / therfore y t they sholde be saaf [Page] Naye it is not ynough soo / For cryste god and man is bothe waye and ende / And he is medyatour betwene god and man / And withoute hym maye no soule be re­consyled / ne come to the blysse of heuen /

And therfore they that trowen not in hym that is both god and man maye neuer be saaf ne come to blysse / Other men also that louen not cryste nor his passyon arne not refourmed in the soule to the lyckenes of hym And thyse men arne false crysten men the whiche arne oute of charyte / & lyuen & deyen in dedely synne / Thyse men trowen wel as it semyth that Ihesu is goddis son / And that his passyon suffyseth to saluacōn of mannes soule / And they trowe also all the other artycles of the faythe / But it is an vushaply trouthe and a dede: for they loue hym not ne they chese not the frute of his passyon / but they lyen stylle in her synne and in the false loue of this worlde vnto her laste ende / And so they ben not refonrmed to the lyckenesse of god. but goon to the paynes of helle endelesly. as Iewes and sarasyns done and in to moche more gretter payne than they / In as moche as they had y e trouthe and kepte it not / For that was more trespaas than that they had neuer hadde it / Thenne yf thou wolte wyte whiche soules arne refourmed here in this lyfe to the ymage of god thoroughe the vertue of his passyon / soothly oonly those that trowen in hym / and louen hym / in whiche soules the ymage of god that was thorough synne forshapen \ as it were in to a fowle bestes lyckenes is restored & refourmed to y e fyrst shape / and to the worthynes and worshyp that it had in the begynnynge / Withoute whiche restorynge and refourmynge shall neuer soule be faaf ne come to blysse /

Of two maner refourmynges of this ymage / one ī fulnes another in fayth / Capl'm iiii

NOw sayest thou how maye this be soth that the ymage of god. the whiche is mannes soule my­ghte be refourmyd here in this lyfe to his lyckenesse in ony creature / It semyth naye. it myght not be so / For yf it were refourmed then sholde it haue stable mynde / clere syght & clere brennynge loue in god & ghostly thynges euerlastyngly as it had in the begynnyng / But y t is no creature as thou trowest lyuynge here in this lyfe / For as ayenst thyself thou canst wel saye the thynke the ful ferre therfro / Thy mynde thy reason & y e loue of thy soule arne so moche sette in beholdyng & ī loue of erthly thynges / that of ghostly thynges thou felyst ryght lytyl Thou felyst no refourmynge in thyselfe / but thou arte so vnbylapped with this blacke ymage of synne for ought y t thou maye do / that vpon what syde thou the tour ne thou felyst thyself defoyled & spotted with flesshly styrynges of this foule ymage: other chaūgyng felyst thou none fro flesshlynes into ghostlynesse neyther in pryue myghtes of thy soule with in ne in bodely felynge with out / Wherfore ye thynken that it myghte not be y t this ymage myght be refourmed / Or elles yf it myght be refourmed / Thenne askest thou how it myght be refour­med / To this I answere & laye thus. There is two manere of refourmyng of the ymage of god whiche is mannes soule / One is in fulnesse / A nother is in partye / Refourmynge in fulnesse maye not be had in this lyfe / but it is delayed after this lyfe to y e blys [...]e of heuen / where mannes soule shal fully be refourmed. not to that state that it had at the fyrste begynnyng by kynde. or my­ght haue had thorough grace yf it had stonde hole / But [Page] it shal be restored to moche more blysse and moche hyer Ioye thorough the grete mercy & the endles goodnesse of god than it shold haue had yf it had neuer fallen / For then shal the soule receyue the hole & y e ful felyng of god in al mightes of it. without medelyng of ony other affeccyon / And it shal see mankynde in the persone of Ihesu aboue y e kynde of angels onyd to the godhede / For then shal Ihū bothe god & man be al in al / & oonly he. Isay. [...] & none other but he as y e prophete sayth / Dominus solus exal­tabitur in illa die. That is our lorde Ihesu in that daye y t is euerlastyng daye shal be hyghed oonly. & none but he / And also y e body of man shal then be gloryfyed / For it shall receyue fully the ryche dowary of vndedelynes with al y t longeth therto / This shal a soule haue with y e body / & moche more than I can saye. But that shall be in the blysse of heuen & not in this lyfe. For though it be so y t the passyō of our lorde be cause of al this ful refourmynge of mannes soule / neuerthelesse it was not his wyl for to graunte this full refourmynge ryght anone after his passyon to al chosen soules that were lyuynge in tyme of his passyon / But he delayed it vnto the laste daye And that was for this skylle / Sooth it is y t our lorde Ihesu Cryste of his mercy hath ordeyned a certayne nomber of soules to salu [...]cyō whiche nomber was not fulfylled in the tyme of his passyon / And therfore it ne­ded that by length of tyme thorough kyndly generyon of men it sholde be fulfylled / Thenne yf it had so be that as sone after the dethe of our lorde euery soule that wolde haue trowed in hym sholde by his lyfe haue be blessyd and ful refourmed without ony other abydynge / there wolde no creature that lyued thenne haue be that he ne wolde haue receyued y e faythe for to haue be made bles­syd / And [Page] thenne sholde generacyon haue ceased. And so sholde we that arne now chosen souled lyuynge and other soules that come after vs not haue ben borne / And so sholde our lorde haue fayles of his nomber / But that maye not be / And therfore our lorde purueyed moche better for vs in that that he delayed the full refour­myng of mannes soule tyl the laste ende. as saynt poul sayth / Deo pro nobis melius prouidente. Dē br. ne siue nobis consūmarentur / That is. Our lorde purueyeth better for vs in the delaye of our refourmynge than yf he had graunted it thenne / For this skylle that the chosen soules here beforne sholde not make a ful ende without vs that come after / A nother skylle is this / For syth that man in his fyrst fourmynge of god was sette in his free wyl and had free chesynge whether he wolde haue fully god or no. It was therfore resonable that syth he wolde not che [...]e god thenne but wretchydly felle from hym / If he sholde afterwarde be refourmed that he sholde be sette agayne in the same free chesynge that he was fyrst in / whether he wolde haue y e profyte of his refourmynge or no / And this maye be a skylle why mannes soule was not refourmed fully as faste after the passyon of Ihesu cryste /

That refourmyng in party is ī two maners. one in fayth another in felynge / Caplm̄ v.

ANother refourmynge of this ymage is in par­tye: and this refourmynge maye be had in this lyfe: and but yf he had in this lyfe it maye neuer be had. ne the soule may neuer be saaf / But this refourmynge is on two maners / One is in fayth oonly. A nother is in fayth and in felynge. The fyrst refourmynge in fay­th oonly suffyseth to saluacyon / The seconde is worthy [Page] to haue passynge mede in the blysse of heuen / The fyrst maye be hadde lyghtly and in shorte tyme / The secon­de maye not soo but thoroughe lengthe of tyme and moche ghostly traueyle / The fyrste maye be hadde with the felynge of the ymage of synne / for thoughe a man fele noo thynge in hymselfe but all styrynges of synne and flesshly desyres. not ayenstondynge that felynge / yf he wylfully assent not therto he maye be refourmed in fayth to the lyckenesse of god / But the seconde refo­urmynge puttyth out the lykynge in felynge of flesshly styrynges and worldly desyres / and suffreth noo suche spottes abyde in this ymage / The fyrste refourmynge is oonly of begyn [...]ynge and profytynge soules. and of actyfmen / The seconde is of perfyte soules and of con­templatyfmen. For by the fyrste refourmynge the ymage of synne is not destroyed. but it is lefte as it were all hole in felynge / But the seconde refourmynge destroyeth the olde felynges of this ymage of synne / and bryn­geth in to the soule newe gracyous felynges thoroughe the werkynge of the holy ghoste / The fyrste is good. the seconde is better / but the thyrde that is in the blysse of heuen is moost beste / Fyrste lette vs speke of that one and sythe of that other / And soo we shall come to the thyrde /

That thorough the sacrament of baptym y t is grounded in the passyon of cryst this ymage is refourmed fro orygynal synne / Caplm̄ vi

TWo manere of synnes makyth a so [...]le to lese y e shape & the lyknesse of god. That one is called orygynal y t is y e fyrst syn. thother is called actuel y t is wylfully done syn. thise ii. syn̄es put away a soule fro y e blysse of heuē. & dāpneth it to thēdles payn of hel. but if it be [Page] thorough the grace of god refourmyd to his lyckenesse or it passe hens out of this lyfe / Neuertheles two reme­dyes arne there ayenst thyse two synnes / by y t whiche a forshapen soule maye be restored agayne / One is y e sa­cramente of baptym ayenste orygynal synne / a nother is the sacramente of penaunce ayenst actuel syn̄e / A soule of a chylde that is borne and is vncrystenyd by cause of orygynal synne hath no lyckenesse of god / He is nought but an ymage of the fende & a bronde of helle. But as soone as it is crystened it is refourmed to the ymage of god / and thorugh the vertue of fayth of holy chyrche sodeynly it is tourned fro the lyckenesse of y e fende & made lyke an angel of heuen. Also y e same falleth to a Iewe or to a sarazyne the whiche or they ben crystened arne nought but mancyples of helle / But whan they for­saken her errour & fallen mekely to the trouthe in cryste and receyue the baptym of water in the holy sthost. sothly without ony more taryenge they arne refourmed to the lyckenesse of god soo fully as holy chyrche troweth. that yf they myghte as soone after baptym passe out of this worlde. they sholde streyght flee to heuen withoute ony more lettyng / had they done neuer so moche synne before in the tyme of her vntrouthe / & neuer sholde they fele the paynes of helle ne of purgatory / And y e pryuele­ge sholde they haue by the meryte of crystis passyon /

That thorough the sacrament of penaunce y e stondeth in contrycyon confessyon & satysfaccyon this ymage is refourmed fro actual synne / Caplm̄ vii

ALso what crysten man or woman y t hath lost y e lyckenesse of god thoroughe a dedely synne bre­kynge goddis commaundementes / yf he thoroughe to wchynge of grace sothfastly forsake his synne with [Page] sorowe and contricyon of herte. and be in ful wyl for to amende hym / and torne hym to good lyuynge / And in this forsayd wyl receyueth the sacramente of penaunce yf he maye / Or yf that he maye not he is in wylther­to. Sothly I saye that this mannes soule or womans y t was forshapen fyrste to the lyknesse of the deuyl thorough dedely synne is nowe by the sacrament of penaunce restored and shapen ayen to the ymage of our lorde god This is a grete curtesye of our lorde and an endles mercy that so lyghtly foryeuyth al maner of synne / and soo sodeynly yeuyth plente of grace to a synful soule that askyth mercy of hym / He abydeth not grete penaunce doynge ne paynful flesshly sufferyng or he foryeue it / But he askyth a lothynge of synne & a ful forsakynge in wyl of the soule for the loue of hym and a tournyng of y e hert to hym / This askyth he / for this yeuyth he / And then̄e whan he seeth this withoute ony delayenge. he foryeuyth the synne and refourmyth the soule to his lyknesse / The synne is foryeuen that the soule shal not be damp­ned / Neuerthelesse the payne detted for the synne is not yet fully foryeuen / but yf contrycyon & loue be the more And therfore shal he go and shewe hym & shriue hym to his ghostly rader. and receyue penaūce enioyned for his trespaas. and gladly fulfyl it. so that bothe the synne & y e payne maye be done awaye or he passe hens / And that is the skylful ordynaunce of holy chyrche for grete profyte of mannes soule that thoughe the synne be foryeuen thorough the vertue of contrycyon / neuerthelesse in fulfyllynge of mekenesse: and for to make hole satysfaccy­on he shal yf he may shewe to his preste plener confessyō for y t is his token & his warraunt of foryeuenesse ayen­ste al his enmyes. and y t is nedefull for to haue / For yf a [Page] man had forfeyted his lyfe ayenst a kyng of this erthe it were not ynough to hym as for a fulsykernesse for to haue on̄ly foryeuenesse of the kynge / but yf he haue a charter the whiche may be his token & his warraunt agaynste al other men / Ryght so maye it be sayd ghostly / If a man haue forfeyted agaynst the kynge of heuen his lyfe thorough dedely synne / It is not ynough to hym to fulsykernesse for to haue foryeuenes of god oonly by con­trycyon betwene god and hym. but yf he haue a charter made by holy chyrche yf he maye come therto And that is the sacrament of penaunce the whiche is his charter & his token of foryeuenes / For syth that he forfeyted both ayenste god and holy chyrche it is skylful that he ha­ue foryeuenesse for that one and a warrant for y e other / And this oo skylle why that confession is nedeful / A nother skylle is this / For syth this refourmyng of the soule stondyth in fayth oonly & not in felyng / therfore a flesshly man that is rude & boystouse & can not deme lyghtly but outwarde of bodely thynges sholde not mow haue crowyd y t his synnes had ben foryeuē hym but yf he had some bodely token. and that is confessyon thorough the whiche token he is made [...]ll syker of foryeuenes yf y t he do that in hym is / This is the trouth of holy chyrche as I vnderstonde it / Also a nother skylle is this / Though the grounde of foryeuenesse stonde not pryncypally in confessyon but in contrycyon of y e herte. and in forthyn kynge of synne / neuertheles I hope that there is many a soule that sholde neuer a felyd very contricyō. nor had full forsakynge of synne yf confessyon had not be / For it fallyth oft sythes that in the tyme of coufessyon grace of compunccyon comyth to a soule that before neuer felyd grace. but euer was colde and drye and ferder fro felyng [Page] of grace / And therfore syth confessyon was so profytable to the more partye of crysten men holy chyrche ordeyned for the more sykernesse generally to al crystē men that euery man & woman sholde ones in the yere at the lest be shryuen of all her synnes that come to her mynde to her ghostly fader. though they had neuer soo moche contrycyon before tyme / Neuertheles I hope wel that yf al men had ben as besye aboute the kepyng of themselfe in eschewynge of almaner of synne / And had comyn to as moche grete knowynge and felyng of god as some man hathe / That holy chyrche sholde not haue ordeyned the token of confessyon. as for nedeful bonde for it had not neded / But for al men arne not so perfyte. and perauenture moche of the more partye of crysten men is vnperfyte. therfore holy chyrche ordey­ned confessyon. by waye of general bonde to al crysten men that wyl knowe holy chyrche as her moder. & wol be buxome to her byddynge / If this be soth as I hope it is then erreth he gretely that generally sayth that con­fessyon of synnes for to shewe a preste is neyther nede­ful to a synner ne behoful / and that no man is bounde therto / For by that that I haue sayd it is both nedeful & spedful to al soules that in this wretchyd lyfe are defoyled / thorough synne / and namely to those y t arne thorough dedely synne forshapen fro the lyknes of god whiche mye not be refourmed to his lykenesse but by the sacra­ment of penaunce that pryncypally stondeth in contrycyon and sorowe of herte / and secundary in shryfte of mouthe folowynge after yf it maye be hadde / Upon this mauere by this sacrament of penaunce is a synful soule refourmed to the ymage of god and to hys lycke­nesse /

¶How in the sacramente of baptym and of penaunce thorough a preuy vnperceyuable worchynge of the holy ghost this ymage is refourmed though it be not seen ne felt / Calpm̄ viii

BUT this refourmange stondeth in fayth & not in felyng / For ryght as the propyrte of the fayth is for to trowe y t thou seest not. ryght so it is for to trowe y e thou felyst not. But he y t is refourmed in his soule by y e sacrament of penaunce to y e ymage of god he felyth no chaūgynge in hymself neyther in his bodely kynde without ne in the pryue substaunce of the soule within other than he dyde. for he is as he was vnto his felynge / and he felyth the same styrynges of synne & the same corrupcyon of his flesshe in passyons & worldly rysynge in his herte as he dyde before / And neuertheles he shal trowe y t he is thorugh grace refourmed to y e lyknes of god though he nother fele it ne see it / He may wel fele sorowe for his synne & a tornyng of his wyll fro syn̄e to clēnesse of lyuynge yf y t he haue grace & take good kepe of hymselfe but he may nother see ne fele the refourmyng of his soule how it is wonderly & vnperceyuably chaunged fro y e fylthe of the fende vnto the fayrnes of an angel thorough a pryue gracyous werchyng of the holy ghost. That maye he not see but he shal trowe it / And yf he trowe it. then is his soule refourmed in trouthe. For ryght as holy chyrche trowith by y e sacrament of baptym sothfast­ly receyued a Iewe or a sarasyn or a chylde borne is re­fourmed in soule to the lyckenesse of god thorough a pryue vnperceyuable werthyng of the holy ghost / not ayē stōdyng al y e flesshly styrynges of his body of syn. y e whiche he shal fele after his baptim as wel as he dyde before Ryght so by y e sacrament of penaūce mekely & truly re­cōmaundement [Page] of god / And for that thou haste mysdone here before ayenste his byddyng thou hast shryuen y therof mekely with ful herte to leue it / & arte sory that thou dydest it / I saye then sykerly that thy soule is refo­urmed in fayth to the lyknes of god /

¶That al the soules that lyuen mekely in the faythe of holy chyrche / & haue her fayth quyckened in loue & cha­ry ben refourmed by this sacrament / though it be soo y e they may not fele y specyal yefte of deuocōn or of ghostly felynge / Calpm̄ x

IN this refourmynge that is oonly in fayth y e moste parte of chosen soules leden her lyfe that settē her wyl stedfastly for to flee al manere of dedely synne / and for to kepe hem in loue & charyte to her euen crystē and for to kepe the cōmaūdementes of god after her cū ­nynge / And whan it so is that wycked styrynges & euyl wylles rysen in her hertes of pryde or of enuye of yre or lecherye / or of ony other hede synne they ayenstonde hē and stryuen ayenst hem by dysplesyng of wyl / soo that they folowe not in dede thyse wycked wylles / And ne­uertheles yf they falle lyghtly as it were ayenst her wyl thorugh freelte or vncūnynge / as soone her conscyence greuyth hem and pynyth hem soo greuously that they mowe haue noo reste tyll they be shryuen and maye ha­ue foryeuenesse / Sothly al thyse soules that thus ly­uenin this refourmynge and ben founde therin. In the houre of dethe they shall be saaf / and come to the full refourmynge in the blysse of heuen / Thoughe it be soo that they myghte neuer haue ghostly felynge ne Inwarde sauoure. ne specyall grace of deuocyon in al her lyfe tyme / For elles yf thou saye that noo soule shall be [Page] [...]aaf but it were refourmed in ghostly felyng that it myght fele deuocyon & ghostly sauour in god as some sou­les doon thorough specyal grace. then sholde fewe sou­les be saaf in rewarde of multytude of other / Nay it is not for to trowe that y e for the soules that oonly arne de­uoute. and by grace come to ghostly felynge. and for no mo our lorde Ihū sholde haue take mākynde / & suffred y e harde passyon of dethe. It had be a lytyl purchaas to hym for to haue come fro so ferre to so nere / and fro soo hye to so lowe for so fewe soules Nay his mercy is spred larger than soo / Neuertheles on the contrary wyse yf thou trowe y t the passyon of our lorde is soo precyous. & his mercy so moche y t there shal no soule be dampned. & namely of no crysten man do he neuer so euyll as some fooles wene. sothly thou e [...]rest gretly / Therfore go in y e meane & holde the in y e myddes. & trowe as holy chyrche trowith / And that is that the moost synful man y t lyueth in there yf he torne his wyl thorough grace fro de­dely synne with sothfaste repentaunce to the seruyce of god / he is refourmed in his soule / And yf he deyed in y e state he shal be saaf / Thus behyght our lorde by his prophete sayenge thus / In quacū (que) hora conuersus fuerit peccator & ingemuerit. E. xx viii vita viuit & nō morietur / That is / In what tyme that it be that the synful man is tourned to god fro synne and he haue sorow therfore he shal lyue. and he shal deye endelesly / And on the other syde who so lyuyth in dedely synne & wyl not leue it ne amē de hym therof: ne receyue the sacrament of penaunce / or elles yf he receyue it he takyth it not sothfastly for the loue of god / that is for the loue of vertue & clennesse but oonly for drede or shame of the worlde / or for drede on̄ly of paynes of helle / he is not refourmed to the lyknesse of [Page] ceyued a fals crysten mā y t hath ben encōbred with dedely syn al his lyfe tyme is refourmed ī his soule withī vnperceyuably. out takē a tournyng of his wyl thorough a pryue myght & a gracyous werchyng of y e holy ghost y t sodēly werchyth / & in tyme of a monent or a twynkelynge of an eye ryghtyth a frowarde soule. & tourneth it fro ghostly fylth to fayrnes vnseable / & of a seruaūt of y e fende makyth a son of Ioye / & of y e prysoner of helle makyth a perceyuer of heuēly herytage not ayēstōdyng al y e flesshly felyng of this synful ymage y t is y e bodely kynde / For thou shalt vnderstōde y t y e sacramēt of baptym or of penaūce is not of y t vertu for to lete & destroy vtterly al y e styrynges of flesshly lustes & paynful passyons y t a mānes soule neuer fele no maner rysyng ne styrynges of hē no tyme / For yf it were so then were a soule fully refourmed here to y e worshyp of y e fyrst makyng. But y t may not be fully ī this lyf But it is of y e vertu y t it clēseth soule fro al the syn̄es before done / And yf it be departed fro y e body sauyth it fro dāpnacyon. And yf it dwelle in y e body it yeuyth y e soule grace to ayenstōde y e styrynges of syn / & it kepyth it in grace also y t no maner of lusty styrynges or of passyons y t it felyth in y e flesshe be it neuer so greuous shal dere it ne departe it fro god aslōge as it wylfully senteth not therto / Thus saynt poul meaned whā he sayd thꝰ / Nichil dāpnacōnis in htis q̄ nō scdm carnē ambulant / That is. Ro. viiii Thyse soules y t arn refour­med to y e ymage of god in feyth thorugh the sacrament of baptym or of penaūce shal not be dampned for felynges of this ymage of syn̄e / yf it so be y t they go not after y e styryuges of y e flesshe by dede doyng /

¶That we sholde beleue stedfastly refourmynge of this ymage. yf our cōscience wytnes to vs a ful forsakyng of synne. & a [Page] true tornyng of our wyl to good lyuyng. Ca. ix

OF this refourmynge in fayth spekyth saynt poul thus. Hebr̄. x Iustus ex fide viuit / The ryghtwysman lyueth in fayth. That is. He that is made ryghtful by baptym or by penaunce he lyueth in fayth / whiche suffyseth vnto saluacyō & to heuenly pees as saynt poul sayth / Iustificati ex fide pacē habemus ad deū / That is: Ro. v. we y t arn ryghted & refourmed thorugh faythe in cryst hathe pees & accorde made betwyx god & vs. nought ayenstondyng y t vycyous felynges of our body of syn / For though this refourmyng be pryue & maye not wel be felte he­re in this lyf / neuertheles who so trowyth it stedfastly. & shapyth his werkes bysely for to accorde to his trouth & y t he tourne not ayen to dedely syn̄e. Soothly whan y houre of deth comyth. & the soule is departed fro this bodyly lyf then shal he fynde it sooth y t I saye now / Thus sayd saynt Iohn̄ in cōforte of chosen soules y t lyuen here ī fayth vnder y e felyng of this paynful ymage / Karissi­mi. & nunc sumus filii dei: sed non dū aparuit quod eri­mus / Scimus autē qm̄ cū cristus apparuit tunt apparebimus cum eo similes et in gloria / That is: My dere frendes we arn now whyle we lyue here y e sōnes of god for we arn refourmed by faythe in cryst to his lyckenes But it shewyth not yet what we arn / but it is al pryue / Neuertheles we knowe wel y t whā our lorde shal shewe hym at the laste daye / then shal we appere with hym ly­ke vnto hym in endles Ioye / If thou wolte wyte then̄e yf thy soule be refourmed to the ymage of god or no / by y t I haue sayd thou maye haue entree / Ransake thy conscyence. & loke what thy wyl is / For there in stondeth al If it be tourned fro al maner of dedely synne. that thou woldest for no thynge wyttyngly and wylfully breke y [Page] to / And therfore hym nedeth euer be striuyng & fightynge ayenst wycked styrynges of this ymage of synne / & y t he make none accorde therwith / ne take noo frendshyp to it for to be buxum to his vnskylful biddynges / For if he do he begyleth hymselfe / But soothly yf he stryueth with hem hym nedeth not moche drede of assentynge / For stryfe brekyth pees & fals accorde. It is good that a man haue pees with al thynge sauf with y e fende & with this ymage of synne / for ayenste hem hym nedeth euer fyght in his thoughte & in his dede tyl he haue geten on hem the maystry. & y t shall neuer be fully in this lyfe / as longe as he hereth & felyth this ymage / I saye not but y a soule maye thornghe grace haue the hyer honde ouer this ymage so ferforthe y t he shall not folowe ne sente to the vnskylful styrynges of it / But for to be so clene delyuerde fro this ymage that he sholde fele no suggestyon ne Ianglyng of flesshly affeccyon ne of vayne thought no tyme maye no man haue in this lyfe / I hope y t a soule that is refourmed in felynge by rauysshynge of loue in contemplacyon of god may be so ferre fro the sensualyte and fro vayne ymagynacyon and so ferre drawen out and departe fro the flesshly felynge for a tyme that it shall not fele but god / but that lasteth not euer / And therfore saye I that euery man behouyth stryffe ayenst this ymage of synne / and namely he that is refourmed in fayth oonly that soo lyghtly maye be dysceyued ther­with / In y e person of whiche mē sayth saynt poul / Caro concupiscit aduersꝰ spiritū & spūs aduersꝰ carnē. Gal. v That is: A soule refourmed to y e lyknes of god fyghtyth ayēst y t flesshly styrynges of this ymage of synne / & also this ymage of synne stryueth ayenst the wyll of the spyryte. This manere of fyghtyng of this dowble ymage saynt [Page] poule knewe whā he sayd thus / Inueni legem in membris meis repugnantē legi mētis mee & capitiuum meducentē in legem peccati / That is / I haue founde two lawes in myself / One lawe in my soule within / and another in my flesshly lym̄es without fyghtyng with it y t ofte ledeth me as a wretchyd prysoner to y e lawe of syn By thyse two lawes in a soule I vnderstonde this double ymage / Ro. vii By the lawe of the spyryte I vnderstonde y reason of the soule whan it is refourmed to y e ymage of god / By the lawe of the flesshe I vnderstonde y e sensualytees whiche I calle y ymage of synne / In thyse two lawes a soule refourmed ledeth his lyfe as saynt poul sayth / Mēte enim seruio legi dei. carne enim legi pec­cati / In my soule that is in my wyl and in my reason I serue to the lawe of god / but in my flessh y t is ī my flesshly appetyte I serue to the lawe of synne / Neuertheles y t a soule refourmed shal not dispeyre thoughe he serue to the lawe of synne by felynge of the vycyous sensualyte ayenste the wyl of the spyryte by cause of corrupcyon of the bodely kynde. Saynt poul excusyth it sayeng thus of his owne persone / Ro. vii Non enī quod volo bonū hoc ago sed malum quod odi hoc facio. Si autē malū quod odi hoc facio. nō ego operor illud sed quod habitat ī me peccatū / I do not that good y t I wolde do. That is I wolde fele no flesshly styryng / & that do I not / But I doo that euyl y t I hate. That is. The synful styryng of my flesshe I hate / and yet I fele hem / Neuertheles syth it is so y t I haue y e wycked styrynges of my flesshe / & yet I fele hem and ofte delyte in hem ayenst my wyl they shal not be reherced ayenste me fro dampnacyon as yf I hadde done hem / And why / For the corrupcyon of this ymage of synne doth hem. & not I. Loo saynt poul in his persone [Page] god / And yf he deye in y t plyght he shall not be saaf / His trouth shal not saue hym / for his trouth is dede & lacky­th loue. & therfore it seruyth hym not / But they that ha­ue trouth quyckened with loue and charyte arn refourmed to the lyckenesse of god. though it be but the leest degre of charyte. as arn symple soules y e whiche felen not y e yeft of specyal deuocyon ne ghostly knowyng of god as some ghostly men done. but trowen generally as holy chyrche trowyth. and knowyth not fully what y t is. for it nedeth not to hem. And in that trowyth they ke­pe hem in loue and charytee to her euen crysten as they maye / and fleen al dedely synne after her cūnynge / and dooen y e dedes of mercy to her euen crysten / Al thyse longen to the blysse of heuen / For it is wrytten in the apoc. Apoc. iꝯ. thus. Qui timetis deum pusilli et magni lau [...]ate eum. This is / ye that dreden god bothe smale & grete thanke hym. By grete arn vnderstode soules y t arne profytyng in grace or elles perfyte in y e loue of god. the whiche arn refourmyd in ghostly felynge: By [...]male arn vnderstō ­de soules vnperfyte of worldly men & wymmen. & other that haue but a chyldys knowynge of god & ful lytyl felynge of hym. but arn brought forth in the bosom of holy chyrche & nourysshed with the sacrament as chylderne arn fedde with mylke / Al thyse sholde loue god & thanke hym for saluacyon of her soules by his endles mercy & goodnesse / For holy chyrche that is moder of al thyse & hath tender loue to al her chylderne ghostly prayeth & asketh for hem al tenderly of her spowse that is Ihesu & geteth hem hele of soule thorough vertue of his passyon And namly for hem that can not speke for hemselfe by ghostly prayer for her nede / Thus I fynde in the gospel That y woman of Chanee asked of our lorde hele to her [Page] doughter that was traueyled with a fende / & our lorde made fyrst daungeour by cause she was an alyene / Neuertheles she ceased not for to cry tyl our lorde had graūted her askyng. and sayd to her thus. Aa woman moche is thy trouth be it to y e ryght as thou wolt / In the same hour was her doughter hole / This woman betokenith holy chyrche y asketh helpe of our lorde for symple vn­cūnynge soules that are traueyled with tēptacyon of y e worlde / and can not speke perfytly to god by feruour of deuocōn ne brennyng loue in contēplacyon / And though it seme that our lorde make daūgeour fyrste by cause that they arn as it were alyened fro hym / neuerthelesse for the grete trouthe & dyserte of holy chyrche he graun­teth to her al y t she wyll / And so arn thyse symple soules y t trowen stedfastly as holy chyrche trowyth / & putten hem fully in y e mercy of god / & maken hem vnder the sacrament and lawes of holy chyrche made saaf thorugh prayer & trouth of her moder holy chyrche /

¶That soules refourmed neden euer to fyght & to stryue ayenste the styrynges of synne whyle they lyuen he­re And how a soule maye knowe whan it assentyth to y e styrynge. & whan not / Caplm̄ xi.

THis refourmyng in fayth is lyghtly goten / but it maye not so lyghtly beholde / & therfore what mā or woman y t is refourmed to the lyekenesse of god in trouth moche traueyle & besynesse must they haue yf they wyl kepe this ymage hole & clene y t it falle not dow­ne ayen thorugh wekenesse of wyl to the ymage of syn̄e He maye not be ydle ne reklees for y e ymage of synne is so nere festnyd to hym / & so contynually pressyth vpon hym by dyuerse styrynges of syn / that but yf he be right wel waar he shal ful lyghtly thorugh assent fal ayē ther [Page] comforteth al soules that thorough grace arne refour­med in fayth y they sholden not tomoche drede y e bour­den of this ymage with the vnskylful styrynges therof yf it so be they sente not wylfully therto / Neuertheles in this poynte many soules y arne refourmed in trou­the arne oft tymes moche tormented & trowbled in vayne as thus / Whan they haue felte flesshly styrynges of pryde or enuye of couetyse or lechery or of ony other he desyn̄e. they wote not somtyme whether they sent therto or no. & that is no grete wōder / For in tyme of temptacyon a freel mannes thought is so trowbled & so ouer layed y t he hath no clere syght ne fredom of hymself / but is taken oft with lykyng vnwarly. & gooth forth a gre­te whyle or then he perceyue it / And therfore fallen so­me in dowte & dwere wheder they syn̄ed in tyme of tēptacyon or no / As ayenst this poynt I saye as me thyn­ke / y t a soule maye haue assayeng in this manere whed y t he assente or no / If it be so y t a man is styred to ony maner of synne. & the lykynge is soo grete in his flesshly fe­lynge y t it trowblyth his reason. & as it were with may­stry ocupyeth the affeccōn of y e soule / neuertheles he ke­pyth hym y t he foloweth not in dede / ne he wolde not yf he myght but is rather paynful to hym for to fele the ly­kyng of y e synne. & fayne he wolde put it awaye yf he myght / And then whan y e styryng is ouerpassed he is glad & wel payed y t he is delyuered of it / by this assay may he wyte. y t were the lykyng neuer so grete in the flesshly fe­lynge y t he assented not ne synned not namly dedely. Neuertheles a remedye there is syker to suche a symple soule y t is marred in itself & can not helpe it y t he be not to bolde in hymself vtterly wenynge y suche flesshly styryng with lykyng are no syn̄eh. for he myght so falle in to re­chelesnes [Page] & into fals sekernes. Ne also y t he be not to dredeful ne to symple in wytte for to deme hem al as dedely synne nor as grete venyals for nother is soth. but y t he holde hē al as syn̄es & wretchydnes of hymself. & that he haue sorowe for hē & be not to besy for to deme hem no­ther dedely ne venyall. But yf his conscience be gretly greued y he hastely go & shewe to his confessour in general or in specyal suche styrynges. & namly euery styrynge y e begynneth to festen ony rote in y e herte & moost ocupyeth it for to drawe it downe to synne & worldly vanytee / And then whan he is thus shryuen generally or specyally trow then stedfastly y they ben foryeuen. & dyspute nomore about hem that arne passed & foryeuen whe­ther they were dedely or venyal. But y t he be more besy to kepe hym better ayenst hem that arne comyng And yf he do thus then maye he come to reste in conscyence But then some arn so flesshly & so vncūnyng that they wolde fele or see or here foryeuenes of her syn̄es as opē ly as they myght fele & see a bodely thynge / And for as moche as they fele it not so therfore they falle ofte in su­che weeres & doubtes of hymself & neuer maye come to reste / and in that arne they vnwyse. for faythe gooth before felyng / Our lorde sayd to a man that was in y e palsye whan he helyd hym thus / Cōfide sili remiremittū [...] tibi pccā tua. M. ix. That is: Sone trowe stedfastly thy syn̄es arn foryeuen y / He sayd not to hym se or fele how thy syn̄es arne foryeue y / for y e foryeuenes of syn̄es is doon ghostly & vnseable thorough the grace of y e holy ghost. but trowe it Ryght on the same wyse. euery man that wyl co­me to reste in conscyence hym behouyth fyrst yf he do y in hym is trowe without ghostly felynge foryeuenes of his synnes / And yf he fyrste trowe it / he shal afterwarde [Page] thorough grace fele it. and vnderstonde if it is soo. Thus sayth the apostle / Nisi crederitis nō intellegitis / That is. Isay. vii. But yf ye fyrst trowe ye maye not vnderstonde / Trouth gooth before and vnderstondynge comyth after / the whiche vnderstondynge that I calle the lyght of god yf it be gracyous a soule maye not haue but tho­rough grete clennesse. M. v. as oure lorde sayth / Beati mundo corde qm̄ ip̄i deum videbunt / Blessyd be clene of herte for they shall see god. not with her flesshly eye but with the Inner eye that is vnderstondyng clensed and lyghted thorough grace of the holy ghost for to se sothfastnes. y e whiche clennes a soule maye not fele but yf he haue stable trouth goynge before as thapostle sayth / Fide mundans corda eo (rum). Act. xv That is our lorde clenseth y e hertes of his chosen thoroughe fayth / therfore it is nedful y t a soule trowe fyrst the refourmynge of hymself made thorough the sacramente of penaunce though he see it not / And that he dyspose hymselfe fully for to lyue ry­ghtfully and vertuously as his tronth askyth / soo that he maye after come to syght and to the refourmynge in felynge /

¶That this ymage is bothe fayre & fowle whyles it is in this lyfe here though it be refourmed / And of dyuer­syte of felynges pryuely had betwene thyse soules that ben refourmed & other y t ben not / Caplm̄ xii

FAyr is mannes soule. & fowle is a mannes soule Fayr in as moche as it is refourmed in fayth to y e lyckenes of god / But it is foule in as moche as it is medlyd with flesshly felynges & vnskylful styrynges ofth ymage of syn / Foule without as it were a beest / fayr withī lyke to an āgel / Foule in felyng of the sensualyte [Page] fayre in trouth of the reason / Foule for the flesshly appetyte. fayre for the good wyl / Thus fayre & thus foule is a chosen soule / sayenge holy wrytte thus / Nigra sū sed formosa filie Ierlm sicut tabernacula cedar et sicut pellis salomonis / That is. Cant. i I am blacke but I am fayre & shaply ye doughter of Ihr̄lm as y e tabernacles of cedar as the skynne of salomon / That is ye angels of heuen y arne doughters of the hye Ier̄lm wonder not on mene dyspyse me not for my blacke shadowe / For though I be blacke without by cause of my flesshly kynde as is a tabernacle of cedar / Neuertheles I am ful fayre with in as the skynne of salomon. for I am refourmed to the lyckenes of god / By cedar is vnderstōde a reproued soule the whiche is a tabernacle of the deuyll / By salomon is vnderstōde our lorde Ihesu. For he is pees & peasyble By the skynne of salomon is vnderstonde a blessyd anget in whom our lorded wellyth / And is hydde as is the lyfe hydde in the skyn̄e of a quycke body / And therfore is an aungel lyckened to a skynne Thenne maye a chosen soule with meke truste in god and gladenes of herte saye thus. Though I be blacke by cause of my body of synne as a reproued soule that is one of the tabernacles of the fende / neuertheles I am within ful fayre thorou­ghe trouthe & good wyll lyke to an angel of heuen / For so sayth he in a nother place / Nolite considerare me qd fusca sū. Cant. i qm̄ decolorauit me sol. That is. Beholde me not that I am swart for y sonne hath defaded me / The sonne makyth askynne swarte oonly without and not within / & it betokenith this flesshly lyfe / Therfore say­th a chosen soule thus / Repreue me not for I am swart for the swartnesse y I haue is al without of towchynge & of berynge of this ymage of synne / but it is no thynge [Page] within / And therfore soothly though it be so y t a chosen soule refourmed in fayth dwelle in this body of synne & fele the same flesshly styrynges / & vse y same bodely werkes as doth a tabernacle of cedar so ferforth y in mānes dome there sholde no dyfference be bytwyx y t one & that other. Neuertheles within in her soules there is a full grete deuersyte. and in the syght of god there is full mo­che twynnynge / But the knowynge of this whiche is one and whiche is other oonly kepte to god. for it passe­th mannes dome & mannes felynge / & therfore we shall no man deme as euyl for that thynge that maye be vsed bothe euyll & well. A soule that is not refourmed is take so fully with the loue of the worlde / and so moche ouer­layed with the lykynge of his flesshe in al his sensualyte that he chesyth it as a ful rest of his herte. and in his pryue meanynge he wolde not elles haue but y t he myght e­uer be syker therof. He felyth no lycour of grace styryng hym for to lothe his flesshly lyf ne for to desyre heuenly blysse / And therfore I maye saye that he bereth not this ymage of syn̄e / but he is borne of it as a man that were seke & so weyke that he myght not bere hymselfe / And therfore he is layed in a bedde & borne in a lytere / Ryght so suche a synful soule is so weyke and so vnmyghty for lackynge of grace that he maye neyther meue honde ne fote for to do ouy good dede: ne for to ayenstonde by dysplesynge of wyl the leest styryng of synne whan it comyth / but it falleth downe therto as it were a beest vpon careyne / But a soule that is refourmed though he vse his flesshly wyttes / & fele flesshly styrynges / neuertheles he lotheth hem in his herte. for he wolde for no thynge ful­ly reste in hem / but he fleeth the reste as the byttynge of an adder / and had leuer haue his reste and y loue of his [Page] herte in god yf y t he cowde. & somtyme desyreth therto / and often grutcheth of the lykynge of this lyfe for loue of the lyfe euerlastyng / This soule is not borne in this ymage of synne as a seke man thoughe he fele it. but he beryth it / For thorugh grace he is made myghty & stronge for to suffre & bere his body with al the euyl styringes of it without hurtynge or defoylynge of hymself / and y is in asmoche as he loueth hem not. ne foloweth hē not ne senteth not to hem the whiche arne dedely synnes as a nother dooth / This was bodely fulfylled in y gospell of a man y was in the palsye. and was so feble y he my­ght not go / and therfore was he layed & borne in a lyte­re and brought to our lorde / And whan our lorde sawe hym in myscheyf of his goodnesse he sayd to hym / Surge et tolle grabatum tuū et vade in domum cuā / That is: Ioh. i. Ryse vp and take thy bedde & go in to thy hous / And so he dyde. and was hole. And sothly ryght as this man bare vpon his backe whan he was made hole the bedde that before bare hym / Ryght so it maye be sayd ghostly that a soule refourmed in faythe beryth this ymage of synne the whiche bare hym before / And therfore be not adradde to moche of thy blackenesse that thou haste of berynge of this ymage of synne / But as ayenste y e sha­me & the dyscomforte that thou haste of beholdyng of it and also ayen vpbraydynge that thou felyst in thy hert of the ghostly enmyes whan they sayd to the thus / where is thy lorde Ihesus. what sekest thou / where is y e fayrnes y thou spekest of. what felyst thou ought but blyndnes of synne / where is that ymage of god that thou sayest is refourmed in the Comforte thyselfe and be faythful styfly as I haue before sayd / And yf thou do so thou shalt by this trouth destroye al the temptacyons of thin [Page] enmyes / Thus sayd the apostle poul / Accipe scutum fidei in quo omnia tela hostis nequissima poteris extin­guere / That is: Eph. ꝯ Take to the ashelde of stedfaste trouth thorugh the whiche thou maye quenche al the brennynge dartes of thyn enmye /

¶ Of thre manere of men of y e whiche some ben not re­fourmed / & some ben refourmed on̄ly in fayth / & some in fayth & in felynge / Caplm̄ xiii

BI this that I haue sayd maye thou see that after dyuers partyes of the soule arn dyuers states of men / Some men arn not refourmed to the lykenesse of god / and some arne refourmed to the lyckenesse of god / And some arn refourmed on̄ly in fayth / and some arne refourmed in fayth & in felynge / For thou shalt vnder stonde y t a soule hath two partyes / That one is called sensualyte & that is flesshly felynge by the fyue outwarde wyttes / the whiche is comon to man & to beest / Of the whiche sensualyte whan it is vnskylfully and vnordynatly ruled is made the ymage of synne / whan it is not ruled after reason / for thenne is the sensualyte syn̄e That other partye is called reason / & that is departed in two / In the ouer partye & in y nether / The ouer party is lyckened to a man / for it sholde be mayster and souereyne and that is propyrly the ymage of god / For by that on̄ly the soule knowyth god and louyth hym / And the neyther is lyckened to a woman / for it sholde be burum to the ouer partye of reyson / as woman is buxum to man / and that lyeth in knowynge and rulynge of erthly thynges: for to vse hem dyscretly after nede. and for to refuse hē whan it is no nede. for to haue euer with it an eye vpwarde to the ouer partye of reasō with drede & reuerence for to folow it. Now may I say y a soule [Page] that lyueth after lykynges & the lustes of the flesshe / as it were an vnskylful beest. & neyther hath knowynge of god ne desyre the vertues ne to good lyuynge. But is al blynded in pryde / frette with enuy ouerlayed whth couetyse / defoyled with lecherye / and other grete synnes / Is not refourmed to y e lyckenesse of god / for it lyeth & resteth fully in the ymage of synne. that is sensualyte / A no­ther soule that dredeth god / and ayenstondeth dedely styrynges of the sensualyte / & foloweth hem not But lyueth resonably in ruelynge & gouernaūce of worldly thynges / and setteth his entent and his wyl for to pleyse god by his outwarde werkes is refourmed to the lyknesse of god in faythe / And though he fele the same styrynges of synne as y e other dooth / it shal not dysease hym for heresteth not in hem as that other dooth / But a nother sou­le that fleeth thorugh grace al dedely styrynges of the sē sualyte & venyals also ferforth y t he felyth hem not is re­fourmed in felynge / for he folowyth y e ouerparty of reason in beholdyng of god & ghostly thynges, as I shal tel the afterwarde /

¶How men that ben in synne forshapen hemselfe in to dyuerse bestes lyckenesse / And they bē called the louers of the worlde / Caplm̄ xiiii

A Wretchyd man is he then that knowyth not y worthynesse of his soule ne wyll not knowe it / how it is moost worthy creature that euer god made out take an angel whom it is lyke to▪ hye aboue al other kynde bodely. to the whiche no thynge maye suffyse as full reste / but oonly god / And therfore he sholde nothynge loue ne lyke but hym oonly / ne coueyte ne seke but how he myght be refourmed to his lyknes. but for he knowyth not this, therfore he sekyth & coueytyth his rest & his [Page] lykynge outwarde in bodely creatures werse than hym self is / Unkyndly he doth & vnresouably he werkyth y leuyth y e souereyn good & euerstyng lyfe y t is god vnsought & vnloued vnknowen & vnworshypped. and chesyth his reste & his blysse in a passynge delyte of an erthely thyng / Neuerthelesse thus done al y e louers of this worlde that haue her Ioye & her blysse in this wretchyd lyfe / Some haue it in pryde & vaynglory of hemself / y e whan they haue loste the drede of god they traueyle & studye nyght & day how they mow come to worshyp & praysynge of the worlde / & maken noo force how it be soo that they myght come therto & ouerpasse al men eyther in clergy or in crafte in name or fame. In ryches or in reuerence. in souerente & maystershyp. in hye state & lordshyp / Some mē haue her reste in ryches & in outragious hauour of erthly good. & setten her hertes so fully for to gete it. y they seke not elles but how they myght come therto / Some haue her lykynge in flesshly lustes of glotenye & lecherye & in other bodely vnclennes / And some in oo thynge & some in a nother. And thus wretchydly thyse y done thus forshapen hemself fro the worthynes of mā & torne hem in to dyuers bestes lyckenes / The prowde man is torned into a lyon for pryde: for he wolde be drade & worshypped of all men / & that no man ayenstonde y e fulfyllynge of his flesshly wyl nother in worde ne in dede / And yf ony man wolde lette his mysproude wyl he weryth felle & wrothe. & woll be wroken of hym as a lyon wrekith hym on a lytyl beest / This mā that dooth thus is no man for he dooth vnresonably ayenst y kynde of a man / & so he is tourned & transfourmed in to a lyon / Enuyous & angry men arne torned in to hoūdes thoroughe wrathe / an enuye y e brekyth ayen her euen [Page] cristē & bytyth hē by wycked & malycyous wordes / & greuyth hem y t haue not trespassed with wrongfull dedes. harmyng hem in body & in soule ayenst goddis byddynge / Some men arne forshapen in to asses y e arne slowe to y e seruyce of god. and euyl wylled for do ony good dede to her euen crysten / They arne redy ynough for to ren̄e for worldly profyte & for erthly worshyp or for pleysaū ­ce of an erthly man / But for ghostly mede. for helpe of her owne soules. or for y e worshyp of god they are soone yrke they wol not therof / And yf they ought done they goon but a pase & with frowarde wyl / Some are torned in to swyne for they are so blynde in wytte & so bestly in maners that they haue no drede of god: but folowen on̄ ly the lustes and lykynges of her flesshe / and haue no re­warde to the honeste of man / ne for to rule hem after the byddynge of reason / ne for to restrayne the vnskylfull styrynges of the flesshly kynde. but assone as a flesshly styrynge comyth of synne they are redy for to falle ther to and folowe as swyne done / Some men are torned in to wulfes that lyuen & raueyn as fals couetous men done that thorough maystry & ouerledyng robben her euē crysten of her worldly goodes / Some men are torned in to foxes as fals men & deceyuable men that lyuen in trecherye & gyle / Al thyse & many other moo y t lyuen not in drede of god: but breken his cōmaūdementes forshapen hemself fro the lyknes of god / & maken hem lyke to bestes. ye & worse than bestes for they are lyke to the fende of helle / And therfore sothly thyse men y t lyuen thus yf they ben not refourmed whan the hour of deth cometh. & the soules of hem are departed fro y e bodyes: then shal her eye be opened y t is nowe stopped with synne / & thenne shal they fele & fynde the payne of her wretchydnes [Page] that they lyued in here / And for asmoche as y e yma­ge of god was not refourmed thorugh the sacrament of penaunce in hem neyther in fayth ne in felynge here in this lyfe they shal be as cursed caste out fro y e blessyd fa­ce of our creatour / and they shal be dampned with y deuyl in to the depnes of helle there for to be without ende Thus sayth saynt Iohn̄ in thapocalipse / Tumidis et incredulis execratis & homicidis fornicatoribus venificis & ydolatris & om̄ibꝭ mendacibꝭ pars illorum erit in stagno ardenti igne & sulphure. Apoc. ir. That is. To prowde men & mystrowyng men. to cursed & to men sleers. to lecherous & couetous. to poyseners and worshyppers of mawmentes. & to al fals lyers her dele shal be with y e deuyl in the pytte of helle brennyng with fyre & brymston If y e louers of this worlde wolde oft thynke on this how al this worlde shal passe and drawe to an ende / and how al wycked loue shal be harde punysshed. they sholde within shorte tyme loth al worldly lustes y t they now most lyke / & they sholde lyfte vp her herte for to loue god / and they wolde besyly seke & traueyle how they myght be refourmed to his lyckenes or they passe hens.

¶How louers of this worlde vnable hem in dyuers maners to the refourmynge of her owne soule / Capitulum / xv.

BUt now sayth some of hem thus. I wolde fayne loue god & be a good man. & forsake y e loue of the worlde yf that I myght / but I haue no grace therto. If I had the same grace that a good man hath I sholde do as he dooth / But for I haue it not. therfore I maye not & so it is not to me to wyte but I am excused / vnto thyse mē say I [...]hꝰ So [...]h it is as they saye y t they haue no grace [Page] and therfore they lyen styl in her synne & maye not ryse out / But that auayleth hem not ayenst god. for it is her owne defawte / They vnable hem by dyuers wayes so moche that the lyght of grace maye not shyne to hem nerest in her hertes. For some are so fro warde y t they wol no grace haue: ne they wol no gode men be. For they wote well that yf they sholde be good men they must nedes forbere the grete lykynge & the luste of this worlde that they haue in erthly thynges / & y t wol they not. For hē thken it is so swete y t they wol not forgo it / And also they must nedes take werkes of penaūce / As in fastyng. wakyng: prayeng / & many other good dedes doyng In chastisynge of theyr flessh & ī withdrawyng of theyr flesshly wyll & y t maye they not do / For it is made so sharpe and so dredful to her thynkyng that they vggen & lothen for to thynke vpon it / and so cowardly & wretchydly dwel they stelle in her synne / Some wolde haue grace as it semyth and begynnen to able hem therto. but her wyll is wonder weeke / For assone as ony styrynge of synne comyth though it be contrary to the byddyng of god. they falle anone therto / for they are so bounde thorugh custome by oft fallynge and ofte assentynge to synne before y e hem thynke it impossyble for to ayenstonde it / & soo fey­ned herdnes of perfourmynge weekyth her wyl. & smytyth it downe ayē Some also felen styryng of grace. as whan they haue bytyng of conscyēce for her euyl lyuynge. & that they sholde leue it But that is so paynful to hē & heuy that they wol not suffre it ne abyde it: but they fle therfro & foryete it yf they may so ferforth that they seke lykynge and comforte outwarde in flysshly creatures. so that they sholde not fele this bytynge of conscyence within her soule / And more ouer some men are so blyn­de [Page] & so bestly that they wene there is none other lyfe but this. ne y t there is no soule other than a beest / & y t y e soule of a man deyeth with y e body as y e soule of a beest / & therfore they saye: Ete we. drynke we. & make we mery here for of this lyfe we ben syker: we see none other heuen / Sothly suche are some wretches that sayen thus in her hertes / though they saye it not with her mouth / Of the whiche men the prophete sayth thus / Dixit incipiēs in corde suo nō est deus / That is / y e vnwyse man sayd in his herte: P. there is noo god / This vnwyse man is euery wretchyd man that lyueth & loueth syn̄e. and chesyth y e loue of this worlde as rest of his soule: he sayth there is no god / not with his mouth. for he wol speke of hym sō ­tyme whan he fareth wel flesshly as it were in reueren­ce whan he sayth blessyd be god / Somtyme in dyspyte whan he is angry ayenst god or his euen crysten. & sweryth by his blessyd body or ony of his mēbres / But he sayth ī his thought y t there is no god / & that is eyther for he weneth y t god seeth not his synne or that he wyll not punysshe it so harde as holy wrytte sayth / or that he wol foryeue hym y e synne though he see it not / or elles y there shal no crysten man be dāpned do he neuer so euyl / Or elles yf he fast our lady fast. or saye euery daye a certeyn oryson / or here euery day ii. masses or iii▪ or do a certeyn bodely dede as it were in worshyp of god. he shall neuer go to helle do he neuer somoche synne though he forsake it not / this man sayth in his herte that there is no god / But he is vnwyse as y e prophete sayth / For he shall fele & fynde in payne y t he is a god whom he forgate and set nought by / but sette by the wele of the worlde as the prophete sayth / Sola vexacio dabit intellectū auditu [...] / That is: I. xx viii. Oonly payne shal yeue vnderstondynge / For [Page] he that knowyth not this here ne wol not knowe it: shal wel knowe it whan he is in payne.

¶A lytyl coūseyle howe louers of this worlde sholde do yf they wol be refourmed in her soule byfore her partynge hens / Caplm̄ xvi

THyse men though they wote wel that they arne out of grace & in dedely synne they haue no care ne sorowe ne thought therfore. But they make flesshly myrth & worldly solace asmoche as they maye / And the ferder they ben fro grace y e more myrth they make / & perchaūce some holden hem wel payd y t they haue no grace y t they maye as it were the more fully & freely folow y e lykynge of flesshly lustes. as though god were a slepe & myght not see hem / And this is one of the moost defawte y t maye be / And thus by her owne frowardnes they stop the lyght of grace fro her owne soule y t it maye not reste therin / the whiche grace in asmoche as in it is shyneth to al ghostly creatures redy for to entre in there it is re­ceyued; as y e sonne shyneth ouer al creatures bodely there it is not letted / thꝰ sayth saynt Iohn̄ ī y e ghospel. Iohīsi Lux in tenebris lucet & [...]enebre eā non cōprehenderūt / That is / the lyght of grace shyneth in derkenes / that is to mē nes hertes that are derke thorugh synne / But the derknesse taketh it not / That is thyse blynde hertes receyue not y e gracyous lyght. ne haue not the profyte of it: But ryght as a blynde man is vmbi [...]apped with the lyght of y e sonne whan he stōdeth therin. & yet seeth it not. ne hath no profyte ther of for to go therby / ryght soo ghostly a soule blynded with dedely syn̄e is al vmbylapped with this ghostly lyght. and yet he is neuer the better for he is [Page] blynded and wol not see ne knowe his blyndenesse And y t is one of the moost lettynge of grace. that a wretchyd man wol not be a knowe of his owne blyndnesse for pride of hymself or elles yf he knowe it he chargeth not. but makyth myrth & game as he were ouer al syker / Therfore vnto al thyse men that are thus blynded and boūde with the loue of this worlde / & are fowle forshape fro y e fayrhede of man I saye & counseyle that they thynke on her soule. & y t they able hem vnto grace asmoche as they may. and that may they do vpon this wyse yf that they wol / Whan that they fele hemself out of grace & ouerlayed with dedely synne: then that they thynke what mys­cheyf & what peryl it is to hem for to be put out of grace & departed fro god as they ben / For there is no thynge that holdeth hem fro the pytte of helle that they ne sholde ryght soone falle therin but a bare syngyl [...]hrede of this bodely lyfe wherby they hange / what lyghtlyer may be lost than a syngyl threde maye be broken in two / For were the breth stopped in her body: & that maye lyghtly falle. her soule shal passe forth & anone be in helle with­oute ende / And yf they wolde thynke thus they sholde quake & shake for drede of the ryghtful domes of god. & of the herde punysshynge of synne / & they sholde make sorow & morne for her synne and for lackynge of grace. and then sholde they crye & pray y t they myght haue grace / & yf they dede thus thenne sholde grace falle in & put out de [...]knesse & hardnes of herte and weyknes of wyl / and yeue hem myght & strengthe for to forsake the fals loue of this worlde as moche as is dedely synne / For there is no soule soo ferre fro god thorugh wyckydnesse of wyl in dedely synne: I out take none that lyueth in this body of syn̄e that he ne may thorugh grace be ryghted & [Page] refourmed to clennesse oflyuynge. yf he woll bowe his wyl to god with mekenesse for to amende his lyfe. & hertly axe grace & foryeuenes of hym / & excuse our lorde / & fully accuse hymself / For holy wryt sayth. Nolo mortē pccōrissed magis vt cōuertat et viuat / That is. Our lorde sayth: I wol not y e dethe of a synner but I wol more y t he be torned to me & lyue / For our lorde wol that the moost frowarde man y t lyueth forshapen thorugh synne yf he torne his wyl & aske grace that he be refourmed to his lyknesse /

¶That refourmyng in fayth & in felyng may not sodē ly be goten by grace & moche bodely & ghostly traueyle ī lengthe of tyme: Caplm xvii

THis refourmyng is in fayth as I haue before sayd y t lyghtly may be had / But after this comyth refourmyng in fayth & in felynge that maye not lyght­ly begote but thorugh longe trauyle & moche besynesse / For refourmynge in fayth in comyn to al chosen soules though they ben in the lowest degree of charyte / But refourmynge in felynge is specyally of thyse soules y t may come to the state of perfeccyon & that maye not sodeyn­ly be had but after grete plente of grace & moche ghost­ly traueyle a soule maye come therto / and that is whan he is fyrste helyd of his ghostly syknes / and whan al bytter passyons & flesshly lustes & other olde felynges arne brente oute of the herte with fyre of desyre & newe gracyous felynges arne brought Inne with brennynge loue & ghostly lyght / Then̄e ryght nyghe hygheth a soule to perfeccyon and to refourmynge in felynge /

¶For soth it is. ryght as a man that is broughte nye to deth thorough bodely syknesse though he receyue a medicyne by the whiche he is restored and syker of his lyfe / [Page] he maye not therfore anone ryse vp and go to werke as an hole maye for the feblenes of his body holdeth hym downe that he muste abyde & good whyle and kepe hym wel with medicynes. and dyete hym by mesure after y e techynge of a leche tyl he maye fully recouer bodely hele Ryght so ghostly. he that is brought to ghostly dethe thorugh dedely synne though he thorugh medycyne of the sacrament of penaūce be restored to lyfe that he shal not be dampned / neuertheles he is not anone hole of all his passyons and of al his flesshly desyres ne able to contemplacyon / but hym behouyth abyde a grete whyle. and take good kepe of hymselfe / and rule hym soo that he myght recouer ful hele of soule: for he shal langern a grete whyle or that he be fully hole / Neuertheles yf that he take medecynes of a good leche. & vse hem in tyme with mesure with dyscrecyon he shall moche the sooner be restored to his ghostly strength. and come to refourminge in felynge / For refourmynge in fayth is y e lowest state of al chosen soules / For byneth y t myght they not well be / But refourmynge in felyng is the hyest state in this lyfe that the soule maye come to But fro the lowest to y e hyest maye not a soule sodenly styrte no more than a mā that wol clymbe vpon a ladder hye and setteth his fote vpon the lowest stele may at the nexte flee vp to y e hyest But hym behoueth go by processe one after a nother tyl he maye come to the ouerest / Ryght so it is ghostly. noo man is made sodenly souereyne in grace: but thorough longe exercyse and slye werkynge of a soule maye come therto / namly whan he helpyth and techyth a wretchid soule in whome al grace lyeth / For without specyal helpe and Inwardly techynge of hym maye noo soule co­me therto.

¶The cause why so fewe soules in rewarde of y t multytude of other comen to this refourmg in fayth & in felynge. Caplm̄ xviii

BUt now sayst thou / Syth our lorde is so curteys of his goodnes. & of his gracyous yeftes so free / wonder it is then that so fewe sowles as it semyth in re­warde of the multytude of other maye come to this re­fourmynge in felynge / It semyth y t he were dangerous & that is not sothe / or that he toke no rewarde of his creatures. the whiche by takyng of fayth are become his seruauntes / Unto this I may answere & saye as me thyn­keth. that one enchesen is this / Many that are refour­med in fayth setten not her hertes for to profyte in gra­ce. ne for to seke none hyer estate of good lyuynge thorugh besye traueyle in prayeng a thynkyng. and other bodely & ghostly werkynge / but hem thynke it ynough to hem to kepe hemselfe out of dedely synne. & for to stonde stylle in that plyght as they are in / For they saye that it is ynough to hem for to be saaf and haue the leest degre in heuen / They wol coueyte no more / Thus perchaunce dooth some of the chosen soules that leden in the worlde actyflyfe / and that is lytyl wonder of hem / For they are so occupyed with worldly besynesse that nedeth for to be done that they maye not fully sette her hertes for to profyte in ghostly we tkynge / And neuertheles it is pe­ryllous to hem. for they falle out al daye / and are nowe vp. & now downe. & maye not come to the stablenes of gode lyuyng. Neuertheles they are somwhat excusable for her astate of lyuynge / But other men & wymmen y t are free fro worldly besynesse yf they woll & maye haue her nedeful sustynaunce without grete bodely besynes specyally as relygyous men & wymmen may that byn­den [Page] hemselfe to the state of perfeccyon by takynge of relygion. and other men also in seculer state that haue moche reason in grete kyndly wytte. & myght yf they wolde dyspose hem there to come to moche grace / Thyse men are more to blame. for they stōde stylle as they were ydle & wol not prouffyte in grace. ne in no ferder sekynge for to come to the loue and the knowyng of god / For sothly it is peryllous to a soule that is refourmed oonly in say­th and wol no more seke profyte. ne yeue hym besyly to ghostly traueyle / for he maye so lyghtly lese that he hath and falle ayen to dedely synne. For a soule may not stonde styl alwaye in one state whyle that it is in the flesshe / For it is eyther profytynge in grace or peyrynge in syn̄e For it fareth by hym as it dooth by a man that were drawe out of a pytte. & whan he were vp he wolde no ferder go than y e pyttes brynke / Sothly he were a moche foole for a lytyl puffe of wynde or an vnwarly styryng of hȳ selfe sholde soone caste hym downe ayen wors than he was byfore / Neuertheles yf he fle fro y e brynke as ferre as he maye & go forth on the erthe. then though there come a grete storme he is the more syker. for he falleth not in the pytte / Ryght so ghostly. he that is drawen out of y e pytte of synne thoroughe refourmynge of faythe / and whan he is our of dedely synne he thynketh hymselfe syke [...] ynoughe / And therfore he wol not profyte but holde hym stylle as he is by the pyttys brynke as nere as he maye sothely he is not wyse / For atte the leest temptacyon of hys enmye or of hys flesshe he falleth in to synne ayen / But neuerthelesse yf he flee fro the pytte. that is yf he sete his herte fully for to com̄ to mo­re grace. and for to traueyle besyly howe he maye come therto. & yeue hym hertly to prayeng. thynkyng & other [Page] good werkes doyng / though grete tēptacōns ryse ayenste hym he fallyth not lyghtly to dedely synne ayen / And sothly it is wōder to me y t sythē grace is so good & so profytable why a mā whā he hath but a lytyl therof ye so lytyl y t he myȝt no lesse haue y t he wol say ho / I wol no more of this / for I haue ynough / Whan I se a worldly mā though he haue of worldly good moche more than hym nedeth / yet he wol neuer saye hoo / I haue ynough I wol no more of this / But he wol coueyte more & more: & traueyle all his wyttes and his myghtes / And neuer woll stynte of his coueytyse tyl he maye haue no more / Mo­che more thenne sholde a chosen soule coueyte ghostely good y t is euerlastyng & makyth a soule blessyd / And he neuer sholde cease of his coueytyng yf he dyde wel▪ gete what he gete myght / For he y e most coueyteth most shal haue / And sothly yf he dyde thꝰ he sholde profyte & wexe in grace gretly /

¶A nother cause also of y e same. And how wylful bode­ly customes indyscretly rewarded & vsed somtyme hyndren soules fro felyng of more grace / Caplm̄ xix

ANother enchesen is this. Some mē that are re­fourmed in fayth in the begynnynge of her tor­nyng to god setten hemself in a certayn maner of doyng whether it be bodely or ghostly. & thynken euer for to kepe that maner of worchyng forth / & not for to chaunge it for none other y e comith thorugh grace though it were better. for they wene that y t doynge sholde be beste for hē alwaye for to holde / & therfore they resten hem therin. & thorough custome they bynde hem so therto that whan they haue fulfylled it they thynke hem wonderly eased / For they wene that they haue done a grete thyng to god And perchaunce yf it falle that they be letted fro y e custome [Page] though it be for a skilful cause. they ben heuy and angry. and haue troublynge of conscyence▪ as yf they had done a grete dedely synne. Thyse men hyndren hemself somwhat fro felyng of more grace. for they sette her perfeccyon in a bodely werke. and so they make an ende in the myddes of the waye where none ende is / For why bodely customes that men vse in her begynnyng are good / but they are but meanes & wayes ledynge a soule to perfeccyon / And therfore he that sayth his perfeccyon ī a bodely werke or in a ghostly werke that he felych in y e begynnynge of his tornynge to god. and he woll no fe [...] ­der seke but euer rest therin. he hyndreth hymselfe gret­ly / For it is a symple crafte that a prentyse is euer in ly­ke wyse in / and that can on the fyrste daye as moche of it as he can thyrty wynter after / Or elles yf the craft be good and subtyl he is of a dulle wytte or elles of an euyl wyl that profyteth not therin / But thenne it is soth y t of al craftes that are. the seruyse of god is moost souereyne & the moost subtyl: the hyghest & hardest for to come to the perfeccyon of it / And also it moost profytable and moost of wynnyng to hym that maye soth fastly performe it / And therfore it semyth that the prentises of it that are euer ylyke ferforth in lernynge eyther are they dulle wytted or elles euyll wylled / I repreue not thyse custo­mes that men vse in the state of begynnynge whether they ben bodely or ghostly / for I say that they are ful good & spedfull for hem for to vse / But I wolde that they helde hem not but as a waye & an entre towarde ghostly felynge. and that they vsed hem as a couenable meane tyl a better come / and that they in vsynge of hem coueyted after better / And then̄e yf better come that were more ghostly and more drawynge in the thought frō flesshlynes [Page] & fro the sensualyte & vayn ymagynacion. yf that sholde be letted by cause of her customes y t they leue then her custome whan it maye be lefte without scaunder or dysease of other. and folowe that they fele / But yf ney­ther lette other then that they vse bothe yf they maye. I meane not of customes nedeful thorugh bonde of lawe or of rule or of penaunce / but of other wylfully taken / Thus techeth vs the prophete in the sawter sayeng thꝰ Etem̄ benediccionem dabit legislator ibunt de virtute in virtutem videbitur deus deo (rum) in syon / That is: p̄. lxxx iii. Sothly the brynger of the lawe shal yeue blessyng they shal go fro vertue in to vertue / and god of goddys shal be see in syon / The brynger of the lawe. that is our lorde Ihe­su cryst shal yeue his blessynge / That is: He shal yeue hys grace to his chosen soules. callynge hem fro synne and ryghtynge hem by good werkes to his lyckenesse / thorugh whiche grace they shall proufyte and wexe fro vertue to vertue tyll they come to syon / that is tyl they come to contemplacyon / in the whiche they shal see god of goddys. That is: They shal see wel that there is not but one god /

¶How that without moche bodely & ghostly besynes & without moche grace & mekenesse soules may not be refourmed in felynge / ne kepe therin after they come therto / Caplm̄ xx

NOw sayest thou. Syth it is so that refourmyng in faythe is so lowe and so peryllous for to rest in by cause of drede of fallynge agayne / And refourmyn­ge in felynge is so hyghe and so syker / who so myght co­me therto. Thenne coueytest thou for to wyte what manere traueyle were moost spedful for to vse / by the whi­che [Page] a man myghte prouffyte in. and come therto. Or yf there were ony certayne traueyle or specyal dede by the whiche a man myght come to that grace and that refo­urmynge in felynge / As vnto this I saye thus / Thou wotest wel that what man or woman wol dyspose hym for to come to clennesse of herte and to felynge of grace hym behoueth haue moche traueylle and grete fyghtynge in wyl and in werke lastyngly agaynste wycked sty­rynges of al the hede synnes / Not oonly ayenste pryde or Enuye but ayenst al other with al the spyces that co­men oute of theym / as I haue sayde before in the fyrste wrytyng. For why / Passyons and flesshly desyres lette the clennesse of the herte and pees in conscyence / And hym behoueth also for to traueyle for to gete al vertues Not oonly chastyte and abstynence / but also pacyence and myldenesse / charite and mekenesse and al the other And this maye not be doon by one maner of werke / but by dyuerse werkes and many after sundry dysposycy­ons of men / As nowe prayenge: nowe thynkynge now worchynge some good werkes / nowe assayenge theym selfe in dyuers wyse / In hunger: in thruste: in colde: in sufferyng of shame and dyspyte yf nede be / And in other bodely dysease for loue of vertue and sothfastnesse / This knowest thou wel / for this redest thou in euery boke that techeth of good lyuynge / Thus sayth euery mā that wol styre mennes soules to the loue of god / And so it semyth that there is no specyal traueyle ne certeyn dede thorugh whiche oonly a soule myght come to y t grace but pryncypally thorugh grace of our lorde Ihesu. & by many dedes & grete in al y t he may done. & yet al this is lytyl ynough / And one skylle may be this. For sith our lorde Ihū hymself is specyal mayster of this crafte: & he is [Page] specyal leche of ghostly lyknes: for without hym al is nought. it is therfore resonable that after that he techeth & styreth so a man folowe and werke / But he is a symple mayster that can not teche his dyscyple whyle he is ī lernynge but euer one lesson / & he is an vnwyse leche that by one medecyne wol hele al sores / Therfore our lorde Ihesu that is so wyse & so good for to shewe his wysdom & his goodnes he techeth dyuers lessons to his dissyples after y t they profyte in her lernynge. & yeueth to dyuers soules sere & dyuers medycynes after the felynge of her syknes / Also a nother skylle is this: If there were ony certayne dede by the whiche a soule myghte come to the perfyte loue of god then sholde a man wene that he my­ght come therto by his owne werke & thorugh his owne traueyle as a marchaunt comyth to his mede by his owne traueyle oonly & by his owne werke / Nay it is not so ghostly in the loue of god. For he that wol serue god wysely & come to perfyte loue of god. he shal coueyte to ha­ue none other mede but hym oonly / But then for to haue hym may no creature deserue oonly by his owne traueyle / For though a man myght traueyle as moche bo­dely & ghostly as al creatures that euer were myghte he myght not deserue oonly by his werkes for to haue god to his mede: for he is souereyn blysse & endles goodnes & passyth without cōparyson al mēnes desertes. & therfore he may not be gotē by no mannes specyal werkes as bodely mede may / For he is free and yeuyth hymsefe whet̄he wol. & whan he wol. neyther for this ne for y t / ne this tyme ne after y t tyme / For though a soule worche all y e he can & may al hys lyfe tyme / Perfyte loue of Ihesu shall he neuer haue tylle oure lorde Ihesu woll free­ly yeue it / Neuertheles on that other syde I saye also I [Page] hope he yeuyth it not but yf a man worche & traueyle al that he can & maye. ye tyll hym thynke he maye no more / or elles be in ful wyl therto yf he myght / And so it se­myth y t neyther grace oonly without ful worchynge of a soule that in it is / ne worchynge alone without grace bryngeth a soule to the refourmynge in felynge / y t whi­che refourmyng stondeth in perfyte loue & charite / But that one Ioyned to that other / that is grace Ioyned to worchynge bryngeth in to a soule the blessyd felynge of perfyte loue / the whiche grace may not restfully but on meke soules y t ben ful of y t drede of god / Therfore maye I saye: he y t hath no mekenes ne dooth his besynes may not come to this refourmyng in felyng / He hath not ful mekenes y t can not fele of hymselfe soth fastly as he is / As thus / He that dooth al the good dedes that he can / as in fastyng: wakyng: weryng of the heyre. & al other suf­fryng of bodely penaunce / or dooth al y e outwarde werkes of mercy to his euen rrysten: or elles Inwarde / as prayenge: wepyng: syghyng / & thynkyng yf he rest euer in hem & leue somoche to hem: & rewardeth hem so gret­ly in his owne syght y t he presumyth of his owne deser­tes. and thynketh hymselfe euer ryche & good holy & vertuous / sothly aslonge as he felyth thus he is not meke y­nough / Ne though he say or thynke y t al that he dooth is of goddis yeft & not of hymself. he is not yet meke ynou­gh for he maye not yet make hymself yet naked of al his good dedes / ne make hym poore sothfastly in spyrite / ne fele hymselfe nought as he is / And sothly vntyll a soule can fele ably thorugh grace nought hymself. and baren hym fro all the good dedes that he dooth thorugh behol­dynge of sothefastnes of Ihesu he is not perfytly meke / For what is mekenes but sothfastnes / Sothly nought [Page] elles / And therfore he that thorugh grace maye see Ihe­su howe that he dooth all / And hymselfe dooth ryghte noughte but suffreth Ihesu worche in hym what hym lykyth he is meke / But this is ful harde And as it were Impossyble. and vnresonable to a man that wortheth al by mannes reason. and seeth no ferder for to doo many good dedes. and thenne for to ar rette alle to Ihesu. & sette hymselfe at noughte / Neuertheles who soo myght haue a ghostly syghte of soch fastnes hym sholde thynke it ful true and full resonable for to doo soo / And sothly he that hath this syghte shal neuer do the lesse / but he shal be styred for to traueyle bodely & ghostly moche y e mo­re & with y e better wyl / And this may be one cause why some men perauenture swinke & swete & pyne her wretchyd body with outragyous penaunce all her lyfe tyme & are euer sayeng orisons & sawters & many other bedes & yet maye they not come to the ghostly felyng of the lo­ue of god as it semyth that some done in shorte tyme with lesse payne. for they haue not that mekenesse that I spake of Also on tha other syde I saye he that dooth not his besynesse that thynketh thus. wherto sholde I tra­ueyle / wherto sholde I praye or thynke wake or faste / or ony other bodely penaunce do for to come to suche grace sythen it may not be goten ne had but oonly of y e free yefte of Ihū / Therfore I woll abyde in flesshlynes as I am. & ryght nought do of suche werkes bodely ne ghostly vntyl he yeue it / For yf he woll yeue it. he asketh noo worchynge of me what so that I do. & how lytyl y I do I shal haue it / And yf he wol not yeue it. traueyle I neuer so fast therfore I gete it neuer the sooner / He y sayth thꝰ may not come to this refourmyng. for he drawyth hymself wylfully to ydlenes of flessheed: & vnableth hym to [Page] the yefte of grace in asmoche as he putteth fro hym both Inwarde werkynge that stondyth in lastynge desyre & in longynge to Ihesu & outwarde werkyng by traueyle of his body in outwarde dedes. soo maye he not haue it / therfore I saye he that hath no true mekenes ne ful hertly besynes other inwarde on̄ly by grete feruour & lastynge desyre & besye prayer & thought in god. or elles bothe Inwarde & outwarde. may he not come to this ghostly refourmyng of his ymage /

¶An entree howe a soule shal haue her in menynge and worchynge that woll come to this refour­mynge by ensample of apylgryme goynge to Ihe­rusalem. And of two maner of mekenes / Caplm̄ xxi.

NEuertheles for thou coueytest for to haue some maner worchynge by the whiche thou myght y e rather nyghen to that refourmynge / I shall saye as me thynketh by the grace of our lorde Ihesu the shortest & y redyest helpe that I knowe in this werchyng / And how that shal be I shal telle the by an ensample of a good pylgryme vpon this wyse / There was a man that wolde go to Ierusalē. And for he knewe not the waye he came to a nother man y t he hoped knewe the waye better thy­der. and asked whyder he myght come to that cyte / that other man sayd to hym that he myght not come thyder without grete dysease and moche traueyle / For the wa­ye is longe and peryllous and full of grete theues & rob­bers / and many other lettynges there ben that fallen to a man in the goynge / And also there are manysere wayes as it semyth [...]edynge thyderwarde / But mē all daye are slayne and dyspoyled and maye not come to that place that they coueyten / Neuerthelesse there is one [Page] waye the whiche who so taketh it & holdeth it he wol vndertake that he sholde come to that cyte of Ierusalem. & he sholde neūer lese his lyf. ne be slayne ne deye for defawte He sholde ofte be robbed & euyl bete & suffre moche dysese in the gooynge. but his lyfe sholde be saaf / Thenne sayd the pylgryme / So that I maye haue my lyfe saaf & come to that place that I coueyte to. I charge not what myschyef I suffre in goynge / And therfore say me what thou wolt & sothly I behote the for to do after the / That other man answereth & sayth thus / Lo I sette y t in y e ry­ght waye / This is the waye. And that thou kepe the lernynge that I teche y / what so thou herest seest or felyst that sholde lette the in the waye abyde not with it wyl­fully / tary not for it wylfully. beholde it not: lyke it not / drede it not / but euer go forth in thy waye. & thynke that thou woldest be at Iherusalem / for that thou couetest. & that thou desyrest. & nought elles but that. And yf men robbe the & dyspoyl the. bete the: scorne the: pyspyse y e / stryue not ayen yf thou wolte haue thy lyfe / but holde y t with the harme y t thou hast. & go forth as nought were. y t thou take no more harme And also yf men wol tary y with tales. & fede y with lesynges for to drawe y t to myrthes: & for to leue thy pylgrymage: make a deefere & an­swere not ayen / & saye nought elles but that thou wol­dest be at Ierusalem / And yf men profer y e yeftes & wol make the ryche with worldly good. rente not to hē thin­ke euer on Iherusalem / And yf thou wol holde this way & do that I haue sayd. I vndertake thy lyfe y t thou shalt not be slayne. but thou shalt come to y e place y t thou co­ueytest to / Ghostly to our purpose: Ierusalem is asmoche for to saye as a syght of peas / & betokeneth contemplacyon in perfyte loue of god / For contemplacyon is [Page] nought elles but a syght of god whiche is very pees / Then yf thou coueyte for to come to this blessyd syght of very pees. & be a true pylgryme to Ihr̄lm warde. though it be so y t I were neuer there: neuertheles as ferfor­th as I can I shal set y t in y e waye thyderwarde / The begynnyng of y e hyghe waye in y e whiche thou shalt go / is refourmyng in fayth groūded mekely in y e fayth & in y e lawes of holy chyrche as I haue sayd before / For trust sykerly though thou haue syn̄ed here before. yf thou be now refourmed by the sacrament of penaūce after y e lawe of holy chyrche y t thou art in y e ryght way / Now thē sythē thou arte in y e syker way yf thou wol speke in thy goyng & make good Iournayes. y e behoueth to holde thise ii. thynges oftē in thy mynde. meknes & loue: & y t is. I am nought I haue nouȝt. I coueyte nought but one / Thou shalt haue y e meanyng of thyse wordes ī thyn entent & in habyt of thy soule lastyngly though thou haue hem not euer specyally in thy thought. for y t nedeth not. Mekenes sayth. I am nought I haue nouȝt / Loue sayth I coueyte nought but one: & y t is Ihū / Thyse two strē ges wel festned with y e mynde of Ihesu makyth good a corde in y e harpe of the soule whan they ben craftly towched with y e fynger of reason / For y e lower thou smytes vpō y e one y e hyer sowneth y e other / The lesse thou felyst y t thou art or y t thou hast of thyself thorugh mekenes / y e more thou coueytest for to haue of Ihū in desyre of loue I mene not on̄ly of y e mekenes y t a soule felyth in y e syght of his owne syn̄e for freelnes & wretchydnes of this lyfe or of y e wretchydnes of his euen crystē / For though this mekenes be sothfast & medycynable. neuertheles it is boystous & flesshly as in regarde not clene ne softe ne louely / But I meane also this mekenes y t the soule felyth thorugh grace in syght & beholdyng of y e endles beynge [Page] of thyn owne herte / For it fareth by werkes & by desyre as it dooth by styckes & by a fyre / For the more styckes are layed to y e fyre: the gretter is the fyre. Ryght so y e more dyuers ghostly workynge y t a man hathe in his thou­ght for to kepe hole his desyre: y e myghtyer & more bren­nyng shal his desyre be to god And therfore loke wysely what werke thou canst beste do. & y e moost helpyth for to saue hole this desyre to Ihū yf thou be free & art not boū de but vnder y e comyn lawe. & y t do / Bynde y t not to wylfull customes vnchaūgably that sholde lette y e fredom of thyn herte for to loue Ihū yf grace wolde vysyte y t specyally / For I shal tel the whiche customes are euer gode & nedeful to be kept / Loo suche custome is euer good to holde y e stondeth in getyng of vertue & lettyng of syn̄e. & y e custome sholde neuer be lelft / for thou shal euer be meke: pacyent. sobre & chast yf thou wel do. & so of al other vertues But the custome of a nother thynge y t lettyth a better is gode for to leue whan tyme is there a man may As thus. If a man haue in custome for to saye thꝰ ma­ny beedes / or for to thynke this maner of thought thus long time / or for to wake or knele thus long or ony other suche bodely dede. this custome is for to leue somtyme whan resonable cause lettith or elles yf more grace comith otherwyse /

¶Of taryenges & tēptacyons y e soules fele by her ghostly enmyes in her ghostly knowyng & goyng to Ihrlm. & of remedyes ayenst hem / Caplm̄ xxii

NOw art thou in y e way & woost how thou shalt go Now beware of enmyes y t wol be besy for to lette y t yf they maye / for her entente is for to putte out of thyn herte that desyre and y e longynge that thou hast to the loue of Ihū & for to dryue the home ayen to y e loue of worldly vanyte / for there is no thyng that greueth hem [Page] so moche / Thyse enmyes are pryncypally flesshly desy­res & vayne dredes y t rysen out of thyn herte thorugh corrupcyon of thy flesshly kynde & wolde lette thy desyre of the loue of god that they myght fully & restfully occupye thyn herte / Thyse are thy next enmyes / Also other en­myes there are / as vnclene spyrytes that are besy with sleyghtes & wyles for to dysceyue the / But one remedye shalt thou haue that I sayd before / What so it be y t they saye trowe hem not but holde forth thy waye & on̄ly de­syre y e loue of Ihū / Answere euer thus / I am nought I haue nought I coueyte nought but oonly the loue of our lorde Ihū If thyn enmyes saye to the fyrste thus by sty­rynges in herte y t thou art not shryuen aryght. or there is some olde synne hyd in thyn hert y t thou knowest not ne neuer were shryuen aryght And therfore thou must torne home ayen & leue thy desyre & goo shryue y e better / Trowe not this sayeng for it is fals / for thou art shriuē trust sykerly. and y t thou art in y e waye & y t nedeth no more ransakynge of shryfte for that y t it passyd / Holde forth thy way & thynke on Ihr̄lm / Also yf they saye that thou art not worthy to haue y e loue of god. wherto shalt thou couete that thou mayst not haue: ne art not worthy therto / Trowe hem not but go forth & saye thus / Not for I am worthy but for I am vnworthy. therfore wolde I loue god / For yf I had it. y t sholde make me worthy / And sythen I was made therto though I sholde neuer haue it yet wol I coueyte it / and therfore wol I praye & thynke that I myght gete it / And then yf thyn enmyes see y t thou begynnest to wexe bolde & wel wylled to thy werke they begyn to wexe aferde of the / Neuertheles they wol not cease of taryenge the whan they maye as longe as thou art goynge in the waye / what with drede & manassynge on that one syde. what with flaterynge and fals [Page] pleysyng on y t other syde for to make y e breke thy purpose & torne home ayen they wol saye thus. If thou holde forth thy desyre to Ihesu so fully trauelyng as thou begyn­nest. thou shalt falle in to sykenes or in to fantasyes or in to frenesyes as thou seest y t some don̄ / Or thou shalt fal in to pouertee & bodely myscheyf. & no man shal wel helpe the / Or thou myght falle in to priue temptacyons of the fende that thou shalt not helpe thyself For it is won­der peryllous to ony man for to yeue hym fully to the loue of god & leue all the worlde. & no thynge coueyte but oonly the loue of hym. for so many perylles maye falle y t a man knoweth not of / And therfore torne home ayen & leue this desyre for thou shal neuer brynge it to the ende and do as other worldly men done.

Thus sayen thyn enmyes. but trowe hē not / but hol­de for thy desyre / & saye not elles but thou woldest haue Ihesu & be at Ihr̄lm / And yf they perceyue then thy wyl so stronge y thou wolt not spare for synne ne for syknes for fantasyes ne for frenesyes. for dowtes ne for dredes of ghostly tēptacyons / for myscheyf ne for pouerte / for lyfe ne for deth. but euer forth thou wolt with one thyn­ge / & no thynge but one. & make deefere to hem as though thou herde hem not. & holdest the forthe styfly in thy prayer & in thyn other ghostly werkes without styntynge with dyscrecyon after coūseyle of thy souereyne or of thy ghostly fader / then begyn they for to be wrothe & to go a lytyl nerer the. Then they begyn for to robbe the & bete the & do the al the shame that they can / And that is whan they make that al the dedes y t thou doost ben they neuer so wel done are deuyed of other men as euyl. & torned in to the wors partye / And what so euer it be y t thou woldest haue done in helpe of thy body or of thy soule it shal be letted or hyndred by other men. so y t thou shalt be [Page] put fro thy wyl ī al thyng y t thou skyfully coueytes. & al this they don̄ y t thou sholdest be styred to yre or malēcoly or euyl wyl ayenst thyn euen crysten / But ayēst al thyse dyseases & al other that thou may fele vse this remedye Take Ihū in thy mynde & anger the no more with hem Tarye not with hem. but thynke on thy lessō y t thou art nought y t thou hast nought thou may nouȝt lese of erth­ly good thou coueytest nought but y e loue of Ihū & holde forth thy waye to Ihr̄lm with thy occupacyon / And neuertheles yf thou be taryed somtyme thorugh freelte of thyself with suche vneases that fallen to thy bodely lyfe thorugh euyl wyl of man or malyce of the fende. assone as thou may come ayen to thyself leue of thy thynkyng of thy dysease & go forth to thy werke / Abyde not longe with hem for drede of thyn enmyes.

¶Of a general remedy ayēst wycked styrynges & paynful taryenges y t fallē to her hertes of y e flesshe & of y e worlde & of the fende / Caplm xxiii

ANd after this whan thin enmyes see that thou arte so wel wylled that thou arte not angry nor heuy ne wrothe ne moche styred ayenste noo creature for oughte that they maye doo or speke ayenste the [...] but settest thy herte fully for to suffre all that maye falle. ea­se or vnease: praysynge or lackynge. and that thou wolt charge noo thynge with that that thou myghte kepe thy thoughte and thy desyre hoole to the loue of god. thenne are they moche abasshed / But thenne woll they assaye the with flaterynge and vayne pleysynge / And that is whan they brynge to the syghte of thy soule al thy good dedes & vertues / and bere vpon the that all men pray­sen the and speke good of thy holynes / and howe all men loue the and worshyppe the for thy holy lyuynge / Thus done thyn enmyes that thou sholdest thynke her [Page] sayenge soth & haue delyte in this vayne Ioye and reste the therin / But yf thou do wel thou shalt holde al suche Iangelynge falsed and flaterynge of thyn enmye that profereth the to drynke venym tempered with honye / And therfore refuse it and saye thou wol not therof. but thou wolde be at Iherusalem /

Suche lettynge thou shalt fele or elles other lyke. what of thy flesshe what of the worlde what of the fende moo than I maye reherce now / For a man as longe as he suffreth his thought wylfully renne aboute the worlde in beholdynge of sondry thynges he perceyueth fewe lettynges: But assone as he drawyth al his thought & his yernynge to one thynge oonly for to haue y t. for to kno­we that: for to loue that / and that is oonly Ihesu / then shal he wel fele many paynful lettynges For euery thynge that he felyth & is not that y t he coueyteth is lettynge to hym / Therfore I haue tolde the of some specyally as for example / And ouermore I saye generally that what styrynge that thou felyst of thy flesshe or of the fende pleysaunte or paynful / bytter or swete: lykynge or dredful. gladsom or sorowful that wolde drawe downe thy tho­ught and thy desyre fro the loue of Ihesu to worldly vanyte. and lette vtterly thy ghostly couetyse that thou haste to the loue of hym. and that thy herte sholde be occu­pyed with that styrynge restyngly. sette it at nought / receyue it not wylfully. tarye not therwith to longe / But yf it be of worldly thyng y e behoueth nedes to be done to thy selfe or to thyn euen crysten. spede the soone of it. & brynge it to an ende y t it hange not on thyn herte / If it be a nother thynge y t nedeth not or elles it to wcheth not the. charge it not. Iangyll not therwith. ne angre the not drede it not: lyke it not. but smyte out thyn herte redely and saye thus I am nought I haue nought. Nought [Page] I seke ne coueyte but the loue of Ihesu / Knyght thy thought to this desyre & strength it. & maynten it with prayer & with other ghostly werkes that thou forgete it not: and it shal lede the in thy ryght waye & saue the fro al perylles. that though thou fele hem thou shalt not perisshe And I hope that it shal brynge the to perfyte loue of our lorde Ihū / Neuertheles on that other syde I saye also / what werke or what styrynge it be that maye helpe thy desyre strengthe it & nourysshe it. and make thy thought ferrest fro luste and mynde of the worlde more hole and hole & more bren̄yng to y e loue of god whether it be prayenge or thynkyng. stylnes or spekynge: redyng or herynge / on̄lynes or comonyng: goynge or syttyng kepe it for the tyme & werche therin allonge as sauour lastyth / If it be so y t thou take therwith mete & drynke & slepe as a pylgryme doth / & kepe discrecōn in thy worchyng after coūseyle & ordynaūce of y e soueryne. For haue he neuer so grete hast in his goynge / yet he wol ete & drynke & sle­pe. Do thou lyke wyse / For though it let the one tyme. it shal forther the a nother tyme /

¶Of an euyl daye & a gode nyghte what it meaneth / & how y e loue of the worlde is lykened to an euyl day: & the loue of god to a good nyght / Caplm̄ xxiiii

yF thou wolt wyte then what this desyre is sothly it is Ihū / for he makyth this desyre in y e & yeueth it y e / And he it is y e desyreth ī y e / & he it is y t is desy­red / He is al & he doth al yf thou myght see hym / Thou doost nought but suffrest hym worche in thy soule / and assentyst to hym with grete gladnesse of herte y t he wou­che sauf for to do so in the / Thou arte nought elles but a resonable Instrument wherin y t he worcheth / And therfore whan thou felyst thy thought by to wehynge of his grace take vp with desyre to Ihū with a myghty deuout [Page] wyl for to plese hȳ & loue hȳ. thē thynke y t thou hast Ihū for he it is y t thou desyrest / Beholde hȳ wel for he goth before y t not ī bodely lyknes but vnsēseably by priue presē ce of his myght / Therfore see hym ghostly yf thou may and festen althy thought and thyn affeccyon to hym. & folowe hym where soo he gooth. for he shal lede the y e ry­ght waye to Ihr̄lm. that is the syght of pees & contem­placyon / Thus prayed the prophete to the fader of heuē sayenge thus / P. xlii. Emitte lucē tuā & veritatē tuam ipa me deduxetunt et adduxetunt in montemscm̄ tuū et in ta­bernacula tua. That is / Fader of heuen sende out thy lyght and thy sothfastnesse. y t is thy sonne Ihū / anb he shal lede me by desyre in me to y e holy hylle and in to thy tabernacles. that is to the felynge of perfyte loue & hey­ght in contēplacyon / Of this desyre speketh the prophete thus / Memoriale tuū in desiderio aīe mee. Isay. [...]ꝯ. Aīa mea desyderauit te in nocte: sed & sp̄us meus ī p̄cordiis meis That is. Lorde Ihesu the mynde of the is prynted in desyre of my soule / For my soule hath desyred the in the nyght. and my spyryte hath coueyted the in al thynkynges And why the prophete sayth he hath desyred god al in y e nyght as a tymful space bytwyx dayes two / For whan one daye is ended a nother comyth not anone / but fyrst comyth nyght & departeth the dayes somtyme longe & somtyme shorte / and thenne after comyth a nother day The prophete meaned not on̄ly of this maner of nyght but he meaned a ghostly nyght / Thou shalt vnderstonde that there ben two dayes or two lyghtes / The fyrste is a fals lyght. the [...]ecōde is a true lyght / The fals lyght is the loue of this worlde that a man hathe in hymselfe of corrupcyon of hys flesshe. The true lyght is the perfyte loue of Ihesu felyd thorugh grace in a mannes soule. The loue of this worlde is a false lyght / For it passeth [Page] awaye and lasteth not / and so it perfourmeth not that that it behoteth / This lyght behyght the fende to Adam whan he styre hym to synne and sayd thus / Gen̄. 3 Aperientur oculi vestri et eritis sicut dii / That is / your eyen shal be opened and ye shal be as goddys / And he sayd sothe there For whan Adā had synned anone his Inner eye was sperred & ghostly lyght withdrawe. & his vtter eye were opened / & he felt and sawe a new lyght of flesshlh lykynge and worldely loue that he sawe not before / And soo sawe he a new day but this was an euyl daye / For thys was it that Iob waryed whan he sayd thus / Pereat di­es in qua natus sum / That is: Iob 3. Perysshe the daye in the whiche I was borne / He waryed not the daye rennyn­ge in the yere that god made / but he waryed this daye that man made. that is the concupyscens and the loue of this worlde in the whiche he was borne thorough he felyd it not.

Then this daye and this lyghte he asked of god that it sholde perysshe and noo lenger laste / But the euerlastinge loue of Ihesu is a true daye and a blessyd lyght / For god is bothe loue and lyghte. and he is euerlastyngr as saynt Iohn̄ sayth / Qui diligit deum manet in lumine / That is: p̄ Ioh. [...] He that loueth god dwellyth in the lyght Than what man perceyueth and seeth the lone of this worlde fals and faylynge. and for that he woll forsake it and seke the loue of Ihesu / He maye not assone fele the loue of hym / But he muste abyde a whyle in the nyghte / For he maye not sodeynly come fro that one lyghte to that other / that is from the loue of the worlde to perfy­te loue of god / This nyghte is noughte elles but a forberynge and a withdrawynge of the thoughte and of the soule fro erthly thynges by grete desyre and yernynge for to loue and [Page] see and fele Ihesu & gholy thynges / This is the nyght / For ryght as the nyght is derke and euer hydyng from al bodely creature: and a restynges of all bodely dedes / Ryght soo a man that settyth hym fully for to thynke on Ihesu / & for to desyre only y e loue of hym is besye for to hyde his thought fro vayne beholdynge and percey­uynge. and his affeccyon fro flesshly lykyng and louynge of al bodely creatures / So that his thonght maye be made free & not subget. ne his affeccyon bounde ne pyned ne troubled in no thynge lower ne woors than him selfe / And yf he maye do so then it is nyghte with hym / for then he is in derknesse. But this is a good nyght & a lyght derknesse & for it is a stoppyng out of the fals loue of this worlde. and it is a nyghynge of the true daye And sothly y e derker y t this nyȝt is y e nerer is y e true daye of the loue of Ihū / For the more that y e soule maye tho­rugh longyng to god be hydde fro noyse & dyn̄e of flesshly affeccyons & vnclene thoughtes the nerer it is for to fele the lyght of y e loue of hym for it is euen at it. Thus semyth it the prophete meaned whan he sayd thus. Cū in tenebris sedeo dn̄s lux mea est. That is: whan I sitte in derknes our lorde is my lyght / That is: whā my soule is hydde fro all styrynges of syn̄e as it were in slepe / then is our lorde my lyght: for then̄e nygheth he of his grace for to shewe me of his lyght / Neuertheles this nyght is somtyme paynfull / fyrste whan a man is moche foule and is not thorugh grace vsed to be often in this derknes but wolde fayne haue it / and therfore he sette­th his thought & his desyre to god warde asmoche as he maye / he wolde not fele ne thynke but on̄ly of hym: and by cause y t he may not lyghtly haue it therfore it is paynfull / For the custome & the homelynes that he hath had with synnes before of the worlde and of flesshly affeccyons [Page] and erthly thynges / and his flesshly dedes prees so vpon hym and euer smite in by maystry and draw do­wne all the soule to hē that he may not wel be hidde fro hē assone as he wolde. Therfore this derkenes is paynful to hym / and namly whan grace to wchyth not ha­bundantly / Neuertheles yf it be so with the. be not to heuy ne stryue not moche as though thou woldest thrugh maystry put hē oute of thy thoughte. for thou maye not doo soo but abyde grace: suffre easely. and breke not thy self tomoche / And slyely yf thou maye drawe thy desyre and thy glostly beholdyng to Ihū: as yf tho woldest not charge hem. For wyte thou well whan thou woldest desire Ihesu and oonly thynke on him. and thou may not frely for prechyng in of suche worldly thoughtes: sothly thon art outwarde of the fals day. and thou art entrīg in to this derkenes / But thy derkenes is not restfull by cause of disease & vncūnyng and vnclennes of thyself / And therfore vse it ofte & it shal by processe thrugh felinge of grace be more easy & more restful to the / And that is whan thy soule thrugh grace is made soo free and soo myghty & soo good and so gadred in to itself that it lyste not to thynke on right noughte / Then̄e is it in a good derknesse / This nought I meane thꝰ that a soule may thorugh gracebe gadred into itself freely & hooly: & not be driuen ayenst the wyll ne drawē downe by maystry for to thynke or lyke or loue wyth cleuīge of affeccōn to ony synne ol vaynly ony erthly thynge thēne thynketh the soule nouȝt / for thē thynkith it of none erthly thyng cleuyngly This is a ryche nought / & this nought & this nyght is a grete ease for y e soule y t desyreth y e loue of Ihesu / It is in ease as for thoughte of ony erthly thynge neuertheles it is full besy for to thīke on hym / What thyn­ge then makyth this derkenes: Sothly noughte elles [Page] but a gracyous desyre for to haue the loue of Ihū / For y e desyre & y e longyng that it hath that tyme to y e loue of god for to see hym & haue hym dryueth oute of the herte al worldly vanytees & flesshly affeccyons. & gadreth the soule in to itself. & occupyeth it oonly for to thynke how it myght come to y e loue of hym / & y e tyme maye it freely & deuoutly beholde Ihū whed it wol pray or thinke. & so it bryngyth it to this ryght nouȝt. & sothly it is not al derke ne nouȝt whā it thynkyth thꝰ. For though it be derke fro fals lyȝt it is not al derke fro y e true lyȝt. for Ihū y t is both loue & lyȝt is in this derknes wheder it be paynful or restful / If it be paynful then̄e he is in y e soule as tra­ueylyng in desyre & lōgyng to lyght but he is not yet a [...] restynge in loue ne as shewynge his lyght: And therfore it is called nyghte & derknesse in asmoche as the soule is hyd fro the fals lyghte of the worlde. & hathe not yet fully felynge of true lighte: but is in abidyng of that blessid loue of god whiche it desyreth / Thene yf thou wolte wyte whan thou atte in this syker derkenesse & whan not / thou may assay thꝰ and seke no ferder but thus / Whan thou felyst thyn entente & thy wyll fully sette for to desyre god. & thynke on̄ly on hym / thou maye as it were fyr­ste aske thyself in thyn owne thought whether thou co­ueyte for to haue ony thyng of this lyfe for loue of itselfe or for to haue the vse of ony of thy bodily wyttes in ony creature / & thēne yf thyn eye āswere the thꝰ / I wolde se right nought / & thy mouche. I wolde sauour right nonght / & after thyn eere. I wolde here ryght nought / & thy body. I wolde fele right nouȝt / & after yf thine herte say I wold thynke right nought of erthly thynge ne of bodily dede / ne I wolde haue affeccōn fastyned flesshly to no creature but oonly ī god / & to god warde yf y t I cowde / & whā they answere al thꝰ to the & that is done ful redily [Page] yf grace towche the. then̄e art thou entred sō what in to this derknes. for though thou fele & perceyue glētynges & proferynges of vayne thouȝtes & presing in of flesshly affeccyons. neuertheles thou art in this profitable derknes if it be so y t thy thought be not fyxed in hē / For suche vayne ymagynacōns y t fal in y e herte vnauysedly trowblē this derknes / & pyneth y e soule sō what by cause y t it wolde be hyd fro hem & may not / but they do not awaye y e profyte of this derknes / for the soule shal by y e way come to restful myrknes / And then is this derknes restful whan y e soule is hyd for a tyme fro y e paynful felynge of al suche vayn thouȝte [...]. & only is rested in desyre & lōginge to Ihū with a ghostly beholdyng of hym as it shal be sayd afterwarde But y e lasteth but a whyle hole. Neuertheles though it be but a shorte tyme it is ful profytable

¶How y t the desyre of Ihesu fele in this lyghtsom derknes sleeth al styrynges of synne. & ableth the soule to perceyue ghostly lyghtynges fro the heuenly Iherusalem y t is Ihesu / Caplm̄ xxv

THen sithen this derknes & this nyght is so good & so restfull though it be shorte that stondeth only in desyre & longyng to the loue of Ihesu wyth a blyn­de thynkynge on hym how good thenne & how blessyd is it for to fele his loue. and for to be illumided wyth his blessyd vnseable present lyght for to see sothfastnes / the whiche lyght a soule receyueth whā the nyghte passith & the daye spryngeth / This I hope was the nyght y t the prophete meaned whan he sayd: My soule hath desyred y t in y e nyȝt / as I haue before sayd. it is moche better to be hyd ī this derke nyght fro beholdyng of y worlde though it were paynfull: than for to be out in fals lykyng of this worlde y t semyth so shinyng & so cōfortable to hem y t are blynde in knowyng of ghostly lyght / For whā thou [Page] art in this derknes thou art mekyl nerer Ihr̄lm. than whan thou art in the myddes of the fals lyght. therfore applye thyn herte fully to the steryng of grace: & vse for to dwellen in this derknes & be often assayenge to bē homely the [...]in: & it shal sone be made restful to the. & y e true lyght of ghostly knowyng shal sprynge to the. not all at onys but preuyly by lytyl & by lytyl as y e prophete sayth Hītantibus in regione vmbre martis: lux orta est eis. That is: Isay. ꝯ To the dwellyng in the countre of shadowe of deth: lyght was sprongen. y t is: lyght of grace spronge & shal spryng to al hem y t can dwelle in the shadowe of deth / y t is in this derknes. y t is lyke to deth / for as deth sleeth a lyuyng body & al flesshly felynges of it ryght so desyre to loue Ihū felyd in this derkenes sleeth al synnes. al flesshly affeccyons & al vnclene thoughtes for y e tyme. & than nyghest thou fast to Ihr̄lm. thou art not yet at it / but be smale sodeyne lyghtynges that glydern outthorughe smale cauys fro that cyte shalt thou mow seen is fro ferre or that thou come therto / For wete thou well though that thy soule be in this restful derknes withouten troublyng of worldly vanytees it is not yet there it sholde be / it is not yet clothyd al in lyght ne turned al in to fyre of loue. but it felyth wel that there is som what a­boue itself y t it knowith not ne hath not yet / but wolde haue it. & breunyngly desyreth it. & that is not elles but the lyght of Ihr̄lm without forth. the whiche is lyke to a cyte that the prophete ezechyel sawe in his vysyons. He sayth that he sawe a cyte sette vpon an hylle heldynge to y e south. y t to his syght whan it was meten was no more of length & of brede than a rodde y t was syxe cuby­tes & a palme of lengthe: but as sone as he was brought in to the cyte & loked aboute hym than thought hym y t it was wo [...]der mekyl. for he sawe many halles & chaumbrys [Page] both open and preuy. he sawe gates and porches. vtterwarde & innerwarde & mekyl more byggyng than I saye now on length & on brede many hūdred cubytes thanne was this wonder to hym how this cyte within was so longe & so large y t was so lytyl to his syght whan he was without / This cyte betokeneth y t pertyte loue of god sette in the hylle of cotēplacyon. y t whiche▪ vnto y e syght of a soule y t without the felynge of it traueyleth in the desyre towarde semyth somwhat / but it semyth but a lytyl thynge no more than a reede that is vi. cubites & a palme of length / By vi. cubytes are vnderstōde y e perfeccyon on man̄es werke / And by y palme a lytyl tow­chynge of contēplacyon / He seeth well y t there is suche a thynge y t passeth y e deserte of al y e worchyng of man a lytyl as the palme passeth the vi. cubites / but he seeth not within what it is / neuertheles yf he maye come within the cyte of contemplocyon / thenne seeth he moche more than he sawe fyrste /

¶How a man shal knowe fals Illumynacyons feyned by the fende fro y e true lyght of knowynge y e comyth out of Ihū & by what tokens / Caplm̄ xxvi

BUt now bewaar of the myddaye fende y feyneth lyght as it came out of Ihr̄lm & is not so. For the ten [...]e seeth y t our lorde Ihū shewyth lyght to his louers of sothfastnesse / therfore in the [...]eceyuing of hē y t are vnwyse he shewyth a lyght y t is not true vnder colour of a true lyght & deceyueth hē. Neuertheles how a soule may knowe the lyght of sothfastnes whan it shyneth frō god & whan it is feyned thorugh y e enmye shal I saye as me thynketh by an ensample of the fyrmament / Somtym̄ the fyrmament shewyth a lyght fro the sonne / & semyth y e sonne & is not / And sōtyme shewyth y e true sonne truely / A knowing of y e one from y e other is this. The feyned [Page] sonne she wyth hym not but bitwixe two blacke reyny clowdes / Then̄e by cause y e sonne is nere there shyneth out fro the clowles a lyghte as it were alōne & is none / But the true sonne she with him whan the frymament is clere or moche clered fro the blacke clowdes / Now to our purpose Some mē as it semich forsakith the loue of the worlde & wold come to the loue of god & to y e lyghte of vnderstondynge of hym. But they woll not come thrugh this derknes that I haue spokē of before / They woll knowe hemfelfe truely ne mekely what they haue bē before ne what they are yet thrugh syn̄e / ne how nought they are in her owne kynde ayēst god They are not besy for to entree in to hemself al other thynges outwarde left. and flee al wicked stirynges y t rysen in her hertes of pryde enuy yre or other synnes thrugh lastyng desyre to Ihesu in prayēge & in thynkynge: in scylence and in wepynge / and in other bodily & ghlostly exercyse as de­uoutemen & holy men haue done / But assone as they haue forsake the worlde as it were outwarde in lyknesse or elles sone after they wene that they are holy and able for to haue the ghostly vnderstondynge of the gospell & of holy wrytte / & namly yf they maye fulfill letterly the cōmaundementes of god and kepe hem fro bodily synnes that they wene y t they loue god perfytly / And therfore they wol anone preche & teche al other men as yf they had receyued grace of vnderstōdinge ī perfeccōn of charyte thrugh specyall yeft of the holy ghost And also ther are moche more styred for as moche as they fele somtyme moche knowyng as it were sondenly yeuen to hem wythout grete studye before had. & also moche feruour of loue as it semyth for to preche trouth & riȝtwysnes to her euēcrystē / Therfore they holde it as a grace of god y t vylyteth hem with his blessid lyghte before other soules [Page] Neuertheles yf they wol loke wel aboute hem they shal fynde y t this lyght of knowynge & y t hete y t they fele comith not of y e true son y is our lorde Ihū. but it comyth fro y myddaye fende y t feyneth lyght & lykneth hym to the son. & therfore shal he be knowē by example before sayd Lyght of cūnyng y is feyned by y e fende to a derke swo­le is shewed bytwyx two blacke reyny clowdes / The ouer cloude is presūpcyō & hygheng of hēself The nether clowde is downe puttyng & aloweng of his enencrystē Then what lyght of knowyng or felyng of feruour y it be y shyneth to a soule wich presūpcyō & hyȝeng of itself & disdeyne of his euencrystē y same tyme felyd it is not lyght of grace yeuen of y e holy ghost though y e knowynge in itself were sothfast / but it is eyther of the fende yf it come sodenly or elles of mannes owne wytte yf it co­me by studye: And so it may wel be knowen. y t this fey­ned lyght of knowyng is not y lyght of y e true son / therfore they y haue this knowyng on this maner are ful of ghostly pryde & seen it not. they are so blynde with this feyned lyȝt y t they holde y e highnes of her own hert & thū buxōnes to y e lawes of holy chyrche as it were perfyte mekenes to y gospel & to the lawes of god / & they wene that the folowyng of her owne wyl were freedom of sp­ryte / & therfore they begyn to reyne as blacke clowdes water of errous & heresyes: for y e wordes that they she wen by prechynge so w [...]en al to bachytyng & to striuynge & to dyscorde / makyng repreuyng of states & of per­sones / & yet sayen they that al this is charyte & zele of ryghtwysnes / But it is not soth. for saynt Iames thapostle sayth thus / Uhi enim zelus et contencio ibi inconstā cia et omne opus prauum / Non est sapiencia hec desursū descēdens a patre luminū. sed est terrena a īalis & diabolica / That is: where soo enuye is & flytynge there is [Page] vnstablynes & all euyll werke / And therfore that cnn­nynge that bryngeth forth suche sīnes comyth not frō the sader of lyghte that is good / but it is erthly beestly & fendly / And so by thise tokēs that are pryde presūpcion vnbuxomnes Indignacyon bacbytynge & other suche synnes for thise folowen after. maye the feyneth lyghte be knowen for the crue / For the true sonue shineth aud sheweth hym not by specyal vysitacion for to yeue lyghte of vnderstnoding or perfyte charyte to a soule but the fyrmament be fyrst made bryghte & clere fro clowdes / that is: but yf the conscyence be made clene thrugh fyre of brennyng desyre to Ihesu in this derkenes the why­che wasteth & brenneth alle wycked stirynges of pryde. vaynglory: yre enuye: & al other synnes in the soule as the prophete sayth / Ignis ante ipsū precedet et inflam mabit incircuitu iuimicos eius. p̄. ꝯꝯ. Fyre shal goo before hym: That is desyre of loue shal go before Ihesu in mā nes soule / & it shal brēne all his enmyes / that is: it shall waste all synes / For but yf a soule be fyrst smyten do­wne fro the heighte of itselfe by drede & mekenes and bewel examined & brente in this fyre of desyre / And as it were puryfied fro all ghostly fylthe by longe tyme in deuoute prayers and other ghostly exercyses it is not able to suffre the shinynge of ghostly lyghte / ne for to receyue the precyous lycour of perfyte loue of Ihesu / But whā it is purifyed and made subtyll thorugh thys fyre thenne maye it receyue the gracyous lyght of ghostly knowynge and the perfeccyō of loue that is true sonne Thus sayth holy wryte / mō liiii Uobis qui timetis deū oriet [...]ol iusticie: y e true sonne of rightwysnes y t is our lorde Ihesu shal sprynge to yo [...] that dredē hym / y is to meke soules y meken hemsel vnder her euencristen by knowīge of her owne wretchydnesse & castē hēself downe wnder [Page] god by noughtynge of hemselfe in her owne substaunce thorugh reuerence drede and ghostly beholdyng of hym lastyngly / for that the perfyte mekenes / Unto thyse soules the true son shal spryng. and Illumyn her reason in knowynge of sothfastnes / and kyndleth her affeccyon in brynnynge of loue and thenne shal they bothe brenne and shyne / They shall thorughe vertue of this heuenly sonne brenne in perfyte loue: and shyne in knowyng of god and ghostly thynges / for then they ben refourmed in felynge / Therfore he that wol not be deceyued I hope it is good to hym to drawe downe hymselfe & hyde hym in this derkenes / Fyrst from entermetyng of other mē as I haue sayd / and forgete all the worlde yf he maye & folowe Ihesu with lastynge desyre offered in prayers & thynkynge on hym / Thenne I trowe the lyght that comyth after this derkenes is syker and sothtaste / and that it shyneth of the cyte of Iherusalem from the true sonne to a soule that traueyleth in derknes / and cryeth after lyght for to wyssen it the waye▪ and comforte it in traueyle. For I hope after true derkenes before comyth neuer teyned lyghte.

That is yf a man truely and fully sette hym to forsake the loue of the worlde / And maye thorughe grace come to felynge and knowynge of hymselfe / And holde hym mekely in that felynge / he shall not be dysceyued wyth none erroures ne heresyes / ne with fantasyes / For alle thyse comen by the gate of pryde / Thenne yf that pryde may be stopped out / thenne there shal no suche syn̄e rest in a soule / And thoughe that they come and profer hem hem they shall not entre / For grace that the soule felyth in this meke derkenes shall teche the soule sothtastnes. and shewe to hym that all suche profetynges are o [...] the enmyes /

¶How grete profyte is it to a soule to be brought thorugh grace into lyghtsom derknes / And how a man shall dyspose hym yf he wol come therto / Caplm̄ / xxvii

THere are many deuout soules that thorugh grace come in to this derkenes & felen the knowyn­ge of hemself and yet wote they not fully what it is. & y e vnknowynge in partye hyndred hem / They fele wel often her thought and her aff [...]ccyon drawen out and de­parted fro the mynde of erthly thynges and brought in to grete rest of a delectable softnes without pinful trowblyng of vayne thoughtes or of her bodely wyttes / and they fele y e tyme so grete freedom of spyryte y t they maye thynke on Jhesu peasyble / and offre her psalmes & prayers myghtyly sauourly & swetly to hym aslonge as freelte of bodely kynde maye suffre it / They wote wel y t this felynge is good / but they noot what it is / Therfore vn­to all suche soules I saye as me thynketh: y t this maner of felynge though it be but shorte & but syldom it is soth fastly this derkenes that I speke of / For it is a felyng of hymselfe fyrst and a rysynge aboue hemselfe thorughe breunynge dysyre to the syght of Ihū / Or elles yf I shal saye more sothly. this gracyous felynge is a ghostly sy­ght of Ihesu / And yf they maye kepe hem in that rest or brynge it thorughe grace in to a custome so y t they myȝt lghtly & freely haue it whan hem lyst. & holde hem in it / they sholde neuer be ouercome by tēptycyon of the fende ne of the flesshe / ne by errours ne heresyes: for they are sette in the gate of contemplacyon able & redy for to re­ceyue y t perfyte loue of Ihū. Therfore he that hath it. it is good y t he knowe it mekely / kepe it tenderly / & pursew it feruently y t no creature lette hym vtterly from it y t he ne folowe it whan he maye / And y t he forgete & sette at nought al thynge y t sholde put hym fro this yf he be free [Page] of hymself / & may do what he wol without sclaunder or dysease of his euencrystē / For me thynkyth that he may not come to this rest lyghtly but if he haue grete plēte of grace / & sette hym for to folowe after y e styryng of grace And y t oweth he for to do / For grace wol euer be free / namely fro synne & worldly besenes. & from al other thynges y t letten the worthyng of it though they are no synne Neuertheles a nother soule y t hath not yet receyued this fulnes of grace yf he desyre for to com̄ to thꝭ ghostly knowyng of Ihū / as moche as in hym is he must able hym self to it. & put away al lettynges y t stoppen grace as moche as he maye / He muste lerne for to deye to y e worlde & forsake y e loue of it truely / Fyrst pryde bodely & ghostly y t he desyre no worthyp / worldly cunnynge. ne worldly cratt / benefyces ne rychesse / precyous clothīg: ne worldely araye / ne no thynge where thrugh he sholde be worshypes aboue other mē / He shal coueyte none of a thise But yf they ben put vpon hym. take hem with drede so y t he be poore both outwarde & In warde / or elles fully Inwarde in herte / And y t he coueyte for to be forgetē of y e worlde y e men rewarde hym no more be he neuer so ryche ne so cunnynge than y e poorest man that lyueth / Also that he suffreth not his herte reste in beholding of his owne dedes or in his vertues / wenynge that he dooth better than a nother / for he forsakyth the worlde and other done not so / and therfore setteth wel by hym selfe / Also he muste leue all rysynge of herte and euyll wyll of yre and enuye ayenst his euencristen / And that he dysease noo man ne anger hym vnskyfully in worde ne in dede / ne yeue ony man matere where thorugh he myghte skylfully be angred or styred / soo that he mygh to be free fro euery man / And also that he forsake co­uetyse that he coueyte ryght noughte of erthly goo [...] / [Page] but oonly aske his bodely sustenaunce that hym nedeth and holde hym payd whan god styreth other men for to yeue hym / And y t he put no manere of truste in hauour of ony worldly good / ne in helpe or fauour of ony worldly frende but pryncypally & fully in god / For yf he doo otherwyse he byndeth hymselfe to the worlde / And he maye not therfore be free for to thynke on Ihesu / And also glotenye and lecherye and al other flesshly vnclen­nes vtterly he muste leue. that the affeccyon be bounde to no woman by flesshly homlynesse / For it is no dowte that suche blynde loue that is somtyme atwyxe a mā and a woman / and semyth good and honest for as moche as they wolde notsynne in dede / in the syght of god is ful vnclene & wel grete synne / For it is a grete synne that a man shal suffre his affeccyon that sholde be festened to Ihesu and to al vertues and to al ghostly clen̄es for to be bounde with ony flesshly loue of ony creature wylfully namly yf it be so moche that it bereth downe the thoughte: and makyth it vnrestfull that he maye no sauour haue in god / Thus I holde it wylfully that a man dooth it and sayth it is synne or elles is so blynded with it that he woll not see it / And also that a man co­ueyte not delyces of metes and drynkes oonly for luste of his flesshe / but holde hym payd with suche mete as he may easely haue without grete besynes namly yf he be hole what mete it be that wol do awaye hungre / and kepe y e body in comyn strengthe vnto y e seruyse of god And that he grutche not ne striue not ne angre hym not for his mete though he be somtyme not serued as y e fles­she wolde / Althyse synnes and al other must be forsake vtterly in his wyl & in dede whan he maye. And other thynges that letteth hym so that he maye dyspose hym for to thynke freely on Ihesu. ¶For as longe as thyse [Page] lettynges and suche other hange vpō hym he maye not deye to the worlde: ne come in to this derkenesse of knowynge of hymself / And therfore that he myght come therto he muste do all thyse. as saīt poul dide sayēg thꝰ / Michi mundus crucifixus est et ego mūdo / This worlde is slayne & crucyfied to me. gal. v. & I to the worlde / That is: He y t hath forsake the loue of the worlde in worship­pes and riches in all other worldly thynges before sayd for the loue of god. and loueth not it ne pursewyth not it but is well payd that he hathe right nought of it ne wolde haue though be myghte. sothly to hym the worlde is dede / for he hath noo sauour ne delyte theryn / Also yf the worlde sette hym at nought & hath noo rewarde to hym ne fauour ne worshyp: ne sette noo pryce by hym but forgeteth hym as a dede man / thenne is he dede to the worlde / And in this plyght was saynt poul sette perfytly. & soo must a nother mā in partye that wolde folowe & co­me to the perfite loue of god / For he may not lyue to god fully but yf he deye fyrst to the worlde / This deyenge to the worlde is this derkenes / and it is the gate of cōtem­placōn & to refourmyng in felyng. and none other than this. There may be many sūdryd wayes & seere werkes lettinge and ledyng sūdry soulys to contēplacion / For after diuers disposynges of men & after sundry states. as are religyous & seculers that they are in. are dyuers exercises in worchyng / Neuertheles there is noo gate but one / For what exercises it be that a soule hath. but yf he maye come by that exercyse to this knowyng and to a meke felynge of hymself / and that is that he be mortifyed and dede to the worlde as in his loue / and that he maye fele hymself somtyme in this restful derkenes / by the whiche he maye be hydde fro vanytee of the worlde as in his loue. and that he maye fele hymselfe what he is [Page] sothly he is not yet come to the refourmynge in felynge ne hath not fully contemplaciō / He is ful ferre therfro / & yf he woll come by any gate. he is but a theyf and a breker of y e walle / And therfore as vnworthy he shal be cast oute / But he that can brynge hymselfe fyrste to nought thrugh grace of mekenes and deye on thys manere he is in the gate / for he is dede to the worlde. and he lyueth to god / Of the whyche saynt poul spekith thus: Cal. 3. Mor­tui enim estis et vita vestra abscondita est cum christo in deo / ¶ ye are dede / That is: ye that for the loue of god forsaken all the loue of the worlde are dede to the worlde wyth cryste in god / That is: ye lyue ghostly in the loue of Ihesu / But your lyf is hydde from worldly men as cryste lyueth and is hidde in his god hede fro the loue & the syghte of flesshly louers / This gate oute lorde hym selfe shewed in the gospell whan he sayd thus /

m. xi iii¶ Omnis qui reliquerit patrem aut matrem fra­term autsororem proptet me sentuplum acciptet et vi­tam etecnam possidebit /

¶Euery man that forsakyth for my loue fader or mo­der syster or brother / or ony good erthly he shall haue an hundreth folde in this lyfe / and afterwarde y e blysse heuen / This hundreth folde that a soule shal haue yf he forsake the worlde is nought but y e profyte of this lyghtly derknes / the whiche I calle the gate of contemplacōn For he y t is in this derkenes and is hyd thorughe grace fro worldly vanytee he coueyteth nought of worldly gode / he sechyth it not / he is not taried therwith / he lokyth not after it / he loueth it not / And therfore hath he an hū dreth folde more thā the kynge or thā he hath that coueī teth most of erthly good / For he y t nonght coueyteth but Ihesu hath an hundreth folde / For he hathe more reste more pees in herte / more very loue And delyte in soule [Page] in one daye than he that mooste coueyteth of the worlde And hathe al the wel of it vnder his welthe hathe in al his lyfe tyme /

This is then a good derkenesse and a ryche nought y t bryngeth a soule to soo moche ghostly ease and soo stylle softenesse / P. I trowe dauyd meaned of this nyghte / or of this nought whan he sayd thus / Ad michilum redactꝰ sum et nesciui / That is: I was brought to nought. and I wyste not / That is / The grace of our lorde Ihesu sente in to myn herte hath slayne in me / And broughte to nought al the loue of the worlde and I wyst not how / For thrugh noo worchynge of myself ne by myn owne wyt I haue it not but of the grace of oure lorde Ihesu / And therfore me thynkyth he that woll haue the lyghte of grace & fulsomly fele the loue of Ihesu in his soule he must forsake all the fals lyght or worldly loue and abide in this derknes / And neuertheles yf he be adrad fyrst for to won̄e therin torne not ayen to the loue of the worlde but suffre a whyle. and put al his hope and his truste in Ihesu / and he shal not longe be without some ghostly lyghte / Thus byddeth the prophete. Isay. x Qui ambulat in tenebris et non est lumen ei speret in dn̄o & inuitarursu­per deū suum / who soo gooth in derkenes and hath noo lyght. That is. Who so wol hyde hym fro the loue of the worlde and may not redily fele lyght of ghostly loue dyspeyre not / tourne not agayne to the worlde but hope in our lorde and leen vpon hym / that is: truste in god / and cleue to hym by desyre / And abyde a whyle and he shal haue lyghte / For it falleth therby as it doth yf a man hadde be a grete whyle in the sonne /

And after that came sodeynly in to a derkehous there noo sonne shyneth. He sholde be as he were blynde / [Page] & see ryght nouȝt but yf he wolde abyde a whyle he shal mow see sone aboute hym / Fyrst grete thynges & sythē smale / and after al y t euer is in the hous / Ryght so it is ghostly he that forsaketh the loue of the worlde & comy­th to hymselfe in to his owne conscyence. it is fyrst der­ke somwhat & blynde to his syght / but yf he stonde styll & holde forth with besyprayeng & often thynkyng of y e same wyl to the loue of Ihū: he shal mow see afterwarde grete thynges & smale y t he fyrst knew not. thus semyth y e prophete behiȝt say [...]ng thus / Orietur in tenebris lux tua & tenebre tue erunt sicut meridies & requiem da bit tibi dn̄s deus tuus & implebit aīam tuam splendori bus / That is: Lyght shal sprynge to y t in derknes. that is thou that forsakyst sothfastly the lyght of al worldly loue & hydest thy thought in this derknes. lyght of blys­sed loue & ghostly knowyng of god shal sprynge to the. & thy derknes shal be as myd daye. that is thy derknes of traueylynge desyre and thy blynde trust in god y t thou hast fyrst shal turne in to clere knowyng & ī to sykernes of loue. & thy lorde god shal yeue reste to y e / y t is thy flesshly desyres & thy paynful dredes & doutes & wycked spy­rytes that haue contynuelly before tyme traueylyd the / all thise shal weyken & lese moche of her myght / & thou shalt be made so strong that they shal not dere y . for thou shalt be hyd in rest fro hem & than shall our lorde Ihesu fulfyl thy soule with shynynges / that is. whan thou art brought in to this ghostly reste than shalt thou more esely tente to god & nought elles do but louen hym & than shal he with bemys of ghostly lyght fulfyl al the myghtes of thy soule. Haue thou no wonder though I cal the forsakynge of worldly loue derknes for the prophete callyth it so seyeng thꝰ to a sole / Isaxi vii. Intra ī tenebras tuas filia caldeo (rum) / Go in to thy derknes thou doughter of caldee [Page] y t is. Thou souse y e arte as a doughter of caldee for loue of y e worlde / forsake it & go in to thy derknes.

¶That in refourmynge of a soule y t werkynge of our lorde Ihū is departed in to foure tymes. y t is / callynge ryghtynge. magnyfyenge and gloryfyenge / Capitulum / xxviii.

LO I haue sayd to y t a lytyl yf thou coueyte for to be refourmed in felynge how thou shalt dys­pose y t towarde in thy forthgoyng / Neuertheles I say not y t thou mayste do thus of thys elfe▪ for I wote wel y t our lorde Ihū bryngeth al this to y e ende where that he wolde. For he oonly thorugh his grace styreth a soule. & bryngeth a soule ī to this derknes fyrst: p̄ cxxx vii. & sythē ī lyghte as y e prophete sayth / Sicut tenebre eius ita & lumē eiꝰ That is Ryght as the lyght of knowyng & the feleng of ghostly loue is of Ihū ryght so the derknes. that is y t for sakyng of worldly loue is of hym for he doth al: He fourmyth & refourmyth He fourmyth on̄ly by hymself. but he refourmyth vs with vs / For grace yeuen & aplyen­ge of our wyl to grace worcheth all this / And on what maner wyse he doth that / Ro viii saynt poul reherceth thus / Quos deus p̄scinit fieri conformes ymaginis filii eius hos vocauit. Et quos vocauit hos iustificauit / Et qu­os iustificauit hos magnificauit. Et quos magnifica­uit hos et glorificabit / Thise y e god knewe before sholde be made shapely to the ymage of his sonne. thyse he called: thyse he ryghted. thyse he magnyfyed. and thyse he gloryfyed / Though thyse wordes maye be sayd of all chosen soules in the lowest degre of charyte that are re­fourmed on̄ly in fayth: neuertheles they may be vnderstonde more specyally of thyse soules that arne refour­med in felynge to the whiche our lorde god shewyth moche plente of grace and doth moche more besynes aboute [Page] hem / For they are his owne sones specyally that here the fulshappe and the lyckenes of his sonne Ihū / In the whiche wordes saynt poule departeth the worchyng of our lorde in foure tymes / Fyrst is the tyme of callynge of a soule fro worldly vanyte / and that tyme is often easy and comfortable / For in begynnynge of tornynge suche a man that is disposed to moche grace is soo quyckely & so felyngly inspyred. and felyth oft so grete swetnes of deuocion: and hath so many teres in compunction y he thynkyth hym somtyme as he were halfe in henen / but this softnes passyth after for a tyme / And thēne co­myth the seconde tyme that is the tyme of ryghtynge y t is trauelous / For whan he begynneth for to goo forth myghtely in the waye of ryghtwysnes. & settyth his wylful ayenst al synne without and within. And stretchith out his desyre to vertues and to the loue of Ihū thenne felyth he moche lettynge bothe wyth hymself of frowardenes & hardnes of his owne wyl / and fro without for­th thrugh temptacion of his enmye that he is ofte in ful grete tourment / And that is no wonder / For he hath so longe be croked to the fals loue of the worlde that he maye not be made ryght / as a crokyd staffe may not be made euen but yf he be caste and weyked in the fyre / Therfore our lorde Ihū seenge sēdeth what thynge is behoueful to a frowarde soule suffreth it to be traueyled & taryed by sūdry tēptacyons. and for to be wel examyned thorugh ghostly tribulacyons that al the ruste of vnclēnes myght be brente out of it / And that shal be both within of dredes and dowtes and perplexitees that it shal nere hande falle in dyspeyre & it shal seme as it were forsakē of god and lefte all in the hondes of the fende out taken a lytyl preuy trust that it shal haue in y e goodnes of god and in his mercy. For that preuy truste our lorde leueth [Page] in suche a soule goo he neuer soo ferre fro it. by the whyche the soule is borne vp fro dispeyre & saued fro ghost­ly myscheyf. And also wythout itselfe it shal be mortifyed and pyned in the sēsualyte / eyther by dyuers syknes or by feable tourment of the fende. or elles thrugh a preuy myghte of god the sely soule by felynge and berynge of the wretched body shal be soo pyned. And it shal not wyte how that it shall mow suffre for to be in the bo [...]y ne were that our lorde Ihesu kept it therin / And yet ne­uertheles had the soule leuer for to be in alle this pyne than for to be blinded wyth the fals loue of the worlde. for that were helle to suche a soule / But the sufferynge of this manere pyne is noughte but purgatory / & ther­fore he suffryth it gladly / & he wolde not putte it awaye though he myghte / for it is soo prouffytable / All this dooth oure lorde in grete prouffyte of the soule / for to dry­ue it oute of the sēsualyte / that it myghte receyue ghost­ly lyghte / For after this whan the soule is thus mortyfied and brought fro worldly loue in to this derknesse / y t it hathe noo more sauour ne delyte of worldly lykynge than of y e strawe / But he thynkye it bytter as wormode / Thenne commyth the thirde tyme of magnyfieng / And that is whan the soule is refourmed in felynge in partye. and receyueth the yefte of perfeccyon and the grace of contemplacyon / and that is a tyme of grete reste / for thenne is Ihesu more homely with a soule / And after this comyth the fourth tyme of gloryfyenge / That is whan the soule shall be fully refourmed in the blysse of heuen / For thyse soules that arne thus called fro synne and thus ryghted or elles on other maner ly­ke by dyuers assayenge bothe thoroughe fyre and wa­ter. and afterwarde are thus magnyfyed they sholde be gloryfyed / For our lorde shal then yeue hē fully y t they [Page] here coueyted / and more than they cowde couete / for he shall areyse hem aboue al other chosen soules to the euē hede of cherubyn and seraphyn / sythen they passed all other in knowynge and louyng of god here in this lyfe / Therfore he that woll come to this magnifyeng drede not this rightyng / for that is the way / For our lorde sayth by his prophete a worde of grete confort to all suche soules that are examined wyth fyre of tribulacyon thus / Puer meus noli timere. Isa. xliii. Si transieris perignem flamma non nocebitte That is: My chylde yf thou passe thorugh fyre drede not for the flame shal not deere the It shall clēse the fro all flesshly fylthe / and make the ab­le to receyue ghostly fyre of the loue of god / and that ne­deth for to be done fyrst For as I haue before sayd. it maye not elles be refourmed in felynge /

¶How it falleth somtyme that soules begyn̄yng at profytynge in grace seme to haue more loue as by outwarde tokēs than some haue that ben perfyte / and yet it is not soo in soth wythin / Caplm̄ xxix.

BUt now sayest thou how maye this be sothe For there are many soules newe tourned to god that haue many ghostly felynges Some haue grete compunction for her synnes. and some haue grete deuocyons & feruours in her prayers. and often haue sundry techinges of ghostly liȝte in vnderstonding: and some men haue other maner felynges of confortable hete and grete swetnes / and neuertheles thise soules come neuer fully in this restfull derkenes that I speke of wyth feruent desyre and lastyng loue and thought in god: Then̄e askest thou whether thise soules be reformed ī felynge or noughte / It semeth yes. in asmoche as they haue suche gre­te ghostly felynges that other mē that stōde only ī fayth fele not of / Unto this I maye saye as me thynkith that [Page] thise ghostly felynge whether they stonde in compunction or deuocyon or in ghostly ymaginacyon are not the felynges whyche a soule shal haue and fele ī the grace of contemplacion / I say not but they are sothfast and gracyously yeuē of god / But thyse soules that felen suche are not yet refourmed in felynge: ne they haue not yet y yefte of perfecciō ne ghostly the brenninge loue of. Ihū as they maye come to / And neuertheles often it semyth otherwyse: that suche soules fele more of the loue of god thā other that haue the yefte of perfeccyon / in asmoche as the felyng shewyth more outwarde by grete feruour of bodily tokens. in wepynge prayenge knelinge & spe­kynge and other bodily styrynge. soo ferforth that it se­myth to a nother man that they were euer rauysshed in loue / And though me thynkith it is not soo / wel I wote that thise maner felinges and feruours of deuociō and compunccion that thise men fele are gracious [...]eftes of god sent in to chosē soules for to drawe hē out of worldly loue and flesshly luste that hath ben longe tyme roted in her hert. fro the whiche loue they sholde not be drawē out but bi suche feable stirynge of grete feruours: neuer theles y t the feruours is somoche in outwarde shewyng it is not on̄ly for mochenes of loue y t they haue but it is for litylnes and weyknes of her soule that may not bere a lityl towching of god for it is yet as it were fleshly festned to the flesshe & neuer was yet departed fro ghostly mortifyeng: and therfore the lest towching of loue and the lest sperkyl of ghostly lyȝte sent fro heuen in to suche a soule is so moche & so comfortable & so delectable ouer al the likinge that euer it felte before in flesshly loue of erthly thynge y t it is ouertaken with it / And also it is so newe and sodeyn and so vnkouth that it maye not suffre for to bere it but brestyth and shewyth out in wepynge [Page] sobbyng & other bodily stirynge / Right as the costrell y t is olde whan it receyueth new wine that is fresshe And myghty: the costrel boyleth oute and is in poynte for to cleue and brest vntyl the wyne hath boylled and spourged oute al vnclennesse / but also sone as the wyne is fyned and cleryd thenne it stondeth styl aud the costrel hole / Right so a sonle that is olde thrugh synne whan it receyueth a lytyl of the loue of god that is soo fresshe and so myghty y t the body is in poynte, for to cleue & to breke ne were that god kepith it hole / But yet it brestyth oute at the eyen by weping. and at y e mouth by spekyng. and y t is more for weyknes and feblenes of the soule thā for mykylnes of loue / For afterwarde whan loue hath boyled al the vnclennes oute of the soule bi suche grete fer­uours then is the loue clere & stondeth styl: And then is both the body and the soule moche more in pees and yet hath the soule moche more loue than it had before thou­gh it shewelesse outwarde / For it is now al hole in reste wythin. and noughte but lityll in outwarde shewynge of feruour / And therfore I saye y t thyse soules y t fele [...] suche grete hodily feruours though they bē in moche grace are not yet refourmed in felynge but they are gretely dysposed towarde. For I trowe that suche a man nāly y t hath be gretly defoylled in syn̄e shal not be refourmed in felynge but yf he be fyrste brente and purifyed wyth suche grete compunccyons goynge before /

Another soule that neuer was moche defoyleth wyth loue of y e worlde but hath euer be kepte fro grete synnes in innocēce maye lyghtlyer and more pryuely wythout grete feruour shewed outwarde com̄ to this refourmynge / Thenne is this soch as I hope that suche comfortes and feruours that a soule felyth in the state of begyn̄ynge or of profytyng are as it were his ghostly foode sente [Page] fro heuen for to strengthe hym in his trauely / Right as a pylgryme traueyleth al daye meteles & drynkles. and is nerehonde ouercome wyth werynes falleth at the laste to a good Inne. and there hath he mete & drynke / & is wel refresshed for the tyme / Right soo ghostly: a deuoute soule that wol forsake the loue of the worlde / & wolde fayne loue god / and settyth al his besynes therto: pray­eth and traueyleth al daye bodely and ghostly / and som­tyme feleth noo comforte ne sauour in deuocyon / Thē our lorde hauynge pyte ouer al his creatures that it sholde not perisshe for defawte ne torne īto heuynes or grutchynge sendeth it amonge his ghostly foode & comforteth it in deuocyon as he wouchith saaf / And whā the soule feleth ony comforte thenne holdeth he hym wel payd for all his traueylle and all the disease that it had on the day whan it fareth well at euen by felynge of ony grace The self wyse falleth it of other soules that are profitynge & ferforth in grace / They felen ofte tymes gracyous towchynges of the holy ghoste in her soule / bothe in vnderstondynge & syght of ghostly thynges and in affeccy of loue / But yet ben they not refourmed in felyng / ne they are not yet perfyte / for why al suche felynges come to hē in that state as it were vnwarly / for they come or they wyte it / & gooth fro hem or they wyte it / And they can not come therto ayen. ne wote not where they shall fynde it for they haue not yet homlynes with hē of thoughte and lastyng desyre in Ihū / ne the eye of her soules is not opyned to y e beholdyng of gostly thīges. but they nyghe faste towarde / & therfore they are not yet refour­med ī felyng / ne they haue not yet y e ful yeft of contēplaciō /

¶On what maner a man shal haue knowynge of hys owne soule / and how a man sholde sette his loue in Ihū god & man one persone. Caplm̄ xxx

[Page]IT nedeth a soule that wolde haue knowynge of ghostly thynges for to haue firste knowynge of it self / For it maye not haue knowyng of a kynde aboue it self but yf it haue knowynge of itself / And that is whan the foule is soo gadred ī to itself / and departed fro beholdynge of al erthly thynges & fro the vse of bodely wittes that it felyth itself as it is in the owne kynde without a body / Thenne yf thou coueyte for to knowe and see thy soule what it is. thou shalte not torne thy thought with ymaginacion in to thy body for to seke it and fele it as it were hyd within thyn herte. as thy herte is hydde & hol­den within thy body / If thou seke soo thou shalt neuer fynde it in itselfe / The more thou secheste for to fynde & fele it as thou woldest fele a bodily thyng the ferder thou arte therfro / For thy soule is no body but a lyfe vnsea­ble. not hyd and holden with in thy body as a lesse thynge is hyd & holden within a more but it is holdynge and quyknyng thy body moche more thā thy body is in myght & in vertue / Then yf thou wolt fynde it withdraw thi thoughte fro al bodily thynge outwarde & fro mynde of thyn owne body. also fro al thy fyue wyttes asmo­che as thou maye. and thynke on the kynde of a resona­ble soule ghostly as thou woldest thynke for to knowe ony vertue as sothfastnes or mekenes or ony other ver­tue / Righte soo thynke that a soule is a lyfe vndedely & vnseably / & hath myght in itself for to see and knowe the soueryn sothfastenes. And for to loue the souereyne goodnes y t is god / whan thou seest this then felyst thou somwhat of thyself / Seke thyself in none other place / but y e more fully & y e more clerly y t thou maye thynke of the kynde and the worthynes of a resonable soule what it is and what is y e wyndly werkynge of it y e better seest thou thiselfe / It is ful har [...]e for a [...]oule that is rude and [Page] moche in the flesshe for to haue syghte and knowynge of it or of an angel or of god / It falleth anone in to ymagynacion of bodily shappe. and it weneth therby for to haue the sighte of it selfe. and so of god and soo of ghost­ly thynges / And that maye not be / For alle ghostly thinges are sene and knowen by vnderstonding of the soule not by ymaginacion / Ryght as a soule seeth by vnder­stōdyng that the vertu of right wysnes is for to yeue to euery thynge that it oweth to haue / right soo & on suche a maner maye the soule see itselfe by vnderstondynge / Neuertheles I saye not that thy soule shall reste stylle in this knowinge / bue it shal by this seke hyer knowynge aboue itselfe & that is the kynde of god / For the soule is but a myrour in the whyche thou shalt see god ghostly / And therfore thou shalt fyrste fynde thi myrrour & kepe it bryghte & clene fro flesshly fylth & worldly vanytee / & holde it well vp fro the erthe that thou myȝt see it & our lorde therin also▪ For to this ende traueylen all chosen soules in this lyfe in her meaning & in her entēt though they haue not specyally the felinge of this. And therfore it is said before that many soules begin̄yng & profiting haue many grete feruours & moche swete deuociō and as it semith brēnynge al in loue. & yet haue they not perfytly loue ne ghostly knowynge of god / For wyte thou well fele a soule neuer somoche feruour / somoche that him thinkyth that y e body may not bere it. or though he melte al in to wepynge. aslonge as his thynkyng & his beholdyng of god is moost. or al in ymagynacion & not in vndstōdyng he come not yet to prrfyte loue ne to cō ­tēplacion / For thou shalt vndstōde y t the loue of god is on thre maner wyse / Al are good. but echone is better thā other / The fyrste comyth on̄ly thrugh fayth wyth­out gracious ymaginaciō or ghostly knowyng of god / [Page] This loue is in the leest soule that is refourmed in fay­th in y e lowest degree of charyte / And it is good: for it suffyceth to saluacyon: The seconde loue is that a soule fe­lyth thorugh fayth & ymagynacyon of Ihū ī his manhede. This loue is better than the fyrste whan the ymagynacyon is styred by grace / for why the ghostly eye is opened in beholdynge of our lordes manhede / The thyrde loue that the soule feleth thorugh ghostly syght of y e god hede in the manhede as it maye be seen here / that is best and wooste worthy / and that is perfyte loue this loue a soule felyth not vnto it be refourmed in felyng / Soules begynnyng & profytyng hath not this loue. for they cannot thynke on Ihū ne loue hym goodly but as it were almanly & flesshly after the condycyons & lyknes of man and vpon that rewarde they shape al her worchynge in her thoughtes & in her affeccyons / They drede hym as a man & worshyp hym & loue hym pryncypally in māly ymagynacyon & go no ferder / As thus: If they haue done amysse and trespased ayenst god they thynke then y e god is wrothe with hem as a man sholde yf they had trespassed ayenst hym. & therfore they falle downe as it we­re to the fete of our lorde with sorowe of herte and cryen mercy / And whan they done thꝰ they haue a good trust y our lorde of his mercy wol foryeue hem her trespasse / This maner of doyng is ryght good / but it is not ghostly as it myghte be / Also whan they woll worshyp god they present hem in her thought as they were before our lordes face in a bodely lyckenes. & ymagyne a wonder­ful lyght there our lorde Ihesu is / and thenne they reue­rence hym & worshyp hym & drede hym / & fully put hem in his mercy for to do with hem what he wol / Also whā they wol loue god they beholde hym worshyp hym & dre [...]e hym as a man. not yet as god in man eyther in hys [Page] passyon or in some other thyng of his manhede and in y beholdinge they fele her hertes moche stired to that loue of god / This manere of worchynge is good & gracyous but it is moche lesse and lower than is the worching of vnderstondynge / That is whan the soule gracyously beholdeth god in man / For in our lorde Ihesu are two kyndes. the manhede. and the godhede / Thenne ryght as the godhede is more souereyne and more worthy thā is the manhede / Ryght so the ghostly beholdynge of the godhede in Ihesu mā is more worthyer. and more ghost stlyer. and more medeful than ne beholdyng of the manhede alone / whether he beholde the manhede as dedly or as gloryfyed / And ryght so by the same skyl the loue y a soule felyth in thynkyng and beholdynge of the godhe­de in man whan it is gracyously shewed is worthyer ghostlyer & more medeful than the feruour of deuocyon that the soule feleth by ymagin̄acyon oonly of the man: hede shewe it neuer somoche outwarde / For in rewarde of that this is but manly / for our lorde sheweth hym not in ymaginacion as he is. ne that he is / for the soule myght not that tyme for freelte of the flesshhede suffre it soo / Neuerthels vnto suche soules that can not thynke of the godhede ghostly that they sholde not erre in her deuocyon. but that they sholde be comforted & strengthed thrugh some maner Inwarde beholdynge of Ihū for to forsake synne and the loue of the worlde. therfore oure lorde Ihesu tempreth his vnseable lighte of his godhede and clotheth it vnder bodile lykenes of his manhede. and she wyth it vnto the Inner eye of a soule. and fedeth it wyth the loue of his precyous flesshe ghostly / The whiche loue is of soo grete myghte that it sleeth all wyc­ked loue in the soule and strengthe it for to suffre body­ly penaunce and other bodyly dysease in tyme of nede / [Page] for loue of Ihesu / And this is the shadowyng of our lorde Ihesu ouer a chosen soule. in the whiche shadowyng the soule is kepte fro brennyng of worldly loue. For ry­ght as a shadowe is made of a lyght & of a bodi: ryght so this ghostly shadow is made of y e blessed vnseable lyght of the godhede & of the manhede ooned therto shewed to a deuout soule / of the whiche shadowe the prophete sayth thus / Sp̄s ante faciē nostram xp̄s dn̄s sub vmbra eiꝰ viuemus inter gentes / Our lorde cryst before our face as a spyrite vnder his shadowe we shal lyue amonge folke / That is our lorde Ihesu in his godhede is a spyryte that maye not be seen of vs lyuyng in flesshe as he is in his blessed lyght. therfore we shal lyue vnder y e shadow of his manhede as long as we are here But though this besooth y t this loue in ymaginacyon be good / Neuertheles a soule sholde desyre for to haue ghostly loue in vnderstōdyng of the godhede. for that is the ende & y e ful blysse of the soule / and al bodely beholdynges are but meanes ledynge a soule to it / I say not that we sholde refuse the manhede of Ihesu and departe god fro man. but thou shalt in Ihesu man beholde drede. wonder. & loue ghostly the godhede. And so shalt thou without departyng loue god in man. and both god & man ghostly & not flesshly / Thus taught our lorde mary mawdeleyne that sholde be contemplatyfe. Ioh. x whan he sayd thus / Noli me tan­gere non dūenē ascendi ad patrē meū Touche me not I am not yet styed vp to my fader / That is to saye: Mary magdalene loued wel our lorde Ihesu before the tyme of his passyon / but her loue was moche bodely & lytyl ghostly / She trowed wel y t he was god but she loued hym a lytyl as god / for she kouth not then̄e / and therfore she suffreth al her affeccyon and al her thought falle in hym as he was in fourme of man / And our lorde blamed her [Page] not thenne but praysed it moche / But after whan he was rysen fro dethe and appered to her she wolde haue worshypped hym with suche manere loue as she dyde before / and thenne our lorde forbode her and sayd thus Towche me not: That is. Sette not thy reste ne the lo­ue of thyn herte in that fourme of man y thon seest with thy flesshly eye only for to reste therin. For in that four me I am not styed vp to my fader That is I am not euē to the fader. for in that fourme of man I am lesse than he: Towche me not so. but let thy thought and thy loue in y e fourme in whiche I am euen to the fader / that is y e fourme of the godhede / and loue me: knowe me. & wor­shyp me as god & man godly. not as a man manly / So shalt thou touche me. For sythen I am both god & man and al the cause why I shal be loued & worshipped is for I am god: and for I toke the kynde of man. And therfore make me god in thyne herte and in thyne loue / And worshyppe me in thyne vnderstondynge as Ihesu god and man: souereyne sothfastnes and souereyne good­nes and blessed lyfe for that I am / And thus taughte our lo [...]de her as I vnderstonde and also al other soules that arne dysposed to contemplacyon and able therto that they sholde doo soo. Neuertheles other soules that arne not sybtyll in kynde. ne are not yet made ghostly thoroughe grace it is good to hem that they kepe for the her owne worchynge in ymagynacyon with manly affeccyon vnto more grace come freely to hem. It is not syker to a man to lene one good thynge vtterly tyll he see and fele a better. Upon the selfe wyse it maye be sayd of other maner felinges that are like to bodyly / as herynge of delectable songe. or felynge of comfortable hete in the body: seenge of lighte. or swetnes of bodili sauour. Thyse are not ghostly felynges. for ghostly clyn [Page] are felte in the myghtes of the soule / pryncipally in vnderstondynge & loue. and lytyl in ymagynacyon / But thise felynges are felte in the myghtes of the body in ymagynacyon / and therfore they are not ghostly fe­lynges. But whā they are best & moost true. yet are they but outwarde tokens of the Inly grace that is felte in y e myghtes of the soule / This may be openly preued by holy wryt sayeng thus / Apparuerūt appostolis dispertitelingue tāqm̄ ignis. Act. sed it (que) supra singulos eorum spiri­tus scūs / The holy ghost appered to the apostles in the daye of penthecost in the lickenes of brennynge tonges & enflammed her hertes. & [...]et vpon eche of hem / Now soth it is the holy ghost that is god in hymselfe vnseable was not that fyre ne the tonges that were seen. ne that brennyng that was felt bodily. but he was vnseabli felt in the myghtes of her soules / for he lyghtned her reason and kyndeled her affeccion thrugh his blessed precense so clerely and so brennyngly that they had. sodeynly the ghostly knowyng of sothfastnes & y e perfeccyon of loue as our lorde behyght hem sayenge thus / Spiritus san­ctus docebit vos omnem veritatem / That is. Ioh. the holy ghost shal teche you al sothfastnes / then was that fyre and that brennyng nought elles but a bodily token outwarde shewed in wy [...]nessynge of that grace that was Inwardly felte / And as it was in hem / soo is it in other soules that are vysyted and lyghtned within of the holy ghost. and hath with that suche outwarde felynge in cō forte and wytnessyng of the grace inwarde / But that grace is not as I hope in all soules that are perfyte but there our lorde wol / Other Inperfyte soules that haue suche felynges outwarde and haue not yet receyued Inwarde grace it is not good to hem to reste in suche felynges outwarde / but in as moche as they helpe the soule to [Page] more loue. and to more stablynesse of thoughte in god / For some maye be true and some may be feyned as I haue sayd before /

¶How this maner of spekynge of refourmyng in felinge of a soule shal be take And on what wyse it is refour­med and how it is founde in saynt poules wordes. Caplm̄ xxxi.

NOw I haue sayd to the a lityll of refourmynge in faythe. and also I haue towched to the a lityll of the forth goynge fro that refourmynge to the hygher refourmyng that is in felynge. Not in that entent that I wolde bi thyse wordes sette goddis worchyng vnder a lawe of my spekinge. As for to saye thꝰ worcheth god in a soule and none other wyse / Nay I meane not soo / But I saye after my symple felinge that oure lorde worcheth thus in some creatures as I hope / And I hope well that he worcheth other wyse also that passyth my witte and my felinge / Neuertheles whether he worche thus of other wyse by sundry meanes in lenger tyme or shorter tyme / wyth moche traueyle or lityl traueyle / yf all come to one ende. that is to the perfyte loue of hym / thenne it is good ynoughe / For yf he wol yeue one soule on one daye the full grace of contemplacyon and with oute ony traueyle as he well maye / as good is that to that soule as yf he had be examined pynyd mortyfyed and purifyed twenty wynter / And therfore vpon this maner wise take in my sayenge as I haue sayd. and nā ly as I thynke to saye / For now by the grace of our lorde Ihesu shall I speke a lytyll as me thynketh more openly of refourmyng in felynge what it is and how it is made. and whyche are ghostly felynges that a sou­le receyueth / Neuertheles fyrste that I take not this maner of spekynge of refourmyng of a soule in felynge [Page] as feynyng or fantasye / therfore I shall grounde it in saynt poullis wordes where he sayth thus / Nolite conformari huic seculo sed reformamini in nouitate sensꝰ vestri / That is: Ro. xii ye that are thrugh grace refourmed in fayth conforme you not hensforwarde to the maners of the worlde in pride in couetyse and in other synnes. but be ye refourmed in newehede of felynge / Loo here thou maye see that saynt poul spekyth of refourmynge in fe­linge / And what that newe felinge is. he expowneth in a nother place thus / Ut impleamini in agnicione volū tatis eius in omni intellectu et sapīa spirituali / That is: we praye god that ye maye be fulfylled in knowinge of goddis wyll in all vnderstondynge and in all maner ghostly wysdom / This is refourmynge in felinge / For thou shalt vnderstonde that the soule hath ii. maner of felinges. One without of the fyue bodili wyttes. a no­ther within of the ghostly wyttes the whiche are properly the myghtes of the soule / Mynde reason and wylle / whā thyse myghtes are thrugh grace fulfylled in al vnderstondynge of the wyll of god and ghostly wysdō thē ne hath the soule newe gracyous felynges / That this is soth he sheweth in a nother place thus / Renouamini spiritu mentis vestre & induite nouū hominem qui secū dum deum creatus est in iusticia: Col. iii scītate et veritate. Be ye renued in spiryte of your soule / That is: ye shall be refourmed not in bodily felynge ne in ymaginacion but in the ouer partye of your reason / And clothe you in a newe mā that is shapen after god in rightwysnes holinesse and sothfastnesse / That is: your reason that is properly the ymage of god thrugh grace of the holy ghoste shall be clothed in a newe lyghte of sothfastnesse / holynes. and ryghtwysnes / And thenne it is reformed in felynge / For whan the soule hath perfyte knowynge [Page] of god thenne it is refourmed / Thus fayth saynt poul / Expoliantes veterē hominē cū actibus [...]uis induite nouū qui renouatur in angnicōne dei scdm ymagynē eiꝰ qui creauit eum / Spoyle yourself of y e olde man with al his dedes That is cast fro you y e loue of y e worlde with al worldly maners. Col. 3. And clothe you in a newe mā. That is: ye shal be renewed in y e knowynge of god after y e lyckenes of hym y t made you / By thyse wordes thou may vnderstonde y t saynt poul wolde haue mennes soules refourmed in perfyte knowyng of god. for y t is y e nowe felynge y t he speketh of gernerally And therfore vpon his wordes I shal saye more openly of this refourmyng as god yeueth me grace / For there is two maner knowynge of god One is had pryncipally in ymagynacyon. & lytyl in vnderstondyng / This knowyng is in chosen sou­les begynnynge and prouffytynge in grace y t knowen god. and louen hym al manly. not ghostly with manly affeccyons & with bodely lyknes as I haue before sayd This knowynge is good. and it is lykned to mylke by y t whiche they are tenderly nourysshed as chyldern vntyl they ben able for to come to the faders borde & take of his honde hole brede. A nother knowyng pryncipally feled in vnderstondynge & lytyl in ymagynacyon. For y e vnderstondynge is lady & ymagynacyon is a mayden seruynge to the vnderstondynge whan nede is / know­ynge his hole brede mete for profyte soules / and it is re­fourmed in felynge /

¶How god openeth the Inner eye of the soule to see hym not al at ones but by dyuerse tymes / And of thre maner of refourmynge of a soule by ensample. Capitulum. xxxii

A Soule y t is called fro the loue of worlde & after y t is ryghted & assayed. mortifyed & puryfyed as [Page] I haue before sayd: our lorde Ihū of his mercyful goodnes refourmyth it in felyng whan he wouchyth saaf He openeth the Inner eye of the soule whan he lyghtneth y e reasn̄ thrugh towychynge and shinynge of his blessyd lyght for to se hym and knowe hym. not al fully at ones but lityll and lityll by dyuers tymes as the sowle maye suffre hym / He seeth hym not what he is. for that maye noo creature doo in heuen ne in erthe: Nor he seeth hym not as he is / for that syght is oonly in the blysse of heuē But he seeth hym. y t he is an vnchaungable beynge / a souereyne myght: souereyne sothfastenes: souereyne goodnes: a blessed lyf: an endles blysse / This seeth y e soule and moche more that comyth wyth al not blyndly and nakydly & vnsauourly as doth a clerke that seeth hym by his clergye on̄ly thorugh myght of his naked reason but he seeth hym in vnderstondynge that is comforted & lyghted by the yefte of the holy ghost with a wōderful reuerence and a preuy brennyng loue. and wyth ghost­ly sauour & heuenly delyte more clerly & more fully thā it maye be wrytē or sayd / This syghte though it be but shortly & lytyl is so worthy & so myghty that it draweth and rauyssheth al the affecciō of the soule fro beholding & the mynde of al erthly thynge therto for to reste therin euermore yf it myghte / And of this manere of syghte & knowynge the soule groundeth al his worchyng inwarde in al the affeccions / For thenne it dredeth god in mā as sothfastnesse wondreth hym as myghte / loueth hym as goodnes / This syghte and this goodnes and this knowynge of Ihesu with the blessed loue that comyth out of it may be called refourmyng of a soule in felynge and in fayth that I speke of /

It is in fayth / For it is derke yet as in rewarde of that ful knowynge of Ihū wyih the blessed loue that comith [Page] onte of it y t shal be in heuen / For then shal we se hym not oonly y t he is but as he is / As saynt Iohn̄ sayth / Tunc videbimus eum sicut est / That is: p̄. Io. iiii. Thenne shal we see hym as he is / Neuertheles it is in felynge also as in re­warde of y e blynde knowynge that a soule hath stondynge oonly in faythe / For this soule knowyth somwhat of the very kynde of Ihesu god thorughe his gracyous syght / but y e other knowyth not. but oonly trowith it is soth. Neuertheles y t thou y e better maye conceyue what I meane I shal shewe thyse thre maner refourmyng of a soule by ensāple of thre men stondyng inlyȝt of the son Of the whiche thre one is blynde a nother may see but he hath his eyen stopped / the thyrde lokyth forth full sy­ght / The blynde man hath no maner knowyng that he is in the son̄e / but he trowith it yf a true man telle hym And he betokeneth a soule that is oonly refourmed in fayth y t trowyth in god as holy chyrche techeth & wote not what / This suffyceth as for saluacyon / That other man seeth a lyght of the sonne. but he seeth it not clerly what it is for the lyd of his eye letteth hym that he maye not see / But he seeth thorugh the lyd of his eye a glyme­rynge of grete lyghte / And he betokeneth a soule that is refourmed in fayth and in felynge / and soo is he contemplatyfe. For he seeth some what of the godhede of Ihesu thoroughe grace / Not clerly ne fully. for the lyd­de that is hys bodyly kynde is yet a walle bytwyxe hys kynde and the kynde of Ihesu god and lettythe hym frome the clere syghte / But he seeth thoroughe thys walle after that grace towchyth hym more or lesse that Ihesu is god. and that Ihesu is souereyne good nesse and souereyne beynge. and a blessyd lyfe / and all that other goodnesse comyth of hym / Thus see­the the sowle by grace notayenstondynge [Page] the bodily kynde. and the more clene and subtyl that the soule is made. and y e more it is depared fro flesshly hede the sharper sight it hath & the myghtyer loue of the god­hede of Ihesu / This syght is so myghty that thoughe none other man lyuynge wolde trowe in Ihesu ne loue hym he wolde neuer trowe the lesse ne loue hym the lesse for he seeth it sothfastly that he may not vntrowe it / The thyrde man y t hath ful syght of the sonne he trowith it not / for he seeyth it fully / And he betokeneth a ful blessyd soule that without ony walle of body or of synne seeth openly the face of Ihesu in the blysse of heuē / There is no fayth / & therfore he is fully refourmed in felynge / There is no state aboue the seconde refourmyng that a soule may come to here in this lyfe. for this is the state of perfeccyon & the way to heuen warde. Neuertheles al y e soules that are in this state are not al lyke ferforth. For some hath it lytyl shortly & seeldom. & some lenger clerer and oftiner: and some hath it best clerest and lengest af­ter y e aboundyng of grace / & yet al thyse haue the yefte of contemplacion / For the soule hath not perfyte syght of Ihesu al at ones / but fyrst a lytyl & a lytyl / and after y t it profyteth and comyth to more felyng / And aslonge as it is in this lyfe it maye waxe more in knowyng & in this loue of Ihesu / and sothly I wote not what were more leyf to suche a soule that hath felte a lytyl of it than vtter­ly al other thynges lefte and sette at nought. Tent on̄ ­ly therto for to haue clerer syght & clenner loue of Ihesu in whō is al the blessed trynyte / This maner knowyng of Ihesu as I vnderstonde is the openynge of he [...]en to the eye of a clene soule of the whiche holy mē speke of in her wrytynge / Not as some wene that the openynge of heuen is as yf a soule myghte see bi ymaginaciō thrugh the scyes aboue the fyrmament how our lorde Ihesu syeteth [Page] in his mageste in a bodily lighte as moche as an hundreth sonnes Nay it is nat soo. ne though he see neuer so hyghe on that maner sothly he seeth not the gostly heuen / The hygher he styeth aboue the sonne for to see Ihesu god so by suche ymagynaciō the lower he falleth bineth the sonne. Neuertheles this maner syght is sufferable to sīple soules that can noo better seche him that is vnseable.

¶Howe Ihū is heuen to the soule. And why he is cal­led fyre / Caplm. xxxiii.

WHat is heuen to a resonable soule / Sothly noughte elles but Ihesu god / For yf that be heuē only that is aboue al thyng / then ne is god onely heuen to mānes soule for he is onely aboue the kīde of a soule / thē ­ne yf a soule may thorugh grace haue knowynge of y e blessed kynde of Ihesu sothly he seeth heuē for he seeth god / Therfore there are many men that erren in vn­derstōdynge of some wordes that are sayd of god / for they vnderstonde them not gostly / Holy wrytynge sayth that a soule that woll fynde god shall lyft vpwarde the Inner eye & seke god aboue itselfe / Thenne some mē that wolde doo after this sayenge vnderstōde this worde aboue hemself as for hygher settynge in stede & worthynes of place as one elemente or planete is aboue a nother in settyne & worthynes of a bodely place / But it is nat soo gostly. For a soule is aboue al bodily thynge that by settynge of stede: but by subtyltee & worthynes of kynde / Right soo on the selfe wise god is a­boue all bodily & gostly creatures not by settynge of stede but by subtyltee & worthynes of his vnchangea­ble blessyd kynde. And therfore he that wol wisely see he god & fynde hym he shall not renne out w t his thought as he wolde clyme aboue the sonne & parte the firma­ment [Page] and ymagyn that mageste as it were of an hun­dred sonnes / he shall rather drawe downe the sonne & al the fyrmamēt and forget it. and caste it beneth hym there he is. and sett all and all bodily thinge also at no­ught / And thynke thenne yf he can ghostly both of him selfe and of god also / And yf he doo thus: thenne seeth the soule aboue it selfe / thenne seeth it in to heuen. Up­on this self maner shall this worde within be vnder­stond / It is comynly sayd that a soule shall see our lord within all thynge and within itselfe / Soth it is y t our lorde is within all creatures / but not on that maner y t a kernell is hyd wythin the shell of a nutte. or as a ly­tyll bodily thynge is holdon within a nother moche / but he is within all creatures as holdynge and kepynge hem in her beynge thrugh subtyltee and myghte of his owne blessed kynde & clennes vnseable / For right as a thynge that is moost precyous and moost clene is layed nerest / Right soo by that lyknes it is sayde that the kynde of god that is moost precyous moost clene & moost goodly ferrest fro bodily hede is hydde within al thynges / And therfore he that woll seke god wythin he shall forgete fyrste all bodily thynges for all that is w t out. and his owne body / and he shall forgete thīkynge of his owne soule. and thynke on the vnmade kynde. that is Ihesu y t made hym: quiknith hym. holdith hym and yeueth hym reason & mynde and loue the whiche is within hym thrugh his myghte and souereyne sub­tylte / Upon this maner shall the soule doo whan gra­ce towchyth it. or elles it woll but lytell auayle to se [...]he Ihesu. And to fynde hym wythin it self and wythin al creatures as me thīkyth / Also it is sayd in holy wryte that god is lyghte / Soo sayth saynt Iohn̄. p̄. Iohīs Deus lux ī That is. God is lyghte / This lyght shall not be vnderstonde as for bodily lyghte. but it is vnderstonde thus / [Page] God is lyghte. That is. God is trouth ang sothfastnes for sothfastnes is ghostly lyghte / Thenne he that most gracyously knowyth sothfastnes best seeth god / ād ne­uertheles it is lykened to the bodily lyght for this skill Ryght as the sōne sheweth to the bodily eye itself and all bodily thynge by it / rihht so sothfastnes that is god sheweth to the reason of the soule itselfe fyrste. and by itselfe al other gostly thynge that nedeth to y e knowynge of a soule / Thus sayth the prophete / Domine in lu­mine tuo videbimꝰ iumē / Lorde we shall see thy lyght by thy lyghte / That is: p̄. xxxv. we shal see the that art sothfastnes by thyselfe / On the selfe wyse it is sayd that god is fyre / Deus nost ignis consumens est: Hebr̄. xii. That is. Our lorde is fyre wastynge / That is for to saye. God is not fyre elementare that heteth a body and brēneth it. but god is loue and charyte / For as fyre wasted all bodily thynge y t may be wasted / Ryght soo y e loue of god brē ­neth & wasteth all synne out of the soule. And maketh it clene as fyre makyth clene all maner metalle / Thy­se wordes and alle other that arne spoken of our lorde in holy wrytte by bodely lyckenesse muste nedes be vnderstonde ghostly. Elles there is noo sauour in hem / Neuertheles the cause why suche manere wordes are sayd of our lorde in holy wrytte is this / For we are so flesshly that we can not speke of god ne vnderstonde of hym but yf we by suche wordes fyrst be entred in / Neuertheles whan the Inner eye is opened thrugh grace for to haue a lytyll syght of Ihesu / Thenne shall the soule torne lyghtly ynough all suche wordes y e whiche of bodily thynges in to ghostly vnderstondynge. This ghostly openynge of the Inner eye in to knowynge of the godhede whiche I calle refournynge in fayth and felynge / For thenne the soule the whiche somwhat fe­leth in vnderstondynge of that thynge whiche y t it had [Page] before in naked trowynge. and that is the begyn̄yng [...] of contemplaciō / of the whiche saynt poul sayth thus / Non contēplātibm nobis q̄ vidētur sed q̄ non vidētu [...] Quia que videntur temporalia sunt. que autem non videntur eterna sunt / That is: S. co (rum) iiii. Our contemplaciō is not in thynges that are seen. but it is in thynges vnseable / For thynges that are seen are passyng. but vnsea­ble thynges are euerlastyng / to the whiche syghte euery soule sholde desyre for to come to both here in party and in the blysse of heuen fully / For in that syght & in that knowyng of Ihū is fully the blysse of a resonable soule & endles lyfe Thus saith our lord / Hec est autem vita eterna vt cognoscant te verum deum & quem misisti Ihesū xp̄m / That is: Iohn̄ vii. Fader thys is endles lyfe y t thy chosen soules knowe the and thy sone whom thou haste sente one sothfaste god.

¶ Of two maner of loue refourmed & vnfourmed what it meanith / And how we be beholde to loue Ihesu moche for our makynge / but more for our ayen byeng / but althermooste for our sauyng thrugh y e yeftes of his loue. Caplm. xxxiiii.

BUt nowe wondrest thou sythen this knoweng of god is the blysse & y e ende of a soule? why thē ­ne haue I sayde here before that a soule sholde not elles coueyte but oonly the loue of god / I spake no thynge of this sighte y t a soule sholde coueyte this / Unto this maye I saye thus / that the syght of Ihesu is full blysse of a soule: and that is oonly for the lyght but it is also for the blyssed loue that comith out of that syght / Ne­uertheles for loue comyth out of knowynge & not knowynge out of loue / therfore it is sayd that in knowyn­ge & in syght pryncipally of god with loue is the blys­se of a soule and the more he is knowen the better he is loued. But for asmoche as to this knowyng or to this [Page] [...]oue that comith of it. may not the soule come without [...]oue / therfore sayd I that thou sholdest coueyte loue / [...]or loue is cause why a soule comyth to this knowyng [...]nd to this loue that comith of it / And on what man̄ [...]hat is I shall telle the more openly. Holy wryters sayē [...] soth it is that ther is two maner of gostly loue / One [...]s called fourmed. a nother is called vnfourmed /

¶Loue vnfourmed is god hym self the thirde perso­ [...]e in trynyte that is the holy gost / He is loue vnfour­ [...]ed & vnmade as saīt Io. sayth / Deꝰ dileccō est / God [...]s loue: p̄. Io. iiii. That is the holy gost / Loue fourmed is the af­fecciō of the soule made by the holy ghost of the syghte and of the knowyng of sothfastnes that is god. oonly tyred and sette in hym / This loue is called fourmed [...]or it is made by the holy ghost / This loue is not god [...]n hymself for it is made. but it is the loue of the sowle [...]ellte of the syght of Ihesu & stired to hym oonly / Now [...]ay thou see that loue formed is not cause why a sou­ [...]e comyth to y e ghostly syghte of Ihesu / And some men wolde thynke that they wolde loue god soo brēnyngly as it were by theyr owne mighte. that they were wor­thy for to haue the ghostly knowynge of hym / Naye it is not soo. But loue vn vnformed that is god hymself is cause of all this knowynge / For a blynde wretched soule is so ferre fro the clere knowynge and the blessed felynge of his loue thorugh synne and freelte of the bodily kynde that it myght neuer come to it. ne were it y e endles mochenes of the loue of god. But thēne by cause he loueth vs soo moche therfore he yeueth vs his lo­ue that is the holy ghost / He is the yeuer and the yeft. and maketh vs thenne by that yefte for to knowe and loue hym / Lo this the loue that I spake of that thou sholdest oonly coueyte and dysyre this vnfourmed lo­ue that is the holy ghost / For sothly a lesse thynge or a [Page] lesse yefte than he is maye nat auayle vs for to brynge vs to the blessed syght of Ihū / And therfore sholde we fully desyre and aske of Ihesu oonly this yeft of loue y t he wolde for the mochenes of his loue so blessed touch our herte wyth his vnseable lyghte to the knowynge of hym and departe wyth vs of his loue y t as he loueth vs that we myght loue hym ayen / Thus sayth saynt Iohn̄ / Nos diligamꝰ deum qm̄ ipse prior dilexit nos That is: [...]. Iohn̄. Loue we god now for he fyrst loueth vs / He loued vs moche whan he made vs to his lyknes. But he loued vs more whan he bought vs wyth his precy­ous blode thrugh wylfull takynge of deth in his man hede fro the power of the fende and fro the pyne of hell but he loueth vs moost whan he yeueth vs the yefte of the holy ghost that is loue. be y t whiche we knowe him and loue hym. and are made syker that we are his so­nes chosen to saluacion / For this loue are we more to hym boūde thā for ony other loue that euer shewed he for vs. eyther in our makynge or in our ayenbyenge / For though he had made vs and bought vs: but yf he saue vs with all? what profyteth it elles to vs our ma­kynge or our byenge / Sothly ryght nought / Therfo [...] the mooste token of loue shewed to vs as me thynketh is this / That he yeueth hīselfe in his manhode to ou [...] soules / ¶He gaaf hym selfe fyrste in his māhede to [...]e for our Raunson whanne he offred hymselfe to the fa­der of heuen vpon the awter of the crosse

¶This was a ryght fayre yefte and a ryght grete token of loue / But what tyme he gyueth hymselfe in his godhege ghostly to our soules for our saluacion / And maketh vs for to knowe hym. and for to loue hym / Thenne louyth he vs fully / For thēne yeueth he hymselfe to vs / And more myght he not yeue vs / Ne lesse myghte not suffyce to vs /

[Page]¶ And for this skylle it is sayd that the ryghtynge of a synfull soule thorugh foryeuenesse of synnes is are [...] ­ted and appropered pryncypally to the worchynge of the holy ghoste / For the holy ghost is loue / And in the ryghtynge of a soule our lorde Ihesu sheweth to a sou­le moost of his loue / For he doth awaye all synne and [...]onyth it to hym / And that is the beste thynge that he maye doo to a soule / And therfore it is appropred to the holy ghost / The makynge of the soule is appropred to the fader. as for the souereyne myghte and power y t he shewyth in makynge of it / The byenge of it is aret­ted to the sone as for the souereyne wytte and wysdo­me that he shewed in his manhede / For he ouercome the fēde pryncypally thrugh wysdome and not thrugh strenghte / But the ryghtynge and the full sauynge of a soule by foryeuenesse of synnes is approprede to the thyrde persone that is the holy ghoste / For therin she­weth Ihesu mooste loue vnto mannes soule / And for that chynge shall he be mooste loued of vs ayen / His makynge is comen to vs and to all vnresonable crea­tures / For as he made vs of noughte▪ soo made he hem And therfore is this werke greteste of myghte. but not mooste of loue / Also the byenge is comen to vs and to all resonable soules / as to Iewes and saracyns and to fals crysten men / For he deyed for all soules ylyke / and bought hem. yf they woll haue the perfyte loue of it / & also it suffyceth for the bienge of al though it be so that al haue it not / And this werke was most of wysdome not most of loue / But the ryghtynge and the halowynge of our soules thrugh the yefte of the holy ghost. that is oonly in that worchynge of loue. And that is not comen to all but it is a specyall gyfte oonly to them whiche be chosen soules / And sothly that is mooste worchynge [Page] of loue to vs that are his chosen chylderne. ¶This is the loue of god that I spake of whiche thou sholde coueyte and desyre: for this loue is god hymself & y e holy gost This loue vnformed whā it is yeuē to vs it wor [...]heth in our soule all y e gode is & all y e longeth to godenes / This loue loueth vs or that we loue hym for it clēseth vs fyrst of our synnes: and maketh vs for to loue hym. & maketh our wyll stronge for to ayenstond all synnes / and styreth vs for to assaye our self thrugh dyuers exercyse both bodily & gostly in all vertues / It stireth vs also for to forsake the synne and flesshly af­feccions and worldly dredes / It kepeth vs fro malycyous temptacions of the fende. and dryueth vs out fro besynes & vanyte of the worlde. and fro conuersacion of worldly louers / All this dooth the loue of god vnformed whā he yeueth hymself to vs / we do right nought but suffre hym and assente to him. for that is the moost that we doo that we assente wylfully to his gracyous worchynge in vs / and yet is not that wyl of vs but of his makynge. so that me thynketh that he dooth in v [...] all that is well done. & yet see we it not / And not oonly dooth he thus. but after this loue dooth more. for he o­peneth the eye of the soule. and shewith to y e soule that syght of Ihesu wonderfully. and the k [...]owynge of him as the soule maye suffre it thus by lytyll and by lytyll. and by that syghte he rauyssheth all the affeccion of the soule to hym & thenne begynneth the soule for to kno­we hym ghostly and brynnyngly for to loue hym / Thī [...]ne seeth the soule somwhat of the kynde of the blessed godhede of Ihesu howe that he is all and that he wor­cheth all. and that all gode dedes the whiche are done and gode thouhtes are oonly of hym for he is all seue­reyn myght & all souereī sothfastnes & al souerein god­nes / & therfore euery gode dede is don̄ of him & by him & [Page] he shal oonly haue the worship & the thanke for all good dedes and noo thynge but he / For though wretched mē stele his worchypp here for a whyle / Neuerthelesse att the laste ende shall sothfastnesse shewe well that Ihesu dyde alle. And man dyde ryght uoughte of hym selfe / And thenne shall theues of goddes that are not acorded wyth hym here in this lyfe for her trespaas be demyd to deth & Ihū shal be fully worshipped & thanked of al blessed creatures for his worchynge / This loue is not elles but Ihesu hymself that for loue worcheth al this ī man­nes soule. and refourmeth it ī felynge to his lykenes as I haue before sayd and somwhat as I shall saye / This loue bryngeth in to the soule the full hede of all vertues and makyth al clene and true soft and easy. and torneth him al in to loue and in to likynge / And on what maner wyse he dooth that: I shall telle the a lytyll after warde / This loue drawyth the soule fro vayne beholdynge of worldly thynges in to contemplacyon of ghostly creatures and of goddis pryuites / fro flesshlihede in to ghostlynes / fro erthly felynge in to heuenly sauour /

¶ How that some soule loueth Ihū by bodily feruours & by her owne manly affeccions that ben styred by gra­ce and by reason / And how some louen Ihesu more rest fully by ghostly affeccyons oonly styred Inwarde thrugh specyally grace of the holy ghost. Capitulum xxxv.

THēne maye I saye that he that most ha [...]h of this loue here in this lyfe most pleseth god. and most clere sighte shal haue of hym / and moost fully loue hym in the blysse of heuen / for he hath the most yeft of loue here in erth / This loue may not be had by a mānes owne traueyle as some wene / It is freely had of the gracyous yefte of Ihesu after moche bodyly and ghostly traueyle [Page] goyng before For there are some louers of god y t maken hymself to loue god as it were by her owne myght / for they streyne hemself thrugh grete vyolence and panten so strongly that they brast in to bodily feruours as they wolde drawe downe god fro heuen to hem / And they sayen in her hertes and wyth her mouthe / A lorde I lo­ue the and I wolde loue the: I wolde for thy loue suffre deth / And in this maner of worchynge they fele grete feruour & moche grace / And soth it is me thynketh this worchynge is gode and medfully yf it be well tempred wyth mekenes & with dyscrecion / But neuertheles thyse mē loue not ne haue not the yefte of loue on that ma­ner as I speke of: ne they aske it not soo / For a soule that hath the yeft of loue thrugh gracyous beholding of Ihū as I meane or elles yf be haue it not yet / but wolde haue it. he is not besy for to strayne hymself ouer his myghte as it were by bodyly strength for to haue it by bodyly feruours: and soo for to fele the loue of god but hym thyn­keth that he is ryght nought. and that he can doo ryght noughte of hymselfe. but as it were a dede thyng oonly hangyng & borne vp by the mercy of god / He seeth well that Ihū is al and dooth all. and therfore asketh he noughte elles but the yefte of loue /

Horly thē that the soule seth that his owne loue is noughte therfore it wolde haue his loue for that is ynough / Therfore praieth he and that desireth he that the loue of god wolde towche hym with his blessed lyghte that he myghte see a lytyll of hym by his gracyous presence: for then sholde he loue hym / And soo by this waye comyth the yefte of loue that is god in to a soule / The more that a soule nough yth itself thorugh grace by syght of his sothfastnes some tyme wythoute ony feruour outwarde shewed. and the lesse y t it thynkith that it loueth or seeth [Page] god. the nerer it nygheth for to precyu [...]e the yefte of the blessed loue / For then is loue mayster & worcheth in the sowle: and maketh it forgete itselfe. and for to se & beholde on̄ly how loue doth / And then is y e soule more suffrynge than doyng. and that is clene loue / Thus saynt poul meaned whan he sayd thus. Ro viii Quicū (que) sp̄u dei agunt hii filii dei sunt / All thise that are wrought wyth the spyryte of god are goddes sōnes. y t is soules y t are made so me­ke & so buxom̄ to god that thei werke not of hemself. but suffre y e holy ghost styre hem & worche hem in the felynges of loue wyth a swete corde to his styrynges / Thyse arn specyally godd is sōnes most lyke vnto hym. Other soules that can not loue thus buttraueylen hēself by her owne afflyccyōs & styre hȳself thrugh her owne thinkynge of god & bodyly exercyse for to drawe out of hēself by mastry y e felīg of loue by feruours & other bodily sygnes loue not ghostly / they done wel & medful yf so y t they wol know [...]ekly y t her werching is not y e kyndly gracyous felyng of loue. but it is manly doyng by a soule at y e byddyng of reason / & neuertheles thrugh y e godenes of god by cause y t the soule doth y in it is. thyse māly offeccōns of y e soule styred in to god by mannes werchyng are [...]orned in to ghostly affeccyons. and are mede [...]ulas yf they had he done ghostly in the fyrste begynnynge / And this is a grete curtesye of oure lorde shewed to meke soules that torneth all thyse manly affeccyons of kyndely loue in to the affeccyon and in to the mede of his owne loue: As yf he hadde wroughte hym all fully by hymselfe / And soo thyse manly affeccyons soo tourned maye be called affeccyons of ghostely loue thoroughe purchase not thoroughe kyndely bryngynge fourthe of the holy ghoste / I saye not that a soule maye worche suche manly affeccyons oonly of itselfe without grace / for I wot [Page] wel that saynt paul sayth that we maye ryght noughte done thynke that gode is of ourself without grace Non en̄iqd sumꝰ sufficientes cogitare aliquid ex nobis qua si ex nobis. [...] co (rum) 3 sed sufficiencia n [...]a ex deo est / That is▪ we y e loue god wene not y t we suffyse for to loue or for to thynke good of ourselfe oonly / but our suffysynge is of god / For god worcheth in al both good werke and good wyl as saynt poul sayth / Deus est qui eperatur in nobis et velle & perficere probona voluntate / That is: Phil. [...] It is god that worcheth in vs good wyl and fulfyllynge of good wyl / But I saye that suche affeccyon are good made by the wyll & meane of a soule after the general grace that [...]e yeueth to al chosen soules / not of specyal grace made ghostly by towchynge of his gracyous presence as he worcheth in his perfyte louers as I sayd before / for [...]n vnperfyte louers loue worcheth ferly by the affeccyons of man. but inperfyte louers loue worchyth nerely by her owne ghostly affeccyons: & sleeth in a soule for y e ty­me al other affeccyons bothe flesshly kyndly & manly. & y t is propeely the werchynge of loue by hymselfe / Thus loue maye be had in a lytyl in partye here in a clene soule thrugh y e ghostly syght of Ihū. but in y e blysse of heuē it is fulfylled by clere syghte of his godhede / For there shall none affeccyon be feled in a soule but godly and ghostly /

¶That the yefte of loue amonge al other yeftes of Ihū is worthyest & moost profytable / And how Ihū doth al that is weldone in his louers on̄ly for loue. And how loue makyth the vsynge of al vertues & all good dedes ly­ght and easy / Caplm̄ xxxvi

ASke thou then of god no thyng but this yeft of loue that is the holy ghost / For among al y e yef­tes y e our lorde yeueth there is none so good ne so profy­table. [Page] so worthy ne so excellēt as this is / For there is no yefte of god that is bothe the yeuer and y e yefte but this yefte of loue / And therfore it is the best and the worthy est / The yefte of prophecye the yeftes of myracles wor­chyng. the yefte of the grete knowyng and coūselynge. and the yefte of grete fastynge or of grete penaūce doinge: or ony other suche are grete yeftes of the holy ghost. but they are not the holy ghost / For a reproued soule & a dampnable myghte haue al thise yeftes as hath a cho­sē soule / And therfore al thise maner yeftes are not gretly for to desyre ne moche for to charge / But the yefte of loue is the holy ghost god hymself. And hym may no soule haue & be dāpned wyth al / For that yefte saueth it on̄ ly fro dampnacyon. & makyth it goddis sone perceyuer of heuēly heritage / And that loue as I haue before sayd is not the affeccyon of loue that is formed in a soule: but it is the holy ghoste hymselfe that is loue vnfourmed y t saueth a sowle / For he yeueth hymself to a soule fyrst or the soule louith hym / and he fourmeth y e affeccyon in y e soule: & maketh the soule for to loue hym oonly for hymself / And not on̄ly that: but also bi this yefte the soule loueth itself & al his euencrystē as itself on̄ly for god / and this is the yefte of loue that makith shedinge atwyx chosen soules & reproued / And this yefte makyth fully pees atwyxe god & a soule. and on̄ly al blessed creatures holy in god for it makyth Ihū for to loue vs & vs hym also / And euery eche of vs for to loue other in hym / Coueyte this yefte of loue pryncypally as I haue sayd / For yf he woll of his grace yeue it the on that maner wyse it shall open & lyghtē the reason of thy soule for to see sothfast­nes y t is god & ghostly thynges / And it shal styre thyn affeccōn holy for to see sothfastnes y t is god & ghostly thinges / And it shal styre thyn affeccion holy & fully for to loue [Page] hym / & it shall worche in thy soule oonly as he wol. & thou shalt beholde Ihū reuerently with softnes of loue & see how he doth. Thus byddeth he by his prophete that we sholde do sayenge thus / Uacate et videte qm̄ ego sū deus / Cease ye & seeth y e I am god / That is. ye y are refourmed in felynge & haue your In̄er eye opened in to syȝt of ghostly thynges cease ye some tyme of outwarde worchyng & see y t I am god / That is: See on̄ly how I Ihū god & man do / Beholde you me for I do al / I am loue: & for loue I do al y t I do: & ye do nought / And y t this is sooth I shall shewe you / For there is no gode dede doon by you: ne good thought felte in you: but yf it be done thru­gh me / That is. Thrugh myght & wysdome. & loue my gho [...]ly. wyttely & louely / Elles it is noo good dede / But now is it soth y I Ihū am bothe myght & wysdome and blessed loue & ye nought: for I am god / Then mowe ye wel [...]e that I do al your good dedes / And al gode though see: and al your good loues in you: and ye do ryght nought / And yet neuertheles ben al thyse good dedes called yours / Not for ye worthe hem pryncypally. but for I yeue hē to you for loue that I haue to you / And therfore sythen I y am Ihesu and for loue dooth al this. cease then ye of the beholdynge of yourselfe: and sette yourselfe at nought & loke on me. & see that I am god for I do al this This is somwhat of the meanyng of the verse of dauyd before sayd / See then & beholde what loue wercheth in a chosen soule that he refourmeth in felynge to his lykenes whan y e reason slyghtned a lytyl to y e ghostly kno­wynge of Ihū. and to y e felynge of his loue / Then bryngeth loue in to the soule the full hede of vertues. and tor­neth h [...]m al into softnes & in to lykynge as it were with out worchynge of the soule: for the soule stryueth not moche for the getynge of hem as it dyde before. but it hathe [Page] hem easely and felyth hem restfully oonly thorughe the yefte of loue that is the holy ghost / And that is a wel grete comforte and gladnes vnspekable whan it felyth so­denly and wote neuer how the vertue of mekenesse and pacyence soberte and sadnesse chastyte and clennes lo­uered to hys euen crysten. and al other vertues the whiche we [...]e to hym sōtyme traueylous paynful & harde for to kepe are now torned into softnes & lykyng and in to wonderful lyghtnes: so ferforthe that hym thynkith no maystrine no hardnes for to kepe euery vertue but it is most lykyng to hym for to kepe it: & al this makyth loue

¶Other men that stonden in the comoetee of charyte and arne not yet so ferforthe in grace. But worche vn­der the byddynge of reason they stryuen and fyghten al daye ayenste synnes for the getynge of vertues: and so­metyme they ben aboue and somtyme bynethe as wrast lees are / Thyse men done ful well / They haue vertues in reason and wyl. not in sauour ne in lone: for they fy­ghten wyth hemselfe as it were by her owne myght for hem / And therfore may they not haue full rest ne fully the hyer honde / Neuerthelesse they shal haue moche mede: but they are not yet m [...]ke ynough / They haue not yet putte hemselfe al fully in goddys honde: for they see him not yet / But a soule that hath ghostly sighte of Ihesu takethe noo grete kepe of stryuynge for vertues for that tyme / He is not besy abowte hem specially but he setteth all his besynesse for to kepe that syghte and that beholdyng of Ihesu that it hath for to holde the mynde stably therto / And bynde the loue oonly to it that it fall not therfro: and forgete all other thynges asmoche as it maye / And whanne it dooth thus thenne is Ihesu soth­fastly mayster ayen all synnes / And bishado wyth it wyth hys blessed presence and getyth it all vertues / [Page] And the soule is so comforted & so borne vp with the softe felynge of loue that it hath of the syghte of Ihū that it feleth noo grete dysease outwarde / And thus sleeth loue generally alsynnes in a soule: & reformeth it in the newe felynges of vertues /

¶How loue thrugh gracyous beholdyng of Ihū sleeth al styrynges of pryde: & maketh y soule for to lese sauour & delyte in al erthly worshyp / Caplm̄ xxxvii.

NEuertheles how loue sleeth synnes & refourme: th vertues in a soule more specyally shal I saye & fyrst of pryde & of meknes that it contrary vertue therto / Thou shalt vnderstonde that there is two maner of mekenes / One is had by worchyng of reason / Another is felte of the specyal yeft of loue / Bothe are of loue. but that one loue worcheth by reason of the soule. but that other he worcheth by hymself / The fyrst is vnperfyte. y e other is perfyte / The fyrste mekenes that a man feleth of beholdyng of his owne synnes and of his owne wret­chidnes thrugh the whiche beholdyng he thynketh hym selfe vnworthy for to haue ony yefte of grace or ony mede of god. But hym thynketh it ynoughe that he wolde of his grete mercy graunt hym foryeuenesse of his syn­nes / And also he thynketh hym by cause of his owne sinnes that he is worse than the moste synner that lyueth / and that euery man doth better than he / and so by suche beholdynge thresteth he hymselfe downe in his thoughte vnder al men / And he is besy for to ayenstonde the styrynge of pryde asmoche as he maye bothe bodyly pryde & ghostly. and dyspiseth hymself so that he assenteth not to the felynges of pryde / And yf his herte be taken som­tyme with it that it be de [...]oyled with vayne Ioye of worshyp or of cunnyng or of praysyng or of ony other thyn­ge / as sone as he maye perceyue it he is euyl payd wyth [Page] hymself & hath sorowe for it in hert & asketh foryeuenes of it of god. & she wyth hym to his confessour. & accuseth hymself mekely. & receyueth his penaūce / This is good meknes. but it is not yet perfyte mekenes for it is of soules y are begynnynge & profytyng in grace caused of beholdynge of synnes / Loue worchyth this meknes by reason of the soule / Perfyte mekenes a soule feleth of y e syghte & the ghostly knowyng of Ihū / For whan the holy ghost lyghtneth the reason in to the syght of soth fastnes how Ihū is al & that he doth al / the soule hath so grete loue & so grete Ioye in that ghostly syght / for it is so soth faste that it foryeteth itself. & fully leneth to Ihū with all y e loue that it hath for to beholde hym / It takith no kepe of no vnworthynes of itselfe ne of synnes afore done / but setteth at nought itself with al the synnes & al y e gode de­des that euer it dyde. as yf there were no thyng but Ihū Thus meke dauyd was whan he sayd thus / Et sebstā ­cia mea tanqm̄ nichilū an̄ te / That is: P.C xxxviii Lorde Ihesu the syght of thy blessed vnmade substance & thyn endles beynge sheweth wel vnto me that my substaunce & beyng of my soule is as nought anence y / Also anence his euē crysten he hath no rewarde to hem ne demynge of hem whether they ben better or worse than hymselfe is / For he holde hymself & al other men as it were euen ylike nought of hēself anence god. & that is soth. For al the goodnes y is done in hamselef or in hē is on̄ly of god whō he beholdeth as al / And therfore setteth he al other creatu­res at nought as he doth hymself: Isay. [...] Thus meke was the prophete whan he sayd thus / Om̄es gentes quasi non sintsic sunt coram eo et quasi nichilū & mane reputate sunt e [...] / Al men are before our lorde as nought. & as vu­notefull and noughte they are a counted to hym / That is anentes the endeles beynge aud the vnchaungable [Page] kynde of god mankynde is as noughte / For of nou­ghte [...]ade and to noughte sholde it torne but yf he kep [...]e it in the beynge that made it of noughte / Thys is sothfastnesse and this sholde make a soule meke yf it myght see thorughe grace this sothfastnesse / Therfore whan loue openeth the Inner eye of the soule for to see this sothfastnesse wyth other cyrcumstaunces that co­men wyth al thenne begynneth the soule for to be soth­fastly meke / For thenne by the syghte of god it felyth & seeth itselfe as it is / And thenne forsakyth the soule the beholdynge and the lenynge to itself: and fully fallith to the beholdinge of Ihesu / And whan it dooth soo. then­ne settyth the soule noughte by al the Ioye and the wor­shyp of the worlde / For the Ioye of worldly worshyp is so lytyl and so nought in rewarde of that Ioye and that lone that it felith in the ghostly syghte of Ihesu and knowynge of sothfastnes. that though it myghte haue it without ony synne he wolde noughte of it / Ne though mē wolde worshyppe hym prayse hym and fauour hym. or set hym att grette state it lykyth hym noughte / Ne though he had cunnynge of al the vii. artes of clergye and of all craftes vnder the sonne: or had power for to werke al manere myracles. he hathe no more deynte of al this ne: more sauour of hem than to gnawe on a drye stycke He had wel leuer forgete al this and for to be al one out of the sight of the worlde than for to thynke on hem and be worshypped of al men / For the herte of a true louer of Ihesu is made somoche and soo large thrugh a lytyl syght of hym and a lytyl felynge of his ghostly loue that al the lykynge and al the Ioye of al erth maye not suffy­ce for to fyll a corner of it / And thenne semyth it well that tbyse wretched worldly louers that arne as it were rauysshed in loue of her owne worsyhppe / And pourse [Page] we after it for to haue it wyth al the myghte and all the wytte they that haue / they haue noo sauour in this mek [...] nes / they are wōder ferre therfro. But the [...] of Ihesu hath this mekenes lastyngly. And that not wyth he­uynes and striuynge for it / but wyth likynge and gladnes. The whiche gladnesse it hath not. for it forsakyth the worshyp of the worlde / for that were a prowde me­kenes that longeth to an ypocryte / but for he hath a sy­ghte and a ghostly knowynge of sothfastnesse and wor­thynes of Ihesu thrugh the yefte of the holy ghoste / That reuerente syght and that louely beholdyng of Ihesu comforteth the loue soo wōderfully and bereth it vp so myghtyly and so softly sothly that it maye not lyke ne fully rest in none erthly Ioye. ne it wol not / He makith none force whether men lacke hym or prayse hym / worshyp hym or dispyse him as for hymselfe / He settyth it not at herte neyther for to be well payd yf men dyspyse hym as for more mekenes. Ne for to be euell payd that men sholde worshyp hym or payse hym / He hadde leuer for to foryete both that one and that other: And oonly thynke on Ihesu and gete mekenes by that waye / And that is moche the lykerer waye who myght come ther­to / Thus dyde dauid whan he sayd / P. xiiii O cul [...] mei semper ad dn̄ [...] quoniam ipse euelle [...] de laqueo pedes meos / That is / Myn eyen are euer open to Ihesu our lorde for why: he shal plucke my fete fro snares of sinnes / For whan he dooth so thenne forsakyth he vtterly hymself & vndercastyth hym holy to Ihesu / & then is he in a syker warde for the sheelde of sothfastnes the whyche he holdeth kepeth hym so wel that he shal not be hurte thorughe noo styrynge of pryde as longe as he holdeth hym with­in the sheelde as the prophete sayth / Scuto circunda­bit te verytas eius nō c [...]ebis a timore noc [...]uruo. P. x. Soch [Page] fastnes shal vmbyclyppe the with a sheelde. & that is yf thou al other thynges left oonly beholde hym / For theu shal [...] thou not drede for the nyghtes drede. That is: thon shalt not drede the spyryte of pryde whether he come by nyghte or by daye as the nexte verse sayth after thus / A sagitta volante in die / P. x. Pryde comyth by nyght for to assayle a soule whan it is dispysed and repreued of other men that it sholde by that fall in heuynes & in to sorowe It comyth also as an arowe fleinge on the day whan a man is worshypped & praysed of al men. whether it be for worldly dooynge or for ghostly that he sholde haue vayne Ioye in hymselfe restyngly. and fals gladnesse in a passinge thynge / This is a sharpe arowe and a paryllous / It fleeth swyftly. & it stryketh softly. but it woūdeth dedely / But the louer of Ihū that stabli beholdeth bi deuoute prayers & besy thynkynge on hym is so vmby­lapped wyth the syker sheelde of sothfastnes that he dredeth not: for this arrowe maye not entre in to the soule / Ne though it come it hurteth not: but glenteth a waye & passeth forthe / And thus is the soule made meke as I vnderstonde by the worchynge of the holy ghost that is y e gyfte of loue / For he openeth the eye of the soule for to see and loue Ihesu / And he kepyth the soule in that sy­ght restfully & sykerly / And helleeth al the styrynges of pryde wōderfully and pryuely and softly: and the soule wote neuer how / And also he bryngeth in by that waye sothfastly and onely the vertue of mekenesse / All this dooth loue. but not in al his louers ylyke ful / For some hath this grace but shortly and lytyl as it were in the begynnynge of it. & a lytyl assayenge towarde for the conscyence is not yet clēsed fully thrugh grace / & som̄ haue it more fully. for they haue clerer syght of Ihesu. & they fele more of his loue / And some hath it moost fully. for [Page] they haue the ful yefte of contemplocyon / Neuertheles he that leest hath on this maner I haue sayd. I hope so thly he hath the yeft of perfyte mekenes. for he hath the yeft of perfyte loue /

¶ How loue sleeth al styrynges of wrathe & enuye soft­ly & refourmeth in the soule the vertues of pees & pac [...] ­ce & of perfyte charyte to his euen crysten as he dyde specyally in the appostles. Caplm̄ xxxviii

LOue worcheth wysely & softly in a soule there he wol for he sleeth myghtyly yre & enuye and al passyons of angrynes & malencoly in it. and bryngeth in to the soule vertues of pacyence & myldenes peasybilyte and louered to his euencrysten / It is ful harde & a grete maystry to a man that stondeth oonly in worchyn­ge of his owne reason for to kepe pacyence holy reest & softnes in herte & charyte to his euen crysten if they dy­sease hym vnskylfully and done hym wrong that he ne shal somwhat do ayen to hem thorugh styrynge of yre or of malencolye eyther in spekynge or in worchyng or bothe / And neuertheles though a man be styred & trowbled [...]u hymself and made vnrestful. be so that it be not to moch [...] passynge ouer the bondes of reason. and that he kepe his honde & his tonge and be redy for to foryeue the trespase whan mercy is asked / yet this man hath y e vertue of pacyence though it be but weyke & nakydly. for as moche as he wolde haue it and traueyleth besyly in refreynynge of his vnskylful passyons that he myȝt hane it / and also is sory that he hath it not as he sholde / But to a true louer of Ihesu it is noo grete maystry for to suffre al [...]his / For why loue fyghteth for hym & sleeth wonder softly suche styrynges of wrathe & of malenco­ly. and makyth his soule so easely and so peasyble so suf­ferynge and so goodly thorugh the ghostly syght of Ihū [Page] wyth the felyng of his blessed loue y e though he be dyspy­sed & repreued of other men: or take wrong or harme shame or vylany he chargeth it he is not moche styred ayenste hym / He wol not be angred ne styred ayenst hym. for yf he were moche styred he sholde forbere the comforte y t he felythe within his soule. but y e wol he not / He maye lyghtlyer forgete al the wronge that is done to hym than a nother man maye foryeue it though mercy were axed And soo he had wel leuer forgete it. for hym thynkyth it moost easy to hym / And loue doth al this. for loue openyth the eye of the soule to the syght of Ihesu. and stablyth it with the lykynge of loue that it feleth by that syght: & comforteth it so myghtely that it taketh noo kepe what so men Iangle or done eyenst hym / It hangeth no thynge vpon hym / The most harme that he myght haue were a forberynge of y e ghostly syght of Ihū / And therfore it is leuer to hym for to suffre al harmes than that alone Al this may the soule doo wel and easely wythout grete trowblynge of the ghostly syght whan dysease falleth al wythout forthe and towcheth not the body. as is bacbytyng or scornynge: or spoylynge of suche as he hathe / Al thise greueth noughte / But it gooth sōwhat nerer whā the flesshe is towched & he feleth smerte. then it is harder Neuertheles though it be harde and Impossyble to the freyle kynde of man to suffre bodyly penaunce gladly & pacyently wythout bytter stirynges of yre anger & malēcoly. it is not Impossyble to loue y t is y e holy ghost for to worche this in a soule there he towcheth wyth y e bles­sed yefte of loue / But he yeueth a soule y t is in y e plyghte myghtily felinges of loue, and wonderfully fastneth it to Ihū. & departeth it wonder ferre from the sensualyte thrugh his preuy myghte and comforteth it soo swetly by his blessed presence that the soule felith lytyl payne or [Page] elles none of the sensualyte. and this is specyal grace yeuē to the holy marters / This grace had the apostles as holy wryt sayth of hym thus. Act. v. Ibant apostoli gaudētes a conspectu consilii qm̄ digni habiti sūt pro nomine xp̄i cōtumeliā pati / That is: The appostles yede Ioyenge fro the counseyle of y e Iewes wha they were beten with scourges & they were gladde that they were worthy for to suffre ony bodily dysease for the loue of Ihesu / They were not styred to yre ne to felnes to be auenged on the Iewes that beten hē: as a worldly man wolde be whan he suffred a lytyl harme be it neuer soo lytyl of his euen­crysten / Ne they were not styred to noo pryde. ne to hy­nes of hēself & to dysdeyne & to demyng of y e Iewes as ypocrites & heretykes are y e wol suffre moche bodily payne. & are sōtyme redy for to suffre dethe wyth grete gladnes & wyth mighty wyl as it were in the name of Ihesu for loue oh hym / Sothly y e loue & y e gladnes y t they haue in suff [...]yng of bodily myscheyf is not of the holy ghost / It comyth not fro y e fyre that brēneth in the hye awter of heuen: but it is feyned by the fende enflammed of helle: for it is fully mēged wyth the heyght of pryde and of presumpcion of hemselfe and despyte and demyng and dysdeyne of hem that thus punysshe hem / They wene y t all this is charyte. and that they suffre all that for the loue of god: but they are begyled of y e myddaye fende / A true louer of ihū whan he suffreth harme of his euē crysten is so strengthed thorugh grace of the holy ghost and is made soo meke soo pacyente soo peasyble. And that so sothfastly. that what wronge or harme it be that he suffre of his euen crysten he kepeth euer mekenes / He dyspyseth hym not he demyth hym not but he prayeth for hym in his herte and hath of hym pyte and cōpas­syon moche more tēderly than of a nother man y t neuer [Page] dide hym harme / And sothly better loueth hym and more feruently desyreth the saluacion of his soule. by cau­se that he seeth that he shall haue so moche ghostly profyte of the euyl dede of that other man though it be ayenst his wyl / But this loue and this mekenes worcheth on̄ ly the holy ghoste aboue the kynde of man in hem that he maketh the true louers of Ihesu /

¶How loue sleeth couetyse lechyry and glotenye / and sleeth that flesshly sauour and delyte in al the v. bodyly wyttes softly and easely thrugh a gracyous beholdyng of Ihesu / Capitulum xxxix

COuetise also is slayne in a sowle by the worchinge of loue: for it makyth the soule soo coueytous of ghostly gode and to heuenly ryches soo ardaunt that it setteth ryght nought by al erthly thynges / It hathe noo more deynte in hauyng of a precyous stone thanne a chalke stone / ne more loue hath he in a hundreth poū de of golde thanne in a pounde of leed / It setteth al thinge that shal perysshe at one pryce / No more he chargeth that one than that other as in his loue / For it semyth wel that al thyse erthly thynges that worldly men lete so grete pryce of & loue soo deyntly sholde passe awaye & torne to nought both the thynge in itself and the loue of it / And therfore he bryngeth it in his thoughte by tyme in to that plyghte that it shal be after. and so acounteth it as nought / And whan worldly louers stryuen & fyghten. and plede for erthly good who maye fyrste haue it / the louer of Ihesu stryueth wyth noo man but kepyth hymselfe in pees. and holdeth hym payd with that y t he hath and wol stryue for no more / For hym thynkyth y t he nede [...]h no more of al the ryches in erthe than a skant bodyly sustenaunce for to saue the bodyly lyf withal as longe as god wol. and that he maye lyghtly haue / And [Page] therfore woll he no more than skantly hym nedeth for the tyme that he maye frely be dyscharged fro besynes aboute the kepynge and the dispendyng of it. And fully yeue his herte & his sesynes aboute the sekynge of Ihesu for to fynde hym in clen̄es of spiryte: for that is al his couetyse / For why: oonly clene of herte shall see hym /

Also flesshly loue of fader and moder and other worldly frendes hangeth not vpon hym / It is euen kutte fro his herte with the swerde of ghostly loue that he hath no more affeccion to fader or moder or to ony worldly frē ­de than he hath to a nother man. But yf he see or fele in hem more grace or more vertue than in other men / Oute take this: That his fader and his moder had the selfe grace that some other men haue / But neuertheles yf they ben not soo: thenne loueth he other men better thā hem. that is charyte / And soo sleeth goddis loue couetyse of the worlde. and bringeth in to the soule pouerte in spyryte / And that dooth loue not oonly in hem that ha­ue right noughte or worldly gode but also in some creatures that are in grete worldly state and haue dispēdinge or erthly ryches / Loue sleeth in some of hem couetyse so ferforth that they haue more lykynge ne sauour in hauynge of hem than of a strawe / Ne though they be lost for defawte of hem that sholde kepe hem they sette noughte therby / For why the herte of goddis louer is thrugh the yefte of the holy ghost taken so fully wyth y e syghte of the loue of a nother thynge that is Ihesu. and that is soo precyous and so worthy that it woll receyue none other loue restyngly that [...]s contrary therto / And not on̄ly doth loue this but also it sleeth the lykyng of lechery & al other bodily vnclennes And bryngeth in to y e soule very chastyre. & torneth it in to likynge / For the soule felyth so grete delyte in the syghte of Ihū that it lykyth [Page] for to be chaste & is no grete hardnes to it for to ke­pe chastyte. for it is so moost ease & moste rest / And vpō the selfe wyse the yefte of loue sleeth lustes of glotenye & makyth y e soule sobre & temperaunt [...] and bereth it vp so myghtily that it maye not rest in lykynge of mete & drynke. but it taketh mete & drynke what it be that leest greueth the bodyly cōplexyon yf he maye lyghtly come therto Not for loue of itself. but for y e lo [...]e of god / On this maner wyse y e louer of god seeth wel y t hym nedeth for to kepe his bodyly lyf with mete & drynke aslōge as god wol suffre h [...]m to be togyder / Then shal this be y e dyscrecōn of the louer of Ihū as I vnderstōde y hath felyng & wor­chynge in the loue. y t vpon what maner y t he maye most kepe his grace hol [...] and leest be letted fro worchyng in it thorugh takynge of bodyly sustenaunce. so shal he do / That maner of mefe y e leest letteth & lest troubleth y e herte and maye kepe the body in strengthe be it flesshe be it fysshe be it brede & ale: y t I trowe the soule cheseth for to haue yf it maye come therby / For al the besynes of the soule is for to thinke on Ihū with reuerent loue euer without [...]ettynge of ony thynge yf y t it myght / And therfore sythen it must nedes sōwhat be letted & hyndred. the lesse y t it is letted & hyndred by mete or drynke or ony other thynge the leu [...]r it is / It had leuer vse the beste mete & moste of pryce vnder the son̄e yf it lesse letted the kepynge of his herte than for to take but brede & water yf y t letted hym more / For he hath no rewarde for to gete hym grete mede for the payne of fastynge. & be put ther by fro softnes in herte: but al his besynes is for to kepe his hert as stably as he maye in the syght of Ihū & in the felynge o [...] his loue / And sothly as I trowe he might with lesse lykynge vse y e beste mete y t is gode in the owne kynde than a nother man y t worcheth al in reason without the specyal [Page] yeft of loue sholde mowse y e worst. out take mete that thrugh crafte of cury osyte is on̄ly made for luste / That maner of mete may he not wel acorde with al / And also on that other syde yf lytyl mete as on̄ly brede & ale most helpeth & easeth his herte and kepyth it moost in pees it is most leyf than to hym for to vse it so. & namly yf he fele bodyly strengthe only of the yefte of loue withal / And yet doth loue more for it sleeth accidye & flesshly ydlenes and makyth the soule to be occupyed in goodnes & namly Inwarde in beholdyng of hym. by the vertue of whiche the soule hath sauour & ghostly delyte in prayenge in thynkynge & in al other maner of doyng that nedeth for to be done after the state that he is in withoute heuynes or paynful bytternes whether he be relygious or seculer Also it sleeth the vayne lykyng of the v. bodyly wyttes / For the syght yf the eye: that the soule hath no lykyng in the syghte of ony worldly thing. but it feleth rather peyne and dysease in beholdynge of it be it neuer soo fayre. neuer soo precyous neuer soo wonderful / And therfore as worldely louers renne oute some tyme for to se newe thynges for to wonder on hem: And soo for to fede her hertis wyth the vayne syghte of hem / Ryghte so a louer of Ihesu is besye for to renne awaye & withdrawe hym fro the syghte of suche maner thynges that the Inner syghte be not letted / For he seeth ghostly a nother maner thynge that is fayrer and more wōderful and that wolde he not forbere / Ryght on the selfe wyse is it of spekynge & heryng It is a peyne to y e soule of a louer of Ihū for to speke or here ony thing y t myght let the fredō of his harte for to thynke on Ihū. what sōge or melody or mynst ralsye outwarde y t yt be yf it let the thought y t it may not freely / And rest fully pray or thynke on hym / It lykyth hym ryght nought / & the more delectable y t it is to other [Page] men the more vnsauery it is to hym / And also for to here ony maner of spekyng of other men but it be sōwhat towchynge the worchyng of his soule in the loue of Ihū it lykyth hym ryght nought. he is elles ryght sone wery therof: He had wel leuer be in pees & here ryght nonght ne speke ryght nought than for to here the spekynge & y e techynge of the grettest clerke of erthe with al y e reasons that he can saye to hym thorugh mannes wyttes. but yf he can speke felyngly & styryngly of the loue of Ihesu for y t is his crafte pryncypally / And therfore wolde he not elles speke: here ne see but that myghte helpe hym & ferder hym in to more knowynge. & better felynge of hym / ¶Of worldly speche it is no dowte y t he hath no sauour spekynge ne in herynge of it. ne in worldly tales ne in tydynges▪ ne no suche vayne Iangelyng. that longeth not to hym / And so it is in smellynge & saueryng / The more y t the thoughte sholde be dystracte and broken fro ghostly reste by y e vse eyther of smellynge or sauerynge▪ or of ony of the bodyly wyttes the more he sleeth it / The lesse y t he feleth of hem the leuer is hym / And yf he myght lyue in the dody without y e felyng of ony of hem he wolde neuer fele hem / For they trouble the herte ofte tymes / and putteth it fro reste. and they maye not fully be eschewed Neuertheles the loue of Ihū is somtyme so myghty in a soule y t it ouercomyth & sleeth all y t is contrary therto for a tyme /

¶What vertues & graces a soule receyueth thrugh openyng of y t In̄er eye in to y e gracyous beholdyng of Ihū. & how it maye not begete on̄ly thrugh mannes traueyle but thrugh specyal grace & traueyle also / Caplm̄ xl.

THus worcheth loue in a soule openynge y e ghostly eye in to beholdynge of Ihū by inspyracōn of specyal grace. & makyth it clene subtyl & able to y e werke [Page] of contēplaciō. what this openyng of y e ghostly eye is y e grettest clerke ī erth cā not ymagyn by his wyt ne shew fulli by his tōge. for it may not be gete by study ne thruȝ mānes traueyle on̄ly: but prīcypally by grace of y e holy ghost & with traueyle of mā I drede moche to speke ouȝt of it for me thynketh I cā not / I passeth myn assay & my lyppes are vnclene / Neuertherles for I hope loue axeth & loue byddyth: therfore I shall saye a lytyl more of it as I hope loue [...]echeth / This openynge of y e ghostly eye is y e lyghty derkenes & ryche noughte y t I spake of before. & it maye be called puryte of spyryte and ghostly reste: In warde stylnes and pees of conscyence: hyghnes of thought & on̄lynes of soule. a lyftly felynge of grace & pryuyte of herte. y e waker slepe of the spouse and taastynge of heuenly sauour. brennyng in loue & shynynge in lyght. entre of contēplacōn: & refourmyng in felyng / Al thyse reasons are sayde in holy wrytynge by dyuersmen for euery of hem spake of it after his felynge in grace / And though al thise bē dyuers in shewyng of wordes. neuertheles they are al in one sentēce of sothfastnes For a soule that thrugh vysitynge of grace hath one: hath all / For why a syghynge soule to see the face of Ihū whan it towched thrugh specially grace of the holy ghost it is sodeynly chaunged & torned fro the plyte y t it was in to a nother maner of felynge / It is wonderfully departed & drawen fyrste in to itselfe fro the loue & the lykynge of al erthly thinge somoche that it hath lost the sauour of the bodyly lyfe & of al thynge y t is saaf on̄ly Ihū / And then it is clene fro al the fylth of synne: so ferforth that y e minde of it & al vnordeyned affeccyon of ony creature is so­deynly wasshen & wyped awaye. y t there is no mene let­tynge betwyxe Ihū and the soule but oonly the bobyly yfe: & then it is in ghostly rest / For why al paynful dowtes [Page] & dredes & all other temptacyons of ghostly enuyes are dryuen out of the herte y t they trowble not ne synke not therin for the tyme / It is in rest fro the noye of worlly besynes & paynfull taryenges of wycked styrynges. but it is full besye in the fre ghostly worchynge of loue / And the more it traueyleth so. the more reste he feleth /

This restful traueylle is full ferre fro flesshly ydlenes & blynde sykernes / It is ful of ghostly werke / but it is callyd reste / For grace looseth the heuy yocke of flesshly loue fro the soule & makyth it myghty & free thorugh the yeft of ghostly loue for to worche gladly softly and delec­tably in al thynge that grace styreth it for to worche in / And therfore it is called an holy ydlenes and a rest most besy. and so it is in inrewarde stylnes fro the grete cryē ge of the bestly noyse of flesshly desyres & vnclene thou­ghtes / This stylnes makyth Inspyracyon of the holy ghost in beholynge of Ihū / For why: His voyse is soo swete so myghty that it putteth sylenee in a sowle to Iā glynge of al other spekers: for it is a voys of vertue softly sowned in a clene soule of the whiche the prophete sayth thus / Uox dn̄i ī virtute / That is / The voys of our lorde Ihesu is in vertue / This voys is a lyfely worde & a spedy as the apostle sayth / Uiuꝰ est sermo dei et efficax et penetrabilior omni gladio / That is. quycke is y e worde of Iū & spedy. more perysshynge than ony swerde is / Thrugh spekynge of this worde is flesshly loue slayne & the soule kepte in scylēce fro al wycked styrynges / Apoc. Of this scilence it is sayd in the apocalips thus / Factū est scilenciū in celo quasi dimidia hora / Scylence was made ī heuē as it were an halfe houre / Heuen is a clene soule thrugh grace lyfte vp fro erthly loue to heuenly cōuersacōn & so it is in sylence / But for as moche as that scylence maye not laste hoole contynually for corrupcyon [Page] of the bodily kynde / Therfore it is lyckened to the tyme of halfe an houre / A full shorte tyme y e soule thinketh y t it is be it neuer soo longe / And therfore it is but an halfe houre / And thenne hath it pees in conscience / For why Grace puttyth out gnawynge prickynge & stryuynge & flyghtynge of synnes / And bryngeth in pees and accorde. & makyth Ihesu & a soule bothe one in ful accordaunce of wyll / ¶There is none vpbardynge of synnes: ne sharpe repreuyng of defawtes made y e tyme in a soule / For they haue kyssed and made frendes. and al is forgiuen y t was mysse done / Thus felyth the soule then with ful meke sikernesse and grete ghostly gladnesse / And cō ceyueth a ful grete boldnes of saluacyon by this accorde makynge / For it heryth a preuy wytnessynge in consciency of the holy ghost that he is a chosen sone to heuēly heritage Thus saynt poul sayth / Ipse spiritus testimonium pe [...]hibet spiritui nostro quontam filii dei sumus That is. The holy ghost berith wytnes to our spyryte y t we are goddis sones / This wytnessynge of conscience sothfastly felt thrugh grace is y e very Ioye of y e soule as y e apostle sayth / s. co (rum) Gloria mea est testimoniū conscientie mee / That is: my Ioye is y e wytnesse of my conscyēce & y t is whan it wytnessyth pees & acorde true loue & frēd­shyp betwyxe Ihū & a soule. And whan it is in this pees thenne is it in hyghnes of thoughte / Whan y soule is bounden with loue of y e worlde then is it byne [...]h al creatures / For euery thynge ouergooth it & beryth it downe by maystry y t it maye not see Ihesu ne loue hym / For ryght as y e loue of the worlde is vayne & flesshly / Rygh so the beholdynge and thynkynge. and vsynge of all crea­tures is flesshly / And that is a thraldome of the sowle / ¶But then thrugh openyng of y e ghostly eye in to Ihū y e loue is torned / And y e sowle is receysed vp after hys [Page] owne kynde a boue all bodily creatures /

And then the beholdynge & thynkyng and the vsynge of hē is ghogly / For the loue is ghostly / The sowle hath then ful grete dysdeyne for to be buxom to loue of worldly thynges. for it is hyghe sette aboue hem thorugh gra­ce / It setteth noughte by al the worlde. for why: al shall passe & perysshe / vnto this hynes of herte whyle the soule is kepte therin comyth none errour ne deceyte of the fende: for Ihesu is fothfastly in syght of the soule that tyme & al thyng byneth hym / Of this y e prophete speketh thus / Accedat hō ad cor altū et exaltabitur deus. P. lxii.

Come man to hyghe herte & god shal be highed / That is a man y thrugh grace comyth to the hyghnes of thoughte shal see that Ihū is oonly hyghed aboue all creatures. & he in hym / And then is y e soule aboue moche straū ged fro felyshyp of worldly louers / Though her body be in middes amōge hem. ful ferre ben they departed fro flesshly affeccions of creatures I chargeth not though it neuer se man ne speke with hym ne haue comforte of hym yf it mighte euer be soo in that ghostly felynge / It felyth so grete homlynes of the blessed presence of oure lorde Ihesu and somoche sauour of hym that it may lightly for his loue foryete y t flesshly affecccōn & the flesshly minde of al creatures / I saye not that it shal not loue ne thynke of other creatures. but I saye that it shal thynke on hem in time and see hem and loue hem ghostly & freely. not flesshly and paynfully as it dyde before / Of this oonlynes speketh the prophete thus / Ducam eam in so­litudine. oseexii et loquar ad cor eius / I shal lede her in to on̄ly stede. and I shal speke to her herte / That is: Grace of Ihū ledeth a soule fronoyous cōpany of flesshly desyres in to oonlynes of thought. and makyth it foryete the lykynge of the worlde and sowneth by swetnes of hys Inspyracyon [Page] wordes of loue in eeres of the herte / Oonly is a soule whan it loueth Ihesu and tentyth fully to him and hath loste the sauour and the conforte of the worlde And that it myghte better kepe this oonlynes it fleeth y e companye of all men yf it maye. And sechyth oonlynes of body: for that moche helpeth to oonlynes of the soule and to the free worchynge of loue / The lesse lettynge y t it hath wythout of vayne Ianglyng or wythin of vayn thynkynge the more free it is in ghostly beholdynge. & so it is in pryuyte of herte / Al wythout is a soule whiles it is ouerlayed and blynded with worldly loue / It is as comen as the hye waye for euery stirynge that cometh of the flesshe or of y e fende synketh in and gooth thorugh it / But thenne thrugh grace it is drawen in to the pre­uy chambre in to the syghte of oure lorde Ihesu. and hereth his preuy counseyle. And is wonderfully comforted in the herynge / Of this spekith the prophete thus / Secretum meum michi. secretum meum michi / My preuytee to me. my preuyte to me / That is. Isay. xxiiii. The louer of Ihū thrugh Inspyracyon of grace taken vp fro outwarde felynge of worldely loue and rauysshed in to the preuyte of ghostly loue yeldeth thankynge to hym sayē ge thus / My pryuete to me. That is. My lorde Ihū thy preuyte is shewed to me and preuyly hydde fro al louers of the worlde / For it is called hydde nanna. That may lightlyer be asked than tolde what it is / And that our lorde Ihesu behoteth to his louer sayenge thus / Dabo sibi manna absconditum quod nemo nouit nisi qui ac cipit / That is: Apoc. I shal yeue manna hidde that noo man knoweth but he that takith it / This manna is heuenly mete and angels fode as holy wrytte sayth / For angels are fully fede and fylled wyth clere syghte in brenuynge loue of oure lorde Ihesu. and that is māna / For we mo [Page] we aske what it is: but not wyte what it is / But y e louer of Ihū is not fylled yet here: but he is fedde by a lytyl taastynge of it whyles he is bounden in this bodyly lyfe /

This tastynge of this manna is a lyfly felynge of gra had thorugh openynge of the ghostly eye / And this grace is not an other grace that a chosen soule felyth in the begynnynge of his conuersyon: but it is the same and y e selfe grace: but it is otherwyse felt and shewed to a soule For why grace wexeth with the soule & the soule wexeth with grace / And y e more clene y t the soule is ferre depar­ted fro the loue of the worlde the more myghty is the grace: more in warde & more ghostly shewynge in the presē ce of our lorde Ihesu: so y t the same grace y t torneth hem fyrst too synnes: & makyth hem begynnynge & profytynge by yeftes of vertue & exercyse of good werkes maken hem also perfyte / And tha [...] grace is called a lyfly felyn­ge of grace. for he y hath it felyth it wel. & knoweth well by experyence that he is in grace / It is full lyfly t [...] hym for it quyckneth the soule wonderfully & makyth it soo hole that it feleth no paynful dysease of the body though it be feble & sykly / For why. then is the body myghtyest moost hole & moost restful & the soule also. without thys grace the soule can not lyue but in payne: for it thynkith y t it myght euer kepe it & no thynge sholde put it awaye / And neuertheles yet it is not so. for it passeth awaye ful lyghtly / But neuertheles though the souereyne felynge passeth awaye & withdrawe. the reley fleneth styl & kep [...] th the soule in sadnes. & makyth it for to desyre y e comynge ayen / And this is also the waker slepe of the spouse: Cant v of the whiche holy wrytte sayth thus / Ego dormio & cormen̄ vigilat / I slepe & my herte wakyth / That is. I sle­pe ghostly whan thorugh grace the loue of the worlde is slayne in me and wycked styrynges of flesshly desyres [Page] are dede: somoche that vnethes I fele hem / I am not taryed with hem. my herte is made free / And then it wakyth. for it is sharpe and redy for to loue Ihū and see hym The more I slepe fro outwarde thynges y e more waker I am in knowynge of Ihesu & of In warde thynges / I maye not wake to Ihesu but yf I slepe to the worlde / And therfore y e grace of the holy ghost sperynge y e flessh­ly eye dooth the soule slepe fro worldly vanytee: and openynge the ghostly eye wakyth in to the syghte of goddys mageste helyd vnder the clowde of his precyous manhede / As the gospel saythe of the apostles whan they were with oure lorde Ihesu in his transfyguracyon / Fyrste they slepte / Et euigilantes viderūt magestatem / They wakynge sawe his mageste / By slepe of the apostles is vnderstonde deyenge of worldly loue thrugh Inspyra­ciō of the holy ghost. By her walkynge contemplacion of Ihesu / Thorugh this slepe the soule is brought in to reste fro noyse of flesshly luste / And thrugh walkinge it is reysed vp in to the syghte of Ihesu and gnost [...]ely [...]h [...]n­ges / The more that the eyen are spered in this [...] slepe fro the aperyte of erthly thynge. The sharper is the Inner syghte in louely beholdynge of heuenly fay [...]hede Thys slepynge and this wakynge loue worcheth thorughe the lyght of grace in the soule of the louer of our lorde Ihesu /

¶How specyal grace in beholdynge of our lorde Ihesu withdrawyth sōtyme fro a soule / And how a sowle shal haue her in the abs [...]ence and presence of Ihū / And how a soule shal desyre that in it is alwaye y e gracyous presē ce of Ihesu / Caplm̄ xli.

SHewe me then a soule that thorugh inspyracyon of grace hath openynge of the ghostly syght in to beholdyng of Ihū y is departed & drawē out fro y e lo [...] [Page] of the worlde so ferforth that it hath puryte & pouerte of spyrite: ghostly rest: In warde scylence. & pees in conscyence: hyghnes of thought on̄lynes & pryuyte of hert: waker slepe of the spouse. that hath loste lykyng & Ioyes of y e worlde taken with delyte of heuēly sauour. euer threstynge: & softly shyghynge y blessed presence of Ihū. & I dare hardly pronounce that this soule bren̄eth al in loue & shyneth in ghostly lyght worthy for to come to the na­me & to the worshyp of the spowse: for it is refourmed in felynge made able & redy to contemplacyon / Thyse are the tokens of Inspyracōn in openynge of y e ghostly eye For why whan the eye is opened the soule is in ful felynge of al thyse vertues before sayd for that tyme / Neuer­theles it falleth often tymes that grace withdrawyth in partye for corrupcōn of mannes freelte. & suffreth then the soule for to fal in to itself in flesshlyhede as it was beforne / And then is the soule in payne & in sorowe: for it is blynde & vnsauery & can no good / It is weyke & vn­myghty encōbred with the body & with al y e bodyly wyttes / It se [...]heth & desyreth after y e grace of Ihū ayen & it maye not fynde it / For holy wry [...] sayth of our lorde thꝰ Postqm̄ vultū suū absconderit non ē qui contēplat eū That is: After whan our lorde Ihū hath hydde his face there is none that maye beholde hym. whan he sheweth hym the soule may not vnsee hym. for he is lyght. & whā he hydeth hym it may not see hym for the soule is derke / His hydynge is but a subtyl assayenge of the soule / His shewynge is a wonder mercyfull goodnes in cōforte of the soule / Haue ye no wonder though the felynge of grace be withdrawe somtyme fro a louer of Ihū / For holy wrytte sayth y e same of the spouse that she fareth thus / Quesiui et non inueni illū. Cant. 3 vocaui et nō respondit mi­chi / I seched & I foūde hym not / I called & he answered [Page] not / That is: whan I fall downe to my frelte then grace withdraweth for my fallyng is cause therof. & not his fleeng / But then fele I peyne of my wretchydnes in his absence / And therfore I soughte hym by grete desyre of herte: & he yaue to me no feble answerynge / And then I cryed with al my soule / Cant. ꝯ Reuertere dilecte mi / Torne a­yen thou my loued / And yet it semyd as he herde me not The paynful felynge of myself & the assaylynge of flesshly loues & dredes in this tyme & y e wantyng of my ghostly strength is a contynuel cryenge of my soule to Ihesu. And neuertheles our lorde makyth straunge & comyth not crye I neuer so fast / For he is syker ynough of his louer y t he wol not torne ayen to worldly loue fully he may no sauour haue therin. & therfore abydeth he the lenger

But at the last whan he wol he comyth ayen ful of grace & of sothfastnes. & vysyteth the soule y e languyssheth in desyre by syghynges of loue to his presence. & to wchyth it & anoynteth it ful softly with the oyle of gladnes. & makyth it sodeynly hole fro al pyne: and then cryeth the soule to Ihesu in ghostly voys with a glad herte thus / Oleum effusum nomen tuum / Oyle yshedde is thy name / Thy name is Ihesu. Cant. i that is hele / Then aslonge as I fele my soule sore & syke for synne pyned with y e heuy burden of my body sory and dredynge for perylles and wretchydnes of this lyfe. so longe lorde Ihū thy name is oyle speryd not oyleshed to me / But whā I fele my sou [...]e sodeynly towched with the lyght of thy grace heled & softed fro all the fylthe of synne. & comforted in loue & in lyght with ghostly strength & gladnes vnspekable. then maye I saye with lusty louynge & ghostly myghte to the Oyle yshed is thy name Ihū to me / For by the affecte of thy grayous vysytynge I fele wel of thy name the true expownynge y thou art Ihū heele. For oonly thy gracyous [Page] presence helyth me fro sorowe & fro syn̄e / Blessed is y soule that is euer fedde in felyng of loue in his presēce. or is borne vp by desyre to hym in his absence / A wyse lo [...]er is he & wel taught y sadly & reuereutly hath hym in his presence & louely beholdeth hym wythout dyssolute lyghtnes. and pacyently & easely beryth hym in his ab­sence without venemous dispeyre & ouer pynful bytternesse / This chaungabilyte of absence & presence of Ihū that a soule felyth is not perfeccyon of the soule. ne it is not ayenst the grace of perfeccyon or of contemplacyon but in so moche perfeccyon is the lesse / ¶For the more lettynge y a soule hath of itself fro contynuel felynge of grace the lesse is the grace: and yet neuertheles is y e gra­ce in itself grace of contēplacyon / This chaungabylyte of absence & presence falleth as wel in the state of perfeccyon as in state of begynnynge: but in a nother maner: for ryght as there is dyuersyte of felynge in the presence of grace bytwex thyse two states. ryght so is there in the absence of grace / And therfore he that knoweth not the absence of grace is redy to be dysceyued / And he that kepith not the presence of grace is vnkynde to y e vysytyng whether he be in state of begynners or perfyte / Neuer­theles the more stablenes that there is in grace vnhur [...]e & vnbroken the louelyer is the soule and more lyke vnto hym in whom is no chaungabylyte as y e apostles sayth And it is ful [...]emely that the spouse be lyke to Ihū spouse in maners & in vertues ful acordynge to hym in stably­nes of pe [...]fyre loue / But y falleth seeldom now here but in the specyal spouse / For he that perceyueth no chaūgabylyte in felyng of his grace but ylyke hole & stable vn­broken & vnhurt as hym thynketh. he is eytherful per­fyte or ful blynde / He is perfyte that is sequestyrde fro al flesshly affeccyons & comonynge of al creatures: and [Page] al meanes are broken awaye of corrupcyon & of syn̄e betwyx Ihū & his soule fully ooned to hym with softnes of loue / But this is on̄ly grace aboue mannys kynde /

He is ful blynde y t feyneth hym in grace without ghostly felynge of goddys Inspyracyon. & setteth hymself in a maner of stablynes as he were euer in felyng & in worchynge of specyal grace: demyng that al is grace that he dooth & felyth without & within. thynkynge that what so euer he do or speke is grace: holdyng hymself vnchaū gable in specyallyte of grace. If there be ony suche as I hope there be none: he is ful blynde in felynge of grace / Bu [...] then myght thou saye thus that we sholde loue on̄ ly in trouthe. Heb. x. & not coueyte ghostly felynges ne rewarde hem yf they come / For the apostle sayth / Iustꝰ ex fide viuit / That is: The ryghtwysman lyueth in trouthe. Unto this I say y bodyly felynges ben they neuer so comfortable we shal not coueyte ne rewarde moche yf they co­me / But ghostly felynges suche as I spake of yf they come in the maner as I haue sayd before we sholde euer desyre: y t are sleenge of al worldly loue openyng of y ghostly eye: puryte of spi [...]ite: pees of cōscience: & al other before sayd / We sholde coueyte to fele euer the lyfly Inspyracyon of grace made by y e ghostly presence of Ihū in our soule yf y t we myght. & for to haue hym in our syght with reuerēce. and euer fele y e swetnes of his loue by a wōderful homlynes of his presence / This sholde be our lyfe & our feling in grace after y e mesure of his yefte in whom al grace is. to some more & to some lesse / For his presen­ce is feled in dyuers manere wyse as he wouchith saaf / And in this we sholde lyue & worche that longeth to vs to worche. for wythout this we shold not cunne lyue / For ryghte as the soule is the lyfe of the body. ryghte soo is Ihesu the lyfe of the soule by his gracyous presence / [Page] And neuertheles this maner felynge be it neuer soo mo­che it is yet but trouth as in rewarde of that y shal be of these Il [...]hesu in the blysse of heuen / Lo this felynge sholde we desyre for eueryche a soule resonable o wyth for to coueyte with al the myghtes of it nyghyng to Ihū & oonynge to hym thorugh felynge of his gracyous vnseable presence / How y presence is feled it may better be knowen by experyence than by ony wrytynge. for it is the lyfe & the loue: the myght & the lyght / the Ioye & the reste of a chosen soule / And therfore he that hath ones sothfastly feled it maye not forbere it without payne he maye not vndesyre it it is so good in itselfe / and soo comfortable / what is more comfortable to a soule here than for to be drawe out thrugh grace fro the vyle noye of worldly be­lynesse & fylthe of desyres and fro vayne affeccyon of al creatures in to rest & softnes of ghostly loue pryuely perceyuynge y e gracyous presence of Ihesu felably fed wy­th sauour of his vnseable blessed face / Sothly ne thyn­ge me thynketh / No thynge maye make the soule of a louer ful of myrthe but the gracyous presence of Ihesu as he can shewe hym to a clene soule /

He is neuer heuy ne sory but whan he is with hymself in flesshlynes / He is neuer ful gladde ne mery but whan he is out of hymselfe as he was with Ihesu in his ghostlynes / And yet is that no ful myrthe. for euer there han­geth an heuy lūpe of bodyly corrupcyon on his soule: & bereth it downe & moche letteth y ghostly gladnes. and y must euer be whyles it is here in this lyfe but neuerthese for I speke of chaungabylyte of grace howe it comy [...]th & goth that thou mystake it not. therfore I meane not of the comyn grace that is had & felte in trouth & in good wyl to god without the whiche hauynge & lastynge therin no man maye be saaf. for it is in the leest chosen so u [...]e [Page] y lyueth but I meane of specyal grace felt by Inspyracyon of y e holy ghost in the maner as it is before sayd / The comen grace that is charyte lasteth hole what so euer a man do aslonge as his wyll & his entente is true to god withoute the whiche hauynge & lastynge that he wolde not synne dedely. ne the dede y he wylfully dooth is not forbede as for dedely synne / For this grace is not losts but for dedely syn̄e / And then it is dedely sȳne whan his concyence wytnesseth with a vysement that it is dedely synne / & yet neuertheles he dooth it or elles his conscyence is so blynded that he holdeth it no dedely syn̄e al though he doo the dede wylfully the whiche is forbode of god & holy chyrche as dedely synne / Specyal grace felt thru­gh the vnseable presence of Ihesu that makyth a soule a perfyte louer lastyth not euerylyke hole in the hyghnes of felyng. but chaūgably comyth & gooth as I haue sayd before / Thus our lorde sayth / Ioh. 3 Spūs vbi vult spirat & vocem eius audis & nescis vnde veniat aut quo vadat The holy ghost spyreth where he woll and thou herest his voys but thou wost not whā he comith ne whether he gooth / He comyth pryuely some tyme whan thou arte leest waar of hym: but thou shalt well knowe hym or thou go / For wōderfully he styryth & myghtyly torneth thin herte in to beholding of his godenes. and doth thin hert melte delectably as waxe ayenst y fyre in to softnes of his loue. and this is the voys that he sowneth / But then he gooth or thou wote it for he withdrawyth hym sōwhat / nought in al: but fro excesse in to sobirte / The hyghnes passeth: but y e substaunce & theffectte of grace dwelleth stylle / And that is aslōge as y e soule of a louer kepyth hym clene / & falleth not wylfully to recheleshede or dissolucion in flesshlynes ne to outwarde vanyte. as somtym̄ it dooth though it haue no delyte therin for frelte [Page] of itself Of this chaūgabylyte ī grace speke I of now /

¶ A commendacyon of prayer offred to Ihū of a soule contemplatyfe / And how stablynes in prayer is a syker werke to stōde in / And how euery felynge of grace in a chosen soule may be sayd Ihū: but the more clenner the soule is the worthyer is the grace / Caplm̄. xlii.

THe soule of a man whyle it is not towched with specyal grace is blunt & boystous to ghostly werke & c [...] nought theron / It may not therof for weyknes of itself / It is both olde & drye. vndeuoute & vnsauery in itself / But thenne comyth the lyghte of grace. & thrugh towchyng makyth it sharpe & suptyl redy & able to ghostly werke: and yeueth it a grete fredom and an hole redynes in wyl for to be buxom to al the styrynge of grace redy for to worche after that grace styreth the soule / For by openynge of y e ghostly eye it is applyed al fully to grace redy to pray / And how the soule prayeth thenne shal I telle the / The moost specyal prayer that y soule vseth and hath moost cōforte in I hope is the Pater noster. or elles psalmes of the sawter / The pater noster for lewde men. and psalmes & ympnes & other seruyce of holy chirche for lettred / The soule prayeth thenne not in maner as it dyde before in comyn maner of men by hyghnes of voys: or by renable spekynge oute. but in ful grete styl­nesse of voys & softnes of herte / For why. his mynde is not trowbled ne taryed with outwarde thynges but hole gadred togyder in itself / And the soule is set as it were in a ghostly presence of Ihū. and therfore euery worde & euery syllable is sowned sauerly swete & delectably with ful acorde of mouthe & of herte / For why the soule is torned then al in to fyre of loue / And therfore euery worde that it preuely prayeth is leke to a spercle springyng out of a fyre bronde y chafeth al y e myghtes of the soule & torneth [Page] hē ī to loue. & lyȝtneth hē so cōfortably y t y e soule lyst euer for to pray & do none other thyng / The more it prayeth y e better it may y e myghtier it is / for grace helpeth y e soule wel & makyth al thyng lyght & easy y t it lyste ryght wel to psalme & synge the louynges of god with ghostly myrth in heuēly delyte / This ghostly werke is fode of y e soule. & this prayer is of moche vertue / For it wasteth & bryngeth to nouȝt al tēptacōns of y e fende preuy & a perte. it sleth al y e mynde & y e lykynge of y e worlde. & of flesshly syn̄es. it bereth vp y e body & y e soule fro paynful felynge of wretchydnes of this lyf / It kepyth y e soule ī felyng of grace & worchyng of loue: & norysshe it euer ylyke hote & fresshe as styckes norissheth fyre / It puttith awaye alyrkyng & heuynes of hert: holdeth it ī smight & ī ghostly gladnesse / Of this prayer spekyth dauyd thus / Dirigat oracio mea sicut insensū in conspectu tuo. That is: Dressed be my prayer lorde as encēce in thy sighte / For ryght as ensence y t is cast in y e fyre makyth a swete smel by y e reke styghyng vp to the ayre / ryght so a psalme sa­uourly & softly songe or sayd in a brennynge herte yeuy­th vp a swete smelle to y e face of our lorde Ihū: and to al the courte of heuen / There dare no flesshe flye rest vpon the pottes brynke boylynge on the fyre / Right soo may there no flesshly delyte reste vpon a clene soule y t is happed & warmed al in y e fyre of loue boylytige and blowinge psalmes & louynges to Ihū / This prayer is euer herde of Ihesu / It yeldyth grace to Ihesu / And receyueth grace agayne / It makyth a soule homely & felowly with Ihū. and wyth alle the angels of heuen / Use it who soo maye. The werke is good and gracyous in itselfe / And though it be not al fully contemplacyon. in itselfe ne the werkyng of loue by itselfe / Neuerthelesse it is a parte of contemplacyon / For why: It maye not be doone on [Page] this maner wyse but in plentee of grace thrugh openinge of the ghostly eye / And therfore a soule that hath this fredom and thys gracyous felynge in prayenge wyth ghostly sauour and heuenly delyte hath the grace of contemplacyon in maner as it is / This prayer is a ryche off [...]ynge fylled al in fatnes of deuocion: receyued by angels and presented to the face of Ihesu / The prayer of other men that are besy in actyf werkes is made of two wordes. For they oft tymes fourmeth in her hertes one worde thrugh thynkyng of worldly besynes. & sownen in her mouth a nother worde of y e psalme songe or sayd / And not for that. yf her entente be true yet is her prayer good & medeful though it lacke sauoure & swetnes / But this manere of a man cōtemplatyfe is made but of one worde. for as it is fourmed in y e herte righte soo hooly it sowneth in the mouth. as it were noughte but one thynge that fourmyth & sowneth / And sothly nomore it is / For the soule thrugh grace is made hole in itselfe so ferre departee fro the flesshlyhede that it is mayster of the body. and thn̄e is the body noughte elles but as an In­strumente & a trōpe of the soule in the whyche the soule blowith swete notes of ghostly louynges to Ihū / This is the trompe that Dauyd spoke of thus / P. lxxx Buccinate in neomenia tuba in insigni die solēpnitatis vestre / Blowe ye wyth a trompe in the newe mone / That is ye soules that are refourmed in ghostly lyft thrugh openynge of the Inner eye. Blowe ye deuoutly sownynge psal­mes wyth the trompe of your bodily tonge / And therfore for this prayer is plesa [...]nte to Ihesu and soo profytable to the soule: Thenne it is good to hym that is newe torned to god what that he be that wolde pleyse hym / And coueyteth to haue some queynt felyng of grace for to coueyte this felynge. That he myght thrugh grace [Page] come to this lyberte of spyryte. & offre his prayers & his psalmes to Ihesu contynuelly: & stably & deuoutly with hole mynde & brennyng affeccōn in hym to haue it nere hōde in custome whā grace wol styre hym therto. This is a syker felynge & a sothfast / If thou may come therto & holde it the dare not renne aboute here & there: and axe questyons of euery ghostly man what thou sholde do howe thou shalte loue god: and how thou shalt serue god & speke of ghostly maters y t passen thy knowynge as per­chaunce some done / That maner of doynge is not full profytable but yf more nede make it: Kepe y to thy prayers stylly fyrste with traueyle y t thou myght come afterwarde to this restful felynge of ghostly prayer: and that shal teche the wysdome ynough sothfastly without fey­nynge or fantasye. and kepe it fourth yf they haue it & leue it not: but yf grace come other wyse & woll remoue it fro the for a tyme and make y e for to worche on a nother mane [...]. then maye thou leue it for a tyme & after torne a­yen therto / And he that hath this grace in prayer asketh not wherupon he shal sette the poynte of his thought in his prayer whether vpon the wordes that he sayth or elles on god or on the name of Ihū as some aske: for the felynge of grace techyth hym wel ynough /

¶For why the soule is torned in to the eye and sharply beholdeth the face of Ihū. & is made syker that it is Ihū y it felyth & seeth / I meane not Ihū as he is in hymself in fulnes of his blessed godhede. but I meane Ihesu as he wol shewe hym to a clene sowle holden in body after the clennesse that it hath / For wyte thou wel that euery [...]he a felynge of grace is Ihesu & maye be called Ihesu / And after that the grace is more or lesse so felyth the soule more or lesse Ihesu / ye the fyrste felynge of specyal gra [...]e in a begynner that is called grace of compun [...] yon & [Page] contricyon for his synnes is verily Ihū: for whythe maketh y e contrycyon in a soule by his presence / But Ihū is thēne ful boystously and rudely felte. ful ferre fro his ghostly subtylte: for the soule can noo better ne maye no better for vnclennesse of itselfe thenne / Neuertheles afterwarde yf y e soule profyte & encrease in vertues and in clennes the same Ihesu and none other is seen and felt of the same soule whan it is towched with grace / but y t is more ghostly nere to the godly kynde of Ihesu / And sothly y t is the moost thynge that Ihesu loueth in a foule that it myght be made godly and ghostly in syghte and in loue lyke to hym in grace to that y he is by kynde. for that shal be the ende of all louers /

Then mayste thou be syker that what tyme that thou felyste thy soule styred by grace specyally in that maner as it is before sayd by openynge of thy ghostly eye thou seest and feleste Ihū / Holde hym faste whyle thou may & kepe the in grace: and lete hym nought lyghtly fro the Loke after none other Ihesu but that same by felynge of that selfe grace more godly that it myghte wexe in the more and more / And drede the nought thouȝ Ihū that thou felyst be not Ihesu as he is in his full godhede that thou sholdest therfore mowe be deceyued yf thou lened to thy felynge: but truste thou well yf thou be a louer of Ihesu that thy felyng is true and that Ihesu is truly felte & seen of the thorugh his grace as thou may se hym here / And therfore leue fully to thy felynge whan it is gracyous and ghostly. & kepe it tenderly. & haue grete deyn­te not of thyselfe but of it. that thou myghte see: and fe­le Ihesu euer better & better / For grace shall euen techethe by itself yf thou wol falle therto tyll thou come to the ende / But perchaunce thou begynnest to wonder why I saye one tyme y t grace worchyth al this. & on a nother [Page] tym y t loue worchyth or god worchyth. Unto this I saye th [...] y t whan I say y e grace worcheth I meane loue. Ihesu: and god. for al is one. and noughte but one / Ihū is loue Ihesu is grace. Ihesu is god / And for he worcheth all in vs bi his grace for loue as god therfore may I vse what worde of thyse iiii. that me lyst after my styrynge in this writynge /

¶How a soule thrugh the openynge of the ghostly eye receyueth a gracous loue able to vnderstōde holy wryt And how Ihesu that is hydde in holy wryt shewyth him selfe to his louers Caplm̄ xliii

THen the soule of a louer felyth Ihū in prayer in the maner before sayd. & thynkyth y it wolde neuer fele otherwyse / Neuertheles it falleth that somty­me grace putteth scilence to vocal prayeng: and styreth the sowle to see and to fele / Ihesu in a nother maner / And that maner is fyrste to see Ihū in holy wrytt / For Ihū that is al sothfastnes is hidde and heled therin woundē in a [...]ofte sendyle vnder fayr wordes that he may not be know ne felte but of a clene h [...]rte / For why: soth­fastnes woll not shewe itselfe to enmyes but to frendes that loue & desyre it wyth a meke herte. for sothfastnes and mekenes arne ful true systers fastned togyder in loue and charite / and therfore is there noo lenynge of counseylle betwyxe hem two / Mekenes presumyth of sothfastnes and noo thynge of itselfe. And sothfastnes tro wyth well on mekenes: and soo they accorden wonder well / Thenne for as moche as a sowle of a louer is made meke thrugh inspyracyon of grace by openynge of the ghostly eye: and seeth that it is noughte of itselfe / But oonly hāgeth in y e mercy an [...] the godenes of Ihū lastyngly is borne vp by fauour & helpe of hym on̄ly / & truly desyrynge y e presēce of hym therfore seeth it Ihū / [Page] For it seeth sothfastnes of holy wrytte wonderly shewed and opened aboue studye and traueyle & reason of mannes kyndly wyt / And that maye wel be called the felyn­ge and the perceyuynge of Ihesu / For Ihesu is welle of wysdome. and by a lytyl heeldynge of his wysdom in to a clene soule he maketh the soule wyse ynough for to vnderstonde al holy wrytte. not al at ones in specyal beholdynge: but thorugh that grace the soule receyueth a ne­we ablynes and a gracyous habyte for to vnderstonde it specyally whan it comyth to mynde. This openynge and this clernesse of wytte is made by the ghostly presence of Ihesu / For ryghte as the ghospel sayth of ii. dyscy­ples goynge to the castel of Emaus brennynge in desy­re and spekynge of our lorde Ihesu: Luc. xiiii. our lorde appered to hem presently as a pylgryme and taught hem y e prophecyes of hymself / And as the gospel sayth / Apperuit illis sensum vt intelligerent scripturas / He opened to hem clernesse of wytte y t they myght vnderstonde holy wry­tynge / Ryght so the ghostly presence of Ihesu openyth the wytte of his louer that it brenneth in desyre to hym: and bryngeth to his mynde by mynystracyon of angels the wordes and the sentences of holy wrytte vnsoughte and vnauysed one after a nother. and expowneth hem redyly be they neuer so harde ne so preuy /

The harder that they ben and ferder fro mannes resonable vnderstondynge the more delectable is the treue shewynge of hem / Whan Ihesu is mayster it is expow­ned and declared lytterally: morally: mystyly: and heuē ly: yf the mater suffre it / By letter that is lyghteste and moost playne is bodyly kynde comforted / By moralte of holy wrytte the soule is infourmed of vyces and ver­tues wysely to cunne departe y e one fro that other / By mystyhede it is illumined for to see the werkes of Ihesu [Page] in holy chirche. redily for to applye the wordes of holy wrytte to cryst our hede: and to holy chirche that is hys mysty body / And the fourth y t is heuenly longeth oonly to the worchynge of loue / And that is whā alle sothfastnes in holy writte is applyed to loue / And for that is mooste lyke to heuenly felynge therfore I calle it heuenly / The louer of Ihesu is his frende. not for he hath de­serued it: but for Ihū of his mercy ful goodnes makyth hym his frēde by true accorde / And therfore as to a true frende that pseyseth hym wyth loue. not serueth him by drede as a thralle: Ioh xv he shewyth his preuyte / Thꝰ he saith hymselfe to his apostles / I am vos dixi amicos qr que­cun (que) audiui a patre meo nota feci vobis / Now I saye that ye are frendes / For I make knowen to you al thynges that I haue herde of my fader / To a clene soule that hathe y e palet puryfyed from fylthe of flesshly loue holy wrytte is lyfely foode and sustenaunce delectable /

¶It sauoureth wonder swetely whā it is wel chewed by ghostly vnderstondynge / For why. the spyryte of lyffe is hydde therin that quyckenyth al the myghtes of y e sowle / and fylleth theym ful of swetnesse of he [...]enly sa­uoure and ghostly delyte / But sothly hym nedeth to haue whyte teeth and sharpe & wel pycked that sholde by­te of this ghostly brede / For flesshly louers and herytykes maye not towche y Inwarde floure of it / Her teeth are blody and ful of fylthe. therfore they ben fasting fro felynge of this brede / By teeth are vnderstonde the Inly wyttes of the soule / the whiche in flesshly louers and in heretykes ben blody full of synne and of worldly va­nytees / They wolde and they can not come by curyosi­te of her kyndly wytte to the sothfastnes in knowynge of holy wrytte. for her wytte is corrupte by original sinne and actuell also. And is not yet helyd thrugh grace. And therfore they do but gnawe vpō y e barke wythout speke they neuer soo moche therof / The Inner sauour [Page] within they fele not of / They ben not meke they ben not clene for to see it / They ben not frendes to Ihesu. & therfore he sheweth hem not his coūseyle / The preuyte of holy wryt is closed vnder a keye seled with a sygnet of Ihesus fynger: y t is the holy ghost / And therfore withouten his loue & his leue may no man come in / He hath on̄ly y e keye of cūnynge in his kepynge as holy wryt sayth / & he is keye hymself / And he letteth ī whom he wolby Inspyracyon of his grace. & breketh not the selle. & y t doth Ihū to his louers / Not to alylyke / but to hem y t are specyally Inspyred for to seke sothfastnes in holy wryt with gre­te deuocōn in prayenge. & with moche besynes in studyenge goynge before / Thyse maye come to the fyndynge when our lorde Ihū wyl shewe it / See now then̄e how grace openeth the ghostly eye & clereth y e wyt of the soule wonderly aboue the freelte of corrupte kynde / It yeue­th y e soule a newe ablenes whether it wol rede holy wryt or here or thynke it for to vnderstonde it truely & sauourly y t sothfastnes of it in y e maner before sayd / And for to torne redely al reasons & wordes y t are bodyly sayd in to ghostly vnderstondyng. & y t is no grete merueyle / For y e same spyryte expownyth it & declareth it in a clene sou­le in comfort of it y t fyrst made it. & that is the holy ghost / And this grace maye be & is aswel in lewde as in lettred men as anenstes the substaūce & the true felynge of soth fastnes & the ghostly sauour of it in general though they see not so many reasons in specyal: for that nedeth not And whan y e soule is thus abled & lyghtned thrugh grace. then it lyste for to be alone somtyme out of lettyng or comonynge of al creatures that he myght freely assaye his Instrument that I calle his reason in beholdynge of sothfastnes that is conteyned in holy wryt / And thenne there fal to mynde wordes & reasons & sentēces ynough to occupye hym in ful ordynate & full sadly / And what comforte & ghostly delyte: sauour & swetnes a soule may [Page] fele then in his ghostly werke thrugh dyuers Illumynacyons: Inly perceyuynges: preuy knowynges & sodeyn towchynges of the holy ghost by assaye the soule maye wyte & elles not / And I hope that he shal not erre be so y his teeth that ben his In warde wettes be kepte whyte & clene fro ghostly pryde & fro curyosyte of kyndly wyt / I hope that Dauyd felt ful grete delyte in this maner werke whan he sayd thus / co (rum) xiii Qm̄ dulcia faucibꝭ meis eloquia tuasuper mel ori meo / How swete are thy spekinges lorde Ihū to my chekes ouer hony to my mouth / That is: Lorde Ihū thyn holy wordes endyted in holy wryt brought to my mynde thrugh grace are swetter to my chekes y t are y e affeccōns of my soule than hony is to my mouth Sothly this is a fayre werke wythoute paynful traueille for to see Ihesus thus / This is one maner of syght of Ihū as I sayde before / Not as he is: but clothed vnder lykenes of werkes & of wordes / Perspeculum in enig­mate / By a myrroure & by a lyckenesse / As the appostle sayth / Ihesu is endeles myght wysdome and goodnes: Ryght wysnesse: sooth fastnesse: holynesse. and mercy / And what this Ihesu is in hymselfe maye noo soule seene here. But by effecte of his worchyng he maye be seen thrugh the lyght of grace. as thus / His myght is seen by makyng of al creatures of nought. his wysdome inordinate disposynge of hem: his goodnes in sauyng of hem his mercy in foryeuenes of synnes. his holines in yeftes of grace: his right wynes in harde punysshyng of synne his softnes in true rewardynge of good werkes / And al this is expressed in holy wrytt. And this seeth a soule in holy wrytte with al other accydentes that fallen herto / And wyte thou wel that suche gracyous knowynges in holy wrytte or in other wrytynge that is made thorugh grace are noughte elles but swete letters sēden and made betwyx a louynge soule and Ihesu loued / Or elles yf I shall saye sothlyer betwyxe Ihesu y e true louer and the [Page] soules loued of hym / He hath ful gret tendernes of loue to al his chosen chyldern y are here closed in clay of this bodily lyf / And therfore though he be absent fro hē hygh hyd aboue in y e bosō of y e fader fulfylled in delyces of y e blessed god hede yet notwithstōdyng he thynketh vpon hē & vysyteth hē ful oft thrugh his gracyous ghostly presence & cōforteth hē by his letters of holy wryt. & dryue­th out of her hertes heuines & werines: dowtes & dredes & maketh hem glad & mery in hym truly. trowyng to al his behetynges & mekely abidyng fulfyllyng of his wyl Saynt poul sayth thus / Ro. v Quecū (que) scripta sūt ad nostrā doctrinā scripta sūt vt per consolacionē scriptura (rum) sp̄e habeamus / Al y e is wryten to our techynge it is wryten y t by cōforte of wrytynge we myght haue hope of salua­cyon / And this is a nother werke of cōtemplacōn for to see Ihū in scryptures after openyng of the ghostly eye / The clenner the syght is in beholdyng. y e more cōforted is the affeccyon in tastynge / A ful lytyl sauour felte in a clene soule of holy wryt in this maner before sayd shold make the soule set lytyl pryce by knowyng of al y e vii. artes. or of al the worlde / of al worldly cūnynges / For the ende of this knowynge is saluacōn of a man̄es soule in euerlastynge lyf. & the ende of that other as for hemselfe is but vanytee & a passynge delyte. but yf they be torned thrugh grace to this ende /

¶Of the pryuevoys of Ihesu sownyng in a soule wherby it shall be knowen / And how al the gracyous Illuminacōns made in a soule ben called the spekynges of Ihū / Caplm̄. xliiii.

LO thyse are fayre newe felynges in a clene sou­le. & yf a sowle were fulfylled with suche it myȝe be layd. And sothly y t is were refourmed somwhat in fe­lyng: but not yet fully / For why: yet Ihesu sheweth more and ledeth the soule Inner. And begynneth to speke more homely and more louely to a soule thenne to folow the styryng of grace / For the prophete sayth / Quocū (que) [Page] [...]hat spiritus illuc gradiebantur et rote sequentes cum / Eze. i. wheder so yede y e spyryte thider yede y e whyles folowynge him / By wheles are vnderstōde y e true louers of Ihū For they are roūde ī vertue wythout angyle of frowardenes. and lyghtly whyrlyng thorugh redynesse of wyl to the styryng of grace / For after that grace styreth and techeth. so they folowe & worche as the prophete sayth / But they haue fyrste a full siker assaye and a true kno­wyng of the voys of grace or they maye do so that they be not deceyued by her owne feynyng or by the myddaie fende / Our lorde Ihesu sayth thus of his louers / Oues meevocem meā audiunt et cognosco eas et cognoscunt me mee / My shepe heren my voys & I knowe hem and they knowe me / The preuy voys of Ihesu is ful true. Ioh. x & it makyth a soule true / There is no feynyng in it ne fantasye ne pryde ne ypocrysy / But softnesse: mekenesse: pees: loue: and charyte. And it is ful of lyfe loue & grace And therfore whan it sownyth in a sowle it is of so grete myghte sometyme that y e soule [...]odeynly layeth of honde al that there is. prayenge. spekyng: redynge or thynkyn in the manere before sayd. & al maner bodily werke and lystnyth therto fully herynge & preceyuynge in rest and in loue the swete steuen of this goostly voys as. it were rauysshed fro y e mynde of al erdely thynges / And then̄e some tyme sheweth Ihū in this pees hymselfe as an ha­wtful mayster and somtyme as a reuerent fader: and sō tyme as a louely spouse / And it kepyth a soule in a wonderfull reuerence & in a louely beholdynge of hym that the soule like [...]h wel thenne. and neuer so wel as thenne / For it felyth so grete sykernesse and so grete reste in Ihū and so moche fauour of his goodnes that it wolde euer be so and neuer do other werke / It think [...]th that it touchith Ihū and thrugh vertue of y e vnspekable touchynge it is made hole & stable in itself reuerently beholdyng on̄ly Ihū. as yf there were no thynge but Ihū oo thyng [Page] and he a nother. borne vp oonly by the sauour & y e wondful goodnes of hym y is that thynge y he felyth & seeth / And this felynge is ofte tymes without specyall behol­dynge of holy wryt. ne but with fewe wordes formyd t̄ the herte. nought but thus amonge fallen in swete wordes accordynge to the felyng. eyther louyng or worshyppyng or wondryng. or otherwyse sownyng as the herte lykyth / The soule is full moche departed fro loue or ly­kyng of y e worlde thrugh vertue of this gracyous felyn­ge / And also fro mynde of the worlde moche in y e meane tyme / It takith none hede therof for it hath no tym̄ therto / But then sōtyme anone with this fallyth in to a soule dyuers Illumynacōns thrugh grace. y whiche Illu­mynacōns I cal the spekynges of Ihū & y e syght of ghostly thynges / For wyte thou wel y e al the besynes y t Ihū makyth aboute a soule. is for to make it a true perfyte spouse to hym in the hynes & fulnes of loue. And y t may not be done so sodēly therfore Ihū y t is loue & of al louers the wysest assayeth by many wyses & by many wonderful meanes or it may come about / And therfore y t it my­ght come to theffecte of true spousage he hath suche gracyous spekynges this maner of a wower to a chosē soule / He sheweth his preuy Iewels. moche thyng he gyueth & more he beheteth. & curteys dalyunce he shewyth / Ofte he vysiteth with moche grace & ghostly cōforte as I before sayd / but how he dooth thys in specyal al fully can I not tel the for it nedeth not / Neuertheles sōwhat shal I saye after that grace styreth / The drawynge of a soule fully to perfyte loue is fyrst by y e shewyng of ghostly thynges to a clene soule whan y e ghostly eye is openid not that a soule sholde rest therin. & make an ende there but by y e seche hym & loue hym on̄ly that is hyghest of al without ony beholdyng of ony other thynge than hym­self / But what are thyse ghostly thynges sayest thou. for I speke ofte of ghostly thynges / To this I auswere and [Page] saye. that ghostly thynge maye be sayd al y sothfastnes of holy wrytte / And therfore a soule that thrugh lyght of grace maye see the sothfastnes of it. it seeth ghostly thinges as I haue before sayd /

¶How thrugh gracyous openynge of the ghostly eye a soule is made wyse mekely & sothfastly to se y e dyuersyte of degrees in holy chyrche as trauelyng / And for to see angels kynde & fyrst of repreued / Caplm̄ xlv

NEuertheles other ghostly thinges there ben also y e whiche thrugh lyght of grace are shewed of y e soule. and are thyse / The kynde of al resonable soules. & the gracyous worchynge of our lorde Ihesu in hem / The kynde of angels blessed & reproued & her worchynge and the knowynge of y e blessyd trynyte after y e grace techith / Holy wrytte sayth ī y e boke of songes of y e spouse thus / Surgā & circuibo ciuitatē & querā quē diligit aīa mea / I shal ryse & I shal goo aboute the cyte & I shal seche hym that my soule loueth / That is: Cant. [...] I shal ryse ī to highnes of thought & go aboute the cyte / By this cyte is vnderstōde y e vnyuersyte of al creatures bodily & ghostly ordeyned & ruled vnder god by lawes of kynde of reason & of grace / go aboute this cyte whan I beholde the kyndes & the cause of bodely creatures the yeftes of grace & the blyssis of gostly creatures. and in al thise I seche hym that my soule loueth / It is foyre lokynge with the Inner eye on Ihū in bodily creatnres for to see his myght: his wysdome & his goodnes ī ordynaūce of her kynde: but it is moche fayrer loking on Ihū iu ghostly creatures / Fyrst in resonable soules goth chosen & reproued to see the mercyful calynge of him to chosen. how he torneth hē fro syn̄e by lyght of his grace. how he helpeth hē techeth hem: chastyth hē. confortith hem. he righteth he clenseth he fedeth. how he maketh hem brēnyng in loue & in lyght by plente of his grace / And thus dooth he not to one soule on̄ly but to al his chosen after mesure of his [Page] grace / Also of al reproued how ryghtfully he forsakyth hem and leueth hem in her syn̄es & dooth hem no wronge / How he rewardeth hem in this worlde suffrynge hē to haue the fulfilling of her wyll & after to punyssh hem endlesly / Lo this is a lytyll beholdynge of holy chyrche whiles it is in trauelyng in this lyfe to seen how blacke And how fowle it semyth in soules that are reproued: how fayre and how louely it is in chosen soules /

And al this ghostly syghte is nought elles but [...]he syghte of Ihesu. Not in hymselfe but in his mercyfull preuy werkes & in his ryghtwyse domes euery daye shewed & remembred and renewed to resonable soules Also ouer this to se with the ghostly eye the paynes of reproued: & y e Ioye & the blysse of chosen sowles it is ful confortable For sothfastnes may not be seen ī a clene soule without grete delyte & wonderful softnes of blessyd brennyng loue / Also the syght of angels kynde: fyrste of dampned & after that of the blessed. It is a ful fayr contemplacyon of the fende in a clene soule whan grace bryngeth the fē de to the syghte of the soule as a clumsid caytyf bounden with the myght of Ihū that he maye not dere / Thenne the soule beholdeth hym not bodyly but ghostly seenge his kynde and his malyce. & torneth hym vp soo downe and spoyleth hym and renteth hym all to noughte. scorneth hym & dyspyseth hym and setteth noughte by his malyce. Thus biddeth holy wrytte whan it sayth thus Uerte impium et non erit / Torne the wycked: ꝓuer. xxii. that is the fende vp soo downe and he shal be as noughte. Moche wonder hathe the soule that the fende hath so moche malice and so lytyll myghte. There is noo creature soo vnmyghty as he is. and therfore it is a grete cowardnes se that men dreden hym so moche. He maye noo thynge doo withoute leue of oure lorde Ihesu not soo moche as entre in to aswyne as the gospell sayth / Moche lesse maye he doo thenne to noye ony man / ¶And thenne [Page] yf our lord Ihesu gyue hem leue to tarye vs it is ful worthily & mercyfully done that our lorde Ihū doth. & ther­fore welcome be our lorde Ihesu by hymselfe & by al his messengers / The soule dredeth nomore than y e blustrynge of the [...]ende than y e styrynge of a mows / wōder wro­th is y e fende yf he durst say nay. but his mouth stopped wyth his owne malyte. his hondes are boside as a the yf worthy to be demid & hanged in helle / And then̄e y e soule accusyth hym & ryȝtfully demyth hym after y t he hath deserued: co (rum). vi wond not oī this sayeng. for saynte poul meaned y e same whā he sayd thus / Frēs nescitis qm̄ anglōs iudicabimus / Brethern wote ye not well y we shall deme angels y t are wycked spyrytes thrugh malyce y t we­re made gode angels by kynde / As who sayth yes / This demynge is fygured before the dome in coutēplatyf soules / For they fele a lytyl tasting in lykenes of all y t shall be done afterwarde of our lorde Ihū openly in sothfastnes shamyd & shent is y e fēde gretly in hymself whan he is thus fared with a clene soule. He wolde fayn fle a way & he maye not for y e myȝte of y e hiest holdeth hym styll. & y e greuyth hym more than al the fyre of helle. wonder mekely fallith y e soule to Ihū thenne wyth hertly louinges that he somiȝtly saueth a simple soule fro al malice of so fel a enmye by his grete mercy.

¶How by the same lyghte of grace y e blessed angels kynde maye be seē And how Ihū is god & man aboue all creatures after y the soule mage see hym here / Caplm̄. xlvi.

ANd then after this by the self lyght may the soule see ghostly y e fayrhede of angels y e worthines of hem in kynde. the subtylte of hem in substa unce: the cōfermynge of hem in grace. & y e fulnesse of endles blise the soūdryhede of orders the dystynccōns of persones how they lyue all in lyght of sothfastnes endles. & how they brēne al in loue of the holy ghost after y e worthynes of orders. how they see and loue & prayse Ihū in blessyd [Page] rest without ceesynge / There is no syght of body: ne no figure in ymaginacyon in this maner worching but al ghostly. & of ghostly creatures / Then begynneth y e soule to haue grete aqueyntaūce of y e blessed spirytes & a gret felyshyp / They are ful tēder & ful besy about suche a soule to helpe it / They are maysters to teche it & often thrugh her ghostly presence & towchyng of her lyght dryuen out fantasyes fro y e soule: & they Illymyn y e soule g [...]acy­ously. they cōfort y e soule by swete wordes sodenly sow­ned ī a clene herte / And yf ony dysease falle ghostly they seruen the soule & mynystre to it al that it nedeth / Thus Hebr̄. isaynt poul said of hē / Nonne oēs sunt administratorii sp̄us missi propter eos q hereditatē capiūt salutis / wote ye not wel y t holy spyrites are minysters sente of Ihū for hem y t taken y e herytage of helth / Thyse are chosen sou­les: as who saith yes / For wyte thou wel y t al this gostly worchyng of wordes & of reasons brouȝt to y e mynde. & suche fair lykenes are made bi the mynistery of angels whā y e lyght of grace abūdantly shineth in a clene [...]oule It may not be tolde by [...]ōge y e felynges y e lyght nynges y e graces & the cōfortes in specyal y e clene soules perceyue thrugh fauourable felyshyp of blessed angels / The soule is wel at ease with hem to beholde how they done y t it wolde tende to no thyng elles. But then̄e wyth y e helpe of y e angel yet the soule seeth more for knowynge ryseth aboue al this in a clene sowle / And y t is to beholde y e bles­sed kynde of Ihū / Fyrst of his gracyous māhede how it is hyghed worthily aboue al angels kynde. & then after of his blessyd godhede / For by knowyng of creatures is knowen the creatur. & then begynneth y e soule to preceyue a lytyl of the preuytees of the blessed trynyte▪ It maye wel ynough for lyght of grace goth before. & therfore she shal not erre aslonge as she holdeth her with the lyghte / Thenne is it opened sothfastly to y e eye of the soule the on̄ly hede in substaunce & dystynccōn of persones in the [Page] blessyd trynite as it maye be seen here. and moche other sothfastnes of y e blessid trinyte pertynent to this mate­re: the whiche is openly declared & shewed by writynge of holy doctours of holy chyrche / And wyte thou well y e the same & the self sothfastnes of y e blyssyd trinyte y t thi­se holy doctours Inspyred thrugh grace wryten in her bokes in strēgthing of our trouth a clene soule maye see in knowyng thrugh y e self lyght of grace / I wol not ex­presse tomoche of this mater here specyally for it nedeth not / wond grete loue felith y e soule with heuēly delyte in felyng of this sothfastnes whā it is made thrugh specyal grace. for loue & lyght goth bothe togyder ī a clene soule / There is no loue y t riseth of knowyng and of specyal beholgyng y t maye towche soner oure lorde as this loue maye / For why: this knowyng is worchiest & hyeste in itself on̄ly of Ihū god & man yf it be specyally shewed by y e lyght of grace / and therfore is y e fyre of loue flaming of this more bren̄yng than it is of knowyng of ony creature bodily or ghostly. & al thise gracyoꝰ knowynges felyd in a soule of y e vnyuersyte of al creatures in manere before sayd. & of our lorde Ihū maker & keper of all this fayr vnyuersyte. I calle hē fayr wordes & swete spekynges of our lorde Ihū to a soule y t whiche he wol make his true spouse / He shewith preuytees & profereth ryche yeftes of his tresour: & arayeth the soule with hē ful honestly / She nede not be ashamed with y e cōpany of her fel [...] ­wes to apere afterwarde to the face of Ihū her sponse / Al this louely daliaunce of preuy speche bytwyxe Ihesu and a soule maye be called an hidde worde. Iob iiii of y t whiche holy wrytte sayth thus / Porto ad medcin̄i est verbum scondi [...]um et ve [...]as susurru percepit auris mea / Sothly to me is sayde an hydde worde and the veynes of hys rownynges myn eere hathe perceyued / The inspyracyon of Ihesu is an hydde worde. For it is preuyly hydde frome all louers of the worlde and [Page] shewed to his louers thrugh whiche a clene soule perceyueth redily y e veynes of his rownyng that are specyally shewenges of his sothfastnes / for eueryche gracyous knowynge of sothfastnes felt with Inly saudur & ghostly delyte is a preuy rownyng of Ihesu in y e ere of a clene soule / Hym behoueth to haue moche clēnes & mekenes & al other vertues / & to be halfe deyf to noys of worldly Ianglyng that shold wysely perceyue thise swete ghost­ly rownynges y t is y e voys of Ihū / Of y t whiche dauyd sayth thus / Uox dn̄i preparantis ceruos et reuelabit cō dēsa / The voys of our lord ihū arayeng hertes & he shal shew thycke / That is: P. the Inpyracyon of Ihū makyth soules lyȝt as hertes y t sterten fro ther [...]he ouer busshes & breres of al worldly vanyte. & he sheweth to hē y e thicke y t are his prenites y t may not be perceyued but by sharpe eye / Thise beholdinges sothfastly groūded in grace & ī meknes maketh a soule wyse & brēnyng ī desyre to y e fa­ce of Ihū / Thise are y e ghostly thinges y t I spake of before: & they bē called new gracyoꝰ felīges & I do but touch hē a lytyll for wyssinge of y e soule / For a so [...]le y t is clene stired by grace to vse of thꝭ werkīg may se mor̄ ī an hour of suche ghostly matere than myghte be wryten in a grete boke /

¶Thys finsshyith this present boke whiche expowneth many notable doctrynes in cōtēplacōn / whiche as me semyth right expedyent to those that setten theyr felycyte in ocupynge theimselfe specyally for theyr sou­le helthe /
This is a deuout bok …

This is a deuout boke cōpyled by mayster Walter hylton to a deuout man in temperal estate how he sholde rulē hym /

¶How a man y t wol be ghostly must fyrst vsen moche bodyly exercyse in penaunce and destroyenge of synne: Capitulum / Primum.

DEre brother in cryst two maner of states there are in holy chyrche by y t whiche crysten soules plese [...] god & geten hem the blysse of heuen. that one is bodyly: & that other is ghostly / Bodyly werkyng longeth pryncypally to worldly mē & wymen the whiche lefully vsen worldly goodes & wylfyl­ly vsen worldly besynes. Also it longeth to all yonge begyn­nynge men the whiche comen newe out of worldly syn̄es to the seruyce of god: for to make hem able to ghostly werkyng & for to breke downe the vnbuxumnes or the body by dyscrecyon vsen bodyly werkynge y t it myght be suple & redy & not mekyl contraryous to the spyryte in ghostly werkynge. for saynt poul sayth. as woman was made for man & not man for woman. ryght so bodyly werkynge was made for ghostly. & not ghostly for bodyly / Bodyly werkynge goth before & ghostly comyth after as saynt poul sayth / ¶Non priꝰ quod spirituale. scilicet ꝙ priꝰ aīale deīdesp̄uale / And this is a cause why it behoueth to be so. for we are borne in synne and corrupcyon of the felesshe by the whyehe we are soo blynded & so ouerlayed y t we haue neyther the ghostly knowyng of god by lyghte of vnderstondynge. ne ghostly felynge of hym by clene desyre of louynge & therfore we may not sodeynly ster­te out of this derke nyght of this flesshly corrupcyon in to y e ghostly lyght / for we maye not suffre it ne bere it for lyknes of ourself no more than we may with our bodyly eyen whā they are sore beholde the lyght of the syn. & therfore we must abyde & werke be p [...]ocesse of tyme. Fyrst by bodely werkes bestly tyl we be dyscharged of this heuy burden of syn̄e whiche lettyth vs fro ghostly werkyng. & tyl our soule be sō what [...]ensed fro grete outwarde syn [...]s & abled to ghostly werke By this bodily werkyng y t I speke of mayst thou vnderst [...] [Page] almaner of god werkis y thy soule doth by y wyttes & y mē bris of thy body vnto thyself as ī fastyng wakīg & ī restraynyng of flesshly lustes by penaūce doyng. or to thyn euencrstē be fulfyllyng of y e dedes of mercy bodyly or ghostly or vnto god be sufferynge of al bodely myscheues for y e loue of ryght­wysnes / Al thyse werkes done in trouthe by charyte plesen god: withoutē whiche they are nought. Than who so desy­reth for to be occupyed ghostly. it is syker & profitable to hym y he be fyrst wel asayed a longe tyme ī this bodely werkynge for thyse bodely dedes are a token & a shewyng of moral vertues withouten whiche a soule is not able for to werke ghostly / Breke down fyrst pryde ī bodely beryng & also withī thin hert thynkyng. bostyng & praysyng of thyself vayn lykyng in thyself of ony thyng y t god hath sent to the bodely or ghostly / Breke downe also enuye & yre ageynst thyn euencrysten whether they be riche or pore gode or bad that thou hate hym not. ne haue dysdeyne of hym wylfully neyther in worde ne in dede. Also breke downe couetyse of wordly good y thou for y e holdyng. getyng or sauyng of it offende not thy conscyēce ne breke not charyte to god & to thyn euencrysten for loue of ony worldly good. but y thou getyst to kepe it: & spende it without loue & vayn lykyng of it as reson asketh in worshyp of god & helpe of thyn euencrysten. Breke downe also as mekil as thou mayst flesshly lykynges eyther of accydye or bodyly ese gloteny or lechery. & than whan thou hast ben wel traueyled & wel asayed in al suche bodely werkis. than mayst thou by grace ordeyne the to ghostly werkyng. the grace & y e goodnes of our lorde Ihū cryst that he hathe shewed to y in with drawyng of thyn herte fro lust & lykyng of worldly vanite & vse of flesshly synnes. & in that turnyng of thy wyl enteerly to his seruyce & his plesaunce bryngeth in to myn herte me­kyl mater to loue hym in his mercy & also it steryth me gret­ly to strength the in thy good purpose & in thy werkyng that thou hast begunne for to brynge it to a good ende. yf that I coude & pryncypally for god & sythen for tender affeccyon of loue that thou hast to me yf I be a wretche & vnworthy. [Page] I knowe wel the desyre of thyn herte that thou desyrest gre [...] ly to serue oure lorde by occupacyon all holy withouten let­tynge or troublynge of worldly besynes that thou myghtyst come by grace to more knowynge & ghostly felynge of god & of ghostly thynges / This desyre is good as I hope & of god for it is set vpon hym in charyte spyrytually. neuertheles it is for to refreyne & rulen by dyscrecyon as agaynst outwar­de werkynge after the state that thou art in. for charyte vn­rewled turneth somtyme in to vice & therfore it is sayd in holy wrytte / ¶Ordinauit in me carytatem. that is to say / our lorde yeuynge to me charyte. set it in ordre & in rewle that it sholde not be lost thrugh myn vndescrecyon / Ryght so this charyte & this desyre that our lorde hath yeuen of his mercy to the is for to rewle & ordeyn how thou shalt pursue it after thy degre asketh. & after the lynynge that thou hast vsed be­for tyme and after the grace of vertues that thou now hast. thou shalt not vtterly folowen thy desyre for to leuen occupacyon & besynes of the worlde the whiche are nedeful to vsen in rewlyng of thyself & of al other that aren vnderthy kepynge & yeue the holy to ghostly occupacōn of prayers & holy medytacyons. as it were a frere or a monke. or an other man y t were not bounden to the worlde by chyldren & seruaūtis as thou art. for it falleth not to the. & if thou do soo. thou kepest not the ordre of charyte. Also yf thou woldest leuen vtterly ghostly occupocyon. namly now after the grace that god hath yeuen to the & set the holy to the besynes of the worlde in fulfyllynge of the werkes of actyfe lyfe as fully as an other man that neuer felyd deuocyon / thou leuest the ordre of charyte / For thy state asketh for to do bothe. eche of hem in dy­uers tymes thou shalte medle the werkes of actyfe lyfe with ghostely werkes of lyfe contemplatyfe / And thanne dooste thou well. For thou shalte one tyme be besye with martha for to rewlen and gouerned thyn housholde. Thy chyldren Thy seruauntes. thy neyghboures. thy tenauntes. If they done wel comforte hem therin and helpe hem / If they done euyl for to techen hem a mende hem and chastyse hem / And [Page] thou shalt also loke & know wysly thy thyngis & thy worldly goodes be ryghtly kepte by thy seruaūtes. gouerned & true­ly spended y thou myght y e more plenteously fulfyl the dedes of mercy with hē vnto thy euencrystē / Also thou shalt with mary leue besynes of y worlde & syt downe at y e feet of oure lorde by meknes in prayers & in holy thoughtes & in contemplacyō of hym as he yeueth the grace. & so shalt thou go fro y e one to y e other medfully & fulfyll hē bothe: & than kepest thou wel the order of charyte /

¶Unto what maner of man longeth actyflyf / Caplm̄ ii.

NEuertheles y thou ne haue no wond of this y t I saye therfore I shal tel y t & declare to y e a lytyl more opēly thou shalt vnderstonde y t there is thre maners of lyuyng one is actyflyf an other is contēplatyf y e thyrde is made of bothe & y t is medled. Actyflyf aboue longeth to worldly men & wy­men y e whiche are lewde in knowyng of gostly occupacyon for they ne fele sauour ne deuocōn by feruour of loue as other men don̄. ne they cūne no skyl of it. & yet neuertheles they haue drede of god & of y e payne of hel. & therfore they fle synne & they haue desyre for to plese god & for to come to heuen & a gode wyl haue to her euencrysten: vnto thise men it is nedful & spedful to vsen y e werkis of actyflyf as besely as they may in y e helpe of hemself & of her euen crysten: for they cūne not el­les done /

¶Unto whō longyth contēplatyflyf / Caplm iii

COntemplatyflyfe longeth alone to suche men & wymen y t for y e loue of god forsaken al open syn̄es of the worlde & her flesshe & albesynes charges & gouernaunce of worldly goodys & maken hemself pore & naked to y e bare nede of y e dodyly kynde & flen fro souereynte of al other men to y e seruyce of god. vnto [...]hise men it longeth for to trauenylen & occupien hē inwardly for to gete thrugh y e grace of our lorde clennes in herte & pes in cōscyence by destroyeng of synne & receyuyng of vertues & so for [...]o come to cōtemplaciō whā che clēnes may not be had withoute grete exercyse of body & cōtynuel traueyle of y e spiryte ī deuout prayers feruent desyres [Page] & gostly medytacyons /

¶Unto whō longeth medled lyf / Caplm iiii.

THe thyrde lyf y t is the medled lyfe lōgeth to men of holy chyrche as to prelatys & to other curatis y e whiche haue cure & soueryute ouer other men for to teche & rewle hē bothe her bodyes & her soules pryncypally in fulfyllyng of y e dedes of mercy bodely & ghostly vnto thise men it longeth sō tyme to vsen werkes of mercy in actyflyf in helpe & sustinaū ce of hēself & of her so gettys & of other also. And sōtyme for to leue al maner of besynes outwarde & yeuen hē vnto prayers & medytacyons as redyng of holy wryt & to other gostly occupacōns after y t they felen hē dysposed. Also it longeth to som̄ tēperel whiche han souereynte with mekyll auer of worldly goodes. & hauen also as it were lordshyp ouer other men for to gouerne & susteyne hē as a fader hath ouer his chyldr [...]n & a mayster ouer his seruaūtis & a lorde ouer his tenaūtis. the whiche mē han also receyued of our lordes yeft grace of deuocyon. & in party sauour of ghostly occupacyon. Unto these mē also longeth medled lyf y t is both actyf & cōtēplatyf. for if thyse mē stondyng y e charge & y e bonde y t they haue taken wylen leue vtterly y e besynes of the worlde: y whiche oweth skylfully to ben vsed ī fulfullyng of her charge & holy yeuē hē to cōtēplatyf life they do not wel. for they kepe not y e ordre of charyte. for charite as thou knowest wel lyth both in loue of god & of thyn euencrystē. & therfore it is y he y t hath charyte to vse bothe in werkyng now to y e one / & now y e other. for he y for y e loue of god in contēplacyon leueth y e loue of his euencrysten & dooth not to hē as he aught whā he is boūde therto. he ful­fyllyth not charyte. also on y e contrary wyse who so hath soo grete rewarde to werke of actyflyf & to besynes of y e worlde y t for y e loue of his eu [...]ncrysten he leueth gostly occupacōn vtterly after y t god hath dysposed hym therto. he fulfyllyth not charyte / this is y e sayēg of saynt gregory. for though our lorde for to styre some to vse this medled lyf. toke vpon hymself y e persone of suche maner men bothe of prelates of holy chyr & of suche other as are dysposed therto as I haue sayd: & yaf [Page] hē ensāple by his owne werkyng y t they sholde vse this medlyd lyf as he dyde y tyme y t he spake with men & medled with hē sheweng his dedys of mercy for hē taught y e vncūnynge & vnknowen by his prechyng. he vysited the seke & heled hē of her dyseses. he fed the hungry & ōforted y e sory neuerthels other tymes he left the conuersacion of al worldly men & of his dyscyples & went in to desert vpon y e hyllys & contynued al nyȝt in prayers alone as y e gospel sayth. therfore this medled lyt shewyth our lorde in hymself to ensample of all other men y t haue taken y charge of this medlyd lyf. y t they sholde oo tyme yeue hē to besynes of worldly thynges at resonable nede & to the werkys of actyflyf in profyt of her euen crystē whiche they haue cure of & an other tyme yeuen hē holly to deuocyon & to contēplacyon in prayers & medytacyons /

¶How holy bysshops vsed medled lyf / Caplm v.

THis lyf ledden holy bysshops whiche had cure of mē nes soules & mynystracyon of tēperel goodes for these holy mē leften not vtterly y e minystracōn & the lokyng & y dyspendyng of worldly goodes & yeuen hē holy to contēpla­cyon as mekyl grace of contēplacyon as they had / but they leften ful ofte her owne rest in contēplacyon whā y they had well euer haue ben stylle. for loue of her euen crysten. & enter metyd hē with worldly besynes in helpyng of her so gettis & sothly y t was charite. for wysly & dyscretly they departed her lyuyng in two / O tyme they fulfyllyd y e lower party of charyte by werkys of actyflyf. for they were boūde therto by takyng of her prelacye. & an other tyme they fulfyllyd the hygher party of charite ī contēplacyon of god & of gostly thynges by prayers & medytacyons: & so they hadden charyte to god & to her euen crysten. bothe in affeccyō of a soule within & al­so in shewyng of bodyly dedys withouten. Other men y t were only contemplatyf. & were fre fro al curys & prelacye. they hadden ful charyte to god & to her euen cristen but it was only in affeccyon of her soule: & not ī outwarde shewynge. & in hap so mek ylit was y e more ful inwarde. y they myȝt not. ne it neded not: ne it fyl not for hē to shewe it outwarde. but these [Page] men y were in prelacye & other also y were ho [...]y temper [...] men hadden full charyte in affeccyon within & also ī werkynge & y t is properly this medled lyf. bothe of actyf & of contemplatyf lyf. & sothly for suche a man that is in spyrytuell soue­reynte as prelatis & curatis ben: or ī temperel souereynte as worldly lordes & maysters are. I holde this medled lyf best & most behouely to hem as longe as they are bounden therto / But to other y are fre not bounden to temperel ministracyō ne to spyrytual I hope that lyfe contemplatyf alone yf they myght come therto sothfastly were best / most skedful. most medeful. most fayre. & most worthy to hem for to vse & to holde & not for to leue it wylfully for ony outwarde werkyng of actyflyf. but yf it were in grete nede at grete releuyng & comfortyng of other men eyther of her bodyes or of her soules. & than yf nede aske it at the prayer & instaunce of other or elles at the byddyng of his souereyn: I hope it be gode to shewe it to hē in outwarde werkys of actyflyf for a tyme & in helpynge of her euern crysten /

¶What lyf most accordyd to hym y t this was wryttē to. Caplm vi

By this y I haue sayd a party maye thou vnderstonde whiche is one & whiche is other. & whiche accordyth most to thy state of lyuyng & sothly as me thynketh this medled lyf accordeth most to y e. sythen our lorde hath ordeyned & set y e in the state of souereynte of other men as mekyl as it is & lent the abundaunce of worldly goodes for to reule & susteyne specyally al thise y are vnder thy gouernaunce. & thy lordship after thy myȝt & cūnyng. & also therwith thou had receyued grace of y e mercy of our lorde for to knowe thyself. & gostly desyre & sauour of hys loue I hope that this lyfe y is med­led is best and accordeth most to the. & that for to departe wisly thy lyuyng. for wyte thou wel yf thou leue nedful besynes of actyflyf & be rekles & taken no kepe of thy worldly goodes how they are spended & kept ne makest no force of thy so gettis & of thyn euen crysten by cause of desyre & wyl y thou hast only to yeue the to gostly occupacyon. wenyng y t thou art by y excused. yf thou do so. thou dost not wysly. For what are al [Page] thi werkis worth whether they be bodily or gostli. but if they be done ryghtfully & resonably to the worshyp of god & after his bydding. sothly ryght noght. than yf thou leue y thyng y t thou art bounde to by y e waye of charyte of ryght & reason. & wylt holy yeue y to an other thynge wylfully as it were to a more plesaunce of god whiche thou art not fully bounde to: thou dost not worshyp discretly to hym. thou art besy to worshyp his hed & his face & to aray it fayr & curyously. but thou leuest his body with y e feet ragged & rent & takest no kepe therof & there thou worshypest hym not for it is velany & no worshyp a mā for to be curyously arayed vpō his hed with peyr­les & precyous stones. & al his body naked & bare as it were a begger. Ryȝt so gostly it is no worshyp to god to crowne his hed & leue his body bare. thou shalt vnderstonde y e oure lorde Ihū cryst: as man his hed of his gostly body whiche is holy chirche. y mēbres of his body are al crysten men. som̄ are armes. some are feet. & some are other mēbres after sūdry werkynges y they vsen ī her lyuing. thā yf y thou be besy with al thy myght for to aray his hed y t is for to worshyp hymself by mynde of his passion & of his other werkes ī his manhed by deuocōn & medytacōn of hȳ & foryetyst his feet y t are thy chyldren thy seruaūtis thy tenaūtis & al thyn euen crystē. & letyst hē spyl for defaute of kepyng vnarayed vnkept & not tent to as they ouȝt for to be. thou plesyst hym not. thou dost no worshyp to hym thou makest y e to kysse his mouth by deuocōn & gostly prayer: but thou tredest vpō his feet & defoulyst hem ī as moche as thou wylt not tent to hē for neclygence of thyselfe. y whiche thou hast take cure of. thus thynketh me. neuertheles yf thou thynke y t this is not soth. for it were a fayr offyce to worshyp y e hed of hym. as for to benial day occupyed in medytacyon of y e manhed. than for to go lower to other werkys & make clene his feet as for to be besy bothe in worde & ī dede aboute y e helpe of thyn euen crysten. thynke not so for sothly he wyl more the thanke for y e meke wesshyng of his feet whan they are ryght foule & stynken vpō y e. than for al y e precyons peyntyng & arayeng y t thou canst make about his hed [Page] by mynde of his māhed. for it is fayr ynough & nedeth not to bē arayed of y e mekyl. but his feet & his other mēbres y t are sō tyme euyl arayed & had nede to be loked & holpen by y e nāly sythē thou art boūde therto. & therfore wyl he cūne y e more thā ke than yf thou wylt mekely & tēderly loke to hem. for y e more lower seruyce y t thou doost to thy lorde for y e loue of hym or to ony of his membres whan nede & ryght asketh it with a glad meke herte: the more plesyst thou hym: thynkyng y t it were ynough to y for to be at y e lest degre & at y e lowest state sythen it is his wyl y t it be so. for it semeth sythen he hath put y e ī y e state for to traueyle serue other men: that it is wel done y t thou sholdee fulfyl it after thy myght. this ensample I saye to the not for thou doost not thus as I say. for I hope y t thou doost thus & better: but I wolde that thou sholdest do thus gladly & not thynke both for to leue sōtyme gostly occupacōn & entermete y t with worldly besynes in wyse kepyng & spendyng of thy worldly goodes ī gode reulyng of thy seruaūtis & of thi tenaū tis & in other gode werkis werkyng to all thyn euen crysten after thy myght. but that thou sholdest do both werkis in dyuers tymes & with as gode wyl that one as that other if thou mygh [...]est. As yf thou haddest prayed & ben occupyed ghostly thou shalt after reteyn tyme / breke of that & than shalt thou bestly & gladly occupy y e in some bodyly occupacyon to thyn euen crysten / And also whan thou hast ben besy outwarde awhyle with thy seruaūtis or wich other men profitably thou shalt breke of & torne ageyne to thy prayers & thy deuocyons after god yeueth y grace & so shalt thou put away by grace of our lorde slothe ydylnes & vayne rest that cometh of thy flesshe vnder colour of contēplacyon & letteth y e sōtyme fro medful & spedful occupacyon in outwarde besynes & thou sha [...] be aye wel occupyed bodyly or gostly & therfore yf thou wold do wel thou shalt do gostly as Iacob dyd bodyly. holy wryt sayth y t Iacob whan he began to serue his mayster laban. he co­ueytyd rachel his maysters doughter to his wyf for her fayr hed. & for her he serued seuen yere but whan he wende for to haue had her to his wyf: he had fyrst lya y other doughte [...] [...] [Page] stede of rachel. & afterwarde he toke rachel & so he had bothe at y e last. By Iacob in holy wryt is vnderstonden an ouercomer of synnes. by thyse two wyues are vnderstōde as saynt gregory sayth. two lyues in holy chirche actyf lyf & contēplatyf lyf. lya is as moche for to saye as traueylous. & betokeneth actyf lyf. rachel is as moche to saye as syght of begyn̄yng y is god. & betokeneth lyf contēplatyf. lya bare chyl [...]ren. but she was sore yȝed. rachel was fayre & louely. but she was ba­rayn. than ryght as Iacob coueytyd rachel for her fayrhed & yet had her nought whan he wolde. but fyrst he toke lya & afterwarde rachel. Ryght so eche man traueylynge sothfastly in conpūccyon by grace for synnes of y e worlde & of y e flesshe to serue god in clen̄es of gode lyuyng. hath grete desyre to haue rachel y is for to haue rest ī gostly swetnes ī deuocōn & contēplacyō. for it is so fayr. & so louely. & in hope for to haue y lyf only he dysposed hym to serue oure lorde with al his myght / but often whan he wende to haue had rachel. y is rest in de­uocyon: our lorde suffred hym to ben asayed wel in tryueyle with lya. y is eyther tēptacyons of y e worlde or elles of the deuyl. or of hys flesshe. or elles with other worldly besynes bo­dyly or ghostly in helpynge of his euen crysten & whan he is wel traueyled with lya & nerhonde onercome. than our lorde yeueth hym rachel y t is grace & deuocyon & rest in conscyen­ce & than hath he both rachel & lya. So shal thou do after en­sample of Iacob take these two lyues actyf & contēplatyf sythen god hath sent y e bothe & vse y one with y other. By that [...]o lyf shalt thou bryng forth frute of many gode dedes in helpe of thyn euen crysten: & is y t by actyf. & by y e other thou shalt be made fayre bryght & clene. in the souereyn bryghtnes y t is god begynner & ender of al y t is made: and than shalt thou be sothfastly Iacob & ouergoer & ouercomer of al syn̄es. & after this by grace of god thy name shal be chaūged as Iacobs [...]ame was & torned in to isrl. Israel is as moche for to saye as a man seyng god. thē yf thou be fyrst Iacob & dyscretly wylt vse thyse two lyues in tyme thou shalt after be isrl y is very contemplatyf eyther in thys lyfe yf he wyl delyuer the & make [Page] the fre fro chargys & besyness is the whiche thou art [...]de to: or elles after this lyf ful in the blysse of heuen whā thou comest thyder. A man shal desyre contemplatyf for it is fayr & medful. therfore thou shalt ay haue it ī thy mynde & in thy desyre: but thou shalt haue in vsyng actyf lyf for it is so nedeful & so spedful. therfore yf thou be put fro reste in deuocyon whā thou haddest leuer be styl therat. eyther by thy childrē or by thy seruaūtis or by ony of thyn euen crysten for her profyt or ese of her hert is skylfully asked: be not angry with hem ne heuy ne dredful as though god wolde be wroth with the that thou leuest hym for ony other thyng. for it is not so. leue of lyghtly thy deuocyon whether it be in prayer or medytacyon & go do thy dede & thy seruyce to thyn euen crysten as lyȝtly as our lorde hymself bad the. doo so & suffre mekely for his loue without grutchyng yf thou mayst or dysese or trowblyng of thyn herte by cause of medlyng of suche besynes /

¶ That a man shall sōtyme haue the more deuocyon whan he hath be lettyd by outwarde werkys / Ca / vii.

FOr it may fal sōtyme y t y e more troublyng y thou hast outwarde with actyf werkis: the more brennyng de­syre thou shalt haue to god & y e more clere syght of gostly thinges by grace of oure lorde in deuocyon whanne thou comest therto. for it faryth therby as yf thou haddest a lytyl cole and thou woldest make a fyre therwith & make it to brenne. thou woldest fyrst laye to styckis & ouerhyle the cole with the styc­kis neuertheles whan thou hast abyden a whyle & afterwarde blowest a lytyl. a none shal sprynge oute a grete flawme of fyre for the styekis are al turned to fyre. Ryght so is gostly thy wyl & thy desyre y t thou hast to god. it is as it were a lytyl cole of fyre in thy soule. for it yeueth to the sōwhat of lyght & of ghostly hete. but it is ful lytyl. for often it waryth colde & turneth to flesshly rest & sōtime in to ydelnes therfore it is good y t thou putte to styckes that are good werkis of actyf lyfe & though it be so y t these werkes as it semyth for a tyme let thy desyre y t it may not be so clene ne so feruent as thou woldest be not to dredful therfore but abyde & suffre a whyle & so blo­we [Page] at y e fyre y t is fyrst goo & do thy werkis & after goo thā alone to thy prayes & medytacyons. & lyft vp thyn hert to god & pray hym of his goodnes y t he wyl accepte thy werkes y t thou doost to his plesaūce. holde hē as nought in thyn owne syght but only at his mercy be a knowe mekely thy wretchydnes & thy feelte & arecte sothfastly thy gode dedes to hym in as me­kyl as they are gode & in as mekyl as they are bad & not done dyscretly with al cyrcūstaunces y t are nedeful to a good dede for defaute of descrecōn: put hē to thyself. & than for this me­kenes shal al thy good dedes turne ī to a flame of fyre. as styckes is layde vpō a cole. & so shal thy gode dedes outwarde not hyndre thy deuocōn but rather make it more And more ouer our lorde sayth in holy wryt thus / Ignis in altari meo sēper ardebit et sacerdos surgens mane subiciet ligna vt ignis nō extynguatur / Fyre shal euer bren in myn auter & the prest rysyng at morowe shal put vnder styckes y t it be not quenched this fyre is loue & desyre to god in a soule. y e whiche loueth for to be norysshed & kept by layēg to y e stickes y t it go not out. thyse styckes are so douers maters some are of o tre & som̄ are of an other. a man that is lettered & hath vnderstōdyng of holy wryt yf he haue this fyre of deuocyon in his hert. it is good to hym to gete hym styckes of holy ensāples & deuoute prayers & norysshe y e fyre with hē. An other man vnlettered may not so redely haue at his honde holy wrytte ne doctours sayenge and therfore it nedeth to hym for to do many good dedes outwarde to his euen crysten & kyndel the fyre of loue with hem And soo it is good that eche man in his degre after that he is dysposed that he gete hym styckes of o thynge or of other. ey­ther prayers or medytacions or redyng in holy wryt or gode bodyly werkis for to norysshe y e fyre of loue in his soule. that it be not quenched for the affeccyon of loue is tendre & lyght­ly wyl vanysshe awaye but yf it be wel kept. & by good dedes bodyly and ghostly contynuelly norysshed. Now chanue sythen our lorde hath sent in to thyn herte a lytyl sparke of this blyssed fyre that is hym selfe as holy wrytte saythe /

¶Dominus noster ignis consumens est / ¶ Oure [Page] lorde god is fyer wastynge / for as bodely fyer wasteth al bodyly thyng y t may be wasted. ryght soo ghostly fyre y t is god wastith al maner of syn̄e. & therfore our lorde is lykned to fyer wastyng. I pray y e norysshe this fyer. this fyer is not elles but loue & charyte. this hath he sent in to y e erthe as he sayth ī y e gospel / Ignē veni mittere ī terrā & ad quid nisi vt ardeat. I am comē to sēde fyre īto y e erth. & wherto but y t it sholde brē y t is god hath sent fyre of loue & a gode desyre & a grete wyl for to plese hym in to mānes soule. & vnto this ende y & mā shal know it: kepe it & noryssh it & strength it / & therby be saued y e more desyre y t thou hast to hȳ & for hī / y e more is y e fyre of loue in y e. & the lesse that this desyre is in the. the lesse is the fyre / y e mesure of this desyre how mekyl it is neyther in thyself or o­ny other knowest thou not. ne no man of himself but god only y yeueth it. & therfore dyspute not with thyselfe as though thou woldest know how mekyl thy desyre is. be besy for to desyre as mekyl as thou mayst / but not for to wyte y e mesure of desyre /

¶What is desyre to god for hymself & how in clennes of conscyence is very cōfort & swetnes / Ca / viii.

SAynt austyn sayth y t the lyf of euery good crysten mā is a contynuel desyre to god. & that is of grete vertu [...]or it is a grete cryeng in y e eres of god y e feruentlyer thou desyrest. the hygher thou cryest y e better thou prayest y e wiselyer thou thynkest. & what is this desyre. sothly no thynge butlo thyng of al this worldes blysse. of al flesshly lykynge in thyn herte. a wonderful louyng with a restful yernyng of endles blysse & heuēly Ioy. this thyng may be called a desyre to god for hymself. yf thou haue this desyre as I hope sikerly y t thou hast. I praye y kepe it wel & norysshe it wysly. & whan thou shalt pray or thynke make this desyre begynnyng & endyng of al thy werke for to encrece it. loke after none other feling ī thy bodyly wittes. ne seke after none other bodyly swetnes neyther sownyng ne sauouryng / ne wondfullyȝt ne aūgels syght ne though our lorde hymself as vnto thy syght wolde apere to y e bodely charge it but a lytyl but that al thy besynes be y thou myȝtest fele sothfastly thy thouȝt a lothyng & a ful [Page] forsakyng of al maner of synne & of all maner of vnclennes with a ghostly syght of it howe foule how vgly & how paynful it is & that thou myghtest haue a myghty desyryng to vertues & to meknes & to charite & to y e blysse of heuen: this thinketh me were ghostly comfort & ghostly swetnes in mannes soule as for to haue celennes ī conscyence fro wyckednes of al worldly vynyte with stable trouth meke hope. & ful desyre to god. how so euer that it be of other comfortis & swetnessis me thynketh that swetnes syker & sothfast that is feled in clē nes of conscyence by myghty forsakyng & lethyng of al syn̄e & with inwarde syght & feruent desyre of ghostly thynges / Al other comfortis and swetnessys of ony maner of felynge but yf they helpe & lede to this ende. that is to clennes of con­scyence & ghostly desyre of god: are not syker to rest on / But now askest thou whether this desyre be loue to god: as vnto this I saye that this desyre is not properly loue. but it is a begynnyng & a tastyng of loue. for loue properly is a ful cowpelynge of the louer & they loued togyder. as god & a soule in to one. this cowpelyng may not be fully had in this lyf but on­ly in desyre & longyng therto as by this ensample. If a man loue an other mā whiche is absent: he desyreth gretly his presence. Ryght so ghostly as longe as we are in this lyf our lorde is absent fro vs y t we may neyther se hym ne here hym ne fele hym as he is: & therfore we maye not haue y e vse of thys ful loue here in ful lykyng. but we may haue a desyre & a grete yernyng for to be present to hym for to se hym in his blysse & fully for to be oned to hym in loue: this desyre may we haue of his yefte in this lyf. by the whiche we shall be safe. for it is loue vnto hym as it may be had here. thus saynt poul sayth ¶Scientes qm̄ dū sumus ī hoc corpore pegrinamur a dn̄o per fide menim ambulamus & non pec sp̄em. audemus & bonam voluntatem hēmus magis peregrinari a corpore & presences ēe ad deū. & iō contendimus siue absentes siue presentes placere illi / Saynt poul sayth that as long as we are in this body. we are pylgrymes fro our lorde y t is we are ab­sent fro heuen in this excile we goo by trouth not by syght. y t [Page] is we lyue in trouthe not in bodely felynge. we dare & we [...]ue a good wyl to be absent fro the body & be present to god. y is we for clennes in conscyence & syker trust of saluacyō dare desyre partyng fro our body by bodely deth & by present to our lorde. neuertheles for we maye not yet therfore we stry­uen whether we be absent or present for to plese hym. y is we stryue ayens synnes of y e worlde & lykyng of y e flessh by desy­re to hym. for to bren in the fyre of desyre all thynge y t lettyth vs fro hym / But yet askest thou me. may a man haue thys desyre in his herte cōtynuelly. y thynketh nay as vnto this I may saye as me thynketh y t this desyre maye be had as for vertu & profyt of it ī hert cōtynuelly. but not in werkyng ne vsyng as by this ensāple yf thou were seke thou sholdest ha­ue as eche mā hath a kyndely desyre of bodely hele contynu­elly ī thyn hert what y t thou dedyst whether thou slepe or wake but not aye ylyke. for yf thou slepe or wake & thynkest on som̄ worldly thynges. than thou hast thy desyre in hert only & not in werkyng. but whā thou thynkest on thy bodyly syknes & on thyn hele. thā thou hast it ī vsyng. ryght so it is gostly of desyre to god. he y t hath this desyre of y e yeft of god yf he slepe or elles thynke not on god. but on worldly thynges: yet he hath this desyre ī hert ī his soule tyl y t he syn dedly. but anone as he thynketh on god or on clēnes of liuyng or of ioyes of heuen: thā werketh his desyre to god as lōge as he kepeth his thought & his entent to plese god eyther ī prayers or in medytacion or in ony other gode dede. y t al his besynes be for to stere his desyre & vse it by dyscrecōn now in oo dede now in an other after he is dysposed & hathe grace therto. this desyre is roote of al thy we [...]kynge yf it be medeful. for wyte thou wel what good dede y t thou doost for god. bodely or ghostly. it is an vsynge of this desyre whan thou prayest or thynkest doute not than yf thou desyre god. & therfore whan thou doost a good dede or thynkest on god: dout not thynkyng ī thyn herte whether thou desyrest or not. for thy dede sheweth thi desyre. Some are vncunnyng & wene y t they desyre not god but yf they euer be cryenge on god with wordes of her mouthe [Page] the hele. lykyng ay lastyng wysdom. loue. pees. worshyp. sy­kernes. rest ioye. & blysse ynought euer withouten ende / the more feruently shalt thou desyre the ioye & y e rest of y t blyssed lyf. Many men are couetous of worldly catel & worshyppes & erthly ryches & thynke now dremyng now wakynge how & by what meanes they myght come therto. & therfore they foryeten the mynde of hēself. & the peynes of helle & the ioyes of heuen. sothly they are not wys. they are lyke to chyldren y t rennē after butterflyes & for they loke not to theyr feete. they fal somtyme sone downe & breken her leggis: What is al the poupe & the worshyp of this worlde in ryches or in iolyte but a butterflye. sothly no thyng ellis. & yet mekyl lesse. therfore I pray y e be thou coueytous of y e Ioyes of heuen. & thou shalt haue worshyp & ryches y t euer shal laste. For at the laste ende whan worldly coueytous men bryng no good in her hondis for al her worshyppes & al her rychessys are turned into nought sa [...] sorowe & peyne: thā shal worldly men y t forsake trewly al vayn worshyppes & rychessys of this worlde. or elles yf they haue ryches & worshyppes they setten nought by hem. ne they setten not her loue ne lykyng in hem but lyue euer in drede & in mekenes & in hope & sōtyme in sorowe & abyden y e mercy of god pacyently they shal than haue fully y they he [...]e coueyted. for they shal be crowned as kynges & stye vp with our lorde Ihū in to the blysse of heuen / Also there ben many other medytacyons mo than I can saye whiche y god putteth in to a man̄es mynde for to styre the affeccyon & y e reson of mannes soule to lothe vanytees of this worlde & for to desy­re the Ioyes of heuen. Thyse wordes I saye not to the as I hadde fully shewed the y maner of medytacyons as they are wrought in a mannes soule. but I touche hē to the a lytyll y thou myghtest by this haue more vnderstondynge /

¶How a man shal do whan he felyth no sauour ne comfort in his medytacyons / Caplm xv.

NEuertheles me thynketh it is good to the y e whā thou dysposyst the to thynke on god as I haue before sayd or on otherwise & perauenture thou felyst no sauour ne deuocyon [Page] in thy thynkynge but oonly a naked mynde & a weyke wyl: y t thou woldest fayne thynke on god. but thou canst not than I hope it is good to the y t thou stryue not to mekyl with thyself for thou myghtest so lyghtly falle it too more derknes but yf thou were more sly in thy werkyng: & therfore I holde it most syker vnto y for to saye thy pater noster & thyn Aue. or ellis thy matynes or ellys for to rede vpon thy sauter. for y seuermore a syker standarde y t wyl not fayle. who so maye cleue therto he shal not erre. & yf thou mayst by thy prayer gete deuocyon. loke than this deuocyon be only in affeccyon y t is to saye in grete desyre to god with ghostly delyte. holde forth thā thy sayeng & breke not lyghtly of. for often it fallyth y t prayeng with y e mouth. getyth & kepeth deuocyon. & yf a mā cese of sayeng deuocyon vanyssheth awaye / Neuertheles yf deuocyon of prayers bryng in to thyn hert a deuout thought of the manhed of our lorde or of ony of the other before sayd: & this thought sholde be letted by thy sayeng thā mayst thoncese of thy sayenge and occupye the with medytacyon tyll it passe awaye /

Where of a man ne­deth [...]o be ware ī medytacon / Caplm xvi.

BUt of certeyn thynges the behoneth to beware in thy medytacyons some shal I tel y e. One is whan thou hast had a gostly thought or ymagynacyon of the manhed of our lorde or of suche bodyly thynges. & thy soule hath ben cō forted & fed ther with. & it passyth awaye by theself. be not to besy to holde it styl with maystry. for it is than turned to peyne & to bytternes. also yf it passe not away but dwelle styl in thy mynde withouten ony traueyle of thyself. & thou for comfort of it wyl not leue it. & therfore it reueth the of thy slepe in nyghtes. or ellis ī dayes fro other good dedes. or elles for grete feruour of thy body: thy body or thyn hed fallyth into gret febylnes. than shalt thou wylfully breke of whā tyme cometh. sōtyme whan thou hast most deuocion & were lothest for to leuen it as whan it passyth resonable tyme or ellys it tur­neth to dysese of thyn enencrysten. But yf thou do so thou doost not wel as me thynkith ne wysly neyther / A worldly [Page] man or woman that felyth not perauenture deuocyon twyes in a yere. yf he fele by the grace of our lorde Ihesu grete cō punccion for his synnes. or elles haue mynde on the passyon of our lorde. yf he were put fro his slepe & his rest o nyght or two or thre vntyl his hed werke. [...]t is no force. for it cometh to hē but seldom. but to the or to an other man y t hath the maner of werkynge in custome as it were eche other daye. it is spedful for to haue dyscrecyon in your werkyng & not fully falle therto for to folowe it as mekyl as wyl comen I holde y t it is good to the to vsen this maner in what deuocion y thou be that thou hange not to longe thervpon eyther to put the fro thy mete or fro thy slepe in tyme or for to dysese ony other man vnskylfully. the wyse man sayth thus / Oīa tēpus ha­bēt / Al thynges han tyme / An other thynge is this y the be­houeth to be ware of that is whan thy thought hath bē occupyed in ymagynacyon of the manhed of our lorde or in ony suche other. & after this thou art besy with al y e desyre of thyn herte for to seke knowyng or felyng more gost [...]y of the god­hed. prese not to mekyl theron. ne suffre not thy desyrene thī herte tarye to longe therin. as yf thou were abydynge after ome quaynte styrynge or wonderful f [...]lynge other thā thou hast had before tyme / thou shalt not do so it is ynough to the & to me for to haue a desyre & a longynge to our lorde & yf he wyl of his grace frely ouer this desyre sende vs of his gostly lyghte & open our ghostly eye for to knowe more of hym thā we han had before by comon traueyle. thanke we hym therof. & yf he wyl no [...] for we are not yet meke ynough or ellis we are not dysposed by clennes of lyuyng in other sydes to receyue y t grace. thā shal we mekely know our owne wretchydnes & holde vs payde with desyre y t we haue to hym & with other comyn thoughtys that mow lyghtly fal vnder our ymagy­nacyon. as of our synnes: or crystes passyon or suche other. or elles with prayers or of y e sauter or some other. & loue hym with al our hert y t he wol yeue vs ony part of his grace / And yf thou do otherwyse thou mayst lyghtly be begyled by y e spyryte of errour for thy presumpcyon. for it is grete foly a man [...]

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